Fall Apart
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Fall Apart by Sparkleshudson
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Jan 2026
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The night of Shane and Rose’s infamous restaurant breakup is the same night that happens to be the final breaking point for Ilya. For weeks, the memory of that night at the club has replayed on a relentless loop—every look, every word, every implication gnawing at him. No matter how hard he tries, his thoughts keep circling back to Shane Hollander, inescapable and consuming, until the weight of it all becomes unbearable. Grief, jealousy, alcohol, and longing blur together, leaving Ilya exhausted and unraveling. With his judgment clouded and his emotions spiraling out of control, he makes a devastating, irreversible choice. In the early hours of the morning, alone and overwhelmed, Ilya Rozanov drives his car straight off the Boston docks.
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- Part 1 of Fall Apart
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Would you call in the name of love? by Sparkleshudson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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It’s game day, and everyone knows it’s one of Ilya’s last with Boston. The trade is done. Ottawa is next.
As if that weren’t enough, it’s the anniversary of his mother’s death. Then a homophobic asshole runs his mouth on the ice—and Ilya completely loses it.
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- Part 2 of Fall Apart
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Clarity by Sparkleshudson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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For months, Shane Hollander is left with nothing but silence—texts unanswered, questions unacknowledged, and the slow, grinding realization that the person he cared about most might not have felt the same. When he finally faces Ilya again on the ice, the hurt he’s buried turns sharp, bleeding into his game and throwing him off balance. What follows isn’t just about hockey anymore, but the damage left behind by everything that was never said.
*Chapter 1 is Shane's POV and Chapter 2 is Ilya's*
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- Part 3 of Fall Apart
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Dangerous Hands by Sparkleshudson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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Ilya had tried so hard to keep a line between what he felt and what they were doing. He kept telling himself it was just sex, nothing more, because someone like Canada’s Golden Boy would never want anything deeper from him. He wanted it to end. He needed it to end. Even knowing it would hurt like hell, he was sure that—for both his sake and Shane’s—whatever this reckless, confusing thing between them was had to stop.
Then Ilya finds him, bruised and bloodied.
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- Part 4 of Fall Apart
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Fallout by Sparkleshudson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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Ilya had only wanted one simple thing tonight—to forget.
Get drunk, laugh with his team, let the noise and the lights and the alcohol blur everything out. Maybe find someone to go home with, someone warm and easy and uncomplicated. Anything that would keep his mind off Shane Hollander… and Shane’s perfect new girlfriend, the untouchable, superstar Rose Landry.That had been the plan.
But somehow—because his luck was apparently that bad, or maybe because the universe had a cruel sense of humor—he’d walked into the exact same nightclub they were in. Out of every place in the city, every bar, every crowded dance floor.
And now here he was, watching the one person he’d been trying so hard not to think about.
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- Part 5 of Fall Apart
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Black Out Days by Sparkleshudson
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Jun 2026
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After suffering a concussion and dislocating his shoulder during a hockey game against Tampa Bay, Ilya Rozanov wakes up in the hospital groggy, disoriented, and unable to recognize the beautiful man sitting at his bedside.
A cute little feels fic!
*Title is from the song “Black out days” from Phantogram & Ian Asher*
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- Part 6 of Fall Apart