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The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.
So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?
Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.
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Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.
And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.
Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.
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- Part 1 of Woe like velvet, tears like jewels
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Sharp Absence by jp_ruzu
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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After Montreal, Shane believed he had given Ilya something that mattered. Six months of silence later, he begins to wonder if it was ever anything more than something taken.
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“Is not fine,” Ilya replies. His tone is curiously flat. “You trust me. I hurt you. This cannot be fine.”
“Ilya, it’s just a game. Even I know a team can’t win every time they play.”
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When a scene goes wrong, Shane finds it easy to forgive Ilya. It’s not so easy for Ilya to forgive himself.
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This story takes place the morning after a particularly intense night of dom/sub activity between Ilya and Shane that involved too much alcohol and blurry consent. Before they have time to process the activities of the night before and reconnect, Yuna Hollander stops by. Unannounced.
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20 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey's hottest young thing, and everyone wants a bite of that.
Its just Shane doesn't seem to notice. Ever.Bookmarked by Kyuubi_09_06
19 Jun 2026