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Dani felt the freezing cold sensation of sheet metal underneath her making her jolt awake, upon her stirring two things assaulted her, first, a truly rancid smell, like a mountain of human waste. Second, a foggy memory, one of helping her girlfriend Rose start her car and then nothingness.
Wherever she was it was in near pitch black, she could barely make out her wrists having rope marks on them, but she wasn’t bound. So, she stood, and the metal made a clanging sound beneath her feet. “HELLO?” Dani called out not sure if she wanted someone to be there or not. Rapidly she saw sets of eyes move in the darkness. ‘ Five, no seven, two more, oh god.’ sets of eyes she could barely make out in the darkness descended towards her. It made this situation feel very real, and the panic she wasn’t feeling before set in.
“NO, STAY AWAY! PLEASE DON’T HURT ME. I HAVE MONEY, PLEASE JUST LET ME GO!” This made some of the eyes stop, and disappear, making Dani hope this was all some hallucination, but two sets of eyes remained walking closer, she heard the metal banging beneath their feet, they were having a conversation just barely audible to Dani.
“Clara, she’s scared out of her mind! You can’t just go charging into asking her questions.” Dani rapidly backed away, until she hit the back wall of whatever she was in, the rancid smell was even stronger here, making Dani gag and cover her nose with her sleeve. “Ruby, we don’t have time to babysit anyone here, she could know something that can help us get out of here or at least find out where they’re taking us.”
“PLEASE DON’T HURT ME!” their conversation didn’t make sense to Dani, ‘Clara, Ruby?’ she didn’t know anyone by those names. This wasn’t her apartment, and Rose was nowhere nearby to comfort her. “Can you please stop screaming? We’re in the same situation as you.” The voice called out to her inching ever closer. Dani curled to the floor completely untrusting of these two, in her panic-stricken mind they could’ve very well been the people that put her there. Playing some elaborate game. “Let me do this, okay, Clara?” Dani didn’t hear a response to this, instead, she felt a single hand touch her shoulder.
“I’m Ruby, this is Clara.” she motioned to the darkness next to her, Dani could only just about make out the woman’s pale hands. “You probably can’t see her right now, but your eyes will adjust. Can you please tell us your name?” She sounded sweet and maybe a little older than Dani herself. She couldn’t see her face to verify this of course, but her voice was calming, a sea of normal in this hell hole.
“I-I’m D-D-Dani.” She was still scared who wouldn’t be, but she would try her best to answer her questions. “That’s a very pretty name ‘D-D-Dani'” Her mocking of Dani’s scared stutter elicited a laugh from both Dani and the darkness that was Clara. “Please, please do us a favor, and tell us the last thing you remember.” Dani racked her brain, trying to cast off the foggy feeling from within. She felt a pit form in her stomach as she tried to recall.
“I-I was on a home date with my girlfriend, when she left, she was having car trouble. She asked me to turn the key while she fiddled with the engine.” Dani squeezed her eyes shut desperate to try and recall the rest, there was nothing, but a sensation, a noise, a feeling of touch. She gasped. “And, and I felt someone grab me from the back seat.” She sobbed; no, she was full-on wailing at this point. She hoped this didn’t mean what she thought it meant.
“She set you up kid.” the cold voice emanated from the darkness, it wasn’t soft or caring like Ruby’s. The hand squeezed at her shoulder in an attempt to comfort her. “NO! No that’s not possible, they must’ve been there for her, but they got me instead. Yeah, that’s what happened. She’s probably getting us help as we speak!” A cruel cackle followed “I thought you were panicked, not fucking stup- OW” Dani saw the faint shadow of Ruby’s other hand connect with something. Ruby took hold back over the conversation. “Were things going ‘too well’ or did you meet on a dating app?”
Dani didn’t see what meeting Rose on a dating app had to do with anything. As for the going too well part... yeah, in retrospect maybe, Dani didn’t do hookups she was on the app to find her true love, it’s hard being a Hispanic lesbian in Texas of all places, and when she met Rose, everything just felt right. She didn’t want to rush into intimacy, she didn’t demand Dani come out to her parents, and they shared interests, like photography and scrapbooking. She loved hearing Dani be mediocre at guitar. She thought Rose was perfect for her, a little too perfect, but she rapidly dismissed those thoughts as self-sabotage.
“ OH GOD.” It all clicked into place for Dani, she had been set up, and Rose was nothing but an elaborate lie, to trick some sad sack of a lesbian like her. Ruby put her arms around Dani, pulling her into an embrace. Dani desperately clutched at the woman's back as she sobbed into her bare shoulder. “We don’t have time for your proclivities Ruby, ask her the other questions.”
“Jesus Christ give her a minute!” it was the first time she heard Ruby raise her voice or sound in any way her unpleasant self. Her eyes were adjusting slowly, but it was just enough to see the blue eyes of Ruby staring at her, full of sadness, pity, and something else Dani couldn’t quite place. When Dani calmed down slightly, Ruby asked something else. “Where were you when you were grabbed? Geographically, like city and state.”
“El Paso, Texas.” the two women were silent for a while seemingly contemplating what this meant for them. “We’re going even further south. I wouldn’t be surprised if we were in South America by now.” the darkness said to Ruby. “I’m sorry can someone fill me in on what the fuck is going on?”
“You make 10 Dani... there’s 7 other women on the other side of the container, from what we’ve gathered by asking the others, we were all on a date or out drinking somewhere when we were abducted, and the container has steadily made its way south... we’re being human trafficked it seems.” She said it so matter of factly like it was as natural as the sun coming up, but honestly, Ruby’s calmness was giving Dani strength.
“But, but where to? And why?” Dani asked a question the darkness next to Ruby made sure she knew was stupid. “We’re ten women locked in a shipping container headed south... A labor camp would be a mercy.” The very real possibility she was being sex trafficked made Dani feel sick. She was. IS a lesbian, but she doubted her captors would care, she’d be made a man's sex toy, nonetheless. “NO, please I'd rather die than that. Please, don’t let them do that to me!” Ruby’s hands moved to capture Dani’s, holding them tightly before entwining their fingers. “Dani, I won’t let anything happen to you. We have a plan.” Ruby stood pulling Dani to her feet with her. “But for now let's get away from here.” she led Dani by the hand back to the other end of the container, where the multiple sets of eyes reappeared.
“OH, before I forget, Dani check your pockets. When we arrived here, we all woke up with a small bottle of water on our person.” Dani quickly patted down all her pockets, her phone and wallet were gone of course, and she didn’t feel any water in the pockets of her jeans, but she heard rustling when she tapped on her left pocket. Emptying her pocket revealed a note. “It’s a note, but it’s too dark I can’t read it.”
“LINDSAY, LINDSAY GET OVER HERE WE NEED YOUR LIGHTER!” Clara was screaming pretty much in Dani’s ear. A pitter of small footsteps was quickly heard before another set of eyes was before Dani, “They let her keep a lighter?” Why didn’t Dani have water? Were these guys so amateur that they forgot Dani’s water and didn’t take Lindsay’s lighter?
“I’m wearing cargo pants, I have about 70 pockets, dumb fuckers probably got too lazy to check them all. Let there be light bitches!” She sounded like a party girl, and that’s exactly what she saw when the lighter sparked. Light brown hair pulled back in a ponytail, emerald, green eyes, wearing the smallest tube top Dani had ever seen, “Quickly! I don’t have much lighter fluid left.” Dani shakily unfolded the note. It was from Rose!
Dear Dani
I’m really, really sorry. I did really like you, but you were already marked before I fell for you. You don’t deserve this. Please try to stay safe. Word of advice, get on the Mistress's good side. You're pretty enough.
Goodbye, Daniella.
Love- ‘Your Rose’
P.S. Check the back.
Clara snatched the note from Dani, turning it over to reveal just a single word. ‘ Evergr33n’ before angrily handing the note back. “What’s so special about this bitch that she’s getting hints from the other side.” Clara was seething, “I woke up bound and gagged with a man’s...a man’s filth dripping out of me and, this bitch gets a fucking love letter! It's not fair, IT’S NOT FAIR!” before Dani could even get a good look at her or say anything in her defense Carla’s jet-black hair disappeared into the abyss of the container.
“You are so special, you know that? To make your human trafficker fall in love with you... You’re amazing. She just gave us so much info. So, where we’re going is run by a woman, and it’s possible to appease her. And that code, ‘Evergr33n’ maybe it’ll help. Habibti you might have just saved us!”
Dani felt so many mixed emotions, If Rose truly loved her why not warn her... why give her a note with clues? Why apologize? It wouldn’t help Dani now. And why was Ruby’s hand curled around her waist? Dani looked to Ruby who was reading the note over her left shoulder. The lighter still illuminated about 2-3 feet around them. Ruby was truly stunning. Brown Carmel skin, deep blue ocean eyes, and dark brown hair, she had the cheekbones of a goddess and towered over Dani who wasn’t exactly short herself, standing at 5’6 above the average height for an American woman as she always reminded her brother. If Dani had to say, she’d probably guess she was Arab American. Her beauty truly made Dani hate the Hand around her waist...
‘Straight women with their no fucking boundaries. I bet if I made a move she’d call me a creep, or a freak. Or I'm mistaking ‘womanly affection’ for love.’ The only thing Dani hated more than a man flirting with her, was a handsy woman because it was always ‘her fault’ she was always blamed for ‘misreading the situation.’ How is Dani to read a situation where a woman gropes her breasts or rear, holds her hand, kisses her cheek, and smiles so sweetly for her, as ‘not flirting’ sometimes Dani saw being a lesbian as nothing but a curse, a curse where a woman could hold her hand or kiss her, and Dani was the ‘weird one’, for thinking affection was affection.
“Hm? Is something wrong habibti?” Ruby had noticed Dani’s glare being stuck on her. “What are you calling me? What does that mean?” Ruby smiled sweetly at her.
“Habibti means Sweetheart in Arabic.” Dani felt her face heat up; she thanked God that the container even with the lighter was shadowy at best. “You-You shouldn’t call me that... if you don’t...”
“If I don’t what?” She raised an extremely well-trimmed and maintained eyebrow. The ocean eyes were fixated on Dani’s lips. “If you... don’t like... me.” Dani heard a loud chuckle come from Lindsay “Sorry, sorry.” Ruby tilted Dani’s face back towards her. her fingers cold, the silver rings on her hands sending a jolt down Dani’s back.
“I thought I was being too forward, if anything. Lindsay turn out the lighter.” The room in a flash quickly became enveloped in complete darkness again. The brief amount of light had reset Dani’s adjusting to the dark. Leaving her in near pitch blackness. “You got it, boss.” She heard Lindsay reply.
Dani quickly found her face cupped, the hand with several rings adorned on it cool against her face, Dani quickly had her lips seized, captured, completely by a woman she could no longer see. Her face tilted upwards to accommodate the woman’s height. Her lips were dry but petal soft and tasted oddly of cherry, they were plush and her movements with them were slow and deliberate. Dani felt a tongue lick her bottom lip, seeking permission to parse her lips, and she obliged, the tongue wetter than it had any right to explored Dani’s mouth. Dani only broke off the kiss when she felt the hand at her waist wandering downwards... A thin trail of saliva between them being the only evidence of their embrace. And even that quickly disappeared.
“Be my Habibti Dani, Be my Habibti at the end of the world.”
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Dani quickly realized that she had not heard Lindsay Walk away and peered into the darkness to see her eyes quickly darting back and forth between them. Her expression was unseeable but Dani could sense a smile there. Ruby cleared her throat, a clear message for Lindsay to scram. “Argh, just when it was getting good. Send me a Christmas card when you two get married okay?” Dani and Ruby both listened as the footsteps quickly retreated. Dani blushed heavily realizing she had just listened intently to the sounds of their lips thrashing together.
“What’s wrong my love?” ‘My love?’ This woman knew exactly what pulled at Dani’s heartstrings, the phrase ‘my love’ never failed to make her swoon, and some hot older woman calling her it? Rose who? But she needed to regain her composure, they needed to talk about the plan to escape. “T-This is just going fast for me Ruby, I like to get to know someone first before we get ‘physical’ like that.”
“Are you not my Habibti? Are we not star-crossed lovers at the end of our universe? Dani our time to get to know one another is short, I’d rather embrace you as my love than waste time hearing about your favorite color. We could be dead this time tomorrow, let me convey my love for you today, Habibti.” Ruby kissed a circle around Dani’s hand, starting at the wrist and ending at her fingertips.
“I-I- We can’t, we just met today. You barely know what I look like.”
“My love, it was me that unbound these wrists, and ungagged your mouth, I feel I've known you forever.” She rubbed her hands over the rope marks on Dani’s hands perfectly tracing them. “And you forget, my eyes are well-adjusted to this darkness, I know your beauty very well.”
“Your curly dark hair.” Ruby grabbed a fist full of her hair, sniffing it before letting go. “These eyes as green as nature, as beautiful as mother nature itself.” She kissed the side of Dani’s temple. “This nose, so small and quaint, slightly crooked just here.” She pecked the bridge of Dani’s nose where she had broken it playing softball. “These hips, this waist. That could seduce anyone, a Goddess of temptation.” She kneaded her hands over Dani’s waist. Eliciting a small moan from Dani. She could feel Ruby smiling against her neck. “This slender neck, like if I applied any force you’d snap.” The hand guiding itself up Dani's body to her throat drove her crazy as it brushed against her breast.
“And finally, these lips, plump, soft, a gentle curve, a place I long to rest my own. May I? Habibti?” Dani knew full well what Ruby was doing, she was pushing and pushing Dani’s boundaries until there was nothing left, but all this talk about them being at the end, that they could be dead tomorrow, Ruby’s breath against her neck. It all made her want to let go. To give herself to this woman, she hated hookups she knew that, but she had never been pined for like this, never complimented so deeply, so often. Even if it was a lie, she wanted it to be true, and Ruby’s face obscured in the shadows or pressed against her neck let her feel what she wanted to feel. See what she wanted to see. And she wanted to feel Ruby’s silver tongue inside her.
“I’m a bottom, is that okay?” Dani whispered this so softly into Ruby’s chest she feared she might not have heard her. Ruby's hands slithering from her neck down to the buckle of Dani’s pants gave her much-needed confirmation that she did. “Dani, my love, Habibti, there's never a part of you I will reject. I want all of you, my Daniella.”
“Then take me, Mi Cielo.” (My heaven)
Her lips seized once more, but this time much different from the first kiss, the first was slow, deliberate, Ruby trying to convey her every feeling to Dani with that kiss. This was different, nothing more than pure lust, and hunger. Dani’s bottom lip was bitten into as she was pushed against a wall that was much softer than expected, where she expected to feel cold metal, she was met by what felt like mattress padding. “Soundproofing, my love,” Ruby said in between kisses as she hiked Dani’s leg up against the wall.
Dani’s breath hitched as the lips dropped from her mouth to her neck, a cool tongue running across it. She felt Ruby unbuttoning Dani’s plaid red and black checkered shirt, revealing the pink lace bra she was wearing for her home date with Rose. Dani HAD thought Rose was going to make a move, it was their fifth date, and Rose had invited herself over, so Dani shaved and put on a cute matching pink lace set, she never would have imagined another woman would be the one to see it through.
Not that Ruby looked at it much, as Dani almost instantly felt her bra unclasp and lightly flutter to the ground, not making a sound. That’s because the cups weren’t very big. After all, Dani wasn’t. “I’m sorry they’re so small.” She felt Ruby laugh against her chest as she kissed circles around her now exposed breast. “Nonsense habibti, they’re soft, delicate, and the slope is making my mouth water.” She traced her fingers just over the curve of Dani’s breast.
“AH-” Dani moaned with need before she could bite down on her lip to stifle it, they were doing this, but Dani was still self-conscious of the other women on just the other side of the container. She looked to see if any eyes were peering at them through the darkness, but she couldn’t see anything. She bit down so hard on her lip that she thought it would bleed when she felt an ice-cold silver ring press against her nipple. It was like an ice cube against her nipple, quickly forcing it erect.
Dani realized something in this moment, the darkness was acting as a blindfold for her, she was ten times more sensitive than normal, every touch was moan-inducing, and every peck and every flick of Ruby’s finger was driving her crazy. The splotch that was forming in her underwear was proof enough. “HAAA, HAAAA, please, Ruby, touch me.” Dani panted her soft desperate moan to Ruby, rubbing her thighs together, desperately for enough friction to please herself.
“ I am touching you Habibti.” she teased pinching Dani’s nipple. “ If you want me to touch you somewhere specific...” she whispered in Dani’s ear, Rubi was playing with her, but Dani was on the verge of tears, her panting becoming heavy, she was so turned on... she was so pent up, she hadn’t had sex with anyone but her vibrator in almost 16 months, “ Please touch me lower Ruby.” her voice cracking, her words mixing with her moans. Thankfully Ruby caught on to Dani’s desperation and stopped the tease act.
With one swift motion, Ruby unbuckled Dani’s pants and lowered them to her ankles. Revealing the partner in crime to the pink lace bra. A pair of ever so slightly too-small pink lace panties. Dani always bought her underwear a little too small, not so small that it hurt her waist, but just small enough that the fabric sank into her butt a little, it never failed to make Dani feel sexy. Seeing her ass cheeks eating up the fabric in the mirror every morning made her feel desirable, uniquely feminine, unlike her chest.
Dani’s back arched against the wall and her hips buckled as Ruby rubbed three fingers on her slit, through her panties, the fingers pushing the fabric deep into her folds. Dani was looking down watching the fingers work their orgasmic magic, when her head was lifted by her hair. Ocean blue eye meeting hers, Ruby wanted complete eye contact as she moved Dani’s panties to the side and inserted a Single long finger inside her.
Hair pulling, deep eye contact, all while a finger gently thrust in deeper? Dani was on the edge; she could feel her eyes starting to water and the waves that would soon crash down on her building. She only wished Ruby had a third hand so she could wrap it around her throat. The very thought of Ruby’s long veiny ringed fingers around her throat pushed her over the precipice. “ Ruby, I’m-”
“Cum for me like a good girl Daniella,” Dani screamed in Ruby’s chest as she came all over her finger, wave after wave of pure ecstasy hitting her like a bus, her knees buckling, her back arching as hard as it could contract her eyes rolling into the back of her head, as Dani rode the dying embers of her orgasm against Ruby’s hand. Ruby guided Dani down to the cold metal floor, before removing her finger and tracing the sopping-wet digit along Dani’s lips, issuing a command.
“Lick.”
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Dani stopped holding her moans sometime after her second orgasm, the squelching noises that were coming out of her were already filling the container, and everyone knew what they were doing. It meant Dani could let go, she didn’t have to be Daniella Cortez anymore. She was whatever Ruby told her she was.
And this was exactly what terrified Dani about herself, about intimacy, about hooking up, with every orgasm she felt she was losing pieces of herself, becoming moldable clay for whoever could make her cum the hardest. She was all the derogatory names for people who fell in love at first orgasm. ‘Clit-matized' ‘love-junkie’ ‘cum-fused’ She hated it but could never stop herself. She always. ALWAYS, found herself giving women that fucked her good whatever they wanted. ‘Borrow’ money? no problem. ‘You want to use my car? Go for it.’ ‘You need a place to stay for a little? Please stay here.’ She had to put walls up around her intimacy, or someone would ruin her.
Even now, if Ruby wanted to drag her by the hair to the end of the container and show every woman in this crate exactly how she looked when she came. Dani would let her... not because she liked being watched, but because it was simply too good, the grip Ruby had on her already was frightening.
The two fingers dug inside her pulsating walls while Ruby’s silver tongue licked her engorged clit. Yes, Dani would do anything she said. “Ruby! Ruby, I’m- gonna cum.”
“Louder! Say it again Habibti.”
“I’M FUCKING CUMMING!”
“LOUDER!”
“RUBYOHMAYGAWDIMFUCKINGCUMMI-” Dani was screeching, paying no attention to her audience. Her curls were straightened by sweat and drool, her hips lifted off the cold metal of the floor. Ruby kissed a trail from her clit up to her lips, joining them. “You were amazing, my love.” Ruby planted one last kiss on her temple, pulling Dani into an embrace leaning them both against the padding of the wall.
They had spent countless hours fucking, but now they were doing something Dani knew was even more dangerous. Talking. They were filling each other's heads with sweet nothings and delusions of what they’d do together, ‘ when they escaped.’ all culminating with Ruby asking, “Move in with me?”
“What? But Ruby, we’re...” Dani looked around, the shipping container feeling very real and oppressive around her. Ruby took Dani’s hands in hers, “Dani, Habibti, I WILL get you out of here. I won’t let anything happen to you! I promise.” Ruby said it with so much confidence Dani believed she meant it. “Here a sign of my oath to you.” Ruby slid off a single silver ring, and gently placed it on Dani’s ring finger. "It's not a wedding ring, not yet, think of it as a promise ring. Please.”
“Okay Ruby, I believe in you.” Ruby wasn’t asking for money, or her car, she was asking for Dani’s faith. And Dani completely gave it to her. Unconditionally. She accepted the ring and watched as it barely glistened against her tan finger. “I won’t leave your side, Mi Joya.”
“What does that mean?” It was Ruby’s turn to ask what Dani had just called her affectionately in her language. “NO, wait let me guess. It means my joy?” Dani laughed as she shook her head.
“It means My Jewel .”
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“I’m sorry to interrupt your humping like rabbits, but you’ve seemed to have forgotten about the whole BEING MERE HOURS AWAY FROM SOLD INTO SLAVERY!” Clara was standing before them covering her eyes to not get any lewd images. “Get dressed and join us. We're talking plan.” Dani heard her whisper something as she walked away. “We’re fucking dead and these bitches wanna scissor. Fucking lesbians.” Dani didn’t like being insulted, but it made her happy to know that Clara clearly hadn’t watched them, because there was no scissoring...
Ruby led Dani by the hand to a small corner of the container where four other women sat. “Dani, this is Hayes and Lily. You already know our charming Carla and Lindsay.” Hayes and Lily looked like a comedy act to Dani, Hayes is extremely tall like an NBA player with dark black hair, and Lily matched her name, small, delicate, like a flower with golden blonde hair. They both gave Dani a small nod before returning their attention to Clara. “So, what’s the plan.” Dani joined in fixing her gaze on Clara.
“Ruby and Hayes are going to hide in the corners of the container when we hear them open the doors and they’re going to jump them and ideally take their gun.” She said it so matter of fact like like it was easy. Like they’d all be home for dinner. Dani clutched Ruby’s hand hard, it wasn’t a plan to Dani at all, more akin to human sacrifice.
“NO! That’s suicide! They'll just kill them.” Clara made a very unsatisfied look. “Ruby control your little girl.” Clara was intent on clarifying one thing for Dani. “We are being SLAVE TRAFFICKED, which means they spent money on us. Killing us does nothing for their investment. It's the plan. Suggest something else or find someone else to screw.”
Dani ignoring the insults racked her brain for a plan quickly she looked around for anything useful, her eyes now adjusted just a little. She could make out the shadowy figures of four other women in the other corner, they were shaking their knees pulled up to their chests. For some reason, it reminded her of her grandma, who had left Dani a sizeable inheritance... “Money! MONEY!” she laughed, she must’ve looked like a crazy person because just about everyone asked her to clarify, bar Lindsay who didn’t seem too interested in any of the plans.
“If they bought us to make money for them, can’t we just give them a bigger sum for our freedom? How much does everyone have in savings?” a collective gasp rang out, and Ruby pulled Dani into a deep hug. “That’s my girl! Why didn’t we think of that? I have about $25,000” They all went around sharing their life savings. Between the six of them they had just under $600,000, most of which was made up of the 400,000 dollars Dani got from her grandma’s passing, the least was Lindsay who told them to skip her because she had ‘15 bucks’ she said. “That might just work, but how will we tell them we want to bargain.” all eyes turned to Dani.
“I-I don’t mean to racially profile or anything, but you are Hispanic? Dani?” Lily’s soft voice asked, not leaving her perch behind Hayes. Dani was hoping they wouldn’t ask her, despite growing up in an all-Spanish speaking household, her Spanish was... poor at best. She understood it fluently, after all her parents refused to speak English at home, but she was a toddler at speaking it. She knew cute pet names and romantic phrases, but little else. “I’m sorry! My Spanish isn’t that good. But I do understand it.”
“Great, just great, we get handed the most useless Mexican on planet Earth. We stick to the original plan, and if we can find a Spanish dictionary for Dani we’ll ask to bargain.” Clara was half right, Dani was half Mexican, half Colombian. Not that it mattered what kind of Latina Dani was in this situation. “Lay off her Clara! I’m warning you for the first and last time.” Ruby shuffled Dani behind her slightly and Clara threw her hands up innocently.
“Your understanding of Spanish will be very useful for us Habibti, unless we end up in Brazil of course. But we’ll need you to translate, at least what they’re saying to us.” Ruby kissed the back of her hand. Which made Dani blush in response. “Why would going to Brazil change anything?” Lindsay said, finally contributing to the conversation. A small groan left Clara, Dani, and Ruby.
“I see why you attend a community college. They speak Portuguese in Brazil Lindsay. Not Spanish.” Lindsay made a shocked face as everyone looked at her with disappointment. “I got a scholarship for track to go there!! I’m not stupid!” The atmosphere seemed Jovial, happy even, with people teasing one another. It made Dani believe Ruby when she said she’d keep her safe. After all, if even Clara was smiling how could things be going poorly?
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“Here, drink my love.” Ruby handed Dani a small bottle of water “You can finish it, don’t worry.” Dani hadn’t had anything to drink since she got here God knows how long ago, she gulped it down quickly. It wasn’t enough, but Dani wouldn’t dehydrate, the kidnappers probably hadn’t planned for Dani to parch herself with ‘ Strenuous activities’ they had finished ironing out the last remnants of the plan almost an hour ago, according to Clara’s wristwatch. And they were all on standby to go into action at any moment. Dani would be lying if she said if she said she wasn’t terrified. Terrified she’d be sold into slavery, terrified something would happen to Ruby. Who was only on door duty because her arms were just as long as Hayes.
Dani was resting her head on Ruby’s lap, Ruby running her hands through Dani’s crinkling curls, which reformed as her hair dried. That’s when they heard it. Men, speaking outside. [Open it! Remember not to shoot. We need all ten.]
“GET READY THEY’RE GOING TO OPEN THE DOORS.” Dani translated. “Positions. POSITIONS.” Carla yelled, but before Ruby could go Dani took her hand. “Please, come back to me.” Dani couldn’t tell whose hand it was shaking. Ruby gripped Dani’s face planting a single kiss before parting. “When you look at this ring... think of me. I love you Habibti.” Ruby ran off to position before Dani could say it back. The doors slowly creaked open blinding white light crept into the container making Dani turn her head. Where she saw Lindsay tying her shoes tighter. ‘She’s going to run?’
“WAIT, LINDSAY DON’T!” But it was already too late as the doors swung open, Hayes used her massive frame to grab one man who had entered gun first, but Lindsay bumped into her as she ran out of the container, causing the man's hand to squeeze the trigger...
*BANG*
A single shot illuminated the shadows of the container. Dani followed with her eyes the barrel of the gun to the opposite corner. This was nothing like the movies, where time slowed down as someone saw their lover fall. It all happened too fast.
“NOOOOOOOOO!” A splatter of blood painted the padding of the wall, Ruby rapidly dropped to her knees clutching at her throat, blood pouring out from between the gaps in her fingers. Dani ran to her.
“NO! NO! NO! Ruby! Stay with me. Please!” Dani tried to stop the bleeding, using her hands she pressed them in tandem with Ruby against the golf ball-sized hole in her throat, “You’re going to be okay! They can fix you! PLEASE JUST HOLD ON FOR ME!” Dani looked around the container, it was utter chaos.
Hayes was being beaten by three men, they were stomping on her, while the others were being dragged out by their hair, one by one as they screamed for help. “DANI! DANI TELL THEM, TELL THEM ABOUT THE MONEY!” Carla demanded in a panic as a man came to claim her.
[AFTER HER! AFTER HER! She ran into the forest.]
*GUH, GUH, GUH*
A strange gurgling noise was starting to emit from Ruby; she was going pale; she looked terrified as the life in her eyes was quickly draining, her grip on her neck waning, “NO! PLEASE! HOLD ON!” Dani now realized what that gurgling noise was... Ruby was drowning, suffocating in her own blood, it was a race. One to see if she would bleed out first or drown.
“ Oh, mi Joya, you’re a cruel woman after all. To make me fall in love with you and then...” Ruby had done something cruel to her... she gave Dani hope, hope that things might work out for them. Hope that this exact scenario wouldn’t play out. Ruby’s blue eyes drained of their ocean, a blue wasteland, and met Dani’s green-eyed gaze. Tears from Dani’s face fell onto hers.
“I love you too, Mi Joya.” Dani pulled Ruby’s lips into one final embrace, wet warm blood greeting Dani’s lips as she felt Ruby’s hands go slack against hers...
[Did those two just...]
[Another freak like mistress, get her in the truck]
Dani felt hands reach for her, they gripped her tightly by the head as they dragged her out of the container, into the cold blinding light of day.
Notes:
Poor Ruby!
but enough world-building. next chapter we meet The Mistress.
Chapter 3: Front Row Seat To Hell
Chapter Text
Dani had no idea how she ended up in the back of this truck, her hands bound tightly behind her back, her feet chained together. A man was riding in the back with them, his AK-47 pointed directly at an unrecognizable Hayes who was beaten to a pulp. Dani could hear the two men sitting in front talking.
[8 out of 10, she’s going to be pissed.]
[It’s Juilo's fault, to get overpowered by some bitch.]
[Yeah, but Juilo’s her nephew, it’s not his neck on the line it’s ours.]
“Psst, psst, Dani, Dani. What are they saying?” Clara sat directly across from her, but Dani couldn’t hear her at all, her mind trapped on the image of Ruby’s body, lying there lifeless as she was dragged out of the container. “ Dani, I'm really sorry about Ruby, okay? But you have to help us.”
“It’s your fault.” Dani knew that plan was suicide, but she still let Ruby participate, she blamed herself just as much as she blamed Clara. “MY FAULT!? How was I supposed to know Lindsay would bolt as soon as the doors opened?”
“NO TALK! NO TALK!” The man in the backseat commanded. Carla looked away disgusted, and Dani returned her absent-minded gaze to the floor.
[Woah, What the fuck is that?]
[Doesn’t that bitch know there are endangered animals in that forest.]
Dani could smell what they were talking about, something burning. She peered over her left shoulder to see a small section of the forest engulfed in flames. Lindsay had started a forest fire. But for which purpose? To cover her escape? To distract the soldiers that followed her? To draw attention to get help? Dani hated Lindsay, after all, she was the most responsible for Ruby’s death, but she couldn’t help but hope that she got away and was sending help their way.
Dani closed her eyes and hoped the truck crashed for the rest of the ride.
But she would never get so lucky.
When the truck stopped, Dani and the others were in front of an opulent Vila, a huge and sprawling complex with an old iron gate and a 10-foot brick wall. Barbed wire decorated the top of the wall, and small strips of fabric were still in its clutches. The Iron Gate had something engraved at the very top, but it was illegible to Dani. Too much Ivy was covering it for her to make it out.
As the gate swung open Dani saw a majestic courtyard, thriving greenery, stunning cobblestone walkway, and a fountain centerpiece that put anything in El Paso to shame, two maids were stood by the front door, in classic French maid attire, making Dani believe the truck would stop in front of them.
When it didn’t, instead traveling down a wooded side path her heart sank, and she got a view of real human misery. About twenty women were working in a field, all rail thin, their heads shaved bald, with a small brand on their neck a single circle with the letter ‘S’ inside it. None of the women even looked at the truck. They shuffled zombie-like in completing tasks, shoveling, pushing wheelbarrows, and harvesting crops. Dani understood one thing seeing this.
Ruby was the lucky one.
The truck stopped in a back desolate courtyard, no greenery, no maids in waiting, just a guard's watchtower with a man aiming at them and several small sheds. A man dressed in much better fitting knockoff army fatigues than the other men had stood in the middle waiting. “OUT! OUT!” the man yelled waving his gun at the collective. They were slowly helped off the truck, only to be shackled to the woman next to them in a chain gang. They were lined up right to left. Dani standing at the very end with Carla standing next to her.
[I hope Mistress will give us a girl to play with.]
[No way. We’ll be lucky if she doesn’t kill us, for losing two girls.]
[I want the one on the end. The one that kissed the dying bitch.]
[The one dressed like a lumberjack covered in blood? You’re sick.]
Dani bit her tongue as the men discussed who they’d rape and who they wouldn’t, she couldn’t reveal that she could understand them. She doubted they cared, but eventually, they might slip and let important info come out if Dani just played dumb.
[ATTENTION! MISTRESS APPROACHING.] The man who was waiting yelled. He being the only one with his name sewn onto his grey jacket, it read. ‘Emiliano’. All the men immediately stopped talking and straightened up. They weren’t in an army salute, but it was clear none of them would move until she told them to.
[What the fuck is this?] Dani saw dark wavy hair first, nearly black but not quite flowing in soft, heavy waves down her back, her skin glowing under the hot South American weather sun, golden and warm, taller than the man she walked up to, who wasn’t small himself. Her boots were exquisitely tailored, her entire outfit was, black pants that hugged at the hips, a white silk blouse that clung to her figure and around her neck, a bolo tie, the emblem depicting a serpent eating a rose. A gun holstered over her left hip. In her late 30’s Dani guessing.
[Mistress we can expl-]
[Silence! Does someone want to tell me where the two missing ones are?] Her hand moved down, resting on her holster. She looked the girls, up and down as her eyes marched down the line. When they got to Dani, they stopped, the murky brown eyes that were glowing red in the sunlight stopped.
Right on her. They softened for just the briefest of brief moments, before going back to asking her men what happened, but her gaze remained fixated on Dani.
[It was Juilo! Julio! Got into a struggle with the big one and accidentally shot one of the girls.]
[And the other one? Where is she?} The men all looked around nervously at one another, in a ‘please tell her, I don’t want to tell her act.’
“ Psst, Dani, what are they saying?” Clara nudged at her. Dani really, REALLY , didn’t want to help Clara of all people right now, but she knew they’d need to stick together. So, she translated that they were arguing about Ruby’s and Lindsay’s being gone.
[She ran off Mistress, but we’ll find he-]
*BANG*
Before he could finish a hole ripped through his skull, and his body slumped to the ground his fingers twitching as his body could not keep up with the reality that he was already dead. All the women screamed as they had just seen a second person murdered right in front of them in the last hour.
[These women are 3000 dollars a head! Losing one is the equivalent of STEALING 3000 dollars from me. Losing TWO is unforgivable.] She re-holstered her revolver, motioning for one of the remaining men to remove the dead body from the grounds. She turned her gaze back to Dani, smiling.
[Why’s this one covered in blood?] She motioned to Dani, the man remaining perked up seemingly happy he was about to deliver his mistress good news.
[That one- she was... she was kissing the one that died, it seems they were ‘together’] The woman turned back to Dani the biggest, widest grin on her face she’s ever seen, not the normal response to hearing someone’s lover died. Dani watched over the woman’s shoulder as one man started to drag away the dead body, his brain spilling out the back of his head as he was dragged.
[Such a pretty girl shouldn’t look at such a thing.] The woman refocused Dani’s attention on her, grabbing her face. Making their eyes meet. Demanding they meet. Rubbing her fingers over the beauty mark under Dani's left eye.
[Even the same mole...you, where are you from?]
“I’m sorry, I don’t understand you.” Dani put every ounce of her high school theater experience to use, to try and lie her ass off. It was a high-risk low reward move now, but Dani hoped it would pay back tenfold later.
A look of pure disappointment washed over the woman as she released Dani's face.
[Take her to my chambers. I’ll find a place for her.] A man came over and unlocked Dani’s leg shackles, Dani needed to make sure Clara wouldn’t tell her she understood Spanish. “I’m going to convince her to let us go, just don’t say anything to her about me.” She whispered this so softly to Clara the only confirmation, she got was her quivering lips.
The man led Dani to the villa, just in the distance she could hear the woman speak in English. “I’m going to be frank-” before the door slamming shut cut off the rest.
-+-
Dani was led through the stunning Villa, she learned one thing, rich people love the color white, white carpet, white tables and chairs, and white cabinets as she was led past a kitchen with two maids preparing something. It made everything feel clinical, and surgical, like a hospital waiting room. Dani tried to map the route they had taken in her head but there were so many twists and turns it quickly became pointless. Her arm binds were released when she was pushed into a large office.
This was however very, very temporary as she was marched to a large oak desk, pushed into the seat opposite, and her binds tied tighter than before to the chair. The soldier exited leaving Dani alone, alone with the thoughts of what was happening to everyone else.
What did she want with Dani exactly?
The door opened again, but it wasn’t the woman, instead a maid with a small cart, [I am here to take your measurements, you will sit still.]
“Please let me go! Please call the police!” Dani hoped the maid would be a sympathetic person, but it became apparent she was not when she pulled a large needle from her cart.
“STILL. STILL. OR I INJECT!” Dani sat motionless while the women took her measurements, bust, hips, and oddly she spent a lot of time at Dani’s neck. The entire time Dani sobbed internally, knowing if she moved a woman, she doubted had any sort of medical clearances would inject her with some drug.
When she left, Dani was left alone again, she looked around the room, noticing it was different from the others, notably less white, hardwood floors instead of white carpet the walls a beige accent. One last thing bothered her. All the closed doors. There were four closed doors in this room. Obviously, the one that led out, but the other three, led where? Dani swears the woman said ‘Bring her to my chambers’ but this was just an office.
Just as she tried to wrap her head around what could be behind all these doors, The woman emerged from the door in front of her not behind. Gun still holstered on her hip,
“Sorry! Kept you waiting huh?” She strolled into the room sitting behind the desk, like she was 10 minutes late for their coffee date. Not that she had paid to have her kidnapped or blew a golf ball sized hole in a man's head right in front of her.
“PLEASE! LET US GO. WE HAVE MONEY!” Dani knew it was her longest shot, but it was worth it to try.
The woman’s smile quickly disappeared. “Straight to business huh? I can respect that,”
“Your ‘friends’ told me all about the money Daniella pretty name by the way, I'm simply not strapped for cash at the moment.” Dani’s stomach dropped as she said her name, ‘ I told them not to... how much did they tell her? Does she know I lied to her earlier?’ Very real panic setting in Dani was looking for an escape hatch but saw none.
“LET ME GO YOU BITCH! HELPPPP SOMEONE FUCKING HELP ME!” the woman simply chuckled at Dani’s outburst before pulling a knife from her boot, Dani recoiled in abject fear, as she brandished the long bowie towards her.
Standing from the desk she made her way around to Dani, running the pointed edge against her soft skin, making the terrified girl produce a small whimper. “PLEASE! Don't hurt me.”
“But Daniella, you’re hurting yourself... asking to leave tsk, tsk, If I cut this rope, you are dead Daniella. Dead.” She lowered her knife against the rope binding Dani to the chair
“H-how? Wh-why?”
“If I cut this rope you’ll run out of this villa and try to escape right? What happens when you run right into ten of my soldiers? They’re so hungry for such a pretty girl. Do you want kids by the way?” Dani felt the knife press against her restraints she couldn’t believe this, but this psychopath just set out a scenario where Dani had to BEG to stay tied up.
“Please, don’t cut them,” Dani said meekly.
“Sorry, could you repeat that? You said cut them?”
“NO! PLEASE, LEAVE ME TIED UP!” Dani felt the woman smile against her neck, as she sheathed her knife back in her boot retaking her seat across the desk. “That’s more like it.”
“We got to your business, a rather pathetic attempt to escape which ended with you begging me to stay. So, I'll say mine.”
“From today you are my PET . And I your mistress. You will address me as such.” This woman was emanating raw power, and authority, she was flexing all of it right on top of Dani.
But Dani couldn’t give in so easily being her pet in no way freed the others. “And if I ask what’s behind door number two?”
“I throw you outside to be gang-raped by every man here.” Dani felt sick to her stomach, and her body tightened as this woman said be my slave or experience a fate worse than death.
“Actually, you know what? Your hesitancy has ruined my appetite for you.” She produced a small walkie-talkie from her back. [Have Juilo come to my office] The room began to spin for Dani
“NO! Please, I'll do it. I’ll be your pet!” Dani assumed she had called for Juilo to come to rape her. He killed Ruby, now he was going to... going to, she had to beg, there was no other route to take. Much like this room, all other doors had closed to her.
“I’ll be your PET! I’ll be your fucking pet Mistress!” The woman made a small cackling sound, which upturned into a cold, cruel, sadistic smile.
“Hmmm, I’m just not feeling the desperation. No, no the gratitude, I'm sparing you from a fate worse than death, using my big merciful heart to bless you, and it’s like pulling teeth... And I’ve pulled teeth.”
In an instant the door behind Dani burst open and two men came pouring in, Dani surged with fear but also rage. She recognized which one was Juilo, he was a kid, barely 16 in appearance, the peach fuzz mustache making it clear.
[Take her to the cages. Give her a front-row seat to hell.]
Dani screamed her head off as the two men dragged her out of the villa, kicking and screaming, desperately trying to get free, but also desperate to get a bite of Julio.
If she could just get his ear off or sink her teeth into the flesh of his neck... it wouldn’t kill him, but they’d be closer to even.
[I Think she likes you.]
Dani was dragged to a large building on the edge of the grounds well away from the Villa, all the trees in the area cut down, and two watch towers put up in their stead.
[I hate being here it fucking reeks.]
Dani had to agree, the container smelled, but this was different. The stench was simply overpowering, like years of decay and rot and the door wasn’t even open yet...
The stench hit like a wall, thick, wet, and putrid, human waste baked into the floorboards mingled with the smell of decomposing flesh and sweat.
The air was so heavy it stuck to the back of Dani’s throat like mold making her eyes water it was the kind of smell that stuck to your skin. Impossible to forget.
Like death itself had made its home here.
Both men had pulled a bandana over their noses.
This air wasn’t meant for human consumption. It lingered with disease, famine, a feast for flies and maggots.
She wasn’t lying, this was hell on earth.
Cages lined the walls as far as Dani could see, some empty... some not.
Only women, all women, writhing, sweating, withering away. All bone thin, four or five women to a cage no bigger than the size of a small closet. Masses of limbs climbing on top of each other. Some were lost in the shuffle, suffocating underneath...
A thin line of hay lined the bottom of each cage, what passed for ‘bedding’ around here Dani gathered. She was marched to the very back of the room, two cages sat empty at the end. A rat scurried out as she was tossed in.
The cage only going up to Dani’s hip at most, forced her to crouch. In the shit and hay. Amongst the filth... the cage door was padlocked behind her.
Like she was a dog in a crate.
“WAIT! Please don’t go! Tell Mistress, I'll be good. I was ungrateful... please tell her!”
This is what she wanted Dani to do right?
Grovel? Beg?
Dani knew she didn’t have the stomach to stay in here; her hands were still bound behind her back; she couldn’t even block her nose.
But she was staying
[What is she saying?]
[Who knows? The usual fare probably. ‘Please let me go’ ‘You can’t do this’ You think they’d cut it out after a while.] The two men mocked Dani as they left.
And Dani was left alone.
Not alone.
The cages, they all rattled. Groaning, and gasping came from several women from the front of the room.
Dani locked in now had time to look in more detail. The cage next to her was empty, the openings in the bars just wide enough to stick a single finger through. Not that she could. She swept some hay out of her way with her foot, desperately looking for something that would help her out.
Like in the movies, a bobby pin, a hair clip. Anything. But this wasn’t the movies and all she found was hay. Hay, filth, and a tooth... that promptly made her stop her search.
And then she spotted her.
The only other woman in the room with hair. She was face down in the hay, in the cage across from Dani’s.
She didn’t look like she was breathing...
Why did she have her hair when everyone else had been shaved bald? Dani could just about make out the brand on her neck.
The workers outside had an ‘S’ branded onto their necks, and so did the women Dani could see, all except her... a circle with the letter ‘P’ around her neck instead.
“HEY! HEY!” She called out to the woman.
“ARE YOU OKAY?” she called out again.
No response.
Either she was dead or the heaviest sleeper on planet Earth.
Dani hoped she was dead... it was the kinder option, the merciful one even. And it would explain the smell.
The thought that she wished someone was dead made her shudder. This place was changing her, rapidly. Corrupting.
Or exposing.
Just how long were they planning on keeping her here? The smell was starting to make her feel sick, what was she supposed to be learning? What lesson did her Mistress want her to take from this?
That without her mercy Dani could be any of these women? Coughing, wailing, on the bottom of the pile struggling to breathe in the piss and shit-filled air.
When she heard the door jostling Dani perked up, they had finally come to let her out...
They hadn’t, they were merely throwing more people in.
seven women, all in varying sizes, one extremely tall... heads shaved bald, blood around their mouths, red-raw bleeding skin on their necks from the branding iron that had been pressed to their necks.
Dani’s heart thumped in her chest like a drum as she they were placed in the cage next to her, all seven women a mass of screaming limbs, the tallest having to curl into a ball to even fit in the cage.
“OH MY GOD!” Dani screamed as she recognized not the women themselves but the bruises on Hayes face from where the guards had beaten her. These were her companions in the crate...
They were unrecognizable, their clothes swapped for an oversized grey shirt and matching grey cotton shorts. Heads shaved, leaving only splotches and patches of uneven hair in parts. They writhed in absolute agony, clutching at their mouths and heads.
Dani felt sick, but this time she couldn’t hold it, couldn’t stomach it. She tried to direct herself to a corner in the cage, but she couldn’t fast enough.
She retched, vomiting on her own shirt and pants, unable to block her mouth without the use of her arms. Covered in another foul stench and hot stomach bile, she spit to get the last remnants out and leaned against the back wall, folding her legs. Gasping for more air.
“GIRLS, WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?” they hadn’t registered that Dani was there before but now that they did, she wished they Hadn’t.
One by one their eyes moved over Dani, slowly filling with one thing.
Hatred.
They started throwing themselves against the cage, screaming. Wailing. Slamming against it, with the full force of seven women. The cages rattling together, Dani got a good look into all their mouths as they screamed at her incoherently.
Their tongues had been cut out.
All of them.
Gone.
Blood dripped out from the poorly cauterized wounds, several missing teeth or having them severely chipped.
Watching the people she was trafficked alongside desperately try to break into Dani’s cage, their eyes all bloodshot, with pain and rage. They wanted to make Dani like them; they wanted to rip out her hair and tongue.
Out of nothing but pure jealousy.
Something broke. Deep Inside her, watching blood from their mouths drip into her cage, the screaming, deafening. She couldn’t cover her ears. The rope biting into her wrists made sure of that.
So, she squeezed her eyes shut and tried to scream louder.
Dani thought being in here was the punishment. The sights, the smells, the fear. Tools her mistress was using to teach her what her life could be like if she disobeyed. That was merely an appetizer.
But this wasn’t punishment, it was training.
By the time the guards came back to get Dani out it was too late, she had screamed herself hoarse, she was cold, wet, shivering, but most importantly. Docile.
[She fucking pissed herself!] The guard laughed unlocking her cage.
They dragged her out the front door without any struggle. The seven women had long fallen asleep from pain and exhaustion. The setting sun being the only thing letting Dani know that time was still moving.
The woman that had put her there, standing in the courtyard, smiling, not with any warmth, cold, menacing. Smug. A maid at her hip. The two guards marched Dani up to her and then stepped back.
“Did you enjoy your time in the luxury suite my pet? I wish I could’ve joined you but alas I had work to do.”
Dani’s body might’ve been outside, but her mind... it was still in the building, the images of the bleeding women trying to kill her burned into her retinas.
The woman snapped in front of Dani’s face twice. Trying to get her attention. To bring her back... when Dani was still unresponsive, she sighed and instructed the maid to do something.
“Alya!”
In an instant, shooting searing hot pain was planted flush on Dani’s right cheek.
The woman had her maid slap Dani. Pulling just enough of her consciousness back so that Dani could say what she’s been practicing.
“Yes, Mistress?”
“You know you didn’t need to see something like this. If you had just eagerly accepted my offer...”
“I’m sorry Mistress, I was a fool. I didn’t recognize your kindness.” Dani wasn’t looking up, instead looking at her Mistress’s leather boots out of fear.
But she could hear the smile in the woman’s voice.
“That’s more like it, Daniella. You understand now I can protect you from such things... such inconvenient sights. You’ll never see something like that again, if you listen, dutifully, loyally. To me. And me alone.”
“ I’m loyal Mistress.”
“I know. Oh, I know, the others however... they told such lies about you, they said you were a slut, a whore that slept with the woman in the container. They begged to take your place, my pet. Such nasty lies, I simply couldn’t let lying tongues like those keep a home... you understand?”
Dani nodded furiously, too tired to even process that the others had wanted to sell her out, to swap places. It was jealousy in the cages... they were angry this woman picked her.
Dani had begged in the office for her to take the money and let them go, all of them. And they were trying to save their own skins... she was only even in the cages because she didn’t jump at her Mistress’s offer to be her pet, because it didn’t save anyone else.
Dani felt something cross her face, an expression, something she hadn’t done since she was kidnapped.
She was smiling. Her lips dry and cracked, bled as she smiled. She had been chosen. Picked. This woman wanted her. She was saving her. She didn’t care what the others said.
They had thrown Dani under the bus and got what they deserved for it.
This woman is fair.
Her Mistress is fair.
“Thank you, mistress, for believing in me.” She looked up, meeting the woman's gaze.
Dani was wrong.
The smile was radiant. As wide as the ocean, but only for her... Mistress was beautiful. Is beautiful
Dani leaned forward, in an effort to capture her lips. Only being stopped by a finger being placed over her lips.
“Did you honestly think I'd kiss you? You’re covered in filth and sweat... among other things.”
She said that but her face betrayed her, an almost unnoticeable quiver ran along her bottom lip. She wanted Dani. Puke and all, there were simply too many people around.
[Bathe her and bring her back to my office.] Mistress commanded to the maid who had slapped Dani. Getting a better look at her now, she was different from the rest of the maids, both in appearance and uniform.
While the rest of the maids wore traditional black French maid attire, she was in a dark navy blue maid's outfit with red and white trims. The rest of the Maids were also notably Latina, or Hispanic. She was white, Dani couldn’t tell if she was American or not...
Her Ash blonde hair, with light baby blue eyes. She was shorter than Mistress but taller than Dani, she was a lot wider than both women, with broad shoulders, her arms looked like rope, her triceps bulging against the sheer navy undershirt fabric, Dani could see the veins in her forearms through the fabric she traced them down to her long fingers... her ogling was interrupted when Mistress issued more orders to the woman.
[And none of your nonsense, I want her back in one piece. Undamaged.]
[Yes Mistress.] It was just two words, but it was choppy, Spanish almost certainly wasn’t her first language, or maybe even her second... not that Dani considered that she had any room to judge on that front.
As the maid took a tight grip of Dani’s upper arm and led her away, Dani peeked over her shoulder, her Mistress’s eyes lingering on Dani for just a moment, before quickly looking away. A look in her eyes Dani couldn’t place.
When Dani was dragged out of the villa by the guards all the maids she saw avoided her gaze as she was dragged by, but this was weird, with the woman as her escort the maids were turning the other way and walking away rapidly, like they were afraid... ‘ is she really that scary, yeah she’s jacked but is that something to be afraid of?’
Dani was led upstairs to a small bathroom, much like the rest of the house everything was white. Tile, toilet, bath. All white. The woman left her by the sink, as she started the bath...
Looking in the mirror, she barely recognized herself, hair matted down with sweat, blood applying a reddish glint to her lips, pale from the, well the everything, she hadn’t had anything to drink in what felt like days. She wasn’t hungry, a side effect of today’s sights, covered in blood, vomit, and God knows what else from the cages.
She didn’t want to admit it, but she was looking forward to getting clean. She just hoped this woman would leave, so she could bathe in peace.
“Turn.” a heavy Russian accent filled the air; The Maid had produced a small knife from her front pouch. Dani took a full step back before realizing the woman just wanted to cut her binds.
'what is a Russian doing in south America?'
Her hands now free she desperately rubbed them together trying to return feeling to them, her wrists raw and bleeding from where she had been tied up repeatedly. She would suffer major nerve damage if this continued.
“Strip.” A second, heavily Russian command filled the room.
“Listen, you’re hot and all, but I normally like to go on four or five dates with a woman before she sees my underwear.” She didn’t think that was funny. Not at all. She issued the command again, taking a step closer to Dani as she did.
“Strip.” Dani got the feeling she wouldn’t say it again, but the feeling was still not entirely returned to her fingers, she shakily tried unbuttoning her shirt. But she was failing time and time again.
When the Russian maid stepped forward again Dani squeezed her eyes shut, she was certain she would be struck, that this hulking woman would just rip the shirt off her, painfully. Having lost her patience.
When she opened her eyes to the feeling of her buttons slowly being undone, she remembered Mistress told this woman not to harm her.
“Oh, thank you. I’m sorry, my fingers aren’t working well right now.” This woman was stoic beyond stoic, she didn’t say anything as she undressed Dani, her eyes not drinking in Dani’s body.
She met Dani’s gaze as she undressed her, but it wasn’t like she was seeing Dani like she was seeing through her, and looking at something behind her. It was a little embarrassing frankly.
Standing in just her pink lace set she thought the woman would leave, when she unclasped Dani’s bra, she knew what this was...
She was to Bathe Dani in the literal sense like she was a baby or a dog.
But Dani was too tired to fight, she hadn’t slept in what felt like days, and she had already submitted outside, no point in fighting now. She covered her breasts with her forearm for a base level of dignity as the woman removed her panties and helped her into the bath.
She had to admit, it felt nice, all of it. The hot water kissing her skin, the woman washing her skin clean, the small moan she let out as she entered the water embarrassed her slightly but honestly, the maid's professionalism made it all less humiliating.
She wasn’t leering at her, her hands weren’t lingering on any one place too long, the movements were measured, calculated, efficient. This really was intimate... her touch was way softer than it had any right to be. Dani was trapped between the feeling of wanting to fall asleep and getting turned on.
She ended up half asleep as the woman massaged shampoo into her scalp, she thought the images of the day would stop the exhaustion from claiming her, but it didn’t, and she slowly succumbed to sleep...
She couldn’t have been asleep for more than ten minutes as the water was still lukewarm, but now a murky, red from the dried blood on the hands and wrists being washed off. Dani groggily rubbed her eyes. The woman’s touch was gone, instead, she heard paper crinkling.
Panic immediately set in as she looked over and the maid was reading the note she had forgotten was in her back pocket. Her eyes blank as they rapidly scanned the note, before reading the code on the back.
“WAIT! Wait. That’s not mine.” in her panic she reached for random excuses.
“Are you not Daniella?” she said dryly, completely monotone.
‘it has my name on it; it’s addressed to me. God why did I say it wasn’t mine.’
“I-I... PLEASE don’t show mistress! She’ll kill me, please!” She sorely lifted herself out of the bath and groveled before the woman, “Please, I'll do anything! Just don’t tell her.” her hands clutching at the bottom of the Maid’s skirt.
She was naked, on her knees, begging for her life, and yet this woman’s expression was... completely blank. Her eyes empty, her nose and lips unmoving. She was like a doll.
She simply folded the note and placed it in her front pouch, stepping back, to get Dani’s hands from her skirt. She wasn’t going to dispose of the note.
“NO! Please. She'll kil- No she’ll do worse than kill me. She’ll have me raped... please you’re a woman too, please I don’t want- Alya! PLEASE!”
There was something, as Dani said her name, the Maid’s Nose twitched, the long scar across the bridge of her nose bouncing ever so slightly as her eyes narrowed.
“Dress.” She threw a Large oversized cotton Grey T-shirt at Dani. She was done talking about the note, and she hadn’t even said anything about it. Whatever she was going to do with it, it didn’t involve getting rid of it, as Dani threw the shirt over her head she was filled with a sense of dread.
“No underwear?” The silence was her answer, the shirt went to just above the knee, but it was cold without any bottoms, and knowing there were men around the compound, sent a shiver down her spine.
Dani was grabbed by the arm again and marched out of the room, her hair still damp, the hair tie she came into the bathroom with gone, confiscated. Her wet curls now kissing the top of her back. As she whispered to Alya in the halls to please show her mercy.
Dani didn’t even attempt to map out the hallways this time if Alya told... there wouldn’t be a point. If she told Mistress Dani wondered if she’d be strong enough to bite down on her own tongue and choke on it.
Could she get her fingers in her eye sockets fast enough to kill herself, before someone stopped her? It was looking bleak, each step towards the office made her heart palpitate, she could hear it in her ears.
*BA-DUMP-BA-DUMP-BA-DUMP*
Should she just run now? And try her luck... as she had the thought, the maid seemingly read her mind, tightening her grip, it felt like her arm was in a vice. “You’re hurting me!” She winced. And the grip tightened again...
“SHE TOLD YOU NOT TO HURT ME!” If Dani had control over both of her hands, she’d cover her mouth, she slipped up, mistress had said that in Spanish, a language Dani was pretending not to know. “I-I mean I think she-”
But the maid didn’t stop walking, or take any notice, did she not care? Or did she not know? Either way it looked like Dani got away with one, she’d have to be way more careful about this, if she was going to survive. Thinking about survival, they were at the office door now... Alya knocked three times before a loud voice shouted. [Come in]
[Ah, I see my pet is all clean, did she give you any trouble Alya?]
The moment of truth, Dani closed her eyes in pure horror as she was about to be thrown to the wolves, she couldn’t stop sweating, she was sure if she opened her eyes the room would be spinning.
[No, Mistress.]
‘What?’ opening her eyes, the room wasn’t spinning, and this woman wasn’t telling. Alya stood arms at her sides, not making eye contact with anyone or anything in particular.
‘But why? And why keep the note if you weren’t going to hand it over?’
[Shall I take her to the branding Mistress?]
It took everything for Dani to not scream no. Pretending to not understand things is surprisingly difficult, especially when they pertain to massive bodily harm coming to you. All her muscles tensed, if either woman was paying attention to her, she’d be found out by body language alone.
Mistress cleared her throat. [No. That won’t be necessary, thank you very much, Alya, you may leave us now.]
‘This is weird, first Alya protects me, then asks to go get me branded, and Mistress seems to hate the idea just as much as me?’
Alya left, without so much as a glance at Dani, the note still firmly in her possession. Leaving the two alone.
“Come Daniella sit.” She motioned to the seat she had been tied up in earlier. The room smelled of steak and potatoes and Dani felt her stomach growl in need for the first time today.
“I prefer to just be called Dani... Mistress.”
“Does a pet pick its own name? Dani is a boy’s name; I won’t be calling you that.” She leaned back in her chair, offended that Dani thought she cared about her preferences.
She made a few angry clicks on her laptop in front of her, before setting it off to the side, clearing space in the center of the desk. From one of the desk drawers, she produced a dark Burgandy red velvet dog collar with the name Daniella hanging from a metal tag.
The outside layer was velvet, and the inside looked somewhat electrical to Dani, probably a tracker. She figured.
Dani saw where this was going... she was going to put the collar on her right?
Until she unholstered her revolver also placing that on the desk, the barrel pointed right at Dani.
“One last thing my Daniella...”
“You can pick up that gun, and shoot me, or you can put this dog collar on yourself.”
‘What?’
“I-I’m sorry Mistress I don’t understand.”
“You have one minute to pick that gun up and shoot me or collar yourself,” she repeated the instructions, looking at the gold wristwatch adorning her wrist. She was serious?
‘This is a trick, right? There’s no way that’s loaded; she’s fucking crazy but she’s not an idiot. But if it is loaded... her hands haven’t left from under the desk, if I reach for the gun she’s going to shoot me, isn’t she? She doesn’t look worried at all. WAIT! Is this a test about hesitating like before?
Dani was so in her own head, weighing if it was loaded or not, there was evidence that said it was loaded, like her hands being under the desk on a second gun maybe.
But also, things that pointed to it being empty, like the fact that she didn’t look worried at all.
Her heart was going crazy in her chest; she could feel each beat in her neck. The idea that this was a test more about loyalty and not hesitating crept more and more present in her mind.
She had to make a choice NOW.
Dani frantically grabbed for the collar, pressing and snapping it on her neck, the cold metal of the inside, ice against her neck, the humiliation factor high, as she had just put on her own dog collar on submitted to this woman a second time. A faint red light began to emit from the front of the Metal clasp.
Mistress was ecstatic of course, throwing her head back in a wild fit of laughter, as she slid her revolver off the table. The dark waves of her hair bounced as she did, all her perfect teeth visible.
“You made a good choice.” she cackled. “Took a little long for my taste, seventeen seconds... What was there to think about? I wonder...”
“NO! Mistress I was Just I-I"
“Was just wondering if it was loaded or not?” She said what Dani was thinking but not what Dani was going to say.
She pointed the sturdy weapon at Dani. The revolver sat heavy in her hand, cold and solid, a giant chunk of forged steel, gleaming under the office light, the cylinder closed, until she popped a latch with her thumb that opened the cylinder with a single sway of her wrist.
Every single chamber had a bullet in waiting, six tiny graves in waiting. It was fully loaded... her sadistic smile went wider than the barrel of the gun as she closed the cylinder.
It had taken Dani just seventeen seconds to give up on her freedom at the whims of this woman being in her head.
“You see Daniella, you will never outsmart me, I can give you every advantage, and you’ll turn it into a disadvantage. That’s simply your love for me.”
“I-I-I" Dani could feel her expression twist, into something cruel and unnatural her lips twisting, her eye twitching.
“Now what do we say when Mistress gives us something new?”
“Thank you, Mistress, I’m grateful.” calling her mistress was getting easier, Dani no longer almost felt herself vomit every time she said it.
“So obedient, the others will love you.”
‘Others???’
But before Dani could even ask the woman screamed two names.
“VALENTINA! CELESTE! COME!” One of the many closed doors in the room creaked open to reveal two women, their names also around their necks on a collar.
‘OH ... oh.’
This wasn’t an exclusive position...
Chapter 4: The Rules
Chapter Text
“Mis-Mistress? I-I don’t understand.” A somber look graced Dani’s eyes as she looked between the women and her Mistress.
Her Mistress produced a single dry chuckle like she forced it out, “Don’t tell me you thought you were the only one?”
Why did Dani find herself so disappointed? She should be happy, she has allies, and these women will most likely want to escape too, but the twinge of pain she felt in her chest disagreed.
‘Don’t look so sad Daniella, you’re so special to me.” [More than you’ll ever know...]
Mistress’s breath against her ear, the words of Validation, they all helped Dani in producing a small crimson blush across her face.
“Valentina, Celeste. Show Daniella the ropes, the rules, and get her all set up. Don’t let me down girls.” with her hand on Dani’s lower back she pushed Dani over towards the two women.
Neither of the two women had crossed the threshold into the office like the lip from the tile to the hardwood floor was molten lava.
“Yes, Mistress!” It had looked like both women said it, but the smaller one her collar displaying the name ‘Celeste’ definitely just mouthed it, glaring at Dani before quickly returning her gaze to the floor.
“Hi! I’m Valentina. This one here is Celeste.” The platinum blonde woman cheerfully stuck her hand out towards Dani, her feet still not leaving the tiled room.
It was obvious as to why she was one of Mistress’s pets...
She had the body of a Porn star.
She had a soft voluptuous figure, full, round breasts that were somehow bulging against what was supposed to be an oversized shirt, hips that flared in a smooth hourglass from her narrow waist, she made the oversized shirt look more like a well-fitted dress, her milky plump thighs somehow exposed despite being shorter than Dani but wearing the same sized shirt.
Her dog collar was a deep navy blue, clashing hard against her own blue eyes.
Why did Mistress need Dani or this other girl if she had Valentina?
And girl was the apt word for Celeste, her collar was a hot pink, but looking at the girl made Dani feel immensely uncomfortable.
She looked young, very young. If she was eighteen Dani was the pope. Barely five feet tall, the short curls of Her hair dyed a royal blue color, irregularly it seems as her black roots were showing, her brown-eyed gaze stuck to the floor, refusing to make eye contact with Dani.
The shirt fit her much more like Dani’s than Valentina’s, if she had curves, they were well hidden underneath, she was thin and even less ‘talented’ in chest department than Dani.
Why did Mistress have this girl as a pet? When all the answers made Dani’s skin crawl, she peeled her eyes away from her.
They only had one thing in common, both the lights on their collars were glowing green...
Dani took the offered hand, shaking it once, “Hi, I’m Dani.”
“Come in Daniella, come in, this is your home now too.” Valentina Firmly ignored that Dani had just introduced herself as Dani and went by what Mistress called her instead.
Stepping over the lip, cold black tile flooring disturbed her bare feet. The two women shut the door behind Dani as she stepped in.
“This is-” Dani looked around the small space, the black wall tile was a bit aged at the edges but clean, the air carried a lavender smell from a plug-in freshener by the door, a modest vanity with a speckled fake marble countertop sat beneath a mirror, with four drawers beneath. The top drawer was padlocked, but the two under it had the names ‘ Valentina’ and ‘ Celeste’ written on a piece of tape and attached to an individual drawer.
There were two cots on the floor one slightly larger than the other, one tucked inside the vanity in an odd alcove under the sink, the other beside the adjacent wall, a showerhead sprang from the far wall, with drains lined up on the floor and a single black toilet sat what Dani imagined was just outside the range of what the shower head hit.
“A bathroom...” This space was very clearly being lived in, it was small, but someone was clearly taking good care of it to keep it tidy and everything looked clean.
“You’re very observant.” Valentina chuckled sarcastically.
“We... live in a bathroom?”
“That we do.”
“B-But this villa must have like ten thousand bedrooms... why do we have to stay in here?” Valentina just shrugged.
“Who knows? Maybe Mistress just wants us close by, it’s easier to protect us that way. You'll learn over time to not question Mistress’s judgment.”
“Protec-” but before she could ask how the woman enslaving them was protecting them, she was cut off.
“I’m sorry, I have a lot to explain to you, do you mind saving your questions for the end?” She could be surprisingly assertive, Celeste apparently wasn’t a part of the tour, as Dani turned around and she was lying down on the larger cot against the wall.
And apparently, it wasn’t even a genuine question as she went straight into explaining. “Are you familiar with the term Paternalism?”
Dani shook her head having never heard the word. “That’s fine. The gist is our relationship with Mistress operates on this system, Mistress provides care and protection, sometimes even rewards for our continued obedience and services. Think of it as a ‘carrot-and-stick' system. If you’re good you obviously get the carrot, if you’re bad... well-”
“The stick?” She broke out of the pained wince she was doing and smiled warmly at Dani “You catch on quick.”
Valentina glanced at the digital wall clock mounted to the wall above the cot; it read 9:46 PM. “I’ll give you a quick rundown of our schedule.”
“9:00 AM, We have a shower it-”
“ WE?”
“Yes, we, it’s a group shower. Showers last exactly ten minutes and are cold water only, you however can earn more, like solo showers, hot showers, baths, etc.”
Like it was seemingly a small detail she completely skipped over the showering together part to explain how to earn rewards.
“You earn rewards by being called. Every night at 10:00 PM at least one of our collars will glow red, meaning you’ve been called, but we’ll touch on that in a bit. For being called that night your reward is a solo shower when you return, but only when you return, the showers do not roll over and cannot be saved, if you go to sleep without showering it is gone.”
“Uh-I-I"
“You are expected to keep yourself clean at all times, while she always officially calls at least one of us at 10:00 we can be called at any time for Mistress’s use.”
“Being called four days in a row earns you a hot bath and being called every day for a week means you get to make a request.” Reading Dani’s mind or stating the obvious she clarified the request system.
“You can ask for a small favor, like new clothes, or extra food. Do not ask for your freedom.”
Honestly, the sheer amount of information made Dani feel like she was back in college, but the mention of food made her stomach growl again. “Uh, what time do we eat?”
“We are served a single meal every day at 4:30 PM, not a minute before or after. If you are with Mistress during that time, your food will be placed on your cot.” Dani glanced at the clock, 9:51 PM and when she turned back to Valentina she had an apologetic look in her eye.
Dani wouldn’t eat today.
“After we shower the rest of the day is normally your own, we have books to read and cards we can play with, it’s encouraged you partake, it builds chemistry and keeps morale up, but you are of course free to not participate.”
When Dani accepted the role of pet, she didn’t think Mistress would have others, but more so, she would’ve never expected another woman to explain the rules to her like they were staying at a summer camp.
“We have a small initiation ritual to do, then I'll set you up with everything you’ll need for when she chooses you tonight.” Dani saw Celeste sit up in the mirror at the word's initiation ritual.
“How do you know she’s going to pick me?”
“ When you get a new toy don’t you play with it?” She motioned Dani over to the door opening it, the three women stood at the door, none of them crossing the threshold into the empty office.
“For your initiation, all you must do is take a piece of candy from the bottom drawer of Mistress’s desk.”
“What! Isn't that stealing?” Dani recalled mistress’s speech earlier where the girls were 3000 dollars a head, and losing one was stealing from her...before she put a hole in that guy's head.
“No, no” Valentina waved her hand in front of her face. “It’s there for us to do this, it’s like a show of courage, we’ve both done it.” Celeste making eye contact with Dani for the first time nodded her head fervently. Smirking.
“So, I just need to walk over there and open a drawer and grab some candy?” Both women nodded their heads. “Simple.”
She didn’t have a good feeling about this, but if she wanted the rest of the explanation, she had to do it she guessed.
As Dani stepped her foot out the threshold into the office, she squeezed her eyes shut...
‘Oh, nothing happened.’ opening her eyes, she took another step, the rest of her body leaving the bathroom with her foot.
* ZZZ-CRACK-BZZT*
A strangled guttural scream ripped from Dani, as her whole body locked up, the collar discharging searing bolts of electricity with a viscous snap and pain tore through her neck like lightning.
Her body seized, legs giving out as muscles locked tight, she crumpled to the ground gasping for breath as the round of electrical bursts ended.
“OH MY GOD! GRAB HER!!” Celeste and Valentina scrambled carefully to drag Dani back inside, without moving completely out of the room.
Dragging her inside and shutting the door both women looked horrified.
“I’m SO, SO, SORRY. That shouldn’t have happened, the intensity shouldn’t have been that high... it’s just supposed to be a little jolt, I-I.”
“She really doesn’t want you going anywhere... Celeste grab her some water please.” If Dani’s hands weren’t still spasming she’d slap Valentina, her neck still burning in a stinging sensation.
“W-W-what the FUCK was that?”
“I’m really sorry, that really is the initiation ritual, we weren’t trying to be cruel, you’re supposed to take a step outside feel the small jolt, and step back in, just a little to teach you about our shock collars.” She did look legitimately sorry, and she was giving her water.
As Celeste returned from under her cot with a bottle of water, Dani guzzled it down, downing the entire full bottle. Sating her thirst for the meantime, a small prize considering what she had to go through to get it.
“Our collars...they’re linked to the room, we step out, and well... you felt the result. Mistress controls the intensity of the shock on her phone; there’s an app apparently. But normally it’s a small jolt, completely harmless... normally.”
“I COULD’VE FUCKING DIED! Why would she have it that high?” Dani put her hand on her chest, her poor heart still beating like crazy.
“Maybe she thinks you’ll try to escape? Either way, it’s clear she doesn’t want you leaving... can you stand?” She offered Dani a hand to stand, one Dani took, to offer a warning, squeezing Valentina’s hand tightly.
“Don’t EVER, pull some shit like that again.” Valentina nodded somberly in response. An interaction Celeste appeared to be watching closely, silently, of course, she hadn’t spoken since she met her. She had a tongue; Dani saw it when she mouthed ‘yes mistress’ earlier.
“Does she not speak?” Dani said motioning to Celeste.
“She does...” Valentina explained, and Celeste looked away. “However, we don’t have time to get into that right now.” Valentina pulled Dani with her to the sink. Pulling a small key out of her drawer, she unlocked the padlocked compartment.
She pulled out a bottle of perfume and a spare toothbrush.
“When Mistress calls for you, you will brush your teeth first and then apply this perfume on your neck. In that order. You can start brushing now actually, as we know she’ll call you.”
As Dani brushed her teeth she spotted in the mirror the wall clock turn to 10:00 PM, and the green light on her collar switched to red in an instant. “Does that mean I have to go now?”
“There’s a five-minute leeway time, for you to get ready, but never go over the time, or she’ll send that maid to come deliver you to her, and neither of them will be happy.”
Dani spit the last remnants of toothpaste out of her mouth as she asked “That maid? Alya?”
“Yes, but I wouldn’t call her that to her face though. We aren’t supposed to use her name. Celeste said it once on accident... she didn’t feed Celeste for the next two days.”
Dani was screwed, not only had she already said her name, but she probably annoyed the shit out of her by begging for her life... if Alya controlled the food who knew when she’d eat next then. Maybe she’d be nice like she was with the note, but Dani didn’t get her hopes up, not feeding a girl for two days spelled out she wasn’t the charitable type.
Shaking her head to get her mind off food, as her stomach growled loudly for a third time today. She picked up the perfume, putting it to her nose to smell it.
It smelled... oddly childish, like something a high school girl would wear, the perfume hit like a sugar rush, cheap, vanilla spray laced with artificial strawberry. There was a desperate sweetness to it like someone trying really hard to smell grown-up. Not at all what Dani envisioned.
But this whole thing wasn’t what Dani envisioned. When she heard this place was run by a Mistress in the note, she imagined a woman in a stunning red cocktail dress, slowly descending an elegant set of stairs, a glass of red wine betwixt her fingers. Not a woman with a gun at the hip she wasn’t afraid to use... with odd tastes, as she looked at Celeste and back to the perfume.
A chill ran down her spine, as she quickly puffed two sprays, one on each side of her neck. “Good?” She turned to Valentina, as they walked to the door together.
“Perfect.” She said with a smile.
“Anything else I need to know?”
“Just... Just do as she asks, okay? Even if it’s unpleasant , or uncomfortable . You seem like a good person, it would suck if you didn’t come back...”
Valentina opened the door, the office was still, quiet, empty. “Thank you, besides the shocking thing you aren’t too bad.”
“I’ll take it.” she chuckled.
With a deep breath, Dani took a full step out of the Bathroom into the office, her body tensed on pure memory alone. When she opened her eyes, she was standing outside the bathroom perfectly fine. The collar did turn off, or at least the proximity to the bathroom was. As it still glowed red. Powered on, but inactive.
Valentina pointed to the door behind the desk as the one to go through after knocking once. “Good luck,” she said as Dani heard the door creak closed.
Dani stood in front of said door, her heart a lump in her throat, her mind racing with thoughts of what would happen when she went in. Did going in count as giving consent? Does a sex slave even have the power to consent? Did Dani want to have sex with her? The question put a murky feeling in her heart and mind. Running now was pointless, she was wearing a deathtrap around her neck, even if it was inactive, Dani bet the woman could still manually shock her. So, she did the only thing she could do.
Knocking on the door once, she received no reply, so nervously she twisted the brass doorknob and pushed the door open... the light in the room was dim, it was hard to make anything out from outside, but she could hear water running. Mistress was in the shower apparently.
Good, Daniella could get a moment to collect herself. She slowly entered the room. The floors were hardwood like the office, the overhead lighting was sophisticated like in a smart home, it looked like it was controlled by another app or something as Dani didn’t spot any switches or sliders anywhere.
Looking around it was clear this woman really had a thing for velvet, heavy velvet drapes, deep crimson coming from the ceiling to the floor, and the scent of jasmine and sandalwood lingering in the air, Dani gulped as she saw animal pelts being used as area rugs.
Wolves, coyotes, and beavers, were all used sparingly throughout the room, and they weren’t for show, the sharpshooting and hunting trophies displaying the walls, told Dani these were all her kills.
A small fireplace inactively sat by the hearth and a fainting couch, and a mirrored vanity stood nearby, a glass of water sat on it alone, the water cloudy and muddled, something clearly mixed inside.
The centerpiece tying it all together is of course a massive four-post bed with dark hand-crafted wood, its posts wrapped in gaudy silks and velvets that can be drawn for privacy, the bedding even more layers of fine silks and captured furs, pillows of varying sizes arranged with meticulous care.
The bed itself looked like it cost more than Dani’s rent for a year.
The bathroom door was just another one of four doors in this room, one obviously led to the office, and another to the bathroom, the other two, however... Dani imagined one led to the corridor and the other was a walk-in closet maybe?
But Dani didn’t have any more time to have living space envy as she heard the water stop in the next room, and a shower door open.
She tensed up, every muscle in her body as her Mistress stepped out from the bathroom...
‘ Thank fucking Christ she isn’t naked.’
It wasn’t much better, however, as she stepped out in an off-white silk bathrobe, it clinging to her curves and exposed cleavage, leaving her long slender legs exposed, very little was being left to the imagination.
Dani thought the woman's boots were adding massively to her height, but even barefoot she was over six feet tall.
She hated to admit it... but she was fucking beautiful, it was making her heart thump in her chest and made her feel slightly inadequate that she was dressed in a crummy oversized T-shirt.
“You didn’t drink the water I left out for you?” She motioned towards the cloudy water on the vanity.
“Y-You... put something in it... I don’t want-”
“You will drink it. All of it .” She said taking the towel wrapped around her head, before sitting on the fainting couch. Her wavy dark hair straightened by the water.
Dani understood it wasn’t a request so she had no choice, either drink it or it’d be forced down her throat... but maybe she could get something out of her for it.
“What’s in it?”
“Just some Aspirin...” [ Among other things.]
Those other things were exactly what scared her...
“If I drink thi-”
“ When you drink it.” She corrected curtly.
“After I drink this will you answer some questions for me? Honestly?
She let out a dry chuckle at something being requested of her. “Fine, but just one, and make it a good one. Now bottoms up.” She crossed her legs in eager anticipation
Dani’s hand shook as she picked up the drugged glass, everything in her body telling her to not do it, she held her nose as she put the glass to her lips, the water a murky grey color instead of the clear it should be, just how many pills did she mix in this to make it this color?
Tilting the glass upwards, allowing it in her mouth almost made her gag, it tasted horrible, like drinking water with sand in it, every grain of the dissolving pills being tasted, as she attempted to chug the drug cocktail.
As the drug-filled clear bottom of the glass became visible, she could see her Mistress grinning at her sadistically, and why shouldn’t she be, she just had Dani drug herself, like she had Dani collar herself, God knows what else she’d make Dani do to herself.
“Good girl. That wasn’t so bad, was it?” she clapped “Now ask your question.”
Dani had no clue as to why being called a ‘good girl’ was doing something to her now of all times. She normally wasn’t the biggest fan of it, mostly because it always felt unearned, being called a good girl for just giving a woman her number, always felt like a kindergarten teacher giving a kid a gold star for counting to five. Just a little too easy.
But now? There was a heat on her lower stomach... one she’d blame entirely on the drugs because the alternative was learning something about herself.
Dani didn’t know how to pick, she had a billion. Like who are you? What the fuck’s going on? Why she picked Dani? If she properly buried Ruby... How old is Celeste? Why do you take people’s tongues? If they had found Lindsay or not? She settled on the one that would give her the most information.
“Where are we, Mistress?” It was obviously in South America, but where? It would determine if Dani had any hope of escape whatsoever.
Her Mistress laughed loudly, tears forming in the corners of her eyes. “THAT’S THE ALL-IMPORTANT QUESTION?” She mocked wiping the tears.
“You could’ve just asked your roommates that...” she sighed, not a good question in her eyes.
“We’re in the greatest country on planet earth...” She did a mini drum roll on the ottoman in front of her.
“Colombia. Southern Colombia to be specific. Why do you ask?”
This was good and bad news for Dani, mostly bad, she must have family down here, being the good news, the bad news being she was almost 4000 miles from home, without a prayer of escape realistically. So, in the end, it was more soul-crushing than helpful.
“I’m half Colombian, so I just thought I'd ask...” Mistress’s eyes went wide for just a moment before, getting back on track.
“We can map out your family tree later, right now... you are to tie yourself to my bed posts.”
“Excuse me?” Dani squinted hard at the bed taking a closer look, to reveal dark leather arm and leg restraints' one tied to each post.
“Uh-I-I'm not-”
“You’ve collared yourself; you’ve drugged yourself, and you will tie yourself up...
“My pets leash themselves... Now show me you're a good pet. Start with your feet, for obvious reasons.”
Whatever was in that glass was starting to take effect, she thought it might be some aphrodisiac, but her eyelids felt heavy, and the room spun just once.
It wasn’t something to get her in the mood.
She'd need to tie herself in quickly. Whatever the punishment was for passing out on the floor was she didn’t want it.
“Yes, Mistress.” Uttered tiredly from Dani’s lips as she crawled into the bed, the softness of the silk sheets almost putting her to sleep instantly.
They were rather simple Restraints, a bit of rope tied to each bedpost, that held a cold leather circular restraint at the end. They didn’t need to be, Dani was a 110-pound woman,and this would be more than enough to restrict her movement.
Dani did as she was ordered, and slowly one by one put a leather restraint on over her ankles, tightening the buckle after finding a tight enough pinhole.
Dani looked up, just through the velvet canopy of the bed, thinking she’d see a cruel, sadistic smile.
It confused her to see her Mistress fidgeting
Waiting with bated breath.
Like she was nervous.
[ALYA!] She barked and ten seconds later she was in the room, entering from a door Dani now had confirmation led to a corridor.
[Fetch me a glass of wine. Something nice... vintage, I want to savor this.] Alya glanced at Dani who was struggling to restrain her wrists as she left. As usual no expression.
‘Fucking ice queen.’
It was painful restraining her wrists, the binds had done a number on them, they were so raw, and bruised. Dani got the first restraint on, but tightening it at all would be immensely painful, so she didn’t.
With the use of only one hand, all she could do was slip her hand inside the cold leather of the restraint, but she didn’t have the dexterity to fasten it at all.
She was all set, about as much as she could be, sprawled out in the middle of the bed, her legs being spread by the rope. Trying not to move her hands for the sake of her poor wrists.
Alya returned knocking once, with a dark glass of red wine, one their Mistress would swirl around, and smell, taking a single sip before issuing a command that filled Dani with dread.
[Make sure those are tight] She motioned towards Dani’s cuffs.
Alya moved around the bed with surgical precision, checking the rope and tightening both leg straps tighter. Almost suffocating the blood flow to her feet. When she moved to her wrists Dani sobbed a quiet plea.
“Please don’t, my wrists can’t. This already hurts so much Alya.” Alya glanced between Dani and her wrist, the deep purple bruising already taking hold
The cold leather seared against her wrist as Alya tightened her right restraint. Making her produce a small whimper.
“Please! Please have mercy. I'm begging you.” She looked down at Dani who was becoming a teary-eyed mess, then to the other cuff. Before getting up from the bed and walking away... not tightening the last restraint at all.
[They are tight Mistress.]
Dani let out a sigh of relief. Alya was an odd case, but she was helping her—first the note and now this. Did she pity Dani? Her eyes never said pity, but they were just like the rest of her, never saying much.
[Thank you, you may leave us.] and with a single bow she was gone.
Leaving the two women alone.
An awkward silence fills the air
As Dani looked out through the canopy to see Mistress down her glass of wine The drug cocktail took heavy effect... it didn’t seem like a sexual aid, more like a bunch of sleeping pills dissolved in some water
‘ She’s going to take me in my sleep?’
Her vision began to blur as Mistress’s figure got closer and closer, her eyelids feeling like they weighed 20,000 pounds, rapidly slammed shut. As she began to drift, sound began to distort and the steps sounded miles away... she felt a hand grace her cheek, softly, with care, not sexually.
[God has brought you back to me.]
[My ----]
Nothing.
Chapter Text
“Daniella... Daniella....” Someone was poking Dani in her sleep
“Mhm, five more minutes Rose...” She swatted the pesky hand away.
“Daniella, it’s almost shower time.”
‘Shower time?’ As Dani stirred awake, she felt the cold uncomfortable cot underneath her, her bare legs, cold and uncovered, she jolted awake. Sitting up
“BE CAREFU-”
*THWACK*
As Dani tried to sit up, she felt her head crash against hard ceramic. A thudding pain hit the top of her head like she’d just been struck with a club. Throbbing pain rattled her brain around in its bone cage.
Her eyes jutting open, she saw an unfortunately familiar black tiled bathroom... she was in a dark alcove, right under a bathroom sink. Yesterday wasn’t a dream, and the platinum blonde checking her head for cuts or bruises was real.
“Valentina?”
“Yep, that’s my name. Nice to see hitting your head didn’t give you amnesia.” She chuckled.
Looking around, Dani saw Celeste preparing various shower products: rags, soaps, shampoos, and conditioners. Dani looked at the clock.
8:52 AM
But she had a question before it was embarrassing shower time.
“How did I get back here?” Last night's memory was completely foggy, she wasn’t sure if it was the drugs or hitting her head, but her head was throbbing, and she couldn’t recall anything from after Alya checked her straps.
“Hmm,” Valentina put a finger on her bottom lip. “Well, I was asleep, and when I woke up, you were back. I'm a heavy sleeper... so sorry. Maybe Celeste saw. You can ask her, but if you don’t remember, maybe you hit your head harder than we thought?”
She went back to inspecting Dani’s head for bruises, which there were none.
Valentina hadn’t even thought about the possibility of Dani being drugged, which told her it was abnormal that Mistress did that to her, she however didn’t want to hide anything from the two of them.
“Can we talk later? All of us? There's some stuff I wanna go over.” She planned to ask if Mistress ever drugged either of them and what ‘services’ they provide Mistress...
Because while Dani couldn’t remember last night, she was almost certain they didn’t have sex
Nothing felt ‘disturbed’ she was still in the same shirt from the night before and there wasn’t any evidence of any dried fluids on it.
But most of all
She felt unsatisfied.
When Alya was tightening her leg restraints she couldn’t help but feel a little... excited.
And she wasn’t going to blame the drugs for this one, a jacked blonde tying her up and having her way with her... well a woman can dream.
“Yeah, we have more stuff to go over anyway, so after we shower let's, all have a peewee pow-wow.” Dani didn’t know what on Earth that meant or where people said that, but it sounded like she agreed.
“This is going to be a little awkward for me...” Dani motioned towards the showerhead.
“Have you ever played a sport?”
“Uh- Yeah, I played tennis throughout high school and college what doe-”
“So, you showered in a locker room and saw your teammates naked? Well just think of us as your teammates.” Valentina smiled like it was so simple. Not knowing that Dani had felt so guilty her entire time playing tennis that she could see her teammates naked, if they knew about her sexuality would they make her wait outside while they changed? Scream at her? Call her a freak? Avoid her?
Or kick her off the team entirely?
Not that she was leering, she felt guilty enough, so she always just kept her head down and never participated in whatever game of grab ass the others were playing. It had already gotten her in trouble once...
Dani was pulled out of her reminiscing about the ‘bad old days’ by Valentina taking her by the hand and leading her to stand under the shower head. There were no valves or knobs, it appears to be remotely activated or on a timer.
Like a sprinkler system.
“I’d take my shirt off if I was you.” before Dani could even ask what, Valentina was already pulling Dani’s shirt over her shoulders.
“Wait! Yo-you can’t just!” Valentina was surprisingly strong, but Dani was stuck in between trying to struggle to keep her shirt and cover her now exposed... well everything.
With her forearm covering her breasts and her other hand covering her anatomy she was powerless to struggle as Valentina ripped the shirt from her head and threw it in a hamper resting in the corner.
Dani squeezed her eyes shut. If she couldn’t see anything, then Celeste and Valentina didn’t exist, and wouldn’t be looking at her naked body.
“This is humiliating...”
“Daniella open your eyes... you probably won’t like this but listen to me when I give you this advice.” Dani slowly opened her eyes.
Valentina was standing on her tippy toes to make their gazes even, her deep blue eyes meeting Dani’s green drinking her all in.
“GROW UP!” She thundered at Dani,
“We are all the same woman’s sex slaves! What are you going to do if she calls two of us? Or all three of us? Stand around covering your eyes? I understand this must be very scary, sleeping with women must be new for you, but I promise it gets better over time...”
‘What? They... they think- I'm straight...’ Dani was in two minds about whether to correct her or not, on one hand lying to them could damage their relationship, and having to live in the same area if they got on bad terms could get dicey...
On the other hand, Dani had never come out to anyone before, even her brother only found out by going through Dani’s phone... and the little voice in the back of her head was screaming at her not to.
While Dani was hmming and hawing Valentina and Celeste were stripping.
Valentina’s entire chest bounced as she ripped off the garment. Valentina’s nipples were natural and unblemished a delicate shade of pink, subtly inverted, as if shyly retreating inward.
Dani rapidly covered her eyes, as to not drink in any more of the woman’s curves.
She heard two thuds of shirts hitting the hamper and Valentina issued a warning.
“It’s going to be really cold, just don’t move out, because coming back in just makes it ten times worse.”
“Wha-” before she could finish the showerhead sprang to life, jetting glacially cold freezing water at them. The water hit Dani like a slab of falling ice.
The first splash hitting her spine made her gasp, “GHH-God- f-f-fucking freezing.” she choked, arms and hands leaving her eyes to try and warm her body. Dani couldn’t, she needed to step out, the cold was crushing her, tormenting her.
“Nope, you aren’t going anywhere.” Valentina grabbed Dani by her waist. Her soaking wet freezing hands felt like being held by an ice sculpture.
“P-P-Please l-let me g-go.” Her teeth chattering as a constant stream of ice-cold water pelted her.
Being from Texas, southern Texas of all places Dani had little to no experience with the cold, the few times it did snow in El Paso the city was almost completely paralyzed until it ceased.
“While showers last ten minutes you don’t have to use the full time if you can clean yourself well enough to leave early...” Valentina was giving Dani a hint.
Just clean yourself.
Get it over with.
Dani never cleaned herself so fast in her life, it helped that Alya had washed her hair yesterday, so she didn’t need to today.
She kept her shivering head pointed at the floor, watching the soapy water trail off her legs into one of the many drains.
“Daniella?” Dani looked up to both women staring at her, her collarbone specifically, and when Dani looked at theirs, she understood why.
Both women had a small ‘P’ encased in a circle right below their collarbone. A brand... pale and gray against their skin from age.
“Where’s your brand...?” Valentina asked, but Celeste for once looked just as interested, Dani had been avoiding looking at Celeste due to her questionable age, but she was right...
The shirt was hiding curves; all be it petite ones.
The cold water poured over her small frame, she was compact and delicately built, narrow shoulders, a soft waist, limbs that almost seemed too slender for the strength she carried them with.
Beads of water clung to her skin, tracing the gentle curve of her back and the subtle lines of her hips, her blue hair now darkened by the water clung to her forehead and neck in messy strands, her honey-eyed gaze fixed on Dani as she waited for an answer.
One Dani didn’t have.
Dani didn’t know why Mistress didn’t have her branded, she was grateful of course, but when Alya asked to get her branded Mistress simply said, ‘It wouldn’t be necessary.’
Whatever the reason she was receiving special treatment.
“I don’t know?” It wasn’t exactly a lie, she needed to flip this situation, quickly, before the others could get suspicious.
“What does the ‘P’ stand for?” She asked looking back and forth between their letters.
“Well, Pet ... obviously.” it looked like she had more to say but. The water abruptly stopped, and Dani glanced at the clock
9:10 AM
Her freezing torment was over, Celeste and Valentina walked over to where three towels were hanging, one a deep navy blue, another hot pink, and lastly a red velvet towel, they were color-coded to their collars...their waterproof collars it seems.
Valentina threw a still-shivering Dani the velvet towel. “The ‘P’ also has a second meaning...” She added.
“Protected,” Valentina said flatly. Dani remembered this from yesterday, her explanation of why they lived in the bathroom being it was easier to ‘protect’ them.
“Protected? Protected from who?” Dani asked as she wrapped the towel around herself, regaining some form of basic dignity.
“The soldiers, the staff, everyone that isn’t Mistress. As her property others aren’t allowed to touch us, it’s why it’s weird you don’t have one... maybe she doesn’t see you as a pet.”
Celeste at hearing this tugged on Valentina’s towel, the platinum blonde lowered herself to Celeste’s height as the small woman whispered something in her ear. Dani now had confirmation that she could talk, just not to Dani.
Valentina looked troubled as Celeste finished her whispering in her ear. “What did she say?”
“She said maybe you don’t have one because you aren’t protected...”
it wasn’t just a brand... it was a seal of protection. A mark. Dani felt her throat bob as she gulped on reflex, if she didn’t have a brand did it mean she wasn’t protected? Was this woman going to make her beg for a brand?
Or was she going to let others use her?
“I-I have to talk to her, she can’t do that to me, she said I was special, she can’t do that to me! She can’t!” Dani muttered to herself, walking towards the door if Mistress was in her office she could talk to her... just for a moment, ask for protection. Beg for it, if need be.
“She won’t be out there.” Dani turned around to see Valentina digging in the bottom drawer of the vanity the only one with an unlabeled name or that wasn’t locked. “She doesn’t start working in her office until at least 10:00 AM”
She stated as she threw Dani a T-shirt, familiarly grey, cotton, and oversized. “This, is your drawer, come over.”
Dani threw the shirt over her still-wet hair and dragged it down around her body before dropping the towel from around herself and joining the women by the vanity. She peered into the drawer, seeing more T-shirts and hygiene products.
“Alya stocked this shortly after Mistress called you, you get four of these shirts, the one you're wearing and the one in the hamper count. Alya collects our laundry every other day, at noon. We get it back after dinner. She also left you, deodorant, lotion, and extra toothpaste.”
Valentina then took out the small key from her drawer, using it to unlock the top compartment, she took out a sharpie and a roll of tape. “Your name is ‘Daniella’ that’s with a double ‘L’ right?”
“It is double ‘L’, but you can just write Dani.” As if totally ignoring her like earlier when they were first introduced, she wrote out Daniella’s full name and slapped the tape over the drawer.
“Sorry. We call you what Mistress calls you, it’s just the rules. Hell, my name wasn’t Valentina before...” She made a pained expression, one like she was remembering a life before.
“What’s your real name? I can call you that, and you can call me Dani.”
“Isn’t that Cruel? To call someone by a name that symbolizes a life they don’t live anymore... We don’t need any reminders of before this is home now, Mistress changing my name was a small blessing. You will call me Valentina, and I will call you Daniella. End of story.”
It was silent for a long time after that, as the atmosphere turned surprisingly chilly, the three women brushed their teeth in silence. Dani understood that she had stepped in it.
Valentina accepted her life here, fantasies about escape, and returning to their ‘real lives’ were just that, fantasies. So she didn’t need her ‘real name’ anymore.
Dani wanted to apologize but something in her head stopped her, yeah, she had stepped in it, but she just wanted to be called Dani. Her freedom had been stolen from her; her dignity stripped from her like Alya taking off her clothes yesterday.
Yet asking for a single morsel of individuality was rejected. Just to be called by the name she’d been called since she was five years old, playing in the park and a boy who couldn’t pronounce Daniella nicknamed her Dani.
She couldn’t even have her identity.
That was Mistress’s too.
Dani sat on her cot, glaring at the clock, counting down the minutes to 10:00 AM, it was only 9:45 and the anxiety was eating at her, what if Mistress told her she wasn’t protected? It made her feel sick.
If she had anything in her stomach to chuck up, she would, but having not eaten in close to two days the only thing she was feeling in her stomach was sharp pangs of hunger, her body’s desperate call for her to eat something, anything.
4:30 couldn’t come soon enough.
Looking around the bathroom, hoping a Wendy’s had appeared in the time since she last looked around, she had no luck. But she realized something weird.
There were only two cots...
For three women...
Valentina and Celeste sat on the same cot, both idly reading a book, however, she got back, Dani had been placed in the cot under the sink, did that mean Celeste and Valentina were sleeping... together?
Was that the reason their cot was slightly larger?
Celeste must’ve felt Dani’s gaze as she turned her head locking eyes with Dani for a moment before rapidly looking away and whispering something to Valentina.
“What?” Valentina’s voice carried the smallest hint of annoyance as she closed her book.
“Uh-um I-I was just wondering if you two were... togeth-”
*KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK*
Whoever was knocking didn’t wait for an answer, as the door swung open and the sound of ballet flats clicking on the tile filled the room. It was Alya looking just as she did yesterday.
Like time hadn’t moved.
Dani watched as in real time it seemed like Celeste shrunk down becoming even smaller than she was, trying her best to hide behind Valentina.
“Valentina... Mistress would like a word in your ear.” She was talking to Valentina of course, but for some reason, she was glaring.
Right at Dani. Not angrily, not with any emotion, just staring.
Valentina stood, taking a step towards the vanity, assuming she might need the perfume... when Alya grabbed her by the wrist, shaking her head ‘no’ at her.
It wasn’t that kind of call.
Dani had to admit, she was kind of happy... if Mistress only used her, she’d be safe, protected.
Mistress wanting a word probably wasn’t a good thing. As Valentina noticeably gulped, Alya motioned her out of the room and Celeste gave her a small wave as she left.
As the door shut behind them Celeste pressed her ear against it, in an attempt to eavesdrop Dani guessed.
Dani normally would’ve joined her, but she really had to go.
She probably wouldn’t get a better opportunity to use the bathroom than this, with Valentina gone and Celeste... well Celeste was going to ignore her either way.
She could go in relative privacy. Not that it wasn’t absolutely humiliating.
It was.
Washing her hands afterward, she swore if she got called every day this week, she’d request a divider. Before joining Celeste at the door, pressing her ear to the door she couldn’t hear anything.
Whatever they were doing they were being quiet, or they weren’t in the office.
“Did you hear anything?” Dani figured she might as well try and get the girl to speak to her. It went about as well as she expected.
She completely ignored her...
‘Great, I’ll just go fuck myself.’
“Did you see how I got back? Valentina said you might have seen.” She expected to be ignored again, but she wasn’t... Celeste unpressed her ear from the door and nodded at Dani.
Not making eye contact, she started miming something.
She flexed her arms, and did a carrying motion over her back, before pointing at the cot Dani had woken up on.
The sheer absurdity of it threw Dani off for a minute, she could talk, Dani knew she could... why was she playing charades with her? It took her longer than it should’ve to connect the dots.
“Alya carried me back?” The small woman nodded, and Dani had her answer, that’s one mystery solved at least. She thought to herself. Maybe she could get something else from her.
“Why won’t you talk to me? Do you dislike me?”
She shook her head, looking around the room for a visual aid. Her eyes landed on the clock, before pointing at it.
“Clock?”
She shook her head again, trying to clarify she stopped for a few seconds, trying to think, she pointed to the clock again and then tapped her wrist, imitating a wristwatch.
“Time?”
She nodded her head. Pointing at Dani and then repeating the ‘time’ motion.
“You won’t talk to me because what time of day it is?” It was safe to say Dani was completely lost. She had never played charades before.
A loud groan escaped Celeste as she scratched at her hair. Looking like she wanted to pull it out. She repeated the motion several times for minutes until it clicked for Dani who felt stupid once it did.
“You won’t talk to me because I haven’t been here long enough?”
She nodded. And gave Dani a small smile, making eye contact briefly.
Dani didn’t really ‘get it’ Did she think Dani would die or something? Trying not to get attached maybe? It was good to know she didn’t hate Dani, however. “Have... have you seen a lot of people come and go?”
She nodded. Somberly this time. Slowly.
Dani finally remembered the woman in the cages yesterday, the one with hair, the one with a ‘P’ brand. She was one of them, but dead in a cage. What had happened? What did she do? She made a mental note to ask Valentina later.
Dani really couldn’t blame her, maybe a bit, because she thought Dani might die, but Dani thought Dani might die or worse. She’d just have to act tougher than she felt. Just to reassure Celeste and herself.
“I won’t die so easily.” She said with way more bravado than someone who planned to go grovel for protection had any right to.
Celeste opened her mouth like she was going to say something... when the door swinging open stopped her. It was Valentina, she was back.
But not in the state she had left in.
Her bottom lip was bleeding, busted, her cheeks red, and palm prints gracing her normally milky skin. She glanced at Dani quickly, with tears in her eyes before returning her gaze to Celeste who looked mortified.
She had been slapped repeatedly.
Violently.
“What happened!” Dani reached out a hand just in an effort to console the bruised woman.
“DON’T TOUCH ME!” She sat down on her cot leaning against the wall, Celeste was wetting a rag to clean up her lip. “Just... please don’t touch me.”
“I-I-I don’t understand... what’s going on?”
“We aren’t allowed…not allowed to touch one another... She didn’t enforce it before.” She muttered to herself.
‘Touch one another? Didn’t enforce it before?’ The only time Dani could recall Valentina touching her was holding her by the waist in the shower... how would Mistress have seen that?
A chill ran down her spine, as she frantically scanned the room for cameras.
That’s when she saw it, in a dark corner. Just barely illuminated by the light.
Red. Blinking. Surveying.
She was watching them.
She had watched them shower...
Watched Dani shower.
She didn’t even have the time to feel sick, as she felt a tap on her shoulder that made her jump what felt like ten feet in the air. Giving her a mini panic attack.
It was Alya, she was behind her... How long had she been there?
“Daniella, Mistress would like a word.”
She glanced in the mirror, her collar was glowing red. She panicked she didn’t want what Valentina had gotten.
“WAIT! Wait, I didn’t touch anyone I swear! I didn’t even know it was a rule.”
“IT’S A LITTLE EARLY IN THE MORNING TO BE GROVELING ISN’T IT? ALYA JUST BRING HER HERE.” Dani heard yelled from the office. Alya seized her by the arm, pulling her out of the bathroom, she heard Valentina start sobbing as she was. The door closed behind her, as she was dragged out.
The office smelled like the sweet aroma of pancakes, eggs, and sausage. Which even despite her fear made her stomach growl with need.
Mistress had her hands folded in front of her on the desk. A plate with a single sausage patty remained with crumbs of eggy remnants next to her hands. The chair that sat across from her yesterday, was gone, removed.
She was dressed nearly identically to yesterday. Boots, jeans, but the white silk blouse had been swapped for a maroon-red one, the same bolo tie as well, an emblem of a snake eating a rose. Her hair pulled back in a sleek ponytail.
Alya stood her in front of the desk and excused herself, Dani breathed a small sigh of relief, if anyone was going to do the slapping it was probably her. Not that the woman in front of her wasn’t extremely dangerous herself.
The revolver was still on her hip.
More than a threat, a symbol of Dani’s humiliation when she thought it wasn’t loaded.
“Good morning, Daniella. How’d you sleep?”
‘What? She drugged me... slapped Valentina, watched me shower and she’s just saying good morning?’
“You-You watched me shower?” Dani had no idea why she was angriest about that one out of the way more pressing issues.
Mistress’s smirk quickly faded, and her demeanor shifted. Leaning back in her chair. The pleasantries were over.
“I did. And a good thing I did, some major rule-breaking was taking place. Letting her hold your hand? Really?”
‘Hand holding? ...When she led me to the shower by the hand?’ She slapped her for holding my hand?’
Dani was confused, to say the least. “B-But I don’t have a brand... I’m not protected, why do you care if someone touches me?”
“PFTTTT” Mistress’s shoulder rocked slightly as she tried to contain a laugh. “Is that what they told you?” She beckoned Dani around the desk with her index finger.
She scooted her chair back as Dani rounded the desk's hard oak corners. “Sit.” She commanded the only place to sit being her lap...
Dani didn’t see an alternative.
Dani sat down, curling her legs sideways, putting them over the armrest, head resting on her Mistress’s shoulder, as one of Mistress’ hands claimed and cradled Dani’s waist possessively.
Her fingers tracing circles absent-mindedly against the fabric of Dani’s shirt.
“I will never let another have you.” Her voice in a low velvet growl against Dani’s ear.
Dani wasn’t sure where she felt the heat surge to first, her face, or between her legs. She had to ask about last night... just to confirm.
“Mistress, last night, we didn’t...”
“No.” the softness in her voice was gone, back was the cold, stern, calculated woman from before.
“Our first time you will be awake, conscious, begging for me, yearning for me.” Her free hand began tracing the damp curls at the bottom of Dani’s neck.
[As I’ve always yearned for you.]
“Only then will we make love, but no point in talking about something so distant, you’ll be a changed woman then.”
“A changed woman? Mistress?” Dani was honestly confused and overstimulated. ‘As I've always yearned for you’ Dani was certain the first time she’d ever met this woman was yesterday.
How did she know Dani, but Dani didn’t know her?
“Yes, by the time you fall for me, you’ll be much different.”
Dani gulped hard, this woman had plans for her, plans she wasn’t privy to. Plans that involved her changing.
“But all of this hinges on you staying, obedient, but I don’t think we’ll have any problems you’ll be a good girl, won’t you Daniella?”
There was only one answer She could give to that.
“The best, Mistress.” Dani could feel Mistress’s grin forming against her neck, as someone knocked on the office door.
[Come in!]
Dani tried to get up, instinctually, whoever it was didn’t need to see Dani tenderly lying across this woman’s lap.
But the hand on her waist pulled her back. “No, you don’t go anywhere, until I tell you.” Stopping Dani cold.
It was the man from yesterday, Emiliano, Alya over his right shoulder, he took off his cap to speak, revealing his dark, short hair. He didn’t look at Dani or acknowledge her presence in any way.
[Mistress, your brother is here, requesting an audience...]
The grip around Dani’s waist got tight, very tight. Before letting go altogether.
“Go back to your room.” She said through gritted teeth.
“But Mi-”
“NOW!” Dani scrambled out of her lap, she had never yelled at Dani before, it didn’t feel nice, and she was sure Mistress wouldn’t repeat herself.
Dani kissed the sweet smell of her Mistress’s Jasmine and vanilla perfume goodbye, along with the sausage patty she had forgotten to ask for, as she made her way back to the door.
[What does that bastard want?]
With Juilo being her nephew, she knew Mistress had at least one sibling, but from the sounds of basically telling Dani to hide and calling him a bastard... they didn’t get along. Clearly.
She tried to linger by the door, and get more information, to no success as when she got to the door Alya pushed her inside. Pulling a small key from her pouch and locking the door as she shut it in Dani’s face.
Locked in.
Who was this guy that Dani and the others needed to be locked in here?
Maybe this is what Valentina meant by protection...
Speaking of Valentina, Dani went to check on her, she was lying on her cot facing the wall, Celeste sat on the floor next to her, reading with one hand, lightly stroking Valentina’s hair with the other.
Not afraid of being slapped for touching it seemed.
She made a shushing motion towards Dani when she met her gaze. Dani went and sat on her cot.
To Mistress’s question of how she slept the answer was she felt like she hadn’t slept at all. So, she’d copy Valentina. Not well of course the cot was about as comfortable as sleeping on the floor she surmised.
Her hips and shoulders pressed into the hard support bars, leaving dull aching the longer she lay, the cot creaking every time Dani shifted for better positioning like it was protesting Dani being there.
No pillows, no blanket, just the coarse fabric of the cot against her legs, it felt like sleeping on top of a wet towel.
Yet, even with the million questions circling her head, and laying on something not fit for a dog, exhaustion claimed her.
Sleep came in fitful snatches, shallow, the kind of sleep where dreams are broken and stagnant, despite being asleep she could still feel the cot beneath her. Feel her neck stiffening, she stirred awake occasionally, confused and sore. Before repositioning and drifting again...
“Daniella... Daniella...” someone was poking her.
“Mhm, what is it?” still tired she didn’t open her eyes.
“Dinner in 20 minutes, thought you’d like to know.”
“Food!” She sat up forgetting where she was...
*THWACK*
Hitting her head on the underside of the sink for a second time today.
“God, you need to remember you are sleeping here.” Valentina said checking her head for injuries again. Twisting her head, touching her.
“Should you be touching me? I don’t want anyone to get hurt again.” Valentina smiled softly, her lip still busted but healing, not bleeding anymore.
“It’s fine” She chuckled “Under here is one of the camera’s blind spots.”
“It would’ve been really nice to know about the camera beforehand.” She didn’t like that Valentina hadn’t laid out all the rules yesterday or told her that Mistress was fucking watching them. Maybe even listening, who knew if that camera had sound.
“Sorry, we normally don’t tell newbies about it just because they start freaking out... ‘what if it’s live streaming to the dark web.’ and all the other conspiracies come out.”
Dani hadn’t thought about that before... now she was freaking out. “It’s not... it’s not streaming, is it?”
“Nobody would want to watch this would they?” She added.
“Yeah... who’d want to watch three pretty women in captivity shower... I'm sure there’s no market for that.” Every word oozed sarcasm.
“You aren’t making me feel any better.”
She chuckled again, “Sorry, nothing we can do about it either way, so better to not worry about it. That's just my opinion.”
“Come out and wash up, we usually play a little cards before dinner is served.” Dani did as she was asked, washing her face and hands she sat down, forming a small circle with the other women as they played a game of old maid.
Playing, you would’ve never guessed that one of them got slapped earlier, the atmosphere was pretty jovial for a bunch of women who were locked in a bathroom. They laughed and teased as Celeste lost game after game, she had absolutely no poker face.
Making the world's most eager face when Dani or Valentina was about to take the old maid from her, which made both women obviously pick a different card. Which made her look like she was about to cry.
Valentina however, had an insane poker face, doing her best Alya impression, her expression never changed, even as Dani took the old maid from her hand. She didn’t even grin.
This game was surprisingly close, as Valentina was clearly helping Celeste, every time she got the old maid Valentina would take it from her... intentionally, shuffle her cards, and present them to Dani.
Dani shuffled her two cards around, one the old maid and the other the two of clubs. If Celeste took the two Dani lost, it was surprisingly tense her competitive juices flowing for some reason.
Celeste put her finger over the lone queen- The old maid, but Dani was pretending not to understand Spanish, her poker face had to be decent at least as she felt Celeste tug for the card.
*Cough*
Valentina coughed loudly, dramatically, clearly telling her to take the other card. Cheating .
And Celeste did, making the final pair she needed, slapped the cards down of the pile, leaving Dani the only person with a card left...
The queen of diamonds stared back at her.
The old maid.
She lost.
“NO! Rematch, without any cheating this time.”
“Why, whatever do you mean... you can’t possibly be questioning the integrity of little ole me.” She laughed. And for some reason, the anger in Dani evaporated.
Not only was it just a game, but she clearly cared for Celeste, enough to make her not want to lose every single game. It made Dani wonder...
If Mistress played with them, would she cheat so Dani didn’t lose? It was a childish thought, one that disappeared as she heard knocking on the door. She glanced at the clock.
4:30 PM.
The door swung open, and a cart was pushed inside, holding a covered tray and three bottles of water. It didn’t smell like anything, but it didn’t matter... Whatever was under that tray Dani would engulf it whole.
Alya took the hood off the tray and Dani’s heart dropped. The others rapidly grabbed their PB&J and a bottle digging in ravenously, but Dani couldn’t...
‘NO! NO! No, no, no.’
“Uh- I’m really sorry, but I can’t eat this.” Alya tilted her head, not a confused look on her face but in her posture.
“I-I’m allergic... to peanut butter...Peanuts in general.” it felt like a cruel joke, the world laughing at Dani one more time. Starving, but if she ate that she’d die, her throat would close up and she’d have an anaphylactic reaction.
And she doubted this place had EpiPen’s...
Alya made a sound that could only be described as a cackle, the corners of her mouth moving upwards in a small grin before she quickly stifled it. This of all things being what made the ‘ice queen’ crack.
“Please! It's not funny... I'm... I’m starving, please Can I have something else?” Her face quickly blanked again, she took the sandwich and the bottle of water and set them on the vanity. Before trying to wheel the cart out of the room.
Dani quickly cut her off standing at the entryway, “Please, just something else... anything else.” Mistress wasn’t in her office, maybe still in her meeting with her brother, or doing something else. Dani had no idea what Mistress did on a day-to-day basis.
And she felt the cold metal of the cart ram against her legs just once, almost knocking her out of the room... her collar still active, Alya was giving her a silent ultimatum, get out of her way or she’d push her out of the room using the cart.
She didn’t want to be shocked. So, she stepped aside as Alya who looked more bored than anything wheeled the cart out and shut the door in her face a second time.
Dani crumpled to the floor in tears, her fingers trembling as they reached for the hem of her shirt, the ache gnawing at her ribs, deep and constant, the last time she had eaten was over two days ago on her home date with Rose.
Dani had made them her specialty, Spaghetti, and lobster, no garlic bread, as she had hoped things would move into the bedroom after dinner...
Now? If she wanted to eat, she’d have to kill herself. She would have savored the meal so much more if she knew this was her fate, crying against a bathroom floor her stomach twisting so violently it felt personal like her body betraying her.
Alya didn’t come back.
And Dani lay in her cot, still sobbing, something she wouldn’t even have the energy for in a few days if this continued.
Her roommate's silent apart from Valentina asking if they could have her sandwich, which she gave the thumbs up to, she couldn’t eat it. Someone might as well enjoy it, as they split it down the middle each woman getting a half.
“At least drink your water... Tomorrow she might have something different for you.” She heard Valentina say as she rolled the bottle towards Dani.
Picking up the bottle, she noticed the water was a little cloudy and the seal was already broken... more drugs, she looked at her roomie's water bottles and theirs was clouded as well.
“What’s in this...?”
“Don’t worry it’s completely harmless, just some birth control.”
“BIRTH CONTROL?” Her mind went back to earlier when Mistress said she wouldn’t let anyone else have her... but she was putting her on birth control, she panicked, almost starting to pour it down the drain before Valentina stopped her.
“Calm down! Jesus, it’s just to stop our periods.”
“Stop our periods?”
“Yes, that’s it... it’s probably cheaper to do this than to buy tampons for three different women every month. Probably more convenient too.” Celeste nodded along backing her up.
“Convenient? How so?”
“Well three women all living in the same small space... eventually our periods would synch up and there’d be a week Mistress couldn’t call any of us.”
“Surely she could tell us that, instead of just slipping it in our drinks...”
“Actually... that’s my fault, I should’ve explained yesterday, but we were in a bit of a time crunch, and you got here way after dinner. So, I thought I could save it for later and just forgot. That’s my bad.”
“Does she ever drug you guys in other ways?” Dani asked finally getting around to what she had wanted to ask almost eight hours ago.
“Other ways?” both women lifting an eyebrow.
“Like when she calls you, she doesn’t make you drink anything?”
Celeste looking at Valentina shook her head. “No, did she do that to you?”
She filled them in on everything that happened when she went into Mistress’s chambers, the cloudy glass on the vanity, the feeling of tiredness, waking up back here not remembering falling asleep.
“Are you sure you didn’t just fall asleep? Mistress’s bed is crazy comfy...” Valentina didn’t seem to believe her at all.
“NO. I know what happened... she drugged me.”
Valentina made a face like she wasn’t convinced, “Why would she do that? She already has you; she doesn’t need to knock you out to have sex with you. It doesn’t make sense for her to do that.”
She was right... it doesn’t make sense. She had her tied down. If she wanted to have sex with her, she would’ve just done it with a Dani who couldn’t move. Not knock her out with something way stronger than a sleeping pill. Despite it not making sense Dani would bet her life on it being what happened.
“Mistress told me, that we didn’t have sex... that is what we get called to do right...?”
“Other than sex what would she call us for? You probably just fell asleep, and she wasn’t going to touch a sleeping woman. I mean what’s the alternative? Knocking you out with drugs and staring at you all night?” she laughed hard as she said it, but Dani couldn’t think of what else she could possibly have done with her unconscious body.
She believed her Mistress when she said they didn’t have sex, it wasn’t a part of her plan, not yet. But talking to these two about it seemed pointless, Valentina was basically laughing at her and Celeste still hadn’t said a word, looking confused.
Honestly, every theory Dani could come up with in her head sounded ridiculous, and she just wanted something to take her mind off it.
“Can I have a book?”
Valentina nodded, smiling she unlocked the top compartment, and gave Dani a small selection.
“Why do you have the key to that? If you don’t mind me asking...” She questioned flipping through the books, the only author she recognized being a few Stephen King books.
“Hmm, I guess it’s something like seniority? I’ve been here the longest of the three of us, so I get the small privilege of a key to a drawer.”
Dani picked ‘Under the Dome’ by Mr. King she found it ironic, a book about being trapped, she chuckled to herself as she gave the rest of the books back.
“How long have you been here?” Dani asked, opening her book.
“Just over a year, I only know that because you get a small cupcake for your first anniversary.”
Dani buried her head deeper in her book at the mention of a cupcake.
“Sorry,” Valentina added after hearing the loud grumble of Dani’s stomach.
Dani buried her face into the book until 10:00 PM, Valentina and Celeste were sitting nearby also reading quietly as the clock turned over Dani saw that neither one of their collars went red...
She looked in the mirror.
Her again. She shouldn’t be surprised but she found herself shocked.
Her eyes traced Valentina’s body... ‘God how does someone stay away from that for consecutive days.’
She brushed her teeth quickly and applied the odd perfume, saying bye to her roommates Valentina asked her to shut the door behind her so she didn’t have to put her book down. And Dani obeyed. Stepping into the office shutting the door behind her.
In front of the door again, her heart became a lump in her throat again, for a completely different reason today. Yesterday she thought they might have sex. Today she was praying there wouldn’t be any drugs on the vanity.
Knocking once, she actually got an answer this time, “Come in.” The door swung open, and it was clear Mistress was way better prepared today, her hair dried, if still maybe a little damp, her glass of wine already there.
Her body language, however... was full of impatience and frustration it seemed.
Her arms crossed, tapping her foot on the ground, Dani wasn’t late she was sure of it, but Mistress looked and seemed annoyed. Dani didn’t dare to look at the vanity, maybe if she didn’t look it wouldn’t be there.
“Good evening Mistres-”
“Drink.” She pointed to what Dani had hoped wouldn’t be there... A glass of Murky grey water sitting alone on the vanity.
She didn’t want to drink it, her head had been pounding all day, and she felt tired despite sleeping much of the day. There were more than sleeping pills in there she was sure of it... sleeping pills don’t make you forget you even fell asleep.
“Mistress, I-I"
“Drink, or I’ll have Alya come shove it down your throat.”
”Please don’t, it’s hurting me.” She muttered stepping back, taking a step closer to the door.
“What happened to my obedient girl... the one that wanted to be ‘the best’ for me? I’ll even answer another question, I’d say that’s a boon for something you’re going to do either way...”
She was irritated but trying to be nice, about as nice as you can be while getting someone to roofie themself Dani supposed. She was terrified, but it was just as she said, if she did it the easy way, she could get some answers.
If she did it the hard way... a woman who could snap her in half would do it for her.
Reluctantly, defeated, she stepped to the vanity and repeated yesterday’s action of holding her nose and chugging the terrible drug cocktail. Slapping the glass down she tried to catch her breath and not vomit.
“Good, now ask anything you want.”
Dani only had one question.
“Why are you making me drink this?” She whimpered, getting smaller and smaller, she’d sleep with this woman no drugs involved if she just whispered her sweet nothings and fed her...
‘Why? Why is she doing this to me?’
She looked like she didn’t expect Dani to ask that, she fidgeted briefly before answering.
“You’re more like yourself when you take them...” She answered. Vague as all hell.
“Wh-What does that mean?”
“That’s the answer to the question. It's maybe not an answer you like but it is the answer.” She motioned towards the bed; Dani was to strap herself in again. And she did.
The pills, Mistress either upped the dosage or Dani’s empty stomach was causing it to work faster as she felt it way sooner this time. Heavier this time.
The room became hazy as Mistress checked the straps herself, the tightening of them allowing Dani to remain conscious for a few more precious moments.
Her fingers and toes slowly stopped responding to her wiggling inputs, a thick fog began to settle behind her eyes, a wave of dizziness hitting her like a brick.
Dani tried to speak, ask for help, beg for it, but her mouth felt too heavy, her tongue moved but her lips wouldn’t part to allow the sound to exit. Her heartbeat stuttered in her chest, thudding fast and hard, before weirdly slowing down.
She heard a voice, but it sounded far away, muffled like they were 1000 feet away speaking through their T-shirt.
She never even felt her eyes close.
The next time she opened her eyes she was back in the bathroom, but she wasn’t right...
She was soaked through, head to toe covered in sweat, her shirt heavy and uncomfortable against her skin, her hair damp in sweaty strands across her forehead. The dizziness had faded...
Into nausea, she was thirsty, so thirsty.
The only light in the room emanating from the wall clock in some sort of night mode displaying the time 5:48 AM.
She rolled out of her cot making a wet splat noise as her shirt made contact with the floor, her legs and knees wobbled as she tried to stand. She leaned heavily against the vanity as she turned the faucet on full blast.
Lining her mouth up with it, she drank, and drank, and drank. She was like an animal, mouth to faucet lapping the water up.
She drank until she felt sick, sicker.
She turned around, confirming one thing, Valentina and Celeste did sleep together, the small woman cuddling into Valentina’s chest, Valentina pressed against the wall, her hands on Celeste’s hips... pulling her closer.
Dani stumbled away from the Vanity, away from the sleeping women, wheezing for air, gasping for it. She could feel it in her chest; it would be in the back of her throat soon.
Thankfully she stumbled to the toilet fast enough. She staggered down slowly lowering herself, gripping the bowl tightly as she retched into it.
Violently hurling into it.
Her entire body spasmed and twitched violently as her body ejected nothing but stomach bile and water.
Wave after wave of pain in her chest and throat. Tears in her eyes she was sobbing as much as she was throwing up.
She didn’t know how long she’d been at this; her knuckles were white from holding onto the bowl so firmly. She was only dry heaving into the bowl now; she had nothing left.
She must’ve been loud as she felt two hands sweep the hair out of her face and hold it behind her head gently. She rested her head on the seat, turning her head to reveal a small girl holding her hair...
“Thank you... Celeste.”
“God, what is she doing to you?” Great Dani thought to herself, she was hallucinating now, it sounded like Celeste had just spoken to her... a sweet dainty voice too good for this world, too good for this bathroom.
She retched again into the toilet, phantom chunks of nothing escaping her.
But if Celeste had really said that it was a good question.
‘What is she doing to me?’
'Whatever it is... she's escalating...'
Notes:
Almost 8000 words the longest chapter I've ever written.
Let me know what you think.
Chapter 6: The File
Notes:
There hasn't been any smut in a little while huh...
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Dani awoke against the back wall, her head leaning against the toilet, she didn’t remember falling asleep here, but the pain in her neck and head told her she’d been lying like this for hours.
She couldn’t see the clock from this angle, but it was almost certainly before 9:00 Am as Celeste and Valentina were still sleeping.
The Celeste from last night must’ve been a hallucination, if she wasn’t why would she leave her over here?
Sick. Cold. Alone.
Scared.
Of course she was scared, what other reaction could she have?
She had no idea what was happening to her, or what drugs were in that water exactly, she only knew it was making her sick.
She could feel her heart in her throat, but it wasn’t beating fast... it was a slow methodical, irregular beat. Almost painful in nature.
*BADUMP...BADUMP .... BADUMP..*
She used the toilet to steady her gait as she dragged herself to her feet, standing she felt like a balloon.
Floaty, but oddly heavy, like she could pop at any moment, and her tattered remnants would be scattered all over the floor.
Was it the hunger making her so weak... the dehydration... or the drugs?
All three were hitting her with a disgusting combo of queasiness.
She staggered to the vanity, she had to brush her teeth, the taste inside her mouth was unbearable like she had drunken heated mop water.
The two sleeping women were still sleeping... or so Dani thought at a glance.
As she brushed, she saw Celeste’s face in the mirror. Faint tension around her eyebrows and mouth occasionally fake stirring, shifting dramatically, way more than someone that was actually asleep would.
Another one of her terrible poker faces... pretending to be asleep. When Dani finished brushing, she stopped leaning against the vanity and lowered herself to the ground.
And ran her index finger against the sole of Celeste’s foot.
The reaction was instant, Celeste’s entire leg jerked, and a stifled squeak burst from her lips as she used her hands to cover her face in a last-ditch attempt to stop a small snort of laughter.
“I’m not sure why you’re pretending to be asleep...” Dani whispered, yeah Valentina had said she was a heavy sleeper, but she was still just right there less than a foot away from them.
Celeste didn’t answer because of course, she wouldn’t. She still pretended to be asleep despite them both knowing she wasn’t.
And honestly Dani just let sleeping dogs lie... pretend sleeping dogs lie, she was too tired to care, she could ask later, climbing into her cot it was still a little damp with sweat.
Making it that much more uncomfortable, but it was better than the floor with a toilet pillow. This morning had proven that.
She found little comfort in that, however. As questions swirled in her head.
Had she been reported missing yet? This was day three, she had to have been... right? Had her job in finance noticed she didn’t show up and call the cops? Did they care at all? Her job was probably already listed as open, wasn’t it...
Was her dad looking for her? She could just imagine him driving all over El Paso in his pickup truck looking for her, Dani had never come out to him... so he probably believed she was kidnapped by some no-good dude, and would end up buried in some guy's backyard if he didn’t find her...
Not that it seemed like he would hate her or disown her if she came out, Dani was old enough to remember when gay marriage was legalized, and while her dad didn’t exactly march to the store and buy fifty pride flags, he seemed okay with it...
“What two consenting adults do in their bedroom is between them.” He spoke, seeing the news report on TV that gay marriage had been legalized. He wasn’t overtly supportive; he more so just considered it none of his business.
Her mom, however... was the reason Dani hid... the reason she couldn’t come out. When homosexual marriage was legalized, her mother cried.
And not tears of joy.
She hugged a 12-year-old Dani and told her something she would never forget.
“The world is very sick Daniella... very sick, and it has lots of sick people in it.” Dani already knew at that point she liked women, in some context, she had already fallen in love with one...
So, the mother and daughter cried in each other's arms, for very different reasons, and Dani knew she couldn’t ever come out.
If she did her mother would think she was sick... one of the ‘sick people making the world sick.’
She almost renounced her Colombian citizenship when her homeland legalized it a few years later. She was just as upset.
If not more.
But she could never find it in her heart to hate her mother... she only ever loved her, their time together, it meant the world to her. Cooking, and baking, she taught Dani how to make several traditional Colombian dishes and desserts.
Tres leches cake, Empanadas, Tamales, Lechona, Ajiaco.
‘God, why did I start thinking about food?’ The sharp pangs of hunger started to return, and Dani held her stomach to try and quell them.
The pains took her out of her daydreaming of home, she missed them desperately, but missing them wouldn’t help her now, wouldn’t fill her belly or keep her safe. She'd have to do that on her own.
Over her shoulder she heard the lights flicker to life, yellow translucent light filling the small room, she looked at the clock and back to her sleeping roommates.
It was 8:00 AM, and with them both sleeping neither had turned the light on... another thing that was on a timer or remotely activated it seems.
And it suddenly clicked why they stayed in this room.
Control.
The lights turned on and off when Mistress wanted them to, the shower sprang to life when she wanted it to.
They could see only when Mistress allowed them to see, and they could be clean when Mistress wanted them to be clean.
This room was four walls of raw authority.
A tomb of pure power.
And Dani was surrounded by it.
Buried in it.
She heard Valentina stirring awake, rolling against Celeste slightly and yawning. Dani had no idea why she did it, but she rapidly turned on her side facing the dark alcove, and pretended to be asleep...
Now she was the one pretending to be asleep. She just wanted to see... well hear in this instance, what they did if they thought she was asleep.
“Mhm,” Dani could hear skin rubbing together and light poking. “ Good morning baby.”
‘BABY!? So, they’re like that?’
Their cots were less than three feet apart from one another, so even though Valentina was whispering she could still hear her decently...
“G-good morning.” She heard a familiarly soft voice, that made her question if last night was a hallucination at all, she sounded the same, her voice glazed in honey.
“I felt you get up in the middle of the night... what were you doing?”
Valentina’s voice sounded a bit... cold, and flat. She normally had a little ‘pep’ in her voice like a camp counselor or an annoying teacher. An act from the sound of her voice now.
Dani didn’t hear a response to this until Valentina reassured her of something.
“Don’t worry, she’s asleep. I checked.”
‘No, you didn’t you liar!’
“She-Dani’s sick... she spent all night throwing up.”
“Daniella.” She corrected curtly. “And I thought I told you, not to get involved with her”
“B-but-”
“But nothing, there’s nothing we can do for her... we just need to keep each other safe. Okay? I can’t... I can’t lose you.”
“It’s... it’s not right, to not help her.”
“What are we to do Celeste? Try to stop her from going to Mistress. Stop Alya from coming to take her? We can’t share our food with her, not only is she allergic... but then we’ll starve ourselves. Everything we can do to help her suicide for us! I know it hurts, but try to keep ignoring her... for me... please?”
Dani regretted her decision to eavesdrop... this conversation hurt. She understood they weren’t friends, but Valentina had told Celeste to intentionally avoid Dani, to ignore her. Valentina already had her written off as dead. They hadn’t even said anything outright mean, just the cold reality that if this continued Dani was dead.
And it hurt most that Valentina wasn’t wrong.
“Gimme a kiss.”
“N-no, she’s right there...”
“Please...”
It was silent for a little while after this, as Dani imagined Valentina was doing her best puppy dog eyes. And apparently, it worked.
The brief pause ended, the faintest rustle of movement. A soft kiss. Then another, lips meeting softly. Did listening to this make Dani a pervert? She felt a little like one... but it was far too late to come clean that she was awake.
“We shouldn’t...”
“Then tell me to stop,” Valentina said resuming the kisses, louder this time, rougher. Clothes brushing together, fabric being disturbed.
“OW! Fuck sorry, be careful with my lip.” Dani heard a small giggle come from Celeste, their cot creaking as body weights shifted.
Another kiss, wetter, slower. The rhythm changes. The breaths deepening, subtle moans into each other's mouths.
Dani felt her jaw clench for half a second, her heart thudding in her chest, her eyes still closed, she could hear everything, the soft pop of broken-off kisses, and giggles that turn into more moans.
God, it was turning her on. Behind her two hot women were making out, and she was the peeping tom, or the ‘Listening Laura’ she came up with.
Today was day three of not eating... Was she really about to find the energy to masturbate?
The hand slowly trailing down her shirt told her she was. She hadn’t been touched since Ruby... while that might seem like a short time ago, it felt like a lifetime ago to Dani.
Dani bit down on the insides of her cheeks as her index finger made contact with her clit, just one finger, it’s all she could afford to move, she wanted to use more, but she couldn’t risk them seeing her hand moving or hearing her moan. If she fucked herself as hard as she wanted to, she’d be a mess.
She was so wet, she didn’t need to run her finger along her entire slit to know either... she felt the familiar warm ache in her lower stomach, a flutter deep inside, and unmistakenly, the heat began to spread.
A slickness against the soft skin of her inner thigh, a tension begging for pressure.
“You’re so wet.” Dani almost gasped thinking Celeste was talking to her. They were panting now; things had gotten heavier between them, more intense.
“Please... please touch me, baby.”
“Hmm, should I? Or should I make you wait until tonight...”
“NO! Please Celeste... I'll do anything.” Valentina was whimpering...
‘Celeste is on top...?’ Dani could feel herself pulsating as she imagined the small woman, barely five feet tall dominating Valentina. Celeste already had Valentina as puddy between her fingers. A begging, needy mess.
“Anything? I'll hold you to that you know, stay quiet...” Valentina immediately failed at this as Dani heard her breath hitch loudly, she could just barely hear the small rhythmic rubbing over Valentina’s muffled moaning.
Her jaw and cheeks ached from biting down so hard; Dani switched to putting the collar of her shirt in her mouth and chewing on the fabric, tasting slightly of salt from her sweaty state this morning.
The finger brushing around her clit picking up the intensity, the ball of nerves getting stiffer and stiffer as she did. Jolts of sexual electricity traveling up her core making her stomach contract.
God, she wished she could turn around and watch freely, this was better porn than the slop the industry was putting out, with two straight actresses’ just doing a job... not even kissing for twenty seconds before they randomly started scissoring.
This was real.
Real passion. Real desire... Real longing.
Real hunger for another woman’s touch.
“Where are my fingers?” Celeste asked in a low growl. “Tell me.”
“Inside...” Valentina swallowed hard “Me.” She gasped out in barely a whisper at all; Dani could hear all her wetness. It squelching against the pressure of the fingers entering her hole...
“What’s my thumb doing?”
“C-Circling my clit.”
There’s no way this is the same girl that almost cried losing a game of old maid, did she have a split personality or something? Such a sweet, shy almost looking girl was talking a woman... two women through to an orgasm.
Dani following along with what they were doing stuck just the tip of her finger in and moaned into the wet fabric in her mouth. Trying to not let her toes curl.
“You can fall apart,” Celeste murmured. “But only when I say. Understand?”
Valentina nor Dani responded, but Dani felt immensely jealous that Valentina had probably greedily nodded her head.
Dani heard the squelching increase in speed, getting louder, the moaning only being stifled by the sound of resuming kisses. Loud and sloppy, the sounds of two tongues just thrashing against one another aimlessly.
She rubbed a little faster, her engorged clit seeing something closer to actual stimulation now, as she slowly slid the finger in and out of her pulsating hole. She breathed heavily into the wet shirt, her free hand now caressing her nipples softly. Slowly, to not get caught.
She was so close. Dani could feel her orgasm building.
“That’s it, you’re so close, aren’t you?” Celeste cooed.
A soft broken moan escaped Valentina’s lips, helplessly.
“You want to come for me?”
“Y-yes.” Valentina choked.
“Then come,” Celeste whispered. “Right now. Let me see how beautiful you are when you fall apart.”
Dani shattered.
Her body arching slightly, breath catching against the shirt, as a long cry escaped Valentina as the orgasm rolled through her, both of them. Hot, aching, overwhelming for both women, Dani’s fingers slowed then stilled as she sank deeper into the cot. Panting, tears in the corners of her eyes.
She was being way louder than she wanted... but Their cot was shaking like a cement mixer and the sounds of Valentina's moans muffled hers well enough.
“There you go,” Celeste said “I’ve got you.”
Valentina still panting hard, trying to catch her breath said something Dani didn’t expect to hear.
“I love you, Celeste...”
And Dani didn’t hear an answer.
“Daniella... Daniella, wake up! Showers in five minutes.” Valentina poked a Dani that had post-orgasm dosed off. The front of her shirt was a mess where she had, chewed and wiped her fingers.
“God, you reek.” She did, her hair smelled of vomit, and the smells of shame and sweat stuck to her skin like leather. Admittedly she needed the shower a lot.
“Sorry, I’m not feeling that great.” She said rubbing her eyes. Excusing her rancid smell. Looking up at Valentina her lip was bleeding slightly.
“Your lip is bleeding.”
“Yeah, must’ve yawned too hard waking up with morning, and re-split it... sucks right?”
‘Liar.’
She was a good liar, she didn’t laugh or smile, didn’t fidget or play with her hair or lose eye contact, if Dani wasn’t awake this morning she would’ve believed her, hell she almost believed her now. And she was awake to hear that wasn’t what happened.
“Can you help me up?” Dani reached out a hand, and Valentina stepped back like a homeless person had just asked her for ten bucks.
“Sorry, no touching... remember?” Dani bit her lip, she had forgotten, but it raised a bigger question.
Why could these two fuck, and Dani couldn’t even get a helping hand up? From the sounds of it, they’ve been ‘together’ like that for a while, Mistress must know they’re doing this... why did the rule only apply to her?
‘Whatever’ She thought ‘not like I can complain about getting special treatment.’
She crawled out of the odd space and used the wall to help herself stand, staggering over to the shower she tried hard to pretend Celeste wasn’t there, as she felt the heat surge to her face, Celeste had talked her through a secret orgasm.
It helped that Valentina told her to ignore Dani, she didn’t even look up at her, her gaze stuck to the floor, and Dani appreciated it. As she had no idea what she’d feel if the girl met her gaze.
The three women showered in silence, Dani was still humiliated about the whole thing, but Valentina was right, she reeked, no choice but to get clean as the freezing cold water pelted her. The shampoo and conditioner were in unmarked bottles that didn’t note their scent.
Putting it to her nose, it smelled of strawberry. Honestly, there are worse things your hair could smell of, maybe Mistress just really liked the smell of strawberry? Is that why the perfume smells like that?
Dani was certain the cold water was making her weaker. Weaker and sicker. By the time her icy torment was over again, her knees were ready to give out. She rapidly dried herself with her towel and dragged herself to her drawer to throw on her last shirt.
If it worked how Valentina told her it would Alya would come today at noon and take their laundry, which seemed odd... Dani had assumed Alya was the head maid since she dresses differently and seems to always accompany Mistress, but why would the head maid being doing slaves laundry?
In fact, why was she tending to them at all? This place had at least half a dozen maids and she hadn’t seen a single one of them since she was dragged around the halls. Shouldn't some lackey be seeing to them?
It dawned on Dani just how little she understood about how this place ran, she didn’t know what Mistress did, she didn’t know what Alya did, she didn’t know what anybody else did. It made her feel small.
Insignificant.
Like a woman shut in a bathroom should.
She sat down in her cot sullen, and somber. The only two things under the cot being her birth control water she hadn’t drunk and her book from yesterday.
Ignoring the water, she laid down in her cot and resumed reading her copy of ‘Under the Dome.’ At some point drifting off as the hunger and sickness put an intoxicating combo of tiredness over her like a blanket.
She awoke to someone kicking her cot. Hard.
“Daniella, Mistress would like to see you.” The thick Russian accent filled Dani’s ears making her sit up in a panic.
THWACK
As for the third time she hit her head on the underside of the sink.
“God she’s going to turn her brain into scrambled egg.” She heard Valentina whisper.
Hitting her head like that was good for one thing... waking her up, she felt alert despite being asleep just seconds ago. The clock read 11:30 AM and Dani scrambled out of her cot trying to walk past Alya until she stopped her with a hard tug of her shirt pulling her back.
“Perfume.” Alya said, pointing at the new bottle sitting on the vanity. Maybe Dani hit her head harder than she thought... she thought the perfume was only for nighttime or sexy calls. It wasn’t night... and this probably wasn’t sexy time.
“Mistress was greatly disappointed you didn’t wear it yesterday morning when she called you, so now you have your own bottle. You will always wear it. Whether she calls you or not you will be expected to have it on.”
Alya emphasized keywords like a video game's hint system. Dani guessed this was her way of helping her. Maybe? It was hard to tell. The accent mixed with the refusal to show any emotion made it difficult.
Dani had disappointed Mistress yesterday by not wearing it, she figured she wouldn’t get that many opportunities to disappoint Mistress before something bad happened to her. She wasn’t a fan of this becoming her signature smell, but her own will was far below that of what her Mistress wanted.
She sprayed two quick puffs of the cheap substance on her neck and Alya stepped out of her way so she could leave the room.
Exiting the room, she saw Mistress, standing at her desk... she was different today.
She stood like she owned the room, and she did —tall, poised, and utterly magnetic, her golden skin caught the light like honey, her dark hair pulled back into a low sleek bun, not a strand out of place. It only drew attention to the sharp lines of her jaw and the bold slash of matte red lipstick that somehow made her look even more dangerous.
The suit she had on was tailored within an inch of perfection, dark charcoal gray with subtle pinstripes, the waistcoat hugging her torso, showing off the elegant curve of her waist and strength in her shoulders, the crisp white shirt beneath was unbuttoned just enough to hint at the swell of her collarbone. A small silver cross on a chain resting just beneath the open V of her shirt.
A whisper of faith on a woman that looked like sin incarnate.
Long legs disappeared into matching slacks that clung just right at the hip before falling smooth and sharp over her heeled boots, a silver wristwatch, glinted at the wrist not to be outshined by the silver rings decorating her left hand.
And when she looked up from her laptop. Smiling.
Dani understood she didn’t stand a chance.
She never did.
“Come.” She beckoned Dani over to her desk, with a single word.
Dani couldn’t read her mood, she was smiling, but she didn’t even say ‘come here’ just ‘come’ coldly, sternly. Efficiently.
Mistress closed her laptop and pulled her desk chair back over from where it was resting against the wall, she sat down and ordered Dani to sit in her lap once again.
And she did. Or she tried to, as Mistress stopped her from curling her legs over the armrest.
“No, sit up, we will be reading something together today.”
“Reading Mistress?”
“Yes, I got a few interesting things in the mail today.” she produced a small manila folder from a desk drawer, the tab on the top left read the initials D.C.
In big bold lettering across the front, it said ‘BURN AFTER COMPLETION’
Mistress opened the front, to the first page, it was a picture of Dani... a creepshot from the looks of it, she was in her local park taking photographs for her scrapbook and from the look of it someone was taking pictures of her unknowingly.
“W-W-what is this...?” she felt a pit form in her stomach
“Can’t you tell? It’s your file. I bought it off the trafficking ring that sold you... 200 bucks plus express shipping of course. They’re supposed to burn these after for obvious reasons, but I knew when I saw you... I just had to know more. So, I made a call.”
“NO! I-I can’t, I don’t want to read this!” she stammered. Whatever was in here was sick, the creepshot of her already made her queasy.
“Daniella today is all about growth. The contents of this file may hurt, but it’s necessary, it’ll help you change... become someone better. Happier.” She whispered into the back of Dani’s head.
Mistress turned the page, to a flood of information about Dani.
- Subject is
23-year-old Daniella Cortez[Redacted]
- Subject lives alone in an
El Paso[Redacted] apartment, building security ‘light’
- Subject works a 9-5 at
‘Summit Accounting Co’[Redacted]
- Several attempts to lure the target using male bait have failed (Switching to female operative)
- Subject can often be found alone in parks taking scenery photos... ‘Green window’ (Possible)
- Operative codename
Rose[Redacted] has made contact through a dating app
- Subject asks our operative on multiple dates a week
- Subject is in contact with her family less than once a month
- Subject is extremely closeted
Subject appears to have no or few friends[Redacted]
- Correction; subject claims to have ‘online friends’
- Operative
Rose[Redacted] has missed her ‘green light’ window three times another failure will result in swapping operatives or forceful extraction
- Subjec-
“Stop it! please just stop it!” There was more, so much more, pages and pages of it. Notes denoting how lonely she was, how much she was hiding... how easy she was to kidnap because of it.
How she was begging Rose... an operative, an actress to go on dates. How she didn’t have any friends, how she was too scared, too paranoid , too closeted , to have any. How she hid in online lesbian communities anonymously to have any sort of connection.
Dani felt wetness hit her arm, she blinked and felt the wetness trailing down her face. She hadn’t noticed, but now she felt it, the wet chill on her cheeks, the burning sensation in the back of her throat. She lifted a hand to her face, touching her cheek like it belonged to someone else.
“Please don’t laugh at me...” More than anything Dani was feeling shame... embarrassment. This file did nothing but point out how ashamed she was to be herself. It was an utterly humiliating way to see your life summed up.
It might as well of just been the photo of her with the word ‘LOSER’ stamped over her face in big bold letters, and Mistress had just read it all over her shoulder.
A shoulder Dani was crying into as Mistress swiveled her around and with a soft hand to the back of her head encouraged her to cry into the expensive fabric.
Mistress was silent behind her for a short while, before she closed the folder and threw it in the trash.
“You don’t have to hide ever again... not here. Not with me.” Whispered softly into her hair. It was everything Dani had always wanted to hear.
Mistress let out half a breath then, without warning her hands slid under Dani’s thighs and lifted.
Effortlessly, like Dani was weightless, Dani gasped, her arms wrapping instinctively around her neck. “Wait-what are you-”
But she didn’t finish. Mistress took a half step forward and set her down on the edge of the desk, the coldness of the rings making Dani shiver as her hands slowly departed Dani’s thighs. Her shirt rode up slightly until the supple flesh of her inner thigh was showing.
She stepped between Dani’s legs and tilted Dani’s face upwards by the chin towards her own.
Dark eyes. Steady.
Hungry.
“The woman in that file, she’s dead.” Her thumb tracing Dani’s lips, she pointed her head at the now discarded file. “I’ll help you be someone new... someone not ashamed to be who they are.”
“Someone that can stand beside me.” The words whispered like silk off the skin. Their lips were so close, a hair length from one another.
Dani closed her eyes, thinking a kiss was coming.
Hoping a kiss was coming.
But it didn’t come.
Instead, she heard a whisper in her ear. “I’m going to be changing your name. Soon. Very soon. And then, we can be together. Just us two.”
The prospect of her name being changed pulled her out of the submissive trance-like state she was in, she opened her eyes to the ticklish feeling of Mistress smelling the perfume on her neck.
“My name?” She spoke stunned. “But you said my name was pretty.”
“I did, and it is.” She stopped sniffing, shifting Dani’s head back towards the file in the bin. “But that name carries... ‘baggage.’ wouldn’t you like to start over? Something new. I have something that fits more. Fits better.”
“Fits better Mistress? What is it?” She asked.
“Ah, ah, ah.” she wagged her finger in front of Dani’s face. “No spoilers. Everything isn’t ready yet, there’s still so much to do, and you have so much more growing to do.”
Dani was unsure, and it must’ve been written all over her face.
“You have anxieties about it... that’s okay, I anticipated that.” She reached down, opening a desk drawer she produced a small velvet leash. Placing it on the desk next to Dani. “Let's go for a walk.”
Dani understood she was meant to leash herself. It was slightly humiliating, but she did it without complaint, the click of the buckle was louder than the hitch of Dani's breath as she did it. The leash was soft in her hand and not very long in the slightest maybe three or four feet in total.
Dani wasn’t worried about the leash, the collar, or any of it. She was most worried about why it was getting easier to do things this woman asked of her. And why her saying “There’s my good girl” afterwards made her feel so warm.
“You aren’t going to make me walk on all fours, are you?”
“No,” she replied curtly. “It would take forever to get anywhere like that.” She took the leash around her palm and wrapped it around several times to make it even shorter. It was almost choking as the collar pulled against the side of her neck. They were standing close, within two feet of one another.
Close enough for Dani to feel intoxicated by her smell again.
[Good evening, Mistress.]
[Good day Mistress.]
Was all Dani heard as she was led down the hall by the leash. All the maids stopped and did a half bow to Mistress at the very least. She thought it would be embarrassing to be paraded around like this, but...
Nobody was looking at her.
Not a single maid acknowledged that Dani was even there. They just bowed did their greeting and left. Not even a side-eye.
The first day she arrived all the maids that couldn’t avoid her gave her a shy somber side eye. Now she was like a ghost... it was eerie.
“Wait! We’re going outside?” She pulled at the bottom of her shirt. Seeing that they were approaching a set of glass double doors.
“Yes, we have a meeting with someone that’s going to motivate you to change.” She said with a grin that meant nothing but trouble. Tugging hard once at the leash made Dani lose her balance temporarily.
“But-but I don’t have any underwear on.”
“Did anyone in any of the corridors to get here look at you?”
“N-no, but-”
“They don’t have my permission to look at you. Nobody does.” She tugged on the leash again this time less roughly, more of a reassuring tug, if such a thing exists.
Mistress held the door open for a Dani who tentatively stepped out... she didn’t see any soldiers around, or slaves, or much of anything.
It was an empty courtyard, a different one from when she first arrived here, ‘God, this complex must be massive.’ she thought to herself.
She had to stifle a laugh when she saw what was coming...
It was Alya, driving a golf cart, her stern face not matching the colorful paint job of the cart at all, her ash blonde hair blowing wildly in the wind. She parked it in front of the entrance not taking out the keys.
[Thank you, Alya, please call and have my meeting pushed back.]
[They will not be happy Mistress.]
[They won’t be. But I do not care.] She led Dani to the passenger side before getting in herself.
At no point in their walk had she ever let go of the leash, until now, as driving at first, she used both hands. “Nobody is to touch this leash except me. When I let go of it, you hold it.”
Dani nodded and wrapped the fine leash around her hand so nobody could hold it. Leaving the courtyard, she got a reminder of what kind of place this was...
She saw field after field being worked, starved skinny slaves not looking at her either... she put her head down to get away from the images. Guilt washed over her, she saw how these people lived where they lived, and she was playing card games, sleeping in a cot in an air-conditioned room. Not out here, not in this muggy heat. She had a faucet she could drink from at any time.
And she was cozying up to the woman that had done this to them. She had gotten wet when Mistress lifted her by her thighs and put her on the desk. When she closed her eyes thinking she’d be kissed she imagined being ravaged against her desk... Mistress making a mess of her.
She was starting to think of herself as just as bad as Mistress.
Mistress’s hand drifted down from the wheel, smoothly. Causally. Like she wasn’t thinking about it. Her long fingers trailed across the leather seat between them, then brushed the hem of Dani’s shirt.
Her hand slid down, settling lightly on the inside of Dani’s thigh.
Dani stiffened, her mind went blank. As the thumb moved in a circle against her inner thigh. She let out an exhale she didn’t know she was holding.
She hated that it was making her feel better... she wished she would stop.
She also wished she wouldn’t.
In a confusing moment for Dani’s brain Mistress did stop as she parked the cart in the courtyard she was assessed in when the group got here.
A patch of dried blood still on the ground from when Mistress shot that guy...
“M-mistress what are we doing here?” Dani looked around, nothing but sheds and guard towers lined the area, how on earth were they having a motivational meeting here?
“Do you trust me?” She asked. Turning off the cart.
The answer should be no, it really, really should.
But it wasn’t.
This woman. Her Mistress spoke to a different part of Dani, sure she turned her on, she already held the record for the number of times a woman had made her wet without ever even kissing her.
But She spoke to the scared Dani, the paranoid Dani, the closeted Dani, and told her things didn’t need to be like that... that she didn’t need to be alone. That she didn’t need to hide from the world.
And that she would help her be happy.
“I trust you, Mistress.” Dani said with conviction handing her the leash.
Mistress walked them both to a small delipidated shed it looked like a Gardner's shed that has gone without use for years. The small door to it was shut. “You go first.” She ordered.
Dani opened the door and was hit by the pungent smell of sweat and piss, but that was the least of her worries as she saw a woman sitting on a chair.
Tied to the chair. In the center of the room. Her small frame made comically so by the large chair; she wore the slave's grey shirt and shorts but her shorts... they were soiled down the front.
Her feet were bruised and bleeding, scratches, and several toenails missing. Her hands tied behind the chair Dani could only see the swelling around her pinky and ring finger as both were unmistakenly broken.
There was a hood over her face, she was screaming but they were muffled and incoherent.
Another tongue cut out or a gag?
“Mistress? What is this...?”
She glided around the small shed like there was more room than there was, all the way to behind the smaller woman held captive.
“You don’t recognize her? That’d be very bad for you if she doesn’t recognize you.” She said to the hooded figure, which made the screams louder. “Here try now!” She said as she ripped the hood off...
Revealing light brown hair, and emerald, green eyes, the track star of their container had been delivered.
“What don’t tell me you’re surprised... I did tell you I got a ‘Few interesting things in the mail today’ didn’t I?
Mistress laughed.
And laughed.
And laughed.
Notes:
What do we think Mistress is changing Dani's name to?
As always let me know what you think, and thanks for reading up to this point.
:)
Chapter Text
In front of Dani sat her last lifeline of escape. Their track star, their firebug. She hadn't reached help.
Now Lindsay was being used as some kind of test for Dani.
She looked a bit dehydrated and pale, but other than that she was nearly identical to her appearance in the shipping container. She still had her hair, she wasn’t branded, and from the sounds of the gag in her mouth, she still had her tongue.
Her eyes settled on Dani, wide like she hadn’t ever expected to see her again, she looked around Dani’s neck, seeing the collar and leash, and she laughed, she was laughing muffled into the gag.
Mistress intrigued by what was funny removed the gag... Lindsay did still have her tongue...
Unfortunately.
Her voice hoarse from screaming she mocked Dani in almost a smoker's voice.
“Found another bitch to eat you out already huh? Why die with any honor or integrity when you can just sleep your way to safety every time... nasty whore.”
The words dripped with venom and were swung at her like a club.
“That’s enough of that...” Mistress said reattaching the gag. “You’ll regret that in just a few moments... I assure you.” She whispered to Lindsay.
“Our little arsonist here actually made it out of the Colombian jungle, and stumbled into a police station, if you can believe it...” She held up her hand, thumb, and forefinger barely an inch apart.
“She was this close, to being on a plane back to America, book deal in tow. ‘How I Survived a Colombian trafficking ring.’ that has real potential to be a best seller... Had potential.”
Mistress glided from behind Lindsay to behind Dani, dramatically hugging her around the waist, something this room was way too hot for. Resting her head possessively on Dani’s shoulder.
“Unfortunately for her. Every cop in the state is in my pocket. It's a pity really... it was a great attempt to escape.”
Mistress having massive amounts of power and influence outside of this compound really shouldn’t have been shocking to Dani, but it was... it was the final death nail in any idea of escape. If she could get out, she’d be swiftly returned by the police.
Not that she could get out.
And she wasn’t sure she wanted to anymore.
Not if Mistress was going to help her.
Make her better.
Make her whole.
“What’s she doing here Mistress?” Lindsay thrashed around in the chair desperate to get free. Of course, to no avail.
“That’s an easy one.” Mistress rubbed her hands together.
“I’ve tied her fate to you... to your behavior rather.” She snickered, looking at Lindsay. “I told you, you’d regret that...” Lindsay’s eyes went wide, and she thrashed wildly, almost knocking the chair over a few times.
Weak whimpering noises emanating from the gag.
Dani was out of the loop. “My ‘behavior’ Mistress?” She thought she was being pretty good for her.
How much more did she want her to submit?
“I suppose it’ll be easier to show you.” she took a step back and opened her arms wide and said one simple word. “Hug.”
Dani looked at the woman’s outstretched arms in confusion and heard Lindsay groan something into her gag. “NGH HUHR” Came repeatedly from the gagged woman. Dani stepped forward, wrapping her around Mistress’s waist in a hug.
Mistress did hug back... briefly before conveying her disappointment.
“27 seconds.” She whispered looking at her wristwatch, she tsked “I didn’t ask you to hesitate, I didn’t ask you to think... doing what I tell you. When I tell you, will become second nature to you. And your friend here will help you. Watch closely.”
Mistress walked right past Dani, towering over the tied-up Lindsay.
The crack echoed through the room, sharp and unforgiving. Mistress struck Lindsay across the face once. Ringed fingers. Backhanded.
Lindsay’s head snapped to the side, hair falling in messy strands over her face. Muffled grunts of pain came from the gag.
This was simply training.
Conditioning.
‘Do what I want, or I’ll hurt someone.’ This was the message being drilled into Dani’s head.
No hope of escape.
No hope of mercy.
Only compliance.
Quick compliance.
Mistress turned her back to Lindsay like she was no longer in the room like she had served her purpose.
“For every time you resist me. Question me. Hesitate. Tell me no... Alya will come here and break one of this poor, poor woman’s fingers, and do you know what happens when she runs out of fingers...”
“You’ll kill her...?”
Mistress chuckled and made a loud incorrect buzzer sound. “No. But she’ll wish I had.”
Dani understood this only meant one thing... thrown outside to the men. A fate worse than death. One that would make you wish for death.
It sent a chill down Dani’s spine and made her wiggle her barefoot toes against the hard concrete floor of the shed.
Mistress set her this challenge because she knew...
Knew Dani wouldn’t abandon another woman to this fate.
That she couldn’t live with herself if she did.
Lindsay may be the woman tied to a chair.
But Dani was the cornered animal.
“So, let’s try this again.” She opened her arms again and repeated the simple instruction. “Hug.”
And Dani didn’t think, didn’t hesitate, it wasn’t what her Mistress wanted her to do.
Just act.
Dani’s head was resting against the woman's chest her arms wrapped around the woman's waist before Mistress could even open her arms all the way.
“That wasn’t so hard, was it?” She cooed wrapping her arms around her prize. “Daniella, I will give you the life you’ve always dreamed of, and more. The ability to be who you are proudly. Luxury, riches, jewelry. All I'm asking for in exchange is that you give yourself to me. Mind, body, and soul.”
“Isn’t that fair my darling?”
Dani could see just past Mistress to Lindsay who looked between the two of them, blood resting in the corner of her mouth slightly wetting the cloth gag tightly secured against it. She hung her head in defeat... both of them did as Dani uttered what Mistress wanted to hear. And what was becoming truer and truer to her.
“It’s very fair Mistress.” Mistress laughed, softly caressing the curls of Dani’s hair.
“I’m having a new-collar custom made for you...” She spoke softly into Dani’s hair. “One that reflects your new name... new status, you’ll accept my changes, won’t you? Darling?”
Dani knew why she was playing along... she didn’t care for Lindsay. Not really. The first thing she did when she could talk was call Dani a whore.
She was going to be good for Mistress.
Accept her changes.
Change.
Not for Lindsay’s safety.
Not for her own.
Because she wanted to be the person Mistress said she could be. Because being called darling by her Mistress put her under a spell, and she wanted more, because being Dani hurt. Dani was weak-she was weak, pathetic, barely strong enough to have dreams, too weak to follow them.
Because she wanted to change.
“I will accept your changes, Mistress.”
“You must really want to save your frie-”
“No.” Dani cringed just a little, unsure if she was allowed to interrupt Mistress when she was speaking. “I don’t care about her... Y-you said I could... you could make me someone who can stand beside you. I want to be that person!”
Her eyes went wide, then her smile went wider. Not sadistic, but warm and tinged with confusion, as her brain caught up to what Dani had said. It was rare for Mistress to look surprised by something Dani did, she was normally so cool, so calculated, but she looked happily gob-smacked.
Mistress caressed her cheeks with her thumbs, content, happy with Dani even. “I promise, I'll make you that woman.” Mistress turned around looking at Lindsay seemingly remembering she existed. She was giving Dani a death glare, for the obvious saying ‘I don’t care about her.’ reason. “I’ll be keeping you as insurance... just in case. But of course, let me know if you want to go free and I'll let you go.” she said to the gagged woman.
“Nngh luhh muhh guh” She tried, the gag twisting her plea into gibberish. She repeated the plea until she started sobbing, which just made her that much more unintelligible.
Mistress cackled. “You don’t want to leave? What a trooper, to stick it out.” She mocked sarcastically.
“I think we’re done here, Daniella.” She put her hand out for the leash, and Dani unwrapped the fine material from her hand and handed it to Mistress. She was happy to be headed back to somewhere air-conditioned. The sweat beads on the back of her neck were robbing her of the little hydration she had.
The air in the room was sticky, and pungent with bad smells, nothing compared to the cages, but still unpleasant. Lindsay gave her a pleading look as the two women exited the shed. Completely unnecessarily in Dani’s mind, she was going to behave. Lindsay’s fingers were safe.
The remaining ones anyway.
Dani walked barefoot along the winding dirt pathway back to the cart, dirt and dust clinging to her soles for the second time. Carefully trying not to step on any pebbles or rocks. Mistress walked ahead of her, happily humming a tune to herself, ecstatic with the results of their meeting.
“Mistress?” Dani had a small request to make, one she immediately forgot as her Mistress turned around to look at her.
She was smiling, and the world seemed to hush around them, it wasn’t just the curve of her lips. It was the way her eyes lit up, soft and sure, like she saw something beautiful in Dani standing before her. It wasn’t a smile Dani saw her ever give anyone else.
It was meant unmistakably just for her.
And when Mistress stepped closer, her fingers gently slipped into Dani’s hand, steady and tender. The same hand that held the leash, the velvet encasing both of their palms as Mistress laced her fingers in between Dani’s.
“Don’t fall behind, slowpoke.” If she thought Dani was walking too slow, she could’ve just yanked the leash, yet there was no yank.
No rush, no command, just connection: quiet, deliberate, and unbelievably tender.
The leash in both of their hands, fingers entwined as Mistress led them back to the cart. Her face was so hot Dani thought she was experiencing heatstroke.
Her mind went blank, she could barely remember getting back in the cart. She couldn’t see the slaves tending the fields on the ride back, she could only see the fingers tracing her own.
The thumb caressed the back of her hand.
She completely forgot she was going to ask for a pair of shoes.
She regained herself when she felt the cart stop and turn off, the intimate rubbing of fingers halted. Mistress grabbed her out of the cart, not by the hand, but with a subtle yank of the leash.
She was led back inside by it, the tender hand gone, the delicate fingers along with it. The leash wrapped around Mistress’s hand tightly, so much so that as she was led back to the office, they could never be more than a foot apart.
Was the hand holding just a brief taste of paradise? A sample of what she could have all the time if she behaved, or did she not want the maids they were passing in the corridors seeing her being tender?
Whatever the reason amounted to very little as they were back in the office now and Dani said a silent apology in her head to whoever's job it was to clean the floors as she had tracked dirt and grime all over the white carpeted floors.
Mistress unwrapped the leash from her hand and went over to her bedroom door, something Dani took as meaning she was dismissed.
Foolish.
Dani walked towards her own hybrid bathroom, and bedroom herself. Until she felt a presence over her shoulder and a question whispered with malice.
“Where is it, that you think you’re going?” A hand wrapped around her waist pulling her away from the door, the other claiming the leash again.
“I-I Thought you dismissed me. I'm-”
“That’s the problem, isn’t it... You ‘thought’ Did I ask you to think? I told you yesterday you don’t go anywhere until I tell you.” Dani felt what was coming, a tightening of the leashing in Mistress’s finger told her.
A violent yank of the leash ripped her to the floor. Her knees slammed against the hardwood with a resounding thud. “And I hate to repeat myself.”
Mistress crouched down beside her, no part of her touching the ground other than her shoes, whispering in a low growl. “Do you genuinely believe you can become someone worthy to stand beside me... when you can’t even follow instructions?”
Dani shook her head fervently. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry! I made a mistake!”
“Since you’re having trouble following instructions on your feet, let's try it another way. Crawl.” The command hung heavy in the air. Not barked, not cruel, just a consequence of Dani’s actions.
Completely avoidable if she had been good.
Mistress pointed behind her desk as the place Dani had to crawl to. And embarrassingly she obeyed.
One hand in front of the other on all fours, knees burning as they brushed the hardwood flooring. Inching her way, closer and closer to the desk, her face brimming with heat. Not blushing with love.
But embarrassment as her shirt rode up to the back of her thighs her butt teasing to be exposed. And Mistress watched it all. Silently, her expression closest to disappointment, but not unkind. Just certain.
She stopped right behind the desk. Sitting on the floor next to the smooth leather chair at Mistress’s desk. She didn’t move an inch. Waiting to see if her punishment was over.
Or just starting.
“Now, I'm going to go change my shirt.” Mistress said leaning against the door to her chambers. “You are to sit there, and we’ll see if you actually want to be the person beside me. Or if you're all talk... I hope for your sake, you aren’t.”
Dani heard the door open and clack shut behind her as she sat on her knees, not moving, she looked around the room, it was still rather minimalist. Just the desk, the office chair, and a single file cabinet were the only true furnishings in the room. Even the file that had been discarded in the small trash bin was gone.
She peered onto the desk... Mistress had left her laptop out here. Dani still remembered the code on the note. ‘Evergr33n’ maybe it was to the laptop? Every bone in her body told her to check the laptop... to try the code. Brimming more so with curiosity than any will to escape.
But the voice in the back of her head, screamed at her to stay. To follow the command Mistress had given her. Mistress wasn’t asking for much. Just for her to sit still. She was already in trouble for doing something stupid. Mistress would probably start breaking fingers if she disobeyed again.
Or worse.
She’d stop being tender and loving with her.
What had hurt most about Mistress making her crawl across the floor wasn’t the violent yank of the leash, it wasn’t when her collar slammed against her neck, it wasn’t even the time spent humiliatingly crawling across the floor.
It was that Mistress questioned if she really wanted to be the woman by her side. That she was questioning Dani’s loyalty already... all because she foolishly had a thought on her own.
She twiddled her thumbs in her lap, not out of boredom but anxiety. What if Mistress was still angry when she came back? This was the first time Mistress had ever been displeased with her. It was an awful feeling.
She had to apologize properly when Mistress came back, or all her work when they met with Lindsay meant nothing.
So, she sat, quietly. Patiently. As Mistress changed her shirt, she must’ve been hot in the shed as well, not that she ever let it show...
Dani heard the door unceremoniously open behind her. And Dani froze. Stilled like she had been encased in stone by Medusa’s gaze.
Mistress sat in the office chair with a sigh, she didn’t address Dani, so she wasn’t sure if she was allowed to speak. She didn’t grab for the leash either... she simply opened her laptop and began working.
The sounds of keys clacking filled the room. Filled Dani’s ears. It wasn’t silence... it was worse. It was like she wasn’t even there.
Insignificant.
Like she was Dani.
And not the woman Mistress promised her she could make her into.
“M-Mis-tress... I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to disobey. Believe me I-”
“Stop.” Her apology was cut short by the command of the woman sitting above her. “If you're going to apologize, don’t you think you should at least look me in the eyes?” She was right... Dani was staring at the desk drawer in front of her, in fear. Cowardly.
Not fear of being hit, but fear of another look of disappointment in the woman’s eyes.
She pivoted on her knees slowly. Wheeling around to catch a glimpse of her Mistress’s face, just to test the waters. She didn’t look angry... her eyebrows raised not in confusion but a look of reserved judgment.
Their eyes met, Dani’s Forest green eyes, meeting her Mistress’s chestnut brown, Mistress’s eyes scanning back and forth looking for one thing.
Sincerity.
“I’m very sorry!” She pleaded. “I shouldn’t have done it. I’m so angry at myself for letting you down.” She looked up at her giving her the full puppy dog eyes treatment.
“Stand up.” She commanded and Dani obeyed. Her knees sore from sitting on them so long she used the desk to steady herself. Completely pointlessly as Mistress’s next move was to pull Dani by the leash into her lap once more.
“I shouldn’t be so hard on you...” She stroked Dani’s hair “You’ve only been here three days. Three days in Valentina was still trying to spit on Alya every time she saw her.”
Dani adjusted herself so she could sit comfortably in the woman’s lap, like when they were reading the file earlier. “Really? That doesn’t sound like either of them... Alya to allow herself to spit at and Valentina to be even angry.”
“Well, Valentina was still ‘ Heather’ then. And Alya... well Alya punched her in the throat every time she spit at her... and she very quickly learned to keep her bodily fluids to herself.” she chuckled.
“I’m proud of you.” Mistress added. “Three days and you’ve become very obedient... you just need to make some tweaks, so I don’t have to repeat myself.”
‘She’s proud of me? She recognizes how good I’ve been for her?’ Dani feeling validated laid down in the woman's lap, similar to yesterday, feet over the armrest, face buried in her Mistress’s shoulder, inhaling the sweet cologne smell of passionfruit and leather. The new crisp dress shirt freshly applied with cologne.
Mistress’s hand retook possession of Dani’s waist. God, she wanted to spend forever like this.
“Shall I order us a fruit assortment?” Mistress asked and Dani had to stop herself from exploding to screeching yes. She nodded into the woman’s shoulder, and Mistress pulled the walkie-talkie from a drawer.
