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    “Whitaker, you need to sit down. You have a concussion.” The voice next to him tries to tell him, and it's almost familiar this time.

    “Yeah I realized that, I am a fuckin' doctor. Student doctor. Whatever.” he replies, turning to squint at the man sitting next to him. “Look, can you just get Dr. Robby? He’ll tell you I'm fine, I gotta get back to work, I got… patients and shit.”

    The man looks at someone behind him, some expression he can’t quite figure out. He starts to say something else, and—oh shit he’s gonna throw up fuck—he tries to lean away and not vomit all over anyone else. He doesn't quite make it.

    “Shit,” yeah, he definitely ruined that guy’s shoes. Whoops. “Sorry.”

    prosopagnosia
    1. A form of visual agnosia characterized by difficulty with face recognition despite intact low-level visual processing.

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    18 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 21

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    Ilya Rozanov doesn't get sick. He just doesn't.
    And even if he was, he can suck it up. He is not about to miss a game because of a stupid cold.

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    Ilya is a stubborn idiot that really needs to be taken care of.

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    18 May 2026

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    The room moves around him, nurses in and out to check on his progress and remove his IV. A new doctor comes in with discharge papers, instructions about PT that Hollander studiously writes down. Ilya lets himself be moved and nods when it seems appropriate. But he hears none of it. The blood rushes through his ears and one word echoes in his chest over and over again. Husband.

    In 2025, Ilya suffers a hit on the ice and wakes up in the hospital. Shane Hollander is there, holding his hand. But the last thing Ilya remembers is a tuna melt (aaaaaaand Rose Landry).

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    18 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    It's the first anniversary of Grigori Rozanov's death. Unfortunately, Shane is stuck playing a string of away games and Ilya is in Boston. When Shane's desperate messages go unanswered he panics, and calls the only person he can think of.

    Jane:

    Today 12:01 PM
    Okay, my mom's at the airport, there's a flight leaving for Boston in like an hour
    Please don't be mad at me!
    And please be okay
    Call me if you see these x

    Today 2:05 PM
    Mom just landed she'll be with you soon!

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    17 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 79

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    Except — wait. This is perfect. Hockey is the other way that Ilya knows Shane better than anyone else in the world. Sex may be Ilya’s favorite shared language with Shane, but hockey is their first. And it’s the perfect way to show Shane that nothing has changed.

    They can be Shane and Ilya together on Ilya’s couch, in Shane’s apartment, in the million hotel rooms in between. But they can still be Hollander and Rozanov on the ice, playing hard and fast and viciously competitive.

    Ilya will show Shane that, tomorrow. He’ll play a great game of hockey, no, the best game of hockey he’s ever played, and Shane will know that it’s okay, that they’re okay. And then Shane will text him after the game and they’ll fall back into bed again and Shane will take his clothes with him when he leaves, happy and sated and Ilya’s, again.

    Ilya flops back onto his bed, grinning at the ceiling. He has a plan, a great plan, better than the tuna melt idea. Tomorrow, they’ll play hockey. Tomorrow, Ilya will get his man back.

     

    or, the game after the Tuna Melt Incident

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    17 May 2026

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    Roz couldn’t take three hours off when he was in Boston to see Cliff, but somehow managed to kick off a whole ass friendship with his worst enemy when the guy lived two hours away? Make that make sense! As far as Cliff knew, Hollander didn’t even like any of the things that Roz liked – partying or clubbing or drinking. What did Hollander have that Cliff didn’t? Besides a second Cup? And several MVP awards? And multiple broken records?

    Oh god. Had Roz picked Hollander as his new best friend because he was better than Cliff at hockey?

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    Cliff is very proud to be Ilya Rozanov's best friend (or at least his best male friend). But then Ilya moves to Ottawa, dodges Cliff's attempts to hang out and, oh yeah, suddenly announces a close friendship with a guy he's hated for most of a decade. This would be much simpler to deal with if Cliff had any idea how to talk to Roz about feelings. Or how to talk about feelings at all.

