Ignis Lumen (Ignis_Lumen)
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The Space She Left, Made Room for Us. by BttmIlyaTruther
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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Hayden has loved Shane Hollander for years, not romantically, not in ways that crossed lines, but in the steady, unshakeable way best friends do. Shane was there for the life Hayden built with Jackie, there when everything fell apart, and there afterward, when grief made even breathing feel like work.
Ilya Rozanov has always been part of that orbit too: Shane’s husband, sharp-tongued and observant, loving in ways that are louder and fiercer than Hayden ever expected to need. Where Shane offers quiet constancy, Ilya offers insistence, on joy, on honesty, on not disappearing into loss.
What begins as shared responsibility, school pickups, late nights, standing in kitchens that still remember Jackie, becomes something more fragile and more deliberate. No one is trying to replace what Hayden lost. Jackie’s love remains woven into their lives, into the children they are raising together. But grief shifts, and the space it leaves behind makes room for something new.
Together, Shane, Ilya, and Hayden learn that love can expand without erasing the past. That family can be chosen, reshaped, and rebuilt. And that sometimes the deepest connections are the ones that have been there all along waiting to be named.
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- Part 1 of Room for Us
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15 Mar 2026
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28-29: Jackie’s parents met the twins. Tears bc they’re still fam and they’ll be g-parents for these babies. The. BBQ at Hollanovikes house so team meets babies. I tells Troy he’s pregnant and then teams leadership. Hay signs with OTT and they plan to move lined around so Hay+S can be 1st line together
27: they’re discharged and at home now. They post baby announcement and photo is Hayden holding babies with sunlight making it look extra angelic
26: A (Ivan Hays - I’s bio) and B (Jackson Ilyich - S’s bio) finally get their names. Each baby gets something for all 3 of them. Hayden has feelings about his new body, but Shane and Ilya hold him together.
25: babies are born! Baby A looks like he has I curls but B has straight thick black hair. B was face up so he got bruised in the birth
24: they win Stanley cup!!! Hayden goes into labor at 38 weeks at very end of chap
23: 30 weeks, Braxton bucks contractions, Eastern conference final, centaurs in Stanley cup finals, I got his IUD out bc he wants to try for Preg after winning cup
22: 28 weeks and horny. H is alone while S+I are at away game. But they get home early. Yuna takes kids for night and Sveta sends Moses baskets for the babies so they start working on nursery
1-21
Hayden is 24 weeks preg. Di-di twin dboys. Drama w public causes then to say that Hayden is their surgate but all 3 love each other and I+S proposed to H. I calls them both his husbands. I is also a carrier and plans to take next season-ish off to be preg but tbd if this plan sticks w the twins due in Aug-ish -
All I Ask of You by isaidsaddleup
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Apr 2026
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When Hayden and Jackie Pike are killed in a sudden accident, their four children are left without parents - and, to everyone’s shock, the guardians named in their will are not family, but Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov.
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02 Mar 2026
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7: coach allows for leave of absence for pre season. Org also wants to pay for nanny for kids. They tour a school and and for Anya back at house now thst they’re moved in. They have court hearing tomorrow about Alec’s challenge of guardianship
5-6: they take the kids to OTT. Many tears and melt downs happen along this road. Email from lawyer about opposing counsel and the need to talk soon
3-4 3/4/2026
Funeral. Meeting with lawyer. Decision to move kids to Ottawa1-3 3/1/2026
Sobbing, tears, omg
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Instant Family: Deal by stabthroughme
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Apr 2026
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Luca Haas is playing on a team with both his hockey idols, he's not the youngest on the team anymore, they made it to the playoffs last season, this season they're locked in from the start. Luca's also realizing that he's a bit alone on his team. He's known he's queer,for years. He knows his team would accept him, the way they've accepted Troy, Ilya, Shane and Harris but... His best friend asks about girls he's hooked up with, the other "kids" all talk about their conquests. He could talk to his captain about it but Ilya's busy figuring out marriage, parenting a teenager, and navigating the foster care system.
Ash Holmberg still, kind of, wants to die. He's cycling through medications, attending therapy and doing everything he's supposed to be doing after inpatient treatment. His twin brother's moved him into the frat house he shares with two other professional hockey players. He knows that his brother would be wrecked if he actually died. So he draws and works and pretends like he's doing okay. And then he realizes how frat-bro-y his brother and his friends are and gets conscripted into helping turn all six of them into dateable adults.
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- Part 2 of Instant Family
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11 Feb 2026
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65-67: playoffs w OTT win 2nd cup
61-64: Hayden’s traded to OTT. Willow meets Ash. Dumb Alex didn’t tell either of them the other is trans lol
59-60: Alex is traded to NY. He asks out Willow (trans girl) #growth
55-58: tears for a foster placement that doesn’t work out for S+I. Duckling school in a kink shop. New Years Eve w Luca, Ash and Mac
52-54: They’re boyfriends!!! They love each other!!!
48-51: L in hospital then inpatient care. Discharged at end of 51
45-47: Season opener post Stanley cup win. Alex’s fam shows up and Ash ends up attempting sui after the game in the bathroom at the stadium. Ilya and Luca break the door down. He’s in hospital now
43-44: we’re back in Ottawa!
42: gallery open for Ash!