[Send up a fruit platter. Now.] and she didn’t wait for an answer as she threw the device back in the drawer, it was only now that Dani noticed something... She didn’t appear to have her gun on her.
At no point in the day had she seen it holstered over her left hip as usual. Why didn’t she have it? Was the meeting she had no weapons allowed? She clearly wasn’t any less bold or confident without it... it was odd, like seeing your friend without their glasses.
As Alya walked in fruit platter in hand she couldn’t decide if Mistress not having her gun made her more or less safe.
Alya looked to Dani, lying in their Mistress’s lap, and then to Mistress as she set the assorted fruit down on the desk. Apples, oranges, bananas, mango, pear, all cut in perfect slices, stacked in a row with a chef-like presentation a toothpick sticking out of each slice.
Dani had never salivated looking at fruit before, her stomach clenched at the smell of ripe fruit, her first food in days.
But she didn’t reach for the plate, she knew better. She waited. As agonizing as it was.
Mistress lifted a slice of apple and pressed it to Dani’s lips with the toothpick, Dani leaned forward desperate but not panicked as she kept her eyes on Mistress’s hand, so as not to bite the hand that was literally feeding her.
She didn’t mean to moan as the apple filled her mouth, warm, fragrant fruit dissolving in her mouth with velvet sweetness. Another slice followed, Mango this time, just as sweet, no, sweeter. As the fruit slowly exploded sugar all over her palate.
“You could feed yourself you know?” Mistress said lightly almost amused.
“I could...” She replied. “But I get the feeling you like it better this way.” She also had a fantasy about a hot woman feeding her fruit, but she wasn’t going to tell her that.
Juice slid down Dani’s lower lip as she fed her another slice of apple, and Mistress brushed it away with her thumb, slow, unhurried, possessive.
Dani couldn’t believe it, but Mistress fed her most of the fruit platter, her stomach had something akin to a meal inside it now, as Mistress pressed the last slice of mango to Dani’s mouth.
She should feel full of energy; not only was it her first food in days, but each bite was as sweet as candy. The edge of hunger had dulled not gone but subdued, replaced by a strange warmth in her limbs and a heaviness in her eyes.
‘Why is lying like this more comfortable than my cot for Christ's sake.’
The fabric of Mistress’s dress shirt was the closest thing she’s had to a pillow since coming here, her cheek pressed into it, nestling.
A moment passed and then fingers found her hair, stroking gently. Measured.
Dani exhaled, slower this time. Lashes falling shut.
Falling asleep into the sweet smells of her Mistress.
An odd sleep, as she was still hyper-aware of what was going on around her, the clacking of keys on the laptop, the hand kneading her waist, the odd caress of her cheek, or Mistress tucking loose strands of Dani’s curls back.
And finally, the door opened and closed.
[You spoil her Mistress.] The choppy Spanish of Alya was easily recognizable even in Dani’s half-dream, half-awake state.
[I do... but she’s important enough to spoil.]
[If I may be so rude Mistress, but why? Why is she important?]
There was a long pause before Dani heard anything resembling an answer. [I’ve always had a plan, one that was something more akin to a dream... a fantasy. This girl makes the fantasy a reality.]
[So, she’s a pawn? You're using her?]
A small snort exited Mistress involuntarily from the sounds of it. [Oh, Alya, it’s unlike you to be so wrong...]
[She’s the most important piece on the entire board; she’s the piece the game can’t start without. She’s the piece that’s going to make all the others move.]
[You can’t possibly be saying-]
[Oh, but I am.] Dani felt a soft caress on her cheek, the fingers gliding like they were touching gold. [The slumbering girl before you is the king. And when I reveal that she's on the board... That’s when the game begins.]
Notes:
Thank you guys for all the support you've shown me up till now. It's been amazing!
Chapter 8: The Breaking of Daniella Cortez
Chapter Text
At some point, Mistress handed Dani to Alya for her to be returned to her cot. Mistress had to attend her meeting, as she couldn’t put it off any longer.
Which was okay with Dani, as when Alya dropped her in her cot, she sprang to life. Narrowly missing another bang of the head, but her brain still felt fried...
‘Me the king? How? Why? What does that even mean? What game is she playing? Against whom? And what happens to me after said game ends?’
How could she possibly be the king when she sleeps in a cot, placed in a bathroom... shouldn’t ‘the most important piece on the board.’ have their own room, or at least be fed at regular intervals?
Trying to wrap her brain around how Mistress talks not only about her but to her. Vs the treatment she actually receives was mind-bending.
On one hand, you have Mistress seeing her in the lineup of girls when they first arrived, and she picks out Dani of all people, she’s never hit Dani or threatened to kill her, and it seems, in the beginning, her threats to ‘throw Dani outside to the men’ were all bluffs, not only that but add, today’s events of hand holding and affectionately feeding her... telling her they could be together.
And she could see how maybe she could be important. She could see how Mistress saved her. Wanted her.
Needed her.
On the other hand...
She was being drugged every night to the point of sickness, being forced to bathe next to two strangers... Valentina and Celeste are good girls, but they don’t seem to hold any relevance to Mistress’s plans.
She found herself pacing around the small space of the bathroom, it was supposed to be helping her think, but in reality, after about five minutes it just made her feel tired. Question after question filled her head... and the worst thing about it was.
The questions didn’t have answers.
Not ones she was privy to.
“Can you sit down? You’re making me nervous.” Valentina flashed a wry smile as she said it. The couple, or what Dani imagined they were of a couple, were sat on their cot both reading.
“What do you do when questions don’t have answers?” Dani asked. She couldn’t possibly tell them about what happened, but a different perspective might help.
Valentina raised an eyebrow, shutting her copy of ‘Crime and Punishment’ “That’s quite philosophical, no? I suppose, if the questions you're asking don’t have answers, maybe you’re asking the wrong questions.”
Once again, intrigued by what was being said, Celeste whispered something in Valentina’s ear for her to relay to Dani.
“She said...” Valentina paused and gave Celeste a look that said really? When Celeste nudged her on the arm, she repeated what she had whispered to her. “She said, If the questions don’t have answers, you could just wait until the answers present themselves to you.”
It wasn’t a sexy answer, it wasn’t one that was going to make Dani rack her brain and come to an Epiphany, but it was probably the correct answer.
All she could do was wait.
See how Mistress’s plan unfolded, and hope she could make lemonade, out of the limes Mistress was undoubtedly going to serve up to her.
“Why’d you ask something like that?” Valentina crossed her arms and her eyes narrowed just enough that Dani knew she wouldn’t get away with saying something nonsensical.
“Just— Things with Mistress, I just wonder what she’s thinking sometimes is all.” Not particularly a lie, just not the truth either.
“You two really aren’t having sex, are you?” If there was any resentment behind the question, Dani couldn’t tell, to someone like Valentina who was a veteran of not only this room, but someone that must’ve had sex with Mistress well over 100 times the look of someone having sex with Mistress must be obvious. A look Dani didn’t have. So, there was no point in lying. No point in half-truthing this one.
Dani shook her head no. “So, what is it you two actually do?” Valentina inquired and Dani was a bit, unsure of the answer. What is it that she and Mistress do together?
At night she’s drugged so she doesn’t know, and during the day— well today they read a file together and then went for a walk, had a ‘meeting’ and for the second day in a row Dani laid in Mistress’s lap.
“Uhm, I guess we... talk.” That was the only constant throughout all the activities they did together. Dani needed to change the subject, as her roommates were making skeptical faces at her. “Mistress told me you used to spit at Alya.”
Valentina’s face went beet red. “God, why is she telling you that?” her hand rubbing at her throat, seemingly where Alya used to punch her. “I was very different back then... this room was different back then.”
“How so?”
Valentina motioned Dani to her cot to sit, maybe it was a long story, and she obliged, sitting down, Valentina began.
“When I first got here the rules were the same—but not enforced, and there wasn’t a me explaining all the rules and looking out for you. It was a every woman for themselves kind of environment, women stole food from one another, raped one another, and killed one another... it was almost a prison-like atmosphere. No, it was a prison.” She corrected herself.
“How if we’re Mistress’s property would she let one of us kill one another?” to Dani, this didn’t sound like the rules not being enforced... but them not existing in the first place.
Valentina shook her head, and Celeste subtly but noticeable to Dani began lightly stroking the platinum blonde’s arm in support.
“There were more of us a year ago. Five in total—you could kill if it was a girl Mistress wasn’t using. Her favorites were off limits for murder and rape, but she left this room alone mostly, not interfering, letting an alpha appear and do most of the policing for her.”
It was hard to believe this room was ever a ‘prison-like atmosphere.’ not because the room wasn’t bleak and small, it was. But because Dani couldn’t imagine Mistress having any pets that looked like prisoners or were physically imposing enough to hurt someone.
All three women in the room were on the petite side, all three were clearly here for their beauty, not their brawn, yet somehow a year ago a beauty rose to the top of the pack.
“So, who was it... who was in charge a year ago when you got here?”
Dani regretted asking as Valentina’s entire body tensed, and Celeste joined her in her stiffening the small girl's eyes going misty at the thought of whoever it was.
“Vivianne.” She uttered the name from her lips like a curse that shouldn’t be spoken like the woman could pop up behind her at any moment. The woman wasn’t in the room, which likely meant she was dead, but these two... they still seemed immensely scared of a woman who appeared to be long gone.
“She was barely human, more of a force of nature. Like gravity. You... everyone had to pay her dues, half of your dinner was hers. If you got a request, she had a list of things she wanted that you had to use your request on. The first five minutes of the shower were hers alone , leaving just five minutes for the rest of us. This is a picnic compared to then.”
Dani was scared to ask, but she needed to know for her morbid curiosity. “What happened to her?”
A beat of silence followed— Celeste watching her, her eyes saying, ‘No don’t tell her.’ but Valentina did tell Dani, maybe as a veiled threat, a warning. Or simply unashamed of what she did.
“She was going to... going to hurt Celeste.” Valentina locked eyes with Dani, no pride in her face. Just a grim kind of truth. “So I got rid of her.”
Silence stretched between the three and a chill ran down Dani’s spine.
No matter what room Dani was in, she was sharing the space with a murderer.
She’d be a complete hypocrite if this changed anything about Valentina for her though... Mistress was—is a murderer and Dani couldn’t stop herself from being charmed by her.
At least Valentina did it to protect her beloved.
“It’s okay if you’re uncomfortable around me now... but just know since I did it, nobodies been raped in this room, and nobody else has been murdered in this room. I’ve made this space safe. I had a silly dream, that I could make this room like a found family for everyone in it... but I’ll settle for cordial roommates.”
Dani had to admit she was a little uncomfortable, but she wasn’t going to let this show. She wanted to lighten the mood a little. Dani waved her hand in front of her face. “What’s a little murder among friends?”
And nobody laughed.
After her joke bombed the three women separated, Dani pushing her cot back under the alcove beneath the sink, Celeste sitting on the two women’s cot reading and Valentina going to the other side of the room, leaning against the back wall as it appeared that her telling Dani about what she did not only upset her but Celeste as well as they had a bit of a whispered lovers spat afterward, and separated.
However, they would all have to reconvene as the clock struck 4:30 and Alya knocked three times as she did yesterday entered without waiting for an answer.
Pushing the familiar metal cart inside she stopped it in front of the vanity. Despite Dani being closest she was the last to arrive, not excited for her inedible sandwich and birth control chaser.
Valentina and Celeste had already grabbed their water and PB&J, but they lingered at the tray... looking at Dani apprehensively, a glint of sorrow in the women's eyes.
What another sandwich she couldn’t eat? That’s what she expected standing from her cot.
And then she understood why both women were looking at her like that.
On the tray was a single piece of bread. Both sides slathered with thick, sticky peanut butter. The smear oozed a little over the edges—crude, messy.
Deliberate.
The smell alone was making her throat itch.
Dani stared at it in silence.
A silence that dragged... thick and suffocating as Alya, Celeste, and Valentina were all watching to see what she would do.
Something inside her tore. Ripped, not broken like a smashed vase, but peeled away like failed origami.
A sound slipped from her lips, high-pitched at first. Then again louder. Her shoulders began to shake.
She was laughing.
It shouldn’t have been funny; it was her faltering nutrition on the line after all, but it was funny.
What would she get tomorrow? A jar of peanut butter? Alya was fucking with her, and it was funny. Not intimidating.
Not menacing.
Just funny.
The hunger subdued by the fruit now returned, as she saw and smelled food, even if she knew she couldn’t have it. It was almost cruel that she was fed the fruit, as it reminded her stomach that food existed and her body now wanted some at regular intervals. Like she was human.
She could barely see Alya through the tears welling in her eyes, but she looked...
Displeased, of all things. Her head tilted slightly in confusion Alya bit her bottom lip in what appeared to be genuine annoyance. Not the reaction she expected? What did she want? Dani to cry? To throw a fit and yell?
Her entire body trembled as she looked back to the bread—stupid, ridiculous, deadly. And she laughed again.
Harder. The kind of laugh that scraped the back of her throat.
Tears ran down her cheeks, a mixture of laughter and not.
Dani slid down the vanity and crawled back into her cot, the hard support beams pressing into her back and shoulders as she let the dying embers of chuckles out and a bottle of water was rolled under her cot.
She heard the metal cart be rolled out of the room, and the door slam harder than Alya normally shut it.
Her roommates didn’t even bother to ask if they could have the sticky bread... they knew they could.
An hour passed, or maybe two, she didn’t know, Dani didn’t go to sleep. The return of the gnawing hunger wouldn’t allow it. She just stared at the darkened wall of the alcove. Was she sulking?
The sounds around her seemed to fade into obscurity.
Until she smelled something. A familiar smell. One that she was wearing herself.
The fragrance of cheap vanilla and strawberry filled the room; she frantically turned over in her cot to see two pairs of legs standing at the vanity. The sounds and smells of sprayed perfume fill the room.
“W-What are you two doing?” She scrambled out of her cot with animal-like quickness... at eye level with them she saw it.
A pit formed in her stomach, and she froze.
Looking rapidly between the two women’s collars...
A faint red hue emanated from both
They were both turned off.
Mistress called them?
Them. Not her? Them.
‘No, this has to be a mistake!’ She looked at the clock... it was only 6:00 PM, not 10:00 why was she calling them? She was back from her meeting, and she called them... not her.
‘But I’m the king... I'm supposed to be the most important! She can’t! SHE CAN’T!’
‘No, no I need to calm down. She hasn’t called them for that since I've been here. She wouldn’t... it’s a misunderstanding... must be.’
Dani took a deep breath and tried to contain her panic but the awful feeling in her stomach wasn’t dissipating.
“Uhm, Mistress called for us... so we’re going?” Valentina said flatly like she read it from a book. The look on her face was neutral not understanding the pain this was causing Dani.
“YOU CAN’T” Dani shifted uncomfortably looking between the women. Celeste’s dark eyebrows raised in confusion. “I mean... she—Mistress probably just wants to talk to you two... so the perfume wasn’t necessary. Right?”
“Right...” said Valentina, with Celeste taking half a step behind her lover. They were looking at her like she was a crazy person. But they didn’t know what Dani knew, didn’t experience what she had.
Mistress said it would be just them...
She held Dani’s hand.
Dani told herself Mistress was just going to talk to them, going to tell them they weren’t needed anymore. Fly them home even.
She was only pulled out of her fantasy by the echo of the door clicking shut louder than it should have.
Dani stared at it, unblinking.
The room was quiet now, quiet in a suffocating way, the silence was too loud. Please come back.
please come back.
Please come back!
Five minutes passed and Dani’s eyes had only left the door to glance at the clock to make sure time was still moving.
Then ten minutes passed...
Dani’s collar started to feel too tight.
She stumbled back to the vanity counter short of breath, frozen against it. Hands gripping the fake marble so hard her knuckles ached and went white.
Her fingernails dug into her palms.
‘She said it could be just Us... I don’t... I can’t. She smiled at me — me! I'm the king, she said so herself... s-she betrayed me!’
She imagined them now, Mistress laughing into Valentina’s bust. Celeste moaning underneath Mistress’s skilled touch. They should be the ones resenting her. She was the one receiving special treatment. She was unbranded, but protected, she was new but cared for... Mistress fed her from her own hand for Christ's sake!
And now, but now, she was the one left behind, in the silence.
For a moment her reflection caught her eye—messy curls tangled cascading down to her shoulders, wide eyes, bloodshot with rage and despair, the collar snug around her neck like a bad joke.
Not special. Not chosen.
Not the king
Not anything.
Her fingers curled against the edge of the vanity.
Then—
CRASH
Dani swept her arm across the vanity in one reckless motion. Knocking over brushes and combs their toothbrush holder and the perfume bottle to the floor. Glass shards scattered the floor as the bottle broke and the smell filled the room.
Thick, sweet, too much. It coated her like filth.
She followed the largest shards of the broken glass with her eyes to the other side of the room. When her eyes landed on the red blinking of the camera.
Is she watching?
Is this what she wants?
Dani armed with new energy ignored the shards of glass and walked over to the camera. Positioning herself below it, talking to it... pleading with it.
“MISTRESS! PLEASE DON’T SLEEP WITH THEM. DON’T BETRAY ME... I’VE BEEN GOOD! I’VE BEEN SO GOOD FOR YOU MISTRESS.” She didn’t even know if it had sound. It didn’t stop her. Because if it did... if Mistress was watching... she could convince her not to touch them
To only touch her.
“THIS IS EVERYTHING TO ME! PLEASE! I WANT TO BE GOOD FOR YOU. I CAN SATISFY YOU! PLEASE! ”
She was met with only the suffocating silence of the bathroom.
“Please don’t abandon me, Mistress.”
The silence that followed felt bottomless, of course, it was quiet. She was talking to a damned camera.
Until—
CLICK
The door opened behind her with ease. Dani’s heart jumped, her breath catching in her throat. She knew Mistress wouldn’t abandon her “Mistres-”
But it wasn’t Mistress... It wasn’t even Valentina or Celeste.
It was the maid. Alya.
Quiet. Slender waist, muscular arms. Uniform crisp. Eyes lowered, as usual, she walked in hamper full of laundry. She froze mid-step.
Her eyes scanned the room. Combs and brushes scatter the floor, the shattered perfume bottle, then slowly her piercing gaze made its way to Dani.
Not angry. Never angry.
Almost in a quiet knowing. Like she knew this would happen.
Like she was waiting for it.
She watched Dani’s chest heave, in rhythmic motions of rising and falling as she breathed heavily like she’d just run a marathon.
“This is what happens when Mistress Spoils a pet.” She set down the laundry on the vanity and walked closer to Dani. Slowly. Methodically. Like she had all the time in the world. Her ballet flats clicking against the tiles. “They forget their place and throw a tantrum.”
“That’s okay however, I’ve been waiting to put you in your place.”
She stopped mere inches from Dani, and she got an inkling of just how much bigger the maid was than her. At least four inches taller. Broad shoulders that led down to sculpted arms like they were made from clay. Muscle definition that caught in the low bathroom light. Even through her navy undershirt.
She rolled up her sleeves slightly, her veins curved faintly along her forearms, tension just beneath the surface like something leashed.
“T-there’s a camera right there you can’t do anything to me!” Dani pointed to the camera and backed up her back hitting the back wall just beneath it. The hurt in her chest was very quickly being replaced by pounding fear.
Alya simply snickered, confidently, aloof, she didn’t even look up at the device. “ I’ll let you in on a secret...” Alya mocked. “She doesn’t watch the camera while she plays with others...”
And the hurt returned... Mistress was-is, ‘playing’ with them. In the far reaches of the back of her mind, she could trick herself into believing they were simply having a long... long conversation.
A delusion.
But that wasn’t going to get Alya away from corning her. Wasn't going to stop her from teaching Dani her ‘place.’
“Get away from M-” Dani didn’t even get to finish the sentence, as Alya’s hand shot up —iron fingers closing around her jaw, forcing her mouth shut with a harsh click of her teeth. Fingers digging into the bone of her jaw squeezing cruelly.
“Kneel.” The Russian commanded. Grip tightening the seconds after Daniella didn’t comply. The grip hurt like if she squeezed any harder, she’d break Dani’s jaw.
Dani whimpered against the pressure, throat tight with shock, her body stilled. Her words were gone. Inaccessible to her, just like that. She tried to push the hand from her jaw, but it didn’t budge. Like a vice grip.
Seemingly out of patience and with no more than a weight shift. She shoved Dani downward by the jaw, hand guiding her like a leash made of pain. Dani stumbled, legs collapsing beneath her clumsily hitting the floor with a suppressed gasp.
She knelt.
Not by choice, not like the king, but down to where she was told to be.
Like a dog.
A pet.
Alya released the grip of her jaw at Dani’s forced compliance.
“Y-y-you can’t do anything to me! I-I'm special. Mistress will have your head.”
Mistress’s words replayed repeatedly in Dani’s mind ‘I'll never let another have you.’ Doing whatever this was to her had to carry some penalty.
“I’ll tell her! I’ll tell Mistress you hit me!”
Alya rolled her eyes and dug around in her pouch for something... producing a small piece of paper she began reading from it. “Dear Dani—I’m really, really sorry. I did really like you... Love ‘your rose.’”
Dani sat and listened to her read the whole thing... not in unfamiliarity but in abject horror. Alya was blackmailing her... with the note Rose had left her. She kept it, not to show Mistress but to use it for herself.
Confusion swirled in Dani’s mind; fear pounded in her chest. Her pulse quickened and she felt beads of sweat trace her brow. “But you were helping me... you helped me, with the straps.”
Alya crouched down to Dani’s level. Her hand shot beside Dani’s head, and the sound of flesh slapping the tile filled the room. Alya’s palm went flat against the wall, fingers spread.
The maid wasn’t touching her but was pinning her against the wall.
Her lips curled as she pressed her face forward. Lips brushing Dani’s cheek as her lips moved to Dani’s ear.
“I helped you for one reason.” Her breath hot and heavy whispered against Dani’s ear.
“Because you’re so fucking pretty when you beg зайчонок—zaychónok.”
The Russian was alien against Dani’s ears. Threatening and confusing. Not as confusing as the reason Alya helped her. Dani cast her mind back to every time Alya helped her...
The first time with the note, she was on her knees... naked begging, groveling for her not to show the note to Mistress. The second time she had tears in her eyes as she begged Alya not to tighten her wrist restraints.
‘OH MY GOD. Is this why she isn’t feeding me? She wanted me to beg for food...’
Dani’s blood ran cold as Alya pulled her face back—Her face was drenched in arousal. The woman Dani called an ice queen, an expressionless doll, her cheeks were flush, lips parted slightly.
Her pupils were blown wide. Her chest rose and fell fast beneath the sheer navy of her undershirt. She stared at Dani like a burning woman. Drenched in want.
“умолять зайчонок—Beg. Beg or I’ll show Mistress this note.” Alya had her pinned in a corner... figuratively and literally.
“Please don’t do this! I won’t tell Mistress anything! If you stop here I'll pretend it didn’t happen.” When Alya didn’t budge, Dani tried to push her away.
Stupid.
Dani’s shoulder hit the wall with a crack, before she could recover the maid's hand was around her throat, fingers tightening with calm precision. Not enough to cut off her air, not yet.
The other hand collected Dani’s wrists with ease. Pressing them against the wall. Dani thrashed once.
An even dumber decision.
Alya squeezed. Air vanished. Dani’s mouth opened, eyes wide, feet scraping against the floor desperate to stand. The hand at her throat kept her kneeling.
“Keep still.” She hissed the command like ice.
Dani tried to comply. She did. But her legs trembled. She tried to nod, but Alya didn’t ease the pressure. Not until Dani’s eyes began to glaze over. And only then did she loosen her grip just enough for Dani to choke down a breath.
“Try again.”
Dani coughed, throat burning and raw. “Please! Please Alya let me go!”
Nothing. Just steel in her piercing baby blues. Dani whimpered she needed to beg again.
“I’m—I’m begging...please...”
Alya tightened her grip again. “That’s not begging. That's whimpering. BEG.”
Her voice was becoming hoarse and painful. The edges of her vision blurred, not just from a lack of oxygen, but an overwhelming feeling of helplessness.
She mustered all the oxygen she could gather for one last beg.
“Please—I’m begging you—I’ll be good! I swear I'll be good for you Alya! Just don’t—just please don’t hurt me...”
The maid finally smiled. A small, satisfied curl of her small pink lips.
“That’s better. It’s so pretty when you do it properly.” Alya removed her hand from Dani’s throat.
However, she did not recall the hand pinning her wrists above her on the tile. Dani thrashed in panic realizing they weren’t done.
Alya hooked her free hand up her skirt and pulled down a pair of pink lace panties...to her ankles. Dani looked at the familiar garment and back to the ash-blonde woman. A wry smile stretched her face. Sickeningly so.
She had on the underwear Dani arrived in...
Was that what she was doing when she stumbled across the note? Stealing Dani’s underwear...
The underwear wasn’t the important bit, however; it was why she was taking them off that scared Dani.
“Please, no! I’ve been good... I begged! I Begged Aly-” She was met with a sharp slap across the face. Not hard enough to bruise—but the shock forced her into silent submission.
The maid stepped forward, bodies flush. And Dani remained kneeling.
Dazed, confused her breaths came in shallow broken pulls. The tile wall was cold against her back, but the warmth that loomed in front of her was suffocating in its own way.
Alya stood above her, silent, composed. Like a queen surveying her conquest.
A hand threaded into Dani’s curls, methodical and possessive. Not yanking... but controlling. A fist full of hair. The maid tilted Dani’s head upward with ease by the hair. Forcing the rapidly dismaying woman to look at her dead cold eyes.
No hate in them.
Only satisfaction.
Only hunger.
“Look at you.” She said in a thick husky voice. “On your knees... where you belong—If Mistress won’t use you for your intended purpose. I will.”
Alya leaned in, the hem of her skirt brushing Dani’s shoulders, then without warning she took her last step forward... Pressing Dani against the wall with the full commanding weight of her body.
Thighs straddling her, trapping Dani in place. There was no room to turn her head.
No room to escape. Just skin and the iron-clad grip of the hand in her hair. The other hand pressed to the wall now to steady herself.
“You know what I want...” She whispered low and burning as she lifted the hem of her skirt... revealing her glistening cunt. The underwear... Dani’s underwear was a wet mess at the maid’s ankles.
“And you’ll give it to me. Won't you, PET?”
Dani’s lips parted in nothing more than an act of surrender. She said ‘yes’ as a shaky breath escaped her.
Alya’s smile deepened as she positioned herself over Dani’s face. She dropped the hem of her skirt over Dani’s head, obscuring Dani in darkness.
Then she began... She shifted her hips, slow, deliberate, owning.
Grinding her cunt down into Dani’s lips. Her head was pinned between the woman’s vice-grip-like thighs and the hard tile wall.
Dani opened her mouth, allowing herself to lap up the wetness being smeared across her face. The only way this would end—That Alya would stop, was if Dani made her cum.
Dani lowered her face as much as Alya’s strict hand would allow. Finding her pulsating entrance, she used her tongue and hooked inside it. She did it repeatedly as she heard guttural animalistic moans come from the Russian.
And Alya thrust herself forward with every lick, with every centimeter of Dani’s tongue that nestled itself deeper within her.
She grounded and gyrated her hips forcing more of herself into Dani’s mouth. Her head lightly tapped against the wall uncontrollably as Alya began to smear herself on Dani from her chin to her nose.
Dani wasn’t enjoying herself, but she could feel a dull ache coming from her own pussy, and a pressure beginning to mount between her own legs.
She needed to make Alya come before she got any wetter herself.
She tilted her head back up. Swirling her tongue against the Russian's clit. “Yes, pet! Right there! Right fucking there!”
She moaned heavily, in between pants. The woman was a big ball of tense muscle; she could feel her pulsating.
The muscles in her thighs tightened around Dani’s head like it was in a hydraulic press. Alya’s release was close. She could taste it on her tongue.
The grip on her hair got tighter to the point she thought Alya would rip her scalp off. Dani closed her mouth around Alya’s engorged clit and sucked, and she felt the woman’s hips roll and buckle. As she straddled Dani’s face like a face hugger and met her release. Some in Dani’s mouth, most of it squirted on her chin.
“Ещё!—Yeshchyo! Мне мало одного раза.”
“Ещё!”
“Ещё!”
Whatever she was saying in Russian wasn’t good. Even though she met her release... Dani felt her cum in her mouth, against her face... she didn’t slow. Didn’t relent.
Didn’t stop using her face.
At some point, Dani was pushed to the ground. Her lips were still sealed to the Russian's bottom lips. As Alya rode her face the more traditional way now.
Dani’s head banging against the floor instead of the wall now. Dani’s jaw ached. In repeated motion of licking, sucking, slurping.
But also, Alya was concentrating what felt like every pound of her into her pelvis as she pushed herself as deep into Dani’s mouth as she could.
It was still pitch-black underneath the woman’s skirt. With her sight heavily impaired all her other senses heightened and she could taste the woman deeper. Cleaner.
Hear every moan. Every slick and squelch the woman’s cunt made against her face.
The moans coming from such a stoic woman... they were turning her on... this was a woman that barely said anything in all the times Dani had ever seen her. Now she’s moaning and gasping greedily above her.
Desperately shaking her hips on top of Dani’s face. Trying to squeeze every ounce of pleasure from this encounter.
“Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Я опять… я сейчас кончу!”
Dani didn’t speak Russian, but this one was obvious... she could feel her pulsating again. She was greedily pressing down her clit more and more. Alya let go of Dani’s hands as she convulsed on top of her.
She was Cumming. Dani felt another urgent release against her face... only this time Alya rode out the dying embers of her orgasm instead of continuing she reached a stationary position hovering over Dani’s face.
Dani’s face was a mess... lips glossy, chin dripping, the maid’s cum clinging in strands across her face like proof of how deep she’d gone. Like a mark of ownership. In her hair...wetting the front of her shirt.
“Mistress is missing out. But if she doesn’t want you... I’ll take you.” Alya said rolling off her. Admiring her handiwork. Pulling up the stolen panties. Before rapidly leaving the room.
And Dani stayed on the floor as the door shut behind Alya with muted finality. The room was left in stillness... except for the soft, broken sounds of Dani trying to breathe.
She lay curled on the cold tile floor; her bottom half pressed directly against the unforgiving material. The ache was seeping deep into her bones, but she didn’t move. Her arms wrapped tightly around her knees. Trying to hold herself together as sobs shook her fragile frame.
Her face was sticky with the remnants of Alya’s desire, her own thighs slick filing her with confusion and shame.
The air around her stank of sex, shame, and cheap perfume.
Time passed like a thick fog. Heavy. Unmeasured. Then the door opened. And Dani flinched.
Alya stepped back inside. Wordless. Her flats clicking against the tile. She didn’t look at Dani... not once.
She moved with surgical precision tidying up the bathroom. Crouched down beside the mess she swept up the broken glass from the perfume. Returned the combs and brushes to the vanity and folded the laundry before setting the hamper back in the corner.
Did this count as helping her? Not allowing the others to see her meltdown from earlier?
Or simply doing her job?
Alya walked closer to her and Dani flinched and recoiled but didn’t run. Didn't move she couldn’t. She stopped beside the curled woman on the ground. Then, with eerie gentleness... she slid her hands beneath Dani’s limp form one hand at the knee the other supporting her back and lifted.
Alya lifted her like she weighed nothing at all. Her grip wasn’t soft or comfortable. It was simply there.
“I was good... please don’t hurt me again. I was good.” She didn’t respond... didn’t need to, as she placed Dani in her cot under the sink like a broken doll.
Dani heard a drawer open and close, and the faucet turn on and off briefly Alya approached without a word. Turning Dani towards her, which made Dani flinch, but not resist.
With a wet rag in her hand, Alya crouched beside the cot and began to clean Dani’s face.
Methodically. Calculated movements. Ones that elicited the most fear from Daniella. Tracing the cloth around Dani’s cheeks, her jaw, her chin. Wiping away her scent and stickiness. Alya paused... just long enough for Dani to feel dread, as she cleaned between Dani’s thighs with the rag.
She was being gentle— it wasn’t comforting to Dani at all, however, precise, unhurried, like washing something fragile. Not out of any affection, but order.
That's all this was.
Restoring order.
“Sleep. Mistress won’t be done with them for a while.” Dani closed her eyes because the woman told her to.
Remembering why she was so upset in the first place... Mistress’s betrayal.
The tears slipped out... she had wanted to wait until Alya left the room, but she couldn’t contain them any longer.
Then without another word, Alya left the room. Shutting the door with sickening gentleness. The gentleness was worse than the earlier slam. Worse than yelling.
It was the sound of being used and forgotten.
She didn’t move. Didn't shift in her cot. She let the ache seep deeper into her bones. The warmth of the rag still clung to her face. Like Alya’s hands were still on her. Only now disguised as care.
Dani hated that the rag, the cleaning had felt good.
Not arousing.
Just warm.
Like she was human again after being used like a tool.
Her face was clean now; her face wasn’t sticky anymore... but she felt filthier than ever on the inside.
A sick hollow feeling in her chest, when tenderness came too late and without love, when it was just another game to break her.
Her breath shuddered out of her, in ragged pulls. Her eyes burned from too much crying. Her body felt heavy with something more than fatigue...
Powerlessness.
She couldn’t be the king... Dani didn’t know of any powerless kings.
And yet
Some small, traitorous part of her wanted Alya to come back... not to touch her, not to hurt her... just to see her. To acknowledge her, to make the roaring silence stop.
But no footsteps came.
Just the cold bite of the cot beneath her. The taste of shame in the back of her throat.
She closed her eyes. And finally, exhaustion won.
She didn’t sleep, not really. Just drifted to somewhere dark where dreams couldn’t reach her.
She woke in pieces. A dull ache in her lower back from the cot's frame. Her eyes raw, her lashes half stuck together from tears.
For a moment she forgot where she was.
Then the smell hit her. Clean tile. Faint perfume.
And it all came back.
She sat up, every movement stiff. Her thighs ached. Her stomach was tight with hunger—or something akin to it. The shame hadn’t left it had simply gone quiet.
“Good, you’re awake. It's 10:00 and are collars are still on so it's you.” Valentina mused, and Dani didn’t want to turn her head to look at the women... her returned roommates but she did.
She forced herself to.
They were glowing. Faces flush, hair dampened by their after-activities shower. Valentina had a sickening trail of hickeys going down her neck, deep red and evenly spaced... placed with methodical care.
Celeste had a bite mark beneath her jaw, the skin broken slightly tender, and pink. In what Dani imagined was a perfect indentation of Mistress’s teeth.
Dani’s heart sank and she felt the anger boil to the top again... they should be the ones resenting her... they should be the ones wondering why mistress called her! They should be the ones worried about their spot.
But they weren’t. They sat idly on their cot, holding hands boldly. Not a care in the world. Unfazed by this environment.
Dani stared at them. Her chest tight.
Lucky.
The word rang in her ears, sharp and ridiculous.
They hadn’t ended up on the cold tile floor sobbing. Carried to their cot like a broken toy. Cleaned like a mess and then shut away in silence like returning a broom to the closet.
Dani tried to make sense of it all. Was she weak... was there something wrong with her?
Why was she the only person going through this?
Dani didn’t reply to Valentina... she wouldn’t have been able to stop the venom from spilling between her lips if she did. She didn’t brush her teeth or reapply the perfume. She didn’t even want to go. Her body wanted to stay in her cot.
But refusal wasn’t an option. Not here.
She padded her way out the bathroom door. Through the office. Past Mistress’s unguarded laptop on her desk like a venous fly trap in waiting.
She didn’t knock. She didn’t want to.
She reached for the handle, cold brass filling her palm she turned it and with a click, the door opened and she stepped inside.
The room was dimly lit, even less so than other nights, the overhead lights seemingly on the lowest setting, a single lamp on the nightstand on and humming small golden light, weakly, not strong enough to illuminate even half the room.
The heavy velvet drapes hung blocking a large window, blocking any moonlight from trickling in. The air smelled of sandalwood and rose and Mistress sat on her fainting couch. Glass of wine in hand. Perfectly poised.
Her silk night robe clung to her body in soft folds shimmering slightly as she moved, the fabric open enough to reveal the hollow of her throat, the line of her collarbone, the suggestion of soft skin beneath.
The robe was tied loosely at the waist with unconscious elegance. Her hair still damp from a recent rinse.
No makeup
No jewelry.
Just her.
“You forgot to knock, my love. ”
My love? MY LOVE?
“How dare you... HOW DARE YOU call me that after you... After you SLEPT WITH THEM!” something inside her snapped, boiled over, at being called my love by this woman.
“You betrayed me! I’m not your darling. You said — You said we could be together... just us. How does fucking them—you lied... LIAR! I’ve been good! I did everything you asked.”
Dani hugged herself as she felt her vision blur, the tears clouding her vision she tried to blink them away, but they fell and were replaced by new tears.
Dani spoke to the ground... unable to look at Mistress during her meltdown... knowing one look of disapproval would stop her.
Would silence her.
“I leashed myself for you!”
“I crawled on all four for you!”
“I drugged myself for you!”
”I just wanted to be the person beside you!”
“I just wanted to be Worthy of you!”
“I TRUSTED YOU!”
Dani’s knees buckled and gave out, forcing her to kneel under the weight of her crying. She reached for the hem of her shirt.
Ripping the garment over her head, Mistress remained silent. And Dani remained not looking at her. She threw her shirt off to the side.
“I can satisfy you! You don’t need anyone else... just me! I’m willing. I want to! Just please don’t abandon me!” She couldn’t see anything, the room was too dim and her vision to clouded with tears at the burning sensation in her eyes.
Silence hung in the air like a balloon.
POP—
“This is pathetic.”
Mistress shattered the silence and Dani in one swoop. She had let Dani empty herself. Let everything out before she crushed the now-naked Daniella.
The vulerable Daniella.
The room got colder.
Not the cold hardwood biting, but the calculated frost of indifference.
Dani flinched raising her head and blinking tears out of her eyes so she could see Mistress’s face. Her gaze didn’t waver. She was staring straight through her. Her eyes were cold and unblinking.
Mistress calling her pathetic stabbed like a knife to the heart.
Mistress placed down her glass of wine and stood. Stepping ever closer. She began to circle Dani like a predator.
Dani closed her eyes. Fingernails biting into her thighs.
Accepting that her Mistress would strike at any moment.
Without a word, Mistress stepped forward her silk-clad body moving like a shadow across Dani’s bare skin. She grabbed Dani’s wrists and forced them and her flat on her back against the unforgiving floor.
With deliberate weight, Mistress pressed herself down—her knees settling onto Dani’s palms. Pinning her firmly.
Painfully, as Dani gasped, the sharp pressure drove the air from her lungs. Her body straddled Dani’s chest. All she could do was uselessly kick her legs in the air.
Every inch of Dani’s upper body weighed down, her trembling frame, every inch of pressure a reminder.
She wrapped her free hands around Dani’s throat and began to squeeze. Her eyes icy with murderous intent.
“You know your biggest problem, Daniella? You think you’re smarter than you actually are... to come in here fucking blubbering about betrayal... you know nothing of betrayal. You know why I don’t allow you to think? Because you aren’t smart enough to come to the correct conclusion.”
“Nobody betrayed you I had sex with them yes...” She paused her speech but tightened her grip and the world began to fade at the corners for Dani. “Goodbye sex.”
“I was going to let them go... but what happens to them next is your fault... and your fault alone.” Mistress pressed her thumbs into Dani’s neck painfully. Agonizing, her hands still pinned she clawed against the hardwood floor.
“To think I was going to give you your new collar tomorrow—you haven’t learned obedience. I was going to reward you, with a new name a new status, and you didn’t even have to bleed for it!”
Dani could feel her eyes glazing over and her weak kicking against nothing getting even weaker.
“Now you will!” Dazed she released the grip on Dani's throat... a rush of oxygen came gasping into her, but Mistress wasn’t going to let her recover.
She grabbed Dani by the hair. And threw her against the bedpost. Barking a single command.
“Stay!”
Mistress didn’t rush; she never did she went to the nightstand and pulled out a small brown bag.
She drew Dani’s arms behind her back, behind the bedpost, and with a hard clink and a pressure shooting into her wrists. She handcuffed Dani’s hands behind the post... she tried to move her arms forward and was met with the resistance of the bedpost.
The cuffs bit into her wrists, slicing into them. “Mistress! It hurts! It hurts, please don’t!”
“I told you. We can be together after we change your name and get your new collar. This is how you earn your collar. Do you not want to be with me? Is that not why you barged in here crying accusing me of cheating before we were even together?”
She motioned for Dani to kneel, and under the weight and pressure of being together with Mistress, she obliged.
Mistress Rapidly cuffed Dani’s ankles together and with a third pair of cuffs snagged her ankles to the bottom of the bedpost. She couldn’t stand...
Dani was stuck on her knees, cuffed to the outside of the bedpost kneeling on the hardwood floors. Leaning forwards at all caused the cuffs to bite into her wrists and ankles respectively.
She was in an agonizingly painful posture, in an embarrassing pose, naked and cuffed to the outside of the bed.
Yet.
If this is what it took to get her new collar... so be it... to be someone else. To be able to stand next to Mistress to be together with her. To not feel the fear anymore. To never see Valentina and Celeste come back with hickeys and love marks from Mistress again, she could endure this.
It hurt. It hurt so much. But she didn't say anything she was under no illusion that she had agency. Just her bound and silent, waiting for her next instruction.
Mistress reached into the paper bag again and pulled out a ball gag—smooth, black, and with holes punched through it. Dani’s eyes widened, but she didn't resist. No point now. Kneeling and unmovable against the bedpost.
With practiced ease she fitted the gag into Dani’s mouth, securing the straps tight behind Dani’s head. Painfully so.
Dani’s breath caught in her throat, the muffled sounds coming out of her gagged mouth carried a mix of fear, pain, and something deeper—a reluctant submission.
Mistress’s hand trailed from behind her head to down her back, snaking her fingers downwards until she took a firm grip of one of Dani’s ass cheeks.
Possessive. Hunger. For the first time since Dani took off her shirt, Mistress acknowledged her naked body... drinking it in, with a bite of her bottom lip and the gripped cheek being prodded and massaged.
“To try and tempt me with this body...” Mistress licked her lips and moved a hand back to Dani’s throat. “When you aren’t who I want you to be yet...”
“Oh—my, this is interesting.” Mistress’s hand trailed around Dani’s inner thighs and a sudden faint wetness caught her attention.
Her gaze sharpened and without hesitation, Mistress ran her fingers across the entirety of Dani’s folds. Producing a small whimper from Dani. But confirming what both women knew to be true.
Mistress held up her two fingers a trail of Dani’s nectar hanging between them. “You’re wet my dear...”
She chuckled wiping her fingers against Dani’s face, where drool from the gag was spilling out onto her chin and cheeks.
“Are you a Masochist my love? Are you enjoying this... getting off on it? This is punishment, Daniella. How am I supposed to punish you if you get off on it?”
Dani’s breath hitched against the gag. Heat burning in her cheeks, spreading faster than the drool or tears ever could.
Her body betrayed her—again.
Wetness soaked through her skin, a traitor's confession.
Shame rolled through her in crashing waves.
The cold cuffs, the unyielding bedpost, the gag silencing her pleas.
How could she want this —this twisted mix of pain and want?
Was she a masochist?
The word echoed in her mind like a curse. If she was what did it make her? Weak? Broken?
Because beneath the humiliation, beneath the pain she could feel Mistress’s control over her.
She could feel a spark.
Mistress was silent but active, as Dani felt Mistress attaching something to her inner thigh. The cord snaked discreetly between her legs, vanishing between the leather loop that held against her leg.
“Nhgh ngh nurg” Dani whimpered at the feeling of something small and round being pushed inside her.
Mistress backed away and lifted a remote.
Click
The first buzz was subtle.
Not enough to make her moan. Just enough to make her body whine. Low, insistent, and maddeningly steady. The egg inside her was trembling.
Dani’s thighs twitched. Her knees spread open wider. Her body began leaning into the sensation. As far as she could without the cuffs slicing into her.
Mistress, stood back smugly as Dani came apart at her feet.
The hum intensified. Just slightly.
Dani clenched down—on the ache, on the need. She screamed into the gag, pushing drool and saliva out to her chin.
She was soaked. She could feel it…humiliating and raw. She was slick from the inside out, and she couldn’t hide it. There was nowhere to hide. And yet still—still there was no relief, just the maddening vibration digging into her.
Hot. Constant.
Unfulfilled.
Mistress had one last thing she wanted to do to Dani, and it sat on the vanity. The glass, the drugs, Mistress took it from the Vanity and brought it to Dani’s mouth.
Dani thrashed her head wildly... she could semi-handle the rest of this —or as she learned about herself, she could even like some of these things, but not this... never the drugs.
“It’s not obedience if you’re only doing the things you want to.” Mistress was right Dani wasn’t listening to her when it came to things she didn’t want to do. Dani practically volunteered to change for Mistress.
She allowed herself to be tied up.
This was punishment... she needed to show Mistress she accepted her changes if she wanted to be a new person, that she wouldn’t waver in the face of a command from Mistress.
She stopped thrashing her head. And allowed Mistress to slowly pour the liquid through the holes in her gag.
Without complete control of her tongue, she gagged on the substances, but she drank it all, as Mistress poured it all.
“Good girl.” Mistress pet her hair, and Dani felt happy to receive the praise.
Dani had burst in here crying, angry, not understanding Mistress’s point of view. Not smart enough to understand that she was having ‘goodbye sex’ with the others. She was being punished because she deserved it. She didn’t trust Mistress’s plan. She questioned Mistress’s plan for her.
“I don’t care if Daniella breaks… because by this time tomorrow, you’ll be somebody else. Someone I can love.”
Whoever she’d become she’d be Mistress’s priority. Mistress would abandon Daniella...yes but she wouldn’t abandon her. She was the king. Just not as Daniella.
It hurt. It all hurt so much. The gag was tight against her face, her knees dug into the hardwood floor, the cuffs digging in at her ankles and wrists, but it could be worth it if her Mistress rebuilt her in her image.
She could be loved.
Daniella just had to die first.
“Feel free to make as much noise as you want...” Mistress produced a pair of soundproof headphones from a drawer. “You’ll be there a while.” She turned out all the lights completely and Dani was alone... engulfed in darkness.
Mistress got in her bed and said one last thing to her. “Goodnight Daniella.” and Dani muffled it back.
Dani herself would be unconscious soon, the drugs taking effect, even the pulsating of the vibrator inside her, and the discomfort of the handcuffs wouldn’t keep her lucid.
Her limbs began to feel heavy like they were filled with sand, her fingers twitched once and then slowed. Thoughts blurred at the edges. Words became thick and meaningless in her mind.
She blinked slowly as if her eyelids had forgotten how to stay open.
The room swam a little, violently—just enough to make her breath shallow, and her grip on reality loosen. Then the world narrowed to a pinpoint.
She learned not to be frightened by the darkness. Darkness wasn’t frightening.
It was quiet.
It was hers.
Alya’s Room 4:00 AM
Alya rolled out of bed, it was 4:00 AM, time to return Daniella from Mistress’s bed to her cot. She still didn’t understand what was so special about the girl that she got to sleep in Mistress’s bed with her.
Or how she was ‘the king.’
To Alya, she was just another of Mistress’s many pets. Maybe with a sweeter mouth and a little easier on the eyes than the rest but still just a girl that didn’t know her place.
Alya’s jaw clenched she didn’t feel any guilt about what she did. To feel guilt, you’d have to have done something wrong.
She inhaled slowly through her nose, and exhaled just as slow, like the breath could push Daniella’s begging face from her mind —tear-stained, trembling. She was so pathetically delicious like that.
She noticed that Daniella had gotten wet beneath her. “She wanted me.” Alya muttered to the empty room.
She told herself that enough times that it became true.
Because the truth was harder.
The truth that Daniella made her feel things... ever since she groveled naked in the bathroom, she felt something. A spark. Just for her. She had to tell her to get dressed directly after she started begging, or Alya would’ve pounced on her then.
She was Mistress’s pet, but she could make Daniella hers too. She already had... her only regret was that she didn’t kiss her earlier.
So no, she didn’t feel guilt.
She felt power.
She felt a longing she hadn’t felt in a long time.
Alya shook her head... no reminiscing. She had to pick Daniella up. She exited her bedroom, which was right across the hall from Mistress’s.
She didn’t knock as Mistress was likely sleeping, and she didn’t want to disturb her. She cracked the door open quietly and stepped inside...
Immediately she noticed that Daniella wasn’t in Mistress’s bed... she didn’t look like she was anywhere in here. Had Mistress sent her back on her own? Or had she escaped... a chill ran down Alya’s spine and she took a step towards the office, then another one.
When she saw a faint outline of a woman hung by her wrists to the front of one of the bed posts. She took a half step back before taking a step closer. The room was pitch black she could only make out the woman’s outline... until she got closer.
She bit the inside of her cheek at seeing the state Daniella was in. Hair sweated and stuck to her face, blood trickling down her arms, from where a set of cuffs was too tight. Her naked body hung limp, her face pointed at the floor. A mess underneath her, of piss and her own wetness it looked like.
Alya lifted Daniella’s head by the hair... her eyes were open —but devoid of any life, the forest drained of all their green, a vacant dopey look in her eyes. Her breaths were coming out in shallow wheezes. Her lips were dry and bleeding around a ball gag.
Alya knew what this was... It was breaking someone... breaking Daniella. For not knowing her place. For her tantrum that must have continued in here.
Foolish.
There was an odd feeling in Alya’s chest... She didn’t want Daniella broken. Not this way. Breaking someone, this quickly just leads to—well this an unresponsive woman. A docile woman. Not pretty broken.
Nobody home broken.
Docile women don’t beg. Nobody home women don’t beg. She was making Daniella ugly. Ripping the beauty from her eyes. Alya didn’t want that. She stood. Seeing a note attached to the bedpost.
“Come back for her at 8:00 AM.” And Alya left the room.
But she came back mere minutes later, a towel in hand and a bottle of water. She wiped the sweat from Daniella’s body.
Daniella didn’t make any sounds during this... just continued her raspy breathing. Alya removed the ball gag and the woman’s jaw stayed open like it was her default setting.
Carefully, slowly she dripped some water onto the pet’s lips, wetting them. She glanced at the bed to see if Mistress was stirring. She wasn’t. Alya tried to pur a bit of the water in her mouth, but Daniella wouldn’t swallow. Only making a choking sound as she gagged, when it hit her throat.
She couldn’t drink.
Not like this.
Alya’s throat tightened.
She glanced at the bottle and back to Daniella.
And then she did it without thinking.
She took a mouthful of the cool water, leaned in close, and pressed her lips to her Daniella’s gently.
The first contact was dry and warm. Her mouth moved slowly, carefully as she coaxed the water between Daniella’s lips.
Daniella’s throat bobbed as she swallowed on what seemed like instinct. A small sound escaped her.
Alya pulled away, only to fix the woman’s posture. She leaned her back, so her wrists weren’t being sliced by the cuffs and closed her knees to steady her. After giving her a little more water Alya reattached the gag.
Before saying goodbye Alya allowed her forehead to rest against Daniella’s. Their breaths both shallow.
“You’re not hers.” Alya whispered.
Not entirely.
Not yet.
If Mistress was going to break her in such an ugly way... Alya would pick up the pieces, and make her whole again.
Notes:
Thanks for over 100 kudos!!
This chapter is longgggg (By my standards) Let me know what you think. Both about the length and the content of said chapter.
Chapter Text
Dani didn’t wake up.
She simply gained sentience, like a small child that clocked that they were a person for the first time.
There was no groggy feeling of having just woken up, just burning eyes and ache in places she didn’t know was possible.
She blinked
Once, twice, a third time.
She wasn’t in Mistress’s room anymore, but she wasn’t somewhere completely unfamiliar.
The bathroom, the one she had been bathed in when she first submitted, white tile, white toilet and she was sat on the edge of the tub, she felt the cold fiberglass beneath her bare body.
When Mistress said she would earn her collar through punishment she wasn’t exaggerating. She felt worse than punished, tortured Taught and corrected. Her knees ached, bruised, lips cracked, jaw sore, her ankles faring slightly better than her hands and wrists that were a mess of cuts and dried blood. There wasn’t an inch of her body that wasn’t sore. Outside and in.
The vibrator was gone... but it had stayed in all night, her walls were swollen and irritated, from built up pressure that was never released.
She shuddered, she was sat on the edge of the tub alone, who put her here? And where did they go? Was it morning? Was the punishment correction over? Most importantly... were Celeste and Valentina, okay?
Mistress had said, ‘what happens to them would be Dani’s fault.’ Her fault for Dani’s tantrum... for accusing Mistress of betraying her. She hoped they were okay. She'd try to save them if she could, but the idea of even getting up made her knees scream.
So, she sat on the edge of the tub, cold, naked, scared, beaten. Saved.
Alone.
Wishing Mistress would come hold her... that anyone would come hold her. She sat there for what felt like hours, until she heard the door click, and she recoiled. She didn’t want to be alone, but what if it was Mistress back to punish correct her more? She couldn’t take anymore. In mind and body, she was defeated. She wouldn’t be able to run away...
Run where? With this body? It wasn’t happening.
She let out a sigh of relief when the door swung open and it was just Alya.
Just Alya? She laughed to herself. Dani wondered just how much this place had fucked her brain that relief washed over her seeing the woman that raped her just the day before. She just knew the alternative was worse.
She liked Mistress. Wanted to be with her. By her side but she wasn’t who Mistress wanted her to be yet—which meant she could fuck Dani up, hit her, beat her, torture Teach her. Both psychologically and physically, and worst of all threaten others. But Mistress wasn’t without kindness, Dani could recall, the faint sensation of Mistress wetting her lips in the night. If she didn’t care about Dani at all she wouldn’t have done it.
Her attention snapped back to the blonde maid in front of her when she saw a small white kit with a green plus on the front pop open. Dani watched as Alya pulled out bandages, ointment, cotton balls peroxide, ibuprofen and a bottle of water.
She was thirsty, so thirsty. She didn’t want to ask for it, however, because how much would Alya want her to beg? Would said begging turn her on? She didn’t want to risk it.
Alya crouched at Dani’s knees opening the bottle of peroxided and wetting a cotton ball against it, and she began to dab the wet cotton against her wrist, the peroxide hissed against the wound, little white bubbles blooming as the cotton ball sucked a small trail of crimson.
Dani flinched, not sure if it was from the sting or the cold, but she did, and Alya looked up at her. “Sorry, didn’t know you were lucid.” There wasn’t any actual remorse in her eyes of course, but she began to dab again. Lighter.
Dani couldn’t even feel the sting anymore.
Am I hallucinating or did Alya just apologize to me?
Examining Alya she looked a bit disheveled... which for her simply meant a few strands of hair were ruffled and out of place. It was a small sample size, but she was being decidedly weird today. “Why are you doing this?”
Alya didn’t look up while she answered. “If these get infected, they’ll scar.”
“Mistress doesn’t want them to scar?” Dani asked.
“I don’t want them to.” Alya replied.
“You’re creeping me out... Why are you being nice to me?”
Alya looked up, her gaze piercing, words on her lips she looked unsure about saying. “It wasn’t right what Mistress did yesterday. Barnyard animals are treated with more respect in Moscow.”
Dani chuckled to herself, how did Alya think she had any right to talk about yesterday's rights and wrongs “At least when she punished me it was because I deserved it... I was bad, stupid, deserved it.”
“You didn’t. Not that.”
“Stop it! I deserved it. It doesn’t mean anything if I didn’t!” her suffering lesson was pointless if she didn’t deserve it. It wasn’t a lesson if she didn’t deserve it. She wasn’t hers if she didn’t deserve it. It was a lesson. Course correction for Dani who had gotten on the wrong path.
Alya didn’t say anything in response, only stood and reached over Dani to fill the tub with hot water. Dani could feel the heat radiating below her, the steam curling upwards like breaths from a slumbering beast.
Alya slowly lifted Dani in a recreation of how she carried her to her cot yesterday, and how she must’ve carried her to the bathroom, and placed her gently in the tub. The water was hot, almost too hot against her raw and bruised skin. It stung against her cuts, but soothed her aches
“She cares about me. She wet my lips and gave me water last night! She wouldn’t do that if she didn’t—” She was cut off by the sound of the Russian woman giggling.
She didn’t know Alya could giggle, it was like the cow on a children's toy making a clucking noise. Completely unnatural and unnerving.
“W-what’s funny?” arms crossed tight over her chest. She wasn’t sure why her voice cracked like that, wasn’t sure why she was trembling again.
Alya didn’t answer at first. She knelt by the edge of the bath, pulling the small plastic first aid kit closer, fingers wrapping around the bottle of water tucked inside. Her nails, sharp, clicked lightly against the plastic.
“Mistress did not give you water in the night,” she said, eyes on the bottle as she twisted the cap off with a slow click . “I did.” Then she snickered. Not unkind, not quite. But not gentle either.
Dani turned, lips parting in a dumb little gasp. “You—what?”
Alya leaned forward, the corner of her mouth quirking, eyes dancing with something wicked. “You don’t remember? Of course you don’t. You were barely conscious. Couldn’t even hold the bottle. Gagged when I tried to pour it down your throat.” She tilted the bottle, pouring just a trickle of water onto her palm, letting it drip dramatically back into the tub. “I had to help you drink. Mouth to mouth.”
Dani flushed. “You’re lying,” she muttered.
“Am I?” Alya’s tone was sing-song now, her fingers lazily trailing the rim of the tub. “You whined like a kitten. Nuzzled into me. Very cute. So helpless.”
Dani’s jaw locked, her hands clenched into fists beneath the water. “Why would you—why would you do that?”
Alya finally looked her in the eye, and the teasing drained out of her like breath from a room.
“Because she left you like a broken toy,” she said. “And I’m not made of stone.”
Dani didn’t move. Her heartbeat thundered in her throat. She didn’t know if she wanted to scream or cry or crawl out of her own skin.
“You shouldn’t care,” she said again. Quieter. “You’re just her maid.”
Alya smirked. But this time, it didn’t reach her eyes.
“Even maids have hearts, little rabbit,” she murmured.
She reached out, brushing Dani’s damp hair back from her cheek with the back of her hand.
“Besides,” she added, “you looked cute gagging on the water.”
“You’re sick, you know that?”
“Am I more or less sick than the woman that chained you down like furniture in a windstorm?” She said smugly picking up a rag, wringing it out and trailing it across Dani’s back... they still had the entirety of the bath to do now.
And Dani didn’t have an answer.
She hated that the bath was starting to feel safe. Hated that the quiet between them wasn’t cruel. That it felt… careful.
Alya worked in silence for a moment, steam curling up between them like a veil neither of them was brave enough to lift.
Dani shifted slightly, voice low. “You talk like someone who’s seen worse.”
Alya gave a small, amused hum. “I’ve seen plenty.”
“In Russia?” Dani asked, hesitating. “Before all this?”
The rag paused mid-stroke.
She didn’t reply, but Dani pressed further. “What’s a Russian woman doing in Colombia?” She asked intrigued.
“Running and Hiding.” Alya said completely monotone, it sounded like a touchy subject, but Alya knew all about her. So why couldn’t Dani know more?
“Hiding? I don’t imagine you running or hiding from anyone.” Dani couldn’t imagine Alya running away from anything.
“That’s because you’ve only met Mistress. She’s a kitten compared to her own family... yet alone the Russian mob.”
“YOUR ON THE RUN FROM THE RUSSIAN MOB?” Dani sat up in her bath, straightening her back against the tub wall, Alya was basically like John Wick or James Bond to her now.
“And the Russian authorities.” Alya whispered after like no big deal.
“What did you do?”
“I didn’t take a fall.” Alya said somberly. Before Dani could ask what that meant Alya started in a storyteller-like voice.
“There was once a girl from Moscow.
She wasn’t good with books, or letters, or numbers.
So, the girl dropped out of school and got a job in a warehouse.
She lifted heavy boxes all day and all night.
The girl grew up big and strong.
And the girl grew into a woman.
A co-worker told the woman about an underground MMA arena.
And the woman became a fighter.
She broke arms, shattered legs, busted skulls for money and fame.
The woman became the best.
The fighter fell in love—with her trainer. Another woman.
Russia’s not a safe place for two women to be in love.
So, the couple saved money. They dreamed of escape.
They watched American TV to learn English.
They got so close.
Then one day, a man approached the fighter.
Said she could make easy money if she took a fall.
Lose, on purpose.
He paid the fighter up front.
But when she stepped into the ring…
She couldn’t.
Her pride wouldn’t let her.
She won instead.
The man worked for the mob.
When the fighter got home...
She was dead.
My girlfriend.
Butchered like a show pig.
The authorities came. Accused me of the murder.
Said it was ‘homosexual deviant rage.’
So, I ran.
Boats. Planes. Whatever I could steal or stow away on.
I moved through countries that wouldn’t trade me for oil.
Argentina. Peru. Ecuador.
South America swallowed me.
Then, in Colombia—six men tried to rape me.
I broke four of their jaws.
A crazy Latina woman hired me after that.
She said she liked the look in my eyes.
She agreed to hide me.
And the woman… the fighter… the runner…
Became the maid.”
The words hung in the steamy air like smoke.
Dani wasn’t sure why the surface of the water rippled until she touched her cheek and found her fingers wet.
She was crying.
Alya didn’t look at her. She just dipped the rag again, this time without force. No pressure, no performance.
Dani swallowed the knot in her throat. “I’m sorry about your girlfriend.”
“Me too,” Alya said.
She didn’t say anything else. And neither did Dani.
Alya bathed her in silence after that.
And for the first time since the collar, Dani didn’t feel like someone’s property. She felt like Alya’s confidant.
Like allies.
When the rags, and the rubbing stopped Alya sat her on the edge of the tub again, applying ointments to her knees and bandages to her wrists. It felt almost intimate. Almost loving.
Alya lifted Dani again in a princess carry and made her way for the door.
“Woah! Woah! Stop! Aren’t you forgetting something...? Like some clothes... I can’t go out there naked.” She wasn’t even wrapped in a towel. It was unlike Alya to be forgetful of something like this.
“Sorry.” Alya said looking away. A second apology today...this one less good. “Mistress has informed the staff you aren’t to be clothed until tonight.”
“Excuse me?!?”
“In fact, she has confined all non-essential personal to their bedrooms until tonight.”
“She can do that?” She basically has most of the staff locked in their bedrooms? What the actual fuck is going on?
“Can I speak to Mistress?” Dani said flailing in Alya’s arms, her grip not getting any weaker.
“Impossible.” Alya said, “Mistress is gone for the day and won’t be returning to the villa until tonight.”
“What!? Where did she go?” Alya shrugged, and seemingly sick of debating opened the door of the bathroom and began walking down the corridor. “WAIT! STOP ALYA PLEASE! I’M FUCKING NAKED!”
She closed her eyes in sheer panic, she was okay with Alya seeing her naked...she’d seen Dani naked before, but what about anybody else? She said only essential staff were allowed to leave their rooms, but that could be any number of people.
Five?
Ten?
Fifty?
It could be any number.
“Open your eyes little rabbit, it’s just us.” Dani squeezed a single eye open and looked around the corridors as she bobbed up and down in Alya’s strong arms.
Completely deserted...
By now she would’ve seen another maid, that avoided her gaze, cleaning or running away from Alya. Now there was nobody.
And this didn’t seem like the way back to the office, back to her bathroom, back to Celeste and Valentina.
Dani didn’t have the hallways mapped out in her head so she couldn’t be sure, but they were passing unfamiliar expensive abstract wall art she hadn’t seen before, and the carpet had now transitioned into hardwood flooring.
This wasn’t the way back to the office at all!
A deep panic set in. Not for her, but for Celeste and Valentina...
“NO! Please take me to the bathroom!” She realized how weird she sounded shouting that. “PLEASE! Are Celeste and Valentina, okay? Please don’t let Mistress hurt them!”
“They’re fine?” Alya said confused... “Is there a reason they would not be?” She asked.
“Mistress said something would happen to them... and it’d be... it is my fault, for my tantrum yesterday! Please don’t let her hurt them! I’ll be your woman! I’ll beg really fucking pretty for you! Just find a way to let them go.”
Alya stopped walking for a moment. Seemingly weighing the pros and cons of following Dani’s request. Apparently, the cons were higher as she kept walking. And for a third time today muttered Dani an apology.
“NO! Alya put me down! Listen to me!” But Alya wouldn’t listen and eventually they reached an unfamiliar door, ornate with gold trims but the handle caked in dust. She flailed in Alya’s arms, a pointless attempt to get free.
Even if she could get the hulking woman’s grip from her, she’d simply fall to the ground and do what? Run? That wasn’t happening... She wasn’t being carried because her knees were fine and dandy.
Alya creaked open the door ignoring Dani’s cries not to. It was a bedroom, medium sized, hardwood floors. Cream colored walls. No windows. A double bed covered with a white cloth to stop dust from gathering on it. The air inside felt old, stagnant like time didn’t move inside.
The bed was the only furniture in the room. Not a mirror, not a vanity, no bedside table. Nothing.
There were no light switches, and the only light was coming from the corridor. The room was empty, but stuffy, dark and bare. Cold, clinical, and undoubtedly where she’d be staying...
“No! NO PLEASE! Don’t leave me here. You can’t! Take me back to my room! My roommates!” She begged, she pleaded. Not sure if it would do anything other than turn the woman on.”
Alya didn’t reply, and Dani knew this was something that wasn’t up to her. Up to either of them. She set Dani down gently on the floor. And ripped off the cloth covering the bed, white pristine linen underneath. She pulled the covers back, fluffed the pillows and recollected Dani.
Tucking her into it... It was worse than strange being tucked into bed by Alya... Dani saw the morning light outside while being carried by Alya in the corridors. It was morning, yet Mistress wanted her asleep?
Dani couldn’t believe it... she was in a bed instead of her cot, yet she was begging to be returned to her cot. To the black tile bathroom... with her friends.
“Please don’t leave me here...” Dani whimpered, she was past the verge of tears she was in them.
Alya cast her eyes to one of the dark corners of the room, Dani couldn’t make anything out in it and Alya shut the door without a word. Enveloping Dani in darkness. There weren’t even any cracks in the door. It was pitch black.
Like she was back in the container.
Cold, searing darkness.
The room was freezing. She felt the buds of her nipples harden involuntarily. She cocooned herself in the blanket and swung her legs over the edge of the bed. She didn’t have any faith she’d stay up right if she stood.
But she tried anyway.
To her surprise she could stand...
On wobbly knees.
She inched forward in the direction she believed the door was in. Arms in front feeling for the wall like a mummy. I must look like an absolute idiot right now. She thought to herself.
She eventually found the wall, but not the door... how did she get so disoriented in the room already? She slowly moved along the wall feeling for the door. Until the wall sunk in a little and she felt the air change just a bit.
She stopped; she was in front of the door. She felt around for a handle, she thought about waiting until her eyes adjusted to the dark, but how long would that take again? Hours? She didn’t have time.
Her hand brushed against gold, and she bit her bottom lip in anticipation. She placed her hand on the doorknob and yanked so hard she almost threw out her shoulder.
It was locked.
Of course.
“LET ME OUT!” She banged; she yelled. “ALYA? MISTRESS? LET ME OUT!”
Yet she yanked, again and again.
“PLEASE! I’M SCARED! LET ME OUT! LET ME OUT!
Throwing her entire body into it.
Her injured body.
On a yank she wasn’t counting anymore she felt her knee buckle inwards.
The pain shot up her leg like heat, sharp, immediate. She went down hard, the cold hardwood flooring being the only thing to greet her. Teeth gritted, she screamed.
“FUCK! FUCK!” Her knee twisted at the very least, worse probably, likely. “My knee, there's something wrong! Please I hurt myself! Please let me out...”
Yet there was nothing.
Complete and utter silence. Only the sound of her pained whimpers and heavy breaths.
She was alone.
Nobody listening. Nobody watching.
Or if they were she wasn’t worth saving.
She crawled around on the floor trying to find the bed again. Her body was like this because she spent a night on a hardwood floor, she wasn’t going to do it again.
After all, who knows how long she’s going to be kept here.
The bed was soft, but not comfortable, the room was too cold, and she had a billion things racing through her mind.
Where is Mistress?
Why isn’t she allowed back in the bathroom?
Are Celeste and Valentina, okay? Alya seemed to think so but she didn’t seem to know much.
As usual, the questions didn’t have answers.
So, she laid there, and time passed, or it didn’t.
She thinks she slept, but she wasn’t sure. When you close your eyes and open them and the room has the same amount of light it’s impossible to tell.
She never heard anyone in the corridor outside.
Why would she? Mistress has all the staff locked in their rooms from the sound of it.
She curled into a ball in the middle of the bed and cried.
The wetting of the sheets beneath her the only metric she used to tell time was moving.
Dani didn’t know how long passed, impossible to know. She only knew she wanted out.
Out of the cold, out of the crippling isolation. Out of this room. This was a taste of what it would’ve been like had she woken up in the container alone.
Cold, scared, alone.
Always alone.
Forgotten.
“Please don’t abandon me.” she whispered to no one but herself. Her fingers gripping the sheets tightly.
The words barely made a sound, but they echoed louder than any scream inside her own skull.
She didn’t even know who she was begging. She didn’t care.
She just needed someone—anyone—to stay.
To not leave her in the dark.
But they already had... for hours? Days? She didn’t know.
Then—footsteps.
Soft, measured.
Not Mistress. Lighter than that. No heels. No scent of perfume or leather.
The door creaked open. A triangle of light cut into the dark.
Dani squinted, heart hammering.
It was Alya.
She stood there, backlit and wordless. Her silhouette sharp and still.
Dani wanted to say something, anything. But her throat was raw.
Alya walked in without speaking, crouched beside her. She slipped her arms under Dani without warning.
Dani gasped, wrapping her arms around Alya’s neck as she was hauled off the bed.
“You don’t have to—”
“Yes. I do.”
The words were clipped. Final.
She carried Dani like luggage. Like something fragile that pissed her off just enough to be careful with.
The hallway was cold. It was dusk outside now, the sun close to completely gone over the horizon.
Dani’s face was pressed to Alya’s shoulder, but she didn’t cry this time. She didn’t speak. She just clung. Alya didn’t react, not the same as this morning... it wasn’t, she wasn’t quite right.
They reached a door thicker, darker wood than the others.
Mistress’s office.
Alya shifted her hold and knocked once. No answer came. But Alya turned the knob anyway. She didn’t look at Dani as she carried her inside.
She didn’t need to.
Whatever waited in that room wasn’t for her.
Alya was just the delivery girl.
She dropped Dani in the chair that was across from Mistress’s desk once more. The chair returned... it felt like a bad omen. Mistress could make a single chair feel like the impending apocalypse.
Mistress wasn’t present. The office sat empty and Alya stood over her shoulder like a statue. Arms behind her back, jaw clenched, eyes forward on Mistress’s bedroom door.
Dani looked to the bathroom door.
Shut.
Silent.
Not necessarily a bad sign...
“Are they okay?” Dani squeezed the words out like the last bit of ketchup. Not expecting an answer.
She didn’t get one.
Instead, she heard the soft click of Mistress’s bedroom door open.
And she stepped out.
Dressed to the nines.
All black suit, tailored within an inch of perfection, like she was dressed for someone's funeral. The blazer hung over her shoulders elegantly, the waistcoat hugging her curves, the slacks hugging her hips and waist. The holster over her left hip...no cross, no bolo tie, wearing lightly applied makeup... the first time Dani’s ever seen her in makeup.
She was carrying a box in her hand.
Gold, the size of a dinner plate, the height of two water bottles. Ornate... sat on the desk, as she sat in her office chair.
[You may leave us Alya.]
The command hung heavy in the air, and Alya lingered, just for a moment, words on her lips she seemed unsure of.
[Are you sure this is right Mistress?] choppy, clumsy, said almost in fear. Was that really Alya behind her speaking?
Silence.
It hung in the air for a beat. Several beats. Too long.
[It’s unlike you to care... don’t tell me you’ve grown soft? I don’t need softness. Especially before the games have even begun.]
[No Mistre—]
[LEAVE!]
The words final, cutting, threatening. No room for negotiation. Or interpretation.
And Alya did. Not any lingering, no sad looks, just loyalty and obedience. She bowed and left the room.
Final.
She focused her attention on the only person left in the room.
Her pet.
Her Dani?
“God, I have had a day. Meetings after meetings. Meeting with the family jeweler, to get your collar. Man, what a pain! That guy talks FOREVERRRR” She slapped the top of the box. “You ready to see it? I spared no expensive of course.” She smiled. Not sadistically but like she genuinely believed she was giving Dani a gift.
Dani would be lying if she said she wasn’t curious about what was in the box...but there were more pressing things.
“Y-you had me locked in that room... it was dark... cold...and I hurt my knee. I—”
“Do you want to go back in there? It’s where you’ll go if you don’t behave.” She sighed sitting back, removing her jacket from her shoulders tossing it on the desk.
The threat of the room made Dani straighten up. Her pulse pound. She didn’t want to go back...
She shook her head fervently. “Please don’t put me back in there Mistress. I’ll behave.”
“Really? You will?” She looked towards the bathroom... “So, if I go in there and blow both of their heads off, you’ll still be behaved?” She stood from her desk. “Let’s see, shall we?” The box in one hand against her thigh, the other on her revolver, fiddling with the holster she took steps past the desk, towards the bathroom.
“NO! Not that please! I’m being good for you Mistress, just let them go!” Dani stood herself, trying to balance on one leg like an ostrich. She hobbled behind Mistress. Desperate to catch up, but she always stayed two steps out of reach.
“MISTRESS PLEASE! They’re my friends! Please just let them go! I made a mistake I was bad, very bad, punish— correct me, teach me, but don’t hurt them... please don’t fucking hurt them.”
Mistress stopped a step from the door. And Dani caught up, hugging her waist, in some twisted plea, pressing her naked body against her hoping it would distract her enough she’d Give up.
“Mistress. Please!” Dani sobbed, her voice raw and shaking. “You can be so merciful, and I—I’m always so grateful when you show me that kindness. You didn’t betray me. I was wrong, I was stupid, I was blind! You only have eyes for me, and I—I only have eyes for you. ”
She clung to the woman’s back, knuckles white, trembling.
“Let’s just be happy. Together. In love. I’ll be whatever you want me to be. Whoever. Just… please! ”
Her words broke apart against Mistress’s spine. All she could do now was beg.
A breath escaped from Mistress. Steady, deep. Like the tension in her chest had released. “…Fine,” she murmured. “Let’s tell them the good news, then.”
Dani froze. “Really?” Her voice leapt up like a flame desperate for oxygen.
She clutched Mistress tighter, dizzy with hope. “Thank you! Thank you! I’m so grateful. Thank you, Mistress.”
Mistress turned the handle. The door clicked open with a soft, traitorous pop.
Dani expected voices. But there wasn’t.
Silence.
Neither Celeste nor Valentina came to the door.
Mistress guided her over the threshold, helping her limp across the tile. Their cots weren’t visible yet.
Dani stepped forward, hope blooming in her chest like something radioactive.
She called out, smiling.
“GUYS, YOU’RE GOING HOM—“
Her voice cracked.
Something in the air changed.
The smell hit first—iron-rich and dense, like rust and pennies and old blood in the back of the throat.
Mistress stiffened beside her.
Then Dani saw it.
Celeste slumped against the wall. A single, clean gunshot wound to the chest. Her eyes wide open, drained of their warm honey glow. Her blood darkened the fabric of her shirt beneath her, trailing down the side of the cot in slow, quiet streams.
Her arms hung limp.
Pale. Still.
Dead.
Dani’s mouth opened but no sound came out.
Then—Valentina.
Face down on the tile, her back torn to ribbons, a grotesque mess of stab wounds.
Rage had done this.
Rage, hate and something deeply personal.
A knife protruded from the back of her skull. Buried deep, like it belonged there.
Her hands were outstretched.
Reaching.
Reaching for Celeste.
Dani dropped to her knees.
Celeste must’ve died first. There was no terror in her expression. No confusion. Just stillness.
Valentina… Valentina died in agony.
Both of them lay sprawled across the bathroom tile.
Blood seeped from them like ink from a squid, the two pools merging in front of the vanity.
Silent. Thick. Final.
Dead.
Already dead.
Already dead.
“Oh, sorry, I neglected to mention I killed these two like an hour ago.” She scratched the back of her head like she made an oopsie... “You didn’t think I was going to kill them in this suit, did you?”
Dani retched.
It came from deep in her gut, the kind of nausea that twisted her organs into knots. She doubled over and vomited on the tile, her body rejecting the carnage before her eyes.
Gone.
Gone.
When Mistress said she would let them go, Dani had imagined plane tickets back to America. She’d pictured Celeste and Valentina holding hands in customs, adopting a cat, a yard with string lights and cheap lawn chairs. Happiness. The gay American dream, wrapped in soft blankets and safer futures.
Not this.
Not cold bodies and parted hands.
Not a blade driven through Valentina’s skull before she could reach the woman she loved.
They didn’t even get to die together.
Dani crumpled inward, holding her ribs like she could keep her soul from spilling out.
She hoped wherever they were, they were together.
Her voice broke.
And then it rose.
“You’re a monster!” she screamed.
She didn’t care anymore. Let Mistress drag her back to that black room. Let her be punished until her bones snapped. Dani had to say it.
Mistress didn’t flinch.
She crouched beside Dani, calm. “Me? A monster?”
She tilted her head, gaze narrowing. “I may have held the weapons, Daniella, but your words… your jealousy... they drove the blade. You killed them...just as much as me.”
“No—” Dani shook her head violently, her voice raw with disbelief. “WHAT IS THIS?”
Mistress rose.
She stepped back into the blood-slick center of the vanity arms out, graceful as a stage performer bowing after the final act.
“This,” she said, voice low and triumphant, “is Daniella's final act, my dear.”
Dani shook where she knelt. Her mind screamed against the truth, even as it unfolded before her.
“You got them killed,” Mistress continued. “Your tantrum did. Your need to be special. It’s fine to call me a monster, but be honest with yourself—we are monsters.”
She stepped forward, heels clicking off the tile like a metronome shredding Dani’s identity.
She placed the golden box beside her with eerie tenderness.
Then, without a word, she undid Dani’s collar. The familiar weight slipped away, and she tossed it deliberately into the pool of blood.
The silver tag bearing “Daniella” vanished beneath the surface, swallowed whole.
Her name, erased.
Her fault.
All her fault.
“But,” Mistress said, almost kindly, “you don’t need to live with that guilt. You don’t need to remain the girl who got them killed.”
She opened the ornate box.
Inside was a collar—not leather, not steel, but gold. Solid, seamless. Curved with surgical precision to the contours of Dani’s neck, polished to a mirror shine. Blood-red rubies inlayed around the surface, still gleaming as if freshly set. At its center: a pendant—a serpent coiled around a rose, its fangs buried deep in the flowers heart.
Mistress’s emblem the one Dani almost always saw her wearing.
Her crest.
And engraved in tiny, perfect letters, with laser precision. One name.
INES
Mistress lifted her. Dani's legs trembled, but she didn’t resist.
They stepped together into the blood. Towards the vanity, to the mirror.
The collar closed around her throat with a click—seamless, irreversible. The gold kissed her skin like a shackle made of light.
No way it had been made in the last two days...
This had always been the plan.
She had walked into it. Crawled, even.
To be Dani again would mean carrying the guilt.
Mistress had made sure there was no way back.
This wasn’t just a name change.
This was a transformation.
A death.
A rebirth.
“Beautiful,” Mistress whispered, sweeping matted strands of hair from Ines’s face. She kissed her cheek—cold, reverent. Their first kiss. Here. Among corpses.
“Just how you were always supposed to be.”
Then she drifted out of the room like a ghost, her footsteps fading.
And Ines—no longer Dani—stood there. In her place.
Motionless.
Alone.
Staring at the mirror.
Her reflection didn’t blink.
Blood at her feet. A golden collar around her neck. Two women dead behind her.
She didn’t know how long she stood there.
Then—footsteps.
Not heels.
Flats.
Three sets.
Behind her, a Russian voice. “Young Mistress…”
The maid who had taken her measurements on day one was standing over Alya's shoulder.
“Lady Ines,” she said. Head bowed in reverence.
Another, younger maid she hadn't seen before appeared beside her, glancing at the bodies, eyes shimmering with sorrow. “Madam Ines,” she whispered, uncertain.
None looked at Daniella.
None saw her.
Only Ines.
Her name hadn’t just changed.
She had.
From pet…
To accomplice.
And there was no way back.
Notes:
Sorry for two things...firstly to all the Celeste and Valentina fans.
Secondly, i'm sorry if the editing is a little funky, my laptop quite literally crashed and burned. (Okay not literally) but it broke... and I had to drive 2 hours back to my parents house to get my chromebook from about six years ago!
This thing is ancient! and giving me all sorts of problems. Didn't miss an update though. (Patting myself on the back)
But I hope you enjoyed the chapter. Let me know if you did!
Side note: I posted the first chapter of another fic ‘Mise en Place’ please check it out if you like my work! It won’t interfere with this work… so don’t worry.
Chapter 10: Young Mistress
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The blood was sticky beneath her feet. Not warm anymore, just thick and dark, clinging to the tile. Dani—Ines stood still, her arms slack at her sides.
Staring between the trio of maids that came in here, declaring her ‘Young Mistress’ and the bodies of her two friends. Dead.
Alya had said it like a vow... but it didn’t feel like one. She doubted they would listen to anything she said.
She didn’t speak as they moved around her. The three of them looked at one another pensively.
Ines flinched when Alya positioned herself under her shoulder and helped her hobble out of the pool of blood and nearer to the shower head.
Leaving bloody footsteps in her wake.
The older maid clapped loudly three times, and what could only be described as a gaggle of maids burst into the room.
Half a dozen at least... some seen around the villa by Dani —Ines, others not.
Eyes downcast, they were carrying a water basin. She flinched when it was placed at her feet, and a bit of hot water sloshed out.
A hand brushed her elbow. Fingers brushed in her hair.
[She’s afraid...] One of them whispered, not unkind but more like a diagnosis.
[Then do your jobs quickly.] Replied the oldest maid curtly.
A low stool was brought in, and she was pushed down onto it... not forcefully, but firmly enough to know if she tried to get up, they would repeat the action.
She sat because standing was harder. What could she do on one bum knee?
They wet her hair slightly and began combing through it slowly, untangling it, strand by strand. If she weren’t naked, in a bathroom with two dead women in it, and almost ten strangers looking at her, it’d almost be relaxing.
It wasn’t relaxing in the least.
Then the scissors and razor appeared.
“Stop!” She said, her voice hoarse. “No. Don't cut it.”
She jerked her head away wildly. Until she felt a grip on the back of her neck like a Boa constrictor.
Alya.
“Please relax. It will be over soon. Young Mistress.”
Snip
Snip
Locks of her hair fell to the floor.
[She said two inches. No more.] Came from the ringleader.
When the hair was swept away and Alya let go of her neck, they began to clean her.
She jerked at the first touch of the cloth. Warm, perfumed, deliberate.
Embarrassing.
“Please.” Ines whispered, “I can do it myself.”
“You’re not meant to, Young Mistress.” The youngest maid of the trio said.
She didn’t know where to look. She didn’t know how not to cry in this situation.
Strangers brushing her down like a horse.
Bathing her like a dog.
While calling her young Mistress.
Like she had power.
When she didn’t even have the power to wash herself.
She didn’t resist when a maid lifted her leg.
Not because she agreed.
But because she had already said no, and it hadn’t changed anything. Because her voice felt like ash in the back of her throat. Because if she spoke, she couldn’t pretend this was happening to somebody else.
And now the basin was in place, the towel folded underneath her, the silver razor glinting.
“Be still, Young Mistress.” A maid said gently. “It’s expected...”
Her breath caught.
Not requested.
Not asked.
Expected.
The first stroke of the blade across her calf made her flinch. Not from pain—the maid's hand was careful, practiced even, she flinched from the sheer idea that this was happening to her.
Not with her.
Her other leg followed, they worked in silence. Shaving her legs in tandem, one holding the blade, the next holding her ankle, and the third smoothing rose-scented cream onto her legs.
And then she felt them shift.
Fingers against her inner thigh. A pair of hands spreading her knees...
Her shame burned so hot it burned.
“NO!” She tried to slam her legs closed, but the women held them open.
But they didn’t stop. Just one of them muttering: “Mistress gave very specific instructions.”
The razor touched her.
She went still.
There couldn’t have even been much down there...
They shaved her like they were preparing a sacrifice.
Detached. Yet gentle, thorough. No malice. No pleasure. Just three women doing their job, the cold precision of people following orders.
They didn’t bring her a dress or normal clothes.
They unfolded the garment slowly: a black slip. Thin, sheer, edged with delicate lace. Too sheer to be modest. Too silky to protect anything.
“Wait,” Ines said, trying to wiggle away.
But they were already behind her, slipping the strap over one shoulder, someone holding her arms as they guided the fabric down.
It was barely clothing. She felt more naked with it on.
She caught a glimpse of herself in the vanity mirror as Alya helped her hobble out. Curls that used to graze her back, now at the midpoint of her neck.
The dark lace traced her hips. The neckline plunging far too low.
She looked like a doll.
A possession. Something that was owned.
“What’s going to happen to them?” Ines said, looking at the bodies. Her eyes drifting down from the mirror.
“... It’s always been customary here to burn dead—”
“No. You bury them. Together. One hole. Somewhere clean... Somewhere quiet.”
No one moved. No one said anything.
“I want them buried together.” She repeated, louder now. She was going to get this for them.
Still nothing.
She turned to the small assortment of maids. “You said I was Young Mistress. I wonder what happens if I tell Mistress you didn’t listen to me?”
A few of them noticeably shuddered. The ones that spoke or understood English did anyway.
She looked back at the bodies. Her chest felt hollow. Every second, they sat there. Decaying.
“Now!”
She yelled. And four of the maids sprang into action. Slowly lifting Valentina and placing her on the cot with Celeste.
They were actually doing it. Doing as Dani Ines told them. It took some threatening sure... but it looks like the role as ‘Young Mistress’ wasn’t purely ceremonial as she thought.
She thought being young Mistress was like when a celebrity got a key to the city, a nice gesture, but utterly pointless. They hadn’t listened to her earlier, though? So why now?
Maybe they weren’t going to listen to her at all. Maybe they were just going to take Valentina and Celeste outside and burn them anyway.
But even the illusion of choice. Of control, was more than she had before.
It was the only thing she had.
She wanted to see what else she could do.
She saw the young maid who walked in with Alya and the older one, who seemed to have some level of authority.
She spoke English well enough to call her ‘Madam Ines.’
“You,” Ines pointed at said maid. “Do five jumping jacks.”
Ines didn’t plan it. The words came out sharp, quiet, and ridiculous. She just wanted to see if she would listen.
The silence stretched as every maid in the room froze.
Then, without a word, the maid turned, straightened, and stepped into the middle of the room.
One. Two. Three. Four. Five.
She jumped, clean, silent, her expression never changing.
Ines stared.
She didn’t feel powerful.
She felt sick.
Mistress had truly made her some kind of Mistress junior. She had said her status would change when her name did... she just thought that meant they would feed her now.
Alya walked her out into the office. Feet cleaned and bare.
She, however, didn’t turn towards Mistress’s bedroom... instead steering Ines back into the corridor. The maid that Ines had made do jumping jacks following. Silently.
No one explained where they were going. Ines just knew her knee hurt.
“Can’t you carry me? My knee is killing me...” She asked Alya, who eyed over her shoulder at the younger maid trailing them.
“No. Mistress would prefer if no one carried her woman.” Alya said to her.
‘Her woman?’
Alya had just carried her, not even an hour ago...
So, Dani wasn’t her woman? But Ines is?
What's the difference between them?
A few inches of hair and a golden collar?
A name?
Wherever they were, the hallways were quieter here. Wider, lit with soft amber sconces and carpeted in the same velvet whiteness as most of the house.
The air smelled like something faintly sweet, almost chemical.
Ines limped, her right knee stiff and tender, until they reached a set of double doors at the end of a long hall. Ink black, tall, and the doorknobs solid gold.
Alya opened the doors unceremoniously.
The walls were a deep wine red. The fireplace was on and crackled low. The curtains were drawn shut, heavy and ornate enough to swallow the moonlight whole. At the center of the room sat an enormous four-post bed—black canopy, black silk sheets, pillows piled high.
No sign of Mistress.
No sign of anything personal. No clutter. No scent, other than what smelled like floor cleaner.
“She isn’t here?” Ines asked Alya, but the trailing maid answered.
“This isn’t Mistress’s chambers.” She replied. “It belongs to you, Madam Ines.”
‘What? Separate bedrooms like we’re a divorced couple living in the same house.’
It's not that she wanted to sleep in the same bed as Mistress tonight, but she wanted to see her. Mostly so she could yell at her...
For everything. For killing Valentina and Celeste. For having almost a dozen maids present while they bathed and shaved her privates.
For making her an accomplice in all this.
Just to see her face.
To see if she was sorry at all.
Alya helped her limp to the bed, while the other maid pulled the covers back. Alya knelt beside the bed as Ines sat, then swung her legs over slowly.
The mattress was cold.
“Someone will be here to look at your knee in the morning.” Alya said, taking a small bottle of ointment out of her pouch
Ines didn’t reply. Was she really spending the night here? Was a name change all it took to go from a cot to a luxury bed like Mistress’s?
Alya smoothed a cream onto the swelling of her knee with practiced fingers. It burned slightly, sharply, medicinally. Then a bandage.
And finally, the other maid drew the blankets up to Ines’s waist.
Alya stepped back, but the other woman remained...
A beat passed of the young maid not saying anything, when Alya was looking at her to speak. To explain.
Then, after a pause:
“My name is Rosaria. Mistress has assigned me to you.”
Ines blinked... “Assigned?!”
Rosaria bowed her head. “I’m your personal maid, Young Mistress.” she said simply without fanfare, ceremony, or any care about how Ines felt about it.
It felt final.
Dani Ines looked to Alya to see if this was true, and she averted her gaze...
“I-I would prefer Alya...” She didn’t know this woman, didn’t know if she could trust her whatsoever. Alya broke the rules, acted on her own. Did things Mistress probably would kill her for if she knew she did them...
Would this woman break any rules to help her? Defy Mistress for her?
“Not that I dislike you or anything.” She scrambled not to hurt the woman’s feelings.
“Impossible.” She replied. “Alya is already Mistress’s personal maid.”
Ines’s lips parted, but no sound came out. Her hands gripped the edge of the sheets, whitening her knuckles.
She looked at Alya again. Really looking this time... and Ines saw it, the distance. The stiffness of her posture. The way she stood out of reach, eyes downcast.
Alya didn’t speak in agreement to remain in Ines’s service, nor did she ask permission to stay. Mistress had already decided.
And nobody in this room had room to argue.
Rosaria remained by her bedside, composed and unreadable. Her black and white traditional maid’s uniform pristine, her dark hair braided and pinned. She looked little older than Ines herself.
“I understand this is an adjustment.” Rosaria said, not unkindly. “But I swear it to you, Young Mistress, I will serve you well. My instructions are clear.”
“Instructions,” Ines repeated. The word sour in her mouth.
She wasn’t being cared for.
She was being managed.
Alya was already moving. Already bowing.
“Sleep well, Young Mistress.” She said softly and turned. She didn’t look back. The door closed with a gentle click.
Rosaria bowed again. “Would you like me to open the curtains? Or remain until you fall asleep?”
Ines hesitated... she didn’t want to sleep.
Why couldn’t she have Alya? She wanted Alya... They were starting to open up to each other; she even told her about her girlfriend who got murdered, and she gave her water, against Mistress’s wishes. Cared about her in some way.
Rosaria moved silently to the curtains, drawing them back. Soft patches of moonlight filtering across the room.
Then, still and upright, she took a seat in the corner chair and folded her hands in her lap.
Waiting.
Watching.
Ines laid back and stared at the ceiling.
She didn’t feel like a ‘Mistress,' however, that was supposed to feel.
She felt like a girl wrapped in silk in someone else's bed.
The silence stretched long and cold.
“Rosaria?”
“Yes, Young Mistress?”
“Would you tell me...if Mistress planned to hurt me?”
Her answer came without delay.
“No.”
Ines turned and looked at the shadowy woman in the chair.
She pulled the covers over her head and tried to pretend she wasn’t there.
She jolted awake, in the bath, Alya expertly running a sponge over her back, warm water... lavender scented. She felt around her neck...
Velvet... not gold.
Was that a dream?
“Alya? Where Am I? What happened? Are Celeste and Valentina okay?”
Alya tilted her head in a fit of confusion. “I collected you from Mistress’s room this morning...” She said, slowly and kindly. “You’re alright now. It’s all over, okay? You're okay, Daniella.”
Dani exhaled. The tension beginning to seep from her shoulders. For once, she felt clean. Not just from the blood, but her body felt oddly light.
Alya brushed her fingers through Dani’s wet hair.
And Dani leaned into it.
“This is nice.” Dani said, eyes closed, embracing the warmth.
She heard the sponge dip again, and something thick being smeared on her.
She opened her eyes. The water was warm... too warm. The scent of lavender curling into iron.
She turned to look at Alya.
But Alya was gone.
In her place stood Celeste, her curls stringy and dark with blood, eyes pale and hollow. Her mouth hung open slightly... a hole the size of a golf ball blown in her chest.
“You let it happen.” She whispered.
Dani froze. “N-no, I didn’t—Celeste, I didn’t—”
“LIAR!” Celeste yelled, getting into the bath with her, her gaping wound bleeding into the water. “LIAR !” She repeated, sinking into the water, without a splash.
The water turned black.
Then Valentina rose from it. Taller than she remembered, shoulders rigid, face hard with betrayal. Knife protruding from the back of her skull. “You could have stopped her.”
“N-no! T-that's not TRUE! I tried, forgive me I TRIED!”
“You betrayed us!”
She tried to lift herself out of the bath, tried to move anywhere... but she was bound by unseen hands. She looked down, and the water had turned to blood. Thick and clinging to every pore.
And rising.
“You belong to her now.” Valentina said.
“You chose her.” Celeste’s voice echoed, though her body was gone.
“You killed us! YOU KILLED US! YOU KILLED US!” They repeated in unison.
Dani began to scream.
Valentina wielded the golden collar, snapping it shut around her neck. She felt the gold chill against her neck, the bite of it locking shut. Cutting off her breath—
“Hnnngh!” She jolted upright with a sharp gasp, lungs dragging in breaths like she had been drowning.
Sweat clung to her skin. Her heart pounded against the silk sheets. The room was dim with the light of early morning.
A dream... it was just a dream.
“Ines, I am Ines. Not Dani... Ines. Not my fault, it wasn’t my fault.”
She whispered to herself, trying to distance herself from the guilt... from the responsibility.
She rubbed her eyes and blinked, then her eyes landed on the chair...
Rosaria was still there.
Sitting in the same chair, posture still perfect, hands folded on her lap. Her expression hadn’t changed. Not a strand of hair out of place.
Ines stiffened. Her throat tightened.
“Were you...” She sat up slightly, voice scratchy. “Did you sleep there?”
Rosaria blinked once. “You never dismissed me, Young Mistress.”
Ines stared at her. “You mean you’ve just been...sitting there? All night?
“Yes.”
A beat of silence.
“Would you like to dismiss me now?”
“I—no, I mean... I don’t know. I just...” Ines looked away. She wasn’t going to finish the sentence; she was going to ask her if she was being creepy on purpose. Maybe it was her fault... maybe she was missing something.
She’d lived a normal life without servants, and she figured it was just common sense that she’d let herself out, but she didn’t know this kind of etiquette.
“I’m sorry if I kept you... And I'm sorry about the jumping jacks the day before.”
Rosaria tilted her head at the apology, as though turning over a foreign object in her mind.
“There is nothing to apologize for.” She said flatly. “You are the Young Mistress. You do not need to concern yourself with the comfort of your servants.”
She rose from the chair in a single smooth motion. No sigh, no stretch, no sign that she’d spent hours immobile. Her uniform still immaculate.
“I am trained to endure worse than a night in a chair.” She added, “And I've already forgotten about the jumping jacks.”
“You have?”
“No.” Rosaria said plainly, “But I have filed it under ‘irrelevant.’”
Ines laughed... nervously, unsure if that was a joke or not. It didn’t sound like a joke.
“Your schedule for today is light. The doctor will be here in a few hours, but you have nothing mandated before that. Would you like my assistance with washing up? Or would you prefer breakfast first?”
The thought that she was actually going to be fed breakfast made her stomach growl with need...but she was drenched in sweat.
“I’ll shower first.” Ines said, “...But I don’t need any help.” She winced as she pulled her knees up and threw her legs over the side of the bed.
She slid off the bed with a hiss when her right knee protested the movement and stumbled slightly. Unable to put much, if any, weight on the joint.
Rosaria was there immediately, steadying her with a cool hand under her arm. Ines allowed the maid to walk her over to the bathroom, her bathroom.
The bathroom was Marble galore, a shower and a bathtub that looked big enough to qualify as a jacuzzi, pristine tile, toothbrush, hair products, and lotions all set out.
“Thank you, Rosaria, I’m good from here...Go get some sleep, I’m sorry again that I didn’t think to dismiss you... This is all new to me.”
Rosaria didn’t let go immediately, her gaze flickering to Ines’s knee instead, then back to her face before she let go.
She didn’t acknowledge the thanks or the apology as if they were useless to her.
“I will remain outside the door.” She said, “Call for me if you need anything, you may not yet, but you will.”
She quickly bowed and turned, not waiting for Ines’s response, closing the door behind her with quiet finality.
The bathroom was silent now. She peeled off her slip from the night before and entered the shower...
It was Earthy, the floors made of a smooth stone, no tiling, instead grand slabs of marble and stone entwined. She turned it on and let the steam envelop her.
Her first hot shower in almost a week, she let the water cascade over her and drown out the world around her until the edges of everything blurred.
Ines stood under the water, motionless. She could still feel the heat of the dream on her skin, the blood, the guilt , the drowning sense of identity, slipping between Dani and Ines like two different lives sewn together wrong.
She breathed in slowly. Trying to remind herself of who she was supposed to be.
Ines.
Not Dani.
Ines.
Notes:
I was going to wait until tomorrow to post this... but it's done now, so why not just post it now?
Next chapter is still next Thursday/Friday.
Hope you enjoyed, let me know if you did.
Chapter 11: Hierarchy
Chapter Text
The name—her name- echoed in her skull like a prayer.
Ines.
When she finally emerged from the bathroom, hair damp and towel wrapped tightly around her, Rosaria was waiting outside the door just as promised. Not leaning. Not distracted.
Just... standing. As if Ines was in the bathroom for 30 seconds.
She offered no comment on Ines's flushed face.
Instead, she stepped aside and gestured toward the dressing screen she had set up beside the bed.
“I’ve laid out an outfit for you.” Rosaria said, “Mistress instructed that you be ‘presentable.’”
Behind it, hanging neatly on a small wall rack. Were three pieces.
A white cotton dress shirt, crisp and freshly steamed.
A charcoal gray skirt, soft, hemmed below the knee to hide the bruising on her knee.
And a simple navy cardigan, folded neatly beside a pair of all black slippers.
No bra or underwear...
Again.
“Uhm, Rosaria? Do I still not get any underwear?”
Rosaria didn’t blink. “There were no undergarments included in Mistress’s directive.” She said calmly, like discussing the weather with her. “Mistress believes comfort breeds complacency.”
So, she would be underwear-less for the rest of her days?
“Could I speak to her? Will she come see me?”
“No.”
Ines’s breath died in her throat.
Just that. One word.
No.
No explanation. No apology.
“She won’t come?”
“Mistress is occupied with her work.” Rosaria stood like stone. Composed, efficient, unmovable. “When you’ve healed, you will have your own duties.”
“My own duties?” She said more to herself than to Rosaria, and just as she anticipated, the maid did not answer.
Only looked at the clothes she had picked out.
“May I assist you in getting dressed, Young Mistress?”
“No... I can manage.” She said quietly, tired of strangers seeing her naked.
Rosaria bowed and excused herself, not very far... just to the other side of the screen, but it was a semblance of privacy, one Ines would take.
She managed the dress shirt and the cardigan well enough. She was full on ‘Winnie the Pooh-ing' it. Top half dressed, bottom half completely naked.
She should ask for help with the skirt, she knew she should...but it’s hard to ask for help when you’ve finally been given some small level of autonomy.
Since she’s gotten here, she’s had a choice in so little, been treated like a doll, had things done to her against her will...
Asking Rosaria for help was just aiding in the dollification.
She clutched the skirt in her hand and took a small, measured breath.
She did the shirt herself... she could do this.
The skirt, though, when she bent her knee to step in, her knee gave out.
It wasn’t gradual.
It was a sharp, biting collapse—her leg buckled, and she crashed sideways with a startled gasp.
A dull thump. A hiss of pain followed as she crashed into the screen and then the floor.
Before she could even gather her bearings, Rosaria was there. Ines hadn’t called for help, but the maid had moved the moment she heard the impact. Swift, silent, already halfway around the screen by the time Ines was trying to push herself off the cold hardwood floor.
“Don’t,” Rosaria said, kneeling beside her. Her voice even. Not alarmed, not cruel, not frustrated that she had asked Ines if she needed help several times.
Just there for her.
Ines froze, half-naked and humiliated on the floor, far worse than just asking for the initial help. She tried to speak, tried to apologize for causing trouble... but Rosaria had already slipped an arm beneath her and helped her up with effortless precision for a woman that was roughly the same size as her.
She didn’t scold or even question why Ines hadn’t asked for help.
“I thought I could manage.” Ines whispered, eyes wet with frustration.
Rosaria didn’t respond, only guided Ines to sit at the edge of the bed, picked up the skirt, and knelt again.
She didn’t ask for permission this time. She just worked.
One leg, then the other. No rush. Her movements were gentle but economical, like she was dressing a fragile doll...Ines didn’t know if she wanted to cry or disappear.
“I’m sorry.” And she meant it. She's bad at ‘this,' whatever it is—being a Mistress. She didn’t dismiss her, so she spent all night in a chair, and she fell over after Rosaria offered to help multiple times...
She must be exhausted from not sleeping, frustrated from Ines not listening to her, or letting her help. Yet she’s been nothing but gentle and patient.
And all Ines was doing was trying not to be the doll she already was.
“You have nothing to be sorry for. I told you, you’d need my help eventually.” She got up, brushing imaginary dust from her skirt. And walked back behind the screen.
“Breakfast is ready when you are, Young Mistress.”
Like nothing had happened.
The tray was set across her lap with quiet precision.
A linen napkin. A silver fork, a white porcelain plate with a golden trim. Holding a mouthwatering two-thick slices of French toast dusted with powdered sugar, a neat portion of soft scrambled eggs, and a glass of orange juice set off to the side.
Her stomach growled embarrassingly loud.
She barely chewed, shoveling a bite of egg into her mouth, then another. She didn’t care about looking regal or proper. She hadn’t eaten like this... in days? A week? The only thing she’d been given to eat was some fruit days ago.
She was scarfing it down like someone might take it from her if she ate too slowly.
Rosaria didn’t move. Didn't raise her voice. Just said flatly:
“You should slow down. You haven’t been eating properly. You'll make yourself sick.”
Ines paused mid-bite, blinking at her. “How would you—”
“I received a full report from Alya before I was assigned to you.”
Of course she had.
The eggs turned heavy in her mouth. She swallowed slowly, setting the fork down.
“She told you everything?”
Rosaria tilted her head slightly. “Everything relevant, peanut allergy, that you were dehydrated. That the only meal you’ve eaten since you’ve been here was some fruit.”
Ines imagined Alya left out the part where she was purposely trying to feed her peanut butter.
Among other things.
“Did Mistress tell you anything about me?”
Rosaria didn’t answer immediately, until, in the same flat, even tone, she said:
“No. You wear her family crest; it is not necessary.”
Ines ran her fingers over the snake and rose pendant that hung from her collar...so it really was a family crest like she thought.
But whose family?
“I’m not from her family.” Ines said, though she wasn’t sure who she was trying to convince.
Before Rosaria could respond, a knock at the door cut through the tension. Three polite raps. Precise. Professional.
Rosaria turned her head towards the door. “That will be the doctor.”
She didn’t ask permission to answer. She simply moved, footsteps soundless across the floor. The door opened no wider than it needed to, and she murmured something too low for Ines to hear.
Then Rosaria stepped aside, and a tall woman in a slate-grey suit entered, carrying a sleek black case.
She was willowy, with sharp cheekbones and long ginger hair tied back in an immaculate ponytail. Her tailored grey suit hugged her frame like it had been stitched around her body, and a stethoscope looped neatly out of her jacket.
“Young Mistress,” She greeted, offering a polite nod. Her voice was smooth. Ines wished she was better at placing accents because the woman was undoubtedly American, but she couldn’t discern where from.
“I’m Doctor McKay, I understand your knee is bothering you... Is that correct?”
Ines, unsure how to respond, looked to Rosaria, who stood by the door like a statue.
“Yes,” she said quietly. “My leg gave out, or my knee.”
“Right.” The doctor set down her case with a quiet click and crouched beside the bed, pulling on a pair of thin black latex gloves. “May I?” She gestured towards Ines’s knee, ready to examine.
Ines nodded.
Doctor McKay carefully lifted the hem of the skirt Rosaria had helped her into, folding it back just enough to reveal the bruising underneath.
She stopped her from pulling it back too far however, painfully aware that if she pulled it back anymore, she’d have a view of Ines’s vagina.
The doctor's fingers were gentle but precise, pressing along the swollen joint, watching Ines’s face closely. “Sharp pain here?” She asked, pressing the inside of her knee.
Ines hissed a “Yes.” Through the pain.
“That’s good, no nerve damage.” She said, nodding to herself. “How about here?” She pressed her knuckle to the outside of Ines’s knee.
“Doesn’t hurt as much.”
The doctor nodded, expression unreadable.
“You’re lucky, it’s not torn. Sprained, most likely from strain. The swelling appears to be what’s causing most of the pain and limited mobility. You'll be in pain for a few days, but with compression and rest, you’ll recover. Ice, elevation, and limited walking. No stairs.”
Doctor McKay turned to Rosaria. “I’ll need the brace from the second aid drawer. The one marked M.”
Rosaria moved immediately, slipping out of the room without a word.
Alone with the Doctor, Ines felt a little smaller.
The doctor’s eyes would occasionally drift over her collar, just for a moment... was she checking out the rubies inlaid in it? The name on it? Or the pendant that dangled just below her throat?
Her voice came out low, brittle, and a little more awkward than she would’ve liked. “Does everyone here know what this means?” she asked, grasping at her pendant.
Dr. McKay didn’t look at her right away. She was adjusting the length of gauze on the tray beside the table.
Finally: “You mean you don’t know who it represents?” She shook her head in disappointment, mumbling something Ines could barely hear under her breath.
“...You could at least tell the poor girl who she belongs to—”
The doctor exhaled through her nose, not quite a sigh. “That crest,” she said finally. “It isn’t decorative.” Her eyes flickered over the pendant again. “The crest is old. Older than most people realize, but everyone in this country knows who it belongs to.”
“Mistress?”
Dr. McKay gave a small nod. “In a sense.” She hesitated. “Her family, it’s her family’s crest...what you wear around your neck not only marks you as part of it. It marks you as claimed by the family and protected by it.”
Ines ran her finger over the pendant. Snake devouring a rose... could a simple crest mean all that?
Claimed.
Protected.
Possessed.
“Who are they? Who is this fami—” The door creaked open, interrupting them. Rosaria stepped inside, brace in hand, not a word spoken.”
Dr. McKay turned. “Perfect timing.”
That conversation was over. She didn’t know how it was possible to get so much and so little from a conversation at the same time.
The doctor wrapped her knee first and then put the brace on it. The brace was incredibly stiff, but not painful.
“No running, no stairs, and no attempts to show everyone how independent you are, for at least five or six days. At worst, two weeks.”
That earned a faint smile from Rosaria, more with her eyes than with any lips or teeth.
Dr. McKay disposed of her gloves and repeated everything Rosaria would oversee, ice on and off every twenty minutes, anti-inflammatory pills to reduce the swelling, and elevation of the leg.
She gathered up her kit with smooth, automatic motions. No more answers, no more glances at the collar.
Dr. McKay reached for the door, hand pausing on the handle.
“For my wallet’s sake, I hope you get injured twice a week...” She said flippantly. “But for your sake, I hope we never meet again, Young Mistress.”
The title landed between them weirdly.
And then she was gone.
The rest of the day passed in quiet monotony.
Rosaria administered the pills like clockwork, her voice never louder than necessary. She applied the ice, adjusted the brace, and propped up Ines’s leg with perfectly fluffed pillows.
Dinner.
Painkillers.
Ice.
A bath to end the day. One Ines took with burning cheeks and eyes on the ceiling as Rosaria revoked her shower privileges after she fell this morning.
There was no TV in the room. No phone. Not even a wall clock for Ines to stare at and count the seconds.
The house was a quiet tomb.
Mistress did not come.
That night, Ines dreamed she was back in the bathtub again. Only this time, Celeste’s blood ran thicker, staining the water like ink. Valentina’s hand reached for hers, but it was cold. Lifeless. She could move in this dream, but the bathroom door was locked.
She screamed, but only silence came out as Valentina clasped the collar around her neck once more.
She woke up in a panic, heart pounding, breath caught in her throat. Sheets tangled. Collar heavy. Rosaria already sat by her bedside.
“You were talking in your sleep.” She said plainly.
Ines didn’t ask what she had said.
Day Two
The second day, her body ached less, but the heaviness in her chest grew.
She was allowed to sit in an adjacent room; Rosaria called the sunroom for a short while. Rosaria helped her there, silent as ever. The brace hidden under a long skirt.
Ines stared out at the garden. The grass looked perfect. Trimmed. Controlled.
Not even the wind dared to ruffle the hedges.
“I didn’t kill them.” She whispered once, without prompting.
Rosaria said nothing.
That night, Valentina’s eyes followed her through the halls of the villa in her dream—Empty, endless, blood on the walls, the corridors going on forever but never leading anywhere. Celeste’s cries could be heard bleeding from the wallpaper. It ended how it always ended.
Valentina slapping the collar on her.
This time, the pendant on her collar glowed red hot. It choked her.
It burned.
She woke up with tears on her cheeks.
Rosaria was already sitting in the corner chair as if she’d never left.
Maybe she hadn’t.
Day Three
By the third day, Ines could walk short distances without help.
“Your balance is improving.” The maid commented, “The swelling has gone down significantly.”
Rosaria fed her soup that she didn’t want to eat. It tasted like nothing.
Mistress still hadn’t come.
Not even a shadow under the door at night. Not even a secondhand word passed to Rosaria.
That night, the dream was worse. Celeste was alive—but crying, sobbing into Ines’s lap, blaming ‘her’ over and over again. “Dani. Dani, why did you take her from me? What did we ever do to you?”
Then Valentina walked in.
Dead.
Not only dead, but each and every day...
She'd been decaying.
Rotting. Each night more.
Her skin was grey, and the maggots were feasting.
She had Mistress’s gun in one hand. The collar in the other.
“This is the future you chose.”
A shot rang out. Ines woke up screaming.
Her hand flew up to her collar. Still there. Still hers.
Rosaria stood by the door. No expression.
“I’ll prepare a calming tea,” she said softly. “And change your sheets.”
Ines curled in on herself, clutching the pillow. Voice raw. “Why won’t she come see me?”
Rosaria didn’t answer.
She never did.
Day Four
The fourth day dawned gray.
Rain tapped softly against the windows, and the garden was shrouded in mist. Ines sat with a blanket draped over her legs in the armchair; Rosaria had moved closer to the window.
Her knee throbbed faintly beneath the brace, but it wasn’t the pain that kept her silent. It was the ache behind her eyes.
Like she hadn’t rested in days.
Because she hadn’t.
Breakfast came she barely touched it. Tea followed. She drank it without tasting it.
Mistress still had not come.
Rosaria never commented on the fact that Ines was getting smaller and more silent by the day. She only kept the schedule. Medication. Stretching. Small walks around the room. A fresh blouse.
She combed Ines’s hair without prompting and braided it gently to one side.
Ines spoke only once that morning. “Thank you.”
Rosaria paused mid-motion, looking at her in the mirror. “You’re welcome, Young Mistress.”
That night, after the lights were dimmed and her room returned to quiet shadow, Ines couldn’t sleep.
She lay curled on her side, sweat drying cold on her skin. The dreams always came eventually. They would find her. Celeste’s sobbing. Valentina’s judgement. Blood in the water. Voices she couldn’t shut out.
She stared at the ceiling for a long time.
Then: “Rosaria?”
A pause. “Yes, Young Mistress?”
“Will you... Will you sleep in the bed with me tonight?” Her voice cracked.
Silence.
Not out of want. Not desire. Not anything romantic.
Just fear.
She couldn’t do it anymore. Couldn't keep waking up in a cold bed all alone, screaming into the dark, her hands wrapped around her collar like it was strangling her.
She swallowed. “I just don’t want to be alone. Just for tonight. Please.”
Rosaria stood.
Her footsteps crossed the room without a sound. Then the slight rustle of fabric as she lifted the other side of the blanket and lay down—still dressed in her uniform, hands folded behind her back. Body stiff but present.
“Do they blame you in your dreams, Young Mistress?”
“No. Not me.”
Rosaria didn’t speak again after that. She didn’t offer comfort.
Ines didn’t even think Rosaria closed her eyes.
But she stayed.
And for the first time in four nights, Ines didn’t dream.
Day Five
Ines woke slowly, her head tucked against the pillow, a quiet warmth at her back.
Rosaria was gone from the bed. The blankets on the far side were smoothed and unwrinkled.
No sign she’d ever been there.
But Ines remembered. She remembered sleeping. Dreamless.
Safe.
A small mercy.
It was still early when Rosaria returned from the hallway with a folded note in her hand.
Ines took it without a word. The handwriting was elegant. Precise. A single sentence.
You will come to me now.
No name. No time. No apology.
Her fingers trembled slightly as she set the note aside.
Rosaria was already in her wardrobe, pulling a skirt and a dress shirt out with a black cardigan. Heavy wool, despite the warm weather. No jewelry. No accessories, just the collar.
Rosaria did not ask if she needed help dressing. She simply knelt, waiting with the skirt held open, and Ines wordlessly stepped into it. The brace on her leg slowed everything down, but neither of them complained.
The shoes were polished and flat. Easy to walk in.
The maid turned back to the wardrobe, for one last thing...
A cane.
“W-what’s that for?” She asked, she knew it was a stupid question, but she hoped it wasn’t for her.
Even if it was an elegant matte black, she’s 23 years old for crying out loud.
“Young Mistress... there is a hierarchy of power here, and you are on it—you cannot show weakness by leaning on your maid.”
“You think I'm weak?”
Rosaria turned cane still in hand. Her expression unreadable as always. “I think you are recovering from both mental and physical injury.” She said evenly, “That’s not weakness. It's fact.”
She stepped closer, extending the cane to Ines’s hand like a ceremonial sword, instead of a tool for walking.
“But if you walk through this villa leaning on me...they will see it as weakness. And they will use it.”
Ines didn’t take the cane at first. She hated the idea of needing it. Hated the idea of what it symbolized.
This entire conversation stung.
The implication that she was weak...having to do a public show of strength to show she wasn’t hurting when she was.
That she was part of some ‘hierarchy’ to have to prove that she was the Young Mistress.
After a long beat, Ines took the cane. It was light, but solid in her hand. Matte black, with a golden snake’s head as the handle.
Of course.
She looked up. “So, I walk alone?”
The maid didn’t blink. “You walk ahead. You lead, I follow.”
She bowed slightly, then stepped aside.
And Ines, with her pride aching more than her knee, did just that.
Ines thought she hated the white carpeted hallways...until she reached the hardwood floored section.
She heard every click and tap of the cane as she walked on it.
Rosaria several paces behind her, whispering her directions—because there was no way in hell she knew where she was going.
Forward...Left...right...forward. She whispered directions behind her like some creepy tour guide.
A pair of maids rounded the corner. Ines didn’t recognize them, but they seemed to know her.
They froze at the sight of her.
Then, in perfect sync, they bowed at the waist. Hands folded neatly in front of their skirts. Heads lowered.
“Good morning, Young Mistress.” One murmured.
Ines didn’t respond. She didn’t want to be rude, but she was unsure if she was allowed to respond. When she and Mistress went for a walk, Mistress didn’t acknowledge them. Ines kept walking, one careful step in front of the other. The cane clicking softly beside her.
As she passed, one of the maids glanced up. Whispering followed behind as soon as they believed she was out of earshot.
She wasn’t.
[She’s using a cane.]
[I thought she was still confined to bed?]
[The doctor said she’d be in bed with that injury for a month! She’s tough.]
[Of course, Mistress wouldn’t choose a weakling!]
[Look at that collar. That pendant—she really is—]
Their voices disappeared behind the curve of the corner.
False rumors had spread already; the doctor had said two weeks, maybe . Not a month. The propaganda machine was already at work... making it look like her walking in the halls was some feat of superhuman strength.
And Ines had a feeling the main culprit of said rumors was the woman walking behind her. She was in the room when the doctor gave her diagnosis. She could spread whatever fake number she wanted that would make Ines look strong.
She wasn’t angry with her. But she wished she had told her she’d done something like that.
Ines kept walking. Chin high. Shoulders stiff.
She hated every step of it.
But she walked ahead.
And Rosaria followed. Silent. Unshaken. As if everything was going as she planned.
Rosaria moved past her when they arrived at Mistress’s office door. Knocking on the door once and then opening it when only silence followed. She moved to the side to let Ines enter first, but did step in behind her.
Mistress sat behind her desk. Hands folded in front of her, posture relaxed but alert. She didn’t rise, nor did she smile. She simply looked at her like she was evaluating.
Ines swallowed on instinct.
“Mistress,” she said softly, bowing her head just enough. Not sure if this was protocol. Not sure if this mattered at all.
The chair across from her desk was gone... this was a standing conversation for her...much to her throbbing knee’s chagrin.
Mistress’s eyes flickered between the collar, the cane, and Ines’s face. Landing on the cane.
“It’s nice to see that you’re walking on your own.” Her gaze softened. Warm almost.
Did it count as ‘on your own’ if you’re using a cane?
Ines stood up a bit straighter, unsure how to react.
“I’ve...been following your progress,” Mistress continued, rising from her chair with fluid, commanding grace. “Rosaria gives me a daily report.”
Of course she does.
Ines doubts Rosaria had any choice in the matter, but to know the days were being cataloged and surmised for Mistress filled her with dread.
“She tells me you’re having nightmares.”
Ines looked at the door.
Not the office door.
Not the door back to the corridor.
The door she’d been avoiding looking at.
The symbol of her guilt.
The bathroom door.
It was closed, no light pouring out of the small gap at the bottom. No sound, but the voices in her ear.
“You chose this. You chose her.”
“Dani, why did you take her from me?”
Her fingers tightened around the handle of the cane.
That door. That room.
The memories surged back too fast to stop, not just of what was...but the dreams mixed in. Fiction and reality blending. The vacant look in Celeste’s eyes. Valentina’s back cut like a birthday cake. The knife in the back of her skull, both women blaming her.
“You killed us!”
“NO! Not me!” She screamed at the door. “IT WASN’T ME!”
Ines’s throat clamped down. Her lungs felt like they’d been filled with water. Her heart started to thunder. Not just faster, but wrong. Offbeat.
She turned her head away, blinking fast. Her vision tunneling, the corners of the room blurring.
Mistress’s voice was saying something, but Ines couldn’t hear it over the buzz in her ears. Her fingers went numb against the cane, and her knees buckled, but she didn’t fall.
Just staggered backwards several steps like she’d been struck.
“I—I can’t—” She rasped. Pulling at the collar.
The door was just a door.
But it wasn’t. Not to her.
The cane dropped to the floor with a clatter.
She clawed at the collar like it was strangling her.
And then—
Mistress was there.
No commands. No thundering footsteps. Just a hand around her waist and one around the back of her head.
Guiding her down to the floor to lean against the wall.
Not restraining. Supporting.
“Ines.” A hand landed on her shoulder. Steady.
Warm.
“It wasn’t you. I did it. Let me carry that burden... okay? Darling?”
Ines squeezed her eyes shut. “It—There was so much—blood, I-I didn’t—”
“I know.” Mistress said.
“Get her some water. Now!” she said to Rosaria without looking at her.
Ines trembled beneath the woman’s touch, her head pressed into Mistress’s shoulder, breaths coming in short, ragged bursts.
Mistress didn't shush her, didn’t whisper platitudes.
She simply held her.
Not caring that Ines was dirtying her white blouse with her tears.
Rosaria returned within seconds, a glass of water in her hands. She offered it without a word.
Mistress took it, holding it to Ines’s lips without letting go of it completely. “Sip”
Ines obeyed. Her hands shook too hard to grip the glass, but she drank anyway, water spilling down her chin.
Mistress wiped the water away with the pad of her thumb. Her fingers lingered against Ines’s cheek. Cool, composed, her presence anchoring Ines in reality.
“You’re safe.” She said, not as a comfort but as a fact. “And no one, absolutely no one, living or dead, will harm you.”
Ines closed her eyes and let her forehead rest against Mistress’s
She wanted to believe her. She wanted to so badly her chest ached with it, but she got the feeling that if nobody shared her bed with her tonight, the nightmares would return, worse than before.
“Will you—will you stay with me tonight?” She could feel one of their foreheads heat up at the question.
Mistress didn’t answer right away.
She pulled her head away and replaced it with a hand threading between Ines’s curls like she was smoothing silk.
“If that’s what you want.” she said in a low murmur, “Then I'll visit you tonight.”
Ines breathed in quickly. Then let it out, shaky and uneven. The weight in her chest didn’t vanish, but it shifted...settled, just slightly, like a creaking house.
“I’m sorry.” Ines mumbled, “This whole trip over here was supposed to be a show of strength, and I fell apart.”
“You didn’t fall apart. You remembered. And your body did what it had to do. That is not weakness.” Her tone was firm. Final. No room for any argument.
“You don’t have to explain yourself to me, Ines. Not now. Not tonight. Just breathe.”
And Ines tried. For her, she tried.
Rosaria had already moved. Retrieving the cane from the floor, cleaning it with her handkerchief, like the office floor wasn’t clean enough to eat from. Like Ines’s hands were too good to touch something that was on the floor.
Mistress offered her a helping hand up, not impatient, waiting for Ines to take it on her own terms.
Ines hesitated for only a second before placing her trembling hand in the other woman's. The grip was firm. Grounding. She rose slowly, her legs unsteady beneath her, but she didn’t fall, not this time.
Mistress didn’t let go once Ines was upright. Just shifted their joined hands closer to her side, her other hand lightly brushing down Ines’s back. Anchoring her there.
“You did very well today.” Mistress said softly as Rosaria stepped behind them and offered the cane.
She took the cane with her free hand, and for a moment, they just stood there, Ines leaning into Mistress’s arm. The warmth of it. The calmness of it.
She didn’t know how long they stood there, only that it felt...safe.
Ines didn’t look at that door again.
Mistress gently guided her towards the corridor.
“I’ll be over to see you tonight, okay?” She reminded, and Ines nodded.
She left the Mistress’s office. Rosaria in tow, hoping for another dreamless night.
Later that night, Rosaria dimmed the lights without being asked.
She saw how much the trip to Mistress’s office took out of her Young Mistress.
And it wasn’t just the walk there and back that had tired her out.
Ines had never experienced something like that before... not being in control of her body, the voices in her ear. The memories flooding back of things she didn’t want to remember. She hadn’t spoken much since.
The sun had barely set, and she was half asleep.
Rosaria didn’t rouse her to remind her to drink her tea or for one last stretch of the leg.
Rosaria adjusted the blanket over Ines’s shoulders, checked the pillow under her brace, and turned silently towards the door.
But she didn’t make it very far.
The soft click of the doorknob came first.
Mistress stood in the threshold, casting a long shadow into the room. Still dressed, but with her sleeves rolled and expression unusually soft. Rosaria inclined her head and stepped back. Taking a step to go to her post in a chair by the window.
When Mistress stopped her.
“No.” She said flatly, “You can go.” Mistress said, dismissing Rosaria.
“Would you like my report first, Mistress?” The maid questioned.
“Written, and on my desk by tomorrow.”
Rosaria hesitated just a fraction. Before saying “Understood.” with a bow of her head. She moved soundlessly to the door, sparing one final glance at the bed, at the figure underneath the blankets, small and half curled, before letting herself out.
Mistress didn’t sit immediately. She moved first to the bedside table, brushing her finger across the rim of the untouched teacup. Still faintly warm. Then slowly, she lowered herself into the chair by Ines’s bedside.
Ines stirred.
Not fully, not with alarm, but someone pulled from the edge of sleep. Her lashes fluttered, and her voice came out groggily.
“You came...”
Mistress reached out without hesitation, using one hand to sweep a curl from Ines’s face and tuck it behind her ear, the other curling gently around Ines’s smaller hand. “I said I would.”
“Ines, tomorrow we’re going to take a nice walk in the garden together. How does that sound?”
She didn’t answer at first. Her eyes barely open, her body sunken into the mattress like it might swallow her whole.
But her fingers twitched in Mistress’s hand just enough to show that she’d heard.
“A walk...?” she whispered, voice sleep-drenched and uncertain. “I don’t know... my knee.” It throbbed at the very idea of stairs.
Mistress gave her hand a faint squeeze. “We’ll take it slow. It's beautiful out there this time of year.”
“Okay.” Ines murmured so quietly.
Mistress didn’t move to leave. She sat, still and composed. Her hand in Ines’s tracing small protective circles around her knuckles.
After a while, Ines’s breath evened out again.
Just before she fully slipped back into sleep, she spoke once more. A question. Distant and tired.
“Why do we sleep in different bedrooms?”
Mistress was quiet for a moment.
“Because I was raised catholic.”
Ines didn’t reply.
She was already asleep.
Chapter 12: A Walk in the Garden
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The morning sun bled softly through the windows, painting golden stripes across the foot of the bed. Ines blinked awake slowly. Her body heavy with sleep, but her chest lighter than it had felt in days.
Her hand was empty now, and she blinked to the chair beside her bed.
Empty.
Mistress was gone.
But on the bedside table where her tea had been, instead sat a note. Her name written across the front of it.
She sat up slowly, easing pressure off her braced knee. She reached for the note with careful fingers, unfolding it.
‘Ines.
We'll walk the garden together at 10 o’clock.
Rosaria will assist you. I've sent something for you to wear.’
Her thumbs hovered over the words, half scolding herself for the way her pulse jumped as she read them.
At the foot of the bed lay the dress Mistress had chosen for her.
It was a sundress.
Simple, elegant—soft ivory with narrow straps and a long flowing skirt that would hide her knee brace. Light enough for the early summer air, modest enough for a walk in a garden, and beside it, folded neatly, white cotton underwear. A matching bra.
Not ‘sexy’ by any stretch, but better than the nothing she was accustomed to by now.
Ines didn’t know how to feel.
Grateful? Privileged? Maintained?
She ran her fingers over the fabric. It was so soft, it almost melted beneath her touch.
Rosaria entered without knocking. Ines can’t remember if she has ever knocked before coming into her room. She moved wordlessly to the curtains, opening them wider than before. Letting more morning light in.
“The bath is ready, Young Mistress.” she said, seeing Ines had already found her note and clothes. “You have an hour before your scheduled engagement.” She added.
“Yeah, good morning to you too, Rosaria.”
Ines stared at the sundress a moment more.
Mistress had chosen it.
Like she’d chosen her.
And for the first time in a long while, she wanted to wear something just because someone else wanted to see her in it.
The bath had been warm, nearly too warm, and scented faintly with chamomile and other oils Rosaria never asked if she should put in. Now, standing in front of a full-length mirror with her newly acquired underwear clinging to damp skin, Ines held the sundress like a holy relic.
“Arms up.” Rosaria said behind her, slip already in hand.
Ines obeyed, something she was getting dangerously good at. It felt like she listened to Rosaria more than the maid listened to her.
The maid slid the fabric over her skin. Smoothing the silk down her, over her hips, over her underwear that was almost embarrassingly plain.
Then came the dress.
It settled over her shoulders like a breeze.
The sundress was ivory colored, soft as silk. The fabric caught the light in a way that made it glow, rather than shine.
The skirt flared gently, hiding the brace beneath it.
But it was the back that made her shudder. Rosaria stepped behind her, lifting her hair and adjusting the narrow straps.
The fabric dipped low—gracefully, deliberately—exposing her back to the base of her spine. Two slim ties crossed and knotted there, holding the dress snug while barring skin that hadn’t seen sunlight in weeks.
Ines stared at her reflection in stunned silence.
She didn’t look powerful. She didn’t look dangerous.
She looked...pretty.
Like a woman going on a date...
She shook her head to dismiss the thought.
This couldn’t be...could it? Mistress is just being nice, getting me out of the villa, trying to take my mind off things.
The sandals Rosaria fastened onto her feet were flat and white, the kind that laced gently around her ankles like a ribbon. Rosaria adjusted the last strap, then rose without a word, grabbing the now polished cane from its place by the door.
Ines hesitated.
She didn’t want it. Not in this dress. Not on what felt suspiciously like a date.
But falling over in front of Mistress seemed ten times more embarrassing than a cane ruining her outfit.
She took the cane without comment, trying not to let it ruin the light feeling in her chest.
“One last thing.” Said Rosaria as she began to dab perfume on Ines’s neck, wrists, and behind her ears. Ines knew better than to complain about the oddly cheap fragrance at this point.
She took one last look at her reflection. Ivory silk dress, flushed-faced, wide-eyed, before Rosaria opened the door for her.
Ines swallowed, the lump in her throat sticky as syrup. The cane was light in her hand, but it screamed with every step.
Rosaria walked a pace behind her, silent as ever, but close enough in case she stumbled. The halls were quiet. Morning sun pouring through the high windows, each click of the cane echoed louder than it should have, but not as loud as her heartbeat was echoing in her ears.
The stairs were wide, carved stone with a gentle curve. Not steep, but still daunting to someone with an injured knee, the type of stairs that if she fell now, she’d be seeing Dr. McKay again.
She made it to the bottom of the stairs somehow.
Well, she knew how.
Slowly, incredibly slowly.
“Where is everyone?” Ines inquired; she hadn’t seen a single maid in the halls, nor in her minutes-long trip down the stairs.
Rosaria, with a simple glance at the inside of her wrist, said: “This is around the time the slaves are fed, Young Mistress, most of the staff are busy preparing meals.”
Ines blinked.
The word slave twisting at her insides.
“Oh,” it came out more like a breath than actual words.
Ines didn’t ask any more. She didn’t want to know.
Not now.
She was a slave too, wasn’t she?
Only her chains were string.
Even if she knotted the string with her own hands.
She was still a marionette in silk.
Dancing to Mistress’s tune.
Yes, I'm a slave... just like the others. I don’t have a choice.
The cane clicked once more against the floor as they reached the oak doors. Rosaria opened them without a word; warm light spilled in like honey. The villa’s rear garden stretched out before her—endless, wide, and walled with ivy and hedges trimmed to knife-edge perfection. Patches of lavender, rosemary, and jasmine perfumed the morning air.
A gravel path wound between the hedges, tracing a small path toward a small marble pavilion in the center. It looked like something from another century, too beautiful to be real.
Just like the woman stood at the far end of the garden.
Mistress stood next to a bed of roses, half-turned from the sound of the door, sunlight catching her dark hair in waves. Sporting an ivory blouse of her own, the sleeves folded upwards neatly, deliberately, tucked into a pair of high-waisted black slacks. Simple but immaculately pressed.
Ines froze.
The garden behind her, the sun above her, her skin glowing in the South American sun. All these flowers around... but nothing bloomed quite like her.
It was unfair.
How is Ines supposed to believe she’s a slave when Mistress smiles at her like that?
Mistress didn’t wait. She stepped off the gravel path and made her way over. Each footfall measured, graceful. She stopped just short of Ines.
Her eyes swept down the dress, and up again, meeting hers. The smell of Mistress’s perfume wrapped around Ines like a hug. Amber and jasmine, something faint underneath, warm and expensive.
“You look radiant, Ines.” she said softly, more like it was a fact than a compliment.
Ines’s heart was going a million beats a minute. This is how dates normally start, isn't it?
She laughed under her breath, nerves bubbling up all at once. She brushed her hands down the front of the dress. “It’s this dress, it’s beautiful.” she said, avoiding the gaze from above.
“No.” Mistress’s eyes narrowed slightly. “It’s you. I picked the dress myself, of course, it’s pretty, but you’re beautiful.” Mistress tilted Ines’s head upwards slightly by the chin with a single finger, planting a small kiss on her cheek.
It wasn’t rushed. It wasn’t hungry.
It was intentional. Warm and slow. It left Ines trembling.
She forgot how to breathe.
Every nerve in her body lit up at once. Her cheek burned from the kiss, not in pain, but in a way that made her want to put her hand over it and never wash her face again.
Her lips had been so soft.
Ines took a shaky breath, barely registering the way her hands fidgeted at her sides. She could smell Mistress’s perfume on her skin, like it had soaked into her. She dared to glance up—Mistress was watching her with quiet amusement.
“Shall we walk?” Mistress asked.
Ines gave a jerky nod.
Mistress stepped to her side and gently placed a hand at the small of her back. Warm and steady. Guiding.
Her fingers rested lightly over the fabric of the dress. Just a few feet from her bare back. She could’ve held Ines’s free hand or put out her arm for Ines to grab.
No, she just had to wrap her fingers around Ines’s back, mere inches from her backside, and her bare back.
Eventually, she had to ask the question burning on her lips.
“Uh—Um, I-is this a... date?” She sputtered out like a dying car.
Mistress paused mid-step. The gravel crunched beneath her softly as she turned slightly. “A date?” She echoed, tone unreadable, not mocking or confirming.
Ines winced... she clearly read too much into it, her face flushed. “Sorry, forget I said anything. That was stupid. I just—”
But Mistress didn’t let her finish. She stepped away for the briefest moment, just enough to pluck something from the edge of a flower bed.
A single marigold, orange, gold, and bright. She returned quickly, soft fingers brushing a curl from Ines’s face as she tucked the blooming flower behind Ines’s ear with surprising gentleness.
Her fingers tightened around her cane; her legs became uncertain again as mistress tilted her chin with her thumb and forefinger.
And then.
Mistress kissed her.
Not the gentle, reverent kiss from earlier. This was different, passion personified.
Her hand slid to Ines’s waist, tugging her close enough that Ines could feel the warmth between them, the scent of her perfume was dizzying this close, the softness of her lips, with added hunger.
Added fire.
Want.
Ines gasped into the kiss, losing the rhythm of her breath completely as her hands scrambled for something to cling to.
One hand found the back of Mistress’s blouse, the other clinging to her cane like a lifeline. Her lips parted beneath the press of Mistress's. Her body melting like sugar in coffee.
By the time Mistress removed her lips, Ines was breathless. Her heart thundering in her ears, blood and heat rushing elsewhere in her body.
She opened her eyes but was greeted with a view of Mistress’s neck, as she was whispering in her ear...
“Does that answer your question, pretty thing?” She said, delivering a final kiss to her earlobe.
“I-I—Wha—” Ines stammered out, touching her lips, still feeling a hint of her Mistress on them. “I’m sorry, what was the question again?”
Mistress chuckled, taking Ines by the waist this time and continuing their walk. The flowers here were different. Roses instead of marigolds and carnations instead of tulips. Ines tried to concentrate on the flowers, on what Mistress was saying about said flowers.
She really tried.
But her legs were jelly, her brain was still rebooting.
Something felt like it changed for Ines... for them? Something big. The sun felt warmer, the flowers smelled sweeter. Even the birds chirped quieter, seemingly not wanting to intrude.
But Ines needed to know one more thing.
One hand brushing her lips, her eyes fixated on the pendant that hung from her neck. She cleared her throat and looked at the floor as she asked, “Why me?”
Mistress slowed, her footsteps a ghost against the gravel. “Why you...what?”
“Why did you choose me? Why do I wear this?” She gestured toward the crest, “Why am I wearing your family’s emblem?”
Mistress didn’t answer right away. She muttered something in Spanish under her breath that Ines didn’t quite catch. Her gaze drifted forward as she plucked a small rose from an archway. Finally, she asked, “Do you believe in fate, Ines?”
“I—” Ines blinked, caught off guard by the question. “I don’t know... I always thought life was random. Shit happens.”
Mistress nodded. “A fair answer. A lot of people think like that.”
“But not you?” Ines asked.
“No. Not me.” Mistress came to a full stop, her voice steady. “I don’t believe in coincidence. When I was a kid, it was called God’s plan. These days, people call it fate, destiny, the cosmos, the universe...” She looked over at Ines's eyes, unreadable. “I still think it was God who brought you to me.”
Ines flushed. Her heart thudded in her chest. Is she saying I'm her destiny? That we would’ve always ended up together?
Mistress’s expression sharpened. “Do you think you coming here was a coincidence?” Her voice was calm, but there was a mocking edge beneath it.
“You think the only lesbian plantation owner in Colombia just happened to buy the shipment you were in? That you’re that lucky?” she scoffed under her breath. “No. I'd call that a miracle. Because if anyone else had bought that shipment...” She trailed off, but they both felt the weight of the unspoken horror.
“You’d be a slave. Or worse.” Her voice dropped. “That’s not luck, it isn’t chance. That's divine intervention. That's God bringing you to me.” She stepped forward, cupping Ines’s face in her hands. “You belong to me, and I won’t let you slip through my fingers.”
Ines’s face bloomed as red as her olive skin would allow as Mistress stole a kiss. It wasn’t lost on Ines that Mistress didn’t answer her question... not really. None of that explained ‘Why her?’ Why she was wearing the crest?
Mistress dodged the question for a reason. But for some reason, Ines found herself unbothered about it...
Maybe it had something to do with the most beautiful woman she’s ever seen declaring Ines was basically the center of her universe, maybe it was the soft lips on hers.
The hand at her waist, the intoxicating smell of Mistress enveloping her.
She knew she should fear this woman... fear any woman that swears she belongs to her, but with every kiss, her brain factory reset like an iPhone.
Ines’s lips still tingled as they pulled apart, her knees wobbled a little as she opened her eyes. That's when she saw her.
Rosaria.
Ten paces back. Straight-backed, motionless, eyes respectfully adverted.
She leaned into Mistress’s chess. “H-has she been there this entire time...?” She whispered to the woman still holding her by the waist.
“Yep.” She hummed, petting Ines’s hair. “She’s tasked with staying with you and protecting you; she won’t be leaving your side often.”
Protection?
If she was worried about Ines’s safety, shouldn’t she assign her Alya? Rosaria was maybe an inch taller than Ines, and skinny, not as skinny as Ines, but she didn’t look like the type who could overpower anybody.
“Breakfast will be ready in the pavilion by now, Mistresses.” Rosaria said, walking past them, only to lead them to the marble structure.
Mistress found the small of Ines’s back again as she led a flustered, confused, and embarrassed Ines to a meal together.
The shade beneath the stone canopy was cool, and a small, white-clothed table had been set for two. Sliced fruit glistened on fine China, steam rose from a silver teapot, and a small tray of pastries waited in silence.
Rosaria poured tea without prompting, bowing her head slightly as she served Mistress first and Ines second. She didn’t ask what they wanted. She already knew.
Then she stepped back, hands folded, retreating to a polite distance.
They ate in silence. Or near to it, as the birds began chirping again. Mistress sat across from her, studying. How much she ate, what she liked, what she didn’t, what fork Ines used and how she used it...
Mistress wasn’t very happy with some of Ines’s etiquette, but how was she to know which was the correct fork for eating fruit? Which spoon was the correct option for stirring sugar into her tea?
She saw it in Mistress’s eyes. The disappointment, the tilt of her brow. No words, just the silent reprimand of Ines being dissected like a frog.
“Forgive me,” Ines said under her breath.
Mistress hummed softly. “You’ll need lessons. Eventually, we’ll be eating out at some fancy places, with people that care about stuff like this.” Her gaze flickered over Ines, her gaze piercing as she set down her tea. “And you won’t embarrass me.”
It wasn’t a question or a request.
No room to argue. No room for her own will.
“BUT—you’ve been very good thus far, Ines.”
She blinked. “I-I have?”
Mistress gave the smallest of nods. “You’ve obeyed; you haven’t left your room at night. You haven't asked Rosaria to help you escape... that deserves rewards.” Mistress glanced towards the hedges and, with a small wave of the hand, summoned a maid from the shadows. Not Alya. The woman bowed and disappeared down one of the paths.
Ines thought the door to her room was locked at night... that’s why she didn’t even try leaving her room, not that she had dreams of escaping, but because she wanted to explore the villa. So, Rosaria didn’t have to whisper directions behind her.
Escape seemed almost suicidal. Mistress had painted the picture better than Van Gogh, that even in the impossible scenario, Ines could get herself out of the compound, she’d just be turned in by the police.
And who knows what Mistress would do to her after she was returned?
“Your first reward. I’m going to allow you to leave your room at night. After your leg heals, of course.” Footsteps began to approach. Lighter than boots, heavier than slippers. “Ah, your second reward is here.”
And Ines saw her.
Lindasy.
She looked... different.
Healthier
Still brown haired and emerald-eyed, but three fingers on her left hand were bandaged and splinted. She wore a light linen smock, hair braided back, a single glove attached to her waist, and a small sunhat sat atop her head.
She was marched to the pavilion but not past Rosaria, who was standing near the entrance.
“She helps the gardeners tend to the grounds now.” Mistress said, voice measured. “Because you behaved... because you saved her. She draws breath because you’ve been obedient, Ines.”
Ines’s throat went dry.
I saved someone... she’s alive because I was good.
Ines had thought she was dead for sure. After what Daniella did... had done, she thought Mistress would’ve had all her fingers broken or just killed her.
Daniella couldn’t save her friends, but Ines could at least save someone. She didn’t know if she felt more pride or guilt, whatever it was that thumped against her ribcage like a bird trying to get out.
Mistress turned her gaze toward Lindsay; a contempt filled her eyes that Ines hadn’t seen before. “Don’t you think you should thank your Mistresses for saving you?”
Lindsay’s jaw clenched. Her lips parted like she might spit at them, like she was going to say something cruel and stupid. But then she looked at Ines.
Not Mistress, not Rosaria.
Just Ines.
“Thank you, Mistress.” She said finally, monotone and dry. Whatever sharpness she had on the edge of her tongue dulled.
Mistress’s brow arched faintly, as if daring her to say something out of line. Lindsay didn’t take the bait. She remained glaring at Ines, something stubborn in her eyes that said this isn’t over.
Seemingly satisfied with that, Mistress dismissed her and the maid who brought her here with a flick of the wrist. Ines watched as the two disappeared down a small gravel footpath.
Ines was a little confused about what Lindsay wanted from her.
She had saved her. Gotten her a nice job, probably better conditions than every other slave here.
Why couldn’t she just be grateful?
And then Mistress stood.
“Come,” she said gently, her expression softening. “There’s something I want you to see. Your third and final reward.”
The walk resumed, slower this time, no hand on her back. Mistress held her hand instead, fingers entwined as she led them through archways and past trellises, the garden getting quieter with every step. Until they reached a shaded alcove where the hedges bowed inward, framing a small clearing.
It wasn’t marked with any grandeur.
Just one simple grave.
Beneath a young tree. Flowers were planted beside the grave: lilies, orchids, daisies, all planted carefully beside and around the base of the grave. A small plaque stood nearby, unobtrusive, it read:
‘This sight was commissioned by Young Mistress Ines.’
The headstone was clean, polished, engraved with care.
‘Valentina & Celeste.
Together in life, together in death.’
Ines froze. Her breath caught in her throat.
She hadn’t known if they had listened to her, buried them like she’d asked. Some part of her assumed they’d been burned, that nobody cared enough to do as she had told. Not only did they do as she asked...but it was beautiful.
This was care.
This was memory.
Mistress didn’t speak. She let Ines soak it in. Let her walk forward, slow and halting, until she stood at the edge of the stone and dropped to her knees. Her hand brushed the engraving.
She didn’t cry. Not at first.
But the silence broke her. The clean air. The garden. The fact that they were together even now. That Mistress agreed with her that they deserved that at least.
When the sob came, it was quiet. No outburst. No wailing. Just the silent cry of a woman with no words for the grief in her chest and the sorrow coming out of her eyes.
Mistress stood behind her. Gave her time.
Only when Ines’s shoulders started to shake did she kneel beside her, rubbing a hand on her back, her voice quiet.
“You got this for them.” She said, pressing a kiss to Ines’s temple.
Ines nodded through the tears, though she was unsure it was true. Even if it was, it wasn’t enough. Not nearly enough.
Ines leaned into her. Not out of obedience. Not because she had to. But because it was the only warmth she had left.
They knelt together in the quiet, birdsong drifting in and out in soft, aimless melodies around them. Time passed slowly.
Eventually, Mistress stood. And Ines followed, slower, her eyes lingering on the grave.
As they turned back toward the garden path, Ines didn’t let go of Mistress’s hand.
She didn’t look back either. Because she knew there was nothing else Ines could do for them. Daniella had killed them.
But Ines, she made sure they were together for all of eternity.
Mistress didn’t rush her on the walk back.
They took the long way, circling the garden once more. Ines said very little, her brain racked somewhere between grief and gratitude. The sun had climbed higher, casting more light and heat on the gravel paths.
Mistress walked her back to her room, with no complaints. She didn’t even groan at how slowly Ines went up the stairs.
At her door, Mistress turned to face her.
She didn’t speak. Not at first. Just a look. Her gaze trapped on Ines’s lips and lingered there.
Then she kissed her.
Harder this time. Deeper. Her mouth claimed Ines’s like she’d been waiting for this all morning. Her hand slipped into Ines’s hair, tugging gently, angling her head just right. The other pressed firm against her lower back, pulling her forward until their hips touched... until there was no room to slip a piece of paper between them. Only the soft gasp that escaped Ines’s lips as Mistress’s tongue flicked across her bottom lip, coaxing it open.
Ines didn’t resist. She couldn’t.
The tongue swept in. Commanding, tasting, claiming. While Mistress moved her hand down the curve of her back and settling boldly on her ass, squeezing through the fabric of the sundress.
Ines whimpered into the kiss. Her fingers clung to Mistress’s shirt. Her hips pressed forward on instinct before she could stop them; her body was moving with primal levels of want.
She moaned softly and helplessly into Mistress’s mouth.
By the time they broke apart, Ines’s lips were kiss swollen, her cheeks flushed. Her breath shaky. Her thighs pressed together in necessity.
And she was going to ask something shameful...
“I... I think I'm going to get in the bath.” She murmured, dazed.
Mistress arched an eyebrow. Wondering where this was going.
Ines swallowed, trying to gather her courage.
“Would you... Would you like to join me?” She added, quieter, staring at the floor. Awkward, almost shy.
Mistress smirked. That slow, dark smirk Ines saw often when she first arrived. An added look of satisfaction in her eye as she brushed her thumb against Ines’s lips.
“Not tonight, darling.” She said softly. “You’ve been rewarded enough times today.”
And just like that, she turned and walked away. Leaving Ines frozen in front of her bedroom door.
Ines was not just frozen; she was mortified. Her skin flushed hot, her stomach hollowed as she turned to watch Mistress walk away, and she found Rosaria standing there quietly, expression unreadable, hands folded. Ines had forgotten she was there.
Again.
This might be the most embarrassing moment of her life.
She just got turned down for sex... in front of her own maid. She had to resist the urge to melt into the floor as Rosaria opened the door for her.
Rosaria closed the door behind them without a word as Ines collapsed face-first onto the bed with a dramatic groan. She muffled a small scream into a pillow.
“Shall I run you a bath... Young Mistress?” The tone of her voice wasn’t mocking, but it sure did feel mocking.
“Be honest,” Ines mumbled into the mattress. “On a scale of one to ten, how embarrassing was that?”
“A strong nine, Young Mistress.” She didn’t hesitate.
Ines threw her face back into the pillow. Groaning like she’d been shot.
Notes:
This was supposed to be a small 2000-word date chapter. A simple walk in the garden, and now it's over double that size with me setting up some pretty major events... haha
Let me know if you enjoyed it.
And as always, thank you for reading this far!
Chapter 13: Touch-Starved Pervert
Notes:
Firstly, thank you all for over 200 kudos!!! Your support means the world to me, and I truly appreciate each and every one of you.
Secondly, for the people who have been waiting for some smut, this chapter has a lot of it.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The bath didn’t help. Neither did the tea Rosaria left steaming by her bedside.
Ines lay awake.
She tried sleeping. Tried turning over, over and over again, as if the right position might banish the heat curling in her stomach.
It hadn’t.
Mistress’s kiss lingered like a brand. The weight of her hands, the feel of her tongue. She missed it.
And worse.
Worse than any rejection.
Worse than Rosaria’s brutal honesty...
Was the truth.
She wanted more.
God help her, she wanted Mistress to touch her again. To grip her ass again. To kiss her harder. To push her down and—
Ines rolled over with a groan, burying her face in the cool pillows, as if they would smother the lewd thoughts.
She was spiraling. That was the only explanation. From accountant, to caged to pet, to the world’s horniest lesbian. She knew she had a high sex drive... she did. It's why she’d owned more toys than a daycare, but the want was just different here.
The hunger to be touched.
She must have dozed off at some point, because when the door opened, she didn’t hear it.
She only felt the shift of the air.
Soft footsteps across the hardwood. The creak of her Mattress.
Mistress was there. Sitting at the edge of the bed, one hand tracing lightly down Ines’s arm.
The only light in the room was the flickering of candles, casting eerie shadows across the walls. Mistress’s eyes gleamed in the half-light. She gave Ines a smoldering gaze of desire.
She could feel the warmth of her breath, a gentle caress that sent shivers down her spine. “You’re mine,” Mistress murmured, her voice a seductive purr that seemed to shake Ines’s very core.
Ines’s heart raced as she looked into Mistress’s eyes and found a hunger that matched her own. Her body responded before she did, arching itself toward her slightly.
Mistress’s hands were on her in a flash. Tearing away the slip in one smooth motion that made Ines understand why she wanted her in such a garment. Her breath caught in her throat as the fabric fluttered to the ground. Exposing her trembling flesh to the candlelight and cool air.
“When you asked me to bathe with you, I had to walk away, or I would’ve indulged in you right then and there. Did you ask in front of Rosaria because you wanted her to watch?” She snickered, not waiting for Ines to answer before pushing harder, “Or did you want her to do something more...?”
Ines’s lips parted, but no sound came out... the idea that she wanted to have a threesome made her core pulsate in a way she couldn’t hide.
Mistress couldn’t hide her smile either, at watching Ines squirm, as she imagined all the hands pleasuring her. A threesome meant enough hands for someone to pull her hair, choke her, spank her, and play with her nipples.
The fantasy of it. God, the fantasy of it all.
Mistress’s teeth gleamed in a combination of moonlight and candlelight as she leaned in to claim Ines’s mouth. The kiss was everything Ines fantasied about, now that they were alone, they were rough, fiery kisses, filled with tongues and teeth clashing, and bitten lips that left her gasping for air.
Her body melted into the firm embrace, every inch of her skin craving Mistress’s fingers. The sounds of fabric sliding against skin filled the air as Mistress removed her clothes, revealing a sculpted form. Toned, but not overtly muscular. One that left Ines’s eyes wide with longing.
With a gentle shove, Ines found herself on her back. She could almost feel the heat coming from Mistress’s body, the softness of her skin. The hardness of her nipples brushing against her own.
The weight of their bodies pressed together was exquisite. Mistress was pressing Ines into the mattress like they could become one.
“You're so beautiful.” Mistress whispered, her breath hot against Ines’s neck, sending waves of pleasure down to her core. Her eyes fluttered shut as Mistress’s mouth traced a path of fire down her body.
She could feel the wetness between her legs, the ache for more growing with every touch. Her breath hitched as Mistress’s teeth grazed her nipple, a sensation so intense it was almost painful.
“Please,” she begged, not even sure what she was asking for. Just knowing she needed it. Needed something.
Mistress’s chuckle was low and dark, a sound that meant nothing good for Ines. “What do you want?” she taunted, her voice a sweet, tempting whisper. “Use your words... Tell me. ”
“I want...I need you to...to...” Ines couldn’t find the words. Her mind was going blank under a whirlwind of desire. All she knew was she wanted Mistress’s touch, wanted it more than anything she’d ever wanted in her life.
And then she felt it—mistress’s hand sliding down.
Down until it reached the dampness between her thighs. Ines gasped as a finger slid inside her, slow and sure. Filling her up in a way that made her toes curl and body shudder.
“YESSSS!” She hissed, her hips bucking to meet the intrusion. The rhythm grew faster, more urgent, as Mistress’s thumb became to circle the sensitive nub of Ines’s clit. She could feel the tension coiling tighter and tighter inside her, a spring ready to snap at any moment.
Her body was on fire, the pleasure threatened to swallow her whole. And then a cry that seemed to tear from her very soul.
Mistress’s mouth found hers again, swallowing the sound, as Ines’s hips bucked wildly against her hand. The pressure grew, her walls clenched around Mistress’s invading digit, and then she was falling, screaming into the kiss as her orgasm crashed over her.
She shattered; her climax ripped through her with the intensity of a tornado. Her back arched off the bed as the wave of ecstasy washed over her, leaving her trembling and gasping for breath.
Mistress held up her hand, fingers coated in a sticky-sweet mess. “Look at what you’ve done, my fingers are all dirty, pet.” She whispered, her voice silk against Ines’s sensitive ears.
Her heart raced as her Mistress brought the fingers closer, the scent of Ines’s desire thick in the air. “Lick,” she ordered, thrilling and terrifying Ines all at once.
Ines leaned in, her tongue darting out to lick away the evidence of her own passion.
The taste was intoxicating, making her want more. Mistress watched with a wicked glint in her eye as Ines eagerly obeyed, as Ines made herself gag on the fingers. Drooling at the idea of pleasing her Mistress.
As she cleaned the final remnants of herself off Mistress’s finger, the world around her began to crumble like ash. The candles went out, the soft patches of moonlight disappeared, and Mistress’s body became nothing but a phantom weight on top of her.
Ines’s eyes snapped open, the realization of her solitary state crashing down on her like the cold shower she needed.
Her thighs were drenched, sticky with her own arousal. The scent of her desire filled the room, a stark contrast to its normal fragrance of minty tea and floor cleaner.
The sheets clung to her like a second skin; her slip that she wore to bed was ruined, a tangible reminder of the passionate encounter that had been nothing more than a vivid illusion.
An embarrassing wet dream.
With a shaky hand, Ines reached down to touch herself, her fingertips coming away wet and slick. The sensation sent another jolt of pleasure through her, a ghostly echo of the orgasm she received in the dream.
She bit her lip, trying to hold back a moan as she felt the emptiness that the dream had so effectively filled. Her breathing gradually slowed, the bedroom coming more into focus. The room was quiet.
Ines looked around once just to make sure Rosaria wasn’t stalking in some chair.
She wasn’t.
Ines lay there for a moment, trying to process what had just happened. It was a dream, she knew that.
But the ache between her legs didn’t care much for the distinction between fantasy and reality. Her body demanded to be satisfied.
Her hand moved of its own accord, sliding over her stomach and down to the throbbing heat between her legs. She hesitated for a moment, then gave in; her fingers slipped inside herself.
The sensation was nothing like the dream—no gentle touch, no skilled mouth, but it was something... A poor imitation of the release she found in her sleep. Like asking for a PlayStation for your birthday and your dad coming home with a ‘Gamestation’
Her movements grew more frantic, her hips rising to meet the fingers curled inside her. The need was still there like a ravenous beast demanding to be fed.
Ines’s thoughts were a blur, a chaotic cocktail of desire and need. The burning question in the back of her mind, what would it be like if Mistress were truly here, if the kisses and touches were real?
What if Mistress walked in right now?
The question, the fantasy, sent her spiraling into her climax.
A silent scream that sent her entire body convulsing. Her hand fell away from her slick folds, and she lay there, trembling, her chest heaving with each gasping breath. The room was spinning around her. The aftershocks of pleasure making it difficult to think straight, the heat between her legs returning already.
Begging for more release.
Ines knew she couldn’t avoid the truth any longer. She craved Mistress like she was in heat. She didn’t just want her touch.
She needed it.
The thought terrified her; she wasn’t sure she’d ever be able to go back to her normal life.
Or if she even wanted to.
Days passed, and her nightmares of Celeste and Valentina were no more. That should’ve been a good thing, it really should have...
But not when the alternative was a nightly wet dream. Every day was the same: wake up drenched in her wetness, touch herself, remove the sheets from the bed discard the slip she wore to bed the night before.
And hope, hope against hope that Rosaria believed her when she said it was sweat. At worst, maybe she’d have to lie and say she was still having the nightmares, lie and say she was wetting the bed...
It was less embarrassing to her somehow than the alternative. Telling her maid, she was in heat like a cat. Fucking herself silly every morning. She was having trouble looking at Rosaria as it stood, and not looking at her.
The dreams had escalated, from her one on one’s with Mistress to Rosaria staying to watch, threesomes, foursomes, orgies, followed. Each and every morning she woke up wetter.
Needier, she didn’t just touch herself in bed anymore. It expanded to the shower, morning, and night. With the memories of the dreams lingering.
She couldn’t look Rosaria in the eye anymore, not after a dream where the maid dutifully licked her Young Mistress’s folds like they were an oasis in a desert.
She couldn’t look at her, not when the night before in her dreams she’d fantasized about her licking her right nipple. While Alya took the left, while maids she didn’t even know the name of and had only seen once pulled her hair, spanked her, put their fingers in her mouth, kissed her neck.
While Mistress—
Mistress hadn’t come and seen her again since their garden date. Rosaria said she was busy with work, and Ines was to focus on the last days of her recovery.
Which was going...fine if she had to say anything about it. She could walk without the cane now, and the brace was coming off today. Her knee only hurt when she went upstairs too fast, or down them too slow.
But she’d take that over being stuck in bed all day. With nothing to look at but Rosaria, and wonder what she had going on under that uniform, Ines was starting to hate. So obstructive, the only place it was tight was around the waist.
Ines shook her head. Trying to stop checking out her maid.
Rosaria, of course, didn’t notice. Or if she did, she gave no sign she did. It was late in the evening, and Rosaria was kneeling at Ines’s feet, her fingers working briskly at removing the brace.
“Brace off today,” she said without ceremony. “Mistress approved this morning.”
The familiar latches clicked open one by one, the weight of it lifting from her leg. It felt slightly strange to have it off, like something was going to change because of it.
Ines flexed her knee tentatively.
A little stiff, but free.
Rosaria stood and carried the brace to a wooden box on the other side of the room. Ines licked her lips as she watched the subtle sway of the maid’s hips.
Then she returned, silent, and offered something unexpected.
A folded square of parchment.
Ines blinked. “What’s this?”
Rosaria didn’t explain. Just handed it over. Ines opened it slowly.
A map.
Clean. Sparse, it showed the second floor of the villa, drawn in steady, precise lines. An ‘X’ marked the room she was in now with the words ‘You are here.’ Her bedroom at the end of a long corridor marked as the East wing.
A second X on the opposite wing was labeled ‘Mistress’ simply.
Two staircases were marked with arrows. No other rooms were named, no labels for kitchens or libraries. Just walls, doors, and mystery.
“You’re permitted to explore at night now.” Rosaria said calmly. “Starting this evening.”
“Really?” Ines looked up from the map, surprised. Mistress had said she’d be able to leave her room at night as a reward once her knee healed, but she didn’t think she meant the same day the brace came off.
Rosaria nodded. “Mistress trusts you’ll respect the boundaries she’s put in place. Firstly, stay on the second floor. Next, you do not go into her chambers uninvited.”
It felt like the words she left out were just as important as what she said.
Ines stared back down at the map, room after room. She didn’t count them, but there appeared to be close to 30 in total, with the only two labeled ones being the Mistresses' bedrooms.
It was permission to immerse herself in this world. The one Mistress built for her.
The one she dragged her into.
One hallway at a time.
“I will be leaving now, Mistress requested you explore without assistance.” She bowed and stepped to the door, adding one last thing. “If you require something, I'll be in one of the unmarked rooms.” And then with the same quiet steps as always, she vanished down the hall.
Ines could barely contain herself. She had something to do, even if it was just busy work, a scavenger hunt, or a wild goose chase for no reward.
It was something to do that wasn’t sitting in her bedroom rubbing her thighs together...
Not even 30 minutes later, Ines was in the halls, brace-less, a pencil hanging from her ear, the map in her hands like she was Marco Polo charting new lands.
She didn’t know where to start, from closest to her room and work her way out, or from farthest away first and work her way back to her room.
The hallway was dim, lit only by sconces casting soft amber pools of light on the floor. The villa was different at night. Less mansion-like, more like a crypt. A secret.
She paused at the first door; she’d been in here before; the sunroom is what Rosaria called it, it was elegant and mostly empty, a few nice leather chairs to sit in, a lamp that was switched off.
Ines closed the door, taking the pencil from her ear, and labeled the room on her map under ‘SR’ before moving on.
The doors were mostly identical: ornate handles, rich wood, no markings or labels outside the rooms that said what their purpose was. She paused outside the next door, placing a gentle hand on the knob.
It denied her.
Locked.
That was okay, she didn’t want to intrude, maybe it was someone's bedroom, or it wasn’t clean. She took the pencil from her ear and marked the room with an ‘L’
The next room was open, barely, a mostly empty room, with white sheets over the furniture. The dust on the sheets told her nobody had been in here in a long time. The room didn’t have any clear-cut purpose. So, Ines marked it as simply ‘Unused’ before moving on.
Then another room, another hallway. She learned very quickly that a lot of doors around here are locked. She didn’t mind; this kind of meaningless methodical busy work was just the kind of thing to get her mind off sex.
And how she wasn’t having any.
Her next inquiry took her to a small hallway, three doors. Three unassuming doors. Her fingertips grazed the rightmost door and pushed it open without a second thought. Expecting another dusty, unused room.
The door swung inward, revealing a small room with four beds, lit by some candles and a small lamp. In the center of the room were three maids in the midst of changing out of their uniforms.
Their faces flush with surprise and embarrassment, they hastily tried to cover themselves with their discarded garments. Ines’s eyes widened, and she stumbled backwards. Slamming the door in her own face, before screaming through it, “I’m sorry! Sorry! I-I didn’t know!” Not even knowing if they spoke English to understand her.
Her cheeks burned at the memory of the lacey black panties one of them had on. The sweet slope of her breast.
She shook her head, took the pencil out of her hair, and hurriedly marked the room as ‘MR’ for maid’s room.
Her face grew redder by the second as she tried the middle door, hoping it wasn’t another maid’s bedroom.
A small part of her hoped it was.
To both parts' disappointment, it was locked. She marked it as such and moved on, thinking about how her reputation with the maids was probably in freefall.
The last door, on the far left, she turned the knob, it opened with barely a creak.
Ines almost stepped inside, but she froze at what kind of room this was.
The air was warm and perfumed, thick with the scent of eucalyptus and rosewater. Soft light glowed from lanterns tucked into recessed alcoves in the walls, casting golden reflections off the mosaic tile floor.
The room was large, elegant, in a quiet, understated way. With ivory stone walls and polished marble benches lining the sides.
It wasn’t another bedroom.
It was a bathhouse.
With someone in it...
With someone she’d fantasized about in the central pool, that steamed gently, its water rippling with faint heat, the surface dotted with scattered petals. Polished brass taps lined the walls, a rack of fresh white towels waited on a far wall, shelves with various salts and oils, and another door on the far side that was maybe a changing room or a bathroom.
But Ines didn’t care about any of that.
She only cared about the maid emerging from the bath and coming closer.
She made no effort to cover herself.
No towel, no clothes, she didn’t even use her hands to block Ines’s sight of anything.
And it was a sight.
Rosaria stepped toward her Mistress completely naked, her body nothing but graceful curves and soft angles, skin the color of rich caramel. Water trickled from her long, dark hair, the twist removed and the pins that kept everything perfect gone.
Her hair cascaded down her neck and shoulders, and Ines’s eyes dared to drop lower.
Her breasts were full and firm, larger than her own, but she didn’t think that was particularly impressive. Each one adorned with a single droplet of water that clung to the nipple like a tiny diamond. Her stomach was flat, with a belly button that looked like a very inviting cave. The curve of her hips led to long legs.
And something completely unexpected.
A small tattoo on her outer thigh.
A black and white hummingbird, no bigger than Ines’s thumb.
“Young Mistress?” Rosaria said calmly, as if she weren't standing completely naked. Her confidence was either sky high, or she genuinely didn’t care that Ines was leering.
And why hadn’t Ines done what any sane person would? What she’d done not even three minutes prior and slammed the door in her face the second she realized she was intruding?
Because she was a pervert.
How could she control herself better in high school than she was now? When she walked into the changing room in high school or tennis club, she always carefully averted her gaze, intentionally saw as little bust and butt as possible.
Now, she was stood gawking, not even in a charming way. Like a creep. The kind that stood frozen in a doorway with a face as red as wine.
She didn’t move. Couldn't. Her eyes were locked, and her body refused to cooperate. She theorized, completely scientifically, of course , that the two large reasons for that were less than two feet from her face.
“Young Mistress?” Rosaria repeated, tilting her head with a mild expression, like she couldn’t comprehend why Ines was gawking like a tourist.
“I... I—” Ines stammered, her throat dry, her mind flashing back to that dream.
“Did you require assistance?” The maid asked, voice calm and even as ever.
YES! —NO! I mean no! I was just... just exploring.” Ines said, voice cracking, as her eyes explored in every meaning of the word.
“I’m sorry I disturbed you.”
Rosaria followed the path of Ines’s gaze. Slowly, deliberately. Then looked back at her with a smile that only shimmered in her eyes.
“Young Mistress, it’s normal to have needs. However, I believe the saying in English is, ‘if you look that hard, you’ll burn a hole through me.’ or something to that effect.”
Ines made a noise. Something between a gasp and a squeak.
How far did something have to go for Rosaria, of all people, to start teasing you about it?
Her face went red, her brain blue-screened, as the humiliation caught up to her.
“I—okay—bye!” She blurted, already half turning. She slammed the door behind her, not in anger, but in panic. She slammed it so fast she almost caught her fingers in it.
Then she ran.