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    17 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 89

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    “Come here,” Ilya says, pulling him down until he’s laying on his side, his back flush against Ilya’s chest.

    Shane shifts closer, his breath coming out in a sigh, before—

    “Why were you such an asshole to me that time in Vegas?” Behind him, Ilya goes very still. “I mean, not the time in Vegas that we’ve talked about. Rookie of the Year. That time.”

    Shit. He was supposed to do this tomorrow.

     

    or, the boys talk about the "I go home in three days" misunderstanding. Shane may or may not misunderstand it again.

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    17 May 2026

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    17 May 2026

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    “Honestly, dude, you’re fucking handling this like a champ.”
    He’s not. He’s handling it the way he has to, the only way there is to handle it. “Well, I am champ, so.”
    Marlow chuckles.
    He sounds like he’s about to say something else heartfelt and misinformed, so Ilya flicks on the radio.
    --
    Ilya gets outed fall 2014. Objectively it's good for gay hockey but it sure doesn't feel like it.

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    17 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 7

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    That one episode where Isaac gets taken in by the McCall's, from his point of view.

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    17 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 11

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    It was Stiles idea to go out to the woods to find out what magical creature is causing a ruckus around Beacon Hills, but it's Isaac who ends up with the broken nose and it's Isaac who's going to end up over Derek's knee. Really he's quite sick of this same old story.

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    17 May 2026

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    17 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 18

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    It's Scott's first time watching after a pack pup by himself, and he's scared to death of messing up.

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    17 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 12

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    Ilya indulged his husband – his alpha – a lot.

    And, when he walked into the kitchen, greeted with a kiss that was familiar in a way that always meant Shane was going to ask something of him, he was prepared.

    Or, well, he told himself he was prepared.

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    17 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 15

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    Something (well, someone) was growing inside of Ilya’s stomach.

    Something that made Shane leave him.

    Something that made Ilya want to leave.

    But he can’t leave.

    And, soon, neither can the baby.

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    17 May 2026

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    We won’t release a statement right away, someone from the front office said, but if you’re missing a couple games there’s going to be questions. What are we going to call it? A family emergency?

    Ilya had almost laughed. What emergency? His father is already fucking dead.

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    16 May 2026

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    “Man, are we the gayest team in the NHL or what?” Tanner Dillon joked.

    “Ilya is bisexual,” Wyatt Hayes reminded him. Ilya raised his beer at Wyatt in thanks.

    “The queerest team in the NHL,” Dillon corrected with barely a beat.

    “We must be,” Shane said slowly, expression scrunched up as he seemed to seriously ponder the question. “There might be some teams with a closeted player, or maybe two, but five? Statistically speaking, that’s highly improbable.”

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    Luca Haas comes out to the team. Thank goodness queer sherpas Ilya, Shane, and Troy are there to guide him. And the Centaurs are supportive, obviously. Maybe too supportive.

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    16 May 2026

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    When allegations against a youth coach begin circulating online, most of the league treats it like a joke.

    Ilya Rozanov laughs along with everyone else. Nothing bad happened to him, at least that’s what he's always believed.

     
    Or, a look into Ilya Rozanov’s childhood and how he could have used a helicopter mom like Yuna Hollander.

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    16 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 18

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    “Nothing is wrong,” he says again, burying his face in his hands. “That is what is wrong. Nothing is wrong, and still I feel like this. Still I feel like… Like… Like everything is hard. Falling asleep is hard, waking up is hard, hockey is hard, life is hard.”

    Coach Wiebe places a steady hand on his back.

    “Maybe it is just because Shane is not here,” Ilya shrugs, although he knows that isn’t true. “But maybe it has been longer than that. Off-season this year has been… It is hard.”

     

    Ilya is going through a rough patch and decides to try anti-depressant medication. The Centaurs take care of their captain.

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    15 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 36

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    What happens when the Ottawa and Montreal captains both come down with the kissing disease? What happens when Shane and Ilya stop worrying and just let people assume?

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    15 May 2026

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