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I heard we made out (TFLN over an image of Danny and Steve from H50 looking awkward on a couch)



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    “Shane.”

    “Don’t. Just don’t, please?” He finally looks up at the mirror to see Ilya standing behind him through the reflection.

    He steps a little closer and he can feel the heat of him on his back. He feels the tension through his body slip away as Ilya’s body heat and smell surround him.

    “Did he do that to you?” He finally asks after a moment of silence.

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    Shane loved his simple and domesticated life as an omega, or so he thought. But his husband’s constant work trips had him feeling more lonely than he cared to admit to anyone. What happens when he meets an alpha who makes him feel things his over controlling husband/alpha has never made him feel? Now he has to navigate these confusing feelings for someone who isn't his mate.


    Or: Omega Shane meets Alpha Ilya, except Shane is married. But Ilya is in love and is determined to save him.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander spends the 2010 Prospect Cup Tournament in a small room, being questioned by police. He thinks that telling the truth will save him. Instead, he’s betrayed by his teammates and pushed to the forefront of a scandal that destroys his chances with any NHL team. Only one professional hockey league is willing to look the other way.

    Desperate to play, Shane Hollander signs a contract with the KHL, packs his things, and moves to Russia.

     

    (Or: As he grapples with a scandal, Shane gives up on the NHL and ends up playing on Ilya Rozanov’s KHL team in Moscow. Timeline compliant AU – we don’t know what Ilya was doing in 2010 before he was drafted, so it’s possible he spent some time in the KHL)

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Rounding on five years deep into marriage and feeling very secure, Shane and Ilya are starting to master the art of pushing each other's buttons with full trust in their foundation underneath. When Ilya's jealousy mellows from something sharp and dangerous into something safe for play, it's not long before it becomes one of their favorite toys.

    A collection of vignettes about married Hollanov discovering they like the sex that follows when Shane flirts with men at bars and Ilya watches unseen.

    A plot bunny I created and then caught and am now delivering on request of the good people of tHReads who continually encourage me to be my most depraved self. This will likely wind up being effectively a short series of one-shots very loosely tied together, a bare bones fleshing out of the idea born in a mini-fic. I don't know for sure yet. But right now it's bringing me joy, so I'm releasing it chapter by chapter with no strings attached and sincere hope you enjoy the smutty pasta.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has been in love with Ilya Rozanov for twenty-eight years and has never said it once.

    When Ilya's nineteen-year-old son Nicholas - same face, same body, same cock, same ruinous Rozanov gravity - drops to his knees in a locker room shower and says "I've wanted you since I was fourteen," Shane doesn't stop him. He closes his eyes and pretends.

    This is not a love story. This is a sin repeated across two generations, and Shane is the altar. All characters are adults (19+).

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    10 Jun 2026

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