Down the hall, slipper-ed feet, heart hammering, face on fire. She only stopped once when the pencil fell from her ear to pick it up.
She wasn’t being chased; she didn’t know why she was running other than trying to burn the embarrassment out of her.
Rosaria was probably still in the bathhouse. Probably not even phased. Probably a small tilt of her head, and a mental note to put this in her report.
Her report...
Ines stopped cold in her run.
What’s Mistress going to do if she hears that Ines was checking her out? Cut out her eyes? Confine her to her room forever? Switch her maid to someone less attractive?
No. How can Mistress be mad at her? She’s the one who turned her down for sex; she’s the reason her hormones are out of control.
It's only natural.
She walked down the hall, telling herself.
She arrived in the west wing. She didn’t finish exploring the east wing, but she’d draw the common thread that the servants' quarters were there, and if she kept opening doors there, she’d keep finding naked women.
So, she went somewhere else, the west wing, still slightly flustered, a little wet, but not unpleasant. Not yet.
The first two doors she tried were both locked tight.
Across the hall, she tried a door that seemed to open into a library.
Rows and rows of bookshelves, the smell of paper and binding glue hit her instantly. A warm, comforting smell, like cinnamon and dust. Old, lived in, and quiet.
The kind of room that was begging for rainy afternoons, a cup of tea, and a good book.
Ines stepped in, seeing no reason not to. Her hand traced books as she walked deeper and deeper inside.
Hard covers, soft covers, leather-bound. Some in English, most in Spanish.
She spotted a velvet chaise tucked into a neat corner with a small reading lamp on a desk nearby. There was still a book on said desk.
A spine that read: ‘Cartas de Amor phohibidas’
‘Forgotten love letters.’ In English
Was Mistress reading this?
Ines lingered on the book, but not sure if she was allowed to take it, put it back on the desk.
The heavy door closed behind her with a click as she left, and marked it was the library on her map.
She wandered onward. The hallways turned and twisted as she tried a couple of locked doors and gave the dark room she was locked in the finger as she passed. Only marking it down as ‘Fuck you’ before moving on.
She found herself outside a set of dark double doors. She pushed them open without hesitation.
Inside the room was slightly sunken, with a small slope downward. Like a miniature theater. Rich velvet-lined seats were bolted into the floor in neat rows. There was a faint smell of popcorn.
A wide projected screen loomed at the far end of the room.
It was cozy, if a little eerie at how dark it was.
Ines didn’t linger. She marked it down as ‘HT’ for home theater and moved on.
The next room was smaller, dimmer, but not cold. She pushed it open and found a modest music room, the walls were a warm oak, the floors polished to a shine so much that she could see her reflection in them, and in the center stood a grand piano.
It gleamed under the small amount of light being let in from the hallway. A small stand for sheet music beside it, and what looked like a violin case hung from the back wall.
She ran her fingers over one of the keys, a single soft note played.
Did Mistress play? Would she play for her? She imagined them sitting here, early morning, matching bathrobes, as Mistress played beautiful melodies for her...
A pipe dream, but something to aim for.
Maybe if she played her cards right.
She shut the door gently behind her and labeled the room ‘Music room.' She had already labeled the maid's quarters as ‘MR’ after all.
At the far end of the second floor, next to a set of stairs that went up, not down, she found a room that made her stomach growl.
A kitchen. It made sense for there to be a kitchen on this floor as well. If Rosaria had to walk all the way downstairs to retrieve food, it’d probably be cold by the time it got to its intended destination.
It had everything: a compact stove, a marble top island, a stocked wine rack, and a fridge that hummed in the corner. A dumbwaiter on the opposite wall.
Was she allowed to have a glass of wine? God, she wanted one. Just a little to take the edge off, to dull her senses a bit. She didn’t want to get in trouble, so instead, she opened the fridge with a sigh.
Milk, fresh fruit, jam, and tiny containers with some kind of dessert in them. She shut the fridge.
Was she allowed to cook in here? She liked to bake; it was calming. She’d like to cook for Mistress... they obviously weren’t in a normal relationship, where Ines could wear nothing but an apron and surprise her with food, but she’d still like to feed her.
She labeled the room with a ‘K’ before moving on, but she got the feeling she’d come back.
She passed the office, not going in, marking it off with an ‘O’ she crossed out the bathroom inside it... didn’t label it, in fact, she scribbled it out, until the room was barely visible on the map.
She rounded the corner and found herself at the second ‘X’ on the map, the door from the corridor that led to Mistress’s bedroom.
She knew she wasn’t allowed in.
She wasn’t invited, and didn’t want to betray Mistress’s trust, but for some reason she hovered. The door loomed, painted slightly darker than the others. Was she in there? Is she sleeping? Thinking about Ines, like Ines thinks about her?
She shuddered and moved on.
Just to the door directly across the hall.
The door was plain and unmarked, just like all the other before it, but she could hear something, barely, a faint shuffle. Rhythmic in nature.
She leaned closer.
Movement, someone inside.
She didn’t know why she hadn’t thought to do this up until this point, but she raised her hand and gave a soft knock on the door.
No response.
She waited ten seconds, maybe more. She guessed whoever it was didn’t want to be disturbed. She took a step away—
When it snapped open behind her with force that made Ines jump.
A wall of heat hit her. And muscle.
Alya.
Her ponytail was messy, strands of hair clinging to her neck. She wore tight navy-blue spandex gym shorts that hugged her hips and thighs in a way that felt illegal, and a dark training bra that showed off her chest with a trail of sweat running between her breasts. Her abdomen was sculpted. Gleaming with sweat.
Her breaths came out slightly quickened; she’d been working out.
She cocked an eyebrow. “Young Mistress?”
Ines blinked up at her. Open-mouthed.
Actual steam may as well of been coming out of her ears. If this was one of her brother’s anime, her nose would be bleeding.
Ines blinked back down to her abs.
Oh God, the abs.
There was a landscape of determination and discipline carved into Alya’s stomach. Each ripple and contour spoke of countless hours in the gym. Every bead of sweat that traveled over her chiseled torso was like a map, instructing Ines exactly where to lick.
Ines couldn’t help but stare at the curves as they disappeared into the waistband of the sinfully tight shorts Alya was wearing.
Why did Mistress hire so many disgustingly hot women?
Mistress said this was supposed to be a reward...it felt like the cruelest punishment so far.
Ines tuned back in to hear that Alya was saying...something.
Something about being on vacation, something about Mistress giving her the week off.
Nothing about bending Ines over. Nothing about picking her up and slamming her against a wall, sadly, nothing about an eight-inch strap-on that was going to make her eyes roll back in her head.
She tuned out again.
By the time she returned to her room, she had burned the image of Alya’s abs, her biceps, and her back when she turned around to grab a towel, into her retina.
It was seared into her like burn in on an old TV. She was going to close her eyes and remember the smells; she was going to dream about those arms pinning her to a bed. Her thighs were still clenched, and not because she had fast walked back to her room.
She slammed the door behind her, leaned her forehead against it, and groaned into the oak in defeat.
If tonight's goal was to get her mind off sex... she failed spectacularly. Rosaria’s ample breasts, Alya’s body that was more Greek statuette than it was flesh and blood.
Hell, even the maids she walked in on changing...
Ines took a deep breath, trying to dispel the heat that had gathered between her legs. It was utterly pointless. The ache was too intense.
She stumbled over to her bed and threw herself face-first down into the mattress; her hands found their way to a pillow she could grip so tightly her knuckles turned white.
Her mind drifted back to seeing Alya.
Worse, her mind drifted back to the fantasies she had when looking at Alya.
The strong hand at her throat, the dildo pumping into her so hard the headboard began to creak.
She bit her lip so hard she tasted iron.
With a groan of frustration, she gave in.
She slid the pillow beneath her body until it was nestled between her thighs.
Her breath came in short, sharp bursts as she began to rock against it. The sensation made her eye twitch as she ground herself against the pillow, her hips moving in a rhythm that grew more frantic by the second.
The fabric felt rough and unforgiving against her sensitive clit, but Ines didn’t care. All she could focus on was the delicious pressure building inside of her.
Her hand slid under her shirt, cupping her own breast, mimicking what she wanted Alya to do if she were here. Her other hand found its way to her skirt, fumbling with the button until she managed to discard it so she could slide her fingers down.
They met with the wetness that had been steadily pooling there since she had laid eyes on the woman.
Her legs parted wider, the sound of her wetness filling the quiet room as she slid her hand down to cup herself, her middle finger tracing the plump folds of her sex.
She gasped as she felt the heat of her arousal, her labia swollen and begging for attention. With a shaky hand, she applied pressure, her mind racing with images of Alya’s powerful thighs and the way she had moved when she walked.
Her fingers slid inside of herself with ease, the sound of her wetness echoing through her head like a siren’s call. She was so ready, so needy, it was almost painful.
Ines’s eyes rolled back in her head as she felt herself stretch around the digits, her muscles clenching in anticipation of what was to come. Her thumb circled her clit, matching the tempo of her thrusts into the pillow.
Ines bit her lip harder to keep from screaming out as she worked her clit, her mind replaying the way Alya’s muscles had rippled and flexed, the bounce of Rosaria’s tits as she walked closer.
The pillow beneath her became the embodiment of her desires, a stand-in for the bodies she craved.
The friction grew, her movements became more erratic, her breathing shallower. She could feel the orgasm building, the crescendo of pleasure that seemed to be just out of reach.
Her nails dug into the pillow, leaving little half-moons in the fabric. The room grew hazy around her as her thoughts focused solely on the sensation.
With a grunt, Ines slipped a third finger into her cunt, feeling the warmth and tightness of her pussy as it stretched eagerly to accept more.
Her thumb remained steadfast on her clit, now moving with a fierce, demanding rhythm. Her hips bucked against the pillow, each movement punctuated by the slap of her hand on her skin. The room was filled with the sounds of her masturbation—her breathy moans, the slickness of her fingers moving in and out, and the occasional wet smack of her hand against her body.
And then she was there, her body arching off the bed as she came with a muffled cry.
Her orgasm hit her like a freight train, stealing her breath and making her vision swim. She dug her nails into the bedspread, her toes curling as she rode the intense waves of pleasure.
Her muscles tightened around her fingers, pulsing in time with her racing heart. "FUCK! Fuck, yes!" she screamed, her voice raw with need.
The pillow was soaked with her juices, her legs trembling as the aftershocks of pleasure rippled through her.
But as she lay there, panting and spent, the feeling of emptiness grew. It wasn’t enough.
The ache between her legs remained.
Her mind was a whirlwind of frustration and need. She had hoped this would help, that the release would ease the tension that had been coiling in her stomach, but if anything, it had made it worse.
She couldn’t think straight.
Not in any sense of the word.
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Chapter 14: A Young Mistress's Duties
Chapter Text
The knocks came early, so early they swept her out of the pleasant dream she was having, Rosaria and a maid, Ines didn’t recognize, with a clothing rack.
It was just dawn by the small glimmer of the sun on the horizon.
Rosaria pulled back the curtains, weak sunlight poured across the room in morning slats.
Ines sat up slowly, rubbing the sleep from her eyes, unsure of what was happening. What was with the clothes rack? What’s with the extra random maid?
Rosaria must’ve seen the confusion on her face, because she looked right at an Ines that couldn’t look at her and said: “Today is the start of your education, Mistress has instructed you not only be taught etiquette but also household oversight.”
Etiquette lessons were expected, Mistress had said they would be, but ‘Household oversight?’ the mention of it made Ines's eyes snap to Rosaria’s. Ines struggled to look the maid in the eyes after yesterday's fiasco, but she had to search her eyes for some hint as to what that meant.
She didn’t find any; instead, the other maid began putting the clothes from the rack into her wardrobe.
Within the hour, Ines was showered and dressed, not in sundresses or nightgowns, but in a tailored white blouse and charcoal slacks. She looked at herself in the mirror and shuddered at how much she was dressed like Mistress. It felt very formal, even without the bolo tie or the tailored boots.
Her hair was brushed back neatly. Rosaria's doing. And a small gold chain bracelet was clicked around her wrist.
One side had the family's crest on it, the other, a small rosary. Ines wasn’t catholic, or religious in any sense. Mistress wore a cross sometimes, but why did that mean she had to?
“Uhm... What is this?” She motioned to the rosary, and Rosaria, in typical fashion, did not give her a clear answer.
“Mistress wants you to wear it. So, you will.”
Ines didn’t know why this was a sticking point; it just made her immensely uncomfortable. She’d already changed her name for the woman... now she was changing religions?
“We do not have time for any disagreements.” She continued. “Your schedule today is tight, and we must be on time.” Rosaria said with a glance at the watch on the inside of her wrist.
She was ushered to put on her flats, and Rosaria led her to a stairway and then down, turning into downstairs areas Ines had never seen before, the floor gleamed with polish and the walls hung with portraits of people she didn’t recognize.
At the end was a wide room, high ceilings, a chandelier, two sets of French doors that led into a dining hall, a grand table, as long as a tree, plates and cutlery sat on the table.
And waiting inside, an older woman, seated with perfect posture and an expression like she’d been waiting her entire life to scowl at someone young.
“Young Mistress,” Rosaria said. “This is Señora Blanca, she will be overseeing your comportment lessons.”
“I am not here to make you comfortable,” Senora Blanca said before Ines could even squeak out a hello. “I am here to make sure you can eat soup with diplomats, have tea with their wives, and function in high society without embarrassing your Mistress.”
Ines opened her mouth to argue, or maybe to question at the very least, but decided against it when the older woman glared at her, like Ines wasn’t worth her time.
The lesson began with how to sit.
Not how to eat, not how to drink, not how to smile politely.
How to sit.
Ines had barely crossed the threshold into the grand dining room before Senora Blanca gestured coldly to a high-backed chair.
“Sit,” she said, as if commanding a mutt.
Ines swallowed her few remaining shreds of pride, did as she was told. Only to be immediately corrected.
“Back straight. Shoulders relaxed but not slouched. Ankles crossed, not legs, hands placed in your lap. Not clenched like you're about to storm the Bastille, girl.”
She adjusted, slowly, cheeks already burning. Rosaria stood in the corner, impassive as always.
“Wrong!” Blanca snapped. “Not on the edge of the chair. Not leaning back either. Sit as if there’s a string pulled from the top of your head to the ceiling. You are not at a bus stop, girl.”
She had called Ines ‘girl’ just twice, and she was already sick of it. The condescending tone of it, her heavy Spanish accent, the sighs every time Ines moved.
Ines adjusted again, trying to fix her posture after another heavy sigh came from the gray-haired woman.
A quick snap. So quick, Ines barely caught what had hit her.
The sting of a riding crop across her knuckles.
“Ow—What the fuck lady?!”
Blanca didn’t even blink. “You’ll learn faster this way. Posture is not a suggestion, it’s a language. The way you sit tells the world whether you belong at the table or not. And it’s my job to make you belong.”
She lifted the riding crop to under Ines’s chin and added: “Secondly, a lady does not curse, while entertaining guests.”
Before Ines could argue, the lesson moved on.
When to sit: only when instructed or after your ‘social superior’ is seated.
Where to sit: On the outer edge, if unsure of your place. Wait to be guided.
How to excuse oneself: with dignity, with apology, but never with the word ‘bathroom’
Then came the food.
A maid entered with a tray of dishes. A small salad, a cup of tea, and a soup course. All purely for practice. No one expected her to eat, even though she’d skipped breakfast.
A dizzying row of utensils sat before her. Forks, knives, and spoons each with their own purpose.
Blanca circled her like a vulture.
“Which fork do you use for the salad?” She asked.
Ines hesitated, looking at the assortment of over five different forks alone. “This one?” She reached for a random one in the middle.
Another sharp strike on her hand. “Outer-left. Always work your way inward.”
“Teaspoon?”
Ines reached.
Wrong.
Another sting.
“That is the dessert spoon.”
By the fifth correction, the fourth smack, and the billionth sigh, Ines’s patience was unraveling like a spool of thread. She forced herself to breathe through her nose, tried to ignore the look of warning Rosaria had in her eyes.
“Napkin? Girl...” Blanca asked coldly.
Ines went for it.
Too slow.
Too crumpled.
Too much wrist.
TWHACK
Ines jolted back, knocking her chair back against the marble floor.
“THAT’S IT!” She snapped, rising to her feet. “That’s fucking it! I’m not doing this fancy pants high society bullshit! Fuck you, lady.” It might’ve been bearable, just, if she wasn’t being struck for every small mistake, for every slouched shoulder, for every wrong spoon.
Blanca didn’t move, didn’t raise her voice. “Etiquette is about control,” Blanca said simply. “The world punishes those without it. Those who refuse to learn it. I am kinder than the world, and much kinder than the people you’ll be displaying these manners to, or lack thereof.”
Ines scoffed at the words that she was kind, if this was kindness, Ines was the pope. She stormed out, hands still stinging, posture ruined, cheeks flushed.
But, at least for once, she was choosing where to walk and drawing a line.
Ines stormed down the corridor with her jaw clenched and hands still faintly stinging from that damn riding crop. She didn’t even wait for Rosaria to catch up.
She shoved her bedroom door open with more force than she meant to.
“I’m not doing it,” she said, pacing the room like a caged animal. “I’d get it, maybe, if she was teaching me what to use first, then hitting me if I got it wrong, but she was just hitting me for what I don’t know!”
Rosaria closed the door softly behind her, her face unreadable as always. “You should not have done that.”
Ines whirled around to face her. “She hit me! Multiple times! What was I supposed to do, just sit there and let her hit me?”
“If need be.” Rosaria replied, “What you did was not wise, Young Mistress.”
A knock at the door cut through the tension. Rosaria opened it, just a crack, enough for another maid to hand her a note, and enough for Ines to hear the maid whisper to Rosaria.
[She’s pissed.] The maid said to Rosaria, passing over the note.
Ines took the note with a sinking feeling; she didn’t expect her to get mad... she wasn’t thinking about Mistress at all when she stormed out.
Her fingers unfolded the thick cream-colored paper. Three words in Mistress’s unmistakable handwriting.
‘My office. Now.’
Rosaria exhaled through her nose, the closest thing she’d ever done to a sigh. “You shouldn’t have done that.”
Ines didn’t answer, her legs were already wobbling to the door.
Ines had stormed away from her lesson with fire in her chest, now... her fingers trembled as Rosaria knocked on the door and reached for the handle when she got no reply.
Nothing had changed in the room, the same minimalist structure, a few filing cabinets, a desk, and the woman sat behind it.
She didn’t look up right away; she was typing something on her laptop, a cup of coffee or tea steaming gently next to her.
The chair across from her desk was still missing, making Ines awkwardly stand in front of the desk. Mistress finished what she was typing and closed her laptop.
And lifted her gaze.
Not a good look.
“I hear you walked out of your lesson.” She spoke.
Tone unhappy, irritation flush in her voice.
Ines opened her mouth, hesitated, then forced herself to speak. “She hit me. With a crop, for not knowing what fork to use.”
Mistress raised a brow. “And?”
“And??” Ines’s voice pitched higher. “I’m not a dog! I’m not going to just sit there and get hit because I used the wrong spoon.”
Mistress said nothing, simply stared at Ines long enough that it made her squirm.
“I see.” She said, getting up from her desk and crossing the small space between them. “I thought we were well over this ‘phase,’ but I see you’ve forgotten your place.”
Ines’s stomach did a cartwheel. “Wait! Mistress I—”
*SLAP*
The sound echoed louder than the impact. But the sting across Ines’s face as she fell to the floor was very real. Her head jerked sideways, breath caught in her throat.
Mistress’s hand lingered in the air a moment before she snapped it to twist in Ines’s hair, lifting her face slowly.
“You’re not a dog, Ines. No. A dog would’ve known better than to embarrass me by storming out like a child.” Her voice low and cold in Ines’s ear.
“I’ve given you a luxury bedroom, you are waited on by some of the finest staff in all South America, and you can’t deal with the lessons I took when I was nine! To embarrass me in front of a guest.”
“Please wai—” Ines tried to say through the tears, when her face was met with another vicious slap.
Mistress let go and wandered back to her desk, while Ines crumpled to the floor completely.
“I’m s-sorry. Please... I'm sorry.” Mistress fiddled around, checking the drawers for something.
Eventually, pulling out a small remote. “I didn’t think I'd need this. But alas, I was a fool, trusting you to take your role seriously. I overstepped, gave you too much freedom. However, I always course correct.”
Ines blinked through the tears. Trying to see what the remote was for. “Mistress, what is tha—”
*Click*
*ZZZT-CRACK-BZZZT*
The sudden sharp pain shot through Ines’s body like lightning, making her convulse and scream. Her eyes rolled back in her head at the intensity, way higher than when she had stepped out of the bathroom. She bit down on her tongue, the metallic taste of blood mixing with her tears.
Of course, this collar was a shock collar too.
The shock was so intense it left her muscles spasming and her breath ragged.
The room blurred at the edges as the shocks continued, and Ines heard the repeated clicks of the remote.
She gasped for breath between shocks; the hardwood flooring was cold and unforgiving beneath her.
Click
Click
Click
Ines writhed on the floor, each click making her back arch off it, before she collapsed back down into it like a ragdoll. Each click assaulting and overwhelming her senses.
She had no idea what the wetness around her mouth was. Tears? Drool? Sweat? Blood?
All of them?
“P-please...” She managed to whimper out, throat raw and hoarse from screaming.
Mistress stopped her pacing and crouched beside Ines, digging her digits into the flesh of Ines’s neck, her thumb pressing so hard into her artery she felt it slow.
“You will not embarrass me again. Or I'll throw you in the dark room again, and you won’t be let out until I want you...” She trailed off, thinking something up eviler, more punishing. She looked at that room.
“Or... I can throw you in the bathroom, and you can have your panic attacks in there.”
“Ngh! ase!” She tried to beg, but the hand around her throat stopped her.
“You will go back to your lesson. You will apologize on both our behalf... You will see me again, at the end of the day, and if I hear a single word about your disobedience again...”
Ines didn’t need her to finish that sentence.
She shook her head wildly, the panic crawling its way up her throat. She scrambled to her knees, and Mistress released her grip on her throat just enough to let her speak.
“I’ll be good. I’ll do b-better; I want to learn for you. I want to be good for you. I'm sorry.” Her body hurt in too many places to say anything less, as Mistress searched Ines’s eyes for something, and then let her go completely.
Mistress didn’t look back at her again.
“Rosaria,” She called calmly, as if nothing had just happened. “Take her back to her lesson.”
Ines wiped her face on the shoulder of her blouse, still kneeling. Rosaria didn’t offer a hand up, simply gathered her to her feet. She trembled, and her knees wobbled beneath her, but she stood.
Mistress finally looked at her, just as Ines was almost out of the room. “I like your shirt.” She said offhandedly, eyes flickering over her.
Ines blinked.
It took a moment before she realized what she meant. The white blouse, the charcoal slacks. They were wearing the same thing.
Matching.
The door clicked shut behind her, and Rosaria offered no commentary on what she had just seen. Her silence louder than anything else as they walked down the hall.
The walk back to the dining hall felt longer this time.
Her cheek still stung. Her throat burned, not only with humiliation, but what felt like actual burns under her collar, but the pain was nothing compared to the knot she got in her stomach when Rosaria opened the door, and Senora Blanca was exactly where she had left her.
Back straight, chin raised, eyes fixed to the head of the table. She didn’t so much as glance at Ines as she walked in.
Ines stopped a few paces away from her, bowed her head slightly, and swallowed whatever was left of her pride. “Senora Blanca,” she said, voice steadier than she felt. “I came to apologize, my behavior earlier...was childish, and deeply disrespectful. You didn’t deserve that. Mistress sends her apologies as well.”
After a long moment, Senora Blanca gave a small nod. “You embarrassed yourself,” she said plainly. “And even worse, you embarrassed her.”
“I’m sorry.” Ines said quietly.
A pause. “You are a representative of her, your poor training reflects poorly on her, it may be you that incurs temporary pain, but it’s her that loses permanent social standing. You’ll do well to remember that.”
Ines did a small but feeble nod. She was right.
They both were.
She was acting like a spoiled brat. A few days in a nice bed, and she forgot her place.
Her role here carried weight. Responsibly. More than just ogling maids and walking around at night.
The beating she just took must’ve been taking a toll on her head, because the burns around her neck started to feel deserved.
The sting of the slaps on her face felt earned.
Mistress wasn’t asking for much, and Ines let her down... the idea hurt her more than the slaps.
“Sit,” Senora Blanca said.
Ines took her seat, trying her hardest this time. Spine straight, hands folded in her lap.
Senora Blanca didn’t smile, but her tone shifted softer by maybe half a degree. “Pick up the salad fork.”
Ines glanced down.
There were five forks. She hesitated, then reached for the second one from the outside.
Senora Blanca gave a singular nod of approval.
The lesson resumed.
Ines lifted the teacup just as she had been shown. No pinky, no slouching, no clinking the spoon against the porcelain. A single breath. Sip. Set it down exactly where it had been. Not a centimeter off.
Cutlery came next. Fork in left, knife in right. Don't saw. Glide. Elbows tucked and off the table.
She practiced posture until her spine ached. Walked the length of the room several times until even her balance was perfect. She practiced with the now-cold food, dozens upon dozens of times, and learned how to make small talk that didn’t make guests feel unwanted.
She learned how to smile with her mouth and not her eyes, how to dab at her mouth, not wipe.
By the end, her fingers were sore from holding cutlery. Her jaw ached from smiling politely and not meaning it.
Senora Blanca set her napkin down, neatly folded, and gave a small nod. “That will suffice for today.” Her eyes did one more once-over of Ines. “We begin earlier tomorrow, punctuality is expected.”
Ines bowed slightly, the way she’d been taught. “Yes, senora, thank you for your time.”
Outside the dining hall, Rosaria waited, one hand with a thick black binder. “You are expected elsewhere,” she said calmly. “Your next task today is staff oversight.” She handed over the binder. Ines frowned. It was like a novel, and she was sure it meant she wasn’t getting any downtime between lessons.
“I'm not sure what that means.”
Rosaria turned and began walking, motioning for Ines to follow. “It means learning how to manage the people who maintain the estate. Cleaners, cooks, laundresses, and groundskeepers. You will learn the routine of the house, observe for inefficiencies, monitor presentation, and when you are ready... Issue direction.”
Ines blinked, slightly overwhelmed. “So... I’m like a supervisor?”
“No. The maids have their own supervisors; you are not to micromanage, but to notice, learn how the house functions. You are being groomed to lead, not to supervise.”
They turned a corner and entered a long corridor filled with the faint scent of lemon oil and freshly laundered linens. Rosaria paused at the door and opened it gently.
Inside was a laundry station. Two maids were folding white sheets on a central table. Both bowed at seeing Ines, and Ines tried not to blush at seeing the maid she had walked in on changing from the night before.
“These linens are for guest quarters.” Rosaria murmured. “Note the fold. Hospital corners, no visible seams.”
Ines nodded, unsure if this was important or not.
From there, they moved from room to room. The scullery, where silverware was polished and counted. The servant's quarters that Ines was already overly familiar with. There, Ines was quietly informed how to read a staff ledger: schedules, roles, and complaints.
It was overwhelming. But it was real work compared to soup spoons and teacup placement. And for the first time today, Ines found herself genuinely curious. She always wanted to know how the estate functioned since she got here, and today was a peek under the hood.
It was, of course, a double-edged sword, because this was work. Real work, Ines thought the best thing about getting kidnapped was not having to go to work every morning, yet she somehow found herself employed again.
Somehow with worse pay.
At least here she didn’t have to lie three times a month and say she had a boyfriend to stop people from asking her out.
They moved on again, and Ines watched as maids cleaned rooms to exacting standards. She was handed checklists. Given inventory to verify. Even told how many lemons were expected to be juiced each day for kitchen use.
“Why do I need to know this?” Ines muttered as she scribbled the numbers into her clipboard.
“Because one day, someone will lie to you about how many lemons are needed. And you’ll want to know if they’re lying.”
“Who cares... they’re just lemons?” Ines replied.
“It starts with lemons, Young Mistress,” Rosaria said, shaking her head. “And if they can get away with lying to you about lemons, who knows what else they’ll lie to you about. And once they know they can lie to you and get away with it... You’ll never have their respect again.”
Ines gulped; she didn’t know why. But it was a hard concept to fathom; Rosaria was speaking like a single lemon was all that was between Ines and a full-on mutiny. But the look in her eyes said she was dead serious.
They were just about to descend the staircase again when Rosaria said, “Check the railing, Young Mistress.”
“How do I do that?”
Rosaria, without a second's hesitation, pulled a white glove from her pouch and snapped it on, running her finger along the underside of the polished banister. She held up two fingers afterward.
Dust.
“Page eleven, morning stairwell cleaning, look it up in your binder.” The maid said, snapping off her glove.
Ines rapidly turned the pages, using her finger to guide her to the right column. “Luciana R is what it says.”
[Fetch Luciana, her Young Mistress would like to see her.] Rosaria said to a passing maid at the bottom of the steps.
No more than a minute later, the girl was in front of them. She couldn’t have been older than nineteen years old, raven black hair, hands folded in front of her, but Ines could still see her shaking like a leaf.
She didn’t speak English; that much was clear from the blank look on her face when Ines asked if this was her responsibility.
Ines, unsure of what to do, panicked a little and asked Rosaria to translate for her. “Just... try a little harder next time, okay?”
Ines probably could’ve said that in her broken Spanish, but then she’d be in big trouble. She wanted to come clean, honestly, confess that she understood Spanish at the least, spoke some broken Spanish herself. But she couldn’t, not when Mistress was already so disappointed with her, not when she was still threatening her with the dark room.
Not when she wanted to be good.
[Mistress said if you make this mistake again, she will kill you. You will do it over again, until it is clean.]
WHAT!? That is not what I said.
The girl went pale. She nodded, quickly, and hurried off without another word.
“What did you say to her?” Ines tested, wanting to see if her maid would lie through her teeth.
“I told her you’d kill her if she made that mistake again.” Rosaria said, bluntly, like she wasn’t admitting to not saying what Ines had told her to.
“That is NOT what I told you to say.”
Rosaria gave the faintest look. Not apologetic, not smug. Just flat, as if this wasn’t worth the time they were going to spend on it. “It is what she needed to hear.”
“What she needed to hear? Nobody needs to hear their life being threatened! I just said to tell her to try harder.”
“She’ll work harder next time, which was the ultimate goal.” Rosaria said simply, turning down the next corridor. “You were too kind; she wouldn’t have taken it seriously.”
Ines hurried after her. “You don’t know that.”
“I do.”
“That’s not fair, you can’t just—”
“Fair?” Rosaria stopped walking. Turned, her eyes darker than before, not cruel, but filled with something deeper... like disappointment.
Or resentment.
“This is not a fair place, Young Mistress. You forget that, because you are cared for, but the people who work here don’t live in that world. They don’t get second chances. You do.” Rosaria turned away again, walking calmly. “If you cannot bear to have someone mistranslate for you, learn to speak Spanish. If you cannot do that... then accept the cost of someone else speaking for you.”
Ines followed in silence after that.
She didn’t know if Rosaria was angry. Or just telling the truth in her cold, efficient way. They both continued down the hall, neither speaking, the weight of the reality check on Ines's shoulders like a backpack.
By mid-afternoon, the sun sat heavy and golden above the plantation. Ines stood in the foyer, binder in hand, squinting against the brightness of the matte-green truck that had just pulled through the northern gate, as it rattled to a stop beside the door.
A driver in a sweat-drenched shirt hopped out and tipped his hat to Ines without a word, handing Ines a Manifest and opening the back latch of the truck with a clang.
Crates. Dozens of them. Some marked with produce codes, others labeled with maintenance supply tags, and two stamped with ‘FRAGILE-GLASSWARE’
Ines flipped through the manifest and started checking things off one by one, muttering to herself mostly. The driver didn’t appear to speak English, and Rosaria had explained to her what to do, and then excused herself. ‘Something she had to do.’ She said.
Ines wasn’t sure if she believed that or if she just wanted some time to get away from the stiff atmosphere from their disagreement earlier.
“Two crates of mangos, one avocado, three sacks of flour, new linen for the guest wing...” She walked the length of the truck and had crates cracked open by a guard nearby with a crowbar.
Fruit, ripe. Not moldy, not bruised. Good.
Her pen hovered over the last item. Wine shipment, red, six bottles, old and French. She frowned at not seeing them anywhere back there and motioned to the driver.
He understood the gesture, opening a narrow box from the rear compartment and showing her six dusty green bottles inside. Labels crisp. Corks intact.
She checked the numbers against the sheet and signed ‘YM’ at the bottom. She’d sign her name, but she doesn’t know her name...
Not her full name anyway.
Is her last name still Cortez, or did Mistress change that too? Would it even make sense if she signed it as ‘Ines Cortez.’
She handed the manifest back to the driver as two guards went to move the goods.
Rosaria appeared a moment later, her timing as eerily precise as always.
“Everything matched?” She asked.
Ines nodded.
“Good.” Rosaria extended a folded note, crisp and cream-colored.
Ines opened it.
‘You will join me for dinner. Thirty minutes.’
Her stomach clenched at the handwriting. She could feel the sweat on her back from the summer heat, from the nerves, from the everything of it all. And now she had just thirty minutes to scrub off the day and be someone worth sitting beside.
Rosaria was already turning away. “Come. You’ll need a new shirt.”
Ines slipped the note into her back pocket and followed.
The dining hall was hushed, cavernous, and cold in a way that had nothing to do with temperature. Stone floors. A vaulted ceiling so high that the chandelier was suspended from it like a crane. The massive mahogany table stretched nearly the entire length of the room, lined with chairs so evenly spaced it felt like it was done by a mathematician.
The table was empty. The chair at its head—Mistress’s chair remained unfilled.
Ines glanced down the long line of polished wood and white linen. Plates gleamed, candles flickered, and a folded napkin sat atop the plate at the seat just to the left of the seat at the head.
Her seat.
The seat to the right of the head was reserved for more important people. Spouses, family, a protege.
Not for the likes of Ines.
So, she stood still. Behind her seat on the left.
Her posture straightened on instinct, Señora Blanca’s sharp voice echoing in her skull:“One does not sit before their superior.”
So, she waited.
She didn’t fidget. She didn’t speak.
Not that there was anyone else in the room to speak to.
Her hands folded neatly in front of her. Shoulders drawn back just enough to be elegant, not arrogant. The rosary on her wrist felt heavier now than before... like it was pinning her in place.
The silence dragged.
Then—
Footsteps. Slow. Deliberate.
Unmistakably her.
Ines stiffened without meaning to. How could she not? The last time she saw her, Mistress was pissed at her.
Mistress entered from the far corridor, clad in the matching clothes they were supposed to have on, except Ines took a shower and ruined that, putting on a crisp navy blouse and black slacks.
Her gaze found Ines immediately, and she didn’t stop walking until she reached the head of the table.
Ines dipped her head as she’d been taught. “Good evening, Mistress.”
Mistress said nothing at first. She looked over the table, then at Ines. Then, finally, she sat. “You may sit.” She added after sitting down herself.
“Thank you for inviting me to dine.” Ines said, taking her seat, recalling the phrase from this morning's training.
Mistress leaned back in her chair, studying her. Not cruelly. Just... curiously. Like she wasn’t sure what to make of her. She stared at her like Ines was a half-finished painting, something with great potential, but one mistake and you could be starting all over again.
“I did not hear anything about anymore... disobedience.” Mistress said, breaking the silence. “Señora Blanca even gave you a passing mark, and Rosaria described your work as ‘adequate.’ She said you seemed very curious and eager to learn. I wish you didn’t make me hurt you for you to display the requisite level of effort, and obedience.” She sighed.
“I-I apologize,” Ines said meekly. “I want to be good. I tried to do better—”
Two maids entered the room in synchronized silence, carrying trays with the first course. A butternut squash bisque, by the smell of it. The bowls were placed with practiced grace, one before Mistress, then Ines, being served hers.
A third maid appeared beside Mistress with wine. Mistress’s was a deep red Bordeaux, poured into her glass with reverence.
Ines’s wine...came from a different bottle. Nearly identical in color, but she noticed the asterisk printed faintly on the label that read: ‘Non-Alcoholic.’
Before either touched their utensils, Mistress bowed her head slightly. “In gratitude for our daily bread,” she murmured, “and for the opportunity to refine the soul with each offering of obedience, amen.”
Ines followed suit, head bowed, eyes closed, Señora Blanca hadn’t covered saying grace, Ines felt extremely uncomfortable with it all. She wasn’t religious, wasn’t raised saying grace, now she got the feeling, she’d be hearing it a lot. When she looked up again after Mistress said amen, Mistress was already spooning bisque with precision.
They ate in silence for several minutes. Ines trying not to slurp or hunch, forcing herself to enact perfect posture and pace. Mistress’s gaze lingered occasionally, as though taking mental notes.
“You’ll be working closely with Señora Blanca and Rosaria all this week.” Mistress said between spoons of soup. “Your instruction will cover household oversight, etiquette, managing staff, accounting for deliveries, and, if time permits, a tour of the plantation itself.”
Ines’s spoon paused just above her bowl. “Yes, Mistress.”
“At the end of the week, I'll evaluate your performance.” She set her spoon down gently in the empty bowl. “I don’t expect perfection, but I do expect progress; you are to improve every day, learn quickly, but most of all, listen and obey. ”
The next course arrived just as the bowls were cleared away.
Roast lamb medallions in a dark reduction, with wilted greens and herbed potatoes arranged so precisely it looked like a painting on the plate.
“I dine with you tonight, as I will every day this week to help you practice.” Mistress continued, finally slicing into her lamb. “So that you may learn how to behave in my presence. I prefer to eat in my office informally, but I’m not a hypocrite, Ines, I won’t ask you to do anything I'm not capable of doing. Isn’t that fair, Ines?”
Ines nodded, “Very fair, Mistress.”
Mistress looked at her for a moment, something unreadable behind her eyes. “You’re not here to be punished forever, Ines.” She said, putting down her utensils. “You used to crawl beside me, now you sit beside me, and when you finish your training... You might just be worthy to walk beside me, how you always wanted.”
Ines swallowed hard and her face flushed slightly as she nodded again. “Yes, Mistress.”
As the lamb course was cleared away, the maids returned once more. This time with a dessert. A small poached pear with dark chocolate drizzle, a candied orange peel resting against it.
Mistress dabbed at the corners of her mouth with her napkin, then slowly rose from her chair.
Ines followed instinctively, pushing back her own seat and starting to stand.
“Stay,” Mistress’s voice cut through the quiet.
Ines froze halfway, eyes wide. Her fingers curled around the edge of the table. “Yes, Mistress.” She said, sitting back down.
Mistress circled behind her instead of leaving, like Ines thought she was doing. Ines felt her presence before she saw her. Like a shift in gravity.
Then, gently, Mistress bent close and pressed a kiss to Ines’s temple.
Before Ines could even blush, Mistress was on her way out, “Enjoy dessert,” she said over her shoulder. Her footsteps retreating, echoing through the dining hall like echoes in a cave.
Ines didn’t move; she didn’t dare.
She ate her dessert with the biggest smile, knowing she’d work harder to stay with her Mistress than ever before.
Chapter 15: In Charge?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
That night, Ines sat at the desk in her room long after Rosaria left for the night. The only sounds in the room were the scratching of her pen against paper and the occasional pop of a highlighter.
Her eyes burned, dry and aching, but she didn’t stop.
How long had she been at this?
The binder lay open in front of her, swollen with additions. Color-coded tabs, handwritten inserts, pages upon pages of cross-referenced notes in the margins. She had memorized every staff member's name, even if she didn’t know their faces yet.
She would.
She had to.
She memorized their duties, their shifts, who reported to whom, who was whose supervisor, who could be trusted to make decisions on their own, and who needed watching.
She learned what maids should be in the west wing and when, and what it meant if they weren’t.
Rosaria told her she wasn’t a supervisor, she wasn’t here to micromanage, but she still needed to know who was who and whose fault it was when something went wrong.
The pages were starting to resemble one of her old college textbooks, marked up with post-it notes, highlighter, and shorthand scribbles of nonsense. Even now... she was still being graded.
That's what Mistress ‘evaluation’ at the end of the week was, one big grade. And she didn’t want to know what would happen if she failed this test.
No room for error.
She doubted she’d get a make-up test.
She rubbed her eyes, then blinked back into focus.
Her notes on inventory levels were highlighted in pink. Kitchen prep flowcharts in yellow. Asterisks denoted issues Rosaria had mentioned might recur. Two copies of the weekly schedule sat in front, one to use, the other to annotate.
She flipped back to the garden staff chart and rubbed her eyes again.
Then froze.
And blinked again.
The names were blurring slightly at the edges.
She rested her cheek against the edge of the binder, just for a second, just to rest her neck.
But her eyes slipped closed as well.
The next thing she knew, Rosaria was opening her door, and the morning sun was slanting through the window.
“Young Mistress,” her voice gentler than usual. “You fell asleep at your desk.”
Ines blinked, her neck stiff and mouth dry. The binder crinkled beneath her as she straightened out, a Post-it note stuck to the side of her face.
“I’m up,” she rasped. “I just wanted to finish going over the—”
“You can finish it after breakfast.” Rosaria stepped inside and crossed the room to open the curtains fully. “You’ve got lessons with Senora Blanca in an hour. Up.”
The maid was already moving toward the wardrobe, pulling out today's outfit. An obsidian black skirt and dark maroon dress shirt. Appropriate for etiquette training, while still projecting power and beauty.
Not that Ines felt particularly beautiful currently, peeling the note from her face and wiping the drool from around her mouth.
Within the hour, Ines was showered, dressed, fed, and on her way to her lesson.
Early morning- Etiquette Training
Ines stood in the dining hall, shoulders pulled back, arms at her side. Senora Blanca stalked around her like a lioness evaluating prey.
They were practicing her bowing for the hundredth time.
“Too quick, much too quick. Hold eye contact longer. Again!”
Ines bowed.
“Too deferential. You are not a servant. Do not bow so deeply, girl. You are the Young Mistress. Learn to bow your head without moving your spine.”
Again.
They rehearsed how to sit, how to gesture while speaking, how to dismiss a servant politely, and how to deliver a reprimand without raising her voice. Ines had to memorize dining sequences, practice phrases that would be said often, and recite the names of notable guests she could come in contact with.
Senora Blanca barely used the riding crop. Ines didn’t know if that’s because she was doing better or if Mistress told her to knock it off...
Afternoon- Estate oversight
Ines walked annotated binder in hand, Rosaria beside her with a clipboard.
“We have six full-time Gardeners. I've given you their rotation schedule. Look it over and tell me what sticks out to you.”
Ines flipped through it. Everything seemed standard until she got to the landscaping section. Three landscapers scheduled for Wednesday. “There’s an overlap on Wednesday. Do we need that many people here on the same day?”
“Good catch,” Rosaria said, a smile in her eyes, but not on her lips. “Here is the proper schedule.” She said, handing Ines another piece of paper with the corrected information.
They were giving her fake documents now, for her to point out the errors. Luckily, Ines was an accountant. She was used to looking for and pointing out small discrepancies in documents and spreadsheets, but she’d need to be on her toes all the time now.
The thought of it made her rub her eyes in tiredness.
Later, Rosaria brought her into the dry pantry and handed her a clipboard with supply tallies. “Count, approve the numbers. If something's off, there are questions to be asked.
Ines reviewed figures, compared them to the weekly purchasing plan. “These are way off from what’s in the binder,” she said, brows furrowing. “Why are we spending so much on imported flour?”
Rosaria leaned over and looked at what Ines was writing. “Make a note, and flag it for Mistress’s review.”
Before dinner, she sat in on a short staff meeting.
[As you all know, this is your Young Mistress, Madam Ines.] Rosaria said to a collection of about 25 maids and gardeners.
[Mistress has trusted her with discretion, meaning if she tells you to do something... You do it, just as you would for Mistress.]
Ines stood beside Rosaria, awkwardly, with over 20 pairs of eyes on her, and she had to pretend not to know what was being said.
A maid's hand shot up. Young, maybe twenty. Dark hair, dark eyes. [Can she punish us?]
[Yes, she is at liberty to do so.] Rosaria replied. And Ines shuddered a little, uncomfortable with the idea of ‘punishing’ anyone.
The younger maid dropped her hand and visibly tensed, if just a little.
[There is one thing, if she asks you for that, that will require you to notify Mistress. If she asks for any set of car keys. You are to notify Mistress. She is not permitted to travel any farther than the gardens.]
They didn’t need to ask why. Ines recognized several of the maids here, from when she first arrived as a slave...Mistress was giving her a long leash, but it was still a leash.
One long enough to hang herself with if she did something stupid.
Dinner With Mistress
Ines stood behind her chair in the dining hall again, hands folded behind her, head down, eyes closed more in tiredness than etiquette.
She was spent; the few hours of sleep she got, face down on her desk, proved to be problematic. Her neck ached from the angle she’d slept at.
The distant echo of Mistress’s boots in the hallway alerted her just in time as she was about to be seen slouching. She straightened up, just in time.
The double doors opened.
Mistress entered.
Dark slacks, white blouse, not matching with her today. A chill moved through the room, not from fear, no, Ines is past that; it had calcified into something sharper. Ines didn’t know what to call it. Devotion?
Dread?
It didn’t matter.
She bowed her head as Mistress crossed the floor. Her Mistress in no rush to get to her seat.
“You have dark circles under your eyes, my love.” Mistress said in a smooth and mild voice.
Ines’s stomach did something weird. A strange cross between fluttering because she was called ‘my love’ again. And churning, because the mention of how tired she looked sounded more like a threat than any actual concern.
“Apologies, Mistress. I was reviewing staff checklists late last night and lost track of time.”
“Rosaria mentioned,” Of course she did Ines thought to herself. “How diligent of you.” Her tone was unreadable as she took her seat. Only then did Ines follow, pulling herself into the seat to Mistress’s left.
A maid poured the wine for Mistress. Today, nothing was poured for Ines; a glass of water was instead placed in front of her... not even getting non-alcoholic wine anymore.
Not that non-alcoholic wine was any kind of treat...
“I hear your staff meeting went well.” Mistress continued, “And I hear you caught a mistake in a document meant to catch you out.”
“I did.” Ines nodded as Mistress took a sip of her wine, watching Ines over the rim of her glass.
“Detail-oriented. Good. You’ll need to be.”
The first course was brought out, a scallop salad, with some kind of sauce that Ines didn’t understand beneath it. They ate mostly in silence, as Ines focused on trying to maintain her posture and not fall asleep.
The second course was steamed trout with charred endives and saffron sauce, plated with the elegance she was coming to expect.
And just like yesterday, Mistress got up before dessert was served, except she didn’t leave right away. She stood behind Ines’s chair, leaning in and speaking low.
“You are performing admirably,” she said. “But I want you to remember something.”
Ines looked up.
“You are not a secretary.”
Mistress let that settle. “You are mine. You sit at this table because I placed you here. Not because you can memorize checklists and highlight words. Do not lose sight of that.”
Ines swallowed, unsure if this was a reprimand or just genuine advice. “Yes, Mistress.”
“Good, I will see you tomorrow for dinner.” Mistress said, placing a small kiss on Ines’s cheek and walking away. The heat on Ines’s face being the only proof she had even been in the room at all.
Day Three
In the morning, Blanca corrected how she held a tea spoon and taught her the tone and rhythm for introducing herself to guests of a higher social standing.
In the afternoon, Ines joined Rosaria in the office to approve a weekly stipend list.
“I don’t feel comfortable handling people's pay.” Ines admitted.
“You are not handling it. You are signing off on it. You are Mistress’s stand-in when she is not here, which includes things like seeing that people are paid.”
Then came the delicate matter of a disagreement between the laundry and kitchen staff over shared hallway access during deliveries. Rosaria let Ines hear both sides, then left her alone for ten minutes to draft a resolution.
She felt like a king, hearing the villagers' problems.
When Rosaria returned, Ines presented a neatly outlined plan to stagger deliveries.
“It’s practical.” Rosaria admitted, it was the closest thing she got to praise all day.
Dinner with Mistress was mostly silent, mostly uneventful...
Except she kept staring at Ines’s hair, she had it pulled back today, in a low ponytail. When dessert came and Mistress made her exit, she leaned over Ines, took the hair tie from her head, and tossed it on the table.
“You wear your hair down around me.” Mistress said coldly, like it was a mere fact of life. She did not kiss Ines today.
And that felt lonelier than she thought it would.
Day Four
Etiquette lessons for the day included how to handle being cornered by someone of higher social standing, without insulting them, but also without submitting to them either.
“Composure is power,” Blanca said. “You only submit to two people, God and your Mistress.”
In estate training, Ines visited the small infirmary on the first floor, reviewed the medicine inventory, and drafted a recommendation for replacing expired supplies.
By midday, she was correcting errors in old staff scheduling logs, in a buildup to next week, where she’d been told she’d be writing the staff's schedules, under heavy review, of course.
She didn’t even notice how late it had gotten until Rosaria told her that Mistress would be expecting in in the dining hall soon.
At first, she saw dinners with Mistress as a luxury, something Mistress was treating her to after a long day of working and learning, but today she knew they were just another test.
Hair down, posture correct, eating elegantly.
Mistress watched every step.
And when it was time for her to leave again, she kissed Ines.
On the lips this time, nothing more than a peck.
But it was better than yesterday's nothing.
Day Five
It began as the previous days had.
Blanca had her practicing her smile. Not the broad, friendly kind, but the small, knowing smile, one meant to make her look unthreatening to anyone with an ego.
There was apparently also a correct way to incline your head while greeting someone of lesser standing than herself and one for people far above her station.
Ines was starting to resent how much etiquette was pretending to be smaller or larger than you were, depending on who was in the room.
Then came estate oversight. She signed off on maintenance repairs, roofing on the east wing, a jammed dumbwaiter in one of the kitchens, and wrote short notes in the margins for Mistress' review later. Rosaria watched her like a hawk but gave little feedback unless asked.
That night, after dinner with Mistress, a quiet affair marked by a long conversation about how to delegate. Ines went back to her room; she sat at her desk with her binder open... and then paused.
During the staff meeting, two days ago or so... Rosaria had said Ines was allowed in the gardens... right?
She stood, slipped on her shoes, and walked down the hall.
She half expected her collar to go off as she walked down the steps.
It didn’t.
She stood in front of the oak door that led to the garden, a maid passed. Ines tensed, thinking maybe she was going to raise some kind of alarm.
Instead, she bowed. And moved on.
No one was stopping her.
As she opened the door and let the cool night air in, she expected her collar to go off now... Surely.
Nothing.
She was actually allowed out here.
She took the winding gravel path. Past the flower beds and into the clearing. The one with a young tree and a single tombstone.
Ines sat down beside it, carefully folding her legs, and laying the binder across her lap.
She didn’t cry.
She spoke seldom, telling Celeste and Valentina what she was working on, what was stressing her out.
The night was cool, and the sounds of the estate quieted around her, except for the occasional rustle in the bushes, which thoroughly crept her out, until a small bunny hopped its way out.
She reminded herself, this was a plantation. They grew crops, of course, small animals came looking for food.
For the first time in days, she felt herself relax.
The next three nights, she returned.
Every evening, after her day’s lessons and her dinners with Mistress, she always brought her binder and pen to the garden, to the gravesite. Sometimes she updated schedules. Other times, she reviewed staff notes or copied down reports.
It became ritual.
She shouldn’t feel at home next to a grave, but she did.
They didn’t expect her to be the ‘Young Mistress’, they weren’t heaping responsibility on her by the bucket, they listened.
And that was enough for her.
Rosaria never mentioned it.
Neither did Mistress.
But they must’ve known. The gravel path was always clean, and the gravesite well kempt.
The dining hall felt colder that evening. Or maybe it was just nerves creeping in again.
Dinner had been different than usual. Ines was served actual wine tonight for a start, but the actual meal was quieter. Mistress said very little, no questions about inventory or staff. No comments on her posture or appearance. Just quiet forks and soft glances.
When the plates were cleared and only the wine remained, Mistress leaned back in her chair, eyes fixed on Ines.
“You’ve done well.”
Ines tried and failed to contain the sigh of relief that escaped.
Mistress continued: “The staff trust your authority or fear it. They follow your word. You haven’t abused the power, and they believe in your judgment.”
Ines nodded slowly, absorbing the praise... because that’s how she was taking it.
“Tomorrow,” Mistress said, lifting her glass to her lips, “You will be alone.”
Ines blinked, taken aback. “Mistress?”
“I have business in the city. I'll be gone from just after breakfast until after dark. That means... you’re in charge of the estate for the day.”
She stared.
“The entire day!?”
Mistress raised a brow. “Is that a problem?”
“No, Mistress.” Ines lied quickly. It was indeed a huge problem. Her? Ines in charge, a month ago she was a sex slave not being used...now she’s supposed to be the lady of the house in Mistress’s absence?
She felt her pulse spike. This job was going to give her high blood pressure.
“Rosaria will still observe, but she won’t step in unless absolutely necessary. I want to see how you cope on your own. This week has been good, but I want to see how you function when I take off the training wheels.”
Mistress leaned forward, resting her elbows on the table. “Make no mistake, I don’t expect perfection; however , let the mistakes pile up, and we’ll be restarting your training, and I might just lose my patience...Understand?”
“Yes, Mistress.” Ines nodded through the not-even vague threat.
A long pause.
Then Mistress stood and rounded the table. She stopped behind Ines, rested a hand on her shoulder, and leaned down, lips brushing her ear. “Make me proud.”
She kissed the top of her head.
Then walked away without another word.
Ines remained seated for a while longer, staring at the empty wine glass at the head of the table. Her mind racing with everything that could go wrong. A pipe bursting. A staff member going missing or getting hurt. A delivery going awry. One misstep and it could all go wrong.
That's without mentioning anything about something going wrong on the plantation, which she had not only not been trained to deal with...she’d not even gone on the tour Mistress said she could.
But beneath the fear and anxiety was... was something else.
Excitement.
She would rise early. See Mistress off, review the binder again.
She would be ready. Tomorrow, she would run the estate alone, and she had two people she wanted to tell.
Ines found herself outside, the moonlight pale on the path as she stood over a single grave. She crouched beside it, brushing a few leaves from the name plate before whispering, “You guys won’t believe this...tomorrow, she’s leaving me in charge. The entire estate.” Her voice faltered into a quiet laugh, half-pride, half-terror.
“I think I might puke. But I'll do it. I’ll make you guys proud too.”
Just then, a rustle came from the hedges behind her. Too heavy to be the wind, too slow to be another bunny. She froze, a maid watching her?
Ines stood slowly, not wanting to be seen as a crazy person for talking to a grave, and backed away from the grave. She didn’t turn back to see who had been in the bushes, mostly in an embarrassment that a maid had probably just eavesdropped on her... she hoped.
The morning sunlight spilled in through the tall windows of the foyer, warm and golden. Ines stood by the front door, hands folded neatly in front of her, her breath tight in her throat.
Mistress was already dressed to go; wherever she was going, she wasn't going to be bothered by the heat.
Dressed in a dark turtleneck, with her suit jacket draped over her shoulders, and dark suit pants that were doing lovely things for her legs and hips. Her revolver made a reappearance on said hip, which made her realize she had been without the armament for the past week or so.
A small suitcase rested by her heels. Ines did not know what was in it. Nor did she ask.
Rosaria lingered behind Ines.
Alya, back from vacation, lingered outside, next to a black SUV, like the villain's car in a Bond film, or any film. Ready to open the door for her Mistress.
Mistress picked up the briefcase. “You remember everything?”
“Yes, Mistress,” Ines replied, her voice steady despite her nerves. “Rosaria has my schedule.”
Mistress gave a faint smirk. She stepped forward and cupped Ines’s cheek, pressing a kiss to her cheek. Firm and sure, a smudge of her wine-red lipstick on Ines’s face.
But Ines had had enough of being kissed on the cheek.
Before Mistress could pull back, Ines rose on her tippy toes, catching Mistress’s lips with her own, in a soft, trembling kiss. It was perfect, and it probably made Ines look a bit too eager, but it was hers.
Her heart was pounding so loud she thought Rosaria might hear it. When she pulled back, tasting the lipstick now faintly on her own lips, Mistress’s eyes widened just a little, her lips parted, and then curved into a faint smile.
“Careful, Ines, any more of that and I’ll cancel today's business.” She whispered in Ines’s ear. Quietly stepping back, with an amused shake of the head. “Run the estate. Don’t burn it down.”
“Yes, Mistress.” Ines whispered, still breathless, still glowing.
Then the front door shut behind her, and she was gone.
The day passed in a whirlwind.
Ines walked the halls like a woman on a mission. Her hair tied back, the binder tucked underneath her arm. She held staff check-ins in the main parlor, corrected a kitchen delay that was holding up the slaves being fed, without snapping at anyone. Caught a payroll error before Rosaria could and rejected a delivery that was meant for a different plantation several miles down the road.
Of course, the day couldn’t go perfectly.
A maid broke a vase in the west wing. Ines didn’t yell. She logged the incident, ensured someone cleaned the area, and quietly reassigned the girl to polishing silverware.
Rosaria didn’t speak much, letting Ines make her own decisions, but Ines caught her staring now and then, thought, silent, approving? Ines hoped.
The plantation seemingly ran itself, as not only did Ines not hear about anything going wrong out there, she didn’t hear about anything at all.
There were no deliveries scheduled for the day either. By sundown, Ines had been toying with an idea in her head that she shared with Rosaria on a whim.
“She gave me an easy day, on purpose. She knew there were no deliveries scheduled for today, she knew nothing major would go wrong...She wanted me to pass.” It wasn’t as insulting as it was sweet.
She turned back to Rosaria, the look on her face could only be described as schoolgirl-ish. A wry smile she couldn’t contain from reaching her lips. “It may have been an easy day, Young Mistress, but even easy days need oversight, and you’ve proven you can do that.”
By the end of the day, when she finished checking that everything that was signed off as done had actually been done, her charcoal blouse was slightly wrinkled, her feet sore, and her throat dry.
But the estate hadn’t burned to the ground.
And that counted for something.
The garden air was cool and still. Ines leaned against the tree trunk of the young tree at the base of Valentina and Celeste’s grave. This place was becoming (if it already wasn’t) a kind of sanctuary for Ines.
Her chest rose and fell with a deep breath she finally let out. “I did it,” she said softly. “She took the training wheels off, but she left the guardrails up. I'm just happy I didn’t mess anything up.”
There was, of course, no reply, only the rustle of leaves in the breeze and the low hum of crickets.
Mistress was not yet back, but she had told Rosaria she’d be out here if she needed her.
She closed her eyes and let herself relax for the first time today.
Then, she heard footsteps.
Clacking, minor rustling of the hedges.
She didn’t open her eyes... just Rosaria, probably here to bother her with something else to sign or whatnot.
“Rosaria, just sign whatever it is and leave me be.”
The footsteps continued... no, they got faster.
Her eyes snapped open.
Just as a figure lunged at her from the shadows.
A flash of something small and metallic.
Pain.
Elsewhere
The jeweler was old money, dark velvet counters, antique mirrors, and polished display cases that gleamed under warm golden lights. This jeweler served her family for centuries; the two families had ties all the way back to Spain before they even colonized this land.
The necklace lay nestled on velvet: gold links, delicate but strong, like the woman that would be receiving it, with an emerald that matches Ines’s eyes.
It had taken them over a week to make it.
She was speaking softly to the elderly owner, Olmo, about engraving options... nothing dramatic, not yet... that wouldn’t be ready for another two weeks, she’d been told when she arrived.
When her phone buzzed against her palm.
Rosaria’s name popped up, and she chuckled to herself, “So she finally set something on fire, huh?”
She answered with a question before Rosaria could speak, “Wait, let me guess, Ines asked if she could let all the slaves go?” She laughed to herself.
The silence on the other end lasted for several seconds too long.
“Rosaria??”
Then: “Mistress. You must return. Madam Ines... she’s been stabbed.”
Notes:
That cliffhanger.
Chapter 16: Fight For Your Life
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
30 minutes ago
The first thing she felt was the blow to her temple, blunt and dizzying. Her body collapsed sideways onto the grave and the bed of flowers beside it, cheek scraping against stone and thorn.
By the time her vision steadied, her attacker was already on top of her.
Lindsay.
“Dani,” Lindsay spat, voice raw and cracked like broken glass. “You bitch! You didn’t even try to help me. Didn't try to save a damn soul except yourself!”
“THAT’S NOT MY NAME!”
A blur of silver swung down.
A trowel sharpened to a razor's edge.
Ines screamed, her hand jerking upward just in time. Her palm caught the makeshift weapon mid-decent, and the metal bit deep. Deep enough to chew through skin and split tendons. It sliced against the entire length of her palm. It sliced into her fingers as she desperately held on.
Blood trickled downward, a warm stream that was picking up speed and beginning to coat her own face. The trowel started to slip through her hand at the sudden slickness, but Lindsay bore down harder, putting her full weight on the handle, snarling like some feral dog.
Ines screamed again, shrill and frantic. “HELP! SOMEBODY PLEASE! HELP ME!”
Her voice filled the air, but no one answered.
Lindsay straddled her, knees digging hard into Ines’s ribs, one hand pressing the trowel ever closer to her face, the other splinted and bandaged still.
“Traitorous whore,” Lindsay rasped, tears mixed with sweat burning down onto her cheeks. “We were supposed to be in this together... Me, you, Clara, Hayes, Lily, we had a plan, and you sold out the moment she gave you a crumb of attention like a pathetic dog!”
“Coming from the same coward who RAN and got RUBY KILLED?! FUCK YOU!”
Lindsay roared and slammed her body forward, pressing the trowel lower. It was slipping through her fingers; it was within mere inches of her eye.
Her arm trembled violently. Blood loss and pain blurred the world around her. Her fingers were losing grip.
No one was coming.
She was going to die.
A flash of panic seized her like lightning. Desperation burned through the agony. With her free hand, she searched for something, anything, a rock, a brick.
Then she saw it...
Lindsay’s left hand, still wrapped in bandages and splints, the fingers Mistress had broken.
Ines’s good hand shot out with a cry and crushed Lindsay’s three fingers in her fist.
Lindsay screamed like something inhuman, a shriek so raw and ugly it sounded like nails on a chalkboard. Ines squeezed harder, feeling the splints crack and shift under the pressure.
And feeling the bones beneath give.
Lindsay recoiled instinctively, falling forward, holding her fingers in pain.
Ines twisted violently and rolled them both over, shoving Lindsay off her with a surge of adrenaline. Her hand, slick with her blood and Lindsay’s now rebroken fingers still spasming, left red streaks as she scrambled away.
She ran.
She couldn’t go toward the villa; Lindsay still blocked the path, still had the trowel.
So, she ran blindly, past the headstone, past Mistress’s favorite rose bed, deeper into the garden, and into the hedge maze. Her vision swam. The air smelled of lavender, sweat, and blood.
She could hear Lindsay behind her, stumbling, shrieking.
“Running from a track athlete into a garden I tend to? You stupid, stupid dyke bitch!” Her voice cracked and filled with fury. “I’M GONNA FIND YOU! You're leaving a fucking blood-crumb trail.”
And she was.
Ines looked down, saw the red streaks she was leaving behind her on the ground. Her hand pulsed, hot and open like split fruit.
She turned sharply down a path, then another, heart pounding. Her lungs burned; she could barely see the moonlight, barely illuminating the path.
Then...
A shadow moved.
And Lindsay was there again.
She tackled Ines hard, slamming her into a hedge of thorns. The foliage stabbed into her back like a lumbar puncture. They crashed to the dirt in a tangle of trashing limbs; Lindsay’s trowel flashed in the moonlight.
And Ines wasn’t fast enough, not this time.
The trowel punched into her ribcage, with a wet, sickening crunch, the disgusting sound of metal pushing through flesh and bone.
Ines choked. A spurt of blood ejected from her mouth, warm and coppery.
She looked down.
The trowel was embedded inside her.
Sticking out of her side like a Christmas ornament, the handle was trembling with every breath she took.
“...Why?” She gasped, voice like gravel. “Why?”
Lindsay crouched over her, trembling ever so slightly. “Because she won’t let us go. Won't let me go home. She stole my life from me, now I'm taking what she wants...You. Don't worry, after you die, I'll do myself, I'm not sticking around for that bitch to torture me.”
She almost sounded apologetic.
Almost.
Like she hadn’t just called her a dyke mere moments ago.
Then she shoved the trowel in deeper.
Ines shrieked. One hand trying to hold the trowel in place, the other frantically searching, fumbling over dirt, over crushed petals and twigs, searching.
Her fingers closed around a jagged rock.
She swung it wildly.
Once.
Crack.
Twice.
Crack.
Lindsay slumped forward, bleeding from her temple, but still breathing, unconscious.
Ines had to shove the smaller woman off her. She shrieked from the pain of her wound. She crawled out of the hedges on her hands and knees. The trowel still embedded in her ribs.
She wanted to take it out; every ounce of human instinct screamed to remove the foreign object from her body. But she was already bleeding heavily. The right half of her blouse was soaked in sweat and blood, almost black in the moonlight.
She stumbled, disoriented and gasping, into the open garden.
She was a mess. Hair matted with dirt, shirt torn, blood pouring from her ribs and hand.
She staggered like a drunk, one hand pressed to her side, trying to keep the trowel from shifting inside her.
“Help...” She groaned, “Help me, please...someone.”
Ahead, she saw flashlights, heard voices.
[Someone was screaming out here earlier.]
[Is that blood on the ground?]
A scream. As the two maids outside with flashlights turned towards her.
Then footsteps coming closer.
“Young Mistress!”
Two maids sprinted towards her.
Ines dropped to her knees just as they reached her, one of them catching her before she could collapse completely. The other screaming something into her radio, Ines couldn’t catch.
“Young Mistress! Young Mistress!”
“Get Rosaria! NOW! Call Dr. McKay, God... she’s been impaled with something, Jesus, what is that?”
The secondary maid, the one frantically shouting into the radio, vanished into the villa in a blur of movement. Like a game show, lights rapidly flickered to life inside in a domino effect. Ines hadn’t seen since the second grade.
Ines allowed her head to lull against the maid's shoulder as she pulled a cloth from her pouch, giving Ines fair warning of what would come next.
“I’m sorry, Young Mistress, this is going to hurt.”
Ines whimpered like a kicked dog the moment the cloth wrapped around her torn palm, pain shot up her hand like a lit fuse.
Ines tried to speak, but the iron taste in her mouth was overpowering. Her vision swam as more people rushed in. Someone grabbed her uninjured hand gently and tried to keep her upright, another pressed something against the wound at her ribs that made Ines shriek in agony.
Flats thudded against the gravel.
Rosaria arrived in a rush, hair undone, her face stripped of all its usual composure. Flanked by two guards.
“Move!” She barked, and the maids parted. She fell to her knees beside Ines, cleaning her bloodied face with the sleeves of her undershirt. “What happened? Who did this to you?”
Ines could barely nod in the direction of the hedge maze. She was trembling now, every inch of her was soaked in sweat, if not something worse. “L-Lindsay...She snapped, wanted revenge.”
Rosaria’s face darkened with something murderous. “Where is she now?”
“Maze. I h-hit her. I think she’s still breathing.”
Rosaria stood immediately. “Bind the wound. Don't remove the object, keep pressure on it, and for God's sake, move her to the infirmary already.”
Rosaria’s eyes narrowed as she turned to the guard standing beside her. [Go in there and secure the girl, do not harm her unless she resists. If she does... break her legs.]
The two guards ran off to retrieve Lindsay. Just as Ines heard a countdown begin.
[The infirmary is prepped. Keep her upright, lift her on three.]
[One—Two—]
On three, they lifted her.
Even as a scream ripped from her throat at feeling the trowel jostling inside her. Her legs kicked instinctively, the trowel twisted with every movement, every jolt. She thought she would pass out; at this point, it was preferable.
But she didn’t.
She stayed awake for every step. They carried her down the long hall of the eastern wing, fast but careful, murmuring updates into a radio she could barely focus on. All she could focus on was her blood, the trail she was dripping behind them, the sound of the blood filled her ears, drowning out the voices.
They laid her down in the infirmary bed, and the pain was instant. As soon as her back hit the mattress, Ines screamed. A raw, broken sound that tore from her throat as the trowel shifted inside her again.
The white lights above her blurred and wobbled as her head rolled from side to side. Her breathing was sharp and panicked as the cloth was removed from her hand and a towel was wrapped around in its stead.
Multiple pillows were placed under her head in what someone said was an effort to ‘make her comfortable.’ If she could laugh, she would.
Comfortable? I have a fucking gardening tool shoved inside me.
“Dr. McKay is two minutes out.” A maid said, wheeling over a portable vitals monitor, its cables trailing like vines.
Ines whimpered. Her face went chalk-pale, her blouse a gory blotch. The handle of the trowel still protruded grotesquely from her side, rising and falling ever so slightly as she struggled to breathe.
Rosaria brushed sweat-drenched hair away from her forehead. “Stay with us, Young Mistress, you’re going to be okay. She's almost here.”
Ines wanted to answer, to ask for water. To scream again, but her thoughts were foggy, and her mouth was dry.
Boots echoed in the hallway. Then—
The doors slammed open.
“Move.” Dr. McKay, flanked by 2 nurses carrying duffel bags and lugging equipment, burst in like a cyclone. Black scrubs thrown over what looked like her sleep clothes, stethoscope already around her neck. “Get me some vitals.”
“I need light, give me clear overheads.”
Fluorescents buzzed to life.
McKay hovered over Ines, eyes sharp, mouth tight. She peeled the towel back from Ines’s hand. Winced. “Tendons might be damaged, but the hand is secondary.”
She removed a pair of scissors from her pocket and cut off Ines's shirt in frantic snips of cloth until Ines remained in her bra and slacks only. Ines didn’t have the energy to object or cover herself; modesty had leaked out of her along with the blood.
“Puncture wound between the ninth and tenth rib on the right side of her abdomen. Where are those damned vitals?”
“Blood pressure dropping, eighty-six over forty-eight. Pulse 137.” The nurse answered back.
“Is she stable enough for surgery?” A lingering maid asked.
McKay bit her lip and shook her head once, briskly. “Not with her blood pressure. I can’t put her under anesthesia; she’ll go into shock. Can't risk it.”
Ines stirred weakly. “Please...no.”
“I know,” McKay said, leaning down. Her voice lowered. “Ines, I need you to be strong for a little while longer. I'm going to numb the site as much as possible. But we have to do this while you're awake; if I put you under, you could go into cardiac arrest.”
Ines didn’t respond; she couldn’t.
Cardiac arrest.
It was sinking in... she could die, maybe she was even close to death.
She blinked up at the doctor. Her chest rose in shallow, fluttering breaths.
And nodded once. Something she was certain she’d regret.
McKay turned back to the others. “Prep the lidocaine. I want clamps ready, gauze, thread, the whole kit.”
A stinging pressure jabbed into her thigh, and then several around the trowel in her ribs.
Ines gasped. “What...What was that?”
“Painkillers and a numbing agent,” McKay answered.
She didn’t remember Rosaria leaving. One second, she was there, wiping sweat from her forehead, murmuring supportive things.
The next?
Gone.
And everything else was light. Blinding overhead fluorescents wheeled over her.
The drugs were taking effect; she used to be able to feel the trowel inside of her, not just the pressure, but the shape of it. She used to be able to feel it scraping bone with every breath.
Now?
A faint ache.
Like a bee buzzing beneath her skin.
Dr. McKay hovered over her again.
“Okay, Ines,” she said, voice low but brisk. “We’re going to start.”
No one had told her what that meant.
But then she felt it.
Hands.
Cool, gloved fingers...holding her down.
“I’m sorry, kid.” Ines felt Dr. McKay’s hands grip firmly on the trowel, and then a gentle but firm tug. The pain was unimaginable, like she was being torn apart by a thousand knives. Even with the numbing agent, she screamed, her back arching off the bed. Nurses and maids holding her down alike, their faces straining with the effort of keeping her still.
The sound of metal scraping against bone filled the room, and Ines could feel the warmth of her blood spreading. It was a wet, sticky mess; she gagged at the idea of what was happening inside of her.
McKay worked quickly, her movements as precise as they could be despite the urgency and the screaming. With a final, wrenching pull, the trowel came free, and Ines’s body went slack, the world around her slipping.
The room was silent except for her ragged breaths and the doctor’s voice giving instructions she couldn’t hear.
Hands moved swiftly to the wound. Ines could feel it.
The pressure. The wet, gloved fingers pushed into her open wound. It wasn’t a sharp pain, but deep.
Wrong.
A prodding sensation that made her entire body curl, even when she couldn’t feel her legs anymore.
She wanted to scream, but her throat was raw, barely able to drag in breaths, let alone voice anything.
“Tenth rib fracture, gallbladder ruptured, needs removal. I need suction now, set up a blood transfusion for immediately after.”
Hands dug deep.
It felt like her insides were being peeled back like a banana skin. It felt unnatural; the human body wasn’t meant to be awake while someone dug around inside it.
The air tasted like iodine and blood. Her sweat pooled into her collarbone. The stitches in her fingers were already finished. She didn’t remember the nurse starting them. She couldn’t feel the stitches going into her palm.
She could only feel the slow, brutal invasion into her side.
Pressure.
A wet snap of pain made her eyes fly open, pupils blown wide in terror. Her body spasmed, every nerve shrieking at once. A ragged gasp burst from her lips, broken, jagged, barely human.
“SHE’S SEIZING!” A nurse yelled.
“Blood pressure’s plummeting, 72 over 35!”
“Fuck! I need you to stay awake, Ines, stay with m—”
But she had already slipped away.
The last thing she felt was a maid gripping her uninjured hand.
Then darkness swallowed everything.
The words sank like a stone in the ocean.
“I can’t put her under anesthesia.”
Rosaria had heard it all, being here for the last decade. Threats, screams, death rattles. But this? This was different. This was the Young Mistress , trembling and pale, covered in blood and struggling to stay lucid.
She couldn’t stay in the room.
Not while they were explaining things to her, she clearly didn’t understand, that she was in no state to understand.
“I need a moment,” Rosaria muttered. Ines didn’t react; she was staring into an overhead light, unblinking.
She stepped into the hallway; it wasn’t any less hectic out here. Five maids stood by the door; two had blood on their aprons. One had tears on her cheek still, some praying, others waiting for updates; they all swarmed her as she stepped out.
But they weren’t praying for their Young Mistress.
They were praying for themselves.
They were praying for their jobs.
Or their lives.
“Miss Rosaria—please, is she alive?”
“She was screaming so loudly, please tell us, what did they say?”
“Her blood was everywhere. I didn’t know someone could bleed that much... she’s not going to die, is she?”
Rosaria raised a hand to try and stop the three maids who all seemed to be speaking at once. And for a moment, it almost worked; the words caught in their throats. But only for a moment.
Then came the questions that didn’t have a good answer.
“Why was she out there alone?”
“Isn’t it your job to keep her safe?”
Of course it was.
That had been her job, even more so than being her maid. And she failed...
Rosaria’s stomach clenched. The moment hitting harder than any of their words. It hadn’t fully sunk in, not until now.
Ines might die.
And it would be her fault.
She had let her go into the garden alone...she thought it’d be okay, Mistress Ines had been using the garden every night that week with no incident.
And now she was impaled, all while Rosaria wrote reports.
Fucking reports.
She clinched her fists briefly at her side before completely ignoring the blame game the maids had tried to play with her. She knew it was her fault; there was no excuse.
“Has anyone notified Mistress?” Rosaria asked.
A noticeable shudder went through all the women before her, as they all looked around at one another.
It was the crux of the real reason they were praying and looked scared. Nobody wanted to tell Mistress.
“W-we were waiting,” one of the younger maids said. “Until we had good news... or until we knew the full extent of the damage.” She said, pulling at the top button of her shirt.
“No. You waited because you are afraid.” Rosaria said, quietly, almost absently.
No one argued back.
The air turned thick with shame.
Until one spoke up.
“So what? So what if we are scared? We can’t all be ‘like a daughter to her’ like you. You're the one that fucked up, but we're the ones whose lives are in danger now! At worst, you’ll go back to cleaning the library or checking off checklists, if she dies... We have families.”
The words hung in the air, a stark reality that was a slap to the face.
“You’re right. I did fuck up. And I’m going to tell her.” Rosaria said, her voice a whip crack.
The maids parted as she walked away, not looking back.
She dug for the phone in her pouch. She stepped just far away enough that the screaming wouldn’t be audible on the other end, but she could see if McKay or anyone else came out with an update.
The phone felt heavy. She could see her reflection in its black screen before it was powered on. A streak of Ines’s blood stuck to the cuff of her sleeve.
She dialed.
The line rang once.
Mistress didn’t give her any time to speak.
“Wait, let me guess, Ines asked if she could let all the slaves go?” She heard Mistress chuckle on the other end.
Rosaria froze, briefly. How do you tell someone in a good mood that their lover was violently assaulted?
“Rosaria??” The tinge of concern in her voice was something Rosaria had only heard one time before, when Young Mistress had her panic attack in the office.
Rosaria swallowed and let Mistress know.
“Mistress. You must return. Madam Ines...she’s been stabbed.”
There wasn’t a gasp, or an ‘oh no’, the other end of the line just went completely silent, for what felt like an eternity.
Rosaria could practically feel the chill coming through the phone.
“Is she alive?” Asked with all the coldness of a woman who truly only expected one answer.
“Yes, McKay is operating now.” Rosaria heard a car door slam as she answered.
“Who?”
And Rosaria knew exactly what she was asking for. “Lindsay, she got the jump on Mistress Ines as she lounged in the garden. Lindsay is secure and being held in the cellar.”
Rosaria closed her eyes. Waiting.
Then Mistress spoke, her voice like ice.
“I want every camera’s footage pulled and sent to me. Nobody touches Lindsay until I return. And I want a full report on how a slave under surveillance was able to attempt to murder my woman!”
“Yes, Mistress.”
“I will return within the hour. Pray that when I return that she is conscious. Or her blood will not be the only spilt tonight.”
“Underst—”
Click.
Mistress hung up on her.
When Rosaria rejoined the others by the infirmary door, they hounded her again, asking how angry Mistress was.
She didn’t answer.
Instead, she prayed.
Because it’s what Mistress had told her to do.
The car door shut behind her with a dull, final thud.
She hadn’t even waited for Alya to open the door for her.
Mistress didn’t speak. Her heels didn’t strike the marble floor; they pounded it. Each step echoed down the grand hallway, like the ticking of a grandfather clock.
The house was quiet. Too quiet, the maids were hiding, not that hiding under their beds was going to save them, it wasn’t going to save anyone.
The further she walked, the more blood she saw. Half wiped, like someone tried to clean it in a hurry, a trail leading toward the east wing.
The infirmary.
Her jaw tightened, she was too incensed to ask Rosaria for updates, she truly didn’t know what state she’d find Ines in.
Unconscious?
Dead?
The last turn. Then the doors. She paused, just once.
The scent of antiseptic, bleach, and iron hit her all at once.
Rosaria was waiting outside the door, the only person there, the only maid with enough backbone not to be hiding in their room. Not that she wasn’t afraid.
Rosaria was standing completely still, not reacting to the sound of her Mistress coming down the hall, like she was a T-Rex and not moving meant she would not be seen.
Just outside the door, she turned to the trailing Alya.
“Gather all the present maids in the foyer. Everyone, no one gets away with this.” To which Alya bowed and walked away, Rosaria in tow.
She stepped inside the infirmary.
There were no curtains drawn. No attempt to hide it. Ines lay still on a medical bed, more tubing and bandages than woman. Her face was pale, an oxygen mask over her dry, cracked lips, her eyes closed, not at peace, but in agony. Her hand was wrapped like a relic, mummified in gauze and foam dressings.
The beep of the monitor was the only way to tell she was even alive.
Four IVs were snaking around her wrists, hand, and elbow.
A bag of blood sat draining into her from one of the IVs.
A long set of bandages on her lower ribs rose and fell with every painful stutter of a breath.
Dr. McKay straightened at her approach, but didn’t flinch; she wasn’t scared of her.
Kayla had never been easily intimidated.
Mistress’s eyes remained on Ines, however. “Talk.”
McKay’s voice was brisk, if not a little tired. “Fractured rib. Puncture wound between the ninth and tenth rib, missed the liver luckily, but plunged straight into the gallbladder, so I had to remove it. She's on oxygen because of the heavy sedation. Major laceration through the palm, tendon damage. Clean through to the bone.”
Mistress’s mouth was a thin, unreadable line.
“She began to seize during the removal of her gallbladder. Probably a pain response, could’ve been blood loss. It was touch and go for a while... It’s still touch and go, but she’s recovering.”
“Is she stable?”
McKay gave a dry, humorless laugh. “About as stable as a table with one leg.”
She stepped forward, her jacket came off, as she placed it over Ines, they hadn’t changed her out of her bloody slacks, and tears of the remnants of her shirt remained.
She lowered herself into the chair beside the bed like it was a throne.
“Will she wake up?” She didn’t know if that was to McKay or not; it just came out.
“In a few days, maybe, you don’t want her to wake up now. It'd be nothing but screaming, and she’d need to be sedated... Again.”
Mistress nodded, once. And the silence stretched as she watched the shaky rise and fall of Ines’s chest.
Then—
“I’m sorry,” she whispered. “My staff failed to keep you safe... I failed to keep you safe. I'll make it right.”
Ines didn’t stir. Didn't flinch, didn’t react.
Mistress reached out, brushing a single strand of dark hair from the girl’s forehead, the back of her hand caressing a scrape on her cheek.
She leaned closer, resting her forehead on Ines’s, voice softer now. “Stupid girl, you know you aren’t allowed to die.
Her lips pressed gently to Ines’s clammy forehead.
She didn’t linger.
She rose cool and composed, turning toward the door.
She glanced back once, just once, at the broken girl in the bed, being held together like a science project.
“I’ll be back,” she murmured. She turned to McKay. “I expect her clothes to be changed before I return.”
She didn’t wait for her to nod or say yes; she already slipped out of the room, hand on her holster, heels clicking on the marble once more.
The foyer was silent when Mistress entered.
The collection of seven maids that lived here stood in a crooked line beneath the vaulted ceiling. Still in their night uniforms, hair disheveled, aprons stained with blood, fear painted all their faces.
Alya stood apart, near the back, eyes downcast. The only woman in the room not in trouble.
Mistress walked in slowly, heels echoing on the stone floor. She didn’t speak at first.
She let them feel it.
The weight of her disappointment. The blood they had tracked through her halls, the uncertainty of Ines’s life.
She stopped in front of them.
She took a slow breath.
“You failed me.” She said, “That, I might have forgiven.”
She took a step forward, and no one moved; even if they trembled, they knew better than to move.
“But you failed her. To have MY WOMAN BLEEDING OUT IN THE DIRT LIKE A DOG! I should kill all of you. But I'm willing to let one person volunteer to take responsibility.”
No one moved.
As she suspected. They did, however, all shift to looking toward Rosaria.
Who stood at the end alone, abandoned by her fellow maids, ready to throw her under the bus if need be.
She took another step forward. “No volunteer? So be it.”
She drew her revolver with no ceremony. A gleaming thing, elegant, polished, old. A gift from her father. She spun the cylinder slowly.
“There’s a single bullet loaded. You refused to volunteer. Now God chooses.”
No one breathed.
The trembling increased.
She approached the first maid. Young. Couldn't have been older than twenty. Eyes brimming with fear and tears.
She placed the barrel against her forehead and cocked the hammer.
Click.
The girl collapsed.
She moved to the next. Older, stone-faced. Not trembling, but fingers twitching gave her away.
She pressed the cold steel to her forehead.
Click.
Mistress moved on.
The third let out a whimper before the trigger was even pulled.
Click.
The fourth tried to meet her gaze.
She failed.
Click.
The fifth was shaking so badly she looked like she might be sick.
Mistress pressed the gun to her temple and held it longer this time... until something began trickling down the maid's legs.
Then—
Click.
She fell to the ground, crying.
Mistress skipped the next maid and stopped in front of Rosaria.
Six.
Rosaria had not moved from her place at the end of the line.
She didn’t tremble. Her hands were folded behind her back. Lips pressed together so firmly they may as well of been a scar.
Rosaria closed her eyes with a look of a woman that resigned herself to death.
Mistress lifted the gun.
Pressed it to Rosaria’s forehead
Time stretched.
No one dared to blink.
She pulled the trigger...
Click.
In truth, it hadn’t been loaded at all. The bullets sat in her back pocket, taken out during the drive home.
She lowered it.
Just until Rosaria opened her eyes, with a look of confusion.
And with a motion too fast to follow, she struck Rosaria across the face with the butt of the revolver.
The crack of metal on bone echoed like a gunshot.
Rosaria stumbled sideways. Blood bloomed immediately from her temple as she fell to the ground. She began kicking her.
The ribs.
The stomach.
The head.
Rosaria didn’t cry out for mercy. She knew she wouldn’t receive any.
“You disappointed me the most.” She whispered down to her. “I saved you. Helped you escape from your old master, and this is how you repay me!? If I see you again before Ines is conscious, you’ll be joining her.”
Mistress said nothing else to her. She holstered the empty weapon and stepped back. “I am going to watch every second of the security cameras from tonight's incident. And if I see that one of you could’ve stopped this, or helped her earlier, well...”
She looked over to the husk on the floor that was Rosaria, a bit of blood leaving her mouth, wheezing just barely audible. It made her point better than she could.
She turned her back on them.
“Alya, let’s go. There's someone else we need to see.”
They walked toward the cellar steps in tandem, Mistress slowly cuffing her sleeves...
Down in the cellar, the air was thick with the smell of mildew and salt. Nothing was down here, but the alarm to call the police and an old panic room, her mother had built into all the basements of her plantations.
She descended the final step without a sound. Alya followed silently, closing the door behind her.
There was little light being produced by the two bulbs overhead, casting long shadows on the stone floor and rusted iron.
Lindsay was here.
Tied to a steel chair bolted to the floor, wrists bound tight with a coarse rope, ankles the same. A gag between her teeth. Her head lolled forward, light brown hair stuck to some dried blood on her face.
Mistress motioned the guard behind Lindsay away.
Her head lifted when the footsteps stopped.
Eyes slightly swollen, but open.
Mistress said nothing.
Just struck.
Crack.
Her fist met Lindsay’s jaw with a sickening thud. A muffled groan broke past the gag.
Another.
This time to the temple. Her head snapped to the side, hair falling over her face. Screaming into the gag.
She never much liked hitting people... getting her hands dirty, it wasn’t for her, why punch people herself when she could pay for someone bigger and stronger to punch for her.
Only this was personal.
The first punches were hers.
She grabbed Lindsay by the hair, forced her upright.
“I give you a job and you spit in my face. Attack my Ines?! She saved your life! And that’s how you reward her?”
*Crack*
*Thud*
*Crack*
She beat on her until a cut opened under the girl's eye, and the gasps and gags turned into whimpers.
But she wouldn’t continue.
Instead, she turned to Alya, who stood near the bottom of the steps.
“You know what I want. But don’t kill her, there’s an opportunity here to teach Ines about the behavior of these animals.”
She stepped aside, and Alya nodded once. Her stance shifted, no hesitation. The posture of someone who’d been in the ring.
Alya stepped forward, rolled her shoulders back, and without ceremony—
Punched Lindsay as hard as she physically could, in the ribs.
The crack of bone on bone filled the room.
Then another to the side of the jaw. A muffled cry wheezed out.
She stood and watched, arms crossed, eyes cold as Alya worked.
Three more punches. Two to the stomach, the last making the tied-up woman vomit. One last sharp punch to the eye.
Then Mistress turned for the steps.
“Keep her alive,” she reminded without looking back. “But don’t be gentle either.”
She disappeared into the darkness above, the cellar door creaking shut behind her.
Below, the thudding of fists continued, measured and brutal.
After all, it’s why she employs a brute.
Mistress slipped quietly back into the infirmary, the scent of antiseptic and cleaned blood thick in the air. The machines hummed their quiet, clinical symphony. Ines lay pale beneath white sheets, changed into a hospital gown that McKay got from God knows where.
She pulled back the sheets and pulled up the gown; her ribs were starting to bloom purple and green bruises, the wound was bandaged tightly, her hand was in a sling, and elevated.
She sank into the same chair as before. After Alya was finished beating Lindsay, she’d have her bring the chair from her office.
Dr. Kayla McKay walked and stood at the foot of the bed, her arms crossed. She looked exhausted, her ginger hair tied back in that messy bun Kayla knew she hated, scrubs stained.
“I didn’t peg her as your type.”
Mistress stifled a sigh; she’d say, ‘Don’t start,’ but that had always been Kayla’s sign to start. “And I didn’t bring you down here to analyze my taste in women.”
“Yeah, yeah, you brought me down here because I was ‘on my ass,’ don’t remind me.”
“‘Star doctor sentenced to thirteen years in prison after organ trafficking scheme unraveled.’” Mistress reminded, hand doing a motion like she was the reporter breaking the story. “You still hold the title of only woman I've ever dated that’s been to prison.”
McKay smirked and stepped a little closer. “You say that like I'm supposed to be embarrassed.”
The silence hung between them. Friendly, companionable.
Kayla’s eyes dropped to Ines. “She’s a tough cookie; that seizure could have killed her. But she hung on.”
Mistress said nothing.
Kayla let out a low breath. “You know, I didn’t think I'd get this invested. I told her the last time I saw her, ‘I hope to never see her again.’ I thought she was some cute little thing you were playing house with. But watching her fight to stay awake while I was digging around inside her?” She shook her head. “She wanted to live. Badly.”
Mistress felt her jaw flex. “She better have.”
Kayla studied her, then leaned against the corner of the bed, arms crossed again. “You planning on telling her?”
“Telling her what?”
“About your family.”
She didn’t answer right away.
“Not yet. Soon. But not now.”
Kayla let out a grunt. “Your call.”
Mistress reached for Ines’s hand, the good one, and held it for a moment, thumb brushing the back of her hand. “I’m going to go take a shower. Let me know if anything changes.”
“You’ll be the first.”
Mistress turned and left the room, the door clicking closed behind her.
McKay remained. Watching the girl in the bed's chest rise and fall. Then finally, she sat down in the chair Mistress had left empty, rubbing her eyes with the heel of her palm.
“I hope you're worth the mess, kid.” She murmured.
And Ines didn’t stir.
Six Days Later
The infirmary was dim, lit only by a bedside lamp. It was raining outside; its wetness pelted the windows as distant thunder vibrated in the distance.
Ines stirred.
Her eyelids fluttered. Heavy, dry, everything ached; her midsection felt like she was being ripped in half. Her throat burned, her hand throbbed like it was wrapped in a bee's nest.
She tried to move but couldn’t. Tried to sit up, but her back didn’t move an inch off the bed.
Machines beeped around her. She blinked hard. Vision clearing bit by bit.
The first thing she saw was her slumped in the chair beside the bed, chin resting on the edge of the bed. Breathing slow and even.
Mistress.
She looked tired. Slightly pale, hair pulled back.
But she was there.
Ines didn’t know how long she’d been here, but the sight made her believe Mistress had been there with her the entire time.
Ines tried to speak, but only a dry rasping noise came out.
Mistress stirred.
Her head snapped up instantly, eyes sharp as a blade, then softening as they landed on Ines.
“Ines,” she breathed. “Hey...You’re awake.”
She reached for a cup of water and slid the straw between Ines’s lips.
Ines drank. Gulped, more like it.
It helped.
“I thought...” Ines whispered, voice weak. “It got so dark. I was so scared. I—”
“Shh,” Mistress said, brushing her fingers down Ines’s cheek. “You’re safe, you’re alive. You don’t have to be scared anymore.”
“Mistress I—”
“Isabel. When it’s just us... Call me Isabel.”
Notes:
Name reveal!
I went over dozens of traditional Colombian Names before landing on that one.
Thanks for reading as always (:
Chapter 17: Bond
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Days passed.
Maybe weeks.
Ines didn’t know; all she could do was smell antiseptic and stare up at the cream-colored infirmary ceiling in between states of lucidity. The drugs were strong, but the pain was always stronger.
A thick ache in her side when she breathed, when she moved, when she dared to exist. Her right hand stitched, bandaged, wrapped, and placed in a sling.
The world came in fragments of lucidity. White linen, soft pillows, and Dr. McKay’s voice. Low, competent, and always somewhere nearby.
And her.
Mistress.
She struggled to call her Isabel. It felt like calling your teacher by their first name, overly familiar, or disrespectful, even.
At first, Ines wasn’t sure if she was dreaming. But every time her eyes fluttered open or the drugs wore off enough for her to feel like a person again, she was there. Sometimes sitting quietly by her bed, sometimes reading, sometimes she had her laptop in her lap, clacking away furiously.
The occasional kiss to her forehead, holding her hand when she thought Ines was asleep, kissing the back of her hand, and whispering prayers in Spanish.
Mostly, she just watched her.
Days passed.
The passage of time blurred, marked only by the clatter of Alya bringing her food. Ines hasn’t seen Rosaria since she walked out on her surgery...
The few times she asked Mistress where her maid was, she only gave vague answers.
“Away.”
“Busy.”
“Taking some ‘personal time.’”
Ines hoped she was okay. That seeing her bleeding out hadn’t traumatized her too much.
Ines herself could barely handle the tremor that rose in her chest at the memory of what happened, so she buried it under the weight of medication and sleep.
But slowly, the rhythm changed.
Dr. McKay began adjusting her medication. The fog in her head began to clear, and her body began to feel the full weight of what it had been through. Aching ribs, a constant throb of heat where her gallbladder had been.
And still Mistress came.
Every day.
Sometimes in a crisp white blouse with the sleeves rolled up, other times... in a way Ines had never seen her before.
A hoodie and a pair of jeans, unremarkably casual. A look, Ines didn’t think Mistress knew. A look she didn’t think Isabel knew.
But that was just it, wasn’t it?
She didn’t know anything about Mistress, did she?
She started to sum up the things she knew about her in her head.
1: Her name is Isabel.
2: She runs or owns this plantation.
3: She has a rich family...
That was the extent of what she knew about the woman that she was pretty sure she was lovers with.
She was coherent enough for them to have conversations now if Ines didn’t chicken out, so maybe she should start with something small or obvious.
“Your English is very good.” Ines said, looking over. Still slightly groggy.
Mistress tilted her head, a slight smile on her face as she closed her book. “I was taught English from childhood. English is the language of business... they were purely practical lessons, and then I went to college in the States.”
Ines blinked in surprise. “You...went to college?”
Mistress smiled like she was remembering something fondly. “UCLA in Los Angeles, four years of overpriced lectures, and gay bars for miles, completely different from anything I had experienced here in Colombia.”
Ines sat with her mouth agape; she never imagined in her wildest dreams that Mistress had spent her early twenties doing bar crawls and soaking up rays on the beach. Or that she had even gone to college in the first place.
Mistress raised an eyebrow at her shock. “What did you think? I got my business and management expertise from a genie?”
Ines gave a small, breathy laugh. It hurt, of course, everything still hurt, but she smiled through it anyway.
“I just... didn’t think you’d ever lived anywhere else,” she admitted. “You don’t talk about yourself much.”
Mistress—Isabel rested her elbows on the side of the bed, folding her hands under her chin. “There are a great many things I haven’t told you. Some of them, I hope to tell you soon.”
There was a beat of silence.
One where Ines wondered if she really wanted to ask this.
She gulped, but said it anyway,
“W-when you heard that I got hurt...How did that make you feel?”
Mistress didn’t answer right away.
Instead, she slowly stood and moved around the bed, the legs of the chair scraping lightly against the floor as she left it behind. She sat on the edge of the mattress, the bed dipping slightly under her weight. One hand reached out, brushing back loose strands of hair stuck to Ines’s temple.
Her thumb ran gently across her cheek.
“I was angry,” she said quietly. “At first. Furious, actually.”
Her voice was calm, but it carried an edge to it. “Furious that someone would dare to touch what’s mine. That anyone would even think about harming my woman.”
She let that settle, then inhaled, steady and deep. Her eyes didn’t leave Ines’s.
“But anger doesn’t last long. Not when you feel helpless.”
Her hand moved lower, brushing the side of Ines’s neck, tracing a vein with her thumb like she was reassuring herself that Ines was still alive.
“I’m not used to feeling powerless. Frankly, I don’t have to feel that way; I'm rich. Normally, I have few problems that don’t disappear if I throw enough money or people, I own at it...”
A pause.
“But none of my money or resources mattered when I walked in the house and saw trails of your blood on the floor. When I walked into the infirmary and you were being held together with tubes and bandages like some Frankenstein monster.”
The words cracked, just slightly. A vulnerability she had never shown Ines before.
Mistress leaned forward just enough to rest her forehead on Ines’s.
“I thought I might lose you,” she whispered. “And I'm not too proud to admit, I was afraid.”
There was no kiss this time, no smile. Just raw honesty hanging between them like dead air on radio. Fragile and closer to her than Ines had ever felt before.
And Ines, still broken, still hurting, closed her eyes and let herself feel it.
Not the pain.
The weight of their bond.
More time passed.
A few days, maybe more. Ines had given up trying to count. Dr. McKay had taken away her sedatives almost entirely, leaving her mind clearer. But far more aware of the slow aching agony of her recovery. The tightness in her ribs, the pull of every breath. Her right hand was still bandaged and immobilized in a sling.
But the biggest change wasn’t in her body.
It was the way Mistress looked at her now.
No longer did Mistress look at her like Ines was a bug in her collection. It was something else.
Protective.
Attentive.
Fierce in a way that hovered between devotion and obsession.
And Mistress was never far.
If she left the room at all, it was briefly. And whenever she was gone, Ines started to notice new things.
It was when Mistress left for the night that she noticed them.
Two armed guards who stood outside the infirmary door now. The camera that was installed at the threshold.
The way Alya never entered the room without knocking and announcing herself first.
Even Dr. McKay, who had been staying in one of the guest rooms in the house, had started saying, “Your girlfriend is hovering again.”
Hovering was an understatement.
One morning, Ines awoke to find Isabel sitting cross-legged in the chair beside her, dressed not in a blouse or hoodie, but an off-white silk robe. Her hair damp from a shower. A tray of food sat beside her on a rolling table.
Sliced mango, scrambled egg, white rice, and two cups of tea.
She leaned in, spoon in hand, clearly intending to feed her.
“I can eat on my own,” Ines murmured, waving her uninjured left hand.
She simply smiled, that annoying smile that meant she was about to get what she wanted. “Let me spoil you. I almost lost you, humor me.”
Ines gave a reluctant sigh, but when the spoon touched her lips, warm and sweet with diced mango, she didn’t fight it. She chewed quietly, watching Isabel watch her. Oddly reminiscent of when Mistress fed her mango in her office, in what feels like a lifetime ago for Ines.
And that became the rhythm.
The chair beside her bed had Mistress in it more often than not. Sometimes she’d bring her work down. Contracts to review, reports to read, and mutter under her breath in Spanish while she typed.
Other times, she’d just sit and read aloud to Ines, a novel translated from Spanish to English.
There were small things, too.
Like the way she adjusted Ines’s pillow without asking.
The way she kissed her good morning and goodnight, as if they were a normal couple.
As if they were ever normal.
It was... strange. But not unwelcome.
Compared to her treatment when she first arrived... this was like being fanned with a giant leaf and being fed grapes.
A few days later, Dr. McKay cleared her to begin physical therapy.
The first time they tried to sit her upright, Ines almost vomited. Her stomach clenched, her side throbbed, and her vision blurred slightly.
But Mistress was there, kneeling in front of her, hands gently gripping her thighs, murmuring praise, like she was curing a terminal illness... and not just sitting up.
“Good. Very good baby, that’s it, just sit. Don't push yourself too hard.”
Her cheeks flushed at the soft endearments, a welcome distraction from the medieval torture that was sitting up.
At first, the therapy sessions were simple. Breathing exercises. Gentle stretching. It's not like she had to learn how to walk again or anything like that, but her legs had grown a little weaker from disuse than she thought.
Her balance was a little off. But with every session, she got a little stronger.
She did get a little bored with walking circles in the infirmary every day.
The room was beginning to feel like a bird cage. Clean, quiet, safe, but small. Only 3-4 beds in the room, because that’s what it was repurposed for... this was meant as a small room for the maids to isolate from each other if a few got the flu, the room wasn’t meant to be lived in for extended periods.
The same chairs, the same smell of disinfectant and tea.
Even the guards outside the room felt like furniture at this point. She didn’t know their names. She doubted they were allowed to speak to her.
Ines had started to eye the door like it was the edge of the world.
Mistress noticed this.
Of course.
“You want to walk somewhere else.” She said one morning, setting aside a file she had been reading.
Ines nodded. “Just... down the hall. Maybe to the stairway and back.”
Mistress looked her over carefully for a long beat. Then, to her surprise, she stood and held out her hand.
She helped her out of bed, slow and steady. Ines wore a compression wrap beneath her linen pajama top, and her sling made her feel a little awkward, but with Isabel’s hand in hers, she didn’t care.
The hallway was cool, the marble smooth beneath her sock. She hadn’t realized how much she missed the sensation of air on her face and the sounds of something other than her own breathing and Isabel’s typing.
They walked together, slowly.
When they passed the guards, both straightened slightly. Mistress didn’t even look at them. Her focus stayed entirely on Ines.
“Your hair’s getting long.” Mistress remarked softly as they reached the end of the hall. Her free hand was tracing the curls that were beginning to trace Ines’s back once more.
Ines nodded, hoping another haircut wasn’t coming.
Their eyes lingered. The space between them shrank, unconsciously or not. Ines didn’t even realize how close they were becoming.
The walk back to the infirmary was slower. Her ribs ached slightly, but she didn’t complain.
Isabel helped her back into bed like she was made of glass. Ines chuckled through the soreness. “You’re babying me again.”
“Of course I am.” She tucked the blanket around her. “You almost died... You can understand me feeling a little protective.”
Ines leaned back against the pillows. “I’m not used to people taking care of me like this.”
“Get used to it,” Mistress murmured, pouring a cup of tea from a nearby pot. “Because it’s what the rest of your life looks like.”
That night, after dinner and another lap around the infirmary, Ines had trouble sleeping.
A little from soreness.
Mostly, from awareness.
Mistress sat beside her, doing something on her laptop. Her robe hung loosely around her shoulders, one leg crossed over the other, her skin catching the warm lamplight.
“What are you doing?” Ines asked quietly.
Isabel looked over and smiled. “Scootch,” She motioned for Ines to move over in bed.
Ines scooted over. Ines slid into the bed beside her with ease and turned the laptop slightly so she could see.
She was playing solitaire...
Ines didn’t know the rules; she didn’t think anyone younger than fifty knew the rules. But she watched anyway, content to be close. Isabel’s perfume was subtle and comforting, the smell of jasmine and clean linen.
Minutes passed, maybe longer. Their hands touched briefly as Isabel clicked the trackpad, and when Ines didn’t pull away, Isabel leaned in.
The kiss was slow.
It was like the moment a storm hit. The air changed with anticipation. Ines hadn’t realized how much she missed the feeling of Mistress’s mouth on hers. Soft, gentle, and then... not.
Mistress’s hand found its way into her hair, cradling her hair as she deepened the kiss. Ines's heart hammered in her chest, her breath hitched. This was more than she expected.
Mistress’s kiss grew more urgent, a hunger that had been starved for weeks coming out. Her tongue slid against hers in a silent demand for more.
Ines found herself leaning into it. Her left hand found its way to Mistress’s waist, holding her closer.
Their bodies tangled together, the softness of the bed giving way to the pleasure of their kissing.
Their breaths melded together, their hearts beating wildly.
It was like nothing existed outside their little bubble here.
She sighed into Isabel’s mouth as she broke off the kiss, instead, resting her head in the crook of Mistress’s neck.
“Stay,” Ines said softly.
Ines felt her nod and close the laptop, setting it aside. She tucked the blanket around both of them, their bodies spooned together gently, careful not to jostle her healing ribs.
In the quiet that followed, Ines could feel herself slipping into sleep... just as Isabel whispered something against her ear.
“I love you, Ines.”
Her breath caught.
She didn’t know what to say back. Not yet. But she didn’t have to. Isabel took her hand in hers and squeezed gently.
And somehow, she let sleep take her.
Two weeks later
The room was dim; the edges already stripped of anything that made it feel like she had been staying here. The medical bed would be empty soon. The machines were silenced. Dr. McKay had come and gone, telling her she’d be back in a few weeks to look at her hand, though she could see the relief in her eyes to finally be leaving, after staying in one of the guest rooms for over a month.
Ines didn’t need a doctor right now. She wasn’t dying anymore, wasn’t bleeding out. She was going to be moved back into her own room.
Ines sat upright, her posture straighter than it had been in weeks. Her ribs still ached when she sat up too quickly, and the scar on her rib cage wouldn’t fade for years, Dr McKay told her, but she could sit up on her own now.
She could almost fool herself into thinking she was whole again.
A gentle knock interrupted her thoughts.
The door opened, and Alya stepped inside, holding a black velvet bundle to her chest, and walked over to the foot of the bed.
“You’re being discharged tonight,” Alya said. “Mistress asked me to help you get ready.”
Ines blinked. “Ready for what?”
Alya carefully unfolded the bindle. Inside was a dress.
Not a dramatic, tailored gown, but something softer. More delicate. It was a pale ivory, nearly white, with off-the-shoulder sleeves that flowed into gauzy layers of sheer fabric. Simple, but elegant.
Romantic.
“You’re expected on the balcony within the hour,” Alya added, her voice a little quieter now. “Mistress said to bring you straight there once you’re dressed.”
Ines touched the dress, stunned by the fabric's softness. “Do you know what she has planned?”
Alya didn’t answer, only shook her head.
Mistress hadn’t visited her all day. ‘Business in the city.’ She said.
Now she was in the dark about what she was planning.
The sun was already kissing the horizon by the time Ines stepped onto the balcony. She walked slowly, her hand brushing the railing for a bit of balance.
The breeze carried the smell of Jasmine and lilac from the garden below.
Mistress stood at the far end of the balcony dressed to the nines in a black and white pinstriped waistcoat, a crisp dress shirt beneath with the top two buttons undone, dress pants that hugged her curves, and hair swept back in a long ponytail.
She was waiting beside a small square table set for two. A pair of ornate lanterns glowed gently above them, casting golden halos against the walls.
The table was modest, just wine and a meal of fish, herbs, and delicate pastries, but it felt extravagant under the shifting sky.
Mistress turned at the sound of hearing Ines’s shoes and smiled at her warmly as if Ines were a glass of water in the desert.
“You look beautiful.” She said, her voice lower than normal as she pulled out Ines’s chair for her.
Ines slowly eased herself down. “You did all this?”
Isabel didn’t answer right away. She poured Ines a glass of something chilled and fragrant, then handed it to her.
“I haven’t set foot in a kitchen in over twenty years... But, tonight, for you? I wanted to do something nice.”
They ate slowly. Talked quietly. The sun slipped between the trees, and the warmth of the lanterns deepened against the creeping blue of twilight.
Every so often, Mistress would brush her fingers against Ines’s hand or tuck a loose strand of hair behind her ear. There was no need for dramatics tonight. Everything already felt suspended, delicate, like a moment in time.
And then—
The first firework cracked the sky.
Ines looked up, startled at first, then blinking against the bursts of color that filled the sky. Gold, then violet, then a trail of shimmering, exploding blue that lit up the night sky.
She stood slowly, her hand bracing against the table, and took a few careful steps toward the railing. Her breath caught as the sky exploded again. Red and silver this time. The light made her skin glow.
Behind her, she felt Mistress rise. A warm hand rested gently against the small of her back.
Ines smiled faintly. “You planned fireworks, too? What’s the occasion?”
The hand slipped away as Ines continued watching the display.
Until Ines heard a...
Clack—
Ines turned.
Mistress...
Isabel... was kneeling.
Not in pain but lowered gracefully on one knee. Her eyes reflecting the light of the fireworks exploding behind Ines, but they were only fixed on her.
She held a black box with velvet insides.
And held out a ring. Platinum, diamond shining even in the dark of night.
“Ines,” She whispered.
“Will you marry me?”
Notes:
Absolute Cinema.
Chapter 18: What She Couldn’t Resist (End of season 1)
Chapter Text
It wasn’t a real question.
Not in the sense that she took the ring back and laughed it off, claiming she was ‘just joking.’
In the sense that Ines didn’t have any choice at all.
Mistress wasn’t asking.
She was sliding the ring onto her finger without a response...
The platinum was cold against her skin. She could feel the weight of the ring on her finger, small but impossible to ignore. She froze as she felt her pulse beat against the ring, slowly at first, then quickly as the realization set in.
She didn’t have any agency at all. No choice in the matter, no autonomy of herself... granted, she was kidnapped and brought here as a slave, but she’d thought...
She had thought they’d been through something together. With her getting stabbed and almost dying, sleeping in the same bed at the end, Ines curled into her, soft kisses, promises of safety.
She wasn’t deluded; she knew they’d never be equals. It was impossible.
Ines was thousands of miles from home, without a penny to her name, wearing a shock collar around her neck, and she was pretty sure it went up to a voltage that could fry her from the inside out.
But she’d thought she’d earned the right to say yes on her own terms.
Ines was still frozen, pulse hammering in her ears, drowning out the last remnants of the fireworks exploding behind her still. When Mistress rose gracefully from her knee. Her hands finding Ines’s hips, warm and steady, she leaned in with a smile so genuinely radiant and full of joy it almost hurt to look at.
“Oh, Ines, you’ve made me the happiest woman in the world.” She said, voice low and full of joy. She pulled Ines into a brief embrace before she could even think about stepping back.
Holding her close like she was afraid the night wind might carry her fiancée away from her.
It took Ines a moment to remember how to breathe. Even longer to remember how to speak.
Her mind should have been on the ring, the fireworks, what the hell Mistress’s game was...but instead, a thought, strange, almost absurd, was the first thing to leave her lips since the proposal.
“I’m not even a citizen of this country,” she blurted out, pulling back just enough to meet Mistress’s eyes. “How can we get married?”
Mistress’s smile didn’t falter. In fact, it deepened into something sly, as though she’d been waiting for this. Without a word, she went back to her chair at the table and dug into the pocket of her jacket hung over her chair, withdrawing a slim folder and tossing it onto the small table.
It blew open under the night's wind, revealing a Colombian national ID card with Ines’s photograph staring back at her despite never taking any photo. Beneath it, neatly stacked, lay several sets of official-looking documents. Birth records, residency permits, even a voter registration slip.
All marked and stamped with official seals...
Mistress leaned on the table with both palms, tilting her head in that cocky, maddeningly self-assured way.
“You’re a citizen, Ines,” she said smoothly. “You’ve been a citizen... for about three weeks, actually.”
Ines bit down on the inside of her cheek. “So, you just decided I didn’t need to know?” The edge in her voice sharper than she intended, but surprise still burned hot in her chest. “How on earth are you going to make me your wife, but you never tell me anything!?”
Mistress didn’t flinch; she simply leaned forward, her eyes steady, then reached out and caught Ines’s wrist in her hand. “Come here,” she murmured, voice low, tugging her gently but with the kind of authority that, much like her proposal, left no room for refusal.
Ines resisted for half a heartbeat, stubbornness flaring uselessly, then found herself being drawn onto Mistress’s lap. Her body being caged by those steady, patient arms.
Mistress’s hand slid to the small of her back, holding her there with a gentleness so as not to aggravate her injuries.
“I’m sorry, I should have told you sooner,” Mistress said, her breath brushing Ines’s cheek. “I was eager, my love. At my age, you don’t have years to date and ‘figure it out.’”
Ines huffed and rolled her eyes, the bite in her words dulled but not gone. “At your age? What... thirty-five?”
Mistress chuckled softly. “Bless you for thinking so.” She pulled back just enough to meet Ines’s gaze, a teasing light in her eyes. “I’m forty-one.”
Ines blinked, startled. If asked, she would’ve said Mistress was no older than thirty-seven... Forty-one didn’t match the face in front of her at all. The softness around her eyes, how hard she hits...
“Forty-one! As in four, followed by a one?” Mistress chuckled again, fondly this time, but did not respond, only began stroking Ines’s hair for a short time before continuing.
Mistress’s thumb traced a slow line over Ines’s jaw. “Ines, I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I think about you an unhealthy amount of time every day. I love you so much, and there’s nothing in my life that would make me happier than you being my bride.”
Ines’s anger didn’t dissolve so much as it drowned under the sudden, heady rush of Mistress’s words. The air between them felt too close, too charged.
She leaned in, and Mistress met her halfway, lips pressed together with a deliberate softness that quickly deepened, all patience slipping away.
Ines felt the hunger in the kiss, a hunger that had been simmering since the moment Mistress had invited her up here.
Mistress’s kiss was warm and insistent, her tongue probing Ines’s mouth with a gentle urgency that sent shivers down her spine. It was a kiss that claimed her...
Marked her, and Ines couldn’t help but respond, her own tongue dancing and exploring the warm cavern of Mistress’s mouth.
Their breaths mingled, growing ragged as their kiss grew more passionate. Ines’s heart thundered in her chest, the ring on her finger a constant reminder of the gravity of this moment.
Their kiss was a dance of power and surrender, of love and possession. Mistress’s hands slid up her back, the warmth of her palms seeping through Ines’s dress, setting her skin alight with a need she hadn’t felt before.
Ines’s hands found their way to Mistress’s neck, her fingers tangling in her hair. She pulled her closer, desperate to get closer, to feel more of her, to devour her in this moment of absolute vulnerability.
The world around them faded into a blur of lights and sounds as they lost themselves in the intensity of their kiss. The fireworks in the background were a distant memory, the cool night air forgotten in the face of the heat that built between them.
It was only when they broke apart, both panting, that Mistress leaned her forehead against Ines’s, her eyes closed for a brief moment before she opened them and looked at her with a fierce tenderness that stole Ines’s breath away.
“I love you, Ines,” she whispered, her voice hoarse from their shared passion. “I want to marry you, I want to cherish you, I want to wake up next to you every morning and go to sleep with you in my arms every night. Marry me?”
Ines’s eyes searched Mistress’s, looking for any hint of doubt or deceit, but all she saw was raw, unbridled emotion. The fear and anger she’d felt moments ago had been replaced by something else, something she couldn’t quite name.
She nodded in acceptance. “I... I love you too,” she managed to say, her voice barely above a whisper.
Mistress’s smile was so beautiful, it brought tears to Ines’s eyes. She nodded, and Ines felt a weight lift from her shoulders that she didn’t know was there.
They stood up together, Ines’s legs wobbly with the sudden rush of adrenaline and love.
And despite everything, she felt a strange thrill, a sense of belonging, and she realized that maybe, just maybe, she wanted this. She wanted to be Mistress’s bride.
With trembling hands, Ines stepped away from the embrace and went to the balcony door, her heart racing with a mix of excitement and trepidation for what she was about to do.
The night air was cool, a stark contrast to the heat in the room, the balcony connected to Mistress’s bedroom. Mistress gave her a look of confusion as to why she broke away from her, as to why she was going back inside.
She took a deep breath, her hand shaking slightly as she reached behind her to unzip her dress. The fabric whispered down her body, pooling at her feet, leaving her in nothing but her underwear and the ring on her finger.
Mistress’s eyes followed her every movement, the fireworks of desire lighting up her gaze as Ines turned to face her. The silence between them was electric.
Mistress took a step forward, her gaze never leaving Ines. They stumbled into each other, kissing again as they made their way through the room, bumping into furniture in their haste to reach the bed. Ines felt a thrill of excitement as Mistress’s hand slid over her hip, cupping her ass firmly.
The world around them was a blur of soft light and shadows as Mistress’s touch grew more urgent, her kisses more demanding. They tripped over the edge of the rug, Mistress’s laugh a low, dark sound that sent shivers down Ines’s spine.
And then they were there, the bed looming before them, a symbol of their newfound intimacy. Mistress’s hands were everywhere, exploring and claiming, and Ines could do nothing but melt into the touch, her body responding instinctively.
With a sudden jolt of strength, Mistress lifted Ines, her legs wrapping around Mistress’s waist as they crashed onto the bed together. The springs protested, but they didn’t care, lost in a whirlwind of passion and need.
Ines looked at the bed posts, a peek, to see if the restraints were still there.
They weren't.
A shame.
Ines felt Mistress’s hands slide under her, their kisses growing deeper and more urgent. The ring on her finger glinted in the soft light, a constant reminder of the promise that had been made.
Mistress’s tongue traced a fiery path down Ines’s neck, leaving a trail of goosebumps in its wake. Ines’s breath hitched as Mistress’s mouth reached the swell of her breasts, her teeth grazing the sensitive skin before taking a nipple into her mouth. She sucked and licked with a greedy enthusiasm that had Ines’s toes curling.
Ines’s hips rocked against Mistress’s, seeking friction, and her moans grew louder. Mistress’s hands slid down her body, one reaching around to squeeze her ass as the other slipped between her legs, teasing her through the damp fabric of her underwear.
“Fuck, Mistress...” Ines gasped, her voice needy.
Mistress pulled away from her nipple with a wet pop, looking up at her with a wicked grin. “Such a filthy mouth on my sweet bride to be,” she murmured, her voice thick with desire.
Mistress’s hand slid into her underwear, her fingers finding Ines’s clit, which was already swollen and begging for attention. Ines bucked her hips, pushing herself against Mistress’s hand.
Mistress’s eyes never left hers as she slid a finger into her, the intrusion causing Ines to cry out. Her thumb circled her clit, applying just the right amount of pressure as she began to pump her finger in and out.
“Look at you, so wet and ready for me.” Mistress whispered, her voice dark and seductive. “Tell me you want it, Ines.”
Ines’s cheeks flushed red with arousal and embarrassment, but she couldn’t deny the truth. “Fuck, I NEED it!”
Mistress’s smile grew wider, and she leaned back, her eyes never leaving Ines’s. She slid down her body, her mouth hovering just above her center, her breath hot against her skin.
“Please, Mistress,” Ines begged, her hips bucking again.
Mistress’s response was to push her down onto the bed and spread her legs wide, exposing her to the cool air. She took a moment to appreciate the view, her eyes glinting with hunger.
And then she was on her, her mouth covering Ines’s sex with a groan of pleasure. Ines’s eyes rolled back in her head as Mistress’s tongue slid over her, tasting her, savoring her.
The sensation was almost too much, and Ines’s body arched off the bed. Mistress’s hands held her in place, her tongue delving deeper, lapping at her like she was the sweetest treat she’d ever tasted.
Ines’s world narrowed down to the feeling of Mistress’s mouth on her, the pressure building with each stroke of her tongue. She could feel her climax approaching, threatening to break her at any moment.
Mistress’s dirty talk grew more intense, her voice a low purr that sent vibrations through Ines’s entire body. “You’re mine now, Ines. This pussy belongs to me. I’ll eat you out every night, my love, my little slut, my fiancée...”
Ines could feel the orgasm cresting, her body tightening around Mistress’s finger. She bit her lip to keep from screaming, her eyes squeezed shut as waves of pleasure washed over her.
And then it hit, her body convulsing as she came, Mistress’s name a prayer on her lips.
“ISABEL!”
“ISABEL!”
“SOFUCKGOOUGH”
She felt Mistress’s finger slide out of her and was vaguely aware of the sound of her Mistress’s satisfied chuckle. Ines lay there, boneless, her chest heaving as she tried to catch her breath.
But Mistress wasn’t done with her yet.
With surprising strength, she flipped Ines over onto her stomach, her hands pressing her into the soft mattress. Ines’s legs were spread wide, her ass in the air, and she felt a thrill of excitement at the feeling of vulnerability.
The thrill of being claimed so thoroughly.
Mistress’s hand trailed down her back, the slap against her ass a shock of pain that sent a jolt of pleasure through her. Ines gasped, pushing her hips back into the touch. Mistress chuckled darkly, her hand coming down again, harder this time. Ines moaned, the sting making her wetter.
“You like that, don’t you ?” Mistress asked, her voice a seductive purr.
Ines could only whimper in response as another slap landed on her ass, the sting radiating through her body and making her core throb. She felt Mistress’s hand slide down to her pussy, her fingers finding her wetness, and she nodded frantically.
“ANSWER ME, INES!”
But Ines refused, the depraved part of her mind taking over, knowing every second of disobedience would bring the hand down on her ass once more.
Harder than before.
She jutted her hips back, leaning into the flurry of slaps, pushing her round ass back to meet each smack with a hunger that had Mistress groaning with approval.
The pain was delicious, each slap a crescendo building towards a finale of pleasure she hadn’t known could exist. Her skin burned, and she could feel the wetness pooling between her thighs. Mistress’s hand was relentless, leaving no part of her ass untouched by the fiery kiss of punishment.
Mistress’s hand withdrew, leaving a coolness that was quickly replaced by the warmth of her body as she climbed onto the bed. Ines felt her Mistress’s weight behind her, and the sound of fabric rustling and Mistress digging in a drawer filled the room.
“Look what I have for you, my love,” Mistress said, her voice a dark whisper that sent a shiver down Ines’s spine.
Ines felt a moment of anticipation and fear as Mistress’s hand slid away from her, only to be replaced by the coolness of the silicone strap-on pressing against her ass. She felt the buckle being fastened, heard the click that signaled the weapon of pleasure was in place.
“I was going to wait until we wed, but now I’ll have to bring you to mass, to show God what I simply couldn’t resist.” Mistress growled in her ear, her voice low with lust.
Ines could feel the strap pressing against her entrance, the coldness of it a stark contrast to the heat of her own body. She tensed, her eyes flying open as Mistress positioned herself behind her, the head of the strap-on nudging at her entrance.
“Relax, my love,” Mistress murmured, her hand smoothing over Ines’s back. “Take a deep breath for me.”
Ines did as she was told, feeling the invader press harder against her as she inhaled. The anticipation was unbearable, and she felt the thick head slip into her, stretching her open. She whimpered, her body tightening around it.
Mistress didn’t give her time to adjust. With a powerful thrust, she buried the entire length inside her, making Ines cry out. The pain was sharp, but it melded with the pleasure, making her head spin.
“OHFUCKPLEASEFUCK”
Mistress’s hands grabbed Ines’s hips, pulling her back to meet every thrust. The slap of skin on skin echoed through the room, punctuating the rhythm of their passionate encounter. The cold silicone of the strap was a stark contrast to the heat of Ines’s body, which had grown slick with need.
Ines’s ass was a vision of perfection, round and firm, the skin a warm golden hue that glowed in the dim light. Each slap of Mistress’s hand left a rosy imprint that slowly faded, only to be replaced by another. It was a canvas of passion and desire, and Mistress reveled in the art she was creating.
The cock slid in and out of Ines with a smooth, rhythmic motion, the silicone warming up to her body heat. Ines’s moans grew louder with every thrust, her body moving in time with Mistress’s. The pain from the spanking mixed with the pleasure from the strap-on, creating a symphony of sensation that had her on the edge of another orgasm.
Mistress’s hand tangled in Ines’s hair, pulling her head back to expose her neck, her teeth sinking into the soft flesh there. Ines gasped, the pain sending a jolt straight to her clit, making her pussy clench around the invading length.
With every thrust, Mistress’s hand came down on her ass again, the sound echoing through the room. Ines felt the burn, the heat spreading, but it only heightened her arousal. She could feel the imprints of Mistress’s fingers, the harness biting into her skin as Mistress held on tight. Her ass was a canvas of love, red handprints standing out starkly against her skin.
Mistress’s hips slammed into her, the silicone driving into her with a force that made her toes curl and her fingers dig into the bedspread. Ines could feel every inch of it, filling her up, stretching her to her limits.
The pain was exquisite, a delicious agony that danced with the pleasure building deep within her.
Their breaths grew louder, their bodies moving in a frenzied rhythm that spoke of need and desire. The air was thick with the scent of arousal and the sound of their skin slapping together, punctuated by Ines’s loud, wanton moans.
“HARDER! FUCK ME! FUCK ME HARDER!” Ines screamed, her voice hoarse with passion. She didn’t know where the words were coming from, but she didn’t care. All she knew was that she needed more, needed Mistress to claim her, to make her scream.
Mistress obliged, her strokes becoming more erratic, more demanding. Her voice was a symphony of dirty talk, whispering sweet, filthy nothings in Ines’s ear, pushing her closer and closer to the edge. Ines’s body responded, her hips moving back to meet each thrust, her Insides tightening around the intruder.
Ines felt Mistress’s fingers tighten in her hair, the pain in her scalp adding to the sensation. She was a puppet, controlled by Mistress’s every move, and she loved it. The silicone slapped against her ass, the sound echoing in the quiet room, mixing with her desperate pleas for more.
Mistress’s breath was hot and heavy against her neck, her teeth grazing Ines’s earlobe. “You’re mine, Ines. All of you. Your body, your heart, your soul. Say it. SAY YOU’RE MINE!”
Ines could only moan incoherently, her body lost to the overwhelming sensations. She was close, so close, the tension coiling in her belly like a tight spring. And then, with one final, brutal thrust, she shattered, her orgasm ripping through her like a storm. She screamed Mistress’s name as she came, her body bucking and trembling beneath her lover’s grasp.
Mistress didn’t stop, her hips moving faster, the strap plunging in and out of Ines’s slick, swollen pussy. Ines’s moans grew louder, more desperate, as she felt the beginnings of another climax building. She was lost, drowning in a sea of pleasure, her body no longer her own.
And then it hit her again, even more powerful than before. Ines’s back arched off the bed, her eyes squeezed shut as she screamed her release into the night. Her voice was a guttural growl as she felt her pussy spasm.
Ines’s mind shattered, the barriers of doubt and fear crumbling under the onslaught of pleasure. Her thoughts grew simple, primal. She was Mistress’s toy, her slut, and she reveled in the degradation. She drooled, the saliva wetting the pillow beneath her, as the world around her grew hazy and distorted.
Her eyes rolled back in her head, and she babbled incoherently as Mistress’s strokes grew more erratic, the strap-on pounding into her with a ferocity that seemed to match the previous fireworks outside. Her body was no longer her own, a mere vessel for Mistress’s pleasure, and she loved it.
Her thoughts fragmented, her vocabulary reduced to a string of moans and pleas. She was lost, utterly and completely, in the cocktail of sensation that consumed her. Her IQ plummeted, and she could only think of Mistress, of the way she felt, the way she fucked, the power she wielded so effortlessly.
And then, with one final, brutal thrust, Mistress reached her own peak, her body shaking with the force of her orgasm. She pulled out of Ines with a wet pop, the cock glistening with Ines’s cum.
She felt so empty now in comparison.
Ines lay there, panting, her body limp and sated, her mind a blank slate.
She leaned over Ines’s body, her breath hot against her neck.
“You took me so well,” she murmured, her voice filled with satisfaction.
Ines’s eyes snapped open, a dribble of drool trailing down her chin. The room swam before her as she took in the scene: the phallus gleaming in the dim light, Mistress’s hand still wrapped around it, Ines’s ass a canvas of red handprints.
Mistress’s eyes narrowed, a wicked smile playing on her lips as she took in Ines’s dazed expression.
She leaned down and whispered in her ear, “I want you to clean me up, baby. Lick me clean with that pretty little mouth of yours.”
Ines nodded, her cheek still pressed to the pillow, her mind a haze of pleasure. She turned her head slightly, her eyes glazed over with lust, and her tongue snaked out to catch the drool before it fell on the bed.
Mistress chuckled and held the fake cock to her mouth, the head covered with her orgasm. Ines’s eyes went wide for a moment before she took it in, her mouth wrapping around it obediently.
The taste was musky, a mix of silicone and sex, and she found herself moaning around it as she sucked and licked. She felt Mistress’s hand in her hair, guiding her, as she cleaned every inch with dedication.
The silicone grew clean under her ministrations, the taste of their combined release becoming stronger as she went deeper. Mistress’s grip tightened, urging her on, her breath hot against her cheek.
Ines felt a strange sense of pride, her body buzzing with the aftermath of her orgasm. She was Mistress’s, utterly and completely, and she’d never felt more alive.
No more masturbating in her room. No more lonely nights filled with shallow orgasms and fantasies. Her fiancée was finally using her how she wanted to be used.
Mistress’s hand moved from her hair to her chin, tilting her face up to look into her eyes. Ines’s mouth was a mess, her cheeks flushed, and her eyes glassy.
“Look at me,” Mistress ordered, her voice still low and seductive.
Ines complied, her eyes meeting Mistress’s, her own filled with a mix of adoration and submission.
“Say it, Ines. Tell me you’re mine, that you’re my slut, that you’ll do anything I say.”
Ines’s throat bobbed as she swallowed, the words leaving her mouth in a breathless whisper. “I’m yours, Mistress. Your slut. I’ll do anything for you.”
Mistress’s smile grew wider, and she leaned down to claim her mouth in another deep kiss. Ines’s mind swam, her thoughts a jumble of pleasure and submission.
When they broke apart, Mistress’s eyes were gleaming with victory. She leaned back, watching as Ines’s tongue darted out to catch another drop of cum from the corner of her mouth.
“Good girl,” she said again, the endearment sending another thrill through Ines’s body. “Now, let’s get you cleaned up, my love.”
Mistress climbed off the bed and made her way to the bathroom, her hips swaying with each step.
Ines watched her go, her body still quivering from the intense pleasure. As she lay there, she felt cherished, desired, and utterly content.
Mistress returned with a warm, damp cloth and a gentle hand, wiping away the evidence of their passion from Ines’s body. She took special care with her butt, her touch almost tender as she cleaned away the sweat and cum.
Ines couldn’t help the whimpers that escaped her, her skin still sensitive from the spanking and the vigorous fucking. Mistress’s touch was soothing, though, and she found herself relaxing into it, her body craving more.
Mistress tossed the cloth aside and slid back onto the bed, her hand sliding over Ines’s body, tracing the handprints she’d left behind. Ines’s eyes followed her every movement, her mind still reeling from the intense orgasm. The room felt too quiet, the only sound their ragged breathing.
“I love you,” Ines whispered, nuzzling into Isabel’s neck. Her voice was barely audible, but the words hung heavy in the air.
Mistress stilled, her heart skipping a beat. She hadn’t been expecting this dedication so soon, but the warmth it brought her was undeniable.
Her hand stroked Ines’s back gently, feeling the soft skin beneath her fingertips. She leaned in, her breath warm against Ines’s ear. “I love you too, my little slut.” she murmured, her voice a soft caress. Ines shivered with pleasure at the endearment, her body melting into Mistress’s embrace.
“I should’ve done this sooner.” Mistress admitted. “Much easier than all the torture, more pleasant too.”
Ines could only manage a tired, low hum against her neck in response. Still dazed.
Still reeling.
The world grew hazy as Ines’s eyes grew heavy, the exhaustion of their encounter taking hold. She nuzzled closer to Mistress’s neck, breathing in the scent of her skin, a mix of sweat and Jasmine. It was a comforting scent, a scent that now felt like home.
A scent that could smell like forever.
The early morning light streamed in through the open curtains, painting the room in shades of gold. The quiet was a stark contrast to the passionate symphony of the night before. Ines’s eyes fluttered open to find the bed empty, Mistress’s side vacant.
A sense of panic gripped her, but she took a deep breath and peered down at the ring on her finger, cheap in zero ways, multiple diamonds gleaming back at her... the kind of thing she probably shouldn’t have slept with still on.
Her hand reached out, the softness of the pillow where Mistress’s head had rested just hours ago a reminder of her absence. With the gentle scent of their combined arousal lingering in the air, Ines sat up, her ribs aching as she did, the coldness, her naked state, and the morning air making her shiver.
Her eyes searched the room, finding Mistress’s discarded shirt on the floor where it had been thrown in the heat of their passion. She slid it on, the fabric enveloping her in the warmth of their shared intimacy. The shirt was too big for her, the scent of Mistress’s skin clinging to the fabric, and she felt a sense of comfort, a connection that made her feel less alone in the vastness of the empty room.
The house was still, peaceful. She slid out of bed, her legs wobbly from the intensity of the night’s activities, and padded softly towards the crack of light spilling from under the office door.
The sound of Mistress’s voice, low and urgent, filtered through the wood. She couldn’t make out the words, but the tone sent a shiver down her spine. Ines pressed her ear against the door, trying to catch the conversation, but it was no use.
With a deep breath, she pushed the door open, the light from the room spilling out and wrapping around her. Mistress sat at the desk, the phone cradled between her shoulder and her ear.
At the sight of Ines, she paused, her eyes darkening with hunger. Ines took a step forward, her body moving of its own accord, drawn to Mistress like a moth to flame.
She slid onto her lap, her bare legs wrapping around Mistress’s waist, and began to kiss gentle circles around her neck.
Mistress’s hand came up to cradle her face, the call momentarily forgotten as she took in the sight of her lover. Ines felt the hardness of Mistress’s thigh beneath. She rutted herself against it, the friction sending sparks of pleasure through her body.
Mistress’s eyes never left hers as she returned to her call, her voice switching to a tone that Ines hadn’t heard before. The contrast was stark, a reminder of how little she knew about the woman she was grinding herself on.
Ines felt a thrill at the sight of her Mistress, rich, powerful, and yet here she was, allowing herself to be used for Ines’s pleasure.
Her hips moved faster, her need growing with each passing second. Mistress’s hand slid down to her waist, her grip firm as she guided Ines’s movements, her breath hitching in her throat.
The conversation on the phone grew more heated, the words a blur in Ines’s mind. All she knew was the feel of Mistress’s thigh against her pooling wetness.
With a final, desperate kiss, Ines felt the beginnings of another orgasm, her body tightening around the muscled thigh beneath her. Mistress’s hand tightened around her throat, her voice a low growl of approval as Ines came, her body shaking with the intensity of it all.
“What was that? Oh, nothing... just a dog I've been training, she only knows one trick right now...” Mistress removed the phone from her ear and stared Ines down, showing her the phone, and said one word to her.
“Speak!”
Ines's face flushed, but post orgasm, her mind was Play-Doh; she didn’t hesitate.
“Woof! Woof!” She barked as she started grinding her sex down onto Mistress’s thigh once more.
“Good girl,” she cooed. Her thumb tracing Ines’s lips, before Ines took it in her mouth, sucking and slurping on the digit.
Mistress returned to her call, but not once did she ever take her eyes off the love-drunk puppy still mindlessly grinding against her. “I only called to tell you one thing, big brother...”
“Let mother know I'm coming home... and I'm bringing my fiancée.”
Click.
She sighed and discarded her phone next to a set-up chessboard on her desk. Placing the king on the play field.
The game was ready to begin.
She looked back at Ines, her eyes rolled back in ecstasy. Panting like a dog in heat.
[Now what am I to do with you...my king]
End of season one.
Notes:
End of season one... I just want to thank everyone for supporting me and this work thus far. It's been amazing. Also, thank you for 300 kudos; it means a lot. I wouldn't be able to do this without your support. Thank you so much!
Please allow me a week off to rest, streamline the rest of my outline, and put out a chapter of the fic I've been neglecting...we get into the meat of things when we resume. I can't wait.
I hope you'll join me!
Chapter 19: La Familia (Start of season 2)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Steam curled thick and heavy around them, beading on the glass walls of the shower. Mistress’s hands pinning Ines to the marble as water sluiced down their skin, Isabel’s mouth claiming hers in a kiss that was all hunger. Ines gasped against her, clutching at the nape of Mistress's neck, her fingers threading through damp, dark hair as their bodies pressed flush together.
The air between them felt feverish, electric, punctuated by the slide of wet skin and the low, desperate moans Ines didn’t know she could make. Mistress’s lips trailed down her throat, sharp nips softened by tongue, before pulling Ines’s head back up for another kiss.
Ines’s back was slammed into the marble as Isabel’s thigh slid between her legs, the pressure making her whimper against the older woman's mouth.
Every brush of contact set sparks along her nerves, every drag of skin to skin winding her tighter until the sound in her throat wasn’t words but needs.
They moved against one another, water rushing down on them like rain, every shift bringing more friction, more desperation. Ines clung to her, dizzy with heat and steam, the growing rhythm of their all-day lovemaking leaving her breathless.
Mistress’s teeth caught her lip, drawing a gasp that melted into a moan as her body answered instinctively.
When release finally tore through her, it was muffled with a bite into Isabel’s shoulder, her cry muffled by water and skin. Mistress held her through it, firm, unyielding, pressing kisses to her hair as Ines trembled in her arms, undone for the countless time today.
When they finally stepped back into the bedroom, Ines, wrapped in a robe far too fine for her, her eyes caught on something lying neatly across the newly changed sheets.
A dress.
Elegant, midnight blue silk, cut in clean, sharp lines meant for evenings where its wearer would be the center of attention. Her fingers brushed the fabric.
Her brows furrowed. “What’s this?”
Mistress slipped behind her, pressing a kiss to her damp neck. “We’re going out. To my family's villa. Now that you’re my fiancée, it's time you met my mother and brother.”
The words hit harder than Ines expected. Her fiancée...it hadn’t even settled in her brain yet that she was going to marry this woman. A ceremony would be held.
Walking down the aisle? In a church? Destination wedding? Or would it be some rich people spectacle? Huge ice sculptures, chandeliers covered in pearls? God, they had a wedding to plan, didn’t they?
She brushed her fingers over the dress again, feeling its weight. “What if they don’t like me?”
“They won’t,” Mistress said simply. “You’re a woman. They will not like you.”
The bluntness sank in her chest like a stone. Ines opened her mouth, then shut it, fingers clenching the silk of her robe.
But Isabel hugged her from behind, lips pressing down on the top of Ines’s head. “That doesn’t matter. You're mine. And I’ve never been one to care about my mother’s approval... she’s been trying to marry me off for years. Lists of suitors. Arranged marriages. You name it. And yet, it's your hand I’ll be taking in marriage, my love.”
Isabel's eyes softened, for just a second, enough to make Ines believe her.
Ines held the blue silk dress against her body a moment longer, as though it might vanish if she set it down. The fabric slipped between her fingers like water, catching the faint golden light.
When she finally stepped into it, the material kissed her skin, cool at first, then molding to the warmth of her body as she pulled the zipper up her back. It was simple but devastating in its cut.
High neckline, but with a deep open back that left the smooth line of her spine bare. It clung greedily to her waist and hips, pooling down in a narrow line that left her legs free.
The midnight blue deepened her olive-toned skin into something radiant (Or it was post sex afterglow), her dark curls brushing damp at her shoulders, framing her face with softness that contrasted the sharp, tailored lines of the gown.
She turned once, before she caught herself in the mirror and caught a glance of how it accentuated her backside, not very subtle, but something that screamed Ines was beautiful, and in the prime of her life.
Mistress emerged from her closet as Ines smoothed the fabric at her thighs.
Mistress’s suit was charcoal-gray, immaculately cut, the silk tie, a shade darker than Ines’s dress, pulling the two of them together without it looking like they were going to prom.
For a moment, Mistress simply leaned against the doorframe, her eyes tracing the line of Ines’s back, lingering over the dip of her waist.
“Beautiful,” Isabel said, voice low, appreciating the view.
Ines blushed, applying the lipstick Mistress had told her to before parting to get dressed herself.
It was a flattering shade of red, something Ines probably wouldn’t be able to afford on a month of her salary.
The corridors stretched long and gleaming as they emerged from the bedroom, heels clicking against the floor. Ines stumbled once, gripping Isabel’s arm for balance. God, she hadn’t worn heels since her college graduation; she could hear the faint chuckle of amusement Mistress was having at her stumbling around like Bambi until she found her footing eventually.
The four of them met at the door.
Alya already there neatly in her uniform, and Rosaria was standing just behind her.
Ines froze. She hadn’t seen Rosaria in almost a month.
The woman looked no different, composed, pressed, her features unreadable, but when Ines stepped forward... Rosaria suddenly dropped to her knees on the marble foyer floor.
Ines blinked down at her. “What are you—”
“I failed you.” The maid's voice was low, steady, but practiced like it had been rehearsed in the mirror beforehand. “I will never allow harm to come to you again, Young Mistress. This I swear.”
She took Ines’s hand and pressed her lips to the back of it, lingering in a gesture that sent a chill through her chest and made her look back at mistress for answers about what the hell was happening.
Mistress’s voice was quiet at her shoulder. “A kiss of loyalty.”
The words lodged in her throat. Something inside her twisted, and she tugged faintly at Rosaria’s hand, helping her up off the floor. She wanted to tell her it wasn’t anyone's fault, that Lindsay made her own decisions, and she would’ve been able to catch her alone eventually.
But Rosaria stood, brushing imaginary dirt from her apron, as she stepped firmly back into line behind Alya.
The four of them moved out, down polished steps and into the mid-afternoon light, where a sleek black SUV waited. A maid, Maria, Ines thinks placing not a small amount of luggage in the trunk.
Mistress opened her door for her as Alya opened the door on the other side for her, the two maids slipping into the front with the driver. The door shut with a solid thud, the world outside fading behind tinted windows as the engine purred to life.
The seats were a supple leather. And a tinted glass divider separated the front from the back. They were alone.
Mistress’s hand found Ines’s, fingers threading through hers, her thumb brushing slow circles against her skin.
The thought of visiting Mistress’s family made her think of her own. She missed them dearly.
Ines stared down at their joined hands.
It couldn’t hurt to ask, could it?
“Can I... can I call my family?” Her voice came out smaller than she would’ve liked. “Just to tell them I'm okay?”
“No.” Mistress’s reply was immediate.
Ines swallowed. “An email then. Anything, please. They deserve to know I'm alive. I won’t say anything else.”
For a moment, Isabel said nothing. Then she slipped her phone from her jacket, doing something on it that Ines could not see, before offering it to Ines. Relief bloomed in her chest until the phone was actually in her hands.
It wasn’t the dial pad.
It was Ines’s bank account.
Her breath caught. The balance glared back at her.
Empty.
The 400,000 dollars from her grandmother’s life insurance, gone. Every penny she’d saved up as some corporate donkey.
Gone.
She had planned a life with that money, her safety net, her escape... she was going to ask Rose to leave Texas and move to San Diego with her, it seemed foolish to even care about that money now, being engaged to a multi-millionaire.
But it was her dream for so long. Her lone dream, since she started dating Rose.
Her voice cracked. “No. W-what did you—”
“I didn’t do a thing. They think you’re dead, Ines.” Isabel said calmly. “They’ve grieved you. They've buried you in their hearts. They cleaned out your bank account. Allow them to move on.”
“No, that...” Her chest rose and fell too fast. The words ‘move on’ felt like a dagger to the throat.
Her breath came fast and shallow, panic clawing at her ribs. “They couldn’t. They didn’t...”
“Stop.”
The command cut clean through her spiral. Isabel’s hand shot out, gripping her jaw, not painfully, but firmly.
“Don’t,” Isabel’s dark eyes pinned her in place. “You will not cry right now. You’ll smudge your makeup.” She stroked the pad of her thumb under Ines’s eyelid.
Ines’s body shook anyway. How could she care about her makeup right now when her family thinks she’s dead?
“You are mine,” Mistress said, softer now, her mouth grazing Ines’s temple. “You belong here, with me. Your family they aren’t in your life anymore. I am. I'll be the only family you need.”
Ines’s gaze flickered, caught between doubt and desperation, and finally locked on Mistress’s.
“That’s it,” Isabel breathed, pressing her forehead to Ines’s, holding her still. “Breath with me. Slow. You don’t need to think about the past. You don’t need anyone else. You know the money will never be an issue for me, Ines, as long as you live, you’ll never see a bill again.”
The words wound around her chest like her silk dress. Restraining, soothing, suffocating all at once. And though her heart ached, though the thought of her family’s grief felt like it was ripping her in half, Ines found herself matching Mistress’s breath, her tears being held back by soothing words and sheer force of command.
The SUV glided along the private road, engine humming, the weight of silence heavy between them. Ines’s hand was still locked in Mistress’s, her pulse a nervous flutter against Isabel’s calm, steady grip.
For a long time, nothing but the scenery moved. Small towns came and went, replaced by wide fields and neat rows of trees.
At last. Isabel spoke.
“Ines...” She began, shifting in her seat to face her entirely, taking both of her hands in hers. “We’re getting close to my family’s villa, and you deserve to know what you're walking into.”
Ines nodded. Isabel had already said that her family would not accept her because she’s a woman; she wasn’t sure how much worse it could get.
“My full name is Isabel Anna Maria Ospina-Pombo. Of the Pombo crime family. My mother’s side has been here since the first Spanish ships. They enslaved, they found gold in the mines, they’ve survived three centuries building an empire that still stands today.”
Ines’s chest tightened. She was marrying into a crime family...of course, she knew slavery wasn’t legal, but she thought maybe they were just small-time human traffickers, not a crime family steeped in hundreds of years of history.
But she also noticed one more thing...Mistress has never mentioned her father, not once. And she made very clear just now to clarify that it's her mother's side that is the crime family.
“And your father?” Her voice little more than a brittle whisper, with the fear creeping in that she was about to make some mob boss of a mother very unhappy. “Was he part of all this?”
Isabel scoffed, a sharp, humorless sound. “No. My father... was a great man. And that’s a rare thing to say about a politician.”
Her gaze drifted, softening for only a moment. “He was the son of pig farmers, a boy who clawed his way up with nothing but his wit and fire to improve people's lives. Enough charisma that he was always in the rumors to be the next president, and enough integrity for people to wonder how he became a politician in the first place. They say anyone who wants to be a politician is either stupid or corrupt. My father was a fool, yes, but the best kind.”
Ines swallowed, uncertain. “I can’t imagine such a great man marrying a slave owner...”
A shadow crossed Isabel’s face, one that said Ines should be very careful about what she says about her father. “They didn’t marry for love. It was convenient. My father needed a wife, needed children, because the old men in Congress wouldn’t take an unmarried dreamer seriously. And my mother...”
Isabel’s tone dropped, edged, and unhappy. “She became more powerful and influential than ever by binding her family’s name to a man who might’ve become president.”
The SUV turned onto a narrow dirt path that snaked through dense woods. The tires crunched beneath them, sending dust swirling in their wake. Ines’s heart hammered in her chest, a mix of awe and fear.
Finally, the villa came into view. It was a sprawling estate, more a castle than a house, with ivy climbing its stone walls, and windows that gleamed like jewels in the setting sun. It looked like a place from a fairy tale.
The SUV pulled to a stop on the cobblestone driveway, and Ines took in the grandeur. The lawn was a vibrant green, trimmed and perfect, like it was painted on by an artist. Fountains, statues of mythical creatures standing at every turn. Above them, the villa's roof equipped with a helipad, a helicopter casually parked there, as if
The architecture was a blend of old-world charm with modern sophistication. The stones looked as if they had been plucked from ancient ruins and meticulously reassembled by a master craftsman. The ivy that clung to the walls was so thick, it looked like nature had been sculpted to fit the mansion’s grandeur. The windows reflected the setting sun, turning the entire façade into a fiery portrait of opulence.
The car door opened, and Alya stepped out, her eyes meeting Ines’s for a brief second. There was something there, a flicker of... concern? But it was gone as quickly as it came.
Mistress leaned in, kissing her softly. “Remember what I said. They won’t like you. But I love you, and my mother may talk big, but she wouldn’t harm a guest in her home.”
Ines swallowed, mind spinning.
Harm?
Ines had assumed tense politeness, whispered homophobia, or a catty atmosphere. She hadn’t thought she’d be in real danger.
“Am I... in danger here?” Her voice trembled slightly, a knot of unease coiling inside her.
Mistress tilted her head slightly. “No one here will touch what’s mine, that I can promise.”
Alya opened Mistress’s door with a soft thud. Mistress buttoned her jacket as she emerged from the sleek car, as Rosaria opened her door for her, but gave her a gesture to wait.
Mistress came around, her posture effortless. Extending a hand to help her out of the car, Ines hesitated but took the offered hand anyway. Heels clicking softly against the cobblestone.
The afternoon light caught the edge of her dress, highlighting the sharp cut of its lines and the smooth curve of the fabric down her body. She felt slightly exposed, fragile, and impossibly aware of every gaze on her.
Mistress's hand slid around her waist, guiding her, keeping Ines close to her.
A few of the staff had gathered near the entrance. Their expressions portrayed mild surprise, looking at Ines and back to the car, as if they expected someone else to appear.
A man, maybe.
But still, they remained perfectly still, the maid's hands folded, heads bowed slightly, a few men in dark suits with the unmistakable look of security.
Their surprise was fleeting, however, contained behind professionalism and discipline that they knew it wasn’t their place to openly judge.
Ines’s heels clicked against the stone as they walked towards the villa. She caught the briefest glances from the servants, curiosity restrained by decorum, no judgment, no whispers.
They simply observed.
At the grand entrance, Mistress paused, letting Ines take a moment to adjust to the scale of the hall they were entering. Her eyes widening as the villa revealed itself.
The space soared upwards, every inch carefully curated to remind anyone who entered of the power, wealth, and legacy of the Pombo family. Polished marble floors reflected the glimmer of the chandeliers overhead, their crystal teardrops catching the light like fireworks. Heavy rugs woven in deep crimson and gold thread softened the echo of her steps. While carved wooden archways framed the space in breathtaking grandeur.
But none of it seized Ines’s attention the way the portrait did.
It dominated the far wall of the entrance hall, larger than life. Mistress’s family stared down from the canvas at her with an intensity that filled the room.
Their painted gazes seemed to judge in a way that threw her off completely.
At the center stood what had to be Mistress’s parents. Her father, a tall, imposing man, but there was a kindness to his features; he wore a suit cut from a different era, his shoulders broad, his expression the happiest in the painting.
Not smiling, but not trying to look frightening either.
Which couldn’t be said for her mother.
She was beautiful in a way that she looked a lot like Isabel; tall, her figure regal, her hair so black it gleamed like obsidian, pulled back to bare the sharp lines of her jaw. There was something in the way her dark eyes were painted, cool, unyielding, that made her stomach tighten.
This was not a woman to fuck with. Even captured in oil and pigment, her presence seemed to radiate death.
Below them, two children had been painted. The boy was already quite tall, perhaps fifteen or sixteen, standing with one hand tucked into the pocket of a neatly pressed jacket, his other resting lightly on the back of a chair. The artist had captured a hint of smugness in his mouth, an arrogance that suggested he already knew the role life had carved out for him.
And then there was her.
Isabel.
Not as she was now, but a girl no more than seven or eight years old. She stood near her mother, dressed in a small, fine white frilly dress, her hair in dark braids, her hands clasped in her lap as if she’d been told to sit still.
Her eyes, so unmistakably the same woman who now held Ines by the waist.
Ines couldn’t look away. The portrait seemed less of a family keepsake and more of a monument to a dynasty.
Her chest tightened, and the air in the room seemed to stiffen. The paint itself seemed to be rejecting her.
And it was right...
This wasn’t the kind of place an accountant from El Paso should be, multi-millionaires? Crime families?
It was becoming very apparent that she’s out of her league here. She should be at home, thinking about her 401k, not about to piss off some homophobic mob boss whose brutality makes Isabel look like a ‘kitten’ according to Dr. McKay.
She looked down at the huge diamond on her finger... she didn’t have a choice in the matter... did she?
The hall seemed to stretch forever, each step of her heel pounding against the marble floor. Ines kept her gaze low, avoiding seeing more portraits that made her feel like she didn’t belong.
Though her heart pounded in her ear, beside her, Isabel walked with regal ease, hand at the small of Ines’s back. Alya and Rosaria followed at a measured distance.
At last, they reached a set of towering double doors, carved with vines and angles. Isabel slowed, turning her head slightly toward Ines.
“Remember your etiquette training, my love,” she murmured. “Speak only when someone speaks to you. Just be glad you don’t speak Spanish; I fear the things she might say might be too precious for your delicate ears.”
Ines nodded, throat too tight to try to come clean.
The doors opened.
The dining hall yawned wide before them, vaulted ceilings painted with fading angles, a long mahogany table stretched toward the far end of the room.
There, already seated, were two figures.
The first was a woman, elegant even in her elder years. Still recognizable from her portrait... Isabel’s mother, her future mother-in-law.
Fingers crossed Ines lives long enough to be at the wedding.
Her hair, once black, now gleamed silver, save for a single dark streak. She had clearly shrunken with age, her frame delicate, yet her eyes were still as sharp and dissecting as in the portrait.
Beside her sat a mountain of a man. Bald, broad, late forties at least, his shoulders seemed too wide for the carved chair he sat in. His heavy hands rested on the table, fingers drumming once before falling still as he saw them enter.
Both of them froze.
Shock twisted their features, not the ordinary surprise of a stranger's arrival, but something deeper...stranger. As if Ines wasn’t flesh and blood, but a ghost come to life, back to walk amongst them. Their faces drained, their eyes widened, and for one suspended moment...
They looked as if they’d seen a ghost.
The silence cracked when the silver-haired matriarch found her voice.
In Spanish...
Oh, goody, another conversation I have to pretend not to understand.
[“What the hell is this!?”] She demanded, the words cutting through the vaulted space.
Isabel didn’t flinch. She led Ines to her seat, sitting directly across from Mr. Scary, her hand lingering on Ines's back, mocking her mother before she finally answered.
[“Well, my fiancé, of course.”] Isabel smiled faintly, though her eyes did not. [“I did tell Hector to inform you I was bringing them. You couldn’t possibly believe I was bringing one of those grotesque men from the list of suitors you insist on shoving at me.”]
The matriarch’s fingers curled against the table, knuckles whitening. Her sharp gaze snapping between Isabel and Ines, as though measuring which of them might crack first.
[“You dare mock me like this?”] The old woman hissed. [“Dragging this—”] her voice caught in rage, eyes narrowing on Ines once more, like she’d kill her now if she could. [“Dragging her into my home!?”]
Ines felt her stomach churn but kept her eyes down, pretending to be a great admirer of the woodwork on this table, and her face as composed as she could, given the circumstances... that was not much.
The brother leaned forward then, massive arms folding, his presence filling the space like a storm cloud. His voice rumbled low, unhappy.
[“Isabel.”]
[“Yes, Hermano?”] Isabel answered sweetly, treating their anger as a joke, which only made Ines feel less safe by the minute.
[“Who is this girl?”] His gaze cut into Ines like a blade, his disbelief shading into something darker.
Suspicion.
[“My bride-to-be,”] Isabel said simply, slipping into the chair opposite the table's head. Her tone was calm and controlled, yet it had a hint of provocation to it, as if daring them to make a move.
The silence that followed was suffocating.
Finally, the matriarch leaned back in her chair, her bony hands trembling slightly as she clasped them together. [“You think this will stand? That I will bless such a sinful union?” Her voice sharpened to a brittle crack. “No. I stopped you from making this mistake once. You will not make it again.”]
Ines’s breath caught, though she dared not speak.
Isabel only laughed, a low sound that made Ines’s skin prickle. [“You confuse me with someone who needs your blessing, mother. This union is not yours to decide. I am simply here to invite you to our wedding...In three weeks.”]
THREE WEEKS?
Ines blinked, sure she had misheard, three weeks? As in twenty-one days? Mistress’s family might’ve been talking down about her like she wasn’t even there, but Mistress seemingly has planned their entire wedding already, without any input from her.
The brother’s hands slammed down onto the table with a sound like a car exhaust backfiring. Plates rattled, goblets quivered.
[“You dare,”] he growled, half standing up. [“You dare bring the likes of her into the family home, parading her around in front of us as though this is some damned game.”]
[“Enough!”] Isabel’s command cut across the fury, calm, yet done playing around. “You both know, you cannot stop me.”
The silence after Isabel’s last words stretched long, broken only by the hiss of the fireplace behind them and the candlelight illuminating the stone walls.
Then the matriarch exhaled through her nose, a slow, deliberate sound as if forcing the composure back into her bones. Her hands lowered gracefully into her lap. [“Very well. If you insist on embarrassing yourself, at least let it be done over a meal.”]
She gestured sharply to servants standing rigid by the doors. At once, a pair moved forward, silver trays balanced in their hands.
The scent of roasted fennel and saffron broth filled the hall. Bowls were placed before each, the steam rising in delicate curls that seemed absurd compared to the arguing that had just taken place.
Ines kept her gaze lowered near her soup, her pulse pounding in her ears. Every movement of the servants seemed amplified, the scrape of silver, the clink of crystal.
The brother leaned back in his chair with a grunt, jaw flexing as he reached for his spoon. He didn’t eat. He only stared at Ines... unnerving her thoroughly.
The matriarch folded her hands, bowing her head with practiced authority. [“Bless us, O Lord, and these Thy gifts which we are about to receive from Thy bounty, through Christ our Lord.”]
The others followed. Isabel spoke the words smoothly, her brother stiff and reluctant, Ines's head down, eyes closed, pretending to be praying in her head, while the only thoughts in her skull were about how two of the three people at this table look like they want her dead.
Nobody had spoken a word to her since she sat down, nor had anyone said a thing in English. It was like being treated like an invisible punching bag.
[“Amen.”] The family echoed together.
Isabel was the first to move. She lifted her spoon with casual elegance, sipping broth as though nothing was amiss.
Finally, she spoke to Ines.
“Eat, baby.” She said, looking over to Ines with a wry smile, then back to her mother. “You’ll forgive me if I tell my fiancée to eat before we have the same argument over and over again. It was a long drive.”
Ines took her first spoonful, face warm from embarrassment of being given permission to eat like a little kid. She didn’t look up from her broth, only ate obediently.
The matriarch’s eyes flickered between them, sharp and assessing. She took her own spoon, dipping it into the broth. Her hand was steady, her movements precise. She tasted it and set the spoon down with care, and stared at Ines with a look that could cut steel.
The broth was delicate, fragrant with chicken and saffron, but Ines could barely taste it. Each spoonful moved mechanically to her lips as her pulse beat hot in her throat.
Halfway through the first course, Isabel dabbed at her mouth with a napkin and said, almost casually, ["Tomorrow, Ines will accompany us.”]
The spoon in her mother's hand clinked softly against porcelain. Her eyes narrowed. [“That is...not customary.”]
Her brother gave a low laugh, heavy as stone. [“Not customary at all. Nor is it wise.”] He tore a piece of bread and dragged it through his broth, chewing deliberately. [“Some things are not meant for ‘outsiders.’”]
[“Well, thankfully, she isn’t any ‘outsider,' she’ll be my wife in less than a month. She goes where I go. By all means, I can go home, and you two can go alone tomorrow.”]
Her mother’s gaze shifted to Isabel now. [“You speak as if the matter is decided.”]
[“It is.”] Isabel said simply, lifting her spoon with a face of one dictating fact, not debating.
The old woman’s lips curved in a faint, humorless smile. [“You’ve always been headstrong, my daughter. Something you like to pretend you got from your father...when really, we both know who you take after more. Don't we?”]
The words hung heavy there, her mother finally landing a shot that seemed to genuinely hurt Isabel. She bit her bottom lip, taking a huge sip of her wine.
Then Isabel leaned back, her tone light, almost mocking. [“All the more reason you know I won’t back down.”]
The rest of dinner passed beneath a brittle veneer of civility. The second course, a delicate trout dish, roasted peppers, and plantains, was set before them, then cleared away with quiet efficiency.
Conversation not ever spoken in English, never left safe topics. Remarks about the estate, inquiries about cousins, a cousin ‘Danica’ came up often, passing mention of the weather. But after every few sentences, Ines could always feel a glance at her.
Nobody had said a word to her.
It was kind of...lonely.
When the final course was finished, a chocolate mousse that Ines really enjoyed (Not that she communicated that to anyone), Isabel pushed her chair back with slow grace.
“Come, Ines.” She said, rising to her feet. Her tone was soft, but the hand she extended toward Ines was commanding. “I’ll show you to my room.”
Ines’s heart fluttered. The prospect of being alone with Isabel again was a favorable one; anywhere that wasn’t her mother’s terrifying gaze, and her brother’s looming silence, was a relief she was clinging to. She placed her napkin down and placed her hand in Isabel's. Ready to leave.
“Stop.”
The words cut sharp as glass. Isabel’s mother's first word in English tonight. Her Spanish accent was heavy, even in the one word. She set down her wine glass with a quiet click and looked first to Isabel, then to Ines.
“She may be your so-called ‘fiancée,’” the old woman said. “But you are not yet married. It would be quite un-catholic of you to share a bed. No?”
The air froze. Isabel’s fingers curled tighter around Ines’s, as if resisting the urge to lash out.
Ines swallowed hard, not wanting to be separated from her soon-to-be wife, here of all places. Isabel’s eyes burned with a restrained fury. It seemed as if she might defy her mother outright.
But her hand uncoiled from Ines’s.
“Of course,” Isabel smiled, “we’ve been sleeping separately at my villa as well.” It wasn’t exactly a lie... they hadn’t done much ‘sleeping’ last night.
But Mistress’s mother made a face that said she found that difficult to believe. “I will take her to a guest room... it’ll be a good chance to speak with my future daughter-in-law .”
Ines had never been so scared of the words ‘daughter-in-law’ in her life.
Isabel looked torn, her jaw flexed in a way it hadn’t all night.
She signaled, clipped, and quiet: “Alya, go with her.”
Alya stepped forward, expression neutral, posture perfect. Rosaria shifted as if to move, too, but Isabel raised one finger and stopped her cold.
Isabel placed a smooth kiss on Ines’s temple. “Go with her, my love.”
Isabel’s mother rolled her eyes as she stood from her chair, collecting a cane from a maid who presented it to her. She gestured for Ines to follow, already turning toward the hall.
The corridors of the estate stretched long and dim, lit only by sconces and the gleam of polished floors. Ines’s heels clicked softly, out of rhythm with the slow, deliberate tap of the mother’s cane and Alya’s flats.
They did not speak, and the silence pressed in.
It wasn’t until they turned down a gallery lined with portraits that the woman’s voice cut through.
“Do you know how I rose to this position? She asked without looking back at Ines.
Ines shook her head. “N-No.”
The woman paused before the first canvas, a severe-looking young man painted in a stiff collar, his eyes bright with confidence... or arrogance. She lifted her cane toward it.
“My father was head of the family. But he died when I was nineteen. Our eldest brother, there—”
She gestured towards the portrait. “—Was a drug addict. High on the cocaine we were meant to be selling. Me and my nine other brothers and sisters decided he would lead this family to ruin... so we had him killed.”
Ines’s breath caught.
They walked on. Another portrait, another face. The mother’s voice remained steady, almost detached.
“And of course, none of us were happy with the idea of the other leading the family. We schemed. We fought. We painted the streets red with the blood of our followers. A gang war broke out.”
Her cane tapped the marble with each step, not an ounce of remorse in her words.
“I got to the head of this family by slaughtering my own brothers and sisters,” she said, her tone devoid of remorse. “Even the ones that had no interest in the war. It had to be done.”
She stopped before another painting, a sister with kind eyes, softer than the others. The mother studied it for a long time, her face unreadable, before moving on.
“It was the right decision. For me to lead. I expanded our operations tenfold. Moved into legal avenues, respectable ventures. The family thrives because I did what was necessary.”
They reached the end of the hall. The mother pushed open a heavy door and gestured inside: a guest room, immaculate, waiting.
"'Ines,’” she said, like she knew it wasn’t her real name. It sent a chill down her spine. “My daughter gambles with your life, not her own. Whatever this game she’s playing will only result in your death.”
The woman turned and walked away, cane tapping against the floor until the sound faded into silence.
Ines stood frozen at the threshold of the guestroom. Alya hovering right behind her.
Ines being the only person with something to lose in this game.
Notes:
We are so back, people!
Chapter 20: Reeling
Chapter Text
Ines didn’t move. The guest room door stood open before her, the air inside cool and faintly perfumed with lavender. Behind her, Alya shifted uneasily, clutching the edge of her apron, as if even she didn’t expect that conversation to go so poorly.
The matriarch’s words still echoed in her head: My daughter gambles with your life, not her own. Whatever this game she’s playing will only result in your death .
Alya finally whispered, “Young Mistress, we should get you inside.”
Ines snapped her head toward her, voice cracking into a scream. “She’s going to kill me. You heard her... I’m dead! I’M FUCKING DEAD!”
Alya’s eyes widened, then she quickly grabbed Ines by the arm and pulled her into the guest room, slamming the heavy door shut behind them before anyone could hear her screaming.
“Please,” Alya whispered urgently, pressing her back to the door as though it were somehow muffling the sound from escaping. “Young Mistress, you must calm dow—”
“CALM DOWN?!” Ines exploded, pacing in frantic circles, her hands clawing through her hair. “CALM DOWN? My life was just threatened by a fucking mob boss! Excuse me if we can’t all be some badass MMA fighter like you, Alya!”
She choked on a sob, the words tumbling out faster than she could think. “I’M AN ACCOUNTANT! A FUCKING ACCOUNTANT! My life should be spreadsheets and Excel documents... Not—” Her hand shot out, gesturing wildly towards the hall, toward everything.
“—Not marrying a mob Princess because they want to piss off their mommy!”
Her breath broke into ragged gasps, tears welling in her eyes. She pressed the heel of her hand against her chest as if she could physically keep her heart from beating out of her chest. “This isn’t my life; I was supposed to work my dead-end 9-5 and be home in time to watch Simpson’s reruns! THIS ISN’T MY LIF—”
Then— crack
Ines’s head snapped to the side, cheek stinging hot. For a moment, she just stared at Alya, wide-eyed, disbelief smothering her panic.
“What the fuck was that?” She demanded, voice trembling between rage and shock.
Alya, perfectly straight-faced, shrugged a little. “I saw it in American movies. When someone’s being hysterical, you slap them, and they calm down.”
Ines blinked at her. The words were so absurd, so completely stupid, that they cut through her terror like a pin popping a balloon. A sharp, startled laugh slipped out of her, half-sob, half-giggle.
“Pfffft—oh my god.” She clutched at her stinging cheek; did she really have to hit her that hard? “That is... literally the dumbest thing I've ever heard.”
Ines’s laugh broke into hiccups, shaky and thin, but real. Alya’s lips twitched, like she wanted to smile.
Ines was still half laughing, half shaking when Alya guided her toward the bed. The mattress dipped under her weight as she sat, hands knotting in her lap.
“Relax,” Alya said quietly, kneeling so their eyes met. “Just breathe. I'll get you some water.”
The thought of being left alone in this house sent a new jolt of fear through Ines. Her fingers shot out, catching Alya’s sleeve. “Don’t go.” Her voice was small, desperate. “Please don’t leave me. I'm not safe. I don’t feel safe.”
Alya stilled, smiling just a little, then nodded once, firm. “Then I’ll stay.”