41: Mac asks Luca to take him to a Pride art/museum exhibit and Luca makes a demosexual bracelet. MLH awards happen and Troy doesn’t get an award prbs cuz of stupid Crowell but Luca gets the Conn Smythe
38-40: Ash’s residency, Ash watches a game, Luca and Ash aren’t talking, 40 is Ari’s’ POV of Stanley cup final game
37: social media posts
35: Ash is in Toronto w Rose! He is actually doing a art residency thingy
34: Alex misgenders ash in the fight about Luca and Ash at practice. Ash gets sent to an “art program” but idk if that real. Ash says I knows where he is. Ash did hear the “sister” part of Ash’s yelling
33: Swiss win Olympics. Ash and Luca return to Canada. Ash tells Alex about Luca and ash tells him no so ash plans to end it 😭
31-32: sex and kink and a collar
28-30: they’re in Zurich and it took 4 hrs for Luca to woo ash. They’re boyfriends now and Luca has a praise kink and he text Ilya to ask want that is lol
27: they agree to try. Ash is gonna let Luca spend 18 days wooing him in Swiss
26: Luca invites ash to Switzerland for the break during Olympics. Luca also yells at the team in locker room when Alex says family reunion happening during break. Luca tells Alex that they erased ash and he didn’t even notice
25: Ash invited Luca to hang out and paint
24: NYE party. Ash+L go off together to get it on
22-23:They’re in Switzerland
21: Christmas party at S+I house. Luca invited Ash to Switzerland with him for the 4 day break
20: they hang out at Luca’s and the locker room sees the throat bruises
19: they hook up again and discover kinks (choking) and have a bubble bath together after
16-18: Ottawa plays MTL. Luca had first fight bc of dick MTL player trying to deadname ash. Ash and Luca get frozen yogurt after game and ash wants to f him after hearing about the fight
Ch15: morning after club and ash calls Luca the most bottomiest bottom. Luca is soft boi
Ch13-14: they dance in the club and then go home together and have BJs. It’s Luca’s first time
Ch11-12: ash hosts compliments class. They take new knowledge to a club and at the very end Luca tells Ash he’s not straight omg
Ch8-10: luca’s scans are fine. Ash drives him home and starts talking about past unaliving thoughts. Luca asks if he’s safe to drive home. He’s not. They sleep on couch in draft room sitting up after looking at art together. They get breakfast delivered. They both life each other. But think the other is off limits bc of Alex Holmberg and the best friends brother trope. Also, Luca hasn’t come out yet
Ch7: Ash’s parents come to bro’s game and he introduces them to team but Luca doesn’t wanna meet them bc of the unaliving things so Luca and Ash hang out outside the arena while they wait for the rest of the rooks. Ash takes Luca to ER for scans bc of a hit at the game
Ch6: Ilya + Ash take the kids shopping for better scents and deodorant. Ash comes out as trans and laughs when Dylan asks what direction 😆
Ch5: Luca comes to the coffee shop ash works at. Very meet cute art vibes. Ash comes to the arena with day old bake goods and discovers 10 cans of AXE body spray between the 6 kids lockets lol so Ilya says that something new to do is fix the children lol
Ch3-4: Ash and Ilya have a no lying pact bc Ash was once in an in patient facility funded by the Irena foundation. Luca thinks Ash is hot. Luca tells ash he’s glad he’s still here after learning about being at the facility.
Ch 1-2: Holmberg has a trans brother, Ash, who works at a coffee shop/art store. Bood invited him to BBQ for rooming with the disaster group of LaPoint, Young, Holmberg. Luca has a HOLLANOV BLOG OMG -
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They watched in anticipation as the potion covered the parchment to the edges but not spilling over or soaking in. Everyone held their breaths. Suddenly, the liquid sunk into the parchment and in blood red ink wrote her name and birthday towards the bottom.
Hermione Jean Granger - 19th September 1979
A line spread up from her name and split into two.
Marlene Eleanor McKinnon - 1st August 1960
Everyone let out a collective breath. Then the ink started again, for a moment everyone had forgotten that they didn’t know the second parent. Hermione closed her eyes.
Or Hermione finds herself too curious one day and her world flips upside down. She has two new parents, two new siblings and two new godparents, one of which comes with baggage, not that Hermione's complaining. Follow the story of Hermione as she figures out her new normal with three new house guests living with her new family.
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18 Apr 2026
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TikTok lol
4/18/2026
1-24: war is over and Mallory’s are each sentenced. Narcissa is in house arrest at grim place. Draco had strict stipulations on his last year at Hogwarts and Lucius is in Azkaban.
Summer is over now but they all had a lot of fun. Theo/Harry + Draco/Hermione has happened!
Ch24 is night before hogwarts express. Cissa is going to miss her babies, Draco's shitting himself, Theo's a bundle of nervous energy, Harry is focusing on quidditch rather than the return to the death trap he's been living in for the last seven years and Hermione is just trying to keep everyone together whilst ignoring the fact that she doesn't really want to do this either. -
I’ll be the watcher (of the Eternal Flame) by TentativeTreason
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
25 May 2025
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Margaret and Phillip Buckley were on holiday in Greece when they got the news of Daniel’s leukaemia. The next day, Margaret prayed to the Gods – ones she didn’t believe in – to protect and save her child. To bless them.
Her prayer was answered.
She’d just never specified which child she wanted blessed.
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(i.e. Ancient Greek Gods and Goddesses are real. Buck is blessed by the Hestia, the Goddess of the Hearth, Home and Sacrifice.)
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- Part 1 of Home and Hearth