KinkyExistentialist
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When I look at him, I see us together.
So I see purple.(switching POV of the boys thinking of each other and pining)
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the First, the Beautiful, the Afterwards by KinkyExistentialist
Fandoms: Carry On Series - Rainbow Rowell
23 Jul 2021
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Baz breaks.
He takes the final step and closes the distance between us, his face an inch away from mine and his hands gripping my shoulders tightly. His eyes aren’t hiding anything now, and I see things in his eyes so strong they scorch me. There’s pain and desire, and hatred (but not at me I can tell), and love, and I can just see the words IwantandIwantandIwantandIloveyoubutIcan’thaveyouandI’mburning -
Baz riles Simon up and the boys get into an argument. What follows are soul-bearing confessions, Simon convincing Baz he's not a monster, and Baz reaching his breaking point. Also a steamy gay makeout.
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Dean didn’t ask for an angel.
He sure as hell didn’t expect to be preened by one.But after helping Cas through a molting cycle, he finds himself on the receiving end of something gentler—something far more dangerous.
A series about mutual maintenance, grace, and the quiet kind of intimacy that changes everything.
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Clean, Blue Air by carnationqueen for aka-faded (screamingincolour)
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
27 Jul 2025
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The air is just the right amount of morning cool that Dean can sit on the slightly wobbly stool on his cabin’s back porch in his sleep shirt and boxers, with a cup of joe and be perfectly comfortable, while still enjoying the warmth seeping into his palms from the cup. He’s dead, and it’s awesome.
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He’s not awesome, and this is terrible. Heaven is broken and someone needs to let Jack know, stat, except he’s not answering prayers or the phone
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Dennis has his mouth full.
Jack has a phone call.
Robby doesn't have a clue.
Until he does.
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let it go it was sworn to go by Moorishflower
Fandoms: A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms
03 Mar 2026
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Dunk never felt so young as he did around Egg. Young, and terrified, and stupid. So he had to be tall, for the both of them, even though sometimes what he wanted, more than anything else, was for someone bigger and stronger and kinder to pat him on the head and tell him it would all be fine.
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High Times by TheDragonSmaug
Fandom Batman - All Media Types, Justice League - All Media Types
22 Aug 2025
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A self indulgent Stoner Batman AU with a little batlantern and shenanigans for flavor😂
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