Something loosened in Ines’s chest at those words. She let go of Alya’s sleeve, exhaling shakily, and bent down to tug at her shoes. Her heels hit the floor with a dull thunk, leaving her in her stockings.
She groaned. “God, my feet are killing me.”
She hesitated, then glanced at Alya, cheeks warming, (Still stinging slightly.) “This is going to sound strange...and feel free to say no. But... could you rub my feet? Just a little?”
Alya’s smile grew, genuine and gentle. “Of course, Young Mistress.” She sat down beside Ines, reaching out to take one of her trembling feet into her lap. Her hands were surprisingly warm, her touch firm but not painful.
Ines leaned back against the pillows, eyes squeezed shut, and took a deep, shuddering breath. The room felt a little less suffocating now, the walls a bit farther away. She listened to the sound of Alya’s breathing, the steady rhythm of her rubbing her feet. The press of the warm fingers into the arch of her foot.
Yet, she couldn’t help but think of her mortality.
Ines’s voice cracked on the words, raw and childlike in its honesty.
“Alya...I don’t want to die.”
Alya’s hands stilled on her foot. She lifted her gaze, steady and unflinching. “You won’t. Not while I'm here. Even if Rosaria fails you. Even if Mistress fails you. I won’t .”
Something in Alya’s tone carried a weight she couldn’t ignore; it was almost a promise. It put her mind at ease... as much as one's mind could be at ease, after a day like today. Enough for her under the soothing weight of the foot massage to let her close her eyes and drift into a merciful sleep.
Ines woke with a start, tangled in cool linen sheets. For a disorienting moment, she thought she was still in the estate's infirmary... but no, the air was different, the bed too wide, the curtains blocking out too much sunlight.
It wasn’t until she shifted that she realized she was in nothing but her underwear. Her breath caught.
The door creaked, and Alya stepped inside, carrying a tray, her expression fixed in its usual ice queen default, but her eyes immediately flickered over Ines’s posture, noting her tension.
Ines swallowed hard, clutching the sheets to her bare chest. “Did you... Did you undress me?”
“Yes,” Alya said simply, without shame. She set the tray on a table by the window, opening the curtains to allow in more light. “You couldn’t sleep in a cocktail dress all night. I removed your makeup, too. You were exhausted.”
Ines felt heat rise in her cheeks, a mix of embarrassment and a tinge of relief that she hadn’t spent all night in that makeup. Alya had seen her naked before, so she knew she shouldn’t be so embarrassed, but the way Alya said it, so matter-of-fact like, as if she was stating the obvious, made her pulse race.
Her gaze drifted toward the table, where a tray had been laid out: eggs, bread, fruit, coffee. The smell reached her, rich and tempting.
She pushed the sheet tighter against her chest, distrusting of it. Last night still fresh in her mind. “Is it poisoned?”
Alya blinked, then gave a short laugh through her nose. “No. I watched the cook prepare it myself.” She crossed to the table, pulled out the chair, and looked back at Ines. “Definitely not poisoned.”
Ines hesitated, then slid out of bed, clutching the sheet around her like armor as she padded over. She sat stiffly, her hands hovering uncertainly above the utensils.
“Eat,” Alya urged, gentler now. “You’ll need your strength.”
Ines picked at her food at first, nibbling on bread, then letting hunger take over until she was eating in earnest. Between mouthfuls, she glanced over at Alya, who stood near the door as though she were a guard dog.
She had to admit, she felt safer with her around.
“What’s Isbe —Mistress up to?” She corrected herself, trying to sound casual.
Alya hesitated just long enough for Ines to notice. “She’s having breakfast with her family.”
“Oh,” Ines set her fork down. “Was I too late waking up to go to breakfast or something?”
Another pause, longer this time, heavy with reluctance. Alya’s gaze softening but not wavering. “No, Young Mistress... you were not invited to dine with them this morning.”
The words landed harder than Alya’s slap from the night before... not invited. Why?
Ines’s stomach knotted, but she forced a bite of egg down her throat. She didn't miss the tension of the previous evening. Maybe it was better this way, but it stung.
Ines nodded to herself, pushing her plate away. She didn’t need to be reminded of coldness or the tangled web of family politics. The thought of facing the woman again, after that conversation with the matriarch, was enough to make her feel sick.
“I should get dressed, then,” she murmured. “What’s the plan for today?”
“The plan is for you to stay here, Young Mistress. Rest, until it is time to depart. It’s not safe for you to be wandering around the estate.”
The words hit Ines like a brick. She was a prisoner in this fancy room. The thought made her feel claustrophobic. And ‘depart,' where are they going? Ines found herself getting increasingly frustrated at never being told anything.
Ines let go of a heavy sigh. Going off at Alya wouldn’t solve anything; it wasn’t her fault. It was her so-called fiancée that brought her here mostly blind, trotting her out more like a prize pig than her bride-to-be.
The shower hissed around her, steam rising in waves, but Ines couldn’t drown out the echo of Alya’s words. Not invited. They rang in her head over and over; sharper than the hot water she flicked onto her face.
So that’s what I am. An outsider, a guest. Someone they’ll never accept.
Ines wondered what the point was. She had been kidnapped, brought all the way from Texas to Colombia, and a damn thing hadn’t changed; nobody accepted her. She didn’t belong.
By the time she shut off the water, her chest was tight, her hands trembling as she wrung them through her wet curls. She toweled herself dry and slipped into the robe Alya had left hanging, its softness being of little comfort to her.
She opened the bathroom door and froze.
Alya was waiting in the room, arms folded neatly in front of her, a splash of color draped over them. Red. Seductive.
A cocktail dress, deeper and sharper than the one she had worn the night before.
Ines took a half step back. “What’s that?”
Alya’s expression didn’t falter. “Instructions from Mistress. You're to wear this.”
She unfolded the garment, placing it softly on the bed. “She wants you in it.”
Ines stared at the fabric, at the way it gleamed in the light, and felt her stomach knot. “I don’t have a choice in the matter, do I?”
“No.”
Ines slid the robe from her shoulders, leaving her suddenly bare in front of Alya. It wasn’t intimate; it was a woman who had resigned herself to her fate as being dressed up like a doll.
The dress was laid out across the bed now, the red of it so vibrant it seemed to pulse with its own heat. Satin, heavy but smooth, catching the light in glints of wine-dark sheen. Its cut was bold, a plunging neckline that promised to bare almost all of her chest, the fabric tapering close to her waist before sweeping out in a skirt meant for movement, for spectacle.
Alya helped her step into it, her fingers brisk but never rough, tugging the fabric along Ines’s thighs, settling it over Ines’s hips, drawing the straps carefully into place over her shoulders. The neckline gaped scandalously low, so low that Ines’s face heated up just looking down at herself.
Alya cleared her throat, a subtle shift in her posture, and Ines realized Alya had been staring. The dress felt like putting on a second skin, clinging to her curves in a way that made her feel both powerful and exposed.
When she turned back, Alya’s expression had returned to its usual stoicism.
“I’ll do your hair and makeup as well,” Alya said, gesturing to the chair in front of the vanity.
Ines nodded, moving to sit down, her heart racing. The dress was beautiful, but it was the kind of thing you wore when you were on display. And she had the sinking suspicion that she was about to become the star of a show she hadn’t signed up for. The dress was zipped up with a firm, final click, and Alya turned her to face the mirror. Ines didn’t recognize the woman staring back at her. She looked like a doll dressed up for a play, a part in a world she didn’t understand.
“You look...beautiful,” Alya said, her voice almost a whisper in her ear.
Ines stared at her reflection, feeling anything but. The dress was a lie, a façade she had to wear for her fiancée’s family. A declaration of her role in this twisted game.
Her eyes met Alya’s in the mirror, and for a moment she thought she saw something genuine, a flicker of... pity? Sympathy?
But it was gone as quickly as it had appeared, and all she was left with was the cold reality of her situation.
“Thank you, Alya,” she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper.
Alya reached for the gloves, long, opera-length satin to match the dress. Ines knew what they were for the instant Alya slid the first over her hand, smoothing it tight up to the elbow. It wasn’t about elegance. It was to cover up what lay beneath. The puckered scars across her right hand.
They hadn't magically healed overnight. In fact, she was still supposed to be wearing her sling, the damaged tendons in her right hand still not fully healed yet.
By the time both gloves were on, she barely recognized herself in the mirror. A stranger stared back: red-lipped, generous amount of cleavage, hands hidden in luxury.
“Young Mistress,” Alya’s voice was soft. She stepped aside, revealing the engagement ring on the bedside table. It glinted under the light; a monstrous diamond sprinkled among a dozen others.
Ines swallowed, her heart racing. She had forgotten.
“May I?” Alya’s voice was a gentle question, holding the ring in her hand. Ines nodded, unable to look away from the woman’s eyes in the mirror.
The ring was cool as it slid onto her finger, nestling in the fabric of the glove. It was a stark contrast to the warmth of Alya’s hand, a gentle pressure that seemed to anchor her to the world.
Their eyes met again in the reflection, and this time, Ines felt a shiver of something else. Not fear or anger, but a strange, confusing thrill. The ring was a prison, a declaration of her fate, but in Alya’s touch there was something... gentle. Something that whispered that she wasn’t entirely alone in this.
She swallowed hard. “ Alya ...” The tension so heavy between them, her voice cracked. Ines forced herself to change the topic, to make space between them, before something happened neither of them could take back.
“Do you know where we’re going?” Ines asked, losing Alya’s blue orbs in the mirror.
For the first time, Alya’s composure shifted, just a hair. She took a long blink, and said something under her breath in Russian, cursing the lost moment... maybe. But then she nodded.
“Yes, Young Mistress. You will be going to Brazil.”
Ines found Alya’s eyes in the mirror again. “BRAZIL?”
“Yes, the helicopter will be leaving when the family members are prepared.” Alya said, like it were the most natural thing in the world.
Ines felt her stomach churn. Brazil. A helicopter with a family that didn’t even want her at their breakfast table. And Mistress playing some game that only she knew the rules of.
Hours later, Mistress opened the door without knocking, the door swinging open as if the room belonged to her. Her gaze swept over Ines, lingering on the deep plunge of the neckline. A small, slow smile curved her lips.
“Beautiful,” she said simply, crossing the space with the unhurried certainty of a woman used to claiming things. Her hand rose to touch Ines’s cheek, then slid down to take her arm, steering her gently but firmly toward the door. “Come. We're expected.”
Ines resisted. Just a little at first, planting her heels into the thick carpet. “Wait.”
Mistress tilted her head, a sliver of irritation cutting across her perfectly suited composure. “What is it?”
“I want to know what’s going on,” Ines said, the words came out more accusatory than she meant them to. “Why am I dressed like this? Why are we going to Brazil? Why are you just leading me around like some pig, telling me the bare minimum?”
Mistress’s sigh was soft, almost indulgent, as though Ines was a child pouting past their bedtime. Her fingers tightened just enough around Ines’s arm to remind her who was in control.
“Alya, take the rest of the day off.” Isabel said, with menace in her voice, Alya hesitated, half a second, barely noticeable, before Mistress shot her a glare. That made the maid bow and leave without a word.
Mistress turned back to Ines, her voice low, almost gentle. “Do you know what pisses me off most about you?” Her lips curved in something between irritation and malice. “You actually believe you have the right to know things. You don’t. You don’t have any rights. Not here.”
Ines stumbled back until her spine hit the vanity. “But... you said you loved me. Why can’t I know? Look at it from my perspec—”
“I. Do. Not. Care. About. Your. Perspective.”
Her hand slammed into the mirror beside Ines’s head, the sound cracking through the air. Ines flinched as Mistress leaned in, towering over her.
“I could kill you right now,” she whispered, pressing her palm against Ines’s throat, not choking, just demonstrating that she could. “I could choke the life out of you and leave your body here, and nothing would happen to me.” Her grip shifted, thumb pressing slowly into Ines’s pulse.
“The ring on your finger doesn’t make you my equal. I do love you, Ines. But I love you in your place .”
Ines’s eyes went wide, her chest tightening as her heart raced a million miles a minute. She could feel the sting of tears brimming, threatening to spill. Her breath hitched, trembling against Mistress’s palm.
“Don’t start crying,” Mistress said coldly, her thumb brushing across Ines’s cheek as though the touch was tender when it was anything but. “You’ll ruin your makeup.”
The words, so casual, cut deeper than any of the threats. Ines pressed her lips together, forcing the tears not to come out, nodding quickly as obedience might save her.
Mistress withdrew her hand, not in mercy but in dismissal, and slipped her arm back around Ines, steering her out the door with practiced certainty.
Through the villa they walked, Ines’s head bowed, her silence heavy. Every marble floor tile, every gilded frame, every pair of watching eyes from passing staff felt like a spotlight on her humiliation. Mistress never slowed, never faltered, her grip a leash as much as a guide.
At last, they emerged into the open air, the sudden brightness almost blinding. The roof stretched, the hum of rotors already cutting through the silence. The helicopter waited on the helipad, blades stirring the warm afternoon air into sharp gusts that lifted the edges of Ines’s dress and whipped strands of hair into her face.
Mistress did not look at her. She only tightened her grip and led her forward.
The rotors thundered louder as they approached, the wind tugging at Ines’s hair, at the thin fabric clinging to her skin. She dug her heels in for half a second, the instinct to resist flashing through her, but Mistress’s grip only tightened, unyielding, unbreakable.
“Behave,” Mistress murmured in her ear, the warning soft as velvet, sharp as steel.
With no choice, Ines climbed in, the cabin’s leather seat cold beneath her as the door was pulled shut.
Across from her sat the matriarch, cane balanced neatly against her leg, her eyes locked on Ines with that same cutting, merciless glare. Beside her lounged the brother, smiling faintly as though this were some private joke only he understood.
Mistress settled in at Ines’s side, possessive hand resting on her knee. The engines roared, the villa shrinking below, but all Ines could feel was the weight of their eyes, judging, measuring, waiting.
She lowered her head, heart pounding like a trapped bird.
And Ines truly didn’t know who she felt less safe sitting next to, Isabel... or her mother.
Chapter 21: The Auction
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The cabin shook with the roar of the rotors, the sound so loud it pressed against Ines’s bones. Isabel had clamped a headset over her ears the moment she stepped inside, the padded cups muffling the deafening roar of the blades. She could hear every breath, every word, and every tiny sound directly through the mic, all of which were attached to the headset.
Isabel sat back, perfectly at ease, one hand resting possessively on Ines’s thigh as if she needed a reminder of who owned her. Across from them, Isabel’s mother watched in silence, her expression unreadable behind her aviator glasses.
It didn’t stop Ines from being afraid that she was staring daggers at her, as you’d expect, sitting across from someone who threatened your life the day before is nerve-racking.
Beside her sat Isabel’s brother, scrolling lazily through something on a tablet, the green glow reflecting from his jaw to the baldness of his head.
Ines sat stiffly, hands knotted in her lap, staring out the small oval window on her side of the cabin. Below, the Amazon rain forest spread endlessly, a living carpet of green stretching every horizon. It was breathtaking, impossibly beautiful.
She just wished she had such a view under different circumstances. Her stomach was in knots, her chest felt tight in a way that had nothing to do with her dress.
She shifted, throat working, her voice crackling into the headset with a tremor she couldn’t hide. “W-Where...Where are we going?”
For a long moment, the only reply was static and the distant drone of the blades. Then Isabel’s grip on her thigh tightened, and Mistress’s low voice slid into her ears via the headset.
“Behave, Ines.”
No raised voice, no theatrics, nobody else even acknowledged that she had said anything. Just the headset delivering the words straight into her skull.
Inescapable.
Ines lowered her gaze to her lap, fingers gripping her own wrists until her knuckles ached.
Nobody spoke for what felt like hours. The helicopter droned on, steady as a heartbeat. Ines’s gaze drifted between the endless trees below, what Ines imagined was the matriarch’s death stare, and then to the brother, who finally tore his eyes away from the glowing tablet.
His voice cracked harshly through the headset, impatient, disgusted. [“This whole farce makes me sick. A woman parading around another woman like some bride, it’s a sin. It's obscene.”]
Ines froze, trying to pretend she couldn’t understand him, but found herself shrinking at the word sin; it stabbed into her chest, echoing louder in her ears than the rotors. Mistress, however, only tilted her head, unfazed, hand never leaving Ines’s thigh.
[“Sin?”] Isabel’s voice poured through the headset, low and mocking. [“It’s funny to hear you speak of sin, brother.”]
He bristled, leaning forward, [“It is sin. What you’re doing, flaunting this disgusting act like some badge—”]
[“How many children do you have again?”] Isabel cut in, voice sharpening with each word. [“I can hardly keep count, Thirteen? Fourteen? From the women you keep as slaves in your compounds?”]
Ines wanted to take her headset off; surely letting the roar of the blades permanently damage her hearing was better than hearing this conversation.
[“Even Mama can’t keep track anymore.”] Isabel went on smoothly, almost smiling as she twisted the knife. [“She forgets which ones are legitimate born of your wife, and which ones were born of your rapes. Tell me, is that not sin?”]
The matriarch finally stirred, her voice resounding. [“Enough!”]
She lowered her sunglasses, her gaze flickering from one child to another, the smallest narrowing of her gaze silencing them both. The tension lingered, however, like a bad smell.
Ines stared out the window again, pulse hammering in her throat, happy for the relative silence, even if the air in the helicopter was as thick as oatmeal.
Thirty minutes later, the helicopter dipped, banking over a narrow strip carved into cleared jungle. A private airfield shimmered into view, the sun reflecting hot off the tarmac.
The landing was jarring, the skids scraping down with a metallic groan. As soon as the motors slowed, the doors were pulled open. Heat and humidity slapped Ines in the face, carrying the scent of fuel and wet earth.
Two black cars idled nearby, engines purring, their glossy bodies reflecting the harsh equatorial sun. Men in dark suits moved with quiet precision, opening doors, scanning the tree line.
Isabel’s mother and brother stepped out first. Together they were guided into the front car, her brother’s still seething face disappearing behind dark doors and tinted windows.
Ines lingered, her heart in her throat, until Mistress pressed a firm hand on her back. “Come,” Isabel murmured.
They were led to the second car, its door held wide. Isabel slipped in with the grace of someone who’d done this all her life, then turned to watch Ines climb in after her. The door shut with a thud, and the convoy rolled forward, SUVs gliding smoothly down a narrow strip of road into jungle roads.
Isabel threw her hand around Ines’s waist but said nothing. Whatever lay ahead, Ines had no say in it.
The car ride was smooth and silent, except for the occasional jolt when the tires hit a crack in the uneven jungle road. Ines sat stiffly, hands clasped in her lap, too afraid to ask a third time where they were going. The air conditioning hummed coldly against her skin, yet sweat still gathered at the back of her neck.
Fifteen minutes blurred by in a haze of green. Then, suddenly, the trees thinned, and the jungle broke into something impossible.
A sprawling mansion sat in a clearing, its white walls glowing faintly gold under the setting sun. The drive leading up to it was crammed with cars, sleek sports cars, armored SUVs, limos, so many that the poor valet looked overwhelmed.
As their cars rolled forward, Ines’s breath caught in her throat. People came into view, milling around the wide front steps and verandas: men in pressed suits, younger-looking women on their arms in evening gowns that shimmered with jewels, several were already holding glittering glasses of champagne. The clatter of voices carried faintly over the hum of the engine, a strange mix of laughter and sharper clipped tones.
The first car halted, and Mistress’s mother and brother stepped out, greeted by a small group of attendants who bowed and ushered them forward. Their presence demanded respect, and the crowd's eyes followed them.
Then it was their turn. Isabel slid gracefully from the car, pausing only to extend a hand back into the vehicle. Her gaze flickered toward Ines; her lips curved into a smile that wasn’t at all convincing.
“Come,” she said. Again, like Ines was a dog being brought to heel.
Knowing she didn’t have a choice in the matter, Ines stepped out, blinking against the setting sun and river of luxury before her. Her heels clicked against the cobblestone, and she leaned slightly into Isabel, voice pitched low and panicky.
This many rich people don’t meet up in a mansion in the middle of a jungle for a good reason, do they? Her brain racked with all the fucked-up scenarios.
Cults?
Sex clubs?
Human trafficking?
She was terrified of asking anything, but she was more scared of going into whatever this was blind.
“What is this? Why are there so many people here? What the hell are we doing in the middle of the jungle?”
Isabel’s hand slipped around her waist, drawing her closer like they were a couple arriving fashionably late. Ines could feel the eyes on her, the gazes burning into her. Isabel’s lips brushed against her ear, voice smooth.
“Relax, darling,” Mistress whispered. “It’s just an auction, whatever baby-eating cult you have in mind, put that to bed.”
The words made Ines’s stomach drop. She opened her mouth, but no words came out.
An auction?
Here?
It might not be a baby-eating cult, but it couldn’t have been anything good either; good things weren’t hidden away in the heart of the jungle.
The crowd swallowed them as they ascended the stairs, Isabel’s grip never wavering, her smile never faltering. Ines could only be dragged along, her pulse pounding in her ears, as the heavy mansion doors loomed before them.
The mansion doors swung open into a vast foyer that could have swallowed an entire movie theater back in El Paso. Marble floors gleamed under crystal chandeliers, and the air was thick with perfume, cigar smoke, and the low hum of conversation.
Guests clustered in small groups, their attire not dissimilar from those outside the venue, gowns that made Ines’s cleavage look modest, tailored suits on older men. Laughter cut sharply through the noise now and then.
Servers wove expertly between the groups, silver trays balanced high, offering champagne flutes like liquid gold.
Mistress’s mother and brother were already in the thick of it, embracing others of their kind, shaking hands, kissing cheeks, laughing with a little too many teeth to be actually laughing.
It was obvious these people knew them, respected them, maybe even feared them.
Ines stood just inside the door, trying not to gape at the opulence. She stuck close to Isabel’s side, the red of her dress making her feel like a spotlight was pinned to her.
Isabel bent close, her hand brushing Ines’s lower back in a gesture that from the outside probably looked affectionate.
But she pressed firmly, controlling. “I need to speak with someone. Stay here, baby. Everyone here will speak English, don’t wander.” Her eyes narrowed just slightly. “And smile.”
“Smile?”
“Yes.” Isabel’s lips curved into a demonstration for her, though her eyes remained cold. “This is your public debut as my future wife. You're on display. Look pleasant.”
And with that, she was gone, moving gracefully into a crowd, exchanging empty hellos before she slipped through a door in the back, disappearing.
Ines was left standing alone in the center of the massive hall. It felt like a friend dragging you to a party and then leaving you on your own when you don’t know anybody else there.
Except here, instead of underage drinking and, at worst, people having sex in the bathroom, it was diamonds, black ties, and eyes that slid over her like she was merchandise.
Her throat went dry.
One of the servers passed by, a woman, balancing a tray of champagne. Ines snatched a glass, then hesitated, then grabbed a second one for good measure.
She downed the first in two gulps, the bubbles burning against her throat. Then she tipped back the second, fast this time, turning away slightly from the server and the crowds, until both glasses were empty in her grip.
She turned back to the server, ever the professional, maintaining a straight face as if she hadn’t just witnessed Ines stress drink two glasses of something that Ines probably couldn’t afford.
She set the glasses back on the tray with trembling fingers and managed, just barely, to force a paper-thin smile onto her face.
The fizz burned in her throat still, leaving her slightly lightheaded, her pulse racing faster than the drink could explain. Ines wiped carefully at her mouth with the back of her gloved hand when a man approached from her side.
“You might want to slow down,” a man said warmly, his accent faintly French. “The night is long, and the bidding has not yet begun.”
Ines startled, nearly leaped out of her skin, before she registered the man beside her.
He was tall, graying at the temples, his dark suit perfectly cut, and he smiled with all his teeth. He leaned in without hesitation, catching her hand and brushing his lips across her knuckles, then going straight into the double cheek kiss, the European greeting Senora Blanca had drilled into her in etiquette lessons.
Every nerve in Ines’s body screamed for her to pull away, but she forced herself still; her skin prickled when his lips brushed her cheek.
“You’re new,” the man said, releasing her hand from his grip. “I don’t recall seeing you at any of the other auctions. Who are you here with?”
Ines’s tongue felt like lead in her mouth. Every instinct screaming at her not to tie herself to a crime family, but every shred of training told her silence would be worse.
“I, uh... I’m—” She stammered, heat crawling up her neck. “I’m with the Pombo family.”
His brows lifted, interest sparkling. “Oui, Pombo. Of course. I did not hear anything of Hector having a new fiancée.”
“I—no, I'm—” She tripped over her words, panic making her voice crack.
But before she could dig the hole deeper or stammer anymore, another voice slid neatly into the conversation.
“Not Hector,” Came the cool, assured correction.
Ines whipped her head to see Mistress’s mother standing there, her cane clicking once against the polished marble floor. Her dark eyes swept the tall man, just once, before landing on Ines.
Sharply.
Disappointed.
“She belongs to Isabel,” the matriarch said, final as a death sentence.
The man blinked, then gave a low, amused laugh, bowing his head. “Ah, my mistake.”
He reached for his champagne, clearly unbothered, though his gaze lingered a moment too long before drifting away into the crowd, having never even introduced himself.
Ines let out a shaky breath of relief, only for tension not to fade when she realized the older woman was still looking at her with a level of scorn.
The older woman stepped in closer, her cane clicking against the marble, her voice low enough to mean they were for Ines alone.
“If you are to introduce yourself as a member of my family, you say it with your chest.” She hissed; each syllable laced with disdain. “Full-throated and proud. The Pombo name does not come out in the whimper of a dying sheep.”
Ines felt her throat bob on reflex as she gulped. “I-I, Never Intended—”
“Your ‘intent’ means little to me, girl.” The matriarch cut her off, eyes narrowing to slits. “If I were you, I would not choose to spend my remaining days stammering about.”
With that, she turned, gliding backward into a swirl of guests without another glance, leaving Ines frozen in place, her stomach in knots, another thinly veiled threat laid at her feet.
Isabel’s brother sailed by, his gaze sliding over her without pause, as if she weren’t there. Ines felt like the invisible help, except she wasn’t. She was dressed to the nines, in a dress that cost more than her car, and she was apparently on display like a prize pig at a county fair.
Her cheeks burned with embarrassment and fear.
She'd never felt more exposed than she did right now, in this sea of wealth and power, dressed in a garment that left almost nothing to the imagination.
From across the room, she caught an older man’s lecherous gaze lingering too long on her exposed cleavage, and she hadn’t missed the way his eyes had followed her curves like a predator eyeing prey.
Ines drifted away from the throng of noise, from the gazes, her heart still hammering against her ribcage. She spotted a tall table tucked near the edge of the foyer and gravitated toward it, desperate to do something with her hands that wasn’t covering her chest.
A server passed by with another round of champagne glasses, and without hesitation, she plucked two more from their silver home.
Tipping the first one back quickly, the bubbles burning down her throat, hoping the buzz might drown out her panic, might dull Isabel’s mother’s words.
Threats.
“Careful,” a voice chimed in lightly before she could down the second.
Ines froze, glass still in hand, as three women in evening gowns approached, their laughter weaving together like silk.
One of them, tall, blonde, with pearls at her throat, and a neckline so plunging it was a miracle she wasn’t spilling out of her dress, smiled knowingly.
“These things can really drag on,” she said, gesturing to the vast room of mingling elites. “Old people really love to talk. Best not to drink too many too quickly.”
Another, a raven-haired woman with a jeweled necklace, leaned in like she was sharing a secret. “No, no. The trick is timing. One glass now for the nerves. A few more when the auction starts dragging. Then, when it's late and he wants you upstairs, in the car, or the jet...”
She tilted her glass, eyes gleaming. “That’s when you down enough to not feel anything.”
The third, the youngest looking of the three, but with the weary eyes of someone who’d learned the lessons early, gave a half-hearted smile. “Or take one of these babies...” She slid a white pill out of her glove. “This will make you blackout entirely; you won’t even remember him on top of you the next morning.”
Ines laughed along with them despite finding nothing funny, but inside she felt something else, something sharp, almost giddy, pushing against the fear...
God, I love being gay.
The thought came suddenly, whispered in her own brain like a private joke. She'd rather be called a ‘sinful, disgusting, farce’ by Mistress’s brother a thousand times than to stomach a single night of what these women were describing.
The blonde woman tilted her head, studying her with genuine curiosity. “So, who are you? I don’t remember seeing you at any of these before.”
“Yes, love, who brought you here tonight?” The raven-haired woman followed up. “Don’t worry, we won’t judge your man by his net worth...much.”
“Look at that necklace,” the blonde cut in, motioning to Ines’s shock collar, inlaid jewels abundant, from the outside, it must just look like a fancy choker. “Her man definitely isn’t broke.”
Ines fumbled for an answer, her lips parting and closing like she’d forgotten how to speak.
The women leaned in, curious, expectant.
“There you are, darling.”
Ines nearly dropped her glass as Isabel appeared at her side, arm wrapping tight around her waist, firm and possessive, pulling her back into Isabel’s side. The sudden warmth of her body pressed flushed against Ines’s own was making her heat up.
Or the champagne was kicking in...
In her other hand, Isabel carried a sleek black and silver briefcase, strange, unfamiliar. Ines was certain she didn’t have it before.
The three women’s smiles tightened as they took in this development, their gazes flickering between the engaged pair, a mix of awe and surprise painting their faces.
Mistress didn’t bother with pleasantries; her hand flexed at Ines’s hip as though taunting the women in front of her.
“I trust you aren’t bothering my fiancée,” Isabel said smoothly, her eyes cutting into the women for a reason Ines couldn’t understand.
“Of course not,” the blonde replied, sudden honey in her voice which was not present in their previous conversation. “We were only making her feel welcome.”
Isabel’s smile sharpened, but she didn’t push further. Instead, she leaned down, brushing her lips close enough to Ines’s ear to make her shiver with flashbacks of their engagement night.
“Don’t go far,” she murmured, squeezing her waist once before slipping away.
Again.
Just like that, she was gone again, the briefcase clicking softly as Ines watched her slip through the crowd and out the door they came through.
And of course, Ines was left where she stood, champagne glass in hand, three women left gawking at her, gazes shifting from curiosity to appraisal now.
Ines swallowed, forcing another glass of champagne down with it, but the fizz burned, lodging in her chest. Left on display again.
“You’re engaged to Isabel Rodriguez-Pombo!?” The dark-haired woman blurted out, eyes wide.
Ines shifted the empty glass in her hand, setting it down on the table behind her. “Pretty much,” she muttered, unable to summon anything more certain.
The blonde leaned forward, enough that Ines could smell her perfume, curiosity taking over. “How’d you two even meet?”
Ines shifted on her heels. She didn’t know if it was the alcohol pooling warm in her stomach or just the hollow need to talk to someone, to tell anyone her story.
But the words tumbled out before she could stop them.
“She... kidnapped me, well, not her technically.” She started softly. “They took me from my home. They brought me to her plantation. She told me if I didn’t comply, she’d have me... she’d have me gang raped.”
Her voice wavered, but she pressed on as though it had happened to someone else. “And then...she killed my only two friends in the world.”
The women stared at her, their faces twisting with horror, slackening into a stunned silence.
“Wow...” The youngest final whispered almost to herself. “I’m so sorry. We're really sorry that happened to you.”
Ines gave a small, shaky laugh and a shrug. “Oh...It’s okay. Really. We're in love now.”
The women recoiled slightly as a collective almost. “In love?” The blonde echoed back to her in disbelief.
“Yeah,” Ines nodded quickly, eagerly. “She takes care of me. She provides for me; she can be rough sometimes, but she cherishes me mostly. She chose me. I think that means something, right?” Her eyes darted between their faces, looking for validation. Pleading for it.
The women exchanged glances, their silence deafening.
Ines filled it herself, words spilling over like an overflowing glass. “It honestly sounds worse than it was...it was mostly Dani’s fault anyway. But Isabel never gave up on me, even when my family did. That's love, isn’t it?”
The women’s silence stretched; the clink of glasses and low hum of conversation around them suddenly very loud. One of them shifted their weight back, another’s smile dropped entirely.
Ines’s own smile faltered under the discomfort, her stomach turned, but she forced herself to push past it. “Is that not...like a lot of women here?” She asked, voice small, the tiniest slur of words coming on at the end.
“Uhh, not exactly.” The blonde said, smoothing her hand over her dress, buying time. “I worked at Starbucks when a man came in offering to buy me new tits and to take care of my family.”
The other two nodded in seeming agreement. They weren’t here via kidnapping, Ines imagined none of their stories were romantic, but compared to Her's they sound almost ordinary.
Transactional.
The way they’d said it, there had been a choice for them.
A yes, or a no.
Ines blinked at them, words heavy and slow on her tongue as the champagne fogged her brain. She'd never been offered a choice, and yet here she was... telling strangers she was in love.
Then, like a shadow cutting across the floor, Isabel slid back into the circle. Her arm slipped around Ines’s waist like it had been previously. Her sudden presence making the three women stiffen, their eyes darting between Mistress and the woman being pressed into her side.
Isabel’s smile was polite, but the women took a collective step back anyway, murmuring a quick excuse before retreating into the crowd.
Ines watched them disappear into the crowd, realizing with a strange hollowness that they had never even told her their names.
Her eyes flickered down.
No briefcase. The black and silver one from before.
Gone.
Like it had never existed.
And yet, Isabel seemed...lighter. The line of her jaw softened by a genuine smile she hadn’t worn all evening.
The smile turned toward Ines, warm but inquisitive. Searching Ines’s eyes like they were telling her something.
Her fingers gave Ines’s waist a subtle squeeze. “You’re drunk, aren’t you?” She said, eyeing the empty glass on the table behind her.
Ines felt the heat rise in her cheeks and shook her head a little too quickly to be convincing.
“What? No. Nooo. I'm not drunk; it was like two or three, or four glasses.” She said, words wobbling slightly, not quite slurring.
“Of course not, Ines.” Isabel purred smile deepening, like she found it funny, brushing her thumb over Ines’s cheekbone, testing the heat of her skin. “You’re just making eyes at me like you want to be licked head to toe and then get a cheeseburger, for no reason.”
While Ines’s face flushed with the idea of which she preferred more, or in what order. Isabel lifted her hand, snapping her fingers slightly at a passing server. Isabel said a single word without even looking at the woman. “Water.”
A tall glass of water appeared almost instantly, set down on the table with deference. Isabel handed it to her without looking away. Palm firm over the small of her back.
“Drink,” she murmured, not unkindly but in a way that screamed in its non-negotiability.
The fizz still burned in her chest, but she took the glass with both hands and took a slow sip, eyes flickering nervously to the glittering crowd of elites.
Isabel leaned close, lips brushing her ear, sweeping a curl away from Ines’s temple. “Good girl.”
Before Ines could even gather her thoughts to respond, the sound of heavy hinges groaning filled the foyer. The grand double doors at the far end of the hall swung open, and a hush rippled through the crowd as a uniformed attendant stepped forward.
“Ladies and gentlemen,” she said, her voice carrying with crisp formality, “the auction will be underway soon. If you’ll please follow me.”
Conversations tapered off, glasses were set down, and the entire pivot of guests seemed to pivot at once, moving like a tide toward the doors.
The champagne warmth in her stomach curdled into something cold. She hadn’t even been told what this auction was.
She felt Isabel’s hand settle possessively on her lower back, guiding her through the crowd of silk dresses and tailored suits.
The crowd funneled into a vast theater-like chamber, its ceiling gilded with carved wood and golden inset lights that glowed like falling stars. Rows upon rows of seating stretched out before a raised stage with a thick velvet curtain. Flanked by an assortment of mounted monitors and televisions. Their screens still black, waiting.
The Pombo family moved toward the front, reserved seating, conspicuous, close enough to the stage that Ines could see her reflection in the blank TV glass. Isabel guided her down into a plush velvet chair, with nobody sitting to her left, and Mistress herself taking the seat to her right.
Around them, the atmosphere had shifted entirely; the buzz of a cocktail party was gone, replaced by anticipation.
Replaced by the smell of people about to throw life-changing money at something.
Ines folded her hands in her lap, the weight of what she was doing by being in this room pressing down on her. If a police agency swooped in right now and arrested everyone here, kidnapped or not, she’d be going to prison...
Prison.
She realized with a tremor that this wouldn’t be something she could drink herself through.
Then, the lights dimmed, focusing on the stage, and a hush fell over the seated guests.
And she appeared.
A woman glided onto the stage, every step unhurried, deliberate, commanding. Her dress was a waterfall of crimson silk, cut to cling and fall in all the right places, shimmering under the stage lights.
Long copper ginger hair spilling over her bare shoulders like untamed fire. A black mask trimmed with gold framed her eyes, not hiding her identity by any means, but sharpening her beauty, making her seem almost unreal.
Ines’s lips parted before she could stop herself, the word slipping out with a breath.
“Wow.”
Isabel’s hand closed around Ines’s thigh, her nails digging into the flesh. Her voice low. “Careful, Ines. You'd hate to see me get jealous.”
Heat shot to Ines’s cheeks, she forced her gaze downward, fingers twisting in her lap, slightly ashamed.
The red-draped goddess stepped to center stage; the microphone attached to her dress carried a British accent. “Welcome, honoured guests, to tonight’s gathering. You've come a long way, and I promise you, this evening will not disappoint. We have some excellent stock tonight.”
Her smile curved, slow, deliberate, as she extended a hand to the black screens all around her.
With a mechanical flicker, the monitors lit up, a grainy green night vision feed filling the room.
Gasps rippled through the audience, not of horror but of appraisal. Ines’s stomach dropped.
The image showed the inside of a shipping container. Ten men crammed inside, their faces pale and gaunt under the harsh light of the night vision camera, their bodies slick with sweat. Some sat against steel walls; others knelt with hands bound.
The auctioneer’s smile widened. “Our first shipment for tonight. A fine collection of strength. Ten men, ages ranging from seventeen to thirty-five. Excellent for heavy labor on a farm or plantation...”
She let the pause linger, her eyes glinting wickedly under her mask. “...or perhaps, for those that prefer to live the ‘Greek life.’”
Laughter and murmurs moved through the audience like a breeze.
Ines’s throat seized. Bile crawled its way up the back of her throat.
“Shall we begin the bidding at fifteen thousand dollars?”
A hand shot up from the row just in front of her before the auctioneer had even finished her sentence. Another followed.
Then another.
Numbers climbed quickly, called out in swift, detached tones. The screen showed the men still shifting uncomfortably. One of them pressed his forehead to his knees as if he were trying to disappear.
Ines forced her eyes shut, wishing she could plug her ears too. But Isabel’s hand found hers quickly.
Squeezing, not cruelly but not gently either.
The numbers continued to climb, seventeen thousand. Nineteen. Twenty-two.
The woman in red smiling brighter with every spike in price.
Ines’s stomach churned painfully. Her chest tightened with the same awful pressure she’d felt months ago, sealed in that dark metal box, the stench of sweat and piss, the way the dark seemed to go on forever.
Her vision swam in a way that had nothing to do with champagne; the air in the room was becoming too thick, too heavy. She tried to pull in a breath, but it stuck, shallow, useless.
“Sold!” The woman announced. “For thirty-seven thousand.”
Polite applause fluttered through the rows.
Ines nearly gagged.
Applause.
For men being sold like cattle.
She pressed a trembling hand to her lips, trying not to heave as the screens flickered again.
The next image slammed into her gut.
Another container. This one crowded tighter, bodies pressed shoulder to shoulder.
Women. Young. Twenty of them at least.
Their hair plastered to their temples with sweat, some clutching each other's hands desperately, others staring into walls blankly.
The host’s voice purred over the theater. “Lot two. A rare treat tonight. Twenty-nine beautiful young women, ranging from fifteen to twenty-six. Each one examined, each one ready. Perfect for your clubs, your brothels, or those that prefer a more... personal collection.”
Fifteen. Fifteen years old.
The words dripped from the woman in red's mouth like oil.
Paddles shot up, faster this time. Excitement sparkled through the crowd. The bidding started higher. Thirty-five thousand.
Ines’s heart pounded in her ears, drowning out the numbers.
This container...
Her sitting here.
It was a betrayal.
To Clara, to Hayes, to Lily, to the unnamed women too far in shock to speak.
To Ruby...
Lindsay was right. It was better to die, even if she had to do it herself...it would’ve been better to die, than to sit in a room where this happens, where people who’ve never woke up to cold metal biting into their legs, and darkness assaulting them think it's funny.
Her hands flew up to her ears. She bent forward in her seat, pressing her palms against her head as if she could crush the sound of the bids rising out of her skull.
“I’m so sorry.” She whispered, hoarse and broken. “God, I'm so sorry.”
She squeezed harder, nails biting into her scalp, shuddering slightly in the padded chair.
Isabel’s hand clamped down on her shoulder like iron. “Ines,” she said, low and sharp. “Stop it. Now.”
Ines hunched lower, breaths coming in ragged gasps, her fingers still digging into her scalp.
Isabel’s grip didn't loosen; it shifted. Her hand slid from Ines’s shoulder to cradle the back of her head, fingers threading through her hair with surprising gentleness. With firm but unhurried pressure, she guided Ines’s face sideways, pressing it against the crisp lapel of her suit jacket, right above the steady beat of her own heart. The fabric smelled faintly of sandalwood and vanilla.
She pressed a kiss to Ines’s temple, lingering, possessive. “Breathe. For me.”
Isabel’s lips brushed her ear again, softer this time. “Close your eyes,” she murmured. “Focus on my heartbeat.”
Ines obeyed, squeezing her eyes shut. The thunder of applause dissolved into the steady rhythm beneath Isabel’s ribs. Thump-thump. Thump-thump. Slow. Unhurried. Ines’s frantic breathing began to sync with it, each exhale loosening the knot in her chest. Isabel’s hand slid down to clasp hers, fingers interlacing, grounding.
Isabel hummed low in her throat, a vibration against Ines’s skin. “Good,” she breathed. “Now stay here. With me.” Her other hand smoothed damp hair from Ines’s forehead, tucking her impossibly closer. The horror of the stage seemed to shrink, muted by the cage of Isabel’s arms. For a suspended moment, there was only the dark silk, the steady pulse, and the whisper against her hair: “Just like this. You're being a very good girl for me.”
Her fingers traced delicate circles on the nape of Ines’s neck, a counterpoint to the distant drone of bidding. The touch was firm, possessive, yet undeniably soothing, anchoring Ines deeper against her. “That’s right,” Isabel murmured, her lips grazing the shell of Ines’s ear. “Forget them. Forget everything except my hand on your neck and my voice in your ear. This is where you belong.” The world beyond Isabel’s embrace dissolved into a meaningless hum.
“Just focus on breathing with me. In... and out. That’s it.”
A ripple of applause signaled another lot sold, but Isabel only tightened her hold, her cheek resting atop Ines’s head. “Perfect,” she whispered, the word a private promise against her hair.
“You’re doing perfectly.” The scent of her, the rhythm of her heart, the possessive cradle of her hands – it built a fragile, temporary sanctuary, and unexpected comfort against the obscenity unfolding mere yards away.
The pounding of applause and the auctioneer’s bark blurred together into a drone, time moving strangely in Isabel’s arms. Ines didn’t know how many minutes had passed, only every shout of ‘sold’ from the auctioneer marking another life being sold.
Isabel’s grip on her head loosened only enough for Ines to be able to angle her head to the nearest screen.
The camera panned over seven women in a shipping container. Their wrists were bound, their expressions slack with exhaustion, eyes glassy with the weight of too many nights awake.
The lens caught every angle of them, invasive and clinical as the bidding began.
Isabel raised her paddle without hesitation; her other arm tightened around Ines’s waist. She leaned in, voice pitched low in a poisonous lullaby. “I'll buy this one...to save them. If I don’t, they’ll be scattered into brothels.”
Ines’s stomach lurched at the word brothel.
“With me, at least, slave labor is better than sexual slavery. They'll be safer...” Isabel murmured as if it were comforting.
The numbers climbed. Isabel countered each with calm, every lift of her paddle making the room go momentarily silent.
“Sold! For twenty-four thousand.” The auctioneer stated, declaring Isabel the winner of said lot of women, polite applause rained down, but Ines saw Mistress’s mother out of the corner of her eye shake her head.
Isabel smiled anyway, turning to press a kiss against the top of Ines’s head. “Seven lives spared,” she whispered. “All in a day's work.”
All in a day’s work...
Like she was a superhero saving a cat from a tree. And not literally buying another living person.
Ines stared at the black screen long after it went dark, the outline of the seven women seared into her vision.
She knew Isabel was manipulating her. Of course she did. Every word was a trap, twisting a horror story into making herself sound like the merciful hero. ‘Saving them’ was a lie. Saving them was buying them and letting them go.
Saving them was calling the authorities and getting this entire thing busted.
And yet.
The alternative Isabel laid out...faceless men, brothels, clubs, bodies being used and discarded burned in Ines’s imagination, vivid and ugly. Compared to that, wasn’t Isabel...better?
Wasn't it better to be a slave...than a sex slave?
Ines’s throat tightened, the nausea rising again. Her rational mind screamed no, screamed that there was no ‘better’ in this, no safety in sleeping in cages and having your tongue cut out.
No lesser of two evils.
But her body betrayed her, leaning into Isabel’s warmth, clinging to the only shred of comfort she had left in the world.
The auction rolled on in relentless rhythm, lot after lot flashing across the screens, jewels, contraband, more human lives parceled into numbers. Ines sat rigid, her glass of water untouched, each lot sold ringing like a nail being hammered in her skull.
At last, the lot sold. The lights brightened, the crowd stirred. The spell of the auction broke, replaced by the low hum of conversation as men and women gathered in loose knots, murmuring over deals struck and fortunes spent.
It was finally over; a strange sense of relief slid over Ines.
Isabel rose smoothly, threading her fingers through Ines’s and pulling her up with her. Her grip was firm, guiding rather than inviting, her palm warm against Ines’s clammy one.
The air in the main hall felt lighter, though the scent of expensive perfume and cigars clung as thick as ever. Clusters of guests lingered beneath the chandeliers, voices pitched low with the satisfaction of business concluded.
Others drifted towards the exits, their footsteps echoing against marble as chauffeurs prepared to drive them off into the night.
Ahead of them, Isabel’s mother and brother were already slipping toward their own waiting car, their figures vanishing behind dark doors and tinted windows.
The cool, bright air hit Ines like a plunge into the ocean. The cicadas sang, loud and unbothered, as if nothing foul had just transpired behind these heavy doors. She shivered, the fine fabric of her dress doing little in way of protection from the chill.
Without hesitation, Isabel unfastened her jacket and draped it over Ines’s shoulders, smoothing it into place.
“There,” she said, grabbing her hand once more. “Don’t want you getting sick.”
Ines blinked at her... was this really the same woman who had choked her earlier today for daring to ask where they were going? Was whatever being in that briefcase so good that it changed her mood?
Without letting go of her hand, Isabel guided her toward the sleek black car waiting at the curb. She opened the door with her free hand, never once breaking their link, and helped Ines inside.
The door shut behind them with a solid thud. Her heel knocked the silver-edged briefcase from earlier as she sat.
She didn’t have time to ask about it before Isabel tugged her fully onto her lap, settling her there like she belonged there. Ines stiffened, but Isabel’s arm circled her waist.
“You were good tonight,” Isabel murmured, her lips brushing Ines’s temple. “Yeah, you had your blip, but you stayed quiet, stayed obedient.” Her voice softened into something almost indulgent. “You’ve made me proud.”
She tipped Ines’s chin upward with a single finger, Isabel’s lips brushed hers, slow and deliberate. “Very proud.” The kiss deepened, swallowing the tremor in Ines’s breath.
The car eased forward, the headlights sweeping across the gravel drive, the smell of Mistress’s jacket heavy around her shoulders.
The night passed in silence after that. The family's return flight was uneventful, no words spoken in the helicopter's cabin, like any single word would’ve torn apart their fragile peace.
The helicopter touched down on the estate’s roof with a bone-shaking thrum, rotors whipping the chilly night air. Ines’s head was still swimming from the evening's events.
The door slid open. Alya was already waiting at the edge of the helipad, ash-blonde hair pinned back neatly, face unreadable in the floodlights.
She stepped forward the moment Ines climbed out, inclining her head before offering her a hand.
Isabel snatched Ines before she could take it, however, dragging her into a brief embrace first, pulling her close, and planting a kiss on Ines’s forehead. “Goodnight, my darling. Rest well.”
Then she let go, the release as deliberate as the hold had been. Alya fell into step beside Ines, a gentle but firm guide as they crossed the roof and descended the stairwell.
“How was the event, Young Mistress?” Alya asked, her voice soft in the quiet night.
Ines groaned, massaging her temples. “Stressful… Could you rub my feet again later? My feet are killing me.”
“Of course, young Mistress,” Alya replied smoothly, her tone polite but patient.
Ines smirked despite herself. “Keep saying yes, and I’ll start thinking you have a foot fetish.”
Alya tilted her head slightly, suppressing the faintest of smiles. "I only live to serve, Young Mistress.” Said with a heavy amount of sarcasm.
The banter carried them down the winding corridors, a temporary shield from the heaviness of the evening. Ines’s pulse began to slow, the warmth of human contact grounding her, though the thrill of tension from earlier still lingered.
Finally, they reached Ines’s room. Alya pushed open the door to her room and stepped aside...
And Ines froze.
Seated inside, poised in a high-backed chair as though she had been waiting all night, was Isabel’s mother. Her posture was immaculate; her hands folded over a cane that did not seem to need supporting her. Her gaze lifted slowly, fixing on Ines with a cool weight that made the air in the room thin.
The door clicked shut behind them.
The moment the door clicked shut, Isabel’s mother’s sharp command cut through the silence.
“Leave us,” Isabel’s mother said without so much as a glance toward Alya.
Alya’s eyes flickered to Ines, a flash of worry breaking her usual composure. She lingered, waiting for Ines’s word. Ines hesitated, fear prickling up her spine at the thought of being left alone in the room. But slowly, she gave a small nod. “Go.”
She was really hoping Isabel was right about the whole ‘She won’t kill a guest in her home thing.’
Alya inclined her head, though her eyes lingered on Ines with quiet reluctance. The door closed behind her with a soft click. The silence afterward was suffocating, pressing against Ines’s ears harder than the night air ever had.
Isabel’s mother didn’t rise. She sat perfectly still, cane resting across her lap, gaze fixed on Ines with cold precision. “I tire of this farce,” she said, her voice low and measured, every word like a chisel on stone. “Isabel parading you through my world, daring to embarrass me, to humiliate my family. To taunt me with your very existence.”
Ines bristled, her voice unsteady but sharp. “Nobody was embarrassed. Nobody said a word to me about it.”
A humorless scoff escaped her. “Do you truly mistake silence for acceptance? They bit their tongues out of fear, not approval. You are not that naïve.”
Her eyes narrowed. “You play your little role, ‘Ines,’ but we both know that is not your name.”
The blood drained from Ines’s face. Her stomach hollowed, breath catching in her throat. “How the hell do you know that?”
For the first time, the older woman allowed a sliver of amusement to touch her lips. Not warmth, mockery. She reached to the side table, plucked up a pen and a scrap of paper, and began to write with deliberate care. Each stroke of the pen sounded too loud in the silence.
“This,” she said, sliding the folded note across the table toward Ines, “is a code. The code to a safe in Isabel’s room. She thinks I don’t know it. She thinks I don’t know why you are here. But a mother always knows.”
Ines’s throat burned as she edged closer, hand trembling as she took the note. “Why… why are you giving me this?”
“Because,” Isabel’s mother said, eyes never leaving hers, “when you open that safe and see what waits for you, you will come back to me. Begging for death.”
Ines’s breath hitched. Her fingers shook as she unfolded the scrap.
The letters and numbers leapt out at her.
Her heart stopped cold.
She'd seen this code before.
‘Evergre33n.’
Notes:
It is indescribable how much I suffered writing this chapter. The rewrites on this chapter are insane, hence why it's out at near midnight where I live.
I hope it made sense.
Chapter 22: Truth
Notes:
CW: For discrimination, hate crimes, and violence.
Chapter Text
‘Evergre33n’
The code stared back at her impossibly. A million questions reverberated around inside her skull.
How?
How on earth did Rose know the code to a safe in Mistress’s bedroom?
Do they know each other?
Are they working together?
Or does Rose know Mistress’s mother? And she told her the code?
It was making her head spin. Even Rose was somehow connected to this damned game being played with her.
The note trembled between her fingers.
How?
Her thoughts were splintering in a thousand directions. Nothing fit. Nothing made sense. Her stomach churned. If Rose knew the code to the safe, didn’t that mean she knew what was inside it?
A sharp snap of fingers jolted her back, the sound slicing through her trance. Isabel’s mother leaned forward, tapping her cane impatiently. “Stop staring at it like some fool. Go, now. To Isabel’s room, I have a maid waiting in the hall to take you.”
Her mother clearly had no idea about why the note had shaken her so much. But she couldn’t wonder about Rose’s involvement in this forever.
“You think she’ll just let me in her room? Into her safe?”
The older woman’s mouth curved in a cold, humorless smile. “Isabel will be in the shower. After an event with men kissing her cheeks and shaking her hand, she likes to bathe like she’s been exposed to the plague. You'll have time.”
The maid Mistress’s mother had waiting for her didn’t speak to her the entire way to the room, just the clack of her heels and the occasional look over her shoulder at her, like she was making sure Ines was still following.
And then she slipped away without a word, leaving Ines standing at the threshold. She stepped inside, pulse pounding.
The bedroom was vast, suffocating almost in its size. A four-post bed sat perfectly made, the red quilt tucked so tightly it looked almost military. Opposite it, a wide desk stretched beneath a window, its surface immaculate except for a leather notebook and a single pen.
To the right, a pair of dark oak doors sat closed. Ines wasn’t going to open them if she didn’t need to; making as little noise as possible seemed best, as to the left, she saw another door, slightly ajar, and could hear the faint hiss of steam and running water.
Mounted above the vanity was a single guitar, black, gleaming under the chandelier's glow, displayed more like something ceremonial than something she played.
Either way, Ines was happy she hadn’t told her she played a little.
This room was...odd.
This was the room of Isabel’s childhood? Where she spent her formative years, and yet, there was almost nothing personal in view, no pictures of friends, family, Ines understood that rich children probably didn’t hang up movie posters and band merch...she just expected it to look a little less clinical.
Ines took her heels off at the door. If she could hear the shower from here, Isabel would probably hear her heels against her floor.
Ines’s eyes darted around frantically, pulse pounding so hard she thought it might give her away, every step felt like walking on nails.
Mistress’s mother had said in the safe was proof Isabel’s heart belongs to another...that she didn’t really care for Ines at all. It weighed on her.
What on earth would she do if it were true?
What could she do?
As much as she loved Isabel, she was still very much here against her will.
Her stomach flipped as her gaze swept over the desk. Something about it tugged at her. Slowly, carefully, she crouched, palms damp against the hardwood flooring. And there, tucked into the back shadows beneath the desk, a square of black matte steel. Seamless, heavy.
The safe.
The sight of it made her mouth go dry. A part of her hoped it was fake, that Isabel’s mother had lied to her. Dread and curiosity slammed into her all at once. Whatever was inside Isabel had hidden it for a reason.
But now she knew the code. She typed it in with trembling fingers.
The lock clipped open, a faint hiss of pressurized air escaping as the seal broke. Ines braced herself, pulse roaring in her ear. She expected neat stacks of cash, bricks of cocaine, maybe the gleam of a handgun tucked away for emergencies. Something befitting the daughter of a crime dynasty.
But inside, there was only a single book.
Why hide this?
Square, blue, dust covering it faintly.
Her brows furrowed in confusion as she reached in and lifted it free. The weight was...strange; it was incredibly light. She brushed her hand faintly over the cover, knocking dust free. It read:
“St. Maria’s Private Catholic Academy.”
A yearbook?
Her hands trembling, she cracked it open. The pages rasped beneath her finger, brittle with age. But so many were...gone. Entire sections were torn out, leaving jagged bits of paper where pictures and pages had once been. Every student's photo and every group shot had been cut out.
Her hands shook harder as she flipped.
Empty
Empty
Empty
Empty.
Only their names and quotes below remained.
Then she turned to the next page...
And she saw it.
A single face left.
And everything came crashing down.
Her pulse spiked, an audible gasp leaving her lips. “No. No, no, NO!”
It was her...
No, not her.
The photo was of a young woman with curly dark hair going down to her neck, olive-toned skin, green eyes, and even an identical tiny beauty mark under her left eye.
The woman in the photo was the spitting image of her. They looked so much alike that people would probably ask if they were twins if they stood side by side.
Her eyes dropped to the name.
Inés Zapata-Cardona.
The room spun.
Her hand froze over the photograph. Ines’s stomach lurched, bile rising in her throat, she forced to stay down. She couldn’t breathe. Her mind screamed, but no words would form.
It wasn’t her, it couldn’t have been, the yearbook was dated 2002, the year she was born...it couldn’t be her.
Her hands shook so violently she nearly dropped the book to the floor. The eyes, the hair, even the damned beauty mark. It was like looking in the mirror.
It was a lie.
All of it.
The warmth, the touches, the whispered reassurances. It had all been about her; she had believed Isabel’s lies hook, line, and sinker. She gave Isabel everything.
Her love.
Her obedience.
Her body...
And it was all a lie.
She was nothing but a stand-in. She was not wanted; she was tolerated, trained, molded to fit a life that belonged to somebody else.
‘I do love you, Ines, but I love you in your place.’
The thought clawed in her chest, everything she had hoped for, every shred of intimacy she had let herself feel, had been truly directed at a phantom. The love she thought was hers to receive, the devotion she had believed in, Isabel’s heart was not for her.
It never had been.
Tears slipped freely down her cheek. This wasn’t just betrayal; it was heartbreak, it was erasure. Mistress had stolen her identity from her, made her associate Dani with murder, and promised her a new slate clean as ‘Ines.’
‘Ines’ wasn’t a clean slate at all. It was Isabel’s fantasy.
She wanted to scream. She wanted to run. She wanted to tear the book apart, to tear Isabel apart.
She wanted to die.
This was all for nothing.
She wanted to move, to go back to Isabel’s mother and accept death, but it was as if the realization tethered her in place, nailed her to the floor, making her a statue in her own horror.
But under the overwhelming despair, and the fast-approaching emptiness, was fury, a boiling rage. She had been used, and that realization burned through her veins like lava.
She shook violently as she clutched the yearbook to her chest, tears burning in her eyes, cheeks stained with tears. Rage had replaced the panic coiling in her gut, setting every nerve ablaze.
She didn’t even register the faint sound of the water stopping.
“What the fuck?” A low voice cut through the silence. “How the hell did you get...”
She whirled around.
Isabel stood in the doorway, a white bathrobe loosely tied at her waist, damp hair clinging to her neck, eyes wide with shock.
“You...bitch!” Ines choked on her own words, the fury in her voice rising. “You fucking bitch!”
Before she could think better of it, she hurled the yearbook straight at her. It hit Isabel straight in the chest with a heavy thump.
Isabel staggered back, hands instinctively moving to catch it, then pivoted toward a nearby drawer. Her expression was a first for her.
Panic.
Isabel had panic in her eyes as she slid the drawer open.
Ines’s stomach dropped. Her eyes followed the movement; they both knew what she was reaching for.
The faint gleam of the shock collar's remote.
Ines didn't hesitate. Fury burned through paralysis. She lunged, not at the drawer, but at Isabel herself. Her bare feet slapped against the cold hardwood as she launched her entire weight onto Isabel's back, fingers clawing at the damp robe, teeth sinking deep into the taut muscle where shoulder met neck. Copper flooded her mouth, warm, metallic, tangy. Isabel screamed, a raw, guttural sound that vibrated through Ines's jawbone.
They crashed backward into the vanity. Glass shattered, perfume bottles exploding in a cloud of sharp citrus and jasmine.
Isabel bucked violently, trying to dislodge her, but Ines clung like a wildcat, nails raking down her spine. The yearbook lay forgotten on the floor, pages splayed open beside Isabel’s discarded towel. Fingers scrabbled against polished wood; Isabel’s hand closed around a heavy crystal vase just as Ines reared back, gasping for breath, spitting blood onto the ivory rug.
Isabel swung blindly. The vase clipped Ines’s temple, a white-hot burst of pain that blurred her vision. Stars danced behind her eyelids. She stumbled, tasting blood, but momentum carried her forward. They grappled, stumbling over shards of glass, breath ragged. Isabel’s robe tore open. Ines saw the drawer gaping inches away, the remote glinting inside. She made a desperate lunge, fingers outstretched.
Isabel’s fist caught her jaw. Bone jarred. Teeth clacked. The world tilted sideways. Ines hit the floor hard, the impact knocking the air from her lungs. Above her, Isabel stood panting, blood dripping down her neck, eyes blazing with fury and something else, desperation. Her hand closed around the remote.
Ines scrambled backward, glass biting into her palms. “Don’t—” Too slow. Isabel lunged. The cold metal pressed against Ines’s throat. The button clicked.
A low hum vibrated through her skin. Then, agony. White-hot lightning seared her nerves. Every muscle locked rigid.
She couldn’t scream, couldn’t breathe. Her vision tunneled. The scent of shattered perfume and Isabel’s damp skin blurred into static. Her body arched off the floor, trembling violently, as if her skeleton fought to escape her flesh.
Isabel held it there. Seconds stretched into eternity. The voltage intensified, a relentless, buzzing fire consuming thought, consuming breath. Ines tasted copper, smelled ozone. Her limbs twitched uncontrollably. Darkness crept in at the edges. A final, silent plea formed in her mind:
Let go.
Then nothing. Her body went limp. Consciousness fled like water down a drain. The last thing she registered was the cold hardwood against her cheek, Isabel’s ragged breathing above her, and the distant, mocking gleam of the yearbook’s torn pages.
Cold shocked her awake. Water streamed over her face, plastering her hair to her temples, dripping into her nose and mouth.
She choked, coughing violently, eyes flying open. Blurred shapes revolved in the ornate canopy above Isabel’s four-poster bed.
Her wrists and ankles were bound tightly to the bedposts with rough rope, the fibers biting into her skin. Isabel stood beside her, holding an empty glass, expression unreadable. The scent of damp skin and shattered perfume bottles hung thick in the air.
For a moment, they stared at one another, neither speaking. Isabel had done herself the kindness of patching herself up, a large bandage covering the wound on her neck. Her bathrobe was stained dark with blood and water.
Ines had not received any such kindness. She could feel the dried blood at her temple, hair sticking to the side of her face.
She set the glass down with a sharp click on the nightstand, beside the shock collar remote. Ines strained against the ropes, testing their strength. Hopeless. Every movement sent fresh waves of pain radiating from her temple and jaw.
"Untie me," Ines hissed, the words raw and scraping. "Right fucking now, Isabel." Her gaze locked onto the remote, then snapped back to Isabel's face. "Let me go. I swear to god, if you touch that thing again..."
Isabel leaned closer, her voice low and dangerous, cutting through the dripping water sounds. "Or what? You'll bite me again? Try to claw my eyes out?" A humorless smile touched her lips. "Look at you. Bound. Bleeding. What exactly is your leverage here?"
"Let me GO!" Ines screamed, arching off the bed, the ropes sawing deeper into her skin. As Isabel stepped closer.
"Fuck off! Get away from me! You lying, manipulative bitch! You used me! I was just... I was just her!" Tears mixed with the water on her face, hot and furious. "Everything you said, everything you did... it was for her!"
Isabel's expression tightened, a flicker of something unreadable in her eyes before it hardened. She picked up the remote, her thumb hovering over the button. “That’s where you’re wrong, so...so wrong.”
Ines scoffed. “Don’t you fucking dare.”
Isabel’s thumb didn’t move from the remote. She sat on the edge of the bed, sickeningly close. Her voice was low, strained.
“Yes, you look like her, but I love the two of you very differently. She was a firecracker. It's cliché, but she walked into the room, and it became brighter because she was in it. She was my best friend...my first love.”
“THEN KIDNAP HER! SEND ME BACK TO MY FAMILY.”
Isabel flinched as if struck. “She’s dead. God rest her soul.” The words fell flat, heavy. “She was taken from me. Stolen! Twenty-three years ago!” Isabel took a deep breath; Ines had never really seen her lose her composure like this before.
Isabel collected herself, then said: “I figure it’s time I told you how it happened.”
TWENTY-THREE YEARS AGO
“Isabel...Isabel... Wake up, Izzy. If you don’t wake up, I'm gonna tell everyone your nickname from when we were kids. Bel-bel.”
Isabel groaned, wanting to bury her head deeper into her desk, but instead her hands shot up to cover Ines's mouth, looking around to make sure no one else in the classroom heard her whisper that. "We were seven!"
Ines grinned, pulling Isabel's hands away. Her eyes sparkled under the fluorescent classroom lights. "And you still blush when I call you Bel-bel. Come on, we're late for chemistry."
Isabel’s breath hitched as Ines grabbed her hand, fingers threading through hers with casual familiarity. They wove through crowded hallways, past lockers plastered with band stickers and faded saints’ icons.
Isabel memorized the warmth of Ines’s palm, the callus on her thumb from guitar strings, the way her curls bounced with each step. She wanted to freeze time, to live forever in this ordinary moment charged with everything unsaid.
But just beneath the surface, it always felt...wrong. Ines wasn't holding her hand because she loved Isabel back. Their love was different. Isabel's love was... wrong.
Ines's love was the simple, fierce loyalty of childhood friends who’d survived everything together, Ines’s father’s cold silences, Isabel’s mother’s sharp criticisms, the suffocating rules of St. Maria’s.
Isabel squeezed Ines’s hand tighter, pretending for a stolen second that it meant more, that the flush creeping up her neck wasn’t just from rushing. Ines glanced back, her brow furrowed. "You okay, Bel-bel? You're gripping me like I'm about to vanish."
The corridor echoed with distant footsteps and laughter. Isabel forced a smile, loosening her hold but not letting go. "Just thinking about... about after graduation." Her voice sounded brittle even to herself.
Ines laughed, a bright, easy sound that made Isabel's chest ache. "Still stressing about your parents sending you to study in America?"
She tugged Isabel forward. "Relax, Bel-bel. We'll figure it out. I’ll email you every day." Her grin widened. "Can't be worse than smuggling tequila into Sister Agatha's choir practice."
Isabel swallowed hard, her thumb tracing the scar on Ines's knuckle from a long-ago playground fall. The contact sent a jolt through her. Tell her, screamed a voice inside her head. Tell her before it’s too late. But the words lodged in her throat, thick and useless. Ines’s eyes held only warm, uncomplicated friendship.
"Hey, Zapata!" A deep voice cut through the corridor chatter. Mateo leaned against the lockers ahead, grinning, effortlessly charming in his crisp uniform. "Graduation dance is next Friday. Still haven't found a date?" His gaze slid past Isabel as if she were invisible, locking onto Ines.
"Save me a dance?"
Ines squeezed Isabel’s hand, a silent anchor. "Maybe," she called back, her tone light but noncommittal. "Depends on whether Isabel here lets me out of studying!" She winked at Isabel, pulling her onward before Mateo could reply. The warmth of her palm, the casual intimacy of their linked fingers, it was pure torture.
Isabel’s heart hammered against her ribs. She watched Ines’s profile, the curve of her smile, the way her green eyes crinkled at the corners when she teased. Every shared laugh, every brush of shoulders in the crowded hall, felt like a stolen jewel Isabel hoarded in secret.
She memorized the scent of Ines’s perfume, vanilla and fake strawberry, and the rhythm of her breathing beside her.
Mateo’s interruption faded as they rounded the corner. Ines’s fingers stayed tangled with hers, warm and steady. "Ignore him," Ines murmured, her thumb tracing idle circles on Isabel’s knuckle. "He’s just jealous you’re taller than he is." Isabel swallowed hard. If only Ines knew that this touch wasn’t comforting at all.
Chemistry dragged. Isabel’s notebook filled with equations she’d already solved and sketches of Ines’s profile, the stubborn tilt of her chin, the way sunlight caught gold in her dark curls when she leaned toward the window. Every shared whisper about Sister Agatha’s terrible wig, every accidental brush of arms against the lab bench, tightened the knot in Isabel’s chest. By lunch, the unsaid words choked her.
She watched Ines laughing with a group near the fountain, sunlight glinting off the rosary on her wrist. Tell her, the voice hissed again. Before graduation steals this chance. Before you’re sent away.
The final bell’s shrill ring jolted Isabel from her daze. Students flooded the corridors, a river of navy blazers and chatter about weekend plans. Ines appeared instantly, slinging her bag over one shoulder. "Race you to the gates?" she challenged, eyes bright.
Isabel’s pulse hammered. Now. Do it now. "Wait," she blurted, fingers catching Ines’s wrist. The contact sent sparks up her arm. "Come with me first. Upstairs. To the roof."
Ines tilted her head, a playful frown forming. "The roof? Bel-bel, Sister Agatha will skin us alive if we get caught."
"I don't care," Isabel whispered, the words thick with a desperation she couldn't hide. She pulled Ines towards the narrow, forbidden staircase tucked behind the janitor's closet, her heart hammering against her ribs like a trapped bird. Dust motes danced in the slanted afternoon light filtering through the grimy window as they climbed, the muffled chaos of departing students fading below.
Each step echoed Isabel’s mounting terror and hope.
The rooftop air hit them, crisp and smelling of distant rain and city exhaust. Below, Bogotá sprawled in hazy layers, mountains framing the horizon. Isabel gripped the railing, knuckles white, unable to meet Ines’s curious gaze.
The silence stretched, filled only by the distant honking of traffic and the frantic drumming of Isabel’s pulse in her ears. Say it, she screamed inside her own skull. Say it now or choke on it forever.
Ines leaned against the railing beside her, shoulder brushing Isabel’s arm. "Okay, Bel-bel," she murmured, her voice softer than usual, tinged with concern. "Spill. What's got us climbing forbidden staircases?"
Isabel turned. The late afternoon sun caught the gold flecks in Ines’s green eyes, turning them luminous. Her throat tightened. Words she’d rehearsed dissolved. Ines had always been the most beautiful woman in the world.
"I... I need to tell you something," she stammered, voice barely above the city’s hum. "Something important. Before... before everything changes."
Ines tilted her head, a stray curl escaping her ponytail. "Changes? Bel-bel, graduation’s weeks away. We’ve got time." She nudged Isabel’s shoulder gently. "You’re worrying me. What is it?"
Isabel’s breath hitched. The words felt like shards of glass in her throat. "It’s about... us." She forced her gaze upward, locking onto Ines’s puzzled expression.
"How I feel." Her knuckles whitened on the railing. "I’m...I’m in love with you, Ines. Not like a friend. Like... forever." The confession hung raw in the air, stripped bare.
Ines froze. Her playful smile vanished, replaced by stunned silence. The distant city sounds faded into a dull roar. Isabel watched her eyes widen, not with joy, but disbelief.
Then confusion. Then a slow, dawning horror. "Bel-bel," she whispered, voice trembling. "That’s... impossible. We’re best friends. Sisters." She took a step back, shaking her head. "You can’t mean that."
Isabel’s heart shattered. The rejection wasn’t just spoken; it radiated from Ines’s entire posture, the stiff shoulders, the hand gripping the railing like a shield. "It’s not impossible," Isabel choked out, desperation clawing at her throat. "It’s real. Every day, every laugh, every time you touch me—"
Ines recoiled as if burned. "Don’t," she whispered, her voice thick with revulsion. "We’re both women, Isabel. It’s... unnatural. It's sin." The words landed like physical blows. "God sees us. He sees this. How could you?" Her eyes darted toward the chapel spire piercing the skyline, a silent accusation.
Isabel flinched, the familiar weight of shame crashing down. She’d spent nights whispering prayers until her throat was raw, begging forgiveness for desires she couldn’t extinguish. "Sin?" Her voice cracked. "Is wanting to hold your hand sin? Is memorizing your laugh sin?"
She gestured wildly toward the city below, the sprawling chaos of Bogotá. "What about the dealers on the corner? The politicians stealing millions? That’s sin! This..." Her hand trembled as she pointed between them. "...this feels like the only true thing."
Ines stared, her knuckles white on the railing. The revulsion in her eyes hardened into something colder, sharper. "True?" she spat. "It’s perversion." She took another step back, putting distance between them, her gaze flicking toward the stairwell door. "I need to go."
Isabel lunged, fingers closing around Ines’s wrist. "Don’t walk away! Please!" The touch was electric, desperate. "Just listen—"
Ines yanked her arm back as if scalded. "Don’t touch me!" Her voice cracked, sharp as shattered glass.
"You think this is love? It’s sickness. Filth!" She backed toward the stairwell, eyes wide with terror now, not just revulsion. "You need help, Isabel. Come speak to Sister Freida with me...she can help you."
Isabel froze, the plea dying on her lips. The word "filth" echoed louder than the distant traffic, louder than her own ragged breathing.
She watched Ines stumble down the stairs, vanishing into the shadowed corridor below. The rooftop air turned icy, biting through her uniform blouse. Her knees buckled. She sank onto the rough concrete, fingers digging into the rusted railing until flakes of paint embedded under her nails. Below, Bogotá blurred into streaks of grey and green. The chapel bell tolled five times. Each chime hammered the word into her bones:
Sinner.
Sinner.
Sinner.
She didn't remember descending. The corridors were empty now, hollowed out by dismissal bells. Her footsteps echoed like gunshots in the silence. Near the chemistry lab, Sister Freida’s office door stood slightly ajar.
Isabel saw Ines inside, shoulders hunched, hands gesturing wildly. Sister Freida’s face was a mask of pious concern. Isabel pressed herself flat against the cold tile wall, breath catching. She heard fragments, "...unnatural desires...danger to herself..." Each phrase a knife twist.
When Ines finally emerged, she didn’t glance left or right. She walked straight past Isabel’s hiding spot, eyes fixed ahead, jaw clenched like stone.
Isabel waited until the footsteps faded completely. Then she pushed Sister Freida’s door open wider. The nun looked up, her expression shifting from mild surprise to practiced sympathy. "Isabel? Come in, child. We were just speaking of..."
Isabel cut her off, her voice unnervingly calm. "I know what she told you."
Sister Freida folded her hands primly. "It takes courage to confront sin. Ines showed great strength. Now, let us pray for your soul's healing..."
Isabel didn't move. "Where is she going?"
Sister Freida sighed. "Home, child. To her family. Where she can be safe from... temptation."
The nun leaned forward, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial murmur. "Your father’s donations built the new library wing. Your mother sits on the Board. We cannot expel you, Ms. Pombo. This... incident... will vanish." She paused, her eyes sharp. "But you will not return to St. Maria’s. Not until graduation. Consider it a mercy."
Isabel stared, the words landing like stones. Her family’s wealth and influence were a shield she’d never wielded, until now. It wasn’t mercy; it was exile wrapped in velvet. Sister Freida’s gaze softened, but only slightly. "Go home, child. Pray for guidance. And forget Ines Zapata-Cardona." The name hung in the air, a final nail.
The drive home felt like a funeral procession. Isabel sat rigid in the back of the Mercedes, staring out at Bogotá’s twilight sprawl, the neon signs flickering on, the street vendors packing up, the mountains swallowed by dusk. Her knuckles were raw where she’d gripped the railing.
She could still smell Ines’s perfume, still feel the phantom warmth of her hand pulling away. Forget? Impossible. The rejection was a physical ache, deeper than the sting of Sister Freida’s judgment.
Her family’s penthouse loomed, a glass fortress above the city lights. Inside, the silence was suffocating. Her mother stood silhouetted against the floor-to-ceiling windows, arms crossed. Her father sat stiffly in a leather armchair, fingers steepled under his chin.
The air crackled with fury. "Disgusting," her mother spat, the word sharp as broken crystal. "Sister Freida called. You filthy little deviant."
Isabel flinched, the rooftop rejection still raw. Her father rose slowly. "Enough, Elena," he said, his voice low but firm. "Our daughter is hurting." He stepped towards Isabel, his eyes searching hers, not with condemnation, but a weary sadness. "Tell us. What happened?"
Her mother whirled on him, eyes blazing. "What happened? She confessed unnatural desires! For that Zapata girl! Sister Freida said she cornered her! Our reputation—"
"Reputation?" Isabel's father cut in sharply, stepping between them. His voice remained calm, but his knuckles whitened where he gripped his daughter's shoulder.
"Isabel is our daughter, Elena. She's confused, hurting." He turned to Isabel, his gaze softening. "Talk to us. Tell us what truly happened."
Isabel stared at the Persian rug beneath her feet, the intricate patterns blurring. "I... I told Ines how I felt," she whispered, the words scraping her throat raw. "On the roof... That I loved her. I didn’t corner anyone!”
She flinched, anticipating her mother's recoil. "She called it unnatural. Filth. That I was a deviant and a pervert. She went straight to Sister Freida." The confession hung heavy, suffocating. "Freida said I can't come back until graduation. That it'll vanish. Because of your donations."
Her mother’s face contorted, a mask of pure revulsion. "Filth?" she hissed, stepping closer, her designer perfume cloying and sharp. "That gutter rat dared speak to my daughter like that? After everything we've given her family?"
Her mother operated on the ‘I can say whatever I want to my child and about my child, but if you say anything negative about my child, you’re dead’ level. Especially from the likes of someone like Ines’s family, who had a fraction of the wealth and power that Isabel’s family had.
Calling a Pombo ‘Filth’ Had consequences.
Her manicured hand shot out, not to strike, but to point imperiously towards the hallway. "Go to your room. NOW!”
The command was glacial, leaving no room for defiance. Isabel obeyed, feet dragging on the marble floor, the echo of her mother's hissed words chasing her, "Filth? From that family?"
The hallway stretched endlessly. Two butlers materialized silently near the grand staircase, bowing their heads as she passed, their expressions carefully blank. A maid polishing a silver vase froze mid-wipe, eyes darting away. Their deference felt suffocating, a cage of silent judgment.
Behind her, muffled but sharp through the thick oak door of the study, her parents' voices rose and clashed. Her mother's fury was a scalpel: "...ungrateful Zapata trash! We elevate them, and this is their gratitude? Calling my daughter filth!"
Her father's reply was lower, a rumbling counterpoint trying to douse the flames: "...child is hurting, Elena! Focus on Isabel, not vengeance... she needs us..."
The words blurred into an angry hum that vibrated in Isabel's bones long after she shut her heavy bedroom door, leaning against it as if barricading herself from the world.
Hours bled into the twilight gloom. Isabel sat rigidly on the edge of her sterile bed, staring at the ornate patterns on the rug without seeing them. The rooftop rejection replayed in brutal clarity, Ines's horrified recoil, the word "filth," Sister Freida's condemnation.
Each memory was a fresh lash. The silence of the room pressed in, amplifying the phantom echoes of her parents' argument downstairs.
She traced the raw skin on her knuckles where the rooftop railing had bitten in. The world felt irrevocably broken.
A soft knock startled her. The door creaked open, revealing her father holding a silver tray laden with steaming ajiaco soup and warm arepas. His face was etched with a profound weariness that softened the usual stern lines.
He placed the tray on her desk, the scent of chicken and potatoes a stark contrast to the sterile air. "Eat," he murmured, pulling a chair close. His gaze held hers, steady and unflinching. "Your mother... she speaks from fear, from generations of rigid tradition. But fear is not truth." He took her trembling hand gently. "Tell me. This love... for Ines. Does it feel like filth to you? In your heart?"
Isabel stared at their joined hands, the warmth a lifeline. Tears blurred the ornate patterns on her rug. "No," she whispered, the word cracking open a dam.
"It felt... like sunlight. Like breathing." She described the rooftop confession, the raw terror and hope, Ines's horrified recoil, the sting of "unnatural" and "perversion." Her father listened without interruption, his thumb tracing soothing circles on her knuckles.
When she finished, trembling, he sighed deeply. "The Church calls it sin. Society calls it wrong. But love," he squeezed her hand firmly, "true love, Isabel, is never filth. It is a gift. A complicated, painful gift sometimes, but a gift nonetheless."
He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial murmur. "Someday, Princess, the sun will shine on you. Even here." A ghost of a smile touched his lips. "The Dutch already have legal gay marriage. Imagine that."
The words hung in the air, impossibly radical, a glimpse of a world utterly alien to Bogotá's conservative Catholic reality. Isabel blinked, stunned. Hope, fragile and terrifying, flickered in her chest, momentarily eclipsing the crushing rejection.
Her father stood, squeezing her shoulder. "Eat," he urged softly, gesturing to the cooling soup. "We'll navigate this storm together." He paused at the door, his expression hardening slightly. The door clicked shut, leaving Isabel alone with the scent of ajiaco and the unsettling weight of today's events.
Against her better judgment and Sister Frieda’s instruction, she went to school the next day.
The polished corridors of St. Maria’s felt like a minefield. Whispers followed her like ghosts, sharp, fragmented phrases slicing through the morning bustle:
"...Heard she confessed...Another woman..."
"...Disgusting..."
Eyes darted away as she passed, conversations dying mid-sentence. She kept her gaze fixed straight ahead, spine rigid, clutching her books like a shield. The familiar scent of floor wax and incense now smelled like judgment. Every step towards her locker felt like walking through wet cement.
She saw it from twenty paces away. A crowd had gathered, a low murmur buzzing around her locker like flies. They parted silently as she approached, revealing the vandalism. Crude, dripping letters in bright red spray paint screamed across the mint-green metal:
DYKE CUNT
FAGGOT
REPENT SINNER
The words felt alien, violent, a deliberate export of hatred meant to humiliate. Someone had scratched out her nameplate beneath it. Laughter, sharp and nervous, cut through the silence from the back of the crowd. Her stomach clenched. The paint was still tacky, smelling acrid and chemical.
It also meant one thing.
Ines had told someone, maybe everyone.
She didn’t know what she expected; in truth, she never planned for what would happen after she told Ines. The obvious hope was that she would declare her love back for Isabel, but she thought even if it went wrong...even if Ines went on to resent her, hate her, pity her...
She thought she’d keep Isabel’s secret.
She thought she’d earned that being best friends for over a decade, and yet Ines had reduced her to slurs on a metal locker.
The hallway was loud. Too loud. Isabel’s stomach flipped, bile rising in her throat. She leaned against the lockers, face hot, hands shaking.
“Didn’t think Isabel was that type.”
“Guess we know why she’s been turning guys down for prom.”
“Fucking dyke.”
She gagged, swallowing it back, her vision blurring.
A teacher walked by, glanced once, then turned away. The laughter kept going.
Someone shoved her shoulder. Another stuck out a foot. She went down hard, her nose smashing against the tile. Pain shot through her skull. Blood poured instantly, hot and thick, down her lips and chin.
The hallway exploded. Laughter. Whistles. Someone clapped.
She pushed herself up, blood smeared across her face and uniform. Her chest heaved.
And then the panic hit.
Ines.
She had to have told. There was no other way.
Isabel shoved past the crowd, wiping the blood away, and ran. She needed to find Ines, now.
Isabel tore through the halls, palm clamped to her nose, blood soaking through her fingers. The stares, the snickers, none of it mattered. She just needed to get to Ines, needed to look in Ines’s eyes and ask why she did this to her.
She shoved the classroom door open, breath ragged, chest heaving.
Ines was there, at her desk, back straight in her seat, curls falling past her ears.
Isabel moved toward her, but two girls from their class, Carmilla and Sophia, rose from their desks and stood in her way. They planted themselves between Ines and Isabel like guards.
“Leave her alone! Degenerate.”
Isabel’s voice cracked. “Please. I just want to talk to Ines. Please, just move.” Her eyes darted past them, locking on Ines. Blood dripping steadily from her nose, down her chin.
Ines turned, eyes going wide at the sight. For a heartbeat, Isabel swore she saw something flicker there. Shock, maybe guilt. But then Ines looked away. She didn’t move.
She didn’t tell the girls to stand down.
Isabel’s knees buckled. The betrayal cut deeper than the throbbing in her nose, deeper than the slurs on her locker. This silence was permission. This refusal to meet her gaze was the final twist of the knife. The classroom blurred, Carmilla’s sneer, Sophia’s crossed arms, the other students’ frozen stares, all dissolving into a smear of navy blazers and judgment.
Ines had turned her back on her.
She stumbled backward, colliding with the doorframe. Blood dripped onto her white collar, blooming crimson. A choked sob escaped her, raw and ugly.
Then she ran.
The polished hallways blurred past. Whispers chased her like hornets. She pushed through the heavy main doors, gulping humid Bogotá air thick with exhaust fumes and the scent of rain.
Her eyes scanned the curb, empty. Her driver, Jorge, who was always punctual, was gone. Panic clawed at her throat. She couldn’t go back inside. Couldn’t breathe. She sank onto the concrete steps, shoulders shaking, the metallic tang of blood mixing with the salt of tears on her lips.
Headlights sliced through the grey afternoon gloom. A sleek black Mercedes glided to a halt directly in front of the school steps. The tinted rear window lowered. Inside, her mother's perfectly composed face froze mid-sentence to Sister Freida beside her.
Her gaze locked onto Isabel, crumpled, bloodied uniform, tear-streaked cheeks, the raw terror in her eyes. Her mother’s expression transformed instantly. Shock vanished, replaced by a volcanic fury that turned her aristocratic features to stone. Her manicured nails tightened like talons on the leather seat.
The car door flew open before the driver could react. Her mother surged out, her designer heels clicking sharply on the pavement. She didn't run; she stalked towards Isabel, a predator zeroing in. Every step radiated controlled, incandescent rage. "Who?" She hissed, her voice dangerously low, cutting through the drizzle that had begun to mist the air.
Her eyes, sharp as obsidian, scanned Isabel's ruined face, the crimson stain spreading across her blouse. "Who did this to you?" The question wasn't concern; it was a demand for a name, a target. Her fury wasn't directed at Isabel's vulnerability, but at the audacity of someone daring to assault her daughter.
Isabel flinched, shrinking back against the cold stone step. Words choked her, the locker, the shove, the laughter, Ines's silence. All she managed was a ragged sob, pointing weakly back towards the imposing school doors.
Elena’s gaze followed the gesture, landing squarely on Sister Freida, who had emerged from the car looking pale and flustered.
The nun opened her mouth, perhaps to offer platitudes or explanations. Elena silenced her with a single, withering glare that promised consequences far beyond ecclesiastical concern.
"I want the security footage, and the child that did it and their parents in my office within the hour," Elena commanded Sister Freida, her voice colder than the Bogotá drizzle soaking Isabel's shoulders.
She didn't wait for a reply, turning instead to her daughter. Her fury softened momentarily into something fierce and protective as she gently lifted Isabel's chin, examining the broken nose.
"Jorge!" The driver scrambled out. "Hospital. Now." She guided Isabel into the Mercedes's leather embrace, shielding her from the gawking students emerging from the school doors.
Inside the sterile hospital room, Isabel drifted in a haze of painkillers. The doctor's words about a minor fracture and bruising blurred. Her mother's phone calls, sharp and clipped, echoed from the hallway: "Do something about this, Victor, or I will. And you will not like how many dead children are on the news tomorrow if I handle it."
Isabel squeezed her eyes shut, the image of Ines turning away burning brighter than the fluorescent lights. The betrayal wasn't just public; it was intimate, a desecration of every shared secret, every whispered promise.
Beside her, perched awkwardly on a hard plastic chair, sat Esmeralda. One of her mother's longest-serving maids, Esmeralda's round belly strained against her simple cotton dress, eight months heavy.
She held Isabel's uninjured hand gently, her own rough-skinned fingers surprisingly warm.
Isabel turned her head slowly, the movement tugging at her swollen nose. The silence stretched, thick with unspoken hospital dread. "Señorita?" Esmeralda murmured, her voice soft as worn linen.
Isabel's gaze lingered on the pronounced curve of Esmeralda's stomach. The rhythmic kick of a tiny foot pressed against the fabric. "What," Isabel rasped, her voice thick from crying and medication, "were you thinking for a name?" The question felt absurd amidst the wreckage of her day, a desperate grasp at something normal, something hopeful.
Esmeralda’s weathered face softened, a genuine smile touching her lips. She gently smoothed a hand over her belly. "Rosaria, Señorita Isabel," she murmured, the name carrying warmth. "After my grandmother. A strong woman."
Isabel traced the stiff hospital blanket with her thumb, the painkillers dulling the ache in her nose but not the sting in her chest. "Rosaria," she repeated softly. The syllables felt solid, hopeful, a stark contrast to the ugly words still echoing in her mind. "It’s beautiful."
Esmeralda’s smile widened, crinkling the corners of her eyes. "Thank you, Señorita Isabel. She kicks like a little donkey already." She guided Isabel’s hand gently to the swell of her belly.
A firm thump vibrated against Isabel’s palm, a tiny, insistent pulse of life. The unexpected connection, the sheer normalcy of it, momentarily pierced the fog of betrayal and humiliation. Isabel’s breath hitched, not from pain this time, but from the raw, simple affirmation of existence beneath her fingers.
The hospital door swung open abruptly. Her mother stood framed in the doorway, her expression a mask of glacial fury barely contained. Her eyes flickered to Esmeralda’s hand resting over Isabel’s, then dismissed the maid entirely.
"Out," she commanded, her voice sharp as shattered crystal. Esmeralda withdrew instantly, bobbing a quick curtsey before slipping silently past Elena into the corridor. Isabel flinched, the fragile moment shattered.
Her mother didn't approach the bed. She remained rigid near the door, her gaze sweeping over Isabel’s bandaged nose, the fading bruises beneath her eyes. "The Zapata girl," she stated, the name dripping with venom. "She orchestrated this. Spread the filth."
Her manicured fingers tightened around her designer handbag strap. "Jorge is bringing the car around. We’re leaving." There was no room for discussion, no inquiry about pain. Only the cold efficiency of damage control.
The ride home unfolded in suffocating silence. Rain streaked the tinted windows, turning Bogotá into a smudged watercolor of grey buildings and blurred taillights. Isabel pressed her forehead against the cool glass, watching the city bleed past.
Each bump in the road sent a dull throb through her face, a physical echo of the day’s humiliation. Jorge met her eyes briefly in the rearview mirror, a flicker of sympathy quickly masked by professional detachment, before focusing back on the slick streets.
The Mercedes glided through the imposing gates of the Pombo penthouse, its engine cutting out abruptly, leaving only the drumming rain on the roof.
Her mother didn’t wait for Jorge to open her door. She slid out, barely glancing back as she strode towards the private elevator bank tucked discreetly beside the grand lobby entrance. "Rest," she commanded, her voice clipped, already pulling out her phone. "Do not leave your suite. We’ll discuss this… situation… later."
The elevator doors swallowed her, leaving Isabel standing alone in the cavernous marble foyer, the scent of her mother's expensive perfume lingering like a threat. Jorge silently gestured towards the main elevator, his expression carefully neutral.
Isabel rode up alone, the mirrored walls reflecting a bruised, hollow-eyed stranger in a stained school uniform. The penthouse was unnervingly quiet, the usual hum of staff activity conspicuously absent, likely banished by her mother's orders.
She walked past the silent grandeur of the living room, past the closed door of her father’s study, past her brother’s vacant room, away on vacation in the Alps, and finally reached the sanctuary of her own suite.
She locked the door behind her, leaning against it, the adrenaline finally draining away, leaving only bone-deep exhaustion and the throbbing ache in her face.
She didn't bother with the lights. The city's twilight glow seeped through the tall windows, casting long, distorted shadows across the pristine white carpet.
She peeled off the ruined blouse, sticky with dried blood, and dropped it like contaminated evidence. The cool air raised goosebumps on her skin. She splashed cold water on her face in the ensuite bathroom, wincing as it stung the raw skin around her nose and the tender bruises beneath her eyes. The reflection in the mirror was worse now, swollen, discolored, a brutal map of the day’s violence. She avoided its gaze.
Collapsing onto the silk sheets, she buried her face in the pillow, inhaling the faint scent of lavender laundry soap. The exhaustion was profound, a physical weight pinning her down. But beneath it, a cold, hard knot of resolve began to form.
The locker graffiti, the shove, the laughter... they were public weapons. But Ines’s silence, her refusal to even look at her while Carmilla and Sophia stood guard? That was an intimate betrayal.
It demanded an answer. Not in the hostile halls of St. Maria’s, surrounded by whispers and Sister Freida’s pious disapproval. No. Face-to-face. Alone. At Ines’s own home, where pretenses fell away. Tomorrow. Before dawn. She’d slip out before her mother stirred. She’d demand to know why Ines betrayed a decade of friendship.
Sleep came fitfully, fractured by images of dripping red paint and Ines’s horrified face on the rooftop. She woke hours later to the deep indigo of pre-dawn, her nose throbbing dully beneath fresh bandages.
Moving silently, she dressed in dark jeans and a simple black sweater, clothes meant for invisibility, not the Pombo image. She bypassed the penthouse elevator, opting for the rarely used service stairs, her footsteps echoing softly in the concrete shaft. The cool, damp air of the garage greeted her, smelling of oil and dust. Jorge’s usual spot was empty; her mother likely had him running errands related to her "situation."
Perfect.
She slid behind the wheel of her own small, unassuming Volkswagen, parked discreetly in the corner, a gift her father insisted upon for "independence," much to her mother's disdain.
The city streets were eerily quiet as she navigated towards the Zapata-Cordona home, a world away from her family's gated towers. Dawn was just beginning to bleed pale grey light into the sky when she turned onto Ines’s Street.
Rows of modest, single-story houses lined the block, their small gardens neat but unpretentious. She spotted Ines’s home instantly, not by memory alone, but by the stark, flashing blue and red lights painting the pale walls in pulsing strokes.
Two police cars were parked haphazardly in the narrow street, blocking the driveway. Her Volkswagen crawled to a halt half a block away, engine idling softly.
Isabel killed the headlights but remained frozen behind the wheel. Her fingers tightened on the steering wheel, knuckles white. Uniformed officers moved purposefully around the small front yard; one spoke urgently into a radio, another cordoned off the patchy lawn with yellow tape that fluttered in the damp morning breeze.
Panic surged, cold and sharp. Ines.
She threw open the car door, the sound startlingly loud in the quiet street, and sprinted towards the commotion. "Ines!" Her voice cracked, raw with fear. "Where is she?"
A burly officer stepped directly into her path, a solid wall of navy blue. "Halt, señorita. You can't go in there."
Isabel slammed into his outstretched arm, rebounding. Desperation overrode pain. "Get out of my way!" she screamed, her voice echoing off the walls. She tried to duck around him, but his grip clamped down hard on her shoulder.
"Let me through! Do you have any idea who I am!?" The words ripped out, fueled by Pombo privilege and sheer terror. "My mother is—"
The officer's eyes widened slightly, recognition flickering. He glanced towards another officer near the door, who gave a curt, almost imperceptible nod. The grip on Isabel's shoulder loosened instantly. "Señorita Pombo," he murmured, stepping aside with surprising deference. "Apologies."
Isabel didn't hesitate. She shoved past the fluttering yellow barrier, her boots crunching on the gravel path leading to the modest front door, left wide open.
The stale air inside hit her like a physical blow, thick with the metallic tang of spilled coffee and something else, something deeply wrong.
Uniformed figures moved with grim purpose in the cramped living room, their radios crackling static. Voices were low, urgent. Isabel ignored them all, her focus narrowing to the hallway leading towards the bedrooms.
She knew the layout; countless sleepovers etched it into memory. Her feet carried her forward, past framed family photos showing Ines's bright smile, past the crucifix hanging crookedly on the wall. The door to Ines's room stood partially open. Light spilled out onto the worn linoleum.
Isabel pushed it wider. The scene froze her mid-stride. Morning light streamed through the window, illuminating dust motes dancing in the air like glittering ash.
Ines hung suspended from the ceiling fan hook, a frayed jump rope coiled taut around her slender neck.
Her head lolled grotesquely to one side, chin resting unnaturally on her collarbone. Her face was a swollen, mottled purple, eyes bulging wide open, staring sightlessly at the peeling wallpaper beside her desk. A faint trickle of dried saliva traced a dark path from the corner of her gaping mouth down her jaw. Her feet, clad only in mismatched socks, dangled inches above a small, overturned wooden chair.
Her feet dangled mere inches above the worn rug Isabel knew so well, the rug where they’d sprawled for hours, whispering secrets, painting each other’s nails. One sock had slipped halfway off, revealing the pale sole of her foot. The air reeked of stale urine, sweat, and the cloying sweetness of decay just beginning to bloom.
Isabel didn’t scream.
A choked, guttural sound escaped her throat, like fabric tearing.
Her knees buckled, hitting the linoleum hard. She scrambled backward on her hands, boots scraping, desperate to erase the image searing itself onto her brain. Her vision tunneled, the grotesque purple face and bulging eyes the only thing in focus.
Her gaze darted wildly, landing on Ines’s desk. A single sheet of notebook paper lay pinned beneath a chipped mug, untouched by the chaos. Trembling violently, Isabel crawled toward it, knocking the mug aside.
It read:
‘I lied. Isabel Rodriguez-Pombo didn’t confess her love to me on the school rooftop. I was angry, bitter, and jealous of her family’s wealth, but seeing her nose broken and her reputation in tatters was too much. She didn’t deserve that. She did not deserve to be labeled as gay filth; Isabel has never made any unnatural desires known to me. I am so sorry, Isabel. The guilt is overwhelming. I'm so sorry.’
What?
Isabel stared at the scrap of paper until her vision blurred, her chest tightened, not with grief, but something sharper.
This is wrong.
All wrong.
She had dragged Ines to the school roof and declared her love for her. Ines had never shown any resentment or jealousy at her family’s wealth; in fact, she made fun of Isabel’s designer boots and maids at her beck and call.
She examined the note closer...not the words, the individual letters. She had Ines’s handwriting memorized. Ines always looped her ‘G’s’ and left a lazy tail on her ‘Y’s’. Isabel combed through the note comparing. Then laughed, a sound that’s more like a choked-off sob.
The note was too neat, precise, the loops too small. The words were too formal, too formal for Ines, who always spelled sorry with the same crooked ‘s’
The note using phrases Ines never used. “I lied,” and “overwhelming guilt.”
This voice wasn’t hers.
These weren’t her words.
This wasn’t suicide.
This was damage control.
She turned back... looking at the dead, bloated, and decaying Ines in her face. She still loved her, even now. Even like this.
Knowing exactly who had murdered the love of her life.
“Mother.”
Present day.
“And of course I vowed to exact my revenge. To take everything from my mother, like she took everything from me. For decades, I couldn’t. Couldn't find the right way, couldn’t find a plan that didn’t end in my death. Until you...came. My second chance. You hopped out of that truck and into the courtyard, like a lifeline. God truly did send you back to me.”
Ines lay tied to the bed, mouth agape. Isabel had just described something like out of a movie, and her delusions were coming out front and center. Every word about ‘God sending her to Isabel,’ their walk in the garden, where Isabel declared it was God that brought them together...
Those words took on entirely different meanings. Now soured like years-old milk. Her being ‘The king’ was nothing more than being Ines’s double for her to start her revenge against her mother.
This wasn’t a love story. It’s revenge.
Something, even after the story, she wanted nothing to do with.
“YOU’RE INSANE! SEND ME HOME! RIGHT NOW ISABEL!” Ines said, arching her body off the bed, desperate to get free.
Isabel’s expression darkened. She leaned forward, her fingers brushing Ines’s cheekbone, a gesture that felt like ice. “Home? You are home. You’re her. My Ines. Reborn.” Her voice dropped to a whisper, trembling with fervor. “Don’t you see?”
She shook her head, leaning ever closer. “You can’t possibly think it’s a coincidence that the original Ines died twenty-three years ago, and you, a woman who looks exactly like her, were born mere months later?”
“What are you saying?” Ines froze mid-struggle, the ropes biting into her wrists. Isabel’s words hung in the air like poisoned smoke.
Isabel traced the line of Ines’s jaw, her touch unnervingly tender against the violence of the bindings. “I’m saying God sent you to me,” she murmured, her voice thick with desperate conviction.
“Reincarnated. Reborn.” Her thumb brushed Ines’s. Something raw and terrifying. “Look at you. The same eyes. The same curve of your lip when you’re scared. Even the stubbornness.” A choked laugh escaped her.
“My mother took her from me too soon, punished her for my sin… but God gave her back. He gave you back. Gay. So we could be together. So we could finally be together.” The word landed like a hammer blow, final and absolute. “My reward for my faith.”
Ines couldn’t handle the insanity pouring from Isabel’s lips. Reincarnation? Rebirth? These were the delusions of someone who was mentally unwell.
“Listen...Isabel, you saw something traumatic, the girl you loved died...have you ever thought about talking to someone...”
Isabel recoiled as if slapped. The fervent light in her eyes dimmed, replaced by a chilling stillness. “Talking?” The word dripped with venom. “To whom? A therapist? Like my mother suggested after she murdered Ines?” Her laugh was brittle, sharp as broken glass.
“She paid them well to tell me it was grief. Trauma. Hallucinations.” She leaned in, her breath hot against Ines’s ear. “But I know. I felt it the moment I saw you in the courtyard. God doesn’t make mistakes.”
Ines flinched, straining against the ropes. “I am not her! ISABEL, YOU FELL IN LOVE WITH A STRAIGHT GIRL. IT HAPPENS. IT’S LESBIAN 101! MOVE ON! LET ME GO! I WON’T HELP YOU. FUCK YOUR PLANS. FUCK YOU. FUCK INES.”
Isabel pressed the button.
A jagged bolt of agony ripped through Ines’s body. It wasn’t just pain; it was violation. Electricity tore through muscle and bone, locking her joints, arching her spine impossibly off the bed. A silent scream tore from her throat, choked off by the sheer, overwhelming current coursing through the ropes binding her wrists and ankles.
Her vision exploded into blinding white static, blotting out the opulent room, blotting out Isabel’s furious face. Every nerve shrieked. The scent of ozone burned her nostrils, sharp and acrid.
The shocks came in relentless waves, each surge a fresh assault. Ines’s body convulsed violently, thrashing against the restraints like a fish hauled onto dry land. Her teeth ground together, a horrible grating sound filling the sudden silence between bursts. She tasted copper, blood from her bitten lip or nose, mingling with the metallic tang of terror flooding her mouth.
Consciousness flickered like a dying bulb. Thoughts fragmented: Stop... please... make it stop...
But the pleas were swallowed by the next brutal jolt. The elegant silk sheets beneath her were soaked with sweat, the humiliation swallowed by the sheer, animal need for the pain to cease.
The shocks intensified. Each wave slammed into Ines harder than the last, locking her muscles in rigid, unnatural arches. Her spine felt ready to snap. Her jaw clamped shut so violently she tasted fresh blood, metallic and sharp, flooding her mouth. Her vision tunneled violently, the ornate ceiling swirling into darkness punctuated only by the strobing bursts of pain.
A final, silent scream echoed only in her skull as the world tilted sideways into nothingness.
Darkness swallowed her whole. Not peaceful oblivion, but a thick, suffocating blackness shot through with phantom echoes of agony. Her body felt distant, heavy, disconnected. Time lost meaning. She floated, unmoored, in a void where the only sensation was the lingering throb deep in her bones and the phantom taste of blood.
Distantly, she registered pressure, hands moving her limbs, adjusting something cold and ceramic against her skin, but it belonged to another world. Muffled voices.
When her eyes fluttered open again, hazily, vision swimming...black bathroom tile came into focus beneath her.
Chapter 23: Back to Basics
Notes:
Serious content warning for self-harm. please take care of your mental health, and know if this is something you cannot read.
Chapter Text
Black tile.
She felt the cold tile against her bare skin, and her eyes fluttered open; the world snapped into place all at once. Cold against her cheek was the familiar suffocating black bathroom tile, its edges slightly aged, grout in some places. The scent of overpowering bleach spilling around her.
Ines’s stomach dropped.
No. Not here.
“NO! No! No!”
Her eyes skittered over the room like a trapped animal’s. The same modest vanity sat built into the wall, fake marble counter... only the sink was removed, gone. Four drawers sat beneath it, the top drawer no longer padlocked shut, but it was the two beneath that made her blood run cold.
Tape label handwritten. Still there, never removed.
The names, Valentina and Celeste.
Her pulse thundered as her gaze slid lower, unwillingly, but unable to stop herself. It was spotless now. The bloodstain she’d once stared at until she was dragged out of here was gone. The floor gleamed, sterile and perfect, the smell of bleach radiating from it.
But she could still feel it. Sticky beneath her bare feet. Like they refused to be erased completely.
The cots were gone, replaced by nothing but the feeling of her bare ass against the cold tile flooring. She was completely naked... well, except for her collar. Mistress had made sure not to strip her torture device.
Her chest convulsed.
Her breath fractured into ragged gasps. She shoved herself against the wall. Nails scraping at the tile as if she could dig herself out. The scent of the bleach was suffocating her, the names on the drawers mocking her. Searing their way back into her mind.
Her body folded in on itself, knees tight to her chest, arms trembling as she wrapped them around her shins. She couldn’t look.
She couldn’t breathe.
She was back in the bathroom, where it all started, alone, the few amenities they had completely removed.
She curled tighter into herself, until her knees were under her chin. The collar chafed with every small movement. Tears came hot and fast, falling to her jaw and hitting the dark tile.
Ines wanted to scream until every tile shattered, until her vocal cords stopped working; she was imprisoned again.
For looking like some dead bitch. For some story that had nothing to do with her.
For some grudge against Isabel’s mother.
Her nails dug into her legs until crescent marks bloomed. She couldn’t stay here. Not again.
Ines forced herself up, body shaking, bare skin against the cold tile. She stumbled toward the door, the pendant on her collar rattling with every step.
She grabbed the handle. Twisting hard.
Nothing.
Locked, of course.
“NO.” She screamed, she rattled the knob again, yanked, clawed, slammed her palm flat against the wood.
“OPEN IT!” Her fist pounding again and again. “LET ME OUT RIGHT NOW, ISABEL!”
Her shoulder slammed into the door, once, twice, three times. A dull thud each time, the frame barely moving, the door completely unfazed. Her own body taking the brunt of it, pain shot down her arm. She bit down on another sob, tried again, throwing herself into it harder.
The door didn’t budge.
Her throat ripped raw with every scream. Her body shook, sweat mixing with the scent of bleach. “LET ME OUT! LET ME OUT! LET ME OUT!”
Then—
A violent jolt tore through her body.
Her collar lit up, white-hot, cracking pain exploding across her nerves. Her screams strangled mid-word, body seizing. Her knees hit the tile, then her shoulder, her cheek slamming into the cold black floor.
Her muscles twitched even after it ended, useless, like a puppet with cut strings.
She couldn’t move. Couldn't think past the echo of the shocks still clawing through her chest.
Hours bled into nothing. The black tile pressed cold through her bones. The clock that was here earlier is gone now. She passed the time in tears, crying until her face was raw and she could taste the saltiness of the tears on her tongue. Her throat felt like sand.
She tried to stand once, and the world swayed and tilted, so she stayed low. She crawled to the vanity on trembling hands. Cold air bit at her skin. She didn’t want to be naked; she didn’t want Isabel seeing any of her anymore.
She shoved at the top drawer with both hands. It opened with a soft scrape.
Empty.
The next drawer, empty. The next empty.
Each drawer a small empty betrayal. No shirts, no towels, nothing but the faint smell of bleach and the sickening labels of the names on the drawers.
Her pulse thudded in her ears. She shoved the last drawer closed and pressed her forehead to the fake marble. She wanted to wrap herself up in anything. Cold was seeping deep in her bones.
She crawled because standing made her lightheaded, something told her it was the effects of being shocked until the point of unconsciousness several times, the tile scraped at her knee and palms. She moved to the corner where the dome camera hung like an unblinking eye.
She stared at it for a long time.
Is she watching? She must be.
She forced the words past the dryness of her mouth. “Please,” she said, raw and tiny. “Please...let me out, Isabel.” Her voice cracked.
“I’m so thirsty.”
Silence.
The camera didn’t blink, didn’t answer, and she didn’t even know if it had audio. There was no speaker for Isabel to answer back; she heard no footsteps coming for her, just the room returning her words in a thin echo that made her feel ridiculous.
She tried again, louder, the panic building at the thought that she was truly going to be kept in here again. “Please, Izzy...please. I can’t—”
Nothing.
The silence was not empty; it was deliberate, psychological warfare. It rang louder than any voice could. It made the walls feel closer and the room colder.
She curled into herself on the cold floor, neck still burning from the intensity of the voltage, tears hot and endless. Her pleas meant nothing.
Time became a blurry smear of agony. The tile leached warmth from her bones, the bleach smell a constant assault. She drifted in and out of a shallow, nightmare-haunted sleep, waking only to the desperate ache in her throat and the raw sting of her cracked lips.
Her skin felt paper-thin, stretched taut over trembling limbs. She didn't move from her corner, knees pulled tight, forehead resting on her bony knees. The collar felt heavier than stone.
A faint click sliced through the thick silence. The sound was alien, impossible. Ines flinched, her head jerking up so fast spots danced in her vision. The door swung inward.
Not Isabel. Alya.
The maid stood silhouetted in the doorway, holding a simple glass of water filled nearly to the brim. The light from the office behind her was blindingly bright after the endless black tile gloom.
Ines blinked, her dry eyes burning, trying to make sense of the shape. Hope, sharp and terrifying, stabbed through her exhaustion.
Alya moved quickly, her sensible black flats clacking on the tile. She didn’t look at Ines, crumpled in the corner. Her ash-blonde hair was pinned neatly back, her blue eyes fixed straight ahead on the vanity.
The glass made a soft, crystalline clink as she set it down precisely in the center of the countertop. The sound echoed strangely loud in the suffocating silence. Water droplets trembled along the rim.
Ines watched through a haze of dehydration and exhaustion, her throat a desert. The water gleamed under the harsh overhead light, pure and mocking. Alya turned to leave without a word, without a glance. The movement was efficient, practiced. Like delivering supplies to a caged specimen.
"No." The word scraped out of Ines, barely audible. "Please... Alya." Her voice cracked like dry wood. "Don't leave me here. Let me out...please."
Alya paused at the threshold, her back rigid. She didn't turn. Her hand tightened on the doorframe, knuckles whitening. For a heartbeat, the silence stretched, thick with the unspoken weight of Isabel's orders.
Then, without a word, without a glance, she stepped into the office. The door locked shut. Soft. Final.
The water glistened. Condensation beaded on the glass like sweat. Ines stared at it, her cracked lips stinging. Every instinct screamed trap. Drugs. Another twisted game. But the thirst won.
She crawled forward on raw knees, tile scraping skin. Her trembling hand reached. Grabbed. The coolness burned her palm.
The first mouthful hurt; her throat too raw to handle the sudden flood. She coughed, some of it spilling down her chin, but she didn’t care. She drank greedily, draining the glass until nothing was left but a thin ring of water at the bottom.
Her body sagged with the smallest relief. It wasn’t enough, but it kept her alive.
She set the empty glass down, her eyes flickering up to the black dome of the camera in the corner. Watching.
Always watching.
Her skin crawled. She couldn’t stand being exposed anymore.
Her gaze drifted back to the vanity. The alcove beneath, where the sink was now missing, dark, shallow, but big enough for her to curl into. Hidden, out of sight.
She crawled into the hollow space. The counter above her head was pressing down like a shield. For the first time since waking up here, she felt less...naked.
Almost safe.
Her eyes fluttered shut...
Until her collar exploded into action again.
A jolt ripped through her body, arching her spine hard against the underside of the counter. She screamed, forehead smacking tile. The alcove became a trap, electricity filling it as she convulsed, helpless.
The shocks cut, leaving her panting against the cold floor.
She shifted, trying to move out again, as another blast tore through her.
The message was clear.
Ines dragged herself back into the open, collapsing on the tile where the camera could see her. Shaking and small.
The collar stayed quiet.
Time blurred. Could've been hours, could’ve been another full day. She couldn’t tell anymore.
Her tongue felt like sandpaper. Her lips had split open, crusted with dried blood. The small mercy of Alya’s water was gone by now, her body screaming for more.
Her stomach joined in, screaming at her to eat something, sharp pangs of hunger echoing in her ribs. Each worse than the last. She wrapped her hands around her midsection like she could stop it.
Like she could hold it still, but the hunger gnawed deeper.
The shower hadn’t come on, not once, no opportunity to drink from it, no chance to use it to tell the passage of time.
Her limbs felt heavier every time she tried to shift. Muscles weak, shaky. Even sitting up took effort.
She leaned against the wall, head tipped back, staring at the camera above her until her vision blurred.
“Please,” she croaked, voice shredded. “Food, water...Please.”
It was no longer about escape; it was about survival. It was about the ache in her stomach and her blurring vision. It was about the skin on the back of her head feeling raw from sleeping against the tile. It was about seeing the sun or drinking water whenever she wanted.
If no one came soon, she doubted she’d be able to get up ever again.
Time dragged. Ines’s head lolled against the wall, her thoughts crawling through sludge. The thirst had taken over everything. Her cracked lips burned, her tongue swollen, every swallow an ache in her throat.
Her eyes flickered to the corner.
The toilet.
The idea sat there, heavy and degrading, but real. If no one came... if she wasn’t given any more water...what choice did she have? She braced her hands against the tile weakly, ready to crawl, hating herself for it.
She took her first shuffle forward when the lock clicked...
The door eased open, flooding the tiled room in a thin shaft of light. Ines froze, breath shallow.
In Alya stepped, silent, her movements precise. In her hands, a glass of water and a small plastic cup of applesauce balanced on top.
She crossed to the vanity and set them down without a word.
Her eyes flickered to Ines just once. A flash of something sharp in her eyes, hurt, pity, maybe both. Before she turned and slipped back through the door.
Ines stared at the offerings like they were holy relics. Her body lurched forward before her mind caught up. She dropped to her knees, crawling across the tile until her fingers wrapped around the cool glass.
The water went down too fast, spilling over her chin, dribbling down her bare chest. She gathered the fallen droplets with her hands and licked them clean.
Her shaking hands tore at the foil lid of the applesauce. No spoon. She dipped her fingers, scooping clumsy handfuls into her mouth. Sticky sweetness smeared across her lips, dripping down her wrist, but she didn’t stop until the small cup was empty.
Not enough.
It was enough to keep her alive, not to give her energy, not to make her feel full, just enough to unblur her vision at the edges. Just enough to keep her docile, but not dead.
Enough to where eating felt more animalistic than human.
And then the silence hit again.
Time stopped meaning anything. The cycle blurred, black tile blurred. The stench of her unwashed body overpowered the bleach, and her thirst was so sharp she was back to considering drinking from the toilet again.
Then the door, always Alya, always the same glass of water, the same small cup of applesauce. No spoon. No words.
Ines stopped thinking about dignity. She tore the foil off with her teeth now, licked it clean, shoved sticky fingers into her mouth until her nails scraped plastic. She crouched down on the floor like some starving stray, breathing hard between gulps.
She hated herself, but the hunger was stronger.
Afterwards, it was always the same. She dragged herself in front of the camera, her bones aching, several wounds opening up on her body from sleeping on hard tile flooring 24/7.
Her skin clammy with sweat. She stared up at the black lens until her vision swam.
“I’m sorry,” she rasped, lips split and bleeding. “Please. Please let me out. I'll do anything. I’m so sorry.”
The silence never broke. No voice, no answer, just the camera staring back at her.
So she sat there until her head dropped to her chest, until she slumped sideways against the tile.
Until the cycle began anew.
Days. Weeks. She couldn’t tell. Time had been ground down into the sound of the lock turning, the scrap of Alya’s shoes, the plunk of glass on the countertop.
Water.
Applesauce.
Silence.
Repeat.
Ines was weaker now, weaker than she ever thought possible. Her arms trembled as she lifted the tiny cup. Her legs ached, and bruises bloomed across her body from sitting curled in the same position for hours.
Sometimes she tried to stand, only to collapse back against the wall when her vision spun.
The camera watched it all. Always.
She tried not to look at the drawers anymore, but sometimes her eyes drifted down anyway.
“Valentina...Celeste...Please help me.”
But the names, the tape labels holding them, offered her no solace; the names mocked her as much as the collar digging into her neck did. Proof this room had never belonged to her, just as nothing with Isabel had ever belonged to her either.
She wasn’t special; she wasn’t loved. She was a replacement. A copy dragged into someone else's revenge story.
The thoughts stuck with her like glass shards embedded in her chest.
Her head hung low most of the time now. Breathing was heavy, shallow, getting harder as time passed. Lips cracked, bleeding, tongue raw from running over them for what little moisture she could collect.
Sometimes she muttered apologies to the camera. Sometimes she begged. More often now, she just stared at it in silence, eyes hollow, waiting for nothing.
Sleep came in broken snatches. When she dreamed, it was worse, Ines’s face... the real Ines’s face staring back at her from the yearbook, Isabel’s voice whispering ‘God sent you to me.’
She woke up shaking, nails scraping at the floor until they bled.
Darker thoughts pressed down on her until even crying felt like too much work. She simply sat there, knees drawn to her chest, eyes glazed over.
And still the door would open. Alya would place the water and the applesauce, never meeting her eyes for long. Ines would crawl forward, eat like an animal, then curl back in her corner.
Until finally...It broke her.
One day, she couldn’t even crawl. She lay on her side, cheek against the cold tile, breath shallow. The water stayed untouched on the counter, applesauce gleaming dully under the light.
Her eyes were open but empty, staring at the black tile grout.
For the first time, she didn’t crawl frantically toward the substance; she didn’t beg the camera to be let go. She didn’t apologize. She didn’t move at all.
Her eyes remained fixed on the grout line between two tiles. The blackness swam in her vision, pulsing with her weak heartbeat.
The thirst was a distant ache now, buried beneath a thick layer of numbness. The hunger had faded into a hollow echo. Even the cold tile against her cheek felt remote, unimportant.
Why crawl? The thought drifted through her mind like smoke. Why drink? Why eat?
The water glass shimmered on the countertop, a cruel mirage. The applesauce cup sat beside it, plastic gleaming under the harsh light. Alya had come and gone minutes ago or hours?
Time had dissolved into the grout lines. Ines didn’t move. Her cheek stayed pressed to the tile, the cold seeping into her bones, deeper than the numbness in her limbs.
Why? The word echoed in the hollowed-out space where her will used to be. Crawling meant pain.
Eating meant humiliation.
Survival meant enduring this sterile tomb where Isabel’s ghosts whispered from taped labels and camera lenses.
Her gaze drifted from the grout to the vanity drawers. Valentina. Celeste. Names etched into cheap tape, names of girls who’d vanished into this room’s silence.
Would it be so bad? The thought slithered in, quiet and dark. To join them? To stop the cycle? Her eyes flicked to the sharp edge of the counter.
A hard, swift impact there, temple against corner...could end it.
Quick. Final. No more applesauce. No more shocks. No more Isabel.
She imagined the crack of bone. The warm rush of blood pooling on black tile, mingling with the bleach scent.
It would be messy. Ugly. But quiet. So quiet. Her breath hitched, not in fear, but in a terrible, seductive relief. The numbness receded just enough to let the image bloom: her body slack, eyes unseeing, finally free of the collar’s weight. Alya would find her. Would those cool blue eyes widen? Would Isabel watch the footage later, replaying the moment her toy broke itself?
A shudder ran through Ines, but it wasn’t revulsion. It was the pull of the void, whispering how easy it would be to let go. To stop fighting.
To make the pain stop.
Her gaze locked onto the sharp corner of the vanity’s fake marble countertop. It gleamed under the harsh light, a hard, unforgiving point. Just roll, the numbness urged. Roll hard. Aim true. Her muscles twitched, a phantom rehearsal.
She pictured the impact of a dull thud echoing in the small room, sharper than her shoulder slamming the door. The pain would be blinding, then… nothing. Sweet, silent nothing. Valentina and Celeste wouldn’t judge. They’d understand. They’d done it too, hadn’t they? Drawn their final breaths on this very floor.
The thought wasn't frightening; it felt like kinship. A final act of defiance, Isabel couldn’t shock away.
A tremor ran through her, not of fear, but of terrible resolve. She gathered the last dregs of strength, a low groan escaping her cracked lips as she pushed herself onto her hands and knees.
The room tilted violently. Black spots danced at the edges of her vision. Now. Do it now. She swayed, one trembling hand planted on the cold tile, the other reaching blindly for the counter’s edge to pull herself up.
Her legs screamed, unused for days, muscles watery and weak. She gasped, sucking in air that felt like shards of glass in her raw throat. Somehow, she rose. Stood. Naked, filthy, trembling violently, she stood facing the vanity, the untouched glass of water mocking her reflection in its curve.
The sharp corner of the countertop gleamed. Her target. Her release. She locked her gaze onto it, the fake marble edge blurring and sharpening with each ragged breath.
Valentina. Celeste.
Their names swam before her eyes.
I’m coming.
She braced her hands flat on the countertop, knuckles white. Her head felt impossibly heavy, filled with lead and despair. She tensed her neck muscles, a final, instinctive rebellion against the inevitable.
Then, with a guttural cry ripped from the depths of her ruined throat – a sound of utter surrender and defiance she threw her weight forward, driving her temple towards the unforgiving point.
The impact wasn't the clean crack she'd imagined.
It was a sickening, wet thud. Bone met laminate with brutal force. Pain exploded, white-hot and immediate, obliterating thought. Her vision flashed pure white, then dissolved into swirling darkness shot through with crimson sparks.
Her legs buckled instantly.
She crumpled sideways, hitting the black tile hard. Warmth bloomed instantly across her temple and cheekbone, thick and sticky. Blood. Coppery and rich, its scent cut through the bleach and her own stale sweat, shockingly vivid. It pooled beneath her head, spreading darkly across the grout lines she’d stared at for hours.
She lay stunned, breath ragged and wet. Consciousness flickered like a dying bulb. The pain was immense, a crushing weight centered on her skull, radiating down her neck in jagged waves.
Yet beneath the agony, a terrifying clarity surfaced.
It didn’t work.
The corner hadn't been sharp enough, her angle imperfect. She hadn't joined Valentina and Celeste; she'd merely added another layer of suffering. Panic, cold and sharp, pierced the haze. Had she blinded herself? Paralyzed herself? She tried to lift her head. Agony lanced through her skull, forcing a choked whimper.
Blood trickled into her eye, stinging. She could still see the blurry shape of the vanity, the untouched glass of water, and the applesauce cup. Relief warred with despair. Alive.
Still trapped.
The lock clicked. Not the usual soft, precise sound. This was frantic, metallic scraping. The door slammed open hard enough to rebound off the wall. Alya stood frozen in the doorway, the harsh office light outlining her rigid frame.
Her neat ash-blonde bun was slightly askew. Her blue eyes, usually so cool and distant, widened in genuine shock, darting from the spreading pool of blood beneath Ines’s head to her trembling, naked form crumpled on the tile. The maid’s hand flew to her mouth, stifling a gasp. For a heartbeat, the practiced detachment shattered.
Then instinct took over. Alya surged forward, her flats slipping slightly on the slick tile near the blood. She dropped to her knees beside Ines, ignoring the grime and the coppery stench. Her hands hovered, unsure where to touch, finally settling gently on Ines’s shoulder. "Ne dvigaysya!" she hissed in Russian, her voice tight with urgency.
“Don't move!” She scanned the wound, an ugly gash above Ines’s temple, pulsing dark blood that matted her hair and trickled into her ear.
Panic flared in Alya’s blue eyes, quickly replaced by a fierce, focused practicality. This wasn't part of Isabel's script. This was raw, messy survival. She ripped a strip from the hem of her crisp white apron, wadding it into a thick pad. Pressing it hard against the gushing wound, she ignored Ines’s sharp cry.
Alya muttered something else in Russian, accent thick with tension. “Come on, hold on.”
The pressure sent fresh agony tearing through Ines’s skull. The world tilted violently. Through the haze of pain and blood trickling into her eye, she saw Alya’s face hovering above her, not detached, not pitying, but fiercely, terrifyingly present.
It shattered the numb acceptance that had driven her towards the countertop’s edge. The desperate will to escape death surged back, sharp and primal.
"No," Ines choked, the word thick with blood and despair. Her trembling hand flailed weakly, grasping at Alya’s wrist, pressing the makeshift bandage.
"Stop... please... stop." Tears mixed with the blood on her face. "Let me... just... let me die." The plea was a raw scrape, barely audible. "It’s... easier. Please, Alya... let me go." Her eyes, clouded with pain and resignation, locked onto the maid’s. "Valentina... Celeste... they’re waiting. Let me join them.”
Her grip on Alya’s wrist slackened, her body going limp beneath the pressure. "No more... applesauce... no more... shocks... just... quiet."
Alya’s jaw tightened. She never hesitated.
She hauled Ines up in a rough, lift, no ceremony, no softness, a princess carry in the way you pick up a small child that’s too tired to walk. Ines’s head lolled against Alya’s shoulder, blood slipping warm and sticky down her temple. She could smell Alya’s perfume,
At the door, she shoved it open. A maid crossing the hall stopped frozen in her tracks. “Call Dr. McKay,” Alya barked without looking. “Now! Tell her it's urgent.”
The maid nodded, terrified, and ran.
Alya moved fast. She carried Ines down two flights, each step hard and purposeful. Her flats struck marble. Maids in the corridor stared, then stepped out of the way when they realized who was being carried.
Alya didn’t slow down, she went straight to the infirmary, slammed the door, and laid Ines down on the narrow bed.
She didn’t waste time; her hands shot to the cabinet on the wall, pulling out gauze pads and a roll of bandages.
She pressed a thick square of gauze tight to the bleeding temple, bracing it with one palm while her other hand worked to unroll bandages. “Stay awake,” she muttered, eyes flicking down to Ines’s half-shut ones. “You need to stay awake, Little rabbit.”
Her movements were sharp, precise, the kind of efficiency that comes from necessity rather than training. Gauze pressed. Bandage wrapped. The knot tied off firm enough to hold.
When the maid stumbled back in, pale and panting, Alya didn’t look up from Ines. “McKay’s coming?”
The maid nodded, too breathless to speak.
“Good,” Alya, adjusting the wrap with one hand to keep pressure steady.
She leaned in close to Ines’s face, voice dropping low. “Hear that? Help’s coming.”
Ines’s eyes fluttered open, unfocused. Blood crusted her lashes. The infirmary’s antiseptic smell burned her nostrils. The bandage pulled tight across her temple, a dull, throbbing counterpoint to the deeper ache in her bones.
“Don’t,” Ines whispered, her voice a ruined scrape. The word tasted like copper and defeat. “Should’ve… let me…” Her eyelids sagged.
Alya’s hand tightened on her shoulder. “Quiet.” The command was sharp, but her thumb brushed a smear of blood from Ines’s cheekbone. The touch, unexpected and gentle, shattered something deep inside the battered girl.
A sob tore loose, raw, guttural, scraping her ruined throat. Tears flooded, hot and stinging, mixing with the blood on her face.
"I can't," Ines gasped between shuddering breaths, her body convulsing with the force of her despair. "Not again... not the shocks... the hunger... the nothing... I can't take it anymore, Alya. I just want it to stop."
Her voice cracked into a whimper. "Please... make it stop."
Alya’s jaw clenched. She looked away, staring hard at the cabinet across the room as though she could keep her feelings locked up like the medicine inside it.
Finally, her voice cracked through. “Your eyes used to be filled with such life, little rabbit.” She said flatly. “Since you’ve arrived, she’s become increasingly erratic. She's going too far.”
Her hand cupped Ines’s cheek, brushing away dried blood with her thumb. She hesitated, lips parting then closing again. The pause stretched long enough for even a concussed Ines to catch it, to see the war in her eyes.
Alya leaned forward, dropping her voice to a whisper. “I’ve been thinking of leaving...moving on, Mistress has become...more dangerous...reckless.”
Ines blinked through the blur of tears, stunned silent.
The maid pulled back slightly, just enough to lock eyes. Her blue gaze burned with an intensity Ines had never seen, not pity, but a fierce, shared desperation.
"It is dangerous," Alya whispered, her voice taut as a wire. "Very dangerous. But staying... staying is worse." She paused, searching Ines's bloodshot, terrified eyes. "Will you come with me?"
The words hung in the antiseptic air. Ines stared, the throbbing in her temple momentarily forgotten.
Escape.
Real escape. Not a desperate dash toward death, but toward life. Away from the black tiles, the shocks, the applesauce, Isabel’s ghosts. The life of pretending to be someone else.
Alya’s fierce blue gaze held no pity now, only resolve, and a terrifying vulnerability. She was risking everything.
"Yes," Ines rasped, the syllable scraping like broken glass. Her trembling hand found Alya’s wrist, clinging with a strength she didn’t know she possessed.
"Please..." Her voice cracked, desperation flooding back. "Please get me out of here. I'll go anywhere with you, just get me out." The plea was raw, a primal cry torn from the deepest, darkest corner of her soul.
Anywhere was better than here. Anywhere was freedom.
A sharp breath escaped Alya. For a fleeting instant, the rigid mask of the efficient maid vanished. Relief, fierce and bright, flashed in her blue eyes. A ghost of a smile touched her lips, transforming her face. Without hesitation, she brought Ines’s blood-streaked hand to her own lips, pressing a firm, warm kiss to the bruised knuckles.
It wasn't gentle; it was a promise. "Da," she breathed, the Russian word thick with emotion. "I will get you out. I start planning now." Her gaze darted towards the infirmary door at the sound of footsteps, the vulnerability instantly replaced by wary alertness.
The door swung open. Dr. McKay strode in; her sharp features pinched with annoyance. Her eyes swept over Ines’s bandaged head, the bloodstained gauze, her filthy, trembling form on the bed. Disgust curled her lip. "I was three knuckles deep in a waitress and her friend; this better be important."
Alya stepped back, posture instantly rigid, the mask of the perfect maid sliding back into place. "She hit her head. Hard. On the vanity." Her voice was flat, devoid of emotion. "Needs stitches. Possible concussion."
Dr. McKay sighed dramatically, snapping on latex gloves with unnecessary force. She leaned over Ines, peeling back the bandage Alya had applied.
Her touch was rough, clinical. "Idiot girl. Trying to off yourself? Waste of my time." She probed the wound, making Ines gasp. "Hold still, or this'll hurt worse."
Alya stood rigid by the wall, her expression carefully blank, but her knuckles were white where she gripped her apron. McKay worked quickly, stitching the gash with brutal efficiency, the needle pulling skintight. Each tug sent fresh waves of agony through Ines’s skull. She bit her lip until it bled, eyes squeezed shut.
“There,” McKay snapped, snipping the thread. “Keep it clean. Save me the trouble.” She stripped off her gloves, tossing them into a bin. “Isabel won’t be pleased.” With a final disdainful glance, she swept out.
The door clicked shut. Silence settled, thick with antiseptic and blood. Alya moved to the sink, wetting a cloth. Her hands trembled slightly as she wrung it out. She returned to the bed, her touch unexpectedly gentle as she wiped dried blood from Ines’s face, her neck, her collarbone. The cool water was a shock against Ines’s feverish skin.
Alya’s eyes darted to the door, listening. Satisfied they were alone, she reached for the small cup on the side table. She filled it from the tap, the water splashing clear and cold. Kneeling beside the narrow bed, she slid one arm carefully behind Ines’s shoulders, lifting her just enough. "Drink," she murmured, her voice low and urgent. "Slowly."
The water touched Ines’s cracked lips. It was shockingly cold, startlingly real after the tepid offerings in the bathroom tomb. She choked on the first sip, a ragged cough tearing through her, but Alya’s grip held firm. "Slow," she repeated, her tone brooking no argument. "Small sips."
Ines obeyed, the water a lifeline. Each swallow was agony in her raw throat, yet it washed away the lingering taste of blood and despair. She drank until the cup was empty, her body trembling with the effort. Alya lowered her back onto the thin pillow, the starch-stiff sheets scratching against her bare skin. The maid’s gaze swept the room again, lingering on the closed door. The silence stretched, taut as a wire.
"Sleep now," Alya whispered, her voice barely audible. She smoothed a damp strand of hair from Ines’s forehead. "I will watch."
Ines fought it. The exhaustion was a physical weight, dragging her down into the thin mattress. The water sat heavy and cold in her stomach, a stark contrast to the fiery throb in her skull where McKay’s stitches pulled tight.
She tried to focus on Alya’s face, the fierce blue eyes that held the promise of escape. But the darkness at the edges of her vision deepened, swallowing the harsh fluorescent lights above, pulling her under despite the desperate grip she tried to keep on consciousness. Alya’s murmured reassurances faded into a distant hum, then silence.
The darkness pressed down, thick and suffocating. Ines surfaced from unconsciousness like a diver breaching through tar. Her head pounded with a sickening rhythm, each throb sending sharp needles of pain radiating from the temple where McKay’s stitches pulled tight.
The antiseptic smell of the infirmary was stronger now, mingled with something else, a faint, cloying floral perfume. She tried to swallow, but her throat was a desert of cracked earth. A low moan escaped her lips, the sound startlingly loud in the profound silence.
Slowly, her eyes adjusted. The room was bathed in deep shadow, the only light a sliver of moonlight filtering through a high, narrow window. The shapes of cabinets and the empty bed opposite solidified from the gloom.
Her gaze drifted sideways, towards the chair Alya had occupied. A figure sat there now, perfectly still.
Not Alya. The silhouette was sharper, more defined against the dimness. A familiar, chilling stillness radiated from it.
Isabel.
"To try and steal yourself away from me," Isabel said with a real sense of exasperation in her voice. She sighed deeply. "I'm done playing games, Ines."
The tablet screen flickered to life in Isabel’s hands, casting a cold, blue glow across her sharp features. Her fingers tapped with deliberate calm, each movement precise and unhurried. She didn’t look at Ines, her gaze fixed on the screen as she adjusted something. The silence stretched, thick and suffocating, broken only by the faint electronic hum of the device and the ragged hitch of Ines’s breath.
She turned the tablet abruptly, thrusting it toward Ines’s face. The image was startlingly clear: a modest, two-story house bathed in the deep indigo of a desert night.
Warm yellow light spilled from the living room window, silhouetting two familiar figures: Ines’s mother, Rosa, watering a potted cactus on the windowsill, and her brother, sprawled on the couch, his face illuminated by the glow of his phone.
A familiar porch swing creaked faintly in the background. Home. El Paso. Real. Live. Isabel’s voice cut through the shock, cold and flat. "You will cooperate. You will submit." A pause, heavy with threat. "Or your family dies. Simple."
Chapter 24: The Blue Wedding
Notes:
A little vocab for the chapter because the wedding follows Latin American customs.
Lazo- is a Rosary, or a long cord wrapped around the couple's shoulders in a figure eight, representing infinity, and the eternal bond of marriage.
Arras- are 13 small gold coins that the groom normally presents to the bride (But is still performed in same sex marriages) as a promise to provide, a symbol of prosperity, unity, and mutual responsibility.
I did a lot of research for this chapter.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Ines would have liked to tell you she fought, spat, yelled, bit, screamed, but seeing the live footage of her family’s home from across the street, realizing that Isabel held every possible avenue of escape under her boot, knowing that Isabel would not let her go, not even in death, not even after a suicide attempt, her strength had drained away. Her arms felt like lead, her chest heavy with a hollow, unyielding dread.
She lay her head back on the pillow, staring at the ceiling as if the world might somehow slip past her. Only one word escaped, faint, brittle:
“Okay.”
It was over.
Mistress had her family.
Isabel won.
She'd be here with her for the rest of her life.
Apathy toward her own life dulled her thoughts, a fog pressing against every nerve. The fear, the despair, the rage, all of it had collapsed into a numbing emptiness, leaving only the mechanical rhythm of breath and the soft pulse of her pain.
“Good,” Isabel purred, voice smooth, deliberate. “While you have been learning to behave, I have been planning our wedding. Five days from now. Do not worry, I will have you all cleaned up by then.”
Ines felt the words roll over her like stones, heavy and inescapable. Her heart did not race; it barely beat. Her body shivered, not with fear but with exhaustion, with a bone-deep surrender. She could not even imagine resisting.
She could not even imagine surviving.
Five days later
The morning light filtered through the infirmary window, soft and golden, painting the room in warmth that contrasted sharply with the tension in Ines’s chest.
Today was her wedding day.
Her body was healing, slowly but surely. The gash on her temple had scabbed over, bruises were fading into pale traces across her arms and legs, and her lips had mostly healed from the cracked, bleeding state of almost a week ago.
She had been eating and sleeping again in the infirmary, the steady routine giving her a fragile strength. Muscles that had been weak were now supple enough to hold her upright on the bed, though every movement reminded her of the days she had spent curled on cold black tile, numb and broken.
The collar rested at her neck, a constant weight, but in the quiet of the infirmary, she allowed herself to ignore it for a moment. She ran a hand through her curls, feeling them start to fall into place despite the lingering tension in her shoulders.
Five days of recovery, five days of surviving. Today was meant to be the culmination of Isabel’s plans, their wedding day.
Ines closed her eyes, taking a shallow breath. The air smelled faintly of antiseptic and fresh linens, but it did little to soothe the knot of dread tightening in her stomach.
Today, she would walk into the life Isabel had crafted for her. She'd walk down the aisle and say, ‘I do.’ Isabel would get back at her mother for taking her original love away from her.
The infirmary door swung open without ceremony. Isabel stood framed in the doorway, already dressed in a sharp, tailored suit of deep charcoal silk. Her dark hair was pulled back severely, emphasizing the sharp angles of her face.
She looked immaculate, powerful, utterly in control. The scent of expensive bergamot and sandalwood cologne drifted into the sterile room, clashing with the antiseptic smell.
"Time to prepare," Isabel announced, her voice cool and efficient. She crossed the room in three strides, stopping beside Ines's bed. "I'm heading to the church now to oversee final arrangements. We won't see each other again until you walk down the aisle."
Her gaze, sharp and assessing, lingered on Ines's face, then dropped pointedly to the collar encircling her throat. "Which means this comes off. For the ceremony, at least. Brides don't wear shackles where everyone can see."
Her fingers brushed the cold metal clasp at the back of Ines's neck. "Consider it... a wedding gift."
Isabel hit a button, and the clasp clicked open. The sudden absence of pressure, the lightness where the heavy band had rested for months, was jarring.
Ines instinctively lifted a hand to her throat, fingertips brushing bare skin. The relief was immediate, dizzying. Air seemed to flow more easily into her lungs. She hadn't realized how deeply the collar had anchored her despair until it was gone.
Isabel held the device loosely, her expression unreadable. "Freedom," she murmured, her voice low and deliberate, "is conditional. A privilege earned."
She leaned closer, the bergamot scent intensifying. "If you're good today, truly, perfectly good, we can remove this permanently."
Her eyes locked onto Ines's, sharp as obsidian shards. "But before I remove it," she paused, letting the weight of her words settle, "remember what's at stake." Her gaze didn't waver.
"Tell me who owns you?"
The question hung in the antiseptic air, colder than the collar had ever been. Ines felt the phantom pressure still circling her throat, the ghost of its weight. Her eyes flickered involuntarily towards the infirmary window, towards the unseen street where cameras might still be watching her family's home.
The image flashed in her mind her mother's face, pale and strained. Isabel didn't need to gesture; the threat pulsed in the silence.
“You do," Ines whispered.
The words scraping her throat raw. The admission tasted like ash, settling heavy in her gut. It wasn't just surrender; it was the hollow echo of every failed escape; every hidden defiance crushed under Isabel's heel.
"Mistress Isabel owns me."
Saying it aloud carved a deeper wound than the collar ever had.
Isabel's smile was a thin, satisfied curve. "Exactly." She tucked the collar into her jacket pocket, the movement casual, dismissive. "Remember that feeling. Hold onto it during the ceremony."
She straightened, her gaze sweeping over Ines's infirmary gown with distaste. “Do not disappoint me." With a final, lingering look that promised consequences worse than any collar, Isabel turned and strode out, the door clicking shut behind her with unnerving finality.
Rosaria came for her a few minutes later, her presence quiet but firm as always. “It is time, Young Mistress,” she said, her tone as even as ever, betraying nothing.
Ines sat up slowly, her body stiff from days of convalescence. Her bruises were fading, the cuts knitted together under careful bandaging, but weakness still clung to her limbs. She had lived in this bed for nearly a week, eating just enough to keep upright, sleeping under watchful eyes.
The infirmary had become her new cage, sterile and suffocating, yet almost safe compared to what lay ahead.
Rosaria guided her without resistance, leading her up the familiar staircase toward her bedroom. Maids moved quietly out of the way as they passed, their gazes fixed on the floor. The house seemed to hum with silence, as if even the walls knew what was coming.
Her bedroom door opened, and the air inside felt unnervingly still, untouched by her absence. Rosaria laid the clothing on the bed, then gestured toward the adjoining bathroom.
“You will bathe and change into this, Young Mistress,” Rosaria instructed, her voice smooth and cool. “It is only for the journey. At the church, a stylist, your dress, and a makeup artist are waiting.”
Ines’s gaze lingered on the bathroom door. Unlike the suffocating black-tiled prison Isabel had once locked her in, this room was hers, or at least, it had been.
The soft marble floor, polished fixtures, and faint lavender scent felt almost obscene in contrast to the place she had just endured. Clean, warm, private…
She reached for the bundle of clothing. The fabric was simple cotton, unremarkable, but the weight of it in her hands made her stomach knot.
Rosaria said nothing further, only waiting, steady as stone.
Ines swallowed hard, turned, and stepped into the bathroom.
Ines stepped beneath the spray of warm water, her breath hitching at the sting as it ran over still-tender skin.
Rosaria stood just beyond the glass, her eyes never leaving her. At first, Ines tried to ignore it, scrubbing quietly, but the weight of that gaze pressed on her. She told herself it was not judgment, only duty.
Mistress had likely ordered her not to leave Ines alone, not after what had happened in the other bathroom. Rosaria’s watchful silence was not cruelty, Ines thought, but caution. She was here to make certain Ines did not try to hurt herself again.
Ines scrubbed her skin until it flushed pink, the heat seeping into her muscles. She washed her hair slowly, the scent of lavender soap rising in the steam. It felt almost normal, like the rituals of her old life.
Rosaria handed her a towel when she stepped out, the fabric thick and soft. Ines dried herself mechanically, avoiding the mirror.
She didn’t need to see the fading bruises or the hollow look in her own eyes. The simple cotton dress slid over her skin, loose and unadorned. It felt like a shroud.
Downstairs, the car waited, black, sleek, windows tinted against the morning sun. Rosaria opened the door, and Ines slid inside, the leather seat cool beneath her. The engine purred to life, and as they pulled away from the estate, she watched the iron gates recede through the window.
Her knuckles whitened where she gripped the edge of the seat. Every mile toward the church tightened the dread in her chest, a slow suffocation.
The drive felt endless, the city passing in a blur of muted grays and golds. Rosaria sat beside her, silent, her posture rigid. Ines focused on the rhythm of the tires on asphalt, the hum of the engine, anything to avoid thinking about the vows she’d soon speak.
When the car finally slowed, the church loomed ahead, its stone facade ancient and imposing. Ivy crawled over the arches, and stained-glass windows caught the light, scattering colors like shattered jewels on the steps.
Rosaria guided her through a side entrance, away from the main doors.
They slipped into a small, opulently decorated room filled with floor-to-ceiling mirrors, plush velvet chairs, and the sharp scent of hairspray. A stylist in a crisp black apron stood beside a rack of gowns, her smile too bright. Beside her, a makeup artist arranged brushes like surgical instruments. The air hummed with quiet efficiency, the kind that left no room for hesitation.
Ines sat stiffly in the styling chair. The stylist’s fingers ran through her damp curls, assessing. "Just a trim to even it out," she murmured, her voice soft but firm. "And to frame your face for the veil."
The scissors flashed, cold and precise. Ines didn't flinch as the blade snipped close to her ear, watching dark tendrils drift soundlessly to the tiled floor. Each cut felt like a surrender, a piece of her old self falling away. The stylist worked quickly, layering the curls into something softer, more subdued, before pinning sections back with gleaming silver clips.
The reflection staring back was unfamiliar, polished, hollow, a doll being prepared for display.
Next came the makeup artist, her touch light but unyielding. Foundation smoothed over the lingering shadows beneath Ines’s eyes; concealer erased the faint yellow traces of fading bruises along her jawline. Powder dusted her skin to a flawless finish, while a subtle rose shade was brushed onto her lips.
The transformation was clinical, efficient. The woman in the mirror looked composed, serene even, but the eyes remained flat, green pools reflecting nothing but the sterile brightness of the vanity lights.
Rosaria stepped forward, holding the dress. It wasn't white, but a deep, glacial silver that shimmered like captured moonlight.
The fabric was heavy silk, cool against her skin as it was slipped over her head. The stylist fastened the row of tiny pearl buttons up the back, each click echoing in the quiet room. The dress fitted perfectly, hugging her waist before flaring into a skirt that pooled elegantly at her feet. It was beautiful, undeniably so; the stylist stepped back, her expression one of professional pleasure.
"Stunning," she murmured, adjusting the fall of the skirt. The glacial silver caught the light, shimmering with an inner fire that seemed at odds with the hollow numbness spreading through Ines. The bodice was intricately embroidered with swirling patterns of fine silver thread, catching the light like frost on glass.
The sleeves were long and fitted, ending in delicate points at her wrists, each adorned with a single, perfect pearl button.
The high neckline, stiff with hidden boning, rose to brush the base of her throat, a stark, elegant barrier that felt less like adornment and more like a declaration of ownership.
Beneath the heavy silk, the ghost of the collar’s pressure lingered, a phantom weight against her skin. The skirt flowed down in heavy, sculpted folds, pooling around her feet on the polished floor. It wasn't voluminous, but structured, the fabric holding its shape with a quiet authority that mirrored Isabel's own presence.
The silver wasn't pure white; it held a subtle, icy undertone, a color that spoke of winter and restraint rather than celebration. It was a dress designed for a captive princess, beautiful but undeniably a hostage.
A delicate silver circlet was placed upon her head, woven with tiny frost-like crystals that caught the light. The stylist adjusted the gossamer veil, letting it cascade down her back. It obscured the world slightly, softening edges, turning the room into a shimmering haze.
Ines stared at her reflection. The polished, serene stranger stared back, a flawless mannequin draped in luxury. Only her own eyes, wide and starkly green against the pale makeup, betrayed the turmoil beneath. They held a trapped animal's stillness.
"You look absolutely stunning, Lady Ines," the stylist breathed, stepping back to admire her handiwork, her expression one of genuine professional pride.
"The silver against your complexion... perfection." Her voice was warm, admiring the object she had crafted, not the woman inside the dress.
The makeup artist nodded briskly, wiping her hands on her apron. "Flawless," she declared, her gaze critical but satisfied as she surveyed the smooth canvas of Ines's face. "The bruises are completely hidden. No one would ever know."
Her compliment felt like a layer of paint over rotten wood, focusing only on the surface, on the concealment.
Rosaria stepped closer, her expression unreadable as always. She adjusted the veil where it brushed Ines’s shoulder, her touch impersonal but precise.
"Stunning indeed, Young Mistress," she stated, her voice low and devoid of inflection. It wasn't admiration; it was an assessment of readiness, a confirmation that the asset was properly prepared for presentation.
"Mistress will be very pleased." The words hung in the air, a cold counterpoint to the stylist’s warmth.
The stylist stepped forward again, her brow furrowed slightly. "Something's missing," she murmured, tapping a polished nail against her lips.
She turned to the velvet-lined tray beside the mirror, selecting pieces with quick, decisive movements. First, a choker of woven platinum threads, impossibly fine, settled coolly against the base of Ines's throat, just above the high neckline of the dress. Its delicate clasp clicked shut with a sound like a tiny lock.
Next came a longer chain, a single, teardrop-shaped diamond pendant catching the light and resting precisely at the hollow of her collarbone. Finally, a shorter strand of small, luminous pearls were fastened snugly above the platinum choker.
The cold weight of the metal and stones pressed against her skin, an intricate cage replacing the heavier collar Isabel had removed. They were beautiful shackles, drawing the eye irresistibly to her throat.
Rosaria watched the process impassively; her hands folded neatly at her waist. As the stylist stepped back, satisfied with the layered necklaces, Rosaria moved. Her hand dipped into the pocket of her severe black uniform apron.
When it emerged, she held not another piece of jewelry, but a small, folded square of thick, cream-colored paper. She extended it toward Ines, her expression as unreadable as ever.
"For you, Young Mistress," Rosaria stated, her voice low and devoid of inflection. Her eyes, however, held a flicker of something sharp, warning, perhaps, or simply the reflection of the vanity lights.
"These are your vows. Please memorize them before the ceremony begins. Recite them precisely."
She paused, letting the implication settle like dust. "It must appear as if you actually wrote them."
The folded paper felt heavy in Ines's trembling hand, far heavier than the platinum and pearls circling her throat.
The stylist and makeup artist had retreated to tidy their tools, their backs politely turned, but the air in the room thickened with unspoken tension. Ines unfolded the note with numb fingers. The handwriting was elegant, precise, unmistakably Isabel's:
"I pledge myself wholly and eternally to Isabel. Before God and these witnesses, I vow to honor her above all others, to obey her will without hesitation, and to find my sole purpose in her happiness. My heart, my mind, and my body belong solely to her. I surrender my past, my name, and my freedom, embracing the sacred bond of ownership that joins us now and forever through God."
The words blurred before Ines’s eyes. No mention of partnership, devotion, or tenderness.
Only possession. Obedience. Surrender.
Isabel hadn’t even pretended. These weren’t wedding vows; they were terms of enslavement, polished for public consumption. The paper trembled in her grip, the elegant script burning like acid.
It doesn’t even mention anything about love.
The thought sliced through the numbness, sharp and startling. Not a whisper of affection, respect, or shared dreams. Just cold, transactional ownership laid bare.
Ines lifted her gaze from the paper, finding Rosaria’s impassive face reflected in the vanity mirror. The stylist and makeup artist were packing their kits, their movements efficient, deliberately avoiding looking at her.
Rosaria stepped closer, her voice low and flat. "The arras, Young Mistress. Mistress will present you with thirteen gold coins during the ceremony. It is tradition. A symbol of prosperity."
Her tone held no warmth, only instruction. "You will accept the small tray she offers. Hold it with both hands. Do not drop it. It signifies your trust in her to provide for all your needs."
Ines stared at the folded vows, the words “sole purpose in her happiness" burning behind her eyes. Rosaria’s explanation felt like a layer of gilt paint slapped over rot. Prosperity? Trust?
The coins would be cold metal lies passing between them, witnessed by oblivious guests.
Time thickened.
The stylist returned, her cheerful efficiency grating against the silence. "Let's secure that veil properly, Lady Ines," she chirped, fingers brushing Ines's temple.
"Such lovely curls, but for the ceremony, elegance demands structure." Her hands gathered the dampened strands, pulling them taut.
The sensation was sharp, deliberate. Each twist of hair felt like a tightening cord. Pins scraped against her scalp as the stylist coiled the mass into a severe, unyielding knot at the very nape of her neck. It anchored her head, forcing her chin slightly upward, exposing the intricate cage of platinum, diamond, and pearls encircling her throat.
The stylist secured the veil’s comb deep within the bun, the gossamer fabric now a shimmering shroud framing her stiff profile. Ines caught her reflection. The polished face, the trapped eyes, the brutal knot holding her captive. Elegance was just another form of restraint.
The stylist stepped back, beaming. "Perfect! Utterly regal."
Rosaria gave a curt nod. "It is time, Young Mistress." The words were a guillotine blade falling. Rosaria opened the door to the antechamber, revealing a dimly lit corridor leading toward the muffled murmur of the main chapel.
The scent of incense and polished wood seeped in, cloying and ancient. Ines clutched the folded vows, the paper dampening in her palm. She took a shallow breath, the high neckline of the silver gown constricting her airway almost as much as the vanished collar had.
Her legs felt boneless, but Rosaria’s firm hand at her elbow propelled her forward into the hushed passageway.
The corridor was narrow, lined with dark wood panels and stone that absorbed the distant murmur of the gathering congregation. Each step echoed faintly on the stone floor, the heavy silk of her gown whispering against her legs.
The air grew thicker with the scent of lilies and beeswax candles, a cloying sweetness that made her stomach churn.
Through a sliver of an open doorway, she glimpsed the shadowed rows of guests, a sea of somber suits and hats, faces turned expectantly toward the altar she couldn’t yet see.
Rosaria stopped abruptly before a heavy oak door leading directly into the nave. Her grip on Ines’s elbow tightened, not painfully, but with undeniable authority.
"Young Mistress," Rosaria stated, her voice low and precise, cutting through the incense-heavy air.
"You will proceed down the aisle alone. It is... unsuitable for a maid to escort you." Her gaze held Ines's, devoid of apology, only stark practicality.
"Mistress Isabel deemed it improper. Your family..." Rosaria paused, a fraction of a second, "...is not present. There is no one else." The words landed like stones.
No father, no brother, no friends, nobody deemed worthy to give her away.
Only emptiness. Only the echoing silence where family should stand. Isabel’s final, calculated humiliation, presenting her prize utterly alone, underscoring her isolation and complete dependence.
Rosaria released her elbow. The sudden absence of pressure felt like falling. "You will walk slowly," Rosaria instructed, her voice devoid of inflection. "Head held high. Eyes forward. Focus on the altar. Do not look at the guests."
Her gaze sharpened, pinning Ines in place. "Do not hesitate. The aisle is long. Make every step deliberate."
Before Ines could process the suffocating isolation, Rosaria gestured sharply. A young attendant materialized silently from the shadows near the door, holding a bridal bouquet.
Rosaria took the bouquet and thrust it firmly into Ines’s trembling hands. "Hold it here," Rosaria commanded, tapping Ines’s waist with a precise finger. "Both hands. Keep it steady."
Ines clutched the bouquet like a shield. It was a bouquet for a sacrifice, not a bride.
The organ rumbled like the belly of the church itself, deep and ancient, vibrating through stone and pews. It startled Ines more than she expected, a sudden swell that cut through the hush of a hundred gathered voices.
She was standing at the threshold of the nave, alone, the carved double doors yawning open behind her like a mouth that might swallow her if she stepped back.
“Please rise,” the priest intoned, his voice carrying through the cavernous space. And like a single body, the congregation rose.
Ines could feel their eyes pressing down on her before she even took her first step. She felt stripped bare, though the lace veil draped over her head and shoulders was meant to cover.
The severe bun the stylist had fixed was tight enough to ache, each pearl pin digging into her scalp, keeping the mantilla anchored like a shackle disguised as ornament.
The organist’s hands found their stride. The cathedral filled with Wagner’s familiar swell, Here Comes the Bride, but there was no joy in it for Ines.
Her feet obeyed as though strings pulled them, one after another, over the long strip of white runner that led straight to the altar.
She held her bouquet low, as she’d been instructed, and forced her chin high so the pearls in her hair and the lace on her veil caught the fractured shafts of light pouring from the stained-glass windows.
No one walked at her side. That absence burned. In her mind, she had imagined the space filled with her father, her brother, hell, even Alya, but Isabel had insisted it be otherwise.
The aisle felt endless. Heads turned, eyes followed, whispers fluttered. She could not tell if the murmur was awe or disbelief Perhaps both. Each step echoed hollowly, each beat of the organ a command she could not refuse. By the time she reached the altar, she felt dizzy.
Her gaze fell on Isabel’s mother, seated front and center, arms folded, a scowl on her otherwise elegant face. The contrast of her disapproval against the cheering congregation struck Ines sharply.
She forced herself to lift her chin higher and give a faint, careful smile, letting a glimmer of cheer seep through, pretending she was happy so that Isabel might not snap the collar back onto her neck.
Cameras flashed. A photographer moved quietly along the side aisle, capturing Ines from angles that emphasized the sweep of her dress, the curve of her veil, the faint tension behind her eyes.
A videographer crouched near the altar, lens trained on the approaching bride, following her every measured step. Ines imagined how the footage would look later, how she would appear composed and radiant even as her stomach churned.
The priest’s eyes found her, patient, knowing. He gave a small nod to where she was to stand. Ines obeyed, clutching her bouquet as though it might tether her. The music slowed, softened, then stilled. The church hushed again, holding its breath.
And then the doors opened once more.
The organ thundered anew, this time richer, louder. The congregation turned. Isabel entered on the arm of her brother.
He was tall, stern, and dressed in a perfectly cut suit. He looked every bit the patriarch escorting his sister to the altar, but Ines could see in the set of his jaw the same coldness that lived in Isabel’s eyes.
Isabel, though, shone. Her gown was heavier than Ines’s, embroidered silk that gleamed like poured cream. Her veil was longer, cathedral-length, trailing behind her like a river of lace. A jeweled comb glittered above her temple, catching each strike of light as if the heavens bent to illuminate her. The congregation sighed, audibly moved, some whispering her name.
Her bouquet was darker: red roses bound with satin, a counterpart to Ines’s pale orchids. She walked at her brother’s measured pace, chin high, her gaze locked on Ines like a predator sighting prey.
And to Ines, despite the weight of her fear, she was beautiful, devastatingly so, radiant in a way that made her chest ache.
When she reached the altar, her brother handed her over with a solemn kiss on her cheek. Isabel turned and took her place beside Ines. They slipped their hands together, fingers intertwining naturally.
Ines felt the warmth of Isabel’s palm, the firm weight of her fingers threading through hers, and allowed herself a small, careful smile.
Not because this was the wedding she had wanted, but because she might as well enjoy the moment, a fleeting hint of brightness in the cage she was stepping into.
For a brief moment, the noise of the congregation fell away. Isabel leaned closer, her words just a whisper beneath the veil of music still fading.
“You look beautiful, dove,” Isabel murmured.
Ines startled, eyes flicking toward her through the veil. “You’re—” Her throat tightened. “You’re breathtaking.”
A faint curve touched Isabel’s lips, not quite a smile, more like an acknowledgment of power. Then, softer still, she whispered, “I’m sorry. I know you’d probably prefer me in a suit, but I always wanted to get married in a dress.”
Ines blinked at her, struck by the vulnerability hidden in the confession. She returned Isabel’s gaze and squeezed her hand gently, a tiny signal that she was participating in the pageantry, at least outwardly.
Isabel’s hand returned the squeeze, brushing the back of Ines’s palm with a light, deliberate tenderness.
The priest’s voice carried out again, restoring ceremony.
“Brothers and sisters, welcome to this sacred union…”
The liturgy began. Readings were spoken, psalms sung, the gospel proclaimed. Ines stood through it all, veil shadowing her expression. Every word about love and fidelity, about unity and shared blessing, rang like a cruel echo inside her chest.
But she gave Isabel’s hand a gentle squeeze under the folds of her sleeve during each pause, allowing herself to enjoy the brief moments of warmth as if they were private tokens hidden from the world.
Then came the vows.
The priest looked to Isabel first. She extended her hand, her voice unwavering. She repeated the words with subtle alterations only Ines could hear.
“I promise to love, to guide, to protect you… to claim you as mine before God and all gathered here.”
The word “claim” hissed in Ines’s ears like iron on a forge. But her fingers twined tighter with Isabel’s.
When it was Ines’s turn, her throat felt locked. She spoke softly at first, but Isabel’s eyes commanded her, gentle yet firm.
“I pledge myself wholly and eternally to you. Before God and these witnesses, I vow to honor you above all others, to obey your will without hesitation, and to find my sole purpose in your happiness. My heart, my mind, and my body belong solely to you. I surrender my past, my name, and my freedom, embracing the sacred bond of ownership that joins us now and forever through God.”
The priest’s voice rose again, deliberate and solemn.
“Do you, Ines, take Isabel as your wife, to love, honor, and cherish her, in obedience and devotion, for all your days?”
This was it. Ines wondered what would happen if she said no, screamed for help. But the thought of her family stopped that from ever being any real possibility.
Ines drew a deep breath, feeling Isabel’s hand tighten around hers, and spoke clearly, each word weighted with submission and the tiniest spark of her own chosen warmth:
“I do.”
The priest then turned to Isabel. “Do you, Isabel, take Ines as your wife, to love, honor, and cherish her, to guide and protect her, and claim her as your own, for all your days?”
Isabel’s gaze never wavered from Ines’s, sharp yet intimate, and her voice rang out, deliberate and confident:
“I do.”
The priest raised his hands high. “By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you married.”
Isabel leaned forward for the first kiss, brushing the veil back and pressing her lips to Ines’s. Possessive, deliberate, yet warm enough for Ines to feel a fleeting sweetness. Their lips parted too quickly, a ceremonial kiss fit for the cameras, flashes exploding all around them.
Then came the arras.
Rosaria stepped forward, bearing a small silver tray lined with velvet. Thirteen gold coins gleamed upon it. Tradition dictated that Isabel would place them in Ines’s hands. Instead, Isabel lifted the tray herself, dismissing Rosaria with a flick of her wrist. She took the coins, heavy in her palms, then pressed them into Ines’s hands all at once.
“With these arras,” Isabel said, her voice carrying, “I share with you all that I have.”
The priest smiled, nodding approval. Guests murmured warmly. But Isabel leaned close enough for only Ines to hear.
“And all that you are,” she whispered, “is mine.”
The weight of the coins in Ines’s hands was unbearable. She returned them, her fingers trembling as they slid back onto the tray.
The rings followed. Slim bands of gold, gleaming with purity. Isabel took Ines’s hand firmly, sliding the band on with deliberate pressure that brushed the skin like fire. Ines, shaking, placed Isabel’s ring in turn, her fingers clumsy beneath the veil.
Then came the Lazo. Two attendants stepped forward, lifting a long white rosary bound with silk ribbon. They draped it over both brides’ shoulders, crossing it in a figure eight so it looped them together. To the congregation, it was beautiful: two women bound as one. To Ines, it was a tether, a rope disguised as lace, holding her in place while all the world watched.
The priest gave the final blessing over the Lazo, his voice solemn and sure. Then he stepped back, leaving them bound together, veils touching, faces close.
Isabel did not hesitate. She pulled back Ines’s veil a second time, more roughly now, and drew her into another kiss.
This one was no brief brush for tradition’s sake; her lips parted against Ines’s, tongue slipping forward, deliberate, claiming. The congregation gasped, a few laughed nervously, applause rising louder as the photographer darted in, capturing every angle of Isabel’s dominance and Ines’s faint, startled surrender.
For a moment, Ines forgot the coins, the lazo, the weight of the crowd. Isabel’s tongue teased her own, warm and insistent, and though her body went stiff at first, she let herself soften into it, her lips parting, answering if only lightly. A low, appreciative sound hummed in Isabel’s throat, swallowed between them as the kiss stretched long enough to be unmistakably intimate.
When Isabel finally drew back, she was smiling. The kind of smile that promised the world saw only what Isabel wanted them to see: triumph, passion, possession. Ines’s lips tingled, her breath a little uneven.
The doors opened wide, sunlight pouring into the cathedral. Photographers surged forward, cameras flashing as the two women walked down the aisle hand in hand, smiles fixed, the hem of Isabel’s gown sweeping beside Ines’s. The crowd stood, clapping, some tossing handfuls of white rose petals as they passed.
Outside, the air was alive with celebration. Bells rang, guests clustered with phones raised, recording, shouting blessings. The photographer barked gentle orders, snapping shots of them pausing on the cathedral steps, Isabel’s arm around Ines’s waist, their rings glittering in the light.
At last, the driver pulled the sleek black limousine forward. The chauffeur opened the door with a bow. Isabel guided Ines inside, the crowd’s cheers muffled as the door shut behind them.
For the first time all day, silence surrounded them. Isabel’s hand never left hers. The car pulled smoothly into motion, carrying them away toward the reception, toward a night that would belong entirely to Isabel.
To everyone else, it was triumph, a union sanctified and celebrated.
To Ines, it was a performance, a dance of power, possession, and subtle affection, with fleeting moments of warmth threaded through her hand in Isabel’s.
The hush inside the limousine was startling after the roar of the crowd outside. The tinted windows dulled the sunlight, cocooning them in shadow and leather and the faint scent of champagne waiting on ice. The door thudded shut, and the noise of the world was gone.
Ines exhaled slowly, realizing she had been holding her breath since the kiss at the altar. She leaned back against the seat, the bouquet resting forgotten in her lap, her fingers still locked with Isabel’s.
Her hand ached from how tight Isabel had held it all through the recessional, but she did not let go.
For a moment, neither of them spoke. The city slipped by beyond the glass, and the engine purred beneath them. Ines finally allowed herself a smile, small, fleeting, but real. She was married now, bound and sealed, and though it was not the wedding she had dreamed of as a girl, it was hers nonetheless.
At least it was over, at least she had made it through without faltering.
“You did beautifully,” Isabel said at last, her voice low and rich. She turned slightly, her gaze fixed on Ines’s face as if nothing else in the world existed. “I could not take my eyes off you.”
Ines felt her cheeks warm. She tried to shrug it off, but her lips curved despite herself. “I thought you were the beautiful one,” she said softly. Isabel’s dress was truly gorgeous and completely caught her off guard.
Isabel’s smile deepened, her eyes shining with triumph. “You are mine now,” she murmured, lifting her hand to cup Ines’s jaw. Her thumb brushed her cheekbone with tenderness, but the weight of her gaze carried something sharper, something possessive.
“No collar, no chains, only vows, God, and the law. Stronger than any lock I could ever put on you.”
Ines leaned into the touch, half by choice, half by instinct. She forced another small smile, trying to keep Isabel content, trying to show her some hint of affection. “I know,” she whispered.
Isabel leaned in and kissed her. It was slow at first, lingering, not the public seal of dominance from the altar but something deeper, hungrier. Her tongue teased at Ines’s lips until she parted them, and Isabel claimed her fully.
Ines let herself respond, soft and pliant, even daring to curl her fingers in Isabel’s hair for the briefest moment.
Another kiss followed, then another, each one pulling her closer until Isabel broke the rhythm only to tug Ines’s body into her lap. The heavy fabric of both gowns rustled between them as Isabel guided her to straddle her thighs. Ines gasped softly, caught between shock and a reluctant thrill, her hands pressing against Isabel’s shoulders to steady herself.
Isabel’s arms circled her waist, holding her close. “Better,” she breathed, her lips brushing Ines’s ear before seeking her mouth again. The kiss this time was deeper, wetter, her tongue sweeping in with a claim that made Ines shiver.
Ines allowed it, her own lips parting, her body softening against Isabel’s chest. For a fleeting moment, she even kissed her back with a trace of sincerity, tasting the champagne gloss still on Isabel’s lips, letting herself sink into the warmth of it.
When Isabel finally pulled away, her breath was hot against Ines’s skin. “Our reception is just for show,” she whispered, her hand sliding down to rest over Ines’s hip. “I have a surprise for you tonight.”
