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    All he could do was watch, eyes locked on Shane rather than the puck like they should be.

    He watched as blood smeared the boards red. He watched as Shane’s body crumbled and hit the ice, with a crunch that seemed louder than any fan in the entire stadium. He watched as Shane just stayed on the ground and did not get up.

    Or: Post-tuna melt, Ilya injures Shane on the ice and has to grapple with the consequences.

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    Shane had been used to being alone. He'd never thought of himself as lonely. He honestly often craved the solitude, found it grounding. But that was before he knew what it was like to have someone to call, someone to touch. He was never lonely before Rozanov, but he'd been lonely ever since.

    April 2017: Shane does not get laid out on the ice.

    Ilya goes through with ending it.

    Shane lets him.

    What follows is eleven months of distance, denial, and a quiet kind of devastation neither of them knows how to name, let alone fix.

    They learn how to live without each other.

    (Or at least, how to pretend.)

    And then, almost a year later, the infamous collision happens and Shane goes down cold.

    And suddenly, neither of them can pretend it doesn’t matter.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Kinn has always been aware of Porsche. The man has been training under Chan for years now; it would be impossible for him not to know who the other man is. Still, they haven't interacted much, so Kinn only knows the basics.

    1. Porsche is incredibly competent in hand-to-hand fighting.
    2. The man has a younger brother in the music industry.
    3. When Porsche smiles, the wrinkles in the corners of his eyes somehow make him even more charming.

    Kinn would very much like to forget about that last bit, but Porsche has refused to leave him alone of late. Kinn is going to have to deal with the older man, one way or another.

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    Porsche is trying his best to get him and Chay through life without attracting the wrong kind of attention when Kinn quite literally bursts onto the scene and Porsche has to use all his wit to survive the new environment he is thrust into. Porsche being smart changes some things but others stay the same because Porsche loves with abandon whether he uses his brain or not. Kinn is along for the ride and Porsche somehow manages to make friends and allies everywhere he goes without even trying to.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    “Your first,” Ilya repeated slowly, his questioning, intense gaze pinning Shane like a moth to a board. Shane didn’t have to fake the heat in his face, the slight wanting tremble of his hands.

    “You know I’ve never let anyone fuck me.”

    He had tangible proof of the moment it clicked, because Ilya started battling for breath like the air had been punched out of him. Shane had filed away Ilya’s snarling possession and pride for years; his husband loved that he was the first man Shane had ever had sex with. He relished in it.

    He'd trusted Ilya enough to give it up once, and he could give it up again, immortalized on film.

    There were two crucial itemized lists that Shane drafted before the arrival of Ilya’s birthday. One contained everything he’d need to purchase before the party, because he’d forgotten ice last time and it haunted him.

    The other detailed all possible kinks and fantasies that Shane could weaponize to drive Ilya insane.

    Who would Shane Hollander be, if not the pinnacle of efficiency?

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    16 Jun 2026