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    Shane Hollander comes to the Hamptons to spend the summer with his best friend Rose at her father's house. The house is beautiful, it has a pool, a hot tub, and he even gets his own room.

    The only issue is Shane can't stop thinking about her Dilf of a dad, Ilya Rozanov

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    24 Aug 2026

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    After being unceremoniously outed as bisexual and traded to the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya Rozanov cements his legacy as a hockey legend and queer icon and is invited to be The Bachelor's newest leading man on the show's very first mixed-gender season. Enter Shane Hollander, the Golden Boy Who Never Was after an injury knocked him out of contention for the NHL draft.

    Is this their second chance at a love story for the ages, or the universe reuniting them after destiny was simply put on hold?

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    08 Aug 2026

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    The summer of 1999 is an important one for Shane Hollander. It’s the summer before his senior year in college and before he goes into the NHL draft. It’s the last long summer vacation he’s going to get to enjoy at his family’s vacation home in Italy before he goes pro. It’s the summer he’s finally going to figure out enjoying sex with girls.

    And it’s the summer he falls in love for the first time.

    Unfortunately for Shane, the person he falls in love with is a) a man, b) annoyingly mysterious and c) going back to Russia in the fall, where Shane might never see him again.

    A story of first loves, first heartbreaks, and what happens when your sexy summer fling might just be the love of your life.

    (or, how Shane Hollander learned to stop worrying and love (Ilya Rozanov's) dick one summer in Italy)

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    A Call Me by Your Name remix, in the key of Hollanov. Featuring: a smaller age gap (than in CMBYN)! The erotics of water drinking and fruit eating! Tiny bathing suits and billowy shirts! Yuna and David are around too! You do not need to have seen/read CMBYN to read this!

    Part 2 now complete!

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    08 Aug 2026

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    “How’s your head, baby?” Shane asks, his voice soft and steady despite the lingering fear.

    “I have never had any complaints.”

    “Jesus Christ,” Shane sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose between his finger and thumb. He’s smiling behind his hand, though. The relief in his body is still a palpable thing.

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    07 Aug 2026

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    Shane is the steady ground he stands upon, the hand that guides him, the very air that he breathes. They’re so entwined now, that Ilya is certain he would cease to exist if ever they were separated.

    It’s maybe becoming a problem.

    Or, 5 times Ilya and Shane try (and fail) not to be codependent, and 1 time they just give into it.

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    05 Aug 2026