Ines’s pulse jumped. She pressed her forehead briefly to Isabel’s shoulder, her voice low and careful. “Then I will try to be ready,” she murmured.
The drive back to the plantation was short, but the mood in the limo lingered in Ines’s chest long after they pulled through the iron gates. Isabel’s hand had never left hers, fingers threaded tight, the warmth almost bruising.
Outside the window, the vast sweep of land opened into the villa’s courtyard, alive with light and sound. White tents arched high over long rows of tables and chairs, strings of golden lanterns swaying in the warm evening breeze. A polished wooden dance floor gleamed at the center, already drawing guests closer in anticipation.
The car rolled to a stop, and when the door opened, cheers erupted. Isabel stepped out first, regal in her gown, then turned back and offered her hand to Ines. Their palms pressed together as Ines rose, the weight of every eye fixed on them.
She managed a smile, soft but deliberate, reminding herself that Isabel liked it when she smiled in public. If Isabel was happy, if she was good, then maybe there would be no collar tonight.
They walked together toward the courtyard. The DJ’s voice boomed over the speakers, swelling above the applause.
“Ladies and gentlemen, please rise and welcome for the very first time… Isabel Rodríguez-Pombo and Ines Cortez-Pombo!”
The crowd erupted in cheers, clapping, and whistles. Petals flew into the air as Isabel lifted Ines’s hand, presenting her proudly like a prize and a partner all at once.
Hand in hand, they walked across the carpet to the head table. Isabel’s presence was magnetic, commanding attention with a simple lift of her chin. Ines let herself be guided, obedient and composed, until they took their seats beneath an archway dressed in white roses.
The DJ’s voice boomed over the speakers. “Now, please welcome our brides for their first dance as wives.”
Applause broke out as Isabel stood, tugging Ines gently with her onto the dance floor. The music began, soft and sweeping. Isabel slipped one hand to the small of Ines’s back, guiding her as if they had done this a hundred times. Ines followed, careful but graceful, allowing herself to sway in Isabel’s arms.
Isabel leaned down, pressing her forehead against Ines’s. Her breath was warm against Ines’s ear as she whispered, “I love you.”
Ines swallowed, her chest tight, but she forced her lips into a smile. “I love you too,” she whispered back, the words tumbling out before she could think, because Isabel needed them.
The music carried them in slow circles. Isabel smiled down at her, and Ines tilted her head up to return it, feigning joy until, slowly, she began to feel a spark of it for real. Isabel was happy, truly, radiantly happy. And if Ines could give her that, perhaps that was enough.
Maybe, it’d keep her safe. Keep her family safe. Just make her happy.
Their first dance ended in a kiss that drew whistles and cheers from the crowd. Ines blushed faintly, her lips tingling as Isabel’s grip lingered before she finally led her back toward the head table.
The DJ’s voice rose again. “And now, the mother-daughter dance.”
Isabel touched Ines’s arm. “Wait here, dove. I’ll be right back.”
She kissed Ines softly on the lips before stepping back to the floor with her mother. The crowd clapped again, some dabbing tears from their eyes as mother and daughter swayed together.
Ines folded her hands neatly in her lap, eyes flicking over the guests. She noticed Isabel’s mother smiling politely for the dance, though the expression never reached her eyes. Even here, at her daughter’s wedding, the woman’s face carried a trace of scorn, a shadowed disapproval aimed squarely at Ines.
When the song ended, Isabel returned, her cheeks slightly flushed from exertion and emotion. She bent, brushing her lips against Ines’s in another lingering kiss. “I’ll be gone for twenty minutes max, darling. Mingle with our guests. I’ll come back for you soon.”
Before Ines could reply, Isabel slipped away into the milling crowd. Ines sat straighter at the head table, surrounded by laughter, clinking glasses, and curious stares. One by one, guests approached: cousins, uncles, aunts, family friends.
They shook her hand, kissed her cheek, and told her how stunning she looked. Several leaned close to say that if she ever needed anything, she only had to ask.
She nodded politely, offering small smiles, letting them fill the silence with their warmth. But when one older man with twinkling eyes asked what she did for a living, Ines froze for a beat too long.
Her mind wanted to leap to the truth, an accountant once, kidnapped now, but she forced the thought away and instead said dryly, “I married rich.”
The table roared with laughter, and Ines found herself laughing a little too, tension easing. For a moment, she even let herself enjoy it.
Another guest, a man with a round face and a broad grin, brought her a fresh glass of champagne. “Come, come,” he insisted warmly, tugging at her hand. “You must meet Cousin Danica. She’s hilarious. Everyone loves her.”
Ines allowed herself to be pulled forward, glass in hand, but as the woman in question turned around, the world seemed to slow.
The champagne slipped from her fingers, crashing to the ground in a burst of fizz and glass. Her breath caught, and her heart slammed against her ribs.
The woman’s hair was darker now, chestnut brown where once it had been fiery red. Her style was sleeker, her dress expensive, her smile carefully polished for society. But Ines knew her. She would always know her. The tilt of her chin, the curve of her lips, the ease in her posture.
Her throat closed. Her voice came out thin, strangled.
“…Rose?”
Notes:
Thanks for 400 kudos btw! Means a lot.
I originally wanted to cover the wedding and reception in one chapter, but I realized it would be way too long. As a treat for 400 kudos, I'll upload the next chapter later this week!
Chapter 25: A Rose by Any Other Name
Notes:
I really love the full circle moments in this chapter!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Six months ago.
“Rose?” Dani said, approaching a woman sitting on a park bench.
Rose looked up, her dyed red hair catching the afternoon light, dark eyes and sharp features framed by a few loose strands blowing in the breeze. She smiled. “Dani.”
“You’re… prettier than your pictures,” Dani said, a little awkwardly.
Rose’s smile softened, and she tilted her head. “Thank you. I thought you were beautiful, too. And I saw in your bio that you weren’t just looking for a hook-up. You wanted… a real connection.”
Dani blinked, a little surprised, then nodded. “Yeah. I guess I am...”
Rose shrugged, still smiling, but there was something earnest in her gaze.
They started walking along the path, the sun warm but comfortable in the early afternoon. Dani felt a little nervous, her hands brushing at her sides.
“So,” Dani said, trying to keep her voice casual, “what made you swipe right?”
Rose considered, her eyes scanning the horizon briefly. “I don’t know… something about your profile. You seemed honest, genuine. I liked that you were upfront about wanting a connection. Most people don’t bother with that.”
Dani smiled, relaxing a little. “Well, thanks. That’s… really nice to hear.”
They fell into an easy rhythm, walking side by side, talking about movies, favorite foods, and silly habits. Dani found herself laughing more than she had expected, feeling the first real ease of a first date that actually felt like a conversation.
“So, are you always this charming?” Rose asked with a teasing smile.
Dani shrugged, a blush creeping up her neck. “Depends on the audience.”
Rose laughed softly, and Dani felt a flutter in her chest. For the first time since matching, Dani felt like she could just be herself. The nervousness didn’t disappear completely, but it no longer weighed her down.
Rose glanced at her, her expression open and earnest. “I’m glad we met, Dani.”
Dani smiled, feeling a little thrill of anticipation. “Me too.”
They kept walking along the tree-lined path, sunlight dappling the ground through the leaves. Dani tucked a loose strand of curls behind her ear, feeling the tension in her shoulders ease slightly.
“So, what do you do for fun?” Rose asked, her tone casual but genuinely curious.
Dani hesitated for a moment. “Uh… well, some of it’s kind of boring, honestly. I like scrapbooking. And photography mostly just taking pictures of… things, random stuff.” She shrugged. “I don’t know, it’s not exciting.”
Rose’s eyes stayed on her, attentive. She didn’t roll them or make a joke. Instead, she leaned slightly closer, as if to catch every word. “I think that’s really cool. Scrapbooking seems like a lot of patience and creativity. And photography… I love seeing the way someone else sees the world.”
Dani blinked, caught off guard by how sincerely Rose said it. Most people would have laughed, changed the subject, or pretended to care. Rose wasn’t just listening; she was absorbing it.
“I guess I just like capturing little moments,” Dani said, softening. “Things most people overlook. A sunset, or a cat sleeping on a windowsill… I dunno, just stuff that makes me happy.”
Rose nodded, her gaze thoughtful, but not judgmental. “That’s a good way to live. It’s nice to focus on the little things sometimes. Makes life… richer, I think.”
Dani smiled, feeling a warm weight settle in her chest. This was different from other dates she’d had. There was no pressure, no expectation. Just someone paying attention, really paying attention.
“Do you… Ever feel like people don’t actually listen?” Dani asked quietly.
“Yeah,” Rose admitted, her voice low, earnest. “It’s rare. But when I meet someone who does… it stands out. You’re doing that now. I notice it.”
Dani laughed softly, a little embarrassed. “Wow. That’s… kind of a lot to hear on a first date.”
Rose shrugged, her smile easy. “Maybe. But it’s true. I like honesty. I like real conversations.”
They walked on in a comfortable silence for a few moments, the only sounds the crunch of gravel beneath their feet and the distant chirp of birds. Dani glanced at Rose out of the corner of her eye, noting the way her red hair shone in the light, the intensity of her gaze, and the way her posture was relaxed yet engaged.
Dani realized she felt… safe here. Not just physically, but emotionally. She could talk about her mundane hobbies, her little quirks, and Rose wasn’t mocking or dismissive. Rose was absorbing it all, making space for her, respecting boundaries without even needing them to be stated outright.
“And scrapbooking…” Rose said suddenly, a teasing lilt in her voice, “you’ll have to show me some of your work. I want to see what makes your brain tick.”
Dani laughed, a genuine sound that bubbled up from somewhere deep inside. “Maybe I will.”
They continued walking, each step easing Dani’s nerves further. She found herself imagining that maybe, just maybe, this could be a start of something real. Something different.
Rose glanced at her, eyes soft but focused. “I’m glad we met, Dani,” she said again, and this time it felt even more weighty, almost like a promise.
“Me too,” Dani replied, matching her gaze, her heart lifting just slightly.
Date Three
The restaurant was small but lively, the kind of cozy spot Dani had picked because it didn’t feel too flashy or too intimate. Just a casual place with warm lighting and the faint buzz of conversation from other tables.
She and Rose had settled into a booth, menus propped open between them, when the waiter came over. He was young, friendly, with an easy smile.
“Hi, ladies. Girls’ night out?” he asked, grinning as if he already knew the answer.
Dani froze, her hand tightening slightly on the menu. She felt the words on her tongue, the truth, but they stuck. She just forced a small smile. “Yeah… something like that.”
The waiter scribbled on his notepad, oblivious, and went on to ask about drinks. Once their orders were in, he left with a cheerful nod.
Dani let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding. She glanced across the table at Rose, her stomach twisting. “I’m sorry,” she said quietly, almost wincing. “I should’ve said something, but… I’m not out...”
Rose leaned back slightly in her seat, her expression calm. There wasn’t judgment in her eyes, no flash of annoyance. Instead, she simply nodded, resting her elbow on the table and her chin against her hand. “You don’t owe anyone an explanation, Dani. Least of all the waiter. That’s your choice, not his.”
Dani blinked, surprised at the ease of her response. “So… you’re not mad?” Dani’s mind flashed back to some of her college girlfriends, the arguments...the yelling, the ghosting, and annoyance because Dani wasn’t out. Like she wasn’t allowed to be afraid, of judgment, of hatred.
Rose’s lips curved into a small smile. “Of course not. It’s your life, your timeline. I’m not here to out you or make you uncomfortable. I’m here because I like being with you. That’s all that matters.”
The knot in Dani’s chest loosened just a little. She ducked her head, trying to hide her own smile. “Thank you. For… not saying anything. For understanding.”
“Thank you for trusting me with your secret,” Rose said simply.
The waiter returned with their drinks, setting them down with another grin and an easy “Enjoy, ladies.” Dani gave a polite nod, and once he walked away again, she reached across the table, brushing her fingertips against Rose’s hand. It was small, subtle, hidden in the dim lighting of the booth, but it was something.
Rose’s fingers turned, curling gently around hers. She squeezed once, firm but gentle, a silent reassurance.
Dani’s heart gave a small, uneven jump. For the first time in a long time, she felt like someone actually understood her, like someone was willing to meet her where she was, instead of demanding she be somewhere she wasn’t ready to go.
She smiled shyly at Rose. “I’m really glad it’s you.”
Rose’s smile softened. “Me too.”
The moment lingered between them, quiet and warm, the clink of glasses and hum of the restaurant fading into the background. Dani felt the flicker of something in her chest that she hadn’t expected to feel so soon: safety. She felt so incredibly safe with Rose.
Dinner passed easily, the kind of comfortable conversation Dani wasn’t used to on dates. She found herself laughing more than she expected, her nerves softening each time Rose made an effort to ask her questions and actually listen to the answers. When the check came, Rose didn’t even let her see the bill; she paid without a word, brushing aside Dani’s half-hearted protest.
Outside, the night air was cool, carrying the faint smell of rain on the sidewalks. Rose led the way toward her car, and Dani followed, her stomach knotting as she realized the evening was ending.
The drive home was quiet in a good way, music playing low on the radio, Rose’s hand resting casually on the steering wheel. Dani sat with her fingers curled in her lap, sneaking glances at the red-haired woman beside her. Rose didn’t push conversation. She didn’t fill the silence with small talk. She let it be comfortable.
When they pulled up outside Dani’s apartment complex, Rose shifted into park but didn’t immediately turn off the engine. The low hum filled the space between them.
Dani unbuckled slowly, her heart beating fast. “Thank you… for tonight,” she said softly. “I had a really good time.”
Rose turned her head, her dark eyes catching hers. There was warmth there, and something steadier. “So did I.”
The silence stretched again, and Dani felt that familiar tug inside her, the one that wanted to move forward, to close the gap, but fear always held her back.
Rose leaned in slightly, then paused, her voice low. “Can I kiss you?”
Dani’s breath caught. She hesitated, only a second, but then she nodded. “Yeah.”
Rose closed the space between them, her lips brushing Dani’s softly at first, testing. The kiss was gentle, unhurried, a careful exploration that gave Dani space to pull away if she wanted. But she didn’t. She leaned into it, her fingers twitching against her thigh before finally lifting to lightly touch Rose’s arm.
The kiss deepened just slightly, enough to leave Dani’s heart racing, before Rose pulled back, giving her room to breathe.
Dani’s cheeks were hot, and she couldn’t stop the small smile tugging at her lips. “That was… nice.”
Rose’s smile widened, softer than Dani had ever seen it. “Yeah. It was.”
Dani lingered in the car a moment longer, reluctant to let go of the moment. “Goodnight, Rose.”
“Goodnight, Dani.”
As Dani stepped out and closed the door behind her, she couldn’t stop touching her lips, still feeling the ghost of the kiss. Inside, her chest buzzed with something she hadn’t felt in a long time, hope.
Last Date
Dani’s phone had been silent for days, and every unanswered message gnawed at her. Where Rose used to reply instantly, now there were hours, sometimes even full days, before she saw anything back.
Dani had tried not to overthink it. Maybe Rose was busy, maybe work was piling up, but the anxious part of her could not stop imagining every possibility: had she said something wrong, or maybe Rose had found someone better?
She stared at her long string of triple texts that had been left unanswered for a long moment before typing, fingers trembling slightly. Hey, want to come over? I’ll cook us dinner.
Minutes later, the reply came: Sure. I’ll be there at seven.
Dani’s heart leapt. She read the message over and over, unable to stop the grin from spreading across her face. Finally, some good news. She practically skipped to her bedroom, her nerves buzzing.
She opened her drawer and pulled out the pink lace underwear set she kept tucked away for special occasions.
Her ‘getting laid set,’ she whispered to herself with a shy laugh, a little private ritual that made her feel daring and alive. She took a shower and slipped it on after, savoring the warmth of anticipation, and adjusted the straps in front of the mirror, smoothing the lace over her skin.
She turned slightly, angling to get a better view of her reflection, and her eyes lingered on her own butt. The curve and shape made her smile, a quiet surge of confidence swelling in her chest.
Next came the real work. Dani tied an apron over her outfit and started prepping for the dinner she had promised. Fresh onions and herbs for the spaghetti sauce, butter melting for the lobster tail, and pasta boiling on the stove. She hummed softly, trying to calm her pulse, letting the scent of pasta and tomato fill the apartment.
While the sauce simmered, she went to work on the apartment itself. Counters wiped clean, floors swept, table set with polished silverware and neatly folded napkins.
She placed a small vase of fresh flowers in the center, adding a subtle elegance to the space. Candles were lit, soft flickering light bouncing off the walls. Every detail mattered; every detail was part of showing Rose she was worth the effort.
Dani’s excitement mingled with nerves as she checked her reflection again in the mirror. Hair smoothed, makeup adjusted, a small dab of perfume on her wrists. She thought about the evening ahead and forced herself to slow down, taking deep breaths to steady the anxious energy bubbling inside her.
By the time the clock ticked toward seven, Dani could barely contain her anticipation. The apartment smelled of lobster and butter, candles flickered warmly, and she herself felt like a mix of nerves and hope. The knock at the door sent her pulse racing. She took a deep breath, straightened her back, and opened it, ready to greet Rose with a mixture of charm, care, and a little secret anticipation.
Rose stood there, wearing a casual blouse and jeans, hair freshly dyed a deep red, eyes bright and alert. Even now, Dani thought, she looked beautiful.
“Hey,” Rose said, smiling. “Smells amazing in here.”
“Thanks,” Dani said, stepping aside to let her in. “Come on in.”
Candles flickered softly, and Dani felt a thrill in seeing Rose take it all in. They moved to the dining table, sitting close enough that their knees brushed under the table. The first few bites of spaghetti and lobster were lighthearted; they laughed at shared stories, teasing each other about cooking skills, and the conversation flowed with ease.
For a while, it felt like the old warmth between them, like nothing had changed. But slowly, Dani noticed Rose glancing at her phone, her fingers twitching toward it, a tension threading her shoulders. Each ping made her eyes widen slightly; each glance down pulled her focus away.
Dani tried to ignore it, focusing on her own words, hoping the good vibes were still enough.
After dessert, Dani reached for Rose’s hand across the table. “Hey, you’re here now. Let’s just… take a break from the world for a little while.”
Rose gave a small nod, letting herself be led to the couch. They sat close, bodies brushing, and Dani felt the heat of her own anticipation building.
Slowly, Dani leaned in, kissing Rose softly, teasingly at first, then deeper, more urgent. Rose responded, hands threading into Dani’s hair, lips moving with a familiarity that made Dani’s chest ache.
Dani’s hand roamed to unbutton her shirt, her pulse hammering in her ears. “I’ve wanted this,” Dani murmured against Rose’s lips, pulling her closer.
Rose’s hands pressed gently against Dani’s chest, halting her movements. “Wait,” she whispered, breathless, her voice firm but tender. “I’m not ready.”
Dani froze, a flush of embarrassment and disappointment washing over her. “I’m sorry,” she whispered, pulling back slightly, hands retreating to her lap.
Rose shook her head softly, brushing a hand across Dani’s cheek. “No, you didn’t do anything wrong. I just… I have to go.”
Before Dani could respond, Rose was standing, slipping her shoes back on with quiet precision. She moved toward the door, pausing to look over her shoulder. Her eyes held something like regret, deep and earnest.
“I’m truly sorry, Dani.”
She said softly, before stepping out into the night.
Dani sat frozen on the couch, the room suddenly too quiet, the candles flickering as if in sympathy. She exhaled slowly, heart aching, and rose from the couch. She walked to her bedroom, a flush of heat still lingering from their kisses, knowing exactly what she intended to do to ease the tension herself.
Her phone buzzed on the bedside table. She picked it up, expecting nothing but the silent emptiness of disappointment. Instead, a text from Rose appeared: My car is stalling. Can you come out and help me?
The things I do for love. Dani thought rebuttoning her pants.
Present Day
“You have to meet Cousin Danica,” he said with a grin. “She’s hilarious.” He gestured forward, gently pulling Ines toward a tall, striking woman standing by one of the tents.
Ines’s heart stuttered. The woman turned. Her hair was now a chestnut brown, the sharp red from the past completely gone, but her dark eyes were the same, intense and calculating. She smiled faintly, perfectly composed.
Ines’s grip on the champagne glass faltered. It tipped, spilling over the edge.
“Rose?” Ines whispered, her voice barely audible. The glass slipped from her fingers entirely, clattering to the ground.
Rose’s gaze met hers fully. Her expression did not falter.
There was no shock, no surprise, only that unmistakable knowledge that she had orchestrated this moment or at least welcomed it.
The sounds of the reception blurred around Ines. Laughter, music, clinking glasses, they became background noise to the thundering of her pulse.
Her mind reeled, heart tight in her chest, and all she could focus on was the woman who had once been in her life, the one who had stolen everything from her, the one she had been in love with, now standing mere feet away.
The moment stretched, the world narrowing to Rose’s dark eyes and the unbearable weight of recognition. The chaos of the celebration, the smiles, the well-wishes, the cameras, all faded into a muted haze.
Ines stood frozen, hands trembling slightly, breath shallow. She could not look away.
Ines’s pulse hammered in her ears. She couldn’t let this stand. Without a word, she seized Rose’s arm and pulled her toward the villa. “Inside. Now,” she snapped, her grip firm, unyielding. Ignoring the small crowd of people who had seen her drop her glass.
Rose didn’t resist. She followed silently, her chestnut hair swinging slightly as she let Ines drag her through the side doors. Once inside, Ines shoved her forcefully against the wall, eyes blazing.
Ines froze for a heartbeat, then her open palm cracked across Rose’s face. The sound echoed in the quiet villa. Rose flinched, eyes watering, but she didn’t move away.
“Do you even understand what you did?” Ines demanded, voice shaking with barely contained fury. “Since I’ve been here, I’ve seen people get murdered, I’ve been raped, tortured, manipulated. Rose she has my family, for fuck’s sake. And you did this to me! I loved you, and you did this to me!”
Her voice hit a new pitch, raw with anguish. “I was going to ask you to move to San Diego with me… I loved you. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you! And you human trafficked me! You bitch!”
Rose’s face was pale, her dark eyes full of something Ines hadn’t expected, genuine remorse. “Dani…” she started softly. “I know. I’m so, so sorry. I never meant for any of this to happen. I was—”
“You never meant it?” Ines spat, shaking her head, tears brimming. “You trafficked me! You sold me! You ruined everything about my life! Rose, I'll be trapped here for the rest of my life!” Her chest heaved as she tried to keep the torrent of emotion from spilling over
Rose swallowed, her voice breaking. “I tried to make it the best that I could. I saw inside her safe once, at a party, I saw her put the code in, and I saw she loved a woman who looked just like you. I waited until she needed more slaves to traffic you.” She lowered her eyes, shame dripping from every word. “I know it’s shitty, but I tried my best for you not to end up with a man.”
Ines froze, her breath catching in her throat. For a moment, she just stared at her, then let out a disbelieving, jagged laugh. “That’s your excuse?” she hissed.
“You sold me into slavery! And your justification is that at least it was to her? At least I wouldn’t be with a man? You’re insane.”
Her voice cracked as her fury mounted. “Do you have any idea what it’s been like? To be trapped, helpless, constantly scared? To wake up in a shipping container!?”
Rose’s lips trembled. She swallowed hard and nodded. “I know. I know I was wrong. I can’t take back what I did. I can’t undo any of it. I hate myself for it every day.”
Ines stared at her, chest rising and falling. “You don’t get it. You had my heart, and you destroyed me.” Her voice cracked, raw and ragged. “I trusted you. I loved you!”
Rose stepped closer slowly, carefully, hands raised in a placating gesture. “I know,” she whispered, genuinely, painfully remorseful. “I’ve thought about you every day. Every choice I made… it was wrong. You have every right to hate me.”
Ines shook her head again, unable to stop the tremor in her hands, but she didn’t release her grip on Rose’s arm. “You need to understand,” she said, voice low and dangerous. “I am not over this. You have no idea what it’s like to live every day knowing someone you trusted sold you into hell.”
Rose met her gaze steadily. “I know, Ines. I am so sorry. I don’t expect forgiveness. I don’t deserve it. I just… needed you to hear me say it. That's why I came, I needed to apologize.”
Ines’s jaw tightened. The anger and hurt still roared inside her, but for a brief moment, she allowed herself to register the raw, genuine remorse in Rose’s eyes. It didn’t erase the past. It didn’t change what had been done. But it made her fury sharpen, crystallize; it wasn’t just about fear anymore; it was about standing in the truth of what had happened, making Rose feel the weight of it.
She grabbed Rose’s arm again, her grip bruising. “You owe me. You’re going to get a message to my family. You’re going to tell them I’m alive, and you’re going to get them to move house. They’re being watched. Do you understand me? They’re being watched!”
Rose blinked hard, tears spilling down her cheeks. “Okay,” she whispered. “Okay, I’ll do it. I swear, Ines. I’ll get word to them.”
Ines’s breathing was ragged, but she didn’t loosen her hold. “You don’t get to swear anything. You’re going to do it,” she said coldly. “And if they get hurt, Rose… That's on you!"
Rose nodded once, trembling. “I’ll do it,” she said again.
She still had her hand locked on Rose’s arm, unwilling to let go yet. Her throat burned with the words she hadn’t meant to ask but couldn’t hold back.
“One more thing…” Ines’s voice cracked, her eyes wet but unblinking. “Was it real? The kindness, the kisses, all of it. Did you feel any of it, or was it just a game?”
Rose’s lips parted, but no sound came at first. She looked away, then back, her chestnut hair falling slightly into her face. Her expression was heavy with something Ines couldn’t quite name: regret, shame, maybe even love, though twisted and broken.
“It was real,” Rose whispered at last. “Every bit of it. I cared for you, Dani. I swear I did. But I was weak. And I chose wrong.”
Ines’s grip slackened. Her heart wrenched.
Rose carefully pulled free from her grasp. She lingered for just a breath longer, her eyes shimmering with unshed tears, then stepped back toward the door.
“Goodbye, Dani,” she said softly, and then she turned and walked away.
The villa’s silence closed in around Ines, leaving her trembling, her stomach hollow, and her heart screaming with everything she could never get back.
"Goodbye...Rose."
Ines stood frozen in the quiet villa for several breaths after Rose slipped away, her pulse still pounding in her ears. She pressed her palms to her face, forcing herself to breathe, to push the storm inside her back down where it wouldn’t be seen. She couldn’t afford suspicion. Not tonight.
She straightened her dress, smoothed her hair, and walked back toward the courtyard where laughter and music rolled through the evening air. By the time she reached the head table and sank into her seat, her smile was thin and practiced, her hands clasped in her lap to stop their trembling.
Ines sat rigidly at the head table; her hands pressed together in her lap as though in prayer. She kept her smile soft, manageable, just enough to convince anyone looking that she was calm and content.
Her chest, however, still felt tight, every beat of her heart reminding her of what had just transpired inside the villa.
Then Isabel returned. The crowd noticed first, heads turned, conversation dimmed, and the collective hush of admiration followed her like a tide. She no longer wore the wedding gown that had dazzled everyone hours before.
Instead, she was dressed in a midnight-black tailored suit, fitted with sharp lines and a subtle satin sheen. Her stride was purposeful, commanding, yet she softened the moment she reached Ines.
Without hesitation, Isabel leaned down, cupped Ines’s cheek, and kissed her slowly on the lips in front of everyone. Applause broke out around them. Ines forced herself into the moment, closing her eyes briefly, returning the kiss as gently as she could.
When Isabel pulled back, her hand lingered at the curve of Ines’s neck, possessive and tender all at once.
The officiant rose then, tapping his glass with a fork until the sound carried over the courtyard. “Ladies and gentlemen, family and friends,” he said warmly, “tonight we celebrate not only a union before God, but the beginning of a new family, Isabel Rodríguez Pombo and Ines Cortez Pombo. May their love, their strength, and their devotion to one another be blessed for all their days.”
Glasses were raised, a shimmering chorus of crystal clinking through the night. Isabel lifted hers with the faintest smirk, her eyes never leaving Ines.
Dinner followed, served by uniformed caterers who moved gracefully among the tables, carrying silver trays laden with plates. The scent of roasted meats, seafood, rich sauces, and freshly baked bread filled the air.
Guests laughed, toasted, and leaned across tables in animated conversation. At the head table, Isabel guided Ines into her seat with a hand at the small of her back, then settled beside her, her presence impossible to ignore.
For Ines, the food tasted like little more than ash. She picked at it politely, lifting her wine when eyes were on her, nodding at kind words from nearby relatives. But she stayed quiet, focusing on appearing poised, calm, beautiful, the wife Isabel wanted her to be.
As if Rose hadn’t just pulled her heart apart, Rose saying her feelings for her were genuine made it worse...so much worse. She wished it had just been business, money, and Dani was just another number to her; at least she could understand that. Reason with it.
Rose had been the kindest woman she’d ever dated, the greenest flag. So hearing that it wasn’t just business, that instead Rose was simply a coward. She ruined her life because she was a coward.
Still, when Isabel’s hand found hers beneath the table and squeezed, Ines squeezed back. Anything to take her mind off of Rose's betrayal.
Dinner unfolded with elegance and ceremony. The courtyard glowed under strands of golden lights strung between the tents, casting everything in a warm, inviting haze.
The clinking of silverware and hum of conversation created a low, steady backdrop while servers moved seamlessly between tables.
At the head table, Isabel’s hand never strayed far from Ines’s. She guided her subtly through the courses, leaning in to murmur the names of dishes as if Ines hadn’t already recognized them, explaining their origins or the chef’s flourish. It was performative in one sense, but also oddly tender.
When Ines’s fork hesitated over a cut of steak, Isabel speared a piece with her own and lifted it toward her lips. The crowd near them noticed, a few smiling knowingly, and Ines felt the flush rise in her cheeks.
She opened her mouth anyway, taking the bite with a soft smile, pretending the gesture filled her with joy. Isabel looked pleased, brushing a napkin over the corner of Ines’s lip as if it were the most natural thing in the world.
She let Isabel tuck a stray lock of her hair behind her ear, let her hand rest against the curve of her back, let her smile and beam for the photographer's camera.
But then, almost without thinking, Ines speared her own piece of steak, turned slightly, and lifted it toward Isabel. Her movements were careful, deliberate, her smile soft, submissive.
Isabel blinked, caught off guard, but parted her lips. Ines slid the bite past them, watching the flash of surprise dissolve into a genuine, almost childlike smile. It was the first moment of the night that felt real between them, not rehearsed or staged for the crowd.
“You, see?” Isabel murmured under her breath, her voice just for Ines. “You can be sweet when you want to. My lovely wife.”
Across the table, Isabel’s mother and brother still scowled faintly, their lips pressed tight, but the rest of the courtyard buzzed with approval at the sight of the pair, beautiful, young, and to all appearances, in love.
As the main course wound down, servers moved quietly between tables, refilling glasses and clearing plates. A distant chime of silverware against a glass brought the courtyard to a hush. One of Isabel’s uncles rose from his seat on her father’s side of the family, a broad smile on his face and a microphone in hand.
“Tonight,” he began warmly, “we celebrate not just Isabel and Ines, but the future of this family. Isabel has always been strong, determined, and just a little bit stubborn. And to see her smile the way she does now, with Ines at her side, tells us all she’s found the one person who can match her strength and keep her grounded. If Victor were here today, I have little doubt he’d have been the proudest man in the world.”
The crowd applauded. Isabel lifted her glass slightly in acknowledgment, squeezing Ines’s hand beneath the table at the mention of her father.
Another cousin followed, telling a humorous story about Isabel as a child, bossing around her cousins during family gatherings, and then turned the sentiment toward Ines.
“It takes someone remarkable to stand beside Isabel, someone who can handle that spirit with grace and maybe a little humor. From the moment I met Ines today, I knew she was exactly that.”
Polite laughter spread through the crowd, and Ines smiled on cue, her chest tightening all the while. Still, she nodded in gratitude, whispering a thank you as if the words weren’t sitting heavy on her tongue.
When the last speech ended, the DJ’s voice rose over the speakers. “Ladies and gentlemen, if I could have your attention! It’s time for one of our favorite traditions, the cutting of the cake!”
Applause erupted as servers began to clear a space at the edge of the courtyard. A towering, multi-tiered cake, frosted in white with delicate sugar flowers curling along its sides, was rolled forward on a table.
Candles flickered all around it, the golden glow bouncing off the sugared edges like glass.
Isabel stood first, extending her hand to Ines. “Come, Dove,” she said, loud enough for those nearby to hear. Ines rose and placed her hand in Isabel’s, letting her guide her across the dance floor to the waiting cake.
Together, they took hold of the silver knife, Isabel’s hand firm over Ines’s, the weight of her presence steady and unyielding.
Cameras flashed, voices called out encouragement, and in one smooth cut, they sliced into the first tier. The crowd cheered, others snapping photos for posterity.
Then came the feeding. Isabel held a small piece of cake on a fork and lifted it toward Ines with a playful smile. Ines accepted it, the sweetness coating her tongue, and managed a genuine laugh when Isabel dabbed at the corner of her mouth with a fingertip.
The crowd urged them on, and Ines, feeling every eye on her, lifted her own fork and offered Isabel a bite. Isabel leaned in, lips brushing against the tines before closing around the cake. She swallowed slowly, then leaned in closer, planting a kiss against Ines’s lips.
The kiss lingered, longer than tradition required, and when Isabel finally pulled back, there was an unmistakable gleam in her eyes.
The sweetness of the cake still lingered on Ines’s tongue when the DJ’s voice rose again, cheerful and commanding.
“Ladies and gentlemen, the dance floor is now open! Let’s get this celebration started!”
The music swelled, something lively and modern, and guests began rising from their tables in pairs and groups. The courtyard, once filled with the hum of dinner conversation, shifted into a whirl of color and motion. Strings of lights overhead twinkled like stars, casting a warm glow over the sprawling dance floor as laughter and cheers filled the night air.
Isabel still held Ines’s hand, giving it a gentle tug. “Come,” she said softly, her smile sharp but softened by the champagne’s glow and the intimacy of their earlier kiss. “Dance with me again.”
Ines let herself be pulled forward, the press of guests all around making it easier to mask the nervous tremor in her chest. Isabel slid an arm around her waist, and they moved together among the first wave of dancers, eyes on them as though the spotlight had followed.
The music pulsed, couples twirled, and children darted between the adults’ legs, laughing. Ines’s skirts brushed against Isabel’s suit pants as they found a rhythm together. Isabel dipped her slightly, earning a delighted round of applause from the nearby tables, then leaned in to murmur in her ear.
“You belong with me,” she whispered, her breath hot against Ines’s skin. “And everyone here sees it.”
Ines forced a smile, resting her head briefly against Isabel’s shoulder so the crowd would believe in the picture they painted.
She let herself sway, focusing on the warmth of Isabel’s hand at her back, the steady beat of music, and the illusion of normalcy that being surrounded by so many cheering people offered.
When the song changed, Isabel kissed her cheek and released her, guiding her toward the edge of the floor. “Stay near,” she said quietly, before disappearing into the crowd to greet another cluster of guests.
For the first time that evening, Ines found herself standing alone, champagne glass in hand, surrounded by a sea of music and celebration.
As the music softened and the guests milled about after the cake, Ines found herself with the bouquet still in her possession. A cousin leaned in with a conspiratorial grin.
“You should give it to Señora Pombo,” she urged. “It’s a great honor for a mother-in-law to receive the bride’s bouquet.”
The suggestion traveled quickly, voices rising in agreement. All eyes turned expectantly toward the long dining table where Señora Pombo sat, her posture immaculate, hands folded over a wine glass.
Her expression was cool, unreadable, though the sharp glint in her eyes betrayed her displeasure at being dragged into the spotlight.
Ines hesitated only a moment, then crossed the floor with the bouquet in hand. The room hushed, anticipation crackling. She stopped in front of her new mother-in-law and held out the flowers with both hands, her voice steady despite the lump in her throat.
“For you, Mother-in-law.”
The older woman’s lips stretched into a thin smile that didn’t reach her eyes. She accepted the bouquet delicately, as if it were a burden rather than an honor.
“How thoughtful,” Señora Pombo said, her voice rich with practiced warmth, each syllable edged with something harder. “My daughter has chosen well.”
Polite applause followed, the guests charmed, oblivious. But as Ines met her mother-in-law’s gaze up close, she caught the flicker of cold fury beneath the mask, the silent promise that this gesture would not be forgotten.
She leaned forward, whispering in a way that excluded anyone from what she was saying. “I will make it slow.”
Ines released a quiet breath as she stepped away from Señora Pombo, her hands still holding the bouquet a little too tightly. She moved toward the edge of the courtyard, letting the crowd of dancers and laughing guests obscure her from view. Moving away from the threats of a slow death.
Music swelled from the live band, a rhythmic pulse of celebration, while servers carried trays of drinks and hors d’oeuvres past her. She could see clusters of guests moving across the dance floor, some spinning and laughing, while others swayed lazily to the slower songs.
Hours seemed to slip by like water through fingers, the courtyard a blur of gowns, suits, and sparkling lights.
Eventually, the first fireworks streaked across the night sky. Ines felt Isabel’s hand on her shoulder and turned to see her eyes shining. Isabel’s lips curved into that confident, private smile, and without a word, she led Ines to a quiet corner of the courtyard.
Together, they watched the fireworks blossom above the villa, bursts of color mirrored in Isabel’s eyes. Ines let herself relax slightly, resting her head against Isabel’s shoulder.
The warmth of her presence was grounding, a soft tether amidst the whirlwind of family, tradition, and expectation.
As the final rockets faded, the crowd began to thin. Guests lined up to offer congratulations, warm embraces, and handshakes, their smiles polite and effusive. Some were clearly too tipsy to drive, laughing as they were escorted to the villa’s guest rooms.
Others were gathered outside, waved off by discreetly summoned drivers or servants waiting to ferry them home.
The atmosphere was a gentle lull now, the excitement of celebration settling into quiet chatter and tired smiles.
Isabel stayed close to Ines, their fingers intertwined, her presence both protective and possessive. Ines allowed herself to savor the quiet intimacy, a small reprieve before the household would return to its normal, brutal rhythm.
Isabel didn’t give Ines a chance to catch her breath. She swept her up in her arms effortlessly, carrying her through the villa with a predator’s grace, Ines’s legs dangling as her heels clicked against the marble floor. The tension of the day, the thrill of being in Isabel’s arms, left Ines trembling, a mix of excitement and apprehension coursing through her.
But just as they approached the doorway to their bedroom, Isabel paused. Her lips brushed Ines’s ear as she whispered, “About that surprise for you tonight.”
Before Ines could ask what she meant, Isabel guided them to the adjoining office. The door swung open, and Ines’s eyes widened.
Seven maids, perfectly uniformed, waited in a neat row, their expressions demure but aware, eyes flicking to her with a mixture of curiosity and submission.
Alya, standing with a quiet, composed grace, and Rosaria, her posture more formal but nervous, the familiar sharpness in her eyes softened only by the weight of this moment.
Ines instinctively pulled back slightly, her pulse spiking. “W-what… is this?” she whispered, voice a mixture of awe and uncertainty.
Isabel’s grip on her tightened, her chin tilting up to meet Ines’s eyes. “You’ve been perfect today,” she said, voice low, authoritative, laced with possessive affection.
“So your reward… is that you get to pick one of them to join us tonight.”
Ines’s mind raced, heart hammering in her chest. The thought of what Isabel had planned, the idea of her being shared in such an intimate, possessive way, sent a shiver of arousal through her, making her stomach twist with heat and anticipation. Isabel was going to take her tonight; either way, she might as well fulfill a lifelong fantasy.
She swallowed hard, biting her lip, as her eyes scanned the line of waiting women. Each one was poised, aware of the choice resting in her hands, ready to pleasure her tonight if she deemed it so.
Alya’s calm, attentive gaze met hers, and Rosaria’s formal composure seemed almost inviting in its own way. Ines felt the weight of her decision press against her chest.
Isabel’s gaze never wavered, hands still cradling Ines as if she were a treasure.
Then, with deliberate ease, she shifted, lowering Ines to her feet.
Her lips brushed Ines’s temple. “Take your time,” she murmured, possessive and soft all at once. “Choose carefully, Ines. Tonight is about what pleases you.”
Before Ines could respond, Isabel turned and disappeared into their bedroom, the door closing with a quiet finality.
The room fell into a hushed tension, seven pairs of eyes on Ines, awaiting her decision. She could feel Isabel’s presence lingering, a heartbeat through the walls, a promise of what awaited her once she made her choice.
Ines took a shaky breath, her hands clenching at her sides, as the reality of her power in this moment, small, controlled, yet intoxicating, weighed on her.
One by one, her gaze lingered on each maid, circling back to Alya and Rosaria, knowing that whatever choice she made, Isabel would be there to claim her completely.
Notes:
I'm going to be completely honest. The next chapter is going to be an extremely smutty threesome, so if that's not your thing...I'd skip next week's chapter.
Chapter 26: Three's a Crowd, but Four...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Alya’s expression remained serene, her posture relaxed, yet her eyes held an unmistakable invitation. Rosaria stood rigidly, fingers twisting behind her back, betraying her nerves beneath the professional facade. The others watched with bated breath, shifting subtly on their feet.
Ines’s pulse drummed in her ears. Choose carefully. Isabel’s words echoed, laced with command.
Her gaze drifted over the faces: young, eager, unfamiliar. Then back to Alya, and Rosaria, whose sharp edges promised something more familiar.
She stepped forward, her silver gown whispering against the polished wood floor. Without hesitation, she perched herself on the edge of Isabel’s heavy oak desk, her bare feet dangling slightly above the ground. The glacial silk pooled around her like frozen moonlight.
She leaned back on her palms, her posture deliberately casual, almost defiant, trying to look like she wasn't freaking internally that her wife had arranged a threesome.
The maids’ eyes widened at the breach of decorum.
Ines lifted her chin, the silver choker warm against her skin. “Listen,” she said, her voice steady despite the tremor in her hands. “If you don’t want to be here, if you're unwilling, you may leave. Right now. No consequences. I only want to pick from people who consent to participate."
A ripple of surprise passed through the room. One maid near the end shifted uncomfortably, then stepped forward with a quick curtsy. "Young Mistress, I—I apologize. My husband..." She trailed off, cheeks flushed.
Ines nodded. "Go. Thank you for your honesty." The maid hurried out, relief palpable in her retreating footsteps.
Another stepped forward, eyes downcast. "Young Mistress, I... I'm not..." She swallowed hard. "I've never..."
"You don't need to explain," Ines said softly. "Go." The maid fled with a grateful nod.
Rosaria stepped forward abruptly, her voice tight. "Young Mistress, I—"
Ines held up a hand, silencing her. "You don't have to say it." She saw the flicker of relief in Rosaria's eyes, quickly masked by professional neutrality. "Go."
"Thank you, Mistress." She turned and walked out, spine rigid, her footsteps echoing slightly in the sudden quiet.
Four remained. Alya stood serene as ever at the center. The other three, two younger maids with wide eyes and one older woman with silver-streaked hair, shifted nervously. Ines studied them, her gaze lingering on Alya’s calm expression. She felt a pull toward her, the familiarity of her gentle hands during baths, the comfort she offered.
Who was she kidding... Alya's fucking ripped, her abs...her height, the strength in her hands were enough to make any bottom feral.
And she was the only person who saw what was being done to her as wrong.
But how many chances would she get for something like this? Might as well check them all out.
Ines slid off the desk, the silk gown pooling around her ankles as she approached the remaining four. She gestured to the nearest maid, a young woman with wide, dark eyes and a slight frame.
"Step forward." The maid obeyed, trembling slightly. Ines circled her slowly, taking in the curve of her hips beneath the uniform, the slender line of her neck. Pretty, delicate. Too fragile for what Isabel likely had planned. She dismissed her with a nod. "Thank you. You may go."
The next was older, silver streaks in her hair, her posture sturdy and composed. Ines motioned her forward. She assessed the woman’s strong shoulders, the practical hands clasped loosely at her waist. Capable, experienced. But there was no spark, no pull in Ines’s gut.
She shook her head gently.
Only two remained now: Alya and a younger maid with flushed cheeks and a nervous smile.
Ines approached the younger one first, circling her slowly. The girl’s uniform clung to a soft, curved figure, full hips, rounded breasts beneath the starched fabric. Pretty, yes.
But Ines stopped before her, tilting her head. "Look at me," she commanded softly. The maid lifted wide, hopeful, beautiful hazel eyes.
She reached out, brushing a stray curl behind the maid’s ear. "You’re lovely," Ines murmured.
The girl flushed deeper, hope flaring in her eyes.
Ines brushed her fingers lightly over the maid’s lips, tracing the soft curve. Then, deliberately, she pressed her thumb against the trembling mouth.
The maid hesitated only a second before parting her lips, taking her Mistress's thumb inside. Her tongue was warm, tentative, swirling hesitantly around the pad as she sucked with nervous obedience. Her eyes remained locked on Ines’s, wide and questioning, desperate to please.
Ines watched her, feeling the wet heat, the slight pressure of teeth grazing her skin. The girl’s submission was palpable, eager.
She withdrew her thumb slowly, leaving a glistening trail on the maid's lower lip.
"Have you ever been with another woman?" Ines asked softly, her voice barely above a whisper in the office’s thick silence.
The young maid blinked, cheeks flushing crimson. "N-no, Mistress," she stammered, her gaze dropping to Ines’s bare feet.
Ines tilted the girl’s chin back up. "Then why not leave with the others?" Her thumb traced the maid’s jawline, feeling the rapid pulse beneath the skin.
The girl trembled, her breath hitching. "I... I wished to serve," she whispered, voice trembling. "To please you." It was a shame she had no experience with women; the maid was beautiful.
Ines didn't want her only threesome in her life to be with a woman who didn't know what she was doing.
The girl swallowed hard. "I’ve seen the Young Mistress walk past in the halls," she breathed, eyes darting away, then back. "You’re... kind. Beautiful." Her blush deepened, spreading down her neck. "I wish to please you, Mistress."
Ines tilted her head, studying the flush. Eagerness mixed with terror. A lamb walking into the lion’s den. Isabel would devour her. "What’s your name?" She asked softly.
The maid swallowed. "Lena, Mistress."
"Lena," Ines repeated, letting the name hang softly between them. She watched Lena's throat work, the frantic flutter beneath her skin where her pulse hammered. Pretty name for a pretty, terrified girl. Too pretty. Too terrified. Ines traced Lena's cheekbone with a fingertip, feeling the tremble beneath the skin. "You served well tonight, Lena," she murmured. "Go find your bed. Rest."
Lena's eyes widened, confusion warring with disappointment. "But Mistress—"
"Go," Ines repeated, firmer this time, withdrawing her touch. The dismissal hung heavy. Lena hesitated, then dipped into a clumsy curtsy before scurrying out, the door clicking softly shut behind her.
Leaving only one woman remaining, Ines turned to face her. Alya’s ash-blonde hair caught the lamplight, her blue eyes steady and unflinching. There was no tremor in her hands, no flicker of uncertainty in her posture, only that same calm strength Ines had come to crave. She approached slowly, the silence thickening between them.
"Are you certain?" Ines asked, her voice barely above a whisper. "You know what she expects tonight."
Alya didn't flinch. "I know." Her gaze remained steady, unwavering. "I choose to be here."
Ines stepped closer until their breaths mingled. She traced the line of Alya's jaw, fingertips brushing over the pulse point beneath her ear. It beat strongly and steadily against her touch. "Why?"
Alya didn't hesitate. "Because you deserve to be worshipped." Her voice was low velvet, wrapping around Ines like shelter. "And because I want to give it to you."
Her blue eyes held Ines's, unwavering. "You look beautiful," she breathed, the words soft but deliberate, a confession dropped into the quiet room. "Truly beautiful. Not just the dress, or the silver... you. The strength in your eyes tonight. The way you held yourself." Her gaze traveled slowly, appreciatively, down the shimmering gown clinging to Ines's curves. "Every line of you is... breathtaking."
Heat bloomed low in Ines's belly, a sharp contrast to the chill of the silk against her skin. Alya's admiration wasn't fawning; it was intense, focused, like sunlight concentrated through a lens. It felt earned, dangerous. Real.
Without breaking eye contact, Ines reached out. Her fingers slid against Alya's palm, the hands that bathed her, dressed her, held her steady, and closed around them.
Alya’s grip was firm, warm, grounding. Ines tugged gently. Alya followed instantly, her long strides matching Ines’s shorter ones as they moved toward the heavy bedroom door.
The handle felt cool beneath Ines’s free hand. She pushed it open, the scent of Isabel’s perfume, Jasmine, and something darker, like smoked wood, washing over them.
The room was dimly lit by a single lamp beside the massive bed, casting deep shadows across the velvet coverlet and the ornate furniture.
Isabel stood near the window, silhouetted against the night sky, a glass of amber liquid in her hand. She turned slowly, her dark eyes instantly locking onto their joined hands. A predatory stillness settled over her.
"Ah," Isabel murmured, the word more of a purr. "My Dove likes strong women." She set her glass down with deliberate softness on the bedside table. The sound echoed in the thick silence. Her gaze swept over Alya, assessing, approving the maid’s unwavering composure.
Isabel moved toward them, each step deliberate. She stopped inches from Ines, her fingers brushing the silver choker.
Then her attention shifted to Alya. "You understand your purpose tonight?"
Alya met Isabel's gaze squarely, her voice calm and clear. "To serve Mistress Ines, Madam."
Isabel's smile deepened, sharp as a knife's edge. She traced the silver choker around Ines's throat, her touch possessive.
"Good." Her other hand slid possessively around Ines's waist, pulling her flush against her body.
"Rules," Isabel murmured, her lips brushing Ines's ear. "First: Your hands belong to her tonight. Your mouth belongs to her."
She paused, her gaze locking onto Alya's face. "But her lips..." Isabel's voice dropped to a command. "Those are mine alone. You do not kiss her lips. Understood?"
Alya inclined her head, her expression unreadable. "Yes, Madam."
Isabel’s fingers tightened on Ines’s waist. "Second: You will watch." Her gaze burned into Alya. "When I take her, you will watch every moment. You will remember who owns her."
She paused, letting the command sink in. "Third: You will not speak unless she commands it. Your voice exists only for her pleasure tonight."
Alya nodded again, her jaw set, eyes fixed on Isabel with unwavering focus. "Understood, Mistress."
Isabel’s hand slid possessively up Ines’s spine, fingers tangling in her hair. Without warning, she crushed their mouths together, a violent, claiming kiss.
Her tongue plunged deep, demanding, tasting, dominating. Ines gasped against her lips, the force stealing her breath, heat flooding her veins as Isabel’s teeth grazed her lower lip. The kiss was raw, explicit, a display of ownership that left Ines trembling, her hands clutching Isabel’s shoulders for balance.
"Now," Isabel commanded, tearing her mouth away, her voice thick with lust. She fixed Alya with a sharp, expectant glare. "Remove her dress. Slowly. Show me every inch."
Alya stepped forward without hesitation. Her fingers, surprisingly steady, found the concealed zipper at the back of Ines’s silver gown. The rasp of metal was loud in the quiet room. As she eased the zipper down, inch by deliberate inch, Isabel resumed her assault on Ines’s mouth.
Her kiss was relentless, deep and wet, tongue thrusting possessively, teeth nipping at Ines’s swollen lips. Ines whimpered, her body arching instinctively against Isabel’s hold, her hands fluttering uselessly before settling on Isabel’s hips.
Behind her, Alya’s touch was deliberate. Cool air kissed Ines’s spine as the zipper parted the shimmering silk down to the small of her back. Alya’s strong hands slid beneath the fabric, pushing it gently off Ines’s shoulders. The dress pooled at her feet, a silver puddle on the dark rug. Ines stood trembling in only her lace panties and the silver choker, the lamplight gilding her skin.
Isabel’s kiss didn’t relent, deep, wet, possessive. Her tongue claimed Ines’s mouth while her hands gripped her hips, holding her captive. Then, warmth bloomed at the nape of Ines’s neck. Alya’s lips pressed there, soft and deliberate. The kiss lingered, a brand against her skin, before drifting lower.
Down the knobs of her spine, slow and reverent. Each press was a counterpoint to Isabel’s bruising dominance, gentle yet unwavering. Ines gasped into Isabel’s mouth as Alya’s lips traced the dip above her tailbone, the heat of her breath ghosting over sensitive skin.
Alya’s hands followed her mouth, palms sliding up Ines’s bare sides, skimming her ribs, as Isabel’s teeth scraped Ines’s lower lip. Alya’s lips moved lower still, pressing open-mouthed kisses along the swell of Ines’s ass, just above the lace edge of her panties.
The contrast was dizzying, Isabel’s violent ownership versus Alya’s worshipful exploration. Ines shuddered, her fingers digging into Isabel’s shoulders.
Being shared like this was intoxicating, more so than any alcohol she could drink or any drug she could take.
Then Alya’s finger hooked into the delicate lace waistband. Slowly, deliberately, she pulled the panties down. The lace dragged against Ines’s skin, catching briefly on her hips before pooling around her ankles.
Cool air rushed over newly exposed skin, making her gasp against Isabel’s mouth. Isabel’s kiss deepened in response, swallowing the sound, her tongue plunging deeper as if claiming the gasp itself.
Isabel’s lips tore away from Ines’s mouth, trailing fire down her throat. She paused at the silver choker, her teeth scraping the metal before moving lower. Her mouth found the frantic pulse at the base of Ines’s neck, sucking hard enough to leave a mark.
Ines arched, her head falling back, offering more. Isabel’s lips moved lower still, over the swell of her breast, her tongue flicking a hardened nipple before closing her mouth around it. Wet heat, sharp suction, Ines cried out, her fingers tangling in Isabel’s dark hair.
Behind her, Alya’s mouth was a slow, deliberate counterpoint. Her lips pressed soft, open-mouthed kisses across the curve of Ines’s ass, first one cheek, then the other. The kisses weren’t tentative; they were claiming, possessive in their own quiet way.
Then Alya’s hands slid around Ines’s trembling thighs. Strong fingers spread her gently but firmly, exposing her completely. Cool air brushed against her wetness, making Ines gasp sharply against Isabel’s breast.
Isabel’s grip tightened in her hair in response, holding her still.
Alya didn’t hesitate. Her mouth pressed a slow, open kiss just above Ines’s cunt, soft against the sensitive skin where thigh met hip. Then another, lower, along the crease. Each kiss was deliberate, unhurried, a brand of heat against the cool air.
Ines whimpered, her hips jerking instinctively backward, seeking more. Alya’s hands tightened on her thighs, holding her open, immobile.
Isabel’s teeth scraped Ines’s nipple sharply, pulling a choked gasp from her throat. "Patience, Dove," Isabel murmured against her breast, her voice thick with amusement.
She straightened suddenly, her dark eyes locking onto Ines’s flushed face. One hand slid down her own torso, fingers deftly unbuckling the wide, black leather belt cinching her tailored trousers.
The rasp of metal echoed in the charged silence. Isabel pulled the belt free, the leather gleaming dully in the lamplight. It was thick, supple, heavy with purpose.
Ines watched, pulse hammering against the silver choker, as Isabel stepped behind her. The cool leather brushed her collarbones, then tightened abruptly. Isabel looped the belt over the choker, crossing it snugly at the nape of her neck. She pulled the ends taut, drawing them forward under Ines’s jawline.
The pressure bloomed instantly, sharp, insistent, stealing her breath. Ines gasped, air scraping raw in her throat. Isabel leaned close, her voice a low growl against Ines’s ear. "Hold still."
Below, Alya’s tongue found her.
Wet heat traced a slow, deliberate path upward, not tentative, but possessive. Alya’s mouth sealed over her clit, sucking hard as her tongue flicked in rapid, insistent circles. The sensation tore a ragged gasp from Ines, muffled instantly by the leather biting into her throat.
Isabel tightened her grip on the belt ends, pulling them forward with brutal force. Ines’s vision blurred at the edges, stars bursting behind her eyelids as air vanished.
Her hips bucked wildly against Alya’s mouth, but Alya held her thighs firm, pinning her in place. The dual assault was relentless: the crushing pressure at her throat, the devouring heat between her legs. Tears pricked Ines’s eyes as she choked silently, body trembling between agony and ecstasy.
Her hands fluttered weakly toward the belt, digging into her windpipe, fingers scrabbling against the smooth leather.
Useless.
Her lungs burned, screaming for air she couldn’t draw. Darkness crowded her vision, narrowing it to a tunnel focused on Isabel’s coldly amused eyes inches from her own.
Below, Alya’s tongue plunged deeper, curling inside her with practiced precision, relentless and demanding. The wet heat warred violently with the suffocating pressure at her throat.
The sounds she made were desperate, choked things. Not words, not even coherent cries. Just ragged, wet gasps that hitched in her crushed airway, each one thinner than the last.
A high, thin whine escaped through her nose, sharp with panic, as her body convulsed between the agony of suffocation and the brutal pleasure tearing through her core. Tears streamed down her cheeks, hot and silent.
Alya’s voice ripped through the thick, gasping silence, sharp and urgent. "You’re hurting her!"
Isabel’s grip on the belt didn’t loosen. Her eyes, dark and unyielding, flicked to Alya without releasing the pressure on Ines’s throat. "Nobody asked you to speak."
She hissed, the words cold as ice. "But since you did..." She eased the belt’s crushing grip just enough to let a thin, ragged gasp tear from Ines’s lips.
Isabel turned Ines roughly to face Alya, fingers twisting in her hair. "Look at her face," Isabel commanded, her voice low and dangerous. "Does she look like she wants me to stop?" Ines’s body trembled violently, her gaze locked on Alya’s.
Alya’s eyes widened, taking in the sight: Ines’s lips parted, drool slicking her chin, her pupils blown so wide the green was nearly swallowed by black. A raw, desperate hunger radiated from her, a primal surrender that went beyond fear.
Her chest heaved in shallow, frantic gasps against the loosened belt. She wasn’t fighting; she was drowning in sensation, utterly consumed.
Isabel’s grip tightened in Ines’s hair, forcing her head back further. "See?" Isabel’s voice was a low, satisfied purr. "She’s exactly where she wants to be."
Her thumb brushed the wetness from Ines’s chin, smearing it possessively across her cheekbone. "Isn’t that right, Dove?"
Ines’s throat worked, raw and bruised. She tried to form words, but only a ragged, broken sound escaped, half gasp, half whimper. It was pure, unfiltered sensation ripped from her core: "Yesh."
The sound hung in the air, thick with submission and Isabel’s triumph. Alya’s blue eyes flickered understanding, then a fierce resolve. She didn’t speak again. Instead, she leaned forward, pressing her forehead against Ines’s trembling thigh. A silent apology? Or acceptance?
Her mouth returned to Ines’s cunt, not with hesitation, but with renewed, deliberate intensity. Her tongue plunged deep, curling upward in a way that made Ines cry out, the sound choked off instantly as Isabel jerked the belt taut again.
Isabel’s laugh was dark. "Good girl," she murmured, her free hand sliding down to cup Ines’s breast, thumb scraping the hardened nipple. She watched Alya work, the maid’s ash-blonde head moving with ruthless focus between Ines’s spread thighs.
"She understands her place now, Dove. Serving you." Isabel’s lips brushed the shell of Ines’s ear. "Even when she thinks she knows better."
The belt tightened again, crushing, stealing her vision. Alya’s mouth became her entire world, wet, demanding, relentless. Her tongue curled and flicked, finding a rhythm that matched the brutal pressure at Ines’s throat.
Pleasure coiled tight, sharp as a blade, beneath the suffocating darkness. Isabel’s fingers twisted harder in her hair, pulling her head back further. "Look at her," Isabel commanded Alya, her voice thick with control. "Watch her break."
Alya’s blue eyes locked onto Ines’s face, tears streaking her cheeks, lips parted in a silent scream. Her gaze held no pity, only fierce intensity. She sucked harder, her tongue circling Ines’s clit with ruthless precision. Ines’s body arched violently, every muscle straining against Isabel’s hold.
The belt bit deeper. Stars exploded behind her eyelids. She couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t think. Only feel the agony and the ecstasy merging into one unbearable wave.
Isabel’s voice sliced through the haze, cold and commanding. "Hold her." Alya’s hands clamped around Ines’s hips, fingers digging into flesh, anchoring her as Isabel released the belt. Air rushed into Ines’s lungs in a raw, gasping sob.
Before she could recover, Isabel shoved her backward onto the bed. Velvet swallowed her naked body.
Isabel didn’t glance at her. She turned away, her movements deliberate. Her fingers worked the buttons of her tailored trousers. The fabric pooled at her feet, revealing powerful thighs and black lace underwear. She shrugged off her silk dress shirt, letting it fall carelessly. Her back muscles rippled in the lamplight.
She walked to the ornate wardrobe, opened it, and pulled out a leather harness. Straps thick and dark. Then she lifted the dildo, black silicone, monstrously thick, easily nine inches, veined and glistening under the light. She attached it with a sharp click, the harness straps tightening around her hips. It jutted forward obscenely.
Ines watched from the bed, her throat raw, her body trembling. Alya knelt beside her, a silent sentinel. Her ash-blonde hair was mussed, her lips swollen and slick. Her eyes remained fixed on Ines, blue and intense. Ines swallowed, the silver choker pressing into her bruised skin.
Her gaze drifted down Alya’s sturdy frame, the crisp maid’s uniform, the apron still pristine. A stark contrast to her own nakedness. The need coiled low in her belly, sharp and demanding. Power surged through her, hot and unfamiliar.
Her voice rasped, low and commanding. "Undress."
Alya didn’t hesitate. Her fingers moved with practiced efficiency, unbuttoning the high collar of her dress. Each button popped free, revealing flushed skin beneath. She shrugged the fabric off her shoulders, letting it pool around her waist. Her breasts were full, tipped with hard, dusky nipples. The lamplight caught the sweat beading along her collarbone. Ines’s breath hitched.
"All of it," she whispered.
Alya stood, stepping out of the pooled uniform. She stood naked before Ines, strong thighs, the curve of her hips, and her stomach. Lean muscle corded her abdomen, defined ridges catching the light. Ines’s gaze lingered there, tracing the hard lines down to the neatly trimmed blonde curls between Alya’s legs.
She licked her lips, the taste of salt and leather still on her tongue. The raw power in Alya’s body was breathtaking. It wasn’t softness; it was strength honed by labor. Alya’s chest rose and fell steadily, her eyes locked on Ines’s face, waiting.
Isabel approached the bed, the harnessed dildo gleaming obscenely.
She climbed onto the mattress, knees sinking into velvet, positioning herself above Ines. Her thighs bracketed Ines’s shoulders, the thick silicone tip hovering inches from her lips. Isabel’s fingers tangled in Ines’s hair, pulling her head forward. The scent of leather and Isabel’s arousal filled the air. "Get it wet for me, darling," she commanded.
Ines opened her mouth, tongue extending to lick a slow, deliberate stripe along the underside of the shaft. The silicone tasted faintly of clean rubber.
She swirled her tongue around the broad head, coating it with saliva. Her eyes flicked up to Isabel’s face, dark, predatory, utterly focused. Isabel’s grip tightened, guiding her movements. "Deeper," Isabel murmured.
Ines obeyed, taking the head fully into her mouth, hollowing her cheeks as she sucked. A soft groan escaped Isabel above her.
Alya watched from the edge of the bed, her breathing shallow. Her gaze traced the line of Ines’s spine, the tension in her shoulders as she worked. Isabel’s free hand gestured sharply. "Closer," she ordered Alya. "Watch."
Alya moved silently, kneeling beside the bed, her eyes fixed on Ines’s mouth stretched around the thick silicone.
Glik Glik Glik SLURP
The obscene, wet rhythm filled the room. Isabel’s hips rolled forward, forcing another inch deeper. Ines gagged, tears springing to her eyes as the massive head hit her throat. Saliva dripped down her chin, slicking the harness straps.
Isabel’s fingers tightened, forcing her head down relentlessly. "Swallow it," Isabel commanded, voice rough. Ines obeyed, throat muscles fluttering desperately around the intrusion.
The sound grew louder.
GLUK-GLUK-GLIK
A brutal symphony of submission. Alya’s knuckles whitened where she gripped the velvet duvet.
Cold trails streaked down Ines’s cheeks. Her eyeliner bled into the tears, mixing with sweat and saliva, painting streaks of black ruin across her face. She blinked, vision blurred, staring up at Isabel’s face, haloed by lamplight. Isabel’s lips were parted, her breath coming in short, sharp bursts.
Her gaze burned down, not with tenderness, but with raw, possessive hunger. Ines’s tongue dragged weakly along the silicone shaft as Isabel withdrew slightly, leaving it glistening. Isabel’s thumb smeared a tear track across Ines’s cheekbone, the gesture almost mocking. "Beautiful ruin," she breathed.
Isabel’s hips snapped forward again, brutal and efficient.
GLUK.
The thick head slammed past Ines’s gag reflex, forcing her throat open. Ines choked, her body convulsing, fingers clawing uselessly at Isabel’s thighs. Saliva flooded her mouth, dripping freely onto her chest.
Isabel held her head locked in place, pistoning deeper.
GLUK-GLUK-GLIK.
The sound was obscene, echoing off the walls. Ines’s jaw ached, stretched impossibly wide. She could feel the veins of the toy pressing against her palate, the sheer bulk of it stealing her breath even when Isabel paused. Her makeup wasn't just running; it was dissolving, leaving her face a smudged, vulnerable canvas beneath Isabel’s predatory stare.
Alya’s breath hitched beside them. Her knuckles were bone-white against the duvet. Isabel’s gaze flicked to her, sharp and commanding. "Touch her," she ordered, voice thick with exertion. "Where she’s wet for me." Alya’s hand trembled slightly as she reached out.
Her calloused fingers brushed the inside of Ines’s thigh, slick with arousal. She traced higher, finding the swollen, dripping heat. Her touch was tentative at first, then firmer, circling Ines’s clit with deliberate pressure. Ines jerked against Isabel’s hold, a muffled sob vibrating around the silicone filling her mouth.
Pleasure sparked, sharp and bright, beneath the suffocation.
Isabel’s thrusts grew punishing. Each deep plunge forced Ines’s nose against the harness straps, leather digging into her skin.
Tears blurred her vision. Alya’s fingers worked faster, matching the brutal rhythm, her thumb pressing hard circles while two fingers slid deep inside Ines. The dual invasion, mouth and cunt, drove Ines toward the edge. Her hips bucked wildly, seeking friction against Alya’s hand.
Isabel snarled, fingers tightening in Ines’s hair. "Take it all!" she commanded, slamming home one final time. The thick base pressed against Ines’s lips, stretching them impossibly wide. She gagged, throat convulsing.
Suddenly, Isabel pulled out. Cool air hit Ines’s swollen lips. She gasped, drool and tears streaming down her chin. Isabel shifted, straddling Ines’s hips now, the harnessed dildo glistening wetly.
Her eyes locked onto Alya. "Get on the bed," she ordered. "Behind her."
Alya obeyed, climbing onto the mattress. She positioned herself behind Ines, her strong thighs bracketing Ines’s trembling body.
Isabel leaned forward, fingers gripping Ines’s jaw. "Look at me," she commanded. Her other hand guided the thick silicone head to Ines’s entrance.
"This is mine." She pressed forward, relentless.
Ines cried out as the massive girth stretched her.
The sound was obscenely wet. Isabel pushed deeper, inch by brutal inch, watching Ines’s face contort. "You take it so well, Dove," she purred, hips snapping forward to bury the full length. Ines arched, a strangled gasp tearing from her bruised throat. The stretch burned, blissful agony.
Behind her, Alya’s breath hitched against her spine. Ines reached back blindly. Her trembling fingers found Alya’s stomach first, hard ridges of muscle beneath sweat-slicked skin.
She traced them slowly, feeling the powerful flex as Alya shifted. Then her hand slid lower, fingertips brushing coarse blonde curls. Alya shuddered. Ines explored deeper, parting slick folds with deliberate softness. Her middle finger circled Alya’s clit, slow, feather-light strokes. Alya gasped, her hips jerking forward against Ines’s touch.
At the same moment, Alya’s mouth descended on Ines’s neck. Not tentative. Claiming. Her lips sealed hot and wet against the bruised skin above the silver choker. She sucked hard, tongue pressing flat, leaving a darkening bloom. Her teeth grazed the tendon, sharp and possessive. Ines cried out, the sound choked as Isabel drove deeper inside her.
Alya’s hands slid around Ines’s ribs, palms rough against her skin. Her thumbs found Ines’s nipples, hardened peaks still tender from Isabel’s earlier bite. Alya pinched them, rolling the stiff buds firmly between calloused fingers. The sharp sting tore through Ines, merging with the brutal stretch below. Pleasure and pain blurred into white heat.
Alya sucked another bruise higher on Ines’s throat, her breath hot and ragged. Her thumbs kept working Ines’s nipples, pinching, twisting, releasing only to pinch again. Each twist sent jolts down Ines’s spine, making her clench around Isabel’s invading thickness. Isabel groaned above her, hips grinding in slow, deliberate circles.
Alya’s teeth scraped Ines’s collarbone. Her hands tightened, pinching harder. Ines whimpered, her head falling back against Alya’s shoulder. The dual assault, Alya’s mouth and hands, Isabel’s relentless thrusts, left her trembling, suspended in ecstasy.
Isabel leaned forward, her lips brushing Ines’s ear. "Tell her," she commanded, her voice thick with exertion. "Tell her she can speak." Her fingers tangled in Ines’s hair, pulling just enough to sting. Below, Isabel’s hips snapped forward, burying the dildo deeper.
The wet sound echoed.
Ines gasped, her body arching against the invasion. She tilted her head back, meeting Alya’s intense blue gaze. The maid’s lips were swollen from marking her throat, her thumbs still pinching Ines’s nipples with delicious pressure. "Speak," Ines rasped, the word raw against her bruised throat. "Say anything you want."
She twisted her fingers deeper into Alya’s wetness, circling her clit faster. "Tell me."
Alya’s breath hitched, her hips grinding against Ines’s hand. She leaned close, her lips brushing the shell of Ines’s ear. Her whisper was a hot, trembling rush of air, soft, yet razor-sharp. "Little rabbit." The words landed like a shiver down Ines’s spine. "So soft." Alya’s teeth grazed her earlobe.
She punctuated it with a sharp twist of Ines’s nipple, making her cry out. Isabel laughed darkly above them, thrusting harder, deeper.
The nickname coiled inside Ines, a strange, intimate barb. It shouldn’t have thrilled her. Not here, pinned between Isabel’s relentless possession and Alya’s rough hands. Yet it did. Her fingers dug into Alya’s wet heat, circling faster. "Again," Ines gasped, arching into the pain-pleasure of Isabel’s thrusts. "Say it again."
Alya obeyed, her voice thick with want. "Little rabbit." This time, it was a growl against her skin. "Always running." Her tongue traced the silver choker. "But caught now."
She bit down on Ines’s shoulder, sharp and claiming. Isabel’s rhythm stuttered, a low groan escaping her as she watched Alya mark her wife.
Below, Alya’s fingers slid from Ines’s nipples. They trailed down her ribs, over the trembling curve of her stomach, and plunged between her own thighs. She pressed Ines’s hand deeper against her clit, guiding the pressure. "Feel how wet you make me?" Alya hissed against her neck. The slick heat against Ines’s palm was undeniable, urgent.
Alya’s hips rolled, grinding hard against her fingers. "All for you, little rabbit." The raw admission hung in the air, thick with submission that mirrored Ines’s own.
Ines obeyed the unspoken command. Her fingers curled inside Alya, finding a rhythm, deep thrusts paired with relentless circles on her swollen clit. Alya gasped, her body tightening. Her teeth sank into the tender flesh where neck met shoulder, biting down hard enough to draw a sharp cry from Ines.
The pain was electric, merging with the brutal fullness Isabel drove into her with each thrust. Isabel’s hips snapped forward, burying the thick silicone to the hilt.
The wet sound echoed sharply. The sudden, impossible stretch tore a ragged curse from Ines’s throat. "Fuck!" Her body arched violently, pinned between Alya’s bite and Isabel’s invasion.
Alya shuddered against her back. A low, guttural moan vibrated against Ines’s bitten skin as her hips jerked forward, grinding desperately against Ines’s hand. Her inner muscles clenched around Ines’s fingers in fierce, rhythmic pulses. "Rabbit," she gasped, the word thick and broken against Ines’s neck. Her teeth released their grip, replaced by a frantic, sucking kiss on the fresh mark.
Her thighs trembled violently against Ines’s hips. The raw heat of her climax-soaked Ines’s fingers, slick and urgent. Isabel watched, her breath harsh, her thrusts slowing to deep, grinding circles that kept Ines stretched impossibly wide. Alya slumped forward, her forehead pressed between Ines’s shoulder blades, her breath coming in ragged, wet gasps.
Isabel’s hand slid from Ines’s hair to her throat, fingers tracing the silver choker and the angry bruises beneath. Her thumb pressed against Ines’s pulse point, feeling the frantic flutter. "She comes for you," Isabel murmured, her voice dark with possessive satisfaction.
She leaned down, her lips brushing Ines’s ear. "But this," she punctuated it with a sharp, upward thrust that made Ines cry out, "is mine."
Isabel withdrew almost completely, leaving Ines aching and empty, then slammed back in with brutal force. "Tell me," Isabel commanded, her hips setting a punishing, shallow rhythm that focused entirely on stretching Ines’s entrance with each thick intrusion. "Tell me who owns this cunt."
Ines gasped, her body trembling. Alya’s teeth grazed her shoulder again, a silent reminder.
"It's yours!" The word tore from her raw throat. "Always yours!" Isabel’s answering growl vibrated through her chest.
"Louder."
Isabel’s thrusts deepened, becoming relentless, each one driving the thick shaft deeper until Ines felt it pressing against her cervix.
The sound was obscene, rhythmic. Tears blurred Ines’s vision. "YOURS!" she screamed, arching off the bed. "Isabel’s!"
Above her, Isabel’s control snapped. Her hips pistoned wildly, driving the harnessed dildo with brutal efficiency. Her fingers dug into Ines’s hips, nails biting crescent moons into pale skin. Sweat slicked her brow. "Look at her," Isabel snarled at Alya. "Look at what I do to her."
Alya lifted her head, blue eyes wide and fixed on the place where Isabel’s body met Ines’s, the obscene stretch, the glistening mess.
Her breath hitched. Isabel slammed home again.
Ines felt the orgasm detonate, not pleasure, but annihilation. It ripped through her like shrapnel. Her back arched violently off the mattress. A silent scream tore her throat raw. Her vision whited out. Below, her cunt clamped down in vicious, rhythmic spasms around the invading thickness.
Isabel roared, grinding deeper, forcing her to take every pulse. The wet slap of skin filled the room.
Alya’s arms locked around Ines’s ribs, holding her shuddering body upright. Her lips pressed hot against the fresh bite mark on Ines’s shoulder.
Isabel withdrew slowly, the harness straps creaking. She didn’t collapse. She moved deliberately, shifting her weight until she lay flat on her back against the velvet duvet. Her chest rose and fell rapidly, sweat gleaming between her breasts.
The black silicone dildo jutted obscenely upward from the harness, slick and glistening. Her eyes, dark and heavy-lidded, fixed on Ines. "On top," she commanded, voice rough. "Now."
Ines trembled, her thighs slick with sweat and arousal. She pushed herself up, wincing as bruised muscles protested. Alya’s arms loosened, sliding away reluctantly. The bite mark on Ines’s shoulder throbbed.
She crawled forward; her gaze locked on the thick shaft waiting for her. The air felt cold against her wetness. She positioned herself above Isabel, knees bracketing her wife’s hips. The silicone tip pressed against her swollen entrance. Isabel’s hands settled on her waist, fingers digging in possessively.
"Slowly," Isabel breathed. "Take it all."
Ines lowered herself, biting her lip hard enough to taste copper. The stretch burned, a familiar agony blooming into fullness as the thick head breached her. She gasped, her body trembling as she sank deeper, inch by torturous inch.
The ridges dragged against sensitive walls, forcing a choked whimper from her throat. Below, Isabel watched with hooded eyes, her breathing shallow. "That’s it," she murmured, thumbs circling Ines’s hip bones. "Feel how deep it goes."
The harness straps strained against Isabel’s abdomen as Ines took more, her inner muscles fluttering around the intrusion.
Her hands clenched into fists against Isabel’s stomach, knuckles white. The sensation radiated outward, a buzzing numbness creeping into her fingertips. Her toes curled violently against velvet, cramping with the effort of control. Every nerve felt oversaturated, flooded by the sheer bulk inside her.
She paused halfway, trembling, sweat dripping between her breasts. Isabel’s grip tightened. "Don’t stop," she commanded, voice low and dangerous. "Finish it."
Alya’s calloused palm slid up Ines’s spine, settling between her shoulder blades. The touch grounded her. Ines inhaled sharply, forcing her muscles to unlock. She sank lower, deeper, feeling the ridges scrape her walls. Her hips met Isabel’s harness, the thick base pressing hard against her clit.
She gasped, head falling back. Full. Stuffed. Owned.
Isabel’s thumbs dug into the hollows of her hips. "Move," she ordered, voice thick. Ines obeyed, lifting herself slowly, agonizingly, before dropping back down.
Thump.
The impact jolted through her. Isabel’s groan vibrated beneath her. "Harder." Ines rocked faster, finding a rhythm: lift, drop, grind. Each descent punched the air from her lungs. The dildo hit a spot deep inside, sharp and electric. She cried out, her fingers scrabbling against Isabel’s stomach.
Isabel’s hand shot up, tangling in Ines’s sweat-damp hair. She yanked her down, pulling her into a fierce, biting kiss. Their teeth clashed. Isabel’s tongue invaded, tasting salt and desperation. Ines moaned into her mouth, the kiss swallowing her ragged breaths.
Behind her, Alya’s lips pressed hot against the curve of her ass, soft, reverent kisses that traced the crescent moon marks Isabel’s nails had left. Then came the sharp, stinging slap. Crack! The sound echoed. Ines jerked against Isabel’s hold, breaking the kiss with a gasp.
Pain bloomed across her flesh, bright and electric. Alya’s palm landed again harder. Crack! This time, it forced a choked cry from Ines’s throat. Her hips bucked forward, grinding the harness base against Isabel’s pelvis.
Alya didn’t pause. Her tongue replaced her hand, a hot, wet stripe licking the sting. Then lower, probing the tight hole between Ines’s cheeks. Soft. Insistent.
The obscene sound mingled with Isabel’s ragged breathing. Another slap landed, higher, sharper. Crack! Ines arched, her fingers digging into Isabel’s shoulders.
Alya’s tongue circled, pressed, breached. The intrusion was slow, deliberate, stretching her in a way that burned. "Fuck," Ines hissed, her thighs trembling. Alya’s hand smoothed over the reddened skin she’d just struck, fingers spreading her wider.
The tongue delved deeper, wet and relentless. Isabel’s hips surged upward, driving the dildo impossibly deep. "Take it," Isabel growled, her eyes locked on Ines’s face. "Take her tongue."
Ines obeyed, grinding down onto Isabel’s thrusts while pushing back against Alya’s mouth. The dual invasion, thick silicone stretching her front, Alya’s tongue claiming her back, drove coherence from her mind. She gasped, sweat dripping onto Isabel’s sternum. Alya’s hands gripped her hips, pulling her deeper onto her tongue.
The rhythm matched Isabel’s upward drives. Pleasure coiled, sharp and dangerous, low in Ines’s belly. Her cries fractured into wordless gasps. Isabel’s thumb found her clit, pressing hard circles. "Close?" Isabel rasped. Ines nodded frantically, her vision blurring. "Not yet." Isabel withdrew her thumb abruptly. "Hold it."
Behind her, Alya pulled away. Ines whimpered at the loss, the cool air stinging her wet skin. Alya’s voice cut through the haze, rough and urgent. "Turn over." She guided Ines off Isabel, flipping her onto her hands and knees.
Isabel shifted, kneeling behind her, harness gleaming. Alya faced Ines, her blue eyes dark with intent. She gripped Ines’s jaw. "Open." The command brooked no refusal. Ines parted her lips. Alya’s thumb pressed hard against her tongue, calloused pad scraping the roof of her mouth. "Suck."
Isabel’s hands spread Ines’s ass cheeks. The silicone head nudged her entrance.
She pushed in slowly, brutally. Ines moaned around Alya’s thumb, her body bowing under the double occupation.
Alya leaned closer, her breath hot. "Look at me." Ines dragged her gaze upward. Alya’s thumb pressed deeper, gagging her gently. "Good rabbit." Isabel’s thrusts quickened, each plunge deeper, harder. Thump-thump-thump. The bedframe groaned.
Sweat dripped from Ines’s chin onto Alya’s wrist. Alya’s free hand slid down her own stomach, fingers disappearing between her thighs. She touched herself fast, rough, a sharp contrast to the reverence she’d shown Ines. Her breath hitched, eyes locked on Ines’s face. "Watch me come," she ordered, voice trembling.
Her hips jerked. A low cry tore from her as she ground against her own hand, shuddering. Wetness slicked her inner thighs. The raw, unfiltered display, Alya’s pleasure laid bare, struck Ines like lightning.
Isabel’s rhythm faltered. She gripped Ines’s hips, slamming home with brutal force. "Fuck," Isabel gasped, her voice ragged. Her thrusts grew erratic, piston-fast. The harness straps dug into Ines’s flesh. "Take it!" Isabel snarled. "Take every inch!"
Ines felt the orgasm rip through Isabel, a violent tremor in the hands clutching her hips, a guttural groan that vibrated through the mattress. Isabel collapsed forward, her forehead pressed between Ines’s shoulder blades, breath hot and labored. The dildo pulsed inside Ines, a phantom echo of Isabel’s release.
Ines stayed frozen on her hands and knees. Alya’s thumb still pressed against her tongue. Isabel’s weight pinned her. Sweat dripped from her nose onto the rumpled velvet. Her mind felt hollow, a numb, buzzing static. Thoughts dissolved like smoke. Only sensation remained: the deep ache of being filled, the sting of Alya’s teeth marks on her shoulder, the tacky wetness between her thighs. She was an open vessel, overflowing. Empty.
Alya withdrew her thumb slowly, dragging it across Ines’s lower lip. Her blue eyes scanned Ines’s face, the slack mouth, unfocused gaze, tear-streaked cheeks. A flicker of something unreadable passed through them. Satisfaction? Pity?
She wiped her wet thumb on the sheet. "Gone," Alya murmured, almost to herself. She traced the silver choker circling Ines’s throat. "Just a pretty hole now." Her touch lingered on the fresh bruises blooming beneath the metal.
Isabel shifted, withdrawing the harnessed dildo with a slick, wet sound. She unbuckled the straps, letting the harness fall beside Ines. Her palm slapped hard against Ines’s ass, a sharp crack echoing in the sudden stillness. Ines didn’t flinch. Didn’t react. Her body swayed slightly on hands and knees, vacant. "Look at her," Isabel breathed, crawling forward to grip Ines’s chin.
She turned her wife’s face toward her own. Ines’s pupils were blown wide, dark voids swallowing the green. A thin line of drool connected her lower lip to Isabel’s thumb. "Nothing left." Isabel’s laugh was low, rough-edged. She wiped the saliva onto Ines’s thigh.
"Perfect."
Isabel leaned closer, her face inches from Ines’s. Her thumb hooked into the corner of Ines’s slack mouth, pulling it wider. "Open." The command was soft, almost tender.
Ines obeyed reflexively, jaw loosening. Isabel gathered saliva on her tongue, a thick, deliberate pooling. She held Ines’s gaze, her own eyes dark and possessive. Then she spat. A heavy glob landed warm and wet on Ines’s tongue. It tasted of salt and Isabel’s exhaustion. "Swallow it." Isabel’s thumb pressed down, forcing Ines’s jaw shut. A choked gulp. The humiliation was scalding, intimate. Isabel watched her throat work.
"Such a good whore," Isabel murmured, tracing the line of Ines’s jaw with a fingertip. Her touch lingered on the bruises Alya’s teeth had left. "Taking everything I give you." She shifted, rolling onto her side to face Alya.
The maid knelt motionless beside the bed, her naked skin gleaming with sweat, eyes fixed on Ines’s vacant expression.
Isabel’s voice sliced through the thick silence. "Get out." It wasn’t loud, but it carried the weight of stone. "Send someone to change the sheets." Her gaze didn’t waver from Alya’s face.
Alya’s jaw tightened. For a heartbeat, defiance flickered in her blue eyes, sharp as shattered ice. Then it vanished, replaced by practiced submission. She rose fluidly, gathering her discarded maid’s uniform from the floor without a word. Her movements were economical, graceful even in retreat.
At the door, she paused, her hand on the knob. Her eyes swept over Ines, still kneeling, vacant, saliva glistening on her chin, the constellation of bruises blooming purple and blue down her neck, the angry red welts from Isabel’s belt stark against her throat.
Alya’s gaze lingered on the ruin smeared across Ines’s face: mascara streaked like charcoal tears down her cheeks, lipstick smudged violently beyond the borders of her swollen lips, foundation rubbed raw where Isabel’s grip had ground it into her skin. It was barely a face anymore.
She opened the door and slipped out silently, the latch clicking shut behind her like a period ending a brutal sentence.
Isabel exhaled, a long, slow release of tension. She traced a fingertip through the mess on Ines’s cheek, smearing a streak of black further. "Look at you," she murmured, almost admiringly. Her touch drifted lower, following the trail of bites Alya had left, a savage necklace descending from the silver choker, punctuated by deep, crescent-shaped bruises where teeth had broken skin.
Each mark was a dark blossom against the pale canvas of Ines’s shoulder, collarbone, breast. Isabel’s finger dipped into the hollow between her ribs, pressing lightly on a particularly livid bruise shaped like a thumbprint. Ines didn’t react. Her breath hitched, shallow and uneven, but her eyes remained unfocused. "Ruined," Isabel breathed, her thumb rubbing roughly over the smeared lipstick on Ines’s mouth.
"Utterly ruined." She leaned in, licking a stripe up the salty track of a tear, tasting mascara and sweat. "My ruined wife."
The door clicked open. Lena stood frozen on the threshold, clutching a bundle of crisp, white linen sheets to her chest. Her eyes, wide, dark, and impossibly innocent, darted from Isabel’s possessive grip on Ines’s jaw to the wreckage sprawled across the bed.
The air hung thick with the scent of sex, sweat, and something metallic, blood, Lena realized with a jolt, spotting flecks of crimson on the rumpled velvet near Ines’s knees. Her gaze snagged on Ines’s face: the vacant eyes, the drool glistening on her chin, the violent smears of makeup rendering her almost unrecognizable. Lena’s knuckles whitened on the sheets.
She’d imagined this room countless times, Mistress Ines laughing, perhaps, or reading by the fire, but never this tableau of desolation. A wave of nausea rose, sharp and sour.
She looks broken, Lena thought, the words echoing with horrified pity. Her crush felt suddenly childish, grotesque against the raw brutality staining the air.
"Change them," Isabel commanded, her voice a low rasp that brooked no delay. She didn’t move, her body still draped possessively over Ines’s trembling back.
Lena swallowed hard, forcing her legs to carry her forward. The silence was oppressive, broken only by Ines’s shallow, ragged breaths and the rustle of linen as Lena approached the bed’s edge.
She avoided looking directly at her Mistresses' nakedness, focusing instead on the stains, dark patches of sweat, streaks of something viscous and pearlescent, the alarming crimson drops of blood.
Her fingers trembled as she gripped a corner of the soiled duvet. Don’t look at her bruises, she commanded herself. Don’t see the bite marks. But she did. A savage constellation of purple and blue bloomed across Ines’s shoulder blades, disappearing beneath Isabel’s arm. Lena’s breath hitched. She tugged the duvet, her movements stiff and jerky.
Isabel watched Lena’s struggle, a flicker of cold amusement in her eyes. Then, abruptly, she shifted. One arm slid beneath Ines’s knees, the other behind her shoulders. Lena froze, clutching the bundled dirty sheets, as Isabel lifted Ines effortlessly off the ruined bed.
Ines hung limp in her wife’s arms, head lolling against Isabel’s shoulder, eyes vacant pools staring at nothing. A thin line of drool trailed from her slack mouth onto Isabel’s collarbone. Isabel adjusted her grip, her fingers pressing deliberately into a fresh bruise on Ines’s thigh, eliciting a faint, choked whimper. Without a word to Lena, Isabel turned and strode toward the carved oak door leading to the bathroom.
The heavy door clicked shut behind them, muffling the world. Lena stood alone amidst the wreckage, the scent of sex thick in her throat. A moment later, the distinct, rushing sound of water filling a deep tub echoed through the wood.
Lena moved mechanically. She stripped the stained velvet duvet first, revealing the mattress protector beneath, splattered with fluids Lena didn't dare name. Then the fitted sheet. It came away damp, clinging to her fingers. The stains were vivid: dark sweat patches, streaks of pearly slickness. Her stomach churned, but her hands didn't falter.
She bundled the fitted sheet tightly. The top sheet followed, equally marked, bearing the ghostly impression of bodies pressed hard into the mattress. Finally, she gathered the duvet cover, heavy with the scent embedded deep in its pile.
She didn't carry them to the laundry chute down the hall. Instead, clutching the heavy bundle against her chest, Lena slipped silently back to her own small maid's quarters.
The door clicked shut, locking out the oppressive silence of the main suite. Only then did she breathe. The air in her room felt thin, sterile compared to the thick, complex musk radiating from the bundle she laid them reverently on her narrow bed.
Her fingers trembled as she unfolded the top sheet first. The scent hit her fully now, sweat, sharp and salty; the unmistakable tang of arousal, musky and deep; the faint metallic whisper of blood; and beneath it all, layered like expensive perfume, her.
Mistress Ines. Lena buried her face in the crumpled linen where she imagined Ines's shoulder had pressed. She inhaled deeply, eyes closed. It wasn't just sweat; it was the ghost of Ines's skin, the warmth trapped in the fibers, mingled with the sharper, possessive notes of Lady Isabel and the earthy undertones of Alya.
Lena imagined the heat of the bodies, the friction, the sounds muffled by the velvet. She traced a damp patch near the center of the sheet with her fingertip, her pulse hammering against her ribs.
She unfolded the fitted sheet next. This one held darker stains, thicker, pearlescent streaks that shimmered faintly in the dim light from her single lamp. Lena pressed her nose against the center, where Mistress Ines’s hips would have been.
The musk here was richer, more concentrated. She inhaled again, a shudder running through her. Her mind conjured the image: Ines arching, grinding down onto Isabel’s thrusts, sweat dripping onto the velvet.
Lena’s own breath hitched, shallow and rapid. She imagined the sounds, the wet slap of skin, Isabel’s low commands, Alya’s rough whispers, Ines’s choked cries fracturing into gasps. She pressed the fabric harder against her face, trying to capture the fading essence of Mistress Ines’s desperation, her surrender.
Finally, she spread the duvet cover. It was heavier, soaked in a complex blend of scents. Lena buried her entire face in its folds, breathing deep. The sweat was layered, Mistress Isabel’s sharper tang mingling with Alya’s earthier musk and the overwhelming sweetness of Ines.
Beneath it all, faint but undeniable, was the metallic tang of blood, tiny flecks near the bottom edge. Lena traced them with her tongue, a fleeting, bitter taste. Her fingers moved of their own accord, slipping beneath the waistband of her maid’s skirt.
She rubbed herself frantically against the thick pile of the duvet cover, imagining the weight pressing down, the heat trapped beneath the velvet. She pictured Mistress Ines pinned, Isabel’s hand in her hair, Alya’s teeth on her neck.
Her own climax came fast and sharp, muffled into the fabric smelling of Ines’s degradation. She collapsed onto the bundled sheets, trembling, her face still buried deep in their stained embrace. Huffing her crush's scent.
She likes to be degraded. The thought slammed into Lena’s post-clarity haze. It was the exact opposite of how Lena had imagined Mistress Ines would like to have sex. Lena had fantasized about soft sighs, gentle touches, and candlelight. Not this brutal claiming, not the choked screams swallowed by kisses, not the raw marks left by teeth.
Yet the evidence was pressed against her skin, filling her nostrils. The scent wasn’t just arousal; it was surrender, pain, ownership. Lena inhaled again, deeper, chasing the ghost of Ines’s broken whimpers trapped in the linen. Her own pulse throbbed where she’d rubbed herself raw against the proof of Ines’s ruin. The contradiction was dizzying, sickening… and unbearably arousing.
Lena lifted her head from the tangled sheets. Her reflection in the small, tarnished mirror above her washbasin was startling: flushed cheeks, pupils dilated, lips swollen from biting back her own cries. A smear of Lady Ines’s dried mascara marked her temple. She touched it.
I wish she had picked me.
She’d imagined gentle touches, soft sighs shared under the lamplight. Mistress Ines guiding her, teaching her.
The reality, soaked into these sheets, was a violent shock. Teeth marks. Blood. That vacant stare. And Alya… Alya, who’d been part of it. Lena’s fingers clenched in the crumpled linen.
She remembered the cool pressure of Mistress Ines’s thumb against her lips, the sudden, shocking heat as she’d taken it into her mouth. She’d sucked with trembling eagerness, desperate to please, heart hammering with the dizzying belief that she would be chosen. Mistress Ines had called her lovely. Had traced her jaw. Lena had seen the flicker of something in those green eyes, appreciation, perhaps? Interest?
It had felt like a promise hanging in the air.
Then Mistress Ines had dismissed her. Just like that. "Go find your bed. Rest." The words still stung, sharp and cold. Lena had scurried out, humiliation burning her cheeks, leaving the field clear for her.
For Alya. Lena pressed her face harder into the sheet, inhaling the fading scent of Mistress Ines’s sweat. The rumors about Alya whispered through the servants’ halls like poison smoke.
Murdered her girlfriend with her bare hands. Ash blonde hair, ice-blue eyes that gave nothing away. A killer.
What could Mistress Ines possibly see in that? What darkness did she crave that Lena’s eagerness couldn’t touch?
She’d been right there, trembling with hope, ready to learn, to worship. And Mistress Ines had chosen the murderer.
Maybe she doesn’t know, Lena thought, clutching the stained sheet tighter. The idea bloomed, sudden and sharp. Maybe Mistress Ines had no idea about Alya’s past. The rumors were servants’ gossip, after all, whispered in the kitchens and laundry rooms.
Lady Isabel wouldn’t tolerate a killer in her household, would she? Especially not near her prized possession. Lena sat up, the crumpled linen falling away.
Alya must have hidden it. Mistress Ines, with her fierce green eyes and unexpected kindness, wouldn’t willingly invite that darkness into her bed. The thought solidified into certainty. Mistress Ines had been deceived.
Unforgivable.
Lena pressed her face back into the sheet, inhaling deeply the fading scent of sweat and salt and her.
She pictured Mistress Ines’s face again, not the vacant ruin from the bedroom, but the focused intensity when she’d traced Lena’s jaw. That Ines wouldn’t choose a murderer. That Ines deserved to know the viper she’d welcomed.
Lena’s fingers dug into the fabric. To warn her. To protect her. It wasn’t jealousy, she told herself fiercely. It was duty. Loyalty. To save their kind Mistress from the monster sharing her sheets.
The scent on the linen was intoxicating; Mistress Ines’s unique sweetness layered with the musk of her degradation. Lena breathed it in, letting it fuel her resolve. She imagined confronting Alya, seeing those ice-blue eyes widen in shock as Lena revealed the truth.
Mistress Ines’s gratitude would be profound. Perhaps… perhaps then Lena would finally be seen. Not as the inexperienced girl, but as the protector. The one who saved her. Maybe she'd be invited into her bed.
The words echoed, sharp and bitter. Not just to serve, not just to watch. To be the one kneeling behind her, feeling her tremble. To be the one biting that pale shoulder, leaving her mark.
To hear those gasps turn ragged because of her tongue, her fingers. Lena imagined pressing Ines' face down into the velvet, tasting the sweat at the small of her back, biting hard enough to bruise.
Would Mistress Ines arch into her touch? Would she whimper Lena’s name? Or would she simply take it, beautifully vacant, accepting Lena’s worship disguised as cruelty? The fantasy twisted Lena’s stomach, equal parts longing and shame.
She’s a happily married woman, Lena!
She shoved the bundled sheets under her narrow bed, hiding the evidence. Hiding that she had stolen the sheets.
A quick splash of cold water scrubbed the mascara from her skin, but not the heat from her cheeks. She smoothed her uniform, fingers trembling slightly.
Back in the main suite, silence pressed thick and heavy. The bath chamber door remained shut, the rush of water replaced by a low murmur, Isabel’s voice, indistinct but soothing. Like she was whispering sweet nothings to Lady Ines.
Lena busied herself with the fresh linens, smoothing the crisp white fitted sheet over the mattress. Her hands moved efficiently, tucking corners tight, but her mind raced.
She likes it rough. She likes being owned.
The thought was a jagged stone in her gut. She fluffed the duvet, the clean scent of starch a stark contrast to the musk still clinging to her memory.
The bathroom door clicked open. Steam billowed out, carrying the scent of expensive lavender oil. Isabel emerged, naked and dripping, a towel slung carelessly around her hips. Her gaze swept the freshly made bed, then pinned Lena. "Bring her robe. The blue silk."
Inside the fogged chamber, Ines lay submerged in the deep marble tub, only her face visible above the waterline. Her eyes were closed, lashes dark and wet against cheeks scrubbed clean of makeup and sweat.
The bruises stood out starkly now, purple thumbprints on her hips, the savage necklace of bites along her collarbone, neck, and shoulders. Lena approached silently, holding out the robe. Isabel snatched it without looking. "Out."
Lena fled. Isabel dropped the towel, letting it pool on the wet tiles. She lifted Ines from the water, droplets cascading down her wife’s limp body. The silk robe swallowed Ines whole, sleeves dangling past her fingertips. Isabel tied the belt tight.
She carried her back to the bedroom, Ines’s head nestled against her shoulder. The clean sheets smelled sharply of starch and sunlight. Isabel lay her down gently, arranging the robe so it covered the worst bruises. She slid in beside her, pulling Ines close until her back pressed flush against Isabel’s chest.
Skin warmed skin through the thin silk. Isabel buried her nose in Ines’s damp curls, inhaling the fading lavender and the deeper scent beneath salt, exhaustion, hers. One arm curled possessively around Ines’s waist, fingers splayed low on her belly.
"I love you," Isabel murmured into the hollow behind Ines’s ear. The words were rough, sleep-thickened gravel. Her thumb traced idle circles against the silk covering Ines’s hip bone, just above a darkening bruise.
The arm tightened fractionally, pulling Ines deeper into the curve of her body. Isabel’s breathing deepened, slowed. Her forehead rested heavily against the back of Ines’s neck. The silence stretched, thick and complete, broken only by the slowing rhythm of Isabel’s breaths ghosting warm against Ines’s skin...
Notes:
Is this chapter too long? Maybe. But I already cut around 4000 words from it.
So I hope you all won't be too annoyed with me.
Chapter 27: A Maidly Perspective (Part One)
Notes:
Very sorry for missing yesterday's upload. Maybe I'm even two days late (depending on where you live.) I've been pretty sick the past two days. So, thanks for the understanding.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Lena woke tangled in stolen silk. Dawn’s pale light filtered through the small window of her maid’s quarters, illuminating dust motes dancing above the rumpled sheets clutched tightly against her naked body.
She stretched languidly, toes curling, a soft sigh escaping her lips as the cool linen slid against her bare skin. She buried her face deeper into the linen, inhaling deeply. The scent was fainter now, almost ghostly: sweat, arousal, the tang of dried blood, and beneath it all, Mistress Ines’s unique sweetness. A warmth lingered in the fibers.
"Morning, Mistress," Lena murmured drowsily into the crumpled fabric near where she imagined Ines’s hip had lain.
She pressed her lips to it in a ghost of a kiss, then inhaled again, chasing the fading musk. "Sleep well?" The question hung in the quiet air, unanswered, yet Lena felt a pulse of possessive intimacy. This was hers and hers alone. Her secret communion.
She stretched luxuriously, naked limbs tangling deeper in the stolen silk sheets. The cool linen slid against her bare skin; a sensual whisper compared to the cotton of her maid's uniform.
She rolled onto her side, hugging the bundled fabric tightly against her chest and stomach, burying her nose where the scent was richest, a complex blend of sweat, arousal, and that underlying sweetness uniquely Ines.
Lena inhaled deeply, eyes closed, savoring the intimacy stolen from the wreckage of Lady Isabel’s bed. "I slept so well," she breathed, her voice thick with sleep and longing. "With you here."
Arousal pulsed warmly between her thighs, sharp and sudden. She shifted, pressing her dampness deliberately against the cool silk where Mistress Ines’s sweat had soaked in.
The friction was exquisite, a ghostly echo of the heat she imagined trapped beneath the velvet. Lena moaned softly into the fabric, grinding her hips slowly against the crumpled linen. The scent enveloped her, triggering vivid flashes: Ines arching, sweat dripping down her spine. Lena’s own breath hitched, shallow and rapid.
She pictured herself behind Mistress Ines, pressing her down, biting hard enough to bruise, whispering filthy promises while tasting the salt on her skin. "You like it rough," Lena gasped aloud, her fingers digging into the silk.
The wetness spread, a slick patch blooming beneath her. Lena’s movements grew frantic, hips lifting and falling against the stolen sheets. She buried her face deeper, inhaling Mistress Ines’s fading essence, chasing the phantom musk of her degradation.
Her climax built swiftly, a tight coil low in her belly. "Mistress Ines," she choked out, imagining Mistress Ines trembling beneath her, gasping Lena’s name instead of Isabel’s or Alya’s. The peak crashed over her, sharp and shuddering, muffled into the silk smelling of Ines’s surrender.
She collapsed, panting, slickness cooling against her thighs and the precious linen.
For a long moment, Lena lay still, tangled in the damp sheets, her heart hammering against her ribs. The scent still clung, faint but potent. She traced a fingertip over a faint stain, imagining the press of Mistress Ines’s hipbone.
The fantasy shifted: Mistress Ines waking beside her, turning with sleepy green eyes, reaching out… Lena squeezed her eyes shut. It wouldn’t happen. Not while Lady Isabel owned her. Not while Alya lurked in the shadows, poisoning her mistress with violence disguised as passion.
The resolve hardened like ice in her veins. Mistress Ines needed saving. From Alya’s poison. At a minimum.
Lena shoved the tangled sheets aside; the cool air hit her sweat-slicked skin.
She rose swiftly, ignoring the sticky discomfort between her thighs. Duty called. The stolen linen was carefully folded, hidden beneath her thin mattress, a secret treasure trove of scent and intimacy.
She washed quickly at the small basin, the cold water a shock that sharpened her focus. Her reflection in the tarnished mirror showed flushed cheeks and eyes burning with purpose. She smoothed her plain maid’s uniform, the coarse fabric a stark contrast to the imagined silk of Mistress Ines’s robe. Breakfast service for the maids would begin soon.
The servant’s hall buzzed with subdued chatter and the clatter of dishes. Lena collected her porridge, scanning the long tables.
Alya wasn’t there. Nor was Rosaria; neither's absence was particularly shocking, as Rosaria never left her bedroom, except to bathe. And Alya gave the rest of her fellow maids a wide berth, just as they did her.
Lena slid onto a bench beside Marta and Sofia, two junior maids huddled close. Sofia leaned in, voice a conspiratorial whisper. "Did you hear? About last night? After the reception?"
Marta glanced nervously around before whispering, "About who Mistress Ines chose? After the party, when Lady Isabel offered her the pick?" Her eyes were wide with horrified curiosity. "Maria told me she walked right past Rosaria, straight to Alya. Like she was always going to pick her."
Lena bit her lip hard.
Maria’s spreading lies... Jealous, Mistress didn’t pick her! If I had experience, she would’ve picked me! She didn’t walk past anyone! She let Rosaria leave.
Sofia snorted, her lip curling. "Alya? That brute? Who wants to sleep with a muscle-bound freak like that? Look at her shoulders like a damn ox!" She lowered her voice further, dripping with disdain. "Is she fucking stupid? Mistress Isabel gives her a gift, lets her pick anyone, and she grabs the butcher?"
Marta nodded vigorously, eyes wide. "Exactly! Rosaria’s right there, elegant, composed, and she picks the killer? The one who choked her girlfriend to death? It’s perverse." She shuddered theatrically. "Bet she liked it rough. Maybe she wanted to be choked. Those people, God, it's enough to put you off breakfast."
Lena’s knuckles tightened around her spoon until the cheap metal bit into her palm. The porridge suddenly tasted like ash.
How dare they? Mistress Ines wasn’t perverse. She was… misunderstood. Trapped. Deceived. The insults hissed in her ears: muscle-bound freak… fucking stupid… wanted to be choked.
Lena pressed her tongue hard against the roof of her mouth, trapping the furious scream building in her throat. Her jaw ached with the effort of staying silent.
Lena stared into her porridge, the oats congealing into a grey sludge. Her knuckles were bone-white around the spoon.
Each word landed like a slap. Mistress Ines, asleep in the bath, those bruises like dark jewels on her skin… She’d been silent. Vacant. Lena’s teeth ground together, the metallic taste of blood blooming where her tongue pressed against her clenched jaw.
She wanted to hurl the porridge bowl, watch the hot sludge splatter across their smirking faces. She wanted to scream that Mistress Ines was perfect, that her choice was influenced by lies, that Alya was poison, that it wasn’t Mistress Ines's fault.
Instead, Lena forced her grip to loosen on the spoon. She lifted her gaze slowly, deliberately. Sofia was still sneering into her mug. Marta picked at her bread, oblivious.
"Lena?" Sofia's sharp voice cut through Lena's thoughts. She leaned closer, her eyes narrowed with a cruel curiosity. "You were there, weren't you? Standing right beside Rosaria? Why didn't she pick you?"
The spoon clattered against Lena's bowl. Heat flooded her cheeks, crawling up her neck like wildfire. Marta giggled, a high-pitched, grating sound. "Yeah, Lena! You're pretty enough. Did you try batting your eyelashes? Or did Mistress Ines just prefer..." She trailed off, letting the implication hang thick in the air: prefer a murderer.
Lena’s breath hitched.
They don’t understand.
She forced her voice steady, low. "Mistress Ines... she wasn't herself." The words felt clumsy, inadequate. "She was exhausted. Overwhelmed."
Sofia snorted. "Overwhelmed? She walked straight to her. Like a dog to its master. That's what Maria said." She mimed a leash pull. "Maybe she likes being owned."
Lena shot up, chair scraping violently against stone. Porridge slopped over her bowl's rim. "How dare you!" The words tore from her throat, raw and trembling. Silence crashed over the table. Every eye locked on her. "You know nothing about Mistress Ines!" Lena's voice shook with fury.
Sofia blinked, then smirked. "Touchy, aren't we?" She exchanged a mocking glance with Marta. "Someone's got a crush on the princess."
Lena trembled, humiliation warring with fury. Before she could retort, Paloma's icy voice cut through the hall. "Enough."
The head maid stood framed in the doorway, her gaze pinning Sofia and Marta like insects. "You will report to laundry. Immediately. Every sheet from the wedding pavilion. By hand. Be grateful I do not tell Mistress of what you said."
The junior maids scrambled away, faces pale. Paloma's sharp eyes turned to Lena. "You." She said.
Lena froze, her heart hammering against her ribs. Paloma’s gaze swept over her, lingering on the faint flush still staining Lena’s cheeks. The head maid’s voice dropped, cold and precise. "Laundry says they did not receive any sheets last night from the master suite."
She took a slow step closer. "What did you do with them?"
The air thickened. Lena’s throat tightened.
"I-I threw them away..." Lena stammered, dropping her gaze to the stone floor. Her knuckles whitened against her apron. "They were... ruined. Covered in stains." She forced her voice lower, thick with manufactured disgust. "Blood. So much blood. And... other things. Dark, sticky smears everywhere. I couldn’t imagine laundry removing such filth."
She shuddered, wrapping her arms around herself. "It looked... vile. Like something terrible happened."
Paloma’s eyes narrowed, sharp as flint. She took another step, invading Lena’s space. The scent of starch and harsh soap clung to her uniform. "You threw away Mistress Isabel’s finest Egyptian cotton linens? Without authorization?" Her voice was dangerously soft.
Lena kept her gaze fixed on the stone floor, shoulders hunched. "Yes, Head Maid. The stains... they were impossible. Blood, and... fluids." She swallowed hard, forcing her voice to tremble. "It looked like a butcher’s rag. I thought it would shame the household if anyone saw."
Lena could feel the head maid’s eyes dissecting her posture, her averted gaze, the faint tremor in her clasped hands. The lie tasted like ash, but the truth, the bundled silk hidden beneath her mattress, saturated with Mistress Ines’s suffering and sweat, would doom her instantly.
"It wasn’t just stains," Lena whispered, lifting her eyes just enough to meet Paloma’s flinty gaze. She injected a raw note of horror into her voice. "It smelled… wrong. Sickly sweet, like rot beneath perfume." She shuddered visibly.
"And… marks. Deep scratches in the fabric. Like claws." She let her voice drop to a horrified whisper. "What if… what if Mistress Isabel hurt her? What if they fought? Those sheets… they were evidence."
Paloma’s stern expression flickered. A muscle jumped in her jaw. Lena pressed her advantage, leaning in conspiratorially. "Think, Head Maid. If Mistress Isabel finds out we saw… that we knew…"
She trailed off, letting the unspoken threat hang. Disposing of evidence implicating Isabel wasn’t disobedience; it was self-preservation. "I burned them," Lena lied smoothly, her voice dropping lower. "In the incinerator before dawn. No trace. Safer for everyone."
Paloma’s eyes scanned Lena’s face, searching for cracks. Lena held her gaze, projecting earnest concern laced with fear. After a tense beat, Paloma gave a curt nod. "Discretion was… prudent." Her voice was clipped, but the icy disapproval had thawed slightly.
"See that such discretion extends to idle gossip in the servant’s hall. Attend to Mistress Ines’s breakfast tray. Immediately. The personal maids have the day off." She turned sharply and strode away; her stiff posture was the only sign of the disturbance.
Lena’s heart leaped. Mistress Ines’s tray. Not guest quarters. Not laundry. Her.
She scrambled toward the kitchens, a giddy, disbelieving lightness bubbling in her chest. This was fate. A sign.
She’d see her again, touch something she’d touched, breathe the same air. Lena practically danced past the steaming pots, ignoring the cook’s barked orders as she assembled the tray with trembling hands: delicate porcelain, silver cutlery polished to a mirror shine, a single perfect rosebud in a tiny crystal vase.
She arranged everything just so; the butter knife angled precisely; the linen napkin folded into a crisp swan. Like a wife setting breakfast for her beloved.
The walk to the master suite felt like floating. Sunlight streamed through the tall windows, painting golden stripes on the marble floor. Lena imagined Mistress Ines stirring in the vast bed, blinking sleepily, waiting for her.
Lena paused outside the heavy oak door, smoothing her apron, tucking a stray curl behind her ear. She took a deep, steadying breath, composing her face into what she hoped was gentle, devoted serenity.
Good morning, my love, she practiced silently. She knocked softly, twice.
Silence answered.
Lena knocked again, softer this time, her knuckles barely grazing the wood. Her breath caught. Maybe Mistress Ines was still asleep, the fantasy bloomed: Mistress Ines stirring, blinking those startling green eyes, seeing her at the threshold with breakfast, like a devoted wife.
Lena adjusted the tray, her fingers brushing the cool porcelain cup. Her cup. She’d fill it just the way Mistress Ines liked, strong tea, a splash of cream, no sugar.
She’d learned that detail weeks ago, watching from the pantry shadows.
Still silence.
She balanced the tray precariously on one hip and grasped the heavy brass handle. It turned silently, unlocked. Lena pushed the door open just enough to slip inside.
The air was cool and still, thick velvet drapes drawn against the morning sun. No scent of sweat or sex lingered here. Only the faint, clean aroma of floor polish and dried roses from the vase on the mantelpiece. Relief washed over Lena like cool water.
Alone.
Mistress Isabel's side of the bed was empty.
She padded silently across the vast floor, passing various animal skin rugs, her worn maid’s shoes making no sound. The massive bed dominated the room, its dark wood canopy casting deep shadows.
Mistress Ines lay curled on her side, facing away, buried beneath a mountain of pristine ivory silk sheets and a heavy brocade coverlet. Only a spill of dark, tangled hair was visible against the pillowcase.
Lena’s breath hitched. She set the tray down with infinite care on the low table beside the bed, the porcelain barely whispering against the wood.
Sunlight struggled through a gap in the heavy drapes, painting a single stripe of gold across the foot of the bed. It illuminated the smooth curve of Mistress Ines’s shoulder where the sheet had slipped down.
The skin there looked pale, almost translucent, unmarred in this quiet light. No bruises Lena could see from this angle. No angry red marks. Just… peace.
Lena clasped her hands tightly in front of her apron, drinking in the sight. This was how it should always be. Mistress Ines, resting, safe. Untouched by Isabel’s cruelty or Alya’s rough hands.
The air smelled clean, faintly floral from the dried petals on the mantel, devoid of the cloying musk of sex or the metallic tang of blood. It was perfect.
Lena moved with silent reverence, her heart pounding a frantic rhythm against her ribs. She focused on the tray. The porcelain cup needed filling. She lifted the small silver teapot, its spout steaming gently, and poured the dark, fragrant tea.
Just a splash of cream. No sugar.
She placed the cup carefully beside the plate of delicate pastries and sliced fruit. Every movement felt sacred, a ritual performed only for her. She adjusted the rosebud in its tiny vase, ensuring it faced the sleeping form.
Lena allowed herself a moment to simply stand there, gazing at the spill of dark hair against the pillow, the slow, even rise and fall beneath the covers. A fierce protectiveness surged within her, warm and solid.
I’ll keep you safe, she promised silently. I’ll make you see.
She stepped closer, drawn like a moth. No trace of last night’s violence lingered here. It was a sanctuary, and she was its guardian.
Lena reached out, her fingers trembling slightly, not to touch Mistress Ines, but to smooth the edge of the brocade coverlet where it had rumpled near the mattress. Her knuckles brushed the cool silk.
The contact, even this small and indirect, sent a jolt through her. She breathed in deeply, savoring the quiet intimacy.
Just us. I can do this for you, she thought fiercely. Every morning. Forever.
She placed the tray carefully on the bedside table, the porcelain barely whispering against the wood. Sunlight caught the steam rising from the cup, turning it into a wispy ghost in the dim room.
Lena leaned down, her shadow falling across the pillow. Mistress Ines’s face was half-buried, her dark lashes stark against the pallor of her skin. The violent smears of makeup were gone, scrubbed clean, leaving only a faint, bruised shadow beneath her eyes.
Lena’s heart clenched. She looked so young, so fragile. So unbelievably beautiful in her exhaustion.
Lena’s voice, when it came, was a soft murmur, barely louder than the rustle of sheets. "Mistress Ines?" She paused, letting the silence settle. "It’s Lena. I’ve brought your breakfast." She watched the slow flutter of eyelashes, the faint furrow appearing between Mistress Ines’s brows.
Lena reached out again, this time letting her fingertips brush the very edge of the dark hair spilled across the pillowcase. "Time to wake, my lady," she whispered, the endearment slipping out, thick with devotion. "The sun is up."
Ines stirred, a low, pained sound escaping her lips as she shifted. Her eyes blinked open, unfocused and clouded with sleep and lingering shock. They fixed on Lena, hovering above her, recognition dawning slowly, mixed with a deep, weary confusion.
She didn’t speak, just stared, her gaze drifting past Lena to the ornate canopy above. Lena straightened slightly, her hands fluttering nervously to the tray. "I have tea," she offered, her voice trembling slightly with suppressed eagerness.
She lifted the delicate cup, the steam curling invitingly. "And some fresh pastries. You should eat, Mistress. You need your strength." She held the cup out, an offering, her eyes wide and pleading. "Please?"
Ines pushed herself up slowly, wincing as the movement pulled at bruised muscles. The sheet slipped lower, revealing the stark constellation of bite marks and dark bruises across her collarbone, shoulders, and the deep bruise across her neck, like something had been tied there.
Lena’s breath caught, her gaze lingering for a fraction too long before she snapped it back to the cup, her knuckles white on the saucer. Ines accepted the tea silently. Her fingers, cold and trembling, brushed Lena’s. The contact sent a jolt through the maid, a spark of illicit connection.
Ines took a small, tentative sip, her eyes closing briefly as if the warmth was a small anchor in a churning sea. Lena watched, mesmerized by the slight movement of her throat, the way her lashes cast shadows on her pale cheeks.
She drank it. My tea.
"I feel like I got hit by a truck," Ines murmured, her voice raw and thin, like rusted metal scraping stone. She lowered the cup, her gaze fixed on the trembling surface of the tea. "Twice."
The admission hung heavy in the pristine air, a stark contrast to the elegant room. Lena saw the tremor in her hand intensify, the tea threatening to spill.
Lena’s breath hitched.
She spoke to me.
The intimacy of it, this raw confession, sent warmth flooding her chest. She leaned in instinctively, her voice dropping to a hushed, fervent whisper. "Oh, Mistress. You should rest. Stay abed today. I can fetch anything you need—" Her hand hovered, aching to smooth the tangled hair from Ines’s damp forehead, to offer tangible comfort.
Ines flinched almost imperceptibly at the sudden closeness, her gaze flickering up to Lena’s eager face. The vacancy was still there, a hollow distance behind the green eyes, but something else stirred a flicker of wary recognition.
She set the cup down with a soft clink, the tremor in her fingers subsiding slightly. "Rosaria?" she rasped, the name barely audible. Her usual attendant, her shield against the household’s prying eyes.
Rosaria.
The name was a cold knife twisting in Lena’s gut.
That bitch.
The image flashed: Rosaria’s stern, impassive face, her posture rigid with propriety, her hawk-eyes missing nothing. She was the gatekeeper, the rule-enforcer who’d intercepted Lena countless times over the past two months, since Lena had first glimpsed Mistress Ines across the sunlit courtyard and felt her world tilt.
Rosaria would report her in a heartbeat for daring to approach Mistress Ines unsummoned, for lingering too long, for the devotion that surely blazed too brightly in her eyes. It was why Lena had perfected the art of shadow-watching: slipping behind pillars, blending into drapery, catching fragmented moments, Ines reading by the window, Ines laughing softly at something Isabel said (a sound that tore at Lena), Ines staring out at the gardens with that haunting emptiness.
Always from a distance. Always hidden. Rosaria’s ironclad adherence to protocol was a nuisance.
Lena forced a tight, professional smile onto her face, masking the venomous thought. "Mistress, Rosaria has the day off," she said smoothly, her voice carefully modulated into respectful neutrality. "Head Maid Paloma instructed me to attend to you this morning."
She gestured subtly toward the tray, drawing attention back to the perfectly arranged breakfast. "Would you like anything else? Perhaps some honey for your tea? It’s soothing.
Inside, she screamed: Look at me! See me! I’m here!
Ines’s gaze drifted past Lena again, settling on the sunbeam cutting across the floor. Her fingers traced the rim of the teacup absently. "Alya?" The name was a whisper, laced with something Lena couldn’t decipher, dread? Hope? Exhaustion?
Lena’s spine stiffened.
That murderer.
The image of Alya’s scarred hands, her cold eyes watching Ines’s degradation last night, flooded Lena’s mind.
She clenched her fists hidden beneath her apron. "She also has the day off today, Mistress," Lena said, her voice clipped despite her effort to soften it. "Only me."
She stepped closer, unable to resist. "Let me help you sit up properly. You’ll spill your tea." Her hands hovered near Ines’s shoulders, aching to touch the bruised skin, to offer comfort Alya never would.
Ines hesitated, her gaze drifting over Lena’s earnest face. The exhaustion seemed to lift fractionally, replaced by a flicker of weary trust. She gave a tiny, almost imperceptible nod. Lena’s breath caught.
She slid one arm gently beneath Ines’s shoulders, the other supporting her elbow. The contact sent sparks through Lena’s veins, the warmth of Ines’s skin beneath the thin silk nightgown, the fragile weight of her body leaning into Lena’s strength. She smelled faintly of Isabel’s expensive jasmine soap and something uniquely her, sleep and salt and lingering pain.
Lena guided her upright against the plump pillows, arranging them with meticulous care behind her back. "There," Lena murmured, her voice thick with devotion. She smoothed the rumpled sheet over Ines’s lap, her fingertips lingering a heartbeat too long on the cool silk. "Comfortable?"
Ines sank back into the pillows, her eyes fluttering shut for a moment as if the simple movement had drained her. When she opened them again, the vacancy had receded slightly, replaced by a dazed awareness.
She watched Lena lift the teacup again, her trembling fingers now steadier. Lena held it out, the steam curling between them like a fragile bridge. "Small sips," Lena urged softly, her gaze locked on Ines’s lips. "It’ll help."
Ines obeyed, taking the cup, her fingers brushing Lena’s once more. This time, Lena didn’t pull away.
She watched, rapt, as Ines drank, the tea seeming to bring a faint flush of life back to her pale cheeks. The intimacy of the moment, just the two of them in the hushed room, the sunlight creeping closer across the rug, felt sacred to Lena.
She’s letting me care for her.
"Can you get some aspirin?" Ines murmured; her voice still raw but clearer now. She gestured vaguely toward the en-suite bathroom door. "Cabinet above the sink."
The request was ordinary, mundane, yet Lena’s heart soared. She trusts me. This wasn’t just fetching tea; this was entering her private space, touching her things, proving her devotion.
Lena nodded eagerly, her pulse quickening. "Of course, Mistress. Right away." She turned, her footsteps silent on the plush beaver-skin rug, her mind already racing.
Aspirin. Cabinet above the sink.
The bathroom air hung thick and humid, still clinging to the ghost of Isabel’s jasmine bath oil. Lena paused, inhaling deeply. Beneath the cloying floral scent, she caught traces of Mistress Ines, salt, exhaustion, the faint metallic whisper of dried blood.
Her gaze swept the marble counter: Isabel’s regimented crystal bottles lined up like soldiers, a silver-handled brush gleaming beside them. Lena’s fingers itched to touch it, to feel the strands of dark hair surely caught in its bristles.
But duty called. She opened the mirrored cabinet, her reflection staring back, flushed cheeks, eyes wide with illicit thrill. Rows of prescription bottles crowded the shelves, labels bearing Isabel’s name.
She scanned frantically, pushing aside vials until her fingers closed on a small, familiar white bottle. Aspirin. Triumph surged through her.
Back in the bedroom, Ines hadn’t moved. She stared blankly at the sunbeam now creeping onto the edge of the bed, painting her bruised knuckles gold.
Lena approached softly, the bottle clutched tight. "Here, Mistress," she murmured, pouring two pills into her palm. She hesitated, then reached for the water glass beside the tray; her glass filled by her hand. Ines accepted both pills and water without looking, her movements slow, mechanical.
Lena watched her throat work as she swallowed, mesmerized by the vulnerable flutter of her pulse beneath the constellation of bruises. The silence stretched, thick and expectant.
Lena hovered, desperate to prolong the moment, to imprint herself deeper. "Is… is there anything else?" she whispered, leaning in slightly. "A cool cloth? Or… perhaps something to eat?" She gestured toward the untouched pastries.
Ines finally turned her head. Her eyes, still clouded with exhaustion but clearer now, met Lena’s. A faint, weary smile touched her lips, polite, distant. "No," she breathed, her voice a soft sigh.
"Thank you, Lena." She paused, sinking deeper into the pillows, her gaze drifting back to the sunbeam. "Please… I think I just want to rest some more." She shifted slightly, wincing, pulling the silk sheet higher over her shoulders, a gesture of retreat. "I will see you again today, I’m sure." The dismissal was gentle, final. A door closing softly.
Lena didn’t bristle. She didn’t flush with rejection.
Instead, warmth bloomed in her chest, and she said my name. She promised to see me. It was a sign of trust earned. "Of course, Mistress," Lena murmured, her voice low and reverent.
She stepped back, giving Ines space, but her movements were unhurried, deliberate. She straightened the already-perfect tray, aligning the cup precisely with the saucer.
Her fingers brushed the rosebud in its vase, ensuring it still faced the bed. "Rest well," she whispered. "I’ll be nearby if you need anything. Anything." She let the promise hang, thick with unspoken devotion, before turning toward the door.
The walk back felt like floating. Lena replayed every detail: the brush of Ines’s fingers against hers, the fragile weight of her shoulders, the scent of her skin beneath the jasmine soap.
She leaned on me.
The aspirin request wasn’t just a task; it was an invitation into her sanctuary. Lena’s fingers tingled where they’d touched the cool marble of the bathroom counter, where she’d pushed aside Isabel’s regimented bottles to find what Ines needed.
I served her. Alone.
She paused outside the kitchen door, pressing her back against the cool wood paneling, closing her eyes to savor the memory. The soft rasp of Ines’s voice saying her name, Lena, echoed like a hymn. Not "maid." Not "you." Lena.
She hugged herself, apron rustling. She promised to see me again.
Inside, the kitchen buzzed with mid-morning activity. Paloma stood like a granite pillar near the stove, her sharp eyes sweeping the room. Lena floated past her, radiating serene purpose.
She moved to the pantry, selecting a fresh lemon and a jar of honey for later, when Mistress wakes again. Her movements were precise, reverent.
Paloma’s voice cut through the clatter like a blade. "Lena." Lena froze, clutching the honey jar. She turned, schooling her face into respectful neutrality.
Head maid Paloma approached, her gaze dissecting Lena’s flushed cheeks, the lingering softness in her eyes. "Report." The word was clipped, demanding.
Lena dipped her head. "Mistress Ines was resting, Head Maid. She took tea and aspirin. Asked only to sleep." She kept her voice steady, but warmth seeped into it when she added, "She was… very gracious."
Paloma’s eyes narrowed, scrutinizing Lena’s flushed cheeks, the unconscious way her fingers traced the honey jar's ridges. "Gracious?" Paloma echoed the word sharp. "Did she speak of last night? Of Mistress Isabel?" Suspicion hardened her features. Lena’s earlier lie about the sheets hung between them, unspoken but palpable.
Lena kept her gaze lowered, her pulse thrumming. "No, Head Maid. She seemed… weary. Only spoke of resting." She paused, then added carefully, "She thanked me." The emphasis was subtle, against Paloma’s probing.
She sees my value.
Paloma’s silence stretched, heavy with unspoken accusation. "See that she isn’t disturbed," Paloma finally ordered, her tone brittle. "Isabel will return after luncheon. Ensure the suite is immaculate."
She turned away, a clear dismissal, but Lena caught the lingering distrust in her posture, the stiff shoulders, the clenched jaw.
Lena exhaled slowly, relief mingling with defiance.
She doesn’t understand. She never will.
She placed the honey and lemon on the counter with deliberate care, already planning. Mistress Ines needed quiet, yes, but she also needed protection. Lena pictured Alya’s hands, Rosaria’s cold surveillance, and Isabel’s possessive cruelty. They’ll come for her again. The thought ignited a fierce resolve.
She would be the shield Isabel’s violence couldn’t crack. If she could only get close enough...Stay with her long enough...
She moved through the kitchen tasks mechanically, scrubbing counters, refilling the coffee urn.
Her mind was wholly elsewhere. Every clatter of dishes felt like an intrusion on the sacred quiet of the master suite.
Hours later, Paloma slid a silver tray across the polished counter. "Luncheon," she announced, her gaze pinning Lena. "Take it up. Now." The command brooked no refusal.
Lena’s pulse leapt. Her. Again. The tray held delicate china filled with chilled cucumber soup, poached salmon glistening with dill butter, and a single blush-pink rosebud resting beside the folded linen napkin. Lena’s own fingers trembled slightly as she lifted it, not from the weight, but from the dizzying privilege.
The corridor to the master suite felt hushed, charged. Lena paused outside the heavy oak door, composing herself.
Then she heard it: voices. Low, tense.
Lena froze, tray trembling in her hands. She pressed her ear against the cool oak. Mistress Ines’s voice, strained but clear: "...can't risk it, Alya. Not until I know."
Alya’s reply was a low, urgent rasp, scraping against the silence. "Three days. Maybe four. Papers, cash, a car. It’s ready. But we have to go." The certainty in Alya’s tone sent a chill down Lena’s spine.
Ines’s response was brittle, threaded with fear. "I can't. She has my family. They watch the house, Alya. Every day. Men across the street. They’ll hurt them." Lena’s knuckles whitened on the tray. Escape? The word was a forbidden, terrifying thrill. But Alya? Leading her? No.
She's trying to take her away from me.
Alya’s voice dropped lower, rougher. "Staying? She'll break you. Kill you." A harsh pause. "Your family... they're leverage. Alive. You run, vanish... maybe they become useless. Maybe safer."
The logic was brutal, pragmatic. Lena recoiled. Monster.
Ines’s sob choked the air. "No! They’re all I have left! If Isabel thinks I’m gone..." The unspoken horror hung thick, retaliation, swift and bloody.
Lena pressed her forehead against the oak, picturing faceless men watching a small house, Isabel’s eyes coldly calculating. Alya’s silence was heavy, conceding the point.
Then came the scrape of a chair, sharp and violent. Lena flinched. Alya’s voice, stripped of its earlier urgency, turned jagged ice.
"So what? You lie here. Play her broken doll." Lena heard the venom, saw Alya’s hands gripping the chair back. "You think your family wants this? To know you’re Isabel’s toy?" Each word was a lash. Lena’s nails dug into the tray’s silver edge.
Inside, Ines pushed herself upright on the bed, the silk sheet pooling at her waist. The bruises stood stark against her pallor. "Don't!" Her voice cracked, raw with exhaustion and rising panic. "Alya, please—"
Alya stood rigid by the window, her scarred knuckles white where they gripped the curtain edge. Sunlight sliced across her face, hardening the lines around her mouth. "Wait?" She spun, the word a low snarl. "For what little rabbit?"
Ines flinched, pulling the sheet higher over her bruised collarbones. "I sent someone," she whispered, desperation fraying her voice. "To warn them. To get them out. Just wait until she gets them out. Please!"
Alya's laugh was a harsh bark, devoid of humor. She released the curtain, letting sunlight flood the room. She stalked closer to the bed, her silhouette looming over Ines. "Months. Nothing. Silence. Your family sits like ducks."
She leaned down, her scarred hand slamming onto the mattress beside Ines's hip, making the bed frame groan. "You cling to nothing! They gave up on you. Why can't you give up on them? What would be so wrong about it?”
Ines recoiled as if struck, tears spilling silently down her cheeks. "They didn't," she choked out, her voice thick with despair. "They couldn't—"
"Enough!" Alya roared, the sound cracking like thunder in the hushed room. She shoved herself upright, towering over the bed.
Her face twisted with disgust at the tears, the helplessness, the clinging to ghosts. "Rot here then," she spat, the words dripping venom. "Play Isabel's pretty whore. Scream for her." She turned on her heel, flats thudding against the marble floor like hammer blows.
Ines flinched, burying her face in her hands, shoulders shaking with silent sobs. Lena pressed herself flat against the corridor wall beside the suite door, heart hammering against her ribs.
The tray trembled violently in her hands; the delicate soup sloshed against the rim of its bowl.
Alya leaving? Storming out? Elation warred with terror. This is my chance!
The door handle rattled violently. Lena scrambled backwards, ducking around the corner into an alcove shadowed by a towering potted fern. She barely concealed herself as the door flew open with brutal force.
Alya stormed out, a ball of contained fury. Her hand slammed the heavy oak shut behind her with a thunderous crack that echoed down the corridor.
Lena caught the raw, brutal lines of Alya’s profile, jaw clenched like granite, eyes burning with icy contempt. She didn’t pause, didn’t glance back. Flats struck the marble floor with sharp, punishing strides as she vanished down the hallway toward the servants' stairwell, radiating violence like heat from a forge.
Lena pressed herself deeper into the fern, her breath held tight. The scent of damp earth filled her nostrils. She waited, heart pounding against her ribs, until the echo of Alya’s footsteps faded into silence.
Gone. She abandoned her.
Relief surged, hot and dizzying. Alya’s cruelty, her rough hands, her monstrous pragmatism, gone.
Lena clutched the luncheon tray, the chilled porcelain of the soup bowl cooling her trembling fingers. She needs me now. Only me.
She stepped from the alcove, smoothed her apron, and lifted her chin. The corridor felt hushed, expectant. She knocked softly, a gentle tap, nothing like Alya’s violence. No answer came, only the muffled sound of weeping from within. Lena turned the handle and pushed the door open silently.
Ines lay curled on her side, facing away from the door. Her body shook with silent, shuddering sobs, the only sound the ragged hitch of her breath.
The wreckage of Alya’s visit: a chair shoved crookedly, a pillow flung to the floor.
Lena closed the door with exquisite softness, sealing them inside. The scent of salt and despair hung thick in the air, mingling with Isabel’s jasmine. Lena’s gaze drank in the devastation: Ines’s vulnerability lay bare, the tremors running through her frame, the raw, animal sound of her grief.
A fierce, protective tenderness flooded Lena’s chest, sharp and sweet. See? She thought, gliding silently toward the bed, tray held steady.
This is where associating with that brute lands you.
She placed the lunch tray on the bedside table, the china barely whispering against the wood. The rosebud she’d positioned earlier gleamed softly. Lena didn’t speak. Instead, she knelt beside the bed, her knees sinking into the plush rug.
"I overheard," Lena whispered, her voice barely stirring the heavy air. She leaned closer, her breath warm against Ines’s ear.
The scent of tears and jasmine filled her lungs. "You are trying to escape." The words hung between them, charged and dangerous. Lena watched the muscles tense beneath Ines’s bruised skin.
Trust me. Please.
Ines froze mid-sob, her breath catching in her throat. Slowly, painfully, she turned her head. Her eyes, red-rimmed and swollen, widened with raw terror. "Lena?" The name was a choked gasp. Her gaze darted past Lena toward the door, then back, wild and hunted. "You... you can’t—" Panic sharpened her whisper. "If Isabel finds out—"
Lena leaned in, her own heart pounding against her ribs. She smelled the salt on Ines’s skin, saw the frantic pulse fluttering at her throat. "Shhh," Lena murmured, her voice a velvet promise. Her hand drifted closer, hovering just above the curve of Ines’s bruised shoulder.
Ines shuddered, curling tighter. "Please," she rasped, desperation cracking her voice. "Lena, please. Don't tell anyone. Not Isabel. Not... anyone." Tears spilled anew, tracking paths through her cheeks.
"I'll give you anything. My jewelry? Isabel gave me pearls..." Her hand fluttered weakly toward the ornate vanity. "Or... I could suggest to Isabel that you be promoted? Anything you want. Just... please." The words tumbled out, frantic, bargaining with her last shreds of dignity. "Please don't tell!"
Lena watched her plead, a strange warmth spreading through her chest. The terror in Ines’s eyes, the raw vulnerability, was exquisite.
This wasn't the distant Mistress or Isabel's broken toy.
This was real.
Lena leaned closer, her knee pressing into the rug beside the bed. Her hand finally settled, feather-light, on Ines’s trembling shoulder. The contact sent a jolt through both of them. "Shhh," Lena murmured again, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. "I don't want jewels."
Ines froze, her tear-filled eyes searching Lena’s face with desperate confusion. "Then... what?"
Lena’s thumb brushed gently over the edge of a bruise on Ines’s shoulder. "Ask Isabel to make me your personal maid," she breathed, her voice low and urgent. "Full-time. No one else tending to you, not Rosaria, not Alya, just me." She leaned in until her lips nearly touched Ines’s ear, her whisper a warm caress. "With that access... I can help you. I only want the best for you."
Ines stared, disbelief warring with fragile hope. "Help... how?" Her fingers clutched the sheet like a lifeline.
Lena’s thumb traced the bruise again, possessive and soothing. "I can get messages out. Safely." She paused, letting the offer sink into the silence between them. "To your family. To whoever you sent. I can contact them then, when they move your family, I’ll tell you it's safe to escape."
Ines’s breath hitched. Her eyes searched Lena’s face, not for deception, but for salvation. "You… you’d do that?" The words trembled with disbelief.
"Of course," Lena murmured, her thumb stroking the bruise possessively. "Alya wanted you to leave your family to be slaughtered… only a monster would say something like that." She infused her voice with righteous disgust.
Ines shuddered, fresh tears welling. "She didn't mean—"
"Didn't she?" Lena cut in sharply, her thumb pressing just enough to emphasize the point. "She called you Isabel's whore. Told you to rot."
Lena leaned closer, her breath hot against Ines's ear. "I care. Let me protect you." Her gaze dropped to the untouched lunch tray. "First, eat. Regain your strength. Then," her voice dropped to a conspiratorial whisper, "ask Isabel tonight. Make me yours."
Ines nodded weakly, a fragile hope flickering in her eyes. Lena helped her sit up, arranging pillows with reverent care, then lifted the chilled cucumber soup.
She brought the spoon to Ines’s lips, watching intently as she swallowed. Each small sip felt like a victory, a sacrament.
Fate.
The word sang through Lena’s veins as she fed her Mistress. She hadn’t planned to overhear Alya’s vicious tantrum, pure, beautiful chance. The universe had carved this moment just for her.
Alya’s own cruelty had driven her away, severing her poisonous influence. Lena’s thumb brushed a stray droplet from Ines’s chin.
Rosaria’s next.
That stern gatekeeping bitch, always blocking Lena’s path, would be sidelined once Lena became the sole maid. Personal access meant control. Information. Isolation.
Ines would rely on her for everything: messages, comfort, survival itself. Lena’s pulse quickened. She pictured Rosaria relegated to laundry duty, her cold eyes watching helplessly as Lena tended to Ines’s every need.
Out of the way. Forgotten.
Then, Mistress Isabel won’t be needed anymore. The thought wasn’t a plan, not yet. It was a promise whispered by destiny itself.
Lena would be the constant, the sanctuary. Isabel’s downfall would be her own making, and Lena would guide Ines through the wreckage, straight into her waiting arms.
Ines swallowed another spoonful of soup, her gaze drifting to Lena’s face. The raw terror had softened into exhausted bewilderment.
"Lena?" Her voice was hoarse, tentative. "Are you... okay? After... everything?" Her eyes flickered toward the door where Alya had stormed out, then back to Lena’s attentive expression.
It was a fragile attempt to grasp normality, a bewildered concern for the maid kneeling beside her bruised body.
Lena’s smile bloomed, warm and radiant, chasing shadows from the room. Her thumb brushed the edge of a fading bruise on Ines’s forearm, light, possessive.
"Never better,"
Notes:
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Chapter 28: A Maidly Perspective (Part Two)
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Alya lingered near the back of the cathedral, her posture perfectly composed, hands folded neatly in front of her, yet her eyes never left the aisle. She had seen countless weddings in her life, observed brides and grooms in moments of triumph and display, but none of it prepared her for Ines walking toward the altar.
From the first step, Alya’s breath caught.
Ines was breathtaking, a vision of grace and fragile strength that seemed almost otherworldly under the filtered sunlight. The lace veil framed her face like a halo, the pearls in her hair gleaming with every subtle tilt of her head.
Her gown was simple in its elegance, flowing around her in clean, silver lines, but it was the way she carried herself, the measured poise, the quiet resilience, that drew Alya in completely.
Alya’s chest tightened, an involuntary flush rising to her cheeks. She could not look away. Every step, every subtle shift of weight, every faint tremor in Ines’s hands as she held the bouquet, struck Alya with a kind of awe she had never admitted, not even to herself.
She blinked, trying to refocus, forcing her mind back to the ceremony, but the image of Ines’s serene yet determined expression remained, etched into her mind with a clarity that both thrilled and unsettled her. Alya knew, instinctively, that she would never forget this vision.
Rosaria stood beside her, poised and silent, but the faint narrowing of her eyes did not escape Alya’s notice. Quietly, almost beneath the roar of the organ and the soft murmur of the guests, Rosaria leaned slightly closer, her voice low and neutral.
“Alya,” she said, the single word deliberate, careful.
Alya turned her gaze to her, expression unreadable, heart still pounding. “Yes, Rosaria?”
A subtle, almost imperceptible pause, then Rosaria’s words came, tinged with the edge of a challenge. “A set of car keys is missing. Would you happen to know anything about that?”
Alya’s throat went dry. Her pulse surged, and for a fraction of a second, she considered denying it outright, but the weight in Rosaria’s tone made her hesitate.
There was no judgment there, just observation, just knowing. Alya inclined her head slightly, a faint acknowledgment without words. “I have no idea,” she murmured, her voice calm, carefully neutral.
Rosaria’s gaze remained fixed on the ceremony ahead, her expression serene as Isabel took Ines’s trembling hands at the altar. “The garage reported the black Audi S8 missing,” Rosaria continued softly. “Its transponder was disabled precisely at 3:47 AM. Odd timing.”
She paused, letting the implication hang.
Alya kept her posture rigid, eyes trained on Ines’s lace veil.
The organ swelled, drowning Rosaria’s next words to all but her. “I don’t want to know what you’re planning... plausible deniability and all that.” She adjusted her gloves, a gesture so casual it felt lethal. “But allow me to say one thing...” Her eyes flicked to Alya’s profile, sharp as a blade. “Do not get yourself killed for her.”
The warning landed like a stone in Alya’s gut. Rosaria knew. Not the details, but the intent. The scent of lilies and incense thickened the air.
Isabel slid the gold band onto Ines’s finger, her smile predatory. Alya’s jaw tightened. “I have no intention of dying,” she murmured, low enough for only Rosaria. “I just can't watch her suffer anymore.”
Rosaria’s gaze remained fixed on the altar. “Suffering is inevitable here. You’re trading hers for yours.” She paused as applause rippled through the cathedral. "I will not tell Mistress, but nor will I help you."
Alya nodded, her throat tight. "Understood."
The ceremony blurred into ritual: vows exchanged, rings blessed, applause washing over them. Alya kept her gaze fixed on Ines, memorizing the curve of her jaw beneath the veil, the tremor in her fingers as she signed the marriage register.
Rosaria’s warning echoed that suffering is inevitable.
But seeing Ines flinch as Isabel’s hand settled possessively on her waist ignited a cold fury in Alya’s chest. Trading suffering?
Fine. Let it be mine.
As the procession began down the aisle, Rosaria turned sharply toward a side exit. Alya followed, her steps quickening to catch up in the dim sacristy, the scent of old wood and beeswax replacing incense. Rosaria paused by a rack of vestments, her expression unreadable.
"How are you going to handle it later?" Alya asked, her voice low and urgent. "With the selection? I saw your name on the roster... For if Ines behaves well, she'll have her pick."
Rosaria didn't turn. Her fingers traced the embroidered edge of a priest's chasuble hanging nearby, the gold thread catching the dim sacristy light. "Handle it?" Her tone was flat, devoid of inflection.
Alya pressed, stepping closer. "Yes. When Isabel offers her... rewards. You're listed as an option."
Rosaria finally turned. Her eyes met Alya’s, flat and hard as obsidian. "Then I will decline." The words fell like stones. "I have no intention of having my first time with that woman."
She paused, her gaze cutting through the sacristy gloom. "Not as part of some transaction. Not as a prize for obedience." Her lip curled faintly. "Especially not while Mistress watches."
Alya blinked, the bluntness hitting her harder than she’d expected. "Decline?" She echoed. "Isabel won’t take kindly to that."
Rosaria’s hand dropped from the chasuble. "She won’t take kindly to forced participation either. Young Mistress is not going to pick someone she thinks is unwilling." Her voice remained flat, pragmatic. "It ruins the fantasy. Ines wants eager devotion, not reluctant duty." She turned fully toward Alya, her expression unreadable in the gloom. "If Ines chooses me, which she won’t. I’ll plead illness. Migraine. Something plausible. But she’ll choose someone else."
Alya frowned, leaning against a heavy oak cabinet. "You sound as if you dislike her."
Rosaria’s laugh was a dry rustle, like dead leaves scraping concrete. "Dislike?" She pulled off her gloves, finger by finger, methodically. "I don’t know her. She’s a frightened deer frozen in headlights. Dislike requires investment."
She folded the gloves neatly, tucking them into her pocket. "What I dislike is the disruption. The complication." Her eyes flicked to Alya, sharp and assessing. "You, however, seem invested enough for both of us. Enough to risk everything."
Alya stiffened. "I’m doing what’s necessary."
"It is not a matter of like or dislike," Rosaria countered, her voice a low monotone that cut through the stillness. "She can be charming and hardworking one hour, whiny and selfish the next. The disruption is the problem. Mistress has spent over six figures bribing the church alone."
Rosaria’s gaze hardened. "And worse yet, what do you think happens when Ines stops planning these half-hearted escapes? When she finally realizes she can wrap Isabel around her finger?" A chill seemed to seep from Rosaria’s posture. "We should all be afraid of the day that the deer learns how to manipulate the hunter."
Alya’s breath caught at the implication. Before she could respond, Rosaria turned sharply toward the sacristy’s rear exit. "Enough chatter. The reception awaits."
Outside, the humid air clung like damp gauze. One of the servants' cars idled at the curb, tinted windows reflecting the cathedral’s spires.
Rosaria slid into the driver’s seat without a word. Alya hesitated, her gaze darting to the procession of limousines ferrying guests toward the plantation. Then she climbed into the passenger seat, the leather cool beneath her palms.
The engine purred as Rosaria pulled away. Silence stretched thick, broken only by the rhythmic thump of windshield wipers against a sudden drizzle.
Alya stared at her reflection in the side mirror, the sharp cheekbones, the carefully blank eyes. Rosaria’s words echoed: We should all be afraid. Alya’s knuckles whitened on her skirt.
They arrived at the plantation’s grand entrance. Limousines disgorged glittering guests onto the red carpet under a canopy shielding them from the wind.
Rosaria parked discreetly at the staff entrance around back. Without a word, she exited, her posture rigid as she vanished into the service corridors.
Alya followed, the humid air inside tasting faintly of bleach and polished silver. The distant thrum of the reception band vibrated through the floorboards.
"The reception is no servants allowed," Rosaria stated flatly, pausing by the staff stairwell. Her eyes flickered toward the muffled laughter drifting from the main hall. "Return to your quarters. Stay until summoned."
It wasn't a suggestion. It was the iron rule of the Pombo household on display nights. Staff vanished. Only the head maid might move unseen near the periphery, ensuring seamless service flowed from the hidden kitchens.
Alya nodded, the heavy silk of her formal maid's uniform suddenly stifling. She climbed the narrow back stairs, the polished wood groaning softly underfoot. The upper halls felt cavernous, silent except for the distant thrum of the orchestra and the occasional burst of applause filtering through layers of stone and plaster.
Her room was a neat space overlooking the service courtyard. Her exercise equipment was littered around the room as neatly as possible.
She shrugged out of the uniform jacket, hanging it precisely, leaving her in the crisp white blouse and dark skirt. Sitting rigidly on the edge of her bed, she waited.
The waiting was its own kind of torture. Every muffled cheer from below felt like a hammer blow.
She’s down there. With her.
Images flashed: Isabel’s possessive grip, Ines’s fake smile beneath the veil, the predatory gleam in Isabel’s eyes during the vows.
Alya’s fists clenched in her lap, knuckles pressing sharply against the dark fabric. She focused on the peeling paint around the window frame, the faint scent of lemon oil, and dust.
Waiting.
The summons came not with a bell, but with a sharp rap on her door. Rosaria stood framed in the doorway, expressionless. "Mistress requires attendance. Now." Her tone brooked no hesitation.
Alya followed her across the hall, the distant thump of fireworks from the reception fading. They entered a stark office joined to Isabel’s private suite.
The air hummed with tension. Lena stood already waiting, posture unnaturally rigid, her hands clasped white-knuckled before her.
Two other maids Alya barely knew flanked her, Maria, young and wide-eyed, clutching her apron, and Elara, older, her face carefully smoothed into neutrality. Rosaria positioned herself near the door. As two more maids joined them.
The door opened. Isabel strode in, her wedding gown exchanged for a tailored suit, her presence instantly filling the room.
Ines, in her arms, still in her wedding dress, her face pale beneath the fading makeup, eyes darting nervously around the assembled women. She looked fragile, overwhelmed, like a startled bird trapped indoors.
Isabel guided her to her feet.
Her eyes swept over the maids lined before her: Lena radiating coiled tension, Rosaria impassive as stone, Alya forcing stillness, Maria trembling slightly, Elara watchful, and two others Alya barely recognized.
Isabel leaned close, her lips brushing Ines's ear. The words were lost beneath the muffled thump of distant fireworks and the oppressive silence of the room.
Ines listened, her eyes widening fractionally, a flush creeping up her neck. She gave a tiny, jerky nod, her gaze dropping to the polished floorboards.
Then Isabel straightened, her voice slicing through the quiet, clear and commanding. "Pick one of them to join us tonight." Her gaze swept over the assembled maids, Lena vibrating with suppressed eagerness, Rosaria impossibly still, Alya holding her breath, Maria looking terrified, Elara watchful, the others frozen.
Isabel’s hand slid possessively down Ines’s arm. "Take your time, darling," she murmured, her tone deceptively soft. "Choose whoever pleases you most." She pressed a lingering kiss to Ines’s temple, her eyes locking briefly with Lena’s hungry stare.
With that, Isabel turned, her heels clicking sharply against the wood as she walked past the silent maids and through the doorway leading to her private bedroom suite.
The door clicked shut behind her, leaving Ines alone with the seven women, the air thick with unspoken tension and distant fireworks.
Ines hesitated, her gaze darting over the assembled faces, Lena’s hungry anticipation, Rosaria’s icy neutrality, Alya’s carefully blank expression, Maria’s terrified tremble, Elara’s watchful stillness.
The sheer pressure of the choice seemed to paralyze her. Instead of approaching any of them, she turned abruptly and walked to the heavy mahogany desk dominating one wall.
Perching herself awkwardly on its polished edge, she swung her legs slightly, trying for nonchalance.
"Listen," she began, her voice surprisingly steady despite the tremor in her fingers clutching her skirt. "If you don't want to be here, if you're unwilling... You may leave right now. No consequences."
She paused, letting the words sink into the thick silence. Lena’s eager smile faltered slightly. "I only want to pick from people who consent to participate."
The silence stretched, charged and brittle.
Seconds ticked by. Then, movement.
One maid, her face a mask of relief, stepped back with a shallow bow and slipped silently out the door. Another followed, Rosaria didn’t hesitate; she gave a curt, professional nod, and exited, Ines not even needing to hear her excuse about a migraine.
Leaving Maria, Lena, Elara, and herself.
Alya’s pulse thrummed, a quiet certainty settling in her chest.
She’ll choose me.
Ines wouldn’t betray her, not after the whispered reassurances, the stolen moments, the shared dread.
Her little rabbit understood loyalty, understood the unspoken pact between them. She watched as Ines slid off the desk, smoothing her wedding gown with trembling hands.
Lena practically vibrated, a coiled spring of expectation, while Elara watched with detached curiosity. Maria looked ready to faint.
Ines moved first toward Elara, the older maid. She circled her slowly, her gaze sweeping from the neatly pinned grey-streaked hair down to the sensible black flats. Her inspection was clinical, detached. She dismissed her with a polite shake of the head.
Maria was next.
The girl flinched visibly as Ines approached. Ines paused inches away, studying the raw panic in Maria’s wide, dark eyes, the tremble in her lips. After a long, silent moment, Ines sighed softly.
"Thank you, you may go." She murmured, almost to herself. Maria practically fled backward toward the door, stumbling slightly in her relief.
And then there were two.
Lena stood rigid, a hungry stillness radiating from her like heat shimmer off pavement. Alya kept her own posture deliberately neutral, hands clasped loosely at her waist.
Lena had arrived only months ago, hired during the chaotic aftermath of Ines’s stabbing, a replacement body because Mistress fired two maids she thought could've done more for Ines after that lunatic stabbed her.
She’d been a ghost in the manor corridors since then, keeping strictly to her duties, eyes averted, voice rarely rising above a murmur. Alya knew little about her beyond the efficient way she polished silver and the faint scent of antiseptic soap that clung to her uniform.
Lena seemed to avoid interaction, especially with Alya, another maid swayed by the rumors surrounding her girlfriend's demise.
She'd been here for years, and that pesky rumor still had legs.
Now, Lena stood across from her, radiating coiled anticipation. Her posture was unnervingly still, hands clasped tightly behind her back, knuckles hidden but surely white. Her gaze, usually downcast, was fixed intently on Ines, a raw hunger in her eyes that made Alya’s skin prickle. It wasn’t just eagerness; it was possession.
Ines stepped forward, circling Lena slowly. Her wedding gown whispered against the polished floorboards.
She moved with a strange, detached curiosity, like inspecting livestock. Her eyes traveled deliberately over Lena’s form: the swell of her hips beneath the starched black uniform skirt, the curve of her waist cinched tight by the apron strings, the full bust straining against the white blouse.
She paused behind Lena, studying the nape of her neck, the line of her shoulders. Alya watched, a cold knot tightening in her stomach. Lena remained statue-still, but a faint flush crept up her neck.
Finally, Ines stopped directly in front of Lena, mere inches separating them. The air crackled. Lena’s gaze remained fixed somewhere near Ines’s collarbone, her breath shallow.
"Look at me," Ines commanded softly, her voice devoid of warmth but edged with something sharp. Lena’s eyes lifted slowly, hesitant at first, then locking onto Ines’s face with desperate, hopeful intensity.
The raw hunger in them was naked now. Ines tilted her head slightly, studying Lena’s flushed cheeks, her parted lips. "You're lovely," Ines murmured, the word dropping like a stone into the silence. Lena’s breath caught audibly, a tiny gasp escaping her.
Ines raised her right hand slowly. Her fingers, cool despite the room’s warmth, brushed lightly over Lena’s lips, tracing the curve. Lena remained frozen, trembling faintly. Then, deliberately, Ines pressed her thumb against Lena’s lower lip, applying gentle pressure.
Lena’s lips parted instinctively, yielding. Ines slid her thumb past Lena’s teeth and onto her tongue. Lena’s eyes widened, locked on Ines’s face, but she didn’t pull away. Instead, she closed her lips around the digit, her tongue pressing hesitantly against the pad.
The silence stretched, thick and suffocating, broken only by Lena’s ragged breathing through her nose and the distant thump of fireworks.
Alya watched, her own breath trapped somewhere beneath her ribs. Lena’s gaze flickered toward her for a fraction of a second, a glance filled not with triumph, but with a desperate, almost pleading intensity.
Then Lena’s eyes snapped back to Ines, her focus absolute, her cheeks flushing crimson. She sucked gently, her lips forming a tight seal around Ines’s thumb. The intimacy of the gesture was obscene in its quietness.
Ines withdrew her thumb slowly, slick with saliva. She wiped it casually against the pristine white silk of Lena’s uniform blouse, leaving a damp smear. Lena shuddered, her eyes wide and fixed on Ines’s face, waiting.
"Have you ever been with another woman?" Ines asked, her tone flat, brimming with curiosity.
Lena blinked rapidly, her cheeks still flushed crimson. "No, Mistress," she whispered, voice trembling.
"Then why not leave with the others?" Ines inquired.
They were going back and forth talking...but Alya couldn't hear them, the blood was rushing to her fists, her brain quickly becoming overwhelmed with the idea that Ines was about to pick Lena...
She can't, can she? I've promised to get her out of here...how could she pick someone else? She owes me!
"Go," Ines commanded, withdrawing her touch from Lena, who looked like she was about to explode in sheer confusion. Alya blinked, but she couldn't help but feel sorry for her as she bowed and left the room.
This song and dance was cruel, and completely unlike Ines to play with someone's feelings like that.
She couldn't feel too bad, however...she was the last woman standing...the winner. And God did she love her prize.
Alya knelt on the cold floorboards, gathering the crumpled heap of her maid’s uniform, black skirt, white blouse, starched apron, all smelling faintly of sweat and Ines's expensive perfume.
Her fingers trembled slightly as she wrapped the fabric and her most sensitive parts and stepped out into the hallway, marching back into her own room, sending out a quick, "Mistress requested that someone change the sheets in the master bedroom, now." Over her walkie to the Maid's channel.
She did not wait for a response as she quickly dropped the sweaty clothes from around herself and stepped into her conjoined bathroom.
The shower hissed to life, steam curling around her bare shoulders.
Alya leaned against the tiled wall, letting the scalding water sluice away the sweat, the scent of Ines's perfume, the phantom ache where Isabel's rule still stung: No kissing her on the lips.
The absurdity bubbled up, sharp and bitter. She'd tasted Ines everywhere else, the salt of her skin, the slickness between her thighs, the forbidden, intimate darkness she'd explored with her tongue, but those soft, familiar lips? Off-limits.
Commanded by the wife. "I put my tongue in her asshole," she muttered to the steam, "but can't kiss her lips. What kind of rule is that?" The water beat down, failing to wash away the possessive frustration. That kiss belonged to her, not Isabel.
Ines doesn't love Isabel.
She loves me...or she will, when I get her out of here.
The scalding water couldn't burn away the certainty blooming in Alya's chest. Ines had chosen her. Not Lena, desperate and hungry. Not Rosaria, efficient and cold.
Her.
After everything.
The forbidden kiss rule was Isabel's pathetic attempt to carve out territory, but Alya knew the taste of Ines's skin, the sounds she made when pushed beyond thought.
That was hers. The wife owned the cage; Alya held the key to the lock. She had marked her in bites and hickeyes that would be present for days.
She was just as much hers as she was Isabel's.
Drying off quickly, she dressed in fresh pajamas, soft cotton pants, and a worn t-shirt stolen from when Ines was still a slave.
The familiar scent of her lover lingered faintly in the fabric, a small rebellion against the sterile order of the staff quarters. She flicked off the bathroom light, plunging the bedroom into near-darkness save for the faint glow from the courtyard below.
The distant thump of the reception music had finally ceased; the plantation house slept. Alya slid beneath the cool sheets, the mattress springs groaning softly.
Her body ached pleasantly from exertion, but her mind raced, replaying the evening: Lena’s desperate hunger, Ines’s detached inspection, the electric moment when Ines picked her.
The memory sparked a fierce warmth in Alya’s chest, pushing aside the lingering sting of Isabel’s absurd rule. She’d won tonight. She’d been chosen.
And soon they'd leave this place, Ecuador, or Argentina maybe, a nice apartment with a balcony overlooking the sea. She pictured Ines laughing, free of Isabel’s suffocating grip.
The fantasy was potent. She burrowed deeper into her pillow, inhaling the faded scent of Ines on her stolen t-shirt, a secret comfort Isabel couldn't touch. Sleep pulled at her, heavy and insistent.
Her eyelids fluttered shut. Just a few days, she promised herself. Then we start. Our life together.
The shrill bleat of her alarm shattered the quiet. Alya groaned, burying her face deeper into the pillow. She slapped the alarm silent.
For a moment, she lingered in the warm cocoon of sheets, replaying the triumph of being chosen, the fierce possessiveness* of marking Ines. Then, with a determined grunt, she swung her legs out.
Dawn painted the courtyard in pale grey light.
She pulled on worn leggings and a faded tank top. Her morning ritual began: deep lunges that burned her thighs, cat-cow stretches arching her spine, warrior poses holding her steady against the cool air. Each movement was precise, a silent affirmation of control in a world designed to strip it away.
Her muscles protested, warm and pliant. She breathed deep, pushing away Isabel’s phantom rules, focusing only on the stretch and pull.
The walk pad hummed beneath her bare feet.
Fifteen minutes.
She started slow, letting the rhythm sync with her heartbeat, gradually increasing speed until sweat beaded her temples. Her gaze fixed on the courtyard’s wrought-iron gate below, the symbol of confinement, soon to be their exit.
With every step, she visualized it: packing essentials, disabling security protocols she’d subtly learned, navigating the dense jungle beyond the estate walls to the coastal highway. Ecuador first. A small apartment overlooking the Pacific. Ines laughing freely, sunlight on her face.
Soon, she promised the silent room, the pad’s belt whirring beneath her determined pace.
Afterwards, she grabbed the dusty dumbbells tucked beside her wardrobe, twenty pounds each. Lunges, curls, presses. Muscle burned, breath came sharp.
Each rep reinforced her resolve: strength for the escape, endurance for the journey. She pictured Isabel’s cold fury when she discovered them gone.
Worth it. For Ines. For them. She finished with a final, trembling overhead press, arms shaking, then lowered the weights slowly. The ache was good. Solid. Real.
She peeled off the sweat-soaked tank and leggings, tossing them toward the hamper. The shower hissed, steam quickly fogging the small bathroom mirror.
She stepped under the scalding spray, letting it pound away the fatigue and the phantom scent of Isabel’s threat. She scrubbed quickly, efficiently, no lingering today. Towel-drying her short hair, she pulled on clean cotton underwear and a soft grey robe.
Padding barefoot to the small desk wedged into the corner of her room, she flipped open the laptop that the household provided all senior staff. The screen blinked awake. Two new emails glowed in the inbox.
The first was from Head Maid Paloma: Subject: Schedule Adjustment.
Due to household requirements following last night's reception, your duties are suspended today. Rest.
Regards, Paloma.
Alya exhaled, tension easing. A free day meant time to strategize, to map routes south. She’d visit the estate’s library later, discreetly access maps, and research border crossings. Hope fizzed under her ribs. Then she opened Isabel’s email.
The subject line was blank.
The message body contained only twelve words, stark and brutal against the pale screen: bite her that hard again, and I'll have your teeth removed.
No signature. Just the cold, impersonal font. Alya stared at it, the steam from her shower still curling around her bare shoulders. The possessive fury radiating from those words was almost palpable.
She’d seen the marks, the deep bruises Alya had left on Ines’s hips, the bite on her shoulder, claiming bites, ownership bites.
Alya traced her own teeth with her tongue, the phantom sensation of Ines’s yielding skin vivid. She’d done it deliberately, a silent rebellion against Isabel’s decree, a brand saying mine. And Isabel knew it.
She closed the laptop lid with deliberate softness. Her robe felt suddenly flimsy against the chill creeping into the room. Isabel would still be wrapped around Ines in the master suite, possessive, demanding, enforcing her rules. Alya couldn’t risk approaching now. Not with Isabel’s threat fresh.
Five hours. She’d wait five hours. Isabel would eventually descend to manage the estate, leaving Ines alone.
That was the window. Alya paced the small confines of her room, her bare feet silent on the cool tile. The courtyard below slowly brightened, sunlight glinting off dew on manicured shrubs.
Five hours stretched before her, vast and oppressive. She couldn't strategize escape routes yet; the library wouldn't open until nine. Instead, she forced herself to routine: brewing bitter coffee on the small hotplate, chewing mechanically on dry toast.
She cleaned her already spotless room, folded laundry with military precision, anything to anchor herself against the gnawing urgency to run to Ines now.
Finally, the digital clock clicked over to 11:30 AM. The household would be stirring. Alya approached her wardrobe, the black maid’s uniform hanging like a shroud.
She dressed with deliberate slowness: starched white blouse buttoned high, black skirt smoothing over her hips, crisp apron tied securely at her waist.
She pinned her hair back severely, erasing any trace of the lover from the night before. The transformation was complete: Senior Maid Alya, efficient and invisible.
She slipped out of her room, footsteps silent on the cool marble hallway. The master suite door stood slightly ajar across the hall.
Alya pushed it open cautiously. The air inside was thick with the scent of expensive linen and something heavier, fatigue, perhaps despair. Ines sat propped against a mountain of pillows, sunlight catching the hollows beneath her eyes.
She wore a silk robe, loosely tied, revealing the constellation of bruises Alya had left, dark blooms on her collarbone, the unmistakable bite mark high on her shoulder.
Beautiful.
Alya’s gaze lingered on the bite mark, a possessive warmth flaring beneath her ribs. She closed the door softly behind her.
"Morning," she murmured, crossing the plush carpet. Her fingers tightened around the feather duster she’d grabbed as a prop. "You look... tired." The understatement hung thickly.
Ines rubbed her temples, the silk robe slipping further. "I woke up at 5 AM to Isabel coiled around me like a boa constrictor. She left at 9:00 to go to brunch with her family."
Alya's pulse quickened. Brunch? That meant hours. She dropped the feather duster onto the chaise lounge. "Did she say when she'd be back?"
"No," Ines sighed, pushing tangled hair off her face. The bruises stood out starkly in the morning light. "Just muttered something about placating her mother."
Alya moved closer, the starched apron rustling faintly. The air hummed with unspoken urgency. "Good. We need to talk. We can leave in a couple of days. I'm getting the last things ready."
"Alya...she has my family. I can't risk it, not until I know their safe." Ines said, dejected.
Alya froze halfway to the bed. She couldn't be serious. Alya couldn't just return the stuff she had stolen; she was risking so much. Everything. No, there couldn't be any delays. "Three days, maybe four. Papers, cash, and a car. It's all ready. But we have to go."
Ines’s response was brittle, threaded with fear. "I can't. She has my family. They watch the house, Alya. Every day. Men across the street. They’ll hurt them."
Alya’s voice dropped lower, rougher. "Staying? She'll break you. Kill you." A harsh pause. "Your family... they're leverage. Alive. You run, vanish... maybe they become useless. Maybe safer."
Ines’s sob choked the air. "No! They’re all I have left! If Isabel thinks I’m gone..." The unspoken horror hung thick, retaliation, swift and bloody.
"So what? You lie here. Play her broken doll. You think your family wants this? To know you’re Isabel’s toy?"
Inside, Ines pushed herself upright on the bed, the silk sheet pooling at her waist. The bruises stood stark against her pallor. "Don't!" Her voice cracked, raw with exhaustion and rising panic. "Alya, please—"
Alya stood rigid by the window, her scarred knuckles white where they gripped the curtain edge. Sunlight sliced across her face, hardening the lines around her mouth. "Wait?" She spun, the word a low snarl. "For what little rabbit?"
Ines flinched, pulling the sheet higher over her bruised collarbones. "I sent someone," she whispered, desperation fraying her voice. "To warn them. To get them out. Just wait until she gets them out. Please!"
Alya's laugh was a harsh bark, devoid of humor. She released the curtain, letting sunlight flood the room.
She stalked closer to the bed, her silhouette looming over Ines. "Months. Nothing. Silence. Your family sits like ducks."
She leaned down, her scarred hand slamming onto the mattress beside Ines's hip, making the bed frame groan. "You cling to nothing! They gave up on you. Why can't you give up on them? What would be so wrong about it?”
Ines recoiled as if struck, tears spilling silently down her cheeks. "They didn't," she choked out, her voice thick with despair. "They couldn't—"
"Enough!" Alya roared, the sound cracking like thunder in the hushed room. She shoved herself upright, towering over the bed.
