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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    Shane Hollander loves Ilya Rozanov so much it feels fucking ridiculous at times, like there should be a limit to it, like a person should not be allowed to miss someone this badly when they've only been gone for three days, or five hours, or ten minutes.

    But summer, the cottage, it's ending once again; and Montreal and Boston loom, and Shane is starting to think he can't do it anymore, like he might not survive it this time, and it's not the loving, no, it's never the loving.

    It's the missing.

    Maybe, Shane thinks, it's time their lives finally catch up with the love that they have already built.

    or: a peek at life two years after the end of ioap and how hollanov would maybe, probably, fly too close to the sun with wax wings, if only it means they get to move through the rest of their lives together.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Roommates for years, Shane Hollander has learned to live within his paper-thin walls - but it has also meant that he had to learn how to live with Ilya Rozanov, and what goes on behind his bedroom door.

    Shane hears everything: the laughter, the kisses and (unfortunately for him) what Ilya sounds like in the throes of pleasure.

    He is completely fine with it, until he isn't anymore.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Ilya is so wrapped up in thoughts that he hasn’t noticed Hayden stopped talking to him to look behind him down the hall.

    “Shane, man,” Hayden says “Get your beauty sleep in, huh?”

    “You could say that,” a voice that sends a chill down Ilya’s spin says. Not because it’s unpleasant, quite the opposite. But because it sounds oddly familiar.

    Ilya turns and is frozen in place. Mentally rubbing his eyes like a cartoon character.

    A guy looking conspicuously like the one Ilya fucked last night is walking out of a bedroom and into the kitchen.

    Ilya braces himself for the inevitable. Awkward small talk and pleasantries. Followed by fucking heart eyes.

    "Hey,” Shane nods at Ilya and extends a hand, “Shane, you must be Ilya. Nice to meet you.”

    The fuck!?

    Why is Shane behaving like they didn’t spend a beautiful, extremely mutually gratifying night together?

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    If only Ilya can get a peek under Shane's shirt he'll get to the bottom of why his new roomie is pretending they don't know each other. ITS EXTREMELY RATIONAL! Don't question it!

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    28 Aug 2026

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    If Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov worked in the OR…as told from Shane’s POV,

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    A story of love across the drapes.

     
    Dr. Shane Hollander is a quiet, if not slightly serious anesthesiologist with an orderly life...until a certain Russian surgeon starts working at his hospital.

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    26 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Dr. Ilya Rozanov is a surgeon with a past.

    His attempt to start over at a new hospital, in a new city, does not go to plan when he falls in love with his anesthesiologist.

    Also, he cuts his hair.

     

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    26 Aug 2026