Her face twisted with disgust at the tears, the helplessness, the clinging to ghosts. "Rot here then," she spat, the words dripping venom. "Play Isabel's pretty whore. Scream for her." She turned on her heel, flats thudding against the marble floor like hammer blows.
The door slammed shut behind her with a crack that echoed down the hallway. Inside her own room, Alya didn't bother with the light.
She slammed her fist into the wardrobe door. Once. Twice. The cheap wood groaned. Pain shot up her arm, sharp and grounding. Stupid.
Stupid to think Ines understood sacrifice. Alya was risking her neck, her life, squirreling away cash, forging papers, planning routes through jungle checkpoints, all for a woman who clung to phantoms held by a psychopath.
She paced the small space, bare feet slapping the cold tile. Isabel would always find leverage.
That was her nature. If Ines's family miraculously vanished tomorrow? Isabel would simply invent a new hostage. She’d round up the entire household staff, Paloma, Esmeralda, Lena, and threaten to slit their throats one by one.
Or worse, she’d adopt some orphaned infant, cradle it sweetly, and whisper to Ines, "Leave me, and I'll snap its neck before sunrise." Isabel operated on infinite cruelty. There was always another chain.
Alya sank onto the edge of her narrow bed, the cheap mattress springs groaning. She stared at her scarred knuckles. Sacrifice? She’d sacrificed her future safety, stealing cash, forging IDs, and Ines clung to phantoms, paralyzed by threats against people Isabel wouldn't dare harm yet.
They were leverage, alive. Useless leverage if Ines vanished. Alya’s jaw clenched. Ines hadn’t considered her sacrifice at all. Only her own fear.
Minutes crawled by. The silence pressed in, thick and accusing.
Then, a faint scrape at her door. Alya froze. Not footsteps. Something sliding beneath the worn wood. A folded slip of cheap printer paper. She waited, breath held, listening. Only the distant hum of the estate generator.
She crept forward, snatched the paper, and unfolded it.
I know you're trying to escape with Mistress Ines...I want to help.
- Lena
Notes:
Posting this chapter super early. Actually, did an all-nighter to finish it, (Currently 5 am as I write this) because today's my birthday (Super casual plug)
And I want to spend the day with my partner/family and not editing.
Hope you enjoyed!!
Chapter 29: We Should All be Afraid
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The door slammed somewhere down the hall, followed by the sharp, uneven click of Isabel’s heels. Ines sat up in bed, pulling the silk sheet modestly around herself just as the bedroom door opened.
Isabel entered looking storm-tossed, hair pinned too tightly, lipstick smudged at the corner of her mouth, the expensive pastel blouse creased from the drive. She didn’t look at Ines at first, just muttered under her breath as she shrugged off her jacket and tossed it over a chair.
Ines sat up against the pillows, still in her robe, her eyes softening the moment she saw her.
“My mother reamed me for three hours about yesterday’s festivities,” Isabel began, voice sharp with lingering anger. “How I disgraced the family with our 'sinful union', how the ceremony was too ‘modern’, how I looked ridiculous in a suit, and how the fireworks were a waste of money, on and on and on.” She sighed, undoing the buttons of her blouse with quick, irritated movements. “I swear, she lives to make me miserable.”
Ines didn’t respond right away. She simply opened her arms.
“Come here,” she said gently.
For a moment, Isabel hesitated, shoulders still drawn tight, but then she exhaled and stepped into Ines’s embrace. Ines pulled her close, holding her tightly, feeling the tremor of tension still vibrating through her body. Isabel’s perfume mingled with the faint scent of wine and stress, and after a few seconds of silence, her breathing began to slow.
Ines brushed a kiss against her temple and whispered, “It’s over now. You’re home.”
Isabel’s arms circled her waist, clutching her as though grounding herself.
After a moment, Ines reached up, fingers sliding into Isabel’s hair. She found the metal pin and carefully slipped it free, letting the heavy waves fall over her shoulders. She ran her fingers through them, slow and soothing, feeling Isabel gradually melt against her.
“Better?” Ines murmured.
“Mhm,” Isabel hummed, her voice quieter now. “You always make it better.”
“Then lie down with me,” Ines coaxed softly. “You need rest.”
Isabel nodded against her shoulder. She stepped back just enough to shed the creased blouse, letting it pool on the floor. Her jeans followed, kicked aside without care.
The silk robe lay draped over the foot of the bed, Isabel’s robe. Isabel pulled it on, cinching the belt loosely. The deep plum silk swallowed the harsh lines of her tension, softening her edges in the muted afternoon light filtering through the heavy drapes.
She turned back to the bed. Ines had already shifted aside, lifting the soft duvet in invitation.
Isabel slid beneath it, the cool sheets a shock against her skin, still humming with the friction of her mother’s disapproval. She settled onto her side, facing Ines, the mattress dipping beneath her weight.
The scent of clean linen and Ines’s subtle vanilla soap enveloped her, a stark contrast to the stale cigarette smoke and bitter coffee clinging to her clothes from the brunch.
For a moment, she just breathed it in, feeling the frantic pace of her own pulse begin to settle.
Ines curled closer, her warmth radiating through the thin silk of Isabel’s robe. One arm slid beneath Isabel’s neck, fingers gently kneading the taut muscles at the base of her skull where tension always pooled after facing her mother.
The other arm draped possessively over Isabel’s waist, pulling her snug against the soft curve of Ines’s body.
Isabel instinctively burrowed her face into the hollow of Ines’s throat, inhaling deeply, the steady beat of Ines’s pulse against her cheek a grounding rhythm.
The sheer silk felt cool and smooth beneath her cheek, yet beneath it, Ines’s skin was warm, alive. Isabel sighed, a long, shuddering release of breath that seemed to carry the weight of the morning out of her lungs.
Her own hand drifted up, fingers tangling loosely in the silk fabric covering Ines’s back, clinging not with desperation, but with the quiet certainty of finding safe harbor.
"You're being nice today," Isabel murmured, the words muffled against Ines’s skin, tinged with a wary curiosity that wasn’t quite accusation. The tension hadn’t fully bled from her shoulders yet; it lingered like a low hum beneath the surface calm.
Her thumb traced a slow, absent circle over the silk covering Ines’s hipbone, a gesture that felt almost unconscious.
Ines pressed a soft kiss to the top of Isabel’s head, letting her lips linger. "I don't like seeing you upset," she breathed, her voice low and steady against the quiet room. "We're married now...that has to mean something." Her fingers slid deeper into Isabel’s dark waves, massaging with deliberate gentleness.
The words tasted like ash, but she shaped them carefully, letting them hang in the air like a fragile promise. Something significant. Something binding them beyond torment.
Isabel stiffened for a fleeting second, a predator catching an unfamiliar scent, before exhaling slowly, melting further into the embrace. Her hold tightened almost imperceptibly around Ines’s waist.
Ines kept her fingers moving in Isabel’s hair, a steady, rhythmic motion. Hours bled into the quiet room. She listened to Isabel’s breathing deepen, felt the rigid muscles in her neck loosen under her touch.
The afternoon light softened, painting golden stripes across the rumpled silk sheets. Stillness settled, thick and deceptive.
Ines watched dust motes dance in a sunbeam near the heavy drapes. Her own pulse was a frantic drum against her ribs, hidden beneath the calm facade.
Soon.
The thought was a blade twisting in her gut. She had to ask soon, while Isabel was pliant, wrapped in the illusion of tenderness she’d spun.
She shifted slightly, her lips brushing Isabel’s temple. The scent of bergamot and the faint metallic tang of stress clung to Isabel’s skin. “You’re still tense,” Ines murmured, her voice a low hum barely louder than their mingled breaths. Her fingers traced idle patterns over Isabel’s silk-clad shoulder blade. “Let’s take a hot bath together.”
Isabel lifted her head, dark eyes searching Ines’s face. Suspicion flickered, brief, sharp, before dissolving into weary acquiescence. “Yes,” she rasped, the word rough.
Ines eased away, the cool air rushing between them as she slid off the bed. Her bare feet sank into the plush beaver pelt rug as she crossed to the adjoining bathroom. The taps groaned open, unleashing a torrent of steaming water that quickly fogged the mirrors and filled the marble tub.
She added a generous pour of Isabel’s favorite bergamot-scented oil, its sharp citrus aroma blooming thick and cloying in the humid air.
Isabel watched from the doorway, leaning against the frame, exhaustion etching shadows beneath her eyes.
The silk robe gaped slightly at her throat. Ines turned, steam curling around her ankles, and extended a hand.
No words were needed. Isabel pushed off the frame, letting the robe slide from her shoulders to pool on the cool tile. She stepped into the swirling heat, sinking down with a low groan as the water enveloped her sore muscles.
Ines followed, the water sloshing against the sides as she settled in between Isabel's legs, Isabel's chest pushing into her back. The hot water stung Ines's bruises, but she leaned back deliberately, pressing her spine firmly against Isabel's torso.
Isabel's arms instinctively wrapped around Ines's waist, hands flattening against her stomach.
The tension in her body softened slowly, bone by bone, absorbed by the heat and the solid presence pressed against her.
Her chin came to rest on Ines's damp shoulder, breath stirring the wet curls at her nape. The bergamot oil filled the humid air, sharp and clean, momentarily drowning out the lingering scent of her mother's disapproval.
Isabel’s hands slid lower, fingers splaying possessively over Ines's hipbones, thumbs tracing slow circles on her skin beneath the waterline.
Ines tilted her head back, the movement exposing the vulnerable line of her throat. Steam clung to her lashes as she gazed upward, past Isabel’s jawline, locking onto her eyes.
The kiss she offered wasn’t tentative or pleading; it was deliberate, soft pressure against Isabel’s lips, lingering just long enough to feel the surprised hitch in Isabel’s breath before pulling back slightly.
Water droplets traced paths from Isabel’s collarbone down to where their bodies touched.
Isabel’s hands stilled on Ines’s hips. For a heartbeat, there was only the rush of water and the drumming pulse beneath damp skin.
Then Isabel’s grip tightened, pulling Ines flush against her, not possessively, but with a raw, bewildered hunger.
Her mouth crashed down onto Ines’s, fierce and claiming, tasting steam and desperation. Ines met it, opening beneath her, letting Isabel’s tongue slide against hers. The kiss was a collision, hot water sloshing over the tub’s edge, Isabel’s fingers digging into Ines’s waist, the slick slide of skin on skin.
Ines broke it first, gasping, her head falling back against Isabel’s shoulder. Isabel buried her face in the curve of Ines’s neck, teeth scraping lightly over the tender skin beneath her ear.
The possessive rasp sent a shudder through Ines, not fear, but the cold certainty of the trap closing.
"I didn't know Rosaria had the day off today," Ines murmured, her voice deliberately soft, muffled against Isabel's damp hair.
She felt Isabel stiffen. The pause stretched, thick with the steam and the unspoken tension.
Isabel's hands slid higher on Ines's abdomen, fingers pressing possessively beneath her ribs. "Yes," she answered, the word clipped. "I gave her the day off. She did so much with the wedding."
Isabel's chin nudged Ines's shoulder, turning her head towards the vanity mirror fogged by steam. Their reflection wavered, Isabel's dark intensity, Ines's forced serenity. "Deserves a rest, don't you think?"
Ines kept her gaze fixed on their misty image. "Of course. It's just..." She paused, letting the steam fill the silence. "I do, it just ended up with someone else bringing me breakfast this morning. What was her name... Lena or something like that?" She kept her tone light, conversational, as if recalling a minor detail.
Isabel’s hands tightened fractionally on Ines’s waist beneath the water. "Lena?" Isabel repeated, her voice carefully neutral.
She shifted, water sloshing against the marble. "Which one was that again?"
"The shorter one," Ines murmured, tracing idle patterns on Isabel’s forearm. "Dark hair, hazel eyes. Baby-faced."
She kept her tone casual, detached. "She was excellent, kind, and helpful."
Isabel chuckled, the sound vibrating against Ines's spine.
Her fingers dipped lower beneath the waterline, tracing the curve of Ines's hipbone. "Ah, that Lena," she purred. "Changed the sheets last night too, didn't she? Hired her a few months back." A dismissive shrug shifted the water. "Tits like cow udders, honestly, the only reason I bothered. Needed something amusing to look at while the staff drones on."
Ines kept her expression smooth as polished stone, her gaze still fixed on their blurred reflection.
The vulgarity was deliberate, bait cast to provoke disgust or jealousy. She felt Isabel’s thumbs press deeper into the soft flesh of her belly, possessive anchors holding her in place.
Steam curled like spectral fingers around Isabel’s damp curls. "She seemed… competent," Ines offered neutrally, letting her lashes lower. "Thorough."
A low hum vibrated against her shoulder blade. Isabel’s lips brushed the nape of her neck, a ghost of a kiss. "Competent? Is that all?" The words were silk-wrapped steel. "You want her, dove?"
The question hung in the humid air, sharp as a blade.
Ines didn’t flinch. She leaned back into Isabel’s solid warmth, letting the steam veil her expression. "Not like that, love," she murmured, fingers trailing idly through the scented water. "Practicality. Rosaria deserves rest."
She tilted her head, catching Isabel’s reflection, dark eyes narrowed, assessing. "It’s unsettling, Izzy. Waking to strange hands. Strange eyes." She let a tremor seep into her voice, subtle but deliberate.
"Lena… she saw my bruises this morning when she brought me breakfast." The admission hung between them, heavy with unspoken vulnerability. "She didn’t stare. Didn’t flinch. Just… efficient." Ines turned slightly within the circle of Isabel’s arms, meeting her gaze directly through the steam.
"Do you think she could also be assigned to me?" Her voice softened, almost pleading. "So we don’t have days like this where Rosaria is off, and I have no idea who’s serving me. I don't want any stranger tending to me is all, it makes me uncomfortable."
Isabel studied her silently for a moment, a predator weighing prey’s sincerity.
Then, her expression softened into indulgence. "Well, if it makes you more comfortable, dove." Her thumb stroked Ines’s hipbone beneath the water. "I’ll have Lena transferred to your personal staff tomorrow. Rosaria will have to train her, of course. But consider her yours."
She leaned forward, her lips brushing the shell of Ines’s ear. "Anything to ease your nerves, my wife."
Ines turned fully in Isabel’s lap, water sloshing over the rim onto the tiles. She framed Isabel's face with wet hands, her gaze earnest. "Thank you, baby."
She pressed a soft, lingering kiss to Isabel’s lips, tasting steam and bergamot. Knowing the hard part was done.
Lena was hers. A potential ally secured beneath Isabel’s oblivious nose.
Relief, sharp and dizzying, washed through her. She deepened the kiss instinctively, pouring false gratitude into it, her fingers sliding into Isabel’s damp hair.
Isabel responded hungrily, pulling her closer, hands roaming possessively over Ines’s slick skin beneath the water.
The kiss stretched, filled with the wet sounds of lips parting and tongues meeting. When Ines finally drew back, breathless, Isabel’s eyes were dark with desire and triumph.
She traced Ines’s swollen lower lip with her thumb.
"I love you so much, Ines," Isabel murmured, the words thick and raw against her damp skin. "My wife. Mine. Finally."
"I love you too," Ines whispered, the lie thick as honey on her tongue. She nuzzled deeper into the crook of Isabel's neck, her nose brushing the damp edge of her jawline. The skin there tasted faintly of salt and expensive oil.
Isabel’s pulse hammered against her cheekbone, rapid, triumphant.
Ines closed her eyes, letting the humid air fill her lungs, her own fingers tracing idle, feather-light patterns over Isabel’s submerged forearm.
It was just as Lena said, Isabel listened to her, she spun a lie, added some tenderness, and Isabel was none the wiser.
The bathwater sloshed gently as Isabel shifted, pulling Ines tighter against her. The possessive grip, the low hum of contentment vibrating against her spine, it should have felt suffocating.
Instead, a sharp, unexpected pang of guilt pricked at Ines’s conscience. Isabel’s love was a monstrous, consuming thing, yet it was undeniably real.
She had woven her entire existence around the ghost of a girl long dead, and now clung to Ines with a desperation that bordered on pathetic devotion.
For a fleeting, treacherous moment, Ines felt a profound sorrow for the twisted yearning that defined Isabel’s life.
If only, the thought whispered, unbidden and dangerous, if she wasn’t so broken... if she hadn’t murdered... hadn’t taken... Could she ever have truly loved this fiercely possessive, loyal, terrifying woman?
The Isabel, who existed solely in stolen moments like this, soft, vulnerable, radiating a warmth that felt genuine, was heartbreakingly close to someone Ines could have adored.
Ines closed her eyes, letting her head rest against Isabel’s shoulder.
The steam curled around them, thick with the scent of bergamot. Isabel’s fingertips traced lazy patterns over her submerged thigh, a gesture absentminded yet intimate.
This closeness, the shared heat, the quiet intimacy of tangled limbs in the water, it was achingly close to the domestic bliss she’d once imagined for herself.
A gentle wife. Lazy Sundays, shared baths, whispered secrets in the dark.
The longing for that simple, safe belonging surged through her, sharp and painful. Isabel offered a grotesque parody of it, poisoned at the root by obsession and violence.
Yet, wrapped in Isabel’s arms now, feeling the steady beat of her heart against her back, Ines couldn’t entirely suppress a hollow echo of that lost dream.
If she were just half as crazy, Ines thought, bitterness warring with a strange, unwanted pity. If she were just needy, not monstrous... I could have loved her back.
God, I could have loved her so much.
If we never went to her mother’s, if I never found out the truth...
I could’ve been happy here.
Notes:
Shorter chapter this week, but something I wanted to stand alone.
Chapter 30: Crossroads
Notes:
This chapter is long, 17k words, and I'm not cutting a thing.
Chapter Text
Lena woke to three sharp knocks at her door. Her heart jumped before she even registered the sound, a startled beat of panic and excitement all at once.
She sat up quickly, brushing her hair back, and in one smooth motion hid the folded bundle of stolen sheets beneath her pillow. They still carried a faint trace of Mistress Ines’s scent, something that had comforted her through sleepless nights.
The knocking came again.
“I’m coming,” Lena called, voice catching slightly. She threw on her uniform, buttoning it hurriedly before opening the door.
Rosaria stood there, composed as ever. Her dark hair was pinned neatly, her eyes as sharp as her tone. “Get dressed quickly,” she said, glancing around the small room with faint disapproval. “You’ve been reassigned.”
Lena blinked. “Reassigned?”
Rosaria nodded once. “To Mistress Ines’s personal service. Effective immediately.”
The words landed like thunder in Lena’s chest. Personal service. Close to her. Every day. Her pulse quickened, a warmth blooming in her stomach she could barely contain.
Mistress Ines had done as she asked; she had convinced Mistress Isabel. God, what a woman.
Still, she forced herself to act surprised. “There must be a mistake,” she said softly, clutching her hands together. “I—I haven’t even been here three months.”
Rosaria’s gaze lingered on her, unblinking. “Yes,” she said finally, “it’s quite funny. A maid with barely three months of experience, getting promoted to personal service.” Her tone dripped with suspicion. “You’ll forgive me if I find that… unusual.”
Lena swallowed hard, unsure what expression to wear. “I just try to do good work,” she murmured.
“Of course you do.” Rosaria took a slow step closer, her presence suddenly heavier. “Let me be perfectly clear. Whatever you’re scheming, stop it now. If you hurt either one of them, I will gut you myself.”
The words hit Lena like a cold wind. For a moment, she couldn’t breathe. Then Rosaria turned sharply toward the corridor, her voice clipped. “Now get ready. We must go over Mistress Ines’s daily schedule before you report to her.”
Lena stood frozen after the door closed. Her heart raced, not from fear, but from fury.
She thinks she can threaten me.
Her gaze shifted toward the hidden sheets beneath her pillow, fingers brushing the fabric through the cover.
She’s the one in the way. Her and Alya both. Though I’ll be rid of Alya soon enough.
The thought came unbidden, whispering through her mind like a secret she’d been carrying too long.
Mistress Ines doesn’t need them. She needs me.
When she was gone, Lena let out a shaky breath and leaned against the door. Her mind was spinning. So, she’d noticed. Of course, Rosaria would notice, always hovering near Mistress Ines like some insect.
Lena’s nails dug into her palm.
She’ll get in the way. Just like Alya did.
But that was fine. She could be patient. Once she was closer to Mistress Ines, once she had her trust, her scent, her touch, Rosaria wouldn’t matter. None of them would.
Lena smiled faintly, brushing a stray hair behind her ear as she straightened her uniform. “Personal service,” she whispered. “Finally.”
Lena smoothed her apron, forcing a small, serene smile onto her face before stepping into the hall.
Rosaria walked ahead through the servant’s corridor, the faint click of her shoes echoing off the floor. Lena followed a step behind, notebook in hand, her eyes darting to the maid’s back now and then. The air between them was cool, clipped; Rosaria clearly wasn’t in the mood for idle talk.
“She’s to be woken at nine,” Rosaria began, tone brisk and practiced. “Breakfast by nine-thirty. Most days, she’ll be eating at the same time as Mistress. You’ll assist with serving, but don’t speak unless spoken to.”
Lena nodded quickly, writing it all down, though she already knew she’d remember every word.
“After breakfast,” Rosaria continued, “she’ll have an hour of reading. You’re to keep her space quiet, bring tea if she asks, and make sure no one disturbs her. Next week she begins self-defense training, so you’ll need to have her change of clothes and towel ready before noon.”
“Self-defense?” Lena echoed.
“Now that they’re wed, Mistress expects her mother’s attempts on Mistress Ines’s life to ramp up significantly,” Rosaria said without a shred of empathy, not seemingly worried that she was announcing that Ines was in danger.
They turned a corner, the corridor narrowing. Rosaria didn’t slow.
“You’ll run her baths,” she went on, “bring her meals, fetch her books from the library if she asks, and vanish when she says to go away. Is that clear?”
“Yes, Rosaria,” Lena said softly.
Rosaria stopped, finally turning to face her. Her expression was steady, but her eyes gave her away, sharp and suspicious. “And if you value your position here, you’ll follow every one of those instructions exactly. Mistress Ines is… still adjusting to living here. She doesn’t need distractions.”
Lena kept her head bowed, fingers tight around her notebook to hide the tremor in her hands. “Of course.”
Rosaria studied her for a beat longer, then turned away. “Good. I’ll be watching.”
Lena allowed herself a small smile. Watching? That was fine. Let her watch.
She could play the obedient maid as long as needed. And once she was inside Mistress Ines’s room, close enough to brush her hair, draw her bath, breathe in her scent, Rosaria wouldn’t be able to stop her.
Not this time.
Lena lingered in the narrow corridor, notebook pressed to her chest as she watched Rosaria review the household ledger. Her palms were damp, her pulse steady only because she willed it to be.
“Rosaria,” she said softly, careful to sound deferential. “Is Mistress Isabel in her office? I’d like to speak with her. To thank her for the opportunity, and discuss a personal matter.”
Rosaria’s pen stilled mid-line. Her eyes lifted, steady and sharp. “A personal matter?”
Lena shifted, gaze dropping. “My pay,” she said quickly. “This position does come with a raise, doesn’t it? I thought it might be best to confirm directly.”
Rosaria watched her for several seconds, then sighed through her nose, long, exasperated. “Ah. One of those.”
“One of those?”
“The ambitious type,” Rosaria said. “Money-hungry. Always thinking the fastest way up is through someone else’s favor.” She shut the ledger and gave a small flick of her hand toward the hallway. “Fine. Mistress Isabel is in her office. She stayed in bed all day yesterday with Ines, so I imagine she’ll be buried in work this morning. Go on. Try not to make her regret promoting you before you’ve even started.”
“Yes, Rosaria,” Lena murmured, bowing her head and stepping away. A faint twist of jealousy tightened in Lena’s stomach at the mention of them staying in bed together all day, but she hid it behind a polite nod.
But as soon as she turned the corner, her composure cracked into a quiet grin. Rosaria could think what she liked. Let her believe Lena wanted money, or a title, or status. It was safer that way.
Because what Lena wanted, what she’d always wanted, was far more dangerous.
The thought of Mistress Ines asleep in that grand bed last night, her hair fanned over silk sheets that Lena still kept stolen pieces of, made her chest flutter painfully. To serve her, to belong to her, to eliminate anyone who stood in the way of that closeness… it wasn’t greed.
It was love.
And Isabel, her cold, calculating wife, was merely a necessary step. She would have to go eventually as well.
A door to be opened. A favor to be won.
She straightened her uniform, tucking a stray lock of hair behind her ear, and began down the long corridor toward Mistress Isabel’s office.
If she played this right, she’d be closer to Ines by sunset.
Lena steadied her breath as she approached the office door. The hallway felt too long, too quiet, her heartbeat too loud. She smoothed the front of her apron once, twice, then knocked.
A beat.
“Come in.”
She slipped inside.
Mistress Isabel was behind her desk, robe tied loosely at the waist, hair still damp from a bath, laptop open before her. Fingers moved rapidly across the keys, sharp, efficient. She didn’t look up.
The room smelled faintly of jasmine.
Lena bowed.
“Mistress.”
“What do you want?” Isabel replied, still typing.
Her voice was flat, uninterested. Not even annoyed, just dismissive like she was above talking to her. Lena forced her expression into one of polite composure, spine straight, hands resting lightly against her skirt.
“I wanted to thank you,” she began, soft and earnest. “For the opportunity. Serving Lady Ines personally is an honor. I will devote myself to her fully. I will make sure her needs are met with complete diligence and respect.”
No response.
Only the quiet, relentless clack of keys.
Lena kept her gaze down, waiting, heat slowly blooming beneath her ribs. She was accustomed to being ignored; she just had to wait for the moment Isabel chose to acknowledge her. To look up first would be a mistake. A challenge.
So she waited.
And waited.
Finally, the typing stopped.
Isabel leaned back in her chair, eyes lifting at last. Sharp. Assessing. Slightly tired. Her gaze went through Lena rather than at her.
“I hope you didn’t come here just to kiss my ass.”
The words hit like a slap, but Lena did not flinch. Her expression remained carefully composed. She let her lashes lower, let her breath catch just enough to look small. Concerned. Vulnerable.
“No,” she said quietly. “I… came to tell you something.”
That made Isabel pause.
Lena swallowed, letting her voice tremble one carefully measured degree.
“I overheard something. A conversation...”
She lifted her eyes. Clear. Serious.
“A plot to take Lady Ines away.”
Lena had learned something in the past two days, something she wasn’t prepared for, something that lodged like a stone beneath her ribs every hour of the day: being close to Mistress Ines was not soothing.
It was not comforting. It did not make her feel special or valued or seen. It hurt. It hurt in a way she could not have predicted. Not sharp pain, not immediate pain, but a slow, smoldering ache that spread and spread, like a fever burning low under the skin.
Because being near Mistress Ines meant watching her be loved by someone else.
She stood in Mistress Isabel’s office as she was instructed, hands folded behind her back, back straight, eyes lowered. The room was warm, filled with late morning light pouring through the tall windows, and the smell of coffee and honey pastries lingered in the air. Mistress Isabel sat in the large chair behind the desk, and Mistress Ines sat sideways on her lap, legs curled, comfortably tucked against her like she belonged there.
Isabel held a plate of sliced fruit and bite-sized pastries and fed them to Ines one by one. And Ines, soft-eyed and relaxed, leaned her head on Isabel’s shoulder with quiet affection; her fingers hooked lightly into Isabel’s collar like it was natural, like it had always been that way.
Isabel wiped a crumb from her lips with her thumb, and Ines smiled into her neck.
Lena had to lower her eyes before her expression betrayed her. Every time she watched it, her chest tightened until it was hard to breathe.
She had imagined Ines unhappy. She had imagined Ines yearning for escape. She had imagined Ines lonely. But what she saw in front of her was not loneliness. It was warmth. Familiarity. Comfort. Ines looked at Isabel like she was someone she relied on. Someone she trusted.
Loved.
And Lena had never considered that possibility because it would break her.
Yet here it was. Reality. Sitting three feet away in a chair stained with sunlight.
She reminded herself, very deliberately, that it was only surface-level. It had to be. Because if it was not, then every fantasy Lena had ever held, every plan she had built, every quiet night where she imagined Ines whispering her name as she touched herself was a lie. And she would not survive that.
Her fingers tightened slowly around the tray she was holding. She exhaled through her nose, silent and controlled, until the trembling in her hand faded. She could endure this. She had endured worse. And she would have what she wanted. It was only a matter of time.
Her plan was already unfolding as smoothly as silk being drawn across skin.
Alya had contacted her yesterday. If Alya was one thing, it was... Predictable. She’d waited until Lena was walking past the Laundry room, and grabbed her violently and threw her against the door.
At first, Alya’s words were sharp, full of accusations, threats, an animal baring teeth. But the moment Lena let her voice break, just slightly, the moment she whispered that she wanted to help Ines escape too, Alya faltered. It had taken one sigh, one tremor, one carefully timed silence. And Alya had folded like a sheet of paper sinking into water.
The fool.
Two days.
The courtyard.
The car.
Alya thought they were going to save Ines together. Thought Lena would deliver her. Thought they would drive away and disappear.
But that was not how it would go.
Alya was already dead and didn’t even know it.
Inside the car, Isabel would be waiting. Her revolver would press against Alya’s temple. Quick. Efficient. Alya would die in seconds and be tossed into the woods outside the estate walls. No one would search for her. No one would care.
Lena did not care. Alya was an obstacle, the same as a locked door or a wall too tall to climb. And once she was gone, Lena would be one step closer. And Mistress Ines would be that much safer.
After Alya, Rosaria. Not with bullets. Rosaria was too clever to be killed cleanly. Rosaria would need to be dismantled. Emotion was leverage. Loss was poison. Lena already knew exactly where to pour it.
And after her... Mistress could go too. Poison in her morning coffee, it would be so easy. Ines would inherit her funds, and she’d see all that Lena had done for her.
Then there would be no one between Lena and Ines.
No one to hold Ines in their lap.
No one to feed her strawberries.
No one for her to lean into when she felt tired or fragile or soft.
Except her.
Lena’s jaw tightened, but she kept her breathing steady.
She silently stepped forward to collect the empty dish. Her fingertips grazed Isabel’s ringed hand for half a second, and that was when it happened.
Isabel tilted Ines’s chin up.
Ines responded instantly, lips parting as Isabel kissed her deeply. Slow at first, then deeper, tongues sliding together with practiced familiarity. Ines’s fingers curled into Isabel’s collar. Isabel’s hand slid into the back of Ines’s hair, holding her close. Their breaths softened, shared. Their bodies pressed together like they fit, like they had always fit.
Heat rushed under Lena’s skin so fast she thought she might faint.
She did not move.
She did not breathe.
She simply held the dish and watched the woman she loved be kissed like she were precious.
The kiss broke eventually, soft and intimate, foreheads touching for a second before they parted. Neither of them looked Lena’s way. She was invisible. A servant. Something that existed only to carry things.
She turned, plate in hand, and walked toward the door.
The door shut softly behind Lena, and she leaned her back against it for just a moment, eyes closed, air catching in her throat.
Her chest felt too tight.
Her heartbeat was too fast.
Her fingers dug into her palms.
She inhaled slowly. Refocused. Smoothed her apron. Her expression returned to calm, polite neutrality. A servant’s face.
Her voice, barely above a whisper, escaped anyway.
“Soon.”
Not hope.
Not desperation.
Promise.
She pushed off the doorframe, composed and quiet, and continued down the hall like nothing at all lived beneath her skin except duty.
And no one who passed her suspected a thing.
Lena let herself into Alya’s room like she belonged there, closing the door quietly behind her. The space was bigger than most on the servant’s floor, closer to something a mid-ranked guard might have claimed before the restructure. A rack of weights lined one wall, heavy plates still dusted with chalk. A pull-up bar had been bolted into the ceiling beam, and there were scuff marks on the wooden floor from where Alya did her footwork drills. The air smelled faintly of iron, leather, and lavender-scented detergent. Clean. Controlled. Strong.
Alya sat on the bench press when Lena entered, wiping down one of the bars with a towel. Her hair, that pale ash blonde that looked almost silver in certain lighting, was tied up high, exposing the sharp line of her jaw. Her tank top left her arms bare and defined.
She was always like this: composed in the body, seething in the silence. A living weapon forced to sit still inside a palace she hated.
She didn’t look up at first. “You better not be backing out.”
Lena forced her pulse to slow. If she looked afraid, Alya would see it. If she looked too calm, Alya would smell something wrong. She needed to play this perfectly.
“No,” Lena said. She crossed the room and sat down lightly on the edge of a trunk near the window. “Everything is still moving exactly on schedule.”
Alya finally lifted her chin, eyes sharp. “Then talk.”
Lena inhaled slowly. She knew every word she said now was a lie. She knew Alya believed her because Alya needed something to believe in. Because Alya wasn’t stupid, just desperate. She thought she was saving Ines. She thought she was protecting her.
Lena felt a brief, nauseating twist of something like pity.
She crushed it.
“Tomorrow,” she said, keeping her tone measured. “After dinner. Mistress has to make a quick stop in the city. She won’t be in the manor. That’s our window.”
Alya nodded once, standing, pacing. “Good. Good. And Ines? You keep saying you will be the one to bring her. How?”
Lena kept her hands still in her lap. “I will disguise her as the basement girl. Lindsay. I’ve seen what you’ve done to her face. No one will question a short woman being dragged out of here in rags and a bag over her head.”
Alya’s expression flickered. Something like pain. “Lindsay? That could work.”
Lena didn’t respond. She didn’t dare. She didn’t want to think about Lindsay, that scum. She didn’t want to think about seeing the state of her face when she went to check if she was still down in the basement.
Alya rubbed her palms on her thighs. “And Ines’s family? You swear they are safe?”
Lena swallowed once.
There. That was the nerve. That was the weak point. For both of them.
Her voice stayed steady. “Rose got them out. All of them. They’re already hidden. Waiting.”
A total lie. Rose’s supposed attempts had been brushed off as nonsense. Ines’s family had written them off as cruel pranks, mocking their daughter's disappearance.
No one had even listened. Ines’s family was still in El Paso, still reachable, still vulnerable, still hostage to Isabel’s will. Lena knew it.
Alya closed her eyes for a moment. Shoulders loosening. Relief. God. That was the worst part. She believed it. She really did.
Lena’s stomach twisted. But she didn’t stop. She couldn’t. She needed Alya to walk into that courtyard tomorrow, thinking she was rescuing someone she loved.
Because what was coming next needed to look like hope right up until the bullet hit.
Alya opened her eyes again, voice lower. “If something happens to her, I will kill you first.”
Lena nodded. “I know.”
She didn’t flinch. She didn’t look away. She couldn’t afford to.
Alya sat back down on the bench, staring at the floor. Her hands flexed once, slow and tight.
“You’re doing the right thing,” Alya said softly, not looking at her. “You understand that, right?”
Lena smiled just a little. Careful. Empty.
“Yes,” she said. “I do.”
And in her head:
I am betraying you. I am betraying her. I am lying to every single one of you, and not one of you even sees it.
Because in the end, it didn’t matter who got hurt.
Lena was going to win.
She stood, smoothed her skirt, and let herself out of the room without another word.
Lena found Ines alone just after breakfast, when Señora Blanca had stepped out to collect additional lesson materials. The hallway outside the small sitting room was quiet, the morning sunlight soft through the tall windows.
Ines had just finished her tea, still in her simple blouse and the soft cream cardigan that Mistress liked her in.
Her posture had improved over the few days since her lessons restarted, but she still slouched when she thought no one was watching. Lena closed the door behind them gently, making sure the latch clicked.
Ines looked up, expression questioning. She always did that now, watching Lena closely, like Lena was the only one who actually spoke to her plainly. It made something in Lena’s chest tighten each time.
If Ines looked at her like that too long, Lena started to feel the edges of guilt, and guilt was the one thing she could not afford.
“I needed to tell you something,” Lena said, lowering her voice. She crossed the room and sat beside her on the cushioned bench. Not too close. Close enough.
Ines’s brows drew together, worried already. “What happened?”
Lena let herself exhale slowly, as if this news pained her to speak. She lowered her eyes, giving Ines the impression of honesty. It amazed her how easy it was to play sincerity when someone wanted to believe you.
“It’s your family,” Lena said softly. “Rose tried. She did. But your family hasn’t been moved yet. The first attempts were ignored. Your mother didn’t believe the warning was serious. They thought it was a prank. They are still where they were.”
Ines’s breath caught, her fingers tightening around the edge of her skirt. “No. Rose said. She promised she’d get them out...”
Lena reached out, placing a hand on hers, guiding her to breathe. Slow. Like she cared. Like this was hard.
“She is still trying. And she will try again. But it is not done yet. And I told Alya we need more time.”
Ines’s eyes widened. “You told Alya to wait?”
Lena nodded, allowing a faint tension into her shoulders. “Yes. I convinced her to delay the escape. I said it would be too dangerous without your family secured. She agreed to wait a few more days.”
A perfect lie. Calm. Neat. Reversible.
In truth, Alya thought they were escaping tonight. Alya thought Lena would bring Ines to her in disguise. Alya thought the car would be waiting to take them beyond the estate walls. Alya thought she would be the one to save her.
In mere hours, Alya would be waiting in that car. Alone. Thinking she was finally doing something right.
And Mistress would step into the backseat. And that would be the end of Alya. Hidden body, cleaned scene.
Then Lena would cry softly and say that Alya got restless. Alya left without you. She abandoned us both.
Ines would believe it because she needed something to believe in. Just like Alya had.
Ines swallowed hard and looked down at their hands. “Thank you. For telling me the truth. I know that must have been difficult.”
Lena squeezed her fingers. Gentle. Supportive. A perfect echo of concern.
“It is my job to look after you,” Lena said. “I meant what I said. I will not let anything happen to you.”
Ines leaned against her. Just a little. Enough to feel the warmth of her.
Lena held her carefully, like she was something precious.
And all the while, behind her calm breathing and tender voice, her mind whispered:
One more day. Then everything falls your way.
She only had to keep the lies straight.
Alya stood at attention behind Ines’s chair, the soft clink of silverware the only sound in the room. Mistress Isabel sat close to Ines, cutting small pieces of lamb and offering them to her between quiet, affectionate murmurs. Ines was laughing at something Isabel whispered to her, cheeks faintly warm, a softness in her eyes Alya had not seen before the wedding.
Seeing it again hurt. More than she let herself show.
Rosaria was clearing plates from the far end of the table, silent and composed as always. Lena stood just slightly behind Rosaria, hands folded, face unreadable.
Alya realized she was the only one whose pulse was not steady.
Isabel finished eating first. She wiped her lips with the napkin, leaned in, and kissed Ines, slow and familiar. Ines’s hand rested lightly on Isabel’s forearm as they parted. The sight of that tenderness dug like a hook beneath Alya’s ribs.
Isabel rose from her seat and smoothed her jacket sleeves. “I have paperwork I need to collect from the office in the city,” she told Ines quietly. “I will return before midnight. Get some rest while I am gone.”
Ines nodded, small and obedient. “Yes, my love.”
That word. Love. Spoken like it was natural now.
Rosaria began clearing the rest of the table, quietly stacking bowls and wiping down polished wood. Her movements were practiced. Controlled. Rosaria didn’t look at Alya once. Which meant she was thinking.
Lena drifted close enough to Alya that their shoulders nearly touched. Her voice was soft, sweetened, a whisper meant only for her.
“Go now. I will get Ines ready.”
Alya didn’t respond. Didn’t have to. The plan had been repeated enough times that there was no room for uncertainty.
She left the office silently, closing the door without a sound. She moved through the hallway efficiently, with no hesitation in her step. She went to her room only long enough to take her satchel from beneath her bed. It was already packed: water, two protein bars, a map, cash, and the keys she had stolen a week ago.
Her heart was a heavy, slow thing in her chest.
She made her way out to the courtyard. The night was cold but clear. The stone under her boots still held the last of the day’s warmth. The Audi waited where Lena promised it would be. Dark blue. Tinted windows. Clean.
Ready.
Alya opened the driver’s door and sat down. She placed the satchel by her feet. Her hands moved with a trained steadiness as she adjusted the seat and mirrors. She slid the key in. The engine turned over, low and quiet.
She waited.
She imagined Ines walking toward her. Wrapped in a coat, hair tucked away, Lena guiding her by the elbow. Ines would see the car. She would see Alya waiting. Safety. Escape. Choice.
Freedom.
Alya exhaled slowly.
A minute passed.
Then another.
Her fingers brushed the faint scar across her palm, the one Ines had kissed in the infirmary. A memory that had never healed clean. She told herself not to feel. Not now.
A soft click sounded behind her. Metal against leather.
A gun cocking.
Alya froze. The stillness went all the way down to the bones.
Then the muzzle pressed to the back of her skull.
Not Lena’s voice. Not Rosaria’s.
Mistress Isabel’s voice. Calm. Even. Controlled.
“Do not move.”
Alya felt the cold metal at the base of her skull as if it were a new skin. Her body did not flinch. Her breath came slow and steady because she had trained herself to keep calm in situations like this.
The courtyard lights smeared across the windshield in long, pale bars. In her head, the single, terrible truth kept repeating with the clarity of a struck bell: Lena had sold her out.
Lena had smiled with her, had leaned on her shoulder and whispered careful lies about family and timing, and all the while she had been telling Isabel everything. The realization tasted like iron in Alya’s mouth.
She could feel the cut of betrayal as a physical thing, a wrenching pull behind her sternum that made her fingers want to clench and break the wheel.
She had trusted Lena.
She had risked everything because she believed Lena wanted to save Ines. Now that belief lay in shards at her feet, and Isabel’s cold presence behind her was the hand that had shattered it.
Isabel’s voice was close enough to feel across the skin of her neck, casual and leveled as if she were giving an order about schedule changes rather than pressing a gun to someone’s head.
She said Lena’s name once, soft and precise, and then spat, “You should know better than anyone what happens to people who cross me.” The words were meant to be a verdict and a warning wrapped together.
Alya let them land without argument, because arguing would be the same as moving, and moving might be what Isabel wanted.
Instead, she held the truth in her mind and let it breathe there, the knowledge of Lena’s treachery like live coals that burned her from the inside out.
She could not let herself dissolve into pleading. That was not who she was. She drew a hard, steadying breath and, with all the controlled cold she could find, said, “Lena betrayed me.”
The sentence felt small in her throat, but the weight of it should have been an avalanche. Isabel’s grip on her posture, on the tiny tremor that passed through her body, tightened in response, either from satisfaction at seeing her angered, or from the minute flicker of respect a strong enemy sometimes affords to a strong opponent.
Alya’s anger did not come only from the betrayal. It came from the shape of it. Lena had used her love for Ines as a prop, while Isabel sat and waited with a loaded hand.
To be manipulated like that, to have her faith converted into bait, felt like a violation that would never be cleaned.
Isabel’s voice moved, cool and flat, as if reciting a fact. “She lies beautifully,” she said. “Of course, she thinks she’s tricked me as well, but I'm not as stupid as you. Lena will learn her place shortly after you do.” There was no room for Alya to counter; Isabel had the gun, the certainty, the home ground.
At least she had the certainty that Lena wasn’t going to get away with it.
Alya’s mouth tasted like dust. She let the anger that had been coiling in her chest spill out then, not as a plea for mercy but as a reckoning.
“You don’t do anything but abuse her,” she said, words tumbling faster now because rage and betrayal drive reckoning. “You lock her in rooms, you beat her! She tried to fucking kill herself to get away from you! You think because you married her and you’ve been nice for half a week that erases it? Just let me take her away. You don’t deserve her.”
The accusation landed in the enclosed night like a thrown stone. Isabel’s face did not betray shock.
Isabel didn’t lower the gun. But she leaned forward slightly, the shift of the leather seat whispering in the stillness.
“You think I don’t want to take her away?” Isabel’s voice wasn’t sharp; it was wrecked. Quiet, shaking, like someone who had held themselves together for too long.
“You think I haven’t wanted to just pick her up and run? Disappear with her? Go to the beach house in L.A. and never come back? Just her and me. No guards. No estate. No eyes. No fucking Mother.”
Alya didn’t speak. Couldn’t.
Isabel swallowed, and the barrel wavered, not from hesitation, but from emotion.
“You think I don’t know what I’ve done to her?” she went on, voice gaining force. “You think I don’t hear every word I’ve ever said to her replay in my head? Every time she looked at me like she was terrified. Every bruise I left on her skin?” Her breath came out unevenly. “I know. I know. I know what I am. I’m not asking anyone to pretend otherwise.”
She leaned closer, not physically touching Alya, but the weight of her presence filled the car like smoke.
“I don’t want to lock her in rooms anymore. I don’t want to threaten her. I don’t want to fight with her. I don’t want her to cry when I walk into a room.” Her voice trembled.
“I want her close. I want her sitting in my lap while I work and she reads. I want her hair on my pillow in the morning. I want to fall asleep with her pressed against my chest. I want to wake up and know she’s still there. I hold her so fucking tight at night... because fuck. Because I'm terrified she’ll be gone when I wake up.”
The gun lowered a fraction, not enough to be safe, just enough to reveal the truth in her grip.
“Which is exactly why I don’t care if it’s fake,” Isabel whispered. “If her love for me is real or a survival instinct, or a ploy to get away, I don’t care. I need her. I have spent twenty-three years loving her. Planning a life for her. Building a world where she would be mine.”
Her voice broke, and she didn’t try to hide it. “If she doesn’t love me… then every decision I’ve made, everything I’ve sacrificed, every nightmare I’ve endured, was for nothing.”
She exhaled.
“She has to love me. I don’t have a world if she doesn’t.”
Alya felt Isabel's words like a physical shove. The gun lowered just enough for her to breathe, but not enough to be comforted.
Isabel's voice had that ragged, urgent quality, as if she were unspooling some private confession in a place where confessions had no right to exist.
“She makes me want to be a better woman, someone not wrapped up in the slave trade, not some fucking murderer,” Isabel said, and the words landed somewhere heavy and raw. Alya did not move until Isabel went on, quieter now but no less fierce, “Which is exactly why—Get out of the car.”
Her hands moved before her brain had finished deciding it was safe. She opened the door and stepped out into the night air. It smelled like stone and cold metal and the faint tinge of perfume that clung to the estate.
The courtyard seemed suddenly both too wide and too small, all of it pressed around this moment.
Isabel followed her with the revolver still in hand, circles of light from the lamps catching on the metal.
Alya turned to face her. She had no illusions about bargaining now. She had trusted a person who lied to her. She had walked straight into a trap that Lena had set with careful words and smiling eyes.
She felt ruined by it, and the exposure wasn’t sharp so much as inevitable. She met Isabel’s eyes and saw the exhaustion in them, the way a woman can only look at a wound for so long before it becomes part of her face.
“I’m not going to kill you,” Isabel said, the words deliberate, almost tired.
“But you are fired. Leave. Now.” The gun was lowered in a way that made it clear she could raise it again in a heartbeat. “You can call a cab from the gatehouse. You may take nothing from the estate. You will not take that car. I paid a lot for that car. Do you understand me?”
Alya’s mouth worked. She had wanted to save Ines. She had wanted to be the hero of a terrible, beautiful plan. Instead, she was standing under the same lantern light as a woman who could have ended her life in an instant and chose not to because of the smallest calculation of her own heart.
Isabel’s face had a different hardness now, the protective edge of someone who had given up the comforts of denial and taken ownership of the darkness she had helped make.
“I should kill you,” Alya heard Isabel say next, quiet and raw. “I should blow your head off where you stand. You deserve it for what you tried to do. But if I killed you, she would hate me forever. She would never forgive me. I do not want to spend the rest of my life with that in me. I do not want to be a monster to her anymore. Just leave.”
Alya was still trying to form the right answer when a sound like a raw animal tore through the quiet. Ines’s voice, high and panicked, shattered the moment. “STOP! PLEASE DON’T KILL HER!” Ines came out of the villa in her slippers and a robe half tied, hair loose and wild in the way that made her look raw and real and unbearably small. Her face was wet with tears.
She stumbled into the courtyard between them, hands reaching out as if to physically insert herself between the two women.
Everything changed in the instant Ines screamed. Isabel’s hand tightened reflexively on the revolver, then slowed as she watched how Ines was shaking, how the words poured out of her like a plea to the gods.
Alya could see the absolute terror and love braided together in Ines’s face. For a dizzy second, all the reasoning and vengeance and betrayal seemed ridiculous; raw human fear sat in the middle of it, enormous and uncompromising.
Isabel’s eyes flicked from Ines to Alya and then back. The iron in her voice had been replaced by something raw and unsteady. “Ines,” she said, the name careful, almost like a touch.
She did not bark commands. She did not move the gun. For a moment, neither woman spoke.
The night around them kept its cold, indifferent counsel while three people stood close, and the whole thing felt smaller and more dangerous at once.
Fifteen minutes ago
Ines had been alone in the bedroom, the early evening quiet settling into the corners like dust. She had been staring at the pale patch of wall above the dressing table, letting her thoughts flatten into a slow, heavy ache, when the door opened and Rosaria stepped in.
Rosaria moved like always, every motion economical, but tonight there was a tautness at her jaw and a quickness in her step that made Ines sit up straight. She set the cup of tea down without finishing it and met Rosaria’s eyes.
The maid looked more tense than usual in the lamplight, shoulders squared, hands folded as if she had rehearsed this confrontation while making the beds.
“May I speak freely?” Rosaria asked after a long moment. Her voice was low, not a request.
Ines blinked, surprised at how formal the question sounded. “You never need to ask permission to speak to me,” she said.
Rosaria’s mouth curved, not kindly. “Then listen.”
She did not start gently. She launched forward with a hardness that left Ines breathless. “How long are you planning on being a selfish bitch?” Rosaria’s words struck like a hand. Ines flinched, heat rushing to her face.
“Excuse me?” She managed.
“How many people will die in your attempts to escape?” Rosaria demanded, stepping closer so that Ines could see the dark set of her expression. “How many people are you willing to use, hurt, and discard to get away?”
Ines opened her mouth and closed it again. Her throat felt thick. “How do you know about that?” She asked at last, truly startled, and the hint of panic coloring her voice. She had supposed her plans were small private things whispered in the dark, not a contagion spreading through the house.
Rosaria’s eyes did not soften. If anything, they sharpened. “Mistress is waiting in the back of the car right now,” she said plainly. “She is going to shoot Alya for what she tried to do. I have known Alya for five years. She would not have put herself in danger to rescue a child from a burning orphanage. She would not risk her comfortable life for a stranger. And now she is ready to throw it all away...for you.”
The sentence landed with a weight that made Ines’s skin go cold. The room seemed to tilt. “No,” Ines whispered. “No, that cannot be true.”
Rosaria’s voice gathered speed and edge, impatient and ruthless. “Is it really that bad living here? Being married to a beautiful woman? Becoming by proxy one of the richest, most powerful women in the country? Is that really a fate you need people to die for so you can escape?”
She stepped back, and the anger in her posture flickered into something like desperation. “Do you know what that would mean for everyone who has tried to help you? Do you even care?”
Ines felt the blood drain from her face. Memories rose unbidden, faces she had tried to ignore: the maids who had ached and smiled for her, the quiet servants who arranged her towels and feared Isabel in ways she had not fully grasped.
Guilt was immediate and sharp, but so was a different, sterner thing guarding the center of her chest. “I never wanted anyone to be hurt,” she said. Her voice was small. “I only want to be free.”
Rosaria’s eyes narrowed until they were slits. “Freedom at the cost of other people’s lives is not freedom,” she said. “It is selfishness. If you run, people die. If you insist on dragging others into your escape because of your pride, then I will hate you, and so will they.”
Ines tried to find the right answer, some neat reassurance, but there was nothing simple to say.
She reached out, a clumsy instinct for comfort, and Rosaria did not pull away. “I thought—” Ines started, then stopped because she did not know what to say she thought.
Rosaria’s voice softened a shade, not entirely without sympathy. “I am telling you this because I do not want to see more blood on this house.” She looked at Ines as if measuring the woman she had been serving, the girl she had watched change and hurt and survive.
“You can find another way. Help me find another way. But if you keep sleeping on the idea that you can take everyone with you, people will die for you, and I cannot stand by and let that happen.”
Ines felt the room tilt again, this time with the peculiar lurch of someone seeing themselves from the outside. She had always thought her decision to leave was a private moral clarity, a clean line between right and wrong that she could cross without stains.
Now Rosaria had pulled back the blinds and shown her the mess beneath the floorboards. The thought of Alya in the car, Isabel’s temper and fear, and love sharpened to a weapon, tightened something in her chest into a cold stone.
“I did not mean for anyone to get hurt,” Ines said, voice trembling. “I thought if I left, we could all be safer. I thought I could make it right.”
Rosaria’s hand found the back of a chair and tightened until her knuckles blanched. “Then make it right without throwing bodies in your wake,” she said. “Tell me the truth about your plans. Tell me who you trust. Let us try another path. But do not go on believing that your being hurt justifies other people’s deaths.”
Ines thought the silence was going to swallow her whole. Her heartbeat was a slow, heavy thud in her ribs, too loud, too close. Rosaria’s eyes stayed on her, steady, unwavering, pleading beneath the sternness.
Then, something fragile broke open in Rosaria’s expression. Not anger. Something older. More wounded.
“Please,” Rosaria said quietly. “She cannot be that bad.”
Ines let out a short, breathless sound that was almost a laugh. Almost. It tasted bitter. “You know she beats me,” she said, voice flat.
Rosaria didn’t flinch, but her jaw tightened, ever so slightly. “She hasn’t recently,” she said, and her voice faltered only on the last syllable. “And she wasn’t always like this.”
Ines stared at her.
Rosaria drew in a slow breath, chest rising with something like memory, like grief. “I’ve known her since I was a small child. I'm the daughter of a housemaid. I was seven when my mother died, a brain tumor. Isabel took me in, protected me, raised me pretty much, and I would follow her, Isabel, down the halls like a stray shadow. She was already grown then. Strong. Loud. Bright. When her father died, something inside her broke, and she became more and more like her mother.”
Rosaria’s voice wavered, not with sentimentality, but grief. “But before, I watched her smuggle injured birds inside her coat. Carry kittens into the servants’ quarters. Cry when they died. I watched her laugh so hard she fell off the marble stairs. I watched her sit in the garden with a book in her lap and her hair in the sun.”
Her eyes lifted, direct, unblinking.
“She can be that woman again.”
Ines’s mouth went dry.
“I have seen the way you look at her,” Rosaria said. “Not fear. Not revulsion. Affection.” Her voice softened, not kind, but honest. “You want her. You seek her. You choose her. Even when you hate yourself for it.”
Ines’s stomach flipped painfully.
Rosaria stepped closer, close enough to touch, though she didn’t.
“So stop her.”
Silence closed in around them.
“Love her,” Rosaria said. “Hold her. Anchor her.” Her voice cracked, just once. “If she kills Alya, something in her will break and never return.”
Rosaria didn’t kneel, but she bowed her head, not to a Mistress, but to a woman with the power to change the ending.
“I am asking you,” Rosaria whispered. “Please. My lady.”
A breath. A plea.
“Go outside and stop her.”
Ines burst across the courtyard, slippers slapping wet stone, robe half falling from one shoulder. The air was cold enough to sting, and she had not even noticed. All she saw was the gun. All she saw was Alya’s face, white under the courtyard lights.
"Please, do not kill her!" Ines shouted, voice cracking.
Both women froze. Isabel’s hand had been steady and hard on the gun, but the moment Ines stepped in front of it, Isabel dropped the muzzle without hesitation, her eyes widening in something like panic.
"Ines. Move." Isabel’s voice was low, controlled, too controlled. "Get behind me."
"No," Ines said. She planted herself in front of Alya. Her heart was pounding so fast she felt sick. "No one is dying today."
Alya looked stunned. Confused. Shaken. Her hands were raised slightly, though she had not said a word.
Isabel’s jaw clenched. She flicked her eyes to Alya, then back to Ines.
"You’re late, dove, I already told her to leave," Isabel said, breathing harder now. "I told her I was not going to kill her. I’m letting her go. I am not doing that to you. I am not doing that anymore."
The gun remained lowered, but Isabel’s knuckles stayed bone-white around the grip. Her gaze held Ines’s, raw, exposed, a mix of terror and something softer that looked like surrender.
Ines felt the cool night air prickle her skin where her robe gaped open. She didn’t move. Didn’t trust the stillness.
Alya shifted behind her, boots scraping gravel, a low sound like a trapped animal.
"What?" Ines breathed, the word sharp with disbelief. "You weren’t going to kill her?" Her voice rose, trembling. "I ran out here for nothing?"
Isabel flinched as if struck. Her hand tightened on the revolver, knuckles bleaching white, but she didn’t lift it.
Instead, her eyes locked onto Ines’s face with a desperation that seemed to hollow her out from within. "No," Isabel whispered, each word cracking like thin ice. "No, it’s a good thing you came. Please."
She stepped closer, ignoring Alya completely, her entire world narrowing to Ines’s bewildered stare. "Please stop trying to escape. I can’t—" Her voice broke. "I can’t live without you."
Ines squeezed her eyes shut, bracing for the sting of a slap, the bite of Isabel’s wrath. Silence stretched, thick and electric.
When she opened them again, Isabel hadn’t moved.
The gun hung limp at her side, useless. Only the raw, naked terror in Isabel’s eyes remained, a plea stripped of all power.
“Please,” Isabel choked out, the word ragged, scraping against the stillness. “I don’t care if it’s fake, Ines. I don’t care if you’re acting or pretending to love me back. Keep doing it. Please. Just… stay. Stop these silly attempts to escape.”
Her voice shattered into a whisper. “I can’t breathe when you’re gone.”
Her knuckles were white around the gun’s grip, but she made no move to lift it. Instead, the weapon hung at her side like a dead weight, forgotten.
Isabel’s gaze clung to Ines’s face, desperate, stripped bare. The courtyard lights carved hollows beneath her eyes, making her look frail.
A queen crumbling at the feet of her only subject, who mattered.
Ines felt the words land like physical blows, each one bruising something deep and unguarded inside her.
I can’t breathe when you’re gone.
The raw ache in Isabel’s voice was a sound she’d never heard before. Not rage. Not cruelty. This was pure, unshielded grief. The sight of it, this fierce, terrifying woman trembling on the edge of tears, made Ines’s own throat tighten painfully.
Why?
Why did the crack in Isabel’s armor feel like a knife twisting in her own chest? She shouldn’t care. She’d spent months recoiling from this woman’s touch, flinching at her shadow.
Yet seeing her so utterly broken, so sad, ignited a confusing, unwelcome pang of pity that burned hotter than any fear.
She tried to rationalize the ache away. Guilt, perhaps? For plotting escapes that endangered others?
Or maybe just the shock of witnessing the predator laid low, a lioness whimpering over a wounded paw. But it wasn’t guilt. It wasn’t shock. It felt deeper, older.
It felt like the echo of the woman Rosaria had described, the Isabel who cried over dead birds and laughed until she fell. That Isabel was buried under layers of cruelty and control, but here, in this fractured moment, she was clawing her way to the surface, desperate and real.
And Ines, against all reason, recognized her. Seeing that Isabel shattered, vulnerable, and pleading, hurt more than any slap ever had.
It forced her to confront a terrifying truth: she didn’t just fear this woman; somewhere, twisted up in the terror and resentment, a part of her was still deeply in love with her.
The words Rosaria had flung at her echoed in the cold air: "You want her. You seek her. You choose her."
They weren't just accusations; they were keys turning in locks Ines had welded shut. Standing there, facing Isabel’s raw desperation, the carefully constructed walls around her own heart felt thin and useless.
The facade of hatred crumbled under the weight of Isabel’s trembling confession.
I don’t care if it’s fake.
The sheer, agonizing vulnerability of it stripped Ines bare. She took a shaky breath, the frigid air burning her lungs, and the truth she’d buried beneath layers of survival instinct and righteous fury forced its way out.
Her voice, when it came, was a raw whisper, barely audible over the frantic beat of her own heart.
“It wasn’t fake,” she said, the words thick, unfamiliar on her tongue. “Not all of it.” She met Isabel’s wide, disbelieving eyes, seeing the flicker of terrified hope ignite within them.
“I should hate you. Despise you. I should want to murder you in your sleep for every bruise, every locked door, every time I flinched at your shadow.” Tears blurred her vision, hot and stinging. “But I can’t… not entirely.” She swallowed hard, forcing the confession past the lump in her throat.
“Those small moments… sharing a bath until the water goes cold, sitting curled on your lap while you signed papers, feeling the rumble of your voice in your chest… those soft kisses you’d press to my temple when you thought I was asleep… those moments where I’d forget… forget your mother wants me dead, forget the outside world...”
Her voice cracked, raw and vulnerable. “They were everything I ever wanted.” She gestured helplessly, a tremor running through her. “Before you, I was always hiding. Always making myself small. Unseen. Unwanted.”
She looked down at her own shaking hands. “And I hate myself for saying this… God, I hate it… But sometimes… at night… when I wake tangled in your arms and feel your breath against my neck… I feel… safe. I feel like I don’t have to hide anymore.”
She lifted her gaze, defiance and despair warring on her face. “What kind of fool does that make me?”
Silence slammed down, thick and suffocating. The courtyard lights seemed to dim. Isabel stood utterly still, the revolver dangling forgotten from her fingertips. Her face was a mask of shock, pale under the stark illumination, eyes wide and unblinking, fixed on Ines as if she were a ghost suddenly made real.
Alya shifted behind Ines, a sharp intake of breath the only sound. Then, a choked gasp escaped Isabel.
The gun slipped from her grasp, clattering onto the gravel with a dull, metallic thud that echoed unnaturally loud in the stillness. She didn’t look down.
She took a single, stumbling step forward, her hand rising shakily towards Ines’s face. Her lips moved soundlessly for a moment before a ragged whisper tore loose. “You… felt safe?”
The raw disbelief in Isabel’s voice cracked something open inside Ines. Tears spilled freely now, tracing hot paths down her chilled cheeks.
She nodded, unable to speak, the bitter admission hanging heavy in the air between them. It tasted like ash, like surrender, like the terrifying truth she’d hidden even from herself.
Isabel’s trembling fingers brushed a tear away, the touch feather-light, hesitant, utterly unlike the possessive grip Ines knew. The intimacy of it, the vulnerability radiating from Isabel, was almost unbearable.
Isabel’s gaze searched hers, desperate, pleading for confirmation, for this fragile reality not to shatter. “Safe?” She breathed again, her own voice thick with unshed tears, a tremor running through her entire frame.
The fierce protector, the feared mistress, stood stripped bare, trembling on the precipice of hope she dared not believe.
Ines drew a ragged breath, the cold air stinging her lungs. This was the moment. The pivot point Rosaria had forced her towards.
She couldn’t bargain; she had to lay it bare. Her voice, when it came, was low, trembling but clear, carrying across the silent courtyard to where Alya stood frozen and Lena watched from the villa’s shadowed doorway. "Isabel," she began, her hand rising to clasp Isabel’s where it still lingered near her cheek. The contact made Isabel flinch, then cling.
"We… we can have a wonderful life together." She saw the desperate flash of hope ignite in Isabel’s wet eyes, fierce and fragile. "But…" The word hung, deliberate, heavy.
Isabel tensed, bracing for rejection, for cruelty, the familiar mask of suspicion starting to slide back over her features.
Ines squeezed Isabel’s hand harder, anchoring her. "You need to let my family go." The demand landed softly, yet carried the weight of mountains.
She saw Isabel’s jaw tighten, the reflex to snap denial, to control, flicker across her face. Ines pressed on, her voice gaining a shred of steadiness. "And the… the kindness. The restraint. The way you’ve been since we got married." She swallowed, forcing herself to meet Isabel’s searching gaze.
"That needs to continue. Truly continue. Not just… not just when it suits you. Always." She took another breath, tasting gravel dust and damp night air. "I won’t leave," she whispered, the promise feeling like the surrender of her soul.
"I swear it. I’ll stop trying to escape. But, Isabel… please." Her voice cracked on the plea. "Please. Just… let my family go."
Isabel stared at her, utterly still. The courtyard lights cast stark shadows, deepening the hollows beneath her cheekbones, making her look gaunt, haunted. Her hand remained clasped in Ines’s, cold and trembling slightly.
The silence stretched, thick with the unspoken terror of Isabel’s potential wrath, the volatile cocktail of love and possessiveness simmering beneath her stillness.
Alya remained frozen behind Ines, Lena a watchful statue in the villa’s archway. Ines felt every thud of her own heart against her ribs, a frantic drumbeat against the oppressive quiet.
She braced for the explosion, the denial, the crushing grip that would shatter this fragile truce.
Then, a shudder ran through Isabel’s frame. Not rage. Something deeper breaking. Her shoulders slumped, the defiant posture collapsing inward.
Her eyes, locked on Ines’s, flooded with tears that spilled over instantly, tracing glistening paths through the tension on her face. The raw vulnerability was terrifying, stripping away years of hardened armor.
A choked sob escaped her, raw and ragged. She stumbled forward, not with force, but with the desperate clumsiness of a drowning woman reaching for shore. Her arms wrapped fiercely around Ines, pulling her close, burying her face against Ines’s neck.
The hug was crushing, possessive, yet trembling with unbearable fragility. Ines felt the wet heat of Isabel’s tears soaking into the thin silk of her robe, the violent tremors shaking Isabel’s entire body.
“Okay,” Isabel gasped, the word muffled, thick with tears, pressed hard against Ines’s skin. Her breath hitched violently. “Okay, whatever you want.” Her voice cracked, dissolving into another shuddering sob.
Her fingers dug into Ines’s back, clinging as if the ground itself were vanishing beneath her. “Just… please… stay with me.” The plea was a broken whisper, ragged against Ines’s ear, saturated with decades of loneliness and terror condensed into this single moment. “I love you so much. Please, Ines. Please don’t leave.” The confession was raw, stripped bare, devoid of command or manipulation.
It was the terrified cry of a child who’d finally found warmth in the dark and couldn’t bear the thought of cold again.
Her body shook uncontrollably against Ines, the fierce mistress reduced to a trembling shadow clinging to the only light she knew.
Ines stood rigid within the crushing embrace, Isabel’s tears hot and wet against her neck. The scent of Isabel’s expensive perfume mixed with the sharp tang of gunpowder still clung faintly to her hands. Her mind raced, Rosaria’s plea echoing, Alya’s stunned silence behind her, Lena’s predatory stillness watching from the villa’s doorway.
This surrender felt fragile, terrifyingly precarious. Could Isabel truly sustain this? Or was this merely the eye of the storm?
The sheer weight of Isabel’s trembling vulnerability pressed against her own conflicted heart, a confusing ache blooming beneath the fear.
Why did the feel of Isabel’s desperate grip evoke a flicker of painful tenderness instead of pure revulsion?
Slowly, hesitantly, Ines lifted her hand. Her fingers brushed the tangled, sweat-damp hair matted against Isabel’s temple. It felt coarse, unfamiliar beneath her touch, the hair of a woman who commanded armies, not one who sobbed like a lost child.
Isabel flinched violently at the contact, her arms tightening instinctively, crushing Ines closer. A choked sob escaped her. Ines didn’t pull away.
Instead, she gently traced the curve of Isabel’s ear, fingertips smoothing stray strands back with deliberate softness.
Her voice, when she finally spoke, emerged low and thick, barely audible above Isabel’s ragged breathing. "Shhh," she murmured, the sound almost swallowed by the night.
Her palm settled against the back of Isabel’s head, cradling it. "It’s okay. I’m not going anywhere." The words felt alien, dangerous, a promise she wasn’t sure she could keep, yet utterly necessary in that fractured moment.
Isabel shuddered violently, her entire body seeming to liquefy against Ines, collapsing further into the offered comfort.
A low, guttural sound of pure relief escaped her lips, muffled against Ines’s shoulder.
Ines pressed her cheek against the crown of Isabel’s head. The scent of salt tears, gun oil, and the faint, ever-present rosemary from Isabel’s bath soap filled her senses. She closed her eyes.
The courtyard’s chill seeped through her thin robe, raising goosebumps on her skin, yet where Isabel clung, her body radiated desperate, scorching heat.
"Isabel," she whispered, her lips moving against Isabel’s hair. She felt Isabel tense, bracing for rejection. Ines tightened her hold fractionally. "Look at me." It wasn’t a command, but a plea.
Slowly, tremblingly, Isabel pulled back just enough to lift her face. Her eyes were swollen, red-rimmed pools of raw anguish, reflecting the harsh courtyard lights. Tears still streamed down her cheeks, tracing paths through the dust and tension.
Her lips were bitten raw. The fierce mask was utterly obliterated, leaving only terrified vulnerability. Ines searched that devastated face, seeing the ghost of the laughing woman Rosaria described buried beneath decades of pain.
Her thumb brushed a hot tear from Isabel’s cheekbone.
"I love you too," Ines breathed.
The words hung suspended in the frigid air, fragile as spun glass. They tasted strange, bitter with remembered fear, sharp with the lingering sting of betrayal, yet underneath, a startling sweetness, like the first sip of water after a long drought.
Isabel’s eyes widened impossibly further, disbelief warring with a desperate, dawning hope that flickered like a candle flame in a gale. Her breath hitched violently. "You…?" The word choked off.
Ines nodded, her own tears blurring her vision. "Yes," she confirmed, her voice thick but clear. "Despite everything. Despite the bruises, the locked doors, the fear… this is real." She gestured weakly between them with her free hand, the other still cupping Isabel’s jaw. "This feeling… It’s tangled up in all the hurt, Isabel. It’s messy and terrifying and probably foolish beyond measure… but it’s real."
She saw the flicker of agony in Isabel’s eyes, the self-loathing rising like a tide. "Don’t you dare tell me it’s fake," Ines rushed on, her voice gaining strength. "Don’t tell me I don’t know my own heart."
Isabel swallowed hard, a tremor running through her entire frame. She leaned into Ines’s palm, her cheekbone pressing against the warmth.
A low, broken sound escaped her, half sob, half sigh of profound relief. Her arms tightened convulsively around Ines’s waist, burying her face back in the crook of her neck, seeking shelter.
Her tears were hot against Ines’s skin, her shoulders shaking silently.
Ines held her, staring over Isabel’s bowed head at the courtyard beyond. The harsh lights painted stark shadows on the wet gravel.
Alya stood frozen, her expression a complex tapestry of disbelief, lingering terror, and a dawning, almost painful understanding.
Rosaria was a silent silhouette in one of the villa’s windows, her face unreadable. Lena lingered near the archway, her posture unnaturally still, eyes sharp as flint, fixed on Isabel’s vulnerable back.
The air still crackled with the aftermath of violence and confession, thick with unshed tears and the scent of damp earth and gunpowder.
Gently, carefully, Ines eased back, her hands sliding to cup Isabel’s tear-streaked face. Isabel’s eyes snapped up to hers, wide and terrified, instantly seeking reassurance, terrified the connection would break.
"Isabel," Ines murmured, her thumb brushing away a fresh tear.
"Listen to me." Her voice was low, steadying. "I meant every word. I’m staying." She felt Isabel’s breath hitch beneath her palms.
"But..." She paused, letting the word hang, feeling Isabel tense. "Now," she whispered, holding Isabel’s desperate gaze, "please, let me say goodbye to Alya."
Isabel’s grip tightened reflexively on Ines’s waist, knuckles whitening against the silk robe. A flicker of raw possessiveness darkened her eyes, the instinct to refuse, to isolate, warring with the fragile trust Ines had just offered.
Her gaze flicked past Ines, a sharp, assessing glance at Alya standing frozen several paces away. The air crackled with unspoken threat. Then, slowly, deliberately, Isabel’s hands loosened.
She didn’t release Ines completely, but her fingers slid down to rest loosely on her hips, a physical anchor. She gave a single, stiff nod, her eyes never leaving Ines’s face. "Quickly," Isabel rasped, the word thick with unshed tears and lingering control. "Then come back to me."
Her voice was a raw scrape, begging and commanding at once.
Ines took the car keys from Isabel’s left hand and a step back, the cool night air rushing in where Isabel’s desperate heat had been.
The separation felt jarring, like stepping off a precipice. She turned towards Alya. Her friend stood rigid, face pale under the harsh courtyard lights, eyes wide with shock and lingering terror.
Seeing Alya’s expression, the betrayal, the confusion, the sheer disbelief at the scene she’d witnessed, hit Ines like a punch to the gut.
She crossed the short distance, her bare feet crunching faintly on the damp gravel. The scent of overturned earth and the distant tang of the sea mingled with the fading metallic smell of the fallen gun. When she stopped before Alya, she saw the tremble in her lower lip, the way her fists clenched and unclenched at her sides.
Wordlessly, Ines opened her arms. Alya hesitated for a fraction of a second, her gaze flickering past Ines to where Isabel stood, a silent, trembling sentinel radiating possessive tension.
Then, with a choked sob, Alya surged forward, crashing into Ines’s embrace. The hug was fierce, desperate, crushing, a lifeline grasped.
Ines buried her face in Alya’s shoulder, inhaling the familiar scent of laundry soap and faint sweat, grounding herself against the whirlwind of emotions.
She could feel Alya shaking violently against her.
"I am so sorry," Ines whispered, her voice muffled against Alya’s jacket, thick with unshed tears. "I'm sorry I can't... I can't go with you."
The admission tore at her throat. She pulled back slightly, gripping Alya’s arms, forcing herself to meet her tear-filled, bewildered eyes. "I'm needed here." Her gaze flickered involuntarily towards Isabel, then back, pleading for understanding.
"Alya," she breathed, her voice cracking, "I am only alive... because of you." The memory flooded back, the cold tile floor, the darkness closing in, Alya’s frantic strength hauling her bleeding form through dim corridors. "You carried me to the infirmary when I tried to end it."
A sob escaped Alya.
Ines squeezed her arms tighter. "But more than that," she rushed on, her voice gaining desperate urgency, "this escape attempt... your courage... it gave me hope." The words spilled out, raw and true. "Hope. I thought it was dead. Hope to carry on. Hope to live." She searched Alya’s face, willing her to grasp the fragile, terrifying truth blooming amidst the wreckage.
"When everything was dead inside me, you gave me that spark again. You reminded me what fighting felt like." Tears streamed down both their faces now. "You reminded me I wasn't just... waiting to die. I will never forget that. Never."
Isabel’s eyes burned into the back of Ines’s skull, radiating possessive heat that prickled her skin even as the night air chilled it. Ines didn't turn.
She held Alya’s gaze fiercely, pouring every ounce of her tumultuous heart into the goodbye.
She leaned close, her forehead pressing against Alya’s temple, lowering her voice to a whisper only they could share.
"Go," she breathed. "Go far away. Live. Be happy. Find that freedom we dreamed of." Her voice hitched. "For both of us."
She pressed a final, desperate kiss to Alya’s cheek, tasting salt tears. "Forget this place. Forget me if you can." It was a lie she wished fervently could be true. She pulled back, her hands sliding slowly down Alya’s arms until only their fingertips touched.
"But I need you too, little rabbit,"
Alya’s whisper cut through the charged silence, raw and desperate. Her fingers tightened on Ines’s shoulders, nails digging briefly into the thin silk robe. The nickname felt like a shard of glass in Ines’s chest.
"I love you too," Alya choked out, tears spilling anew. Her voice cracked, thick with disbelief.
"I used to think you were just a pretty woman I loved to see beg…" She shook her head violently, strands of hair clinging to her damp cheeks. "But you were so strong. You endured the starvation, the isolation…you overcame so much."
Alya’s gaze locked onto Ines’s, fierce and anguished. "How could I not fall in love?"
The confession hung between them, fragile and terrifying. Ines saw the raw vulnerability in Alya’s eyes, the same vulnerability she’d glimpsed in Isabel moments ago.
It mirrored her own tangled mess of longing and despair. Behind her, Isabel’s tension radiated like a physical force, a silent storm brewing. Ines could almost feel the possessive heat of Isabel’s stare boring into her back, demanding this end now.
Yet Alya clung to her, trembling fingers tracing the curve of Ines’s jaw as if memorizing it.
"I have to stay here with my wife," Ines whispered, the words scraping her throat raw. She forced herself to step back, breaking Alya’s desperate grip.
The gravel crunched sharply under her bare feet, the sound echoing the fracture between them. Cold night air rushed in where Alya’s warmth had been.
"I’m so, so sorry." Tears blurred her vision as she gestured toward the sleek car idling near the courtyard’s wrought-iron gates, a metallic beast humming in the shadows. "I hope..." Her voice fractured.
She swallowed hard. "I hope there’s a next life. Where we could be." She shoved the car keys into Alya’s limp hand, folding her friend’s fingers around the cold metal. "Take it. Go."
Alya stared at the keys as if they were venomous, her knuckles white around them. Her gaze lifted to Ines’s face, searching for any flicker of hesitation, any crack in the resolve. Finding none, a low, wounded sound escaped her, part sob, part surrender.
She stumbled backward, her boots scuffing gravel. "Next life," she echoed hoarsely, the promise hanging like a ghost between them. She leaned forward in one last whisper. "Lena sold us out. Do not trust her."
Then she turned abruptly, shoulders hunched against the weight of goodbye. Her footsteps were unnaturally loud in the suffocating quiet as she walked toward the car, never looking back.
Isabel surged forward the instant Alya moved, closing the distance between herself and Ines with predatory speed. So much so that she barely had time to internalize Lena's betrayal.
Her fingers clamped around Ines’s wrist, cold and trembling but unyielding. "Enough," she hissed, breath ragged against Ines’s ear.
Her eyes, still swollen from tears, burned with renewed intensity, a volatile mix of relief and raw possessiveness. "You’re mine." The declaration wasn’t gentle; it was a claim carved into the night air, sharp as shattered glass.
Her thumb dug into the pulse point beneath Ines’s skin, as if counting each frantic beat to ensure it belonged to her.
Ines flinched at the abrupt contact but didn’t pull away. Instead, she stood frozen as the sleek black car roared to life, headlights slicing through the courtyard’s gloom.
Gravel sprayed beneath its tires as Alya accelerated, the engine’s growl echoing off stone walls before fading into the night. Isabel’s arms snaked around Ines’s waist from behind, pulling her back flush against the trembling heat of Isabel’s body.
Her chin hooked over Ines’s shoulder, breath hot and uneven on her neck. Her fingers splayed possessively across Ines’s stomach. The tremor in her grip betrayed her, the fear that Ines might still dissolve like smoke.
Ines watched the taillights vanish around the bend, a final punctuation to a life unraveled.
The scent of exhaust lingered, sharp and acrid, mingling with Isabel’s rosemary-scented hair. Isabel’s grip tightened, knuckles pressing into Ines’s ribs. Silence descended, thick and suffocating, broken only by distant waves and the frantic drumming of Isabel’s heart against Ines’s spine.
Minutes stretched, measured only by Isabel’s shallow breaths and the slow drip of water from a courtyard fountain. Lena remained a shadow in the archway, her stillness unnerving. Rosaria had vanished, leaving them alone in the aftermath.
The courtyard lights buzzed overhead, casting long, distorted shadows that seemed to claw at the damp gravel.
Slowly, Isabel’s trembling eased. Her forehead pressed harder against Ines’s shoulder blade, a wordless plea for anchorage. Ines felt the shift, the raw terror ebbing, replaced by exhaustion so profound it seemed to seep into her own bones.
Isabel’s arms loosened slightly, fingers uncurling from their desperate clutch but still resting possessively on Ines’s hips. Her breath warmed the silk robe, a faint puff against sweat-dampened skin.
The night air grew colder, raising goosebumps on Ines’s exposed arms. She shivered involuntarily.
Isabel stirred instantly, her head lifting. "Cold?" Her voice was a cracked whisper, rough from weeping. Concern flickered across her tear-swollen face, overlaying the possessive shadow. Her thumb brushed the thin silk covering Ines’s hipbone.
The courtyard felt suddenly hollow, echoing with vanished footsteps and the phantom roar of an engine. The scent of exhaust choked the damp rosemary air.
Ines turned within the circle of Isabel’s arms, facing the raw devastation etched into her wife’s features, the red-rimmed eyes, the bitten lips, the tremor still vibrating deep beneath her skin. This wasn’t the mistress.
This was the aftermath of an earthquake. Wordlessly, Ines reached down, her fingers finding Isabel’s cold, trembling hand. She interlaced their fingers, her skin warm against Isabel’s clammy chill. The contact made Isabel flinch, then cling tighter, her breath catching.
"Come on," Ines murmured, her voice stripped bare. She tugged gently, guiding Isabel away from the harsh lights and lingering ghosts towards the villa’s looming silhouette. "Let’s go take a bath."
The words weren’t an invitation; they were a lifeline thrown into the churning sea of the night. A command of comfort, fragile, but firm.
Isabel stumbled beside her; her movements stiff, disoriented, leaning heavily into Ines’s side as if her legs might buckle. Her gaze remained fixed on the gravel, haunted.
They passed beneath the stone archway where Lena stood, her stillness unnerving. Lena’s sharp eyes tracked them, a flicker of calculation visible beneath the impassive mask.
Ines paused mid-stride. Without fully turning her head, she locked eyes with Lena. The courtyard’s chill seemed to deepen around them.
Her voice, low and colder than the night air, sliced through the silence. "I will deal with you later." The promise hung, heavy and lethal, devoid of heat but brimming with icy certainty.
Lena’s expression didn’t shift, but a faint tightening around her lips betrayed her awareness. Isabel flinched beside Ines, her trembling intensifying at the venom in her wife’s tone, her fingers tightening convulsively around Ines’s hand.
The dimly lit hallway swallowed them, the villa’s oppressive grandeur pressing close. Rosaria materialized silently from a shadowed alcove near their bedroom door, her posture rigidly formal, but her eyes were different.
No longer dismissive or slyly amused, they held a sharp, assessing clarity as they rested on Ines. There was a new weight in that gaze, acknowledgement, perhaps even a sliver of wary respect. Ines stopped directly before her, Isabel leaning heavily against her side. Rosaria inclined her head slightly, a silent question in her eyes.
"Lena," Ines stated, her voice low and devoid of inflection, cutting through the suffocating silence. "Is to be confined to her room. Immediately. Until I say otherwise."
The command was absolute, leaving no room for negotiation or delay. It wasn't fury; it was the calm, cold authority of final judgment rendered. Rosaria’s gaze flickered briefly towards Isabel, whose head was bowed, face hidden against Ines’s shoulder, trembling uncontrollably.
Seeing the shattered mistress offered no countermand, Rosaria’s shoulders straightened infinitesimally. She met Ines’s eyes fully, the flicker of respect solidifying into stark understanding.
Without hesitation, she bowed deeply at the waist, lower than protocol demanded. "Yes, Mistress," she affirmed, her voice clear and devoid of its usual sardonic edge. She turned on her heel, her footsteps echoing purposefully down the corridor towards the servants' wing, a swift shadow executing the order.
Ines guided Isabel through the heavy oak door into their cavernous bedroom. The lingering scent of Isabel’s perfume clashed with the stale aftermath of fear and tears.
Moonlight filtered weakly through tall windows, painting silver streaks on the dark Persian rug. Isabel stood rigidly in the center, lost, her gaze unfocused, hands clenched into fists at her sides, still trembling violently as if charged with electricity.
The profound vulnerability was jarring against the room’s severe luxury. Silently, Ines stepped close. Her fingers moved to the intricate closures of Isabel’s silk blouse, soaked through with sweat and tears.
The trembling intensified under her touch. Each button seemed a monumental task; Isabel flinched at the brush of knuckles against her collarbone, a trapped animal unsure if the touch meant comfort or capture.
The blouse slid off her shoulders, pooling at her feet like a discarded skin. The delicate straps of her camisole followed, revealing the pale, shivering expanse of her back and shoulders.
Ines knelt, carefully easing off Isabel’s tailored trousers, leaving her standing barefoot on the rug, clad only in silk underwear, exposed and utterly undone.
Wordlessly, Ines rose, pressing a fleeting kiss to Isabel’s temple before turning towards the adjoining marble bathroom. The sharp scent of antiseptic cleaner assaulted her as she entered.
Steam began to curl lazily as she filled the deep marble tub. Lavender oil dripped into the swirling water. The rhythmic rush of water was the only sound, a comforting white noise in the suffocating silence.
When she returned moments later, Isabel hadn’t moved an inch. She was still standing rigidly in the moonlight, arms wrapped tightly around herself, shoulders shaking uncontrollably. Her eyes stared blankly at the discarded clothes on the floor, wide and haunted.
The tremors radiating through her were so intense they seemed audible.
Ines crossed the thick rug silently. She reached out, her fingers gently closing around Isabel’s icy, trembling hands. The jolt that went through Isabel was electric, her head snapping up, panic flaring in her bloodshot eyes.
"Isabel," Ines murmured, her voice a low thrum in the quiet room. She drew those violently trembling hands towards her own chest, holding them firmly against her sternum.
She could feel Isabel’s frantic pulse hammering against her palms. "Look at me," she urged softly. Isabel’s gaze, wild and desperate, finally locked onto hers. "It’s okay," Ines breathed, her thumbs stroking the backs of Isabel’s knuckles, feeling the fine tremors beneath the skin.
"I’m here." The words settled between them. "I’m staying." She held that terrified gaze, willing the promise to sink past the layers of fear and betrayal. "Right here."
Slowly, deliberately, Ines guided Isabel backwards towards the steam-clouded bathroom doorway. The humid air embraced them, thick with the scent of lavender and rising heat.
Isabel moved woodenly, her breath shallow, her fingers tightening and loosening convulsively around Ines’s as if testing her solidity. They halted beside the deep, overflowing tub; tendrils of steam curled upwards, dampening Isabel’s hairline.
Her skin was shockingly pale against dark marble. The profound vulnerability was a raw wound in soft light.
Without breaking eye contact, Ines released one of Isabel’s hands. Her fingers moved to the sash of her own silk robe. The knot gave way. The robe slid off her shoulders, pooling soundlessly at her feet on the wet tile, leaving her bare.
Isabel’s breath hitched audibly, her eyes widening, not with desire, but with stunned disbelief at the offered intimacy. The tremor in her hands intensified as she stood clad only in thin silk underwear, utterly exposed.
Ines stepped into the swirling water first, the heat a sharp, welcome shock against her chilled skin. She sank until the water lapped at her collarbones, then turned, holding out her hand. Her gaze never left Isabel’s haunted eyes. "Come," Ines murmured, the word barely audible over the water’s gentle lap.
Isabel hesitated, staring at the offered hand as if it were a lifeline thrown from a burning ship. Slowly, tremblingly, she placed her cold fingers into Ines’s warm grasp.
Ines guided her down, easing her into the steaming water opposite her. Isabel gasped softly as the heat enveloped her, sinking until only her head and shoulders remained above the surface, her knees drawn up defensively.
Steam condensed on her lashes, mingling with unshed tears. Her shoulders remained rigid, knotted with tension.
For a long moment, silence reigned, broken only by the drip of the faucet and Isabel’s shallow, uneven breaths. Ines watched the tremors still vibrating through Isabel’s submerged frame.
Then, deliberately, Ines shifted. Water sloshed gently as she rose slightly, stepping over Isabel’s bent knees. Isabel’s eyes snapped open wide, panic flaring anew. "W-what—?"
She stammered, her voice raw. But Ines didn't speak. She simply sank back down, settling herself firmly onto Isabel’s lap, facing her.
Isabel froze beneath her, a startled gasp escaping her lips. Her thighs tensed instinctively beneath Ines’s weight. The sudden, intimate contact, skin on wet skin, the heat amplified where their bodies pressed together, was overwhelming.
Isabel’s hands fluttered uselessly in the water before finally, hesitantly, coming to rest on Ines’s hips, fingers digging in almost convulsively. The tremor in her grip vibrated through Ines’s bones.
Ines leaned forward, her wet forehead resting against Isabel’s. The steam condensed on their skin, mingling sweat and bathwater.
She could feel Isabel’s frantic pulse hammering against her own chest. "You're still afraid I'm going to leave?" Ines breathed the words directly against Isabel’s lips, a statement more than a question, her voice a low, rough whisper barely audible above the water’s soft lapping.
The scent of lavender was thick, almost cloying, layered over Isabel’s lingering desperation.
Isabel shuddered violently beneath her, a trapped gasp escaping her throat. Her fingers tightened convulsively on Ines’s hips, blunt nails digging into tender skin even through the water’s buoyancy.
"Always," Isabel choked out, the word ripped raw from her throat. Her eyes, wide and bloodshot, searched Ines’s face, like a prisoner watching the sky for a storm. Tears welled anew, blurring the lines of her pupils.
"It’s… quieter now," she stammered, her voice cracking, "this fear. But it’s there. Like glass under my ribs." Her breath hitched, a ragged, wet sound.
Ines shifted closer, the water sloshing gently against the tub’s rim. She felt the tremors radiating through Isabel’s thighs, the frantic drumming of her heart against her own sternum.
The heat was scalding, the scent of lavender thick and heavy, mingling with the salt tang of Isabel’s tears.
Slowly, deliberately, Ines leaned forward. Her wet forehead pressed harder against Isabel’s, slick strands of hair tangling.
Her lips brushed Isabel’s trembling mouth in a feather-light touch, tasting salt and desperation.
Then deeper. Her kiss wasn’t gentle; it was a claiming, a grounding force against the torrent of fear. She poured every ounce of her fractured resolve into it, the tangled gratitude for Alya’s sacrifice, the jagged pity for Isabel’s unraveling, the terrifying, fragile tendril of something new unfurling where hatred had lived.
Isabel gasped against her mouth, a choked, startled sound, her hands flying from Ines’s hips to clutch desperately at her back, blunt nails scraping wet skin.
For a heartbeat, Isabel froze, rigid beneath her.
Then, with a ragged sob muffled against Ines’s lips, she yielded. Her mouth opened, responding with a frantic, clumsy hunger, kissing back as if trying to fuse them together, to dissolve the space where betrayal could slip in.
Water sloshed violently over the tub’s rim as Isabel surged upwards, arching into Ines’s body. Her trembling didn’t cease; it intensified, vibrating through every point where their skin met, breast to breast, belly to belly, thighs tangled.
It wasn’t passion’s tremor, but the shudder of a drowning woman clinging to a raft. Her tears mingled with the bathwater soaking Ines’s cheeks, hot and endless.
Ines held her tighter, anchoring her in the swirling heat, one hand tangling in Isabel’s damp hair, the other splayed possessively against the frantic pulse at the base of her throat.
The kiss deepened, turning slower, more deliberate, a silent language replacing shattered words. Ines tasted salt, lavender, and the metallic tang of terror slowly receding.
When Isabel finally tore her mouth away, gasping for breath, her forehead remained pressed hard against Ines’s. Her eyes were squeezed shut, lashes clumped wetly. "Say it again," she rasped, her voice shredded and desperate, fingers digging into the muscles of Ines’s back.
"Please." The plea was raw, stripped bare, echoing in the humid silence broken only by their ragged breathing and the soft drip of the faucet. "Tell me you love me."
Ines leaned deeper into her, their naked bodies slick and pressed flush against each other in the steaming water. Her hands slid up Isabel’s trembling back, fingers tangling in the damp hair at her nape.
She felt the frantic heartbeat hammering against her own chest, the tremor vibrating through Isabel’s skin like a live wire.
"I love you, Isabel," she breathed, the words thick and deliberate, tasting of saltwater and lavender oil.
She kissed her again, deep and passionate, pouring every fractured ounce of sincerity she could muster into the press of her lips. It wasn’t poetic or gentle.
She kissed her until Isabel’s desperate grip softened, until the frantic tremors subsided into shuddering breaths, until Isabel’s mouth yielded with a broken sob that vibrated against her tongue.
Isabel’s hands slid down Ines’s wet back, fingers tracing the ridges of her spine. The touch was hesitant at first, then grew bolder, sliding over her hips, smoothing over the curve of her ass.
Her palm pressed flat against the small of Ines’s back, pulling her impossibly closer. The other hand drifted lower, fingers trailing down the slick skin of Ines’s belly, dipping beneath the surface.
Ines felt the tentative brush of fingertips against her pubic bone, moving lower still, seeking the heat between her thighs. Isabel’s gaze remained locked on hers, wide and desperate, seeking confirmation, seeking proof.
Her trembling fingers found the soft folds beneath the water, a feather-light touch seeking entrance.
Ines caught Isabel’s wrist firmly beneath the surface, stopping the questing fingers before they could delve deeper. Her grip wasn't harsh, but it was absolute, an unyielding barrier.
Isabel froze instantly. The desperation in her eyes flickered into stark panic, raw and vulnerable. Her breath hitched, ragged and wet. "Y-you don’t want to?" She choked out, the words trembling like leaves in a storm.
Her voice cracked, thick with unshed tears and the terror of rejection. The implication hung heavy in the humid air: You don’t want me. You stayed, but you don’t want me.
Her captured wrist trembled violently against Ines’s hold. The fragile trust she’d clung to seemed to shudder beneath the weight of the halted touch.
Ines shifted forward in the steaming water, her thighs tightening around Isabel’s hips. She brought her wife’s captured hand slowly, deliberately, up through the swirling surface.
Water streamed down Isabel’s forearm as Ines guided her palm flat against the center of her own chest, pressing it firmly over her heartbeat. The pulse thundered beneath Isabel’s fingertips, rapid, insistent, alive.
"I want to," Ines breathed, the words low and rough against Isabel’s damp cheek. She held Isabel’s trapped gaze, willing her to see beyond the fear.
"Tonight…" Her thumb stroked the delicate skin of Isabel’s inner wrist, feeling the frantic flutter of her pulse.
"Tonight, I want to touch you. Let me please my wife." The possessive pronoun was deliberate, a quiet claim echoing Isabel’s earlier declaration. It wasn't about submission or dominance; it was about offering comfort through intimacy, reclaiming a bond shattered by betrayal.
She released Isabel’s wrist, letting her hand linger against her heartbeat.
A shudder tore through Isabel. Confusion warred with desperate hope in her bloodshot eyes. Her freed hand hovered tremblingly in the humid air before slowly lowering back to the water’s surface.
Her gaze dropped to where Ines’s palm still pressed her hand against the warm, damp skin beneath her collarbones. The frantic drumming under her fingertips seemed to resonate deeper than bone.
Slowly, tentatively, her other hand rose from the water, dripping rivulets onto Ines’s shoulder. Her fingers brushed a stray wet strand clinging to Ines’s neck, then traced the sharp line of her jaw with breathtaking fragility.
It wasn’t a caress driven by lust, but a trembling exploration, a reconnaissance mission mapping the contours of a sudden, terrifying possibility.
Her thumb traced the fullness of Ines’s lower lip, still swollen from their earlier kisses. "Please," Isabel whispered, the word barely audible above the drip of the faucet, a plea stripped of command, raw with need for affirmation.
Ines leaned into the tentative touch, her own hand sliding down Isabel’s slick arm to cradle her elbow beneath the water.
The heat was intense, amplifying the pulse points thrumming against each other. She dipped her head, pressing a lingering kiss to Isabel’s temple where the skin was thinnest, tasting saltwater and lavender.
"Dry off," she murmured against the damp hairline, her voice a low thrum vibrating through Isabel’s skin. "Go to bed." She felt Isabel tense instantly, a tremor rippling through her submerged frame.
Ines pulled back enough to meet her wife’s wide, panicked eyes. "I’ll be right behind you," she promised, her gaze unwavering, anchoring Isabel in the swirling steam.
Isabel’s fingers tightened convulsively on Ines’s shoulder. "Don’t... don’t leave," she rasped, the fear thick as the humid air. Ines shook her head slowly, deliberately.
"Never, we're bound together after all." She breathed; the vow etched into the silence. She guided Isabel’s hand to the tub’s cool porcelain edge. "Up." The command was soft but immovable. Isabel obeyed, rising unsteadily, water cascading down her pale, trembling body.
She stood dripping on the bathmat, shivering despite the room’s warmth, her gaze fixed on Ines like a lifeline. Ines handed her a thick towel without rising, her eyes never leaving Isabel’s. "Go," she urged gently, nodding towards the dim bedroom. "Wait for me."
Isabel clutched the towel, hesitating, her knuckles white. Then, with a jerky nod, she turned, padding silently across the tiles, leaving wet footprints that glistened faintly in the moonlight filtering through the bathroom door.
Ines waited until the soft rustle of sheets signaled Isabel’s retreat. Only then did she rise, the water sluicing off her skin in heavy rivulets.
She grabbed a towel, wrapping it tightly around herself, the cloth scraping against nerves stretched thin. She paused before the fogged expanse of the bathroom mirror, its surface reflecting only a blurred silhouette.
With a trembling hand, she wiped a ragged circle clear. Her own face stared back, hollow-eyed, shadows bruised beneath, lips still slightly swollen. The reflection seemed alien, haunted by echoes of gunshots and Alya’s fading taillights.
Breathe, she commanded silently.
She needs you. The past is behind us.
The words felt brittle, a shield against the howling void left by betrayal and sacrifice. But Isabel’s shattered trust was a tangible weight, heavier than the sodden towel.
She touched her own reflection, fingertips cold on the cool glass.
Stay.
She dropped the towel onto the wet tiles, the damp chill intensifying against her bare skin. Naked, she padded across the marble floor, leaving faint wet footprints that faded quickly.
Moonlight spilled through the balcony door, painting silver streaks on the dark floor. The air smelled faintly of lavender and Isabel’s lingering tears.
She paused just inside the threshold. Isabel lay curled tightly beneath the heavy silk duvet, a small, rigid mound facing away, clutching the edge as if clinging to a precipice.
Her breathing was shallow, uneven. Ines approached the vast bed silently, the plush rug muffling her steps. The moonlight caught the tense line of Isabel’s exposed shoulder, the knuckles white where she gripped the bedding.
Without hesitation, Ines slid onto the cool sheets beside her. She didn’t pull Isabel towards her immediately.
Instead, she laid a hand on the rigid curve of Isabel’s hip beneath the duvet, feeling the tremor vibrate through the silk. Isabel flinched violently, her breath hitching. "It's me," Ines murmured, her voice low and rough in the stillness.
She gently urged Isabel onto her back. Resistance flickered, brittle and fearful, then yielded. Isabel rolled over, eyes wide, luminous pools of panic in the moonlight. Her face was damp, tear tracks glistening on her cheeks.
She looked scared, stripped bare of all her masks. As if twenty years of trauma was coming out in one night.
Ines moved deliberately, straddling Isabel’s hips, settling her naked weight onto the soft cradle of Isabel’s thighs.
The heat radiating from Isabel’s body was intense, a stark contrast to the cool air. Isabel froze beneath her, staring up, trembling, intensifying. Her hands came up instinctively, hovering near Ines’s hips, unsure.
Ines leaned down slowly, her damp hair brushing Isabel’s collarbones. She captured Isabel’s panicked gaze, holding it fast.
"I love you, Isabel," she stated, the words clear, deliberate, echoing in the vast silence of the moonlit room. No poetry, no flourish. Before Isabel could react, before doubt could twist her expression, Ines plunged her mouth onto Isabel’s.
She kissed her with the force of a vow, pouring every fractured ounce of sincerity into the joining of lips and tongue.
Isabel gasped against her mouth, a choked sound, her hovering hands finally grasping Ines’s hips, fingers digging in almost convulsively.
She kissed back with clumsy, frantic hunger, clinging as if Ines were oxygen.
Ines pulled away only an inch, her breath mingling with Isabel’s ragged gasps. Her gaze locked onto Isabel’s wide, wet eyes, confirming she was seen, understood.
Then she trailed her lips down. Down the trembling column of Isabel’s throat, tasting the frantic pulse beneath fragile skin.
Down the hollow of her collarbone, tracing the delicate ridges with the tip of her tongue. Isabel arched beneath her, a stifled whimper escaping her lips as Ines’s mouth moved lower, kissing a slow, deliberate path across the swell of Isabel’s breast.
Her tongue circled a hardened nipple, drawing a sharp gasp and a shudder that vibrated through both their bodies.
Ines lingered, sucking gently, feeling Isabel’s fingers tighten painfully on her hips, her breath hitching into shallow, uneven pants.
The silk slid away as Ines shifted lower, her kisses descending across the quivering plane of Isabel’s stomach.
Isabel’s muscles clenched and released beneath her mouth, her hips lifting involuntarily, seeking more contact. Ines felt the frantic flutter of Isabel’s abdomen beneath her tongue. Her hands slid beneath Isabel’s hips, lifting her slightly, urging her thighs wider apart.
Isabel obeyed with a broken sob, her legs falling open, trembling violently. The moonlight caught the slick sheen gathering between Isabel’s thighs, glistening against pale skin.
Ines paused, her breath hot on Isabel’s inner thigh, feeling the tremor intensify beneath her lips.
"I love you, Isabel," she breathed against the impossibly soft skin, the words vibrating into Isabel’s core. It was a low, possessive growl, reverberating through muscle and bone. Isabel gasped, her fingers knotting in Ines’s damp hair, pulling almost painfully.
"Please," Isabel choked out, the word ragged, stripped of everything but desperate need. "Please..."
Ines didn’t hesitate. She pressed a searing kiss higher, tasting the salty tang of Isabel’s skin mingled with lavender soap.
Then, a deliberate lap of her tongue against soaked folds drew a choked cry ripped from Isabel’s throat. Her hips jerked upwards violently, seeking more contact. Ines held her firmly, hands sliding beneath Isabel’s trembling thighs, fingers digging into yielding flesh to hold her open.
Isabel’s breath hitched into frantic, shallow pants, punctuated by broken whimpers as Ines’s mouth found her clit, laving it with firm, insistent strokes.
The scent was musky and intimate, layered thickly over the lingering lavender, filling Ines’s senses.
Isabel’s fingers tightened convulsively in Ines’s damp hair, pulling strands taut against her scalp. A guttural sob escaped her lips. "Oh god, Ines—" The name fractured into a moan as Ines intensified the pressure, circling her tongue relentlessly.
Every tremor that shook Isabel’s thighs vibrated through Ines’s own body. The taste was sharp, desperate, utterly consuming.
Beneath her, Isabel arched wildly, her back lifting off the mattress, muscles straining. Her cries escalated, sharp gasps dissolving into ragged, unintelligible pleas muffled by the silk sheets clutched in her fists. Tears tracked fresh paths down her temples, mingling with sweat-slicked skin.
Ines withdrew her mouth just enough to breathe against slick skin. Her thumb found Isabel’s entrance, slick with arousal.
She pressed slowly, deliberately, feeling the tight resistance yield beneath insistent pressure. With a groan that vibrated against Isabel’s clit, Ines pushed a single finger deep inside.
Isabel’s entire body spasmed violently, a choked scream tearing from her throat. Her inner muscles clenched fiercely around the intrusion, hot and pulsing. "Baby!" Isabel gasped, her voice shredded raw.
Her hips bucked wildly, driving Ines’s finger deeper, seeking more friction, more proof. "I love you! I love you, Ines, so much!"
Beneath the desperate cries, Ines felt her own need coil tight and urgent. Her free hand drifted instantly down her own belly, fingertips finding the swollen ache between her thighs.
She groaned softly against Isabel’s sensitive flesh, the sound muffled as she circled her own clit with rough, frantic strokes. The dual sensation, Isabel’s clenching heat around her finger, the sharp friction on her own flesh, sent sparks skittering up her spine.
She thrust her finger deeper inside Isabel, curling it deliberately against that hidden, spongy spot, while her tongue resumed its relentless assault on Isabel’s clit, flicking rapidly. Isabel shattered.
Her back arched impossibly high off the mattress, a raw, guttural scream ripped from her throat as her climax crashed through her. Her thighs clamped hard around Ines’s head, trembling violently.
Wave after wave of convulsion gripped her, pulsing around Ines’s buried finger, her cries dissolving into desperate, hiccupping sobs.
Ines rode the storm, her own fingers working furiously against her slick folds, chasing the sharp edge of release.
She pressed her forehead into Isabel’s trembling thigh. The rhythmic clenching around her finger, the heat, the sheer abandon of Isabel’s surrender, pushed Ines closer.
Her breath came in ragged gasps against Isabel’s skin. She added a second finger inside Isabel, stretching her gently, feeling the renewed clench and Isabel’s choked gasp. Simultaneously, she pressed her thumb hard against her own clit, grinding in tight circles. The tension snapped.
Pleasure detonated low in her belly, a blinding white heat that radiated outwards, stealing her breath. She muffled her own cry against Isabel’s thigh, body shuddering violently as tremors wracked her.
Her fingers inside Isabel stilled momentarily as her own climax pulsed through her, wave after wave echoing the aftershocks still rippling through Isabel’s body beneath her.
Slowly, the tremors subsided. The frantic grip in her hair loosened, Isabel’s fingers sliding weakly away. Ines withdrew her fingers gently, carefully, her own hand falling limp from between her legs.
She pressed a final, lingering kiss to Isabel’s slick inner thigh. Lifting her head felt monumental, her limbs heavy and trembling.
Isabel lay utterly spent, chest heaving, tears still leaking silently down her temples onto the pillow. Her eyes were closed, lashes dark and wet against her pale cheeks.
The rigid tension had dissolved into a profound stillness, a kind of blessed emptiness. Only the faint tremor in her lower lip betrayed the lingering echoes of panic.
The moonlight bathed her sweat-slicked skin, highlighting the sharp angles of her collarbones, the faint bruise forming on her hip where Ines’s fingers had pressed.
Ines pushed herself up on trembling arms, the cool air hitting her damp skin.
She moved with aching slowness, the aftermath of shared release settling deep into her bones. She slid up Isabel’s body, skin dragging against skin, slick thighs over trembling hips, soft belly against Isabel’s ribs, damp breasts pressing against the sweat-cooled valley between Isabel’s own.
Isabel’s eyelids fluttered weakly open, her gaze hazy, unfocused, seeking Ines’s face as she settled fully atop her. The contact was overwhelming, a raw fusion of heat and exhaustion.
Ines felt Isabel’s arms snake around her waist, clumsy and weak, clinging with a last vestige of desperate need.
"Shhh," Ines murmured, her voice a shredded whisper against Isabel’s damp neck. "I’m here." She reached down blindly, fumbling for the heavy silk duvet tangled near Isabel’s feet.
Pulling its cool weight up and over them both was like sealing them in a cocoon, shutting out the chilling air, the moonlit room, the ghosts of the night.
Beneath her, Isabel’s breathing began to deepen, the frantic gasps softening into shuddering sighs. The rigid tension bled slowly from her limbs, replaced by a profound, boneless exhaustion.
Her trembling had subsided to a faint resonance felt only where their bodies fused. Ines nestled her head against the curve of Isabel’s neck, breathing in the mingled scents of sex, sweat, lavender, and lingering tears.
Ines pressed her lips gently to the delicate skin of Isabel’s temple, a feather-light touch where the bone felt impossibly fragile.
"I love you," she breathed into the stillness, the words softer than moonlight, yet carrying the full weight of the vow.
Isabel didn’t speak. A sigh escaped her, deeper than before, a release that seemed to emanate from her very core.
Her arms tightened weakly around Ines’s waist, fingers digging briefly into the small of her back before relaxing utterly. Her head turned slightly, her cheek pressing against the crown of Ines’s damp hair.
The desperate clutch had dissolved into a clinging surrender, a need for simple presence, warmth, the undeniable proof of shared skin. Ines felt Isabel’s entire frame soften beneath hers, sinking deeper into the mattress as the last vestiges of panic dissolved into blessed silence.
Fatigue descended upon Ines like a velvet shroud, sudden and heavy. The adrenaline that had sustained her through betrayal, confrontation, and desperate intimacy finally bled away, leaving her limbs leaden.
The fierce protectiveness remained, a fierce ember glowing in her chest, but her eyelids grew impossibly weighty. Each blink became longer, the moonlight-streaked room blurring at the edges.
The steady thud-thud-thud of Isabel’s heartbeat against her ear was a lullaby; her wife’s rhythmic breaths a hypnotic tide pulling her under.
Until she was asleep in her wife’s embrace.
Chapter 31: A New Dynamic
Notes:
Sorry, this one is a bit late. You guys loved last week's longer chapter, so... here's 12k words. They take a little longer to write, that's all.
Chapter Text
Ines woke to the weight of arms around her. Warm. Heavy. Familiar.
Isabel was curled behind her, face buried against the back of Ines’s shoulder, one hand resting at the center of her stomach as if guarding her even in sleep. The sheets were twisted around their legs. Skin against skin. Last night had ended with no shouting, no slammed doors. Just exhaustion and something like surrender.
For a moment, Ines stayed still. Listening to Isabel breathe. She turned slowly, careful not to wake her. Isabel’s face was slack with sleep, softer, almost gentle in a way she never allowed while awake. The small crease between her eyebrows had eased. Her mouth was relaxed. She looked younger. Vulnerable. Human.
Beautiful.
Ines felt something pull in her chest. Not quite love. Not quite fear. Something difficult. Something that ached.
Could she really keep this version of herself? Could Isabel? Would this break in two days? Would it snap tonight? Was this softness a moment or a beginning?
Ines did not know.
She uncurled Isabel’s arm gently, lifting it from her waist, and placing it back against Isabel’s pillow. Isabel murmured something in her sleep and shifted, but did not wake. Ines sat up, the sheet falling to her lap.
Her body ached in small places. Fingernail lines along her ribs and back. Their night had not been gentle, but it had not been cruel. It had been something else. A held breath. A plea.
Ines stood, naked as the day she was born, and found her robe, tying it firmly around herself, knot tight.
The morning light came in pale and gray through the curtains.
She opened the bedroom door.
Rosaria stood in the hallway. Already waiting. Her posture was stiff. Not angry. Just... braced.
Of course, she knew.
Ines closed the door softly behind her.
"You know me well," Ines said. Her voice was quiet. Steady.
Rosaria nodded once.
"Take me to Lena’s room," Ines said.
Rosaria turned without a word, and Ines followed her down the hall.
Their footsteps were the only sound.
Rosaria led her down corridors, the silence clung thick. Ines pulled her robe tighter, the silk rasping against the fresh bruises beneath, Isabel’s desperate love grabs, that’s how tight she held her at night.
The memory pulsed: Isabel’s trembling surrender, the raw vow whispered into darkness, I love you. The ache beneath her ribs deepened, twisting.
They stopped before Lena’s door. Plain oak, unadorned, radiating silent menace. Ines reached for the handle. Rosaria’s hand clamped onto her wrist, not rough, but firm as iron shackles.
"Let me go in with you," she said, eyes scanning the hallway shadows. "You don't know what she’s capable of in a corner." Rosaria’s knuckles were white, her jaw clenched. Worry etched deep lines beside her mouth.
Ines met her gaze. The memory of Isabel’s broken plea, 'Please don’t leave', echoed against Lena’s poisonous lies. Alya’s terror, the gunmetal gleam in moonlight.
She gently peeled Rosaria’s fingers away. "No," she said, voice low but slicing the stillness. "This is between her and me. Wait here." Rosaria opened her mouth to protest, defiance flashing in her eyes, but snapped it shut, shoulders slumping. Lena’s fate belonged to her.
Ines turned the handle. The door swung inward on silent hinges. Inside, chaos reigned. Clothes ripped to shreds littered the floor like slaughtered birds. A porcelain vase lay shattered against the wall, shards glittering like teeth.
Drawers gaped open, emptied violently onto the rug. The scent of spilled perfume and sweat hung thick, cloying. Lena sat hunched in the far corner, knees drawn to her chest.
Her fists pressed against her temples, knuckles white. Tremors wracked her slight frame, violent shudders that made her teeth chatter audibly.
"Mistress?" Lena’s voice was a raspy croak, thick with disbelief. Her head jerked up. Eyes, swollen and red-rimmed, snapped wide. Shock flared into pure, desperate elation.
A choked sob escaped her cracked lips. "You came!" Lena scrambled forward on hands and knees, like a dog that had been awaiting its master's return.
Her hair was a wild dark halo. Relief shone painfully bright on her ravaged face. "I knew… I knew you wouldn't abandon me! They locked me in here! I knew you'd come rescue me. I knew it."
Ines didn’t move. She leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed loosely over the silk robe. The predatory stillness of her posture, the utter lack of warmth in her eyes, finally pierced Lena’s frantic hope. Lena froze mid-crawl, one hand outstretched. The light in her eyes flickered, dimmed.
"I told them to lock you in here," Ines said, her voice unnervingly quiet, slicing through Lena’s ragged breaths. "It’s better than you deserve."
She took one slow step forward, her slippered feet avoiding a jagged shard of porcelain. Lena shrank back, pressing herself against the cold wall. "You lied to me, Lena. Betrayed me."
Another step. Lena’s frantic gaze darted around the ruined room, seeking escape that wasn’t there. "You tried to get Alya shot dead in that courtyard." Ines stopped just out of reach, looking down at the trembling figure crumpled on the floor.
"For what? Higher pay? A sweeter position polishing Isabel’s boots?" Her lip curled, a flash of disgust twisting her elegant features. "Or just the thrill of pulling strings?"
Lena flinched violently, wrapping her arms tighter around her knees. "No, Mistress!" She choked out, shaking her head so hard her tangled hair whipped across her face. "It wasn't like that! I lied... yes, I lied to you... But it was for your safety!" Her voice pitched into a desperate whine. "I had to!"
Ines remained utterly still. The morning light sliced through the gap in the curtains, illuminating dust motes dancing above Lena’s ruined room. "My safety?" The words dropped like stones into the thick silence.
Her gaze, cold and unblinking, pinned Lena against the stone wall. "Explain." She didn't raise her voice. The quiet command hung heavier than a shout.
Lena scrambled backward, her fingers clawing at the hardwood. "Alya!" she gasped, eyes wild, darting as if expecting the woman herself to burst through the door. "She's violent... terrifying!" Spittle flew from her lips. "She... she killed her last girlfriend! Murdered her! With her bare hands!"
Lena hugged her knees tighter, rocking slightly. Her voice spiraled into a hysterical whisper. "She was dragging you away... I couldn't let her take you! I had to stop her!"
Ines stared. A choked, disbelieving sound escaped her lips. Lena’s desperate confession was so wildly beyond anything she’d imagined, so utterly detached from reality, it momentarily froze her rage.
"Protect me?" The words tasted like ash. Ines’s laugh was short, sharp, devoid of humor. "From Alya?"
She took another deliberate step forward, the silence stretching taut. Lena cringed, pressing harder into the cold wall. "Alya was the one protecting me, trying to get me away from a wife who beat me. That rumor is just that. A rumor. It isn't true, Lena."
Lena’s eyes widened further, pupils huge in the dim light. "But..."
"But nothing. Lena. How could you lie to me about my family!"
Lena flinched violently at the venom in her voice. Tears streamed freely down her cheeks, carving paths through grime. "About... about your family?"
Her confusion seemed genuine, raw panic making her voice crack. "Mistress Ines, I didn’t lie! Please!" She scrambled forward again, desperation fueling her movements. "Everything I told you was true! About Rose!"
Lena clawed frantically at the pocket of her ripped uniform. "I... I have proof!" Her trembling fingers finally pulled out a sleek phone. She fumbled with the screen, tears blurring her vision as she swiped. "Rose couldn’t get them out before... because they thought it was a prank! They didn't believe her!"
The phone was thrust towards Ines, screen lit up. Lena’s hands shook so badly the image blurred. "See? Messages! Texts!"
Lena choked on a sob. "Rose... Rose tried. I wouldn't lie to you about that."
Ines stared at the device. The cold fury inside her faltered, replaced by a creeping dread. Hesitantly, she took the phone. Her fingers felt numb against the cool metal casing.
The screen displayed a series of frantic texts sent days ago. The sender ID: Rose. The contact name, stark and undeniable.
Rose: Lena, they won’t listen. Called Ines’s parents. Told them they need to leave NOW. The threat is real.
Rose: Her father laughed. Said it was a sick joke. Hung up.
Rose: Called back. Her mother answered. Told her about Isabel, the danger. She said, “Do you think it's funny to call grieving parents and make up lies?"
Rose: They think it’s a scam. Or a prank. Refuse to leave.
The words blurred. Ines’s fingers tightened around the phone’s cold edge. Lena hadn’t lied. Not about this. Still, she tried to get Alya killed over a rumor; there had to be more to it than that.
Ignoring Lena’s ragged breathing, Ines jabbed at the call button beside Rose’s name.
The phone rang twice.
"Lena?" Rose’s voice rasped through the speaker, thick with sleep and sharp with annoyance. "I told you never to call this number directly. Ever. What part of 'burner phones only' didn't—"
"I woke you, didn't I?"
Rose's sharp intake of breath crackled through the speaker. Silence stretched for three agonizing heartbeats before her voice returned, stripped of sleep. "Dani?"
Ines gripped the phone tighter, knuckles white against the cool metal. "Is it true?" Her voice remained low, steady as stone scraping stone. "About my parents?"
Rose’s silence hissed through the line. Lena curled tighter against the wall, trembling fingers clutching ripped fabric. Finally, Rose exhaled, the sound ragged. "Yes."
The word landed like a hammer blow. "Called them days ago. Before... everything." Static crackled briefly, punctuating the admission. "Your mother... laughed." Rose’s voice thickened. "Said only a monster would harass grieving parents with lies. Then she hung up."
Ines stared at Lena’s phone screen, the glow illuminating her knuckles, white as bone. The texts weren’t forged.
Lena hadn’t lied about her family’s refusal to flee. Cold seeped past the silk robe, chilling the bruises Isabel’s possessiveness had etched onto her skin.
"But I'll keep trying. I promised." Rose’s voice, stripped bare over the cheap speaker, held a brittle resolve that echoed in the ruined room.
"No...no, leave them alone. They've suffered enough...Isabel said she'd let them go."
Rose choked. "And you trust her to actually let them go?"
The question hung like shrapnel in the air. Behind her, Lena’s ragged breathing hitched. Trust?
Trust Isabel, the architect of cages, the dealer in despair? The memory of Isabel’s trembling desperation in the moonlight, the frantic clutch against abandonment.
Did Ines truly believe the cage door would swing open just because the jailer cried? The silence stretched, thick with the taste of Rosaria’s tension outside the door.
"No," Ines answered Rose, the word flat and final.
She kept her gaze locked on Lena’s crumpled form, trembling against the floor. "I don’t trust her off the back of one night." Not after decades of cruelty, even if Isabel really wanted to change, it would take time.
Lena flinched beneath her stare, a cornered animal sensing a fresh trap. A spark ignited in Ines’s mind, cold and precise. Lena’s terrified gaze clung to her face, pleading silently.
"Which is why I just thought of an insurance policy." Lena froze, eyes widening impossibly. "Lena will contact you again," Ines stated flatly into the phone, her gaze never wavering from Lena’s terrified face. "If I need you."
The silence on Rose’s end crackled with unspoken understanding. "Understood." The line went dead. Ines lowered the phone, its plastic casing cold against her palm.
Lena scrambled backwards on her elbows, shaking her head violently, tears streaming anew. "Mistress! Please! I... I'll do anything!"
Ines tossed the phone onto the tattered silk sheets. The predator's stillness returned, amplified by the ruined room. She took one slow step forward, her slipper crunching on porcelain dust. Lena froze.
"Answer a question for me?" Ines’s voice was silk. "Why do you want to protect me?" She crouched before Lena, bringing their eyes level. The proximity made Lena flinch.
"Enough to try and get Alya killed? We barely knew each other before you became my maid." Her gaze pinned Lena like a specimen. "Not devotion. Not loyalty. Tell me the truth."
Lena swallowed convulsively. "I... I'm in love with you."
The words dropped like stones into the suffocating stillness. Lena trembled, eyes locked on Ines’s face, seeking validation or mercy.
Ines remained crouched before her, utterly still. A slow, cold smile touched her lips, devoid of warmth. "Stop trying to manipulate me, Lena," she murmured, her voice slicing through Lena’s ragged breaths.
"It won’t work." She tilted her head. "Love? You barely know me."
"NO!" Lena’s scream ripped through the room, raw and desperate. She scrambled backwards, hitting the wall hard. "I'm telling the truth, I adore you!"
Her wild gaze darted frantically around the ruined room, clawing for proof. "I-I..." Her voice cracked. Suddenly, she lunged sideways, her trembling fingers scrabbling beneath the disheveled bedframe.
With a choked sob, she hauled out a crumpled bundle of deep crimson silk, stained and creased. She clutched it to her chest, burying her face in the fabric.
"I sleep with these," she gasped, her voice muffled, trembling violently. "I smell them... and it's like you're in the bed with me... and I can hold you."
Ines recoiled physically, a sharp breath whistling between her teeth. The fabric shimmered faintly in the weak light, unmistakably the decadent, heavy silk sheets from the master suite. Specifically, the sheets she’d lain upon during her wedding night.
The night Isabel and Alya shared her... The fabric Lena clutched contained the ghostly imprint of that night, mingled with the scent of Lena’s obsessive desperation.
Revulsion slithered up Ines's spine. Disgust bloomed, thick and nauseating, mingling with the lingering perfume stench.
She pushed it down. Hard. Locked it behind a mask of calm. This wasn't about her repulsion; it was about peeling back Lena's poisoned core.
Her voice, when it came, was low and controlled, each word chiseled in ice. "How?" She didn't move, didn't blink. "Why?"
The questions hung in the ruined air, sharp as the porcelain shards littering the floor. "You don't even know me, how could you possibly be in love with me?"
Lena flinched, clutching the stained silk tighter, pressing her nose deep into its folds as if seeking courage.
Her voice emerged muffled, fractured. "When... when I was first hired," she stammered, "you were still recovering. Hidden away. I didn’t even know what you looked like."
Her eyes squeezed shut, lost in memory. "I worked here an entire month... sweeping courtyards, polishing silver... never saw your face. I thought you were a myth." A shudder racked her frame.
"Then... one day." She inhaled sharply, the scent of the silk mingling with her tears. "Near the gardens. You were walking with Isabel. Your hair..." Her breath hitched. "Dark as obsidian. Beautiful curls catching the sun..."
A ghost of wonder touched her ruined face. "Green eyes... green like deep forest... sparkling even from so far away." She lifted her head slightly, staring past Ines.
"I felt... something stir." Her voice dropped to a horrified whisper.
"A warmth... low in my belly. A flutter. Something I didn't understand." Tears overflowed again. "I didn't even know... I didn't know I could... like women." She shuddered violently. "Until I saw you."
Ines remained frozen, the confession settling like toxic dust. Lena pushed her tangled hair back with trembling hands.
"I've had boyfriends before," Lena whispered, voice raw. "Handsome ones. Nothing sparked." Her eyes locked onto Ines’s face, fever-bright. "Then I saw you near the fountain that afternoon. Sunlight catching the curve of your neck."
She shuddered, clutching the stained silk. "Fireworks. Exploding inside my ribs." Her breath hitched. "So I learned everything. Memorized it, two sugars in your tea, a splash of milk. How you trace book spines while reading." A manic energy lit her tear-streaked face. "Historical fiction! You breathe differently when reading it. Pages turn slower."
The realization slammed into Ines with brutal clarity.
Lena hadn’t just fallen for her; she’d fixated on her.
Ines stayed motionless, not even breathing. Lena’s voice lowered to a fervent whisper. "I noticed when you hummed while sketching," she confessed, fingers twisting the stolen silk tighter.
"A soft melody, off-key." She drew a ragged breath. "It made my knees weak."
Her gaze flickered upwards, desperate. "That’s why I stole the sheets... from that night." The words tumbled out choked, thick with shame and obsession. "You left... traces... sweat... your scent," she gasped. "Sleeping with them... I’d imagine... imagined... it was you holding me." Her face crumpled. "Not them... just you." Her confession hung thick between them, a grotesque intimacy forged from stolen moments and violated privacy.
"You realize," Ines finally spoke, her voice unnervingly soft, slicing through the confession like a scalpel, "that I’m married, correct?" She didn’t blink. She motioned her left hand forward, her wedding band sitting on her ring finger.
Lena flinched, fingers twisting deeper into the stolen silk clutched against her chest. "Y-Yes," she stammered, eyes darting away. "But you were married when you were going to run off with Alya too."
The observation landed like a slap, sharp and undeniable. Ines didn't react outwardly. Despite being mindlessly obsessed, she was still intelligent enough to trick her and Alya. Inside, cold calculation clicked into place.
Lena’s obsession was grotesque, yes.
Dangerous, unquestionably.
But grotesque wasn't useless.
Lena’s desperate fixation shimmered like a knife left carelessly on a table. A weapon, if handled with precision. Isabel’s whispered promises glowed warm in Ines’s memory: freedom for her family, a wife transformed.
Yet beneath Isabel’s clinging desperation lay decades of cruelty, a bedrock of control. Could tenderness truly reshape that foundation overnight?
Trust was a luxury Ines couldn’t afford.
Insurance, Ines thought, the word settling cold and hard in her mind. Lena, trembling amidst her pathetic hoard, obsessed beyond reason… she could be that insurance.
A lever. If Isabel reverted, if the monstrous wife resurfaced, claws bared, Lena’s frantic devotion could be twisted. Leveraged. Used.
Lena could be her 'break glass in case of emergency.' If she trained her right.
The thought crystallized, sharp and cold. Ines studied Lena, trembling, snot-streaked, clutching disgusting, soiled silk like a security blanket. Pathetic.
Obsessed.
Isabel had a dozen servants loyal to her; Ines would allow herself this one. This creepy, fanatical, insane one.
God, why is every woman who loves me insane?
The thought flashed through Ines's mind as she stared at Lena's trembling form. Obsession coiled thick in the air. Lena’s tear-stained face pressed hard into the stolen silk sheets, her knuckles white. The scent, a sickening mix of desperation and stale perfume, clung to the room.
Ines leaned forward slowly, her silk robe whispering against the floor. Her movements were deliberate, unhurried. She didn't recoil this time. Instead, she reached out, her fingers brushing Lena’s sweat-dampened hair aside with a gentleness that made the maid flinch violently.
Then, very carefully, Ines wrapped her arms around Lena’s shuddering shoulders. The embrace felt alien, stiff, like folding broken porcelain back together. Lena froze, breath hitching in disbelief, her arms pinned awkwardly against her chest, the crumpled silk trapped between them.
Ines pressed her lips close to Lena’s ear, ignoring the damp heat radiating from the girl’s skin. Her voice dropped to a whisper, each word honed sharp as glass. "Never," she breathed, the sound barely audible above Lena’s ragged gasps.
"Never scheme something so catastrophically stupid again." She tightened her hold slightly, feeling Lena’s frantic heartbeat hammering against her ribs. "Do you understand?"
Lena sagged into the embrace, a choked sob escaping her.
"Y-Yes, Mistress," she gasped against Ines's shoulder, clutching the silk tighter, her entire body trembling violently. "I promise." The words were muffled, thick with tears and disbelief.
She dared to lift her head slightly, eyes wide and searching Ines's face. "I-I'm not fired? You aren't going to kill me?" The questions burst out, raw with terror and a flicker of impossible hope. Her gaze darted frantically between Ines's impassive eyes and the cold floor.
Ines shifted her grip slightly, her fingers tracing a deliberate, slow path along Lena’s tense spine. She leaned closer, her lips brushing Lena’s earlobe.
A shudder ripped through Lena at the contact. "Jesus, why would I kill you?" Ines murmured, her breath cool against Lena’s feverish skin. Her voice softened into an almost hypnotic cadence. "And no, you aren't fired." She paused, letting the reprieve sink in, feeling Lena’s frantic breathing hitch.
A ghost of a cold smile touched Ines’s lips. "In fact," she continued, her voice dropping lower, "I have a new position for you." She felt Lena stiffen beneath her hands, every muscle locking tight with bewildered anticipation.
"How," Ines whispered into the stillness, her thumb pressing lightly against the frantic pulse point in Lena’s neck. Silence stretched, thick with the maid’s terrified confusion. Slowly, deliberately, Ines pulled back just enough to meet Lena’s wide, tear-drenched eyes.
Lena’s pupils dilated impossibly large, fixed on Ines’s face, searching for cruelty or salvation. Ines tilted her head slightly, her gaze utterly unreadable yet intensely focused. "...would you like," she continued, each word measured, deliberate, "to be my pet?"
The final word landed softly, yet it echoed like a dull thud against the ruined chamber’s walls. Lena gasped audibly, her mouth dropping open in stunned silence. The crumpled silk sheets slid from her nerveless fingers onto the dusty floor.
Lena remained frozen, utterly still beneath Ines’s unwavering scrutiny. Only her ragged breathing betrayed her, short, shallow gasps that hitched with each frantic heartbeat.
Her gaze flickered wildly across Ines’s impassive features: the cool calculation in her green eyes, the faint curve of her lips that held neither warmth nor malice. For Lena, it wasn't a cruel demand, nor a degrading insult whispered in anger.
It was… recognition.
A purpose.
Anyone could sweep floors and bring tea. Lena was special.
A terrifyingly intimate acknowledgment of her obsession. Her trembling lips quivered, forming soundless words. Slowly, with infinite hesitance, Lena nodded. Once. A jerky motion that sent another tear tracking through grime on her cheek.
"Yes, Mistress," Lena whispered, her voice raw, fractured, yet utterly certain. "I want to be yours." The words tumbled out, thick with desperate devotion. "Truly yours."
Her gaze dropped to Ines’s slender hand resting near her own on the cold floor. An unspoken plea shimmered in the air between them. Lena longed to grasp that hand, press her lips to its knuckles, bury her face against Ines’s silk-clad thigh in supplication.
But she dared not move. Her entire being was clenched tight, waiting for the slightest twitch of Ines’s fingers, permission, command, rejection.
All she knew was the dizzying, terrifying certainty that this was where her fixation had always been leading: kneeling at Ines’s feet, belonging wholly.
Ines studied her, utterly still. The predatory calm hadn’t shifted; it merely deepened. Lena’s trembling stillness, the frantic dilation of her pupils, the soft gasp when Ines’s thumb brushed a stray lock of hair from her damp forehead, every reaction was noted, filed away.
Obsession wasn't loyalty, but it was leverage. Controllable leverage.
Lena’s breath hitched again, ragged and shallow. A tiny whimper escaped her lips. Ines’s gaze flickered downward, landing on the crumpled silk sheets pooling beside Lena’s knee, stained symbols of violation and pathetic yearning.
Her nostrils flared faintly. Disgust remained, a cold knot beneath her ribs, but it was secondary now. Secondary to the utility trembling before her.
Slowly, deliberately, Ines withdrew her hands. The sudden loss of contact made Lena whine softly. Ines stood, the silk robe whispering against the cold stone floor. She didn’t look at Lena sprawled beneath her.
Instead, her gaze swept the ruined room, the shattered porcelain, the overturned furniture, the dust motes dancing in a sliver of weak dawn light filtering through the high window.
Silence stretched, thick with Lena’s terrified anticipation. Then, without glancing back, Ines spoke. Her voice was low, clipped, devoid of inflection, yet it carried the weight of absolute command:
"Clean yourself up. I'll be calling on you later."
She moved towards the heavy oak door. Ines paused, her hand resting on the cold iron latch. Lena remained motionless on the floor. Her ragged breathing hitched. She stared at Ines’s retreating, her expression caught between devastation and dazed worship.
The promise hidden within the dismissal, later echoed louder than any shouted threat. Ines pulled the door open. It groaned on rusted hinges.
She stepped through, leaving Lena amidst the wreckage of her own making and the crumpled, stained silk. The door thudded shut behind her, the final sound a heavy, resonant click of the lock engaging.
Outside, pale dawn light seeped through the villa’s tall hallway windows, casting long, watery grey shadows. The air smelled faintly of beeswax polish and damp stone. Rosaria stood rigid against the opposite wall, arms folded tightly across her chest, knuckles white.
Her eyes, dark and wary, flickered from the locked door to Ines’s impassive face. The silence stretched taut. Ines turned.
She walked past Rosaria with unhurried strides. "Come," she said, the single word crisp, a command. Rosaria pushed off the wall with a barely audible sigh. She fell into step behind Ines, shadowing her down the dim corridor.
The tension radiating from Rosaria was almost palpable, a coiled spring vibrating in the stillness.
Twenty paces down the hall, beneath a tapestry depicting a forgotten deer hunt, Ines stopped. She didn't turn. Facing the weave of the tapestry, she spoke, her voice low and unnervingly calm.
"I know you were listening." She paused, letting the accusation hang. Rosaria halted abruptly. "So," Ines continued, her tone slicing through the silence, sharp as a honed scalpel, "what do you think?"
Rosaria stiffened. Her fingers dug deeper into the fabric of her own sleeves. She stepped closer, her voice barely above a ragged whisper, thick with disbelief, laced with dread. "I think... Mistress... you are playing a dangerous game."
She swallowed hard, eyes fixed on the rigid line of Ines's shoulders beneath the silk robe. "That girl in there..." Rosaria gestured sharply towards the locked door. "She may swear loyalty with her last breath, but she's..." Rosaria searched for the word, her own calm fracturing. "...unhinged. Utterly. I stopped her from approaching you several times before. As I said. Unhinged."
The word dropped like a stone. Her gaze met the back of Ines's head, desperate. "Something," Rosaria added, her voice cracking with bitter exhaustion, "that women who love you all seem to have in common."
Ines laughed, a light and heartwarming sound. "You can change that," she laughed. "If you'd like to declare your undying love for me as well."
Rosaria stared at the tapestry’s faded stag hunt, jaw clenched. A beat passed. Then she let out a sharp, humorless bark of laughter.
“Oh, yes, my love,” she drawled, her voice dripping with sarcasm, “let us run away together. Immediately. To a charming little hut somewhere.” She stepped forward, leaning in close beside Ines, her whisper slicing through the dim hall. “We could… sell cabbages"
"Cabbages?" Ines laughed, a genuine, unexpected ripple of sound that startled even herself. The absurdity cut through the lingering chill of Lena’s room. "Our glorious new life?"
She chuckled again, softer this time, shaking her head. "Imagine Isabel’s face." Her fingers brushed the tapestry’s frayed threads, the coarse wool rough against her skin.
The momentary lightness faded swiftly, replaced by the familiar heaviness settling between her shoulder blades.
They kept walking, their footsteps echoing softly on the smoothed floor. Rosaria’s silence beside her felt thick, coiled tight. Ines could feel the heat of Rosaria’s disapproval radiating off her, almost audible.
Ahead, sunlight spilled golden through a tall window, illuminating swirling motes dancing in the air. It felt jarringly bright after Lena’s oppressive gloom.
"Speaking of Mistress..." Rosaria’s voice suddenly cut through the stillness, low and sharp-edged. She didn’t look at Ines, staring straight ahead at the sunlit patch as they approached it. "...are you going to tell Isabel about the little arrangement you just made? Back there?" Her hand jerked almost imperceptibly towards Lena’s locked door.
Ines stopped beneath the window’s beam. Warmth kissed her face. The silk robe suddenly felt heavy. The scent of beeswax polish filled her nose.
She pictured Isabel asleep, soft-faced, tangled in silk sheets, her refuge, her complicated wife. Trust was a brittle, precious thing Isabel had offered blindly last night. Handling Lena like a secret weapon felt like spitting on that fragile gift, even as icy pragmatism screamed it was necessary.
Couldn’t she be honest? Give Isabel the chance she begged for? Couldn’t she be worthy of that raw vulnerability Isabel had shown?
"Yes," she murmured, the word finding shape in the dusty air. Rosaria halted beside her. Ines turned. She met Rosaria’s wary eyes squarely. "I’m not going to lie to her." Her fingers traced the cool pane of glass. "Not about this." Sunlight caught the bruises on her wrist, Isabel’s desperate claim marks.
The ache beneath was real. "If she’s trying… truly trying…" Her voice tightened. "...then I want to try too. Properly."
A gulp of air. "I want to be a good wife. To her." The admission hung, heavy and strange. "So I’ll tell her everything. The whole ugly truth. About Lena’s obsession. My plan to use her." She glanced back towards Lena’s door, distant, silent. Her jaw clenched.
"If Isabel says ‘no’... if she forbids it... I won’t." She held Rosaria’s gaze, fiercely earnest.
Rosaria’s frown deepened, skepticism etching lines around her mouth. "That’s… optimistic." Her knuckles whitened against her folded arms. "And if she says ‘yes’?" The implication hung cold and sharp. "If she lets you keep that unhinged girl?"
Ines turned from the window, the sunlight warming the back of her robe. "If she says yes," she stated, her voice stripped of doubt, "then Lena remains exactly what she is." She met Rosaria’s skeptical gaze. "A backup plan... nothing more."
Rosaria’s lips pressed into a thin line. She stepped closer, her eyes tracing the bruises on Ines’s wrists, then flicking towards Lena’s distant door. "You see it, don’t you?" Her whisper was low, sharp, carving through the stillness. "You’re becoming more like one another."
Ines stiffened, but Rosaria pressed on, relentless. "Isabel cried yesterday. Sobbed like a child. First time since her father’s funeral. Something broke open... a softer side I thought she’d buried forever."
Rosaria's gaze hardened, locking onto Ines. "And you? That scene back there... manipulating a girl’s twisted love? Calculating how to turn obsession into leverage?"
She shook her head. "That’s vintage Isabel. Cold. Strategic. Ruthless."
A chill swept through Ines’s veins. Her hands clenched instinctively, nails digging crescents into her palms. The comparison struck a nerve deep within her. Images flickered: Lena’s trembling desperation, Isabel’s tear-streaked face whispering promises against her neck.
Palm lines reddened. Muscles released. Ines balls her fists up by her sides, then releases them. "I'm nothing like her," she breathed.
Rosaria met her gaze, unflinching. "Really?" The word hung heavy, slicing the brittle peace. Her eyes, dark and weary, locked onto Ines’s.
"Would you have manipulated a woman like that," she gestured sharply towards Lena’s door, "before you came here?"
Silence pulsed, thick with accusation. Ines’s jaw clenched. Rosaria’s words hit true, a needle pricking the fragile bubble of hope she’d nurtured moments before. Manipulating Lena was cold. Strategic.
Exactly like Isabel.
Her vision blurred, her chest tightening. Isabel’s desperate clinging flashed, the bruises, the tears, the whispered promises. Was Rosaria right?
Was this monstrous place twisting her?
Corroding her morality until it mirrored Isabel’s own cruelty? "T-that's not fair," Ines rasped, her voice cracking under the weight.
She balled her fists again, knuckles bone-white. "These are the circumstances I was given!" The words tasted like ashes, a justification wrapped in bitter helplessness. Survival demanded compromise.
"Forgive me, Mistress," she murmured, her voice losing its sharp edge. It became smoother, almost conciliatory, yet thick with history. "Maybe my tone came off as critical? Harsh? It was not meant as such." She took a hesitant half-step closer, her gaze fixed on a chipped patch of flooring.
A flicker of something akin to melancholy softened her features. "Watching your growth... from the woman who used to fall over clutching her leg from a sprained knee, trying to get dressed." A ghost of a smile touched Rosaria’s lips. "...to the woman standing here now, holding full command over the entire Villa household... it was just worth mentioning, is all."
Rosaria shifted her weight. Her folded arms tightened again, shoulders rising as if bracing against a draft. "I apologize," she added softly, almost reluctantly. "I forget myself."
"No," Ines breathed, the syllable sharp, cutting through Rosaria's retreat. She turned fully, blocking the sunbeam slicing across her silk robe. Her eyes locked onto Rosaria’s downturned gaze.
“It’s fine. Feel free to speak your mind." Her knuckle brushed the wall’s stone molding, scraping softly. "It’s better than when you used to stare at me and say nothing."
Rosaria’s shoulders relaxed slightly. She glanced up, meeting Ines’s steady gaze. "It is."
Ines walked back down the quiet corridor alone, Rosaria having gone off to oversee breakfast. The hem of her robe brushing her ankles. The villa was still, the air faintly perfumed with last night’s roses. Her hand touched the doorknob of their room.
She took a breath, steadying herself, ready to slip back into bed beside Isabel and pretend things were normal for a few more hours.
Before she could turn it, the door swung open.
Isabel stood there, eyes dark and awake, one hand reaching out and catching Ines by the arm, pulling her suddenly into the threshold.
The bedroom door slammed behind them with a jarring thud. Isabel pressed Ines hard against its carved oak panels, her palms flattening against Ines’s shoulders, pinning her. The sharp scent of bergamot clinging to Isabel’s silk robe filled Ines’s nostrils.
Isabel’s face, inches away, showed none of last night’s softness, only a tremble-jawed fury. "Where were you?" Isabel hissed, her breath hot against Ines’s cheek. "You swore you wouldn’t leave me. And I wake up...alone."
Her voice cracked on the last word, raw and desperate. The vulnerability beneath the anger was palpable, a bleeding wound beneath tightly clenched fingers.
Slowly, deliberately, Ines lifted her hand. She traced her fingers along Isabel’s jawline, feeling the frantic pulse hammering beneath the skin. The gesture was light, yet it made Isabel flinch. Her thumb brushed the corner of Isabel’s trembling mouth.
This will be a process, Ines thought.
Isabel flinched, sucking in a ragged gasp through clenched teeth. The fury radiating from her was palpable, vibrating through her palms pressed hard into Ines's shoulders. Yet beneath the anger, Ines tasted the bitter tang of panic. The raw terror of waking alone. The stark echo of abandonment. Isabel's pulse hammered beneath her fingertips.
"I was dealing with Lena," Ines stated softly, her voice devoid of deflection. Green eyes held Isabel's storm-dark gaze directly. "I returned as soon as I finished." She didn't shy from the name, nor soften its impact.
Honesty. A sharp knife but necessary. Her thumb traced the frantic flutter beneath Isabel's jaw again. "I'm sorry," she whispered, the apology landing like dust in the charged air. "I thought I'd have time to get back in bed before you woke."
Isabel's breath hitched again. Her fingers dug deeper into Ines's shoulders, silk robe wrinkling beneath the pressure.
"Take this off." The command rasped out, sharp as broken glass. Isabel's free hand fumbled at the silk sash knotted at Ines's waist, fingers clumsy with suppressed fury and fear. She pawed at it, tugging impatiently, desperate for tactile confirmation beneath fabric.
Ines didn't flinch. She lifted her arms, facilitating. The robe slithered off her shoulders, pooling silently at her feet like water. Naked, bathed in the weak dawn light filtering through the bedroom window, she stood bare.
Isabel’s gaze snapped downward, a visceral intake of air sharp and sudden between her lips. Her eyes traced the constellation of faded bruises littering Ines’s throat and collarbones, marks she had made last night.
Lower still, the faint red crescents lingering on hips and thighs, the intimate signature of frantic skin against skin. Isabel’s jaw tightened visibly as her stare lingered there, raw evidence of their mutually frantic desperation burned into flesh. Her own robe felt suddenly suffocating.
Her fingers, moments ago, desperate and rough, stalled. They hovered above the deepest crescent mark on Ines’s hipbone, trembling slightly. The fury hadn’t vanished; it simmered just beneath the surface.
Without warning, Isabel leaned forward, her shoulder seamlessly sliding beneath Ines's ribs, her other arm hooking firmly behind her knees. There was no hesitation, no preamble.
Isabel lifted her cleanly off her feet, a swift, functional movement infused with raw, possessive strength. The sudden elevation stole Ines’s breath. For an instant, she was suspended, limbs instinctively recoiling, her gasp caught high in her throat, the cool air raising goosebumps across her exposed skin.
Then, she was deposited unceremoniously onto the deep, yielding expanse of the bed, the silk sheets cool against her back.
Isabel stood over her, breathing hard, eyes still blazing. With impatient, jerky motions, she ripped at the sash of her own robe. Silk tore faintly. She shrugged it off, letting it slither down her body to puddle on the floor beside Ines’s discarded garment.
Naked now, Isabel’s skin glowed pale gold in the weak light. The taut lines of her abdomen, the delicate lattice of her collarbones, the startling curve of a breast, they were shadows and planes momentarily frozen before action. Her gaze remained locked on Ines, sprawled on the bed.
The air chilled Ines’s bare skin instantly. Before she could react, Isabel climbed into the bed, knees dipping into the mattress beside Ines’s hip. There was no gentle easing, no question.
Isabel lowered herself with deliberate gravity, pressing her entire length flush against Ines. The sudden warmth was a shockwave. Isabel’s thigh slid possessively between hers. Her arm snaked beneath Ines’s neck, pulling her inward, while the other draped heavily across her waist.
Skin met skin, sealed without space between them. Isabel buried her face instantly into the hollow of Ines’s throat, nose pressing hard against her pulse point. Ines gasped at the sheer intimacy, the fierce compression. Beneath softness, Isabel trembled, a wire humming with unreleased tension.
"Next time," came Isabel’s muffled command, a hot breath branding Ines’s clavicle, "you tell me." Each syllable hit like hammer blows against bone. "Wake me. Shove me. Whatever it takes."
Her arm tightened, knuckles digging into the small of Ines’s back. "I don't want to wake up alone." The final word cracked open, bleeding vulnerability beneath the command. Her teeth grazed skin, not biting, but a visceral punctuation, a claim, a threat, a plea fused together.
"Never again." Her voice dropped to a raw choke against Ines’s dampening skin. "Promise me."
Ines swallowed, the movement constrained by Isabel’s embrace. She felt the frantic flutter beneath Isabel’s ribs, pressed flush against her own.
Nails dug into her spine, sharp crescents deepening to pain. This wasn't anger; it was primal terror. "I promise," Ines breathed into the dark nest of Isabel’s hair.
She lifted her hand, threading fingers through the thick strands, pressing her palm flat against the fevered nape.
Her palms slid downward. Rough. Possessive. Mapping skin as if confirming reality. Thumbs swept the sharp cliff of collarbones, catching on faded bruises. Kneading muscles along the shoulders.
Then lower, palms pressing hard against ribs, fingers digging into the yielding flesh above Ines’s hipbone. Each touch was a testament: Mine. Here. Real. Breath hissed between Isabel’s teeth, hot, uneven puffs against Ines’s throat. Isabel buried her face fiercely back into the curve of Ines’s neck.
Skin rasped against skin with raw insistence. Lips pressed, tongue touched, not kissing, but tracing, a frantic inventory along pulse, tendon. Ines felt the bruising pressure of Isabel’s jawbone grinding against her own clavicle.
The kneading hands moved lower again, sliding over the sensitive dip of Ines’s waist, fingers pressing into yielding softness, thumbs hooking into hipbones to pull their bodies impossibly tighter. Isabel shifted her thigh higher between Ines’s legs, insistent pressure where skin grew slick.
One palm slammed flat against the center of Ines’s back, forcing her spine into a sharper arch. The other hand gripped her butt roughly, squeezing hard enough to elicit a gasp. Isabel inhaled deeply against her neck, filling her lungs with Ines’s scent.
Isabel began rubbing fiercely, fingers digging crescents into Ines’s soft, bare butt like she was molding clay. There was no tenderness, only desperate friction, skin squeaking faintly against skin, as Isabel kneaded and squeezed, fingertips sinking deep into flesh, shifting Ines forcefully on the mattress beneath her.
Breath grew ragged against Ines’s neck, Isabel’s grip tightening with every pass, oblivious to anything but the tactile reassurance blazing under her palms. She arched her own hips forward instinctively, grinding her core against the firm muscle of Ines’s thigh. The frantic rhythm pulsed against Ines’s skin, damp heat radiating between them.
Isabel slid a hand lower, pressing firmly against the sensitive swell beneath Ines’s hip, fingers drifting dangerously close to the slick crease of her thigh. Her thumb rubbed insistent, rough circles closer and closer to Ines’s clit, each pass sending sharp jolts of unwelcome arousal coiling low in Ines’s belly.
Isabel shuddered against her, a low groan vibrating against her throat, hips rolling harder, seeking relief against Ines’s leg. The air thickened with needy musk. "Stop," Ines breathed, her voice strained and thick. Isabel stilled instantly, muscles locked. Above her, Isabel’s head lifted sharply.
Her eyes, dark pools reflecting wildness, snapped onto Ines’s face, searching for rejection, betrayal. "Stop," Ines repeated, softer, lifting a hand to cradle Isabel’s cheek.
Her thumb brushed the damp corner of Isabel’s lower lip. "Or I’ll get turned on. And we'll spend all day in bed again."
Isabel stared, blinking rapidly, processing. Then, abruptly, she buried her face back into Ines’s neck with furious intensity. Her jaw clenched against the soft skin, breath hitching once, twice. When she finally shifted her head slightly, her lips brushed a damp path across Ines’s throat.
She landed a hard kiss, right against the frantic pulse point beneath Ines’s jaw. Then another lower on her clavicle. Another just above the swell of her breast. Each kiss landed like a brand. "I'm okay with that," Isabel muttered, the words muffled against skin, peppering kisses against Ines's neck as she spoke.
Her thigh shifted, deliberately sliding higher, pressing harder against slick heat. Her palm flattened possessively over Ines’s hipbone, thumb stroking the hollow beneath. "More than okay."
The roughness in her voice softened into a husky promise. She nuzzled deeper, inhaling sharply. "All day."
Smiling faintly, Ines gently caught Isabel’s wrist just as her hand slid towards the apex of Ines’s thighs. "How about a compromise?" She pushed herself up onto one elbow, effortlessly pulling Isabel with her. Isabel’s naked weight pressed warm against her side. "We do it," Ines murmured, her thumb rubbing calming circles on the delicate bones of Isabel’s wrist, "but in the shower."
She nodded towards the open bathroom door visible beyond the foot of the bed. "That way," she added, her gaze locking firmly onto Isabel’s dark, heated eyes, "we get clean, we get ready for the day..." A pause, deliberate. "...and we don't spend all day in bed." She tilted her head, holding Isabel’s gaze. "Fair?"
Isabel hesitated, her jaw tightening. Her eyes flickered, sparking with defiance, the ghost of 'no' forming on her lips. But Ines shifted subtly on the bed, her leg rubbing against Isabel’s inner thigh.
The contact was deliberate, intimate, a grounding reminder of why surrender was possible. Isabel’s breath hitched. Slowly, almost imperceptibly, she nodded. "Fine," she rasped, the word clipped but lacking its earlier fury. "But only if it’s immediately. And quickly." Her fingers tightened around Ines’s wrist in a mirror of Ines’s own hold, a tangible link.
Ines rose fluidly, her naked form moving with quiet grace. She pulled gently, coaxing Isabel up alongside her. Isabel stumbled as her feet touched the cool floor, an unspoken residue of adrenaline or exhaustion.
Her hand stayed clamped onto Ines’s wrist like a shackle. Avoiding the strewn silk robes, Ines led her towards the open bathroom door, the steam from their earlier bath long dissipated.
The marble tiles felt icy underfoot, a stark contrast to the warmth radiating from Isabel’s clinging body. Pale morning light streamed through the high frosted window.
Inside the vast shower, the air hung cold and damp against bare skin. Ines twisted the polished brass faucets. Water exploded from the rainfall head like a thunderclap onto the travertine floor, instantly filling the space with thick, billowing steam.
Isabel flinched at the sudden roar, her grip tightening on Ines’s wrist until the tendons protested. She drew close, pressing her forehead hard against Ines’s shoulder blade, seeking solidity against the sensory assault. "Shh," Ines murmured over the drone, turning slightly to wrap an arm around her waist.
She guided Isabel firmly under the downpour, stepping them both directly into the heart of the scalding cascade. Isabel gasped sharply as the water slammed onto them, instantly plastering her dark hair flat against her face and shoulders, her skin flushing crimson.
For a suspended moment, they stood entwined beneath the torrent, Isabel shuddering against Ines, her eyes squeezed shut against the pounding water, knuckles white where she clutched Ines’s forearm.
Ines felt the tremors wracking Isabel’s frame, the pent-up fury leaching away under the relentless heat. Slowly, Isabel lifted her face, blinking water from her eyelashes. Her dark eyes, locked on Ines’s, held a flicker of something raw and needing.
Abruptly, she pivoted, breaking contact, pushing past Ines towards the tiled ledge where linen towels lay folded. Water streamed down her back in rivulets as she strode, her movements sharp with renewed purpose.
Ines reacted instantly. Her hand shot out, fingers wrapping firmly around Isabel’s wrist just before she reached the towels. The skin was slick, wet, but Ines’s grip was unyielding. “Where are you going?” Ines demanded over the drumming water, her voice low but slicing through the steam.
She pulled gently, turning Isabel back towards her, forcing their eyes to meet beneath the downpour. Isabel’s jaw clenched, defiance flashing. Water plastered strands of dark hair across her forehead, her gaze fierce.
"To get it," Isabel rasped, droplets clinging to her eyelashes like tears. She jerked her chin towards the bedroom, her meaning clear. "The strap." The words were jagged, spiked with urgency and possession, a demand for control, for immediacy.
That phantom tension coiled in her shoulders again, the tremor of unresolved fear momentarily masked by raw need.
Ines didn’t loosen her grip. She stepped closer, her body blocking the path to the door, steam swirling thickly around them. The water plastered her own hair flat, sluicing down her neck. "No," she said, the word soft but absolute, cutting through the roar of the water.
Her other hand lifted, palm smoothing wetly up Isabel’s slick forearm, tracing tense muscle until fingers brushed her jawline. Isabel’s breath hitched, her eyes widening slightly, not with anger this time, but surprise. "Not today," Ines murmured, her voice dropping low, intimate beneath the shower's thunder.
Her gaze locked onto Isabel’s, holding her captive more effectively than the hand on her wrist.
"Today," she breathed, leaning in so her lips brushed Isabel’s water-cooled ear, "I only want to feel you. Inside me."
Isabel froze. Water streamed down her face, collecting on her parted lips. For a heartbeat, defiance warred with the raw vulnerability that flickered deep within her dark eyes.
Then, slowly, almost tentatively, the corners of her mouth tugged upward. It wasn’t her usual sharp, predatory smile. This was softer, uncertain, tinged with disbelief.
The kiss wasn’t gentle. She crushed her lips against Ines’s, a bruising seal over the unexpected promise. Her free hand flew up, fingers tangling instantly in the wet strands plastered to Ines’s skull, holding her immobile as if she might vanish.
Water cascaded over their closed eyelids, noses pressed awkwardly tight, the taste mingling, bergamot, steam, salt-skin, and the faint metallic hint of desperation fading. Isabel exhaled harshly through her nose, the sound swallowed by the shower's roar.
Then, abruptly, she broke the kiss, pulling back just enough to stare, water dripping from her eyelashes onto Ines’s cheeks. A strange, breathless sound escaped Isabel, half laugh, half excited growl, before her grip tightened on Ines’s wrist and slid upwards.
"You always know what to say," she rasped, the rough edge fracturing into something tremulous. In one fluid motion, Isabel ducked, shoulder driving beneath Ines’s ribs again, arm looping behind her knees. She straightened effortlessly, lifting Ines clear off the wet tiles, the sudden vertical shift wrenching a gasp from Ines’s throat.
Isabel pivoted sharply, ignoring the spray plastering them both. Three swift strides echoed against the tile, then, thud.
Ines gasped as her back collided hard with the cool, wet shower wall. Water hammered onto the crown of her head, blinding her momentarily. Isabel crowded her instantly, pinning her hips against the tile with crushing pressure from her own.
She leaned in, lips grazing the shell of Ines’s ear: "You know you’re in trouble for me waking up alone, don’t you?" The words vibrated against wet skin, a low murmur that was less question and more steely promise. Her fingers traced the swell of Ines’s hip beneath the pounding water.
"Deep trouble," she breathed, a fingertip dipping teasingly, a whisper away from slick heat, before retreating. Isabel’s eyes burned into hers, dark beneath dripping lashes.
Ines shuddered against the tile as Isabel watched her with predatory stillness. The tremor wasn’t just from the cold; it was anticipation coiling low in her belly beneath Isabel’s possessive stare and the phantom threat in her words.
Trouble.
The word hooked through her, sharp and undeniable. Isabel’s palm flattened possessively against her stomach, holding her pinned. She arched forward slowly, deliberately, until her lips hovered a breath away from Ines’s ear again. "So?" Isabel prompted, voice dropping to a dangerous purr. Her thumb brushed a slow, deliberate circle over Ines’s hipbone.
"Don’t leave me twisting, dove. Tell me... do you deserve punishment?" Water sluiced between their locked gazes, Isabel’s lips parting expectantly, waiting for surrender.
Ines felt the cool tile bite into her shoulder blades, Isabel’s heat a counterpoint soaking into her front. The water drummed relentlessly overhead, plastering Isabel’s dark hair to her face, sharpening the fierce angles of her cheekbones and jaw.
Her heart hammered against her ribs, echoing the frantic pulse Ines could almost feel vibrating through the crush of Isabel’s body. The fingertip Isabel trailed near her thigh wasn’t teasing anymore.
Isabel’s breath hitched, impatient, demanding an answer.
This wasn't a request. The air crackled with the unsaid demand: Yield. Isabel nudged her thigh higher, insistent pressure against slick heat. "Tell me."
Ines stared into Isabel’s eyes, dark pools swirling with fury, possession, and the terrifying vulnerability. Her own breath stalled.
Denial wasn’t possible. Playful evasion? Not today.
Only truth, raw and unadorned, would bridge this chasm of fear and trust. She felt Isabel’s thumb press harder against her hipbone, waiting.
Slowly, deliberately, Ines sank her teeth into the soft swell of her own lower lip. A sharp sting, grounding her in this moment. A tiny surrender. Her gaze never wavered from Isabel’s.
"Yes, Mistress," Ines breathed, the sound almost lost beneath the torrential downpour and meeting of their lips.
Morning light streamed through the tall windows of Isabel’s office, pale and diffused, catching on the edge of the crystal decanter near the corner of the desk. The air was faintly scented with old wood polish, the soft hum of the air vents the only sound besides the muted rhythm of keys beneath Isabel’s fingers.
Ines sat curled in her lap, the weight of a worn novel balanced lightly in her hands. Her hair, still damp from the shower, clung in dark, curling strands around her neck. Every so often, she turned a page, the quiet rasp of paper just audible under the steady tap of Isabel’s typing.
Isabel had changed into a dark blouse, sleeves rolled neatly to the elbows. A pair of glasses, thin, gold-rimmed, unfamiliar, rested low on her nose as she leaned toward the screen, expression sharp, intent.
The contrast between that focused authority and the arm looped loosely around Ines’s waist was almost jarring. One of Isabel’s hands never completely left Ines’s body, always caressing, kneading, tracing lazy circles around some of the marks she added during their shower.
Ines shifted slightly, pressing back into the steady warmth of Isabel’s body. She felt the subtle tension of muscle beneath silk, the faint rise and fall of each breath against her spine. The rhythm of typing faltered for a heartbeat, then resumed.
“You keep moving,” Isabel murmured without looking down. Her voice was low, calm, with that quiet thread of command that made even ordinary words sound like tethered silk.
“I’m not,” Ines said softly, eyes still on the page.
“Mm.” Mistress’s fingers stilled. The click of the keyboard stopped. “You are.”
The arm around Ines’s waist tightened slightly, pulling her closer until the laptop’s edge brushed against Ines’s knee. A brief pause, then a quiet exhale, half amusement, half something else. “Do you want me to stop working?”
Ines hesitated. “No, Mistress.”
“Then be still.” Isabel’s tone softened infinitesimally as her hand slid beneath Ines’s blouse, palm flat against the smooth skin of her stomach. The warmth seeped deep, anchoring. Fingers traced the faint ridge of a fresh crescent bite on Ines’s hip, punctuated by the deliberate brush of her thumb against Ines’s lowest rib. The possessive touch lingered.
Ines drew a quiet breath, the novel trembling slightly in her hands. The words blurred, unreadable beneath Isabel’s consuming proximity, the scent of jasmine clinging to silk, the firm pressure of Isabel’s thighs beneath her, the faint tremor in fingers that had pinned her against wet tile just hours ago.
Stillness became a tangible effort. Every shift, every sigh pulled Isabel’s focus like a magnet. She felt it: the hitch in Isabel’s breath when she swallowed, the fractional pause between keystrokes that echoed her own pulse.
Her own fingers smoothed the worn page edge. "Can we talk about something?" The words escaped soft but deliberate, an intrusion into the quiet domesticity they were sharing.
Isabel’s hands paused over the keys, fingers hovering mid-air. "Hmm?" The sound was low, distracted, gaze still fixed on the screen’s glow. Then her head tilted, just enough to see the curve of Ines’s cheek pressed against her shoulder.
Her thumb resumed its slow circling on Ines’s hipbone. "What is it, dove?"
Ines sat up straighter against Isabel’s chest, ignoring the possessive hand anchoring her hip. Beyond the tall windows, sunlight sliced cleanly across the manicured grounds.
Lena.
The name flashed behind Ines’s eyes, sharp and unbidden. Loyalty not bought with money, but obsession. Useful. Dangerous. Like a scalpel left balanced on a surgeon’s tray.
She twisted slightly in Isabel’s lap, turning her face toward the sharp line of Isabel’s jaw. Sunlight glinted off the unfamiliar gold rims of her Mistress’s glasses. “Uh,” Ines began, the syllable catching softly in her throat, hesitant.
She felt Isabel’s fingers pause, the possessive kneading stilling against her hipbone. “I told you about how I went to deal with Lena this morning?” The question landed gently in the quiet office, a pebble dropped into still water.
Isabel leaned back fractionally in her chair, the leather sighing beneath them. Her gaze slid from the screen to the crystal decanter catching sunlight, a momentary deflection. “You did,” she affirmed, voice devoid of inflection. Her thumb pressed harder against the fresh bite mark beneath Ines’s blouse.
Ines swallowed, the novel’s spine digging into her palm. “When I confronted her…”
Isabel’s thumb stopped circling. Entirely. The stillness in her lap was sudden, absolute. “You didn’t kill her, did you?” The question sliced through the sunlight-dappled quiet, sharp as shattered crystal.
Ines flinched, the novel slipping slightly in her grip. "Kill her?" Disbelief tangled with the reflexive honorific. She twisted fully now, bracing a hand on Isabel’s shoulder, forcing their eyes to meet squarely. The gold-rimmed glasses couldn't hide the raw edge beneath Isabel’s composed scrutiny.
"Jesus Christ. Why would I kill her? Why would I kill anyone?"
"That’s good, it’s a pain in the ass to get staff if you kill them." Isabel’s reply was unnervingly casual, delivered without looking away from the screen. An elegant shrug accompanied it, shifting Ines’s weight slightly on her lap.
The sheer practicality of the statement, stripped of empathy, tightened a knot in Ines’s chest. Isabel’s fingers resumed tracing the bite mark beneath Ines’s blouse, possessive strokes against her skin. "You didn’t kill her," she murmured, tone softening to something resembling reassurance, a strange concession, considering the implication.
"So what did you do?" The question landed softly, but beneath it lay jagged curiosity. Her thumb pressed deeper into tender flesh, demanding focus.
Ines inhaled slowly, the scent of jasmine suddenly cloying. The truth felt heavy, a confession wrapped in pragmatism.
"I was going to fire her," she began, fingers tightening unconsciously on Isabel’s shoulder. "After yelling at her a bit…" A dark twist tugged at her lips, a shadow of Isabel’s own ruthlessness. "But…"
She paused, the memory of Lena’s frantic face flashing before her. "She broke down. Completely fell apart, babbling about loyalty…" Ines traced the starched edge of Isabel’s collar, avoiding her gaze.
"She said… the reason she was trying to get rid of Alya. Well… because she’s… in love with me." The word dropped like a stone. "Obsessed would be closer."
Silence swallowed the room. Not empty silence, but heavy, liquid silence thick as the perfume clinging to Isabel’s blouse. The typing didn’t stop. Not immediately. Isabel’s fingers danced over the keys, tap-tap-tap, a precise, rhythmic counterpoint to the confession.
Only when the sentence on screen was complete, a final period struck with deliberate force, did her hands still. Slowly, deliberately, Isabel slid the thin gold glasses down her nose. She didn’t look at Ines. Her gaze fixed on the keyboard, on the faint reflection of their blurred shapes in its matte black surface.
"Is that so?" Her voice was flat, stripped of inflection, colder than the tile against Ines’s back earlier. The arm around Ines’s waist tightened, not possessively this time, but like a vise closing. Isabel’s thumb pressed hard into the fresh bite mark beneath Ines’s blouse, a silent punctuation. "Lena claimed… love?" The word dripped derision. A short, sharp laugh escaped her, a brittle sound, devoid of humor.
"Pathetic." Her knuckles whitened where they rested near the trackpad. "And you believed her?" Finally, Isabel turned her head. The movement was glacial. Her dark eyes, sharpened without the softening lenses, locked onto Ines’s face, searching for any flicker of doubt or sympathy.
Ines met that probing stare head-on. Lena’s frantic confession echoed those desperate texts about Rose, the raw, shattered adoration. Useful. Dangerous. Like holding a live wire. "Yes, Izzy," Ines confirmed, her voice steady against the pressure of Isabel’s stare and tightening grip. "I do believe her."
She paused, the weight of the withheld evidence, those stolen sheets, smelling of her upset her stomach. Sharing that wouldn’t soothe anything. It would just put them off having lunch.
"And..." she continued, deliberately injecting calm pragmatism into her tone, "...I'd like to keep her." She shifted slightly, bringing her free hand up to cup Isabel’s jaw, thumb brushing the tense muscle there. "She wants to protect me...She's insane, utterly, but I thought... it was a good idea, and that if I were honest with you about it, you'd at least respect it and hear me out."
Isabel didn't pull away from the touch. Her gaze remained locked on Ines’s face, deep-set eyes unreadable pools beneath arched brows. The silence stretched taut, broken only by the low hum of electronics and the frantic drumming of Ines’s own pulse against her ribs.
Isabel’s thumb pressed bruisingly into the bite mark beneath Ines’s blouse, a sharp reminder of who was in charge. Slowly, deliberately, Isabel leaned forward until her lips hovered a breath away from Ines’s ear. Her next words weren’t angry. They were chillingly soft, intimate… lethal.
"Do you want to sleep with her, Ines?" The question slithered through the quiet office air, colder than shower spray, sharper than the tension coiled around them. "Are you telling me this because you want her?"
Isabel’s breath warmed the shell of Ines’s ear, a deceptive caress. Her fingertips dug into the tender flesh above Ines’s hipbone. "Is that why you kept her?"
Ines went utterly still. The novel slid from her hands, falling soundlessly onto the floor. Her fingers, still curled around Isabel’s jaw, trembled slightly. The thought that she might desire Lena suddenly made Lena’s existence intolerable, not just a security threat.
"No," Ines breathed, the word sharp as cracked crystal. She pulled back just enough to lock eyes with Isabel, forcing herself into the stillness of absolute truth. "She’s simply insurance against you keeping your word and letting my family go. And not treating me poorly. That’s all."
Her thumb traced the furious line of Isabel’s jaw. "Lena’s obsession? Lena would tear down half the city for a chance to please me. She's useful, but if you want to fire her, do it. I won't protest."
"You won't?"
Ines shook her head. "I won't. I want to be a good wife to you. I want to make this work. I knew the likely answer was no. And honestly, it's a major step in the right direction, that when I asked you didn't hit me." The bar was in hell, but it was ascending.
She reminded herself again that this was a process.
Isabel’s gaze remained fixed on her face, unblinking. The silence grew thick, heavy. Water from their morning shower felt like a phantom chill beneath Ines’s blouse, where Isabel’s thumb still pressed against her flesh. The only sound was the low hum of Isabel’s computer fan.
"I haven’t said no yet." The words sliced through the stillness, precise and utterly devoid of inflection. Isabel’s hand slid from beneath Ines’s blouse, fingertips tracing a slow, deliberate path up her spine before settling possessively at the nape of her neck.
Ines held her breath, the air thick with unresolved tension. Isabel’s thumb pressed into the tender hollow where neck met shoulder, not painful, but authoritative. Claiming. Her gaze remained locked on Ines’s face, searching for cracks in the armor of honesty.
Slowly, Isabel leaned back against the chair, its leather creaking softly. Her other hand lifted, fingers brushing the collar of her own blouse, a rare flicker of uncertainty beneath the calm exterior. "Insurance," she echoed, tasting the word. Her expression shifted, the predator’s stillness giving way to something colder: calculation.
"That stings, dove." Her fingers tightened almost imperceptibly on Ines’s nape. "But it’s... pragmatic. Pragmatism I understand."
Isabel stretched her free arm, pressing the bell’s polished dome with a firm, authoritative click. The sound was startlingly loud in the hushed room.
Seconds later, the office door eased open. Rosaria stood framed in the doorway, her expression carefully neutral. Her eyes flickered briefly over Ines, nestled in Isabel’s lap, before settling on her employer. "Mistress?" she inquired, voice low and steady.
"Fetch Lena. I want to speak with her."
Isabel’s command sliced through the office stillness, sharp and devoid of hesitation. Her fingertips remained pressed into the hollow of Ines’s neck, a grounding anchor neither gentle nor cruel, merely absolute.
Rosaria’s gaze flickered for less than a heartbeat toward Ines, a silent question hanging in the charged air, before settling back on Isabel’s cold composure. "At once, Mistress," she murmured, folding into a deferential bow before pivoting sharply, flats silent on the floor as she disappeared into the hallway.
A few minutes passed before the door opened again. Rosaria guided Lena inside, a nervous, hesitant presence in her simple uniform, hands clasped. She looked from Ines to Isabel, uncertain where to fix her gaze.
“Close the door, Rosaria,” Isabel said.
When it shut, Isabel finally looked to Ines. “Leave us for a moment.”
Ines wanted to protest, to ask to stay, but Isabel had been patient, hearing her out, understanding why she’d asked, she was trying for her...so she could at least do what was asked. She nodded silently, disentangling herself from Isabel’s lap. As her feet touched the hardwood, Isabel’s fingers caught her wrist, pulling her back in for a kiss. It wasn’t gentle. It was a reminder.
Then Isabel released her. "Go."
The sharp sting of Isabel's palm cracked against the curve of Ines's butt, firm and possessive. The contact was startlingly intimate, a punctuation mark delivered without Ines needing to take a single step.
Ines didn't react outwardly, holding Isabel’s gaze for a second. Isabel was making a point to Lena.
Ines turned toward the heavy oak door leading to the bedroom. Her wrist felt branded where Isabel’s fingers had gripped her a moment before. She heard the faint shift in Isabel's breathing behind her, a suspended inhale charged with unspoken intent.
The door thudded softly shut, sealing Ines into the profound silence of their bedroom suite. Sunlight streamed muted gold through thick drapes, catching dust motes dancing above the deep expanse of the unmade bed.
There was no sound beyond it. Nothing. Not the low murmur of voices, not Isabel’s sharp commands, not Lena’s nervous stammering. Just the erratic thump of her own pulse against her ribs. Silence. Thick, suffocating silence pressing against her ears.
Ines perched on the edge of the vast bed, the silk coverlet cool beneath her fingertips. She stared at the ornate grain of the closed door, willing some sound, any sound, to bleed through. Nothing came.
Minutes stretched, warped. Had it been ten? Twenty? Time lost meaning in the vacuum.
What were they saying? What was Isabel doing? The chilling practicality of Isabel’s earlier words echoed. "It’s a pain in the ass to get staff if you kill them," but did that apply to Lena? Lena, who represented a threat, a complication… an obsession directed at her.
A tremor of cold dismay seeped into Ines’s gut. Did she care if Lena died? The girl was unstable, a liability wrapped in fanaticism. Useful insurance, yes. If Isabel killed her, that leverage vanished instantly. Lena’s existence was a silent threat held over Isabel’s head; behave, or the fanatic will help me escape.
The absence of Lena would mean… peace? The sheer utility of Lena warred with a detached, unsettling apathy. Gone, or useful. Neither outcome bothered her, Ines realized with a jolt. The silence pressed heavier.
Maybe Rosaria was right. Maybe she was becoming more and more like Isabel by the day. She didn't want to hear it at the time, but now, alone with her own cruel thoughts. Thinking that it doesn't matter if a woman dies. The idea when she first arrived would've made her sick. Now... she didn't have any feelings on the matter.
She stood abruptly, pacing away from the bed. Silence meant Isabel was in control, her mind working coldly. What was she saying to the trembling maid? What promises, or threats, were being extracted? Ines ran a hand through her hair. She stopped before the floor-length windows overlooking the manicured gardens. Sunlight glinted off fountains, impossibly bright. Too bright.
She didn’t hear the door open behind her. The first sign was a faint waft of lavender soap, Rosaria’s scent. Ines spun, pulse hammering.
Rosaria opened the door with her usual quiet grace, though Ines caught the faintest flicker of tension in the woman’s eyes. “You can come back in now, my lady,” she said softly, stepping aside.
The air that greeted Ines was cooler than when she’d left it, as if the conversation that had taken place in her absence had drawn the warmth out of the room. The office smelled faintly of coffee gone tepid, polished wood, and Isabel’s perfume.
Lena stood near the far wall, posture straight but betraying exhaustion. Her hair had been hastily tied back; a faint redness rimmed her eyes. She didn’t look at Ines. Not fully. Just a brief, darting glance before her gaze dropped to the floor again.
Behind the desk, Isabel looked composed, every inch the figure of control again. One arm rested across the back of her chair, the other tracing slow, idle circles along the polished oak surface. If not for the faint indentation between her brows, no one would’ve guessed she’d just spent nearly an hour in private conversation with a trembling subordinate.
Her gaze lifted when Ines entered. “Come here,” she said, the softness in her tone both invitation and command.
Ines obeyed without question. Her steps felt strangely loud against the rug, her pulse louder still. The last time Isabel had told her to come here in that voice, it had been followed by something infinitely more physical.
Isabel leaned back slightly, patting her thigh. “Sit.”
The instruction was simple, but something about the stillness of Lena’s presence made it feel almost ceremonial. Ines eased herself onto Isabel’s lap, uncertain, aware of Lena’s gaze flickering up and away again, as though afraid to be caught watching.
Isabel’s arm curved around Ines’s waist, grounding her in a gesture that was half affection, half possession. Her hand lingered low, the faintest press of fingers against Ines’s side, a quiet reminder of who she belonged to.
“Fine,” Isabel said after a long pause, her voice low, steady. “You can have Lena.”
The words sank in slowly, like a stone through still water. Ines blinked, unsure she’d heard correctly. You can have Lena.
“I’ve added stipulations,” Isabel continued, calm as if she were discussing contracts instead of people. Her thumb brushed the edge of Ines’s blouse, a casual movement that belied the tension in her shoulders. “Which we’ll discuss—”
A sharp, shrill sound cut her off. The phone. From the adjoining bedroom.
The spell broke. Isabel’s jaw tightened. “Rosaria,” she said, without raising her voice. “Get my phone.”
Rosaria disappeared and returned within seconds, extending the device wordlessly. Isabel took it, glanced at the caller ID, and her expression shifted; something sharp flickered across her face, something that didn’t belong to the calm woman Ines knew, but the one she feared.
She answered anyway.
The change was immediate. Her tone was stripped of warmth, efficient, all business. Her fingers drummed once, twice, against the desk. Then, quieter, but edged with restrained fury: “Of course she did.”
The conversation was over as quickly as it began, no more than twenty seconds, but the silence that followed was deafening. Isabel lowered the phone slowly, her hand trembling once before she caught herself. She pinched the bridge of her nose, breathing out through clenched teeth.
Ines turned slightly, trying to read her face. “What’s wrong?”
For a moment, Isabel didn’t answer. Her lips pressed into a thin line. The faint tick of the antique clock filled the still air.
Finally, she opened her eyes. They were cold again, calculating, already thinking three steps ahead. But beneath that composure was something else: fatigue, a ghost of dread.
“My mother’s called a sitdown.”
The words were simple, but they hit like a blade sliding between ribs.
Ines froze. A sitdown, the word she’d heard in mobster movies, always with a mixture of awe and apprehension.
A family meeting, yes, but not the kind that ended in reconciliation. It was a summons, and in Isabel’s world, a summons from her mother was closer to a declaration of war.
Ines could feel Isabel’s pulse through her hand, where it rested on her thigh, steady, but only just.
She swallowed hard. “What does that mean?” She asked quietly, though she already suspected.
“My mother is likely going to retire.” The silence that followed was heavy, charged with the weight of everything unspoken. “Leaving me and my brother to fight for control of the business...”
Chapter 32: The Sitdown
Chapter Text
Ines blinked, processing. A slow, cautious relief unfurled in her chest. “She’s retiring? Wait, that means I’m safe now, right?” She twisted in Isabel’s lap, fingers gripping her sleeve.
“If she’s retiring, she’ll stop trying to kill me?” The words tumbled out, hopeful, almost giddy. For the first time in months, the vise around her ribs loosened. She could breathe.
Nobody smiled back.
The sunlight streaming through the blinds suddenly felt like interrogation lamps. Isabel’s fingers flexed against Ines’s thigh, not quite a grip, but close. Her exhale was slow, measured, the kind of breath one took before stepping onto a tightrope.
"No." The word was flat, final. Isabel’s thumb traced the hinge of Ines’s jaw, a mockery of tenderness. "She could try to have you killed from here or the beach or the grave." A pause. The ghost of a smile, sharp, mirthless. "Retirement won’t stop her. It just means she’ll have more time to plot."
Ines’s heart dropped. Not plummeted, not some theatrical plunge, but sank with horrible precision, like a corpse weighted and rolled into deep water. The realization settled into her bones: she was never safe.
Not in Isabel’s bed, not in this house, not even if the matriarch spent the rest of her life in Cancun.
The reprieve she’d felt seconds ago evaporated, replaced by something colder, sharper, the knowledge that survival wasn’t a destination, but a ceaseless, exhausting scramble.
Ines spoke before she could stop herself, the words slipping out raw and unvarnished. "Please don’t let her kill me, Isabel. She threatened to torture me at our wedding."
The admission hung in the air between them, jagged and ugly. Isabel’s fingers stilled against her thigh. Across the room, Lena flinched as though struck. Even Rosaria, ever the statue, blinked rapidly, once, twice, before schooling her features back into neutrality.
Isabel exhaled through her nose, slow and deliberate. Her grip tightened fractionally, not enough to bruise, just enough to anchor. "I know," she murmured, thumb swiping absently over the silk of Ines’s blouse. "I won't let her hurt you."
The words were soft, almost tender. And utterly insufficient.
Ines’s fingers curled into Isabel’s sleeve, nails catching the fabric. “C-Can’t you just kill her?” Her voice fractured on the edge of a whisper, too small for the enormity of the request. “If she dies... I’ll be safe, right?”
The plea was childlike in its simplicity: erase the monster, and the fear goes with it. But the silence that followed was adult in its weight. Heavy. Complicated.
Isabel’s exhale was slow, measured. She didn’t recoil. Didn’t laugh. Just turned her wrist, catching Ines’s hand in hers, pressing their palms together. Her fingers were warm. Dry. Steadier than Ines felt.
“It’s not that simple,” she said, thumb circling the pulse point at Ines’s wrist. “She’s my mother. I'm not going to kill her, not that it would solve the problem. My brother, as of now, would be next in line to take over, and the problem would remain."
Ines’s throat tightened. The logic was sound, terrifyingly so. Remove one obstacle, inherit another. The problem wasn’t just Isabel’s mother; it was the structure, the legacy, the unbroken line of power that would outlive any one body. Her fingers twitched against Isabel’s. “Then what do we do?”
Isabel’s gaze flicked to the clock, 10:23 AM, then back to Ines’s face. A decision settled in her eyes, sharp as a blade pulled from its sheath. “I go to the sit-down. It’s today. Rosaria, go set out a suit for me.” The command was crisp, no room for hesitation.
Rosaria didn’t bow this time. A fractional pause, her dark eyes darting between Isabel and Ines, before she turned on her heel and vanished into the bedroom. The click of her heels against hardwood faded too quickly, leaving behind a silence thick with unspoken tension.
Rosaria returned first, carrying the charcoal-gray suit draped over her forearms like something ceremonial. Isabel motioned for her to hang it on the wardrobe hook inside the bedroom.
Lena stepped back, uncertain, her hands clasped behind her. Ines still perched on Isabel’s lap, feeling the shift of muscle beneath her, feeling the change in the air as Isabel’s mind began slotting itself into the cold precision of business.
Isabel guided Ines gently off her lap, hands warm on her hips. “Stay here,” she murmured before disappearing into the bedroom. The soft sounds of drawers opening, hangers sliding, fabric being lifted and straightened drifted through the half-closed door.
Ines hovered, torn between pacing and sitting, but finally remained at Isabel’s desk chair, curling her fingers around the armrests to stave off the creeping anxiety tightening her throat. Lena stood near the door stiff as a guard dog unsure who it was supposed to protect.
When Isabel emerged, the transformation stole Ines’s breath. Gone was the rumpled half-dressed woman who had curled around her all night, warm and soft and terrifyingly human.
In her place stood the Mistress, hair slicked back, suit fitted so sharply it could have cut stone, her collared shirt a crisp, merciless white. She slipped her watch onto her wrist with a practiced snap, checking the time without breaking eye contact with Ines.
Something inside Ines twisted, fear, admiration, longing, dread, all tangled.
Isabel buttoned her jacket. “Let’s go,” she said quietly.
Ines followed her down the hall, the soles of her slippers whispering against the floor, trailing the subtle scent of Isabel’s cologne.
When they reached the foyer, Isabel stopped just shy of the door. The security panel glowed dimly beside them, waiting for the lockdown command.
Ines swallowed hard. Her voice came out as a breathy thread. “Are you sure this isn’t a trap?”
Isabel paused, and for a heartbeat, just one; she looked softer again. Not vulnerable, but almost… reachable. She brushed a hand along Ines’s cheek, thumb lingering just beneath the eye.
“My mother is many things,” she said. “Cruel. Calculated. Impossible, often. But she would not kill her own children.” A beat. “Though she rarely says it, she loves us.”
It wasn’t a promise. It wasn’t even reassurance. It was the closest Isabel could offer, and Ines clung to it like a fraying rope.
Their foreheads almost brushed. And then Isabel kissed her, slow, deliberate, grounding. Not possessive. Not punishing. Just there. Ines’s hands fisted in the front of Isabel’s jacket, trying not to tremble, tasting the fear she wouldn’t voice.
When they parted, Isabel glanced over Ines’s shoulder.
“Rosaria. Lena.” Her tone shifted, cool and commanding. “You protect her. The moment I walk out this door, the estate goes on full lockdown. She does not leave the villa. Not for anything.”
Rosaria bowed her head. “Yes, Mistress.”
Lena straightened. “Of course.”
Isabel’s eyes softened, barely, when they returned to Ines. She leaned in again, giving her one quick, final kiss, almost urgent, almost as if she feared the next might be their last chance.
“I love you, Ines.”
“I love you too.”
Then, without another word, Isabel opened the front door. Sunlight spilled in, harsh and white. She stepped across the threshold, pulling it shut behind her with a heavy, echoing click.
The locks engaged.
One after another.
Metal sliding into metal.
A fortress sealing itself around its most fragile secret.
And Ines stood there in her slippers, heartbeat thundering, staring at the door as if she could will Isabel back through it.
The countryside blurred past the windows in long, green sweeps, sugarcane fields, distant cattle, and the occasional cluster of pastel houses shimmering in the heat. Even with the AC humming, the Colombian warmth pressed in, thick and constant, settling on Isabel’s skin like a second layer.
Her own plantation, her home, sat in one pocket of the countryside. Her mother’s estate sat in another. Roughly an hour apart. Too close for comfort. Too far to feel anything but the gulf carved between them.
She sat in the backseat, jacket folded beside her, the thin silk of her blouse clinging lightly to her shoulders. The driver didn’t speak. Nobody ever did on drives involving her mother. The air itself felt like it held its breath.
As they turned onto the road leading to the Pombo family estate, the terrain shifted subtly. The greenery became more manicured. The gravel smoother. Palm trees lined the final stretch like sentries.
When the car turned into the long, sweeping drive of the Pombo family estate, Isabel exhaled through her nose, once. Massive stone columns rose on either side, familiar as a childhood nightmare.
The main house loomed ahead, colonial, imposing, immaculate. Nothing changed, not even the flowers. Her mother kept everything exactly as she liked it, as if admitting change would be a kind of weakness.
The vehicle slowed to a stop beneath the porte-cochère. Isabel stepped out before the driver could make it to her door. The cold bit at her cheeks, crisp and sharp, grounding her far more effectively than any deep breath. She adjusted her suit jacket, smoothing invisible creases, and started toward the foyer.
Hector was waiting at the top of the staircase. Leaning against the wall. Arms crossed.
And smiling.
Not the normal kind, not the polite public one, or the strained political one.
This was the gleam.
The one he’d had as a boy right before he threw a rock at a hornet nest. The one he’d had as a teenager when he told her he’d “fixed” her car by loosening the brake line.
Isabel stopped three steps below him. “What is it?” She asked, voice low but sharp enough to carve away any pretense. “What are you planning?”
Hector tilted his head, eyes bright with mischief or malice; it was always hard to tell. “Oh, Isa,” he drawled, “why ruin the surprise?” His smile widened, wolfish.
That single word, surprise, landed like a knife tip pressed to her sternum. He said it only when blood was about to be drawn, metaphorical or otherwise.
Isabel opened her mouth, ready to demand clarity, but footsteps approached.
A maid stepped out of their mother’s office, older, trembling slightly, possibly from proximity to the matriarch’s mood. “She will see you now.”
Hector’s grin sharpened.
Isabel’s jaw set.
Together, but not side by side, they walked toward the open door.
The moment just before they crossed the threshold felt like the drop of a blade.
The office smelled of beeswax polish, dried ink, and something bitter beneath, like roses left too long in stagnant water.
Isabel registered the details with detached precision: the mahogany desk scarred with generations of careless elbows, the Persian rug worn thin near the heavy leather chair, the brass pendulum swinging behind glass in the grandfather clock. Each tick sliced the heavy air.
Their mother stood silhouetted against the blinding garden light, leaning on her cane, not heavily, but with deliberate poise, as if posing for a portrait only she could envision.
The window framed her rigid spine, the severe knot of silver-black hair, the uncompromising lines of her tailored dress.
She didn't turn. Didn't acknowledge their entrance. The silence stretched, thick as tar, until Hector shifted beside Isabel, his boot scuffing the rug.
"Sit." The command sliced through the stillness, sharp and brittle as breaking glass. Not an invitation. An order carved from decades of unchallenged authority.
Isabel didn't flinch. Her gaze remained fixed on the rigid line of her mother’s shoulders silhouetted against the blinding garden light.
Slowly, deliberately, she lowered herself into the worn leather armchair facing the desk. The leather sighed beneath her weight, cold and faintly sticky against her silk blouse.
Beside her, Hector shifted, restless, before dropping into the matching chair with a soft thud. He sprawled, legs extending carelessly, a calculated display of nonchalance that earned him only the faintest tightening around their mother's jawline.
Isabel kept her spine straight, hands resting loosely on the armrests, every muscle coiled beneath the surface, calm. The air tasted stale, thick with beeswax and the cloying decay of overripe roses left too long in a vase. She breathed shallowly, willing her pulse to slow.
Her mother finally turned. The movement was slow, deliberate, like a ship changing course against a heavy tide. She leaned her cane against the desk edge, the brass ferrule tapping softly on the wood, before settling into the high-backed chair behind it.
Her eyes, chips of glacial flint beneath hooded lids, swept over them. The silence stretched again, taut as a garotte wire.
Then, her gaze flickered briefly to Hector’s sprawl, sharpened, before settling coldly on Isabel.
“As you can guess,” she began, her voice a low rasp, devoid of inflection yet carrying the weight of finality, “you’ll probably know why I called this sitdown.”
A pause, heavy with decades of unspoken resentments and cold ambition. Her thin lips barely moved. “I am retiring.”
The words dropped into the silence like stones. Hector stiffened almost imperceptibly, the lazy sprawl vanishing as he leaned forward, elbows planted on his knees. Isabel kept her expression impassive, her own breath shallow, steady.
Their mother traced a thin finger over a whorl in the mahogany desk top. Her gaze drifted past them, towards the garden’s blinding light, seeming almost weary for a fraction of a second.
“I’ll be seventy-one in a few months,” she stated, the rasp softer now, edged with something resembling regret, or perhaps just exhaustion.
“I should have done this much sooner.” A brittle sigh escaped her. “But I wanted to see… certain things play out.” Her eyes snapped back to them, sharp again.
“I spent years mulling solutions. Do I just split the business in two and give each of you half?” The question hung, cold and stark. Her finger tapped the wood once, decisively. “Do I give Isabel the American operations and you, Hector, everything else?”
The implication, the lucrative Colombian core versus the riskier, fragmented North American ventures, was a deliberate barb aimed at Hector’s perceived limitations.
She paused, letting the tension coil tighter. Hector’s knuckles whitened where they gripped his knees. Isabel kept her face a mask of attentive neutrality, but her mind raced, mapping territories, alliances, vulnerabilities exposed by each theoretical split.
Her mother leaned back infinitesimally, a ghost of defiance in her posture.
“Tradition,” she scoffed, the word a dry husk spat onto the polished floor, “would dictate I give everything to you, Hector. Not only being older, but being… the boy.”
Her gaze locked onto Hector, stripping away his carefully cultivated bravado. “But I spent fifty years stomping on tradition.” A slow, chilling smile touched her lips, devoid of warmth.
“I stepped over the corpses of my brothers and sisters to run this family.” The admission was delivered not as a confession, but as a statement of brutal fact.
Her eyes slid to Isabel, coldly assessing. “And you,” she murmured, the rasp softening almost imperceptibly, not affection, but calculation. “You’re the smarter one. The planner.” Her gaze flickered briefly toward the garden. “But you’ve never understood ruthlessness without emotion. You’ve never understood…”
She trailed off, her silence speaking volumes about Isabel’s messy entanglement with Ines. Hector tensed beside Isabel, sensing the shift, the target moving. Their mother’s sigh was a brittle exhalation.
“You’ve both disappointed me greatly in different ways.” The words fell heavy and final. For a heartbeat, impossible vulnerability flickered beneath the glacial surface.
“But you are my children,” she added, her voice surprisingly soft, almost unrecognizable.
“And I love you both very dearly.” The confession hung suspended, alien and terrifying. Then, the steel returned.
“But neither one of you is the perfect candidate to run the business.” She tapped the desk again, the sound echoing sharply. “So,” she announced, the rasp hardening back into command, “we are going to decide this the old-fashioned way.”
Isabel froze. Beside her, Hector leaned forward, a feral glint igniting behind his careful mask of indifference.
Their mother’s lips thinned into a grim line. “War,” she declared. The single word resonated in the thick air. “A controlled war.”
She gestured sharply, encompassing them both. “The first to make the other concede, or…” Her gaze lingered pointedly, chillingly, on Hector, “…kills the other… wins outright.”
Hector’s knuckles whitened on his knees; Isabel’s breath hitched fractionally. “But,” their mother added, her tone softening, a flicker of something resembling plea beneath the command, “I’d be profoundly grateful if you didn’t kill one another.”
She met their eyes individually, the glacial flint momentarily clouded. “Find another way. Make the other concede. Spare blood. Spare… me that.”
Her hand tightened briefly around the cane’s handle. “The entire business, and everything that comes with it, will belong to the victor.”
The silence wasn’t shattered; it crystallized. Hector exhaled a slow, deliberate stream of air through his nose, a predator scenting weakness. His smile returned, wider, sharper, devoid of anything resembling warmth.
Isabel remained utterly still, her mind a whirlwind mapping terrain: resources, alliances, vulnerabilities Hector had exposed over years of petty sabotage. A controlled war meant rules, unseen boundaries drawn by their mother’s terrifying whims.
Would territory be contested? Assets seized? Would the conflict bleed into the streets? Her mother’s ‘gratitude’ wasn’t protection; it was a thin veneer over an arena soaked in generations of familial bloodshed.
Hector had more land than her, more assets, more people for a war; fighting head-on would be stupid, suicidal.
Isabel traced a seam on the leather armrest, her thumbnail catching the frayed edge. The office air pressed down, thick with beeswax and desperation. Hector’s breathing beside her was rapid, hungry, the sound of a starving dog scenting meat.
She didn’t look at him. Didn’t need to. She knew that gleam: the same one he’d worn when he’d sabotaged her first car at sixteen, grinning as the brakes failed downhill.
Their mother’s gaze slid between them like a scalpel seeking purchase. Then, with deliberate slowness, she leaned forward, resting her interlaced hands on the scarred mahogany. The tendons stood out starkly beneath paper-thin skin.
"Enough," she rasped, the word brittle. "I’d like to talk to you individually now." Her flint-chip eyes fixed on Hector. "Hector. Please give me a moment with your sister."
Hector’s smile didn’t falter; if anything, it widened, revealing too much tooth. He lingered just a heartbeat too long, his gaze flicking to Isabel with open hunger, as if already mapping her vulnerabilities for the war ahead.
Then he pushed himself up from the chair with exaggerated languor, the leather groaning in relief.
He didn’t bow. Didn’t speak. Just sauntered toward the door, boots whispering over the worn rug, pausing only to trace a finger along the edge of a bookshelf crammed with leather-bound ledgers.
The door clicked shut behind him, leaving Isabel alone with the suffocating weight of decades.
The silence pooled thickly now, broken only by the pendulum’s relentless tick, tick, tick. Isabel kept her gaze locked on her mother’s hands, thin, blue-veined, knuckles swollen with age, yet poised like a surgeon’s above the desk.
The scent of decay intensified, roses rotting beneath beeswax polish. Her throat tightened. She waited. Her mother would speak when she decided the silence had done its work.
Finally, the matriarch shifted, leaning back slightly. The leather chair creaked like an old tree bending. Her eyes, chips of frost-melted flint, assessed Isabel with unnerving stillness. “You look tired, Isabel,” she murmured, the rasp softer now, almost intimate.
“Worry does that. It eats at the edges.” She paused, letting the observation settle like dust. “Especially when the worry is… insufficiently addressed.”
Isabel didn’t move. Didn’t blink. Her hands remained loose on the armrests, but the tendons in her forearms stood taut beneath the silk. The pendulum’s tick hammered the silence.
Her mother’s gaze drifted over her face, lingering on the shadows beneath Isabel’s eyes, the faint tension bracketing her mouth.
"I know," the older woman murmured, the rasp now a near-whisper, intimate as a blade sliding between ribs. "You do not have the resources to fight your brother. Not truly."
She paused, letting the truth settle like poison. "Land? Men? Armories? Hector holds them all. A head-on war would be…" Her lips thinned.
"Suicidal. And utterly useless against me." Her knuckles whitened on the cane handle. "Because even crippled, even stripped of power, I will always find the means to prune dead branches. Especially those clinging to my tree. You cannot dream of beating your brother, especially not with me also gunning to end your marriage to that...creature."
Isabel’s lungs seized. The office air congealed with dust motes dancing in the harsh garden light. Her mother leaned forward further, invading the small space between desk and chair. The scent of camphor and decay intensified.
“Which is why," she breathed, a chilling parody of conspiracy, "I’m proposing a compromise." Her finger tapped the desk once. Sharp. Final.
From beneath a stack of yellowed invoices, she slid a single piece of thick, cream cardstock. Not folded. Crisp. Unmarked save for a handwritten address scrawled in elegant, familiar script.
She pushed it across the polished mahogany toward Isabel. The paper rasped against the wood.
Isabel stared at it. Not touching it. The ink seemed to pulse in the oppressive stillness. "What's this?" Her voice emerged flat, stripped bare. A trap? A target?
Her flint-chip eyes met Isabel's, holding them with unnerving directness. "I'd prefer," she began, each word deliberate, like laying bricks on a grave, "if you took the business from me." Isabel's breath hitched. Impossible.
"Your brother?" The contempt was acidic. "He mistakes cruelty for strength. Ruthlessness without rationality is mere stupidity. He has never understood the delicate calculus of power, when to crush, when to cultivate."
Her thin lips pressed together. "You… you grasp it instinctively. You’re like me in that way. The planner. The strategist. You understand cruelty is merely a tool in the toolbox, not the entire arsenal."
She leaned back, the carved wood of her chair groaning.
"Setting aside," her gaze dropped briefly, dismissively, to the invisible stain of Isabel's proclivities, "...your unfortunate deviations... You are simply the superior candidate. Hector will burn everything to ash for the thrill of the fire." The admission hung, stark and unprecedented.
Isabel stared at the cream cardstock. The address swam before her eyes. A compromise.
The word tasted like cheap perfume masking rot. Her mother never compromised. Her pulse hammered against her ribs, a frantic counterpoint to the grandfather clock’s relentless tick, tick, tick.
The scent of decaying roses thickened, clawing at the back of her throat. This wasn't preference; it was manipulation layered in silk. A trap dressed as salvation. What leverage did her mother need to wield so bluntly?
Why encourage war with Hector publicly only to offer this dagger in private?
Isabel traced a faint watermark on the cardstock with her fingertip, cold, smooth. The silence stretched, thick with unspoken threats.
She lifted her gaze slowly. Her mother’s expression remained carved from ice, but Isabel saw the flicker deep within those glacial eyes, not affection, not regret. Calculation. Cold, predatory calculation.
The hairs on Isabel’s nape prickled. She knew this battlefield. Every kindness was a debt, every concession a shackle. Her mother hadn’t suddenly seen Isabel’s worth; she’d seen Hector’s instability as a greater threat.
Offering Isabel the crown wasn’t generosity; it was redirecting a predator.
The cream cardstock felt like a shard of bone beneath her fingertip. Her voice emerged dry, stripped of all inflection, betraying nothing. "You’d prefer me." A statement, flat. Not disbelief, but a demand for the hidden blade.
"After threatening Ines at our wedding. After decades of favoring Hector. After declaring war moments ago." She paused, letting the pendulum fill the void.
Her knuckles whitened where they rested on the leather armrests. "Mother," Isabel continued, the word tasting like ash, "I'm sensing there's a 'but' coming."
Her mother’s sigh was a brittle exhalation, the sound of ancient parchment tearing. She leaned back, the carved lion’s heads snarling silently from the chair’s armrests. Her eyes, flint chips momentarily dulled by fatigue, held Isabel’s.
"Clever girl," she murmured, the rasp softening into something chillingly intimate. A thin, almost regretful smile touched her lips. "But," she paused, drawing the word out, letting the silence coil tight around Isabel’s throat.
"You lack the most crucial asset for lasting power. An heir."
She tapped a swollen knuckle against the mahogany. Tap. Tap. The sound echoed the clock’s relentless beat.
"Thanks to your... persistent... refusal of every advantageous match I secured, your ducking of every attempt I arranged to marry you to a suitable man and produce children..."
Her gaze hardened, sharpening back to glacial flint. "...and thanks to your now... advanced... biological age..." The pause was deliberate, cruel.
"You cannot bear children. The lineage ends with you." The pronouncement hung in the thick air, colder than any declaration of war.
Her mother’s gaze slid to the cream cardstock. Her finger traced the elegant script.
"But your wife," she breathed, the word wife coated in venomous disdain, "can. How old is she? Twenty-four? Twenty-five?"
A brittle chuckle escaped her, dry as dead leaves.
"She's in her peak biological years. Fertile. Young enough to endure several pregnancies." She pushed the card forward another inch.
"The address," she stated, her voice regaining its brittle command, "is to a discreet facility. A repository." Her eyes locked onto Isabel’s, stripping away any ambiguity.
"Inside, secured at my expense, is a vial of your brother’s cryopreserved sperm."
Isabel’s stomach lurched violently. The scent of rotting roses surged, thick and cloying.
"Impregnate her," the order sliced through the air, final, absolute.
"Have an heir. A son. Preferably. Do this," she leaned forward, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper that crawled over Isabel’s skin, "and not only will I not target your wife, I will give you the resources to defeat your brother."
Impregnate her. The words echoed, carving canyons of nausea and rage.
Isabel stared at the cream cardstock, the elegant script blurring into barbed wire. Her brother’s seed. Her wife’s body. A transaction packaged in rotting silk. The pendulum’s tick, tick, tick hammered against her temples, each beat a countdown to violation.
Her knuckles pressed into the leather armrests until the bone shone white beneath taut skin. Beeswax choked the air, mingling with the phantom stench of betrayal, Hector’s smirk, her mother’s flint-chip eyes, and now this.
Ines’s face flashed behind her eyelids: defiance softened by trust, the curve of her jaw where Isabel’s thumb had traced promises hours ago. Promises now shredded by this address scrawled in poison ink.
Slowly, deliberately, Isabel lifted her gaze from her brother’s biological tombstone. She met her mother’s stare, a stare honed by decades of carving obedience from flesh.
The silence crystallized, sharp enough to draw blood. Isabel’s voice, when it came, was a glacier calving: low, final, carrying the weight of continents shifting.
"Absolutely not." She didn’t blink. Didn’t flinch. "My wife,” the word cracked like a whip in the suffocating stillness, "is not breeding stock."
She let the declaration hang, raw and uncompromising, before driving the blade deeper. "And my brother’s filth," her lip curled, "will never touch her."
Her mother’s expression didn’t fracture. But her knuckles tightened on the cane handle, tendons straining like frayed cables.
The glacial mask remained, yet Isabel saw the micro-shift: the slight narrowing of pupils, the imperceptible tightening at the corners of her mouth.
Calculation. Fury. Both. The only sound was the pendulum’s relentless tick, tick, tick, echoing the countdown to annihilation. Isabel felt it; the trap snapping shut. Hector’s war was a playground brawl compared to this.
"If you want the business," her mother breathed, the rasp low and lethal as a serpent’s hiss, "you need an heir, Isabel." The words weren’t spoken; they were etched into the air with acid.
"Bloodlines demand continuity. Power demands progeny. Without it?" A brittle chuckle, dry as dust.
"Your reign is temporary. A flicker before Hector, or someone far worse, snuffs it out entirely. Why do you think empires rise and fall on the strength of their sons?"
Her gaze drifted pointedly to the garden, where generations of family planted trees that loomed like silent witnesses. "Your strategic brilliance? Meaningless dust without a successor. Your armies? Useless without a dynasty to command them."
She leaned forward, the camphor scent intensifying. "The business is more than territory and ledgers. It is legacy. Flesh and blood. You deny this, you deny the very foundation of what you claim to covet. Your wife is not your legacy.”
Her gaze drifted past her mother’s shoulder, unfocused, landing on a blurred portrait hanging crookedly on the far wall. An ancestor. Forgotten. Power demanded progeny. The silence stretched, brittle.
Isabel’s thumb trembled against the armrest leather. "Why," she began, her voice thick, scraping against the oppressive stillness, "can't we adopt?"
The words felt alien, fragile. "That’s a fine way to have children." Her eyes snapped back to her mother’s, searching for a crack in the glacial facade.
Her mother scoffed, a sharp, contemptuous expulsion of air. The sound echoed like shattering ice in the tomb-quiet office.
"Adopt?" Her lip curled into a sneer. "Street vermin? Orphans tainted by weakness? Raised on pity and handouts?"
She shook her head slowly, her flint-chip eyes burning with disdain. "No. That is raising a liability. A stranger’s blood pretending to carry our name. Our legacy deserves true Pombo heirs. Flesh forged from our lineage."
She leaned forward, the cane handle groaning under her grip.
"Your wife—” the word dripped acid, "has a womb. A perfectly adequate one. Young. Functional. Make her useful. Produce the child."
Her gaze pinned Isabel, stripping away any illusion of choice. "I will give you," she declared, each syllable a hammer blow, "until the end of the week to mull it over. Consider the alternative."
She didn’t elaborate. She didn’t need to. The unsaid threat coiled thickly around Ines’s name.
Isabel’s jaw clenched. Her pulse roared in her ears, drowning out the pendulum’s beat. Adoption wasn’t weakness; it was strategy. A handpicked heir, loyal, trained from infancy, far smarter than Hector’s spoiled incompetence forced onto her wife.
But logic evaporated beneath her mother’s glacial certainty. "And if I refuse?" Isabel’s voice was dangerously low. "If I take the business by force?"
The matriarch’s smile was a thin crack in ice. "Then you face Hector and me." Her knuckles whitened on the cane. "Without the resources I offer?" She leaned in, the scent of camphor cloying.
"You’ll lose. And your wife," the pause was venomous. "Will learn what true suffering means."
Isabel’s blood froze. She saw it then: not just Hector’s armies, but her mother’s unseen knives, poison in Ines’s wine, a staged accident, a bullet in the dark. The cardstock burned beneath her gaze.
Her mother leaned back, victory a glacial sheen in her eyes. "Now," she commanded, the rasp resuming its brittle edge. "Send your brother in."
She paused, her gaze locking onto Isabel’s trembling hand still resting near the cardstock. A predatory pause.
"But do not leave." The order was velvet-wrapped steel. "I’d like us to have lunch together."
Isabel rose mechanically, legs stiff as marble. The cardstock felt like a blade against her palm as she slipped it into her jacket pocket.
Her stride toward the door was deliberate, each step muffled by the worn rug yet echoing the frantic drumming of her heart. She turned the brass knob, cold biting through silk.
Hector leaned against the corridor wall opposite, scrolling through his phone with feigned boredom. A predatory grin spread across his face as he saw her emerge. He lifted the phone casually to his ear.
"Yeah?" He murmured, eyes locked on Isabel’s frozen expression. His grin widened, sharp as a scalpel. "Do it," he whispered into the receiver, then snapped the phone shut.
The click echoed like a gunshot in the hallway’s oppressive silence. Isabel’s breath hitched. Do what? Paranoia clawed up her throat, a sniper’s crosshair? A car bomb? Or something far worse, leveraging the one vulnerability her mother had just carved open?
Hector pocketed his phone with theatrical slowness, his gaze dripping with mock sympathy. "Mother’s waiting," he purred, gesturing toward the office door Isabel had just fled. "And lunch promises to be... illuminating." His boots clicked sharply on the marble as he strode past her without a backward glance.
Isabel stood frozen, the cream cardstock burning like acid against her ribs. The corridor, lined with ancestral portraits smirking down at her, seemed to narrow. Panic fluttered against her sternum, not for herself, but for the slender thread of safety she’d left behind.
Lockdown. Ines alone, trusting Rosaria. But Rosaria wasn’t infallible. Hector’s grin, that whispered command, it couldn’t be a coincidence. Not now.
Her fingers trembled as she yanked her phone from her pocket, thumb jabbing Rosaria’s contact. The dial tone pulsed like a failing heartbeat.
Pick up. Pick up.
The dial tone pulsed, mocking her panic. Silence answered. Silence, thick and suffocating as the dust motes swirling in the shaft of light cutting across the corridor. Each ring was a hammer blow against Isabel's skull.
Hector's grin, sharp as shrapnel, burned behind her eyelids. Do it. The words coiled, venomous. Lockdown. The estate sealed tight. Rosaria was solid, dependable, but no fortress was impregnable.
Not against her mother's unseen networks, Hector's sudden, gleeful malice. Isabel pressed the phone harder to her ear, straining for the smallest sound, a breath, a shuffle, the scrape of Rosaria's boot.
Nothing. Only that infernal, empty ringing.
Then, a click. Static crackled faintly. "Mistress?" Rosaria's voice, low and rough, sliced through the dread.
"Is Ines safe?" Isabel choked out, the corridor walls pressing in. Beeswax and camphor clung to her tongue, thick with threat.
Her knuckles blanched white against the phone. Hector’s boots echoed faintly down the hall, fading malice. "Tell me she’s untouched."
A rustle of fabric, then Rosaria’s voice, gravel-scraped and strained: "Physically, Mistress. Yeah. She’s… fine. Relatively."
A pause, heavy with hesitation. Isabel heard the sharp clang of metal in the background, a pan hitting a stovetop.
"She’s been downstairs. The kitchen annex. Since you left." Another clatter, louder this time. "Baking. Says it calms her nerves." Rosaria’s sigh crackled through the line. "She's making some kind of cake."
Isabel squeezed her eyes shut. The absurdity of it, Ines, surrounded by flour and sugar while Hector coiled to strike, was a knife twisted in her gut. Relief warred with terror. Baking. Not hiding. Not locked away. Vulnerable.
"Forget that," Isabel hissed, her voice raw, cutting through the static. Her gaze darted down the corridor, picturing Hector’s smirk echoing near the kitchens. "Take her upstairs. To my bedroom. Lock the door. Heavy bolts."
She paused, the image of Ines baking amidst potential carnage twisting her stomach. Too exposed. Too accessible. A bedroom door wouldn’t stop Hector or her mother’s loyalists.
"No," she snapped, urgency sharpening her tone. "No, Rosaria, listen, take her to the basement. Now. The panic room. Seal it. Triple locks. Biometrics on. No exceptions."
She could hear Rosaria’s sharp intake of breath, the realization dawning. "Do it quietly. Don’t alarm her, but move fast. You have your gun, don't you?"
Rosaria’s voice hardened instantly, the soldier surfacing. "Yes, Mistress. On it." The line crackled with sudden movement, Rosaria’s flats thumping swiftly on tile, her voice cutting sharp through the background clatter.
"Mistress! Drop that spatula. Now. We're moving. Deep lockdown." Isabel heard Ines’s startled protest.
"What? Why? Is Isabel?” Cut off mid-word. Then Rosaria’s firm command: "No time. Walk. Fast. To the basement stairs."
Isabel held her breath, pressing the phone tight. Footsteps echoed, hurried, purposeful, fading slightly as they moved deeper into the estate’s core.
Rosaria’s reassurance filtered through: "It’s procedure. Deep lockdown protocol. mistress's orders." A pause, then the faint scrape of a heavy door opening, the reinforced entrance to the basement corridor.
Isabel’s shoulders eased minutely. Almost there. The panic room was a vault behind three-ton steel doors. Safe. Isol—
"DOWN!" Lena’s voice shrieked from the receiver, high-pitched, raw with terror. Not warning Rosaria. Warning Ines.
Then: the deafening crack! Crack! Crack! of gunfire, close, impossibly close, exploding through the phone’s speaker. Isabel’s blood turned to ice. Screams, Ines’s? Were swallowed by the thunderous echo.
Rosaria roared something unintelligible, drowned out by another rapid burst *pop-pop-pop-pop!* and the sickening thud of a body hitting stone flooring.
Glass shattered. The line didn't go dead, this wasn't a movie...Isabel could hear all the screaming, the indistinguishable yelling of orders, and the pop of gunfire that could all very well be killing her wife.
Isabel’s knees nearly buckled. The corridor blurred. She gripped the phone tighter, nails biting into her palm. No. NO. She had to know. Had to hear, even if it was the last thing Ines ever—
"Rosaria!" She screamed into the phone. Static fizzled. Then: a choked gasp, wet, ragged. Rosaria? Ines? The gunfire had stopped. Only labored breathing remained.
The office door creaked open. Hector stepped out first, hands raised in mock surrender, grinning. Their mother followed, cane tapping like a death knell.
Isabel didn't think; she moved. The revolver cleared her holster before her mother's lips parted. Cold steel leveled at Hector's forehead. His grin froze.
"What did you do?!" The words tore from her throat raw as gunpowder burns. The corridor air thickened with the scent of beeswax and bloodlust. Hector's pupils dilated, not in fear, but exhilaration. Behind him, their mother's cane twitched, a viper coiling.
His tongue darted to wet his lips. "Mother said we shouldn't kill one another..." His voice dropped to a whisper, intimate as a garotte.
"So what better way to make you concede than to kill your whore wife?"
The revolver's hammer clicked back with surgical precision. Isabel's finger didn't tremble; it craved the recoil. Hector's grin widened, daring her.
Behind him, their mother's cane tapped once, warning as blood dripped audibly from the phone's speaker onto distant tile. "Another word about my wife and your tiny brain will paint the walls."
"Stop." The matriarch's voice sliced through the charged air like a scalpel through sinew. "Let us have lunch." The absurdity of the command, uttered while gunfire still echoed through the phone, struck Isabel with surreal force.
Isabel's revolver never wavered from Hector's forehead, but her thumb flicked the phone's speaker on. Wet gasps, muffled curses, the metallic scrape of someone dragging themselves across stone.
"Do you genuinely believe," she said, voice eerily calm, "I'm going to sit down for lunch while my wife is being attacked?" The last word cracked like bone.
Her mother sighed, pulling a linen napkin from her sleeve with theatrical weariness. "You misunderstand," she murmured, unfolding it with arthritic precision. "Lunch isn't optional."
The napkin bloomed between her fingers, stark white, embroidered with the family crest in thread the color of dried blood. "Nobody leaves until we've eaten." A pause as she smoothed nonexistent wrinkles. "My final lunch as head of this family."
Chapter 33: Ines Bakes a Cake
Chapter Text
“Is this icing too sweet?” Ines blurted, turning toward Lena with wide, frantic eyes.
The kitchen had transformed into a battlefield of flour and nerves. Every counter was dusted in white, every bowl was either half full or abandoned mid-task, and the whisks and spatulas looked like weapons scattered after a chaotic skirmish.
The air hung heavy with butter and sugar, thick enough to feel like something she could drown in if she stopped moving long enough.
She had been pacing and whisking and taste-testing nonstop for the past hour, sleeves shoved to her elbows like she was preparing to perform emergency heart surgery on a doomed dessert.
The second batch of frosting sat in a mixing bowl, pale and glossy. Ines dipped a spoon in, tasted it, grimaced, paced three steps, spun around, tasted it again, then made a sound that landed somewhere between despair and a growl.
Lena had been standing near the island like a statue with emotional instability, hands clasped behind her back, unsure if she should step in or remain safely out of range.
At the sound of Ines’s voice, she straightened even more, which seemed physically impossible, and rushed forward.
She narrowly avoided stepping on a fallen bag of powdered sugar, catching herself with a quick, embarrassed shuffle before taking the spoon from Ines.
“Let me try it,” Lena said. She placed the spoon in her mouth and went very still. There was a quiet, thoughtful swallow, followed by her eyes darting up toward Ines’s face as though bracing for retaliation.
“It’s perfect. Sweet, but not too much. Soft. Balanced.” She hesitated, then added in a softer voice, “Like you.”
Ines blinked hard, then released a long, shaky sigh that seemed to deflate her from the inside out. “Lena, I mean the icing, not whatever that was supposed to be.”
“Right. Yes. Of course,” Lena replied, nodding sharply. “The icing is good. Really good.”
“Is it actually good?” Ines said, slower this time as she planted her palms on the counter and leaned forward, “Or are you just saying that because you like me?”
The question hit Lena like a physical blow. Her breath caught, and the spoon trembled in her grasp.
She seemed to weigh the truth, try to lift it, try to speak it, but it refused to move. “Both,” she finally whispered, the confession thin and breakable. “It’s good. And I lov—”
“Rosaria!” Ines snapped suddenly, her voice slicing through the charged air. She never took her eyes off Lena. “Get in here and taste this icing, please.”
Rosaria entered with the kind of expression that suggested she had already predicted chaos the moment Isabel left the house. She approached the bowl, dipped in a spoon, and tasted the frosting without ceremony. Her eyebrows lifted immediately.
“It is indeed too sweet,” Rosaria declared.
Ines turned her glare on Lena, slow and lethal. Lena tensed like she was preparing for execution.
“It's icing,” Lena said in a slightly defensive rush. “It is supposed to be sweet.”
“That is not helpful,” Ines groaned, dragging both hands down her face. Her anxiety spiked all over again.
“I still have to finish the layers, frost the whole thing, clean this crime scene of a kitchen, and Isabel is going to be home sooner or later. And I still need to write the message on top.”
Rosaria’s gaze flicked to the stack of piping bags on the counter. “What message did you decide on, Young Mistress?”
Ines made a strangled noise. “Congrats on surviving.”
Lena blinked. “Surviving what?”
“Her sitdown with her family. Obviously,” Ines muttered, grabbing the mixing bowl again.
Lena considered it, then tilted her head. “It sounds very broad. Like… anyone who is alive and looking at the cake would technically qualify. You could hand it to a random mail carrier, and it would still apply.”
Rosaria’s mouth twitched in restrained amusement. Ines stared at both of them with the expression of a woman on the brink.
“I hate this cake,” she said flatly.
“You love the person it is for,” Rosaria replied.
“That is the problem.”
She plunged the spoon back into the icing as if she could beat her anxiety into submission.
Rosaria’s phone buzzed sharply against the counter. She checked the screen, her expression tightening just a little, then excused herself with a quiet murmur and slipped out into the hallway to take the call.
The moment she was gone, the kitchen felt even larger, quieter, and far more messy than Ines wanted to deal with.
She exhaled and turned to Lena. “Can you clean up a little? Just the counters and whatever you can grab without touching the cake stuff.”
Lena nodded immediately, almost relieved to have a task. “Of course,” she said, and moved toward the sink with brisk, focused steps.
The timer chimed. Ines swore under her breath, grabbed oven mitts, and pulled her second sponge from the oven.
The warm, golden cake scent rolled out in a soft wave, briefly soothing her frayed nerves. She set the sponge on the cooling rack, the metal ticking softly beneath it.
When she looked up again, Lena was moving around the kitchen, her back to her, wiping down the counters with steady, disciplined sweeps.
And Ines tried, she really tried, to focus on the cake. She even angled her body toward it like that would force her brain to cooperate.
But Lena bent to pick up a fallen spatula.
And Ines’s focus shattered like sugar glass.
Her eyes dropped, entirely on their own betrayal, tracing the shape of Lena’s hips, the ridiculously round curve of her butt under the soft fabric of her maid's uniform.
It was… a lot. A lot in a way that made Ines momentarily forget what frosting even was. A lot in a way that made her tense with the slightest flare of jealousy.
She had played tennis for six years to get a butt half that nice. Six years of lessons, drills, sunburns, sprints, and humiliating losses to kids who spent their summers learning tennis from pros in Europe.
Lena had apparently achieved it through… existing.
Ines squinted, deeply suspicious. “Lena.”
Lena froze mid-wipe and straightened like she had been caught stealing silverware. “Yes, Mistress?”
“Why is your butt so big?”
Lena went scarlet instantly, color spreading from her cheeks to the tips of her ears. She blinked, once, twice, like she needed to reboot before answering.
“I… I do not know,” she said, voice small but earnest. “I just eat normally, and it goes to my hips and… down. Not to my stomach.”
Ines stared at her, deeply offended by the laws of nature. “That’s irritating.”
“I—” Lena hesitated, clutching the damp towel like a shield. “Would you like me to change it?”
Ines snorted, shaking her head as she grabbed a piping bag. “How would that even work? ‘Excuse me, please take three inches off the back.’” She squeezed too hard, and a thick swirl of frosting exploded onto the cake in a lopsided spiral. “Shit.”
Lena hovered nearby, torn between cleaning and intervention. “Perhaps… less pressure?” she offered carefully.
Ines scraped a smear of frosting from the edge of the mixing bowl when movement flickered in the corner of her vision. She looked up just in time to see two guards stride past the open kitchen doorway.
They moved with stiff, clipped urgency, hands near their weapons. Not a patrol. Not casual.
Her brow pulled tight.
Were guards supposed to be inside the house during a lockdown?
She hesitated, spoon halfway to her mouth. Her pulse pricked at her skin, but the thought drifted away as quickly as it came. If Rosaria wasn’t panicking, there was probably no reason for her to panic either. Probably.
Maybe.
The spatula touched her lips—
The door crashed open with enough force to send a stack of measuring cups clattering to the floor. Rosaria stood in the threshold, eyes sharp as shattered glass, one hand gripping her cellphone still. "Mistress! Drop that spatula. Now. We're moving. Deep lockdown."
Ines barely had time to register the words before Lena was already moving, snatching up a knife from the butcher block and sliding between Ines and the doorway with predatory grace.
"What? Why? Is Isabel—" Ines started, voice cracking on the last syllable as Rosaria shoved past Lena and grabbed her wrist.
"No time. Walk. Fast. To the basement stairs." Rosaria's grip was iron, her voice low and frayed at the edges. The scent of burnt sugar clung to the air, suddenly suffocating.
Lena didn't hesitate; she pivoted, knife still in hand, and kicked a chair out of their path with a sharp crack of wood against tile. Her jaw was set, but Ines saw the flicker in her throat when she swallowed. Fear. Real fear.
"It’s procedure. Deep lockdown protocol. Mistress's orders."
The basement door groaned open like the maw of some ancient beast, revealing a dimly lit passage lined with reinforced steel plating. Rosaria didn't slow, dragging Ines forward with a grip that would leave bruises.
Behind them, Lena was a shadow, her breath measured but too quick, her free hand hovering near the small of Ines's back, not touching, just ready.
Then, movement. A flicker in the periphery, the faintest scuff of boots on tile. Lena's body went rigid a half-second before her voice tore through the hallway.
"DOWN!" She lunged, slamming into both women with enough force to send them crashing into a shallow alcove meant for fire extinguishers.
Rosaria's phone flying out of her hand. Ines's ribs hit the edge hard, her gasp drowned out by the first deafening burst of gunfire.
Bullets chewed into the wall where their heads had been, raining plaster and splintered wood onto their shoulders. The air smelled like burnt metal and panic.
Ines's pulse roared in her ears, too loud, too fast, as Lena's body curled over hers, shielding her completely.
Rosaria's elbow jammed against Ines's hip, her free hand already reaching for the handgun holstered beneath her skirt.
"Stay down!" She hissed, voice stripped of all warmth. The sound of her racking the slide was obscenely loud in the cramped space. "Keep her head down!" Rosaria shouted at Lena.
Ines felt Lena's forearm press against her shoulder blades, pinning her flat against the alcove's cold metal paneling. The air tasted like dust and gunpowder, bitter, clinging to the back of her throat. Footsteps pounded down the hallway, heavy and methodical. More than two. More than three.
"What the fuck! What the fuck! WHAT THE FUCK!" She shrieked into Lena's shoulder, her voice cracking midway, raw with adrenaline and disbelief.
Her fingers scrabbled against the wall, searching for purchase, for anything solid to anchor her before her lungs collapsed from hyperventilation.
Rosaria didn't answer. She exhaled once, sharp, controlled, then twisted her torso around the alcove's edge and fired two shots in quick succession. The first bullet punched through a guard's thigh, sending him stumbling into his companion. The second hit center mass.
Ines heard the wet, meaty thud of a collapsing body hit the floor before Rosaria yanked herself back. A second later, the hallway erupted in gunfire, three, maybe four weapons, spraying bullets that shredded the opposite wall into Swiss cheese.
Wood splinters stung Ines's cheek as she flinched, her scream trapped behind clenched teeth.
"Lena," Rosaria snapped, voice like a blade sheathed in ice, "when I say now, you get her up and get her to the panic room in the basement. Don't stop. Don't look back." Her fingers tightened around the pistol, knuckles bone-white.
"No," Ines snarled, twisting against Lena's grip, her nails digging into the metal paneling. Her voice was a raw, ragged thing. "No, we aren't leaving you." The words tore out of her like a vow, like blood from a wound.
Rosaria didn't even glance back. Her focus was locked on the hallway, her pistol steady despite the gunfire chewing the walls apart.
"You don't have a choice," she said, cold and crisp as a blade. The moment stretched thin, then snapped. "NOW."
Lena moved like she'd been electrified, one arm hooking under Ines's ribs, the other clamping around her waist, and hauled her upright in a single motion. Ines kicked out instinctively, her heel connecting with nothing but air.
Her fingers caught fabric, Rosaria's collar, just as Lena yanked her backward. The seam ripped halfway, fabric straining as Ines dragged Rosaria with them by sheer stubborn refusal.
"Move!" Lena barked, her arm a steel band around Ines's waist as she hauled them both toward the basement stairs. Rosaria stumbled, caught off-balance, her pistol swinging wildly as she tried to regain footing while being towed like luggage.
The gunfire stuttered, reloading, and that half-second of silence was all Lena needed. She pivoted, planted her foot against Rosaria's hip, and shoved hard. They all tumbled forward into the stairwell with a choked gasp just as another volley of bullets chewed into the doorframe behind them.
"Yeah, yeah, go!" Lena snarled, already spinning back to slam her full weight against the basement door, shoulders and hips driving it shut with a reverberating clang. The reinforced steel shrieked against its hinges, the impact so violent it rattled Ines's teeth.
A bullet punched through the wood paneling inches from Lena's ear, spraying splinters across her cheek. She didn't flinch. Just threw the deadbolt with enough force to crack the metal casing.
For a breathless second, silence. Then the door shuddered under the first kick, a dull, metallic boom that echoed down the stairwell like a funeral drum.
Rosaria was already moving, sprinting down the steps two at a time, her torn collar flapping. Ines barely registered the cold air against her own exposed shoulder before Lena's grip tightened, hauling her after her.
The steps were uneven, worn smooth in the center from decades of use, and Ines's socked feet nearly slipped twice before she gave up and let Lena half-carry her.
The basement smelled of damp concrete and old wiring, the fluorescent lights flickering like dying fireflies overhead. Rosaria reached the panic room's steel door first, her fingers flying over the keypad. The electronic beeps were too loud in the hollow space, each one a hammer against Ines's ribs.
Then, movement, shadows shifting in the far corner.
Ines's breath hitched. A woman sat bound to a wooden chair, her wrists lashed to the arms with zip-ties so tight they bit into her skin. A bag was over her head, but she'd recognize that frame anywhere, those clothes...
"Lindsay?"
The name scraped out of Ines’s throat like broken glass. The bagged figure didn't jerk at the sound; she remained motionless. Rosaria’s hands froze on the keypad mid-digit.
Ines lunged forward, fingers hooking toward the rough fabric sack, and Lena intercepted her wrist with a grip like cable wire.
"Somethings aren't for a lady to see," she murmured, voice low and fractured. Not admonishment. Warning.
The basement lights flickered again, casting jagged shadows across the bound figure's slumped shoulders. A dark stain seeped through the fabric where the bag met collarbone. Too thick for sweat. Too slow for fresh blood.
"She's been down here all this time?" Ines whispered, the words sticking to her tongue like congealed syrup. Her gaze darted to the damp concrete beneath the chair, puddled in places, uneven. Not from leaks.
Rosaria punched the final digit, the keypad emitted a sharp, approving beep, and the panic door hissed open just as another bullet punched through the basement door above them.
The ricochet pinged off the stair railing, sending sharp metal fragments skittering across the floor near Ines’s feet.
"Come on!" Rosaria barked, lunging forward to grab Ines’s arm. Her fingers dug in hard enough to bruise, dragging her toward the gaping maw of the panic room.
Behind them, the basement door groaned under another impact, the metal warping visibly around the deadbolt.
Ines stumbled backward into the panic room, her sock catching on the threshold, just as the reinforced steel door upstairs gave way with a tortured screech. The glimpse lasted less than a second: Juilo’s face, snarling, framed in the doorway above, his fake army shirt spattered in something dark.
His eyes locked onto hers, wild and unrecognizable, before Lena’s body slammed into her from behind, knocking them both into the room.
Rosaria’s hand shot out, punching the emergency seal button before the door had even fully closed. Hydraulics hissed. Metal clanged. The lock engaged with a sound like a guillotine blade dropping.
Ines hit the floor hard, Lena’s weight pinning her down, their breaths mingling in sharp, panicked bursts. The lights flickered once, then stabilized, cold, artificial, unforgiving.
The first thing Ines registered was the carpet. Plush. Egyptian fucking cotton, probably. She dug her fingers into it just to feel something solid beneath her nails. The second thing was the TV, wall-mounted, sleek, with a pristine DVD collection lined up beneath it like trophies.
Somewhere to her left, a mini-fridge hummed. Behind it, an open doorway revealed the edge of a marble bathroom counter.
Of course, it's a panic room for a mega-rich person.
She pushed herself up on unsteady hands, knees protesting, her sock still half-twisted around her ankle. Lena scrambled upright beside her, knife still clutched in her fist like she expected the walls to sprout enemies.
Rosaria was already moving, checking the door’s seals with clinical precision, her pistol now holstered but her shoulders taut as coiled wire.
The bed was too soft when Ines sank onto it, a stupid detail to notice, but her brain latched onto it anyway, the way the mattress didn’t creak or protest, just swallowed her weight like quicksand.
She dug her fingers into her scalp, pressing hard enough to hurt, and tried to count the ways they’d almost died. The bullets had missed Rosaria’s skull by inches. Lena’s spine by less. Her own fucking face by—
She exhaled through her teeth, sharp and uneven. The panic room smelled like sterile air and new carpet, nothing like gunpowder or blood, and that was wrong.
It should smell like fear. Like almost-dying. Like the split-second before impact when you realize the car isn’t going to stop in time.
"You're shaking," Lena murmured, nudging Ines’s wrist with her knuckle. The contact was featherlight, barely there, but Ines recoiled like she’d been burned. Her hands floated in front of her, trembling violently enough to blur her vision.
They didn’t feel like hers. They looked like something taxidermied, twitching, jerking, all nerves and no control.
She clenched them into fists, nails biting into her palms hard enough to leave crescents. The pain grounded her for half a second before the tremor slithered up her arms again, relentless. "Would you think less of me if I said...I'm afraid?"
Lena's knife clattered onto the nightstand. She reached out, slow, deliberate, and cradled Ines's hands between her own. The warmth was startling.
Lena's fingers were rough at the tips, calloused from years of polishing silver and scrubbing floors. But her grip was steady. Solid. Anchoring.
"I'd think you were an idiot if you weren't," she said quietly.
Ines stared at their joined hands, Lena's knuckles still flecked with dried batter, her own fingers sticky with frosting that had long since crusted over. The incongruity of it made her throat tighten.
Five minutes ago, they'd been arguing about cake. Now, Rosaria was checking bullet counts in the corner like she was inventorying tea leaves.
The tremor in Ines's hands spread to her voice. "I think—" She swallowed, tried again. "I think I left the oven on."
Lena blinked. Then, impossibly, she laughed, a startled, breathless sound that cracked halfway through. "Oh my god." Her thumbs rubbed circles over Ines's knuckles, slow and grounding.
Rosaria didn't look up from inspecting her pistol's magazine. "You didn't," she said flatly.
The mini-fridge's hum filled the silence. Ines stared at the ceiling, industrial panels with embedded lighting, clinically bright, and exhaled through her nose.
The adrenaline was leaching from her muscles now, leaving her limp and heavy against the bed. She could feel her heartbeat in her fingertips, still too fast, throbbing against Lena's palms.
"What do we do now?" She asked the ceiling, voice husked raw.
Rosaria exhaled sharply through her nose. "We wait. And pray Mistress heard enough." Her fingers drummed once against her thigh, an uncharacteristic fidget. "I dropped my phone back there. I bet she's speeding her way back."
Ines dug her nails into the mattress. "How do you know?" Her voice cracked under the weight of it, half accusation, half plea.
"If our own fucking guards are shooting at us...God knows how that sitdown is going." The last word fractured into something small and jagged. "She could be..."
"She'll survive," Lena said. But the tremor in her knuckles betrayed her.
Rosaria's jaw flexed. "That door is thicker than tank plating, it's soundproof, and worst-case scenario, we have food to last us weeks." She didn't say Mistress is coming. Didn't need to. The words vibrated in the air between them like plucked strings.
Ines peeled her fingers from the mattress, one by one. The imprint of the threads lingered on her palms, red and angry. Safe. The word tasted like sawdust in her mouth. Safe didn't explain why Juilo was shooting at her.
Lena crouched suddenly, not gracefully, not like a soldier folding into cover, but stiffly, awkwardly, her knees popping as she settled, balanced on the balls of her feet. Her fingers curled loosely around Ines's ankle.
The whine that escaped her throat was small, embarrassingly canine, her gaze flickering upward with unnerving intensity.
Ines blinked. "What—"
Lena's fingers tightened ever so slightly around her ankle, a silent plea. Her dark eyes glittered with something feral and needy, her lips parted just enough to reveal the slightest hint of teeth, not a threat, but an offering, a wordless question. The whine came again, higher this time, vibrating like a plucked violin string.
Ines stared down at her, utterly bewildered, then whipped her head toward Rosaria. The maid sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose hard enough to leave red marks.
"She wants," Rosaria enunciated slowly, as if explaining basic arithmetic to a particularly dense child, "to be rewarded. For doing a good job. Protecting you. It was part of the deal for her to become yours...that she's your human shield."
Lena's fingers flexed around Ines's ankle, her breath coming faster now, uneven. Her pupils were blown wide, her lower lip caught between her teeth, not coy, not teasing, but desperate in a way that made heat prickle across Ines's collarbones.
The whine that escaped Lena's throat this time was less canine and more like metal scraping against glass, involuntary and raw.
Ines swallowed hard, her pulse hammering against the inside of her ribs.
"Rewarded how?" She croaked, though she already knew. The way Lena's tongue darted out to wet her lips confirmed it.
The way her grip tightened, then loosened, then tightened again like she was fighting some internal battle between propriety and hunger.
Rosaria exhaled sharply through her nose, holstering her pistol with a deliberate click. "Use your imagination." Her voice dripped with exasperation, but her shoulders remained tense, her gaze flickering toward the sealed door every few seconds.
Ines hesitated, then reached down slowly. Her fingers tangled in Lena's dark hair, still dusted with powdered sugar from the frosting debacle, and scratched lightly at her scalp.
"Good girl," she murmured, voice rough with adrenaline and something else entirely. The words tasted foreign on her tongue, too heavy for the sterile air of the panic room.
Lena shuddered against her leg, a full-body tremor that started at her shoulders and rolled down to her curled toes. A broken sound escaped her throat, half-whimper, half-relief.
Her fingers tightened around Ines's ankle, not restraining, just anchoring, as she tipped her forehead against Ines's knee.
Ines hesitated, then dragged her nails gently along Lena's scalp, catching on the fine baby hairs at her nape. "You... did good," she murmured.
The words felt absurd, like praising a guard dog after a home invasion, but Lena's breath hitched like she'd been offered absolution. Her eyelashes fluttered against Ines's thigh, dark and damp.
"You protected me well...Good girl"
The whimper that escaped Lena's throat was embarrassingly wet, her lips parted around ragged breaths as she pressed her forehead harder against Ines's knee. Her dark eyes rolled up, too much white showing now, pupils blown wide, and that's when Ines saw it: the slack-jawed hunger twisting Lena's features into something grotesquely euphoric.
Like she wasn't just receiving praise but mainlining it straight to her synapses, her whole body shuddering with the effort of not rutting against Ines's calf like a bitch in heat. Saliva dotted the corner of her mouth.
Disgust curled hot in Ines's gut.
She had to remember this wasn't a maid but a mutt. A sycophant who got off on simply being near her.
She was starting to think that maybe Isabel had gotten more from this deal than she had. Considering she was now locked in a metal box with an insane pervert.
Rosaria cleared her throat pointedly from the corner where she was assembling a makeshift armory from the panic room's emergency kit. The sound of a magazine being slapped into a pistol was deliberate. "Control your dog," she muttered, not looking up.
Lena's fingers spasmed on Ines's ankle, her breathing shallow and rapid. A thin line of drool glistened on her chin. Ines curled her fingers tighter in Lena's hair, not petting now, gripping, and tilted her head down until their eyes met.
"Down, girl," she said, voice low and firm, pressing Lena's skull back just enough to make the command clear.
The effect was instantaneous. Lena froze, every muscle locking tight under her skin, her whines cutting off mid-breath. Her pupils were still blown black with want, but her body obeyed, sinking back onto her haunches with a shudder that looked painful. The silence stretched, broken only by the faint buzz of the panic room's ventilation system.
Then, abruptly, Lena stood. Too fast, too jerky, her knees cracking audibly.
"I’ll...dust," she muttered, staring fixedly at the carpet. Her fingers twitched at her sides, nails digging into her own thighs through the fabric of her skirt. "I'll...just. Dust."
Rosaria's scoff was barely audible over the hum of the mini-fridge. She didn't look up from counting bullets.
Lena's footsteps were too quiet, always too quiet, as she crossed the panic room toward the bathroom. The door clicked shut behind her. The lock engaged with a sound like a guillotine dropping.
Gross
The word wasn’t spoken aloud, just carved itself into the air between them with Rosaria’s eyeroll. The bathroom fan clicked on, a thin, mechanical whir barely audible over the muffled thump of Lena’s knees hitting the tile.
Ines stared at the closed door, her fingers still tingling where they’d tangled in Lena’s hair. The ghost of that desperate, panting warmth lingered on her skin like a brand.
Rosaria stripped her pistol with clinical efficiency, the slide and barrel clinking against the panic room’s lacquered desk. “God, she’s disgusting,” she muttered, ejecting a round into her palm.
The bullet gleamed under the fluorescent lights, brass casing catching the light like something obscene.
Ines flexed her fingers. Lena’s hair had left static clinging to her skin. “You tried to sacrifice yourself back there.” The accusation tasted like gunpowder on her tongue.
Rosaria didn’t glance up from reassembling her pistol. “I did,” she said, snapping the slide home with a click that echoed off the soundproofed walls. Her thumb stroked the grip’s checkering absently. “And I’d do it again. It's my job.”
The words landed like a slap. Ines’s fingers curled into the mattress, fabric bunching under her nails. “Your job?” She repeated, voice cracking. “To die for me?”
Rosaria’s thumb stilled on the pistol grip. The silence stretched taut before she exhaled sharply. “Yes.” Simple. Final. Like reciting a grocery list.
Ines recoiled like she’d been scalded. “That’s, that’s insane.” Her voice cracked on the last syllable, raw as the torn collar fluttering at Rosaria’s throat.
The maid’s uniform was rumpled, streaked with plaster dust, but her posture remained rigid. A soldier awaiting orders.
Rosaria’s thumb resumed its idle path along the pistol’s grip. “No,” she corrected, tone flat as a mortician’s slab. “It’s tradition.” A pause. The ventilation system hummed. “My mother died in service to the Pombo’s. Her mother died in service to the Pombo’s.”
The slide clicked under her fingers as she chambered a round without looking. “I will die in service to the Pombo’s.”
Ines’s stomach lurched. The words weren’t recited, not like a vow or a script, but stated like the color of the sky. Inevitable.
Rosaria finally lifted her gaze, and the emptiness there made Ines’s breath stutter. Not resignation. Not martyrdom. Just facts carved into bone.
"No." The denial tore itself from Ines’s throat too loudly, bouncing off the soundproofed walls. Rosaria blinked, slow, uncomprehending. "Not you. Enough people have died protecting me."
Her fingers twisted in the sheets. "You’re going to retire somewhere nice. And do whatever interests you have that you hide from everyone."
Rosaria’s thumb stilled mid-stroke along the pistol’s checkering. The silence stretched like a noose.
"Like what?" She asked, voice hollow.
Ines stared at Rosaria's blank expression, frustration sharpening her tone. "Your interests, hobbies. Things you want to do. What do you like?"
Rosaria blinked once. "Cats."
The word landed like a dropped dish in the sterile silence. Ines stared. The pistol in Rosaria's hands gleamed under the fluorescent lights, its barrel still warm from recent use.
Outside the panic room, men with guns were presumably still hunting them. Probably frantically trying to get the door open. And Rosaria had just said cats with the same solemnity as a death oath.
"If we get out of here," Ines said slowly, fingers unknotting from the bedsheets, "why don't we get a cat for the villa?"
Rosaria's thumb froze mid-caress of her pistol grip. The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead. Somewhere beyond the soundproofed walls, boots scuffed concrete.
"Mistress is allergic," Rosaria said, each syllable precise as a sniper's bullet placement.
The air conditioner cycled off. Ines blinked at her. "What?"
Rosaria didn't repeat herself. Just stared down her pistol's sights at the panic room door, knuckles white around the grip. The admission hung between them like a tripwire, too mundane to be dangerous, too stupidly domestic to exist in a room where the walls were lined with Kevlar and emergency rations.
Ines barked a laugh so sharp it hurt her throat. "Of course she is."
Rosaria didn't move her finger from the trigger guard. "She sneezed for three days after Señora Alvarez's Persian brushed against her leg."
"What about those hairless ones?" Ines said, kicking her heels against the bedframe. "The ugly little goblin cats with all the wrinkles."
Rosaria's finger twitched against the trigger guard. "I like the fluffy ones," she said, dead serious, like she was discussing ammunition caliber. "The ones that shed. Maine Coons. Norwegian Forest Cats."
Ines snorted, partly at the image of Rosaria buried under twenty pounds of purring fluff, partly at the absurdity of discussing pet preferences while armed intruders prowled upstairs. "Can't imagine you tolerating fur on your uniforms."
Rosaria's thumb resumed its methodical stroking of the pistol grip. "I own a lint roller."
The admission was delivered with the gravitas of a confession. Behind them, the bathroom fan stuttered, Lena's muffled whine just audible beneath its hum.
Ines couldn't decide which was more absurd: that her and Rosaria were sitting here discussing cats while armed guards were just outside trying to kill them, or that Lena was in the bathroom cumming her brains out because she got called a good girl and some head pats. WHILE ARMED GAURDS WERE OUTSIDE TRYING TO KILL THEM.
Ines pressed her palms to her eyes until colors bloomed. "So what now? We wait here praying Isabel comes back before they blast through that door?"
Rosaria ejected the magazine, checked the rounds again. "Unless you have a better idea."
"Fuck."
"Do you genuinely believe," she said, voice eerily calm, "I'm going to sit down for lunch while my wife is being attacked?" The last word cracked like bone.
Her mother sighed, pulling a linen napkin from her sleeve with theatrical weariness. "You misunderstand," she murmured, unfolding it with arthritic precision. "Lunch isn't optional." The napkin bloomed between her fingers, stark white, embroidered with the family crest in thread the color of dried blood.
"Nobody leaves until we've eaten." A pause as she smoothed nonexistent wrinkles. "My final lunch as head of this family."
The guards didn't move when Isabel lunged for the door. Their hands clamped down on her forearms, not restraining, not yet, but their fingers dug into the silk of her sleeves with practiced pressure points. The shorter one smelled of gun oil and mint toothpaste.
"GET OUT OF MY WAY, SHE NEEDS ME."
The words ripped from Isabel's throat raw as stripped wire, but the guards didn't flinch. Their grip tightened, silent as stone.
She twisted, silk tearing at the seams, and caught her mother's reflection in the polished door hinges, watching, always watching, the old viper's lips curled around a spoonful of consommé like this was Sunday brunch, not her daughter's unraveling.
"You are," her mother enunciated around the spoon's silver edge, "an hour's drive away." The consommé trembled, amber-bright, before disappearing between thin lips. "If she's dead..."
A shrug, infinitesimal. The spoon chimed against china. "She's dead. What will fifteen minutes hurt?"
Hector's laughter was a wet thing, sticky as the blood still dripping from the phone clutched in Isabel's fist. He leaned in, close enough that she could count the hairs in his nose.
"Besides," he whispered, "it's not like she's going to decompose faster if you're late."
The revolver's butt cracked against his temple with a sound like splitting melon.
Hector staggered sideways, laughter dissolving into a wet grunt. His knees hit the floor with a crack loud enough to make the guards flinch, but Isabel didn't let him fall completely.
She caught him by the collar, yanking him upright so his glazed eyes met hers. Blood welled from his temple in a sluggish ribbon, pooling along his eyebrow before dripping onto his lapel.
"Now," she breathed, tightening her grip until his breath hitched. "Say that again."
Hector grinned through the blood dribbling into his teeth. "That bitc—"
Isabel drove her knee into his gut before he could finish. Air exploded from his lungs in a wet wheeze, but he twisted mid-collapse, swinging his elbow up in a vicious arc.
It connected with her ribcage, an ugly, meaty thud that folded her inward like a snapped ruler.
"You—" she hissed, staggering back a step, her breath ragged.
"Enough!" Their mother's voice cleaved through the chaos like a blade through silk. The single word froze them both mid-motion, Isabel with her fingers twisted in Hector's collar, Hector with his elbow cocked for another strike. The dining room's chandelier trembled overhead, crystal droplets shivering at the sudden silence.
The matriarch dabbed her lips with the blood-red embroidered napkin, her movements precise as a surgeon's. "We," she said, gesturing to the untouched plates with her butter knife, "are going to eat."
The blade flashed as it caught the light, pointing first to Isabel, then Hector. "I don't care if it's in silence or if I'm the only one speaking for three courses. We will have lunch. Now."
The knife embedded itself in the table with a thunk that made the silverware jump. "Or I'll send men to finish what Hector started with your precious wife."
Hector's grin split his bloody face like a crack in defective porcelain. His mother's dessert fork hit his knuckles with the accuracy of a sniper.
"Wipe that smirk off before I remove it permanently," she said, stirring her consommé with renewed calm. A pearl onion bobbed to the surface, pale as a corpse's fingertip.
"One more interruption and I'll dissolve the company before either of you can inherit so much as a paperclip. Sit down."
Isabel lowered into the chair as if her bones were made of molten glass. The velvet upholstery pricked at her skin through the ruined silk of her blouse. The soup's steam curled toward her nostrils, bone broth and thyme, something that should've been comforting.
Instead, the scent coiled in her throat like wet rope. She gripped the spoon so tight the monogrammed 'P' bit into her thumb.
Across the table, Hector licked blood from his split lip with relish. His knife screeched against the plate as he sawed into his steak, the sound vibrating up Isabel's spine like a serrated wire.
Her mother speared a pearl onion with surgical precision. "Eat," she murmured, not looking up. "You'll need your strength for what comes next."
Isabel's spoon trembled over the consommé, sending ripples skittering across the golden surface. A single drop splashed onto the linen, blooming dark, spreading, and suddenly, all she could see was Ines's blood soaking into the tiles. Did she reach the panic room? The spoon clattered against the rim.
She pressed her palm flat against the table to still the shaking. The polished mahogany vibrated with Hector's obnoxious chewing, with her mother's measured sips, with the distant pop-pop-pop of gunfire she prayed wasn't happening.
The consommé's surface trembled violently. Isabel stared at her distorted reflection, eyes too wide, lips pressed into a bloodless line, until a drop splashed onto her wrist. Scalding. She didn't flinch.
Ines had been her lifelong dream...finally having her back, finally sleeping in the same bed, married, and happy...they were finally happy. No more escape attempts, no more lies, just her and the wife she'd always wanted.
Now she didn't even know if she was alive or dead.
The soup spoon bent in Isabel's grip, its silver stem warping under her fingers. Hector smirked around a mouthful of steak, blood from his split lip staining the meat pink.
Their mother's knife scraped against porcelain as she dissected her sole with methodical precision, the sound setting Isabel's teeth on edge.
Then, abruptly, her mother stilled. Her gaze drifted past Isabel's shoulder toward the fireplace, where flames licked lazily at birch logs. Something in her expression softened, not fondness, never that, but a momentary slackening of her usual predatory calculation.
The firelight caught the hollows under her eyes, deepening the shadows until she looked almost human. Almost.
"Me and your father used to dance together," she murmured, fingers skimming the rim of her wineglass, "just there."
The glass trembled slightly as she gestured toward the Persian rug by the grand piano, its patterns worn threadbare in one particular spot. There was a fondness in her voice Isabel had never heard when talking about Papa before.
Hector froze mid-bite, steak juice dripping onto his chin. Even the guards seemed to lean in slightly, weapons forgotten for a breath.
She rarely spoke about him since his passing...and when she did, it was mostly to call him an idealistic idiot.
The idea of Mama dancing, especially with him, was so incongruous that it stole the breath from Isabel’s lungs.
The woman who had tutors flogged for teaching her children poetry instead of profit margins, who tore apart vacation itineraries if they included “frivolous” sightseeing, who had once thrown a dessert fork into Hector’s thigh for humming during dinner, this woman had swayed to music? Voluntarily?
She truly was retiring.
The realization struck Isabel like Hector’s earlier blow to her ribs. Their mother’s fingers lingered on the wineglass stem with uncharacteristic hesitance, her gaze unfocused where it fixed on that worn patch of rug. A vulnerability so alien it chilled the blood in Isabel’s veins.
Hector’s knife clattered onto his plate. "Y-you miss him?" His voice cracked like a teenager’s, the words too loud in the suffocating silence.
A bead of sweat slid down his temple, mingling with the blood from Isabel’s earlier strike. His fingers twitched toward his napkin but didn’t quite make it, hovering midair like a man reaching for a lifeline.
Their mother’s thumb traced the rim of her glass. "I do." The admission was quiet, almost lost beneath the crackle of the fireplace. Then, sharper: "The man was an idiot, but I do."
She lifted the wine to her lips, the red liquid catching the light like a wound. "He wept at operas. Once spent a fortune on some absurd marble statue because it ‘looked lonely’ in the auction house."
Isabel’s fingers uncurled from the ruined spoon. The silver clattered against the plate, but her mother didn’t flinch.
"You loved him?" Isabel asked, the words clawing up her throat like something half-drowned.
Her mother rose from the table, grabbing her cane with a hand that looked older by the minute and padded slowly back to her office door. She paused at the doorway, cane thumping against the marble.
The firelight caught the silver threading through her bun, turning each strand molten. "We would've stopped after one child if we weren't in love, Isabel."
The admission landed like a thrown knife between Hector's ruined steak and Isabel's untouched consommé.
Her mother's cane struck the marble floor with a sound like a gunshot. "Go," she said without turning, her spine straight as a guillotine blade. "See if you can salvage this disaster you call a marriage."
The office door creaked open on its own, revealing the shadowed interior where generations of Pombo's had signed death warrants and wedding contracts with the same gold fountain pen.
Isabel's chair screeched backward. Hector was already halfway to the foyer, his steak knife still clenched in one fist, until their mother's voice lashed out like a whip crack: "Not you."
He froze mid-step. The knife trembled in his grip. Their mother didn't turn from the doorway, her silhouette framed by firelight and the yawning darkness of her office beyond. "Stay and finish your lunch." Her cane tapped the marble twice.
Hector swallowed. Blood dripped from his split lip onto his collar. "Mother—"
The cane whipped out, striking his wrist with surgical precision. The steak knife clattered to the table. "Eat your lunch first," she said without turning. "Then we'll discuss what happens when you ambush your sister without my leave."
Hector cradled his wrist, blood smearing across his cuff. Isabel was already halfway to the foyer, her silk blouse fluttering like a battle standard. The guards stepped aside without prompting; their mother's cane was law.
The Bentley's engine roared to life before Isabel's stiletto hit the driveway gravel. She wrenched the door open, silk tearing further at the shoulder seam. "Punch it," she snarled, slamming the door with enough force to make the bulletproof glass tremble.
The driver didn't ask questions. Tires bit into the estate's manicured lawn as they vaulted over the fountain hedge, spraying marble cherubs with mud. Isabel clawed at her seatbelt, useless fucking thing, as the car fishtailed onto the service road.
Somewhere beneath them, beneath three layers of reinforced concrete, Ines might already be—
No. The thought snapped like a dry twig. Not possible. Not allowed.
Please God, I'll go to mass every Sunday from now on.
Please just let her be okay.
Rosaria didn't have her phone, Ines didn't own a phone...there was no way to tell how much time was passing, if it was moving at all. Eventually, Lena came out of the bathroom, not making eye contact with either woman, and went and sat in the corner, hands scrubbed raw.
Rosaria found a movie player and turned on something soft and soothing. There was a selection of them, probably hand-picked by Isabel to be comforting in case of emergencies.
The actress on-screen was saying something reassuring about love and safety and home, but Ines couldn't focus on any of it. Her fingers tapped restlessly against her thigh.
Lena sat on the floor by the door, knees drawn up to her chest, staring at her own hands.
They still trembled a little, whether from leftover adrenaline or the aftershocks of her orgasm, Ines wasn't sure. She wasn't sure what she wanted the answer to be.
Lena busied herself with smoothing her skirt, adjusting her stockings, fussing with invisible lint, anything to avoid meeting their eyes.
The flush on her cheeks wasn't fear, wasn't even shame, just the kind of quiet mortification that settled in after being caught doing something private.
Ines cleared her throat.
"Lena." The words felt thick and slow. "Do you...have your cell phone?"
Lena's fingers jerked where they'd been picking at her sleeve seam. She stared at the carpet pile, throat working.
"No, Mistress. You never gave it back to me after this morning." The admission came out puzzled, like she'd only just realized the missing weight in her pocket.
"Yes, I did. I threw it on your bed..." Ines said slowly, palms flattening against her thighs. She could still feel the weight of Lena's phone in her hand from this morning, fingers numb from clutching it too tightly after reading Rose's messages.
"Oh," Lena whispered, staring at her knees. "Oh..." Her breath hitched. "I didn't see it."
Ines pinched the bridge of her nose hard enough to bruise.
Jesus Christ, she's fucking incompetent.
The timing was catastrophic. There were armed men outside the door, and the only person who might've had a phone was sitting there having just jerked off in the bathroom like a teenager caught with porn mags.
Rosaria exhaled through her teeth and racked the slide on her pistol again. The metallic snick was punctuation enough.
The intercom buzzed.
Not the polite chirp of a doorbell, but the grating electronic squawk of a system designed to be heard through concrete. Lena jolted upright like she'd been electrocuted, her stocking seams twisting as her knees slammed against the floor.
Ines was already halfway to the panel when Rosaria's hand tapped her shoulder, gentle as a lover's warning. "Don't." The word carried the weight of cocked hammers.
"But—"
Rosaria's grip tightened on her collar before Ines could finish the protest, yanking her backward hard enough that her knees buckled. The intercom screeched again, insistent as a car alarm. Lena whimpered behind them, fingers twisting in the hem of her skirt.
"Think," Rosaria hissed, breath hot against Ines's ear. "Mistress has the biometrics. The codes. She wouldn't—” The intercom erupted into static before cutting off abruptly. "It's them, and whatever they have to say it's nothing good."
Ines froze halfway through reaching for the panel, her fingers still outstretched toward the speaker.
Rosaria's grip on her collar tightened painfully, nails digging into the soft skin beneath Ines's jaw. But it was too late; her palm already slapped against the intercom button with reflexive obedience, like a child caught stealing cookies.
The speaker crackled to life with a burst of static that made Lena yelp. Then, Julio's voice, smooth as motor oil poured over glass: ["There she is."] A wet cough. A muffled thump. ["Count them, Ines."]
Five sharp whimpers pierced the speakers—familiar voices, all household staff. Rosaria's grip on Ines's collar turned vise-tight as the first maid sobbed out her name. Maria from the kitchens.
["It's simple, you come out here bitch, and they live. You hide in there, and they die."]
The intercom transmitted the slick click of a safety being thumbed off with crystalline clarity. Ines's fingers spasmed against the speaker panel, Maria's choked sob reverberated through the bunker's sound system like a struck bell. "Please, Mistress...I have a family. I have a little gir—"
The gunshot tore through the speaker, sharp as a snapped bone. Maria's voice cut off mid-syllable, replaced by a wet gurgle and the dull thud of a body hitting concrete. Ines recoiled so violently that her skull cracked against Rosaria's collarbone.
Julio chuckled, a sound like oil draining from a wound. "Four left." The intercom hissed with labored breathing.
Ines's hands flew toward the door release. "NO!" fingernails scraping panic-swipes across the biometric pad.
The system beeped in denial. Rosaria's body hit her ribs like a sack of bricks, driving the air from her lungs as they crashed onto the panic room's plush carpet.
"Lena, help!" Rosaria's knee jammed between Ines's shoulder blades as Lena scrambled forward, her stockinged thighs clamping around Ines's kicking legs with unexpected strength.
The scent of Lena's lavender perfume mixed with sweat, overwhelming as she pressed Ines's wrists into the carpet with manicured fingers that trembled but didn't yield.
"Let me go!" Ines thrashed, her cheek grinding against fibers woven tight enough to leave burn marks. Somewhere beyond the walls, Julio laughed, a wet, phlegmy sound transmitted through the intercom's tinny speakers.
The second gunshot cracked louder than the first, followed by Teresa's scream cut short like a radio unplugged. "He's going to kill them!"
Rosaria's knee dug deeper between Ines's shoulder blades, her breath coming in short bursts through clenched teeth.
"And he'll kill you the moment you step out there," she hissed, the words hot against Ines's ear. Lena's nails bit into Ines's wrists, her thighs quivering with the effort of restraint.
The intercom crackled again, a third gunshot, a third choked-off cry. Ines bucked violently beneath them, her scream muffled by carpet fibers.
Rosaria moved before the fourth shot could land, her handgun barked once, the bullet punching through the speaker panel in a shower of sparks and shredded plastic. The silence that followed was deafening.
Ines rolled onto her side like a gutted fish, ribs heaving against the carpet pile. Sobs tore from her throat raw and jagged, not the delicate weeping of porcelain tragedy but the wet, guttural sounds of an animal caught in a leg trap.
Her palms slapped over her ears hard enough to bruise, fingernails digging into her scalp as she rocked. Somewhere beyond reinforced concrete and Kevlar, people were bleeding out in puddles of their own making because she existed. Because she breathed. Because she hadn't moved fast enough. They were dying for her.
They had families, and they were dying for her. Children would be without their mother, parents would lose their daughters...all so she could live.
She couldn't breathe. Each gasp was like swallowing broken glass, and her fingers clawed at her scalp, trying to drown out the gunshots she couldn't hear, but couldn't stop hearing.
The phantom echoes of the intercom's screams clung to her eardrums like tar. The bunker was soundproof, but her skull wasn't.
Rosaria’s pistol smoked where it had drilled through the intercom panel. The smell of burnt plastic mixed with Lena’s lavender perfume and the faint iron tang of Ines’s bitten tongue. Something warm trickled down her temple, blood or tears, she couldn’t tell.
The carpet fibers scratched her cheek raw as she rocked, knees drawn to her chest like a child after a nightmare.
Her lungs had forgotten how to expand. Each gasp came in staccato bursts, too shallow to reach her diaphragm.
The air tasted thin, rationed, as if the bunker’s oxygen supply had been cut off with the intercom. Her fingers spasmed against her scalp, nails leaving crescent moons in their wake.
Rosaria’s hands materialized on either side of her face, calloused palms bracketing her jaw with terrifying gentleness. “Breathe.” The order was a blade between her ribs. “Four seconds in.”
Ines’s vision tunneled, Rosaria’s lips moving, the pulse in her throat, the faint scar above her eyebrow she’d never noticed before. “Hold it.”
The world narrowed to the pressure of Rosaria’s thumbs against her cheekbones. “Seven out.”
Ines’s lungs rebelled, shuddering like a spooked horse. The numbers meant nothing against the phantom stench of gunpowder clinging to her sinuses.
Her fingernails found Rosaria’s wrists, digging in hard enough to draw blood, but the maid didn’t flinch. Just held her gaze, unblinking, until the next ragged inhale caught halfway up Ines’s throat and dissolved into a wet cough.
Lena hovered at the periphery, wringing her hands, until Rosaria snapped her fingers without looking.
“Ammonia. Bottom drawer.” The order cracked like a whip, and Lena scrambled toward the medical cabinet on unsteady legs, her stockings snagging on the carpet fibers.
Rosaria’s thumbs pressed harder against Ines’s cheekbones, forcing her focus. “Again.” The word was a bullet between the eyes. Ines choked on her own spit, ribs shuddering like a broken accordion.
Air scraped in, too fast, too sharp, and caught somewhere behind her breastbone, a trapped bird flailing against her ribs. The numbers dissolved. Four in? Seven out? Her pulse roared in her ears, drowning out Rosaria’s next command.
They’re dead, and it’s my fault.
The thought slithered through the cracks in her skull, winding itself around her brainstem. Maria’s unfinished plea echoed in her teeth, ‘I have a little gir— The rest lost to gunfire.
Ines’s fingernails found Rosaria’s forearms again, carving trenches through the maid’s starched sleeves.
The ammonia ampule shattered between Lena’s fingers, its acrid sting cutting through the bunker’s filtered air like a slap.
Rosaria didn’t wait; she pressed the soaked cotton to Ines’s nose with clinical precision. The world lurched sideways. Ines gagged, her spine arching off the carpet as the chemical burn punched through her sinuses and into her frontal lobe.
They’re dead, and it’s my fault.
They're dead, and it's my fault.
They're dead, and it's my fault.
The words pulsed in Ines's skull with each heartbeat, a sickening mantra drowned out only by the ammonia's chemical scream in her nostrils. Maria's unfinished plea, ‘I have a little gir——looped in the static between neurons, spliced with the wet thud of bodies hitting concrete.
She vomited, half-twisting away from Rosaria's grip, bile splattering the carpet in a shameful arc. The bunker’s filtered air carried the stench back to her instantly, acidic and raw.
Lena flinched away from the mess with a muffled whimper, her freshly scrubbed hands fluttering like startled birds. Rosaria didn’t move. Just held the ammonia-soaked cotton steady, her other hand pinning Ines’s shoulder to the floor with the unyielding weight of a tombstone.
The burn in Ines’s sinuses blurred into the sting of tears, her throat working around another sob that felt like shards of glass.
“Shh,” Rosaria murmured, not gentle, not soft, but firm as a surgeon closing a wound. “Breathe.”
Ines gasped, her ribs expanding with the first full inhale since the gunshots. The ammonia fumes still scorched her nostrils, but now they mixed with the sour tang of vomit and the iron-rich smell of Rosaria’s blood where Ines’s nails had torn through fabric and skin.
Lena hovered with a damp towel, her fingers twitching uncertainly between wiping Ines’s mouth or the bile-splattered carpet. Rosaria snatched it from her and pressed the cold cloth against Ines’s neck with one hand while the other kept the ammonia-soaked cotton in place, a grotesque parody of comfort and torture.
Ines swayed forward, forehead thudding against Rosaria’s collarbone. The starch-stiff fabric of the maid’s uniform scratched her cheek, smelling faintly of gun oil and the lavender detergent used for all household linens.
Her shoulders hitched once, twice, dry sobs that burned worse than the ammonia, before the dam broke. Hot tears bled through Rosaria’s sleeve, the fabric turning translucent where saltwater met bloodstains from Ines’s earlier clawing.
Rosaria didn’t pat her back. Didn’t murmur platitudes. Just shifted her weight to better brace them both, one hand pressing the cold towel to the nape of Ines’s neck while the other hovered near her pistol, still trained on the ruined intercom.
The ammonia ampule rolled away, its acrid ghost clinging to them like a curse.
Ines’s tears tasted of salt and gunpowder, her sobs muffled against Rosaria’s starched collar. The maid’s pulse thrummed steady beneath her cheek, a metronome counting down the seconds until the next catastrophe.
Somewhere beyond the panic room’s reinforced walls, Maria’s blood seeped into concrete cracks, Teresa’s unblinking eyes stared at flickering fluorescents, and Julio’s laughter echoed down empty hallways.
And it was all her fault.
Chapter 34: Literal Bastard
Chapter Text
Isabel had not spoken a word in nearly forty minutes. The driver kept glancing at her in the rearview mirror as he pushed the car far past anything the manufacturer ever intended, the vehicle rattling like it wanted to shed pieces across the highway.
Isabel barely felt the motion. She sat forward on the edge of the seat, hands steady but trembling inside as she counted the rounds in her revolver for the third time, lips tight as she murmured the numbers under her breath.
She had more than enough ammunition, more than enough to put down a battalion if she had to, but the calm arithmetic did nothing to quiet the rising pressure in her chest.
She should have been home. She should have been with Ines. She should never have left her behind in the first place. Ines had worried the sit-down would be a trap. God, she was right, just not about who the trap was for.
When the estate’s front gate finally came into view, Isabel leaned forward as though that would pull the car faster.
The driver slowed only enough to avoid flipping them and then cursed under his breath when the iron gate refused to respond to the security code.
Isabel reached over his shoulder, slammed her palm against the control panel again, and when the lights stayed stubbornly red, she snapped a single phrase that made the driver flinch.
“Ram it.”
He hesitated half a heartbeat, then pressed his foot down. The grille smashed into metal with a deafening impact, the gate buckled inward, and for a moment, Isabel felt weightless as the car punched through. The jolt rattled her spine, but she barely blinked. Her gaze was already fixed on the barracks ahead.
The vehicle skidded to a harsh stop, tires screeching across the courtyard stone. Isabel shoved her door open before the car had fully settled, boots hitting the ground in a bruising impact.
Something was wrong. She could feel it instantly, the wrongness hanging in the air like static. A guard was standing outside the barracks, not casually patrolling but posted, alert, his posture stiff in a way that told her he was waiting for something.
Waiting for someone. Isabel slowed only enough to study him, her fingers tightening around the grip of her revolver.
The banging started abruptly, not random pounding, but the rhythmic desperation of fists slamming against reinforced steel from inside the barracks.
Isabel's head snapped toward the sound, her pulse spiking as she processed the muffled shouts beneath the hammering. Words indistinct, but the terror in them unmistakable.
She took two steps toward the guard before her instincts screamed. His rifle came up too fast, the barrel swinging into alignment with her forehead before she could register the cold calculation in his eyes.
No hesitation. No warning. Just the lethal efficiency of a man who'd already decided she wasn't walking out of this courtyard.
Isabel's body moved before her mind caught up, her revolver clearing its holster as she pivoted sideways, the first bullet ripping past her ear close enough to scorch the scent of burnt hair into her nostrils.
Her own shot hit center mass, the guard's vest absorbing the impact with a muffled thump as his second round shattered the car's windshield behind her.
The banging inside the barracks escalated into frenzied kicking, voices now screaming her name through the steel door.
Familiar voices, her own soldiers. Isabel fired twice more, the guard's knee exploding in a spray of cartilage before his skull snapped back with the third bullet's exit wound.
She didn't watch him fall. Her fingers were already patting down his vest pockets, finding the keycard slick with his blood. The barracks door hissed open to reveal Emiliano, her head of security for twelve years, slumped against the frame, his left eye swollen shut, lips cracked from dehydration.
Behind him, eleven of her best fighters were crammed into the makeshift prison, wrists zip-tied behind their backs.
"What the fuck happened?" Isabel said, tossing Emiliano her knife. The blade flashed as he caught it one-handed, already sawing at the plastic restraints while his good eye tracked the courtyard.
"Your nephew happened," Emiliano spat, the words raw from screaming. Blood streaked his wrists where the zip ties had bitten deep. "Juilo said there was an emergency in the barracks, some bullshit about a gas leak, and the moment we walked in..."
He jerked his chin toward the crumpled guard. "He and six others knocked us out. Zip-tied us like fucking amateurs. We've been hearing gunshots from the villa since."
Isabel's revolver grew heavy in her hand. The courtyard air smelled of gunpowder and something darker, copper and scorched meat.
Behind Emiliano, her soldiers staggered free of their restraints, rubbing circulation back into their hands with grimaces that had nothing to do with physical pain. The shame of being caught off guard by their own people stung worse than plastic burns.
Juilo. That fucking worm.
She'd given him the perimeter guard post as a courtesy, Hector's bastard, her nephew with the peach fuzz mustache, the boy couldn't tell his ass from a tactical formation, but Hector had asked.
"He needs something to do," he'd said, as if a slave plantation were a place for the bastards his wife wouldn't let in the house.
And now the little shit had turned that courtesy into a coup. Her fingers tightened around the revolver grip, the metal biting into her palm.
She could still smell the cheap cologne he'd drowned himself in the morning she'd assigned him, something cloying and synthetic, the kind teenage boys bought at gas stations.
Now, there was every chance her wife lay dead by his hand. The thought hit like a gutshot. Isabel's fingers spasmed around the revolver grip, slick suddenly with sweat. Julio wasn't smart enough to do something like this himself; no, his father was pulling his strings.
"Have any of you heard anything from Ines or Rosaria?" Her voice sounded foreign to her own ears, too high, too tight.
Emiliano's good eye flickered, just once, before he shook his head. The others followed suit, hands still working at their numb wrists, avoiding her gaze like men already mourning.
One of the younger guards, Diego, opened his mouth as if to speak, then thought better of it. His Adam's apple bobbed.
Isabel exhaled through her nose, slow, controlled, but the rage burned white behind her eyelids. She turned on her heel, boots crunching gravel, and strode toward the weapons locker. The electronic lock blinked red, jammed with someone else's override codes. She didn't hesitate. Three bullets to the hinges, one to the biometric panel, and the door swung loose on ruined hydraulics.
"Full kit." She tossed Emiliano a rifle from the smoking wreckage, her voice colder than the steel in her hands. "No one kills Juilo before I do."
The weapons locker exhaled its arsenal into waiting hands, magazines clicked home, slides racked, the metallic symphony of vengeance tuning itself. Isabel didn't wait to watch them prepare.
She was already moving toward the villa, her boots kicking up gravel that stung the cheeks of the men scrambling behind her. The courtyard's ornamental fountains reflected the red emergency lights flashing across the compound, turning the water blood-colored.
Julio's voice hit her before she saw him, that same nasal whine stretched thin with panic. "Not a step closer, auntie."
The second-floor window of the east wing shattered outward as he shoved the barrel of a rifle through the broken glass. "I have your wife. Another meter and I redecorate this hallway with her skull."
Isabel froze mid-stride, her boot hovering above the cobblestone drive. Her fingers tightened around the revolver's grip, leather creaking under the pressure. Through the shattered window, she saw them, men moving like shadows in the hallway behind Julio, rifles angled downward toward them.
"He's bluffing, Mistress," Emiliano murmured beside her, low enough that his words didn't carry. His rifle was raised, stock pressed tight against his shoulder, but his finger hovered just outside the trigger guard. Waiting. Watching.
Isabel didn't lower her revolver. The barrel stayed fixed on Julio's trembling silhouette in the broken window.
"If you have her," she called up, voice cutting through the courtyard like a blade through silk, "then show her to me."
Silence. Then Julio's nervous laugh, high-pitched, reedy, before he jerked his head toward someone behind him.
Isabel felt the world narrow to the barrel of her gun, the way the iron sights trembled, no, not the sights, her hand did, a minute vibration that traveled up her arm like a live wire.
The courtyard smelled suddenly of wet earth and cordite, the scent pouring into her lungs like lead.
Julio's grin widened, his lips peeling back from teeth still uneven from childhood neglect. He leaned further out the window, sweat glistening on his upper lip.
"I would," he drawled, fingers drumming against the rifle stock, "but my boys are showing her such a good time..."
His tongue darted out to wet his lips. "You wouldn't believe how tight lesbian pussy is. Guess it's all those fingers."
The words slithered into Isabel's ears like maggots.
Julio's smirk lasted exactly as long as it took for Isabel's revolver to discharge, not at him, but at the decorative limestone cherub beside his head. The explosion of powdered stone sent him reeling backward into the hallway, his scream cutting off wetly as shrapnel peppered his face.
"Light them up!" Julio shrieked through bloody lips, and the hallway erupted in gunfire.
Isabel was already moving, her boots carving divots in the manicured lawn as she sprinted toward the villa's entrance.
Bullets chewed through the limestone façade where she'd been standing, sending marble shards stinging against her neck. She didn't look back. Emiliano and the others would follow or die trying.
The double doors splintered inward under her kick, hinges screaming like gutted animals. Gunfire echoed from the grand staircase, too high, too wild, amateurs shooting from the hip in panic.
Isabel's revolver barked twice, and two of Julio's men crumpled over the banister, their blood spattering the imported Persian rug below. The metallic stench of it mixed with cordite, thick enough to taste.
She barely cleared the foyer before the world erupted in muzzle flashes from the east corridor. Isabel threw herself behind a marble-topped console table as rounds chewed through the wallpaper where her head had been.
Gold-leaf flecked the air like toxic snow. A stray bullet shattered the glass cabinet displaying her mother's Ming dynasty vases, the ones that had survived four generations of family wars. Porcelain shards skittered across the floor toward her boots.
Three things happened simultaneously: Emiliano and the others breached the doorway behind her, laying down covering fire; Julio's panicked screaming escalated into incoherent commands from the second floor; and the grandfather clock beside her took a round straight through its mahogany belly, gears exploding outward in a shower of brass teeth.
The ruined clock face became unreadable. Isabel bared her teeth and emptied her revolver down the hallway without looking.
The explosion hit like a punch to the solar plexus, not the sharp crack of C4 but the deep, rolling groan of reinforced concrete surrendering. The entire villa shuddered, dust sifting from ceiling mouldings onto her shoulders.
It came from the east wing. The kitchen side. Where the panic room was. Where Ines had to be unless Julio's boasts were—
Isabel's revolver clicked empty. She ducked behind the shattered console as fresh gunfire raked the foyer, her fingers already reloading by muscle memory. Brass casings pinged against marble.
They were trying to breach the panic room. Which meant Julio didn't actually have Ines. Which meant she might still be—
Another explosion rocked the east wing, deeper this time, the shockwave rattling her teeth. Plaster dust snowed from the ceiling. The grandfather clock's pendulum swung wildly before detaching, crashing through what remained of the Ming vases.
Isabel didn't waste time thinking. She lunged into the smoke-choked corridor, boots slipping on blood-slick tile.
Julio's retreating footsteps echoed from the servant stairwell, too heavy, too panicked to be stealthy. He was dragging someone. The uneven thud of limp weight hitting steps every third second burned itself into Isabel's ears.
She vaulted over a fallen bookcase blocking the hallway, its contents, leather-bound first editions gifted by her brother for her birthday.
The basement door swung wide, revealing a trail of smeared blood that looked like a child had finger-painted with their dominant hand tied behind their back.
Someone was gravely injured. Someone, Julio, didn't want to leave behind but couldn't carry properly.
Isabel crouched beside the threshold, her fingers brushing fresh gouges in the oak where bullets had chewed into the frame.
The scent of cordite hung thicker here, mixed with the damp musk of the cellar and something acrid, burnt wiring from the blown-out security panel. Behind her, Emiliano's breathing hitched as he scanned the stairwell's blind corners.
The phone screen flickered where it lay half-crushed against the floor, its cracked display stubbornly glowing.
Rosaria's lock screen, some absurdly fluffy white cat mid-sneeze, frozen eternally in viral fame, blinked up at Isabel with cheerful ignorance. She slipped it into her pocket.
The explosion that followed wasn't fire and force; it was silence. A vacuum where gunfire had been, where Julio's whimpering should have been. Isabel's boots hit the basement steps just as the emergency lights failed, plunging them into a blackness so thick it felt solid.
Someone, Diego? Cursed behind her, the sound abruptly cut off as Emiliano's elbow found his ribs in the dark.
Flashlights clicked on in staggered succession, beams slicing through dust motes swirling like agitated ghosts. The first beam skittered over Julio's abandoned rifle, its strap tangled around the stair rail.
The second caught the wet sheen of fresh blood droplets sinking into old wood grain. The third illuminated the reason for the sudden silence, revealing a scene that made even Emiliano's steady hands tremble.
Six white aprons soaked crimson where they pooled around lifeless hips, lined up with military precision in front of the panic room's warped door. Each maid's hands were still bound behind her back with the same industrial zip ties Isabel had pried from her own soldiers' wrists upstairs.
Their execution had been methodical, temple shots clustered so tightly the spent casings could've been collected in a shot glass. Murdered, execution style
The panic room's reinforced steel bore the blackened scars of shaped charges, its hydraulic hinges oozing fluid like infected wounds. Someone had been very determined to get inside.
Isabel's flashlight beam trembled as it swept across the carnage, six familiar faces rendered nearly unrecognizable by close-range gunfire.
The youngest, Teresa, still wore her favorite butterfly hairclip, now dangling by a singed thread from scalp tissue turned inside out. Blood seeped between the floor tiles in intricate patterns, following grout lines like macabre irrigation.
"Fucking bastard," Isabel breathed, not a shout, not even a growl, just three syllables compressed into something denser than uranium. The words dissolved into the chemical stench of explosives and voided bowels.
Her fingers flexed around the revolver grip, the checkering imprinting itself into her palm as permanently as Julio's crimes were branding themselves behind her eyelids.
She jerked her chin toward the branching corridors without looking away from the panic room's blast-scarred door. "Fan out. Find the little prick."
Her voice didn't rise above conversational volume, but Emiliano flinched like she'd whipped him. "I want him alive long enough to regret being born."
The men dispersed with the quiet efficiency of professionals who understood exactly what "alive long enough" meant.
Their flashlight beams fractured down servant stairwells and storage corridors, sweeping over wine racks and the abandoned gardening tools Julio's men must have used to breach the secondary doors.
Isabel knelt in the congealing blood, fingers flying across the panic room's auxiliary keypad, the one hidden behind a false tile for exactly this scenario.
Her hands left smeared red fingerprints on the stainless steel as she bypassed the blown hydraulics. The override codes, changed weekly, tasted like salt and copper on her tongue. Three failed attempts.
On the fourth, the door's surviving mechanisms groaned like a dying animal, its warped frame scraping inward just enough to reveal darkness and the scent of ammonia-soaked rags.
"Baby, it's me!" Isabel didn't recognize her own voice, hoarse, cracking on the endearment she'd never used in public.
The beam of her flashlight carved a trembling path through the gloom, catching first on the overturned medical kit, then the shattered IV stand, before illuminating the figure coiled in the farthest corner, covered in dust and plaster.
Ines launched forward, not gracefully; her knee gave way halfway, but Isabel caught her against her chest, inhaling the sour tang of vomit and ammonia tangled in her wife's curls.
Ines's fingers dug into her shoulders, nails finding purchase through the fabric, her entire body trembling with the aftershocks of adrenaline.
Rosaria's silhouette materialized from the shadows, her uniform torn at the collar, blood smeared across her cheek like war paint.
She still held the ammonia salts, fingers white-knuckled around the shattered vial. "They blew the outer door," she rasped, voice raw from shouting orders or screaming, Isabel couldn't tell which.
Ines's grip tightened convulsively around Isabel's ribs, her breath hitching in a way that had nothing to do with physical pain.
"He...he killed them all," she gasped against Isabel's neck, the words vibrating through her collarbones. "Just lined them up and—" Her voice shattered into silent tremors, her fingers twisting the fabric of Isabel's shirt into desperate knots.
Isabel pressed her lips against Ines's temple, where sweat and plaster dust had formed a brittle paste. She tasted salt, gunpowder, the metallic ghost of tears. "It's okay, dove, it's over. I'm here."
The lie settled between them like a shared wound. Nothing was over. Julio was still loose in the house, the staff lay slaughtered, and the panic room's ruined door yawned open behind them like a scream.
But she said it anyway, smoothing her hand down Ines's spine in slow, firm strokes, as if she could physically compress the tremors back under her wife's skin.
Then the gunshot tore through the silence.
Isabel didn't register the pain at first, just the wet impact against her ribs, the way Ines's fingers spasmed against her back. A warm trickle slid down her side.
She coughed, and the metallic taste flooded her tongue before she saw the splatter of red on Ines's collarbone. They looked down in unison at the blooming stain, vivid as rose petals on fresh snow.
"NO!" Ines's scream shredded her throat, hands scrambling to press against the wound as Isabel's knees buckled. The gunshot's echo still reverberated when Emiliano's rifle barked once, twice, three times, each shot punctuated by Julio's shriek from the wine cellar archway.
The flashlight beams swung wildly, illuminating Julio's stumbling retreat, one arm dangling uselessly, his other hand clutching a revolver slick with his own blood.
Isabel felt warmth seeping through her fingers, marveled at how much darker arterial blood looked in flashlight beams compared to the burgundy pooling around the maids. Funny thing to notice while bleeding out.
Ines's panicked breathing gusted against her cheek, too fast, too shallow, her wife's fingers frantically patting Isabel's pockets until the cracked phone tumbled into Rosaria's waiting grasp.
"Stay with me!" Ines snarled, the command cracking halfway through. Her thumbs pressed hard below Isabel's ribs, the pain white-hot and perfect, because pain meant alive.
Rosaria was already dialing, the cracked phone screen smearing under bloody fingers. "Ambulance is eight minutes out," she said, voice too calm, the kind of calm that came right before screaming.
Isabel blinked slowly at the ceiling, fascinated by how the flashlight beams made the cobwebs glow like tinsel.
The pain was a distant throb now, which was probably bad. Ines's face swam into view, her mascara streaked with plaster dust and tears, lips moving soundlessly.
"Dove," Isabel murmured. Her tongue felt thick, sluggish. "Look at me."
She reached up, when had her hand gotten so cold? And traced the smudged eyeliner under Ines's left eye with her thumb. "I love you."
Ines's lips twisted into something between a snarl and a sob. "Don't you fucking say that like it's goodbye," Her voice broke as Isabel's fingers trailed down her cheek, leaving a sticky red streak.
The darkness encroached in pulsing waves, each ebb dragging Isabel further from consciousness. She clung to the sensation of Ines's hands pressing against the wound, the sharp sting anchoring her, even as the world dissolved into fractured impressions, she focused on the beautiful green eyes in front of her, blown wide with panic. In terms of ways to die, in the arms of her loving wife...there were worse ways to go.
"Don't you fucking die on me," Ines snarled, but the words wavered, her voice breaking midway through. "Not after everything we've been through. You promised you'd never leave me." Her thumbs dug deeper into the wound, eliciting a gasp from Isabel that sent fresh scarlet bubbling between her fingers.
Isabel's chuckle was wet, a red-flecked exhale. "Rosaria...she doesn't remarry, you hear me." Her fingers twitched against Ines's knee, weak but deliberate.
Rosaria snapped her head toward them at the sound of her name, but Ines did not look away from Isabel. She shook her violently, as if she could rattle life back into her lungs.
"Stop talking like that," Ines said, voice shredding on the edges. "You are going to the hospital, they are going to fix you, and then I am never letting you leave my sight again, do you understand me?"
Her breath hitched, and one of her hands slid for a moment, slippery with blood, before she forced it back into place with a desperate, shaking press that made Isabel let out a strangled sound. "Hold on. Please. Please."
Isabel felt the world contract into a small, trembling point, like her consciousness was narrowing through a paper funnel. She could sense every beat of her heart, each one a violent splash of heat against Ines’s palms.
Her vision blurred around the edges, light smearing into comet trails. Ines leaned down so close that her hair brushed Isabel’s cheek, the strands sticking to the blood along her jaw.
She smelled like sugar from the icing she had been making and soot from the gunpowder lingering in the air.
Isabel wanted to bury her face in her shoulder and rest, just for a moment. Rest would be so easy.
Somewhere down the corridor, a siren began to wail in the distance, faint but rising, cutting through the night like the first breath after drowning.
Rosaria looked toward the sound, her chest deflating with a shudder of relief. "They are close. One minute, maybe two."
Isabel heard the siren too, though it sounded muffled, as if underwater. She blinked slowly, her vision narrowing again, collapsing into a dark tunnel lit only by the reflection of the flashlight on Ines’s wet cheeks.
She felt her fingers twitch, searching for Ines’s hand, finding it only after brushing blindly across her forearm. Ines grabbed her immediately, squeezing so tight Isabel felt the pressure even through the numbness creeping up her arm.
"You are going to be fine," Ines whispered, but her voice cracked halfway through the sentence. "You have to be. You have to come back to me."
Isabel tried to answer, but the effort felt heavy, monumental. She let her head rest against Ines’s shoulder.
She could hear her heartbeat through the fabric, fast and frantic like a trapped bird. Comforting. Intimate. Too easy to drift toward.
Her eyes fluttered shut.
And Ines’s scream tore through the entire Villa.
Chapter 35: Slumber Party
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Ines sat hunched forward in the hard plastic chair, elbows on her knees, fingers interlaced so tightly her knuckles had turned white. She had been there long enough for the overhead lights to flicker through another cycle, long enough for the dried blood plastered on her shirt and under her nails to turn the color of rust.
Every passing minute scraped at her nerves. The hospital waiting room smelled of antiseptic and recycled air, and every time a pair of shoes clicked across the linoleum her head jerked up, expecting news, dreading it, needing it.
Rosaria paced near the far wall, arms crossed so tightly it looked like she was trying to hold her ribs together. She had argued with two security officers already, refusing to let them separate them from Isabel. Both had walked away after hearing her family name, eyes down, backs stiff with unease.
The double doors finally opened. A doctor stepped through with a clipped, exhausted expression, his surgical cap still crooked, his gloves removed, but his hands stained faintly purple where the disinfectant had soaked into his skin.
His gaze found Ines immediately. He seemed to straighten himself before speaking, as if bracing for impact.
["Ms. Pombo,"] he said, clearing his throat. ["Your wife survived surgery. We placed her in a medically induced coma. She lost a significant amount of blood and required both transfusions and vascular repair. She is stable for the moment, but extremely fragile. The next twenty-four hours will be critical. You need to understand that this is going to be a long recovery. She might be unconscious for—"]
"Allow me to translate, Mistress," Rosaria said, cutting him off.
Ines's fingers twitched, a microscopic flinch, before she raised her head. "No," she said, the syllable sharp as broken glass.
"I understood him." She watched, detached, as Rosaria's brows lifted, the way her lips parted slightly before pressing into a thin line. The flicker of surprise in her dark eyes was almost satisfying. Almost.
She was going to have to come clean eventually, but more so than anything...she didn’t want people talking around her, or snide comments made by people thinking she didn’t understand, not now. Not when it's Isabel’s health being talked about.
The doctor shifted his weight, glancing between them, oblivious to the silent detonation that had just occurred. Blood loss. Coma. Critical. The words bounced around Ines's skull like stray bullets.
Ines was already moving.
She brushed past him without a word, ignoring his startled protest and the clipboard she nearly knocked out of his hands. Rosaria followed close behind, her steps quick and heavy.
The doctor called after them that it was not permitted, but no one stopped them. No one wanted to.
Ines reached the door of Isabel’s room and pushed it open with shaking hands. The lights inside were soft and low, humming quietly like they were afraid of disturbing her. Isabel lay on the bed, surrounded by machinery that beeped in slow, steady intervals.
The ventilator tube was secured at the corner of her mouth, lifting and lowering her chest with mechanical precision. A wide bandage was wrapped around her ribs, thick enough that Ines could see the faint outline of where the wound had been packed.
Her face looked too pale for someone who had always seemed carved from warm sunlight, and the shadows under her eyes were deep enough that Ines felt physically ill looking at them. Her lips were cracked, her hair swept back on the pillow by some nurse who had no idea how Isabel liked her hair.
One of her arms lay along her side with an IV taped into the crook of her elbow, the line pulsing with clear fluid.
Ines approached the bed, her breath trembling. She reached for Isabel’s hand, surprised by how cool the skin was, not icy, just cool enough that it made her fumble for warmth with both palms.
She brought the hand up and kissed the knuckles, slow and reverent, letting her lips linger as if she could breathe life into the stillness. Then she lowered her forehead until it rested lightly against the back of Isabel’s hand.
Her shoulders shook, though no sound left her. Tears soaked into the sheet.
She stayed like that for hours. Rosaria sat in the corner, keeping silent watch, occasionally leaving to argue with someone in the hallway and then returning without speaking.
Nurses came and went, changing fluids, checking monitors, speaking softly. Ines did not move except to tighten her grip on Isabel’s hand whenever a machine beeped too loudly.
When the clock on the wall neared midnight, a young nurse stepped into the room and hesitated before approaching. She cleared her throat softly, holding a clipboard like a fragile shield. Her voice was gentle, but her smile was tight with nerves.
["I am sorry, but visiting hours ended a few hours ago. I will need you both to step out until morning. I can show you to the waiting area."]
Ines raised her head slowly and turned toward her. Her eyes were swollen and red and terrifyingly focused.
"No," she said.
The nurse blinked. ["Ma’am, I understand, but hospital policy says—"]
Ines looked to Rosaria. Only that. No words. But the order she was giving was clear.
Rosaria stood, smoothing her apron with one deliberate pull. Her expression unfolded into something calm, polite, and ice-cold, the kind of smile that made a person realize they were suddenly on the wrong side of a boundary they did not know existed.
["We are not leaving,"] Rosaria said, her voice soft enough that it almost did not reach the doorway.
["We are not moving an inch. You will inform whoever needs informing that this room is occupied by someone whose family outranks your visiting hours. You will put your clipboard down and walk right back out that door. If you cannot handle that, then you can fetch someone who can. My Mistress will not be disturbed again."]
The nurse opened her mouth, closed it, glanced between them, and saw something in their faces that made her swallow hard. She nodded once, stiff and quick, and excused herself without another sound.
The door clicked shut behind her.
Ines did not look away from Isabel for even a moment. She slid her chair closer until her knee touched the side of the bed and she intertwined her fingers with Isabel’s again.
"You stay with me," she whispered. "I am not going anywhere. You hear me."
The silence stretched long enough for Rosaria's footsteps to fade down the hallway before returning with the soft scuff of rubber soles against linoleum.
Ines didn't look up when the smell of warm bread and roasted chicken cut through the sterile air, nor when Rosaria draped a thick wool blanket over her shoulders. The fabric smelled faintly of cedar, Isabel's scent, and that nearly broke her.
"You must eat, Mistress." Rosaria placed the takeout container on the bedside tray with deliberate precision, nudging it just within reach. Steam curled from under the cardboard lid. "She would skin me alive if I let you waste away."
Ines's nails bit crescents into Isabel's limp palm. "Eat?" The word splintered into a jagged laugh.
"Are we even safe? What's stopping her brother from sending more goons to gun us down?" Her gaze darted to the door's reinforced hinges, hospital grade, not bulletproof. "Isabel's in a coma. There's no one to run the estate, no one to keep us safe!" The plastic chair shrieked as she lurched forward, elbows on knees. "We are fucked, Rosaria."
Rosaria's thumb tapped twice against her holstered sidearm, a nervous tic Ines had never seen before. "Mistress, you are in charge..."
Ines whipped her head up, eyes wild. "Me?" The word ricocheted through the room. "I don't know the first thing about—"
"You were trained on how to run the estate," Rosaria cut in, voice low and urgent as she leaned down, casting a shadow over the hospital bed. "Not in an emergency, but you are the only one who can right now."
Her fingers flexed around her holster strap, betraying the tension her face refused to show. "Every guard, every soldier, every maid still breathing is waiting for orders. From you."
Ines stared at their intertwined hands, hers trembling, Isabel's unnervingly still, until the IV stand's reflection warped in her tear-blurred vision.
Training sessions flashed through her mind: Isabel guiding her through account books at the antique desk, Rosaria drilling her on protocol in the halls.
She pressed the heels of her hands against her eyes, hard enough to see starbursts, letting the pressure drown out the ventilator's rhythmic hiss. She didn't know anything about running the actual plantation.
She had been trained in all aspects of indoor oversight. Not guard rotations and duties. Did they even have men left to supervise the plantation? Did they have maids left for indoors?
Her breath hitched when she pulled her hands away, the world swam back into focus, Isabel's still form, and the ceiling above them. The scent of antiseptic and old coffee. The stale air-conditioning chilling the sweat at her temples.
"Tell me," Ines whispered, staring straight ahead, "how many of ours are left?"
Rosaria exhaled through her nose. "A handful of maids. A dozen guards." She hesitated, a rarity, before adding, "Several maids died during the attack. And out of fear...several have resigned."
Ines closed her eyes. The numbers painted a grim picture. The estate was hemorrhaging staff, and the ones who remained were either too loyal or too terrified to flee.
She imagined the empty hallways, the unpolished silver, the beds left unmade, all the small signs of a household unraveling.
Rosaria shifted her weight, the leather of her holster creaking softly. "The guards who stayed are loyal to Isabel personally. They won't abandon post. But morale is...fragile."
Ines swallowed against the dryness in her throat. "Double their pay." The words tasted unfamiliar, like biting into unripe fruit.
"Now. And tell the gardeners..." She hesitated, staring at the IV line where it disappeared under the tape on Isabel's wrist. "Tell them not to come in any longer."
Rosaria's breath hitched almost imperceptibly. "Mistress?"
"Do it." Ines didn't recognize her own voice, flat, final, the kind of tone that made servants flinch. She traced the ridge of Isabel's knuckles with her thumb, counting each ridge like a rosary bead. "The gardeners are targets out in the fields. Get them off the property before anyone else dies."
The silence stretched long enough for the cardiac monitor to cycle twice before Rosaria bowed her head. "I'll inform them."
She reached for her phone, hesitantly. "Should I check on Lena? We left her to coordinate cleanup."
Ines's fingers tightened around Isabel's. The words clean up conjured images she couldn't unsee: boot prints on polished marble, bleach erasing bloodstains in the foyer, the particular way corpses stiffen when left too long on tile.
"Yes," she said, too quickly. "Tell her to burn anything that can't be scrubbed, notify the families of the dead."
Rosaria hesitated at the doorframe, silhouetted against the fluorescent hallway lights. For a second, Ines thought she might argue about protocol, about practicality, but then her phone was already at her ear, the dial tone barely audible before she stepped out and pulled the door shut behind her with a soft click.
Ines leaned her head against Isabel's hand, kissing her knuckles once more as tears stained her cheeks.
"We both know I can't do this. I’m not strong enough." The confession tasted bitter, lodged somewhere between her ribs like shrapnel. She pressed her forehead harder against Isabel's skin, as if the pressure might somehow transmit the words directly into her bloodstream, bypassing the coma altogether.
"You trained me for dinner parties," Her breath hitched. "Not body counts. Not war."
The ventilator hissed its rhythmic reply, indifferent to her crumbling resolve. Somewhere beyond the door, a cart rattled past, wheels squeaking against linoleum.
Normal hospital sounds. Normal people living normal lives. Not a mob wife suddenly on the losing side of a war.
Isabel’s pulse fluttered weakly beneath her fingertips, a fragile reassurance. Ines traced the veins mapping her wife’s wrist, blue highways under too-pale skin, memorizing each branching path like she could will them to pump stronger.
Rosaria returned with the sharp click of heels, the scent of gunpowder clinging to her knuckles. "The guards are positioned," she murmured, nudging a steaming cup of tea into Ines's line of sight.
The porcelain clinked against the tray, Isabel’s favorite set, the one painted with violets.
Ines didn’t touch the cup. "They captured Julio?" The question hung between them like a blade on a hair-thin wire.
Rosaria’s silence was answer enough, the slight tightening of her jaw, the way her fingers curled inward before relaxing again. "Alive," she confirmed, voice low. "Bleeding, but breathing." She hesitated, then added, "They’re waiting for your word about what to do with him."
Ines’s thumb stilled against Isabel’s wrist. The word alive reverberated in her skull, an echo of possibilities too dark to voice. She could picture Julio now, bound in the cellar, the same one where he’d dragged those maids, his shirt crusted with blood.
The image should have satisfied her. It didn’t. It fueled a fury in her. He still drew breath while her wife was fighting for her life.
Rosaria’s fingers twitched toward her holster.
Ines didn’t look up. The steam from the untouched tea curled into the space between them, ghostly fingers dissipating against the fluorescent glare.
She traced the rim of the cup, feeling the heat sting her fingertips, Isabel’s cup, Isabel’s violets, Isabel’s blood still crusted under her nails. Julio’s breathing, somewhere in the dark.
"He only needs to live long enough for me to talk to him," she murmured.
The teacup shattered against the wall before Ines even realized she'd thrown it. Porcelain shards skittered across the floor, violets broken into sharp, wet fragments. Rosaria didn’t flinch. The tea left a dark stain blooming down the hospital wall like a fresh bruise.
Ines flexed her fingers, watching the tremor in her own hands with detached curiosity. The rage felt foreign in her ribs, too hot, too jagged, nothing like the controlled burn of Isabel’s fury.
Hers was a wildfire with no direction, scorching everything in its path. Including herself.
Rosaria hadn’t moved. She eyed the mess of porcelain shards and steaming tea with the same detached assessment she’d give a battlefield. “I’ll have it cleaned.”
Ines barely registered the words. Her gaze had already drifted back to Isabel’s face, searching for any flicker of movement beneath closed eyelids that never came. The silence stretched, punctuated only by the rhythmic hiss of the ventilator.
Two days blurred together like smeared ink on wet paper. Ines barely remembered any of it. Nurses changed shifts. Guards padded silently in and out of the hallway. Rosaria stood watch like some sleepless gargoyle carved from tension and devotion. But Ines moved only when she had to.
She ate bites of whatever Rosaria forced between her fingers, drank only when her head began to swim from dehydration, and slept in fractured, shallow bursts with her forehead pressed against Isabel’s arm.
Every time a machine beeped irregularly, she jerked awake in a panic, choking on her own breath, heart lurching violently enough that Rosaria more than once gripped her shoulders to steady her.
The hospital staff had stopped trying to enforce anything. The nurse who had nearly challenged them on the first night now avoided the room entirely. Other nurses entered only with Rosaria’s permission.
A senior physician arrived once with an administrator ready to discuss liability, but the moment he recognized the family name, he excused himself with stiff formality. No one spoke of visiting hours again.
By the end of the second day, Ines’s body felt hollow, stretched thin like parchment left too close to a flame. Her hands trembled constantly now, an involuntary twitch she tried to hide by clasping Isabel’s fingers tighter.
She could not remember the last time she had blinked without grit scratching her eyes. The room smelled of antiseptic and machine heat and fear in its slowest, most suffocating form.
On the morning of the third day, the doctor returned with a chart held tight against his chest, moving carefully like someone approaching a wounded animal.
He updated them quietly. Isabel remained stable. Not improved, not declining. Suspended. As if trapped somewhere between life and oblivion.
Rosaria asked the clinical questions. Ines listened without listening, tracing the cold half-moons beneath Isabel’s lashes, comparing them to the way they crinkled when she laughed. She wondered if she would ever see them crinkle again.
When the door closed behind the doctor, leaving behind a thin scent of latex and worry, Rosaria turned to speak. But Ines’s voice came first.
“Is she stable enough to travel?”
Rosaria froze. “Mistress…?”
Ines straightened with a slow stiffness, like her bones had been soaked in concrete. For the first time in two days, she peeled herself away from Isabel long enough to look at Rosaria directly.
Her voice was quiet, but the kind of quiet that meant she had already made the choice long before she said it aloud.
“I want her moved home. To our infirmary.”
Rosaria’s brows pulled tight, a flicker of conflict flashing across her features so quickly that Ines almost missed it. “Transporting her now would be risky. Hospitals have equipment that the villa does not.”
Ines shook her head once, sharply. “Then buy the equipment. We have more men at the villa. More protection. If someone tries again, they will not get this close.” She looked down at Isabel’s bandaged side.
The tape, the gauze. The rise and fall of her chest tied to a machine rather than her breath. “She is vulnerable here. And I cannot run the estate from here.”
Rosaria opened her mouth to argue, then closed it again. Logic warred with loyalty behind her eyes. When she finally spoke, her voice was low.
“You’re afraid the hospital is not secure enough.”
“I am afraid,” Ines said slowly, “of everything.” Her throat tightened. She swallowed hard, forcing the words through the constriction. “I won’t let her stay where I cannot protect her.”
The admission cracked something open in the air between them. A kind of surrender and a kind of resolve, fused so tightly together that neither could be separated.
Rosaria exhaled. “Then we will make preparations.”
But Ines wasn’t finished.
“And Rosaria… call Dr. McKay. Tell her to meet us at the villa.”
Rosaria blinked. That flicker of surprise again. “Dr. McKay? You want her brought there?”
“Yes.” Ines’s gaze drifted to Isabel’s pale lips. “I want her overseeing everything. She doesn’t leave Isabel’s side unless she has to.”
Rosaria nodded once, slowly, the weight of the order settling into her posture. “I will contact her immediately.”
Ines turned back to Isabel, brushing a thumb across the back of her wife’s hand, cold and motionless and impossibly fragile.
The machines beeped steadily, the ventilator hissed, and Ines leaned in close enough that her lips brushed Isabel’s knuckles.
“We’re going home,” she whispered. “You’re not staying here another night.”
Behind her, Rosaria was already dialing, her voice low and clipped. Guards shifted in the hallway. Somewhere downstairs, engines rumbled to life as preparations started moving in silent urgency.
Isabel would not be left in the hands of strangers again.
The convoy rolled through the broken gate like a funeral procession. The iron bars still hung crooked where the SUV had torn them off their hinges, one corner scraping the gravel with a shrill metallic drag that made Ines flinch.
Floodlights mounted hastily along the drive buzzed against the early evening haze, throwing harsh white over the ruined façade of the villa. Bullet holes pocked the cream stucco like a rash of blackened stars. Several windows on the second floor gaped open without glass, their jagged edges glittering faintly.
The front steps were still stained from the struggle, dark streaks Rosaria promised to have scrubbed, but there had not been time. Not nearly enough time.
As the gurney was rolled from the ambulance into the foyer, Ines kept one hand pressed to the side rail, close enough that her knuckles brushed the thin hospital blanket draped over Isabel.
She followed step for step as the paramedics guided the wheels down the long corridor. The air smelled faintly of bleach over dust and gunpowder, the mixture sharp enough to sting her eyes.
Every servant they passed along the hall kept their heads bowed low, part respect and part fear, as though the sight of their unconscious mistress was something sacred or dangerous to witness.
The infirmary lights were already on. Dr. McKay stood inside in blue scrubs beneath an unbuttoned coat, her hair pulled back with the precision of someone who had been awake for far too long.
Two monitors beeped steadily beside the cleared medical bed, and an IV stand had already been prepared with labeled packets. She did not greet Ines with pleasantries.
She stepped immediately toward Isabel and helped the paramedics transfer her onto the padded medical bed, checking the lines, the bandages, the ventilator connection with swift and unbroken concentration.
Ines stood beside the bed, hands curled so tightly at her sides that her nails bit crescents into her palms. She watched the doctor’s fingers work, watched the slow mechanical rise of Isabel’s chest, watched the slight tremble beneath the dressing whenever a monitor recalibrated.
McKay murmured updates under her breath, half to herself and half outward, confirming vitals, adjusting sedation, making notes in a clipped tone.
Only when Isabel was fully settled did the doctor glance at Ines. “She held through transport better than I expected. Her pressure is stable. She is deeply sedated but still responsive to stimulation. That is good.”
Her voice softened a fraction. “You can sit with her now. Let her know she’s home.”
The words almost undid her. Ines stepped closer, sliding into the chair placed at the bedside. She took Isabel’s hand carefully, mindful of the IV line, and pressed her lips to the back of it.
The skin was warm but not warm enough, a manufactured warmth from blankets and machinery rather than from Isabel herself. She rested her forehead against their joined hands, breathing slowly, trying to anchor herself to the steady rhythm of the ventilator.
I brought you home, she thought. You are safe here. You are safe with me. She wished the words could be spoken into Isabel’s skin and absorbed like medicine.
She had barely been seated for two minutes when Rosaria appeared in the doorway, posture rigid, face unreadable. She stepped quietly to Ines’s side and waited for permission to speak.
Ines straightened, reluctant to let go of Isabel’s hand, but she lifted her head enough to look up.
“What is it?” Her voice was raw, scraped thin by exhaustion.
Rosaria folded her hands behind her back. “The staff has gathered in the foyer. They are shaken and uncertain after the attack. They would like to hear from you, Mistress. They want to know the situation. And they want to know that you are in command.”
The last words landed with a soft heaviness. In command. As if anyone in the villa had dared to question it. As if doubt could grow like mold in the cracks left behind by violence.
Ines closed her eyes briefly, gathering herself. She brushed her thumb along Isabel’s knuckles before she stood.
Her legs trembled from lack of sleep. Rosaria stepped forward as though ready to catch her if she swayed, but Ines steadied herself with a slow breath.
She leaned down one last time and kissed Isabel’s cheek, a soft, lingering press of her lips. “I will be back in a moment,” she whispered. “I promise.”
Then she turned to Rosaria and nodded once, her face shifting into the cold stillness she had watched her mother wield so effortlessly. Something old and inherited settled back into her shoulders.
“Take me to them.”
The foyer smelled of lemon polish. Every servant stood at attention in crisp black uniforms, maids with hands clasped at their aprons, gardeners with hats clutched to chests, guards still flecked with dried mud from patrolling the perimeter. Their collective breath hitched when Ines rounded the corner, her footsteps echoing unnaturally loud in the hushed space.
"You must project strength, Mistress," Rosaria whispered in her ear before stepping back. The words carried the weight of a blade being slid into its sheath, final, irrevocable. Ready to translate for staff who didn't speak English.
Ines felt the silence press against her like a physical force. Dozens of pairs of eyes tracked the movement of her fingers as she smoothed nonexistent wrinkles from her cardigan, slow, deliberate, the way Isabel would have done it. The air tasted of lemon and gunpowder, sharp enough to make her tongue ache.
"Mistress Isabel will wake," she said, and the words didn't sound like hers at all, too steady, too sure. A murmur rippled through the staff like wind through wheat. "But until she does, I will hold this home together with my bare hands if I must."
She stepped forward, letting her shoes click against marble still pocked from bullets. She could feel Rosaria's approval at her back, the way the guards straightened minutely at the edges of her vision.
"In two hours," Ines continued, watching a kitchen maid's fingers tighten around her apron strings, "every staff member will receive a month's wages in advance." The murmurs this time carried weight.
"Those who wish to leave may do so tonight without consequence." She let that linger, then added quietly, "Those who stay will answer directly to me. Those who stay, pay will be doubled."
Rosaria's exhale was almost imperceptible, not quite disagreement, but surprise sharp enough to taste.
Ines didn't look at her. She focused on the head gardener's cracked fingernails, the dirt still caked beneath them from when he'd been pulled from repairing the south hedges to stand here. His throat worked silently.
"Gardeners," she said, and her voice didn't waver, "I apologize, but we won't be needing your services for a while."
The words tasted like bile. The estate grounds had been Isabel's pride, the violets her signature. "Go home. Stay with your families. Seek other work."
The oldest among them, a man with knuckles like gnarled roots, swallowed hard. His gaze flickered toward the boarded-up conservatory windows, where Isabel had once knelt in the dirt beside him, laughing as she transplanted seedlings with her bare hands. "Mistress Ines—"
"I cannot protect you out there," she interrupted softly, gesturing toward the shattered front doors where light spilled across ruined marble. "And I will not bury more staff if I can help it." The gardeners exchanged glances like fallen leaves trembling before a storm. Someone sniffled near the back.
The oldest gardener, his name was Emilio, she remembered now, stepped forward with his cap crushed between calloused hands. His voice cracked like old wood. "We have families, Mistress. What will we do without our jobs?"
Ines exhaled through her nose, slow and controlled. She'd known this would come. Had practiced it against the hospital wall while Isabel's ventilator pumped oxygen into still lungs. Her answer emerged polished as gunmetal. "You'll each be paid three months' wages."
A shocked breath rippled through the foyer, far more generous than severance. Emilio's fingers spasmed around his cap. He'd spent thirty years pruning hedges to military precision, hands shaking now not from age but the realization that this was goodbye.
Ines watched his throat bob, once, twice, before he bent at the waist in a bow so deep his spine audibly protested. "Gracias, Mistress," he rasped. The other gardeners followed suit, caps pressed to hearts, shoulders trembling.
Most shuffled toward the doors with their heads down, toward waiting cars. But three lingered near the rear staircase, broad-shouldered young men who'd spent years hauling fertilizer bags heavier than most men. Their boots scuffed the marble as they exchanged glances.
"Forgive me, Mistress," said the tallest. His knuckles whitened around his crumpled cap. "But if we're not tending the roses... can we stand guard instead?"
Ines blinked. Beside her, Rosaria made a noise like a gear clicking into place.
Emiliano shifted his weight, boots scraping against bullet-chewed marble. He hadn't spoken since the convoy arrived, standing sentinel by the infirmary door with his rifle slung low. Now his fingers flexed around the grip, tendons standing stark against his dark skin.
["Could use the men,"] he said, voice gravel-dry. His eyes flicked to the gardeners' hands. Broad palms calloused from pruning shears, fingers thick enough to snap a man's windpipe bare-handed. ["Especially ones who know the grounds."]
"That would be helpful, thank you," Ines said, and the words tasted like surrender, not the weak kind, but the kind that acknowledged she was standing in the wreckage of something far larger than herself.
His shoulders relaxed fractionally; his grip on the cap loosening as if he'd been braced for refusal. Behind him, the other two gardeners exchanged glances that spoke of relief and something sharper, something like determination.
The youngest maid, barely nineteen, still clutching a feather duster, stepped forward before she could stop herself. "Are we safe here?"
The question hung in the air like gun smoke. Her knuckles had gone white around the duster handle. "With Mistress Isabel...like that. And the men who came—"
Ines felt the answer clawing its way up her throat. No, none of us are safe, but Isabel's training surfaced like muscle memory. Rosaria's instruction to project strength made her lie.
She reached out and pressed two fingers beneath the girl's chin, lifting it gently until their eyes met. "The villa is mine now," she lied smoothly, tasting the metallic falseness on her tongue. "And I do not lose what is mine." She said, doing her best Isabel impression.
The staff exhaled collectively, shoulders relaxing. She watched relief trickle through them like poison working in reverse. Only Rosaria remained rigid, her gaze burning a hole through Ines's spine where the truth festered, that every word was a performance, that the estate was a dying beast she'd been handed with no instructions on how to stop its bleeding.
Ines withdrew her fingers from the maid's chin. The girl's pulse fluttered against her fingertips like a trapped bird. "Those staying, report to Rosaria for reassignment by dawn," she said, turning toward the staircase where bullet holes still marred the banister.
She had taken exactly three steps toward the infirmary when Lena materialized from the shadowed archway leading to the kitchens, her tablet clutched in both hands like a shield. The screen glowed faintly blue, illuminating the dark circles beneath her eyes.
"Mistress," Lena said, stepping neatly into her path, her voice crisp despite the exhaustion lining her face.
"The perimeter gate still needs to be repaired. The kitchen staff requires direction on ration schedules, and security wants approval for shift rotations." She tapped the tablet once, a spreadsheet flashing briefly. "Also, Dr. McKay left instructions regarding medical supply requisitions that require your signature."
Ines stared at her, fingers twitching toward the infirmary door just beyond Lena's shoulder. The hum of monitors leaked through the crack beneath it, a fragile reassurance that Isabel still breathed. "All of this can wait," she said, but the words lacked conviction even to her own ears.
Lena didn't budge. "It really needs to be done, Mistress." Her thumb tapped the tablet's edge, once, twice. "There are... arrangements. For when Hector retaliates." She hesitated, then pivoted toward the east wing with a sweep of her arm that was more plea than invitation. "Please let Dr McKay handle Mistress."
The office door groaned when Ines pushed it open, the scent of Isabel's perfume clinging faintly to the room. Papers still lay scattered across the desk where Isabel had left them, maps marked with her brother's territory, supply inventories half-erased and rewritten, a ledger open to payroll.
The office felt colder than the rest of the house, as if the damage outside had seeped through the walls and settled into the air. Ines sat behind Isabel’s desk, the leather chair far too large and swallowing her spine until she forced herself upright.
The lamp cast a weak amber circle over the chaos Isabel had left behind, scrawled notes, misaligned stacks of invoices, surveillance printouts with red pen slashed through them.
It smelled faintly of her perfume beneath the dust, the kind of soft sandalwood that clung to wrists and hair long after she left a room. The scent twisted something sharp and tender in Ines’s ribs.
Lena placed the tablet in front of her with the careful precision of someone laying down a scalpel. Rosaria leaned against the wall by the window, arms crossed, her posture deceptively relaxed.
The faint shimmer of sweat along her forearms betrayed her tension. Outside, through the cracked blinds, the courtyard lights flickered once, recovering from the earlier outage. Shattered glass still glittered at the base of the fountain.
“Start with the essentials,” Rosaria said quietly, eyes tracking the way Ines’s shoulder dipped under invisible weight. “Short-term security. Infrastructure. Payroll.”
Lena tapped the corner of her tablet. “The front gate needs full replacement, not just repairs. The impact bent the central brace. I have quotes from two vendors who can come tomorrow, but we will need armed supervision during installation.”
She swiped, and another list appeared. “The doubled pay scale requires recalculating everyone’s wages. I started the spreadsheet. Signatures will be needed for every transfer.” Her voice was maddeningly steady, the anchor Ines had not asked for but now depended on.
Ines stared at the first sheet placed before her, her vision blurring slightly at the rows of names. Emiliano’s. Javier’s. The two other gardeners turned guards. Maids, she had never spoken to.
The numbers beside them pulsed like accusations. She had promised all this with a straight spine and steady voice. Promises were cheap. Fulfilling them was something else entirely.
Her fingers trembled as she reached for the pen. The first signature came out too small, a shaky line at the bottom of the form. She tried again on the next sheet, pressing harder until the ink bled slightly at the flourish of her name.
Lena hovered just behind her shoulder, the warmth of her breath disturbing the loose curl that had escaped Ines’s braid. “The east wing window replacements,” she murmured, sliding another document forward. “And Emiliano's firearms requisition. He insists on the assault rifles, not submachine guns.”
Ines signed blindly, her wrist aching. The pen scratched against paper, window repairs here, ammunition orders there, until Lena placed a thicker sheet beneath her hand. She scrawled her name in the same practiced motion before freezing mid-stroke.
The words "Certificate of Marriage" curled in ornate script beneath her fingers. Lena's signature already darkened the adjacent line.
Ines exhaled sharply, the pen still poised above the space labeled Spouse. Her wrist trembled slightly from exhaustion. "Lena," she said, voice low and fraying at the edges, "what is this?"
Lena had already reached over her shoulder, plucking the document from beneath Ines's grip with practiced ease. "Oh!" Her fingers brushed the back of Ines's hand, a fleeting, deliberate contact. "How'd that get in there?"
She folded the paper with crisp precision before Ines could react, tucking it into the breast pocket of her uniform with a dancer's grace.
Her smile was a polished thing, edges rounded by years of service, too warm for the moment, too bright for the exhaustion clinging to the room.
“There,” Lena murmured, fingertips brushing the fabric over her heart once, possessive, almost, before turning toward the door. “Let me just file this properly.”
Ines exhaled, shoulders sagging against the chair. “Rosaria,” she said, staring at the empty doorway, her voice thin but razor-sharp. “Go tear that document up.”
Rosaria did not need to be told twice. The moment the marriage certificate disappeared into the inner pocket of Lena’s uniform, she pushed off the wall with a calmness that fooled no one.
Her boots clicked across the floor in a measured rhythm, the kind that usually preceded violence but, tonight, tightened into a strict kind of discipline.
She stepped between Lena and the door, palm out. Lena’s brow lifted a fraction, her smile still soft and amused, but a brief flicker of irritation flashed behind her eyes before she smoothed it over.
“I will take that,” Rosaria said, her hand held open, fingers steady.
Lena’s thumb brushed the edge of the folded paper inside her pocket, a lingering, possessive touch, as if she needed one last second with it. Her gaze slid to Ines, who sat stiffly at the desk, spine locked, eyes dark with exhaustion.
The look Lena gave her was careful and unreadable to anyone but Rosaria, who had spent years cataloguing the microexpressions of every person in this house.
Lena smiled a moment later, a bright, almost harmless curve of her lips. She drew the document from her pocket and offered it between two fingers.
“It was only a joke,” Lena said lightly.
She let the words drip with a kind of practiced innocence, even as her eyes never left Ines’s face. “We all need a moment of levity after a night like this.”
Ines did not return the smile. Rosaria did not bother responding. She snatched the folded sheet from Lena’s hand, stepped back toward the desk, and tore it cleanly down the center.
The sound of ripping paper cracked sharply through the room, louder than it should have been. Lena’s smile tightened almost imperceptibly, a single tremor at the corner of her mouth.
Rosaria shredded the halves again, smaller this time, and placed the pieces on the desk beside the stack of payroll sheets, as if disposing of evidence.
“Jokes should be funny,” she said, her voice smooth and focused. “That one was not.”
Ines wouldn’t say that. If she weren’t running on barely any sleep, she’d probably have found Lena sneaking a marriage certificate for them at least somewhat entertaining.
Lena only lowered her gaze a touch, her lashes casting a demure shadow over her cheek, though her posture remained annoyingly serene.
“Apologies, Mistress.” Her voice carried the soft, deferential lilt of someone who never needed to mean the word and never would. “It will not happen again.”
Ines ignored the tension between them and returned to the final set of documents. Her hand shook slightly as she signed the last requisition forms, fingers cramped from the endless repetition.
Lena collected each page with efficient grace, stacking them in a neat column, her movements slow enough to keep herself near Ines, as if proximity were a privilege she had earned.
Rosaria stood behind the desk, arms crossed, watching with narrowed eyes, a silent warning threaded through her stillness.
By the time the final paper was signed, Ines sagged back in the leather chair. The weight of the house pressed in on her. Outside the shattered blinds, the courtyard was a web of broken glass and punctured concrete.
The villa groaned like a wounded animal, lights flickering in uneven pulses. Isabel was somewhere in the east wing infirmary, pale and still beneath white sheets, and every breath Ines dragged into her lungs felt borrowed from someone else.
“You should rest,” Rosaria said quietly. Her voice was gentle enough to cut through the fog around Ines’s thoughts, but firm beneath the softness.
“You have been awake for nearly two days. You will collapse if you keep pushing yourself.”
Lena leaned forward, placing another stack of folders on the desk. “We can continue the less urgent paperwork in the morning, Mistress. Rosaria is right.”
She paused just a fraction too long, then added with a warm, careful hush. “Mistress would not want you to exhaust yourself.”
Ines’s jaw clenched. “I will rest when I choose to,” she said, although her voice lacked force. She pressed her thumb to her temple, trying to ease the pounding behind her eyes.
Before either woman could argue further, a sharp knock broke through the room.
The three of them went still.
Rosaria stepped forward and opened the door only enough to reveal a sliver of the hallway. Emiliano stood on the other side, dirt smeared across his cheek, shirt torn near the shoulder.
His expression was grim, carved with exhaustion but sharpened by adrenaline. He nodded once to Rosaria, then directed his gaze past her to Ines.
[“Boss. We have him,”] Emiliano said. His voice was low, rough from shouting orders for hours. [“Julio is tied up in the basement. The men want to know what you intend to do with him.”]
Ines straightened in her chair, fatigue replaced by a tense alertness. “And their mood.”
[“Bad,”] Emiliano said. [“They are restless. Angry. They lost friends. They want blood. If we keep Julio alive, we risk people walking out. Some already feel we showed weakness by not killing him immediately.”]
Lena’s eyes flicked to Ines, hungry for her reaction, searching for cracks, feeding off the intensity. Rosaria stepped forward before Ines could respond.
“There is another option,” Rosaria said, folding her arms.
“If we return Julio to Hector, he may hold back from attacking us again. It would be a signal of goodwill. A pause in the violence. A chance to stabilize the estate before the next blow. It buys us time for Mistress to wake.”
Emiliano’s jaw tightened. [“It also tells every soldier here that we let the man who almost killed the Mistress walk free. It tells them their loyalty means nothing. They need a victory, Rosaria. Something to believe in.”]
“The victory is that Isabel is alive,” Rosaria countered. Her voice did not rise. She did not need it to. “And that we are not provoking a war we cannot yet survive. A dead lieutenant enrages Hector. A returned son complicates his response.”
Lena, who had been silent, finally spoke. “Whichever choice you make, Mistress, the staff will follow.”
She said it softly, as if a vow, but something in her tone hinted that she believed only one person in the room mattered. “But the decision must be yours.”
Three pairs of eyes settled on Ines, the new center of gravity for an entire house teetering on ruin. The villa felt smaller than ever, its walls too close, its shadows too deep.
Isabel was unconscious. The estate was damaged. The men were watching. And Julio waited in the dark beneath their feet.
Ines inhaled, tasting dust and old perfume and fear.
The decision was hers, and there was no right answer.
Ines rose from the chair slowly, her muscles aching as if she had aged ten years in the span of a single night. She steadied herself on the armrest, ignoring the faint tremor that ran through her fingers.
“I want to speak to him,” she said. The words were quiet but held a finality that stopped all objections in their tracks.
Rosaria nodded once, already moving toward the door. Emiliano stepped aside, giving Ines the path as though she were carrying something fragile and dangerous inside her.
Lena fell into place beside her, tablet still in hand but dimmed, no longer the center of her attention. Her focus was entirely on Ines, eyes flicking to her face every few steps, as if memorizing her expression, searching for any sign of strain.
The hallway was colder on the way down to the basement. The lights hummed overhead, several still flickering intermittently from the electrical damage.
Ines followed Rosaria and Emiliano down the narrow stairwell, gripping the railing when her vision swayed for a heartbeat. Lena stayed close behind her, ready to catch her if she stumbled, but careful not to touch her unless invited. The air grew heavier as they descended, thickened with something metallic that clung to the back of the throat.
Ines recognized it immediately, the taste that had haunted the infirmary after gunshot victims. Blood. Too much of it.
At the bottom of the stairs, the scent hit harder. The concrete walls had been washed, but not well enough to hide what had happened here. The soldiers had dragged the bodies out hours ago, but the copper tang lingered like a ghost.
A bucket of pink water sat forgotten near the wall. A smear of dark rust stained the floor where a boot had tracked it toward the drain. Ines swallowed hard, her stomach tightening, her body remembering the shape of fear before her mind could force calm back into place.
Emiliano watched her with the careful attention of someone who had seen soldiers break down here. “You do not have to be present for this,” he said quietly, not quite suggesting, not quite permission.
Ines forced herself forward. “I need to hear it from him.”
The room opened into the old storage chamber, now lit by a single harsh bulb that cast everything in a thin, sickly yellow. Julio sat in the center, tied to a heavy chair bolted into the concrete.
His wrists were bound behind him, one wrapped in fresh gauze where a bullet had torn through. The bandage was already spotted with red.
His head hung forward until he heard footsteps, then he lifted it with a sneer, curling his swollen lip.
Ines took one step closer, her breath steady despite the nausea still twisting low in her gut.
“Why did you do this?” She asked. Her voice was soft, not gentle, more like the pressure of a knife resting against skin.
Julio spat.
The glob of blood and saliva landed at her feet, close enough that the guards tensed as if expecting her to recoil. Ines did not move. Only her hand curled once at her side, nails pressing crescents into her palm.
Rosaria moved before Emiliano even inhaled. She stepped forward, planted her hand against Julio’s shoulder, and pressed hard on the bandaged wound.
His snarl cracked into a strangled gasp, the chair scraping against the floor.
[“Do not disrespect her,”] Rosaria said. She did not raise her voice. Her fingers dug in with slow, merciless precision.
Julio’s breath came in harsh little bursts, the kind that wavered between anger and pain. [“You think she scares me?”] He spat, although his voice trembled. [“She is nothing. Just some whore Isabel dragged in to warm her bed.”]
Lena took a single step forward, expression bright and unblinking, as if she were waiting for permission to end him for saying that. Ines lifted one hand slightly. Lena stopped, though her jaw clenched.
Ines stepped closer to Julio, letting her shoes click against the stained concrete. “Why did you attack us?” she asked again. “Tell me the truth.”
Julio let out a harsh laugh that turned into a hiss when Rosaria tightened her grip. He glared up at Ines through strands of sweat-damp hair.
[“Because if I killed you, my father would finally given me something. He would have put me in charge of the plantation. Not my idiot brother. Not one of his legitimate children. Me.”]
Ines stared at him without blinking. The idea felt absurd. All this blood, the broken windows, Isabel in a hospital bed fighting for every breath, because this man wanted a promotion. “So you tried to kill me to impress him? So you shot Isabel for daddy’s approval? Are you really that pathetic?” She said.
Julio bared his teeth, spitting again, connecting with Ines’s cardigan.
Rosaria released his shoulder with a disgusted exhale. Julio sagged in the chair, panting, but a kind of manic pride glowed in his eyes now that he had said his piece.
Ines stepped back, her expression unreadable. She could feel Lena's presence behind her like a steady, obsessive flame, and could sense Emiliano bracing for her decision.
The room fell quiet except for the distant hum of the generator and Julio’s ragged breathing.
"I've made my decision," Ines said. Her voice didn't echo; it settled like dust on concrete, final and irrevocable.
Julio's smirk faltered when she turned toward Emiliano, her hands clasped loosely behind her back, the same posture Isabel used when delivering executions. "When the gate is finished being repaired tomorrow," she said, "hang him from it."
The silence that followed was the kind that pressed against eardrums. Julio's breath hitched, not fear yet, just the first prick of disbelief.
Emiliano didn't blink. He inclined his head once, sharp as a blade being sheathed. Rosaria exhaled through her nose, a sound like a door closing.
Lena was the only one who moved, a slight tilt of her chin as she studied Ines as if she'd peeled back wallpaper to find frescoes beneath. Her lips parted, not to speak, but to taste the air between them, savoring the taste of Ines's authority.
Julio jerked against his restraints, the chair legs scraping concrete. His face twisted, not from pain now, but the slow creep of realization.
["You fucking bitch,"] he spat. ["You think my father will let this stand?"] His voice cracked on his father's title, raw with something too young for his sneer.
Ines turned away as if he'd ceased to exist. Her gaze slid past the flickering bulb's yellow glare to the far corner where Lindsay sat bound to a rusted pipe, her wrists raw from the rope.
Her head still covered with the sack they'd shoved over it hours ago, shoulders hunched.
"Would you like us to do something with her, Mistress?" Lena murmured, stepping close enough that the warmth of her breath ghosted over Ines's collar.
The question was velvet-wrapped, but the implication sharpened the air like ozone before lightning.
Ines ignored her. The sack came away with a whisper of coarse fabric, revealing Lindsay's slack face, her right eye socket caved inward like overripe fruit, the eyelid twitching involuntarily.
Blood had dried in rust-colored streaks down her cheek, cracking when Lindsay blinked her remaining eye. She didn't focus on Ines. Didn't seem to focus on anything at all. Her mouth hung slightly open, a thin line of saliva connecting her lower lip to her chin.
The sight punched through Ines's ribs. This wasn't the woman who'd tried to kill her with a gardening tool months ago. Her ribs still ached when she woke up in the morning.
This one smelled of piss and defeat, her fingers curled into loose claws against her thighs.
She had just wanted to go home.
The thought hit Ines like a stray bullet, sudden, piercing, leaving no visible wound. Lindsay's left eye tracked nothing, her pupil blown wide and unresponsive, her breath whistling through broken teeth.
The gardening trowel she'd swung at Ines months ago might as well have been another lifetime.
Rosaria shifted beside her, waiting for the order. The basement air smelled of bleach and old blood. Julio's ragged breathing synced with the flickering bulb overhead.
Ines exhaled slowly through her nose. "Dump her at a hospital," she said, voice quiet but carrying. "Let her live the rest of her life with some kind of dignity."
Rosaria blinked once, her only tell of surprise. Emiliano’s shoulders relaxed slightly, though his grip on his rifle didn't loosen.
Lindsay didn’t react at all, just kept staring at nothing with her one good eye, mouth slack, a thin trail of saliva dripping onto her torn shirt.
Emiliano moved first, his boots scuffing against the damp concrete as he crouched to cut Lindsay’s ropes with a pocketknife.
The frayed fibers gave way with quiet snaps. Lindsay didn’t flinch when the blade grazed her wrist, didn’t react when Emiliano hauled her up like a sack of grain.
Her legs folded under her immediately, dead weight. Emiliano cursed under his breath, shifted his grip, and dragged her toward the stairs, her bare feet leaving smears of grime and old blood on the steps.
Ines watched them go, her body swaying slightly. The basement air thickened, pressing against her temples.
She reached for the edge of a rusted shelf to steady herself, but her fingers slipped, missed. The floor tilted. A sound like radio static flooded her ears.
Lena caught her before her knees hit concrete. Hands gripping her waist, tight enough to bruise.
"Mistress," she hissed, more accusation than concern. The scent of lavender oil clung to her sleeves, incongruously sweet against the coppery stench of the basement.
Ines blinked up at the flickering bulb overhead, its erratic pulse syncing with the throb behind her eyes.
Rosaria stepped between them before Lena could haul her upright.
"Enough." She didn't raise her voice. Didn't need to. Her palm pressed flat against Ines's sternum, holding her steady like a shelf bracing a wobbling vase. "You're going to collapse. You need sleep."
Ines batted her hand away, swaying on her feet. The basement spun, bloodstains blurring into shadows, Julio's ragged breathing warping into white noise.
Her tongue felt thick. "Not yet." The words slurred slightly. "Isabel—"
Rosaria didn't budge. "Will still be unconscious when you wake." Her fingers tightened around Ines's wrist, thumb pressing into the pulse point. "You're no use to her like this."
She propelled Ines toward the stairs with the efficiency of a prison guard, grip unyielding but not cruel. The hall lights stung Ines's eyes, too bright after the basement's gloom, and she stumbled over nothing, her body betraying her exhaustion.
Rosaria caught her elbow without comment, steering her past the shattered vase still lying where it had fallen during the attack, its porcelain shards gleaming like broken teeth.
Ines's bedroom smelled of stale air from nights of no one inhabiting the space. Rosaria nudged her toward the edge of the bed, then knelt to untie her shoes with a soldier's practicality.
The laces resisted; Julio's spit had dried stiff on the leather. Rosaria's mouth flattened into a line as she peeled them off, tossing them toward the door with quiet finality.
The cardigan came next, slipped from Ines's shoulders like shedding dead skin. Rosaria didn't hesitate before unhooking the bra through the thin silk of Ines's blouse, her fingers brushing the damp fabric beneath.
The clasp gave. Cool air rushed over Ines's back, raising goosebumps where sweat had pooled between her shoulder blades.
She didn’t protest when Rosaria tugged the blouse loose, only lifted her arms numbly, letting herself be stripped down to the lacy black panties Rosaria picked out for her earlier.
In another life, she might have crossed her arms over her bare breasts, flushed at being seen like this, Rosaria’s gaze impersonal as a tailor’s, lingering on the fading bruises circling her ribs, the crescent moon scars on her inner thighs. But exhaustion turned shame into a distant abstraction.
"Robes," she said, already moving toward the armoire. "Which color?"
"Not a robe." Ines' fingers curled into the duvet, the silk cold under her palms. "One of Isabel's shirts."
The request tasted like iron on her tongue, too intimate, too exposed, but Rosaria didn't react beyond a slight pause before sliding open the mahogany wardrobe.
The scent of rosemary and gunpowder bloomed outward as Rosaria selected a white dress shirt from the orderly row. The fabric whispered as she shook it out, crisp cotton, faintly wrinkled at the collar where Isabel had last undone the buttons.
Ines kept her eyes shut as Rosaria guided her arms through the sleeves, the cuffs swallowing her wrists whole.
The shirt settled heavily on her shoulders, steeped in the ghost of Isabel's body heat and the cologne she used after evening showers.
Rosaria's knuckles brushed the underside of Ines's breast while fastening the third button. Neither acknowledged it.
The garment draped past Ines's thighs, sleeves pooling around her elbows as she curled forward, nose dipping instinctively toward the collar. Jasmine.
Not rosemary. Jasmine.
The scent blooms thick in Ines’s nostrils as Rosaria’s hands press her shoulders down into the mattress, not gently, but with clinical precision, like tucking in a cadaver.
The sheets are cold beneath the borrowed shirt, starched linen from the guest rooms rather than the silk Isabel favors.
Ines’s body obeys gravity instantly, limbs pooling like spilled mercury, her spine melting into the mattress before her head even touches the pillow.
Rosaria doesn’t linger; she stepped back with the efficiency of a nurse leaving a shift, her boots scuffing faintly on the hardwood. The bedside lamp casts jagged shadows as she reaches for the switch, her scarred knuckles catching the light. "Sleep," she orders, not unkindly, and the click of the lamp plunges the room into blue-tinted dark.
Ines barely hears her leave, the door sighing shut, the muffled tread of boots retreating down the hall, before exhaustion swallows her whole.
She sinks like a stone into the mattress, Isabel's shirt twisted around her waist, the scent of jasmine clinging to the collar where she’s buried her face.
Consciousness unravels in threads: the distant hum of generators, the groan of pipes, the phantom weight of Julio’s spit still drying on her discarded cardigan. Until, for the first time in days, she was asleep in her own bed.
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The first shot punched through the window like god’s fist. Glass rains down in a glittering arc, scattering across the bedspread and floor.
Ines doesn’t stir, her body too wrecked, her mind sunk too deep, until the second bullet buries itself in the headboard with a sick thunk, splintering wood inches above her skull.
She inhales sharply, lungs seizing mid-breath, still half-trapped in the sluggish fog of sleep. Her limbs feel leaden, her thoughts syrup-slow. A third shot. The mirror above the dresser explodes. Shards skitter across the vanity.
For a heartbeat, Ines remains frozen, tangled in sheets that stink of sweat and fear. Then, movement. Instinct takes over before her mind catches up.
She rolls off the bed just as another bullet embeds itself in the mattress where her ribs had been, feathers bursting like grotesque confetti.
The hardwood bites into her bare knees as she crouches, pulse hammering against her throat. Too slow. She was too slow. "FUCK!"
Glass crunches under her palms as she crawls toward the door. The scent of gunpowder and shattered perfume bottles thickens the air, stinging her nostrils.
Another shot. The lamp explodes in a shower of porcelain and sparks, plunging the room into near-darkness save for the moonlight streaming through bullet-riddled curtains.
Half-drunk on exhaustion, Ines's thoughts move like cold molasses. Why would her brother strike now? Why not wait until morning?
The next gunshot kicks her back into her body, a scuttle across the floor, fingertips stinging from glass shards.
The door seems miles away. She lunges for the knob, twists it, stuck. No, just her shaking hands betraying her, then spills into the hallway half-dressed.
Rosaria is already moving, footsteps silent, but her presence slicing through the dim hallway like a blade through fog.
She catches Ines by the elbow, her grip bruising-tight, eyes scanning her body, her left hand is cut up from crawling across the glass, before flicking to the bullet-pocked doorframe behind her.
"Breathe," she orders, not gently, thumb pressing into Ines's wrist where her pulse rabbits under skin.
Behind them, Lena materializes from the shadows like spilled ink. "What's happening?!"
The radios crackled first. A sharp burst of static, then a guard’s voice broke through in a frantic whisper that carried down the hall. “Shots fired from the tree line. Repeat, shots fired from the ridge above the west garden. They are not advancing yet. Looks like pot shots, testing the perimeter.”
Rosaria’s hand tightened on Ines’s elbow, grounding her with a pressure that bordered on painful. The hallway lights swayed faintly from the earlier impact, casting her face in shards of shadow.
“They are probing,” she said, low and controlled, already dragging Ines away from the ruined doorway. “He wants us rattled.”
Lena stepped closer, her breath quick and uneven, eyes dilated with either fear or excitement. Probably both.
Her fingers hovered near Ines’s shoulder before she curled them against her palm, stopping herself at the last second. “The infirmary,” she said quickly. “Is Isabel safe? Is she sealed in?”
The radio crackled again, another guard speaking over the first. “McKay reports the infirmary is intact. No windows on that side. No damage. Mistress is stable. No rounds penetrated that wing.”
Ines sagged in place for a heartbeat, knees trembling. Relief hit her with the force of another bullet. Isabel was alive. Still asleep. Still breathing. For a moment, everything around her blurred into white noise. The shattered glass. The scent of jasmine in her hair. The metallic tang of her own sweat. The tremor in her cut palms.
“Move,” Rosaria said, a hand already gripping the back of Ines’s neck to steer her forward when her legs tried to give out again. “Your room is compromised. We are relocating.”
Her voice brooked no argument. She propelled Ines down the hall, away from the chaos, away from the windows still weeping glass.
Lena followed at their heels with a bounce of adrenaline that bordered on gleeful, her ponytail swinging like she was jogging to brunch instead of escorting their half-dressed mistress away from sniper fire.
Ines stumbled once, catching herself on Rosaria’s shoulder. “The staff,” she rasped. “Are they inside? Did everyone make it to cover?”
“They are in the safe room,” Rosaria said, pushing Ines around a corner. “Focus on yourself. You need to keep breathing. In through the nose. Out through the mouth. Stay conscious.”
The manor groaned around them with every distant shot, each crack echoing through the beams like a hammer against bone.
But the further they moved into the east wing, the thicker the walls became. The gunfire faded to a distant punctuation rather than an immediate threat.
Rosaria shouldered open a heavy oak door. The room beyond was smaller. Rosaria's quarters were monastic in their austerity; hardwood floors worn smooth from decades of polishing, a narrow bed with military corners, and a desk so bare it might have been unused.
Only the peeling "Hang In There" poster above the bed betrayed any hint of personality; its cartoon kitten clinging desperately to a branch with a manic grin inappropriate for the scene.
Ines swayed in the doorway, her palm pressed against the frame to steady herself. The room smelled faintly of lemon cleaner, no trace of lavender, no lingering perfume. Rosaria stepped past her without a word and yanked the heavy curtains shut, sealing them in semi-darkness before flipping the desk lamp on.
Its harsh light carved deep shadows beneath Ines's collarbones where Isabel's shirt hung loose.
"There," Rosaria said, pointing to the bed. She peeled the quilt back with stiff precision. "Lie down."
Ines shook her head, already sinking to her knees beside the hardwood footboard. "You take it. I'll manage here."
Her fingers traced the grain of the wood, finding reassurance in its solidity. She'd slept on worse surfaces, concrete, dirt, the backseat of a moving car. A floor was nothing.
She'd slept on the floor countless times since coming here.
Rosaria's jaw flexed, her gaze flickering between the bed and Ines's hunched shoulders. "You are not sleeping on the floor." It wasn't a suggestion. Her fingers dug into Ines's forearm, hauling her upright with startling strength, but Ines twisted free.
Lena took two steps inside, clasped her hands together in front of her chest, and smiled with irrepressible brightness. “Oh my god. A slumber party.”
Rosaria closed her eyes for a slow count of three, as if summoning divine patience. “It is not a slumber party.”
Ines laughed, too loud, too sharp, but didn’t argue. Instead, she leaned against the dresser, fingers curling around its edge.
“It’s fine,” she said, swallowing the tremor in her voice.
“Lena, can you grab me some blankets and a pillow?” She hesitated, then crooked a finger. Lena bounced forward eagerly, ponytail swinging like an excited puppy’s tail.
When Lena was close enough, Ines whispered low in her ear, breath warm against the shell, the words barely audible even in the sudden hush of the room: “And a bottle of wine. One of the good ones.”
Lena grinned, sharp and bright, fingers twitching like she might salute before she spun on her heel toward the door.
The moment it clicked shut behind her, Rosaria exhaled through her nose. The sound was barely audible, but Ines caught it, the exact sigh her father used when her brother stole his cigarettes just to stub them out untouched on the balcony railing.
"Now is not the time for wine," Rosaria said, flat as a blade pressed to skin. She didn't look up from checking the pistol she'd pulled from her nightstand drawer. The slide clicked back with practiced efficiency.
Ines exhaled through her nose, slow and deliberate. The borrowed shirt, Isabel's shirt, hung loosely around her frame, the sleeves swallowing her hands whole. She flexed her fingers against the dresser's edge.
"Maybe not," she said, voice fraying at the edges. "But I've been shot at twice in the past three days, my wife is in a coma, and I'm stuck in my underwear."
A thin laugh escaped her, sharp as broken glass. "Let a girl have a drink."
Rosaria's fingers hesitated around the pistol grip. She studied Ines for a long moment, the hollows under her eyes, the drying track of tears on her cheek, the cut across her palm where she'd crawled over the glass.
Her shoulders dropped an inch. "Fine," she muttered. She hooked the pistol onto her belt and crossed the room in three strides, jerking open the desk drawer with unnecessary force. The first aid kit clattered onto the mattress.
Rosaria worked in silence, her fingers deft but unforgiving as she dabbed disinfectant across the glass cuts. Ines hissed but didn't pull away. The cool sting grounded her more than the wine ever could. The gauze wound tight enough to ache, Rosaria’s version of tenderness.
Lena returned triumphantly, balancing a nest of linens against her hip while clutching the dark bottle like a trophy.
The cork popped with a celebratory thwock. Rosaria’s glare could have curdled milk.
Ines took the bottle without hesitation and tilted it toward Rosaria. "A sip? Or are you on duty forever?" The wine sloshed, shadows rippling across Rosaria’s stony face.
Rosaria did not even look at the bottle at first. She sat on the edge of the bed with deliberate care, her posture straight but no longer rigid, her palms resting on her thighs as if grounding herself.
The earlier storm in her eyes had softened to something quieter, more worried than angry. The soft lamplight brushed over her face, catching the slight tremble in her jaw she didn’t quite manage to hide.
“No,” she said, voice low and steady, “I don't want any.” It wasn’t stern, not really, more like a tired truth.
Lena immediately raised her hand like a child in class. “I'll have some.”
Still leaning against the desk, Ines snorted. She reached for one of the mismatched glasses Lena had brought and set it between them. Lena came close with a bounce in her step, her hands full of blankets and a kind of anxious devotion that felt too big for her frame.
Ines poured her a generous amount, then, without ceremony, lifted the bottle to her own lips.
She drank straight from it, a long, slow pull that sent warmth flooding through her throat and down her chest. The room went very still. Lena’s eyes went wide, her breath catching audibly.
She watched Ines’s mouth like it was something she wasn’t supposed to look at, but couldn’t make herself look away from.
Ines lowered the bottle and smirked. “What,” she said, wiping her mouth with her wrist, “never seen someone drink before?”
Lena shook her head too quickly, ponytail swinging. “No, I mean yes, I mean, just...wow.” She tossed back her entire glass in a single, frantic gulp, half of it spilling down her chin and spotting her uniform.
She gasped, coughed once, and thrust the empty cup forward. “More. Please.”
Rosaria murmured something under her breath in Spanish, the tone halfway between exasperation and a prayer for strength. But her expression had softened despite herself.
The shadows around her eyes weren’t as sharp, and there was something almost indulgent in the way she watched the two younger women like she was overseeing children trying to play at adulthood.
Instead of pouring another glass, Ines handed Lena the bottle.
Lena blinked in shock. Her fingers brushed Ines’s, a whisper of contact that made her breath stutter. She lifted the bottle slowly, reverently, and then tipped it to her mouth, carefully aligning her lips with the exact spot Ines had used.
Rosaria pinched the bridge of her nose. “Pathetic,” she muttered, but the sigh that followed lacked any real bite.
She leaned back against the headboard, arms crossed, watching the two of them with the resignation of someone who knew this was inevitable.
Ines took the bottle back from Lena, her fingers brushing the younger woman’s knuckles. The moment was small, barely a breath, but it hummed in the air like the last vibration of a plucked string.
Outside, the echo of distant gunfire had quieted; the guards’ radios crackled occasionally, but no more bullets struck the walls.
The crisis had ebbed enough that the room no longer felt like a battlefield. Just a damaged manor in the dark, with three women huddled close in the unsteady glow of the bedside lamp.
Lena spread the blankets across the floor, fussing with the edges like she was pitching a tent at a sleepover. She plopped down cross-legged with her glass, then looked up expectantly.
“Come on,” she said, tapping the space beside her. “If we’re stuck here, we might as well… not be miserable.”
Ines hesitated only a moment before sliding down the wall to join her, the hem of Isabel’s shirt brushing her thighs as she sat. Rosaria watched them from the bed, arms crossed, one ankle hooked over the other.
She looked like she wanted to stay aloof, but when Ines lifted the bottle in invitation, she huffed softly and shifted down to sit on the edge, nearer to them. Close enough that her knee bumped Ines’s every now and then.
Lena was not subtle. Her gaze flickered down, once, twice, to the exposed skin of Ines’s thighs where the shirt rode up, the soft inner curve, the faint bruise Isabel had left the nights before.
She froze halfway through taking another sip, fingers tightening around the bottle neck.
Ines watched her over the rim, the flush creeping up Lena’s throat, the way her eyelashes fluttered when she realized she’d been caught.
Rosaria’s sigh was more resigned than surprised, as if she’d expected this particular disaster the moment Lena walked in with wine.
The bottle dangled between Lena’s fingers, halfway to her lips but forgotten. Her gaze jerked up, guiltily, but Ines didn’t look angry.
Just… curious. Slowly, deliberately, she uncrossed her legs. Let the fabric ride higher. Lena’s breath hitched.
"Perv," Ines said, the word curling off her tongue like smoke. Teasing, but edged with something darker, something that made Lena’s pulse stutter.
Rosaria exhaled sharply through her nose, but didn’t intervene. Just watched, arms folded, as Ines tilted her head. "Admiring the view?"
Lena swallowed audibly. The bottle trembled in her grip. She could lie, should lie, but the wine had loosened her tongue, and Ines’s gaze pinned her like a moth to a corkboard.
"Yes," she blurted, raw and honest, her cheeks flaming. "I always do. I look at your hips when you walk, I watch your lips when you talk."
Rosaria made a strangled noise, halfway between disbelief and secondhand embarrassment.
Ines's lips curved slowly, not in a smile but something sharper, a predator enjoying the way its prey twitched on the hook.
She plucked the bottle from Lena's limp fingers and took a deliberate sip, throat working as she swallowed. The silence stretched. Lena's fingers dug into her own thighs, knuckles white.
"Good girl," Ines murmured at last, setting the bottle down with a soft clink. Her fingertips brushed Lena's knee, just a ghost of contact, but the younger woman shuddered violently. "Thank you for being honest."
The praise landed like a brand, searing Lena straight through to the marrow. Her breath came in shallow pants.
Rosaria snatched the bottle like it offended her. She took one defiant swallow, grimacing at the taste, too sweet, too young, like the idiot trembling at Ines's feet.
"No more for me," Ines sighed, stretching her legs out. The shirt rode higher, revealing the crescent moon of a bite mark low on her inner thigh. Isabel had left days ago. Lena whimpered.
"Any more and I'll start crying and cursing about every woman who broke my heart." Her laugh was brittle as old glass.
Lena bristled instantly, wine-flushed cheeks darkening further. "Who would be stupid enough to break your heart, Mistress?" The title slipped out unbidden, half reverence, half slur.
She swayed forward, catching herself on Ines's knee. "I'd kill for the chance to date you."
Rosaria snorted into the bottle, wine dribbling down her chin. "You'd kill period."
Ines traced the rim of the glass absently, her voice dipping low, nostalgic. "Just about every college girlfriend I had. I had the bright idea to leave El Paso for college, move somewhere with more lesbians, somewhere I could be just that little more open."
Her thumb rubbed at a watermark on the glass. "Turns out, 'open' just meant easier to discard. Like novelty wore off when they realized I wasn’t some spicy Latina fantasy."
Lena made a wounded noise, pressing closer, knee brushing Ines’s thigh.
"That’s...that’s bullshit." The wine slurred her consonants, but the outrage was genuine. Rosaria rolled her eyes but didn’t interrupt, fingers drumming against the bottle’s neck.
"Mhm," Ines hummed. "My first ever girlfriend, Chloe Carter..." Her lips twisted around the name, equal parts bitterness and fondness. The lamp cast long shadows across her face as she tilted her head back against the wall.
"My first kiss, my first time..." A soft, humorless laugh. "She cheated on me with a man a month later. Something about 'needing to be sure.'"
Lena made a wounded noise, pressing her knuckles to her mouth like she could physically hold back her outrage.
Rosaria, who had been methodically peeling the label off the wine bottle, paused just long enough to mutter, "Idiot,"
"At least my second girlfriend had the class to cheat on me with another woman," Ines mused, swirling the dregs of wine in her glass like it held the memory. She smirked, but it was brittle at the edges.
"Sophie. Brunette, British exchange student. Wrote me sonnets in the margins of my biology notes. Turns out she was writing them for my roommate, too. Turns out she was writing a lot of different women poems."
Lena gasped dramatically, clutching the bottle to her chest like it was a wounded bird. "Poetic betrayal," she slurred, her indignation half-genuine, half-performative. "That's practically Shakespearean."
Ines chuckled darkly, rolling the empty glass between her palms. "Sophie certainly thought so. Left me a handwritten apology in iambic pentameter tucked under my pillow."
The memory curled at the edges of her mouth, not quite a smile, not quite a grimace. "The worst part? It was actually a good poem."
Rosaria leaned forward, elbows resting on her knees. "So every woman you dated in college cheated on you?"
The question wasn't mocking, more like she was tallying the damage report on a battlefield. Her fingers tapped once against the wine bottle's neck, an unspoken countdown.
Ines exhaled through her nose, the sound sharper than it should've been. "No, no." She stretched her legs out further, letting Lena's rapt gaze trace the fading bruises.
"Some were worse than cheaters. There was Vanessa." Her thumb rubbed absently at her own wrist. "She'd get handsy when she drank too much tequila. Thought every fight ended with pushing me against a wall."
Rosaria's fingers tightened around the bottle. A muscle jumped along her jaw.
Lena blinked, slow and wine-heavy, before her face crumpled. "She what?" The words ripped out of her, too loud, too raw.
She scrambled forward on her knees, fingers hovering over Ines's wrist like she wanted to soothe the phantom pain but didn't dare touch.
Ines shrugged, the movement deliberately careless, but her fingers flexed against her own thigh. "Sophomore year. Vanessa liked to pin me down when she was angry, claimed it was passion. Stole my keys once and wrecked my fucking Honda." A dry laugh escaped her. "Funny thing? I stayed with her for three months after that."
Lena made a strangled sound, fingers twisting in the blanket beneath her. Rosaria's gaze sharpened, though she said nothing.
"Ah." Ines plucked the bottle from Lena's slack grip and took a slow sip, the wine staining her lips dark.
"Kimberly, now, she liked to 'borrow' my credit card. Said she'd pay me back." A dry chuckle. "Never did. Bought herself a designer handbag while I was eating ramen for two weeks."
She traced the rim of the bottle absently. "Still, not the worst. At least she didn't pretend it was love when she fucked me against the dorm room door."
Rosaria's knuckles went white around her own glass. A drop of wine splattered onto her thigh, unnoticed.
Lena's hands shook as she pressed them over her mouth. "B-but," she stammered, eyes shining with horrified tears, "you're...you're perfect."
Ines laughed, a sharp, ugly sound that startled even Rosaria into glancing up. "Oh, Lena," she murmured, reaching out to tuck a loose strand of hair behind the younger woman's ear.
Her fingertips lingered a second too long. "Nobody's perfect. Least of all me. I made my mistakes in that time frame."
"That sounds miserable," Rosaria said, her fingers tightening around the wine bottle's neck.
Ines laughed, brushing a loose strand of hair behind her ear. The borrowed shirt, Isabel's shirt, felt suddenly suffocating, the collar too tight against her flushed skin.
She undid the top two buttons without thinking, exposing the hollow of her collarbone. Across from her, Lena made a choked noise, her pupils dilating like a starving dog catching scent of meat. "Did I make it sound bad? It was the happiest time in my life."
Rosaria rolled her eyes and took another swig straight from the bottle.
"You got cheated on and assaulted," she muttered into the rim, "and you're calling it the happiest time of your life?" The wine left her lips stained dark, like dried blood.
Ines grinned, sharp and unrepentant.
"That's true, but I was miles away from home, I was free, free to make mistakes, free to choose the wrong woman. Free to experiment with who and what I liked."
The borrowed shirt slipped further off one shoulder as she leaned forward, the lamplight catching the sweat-slick hollow of her collarbone. Lena whimpered.
"Yeah, I didn't find a good life partner, I didn't find someone I'd come out to my parents for, but I got to dip my toes into an ocean of lesbianism, and have some of the most mind-blowing sex." She laughed, low and throaty, and Rosaria's knuckles tightened around the bottle.
"In my last year," Ines continued, tracing the rim of her glass with a fingertip, "this middle-aged woman came and gave a seminar on accounting to us. The entire time she kept glaring at me so much I thought she hated Hispanic people or something."
Her smirk deepened, eyes half-lidded with memory. "Turns out she hated how much she wanted to bend me over the lectern. We ended up fucking so hard in her back seat her tires needed air afterwards."
Lena made a sound like a deflating balloon, her fingers digging into the blanket.
Rosaria exhaled sharply through her nose and took another swig, muttering something in Spanish that sounded suspiciously like mother of God.
Ines was drunk enough to enjoy the effect she was having, the way Rosaria’s jaw clenched, the way Lena’s knees pressed together like she was physically restraining herself. The borrowed shirt clung damply to her skin, the collar gaping wider now, exposing the delicate dip of her sternum.
She rolled the glass between her palms, letting the memory simmer, watching Lena’s pupils swallow the last remnants of green.
She flicked open another button.
The heat wasn't just from the wine anymore; it was crawling up her throat, pressing against her skin like hands she could still feel years later.
That Sera's fingers had been ink-stained, her grip brutal as she yanked Ines's hair back in a cramped parking garage. The memory tightened something low in her belly.
Another button gave way beneath her fingers. The shirt, Isabel's shirt, hung open now, revealing the dip between her breasts, the faint sheen of sweat.
Lena made another choked noise, her hands fluttering uselessly in her lap like wounded birds. Rosaria's exhale was audible.
"Maybe I should explore the ocean of lesbianism," Lena blurted, her voice cracking on the last syllable.
The words were a joke, a desperate deflection, but they landed like a grenade in the silence. Her cheeks burned brighter than the wine staining her lips.
Ines arched a brow, slow and amused. "Oh?" Her fingertip traced the rim of her glass, the movement deliberate.
"I thought you said you loved me?" The tease was light, playful, but her gaze sharpened like a blade testing skin.
Lena spluttered, wine dribbling down her chin. "I, I do!" The words burst out too loud, too frantic. She clutched the blanket like a lifeline, knuckles bleaching white.
Ines lifted Lena’s chin with two fingers, her thumb brushing the damp corner of Lena’s mouth. Their lips hovered a breath apart.
"Do you?" The words were syrup-slow, thick with something darker than teasing. "Then why do you need to explore if you have me?"
Lena’s pulse hammered visibly beneath the fragile skin of her throat. She swallowed hard, the wine-sweet heat of her breath mingling with Ines’s.
Her fingers twitched against her own knees like she was physically restraining herself from reaching out. "I-I"
Ines didn’t let her finish. With a slow, predatory smirk, she pushed off the wall and let gravity do the rest. Her knees hit the floor hard enough to make Lena gasp, and then she was slithering forward, thighs bracketing Lena’s trembling hips, fingers curling into the front of Lena’s blouse.
The shirt, Isabel’s shirt, gaped open between them, exposing the sweat-slick dip between her breasts.
Lena made a strangled noise, her gaze flickering helplessly between Ines’s cleavage and the exposed strip of her stomach where the fabric had ridden up.
Rosaria’s wine bottle hit the floor with a dull thunk, rolling away forgotten. Lena barely registered it, her entire world narrowed to the heat of Ines’s thighs pressing against hers, the way the lace of her underwear peeked out from the hiked-up hem, black against golden skin.
Ines leaned forward, her knee sliding between Lena’s thighs, too deliberate, too knowing, and Lena whimpered, her head thumping back against the floor.
Over Ines’s shoulder, Rosaria was standing now, frozen halfway to intervening, her gaze locked on the curve of Ines’s ass where the shirt had ridden up further.
Ines’s fingers tangled in Lena’s hair, forcing her chin up until their eyes met.
“Only look at me,” she murmured, lips brushing Lena’s with each word, a whisper of friction that made Lena’s hips jerk involuntarily.
“Never take your eyes off of me.” The command wasn’t gentle; it was a blade slipped between ribs. “If you love me,” Ines breathed, her free hand sliding down to clamp hard around Lena’s wrist, pinning it to the floor beside her head, “these eyes won’t ever drift to anyone else.”
Lena’s whimper turned into a ragged gasp, part protest, part surrender, as Ines’s knee pressed harder between her thighs.
She lifted her hips instinctively, chasing the delicious friction, her pupils blown wide and desperate. “M-mistress,” she choked out, fingers scrabbling at the blanket beneath her. “Please—”
Ines leaned down, her lips hovering just above Lena’s, close enough to taste the wine-sweet desperation on her breath.
“Please what?” she murmured, her voice low and velvety, fingers tightening in Lena’s hair. “Tell me.”
Lena’s hips jerked upward, chasing the pressure of Ines’s thigh between her legs.
“Please...” she whimpered, her voice cracking, fingers twisting in the fabric of Ines’s borrowed shirt. “Please let me—”
Ines’s lips curled in a slow, indulgent smirk, her breath hot against Lena’s parted lips. She leaned in, the promise of a kiss hovering just out of reach, only for Rosaria’s voice to slice through the moment like a blade.
"Alright, that’s enough."
Ines straightened instantly, the heat in her eyes cooling to something closer to amusement as she peeled herself off Lena. The younger woman whimpered, hips jerking involuntarily upward, chasing the sudden absence of pressure between her thighs.
Her lips were still parted, her breath coming in ragged little pants, her blouse rumpled and sweat-damp where Ines’s fingers had twisted into the fabric.
With a shudder, Lena scrambled to her feet, her legs visibly trembling beneath her. “I—bathroom,” she gasped, already backing toward the hallway, her fingers clutching at her own throat like she could physically hold back the whine building there.
She didn’t wait for permission before bolting, the bedroom door slamming shut behind her with a sharp crack.
Rosaria exhaled sharply through her nose, snatching up the abandoned wine bottle.
“Why did you mess with her like that? You knew she was going to go do that?” Her voice was all gravel and disgust as she gestured toward the hallway with the neck of the bottle, where the faint, frantic squeak of the shower faucet turning on was already audible. “Don’t you find it gross?”
Ines leaned back against the desk, stretching her arms behind her head with feline satisfaction.
The borrowed shirt, Isabel’s shirt, gaped open further, exposing the delicate swell of one breast beneath the loosened fabric.
“I find it absolutely revolting,” she admitted, her lips curling in a lazy, self-satisfied smirk.
“But…” She dragged her fingertips down her own throat, slow and deliberate.
“There’s a strange thrill to it. Lena just marched into a bathroom somewhere, with nothing but me on her mind, two fingers curling into herself with a wet shlick, shlick, shlick. Moaning my name, hooking her fingers knuckle deep inside herself. Her eyes curling back, fantasizing over the little contact I give her…”
She shuddered, a full-body ripple that wasn’t entirely feigned. “It’s disgusting. And flattering.”
Rosaria watched her, silent, knuckles whitening around the bottle. The water pipes groaned faintly through the walls, carrying distant, rhythmic thuds, Lena’s forehead against tile, maybe, or the slap of skin on skin.
Ines tipped her head back, exhaling through her nose as if she could smell the salt-and-wine tang of the girl’s arousal from here. The thought curled her toes against the hardwood.
"You’re playing with fire," Rosaria muttered, but her gaze snagged on the undone buttons of Isabel’s shirt, the way the fabric gaped just enough to reveal the shadow between Ines’s breasts.
She took a swig, too sharp, wine dripping down her chin like a clumsy afterthought.
Ines arched an eyebrow, stretching her arms overhead with deliberate slowness. The shirt rode up, exposing the taut plane of her stomach, the lace trim of her panties.
"Fire’s the least of my worries," she murmured, watching Rosaria’s throat bob as she swallowed. "There’s a real chance I die tomorrow. Or the next day, or the day after."
Her fingers trailed down her own collarbone, lingering over the pulse point. "I won’t live long enough for the flames to burn me."
Rosaria’s grip on the bottle tightened. "That’s morbid as hell."
“I love my human trafficker. I’m married to her. My life is morbid.”
Notes:
Some references in this chapter to Ines's dating history from all the way back in chapters 1/2!
Chapter 36: The Day After the Night Before
Chapter Text
Rosaria braced one hand against the wallpaper and pinched the bridge of her nose. The bathroom door stood inches from her boots, thin enough that she could hear everything.
The splash of water, the soft hum of Ines’s uneven breathing, the faint wobble in her voice when she’d said, “Please don’t leave me, Rosie.”
Of course, Lena got Mistress at her most devilishly sexy. Dripping sex appeal, flushed cheeks, shirt hanging off one shoulder, voice soft and smoky from wine and tears.
A version of Ines Rosaria had only ever seen in glimpses, like light glinting off a blade. And of course, Lena got it handed to her on a silver platter the moment bullets stopped flying.
She didn’t love Ines, not that way; she saw what loving Ines got Alya, but denying that she could ooze sex appeal was denying that she had functional eyes. Isabel was infatuated with her; Lena was too, in a completely different wrong way.
And yet Rosaria, as always, was the one cleaning up the aftermath. She was the one peeling Ines off the blankets when her legs gave out, the one catching her before she slid sideways onto the hardwood, the one trying to get a drunken, half-naked heiress into bed without either of them dying in the process.
Thirty seconds after finally getting her horizontal, Ines had grabbed her arm and whispered urgently that she had to pee and absolutely could not do it without Rosaria standing guard.
So now Rosaria was here. Standing in the dim corridor at two in the morning, listening to her Mistress pee.
She straightened her back and exhaled slowly. This was not the dignity she had envisioned for herself growing up.
Even her training had not prepared her for escorting a barely conscious young aristocrat to the toilet while armed men were still taking potshots at the estate walls.
Inside, Ines mumbled something unintelligible, the tail end of a sleepy giggle curling under the door. Rosaria’s jaw tightened.
Lena got the flirtatious, wine-loosened succubus version of Mistress. Rosaria got the one who needed help staying upright in the bathroom because she was too drunk and heartsick, and exhausted to trust her own feet.
And the worst part was that Rosaria didn’t resent it. Not really. Not in any way that mattered. Serving her had been the best assignment of her life.
Before Ines, she was dusting the library, running errands, and picking up Mistress’s dry cleaning. Now she was settled into a quiet domesticity with her; she couldn’t say she hated. Picking out her clothes, bringing her tea, and learning her likes and dislikes. Ines was a Pombo now, and Rosaria could justify serving her for the rest of her life.
She leaned her shoulder against the frame, pulse steadying as she listened for the sound of Ines shifting, making sure she wasn’t about to slide off the toilet and crack her skull.
“Rosie?” Ines called, voice slurred and warm. “Are you still there?”
Rosaria closed her eyes briefly.
“Yes,” she said. “I am right here.”
Rosaria heard the water cut off, then the soft scuff of bare feet on tile. The door opened, and Ines emerged blinking, hands damp, hair falling loose around her face.
She reached for Rosaria without looking, fingers fumbling until they found skin. Her grip closed, warm and unsteady.
“Tank you,” Ines slurred, the words softened into something childlike, almost reverent.
Rosaria tightened her hold automatically, adjusting her pace to match Ines’s uneven steps as they moved down the hallway together. Ines’s palm was small in hers despite them being the same height, thumb brushing idly against Rosaria’s knuckles as if she needed the contact to stay upright.
Rosaria kept her eyes forward, alert despite the wine haze clinging to the air, counting steps, listening for any sound out of place. Even now, even here, she did not let herself forget that men had fired on this house less than an hour ago.
They reached her bedroom to find Lena already kneeling on the floor, spreading blankets with exaggerated care, smoothing wrinkles as though arranging a nest. She looked up, eyes bright, smile too quick.
“There,” Lena chirped. “Cozy, right? Like a sleepover.”
Rosaria’s jaw tightened.
She was not about to let her Mistress sleep on the floor. And she was absolutely not about to let her sleep beside Lena.
Lena’s fixation on Ines was a complication when Mistress was sober, sharp-minded, and fully in command of herself. In this state, wine-loose and emotionally stripped bare, it crossed into something else entirely.
Something dangerous.
Rosaria felt a chill crawl up her spine as the image surfaced unbidden, Lena’s hands where they did not belong, her voice coaxing, playful, persuasive. Would she wake up to Lena rutting herself against Mistress? Kissing her? Touching her?
Disgusting.
Disgusting.
Disgusting.
The thought made Rosaria’s stomach churn.
She did not hesitate.
Rosaria guided Ines past the blankets and toward the bed, ignoring Lena’s faint noise of protest. She sat Ines down carefully, then swung her legs up onto the mattress, arranging pillows behind her back with brisk efficiency.
Ines sank into the sheets with a soft sound, Isabel’s shirt riding up her thighs, her eyes already fluttering.
“There,” Rosaria said quietly. “Stay.”
Lena stared, mouth slightly open. “But I thought…”
“You thought wrong,” Rosaria cut in, her tone calm but final. “Do not disgrace yourself further. I believe she gave you more than enough fan service for your imagination.”
She turned away before Lena could argue, already lowering herself to the floor to claim her place beside the blankets. She would sleep lightly. She always did. One ear open, one hand near her weapon, body angled toward the bed where Ines lay breathing slow and shallow.
She had just begun to settle when fingers closed around her arm.
Rosaria looked up.
Ines was leaning over the edge of the mattress, hair spilling forward, eyes glassy but intent. Her grip was surprisingly firm, nails pressing lightly through fabric.
“Rosie,” she murmured. “Don’t sleep down there.”
Rosaria stilled. “Mistress, you need rest.”
Ines shook her head, slow and stubborn. “Here,” she insisted, tugging weakly at Rosaria’s sleeve. “Please. Stay with me.”
The word please landed heavier than any order ever had.
Rosaria swallowed, acutely aware of Lena’s gaze burning into her back, of the boundary she was being asked to cross, of how thin the line already felt.
No, she had slept in the bed with her before, when she was having night terrors, which felt like a lifetime ago. Only Rosaria hadn’t slept then, just watched Ines’ sleep, until she was certain she wouldn’t stir, so she could leave the room.
This somehow felt different.
She hesitated only a moment longer before standing, careful, controlled, as if moving too quickly might break the fragile thing holding the room together.
“Fine,” she said at last. “But you sleep.”
She climbed onto the bed and positioned herself on the far edge, rigid and upright, back straight, hands folded as if she were guarding rather than resting.
Ines immediately curled closer, fingers still hooked in Rosaria’s sleeve, her breathing evening out as though this alone had been what she needed. “Night, Rosie”
Rosaria stared at the ceiling, heart steady, thoughts anything but.
She would not sleep much tonight.
--
Rosaria woke to warmth.
It took her a few slow seconds to understand it; the unfamiliar weight pressed into her front, the steady rise and fall of another body breathing in time with her own.
Ines was curled into her, cheek tucked against Rosaria’s collarbone, one bare knee thrown over her thigh like she had claimed the space in her sleep and refused to give it back.
Her skin was warm, almost feverish, and her breath brushed softly against Rosaria’s neck with each exhale, damp and sweet with the ghost of wine.
Rosaria did not move at first.
She lay there rigid, staring at the pale morning light creeping across the ceiling, acutely aware of every point of contact. The curve of Ines’s shoulder under her chin. The faint hitch in her breathing when she shifted in her dreams.
The way her fingers were still tangled in the fabric of Rosaria’s shirt, as if she had never fully let go. It was intimate in a way that had nothing to do with sex and everything to do with trust, and it made Rosaria’s chest ache with something she did not allow herself to name.
Carefully, painfully slowly, Rosaria began to extricate herself.
She eased her arm from around Ines’s waist, then slid her leg free from beneath hers, bracing herself for the inevitable stir.
Ines only murmured, a soft, indistinct sound, her brow creasing before she curled inward again, seeking the warmth that had just left. Rosaria pulled the covers up around her, tucking them under Ines’s chin with the same precise care she used when strapping on a holster.
“Sleep,” she murmured under her breath, though Ines could not hear it.
She stood, joints stiff, and only then did she register the shape on the floor.
Lena lay sprawled half on the blankets, half on the hardwood, naked and utterly unconcerned, one arm flung over her face, the other wrapped around a pillow like a lover. Rosaria did not spare her more than a glance.
She stepped around her without slowing, already shutting the image out of her mind. Although making a mental note to scrub that part of the floor clean.
The shower was brisk and utilitarian. Hot water beat against her shoulders as she scrubbed away the night, the smell of wine, blood, smoke, and fear.
She twisted her hair up while it was still damp, fingers moving automatically, then dressed in her uniform piece by piece until the familiar weight settled her back into herself. By the time she left the bathroom, Rosaria was once again entirely composed.
She returned to the bedroom and stopped beside Lena, nudging her foot with the toe of her boot.
“Up.”
Lena groaned, rolling onto her side, squinting against the light. “What time is it?”
“Time to be useful,” Rosaria said coldly. “Go get a damage report from the guards, and tell the remaining maids to start on Mistress’s breakfast.”
Lena pushed herself upright, hair wild, blinking as reality caught up. Her gaze flicked instinctively to the bed where Ines slept, then back to Rosaria. Something unreadable passed across her face.
“Yes, ma’am,” she said, a touch too sweet to be genuine.
Rosaria watched until Lena had gathered herself and left the room. Only then did she glance back at the bed, at Ines curled small beneath the covers, safe for the moment.
Rosaria woke Ines gently, the way one might wake someone recovering from an illness rather than a hangover. She sat on the edge of the bed and brushed her knuckles lightly along Ines’s forearm, just enough pressure to register without startling her.
Ines groaned, rolling onto her back, eyes squinting against the morning light as if it were personally offensive.
“Easy,” Rosaria murmured. She helped her sit up, steadying her by the elbow when the room swayed.
A glass of water appeared in her hand, then two white tablets pressed into her palm. “Drink. Then these.”
Ines obeyed without argument, swallowing with a wince. Her hair hung in damp, tangled strands around her face, sleep and wine still clinging stubbornly to her.
“You’re very bossy in the mornings,” she muttered, but there was no heat in it, only exhaustion.
“And you are very irresponsible when you drink,” Rosaria replied evenly, though her thumb lingered at Ines’s wrist a second longer than necessary, feeling the steadiness of her pulse. Satisfied, she helped her to her feet and guided her down the hall.
The bedroom looked different in daylight. Clean. The shattered glass from the night before was gone, the floor swept and polished until no trace of violence remained except the faint spiderweb cracks still etched into the windowpanes.
The bed was made properly now, crisp and orderly, as if order itself could be imposed by sheer will. Rosaria gestured toward the bathroom, and Ines shuffled inside without protest, towel already waiting.
While the shower ran, Rosaria moved with purpose.
She opened the wardrobe and selected carefully, her expression tightening with focus. Not softness. Not comfort.
She chose a fitted black blouse with clean lines and a sharp collar, tailored trousers that would elongate Ines’s frame and force her posture upright, and a structured jacket that would sit on her shoulders like armor.
Beneath it all, she placed a set of lace underwear, black, fine enough to feel indulgent but deliberate rather than frivolous. Something powerful. Something that said continuity. She knew Ines liked feeling sexy; it made her Mistress more confident.
She laid everything out on the edge of the bed, on the side that her mind registered, belatedly, as Isabel’s. The realization struck her with quiet force, but she did not move the clothes.
The water shut off. A moment later, Ines emerged wrapped in a towel, steam trailing after her like a ghost.
She padded toward the bed, eyes already drifting toward the clothes Rosaria had chosen, something soft and appreciative flickering across her face, when her foot struck something solid beneath the frame.
“Ah fuck!” Ines yelped, hopping once and grabbing her toe.
Rosaria was already moving, crouching instinctively, but Ines waved her off and bent down herself, reaching under the bed with a sharp intake of breath.
Her fingers closed around cool metal. She pulled free a sleek black and silver briefcase, its surface unmarred, its edges precise and expensive.
Rosaria straightened slowly. “What is that, Mistress?”
Ines stared at it, frowning slightly. “Isabel got this at the auction,” she said, turning it over in her hands.
“She never told me what it was for. Just said it would be a useful tool.” Her thumb traced the combination lock thoughtfully. “But it’s locked.”
The fascination lingered even as she dressed, her movements distracted, her eyes flicking back to the case between buttoning her blouse and smoothing her jacket into place. Once she was finished, composed again, she held Rosaria’s gaze with quiet intent.
“Have Lena open it,” she said. “I’m going to check on Isabel.”
Rosaria nodded once, already reaching for the briefcase. “I’ll handle it.”
She did not have to go far.
Lena was in the office, tablet clutched to her chest, posture too straight, as if she had been waiting rather than working. She brightened when Rosaria entered, smile quick and sharp.
“Minimal structural damage,” Lena reported immediately, as if eager to be useful. “Mostly broken windows. But the staff are spooked again. Two more maids handed in their resignations this morning. And one of the gardeners who volunteered as a guard followed suit.”
Rosaria absorbed the information without visible reaction. She would pass it on later, when timing mattered. She set the briefcase down on the desk between them with a soft, deliberate click.
“Mistress wants this opened,” she said.
Lena’s eyes dropped to the case. Something hungry and curious lit behind them as her fingers brushed the metal of the lock. “Oooooooo a puzzle,” she murmured, already reaching for it.
Rosaria left Lena in the office with the briefcase and the tablet and the careful, methodical quiet that settled over her when she was deep in a problem. The door closed behind Rosaria with a soft click, and she turned down the corridor toward the infirmary.
She stopped just short of the door.
Voices carried through the thick wood, muffled but unmistakable. Ines’s, tight and low, threaded with fatigue. Dr. McKay’s, sharpened, pitched higher in frustration.
Rosaria did not lean in, did not press her ear closer, but she listened all the same, arms folding loosely across her chest as she waited. The faint antiseptic smell seeped under the door, mingling with the old stone and polished wood of the hall.
“... I don’t work in warzones. If I get shot at again, I’m out,” McKay was saying; her words clipped even through the barrier. “And you should think about letting me take Isabel with me.”
“They aren’t shooting at you!” Ines snapped back. “It feels like every bullet came through my window.”
There was a pause, long enough for Rosaria to picture McKay pinching the bridge of her nose.
The door opened a moment later. Ines stepped out, expression carefully neutral, shoulders set as if braced against a headwind. Rosaria straightened immediately.
“Everything all right?” she asked.
Ines waved a hand, already moving. “Yes. It’s fine. Dr. McKay is just being dramatic,” she said, rolling her eyes faintly.
Rosaria nodded, but the thought lodged deep and unwelcome. Another complication. Another wrinkle. Something else quietly draining her Mistress’s already fraying reserves.
She fell into step beside her without comment, guiding her back toward the office with a light touch at her elbow.
The office was alive when they entered.
Lena sat at the desk, sleeves rolled up, hair pulled back, a notepad covered in neat rows of numbers beside her. The briefcase sat in front of her, the combination dial smudged with fingerprints.
She was guessing systematically, trying a sequence, writing it down, moving on to the next without visible impatience. She got up from the desk and moved her work to a chair placed in the corner.
Mistress’s breakfast had been placed carefully on the desk as well, eggs cooling, toast untouched, coffee steaming faintly in a porcelain cup.
Ines barely had time to glance at it before the door flew open.
Emiliano strode in, momentum barely checked by courtesy. [“Mistress,”] he said, breathless but focused. [“The gate repair crew will be here in a few hours. They’ll work straight through until sundown.”]
He crossed the room and unrolled a large map across the desk with a snap, forcing Ines to lift her untouched coffee and slide it aside. The map sprawled wide, detailing the entire plantation in precise lines and markings.
[“The shots last night came from here,”] Emiliano continued, jabbing a finger toward a tree line along a ridge. [“Mostly pot shots at windows, like you saw. They didn’t advance. We’re waiting on your orders.”]
Ines leaned over the map, her fingers braced against the desk, eyes tracking every line and landmark. She said nothing for a long moment. The room stilled around her, even Lena pausing mid-note to watch.
Finally, Ines straightened.
“First,” she said calmly, “draw all the curtains. Every window. Have the remaining staff close them. No exceptions.”
Emiliano nodded, already committing it to memory.
“Second.” Ines traced a deliberate line from the barracks to the villa with her fingertip. “Move the remaining guards to the first floor of the villa. Guest rooms only. They do not come up to the second floor.”
Her voice was steady, controlled, leaving no room for interpretation.
“Lastly.” She tapped a watchtower marked near the ridge. “Put a man up there. He’ll have a clear line of sight to that tree line. If anything breathes up there, I want to know.”
Emiliano’s mouth curved into something like a grin, sharp and approving. [“Understood.”] He rolled the map back up, tucked it under his arm, and turned on his heel. [“I’ll see it done.”]
When the door closed behind him, the office exhaled.
Ines reached for her coffee at last, only to hesitate, fingers hovering over the cup as if the weight of the morning had finally caught up to her.
Ines lifted the cup at last and took a deep, unapologetic swallow, the way she always did when she needed caffeine to feel like an anchor instead of a luxury.
The heat burned her tongue, the bitterness slamming hard and wrong against her palate. She grimaced mid-gulp, nose wrinkling as she forced it down.
“Blegh. That’s bitter,” she muttered, voice rough, and took another reflexive swallow before setting the cup down with a soft clink, already distracted by the map still ghosted in her vision.
Rosaria watched the way Ines absently rubbed her tongue against the roof of her mouth, the way her fingers twitched, restless. Something small and protective coiled tight in her gut.
It wasn’t just exhaustion or the remnants of wine, this was wrong.
Too sharp. The coffee smelled darker than usual, acrid beneath the usual roasted warmth, like metal left out in the rain.
Then Ines’s breath hitched, soft, barely audible, and a thin line of crimson dripped from her left nostril. It splattered onto the porcelain saucer, bright against the cream.
For a heartbeat, no one moved.
Then Rosaria lunged, knocking the cup from Ines’s hand with a sharp crack. Porcelain shattered against the hardwood, dark liquid pooling between the shards like spilled ink. The room erupted, Lena’s gasp, but Rosaria heard none of it.
Her fingers clamped around Ines’s wrist, thumb pressing into the pulse point hard enough to bruise, counting the rabbit-fast flutter beneath skin.
“Who made this?” Rosaria’s voice was low, lethally controlled, talking to Lena.
The coffee pooled black and glistening on the floorboards, the scent now unmistakably wrong, bitter almonds lurking beneath the roast.
Ines swayed, hand flying to her nose as another crimson drop hit the desk. Her pupils were already dilating unevenly, the left one sluggish as it struggled to focus on Rosaria’s face.
“Lena—” Rosaria began, but the warning came too late.
Ines coughed violently, a wet, convulsive sound that tore from her chest like something ripped loose. Blood sprayed across Rosaria’s uniform in a vivid arc, crimson droplets streaking the crisp white fabric, clinging to the buttons and epaulets like grotesque decoration.
Rosaria didn’t flinch. She braced Ines’s shoulders as her body seized again, fingers digging bruisingly into her to keep her upright.
“Mistress!” Lena’s voice was shrill, distant, drowned out by the roaring in Rosaria’s ears. Ines gagged, choking on her own breath, her fingers scrabbling weakly at Rosaria’s sleeves as if she could claw her way back to steadiness.
The blood wasn’t stopping. It poured from Ines’s nose in thick rivulets, splattered the desk in jagged arcs, seeping between her clenched teeth when she tried to speak. Her lips moved, Rosaria saw the shape of her name, silent, before her knees buckled completely.
Her mouth opened, confusion naked and unguarded on her face. She coughed, a sharp, choking sound, and blood sprayed across the front of her dark shirt in a violent arc.
Her body seized instantly, limbs locking and jerking against the marble, heels striking the ground in erratic thuds. Her head snapped to the side, teeth clenching so hard Rosaria heard the crack of them colliding.
Foam tinged pink gathered at the corner of her mouth as another convulsion tore through her, her back arching violently off the floor.
Rosaria dropped to her knees beside her without thinking, hands already reaching, barking orders as panic sharpened her voice into steel. “Lena. Doctor. Get McKay! Now!”
Lena was frozen for half a second too long, horror stretching her face into something raw and unguarded, before she spun for the door, nearly tripping over the fallen chair in her rush.
Rosaria barely registered her departure.
Her entire focus narrowed to the shuddering body beneath her hands, to the way Ines’s ribs flexed unnaturally with each labored breath, to the thick, metallic scent of blood saturating the air.
Another cough wracked Ines’s frame, spraying more crimson across Rosaria’s already ruined uniform, droplets flecking her chin, her throat, the stark white collar now stained in grotesque Rorschach patterns.
The blood clung to her cheekbone like a grotesque tear, cooling rapidly in the morning air. Lena’s footsteps pounded down the hall, fading into the hum of the house, leaving them alone with the wet, ragged sounds of Ines fighting for breath.
Rosaria’s hands moved mechanically, rolling Ines onto her side, tilting her chin up to keep the airway clear, pressing two fingers to the fluttering pulse at her throat. Too fast. Too weak. The rhythm stuttered under her touch like a failing engine. "Fuck! Fuck, fuck fuck!"
Ines’s eyes rolled back, only the whites visible now, her body shuddering in erratic, brutal jerks that gradually began to slow, each convulsion weaker and more frightening than the last.
Her limbs finally sagged, heavy and limp, breath coming in ragged, shallow pulls that sounded like drowning.
The room reeked of coffee, iron, and terror.
Rosaria lifted her head slightly and looked back at the desk, at the overturned chair, at the broken porcelain cup shattered innocently beside the desk.
At the coffee spilling across the floor.
Poison.
Chapter 37: Dead
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Rosaria stood at the front of the foyer with her shoulders squared and her spine locked into place, the way it had been drilled into her long before she ever set foot on the estate. The room smelled faintly of dust and polish and fear.
Three maids clustered together near the staircase, knuckles white where they clutched their aprons. Another stood rigid by the wall, lips moving silently in prayer.
Eight guards formed a loose semicircle behind them, hands folded in front of their belts, eyes flicking everywhere but at each other.
No one spoke. Even Lena, usually incapable of restraint, stood unnaturally still at Rosaria’s side, tablet tucked against her ribs like a shield. Face streaked with tears.
Rosaria felt the tremor in her hands before she saw it. She clasped them together, fingers interlacing, forcing the shake down into her wrists where it could not be seen.
When she spoke, her voice carried, clipped and precise, pitched to command attention without begging for it.
“Earlier today, Mistress was taking her breakfast. She drank her coffee. At the time, we did not know it was poisoned.”
A soft sound rippled through the room, the intake of breath before panic. Rosaria did not pause. She had learned long ago that hesitation invited chaos.
“She fought valiantly,” she continued, her jaw tightening. “But later passed away in the infirmary.”
The reaction was immediate and visceral. One of the maids screamed, a thin, piercing sound that ricocheted off the marble walls. Another collapsed against the banister, sobbing openly.
A guard swore under his breath and dragged a hand down his face, eyes wide and unfocused.
The word dead seemed to echo even though Rosaria had not spoken it aloud, hanging in the air like smoke.
“No,” someone whispered. “That’s not possible.”
“Who will lead us now?” another voice called, sharp with panic. “What happens to us?”
Rosaria raised her hand.
The gesture was small, but it cut through the noise like a blade. Silence followed in uneven fragments, broken only by muffled crying. She waited until every eye was back on her, until the room held its breath.
“I am not finished,” she said evenly.
She stepped forward, boots clicking against the floor, her gaze sweeping the assembled staff with cold, deliberate intent. This was not grief. This was triage.
“The culprit used poison,” she said. “Specifically, a compound designed to exploit Mistress Ines’s known allergy. Almond derivatives, combined with peanut roasted coffee, among other substances which are being investigated.”
Murmurs broke out again, confused, frightened.
“And they are in this room.”
The words landed like a dropped plate. Several people stiffened. One of the guards straightened too quickly. One of the maids went very, very still.
Rosaria watched them all.
“We will find you,” she continued, her voice lowering, gaining weight rather than losing it. “Effective immediately, the estate is in lockdown. No one leaves. No one makes contact outside these walls without my authorization. Every single one of you will be questioned. Your movements, your access, your alibis. Nothing will be overlooked.”
She took a breath, slow and measured, and let her gaze harden.
“Pray,” she said quietly, “that I find the assassin before Mistress Isabel wakes.”
The name alone changed the air. The staff knew Isabel. They had seen what she did to enemies. They had seen what she did to protect what was hers.
“Because she will not care who did it,” Rosaria finished. “She will only know that her wife died under our watch. And she will kill all of us for allowing it.”
The silence that followed was absolute.
Rosaria lowered her hand. Somewhere behind her, Lena swallowed hard. The game had begun.
Rosaria had the maids escorted upstairs under armed watch, the guestroom at the end of the west wing converted into a holding cell with quiet efficiency.
No shouting, no manhandling. Doors closed, keys turned. The sound carried anyway, final and echoing, and Rosaria did not look back.
There would be time for interrogation later. For now, she wanted the kitchen.
The kitchen lights were still on when she and Lena entered, casting a sterile glow over stainless steel counters and hanging racks of polished cookware.
It smelled wrong. Too clean.
Not the warm, lingering scent of coffee and bread that usually clung to the room after breakfast, but disinfectant and cold water, sharp enough to sting the nose. Someone had scrubbed.
Rosaria went straight for the coffee station. The pot sat on its warmer, lid open, bone dry. She lifted it, tipped it slightly, as if expecting residue to magically reappear.
Nothing. No grounds. No oily sheen. No bitterness clinging to the glass. Cleaned out thoroughly, not hastily, the way someone would do if they knew exactly what they were erasing.
“Of course,” Rosaria muttered. Her fingers traced the rim, then dropped away.
Lena hovered close, eyes darting as if the room itself might accuse her. “They… washed it?” She said. “That means they knew. They knew right away. That means it wasn’t an accident, right?”
“They knew before,” Rosaria replied. She crouched, already opening cabinets, checking the storage shelves with a methodical calm that did not match the violence coiled in her chest. “This wasn’t accidental. This was planned.”
She moved to the trash bin beneath the prep counter and pulled it free. The bag was light. Too light.
She slit it open with the small knife she carried and began sorting through its contents with her bare hands. Paper towels. Coffee filters. A torn cardboard sleeve.
She froze.
Rosaria lifted it slowly, holding it up between two fingers. Black and silver branding. Stylized lettering. The unmistakable words printed along the side.
Peanut and Almond Roast.
The kitchen seemed to tilt, just slightly.
Lena’s breath caught. “That’s… that can’t be here,” she said, stepping closer. “They threw all that out.”
“Yes,” Rosaria said flatly.
She straightened, the sleeve still in her hand, her mind already racing backward through memory. The day Isabel found out about Ines’s peanut allergy.
The way she had gone cold, terrifyingly calm, and ordered every cupboard emptied. Labels checked. Inventories burned and rewritten.
Staff lined up and warned, once, that peanuts were not allowed on the estate. Not in food. Not in snacks. Not in pockets. Not even in private quarters. Deliveries screened. Suppliers changed. Peanuts gone.
Isabel had not compromised on Ines’s safety. Not once.
“This roast should not exist here,” Rosaria said. “Not accidentally. Not carelessly.”
Lena looked from the sleeve to Rosaria’s face. “So what does that mean?”
Rosaria folded the cardboard carefully, as if it were evidence at a crime scene, because it was. “It means whoever did this did not take it from our stores,” she said. “They brought it in.”
“From outside,” Lena whispered.
“Yes,” Rosaria said. “From beyond the grounds. From somewhere, they could purchase it without being noticed. Somewhere they could hide it until the right moment.”
She dropped the sleeve into an evidence bag and sealed it, her jaw tightening. “This was not an impulse. This was not a servant acting alone with what was at hand.”
She looked around the kitchen again, seeing it differently now. The wiped surfaces. The empty pot. The absence of panic.
“This was an assassination,” Rosaria said quietly. “And it required access, patience, and help.”
They moved next to the office in silence, the tension between them trailing like a third presence down the corridor. The door stood ajar, the damage inside still raw.
Shards of porcelain littered the floor where the cup had shattered, the dark stain of spilled coffee radiating outward in an uneven bloom, already tacky at the edges. The stain on the floor from the blood that trickled out of Ines’s mouth after she turned her on her side.
The stains on the desk from the violent sprays of bloody coughs, the same sprays that still stained Rosaria’s uniform.
The smell hit Rosaria immediately, bitter and acrid, the ghost of something lethal lingering in the air.
Rosaria stepped carefully around the mess, her boots crunching softly against glass. Her eyes tracked the stain to the leg of the desk, to the chair where Ines had been sitting only hours ago.
The image tightened something in her chest. “We’ll want a sample,” she said, her voice steady but stripped of warmth.
“Get a rag. Wipe up what you can. We’ll send it to Dr. McKay’s lab for analysis.”
Lena stopped short, her expression sharpening. “Why do I have to do it?” She snapped, arms folding tight across her chest.
“You do it. First, you stopped her from kissing me, and now you think you’re my boss. You aren’t.”
The words hung there, ugly and petulant. The civility they performed around Ines was gone now, stripped away by fear and exhaustion.
Lena’s eyes glittered with resentment, not just about the order, but about everything Rosaria represented.
The barrier. The gatekeeper. The woman who stood between her and what she wanted most.
Rosaria turned slowly, meeting Lena’s gaze without flinching.
“Firstly,” she said, calm enough to cut, “Mistress was messing with you. She was drunk, exhausted, and laughing. She was never going to kiss you.”
She let that land before continuing. “And secondly, you will clean it up because right now, I am your superior. Who else could be in charge in a situation like this other than me?”
She reached into her pocket and snapped a glove open, holding it out. “Put this on. If the poison is dermal, I don’t want you absorbing it through your skin. Be careful.”
For a moment, it looked like Lena might argue again. Her jaw worked, teeth grinding, but finally she yanked the glove on with sharp, angry movements and knelt by the spill.
Her motions were exaggeratedly careful, the rag moving slowly through the darkened coffee, soaking it up inch by inch. Glass clinked softly as she avoided the larger shards, her breath tight and fast.
When the cloth was fully saturated, Lena held it up between two fingers, then dropped it into the evidence bag Rosaria held open.
The plastic crinkled as Rosaria sealed it, the sound loud in the ruined office.
Neither of them spoke after that. The shattered cup remained where it lay, the stain gone but the absence heavier than anything left behind.
They headed down to the infirmary together, footsteps muffled by the thick rugs lining the corridor.
The guards stationed outside stiffened when they saw Rosaria, then relaxed at her curt nod. She raised her hand and knocked three times against the reinforced door, sharp and deliberate.
A voice came from inside, tired and clipped. One of McKay’s nurses. “Come in.”
Dr. McKay opened the door herself before Rosaria could. Her sleeves were rolled up, dark crescents under her eyes, the faint smell of antiseptic clinging to her like a second skin.
The infirmary hummed softly with machines and generators, the air cool and sterile compared to the rest of the battered villa.
Rosaria held out the sealed evidence bag. Inside, the rag was dark and heavy with absorbed coffee. “From the office floor,” she said. “We need it analyzed. Poison. Possibly multiple compounds.”
McKay’s mouth tightened as she took the bag, already snapping on gloves. “I’ll have one of the nurses run it back to the clinic immediately.”
She turned and barked an order without raising her voice, the kind of authority that brooked no hesitation. A nurse appeared, took the bag, and was gone within seconds.
“A couple of hours,” McKay added, looking back at them. “If we’re lucky.”
They moved past the main beds first. Isabel lay exactly as she had before, pale against white sheets, chest rising and falling in a slow, mechanical rhythm.
How pissed would she be if she knew what was going on?
Tubes traced from her arms and throat like fragile lifelines. Rosaria forced herself to look, to catalog the details. Alive. Stable. Still here. That would have to be enough.
They continued deeper into the infirmary, toward the back, where the lights dimmed, and the noise softened.
One bed sat tucked into the far corner, half-hidden behind a drawn curtain, deliberately out of the main line of sight. Rosaria stopped short.
“How is she?” Rosaria asked, her voice lower now, something raw threading through it.
McKay hesitated just long enough to be noticed. Then she reached out and pulled the curtain aside.
Ines lay there, impossibly still. Her skin was waxy pale, lips faintly blue at the edges, dark lashes stark against her cheeks. An oxygen cannula curved beneath her nose, tape pressed flat against her skin.
Electrodes dotted her chest beneath the thin hospital gown, the monitor beside her ticking out a steady, fragile rhythm.
Her hand lay limp atop the sheet, fingers slack, bruising already blooming at her wrist where Rosaria had grabbed her as she fell.
Lena sucked in a sharp breath.
“She’s alive,” McKay said quietly. “Barely, at first. She’s lucky. The poison alone might not have killed her, but combined with the allergic reaction, it very nearly did.”
Rosaria’s knees threatened to give. She gripped the edge of the bed until the cool metal bit into her palm. Alive. The word echoed, disbelieving. She remembered the way Ines’s body had gone slack. The moment her breathing stopped.
“When she wakes,” McKay continued, not unkindly, “she’s going to be disoriented. Nauseous. Severe muscle pain. Headache. There may be neurological effects for a while. She won’t feel lucky.” A pause. “But she will wake.”
Rosaria closed her eyes briefly, the relief sharp enough to hurt. Thank God. She swallowed hard, her throat burning.
She could still feel it, that awful suspended second when Ines had stopped breathing, when the room had gone very quiet and very final.
Her hand twitched at her side.
The memory surged up unbidden.
30 minutes ago
Ines had barely finished swallowing when her face twisted in confusion. The taste had hit wrong, too bitter, too sharp. She’d made a face, half-laughing, half-gagging, and then her knees buckled.
Ines had coughed violently, a wet, convulsive sound that tore from her chest like something ripped loose.
Blood sprayed across Rosaria’s uniform in a vivid arc, crimson droplets streaking the crisp white fabric, clinging to the buttons and epaulets like grotesque decoration.
Rosaria didn’t flinch. She braced Ines’s shoulders as her body seized again, fingers digging bruisingly into her to keep her upright.
It ended with her convulsing on the floor, turned on her side as Lena ran for Dr. McKay.
Lena came back with McKay, she was carrying a duffel over her shoulder and screamed, "MOVE!" The moment she saw Ines writhing on the ground.
Her boots skidded against the hardwood as she dropped to her knees, the duffel hitting the floor with a clatter of metal inside.
McKay didn't hesitate; she wrenched it open, hands shaking as she grabbed four preloaded syringes from the interior pocket.
The needles glinted under the chandelier light as she tore the cap off with her teeth and spat it aside.
McKay's fingers pressed against Ines's throat, too hard, too desperate, searching for the thready pulse she already knew wasn't there.
"Jesus fuck," she hissed, shoving two fingers under Ines's nose. No breath. Not even the ghost of warmth. "She's not breathing!"
McKay moved before the words fully left her mouth, one hand lacing behind Ines's neck, the other tilting her chin up, airway open, lips sealing over hers in two sharp breaths that barely lifted her chest.
She didn't wait to see if it worked. Just braced her palms over Ines's sternum and drove down, hard enough to crack ribs. The syringe clattered across the floor toward Lena's knees.
"Epinephrine!" McKay barked between compressions, sweat already beading at her temples.
Lena fumbled with the syringe cap, fingers slipping on the plastic before jamming it into Ines's thigh through her skirt. The plunger depressed with a hollow click.
McKay's knuckles whitened as she pumped Ines's chest, counting aloud through gritted teeth. "Twenty-eight, twenty-nine," She barely paused to pinch Ines's nose, sealing her mouth over pale lips to force air into unresponsive lungs.
The second breath made Ines's ribs rise slightly, too slight, before collapsing again like a broken bellows.
Rosaria watched the vein in McKay's temple throb with each compression. Watched the way Ines's head lolled limply with every thrust, her dark hair fanning across the hardwood like spilled ink.
The most horrifying part wasn’t the stillness; it was the eyes. Half-lidded, pupils blown wide, the vibrant green dulled to the flat sheen of wet cement. Rosaria had seen corpses with more life in them.
Her own pulse roared in her ears, drowning out McKay’s ragged counting. She should be helping. Should be moving. But her limbs felt welded in place by the weight of that empty gaze.
The Ines she knew, sharp, laughing, always moving, last night's sucubus, had vanished behind those glassy irises. What remained was just...meat. A puppet with its strings cut.
Her head jerking violently with each compression. No change in her eyes even at the sound of her own cracking ribs.
McKay’s curses turned desperate. "Come on! Fuck come on!"
Rosaria couldn’t blink. The air smelled of copper and bile and the lingering bitterness of poisoned coffee still clinging to Ines’s lips.
McKay’s hands were slick with sweat now, slipping against Ines’s sternum as she counted compressions through clenched teeth. "Thirty-seven, thirty-eight," Her voice cracked.
Then, there.
Rosaria saw it before McKay did. The flicker. A tremor in Ines’s lashes, the faintest twitch of her fingers where they lay splayed on the floorboards.
Then, miraculously, the dull gray-green of her irises shifted, like ink dropped into water, vibrant, alive, shockingly present for one fractured second before her eyelids fluttered shut.
A collective gasp tore through the room, from McKay, from Lena, from Rosaria’s own lips, as Ines’s chest rose on its own.
Not the mechanical lift of forced breaths, but a ragged, shuddering inhale that smelled of bile and blood and desperate survival.
Rosaria’s knees hit the floor beside McKay just as Ines choked, her spine arching off the ground in a violent spasm, her mouth opening around a soundless scream.
McKay snarled, half prayer, half curse, and lunged for the fallen syringes. Her fingers closed around one, then the next, flipping them in her palm like a gunslinger reloading.
Three left. Three chances. She didn’t hesitate.
The needles flashed silver as she punched them straight through Ines’s blouse, into the meat of her chest, one-two-three in rapid succession. The plungers depressed with hollow, final clicks, the fluids vanishing beneath skin gone waxy and bloodless.
“Get her down to the infirmary,” McKay said.
Rosaria bent and slid one arm beneath Ines's knees, the other cradling her limp shoulders. The smell of bile and burnt almonds clung to her lips.
Lena scrambled ahead to hold doors, her face still recovering from the pure horror of watching Ines be dead for well over 40 seconds.
Ines's head lolled against Rosaria’s shoulder, her neck too loose, like a doll stuffed with wet sand. Only the faintest warmth against Rosaria’s collarbone proved she hadn’t just become a corpse between one step and the next.
The infirmary bed was already prepped; McKay must have radioed ahead. Rosaria laid Ines down with the care of someone handling blown glass.
The nurses moved in like a well-drilled unit, peeling back her blouse to attach electrodes, sliding needles into the crook of her elbow with practiced indifference.
McKay rattled off drug names Rosaria didn’t recognize: "Start lactated Ringer’s, push methylene blue, then sodium thiosulfate at 12.5 grams."
Rosaria caught McKay’s wrist mid-gesture. "How did you know?" Her voice came out shredded. "Those syringes in the office, how did you know they'd cure the poison?"
McKay peeled Rosaria’s fingers off her arm one by one.
"I didn't," she admitted, wiping her palms on her stained scrubs. "But it was that or dead. I can fix whatever will be wrong with her from giving her the wrong antidote. I can't fix dead."
The heart monitor beeped steadily, mocking them with its placid rhythm. Rosaria stared at the syringe marks blooming purple across Ines’s chest, three precise punctures that might as well have been gunshots.
The wrong antidote could unravel her nervous system, liquefy her organs, leave her twitching and hollow-eyed. But McKay was right. The alternative was a body bag.
“Who would do this?” Lena whispered, clutching Ines's hand like a rosary. Her voice cracked, not with grief, but fury.
The question wasn’t rhetorical. She wanted names. Blood.
Rosaria’s thumb traced the edge of the bed rail, pressing down until her knuckles blanched. “Who else.” Not a question. A verdict.
Mistress Mother was behind this. She’d stake her life on it. Of course, it was her. Isabel’s mother never went nuclear first. No army through the gates, no spectacle. Just a slow, intimate cruelty, poison in the coffee.
Lena’s fingers twitched against Ines’s wrist, her nails digging into the sheet.
“We need to investigate,” Rosaria said. Her voice was thin, barely audible over the monitors. “Find which person Isabel’s mother is using inside this house.”
Then, quieter, Lena added: “Or we could just kill all the remaining maids.”
The silence that followed was thick enough to taste.
Rosaria exhaled sharply through her nose, fingers tightening around the bed rail. “That’s your solution? Mass execution based on suspicion? We don't even have proof that it was a maid. What if it was a guard while a maid left the drink unattended?"
Lena’s smile was razor-thin. "Then we kill them too."
"Yes, let's leave ourselves and the entire villa defenseless, when we need protection the most. Your brain is in your tits, isn't it?"
"Then what do you suggest we do?" Lena asked.
Rosaria stared at Ines's slack face, the slow rise and fall of her chest beneath the thin hospital sheet. The rhythm was too steady.
Too artificial. The monitors beeped with mocking regularity, as if the poison had never happened at all.
An idea clicked into place, sharp as a rifle bolt sliding home.
Rosaria turned to McKay, her voice low and deliberate. "Tell the staff she's dead." The words were ice-cold, calculated.
She watched Lena's breath hitch, saw the way McKay's fingers stilled mid-motion over the IV line. "We're going to tell the staff she's dead. No one will be allowed in here except nurses, me, and Lena."
Lena's lips parted, not in protest, but in slow, dawning comprehension. Her gaze flicked to Ines's still form, then back to Rosaria with something almost like hunger. "They'll panic," she murmured.
"Good," Rosaria said. She pulled the sheet higher over Ines's shoulders, smoothing the fabric with deliberate tenderness before stepping back. "Panic makes people reckless. And recklessness." She met McKay's grim stare. "Leaves traces."
"Our would-be assassin will probably try to leave at the news that their target is dead, or at a minimum, try to contact Mistress's mother. The fact that Ines is still alive will be the ace up our sleeve. At worst, we wake up tomorrow morning, and the staff member who did it has escaped.”
Rosaria looked toward Lena, whose expression was like polished marble, smooth, unreadable, but cold. "We'll let them believe they succeeded. Let them get comfortable, let them make mistakes."
Lena's fingers curled against the doorframe, her shoulders trembling, a practiced performance more convincing than genuine grief could ever be. Fake tears clouding her eyes for the performance.
"Shall we tell them now?" She whispered, her voice thick with fabricated devastation, just loud enough to carry through the infirmary door.
Rosaria didn't answer immediately. She stared at the heart monitor's steady green line, the rhythmic blips a private rebellion against the lie they were about to unleash. Her fingers flexed once, then curled into fists.
"Just a moment," she murmured, pulling her phone from her pocket with deliberate slowness. The screen illuminated her scarred knuckles. "I'm going to make a call."
Rosaria blinked, hard, the memory snapping shut like a trap.
The infirmary came back into focus around her. The soft hum of machines. The antiseptic air. Ines’s chest rising and falling beneath the thin sheet, alive in a way that still felt unreal.
Her fingers twitched faintly now, a small, involuntary movement that made Rosaria’s throat tighten all over again.
Forty seconds.
That was how long Ines had been gone.
Rosaria stepped back from the bed, forcing her breathing to slow, to match the steady rhythm of the monitor instead of the frantic echo of her own pulse.
She pressed her thumb briefly to the inside of her wrist, grounding herself in the present. Ines was not convulsing on cold marble anymore.
She was not gray-eyed and empty. She was here. Hidden. Breathing.
She turned, her expression already hardening into something deliberate and dangerous.
“Dr. McKay,” Rosaria said quietly, voice all command now, no tremor left in it. “You understand what we’re doing.”
McKay nodded once, jaw set. “Officially, she didn’t make it. Time of death will be vague. I’ll handle the paperwork.”
Rosaria glanced at Lena. Lena was already composed, too composed, her earlier hysteria folded away like a costume hung neatly back in a closet. Lena was a half-decent liar. She probably wouldn’t have tricked Ines and Alya without it.
Her eyes lingered on Ines with something sharp and proprietary before she caught Rosaria looking and schooled her face into grief.
“No one comes in here,” Rosaria continued. “No staff. No guards. Anyone who asks will be told the body is being prepared.”
A car crunched over gravel outside the infirmary, tires slowing, engine idling. The sound cut cleanly through the low hum of machines. A moment later, three firm knocks at the door.
Rosaria’s head lifted.
She took one last look at Ines, memorizing the slack line of her mouth, the bruise blooming darkly at her throat, the quiet, infuriating miracle of her chest still rising beneath the sheet. Alive. Hidden. Fragile in a way that made something feral coil in Rosaria’s ribs.
Then she straightened her uniform, smoothed invisible creases, and wiped the last phantom smear of blood from her hands.
“I’ll handle it,” she said, already moving.
When Rosaria opened the door, the hallway seemed to shrink.
Ash-blonde hair, pulled back tight. Broad shoulders filling the frame. A familiar weight to her presence that made the air feel denser, steadier.
“Alya,” Rosaria said.
Alya’s eyes flicked past her instantly, sharp and assessing, already clocking the infirmary setup, the tension in the air, the armed guards posted farther down the corridor. “You said it was urgent.”
“It is,” Rosaria replied, stepping aside to let her in. “And temporary.”
They didn’t bother with pleasantries. There wasn’t time. She had already been filling her in via text over the past few days.
Rosaria lowered her voice as the door closed behind them. “Mistress Ines is alive. Barely. No one outside this room can know that.”
Alya’s jaw tightened. “Who knows?”
“Me. You. Dr. McKay. Lena.” A pause. “And that’s all.”
Understanding settled in Alya’s eyes, heavy and immediate. “You want me on the door.”
“I want you in the infirmary,” Rosaria corrected. “You don’t leave. You don’t sleep. You don’t let anyone near her unless I personally clear it.” Her gaze hardened. “If someone tries to push past you—”
“They won’t,” Alya said flatly.
Rosaria nodded once. “Good. Consider this a short-term contract. Protect her. At all costs.”
Alya didn’t move toward the door like a guard taking position.
She moved toward the bed.
Her steps slowed as she approached, the bulk of her frame softening into something almost careful. She stopped just short of the curtain, hands curling at her sides as she looked down at Ines.
Pale. Too still. Bruises marring skin that should have been warm and alive and infuriatingly expressive.
For a moment, Alya forgot where she was.
“Fuck,” she murmured under her breath.
She reached out, then stopped herself inches from Ines’s hand, fingers trembling before she pulled back. Her jaw clenched hard enough to ache.
Love had never made her gentle before. It made her furious. Helpless. It made her want to tear the world apart molecule by molecule until nothing like this could ever happen again.
She swallowed, eyes burning. “She looks…” Her voice broke. She cleared her throat, forcing it flat. “She looks wrong.”
Rosaria watched her carefully. Said nothing.
Behind them, Lena shifted.
Alya noticed immediately.
Her head snapped up, eyes locking onto Lena like a targeting reticle. “What the fuck is she doing here?”
Lena didn’t even look at her. She adjusted the cuff of her sleeve, posture deliberately casual, as if Alya were a draft she could simply ignore.
Alya’s lip curled. “You’ve got a lot of nerve breathing the same air as her,” she said, venomous and unfiltered. “Last I checked, you tried to get me killed.”
That got Lena’s attention.
She glanced over, eyes cool, mouth twisting into a faint, irritating smirk. “You’re still alive,” she said lightly. “Mistress even gave you a car. I’d say you came out ahead.”
Alya took a step forward, shoulders squaring. “Say that again.”
“Enough,” Rosaria cut in sharply.
Both of them froze, not out of respect, but calculation.
“It’s complicated,” Rosaria said, her voice ironclad. “And I don’t have the time or patience for the two of you tearing each other apart.” Her gaze pinned Alya first. “You’re here because you’re the best option I have.”
Then Lena. “And you’re here because you’re already involved, whether I like it or not.”
A beat.
“You will not fight,” Rosaria continued. “Not here. Not now.”
Alya’s nostrils flared, but she nodded once, stiffly. “For her,” she said. “Not for her.” Her glare flicked briefly toward Lena.
Lena gave a small, theatrical shrug, already turning away again, dismissive to the point of cruelty.
Rosaria exhaled slowly. “Good.”
She gestured toward the foot of the bed. “There’s one more thing.”
Alya looked back at Ines, softer again, sorrow cutting deep across her features. “Anything.”
“Before she collapsed,” Rosaria said, “Ines asked for a suitcase to be opened. She was specific about it.” Her mouth tightened. “We didn’t get the chance.”
Alya’s eyes sharpened. “You think it’s connected?”
“She said Mistress said it was a toll that would help,” Rosaria replied. “And if she wanted it opened before she drank that coffee, it matters.”
She nodded toward the far wall, where a reinforced case sat untouched. “That’s your side project. You open it. It's combination-locked, so you’re going to have to try a lot of different codes.”
Alya straightened, the familiar weight settling back into her posture. Protector. Enforcer. Survivor. “I’ll handle it.”
She took one last look at Ines, eyes lingering, full of words she couldn’t say to someone who couldn’t hear them.
Then Alya pulled a chair close to the bed and sat, planting herself there like a barricade made of muscle and intent.
“Thank you,” Rosaria said, already turning back toward the door, her voice sharpened again. “Come on, Lena, we have a murderer to flush out.”
Notes:
Merry Christmas! Happy Holidays to all my readers! Have a wonderful holiday season!
Chapter 38: Sherlock and... not Watson
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The guest room still smelled like lavender polish and fear.
Four maids sat along the wall where the bed should have been, their uniforms wrinkled, hands folded too neatly in their laps or clenched tight enough to blanch knuckles. No one spoke. Even breathing seemed negotiated, shallow and careful, as if noise itself might be taken as guilt.
Rosaria closed the door behind her with deliberate softness.
The click of the latch landed heavier than a gunshot.
Lena leaned against the dresser, arms crossed, eyes moving constantly. Not watching the women so much as cataloging them. The nervous one near the window with bitten nails.
The older woman whose back was too straight, chin lifted in defiance or pride. The youngest, eyes red-rimmed, already halfway to tears. The fourth, who hadn’t stopped staring at the floor since they’d been escorted in.
Four suspects. One cup of coffee.
“Listen carefully,” Rosaria said. Her voice was calm, even gentle, which made it worse. “Mistress Ines is dead.”
She let the words settle, watched the reactions bloom in real time. A sharp intake of breath. A muffled sob. Someone whispered a prayer. One woman flinched too late.
Rosaria filed it away.
“You will each be spoken to alone,” she continued. “What you say will be compared. Timelines. Details. Inconsistencies.” Her gaze swept the room, unblinking. “If you lie, it will show.”
Lena pushed off the dresser and stepped forward, heels clicking once against the hardwood. “If you tell the truth,” she added brightly, “this will go very quickly.”
No one believed her.
Rosaria gestured toward the door. “We’ll start now.”
She pointed to the maid closest to the window. “You. Come with me.”
Then to Lena, without looking away from the others. “Stay here with them. Nobody leaves. Make sure they don’t collaborate stories.” She still hadn’t ruled out that it could be two or more of them working together.
The remaining three stiffened as the first woman rose on unsteady legs, the room fracturing into silence and whispered panic as the separation began.
Rosaria opened the door.
Rosaria led the maid into the smaller sitting room at the end of the hall, closing the door behind them with measured calm.
The space was intentionally plain, two chairs facing each other, the curtains already drawn tight per Ines’s orders earlier that morning. The air felt compressed, as if the walls themselves were listening.
The maid’s name was Clara. Late twenties. Dark hair pulled back too tightly, eyes swollen and rimmed red, either from crying or from a night without sleep. She folded her hands in her lap and waited, shoulders hunched inward, bracing.
Rosaria didn’t sit right away. She stood across from her, posture relaxed but unmistakably authoritative, hands loosely clasped behind her back.
“Tell me where you were this morning between six and eight?” She said quietly. No accusation. Just a request that carried the weight of command.
Clara swallowed. “In the east wing,” she said. “Cleaning the baths. I didn’t leave that corridor until the announcement was made that Mistress Ines had died...”
Her voice shook, but her words came quickly, rehearsed or simply well remembered. “You can ask Marta, she passed me twice with linens. And the guards at the stairwell. I wasn’t in the kitchen.”
Rosaria nodded once, filing it away. “Did you brew the coffee?”
“No,” Clara said immediately, almost too fast. “I don’t touch the coffee station unless I’m told to. That’s usually Elena or Sofia. I know the rules. Everyone knows.”
Her eyes flicked up, earnest, almost pleading. “Nothing with nuts. Ever.”
“Do you know who brewed it?” Rosaria asked.
Clara hesitated, then shook her head. “No. When I came down, the tray was already prepared. I swear. I would never hurt her.” Her voice broke on the last word, not Mistress, not Lady Ines. Her.
Rosaria watched her for a long moment, long enough that Clara’s breathing went shallow again. Then she spoke, softer now. “I need to see your phone.”
Clara blinked. “I don’t have one.”
The answer landed cleanly, without deflection.
Rosaria tilted her head slightly. “You don’t own a cell phone?”
“No,” Clara said. “Mistress Isabel banned them during work hours years ago. Mine broke last winter, and I never replaced it. I use the landline in the staff corridor once a week to call my sister.”
She lifted her hands slightly, palms open. “You can ask anyone.”
Rosaria studied her face, searching for the telltale flicker of panic that came with a lie improvised too late. She saw fear, yes, but it was the fear of a woman trapped in a room with power she did not understand, not the fear of exposure.
“Then I’m going to search you,” Rosaria said evenly. “To confirm.”
Clara nodded at once. “Of course.”
Rosaria stepped forward and conducted the pat-down herself, professional and thorough. Pockets first. Apron. Waistband. The seams of the uniform dress. The back of the collar, where some people hid thin devices. Clara stood rigid, eyes fixed on the far wall, breath held as if movement itself might condemn her.
Nothing.
No phone. No burner. No folded paper. No hidden object of any kind.
Rosaria stepped back and straightened. “All right.”
Clara sagged slightly in relief, tears finally spilling over. “Am I… am I allowed to go back now?”
“For the moment,” Rosaria said. “Don’t leave the room. Don’t speak to anyone else.”
She opened the door and gestured Clara out, watching her retreat down the hall before closing it again, already turning the information over in her mind.
Three left.
Rosaria sent Clara back to the holding room and motioned for the next maid to be brought in. This one was older, mid-thirties maybe, with prematurely gray strands woven through her dark braid.
Her name was Sofia. She carried herself with the brittle stiffness of someone who had already decided no explanation would be enough.
The same sitting room. The same chairs. The same drawn curtains sealing them off from the rest of the house.
Rosaria closed the door and finally took a seat this time, folding one leg over the other with deliberate slowness. “You’ll be asked the same questions,” she said, tone neutral. “Where were you between six and eight?”
Sofia exhaled through her nose. “In the kitchen,” she said. “I opened it. I started the coffee. I set the tray.” She lifted her chin slightly, defiant but not reckless. “I brewed it.”
That landed heavier than anything Clara had said.
Rosaria didn’t interrupt. She let the silence stretch until Sofia shifted in her chair.
“What blend?” Rosaria asked.
“The Colombian,” Sofia said immediately. “The same one we’ve used for years. Dark roast. No additives. No nuts. I swear it.”
Her hands clenched together in her lap. “I would never touch almond or peanut anything. Everyone knows that would be a death sentence.”
Rosaria’s gaze sharpened. “And yet that is exactly what was found in the trash.”
Sofia’s breath hitched. “Then someone changed it after me,” she said quickly.
“Or before. I don’t know. But I didn’t do it.” Her voice cracked despite her effort to keep it steady. “I poured from the tin that’s always been there. I didn’t bring anything new into that kitchen.”
“Did you leave the kitchen at any point?” Rosaria followed up.
Sofia’s eyes tilted upwards like she was trying to remember. “No... wait, yeah, I did. A guard came in and had a glass of water, but dropped it, and I left briefly for a dustpan. No more than a minute was I gone.”
Rosaria studied her face, the fine tremor at the corner of her mouth, the way her eyes darted once toward the door before snapping back. Doubt crept in, unwelcome and persistent.
“Let me see your phone,” Rosaria said.
Sofia hesitated only a fraction of a second, then reached into the pocket of her uniform and pulled it out, setting it carefully on the table between them.
The screen was spiderwebbed with cracks, the glass fractured so badly it looked frosted. The phone didn’t light up when she pressed the button. She tried again, harder. Nothing.
Accidental break? Or destroyed?
“It broke last night,” Sofia said, too quickly, then steadied herself. “I dropped it down the steps when the shooting started. I didn’t even realize how bad it was until this morning.”
Rosaria leaned forward, examining the phone without touching it. The damage was extensive. The real question was whether this was done on purpose or not.
“May I?” Rosaria said.
Sofia nodded.
Rosaria picked it up, turned it over in her hands, and pressed the power button herself. Dead. No vibration. No backlight. She set it back down.
“You must understand how... convenient, this all looks. You brewed the coffee, but not the poisoned coffee, you have a cell phone, but it suddenly broke...” Rosaria said quietly.
Sofia swallowed hard. “It wasn't me! I-I'm being set up.”
“One last question,” Rosaria said. “Does Clara own a cellphone?”
“Not that I know of.”
Rosaria held her gaze for a long moment, then stood. “You’ll wait with the others. Do not discuss this conversation.”
As Sofia was led out, Rosaria remained where she was, staring at the cracked phone left behind on the table for a beat too long.
The third maid was brought in with her hands folded neatly in front of her, shoulders squared in a way that suggested she had already resigned herself to whatever this was going to be.
Her name was Elena. Younger than the others, early twenties, hair pulled back tight enough to give her a constant, faint wince. She met Rosaria’s eyes immediately and didn’t look away.
Rosaria didn’t bother sitting this time. She remained standing by the table, one hand resting lightly against its edge, posture relaxed in a way that was anything but. “You know the routine,” she said. “Where were you between six and eight this morning?”
“In the kitchen,” Elena answered without hesitation. “Prep station. I was cutting fruit and starting the eggs. Sofia was there too.” She paused, then added, carefully, “She brewed the coffee while I was cooking.”
Rosaria’s gaze flicked to her face, sharp. “You’re certain you weren’t alone?”
“Yes,” Elena said. “The kitchen was busy. Sofia, I, and one of the night guards passing through for water. It wasn’t empty at any point.” She frowned slightly, thinking. “Sofia handled the coffee entirely.”
“And the blend,” Rosaria said. “Did you see what she used?”
Elena shook her head. “No. I didn’t check the tin. But I didn’t see anything unusual. No new packaging. No one sneaking in or out.” Her voice hardened just a touch.
“If there had been almonds or peanuts anywhere near that kitchen, everyone would’ve known. Mistress Isabel made that very clear.”
“Did Sofia at any point leave the room?”
Elena nodded briskly. “Yes, the guard who came in for water broke the glass he was using.”
“So you’re admitting to being alone with the coffee pot?”
The maid’s eyes went wide, and she shook her head emphatically. “No. The guard stayed, trying to clean up his mess clumsily. I was never alone in the room.”
Rosaria let that sit. It aligned with what she already knew. Too neatly, perhaps.
“May I see your phone?” Rosaria said.
Elena reached into her pocket immediately and placed it on the table without ceremony. “Go ahead.”
Rosaria picked it up, her thumb moving with practiced ease. Search history first. Recipes, weather, a local news article about the shooting the night before. A few things about pregnancy that made Rosaria raise an eyebrow.
No medical searches related to poison. No allergens. Then the call log. Missed call from her brother. A voicemail from a landlord. Nothing outgoing that raised even a flicker of concern.
Rosaria handed it back. “Nothing here,”
Elena exhaled quietly, relief loosening her shoulders.
“One more thing,” Rosaria said. “Clara. Does Clara have a cell phone?”
Elena frowned, thinking. “No,” she said slowly. “Not that I’ve ever seen. She always said she didn’t need one. If she had to make a call, she used the landline in the service hall.”
Rosaria nodded once, filing it away.
“You’ll wait with the others,” Rosaria said. “Do not speak about this.”
Elena stood, smoothing her apron with shaking fingers before the guard led her out.
Alone again, Rosaria stared at the empty chair, the faint indent left where Elena had been sitting. Three maids down, and she wasn’t very close to figuring anything out.
The last maid was brought in slowly, flanked by the guard as though she might bolt, though Marta carried herself with a brittle, defiant stiffness that suggested flight wasn’t her instinct.
She dropped into the chair opposite Rosaria with deliberate force, the legs scraping loudly against the floor. Her arms folded tight across her chest, fingers digging into her sleeves as if she could anchor herself there through sheer will.
Dampness clung to the nape of her neck, darkening the fabric, and a faint scent of detergent followed her in, clean linen, sharp and sterile.
This was the maid Clara had noticed earlier, moving through the corridors with an armful of sheets, her pace brisk enough to look purposeful, her eyes fixed firmly ahead. The kind of movement that said don’t look at me, don’t stop me, don’t ask questions.
Rosaria didn’t sit. She remained standing, one shoulder angled toward the table, posture loose in a way that was entirely intentional.
It put her higher than Marta, looming without overt threat, her presence a constant pressure rather than an overt show of force. Her gaze never left the maid’s face.
“I’ll ask you the same questions,” Rosaria said, her voice level, unhurried. “Where were you between six and eight this morning?”
Marta exhaled sharply through her nose. “Working,” she said. “Like always.”
“Where?” Rosaria repeated, not raising her voice, not softening it either.
“Upstairs. Guest rooms, if the guards are going to be staying downstairs, the extra linen needs to be moved downstairs,” Marta lifted her chin, defiance sharpening her features. “You can ask anyone.”
“I will,” Rosaria said calmly. “Did you enter the kitchen at any point during that time?”
“No.”
“Did you see anyone in the kitchen acting strangely,” Rosaria continued, “handling the coffee, lingering longer than usual, moving things they shouldn’t have.”
Marta scoffed, a short, ugly sound. “This place is crawling with guards. You really think one of us slipped poison into the coffee like it’s some kind of storybook? If something happened, it wasn’t me.”
Rosaria let the words hang in the air, studying Marta’s face for microexpressions, for the flicker of calculation or panic. “Did you see Clara this morning?”
Marta’s eyes shifted despite herself, darting briefly to the side before returning. “Briefly in the hallway. She was carrying laundry. Same as me.”
“Anything unusual?” Rosaria pressed. “Anything she said. Anything she did that stood out.”
“No.”
The tension in the room thickened, Marta’s defensiveness blooming into open hostility, her foot tapping against the floor in sharp, arrhythmic beats. Rosaria straightened just slightly.
“Allow me to see your phone?” She said.
Marta laughed, but it was brittle, the sound cracking at the edges. “No.”
Rosaria’s brow lifted almost imperceptibly. “No?”
“You don’t get to do that,” Marta snapped, heat flaring fast and bright. “You’re not the police. You’re not a lawyer. I know my rights.”
Rosaria regarded her for a long moment, her expression unreadable. Then, unexpectedly, she nodded once. “You’re right.”
Marta hesitated, thrown off balance by the agreement.
“I don’t have legal authority,” Rosaria continued, voice even, measured. “But the police will. Because this is a murder scene. Mistress Ines was murdered!”
She let the lie settle, heavy and irrevocable. “So you can hand me the phone now, or I can call them, and they’ll take it from you instead.”
The silence that followed was dense, suffocating. Marta’s jaw tightened, muscles in her neck standing out as she stared at the table, then at Rosaria, anger warring with something far closer to fear.
Finally, with a sharp, resentful movement, she reached into her pocket and placed the phone down between them. The device was newer than the others’, screen uncracked, pristine. It powered on immediately.
Rosaria picked it up and began to scroll.
She didn’t react at first. Just scrolled. Page after page. Tab after tab. Her face remained impassive as the truth revealed itself, not poison searches, not frantic medical queries, not secret calls or suspicious messages.
Instead, the browser history told a different story entirely. Explicit, pornographic sites. Dozens of them. Repeated visits at all hours. Long viewing times. Specific, carefully curated categories.
The maid's face drained of color, her bravado crumbling as her mouth opened and closed without sound. Thinking of defending herself, but realizing no explanation would suffice.
The browser tabs glowed under Rosaria's thumb, filthy, desperate, private cravings laid bare, but none of them pointed to poison.
Just a tangled web of kinks, age play, pissing, the kind of porn that made most people look away with discomfort. A search for 'Golden showers, aftercare.'
What a terrible day to have eyes.
Marta's breath hitched, her fingers digging into her thighs hard enough to bruise. The silence stretched too long, unbearable.
Rosaria stopped scrolling abruptly. The silence stretched, thick as the scent of disinfectant still clinging to Marta's sleeves. The maid's breathing had gone shallow, her fingers now twisting the fabric of her apron into frayed knots. Not guilt, shame.
Rosaria set the phone down with deliberate gentleness. "This isn't relevant," she said, watching as Marta's shoulders hunched inward like a beetle flipped onto its back.
The screen still displayed an open tab, a forum discussing age play protocols with clinical detachment that made Rosaria's skin crawl. She cleared her throat. "Though you'll want to clear your history before lending this to anyone."
Marta made a choked noise, halfway between relief and humiliation. Marta’s face had gone red, blotchy with humiliation. “T-that’s not illegal,” she snapped, voice cracking despite herself. “You can’t fire me for that.”
“I’m not interested in your habits,” Rosaria said. “I’m interested in poison.”
Rosaria turned the phone facedown on the table. "I don't think you did it either," she said, watching Marta's shoulders stiffen.
Marta snatched the phone back, hands trembling now despite her effort to mask it. “Then why the hell are you treating me like this?”
“Because you resisted harder than anyone else,” Rosaria replied, unflinching. “The others were subjected to the same questions and tests; you are the only one who made themselves suspicious by resisting.”
She turned toward the door. “You’ll remain upstairs. Do not speak to the other maids.”
As Marta was escorted out, Rosaria stayed behind, staring at the empty chair, the lingering smell of detergent and fear hanging in the air. Four maids. Four interrogations. One poisoned cup of coffee.
And still no answer.
Which meant whoever had done this was either very careful or not a maid at all.
Rosaria found Lena in the corridor just outside the guest wing, pacing with the restless, coiled energy of someone who had been left alone too long with her thoughts.
Lena straightened the moment she saw Rosaria approach, expression sharpening, already bracing for bad news or worse, orders. Without preamble, Rosaria gestured for her to walk, turning toward the stairwell that led back down to the main floor.
As they descended, Rosaria spoke in a low, controlled voice, laying out the interrogations one by one.
Four maids.
Four alibis.
Clara with no phone at all. Sofia admitted to brewing the coffee but insisted it was the standard Colombian blend. Elena corroborated Sofia’s presence in the kitchen and surrendered her phone without hesitation, clean, dull, unremarkable.
And Marta, all sharp edges and defiance, whose resistance had masked nothing more incriminating than an extensive and deeply personal browser history.
“So nothing,” Lena said finally, frustration threading through her tone. “No poison searches. No calls. No slip-ups.”
“Nothing obvious,” Rosaria corrected. “Which means either we’re dealing with someone smarter than the average criminal… or we’re looking in the wrong place.”
They reached the bottom of the stairs and moved through the quieter stretch of the villa, the early afternoon light slanting through half-drawn curtains. The house felt different now, watchful, tense, as though it were holding its breath.
Guards shifted at every corner, hands never far from their weapons. Staff moved with their eyes down, voices hushed. Lockdown had turned the estate inward, every shadow suspect.
“We missed something,” Rosaria said, more to herself than to Lena. “The kitchen. The office. Somewhere.”
Lena nodded reluctantly. “Poison like that doesn’t just appear. Someone had access. Time. Privacy.”
They were halfway down the hall when Rosaria’s phone vibrated sharply against her hip. She stopped, already knowing before she answered. The timing was too precise, the interruption too heavy.
She lifted the phone. “Rosaria.”
Dr. McKay didn’t waste a second. Her voice came through tight, clipped, edged with urgency. “We’ve got the analysis back.”
“You need to come back to the infirmary,” McKay continued. “Now. There are… implications. And Rosaria...” a pause, weighted and deliberate, “this isn’t something a random staff member just stumbles across.”
“I’m on my way,” Rosaria said after a moment. “No, don’t say it over the phone. I’ll be there.”
She ended the call and slipped the phone back into her pocket.
“What?” Lena asked.
“The analysis is back,” Rosaria said. “Wants me in the infirmary.”
Lena’s jaw set. “That bad?”
Rosaria didn’t answer. She turned already, redirecting them down the corridor that led toward the infirmary wing, her stride long and purposeful.
The weight in her chest had shifted, not eased, but focused, like the moment just before impact.
They reached the infirmary doors moments later, the sterile smell already bleeding into the hall.
Rosaria and Lena returned to the infirmary together, their footsteps muted by the sterile hush of the corridor. The guards outside the door stiffened at their approach, but Rosaria waved them off with a curt nod before either of them could speak.
“Ines hasn’t changed,” Alya said immediately. She stood near the foot of the bed, arms folded, her bulk a silent barricade between Ines and the rest of the world.
Her eyes flicked briefly to the monitors, then back to Rosaria. “Breathing’s steady. Heart rate’s ugly, but stable.” A pause. “Still unconscious.”
She didn’t say the part that mattered most: still alive. It hung there anyway.
Isabel lay unchanged as well, pale and distant in her own bed, cocooned in machines and linens. No miracles. No sudden awakenings. Just the slow tyranny of waiting.
Alya gestured with her chin toward the chair beside Ines’s bed. The briefcase sat open on it, tools and papers neatly arranged.
“I’m still working on this,” she added. “I’ve tried over 500 combinations, still nothing.”
“Good,” Rosaria said. “Take your time. Just don’t leave her.”
“As if I’d go anywhere,” Alya replied, flat.
Dr. McKay emerged from behind a privacy curtain, gloves stripped off and stuffed into her pocket. Her expression was tight, purposeful, the look she wore when she had answers she didn’t like.
“I got the analysis back,” she said without preamble. “Coffee residue, blood samples, gastric contents.”
Rosaria’s shoulders squared. “What was it?”
“Oleander,” McKay said. “Plant-based toxin. Cardiac glycosides.” She crossed her arms. “Nasty stuff. Extremely bitter. When steeped or crushed and mixed into a hot liquid, coffee, tea, it leaches.”
Lena sucked in a sharp breath. Alya’s jaw clenched.
McKay continued, clinical and merciless. “Explains the taste she reacted to. The coughing, the hemorrhaging, the collapse. Without intervention, it stops the heart. Slowly enough for suffering. Fast enough to kill.”
“And the peanut-almond roast?” Rosaria asked.
“A multiplier,” McKay said. “Clever, in a cruel way. The allergens would inflame her system, accelerate absorption, and distract from the bitterness. Mask the plant taste just enough that she’d swallow it instead of spitting it out.”
Silence pressed in around them, broken only by the steady beeping of Ines’s monitor.
Rosaria spoke again. “Where would someone get oleander?”
McKay didn’t hesitate. “Gardens. Decorative landscaping. Rich people love it. Hardy. Pretty. Lethal. It’s a beautiful plant in which every part is a lethal poison; rich people have the money for symbolism like that.”
The word landed like a dropped plate.
Rosaria’s eyes shifted, unfocused for half a second as something rearranged itself behind them. Gates. Guards. Kitchens. Phones. All dead ends.
But the garden...
Her gaze snapped back into clarity.
“The garden,” she said quietly.
Lena broke the silence first, glancing from McKay to Rosaria, then back toward the door. “Do we even grow oleander here?”
Rosaria was already moving. “I don’t know,” she said. “But it should be easy to find out.” She turned sharply toward the exit. “Come on.”
They left the infirmary behind, the steady beeping of machines fading as the villa swallowed them again.
The corridor windows were curtained, throwing everything into a muted half-light that made the place feel subterranean, as though they were descending rather than walking level ground.
As they passed through the side hall toward the back doors, Lena snorted softly. “You know,” she said, trying for levity and missing the mark by a mile, “this is very Sherlock Holmes of us. Murder, poison, suspects with terrible alibis.”
Rosaria didn’t slow. “Don’t flatter yourself.”
“Oh?” Lena arched a brow. “You’re Holmes, obviously. That makes me Watson.”
Rosaria shot her a sideways look, eyes cold and sharp. “Watson was useful.”
Lena huffed. “Rude.”
“He kept notes. Provided cover. Occasionally stopped Holmes from getting himself killed.” Rosaria pushed open the garden doors, letting in a wash of humid air heavy with green and loam. “You,” she added dryly, “are not doing any of those things.”
“So what am I?” Lena asked, following her outside.
Rosaria didn’t miss a beat. “The dog.”
Lena stopped short. “Excuse me?”
“No, actually, the dog helped solve several cases,” Rosaria said, scanning the grounds. “Tracked scents. Found bodies. Contributed more than you are currently.”
Lena stared at her, then barked out a laugh despite herself. “Wow. And here I thought we were bonding.”
“You’re more like the landlady,” Rosaria continued. “Always present. Complaining. Providing tea.”
“I will poison your tea,” Lena muttered.
Rosaria’s mouth twitched, humorless. “Try harder than who we’re trying to catch.”
They moved deeper into the grounds, the manicured lawns giving way to denser planting. The estate garden was extensive, designed to impress and intimidate in equal measure.
Roses climbed trellises in disciplined rows, their blooms heavy and fragrant. Jasmine threaded itself through iron arches, the scent sweet enough to almost make Rosaria dizzy. Lilies stood tall and immaculate, white throats open to the afternoon sun like silent witnesses.
They circled the back of the kitchen first, instinct guiding Rosaria’s steps. Her gaze swept low, methodical, scanning for disturbances in the earth, broken stems, anything out of place.
Then she stopped.
“Lena.”
“What?”
Rosaria pointed.
Just below the kitchen window, half-hidden by ornamental grasses, sat a smashed coffee pot. The glass was shattered, the metal frame bent where it had struck stone. Dark liquid had soaked into the soil beneath it, staining the earth a rich, familiar brown.
Rosaria crouched, ignoring the damp seeping into her trousers. She pressed two fingers into the ground and lifted them, rubbing the residue between her thumb and forefinger. The scent hit immediately.
“Colombian,” she said flatly.
Lena’s breath left her in a slow hiss. “So Sofia was telling the truth.”
“Yes,” Rosaria said. “She brewed the Colombian. Someone swapped the pot.”
“And tossed the evidence out the window,” Lena finished, eyes tracking upward to the kitchen. “Bold.”
“Desperate,” Rosaria corrected. She straightened, already pulling out her phone and snapping a photo. “They didn’t have time to clean this up properly.”
She took another photo from a wider angle, then slipped the phone away. “This confirms timing. The poisoning didn’t happen at the brewing stage. It happened after.”
Rosaria took a glance at the windowsill; the dust around it had been disturbed, like something circular had been placed there.
They moved on, the urgency sharpening Rosaria’s stride. The answer wasn’t the coffee anymore. It was the plant.
They followed the path as it curved toward the hedge maze, the garden growing wilder at the edges, less ornamental, more functional. Shrubs thickened, hedges rose taller, their clipped walls casting long shadows across the gravel.
Rosaria slowed, eyes narrowing.
There, set back from the roses, partially obscured by taller hedging, stood a cluster of shrubs she didn’t recognize at first glance. Broad, leathery leaves, deep green and glossy, arranged in whorls. The flowers were pale pink, almost delicate, five-petaled, with darker throats that drew the eye inward.
Oleander.
Rosaria felt a cold knot settle in her stomach.
She stepped closer, studying the plant with the attention of someone memorizing a weapon. Oleander was beautiful in a way that felt deceptive, its blossoms almost soft, inviting.
But she knew what hid beneath that façade. Every part of it was toxic. Leaves, stems, sap. Even the smoke from burning it could kill.
She crouched, examining the branches.
Several stems were bare where leaves should have been. Freshly snapped. The breaks were jagged, still pale, not yet browned with age.
“Fuck,” Lena breathed. “Someone harvested it.”
“Yes,” Rosaria said quietly. “Recently.”
She straightened slowly, the implications cascading through her mind with brutal clarity. She knew this estate. She knew every corridor, every guard rotation, every supply route. She had memorized it piece by piece over years.
She had not known this plant was here.
Which meant...
Her gaze lifted, sweeping the grounds beyond the hedge maze, toward the perimeter where the garden bled into less manicured land. Toward the areas, only a handful of people still worked.
“The maids wouldn’t know what this is,” Rosaria said. “They wouldn’t know how to process it without poisoning themselves. And they wouldn’t have access to this part of the grounds without being noticed.”
Lena’s eyes widened as the same realization hit. “The gardeners.”
“Former gardeners,” Rosaria corrected. “Turned guards.”
There had been more once. Before the shooting. Before the resignations. Now there were only two left.
Rosaria exhaled slowly, steadying herself. This was the first solid lead that felt like it might actually bleed.
She lifted her radio. “All staff,” she said, her voice calm but edged with steel. “Attention. The two remaining gardeners, now assigned guard duty, are to surrender themselves immediately for interrogation.”
She paused, then added, “This is not a request.”
The radio crackled with acknowledgments.
Lena looked at the damaged plant again, then back at Rosaria. “You really didn’t know this was here?”
“No,” Rosaria said. Her jaw tightened.
Only someone who knew the grounds intimately would’ve known this was here.
She took one last photo of the oleander, then turned away, already moving back toward the villa.
They brought the two men in through the side entrance, away from the main hall, into the smaller security office that smelled faintly of old coffee and gun oil. The windows were narrow and high, letting in slats of gray afternoon light that cut across the table like bars.
The first guard introduced himself as Mateo Ruiz. Mid-thirties, thick through the shoulders, hands permanently rough from years of pruning hedges and hauling soil before he’d ever been given a weapon.
His uniform still didn’t quite sit right on him, like he hadn’t grown into the role yet, or didn’t want to. His eyes stayed steady, flicking between Rosaria and Lena with cautious respect rather than fear.
“I was with Emiliano,” Mateo said, voice even. “All morning. He was showing me how to recalibrate the west gate sensor. The damn thing keeps drifting.”
Rosaria watched him as he spoke, not his face, but his hands. They were still. No tremor. No defensive clenching.
“Phone?” She said simply.
Mateo nodded without hesitation, reaching into his pocket and setting the device on the table. He even slid it closer to her, a small, unconscious gesture of cooperation.
Rosaria checked it thoroughly. Call logs. Messages. Browser history. Nothing but sports scores, weather, and a half-finished text to his sister about borrowing money. Boring. Human. Harmless.
She pushed it back toward him. “Stay available.”
Mateo swallowed and nodded again, relief flickering across his face as he stood and was escorted out.
The second man didn’t sit as easily.
Javier Morales hovered near the chair before lowering himself into it, shoulders hunched, his knee bouncing so fast it rattled the table.
He was lean, almost wiry, with dark hair plastered to his forehead with sweat despite the cool room. His eyes darted constantly, like he was mapping exits that weren’t there.
“I, I was in the kitchen,” he said quickly, before they even asked. “Earlier. Dropped a glass. It shattered. I cleaned it up, I swear.”
Rosaria leaned back slightly, folding her arms. “You were in the kitchen,” she repeated, tone neutral. “At what time?”
Javier licked his lips. “During breakfast. Before, before everything.”
“So you had access to the coffee pot,” Rosaria said.
His mouth opened. Closed. Opened again. “I-I...well, yes, but I didn’t—”
“Phone,” Lena cut in, sharper than before.
Javier hesitated.
Just a fraction of a second too long.
Then, with a jerky nod, he reached into his pocket and pulled it out, placing it on the table between them. His hand lingered on it, fingers splayed like he might grab it back.
Rosaria leaned forward and reached.
The table exploded sideways.
Javier slammed both hands into it, flipping it hard enough that the chair skidded and Lena barely managed to jump back. The phone clattered to the floor, skidding out of reach.
Rosaria hit the ground rolling, recovering fast, but not fast enough.
Javier was already bolting for the door, his boots kicking up dust from the tile as he wrenched it open. Lena lunged after him, grabbing nothing but air as the door slammed shut behind him with a hollow boom. The lock clicked. Then silence.
Rosaria rolled to her knees, coughing as plaster dust settled around her from where Javier had thrown the table into the wall. Her left forearm throbbed; the edge had clipped her on its way down, but she barely registered the pain.
The phone. The fucking phone. It lay halfway under the overturned table, its cracked screen still glowing with an unsent message.
She lunged for it, fingers closing around the device just as Lena kicked the door open, reinforced wood splintering around the lock, and bolted into the hallway after Javier.
The screen flickered under Rosaria's thumbprint, unlocked from the force of impact or sheer dumb luck. The text thread loaded, the most recent message searing itself into her retinas:
She's dead, we want our money.
We
Our
Rosaria knew exactly who his accomplice was now.
Rosaria's thumb hovered over the message for half a second before she slammed the phone against her thigh, pocketing it mid-stride as she bolted after Lena.
The hallway stretched before them, Javier already rounding the corner toward the east wing staff stairs, the narrow, twisting route that led down to the kitchens, the gardens, the world beyond.
Elena stumbled when Javier grabbed her wrist near the greenhouse exit, his fingers digging in hard enough to bruise. "We have to go!" He hissed, voice cracking on the last word.
She barely had time to register the smear of dirt on his cheek before he was dragging her toward the hedge maze, their shoes slipping on dew-slick cobblestones.
The towering boxwoods swallowed them whole within three strides, the neatly trimmed walls closing like a green throat around them.
Rosaria skidded to a halt at the entrance, boots chewing gravel as she scanned the gaping mouth of the maze. She knew its bones, every dead-end, every shortcut, but the afternoon shadows stretched long and deceptive across the paths.
Somewhere ahead, a branch snapped. Lena didn't wait for orders; she plunged in after them, her dark braid whipping behind her like a whip.
Rosaria followed at a controlled sprint, listening for the hitch of breath, the rustle of fabric against leaves.
The maze swallowed sound in its green labyrinth, but the scent gave them away; Javier's cheap cologne left a metallic trail, mixing with the earthiness of overturned mulch.
She rounded a corner just in time to see Elena's skirt vanish behind the next hedge, her footsteps uneven as Javier hauled her forward by the wrist.
They hit a dead end where the hedges boxed in a stone bench, its surface moss-eaten and damp. Javier spun Elena around, pressing her back against the greenery, his free hand pawing at his waistband for something, a knife, gun, desperation.
Rosaria didn't wait to find out. She twisted sideways and drew the compact Glock from the thigh holster strapped beneath her skirt in one fluid motion, her thumb already on the trigger.
"Hands up now!" Rosaria said, voice cracking through the maze like a whip. The barrel didn't waver. Javier froze mid-movement, his fingers still hooked in his belt, his breath ragged, eyes locked on the gun.
Elena whimpered, her wrist turning purple under his grip. The hedges rustled ominously as Lena skidded into view.
"Shoot them," Lena whispered, pressing close enough for her lips to brush the shell of Rosaria's ear. "Before they can start whatever sob story—"
"I'm pregnant."
The words fell between them like a grenade with the pin already pulled. Elena's voice was barely louder than the rustling leaves, but it froze Rosaria's finger on the trigger.
Javier's grip slackened instantly, not shock, Rosaria realized, but recognition. His exhale fogged the air between them, sour with adrenaline and something bitter beneath it.
"Too late," Lena huffed.
Rosaria didn't lower the gun. The barrel stayed trained on Javier's forehead as Elena's confession curled between them like smoke.
"Let me guess," Rosaria said, voice dripping with venom, "Mistress's mother offered you untold millions to kill Lady Ines?" She took a half-step forward, boots crushing a fallen oleander blossom into the gravel.
Elena shook violently, tears streaking the dirt on her face. "Mistress Ines was good to us, but use your eyes, this house will fall. We're being attacked every day now. Why does it matter if it's us or a mercenary's bullet? We didn't want to kill her. But we needed the money for the baby!
Javier's fingers twitched toward his waistband again, too slow. Rosaria fired once. The bullet grazed his thigh, spinning him into the hedge with a wet thud of foliage.
He screamed, clutching his leg as blood seeped through his fingers. Elena shrieked and dropped to her knees beside him.
Rosaria stepped closer, gun still leveled. "Try that again," she said, voice low and dangerous, "and the next one goes through your skull."
Elena threw herself fully over Javier, her arms spread wide as if her fragile frame could stop bullets. The hem of her skirt soaked up the blood spreading beneath him, the fabric darkening in uneven blossoms.
"Please don't!" She gasped, her voice raw with terror. "He's, he's the father!" Her fingers dug into Javier's shoulders, pressing him deeper into the hedge as if she could force him through it to safety.
Rosaria didn't lower the gun. The muzzle stayed trained on Javier's forehead while his breath came in ragged bursts, his hands slick with his own blood where they clutched his thigh.
"She's already dead," he choked out, his teeth stained pink where he'd bitten his tongue. "Just let us go!"
His eyes darted wildly between Rosaria and Lena, searching for mercy that wasn't there. The stench of iron and crushed oleander leaves thickened the air between them.
And then Rosaria had an idea.
She let the Glock waver slightly, as if the revelation had shaken her resolve. Lena shot her a sharp glance, but Rosaria subtly shook her head, wait.
And then Rosaria let her hand shake.
Just a little.
Enough to be seen.
The Glock dipped a fraction, the muzzle drifting from Javier’s forehead to his shoulder as if doubt had finally seeped in through the cracks Elena’s confession had opened. Lena stiffened beside her instantly, sensing the shift, her breath hitching in sharp disbelief.
Elena noticed it too.
Her eyes snapped up, hope flaring wild and desperate, clinging to that single inch of mercy like a lifeline. Javier felt it in his bones; his shoulders sagged, his grip loosening as if the gun’s weight had been the only thing keeping his body upright.
Rosaria exhaled slowly, deliberately, as though the fight had drained out of her all at once.
“Go,” she said.
The word fell softly, almost swallowed by the hedges.
Lena spun on her. “What?”
Rosaria shot her a look sharp enough to cut glass.
“Go,” she repeated, louder now, eyes never leaving Javier. She reached into her pocket, pulled out the phone, and tossed it onto the gravel at his feet.
The device landed screen-up, smeared with blood and dirt. “You take that belief, and you run.”
Javier stared at the phone like it might explode. “You’re... you’re letting us go?”
“Now,” Rosaria snapped, the gun lifting again just enough to remind him how thin the mercy was.
Elena scrambled to her feet, hauling Javier with her, half-dragging him despite the blood slicking his leg. She didn’t thank Rosaria. She didn’t even look at her again. Survival burned too hot in her eyes for gratitude.
They limped away together, disappearing back through the maze’s winding paths, their retreat messy and uneven, but relentless. The hedges swallowed them whole, leaves whispering shut behind their backs.
Lena exploded the second they were out of sight.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Her voice cut through the maze, sharp and incredulous, fury bleeding through the disciplined calm she usually wore like armor. “You just let them go. They poisoned her. They think they murdered—”
“They think she’s dead,” Rosaria said.
The words landed softly, but they stopped Lena cold.
Lena blinked. “What?”
Rosaria slid the Glock back into the thigh holster beneath her skirt with deliberate care, the click of the retention strap snapping into place far too calm for the violence still ringing in the air. She exhaled slowly, as if only now allowing her body to come down from the edge.
“They believe they succeeded,” she continued, turning away from the maze and starting back down the gravel path toward the villa.
Lena followed her, disbelief etched across her face. “You’re saying you let two assassins walk because, what? You want them to feel good about themselves?”
Rosaria stopped walking and turned sharply, her expression cutting. “I let them walk because they’re going to run. And when they run, they will report success.”
Understanding crept in, slow and unwilling. Lena’s jaw tightened. “To Mistress’s mother.”
“Yes,” Rosaria said. “And when she hears Ines is dead, she will stop applying pressure. No more probing. No more infiltrators. No more attempts to kill Ines.”
Lena dragged a hand through her hair, pacing a tight circle. “And if they lie? If they decide to keep working her for more money?”
“They won’t,” Rosaria replied. “They were terrified. And desperate people don’t complicate things; they simplify them. They’ll take the money and disappear. If they’re smart.”
The gravel crunched under their boots as they resumed walking. The villa loomed ahead, windows glowing warmly, utterly indifferent to the violence that had just unfolded in its gardens.
“I don’t like it,” Lena muttered.
“I don’t either,” Rosaria said quietly. “But I’m not interested in justice. I’m interested in survival.”
They walked in silence for several long seconds, the adrenaline ebbing, leaving behind a hollow ache. Somewhere inside the estate, machines hummed, nurses moved, and Ines lay suspended between life and death, blissfully unaware of how close she’d come to being avenged instead of saved.
Lena broke the quiet again. “We should’ve at least forced them to tell us how they did it.”
Rosaria didn’t look at her. “We already know.”
Lena frowned. “You’re assuming.”
“No,” Rosaria said. “It was obvious.”
She slowed her pace slightly, her voice slipping into that calm, analytical cadence that meant she’d already walked the entire crime scene in her head.
“The poison was prepared well in advance. Oleander isn’t something you crush and toss in at the last second; it needs time to steep, to leach. One of them brewed the poisoned coffee hours earlier and left it cooling outside the kitchen, on the windowsill. Close enough to retrieve quickly.”
Lena listened intently now.
“When Javier entered the kitchen and ‘accidentally’ dropped the glass, it created the distraction they needed. Sofia left to get the broom and dustpan. The kitchen was briefly unsupervised.”
Rosaria’s mouth tightened.
“In that window, Elena retrieved the poisoned pot from outside. Javier took the fresh coffee, the one Sofia had just brewed, and threw it out the back, over the garden edge. Not down the sink. Outside.”
Lena exhaled slowly. “And then?”
“Then Javier stayed,” Rosaria said. “Visible. Present. Establishing Elena’s alibi that she was never alone with the pot. And Sofia, who never touched the poison, poured the coffee and served it. The perfect crime for people who only needed it to work once.”
They reached the infirmary together, the doors sealing behind them with that familiar, clinical hush. Rosaria didn’t waste time softening it.
She told them what happened in the garden, the chase, the confrontation, the gunshot, the confession. And finally, the part that sat heavily in her chest even now.
“I let them go,” she said.
“They think Ines is dead,” Rosaria said evenly. “They’ll report that back. If Mistress’s mother believes it, the attacks stop. Or at least slow. We get time.”
Alya’s expression darkened immediately, her jaw tightening as she looked from Rosaria to Ines and back again. “You just let them walk?”
“Yes,” Rosaria said. “Because killing them wouldn’t undo what’s already been set in motion. And because letting them leave thinking they succeeded is more useful than handing over bodies.”
McKay watched Rosaria carefully before speaking. “If you’re wrong—”
“Then we’ll know,” Rosaria said. “Quickly.”
Alya exhaled sharply through her nose, clearly unhappy but not arguing further. “I don’t like it.”
“I know,” Rosaria said. “I don’t need you to like it.”
There was a brief silence, thick with tension and the hum of machines. McKay finally nodded once. “I trust your judgment. I just hope you’re right.”
“Me too,” Rosaria said quietly.
They settled into waiting.
Time stretched in that awful, suspended way it always did in infirmaries. No alarms. No sudden movements. Just the slow rise and fall of Ines’s chest, the steady blip of the monitors, the faint rustle of fabric as someone shifted position.
Alya stayed close to the bed, hands still working at the briefcase. Lena lingered near the wall, restless, pacing once before forcing herself to stop.
Rosaria stayed still.
Then Ines twitched.
It was subtle, just a jerk of her fingers, but it snapped the room into motion instantly.
“McKay,” Rosaria said.
“I see it,” McKay replied, already moving.
Ines’s brow furrowed, her breathing hitching. Her eyes fluttered open, unfocused and glassy, and she sucked in a sharp breath that turned into a pained groan as she tried to sit up, one hand flying instinctively to her ribs.
“Ines, don’t,” Alya said, already stepping forward.
Ines ignored her, stubborn even now, managing to get halfway upright before her face drained of color. McKay shoved a bucket into her hands just in time.
Ines retched.
It wasn’t quick. It wasn’t clean. She gagged and coughed violently, her whole body folding in on itself as she vomited into the bucket, streaks of bile and blood coating the inside.
McKay kept a steady hand on her shoulder, murmuring low instructions that Ines didn’t seem to hear.
It went on for minutes.
When it finally stopped, Ines sagged forward, breathing hard. Her eyes were open, but wrong. Unfocused. Distant. She didn’t react when Alya said her name, didn’t even flinch when Lena stepped closer.
“She’s awake,” Lena muttered. “But she’s not… here.”
“Neurological shock,” McKay said under her breath. “Poison, trauma, oxygen deprivation. It tracks. She’s disoriented, she’ll come back.”
Ines swung her legs off the bed anyway.
Rosaria moved instinctively, not panicked but alert. “Mistress...”
Ines didn’t look at her. Or Alya. Or Lena.
She stood unsteadily and walked straight toward Isabel’s bed, movements slow but purposeful, like she was following something internal rather than responding to the room.
Alya started to protest, then stopped, watching as Ines collapsed onto the mattress beside Isabel and curled in close, pressing her face into the crook of Isabel’s neck.
Within seconds, she was asleep again.
Deeply.
The room went silent.
Lena stared, disbelief written all over her face. “You have got to be kidding me.”
Alya’s mouth tightened, something raw and bitter flashing across her expression before she looked away.
Rosaria didn’t feel that twist of jealousy. What she felt instead was relief so sharp it almost hurt. Ines was breathing, warm, alive enough to seek comfort, even if unconsciously. She watched the rise and fall of her shoulders, cataloging details the way she always did.
McKay broke the silence with a crooked smile as she checked Ines’s vitals again. “Well,” she said lightly, “after all that torture, did you guys seriously think she’d subconsciously choose anyone but her? I doubt she even knows where she is. It makes sense she curled up to the woman who programmed her to love her with a shock collar.”
Alya shot her a glare. “Don’t.”
McKay chuckled. “Hey, I’m just saying. Don’t look so bitter. She’s alive. That’s the part that matters.”
Lena crossed her arms, clearly unconvinced. “Still feels unfair.”
Rosaria glanced at them both, then back at Ines and Isabel tangled together on the bed. “She went where she felt safest,” she said quietly. “That’s not something to resent.”
Neither of them answered.
But no one moved to pull Ines away.
And for now, that was enough.
Notes:
I thought about writing a detective Yuri once, I think how long this chapter took has put me off it, haha.
Chapter 39: My Enemy
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Ines woke to darkness and heat. The dull throb in her side pulsed in time with her heartbeat, her head swimming as she forced her eyes open.
The first thing she registered was warmth, Isabel's unconscious body pressed against her, the steady rise and fall of her chest beneath the thin hospital gown.
She touched Isabel's face before she knew she was moving, her fingers trembling as they traced the sharp line of her jaw, the hollow of her cheek.
The memory hit her like a blow, spasming on the office floor, choking on poison while the others screamed her name. Her thumb brushed the dry corner of Isabel’s mouth before she leaned in and pressed her lips to her cheekbone.
The pain exploded through her side when she tried to rise, red-hot spikes radiating from her ribs. She gasped, collapsing back against Isabel, then froze when a sharp rustle of fabric came from the darkened corner of the room.
Alya was already halfway across the floor before Ines registered her presence, hands outstretched like she expected Ines to bolt. "Slow," Alya murmured, catching her forearm as she winced. "You have three fractured ribs."
Ines blinked up at her, sweat beading along her hairline as the room tilted slightly. "What happened? Why are you here?" Her voice came out rough, shredded from intubation and hours of disuse.
Alya's thumbs rubbed small circles on her wrists, soothing, grounding. "Rosaria called me. Said you needed..." She hesitated, eyes flicking toward Isabel's sleeping form. "Protection."
Ines' breath hitched. "If Isabel sees you—"
"She won't." Alya tightened her grip as Ines swayed.
Ines swallowed against the dryness in her throat. "Everyone...alive?" Her fingers tangled in the bedsheet, knuckles whitening.
Alya nodded once. "Yes. Everyone's alright."
The bed's curtain creaked open, cutting her off. Dr. McKay shuffled in, bleary-eyed and half-dressed, her boxers riding low on her hips and her tank top rumpled from sleep.
She scrubbed a hand across her stomach absently, squinting at them through the dimness. "You guys know it's three in the fucking morning, right?"
Then she blinked, suddenly alert as she registered Ines awake and upright. "Shit." She elbowed past Alya with surprising force for someone so thin. "Out," she ordered, jerking her chin toward the door. "Give me ten minutes with her."
The click of the door sealed them in silence thick enough to choke on. McKay's penlight swept across Ines' pupils with clinical precision, catching the dilation. "Nice reflexes," she muttered. "Brain's not entirely scrambled. Now tell me what hurts most."
"Everything, I feel like I got hit by a truck," Ines croaked. "But my ribs win." She hissed as McKay's fingers probed the taped fractures.
McKay's penlight swept lower, illuminating the angry purple-black bruising that spread across her abdomen like spilled ink.
"Ines, I'm serious," McKay murmured, pressing two fingers gently against the swollen ridge of a fractured rib. "You've been pushing yourself past your limits for months. Every injury, every poisoning, they've left markers. Your liver enzymes are elevated, your kidneys are filtering at half capacity, and frankly, your bone density looks like a sixty-year-old chain smoker's."
“Ines,” she said, tone shifting noticeably. “There’s no easy way to say this, but it would be malpractice if I didn’t.”
Ines stiffened slightly. “Okay.”
“Your body is under serious strain,” McKay continued. “Between the poisoning, the stab wound, the earlier periods of malnutrition, multiple times, and the stress you’ve been under, your system is running on fumes.”
She leaned against the counter, meeting Ines’s eyes squarely. “You can’t keep doing this. Much more, and your body is going to start breaking down in ways that aren’t easily reversible. Organs don’t bounce back forever. Hearts don’t forgive everything.”
Ines looked away, jaw tightening. “I didn’t plan on getting poisoned.”
“I know,” McKay said. “But planning doesn’t matter. Damage does.”
Silence stretched between them, broken only by the quiet hum of machines and Isabel’s steady breathing nearby.
“I’ll recover,” Ines said quietly.
“You’ll heal,” McKay corrected. “Recovery implies returning to baseline. That’s not guaranteed anymore.”
Ines closed her eyes for a moment, exhaustion crashing back over her in waves. “So what are you saying?”
“I’m saying,” McKay replied gently but firmly, “that you need to stop treating your body like it’s disposable. You don’t get infinite second chances.”
Ines inhaled sharply through her nose, immediately regretting it when pain flared along her ribs, and let the words settle over her like a cold shroud.
She traced the edge of Isabel’s collarbone with trembling fingertips, focusing on the steady pulse beneath the skin rather than the grim prognosis.
“So what?” She murmured, voice rough. “I’m supposed to hide behind guards now? Wait for Isabel to wake up and fix everything?”
McKay sighed, fingers tapping against her thigh. “Not what I said, but sure, let’s start with ‘stop getting poisoned’.”
She flicked the penlight off and tucked it into her waistband. “Your liver enzymes look like a seismograph during an earthquake. Another hit like this and you’ll be pissing blood for a month.”
She turned to the rolling cart, rifling through vials before selecting one with a pale yellow liquid. “I’ll give you something for the pain in your ribs.”
The syringe snapped onto the needle with a sharp click. “Local anesthetic. Won’t fix the fractures, but it’ll take the edge off so you can breathe without being in pain.”
Ines eyed the needle. “Will it knock me out?”
McKay glanced over her shoulder, syringe already primed. “No. It’ll just numb the area.” She tapped the glass lightly with a fingernail. “Lidocaine with epinephrine. Enough to take the edge off without fogging your brain.”
Ines stared pointedly at McKay’s bare legs, the loose hem of her sleep-rumpled tank riding up. “You’re going to give me the shot in your boxers?”
McKay didn’t even glance down, already swabbing Ines’s side with antiseptic. The cold sting made her flinch. “Would you prefer I take them off?” The needle glinted as she tilted it toward the light. “Because I can, but you’ll have to sign a waiver first.”
Ines exhaled sharply through her nose, half amusement, half pain, as the needle slid between her ribs with practiced ease. The burn of the injection spread in slow, molten waves, dulling the jagged edges of the fractures beneath.
McKay’s thumb hovered over her hipbone absently as she depressed the plunger, the casualness of the touch at odds with the clinical precision of her movements.
“Better?” McKay murmured, withdrawing the needle with a quick twist.
Ines flexed her fingers against Isabel’s shoulder, testing the absence of knife-sharp pain with shallow breaths. The relief was immediate, a muffled, cotton-thick sensation wrapping her ribs like bandages. She nodded, swallowing against the lingering metallic taste of bile and exhaustion.
McKay capped the syringe with practiced efficiency, her gaze flicking to the monitors tracking Isabel’s vitals before returning to Ines. "Don’t get any ideas," she warned, tucking the used needle into a sharps container. "Numbing doesn’t mean healed."
The door creaked open before Ines could reply. Alya slipped back inside, her silhouette framed by the hallway light, one hand braced against the doorjamb as if resisting the urge to rush forward. Her eyes darted between them, lingering on the discarded syringe. "What did you give her?"
"Painkillers," McKay answered without looking up, peeling the tape off a fresh IV bag with her teeth. "Localized. Won't impair her cognitive function."
Alya's shoulders relaxed marginally, but her fingers twitched at her sides like she wanted to reach for Ines. Instead, she stepped closer to Isabel's bed, gaze lingering on the shallow rise and fall of her chest. "Has she woken at all?"
McKay shook her head, adjusting the IV drip with a practiced flick of her wrist. "Not yet. Pupils are still reactive, though. That's something. Sooner rather than later, I imagine."
The machines beeped softly, marking the passage of seconds. Ines watched the slow pulse of Isabel's carotid artery beneath pale skin, counting each throb like a miser counting coins. Her own ribs ached dully beneath the anesthetic, the pain smothered but present like a radio playing in another room.
She pressed cracked lips to Isabel's forehead, a dry, tender thing that lingered a second too long to be clinical. The scent of antiseptic and jasmine soap clung to her skin, unfamiliar in its sterility. "Wake up soon," she murmured against her brow, the plea slipping out unbidden.
Alya's fingers curled around her elbow before Ines could sink back into the mattress. The grip was firm, not quite pulling, but not allowing retreat either. "I need to show you something," she said quietly, thumb pressing into the hollow of Ines's inner elbow where the IV had left a yellowish bruise.
The kiss lingered on Isabel's skin like a brand as Ines forced herself upright, the numbed ache in her ribs a distant echo compared to the weight settling behind her sternum. Alya steadied her when she swayed, one hand splayed between her shoulder blades, warm through the thin cotton of the hospital gown.
The office stank of floor cleaner and shattered glass when they entered. Moonlight streamed through the bullet-riddled curtains, painting jagged stripes across the mahogany desk where Ines sank into Isabel's chair. "What did you have to show me?" Ines inquired.
Alya exhaled sharply through her nose before slamming the briefcase onto the desk with a force that made the desk rattle. The latches sprang open with a metallic click, revealing neatly stacked files that smelled faintly of rosemary. "Rosaria asked me to get this open for you."
Ines leaned forward, ignoring the protest of her ribs as she thumbed through the documents. The numbers stared back at her in sterile black ink, tax filings for the Pombo family's American holdings, Swiss bank transfers, offshore shell companies, mundane corporate treachery disguised in boring accounting jargon.
Her fingers twitched toward a calculator that wasn't there before remembering. She'd done this exact work for years in a cubicle under fluorescent lights, pretending not to notice when her bosses were laundering money through real estate LLCs.
"You have Isabel's laptop?" The question came out sharper than intended. Alya blinked before nodding and slipping out the door.
When she returned, the sleek silver laptop felt familiar in Ines's hands, the same model she'd used at her old accounting firm. The keyboard flexed slightly under her fingers as she typed 'Ines1234' with a snort.
She couldn't believe that was the password when she'd seen it over Isabel's shoulder a week ago. The home screen flooded with spreadsheets and tax software icons.
For the first time in months, Ines felt her pulse settle into a rhythm she recognized, the quiet click of keystrokes, the satisfying alignment of numbers marching into perfect columns.
Her nails tapped against the touchpad as she pulled up the first offshore LLC's filings, her eyes scanning the entries like she was reading poetry.
Alya lingered by the door, arms crossed, watching the way Ines' shoulders finally relaxed. "Should I get the others?"
"No." Ines tapped the screen where a column of figures didn't align, her nail clicking against the glass. "Let them sleep. There's enough here to keep me busy for at least a week."
Alya shifted her weight, her shadow stretching across the spreadsheet projected on the wall. "You're sure?"
Ines didn't look up. "Let them sleep."
The numbers were speaking to her in a language she'd almost forgotten, the clean logic of debits and credits, the satisfying click of formulas locking into place.
Her fingers flew across the keyboard, resurrecting muscle memory from years spent in fluorescent-lit cubicles. Here, in this bullet-scarred office with death still clinging to the air vents, she'd found something she could control absolutely.
Alya lingered by the door, shadows pooling in the hollows of her collarbones. "You should rest," she said, though it lacked conviction. They both knew neither would sleep tonight.
Ines didn't glance up from the spreadsheet, fingers dancing across Isabel's laptop. "So should you."
The numbers blurred momentarily, fatigue or the lingering effects of poison, she couldn't tell. "But I won't stop you if you stay."
Alya exhaled through her nose, half amusement, half exasperation, and folded herself into the chair across the desk.
The wood creaked under her weight, an old sound in the bullet-pocked office. She watched Ines' fingers fly between the number pad and mouse with clinical interest, as if observing a surgical procedure.
The third time Ines' fingers hesitated over a calculation, Alya pushed up from the chair without a word. The office door clicked shut behind her, leaving only the hum of the laptop fan and the distant drip of a leaky faucet somewhere down the hall.
Ines flexed her fingers, staring at the equation she'd typed three times with three different results. The numbers blurred and swam, poison or exhaustion, she couldn't tell anymore.
When the door creaked open again, the sharp scent of coffee cut through the stale office air before Alya even crossed the threshold.
She set the steaming mug beside the laptop with deliberate care, the ceramic clinking softly against the mahogany. "Black," Alya murmured, "two sugars. Just how you—"
Ines' fingers froze over the keyboard. Her gaze flicked from the curling steam to Alya's expectant face, then back to the spreadsheet where a misplaced decimal glared at her in red.
The numbers blurred, not from fatigue this time, but from paranoia, mistrust; she knew Alya would never poison her...but could she risk it?
She nudged the mug aside with her pinky, letting it hover near the edge of the desk, far from her spreadsheets.
Alya watched the motion, her jaw tightening infinitesimally before she schooled her expression into neutrality. Ines pretended not to notice, scrolling down to the next quarterly report with exaggerated focus.
Ines gave a small, grateful nod. She didn’t touch it.
Alya noticed but didn’t comment.
The spreadsheet grew dense with data, tabs multiplying across the bottom of the screen. Ines highlighted cells, built formulas, traced money as it bled from one account into another, patterns emerging where chaos had been before.
This was familiar. This was safe. Numbers didn’t lie unless someone made them.
At some point, Alya stepped out again, quietly, and returned just as quietly. Ines barely noticed. She was deep in it now, brow furrowed, lips moving as she checked totals against totals.
The coffee sat untouched, steam long gone.
Ines worked until the first gray light crept through the bullet-holes in the curtains, until the office walls were papered with financial records connected by red string, until her fingers left smudges on Isabel's laptop screen from tracing too many transactions.
When Rosaria and Lena finally pushed through the door at dawn, they froze mid-step at the sight: Ines, barefoot in one of Isabel's hoodies, muttering to herself as she pinned another spreadsheet beside the shattered window.
"Who poisoned me?" Ines asked without turning around, fingers still smoothing the tape over a highlighted column of wire transfers.
Rosaria exhaled through her nose, watching the morning light catch the dust motes swirling around Ines' bare ankles.
"A maid and a gardener. We traced it back to oleander, a garden plant. Someone brewed it into your coffee. The peanut roast was likely to speed things up and mask the taste.”
Ines’s jaw tightened. “Who?”
“We interrogated the staff,” Rosaria continued, evenly. “Four maids. Two gardeners. Most of them were clean. One gardener panicked. Ran. Elena ran with him.”
Ines finally turned in the chair, slow and deliberate. “And?”
Rosaria’s jaw tightened. “We let them go.”
The silence that followed was thick enough to taste. Lena’s fingers twitched against her tablet, her breath shallow as she watched Ines’s expression darken.
Alya shifted in her chair but didn’t speak. Lena crossed her arms, watching Ines closely.
Ines stared at Rosaria for a long moment, unreadable. “You let the people who poisoned me walk away.”
“Yes.”
“And they get paid,” Ines said, not accusing so much as confirming. “They think I’m dead.”
Rosaria nodded. “Mistress’s mother needed to believe it. This buys us time.”
Ines leaned back, fingers curling against the armrest. For a second, it looked like she might snap, the anger there sharp and bright, but it ebbed just as quickly, replaced by something colder. She looked around at the papers on the walls, the money trails she’d already started untangling.
“I don’t like it,” she said finally. “I don’t like that they get to walk away having literally killed me.”
“I know,” Rosaria said quietly.
Another pause. Then Ines gave a short nod. “But I trust your judgment.”
Rosaria’s breath caught, just once, before she smoothed her expression back to neutrality. Except for the faint pink creeping up her neck, visible even in the dim morning light filtering through bullet holes.
Ines turned back to the desk, bracing one hand against it as she stood. The movement was careful but not graceful, and she hissed softly as the dull ache in her ribs flared, the numbing agent clearly long gone.
“I need a shower,” she said. “Just to reset my head.”
Alya was already halfway out of her chair. “Do you want—”
“No,” Ines interrupted gently. “I’m fine. Just stiff.”
She made it a few steps toward the bedroom before the pain caught up with her fully, her breath hitching. She paused, waited it out, holding her ribs, then continued without looking back. The door closed behind her, leaving the office quieter than it had been in hours.
Rosaria exhaled slowly. “How is Mistress doing?”
Alya’s fingers curled against the desk edge. “She seems... fine, except she refuses to eat or drink anything. Paranoia after getting poisoned is probably common, but she needs to eat.”
The unspoken I tried lingered between them. Rosaria’s gaze flicked to the untouched coffee mug still sitting on the desk, now cold, the creamer congealed in oily swirls. Lena shifted her weight, arms crossed tight over her ribs like she was holding herself together.
Rosaria nodded, thoughtful. “It won’t be sustainable.”
“No,” Alya agreed. “But pushing her right now would make it worse.”
They fell into a brief silence, the sound of the shower starting faintly audible through the walls. Papers rustled as the air shifted, numbers staring back at them from every surface, evidence of how Ines had kept herself upright when everything else had failed.
Then Rosaria straightened, smoothing her uniform jacket with a sharp tug. "Announce it," she said. "Let them all know she's alive."
The staff gathered in the foyer, maids, guards, all murmuring in hushed confusion when Rosaria stood before them, her flats planted wide, hands folded behind her back. "Mistress Ines," she said, voice cutting through the whispers like a blade, "is not dead."
A gasp rippled through them.
Rosaria watched the staff's expressions fracture, some in relief, others in poorly concealed horror. One maid swayed on her feet, clutching her apron like a lifeline.
Three days later, the stench of Julio's corpse still hung thick in the basement corridors, not strung up, just shot twice and left slumped against the damp stone wall.
He still had to die, it just couldn't be public as they planned, with Hector and Isabel's mother finally off their back, there was no reason to provoke anyone further.
Beetles had already started nesting in his eye sockets. Ines hadn't gone down to see, too engrossed in the labyrinth of offshore accounts, Pombo Holdings held.
Rosaria had watched her trace red string between Cayman Islands shell companies until her fingers bled, surviving on black coffee she brewed herself in a locked bathroom.
She still would not eat or drink anything she didn't see being made.
Rosaria had watched Ines' fingers tremble over the coffee mug, her own mug, for a full minute before she'd poured it down the sink without tasting it.
The phases of grief were different for poisoning victims, apparently. The first was starvation. The second was brewing your own coffee in a locked bathroom.
Now, as Rosaria straightened the sheet over Isabel's chest for the third time that hour, she counted the IV drips instead of the days.
Three days since they'd announced Ines' survival. Three days since Julio had bled out in the basement. Three days since Ines had buried herself in spreadsheets like they were holy texts, emerging only to brew more coffee.
The infirmary smelled of antiseptic and something heavier, dried blood, maybe, or the sour tang of fear. Rosaria rubbed her thumb along the edge of the bed rail, pressing until her knuckles whitened.
She should've been relieved. Ines was alive, Isabel was stable, but the numbers Ines had shown her last night kept replaying in her head like a bad omen.
The Pombo accounts were bleeding money. Not stolen, not laundered, just gone. Vanished into shell companies so convoluted that even Ines had needed three hours to trace the first thread.
A shout shattered the quiet. Footsteps pounded down the hall outside, the sharp staccato of boots on tile, too fast, too urgent.
Rosaria's hand was on her sidearm before the door burst open, one of the younger maids, her cap askew, panting like she'd sprinted the entire estate.
Rosaria didn't ask. She moved, past the maid, past the infirmary threshold, into the sharp morning light flooding the courtyard.
The sight hit her like a gut punch: black SUV, still idling, doors hanging open. Three guards, faces obscured by tactical masks, weapons at the ready. And between them, stepping down onto the gravel with deliberate, cane-assisted grace, Isabel's mother.
Mistress Pombo's silvering hair was pulled into its usual severe knot, her burgundy dress perfectly pressed despite the hour.
She paused halfway to the manor, surveying the bullet holes in the facade with a raised brow, not surprise, Rosaria realized, but calculation. Like she was tallying damages in some mental ledger.
The maid trailing behind her, Elena, Rosaria recognized belatedly, kept her eyes downcast, fingers twisted in her apron. Rosaria's stomach lurched.
They'd let her go deliberately, fed her misinformation about Ines's condition. Now here she was, trailing behind Isabel's mother like a well-trained pet.
The cane clicked against the gravel, slow and deliberate. Mistress Pombo's gaze swept over the scars left by gunfire in the courtyard walls, her expression inscrutable. Rosaria inhaled sharply through her nose, hand tightening on the infirmary doorframe.
The maid, Elena, hovered behind her mistress's shoulder, fingers twisting in her apron. Rosaria marked the way she flinched when Mistress Pombo lifted her chin slightly.
The maid rang the bell instead, stiff and pale, hands clasped so tightly in front of her that her knuckles had gone white.
Rosaria stood on the other side for half a second longer than she should have, heart thudding, running through possibilities she didn’t like. Then she opened it.
Mistress Pombo stepped inside without waiting to be invited, the tap of her cane sharp against the marble.
The guards remained just outside, visible through the glass, weapons resting comfortably against their chests. She didn’t look at Rosaria at first, only scanned the entryway with an appraising eye, as if mentally rearranging furniture that already belonged to her.
“Take me to my daughter,” she said calmly.
Rosaria hesitated for half a second before turning toward the infirmary, her pulse hammering in her throat. The cane tapped behind her in perfect sync with her footsteps, a metronome counting down to disaster. Why now? Why come herself...?
The infirmary door opened to the familiar low hum of machines and antiseptics. Isabel lay exactly where Rosaria had left her, still, breathing, hair spread messily across the pillow.
Mistress Pombo stopped short of the bed, and for a moment, just a moment, the iron control cracked.
She reached out, fingers surprisingly gentle as she smoothed Isabel’s hair back from her face. She bent, pressed a kiss to her forehead, lingering there as if memorizing the warmth. When she straightened again, her expression had sealed itself shut.
Her wrinkled hand hovered over her daughter’s forehead before touching it with surprising gentleness. “This would’ve never happened,” she murmured, thumb brushing the hair from Isabel’s temples, “if it weren’t for that wretched woman.”
Rosaria’s spine stiffened. The implication, the accusation, hung thick in the antiseptic air. Mistress Pombo straightened, cane clicking once against the tile before turning with glacial precision. “Take me to her.”
Rosaria’s pulse kicked against her ribs. She feigned confusion, eyebrows lifting. “To whom? Mistress Ines died days ago.”
Mistress Pombo’s smile was a blade. “You should never lie to me, girl. Your mother never did. Nor did your grandmother.” She stepped closer, cane clicking like a metronome. “Did I ever tell you how she served me when I was just a little girl?”
Rosaria’s jaw clenched at the mention, knuckles whitening around the infirmary doorframe.
“She’s alive. Here. And you’ll take me to her. Just to chat.” Her gloved hand patted Rosaria’s cheek, cold even through the leather. “...unless you’d like to be unprepared for the coming days?”
Rosaria led her down the hall, pulse hammering against her ribs. Every step echoed with decades of unspoken history, her grandmother polishing silver in the old estate, her mother pressing fresh linens into Mistress Pombo’s arms, generations of service twisted into a weapon.
The office door loomed ahead. She knocked twice, sharp, a warning.
Inside the office, it was chaos. Emiliano had come running minutes ago, saying Isabel's mother was here!
Ines was on her feet, pale and sweating, ribs wrapped tight, eyes sharp despite the pain. Papers were everywhere, walls, desk, floor, some taped up, others stacked in unstable piles.
Alya was already yanking sheets down, folding them into a bag with brutal efficiency. Lena was sweeping documents into a drawer, hands moving fast, jaw clenched. "We need all this stuff hidden now!"
These papers were the ace up her sleeve; she had a plan forming. Something to get Isabel's family off their back for good, but she was not even halfway finished.
No. Isabel's mother, seeing these documents, now spelled death for everyone here.
"You sure?" Alya asked, voice low, rough. "We could just shoot her."
Ines didn't answer straight away. Her fingers trembled as she tore down another document, the paper ripping unevenly under her hands, too quick, too desperate.
She stuffed it into Alya's waiting bag, her breath coming shallow and fast; every movement pulled at her healing ribs, every inhale sharp with pain.
"Hector would probably show up here in a tank the next day if we did," she finally said, panting breaths spilling from her lips. She wiped her damp forehead with her sleeve, smearing ink across her skin. "And I'm really tired of people trying to kill me."
Lena shoved a cardigan into Ines' trembling hands, just enough to steady the tremors, not enough to dull the razor-sharp panic slicing through her veins.
Alya's massive frame blocked the worst of the mess as she swept the last incriminating spreadsheet into her bag with a single brutal motion, the fabric straining against hastily folded edges. The red string connecting Pombo Holdings to three separate offshore banks snapped taut between Ines' fingers before she could sever it cleanly.
"You look like hell," Lena muttered, pressing a damp cloth against Ines' ink-stained forehead. The knock came again, sharper this time, and the door swung open before Ines could slap Lena's hand away.
Mistress Pombo stepped inside, her cane tapping a slow rhythm against the hardwood as her gaze swept over the room.
The air thickened with lavender and stale smoke, her signature scent. Ines forced her shoulders straight despite the scream of her ribs, her fingers tightening around the edge of the desk.
"Mother-in-law!" Ines said, voice brighter than the jagged pain in her side. "What can I do for you?"
Mistress Pombo's fingers tightened on her cane, the silvered head gleaming under the office lights. Her gaze lingered on Ines's pallor, the way the veins stood out too blue at her wrists.
The faint tremor in her fingers. She exhaled through her nose, a soft sound that wasn't disapproval, wasn't disdain, but something far worse: clinical interest.
"You appear to be in poor health, daughter-in-law," she observed, settling into the chair across from the desk with an audible creak of leather. The three guards behind her shifted in unison, black-gloved hands resting on holsters.
Rosaria's fingers twitched toward her own weapon, but she kept them loose at her sides, the tension radiating through her shoulders.
Ines' fingers curled around the desk edge, her knuckles whitening as ink-stained nails dug into the wood. The shadows beneath her eyes were deep enough to look like bruises, her once-sharp cheekbones now protruding beneath sallow skin.
"Recovering from poisoning tends to do that," she said with a dry rasp that scraped the air between them.
Mistress Pombo's cane tapped once, a deliberate punctuation. Her gaze moved over Ines like a scalpel, recording the frayed cuticles, the coffee stains on her collar, the tremor in her left wrist where the IV had been.
"Is this how you run my daughter's household?" The question slithered through the room, its venom subtle. "Like a stray dog dragging itself through alleyways?"
Ines forced her shoulders straighter, ignoring the protest of her ribs. The desk edge bit into her palms, keeping her upright.
Rosaria shifted minutely behind her, the rustle of her uniform jacket loud in the silence. Lena's breath hitched, barely audible, but there, as Mistress Pombo's gloved fingers traced the silvered head of her cane.
"You'd think," Ines said, voice rough as gravel, "that after poisoning me, you'd at least bring flowers."
Mistress Pombo didn't blink. Her gloved fingers tightened imperceptibly on the cane, the silver head gleaming under the harsh office lights.
"You're a very hard woman to kill, as it turns out," she mused, lips curling at the edges. "Maybe for your funeral, I'll arrange a lovely bouquet." Her gaze flicked to the three maids lined up behind Ines. "Oleander, perhaps?"
Rosaria's fingers twitched toward her holster, but Ines laughed, sharp and sudden, before the tension could snap.
The sound was rougher than usual, still carrying the rasp of poison-scarred vocal cords. "Not as hard as you think. I'm told I was dead for well over 40 seconds. Close but no cigar. As they say." She grinned, all teeth.
Behind her, Lena inhaled sharply through her nose, almost a snort, before schooling her expression back to stone. Alya's foot shifted against the bag of documents concealed behind the desk.
Mistress Pombo's fingers flexed around her cane, the leather of her gloves creaking softly. "Forty seconds," she repeated, each syllable slow and deliberate, as if tasting the words.
Her gaze flicked to Ines's wrist, eyeing the brise from the IV once again. "How... unfortunate."
Ines grinned wider, the expression stretching her chapped lips painfully. "Oh, don't feel bad," she rasped. "I'm sure you'll get another shot."
Mistress Pombo's cane tapped once against the floor, the sound sharp as a gunshot in the tense silence. Her burgundy glove tightened briefly before relaxing, fingers stroking along the silver serpent's head.
"Forty seconds," she mused, gaze drifting to the ink-stained bandages peeking beneath Ines' sleeve. "Long enough to see the other side, then?"
Ines' grin didn't waver, though her knuckles went bone-white around the whiskey glass she'd been using as a paperweight.
"Of course, death is only the beginning, mother-in-law, but I imagine you aren't here to discuss what the climate was like in hell. Why are you here?"
Mistress Pombo exhaled through her nose, her burgundy glove sliding along the cane’s serpent head. "I came for Isabel," she said simply. "She needs proper care, family care, not whatever circus you’ve assembled here."
Ines leaned forward, ribs protesting. "You’d like me to hand her over to you?" Her fingers tapped the whiskey glass, once, twice, before she lifted it with deliberate slowness.
"The same woman who allowed Hector’s men to shoot her in the first place? Who had me poisoned? Excuse me if I'm skeptical."
Mistress Pombo’s cane twitched, a barely perceptible movement. "She is my blood," she said, voice glacially calm. "You are nothing but a stray my daughter dragged in."
Ines took a slow sip of whiskey, letting the burn steady her hands. "Isabel's blood also shot her in our basement," she said flatly.
"So forgive me if I’m not impressed by the argument." She set the glass down with deliberate precision. "Do you have any actual reason why I should give her to you? And not just, ‘you’re gay, and poor, so you’re evil?’"
The silence stretched taut. Mistress Pombo’s fingers flexed around her cane. Then, with chilling calm: "Hector is going to attack here in 2 days. And everyone here will be killed."
She leaned forward slightly, the serpent’s head glinting. "Do not use my daughter as your human shield. She will be safer with me."
Ines’ knuckles whitened against the desk. Alya shifted behind her, the faint creak of leather the only betrayal of her tension. Rosaria’s breath hitched, just once, before she schooled her expression to stone.
"He’s your son," Ines said, voice low and rough with exhaustion. "You could just tell him not to attack here."
The words hung in the air like smoke, bitter and undeniable. Mistress Pombo’s fingers twitched around the cane, the serpent’s head glinting under the overhead light.
For a heartbeat, the room was silent save for the faint drip of condensation sliding down Ines’ abandoned whiskey glass. Then Mistress Pombo exhaled, slow, controlled, as if releasing a breath she’d been holding for decades.
"You misunderstand," she murmured, her gloved thumb stroking the cane’s polished silver serpent. "Hector hasn’t been my son since the day his foolishness put a bullet in his sister’s ribs."
Ines stared. The admission, raw, unguarded, lodged like a blade between her ribs, sharper than the poison’s aftermath.
"Great," she finally said, voice flat as the whiskey’s dregs, "so he’s gone rogue, and that’s somehow my problem instead of yours?"
Mistress Pombo’s cane clicked against the floor, a single, deliberate tap. "Well, it’s you he’s trying to kill," she said, slow, deliberate, as if explaining arithmetic to a child.
"Whose else’s problem would it be?" Her lips curled, the ghost of a smirk. "Allow me to take my daughter out of harm's way, surely as her wife, you don't want her in danger either?"
She wanted to argue, to spit venom about hypocrisy, but Isabel would be safer away from here. And that, more than Pombo’s twisted logic, lodged like shrapnel in her throat.
"What do I get from this arrangement?" She asked finally, voice rougher than she intended. "Sounds like I lose my wife and then I die two days later?"
Mistress Pombo’s fingers tightened around the serpent-headed cane, the silver scales catching the light like a threat. The silence stretched between them, thick with the scent of lavender and the metallic tang of old blood still clinging to Ines’ bandages.
"Is peace of mind that your wife is safe not enough?" Mistress Pombo said, her voice dripping with honeyed sarcasm. The cane tapped once against the floor, a punctuation mark. "Or do you require compensation for not letting her die in your failures?"
Ines' fingers flexed against the desk edge, ink-stained nails digging into the wood. She could feel Rosaria's barely restrained fury radiating behind her, the way Alya's breath had gone shallow and controlled, like a predator about to strike. Even Lena, usually unflappable, had gone rigid beside the concealed documents.
"How's this?" Ines said, voice roughened by exhaustion and something darker, "while you have Isabel, you'll stop trying to kill me. You won't assist Hector in trying to kill me. And you'll give us more weapons and men for the attack."
She leaned forward, ribs protesting, her chapped lips pulling into a smile that didn't reach her eyes. "And after, if I survive, we settle the score between us. Just you and me?"
Mistress Pombo's cane went still. The serpent head gleamed under the office lights, its ruby eyes catching the glow like fresh blood.
Her nostrils flared slightly, not surprise, but calculation. Behind her, the guards shifted, hands drifting toward holsters until a flick of her gloved fingers stilled them.
"You bargain like a street vendor," she said at last, voice smooth as the whiskey in Ines' abandoned glass. "Very well. Isabel leaves with me tonight. You'll receive six men and whatever arms they carry." She tilted her head, the motion reptilian.
"I'm sending one of my maids with you," Ines countered, fingers tightening around the whiskey glass until her knuckles blanched. "To ensure her safety. She will check in with me hourly about Isabel's condition."
She didn't look at Lena, didn't need to; the sharp inhale behind her was enough. "Lena, you're going with them."
She needed Rosaria here. And if Isabel woke up to Alya staring back at her, she imagined there'd be all kinds of problems. Lena was the only one she could send for this.
Lena made a sound, a sharp inhale, almost an objection, but Ines swiveled to look at her. Annoyed. Suddenly, she understood Isabel’s frustration about staff interrupting or not doing what they were told.
It undermined her, made her look weak. Especially in a negotiation this tenuous. Her gaze locked onto Lena’s, and she didn’t blink.
The unspoken command was clear: Shut up and do it.
Lena’s jaw clenched, but she dipped her chin in a tight nod. Good. At least she knew when to fold. The interaction wasn't lost on Mistress Pombo at all. A smirk painted her lips when Ines turned around, one that knew just how little control she had over the staff.
Mistress Pombo tapped her cane once, serpent’s eyes gleaming. "Pack whatever she’ll need, within reason. The ambulance to transport Isabel leaves within the hour."
She leaned forward slightly, the leather of her glove creaking. "Enough time for you to say goodbye, daughter-in-law."
Ines’ fingers twitched; she hadn’t expected them to take Isabel now. The office air thickened with the scent of antiseptic and the metallic tang of ink.
Mistress Pombo stood with a slow, deliberate grace, her cane pressing into the floorboards as she rose. "I believe our business is concluded." She turned, the hem of her dress whispering against the hardwood, and walked toward the door. The guards fell into step behind her like shadows.
Ines watched her go, fingers twitching around the whiskey glass. Just before Mistress Pombo crossed the threshold, Ines spoke, voice razor-edged. "One last thing."
The cane halted mid-step. Mistress Pombo turned her head just enough for the overhead light to catch the silver serpent's mocking smirk.
Ines' fingers tightened around the whiskey glass. "How did you know I was still alive?" The words scraped raw against her throat.
Mistress Pombo paused at the threshold, her gloved hand resting lightly on the doorframe. Without turning, she chuckled, a sound like ice cracking underfoot.
"Do you think I only had two moles here?" The silver serpent head of her cane gleamed as she tilted it mockingly. Then she was gone, the door clicking shut behind her with finality.
Ines stared at the empty space where the woman had stood. The air smelled of ink, sweat, and the faintest trace of Mistress Pombo's lavender perfume, like she'd left her ghost behind just to spite them.
Ines' fingers tightened around the whiskey glass until the crystal groaned in protest. Then, with a sudden jerk of her wrist, she hurled it against the wall. The shattering crash echoed through the office, liquid bleeding down the wallpaper like old blood.
Alya didn't flinch. Rosaria exhaled sharply through her nose, her fingers twitching toward her holster as if expecting guards to burst back in. Lena stood frozen halfway to the door, her shoulders rigid under the silk of her blouse.
Ines pressed her palms flat against the desk, the ink stains smearing like bruises. The silence stretched, taut as a garrote wire.
Then she exhaled, slow and controlled. "Rosaria," she said, voice rough with exhaustion and something darker, "make sure she actually leaves." Rosaria nodded sharply and slipped out, her footsteps silent on the hardwood.
Alya shifted her massive frame, casting a shadow over the shattered whiskey glass. "You heard her, someone else here is feeding her info," Ines said without looking up.
"Send the staff home. The maids." Her fingers twitched toward a stray document before curling into fists. "If they live too far, put them up in a hotel," Alya grunted acknowledgment and lumbered out, the door clicking shut with finality.
Lena got halfway to the exit, her uniform whispering with the aborted movement. Ines didn’t look up.
"Not you." The command cracked like a whip. Lena’s fingers flexed, uncharacteristically uncertain.
Ines rose, too fast, judging by the way her vision darkened at the edges, and gripped Lena’s collar before she could step back. The silk wrinkled instantly under her ink-stained fingers.
Lena’s pulse fluttered against her knuckles, rabbit-quick. "Do what I fucking tell you," Ines hissed, close enough to taste the sharp tang of Lena’s startled breath. "You embarrassed me today. Made me look weak." Her grip tightened. "It won’t happen again."
Lena’s lips parted, but no sound came out. Her pupils swallowed her irises, black and fathomless. Ines could see the tiny scar above her brow, the faint smudge of mascara she’d missed wiping away after the long night.
"You’re going with her. You’re going to watch Isabel like a fucking hawk, and if anything, anything happens to her? It's curtains. Go pack a bag."
"Mistress—"
Ines twisted her grip, silk biting into Lena's throat. "No. You don't get to speak." The words came out ragged, edged with exhaustion and something darker. Lena's pulse hammered against her knuckles, a trapped bird fluttering its last. "Go pack."
Lena's lips parted once more, whether to protest or plead, Ines would never know, before her jaw snapped shut with an audible click. She jerked back the moment Ines released her collar, the fabric wrinkled beyond repair.
Still, she hesitated, fingers twitching at her sides as if she might reach out. Ines glared, and Lena turned on her heel, her footsteps unnaturally loud as she stormed from the room.
Ines exhaled, long and slow, rubbing her ink-stained fingers against her temples. The office smelled of shattered whiskey and sweat, the remnants of Mistress Pombo's lavender perfume lingering like a ghost. She pushed away from the desk, ignoring the sharp protest of her ribs, and headed for the infirmary.
Downstairs, the air was thick with antiseptic and the low hum of medical equipment. Isabel lay still beneath the sterile sheets, her dark hair fanned across the pillow like spilled ink.
Ines paused in the doorway, her fingers tightening around the frame.
The sight of Isabel, unmoving, breathing but not there, sent a familiar ache through her chest. The machines beeped steadily, a metronome counting down to something Ines refused to accept.
She crossed the room in two strides, her boots muffled against the tile. The chair beside the bed creaked as she dropped into it, her hands hovering over Isabel's before she finally threaded their fingers together.
Isabel's skin was warm, alive, but her fingers didn't twitch in response. Ines exhaled through her nose, her thumb tracing the ridge of Isabel's knuckles.
"You're getting out of here," she murmured, voice rough. "Your mother's taking you. Don't worry, I'm sending Lena..." Her throat tightened. "She'll keep you safe."
The clock ticked audibly from the wall, each second a grain of sand slipping through an hourglass. Ines didn't move, didn't blink, memorizing the way Isabel's chest rose and fell, the flutter of her lashes against her cheeks.
The antiseptic smell of the room mingled with the faintest trace of Isabel's vanilla shampoo, and Ines inhaled deeply, committing it to memory.
Her free hand brushed a stray lock of hair from Isabel's forehead, fingers lingering against her temple.
"You'd hate this," she whispered, a ghost of a smile tugging at her lips. "Being fussed over. Helpless. Being used in a negotiation."
The door creaked open behind her. Rosaria, silent as ever, lingered in the doorway. "They're here," she murmured. Ines didn't turn, didn't acknowledge her. Rosaria exhaled sharply but retreated, pulling the door shut with a soft click.
The ambulance crew arrived minutes later. Ines had counted every second. Their footsteps echoed down the hall, too loud, too hurried. She squeezed Isabel's hand once, hard enough to bruise if she'd been awake to feel it, then leaned down.
Her lips brushed Isabel's ear, chapped and trembling. "Wake up and haunt me if I fuck this up," she whispered, voice cracking on the last word.
Her kiss was brief, a ghost of contact against Isabel's too-warm lips, tasting of antiseptic and unspoken apologies.
Ines stepped forward, no one stopped her, and leaned down. People in comas could still hear and feel everything going on around them, right? That was the saying? She had just one last thing to tell Isabel.
Her lips brushed the shell of Isabel's ear, whispering words too quiet for even the monitors to catch.
And then she was wheeled away, vanishing around a corner before Ines could blink.
She stood there for several seconds, staring at the empty space where Isabel had been. The machines had been silenced, the sheets stripped, the room hollowed. And the first tears began to streak her face.
Notes:
Every couple of months I look up this Fic on Reddit just for kicks, to see what people are saying about it.
And I’m always happy that I see new posts and people recommending it to others. Truly, thank you. Even the posts where people say it’s too dark for them. (Completely understandable)
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Chapter 40: The Enemy of my Enemy is my Friend
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Dr. McKay came back just after nightfall, the air in the infirmary heavy and humid despite the fans humming along the walls.
The smell of antiseptic clung stubbornly to everything, mixed with the faint sweetness of disinfectant that never quite masked the scent of blood and sweat this place seemed to generate, no matter how often it was scrubbed.
She paused in the doorway when she saw the empty bed, the sheets neatly folded, the monitors gone. The room felt wrong without Isabel in it, too quiet, too clean, like a space that had already begun pretending nothing important had happened there.
“Ines,” McKay said, her voice sharp with suspicion rather than surprise. “Where is she?”
Ines stood near the counter, palms braced against the edge, shoulders rigid. Her eyes were red, but whatever tears had been there earlier were gone now, packed away behind a familiar mask of control.
She turned slowly, every movement measured, like she was carefully budgeting her remaining strength. “I sent her home,” she said. “With her mother.”
McKay’s expression hardened instantly. “You sent a comatose patient into the hands of the woman who helped put her there?”
“There’s an attack coming,” Ines replied, wiping at her cheek with the back of her hand, more irritation than grief in the gesture. “Soon. This place won’t hold, no matter how many men we post at the gate. She’ll be safer somewhere Hector won’t dare to hit directly.”
McKay stared at her for a long moment, eyes flicking over the way Ines subtly guarded her ribs, the faint tremor in her fingers when she reached for the glass of water she still hadn’t touched. “You’re making a calculated gamble,” she said flatly. “Not a medical one.”
“I know,” Ines said. “But it’s the only one that keeps her alive.”
The ceiling fan rattled softly above them, stirring the heavy air. McKay exhaled through her nose, rubbing at her temple.
“You should be in a hospital,” she said. “You’re running on fumes, and that body of yours has already taken more than it should’ve survived.”
Ines gave a thin, humorless smile. “That’s never stopped me before.”
McKay shook her head, already turning toward the door. “Don’t thank me,” she said, pausing just long enough to glance back. “Just make sure you live long enough to pay the invoice.”
It was half a joke, delivered with the dry tone of someone who’d learned humor was the only way to tell rich people they owed her money and lots of it. Ines nodded once, the acknowledgment sharp and final.
McKay left without another word, her footsteps fading down the corridor as the infirmary settled back into its low mechanical hum.
The office swallowed Ines whole after that.
Papers covered every surface within hours, but this time there was no frantic energy to it, no chaos. Everything was ordered with ruthless precision, columns aligned, accounts cross-referenced, names circled and annotated in tight, slanted handwriting. Coffee cups accumulated on the desk and the floor, their contents long gone cold.
Food trays came and went untouched, the staff eventually giving up on reminding her to eat. She worked twenty hours a day, sometimes more, sleeping upright in the chair for an hour at a time before snapping awake with a sharp breath and diving straight back into the numbers.
Her body protested constantly. The ache in her ribs never fully dulled, flaring hot and sharp whenever she shifted too quickly. Her hands shook when she thought no one was watching, ink smearing across her fingers, staining her nails.
She barely drank water, forgetting the glass at her elbow until Rosaria refilled it for the third time without comment. Alya tried a more direct approach, planting herself in the doorway one evening, arms crossed, massive frame blocking any chance of escape.
“You need to rest,” Alya said, voice low and unyielding. “You’re not invincible.”
“I will,” Ines replied without looking up, pen scratching hard enough to tear the paper beneath it. “Later.”
“You said that yesterday.”
“And?”
Rosaria tried gentler tactics. She brought soup and left it on the corner of the desk, standing nearby longer than necessary, watching the way Ines’s jaw clenched when she thought she was alone.
“You have ink all over your hands,” Rosaria said quietly at one point, nodding toward her hands.
Ines glanced down, flexing her fingers. “It washes off.”
“That’s not what I meant.”
For a moment, something flickered behind Ines’s eyes. Then it vanished. “I have something,” she said instead, voice low but steady. “I just need time.”
Rosaria nodded once and said nothing more. She understood when to push and when pushing would only make things worse.
Emiliano became a constant presence, moving in and out of the office with updates clipped and efficient. They had dug a trench in front of the main gate, reinforcing it with scrap metal and concrete pulled from half-demolished outbuildings.
Floodlights were installed along the walls, wired into generators, and motion sensors were rigged from scavenged equipment. The guards drilled constantly, sweat soaking through their shirts in the thick Colombian heat, nerves stretched thin but held together by routine.
“Some of the men are asking if they can leave,” Emiliano said one evening, helmet tucked under his arm.
Ines leaned back in her chair, wincing as the movement pulled at her side, then waved a hand dismissively. “Tell them yes,” she said. “No consequences. No questions.”
Emiliano frowned. “Just like that?”
“I don’t expect anyone to die for me,” she said. “This isn’t a cult. Anyone who wants out can go.”
The announcement went out the next morning.
That night, she gathered the remaining guards in the courtyard. The air was thick and damp, cicadas buzzing somewhere beyond the walls.
Floodlights cast harsh shadows across the cracked concrete, illuminating the trench yawning darkly in front of the gate. Ines stood on the steps, cardigan buttoned wrong, hair pulled back carelessly, her pallor stark against the warm night.
“I’ll be brief,” she said, her voice carrying easily without effort. “If you want to leave, you can. Tonight. No retaliation. No hard feelings.”
A murmur rippled through the group.
“This isn’t your war,” she continued. “I won’t pretend otherwise. I don’t expect loyalty or sacrifice.”
She paused, scanning their faces, then added, “If you stay, you’ll be compensated. Hazard pay, double rate, bonuses if you live through it. Everything in writing.”
A few men exchanged glances. Some left. Most didn’t.
Later, alone again, Ines sat surrounded by paperwork, eyes burning, fingers stained black with ink. The numbers finally lined up in a way that made her pulse spike, something sharp and dangerous taking shape beneath her hands.
She pressed her fingers to her eyes for just a moment.
Then she picked up her pen and kept working.
Morning came without ceremony. No cool dawn, no fog lifting off the grounds, just the same thick Colombian heat pressing in through the open windows, already sticky by the time the sun cleared the treeline. The manor smelled like stale coffee, sweat, and paper. Ines hadn’t slept.
Not really. She’d dozed for minutes at a time, chin dropping to her chest, fingers still resting on the keyboard, only to jerk awake with a sharp inhale and keep going. Now her hands shook badly enough that she had to brace her wrists against the desk just to type straight.
She was so close.
The spreadsheets blurred in front of her eyes, columns swimming, numbers doubling and tripling until she forced herself to blink hard and refocus. Her ribs ached dully, a constant pressure she’d learned to ignore, but the exhaustion was worse. Bone-deep, cellular, the kind that made even thinking feel like wading through syrup.
She could feel her pulse in her temples, her mouth dry, her stomach hollow and sour from days of coffee and nothing else.
Just totals. Just consolidation.
She dragged the cursor down, copied the final column, pasted it into the master sheet, and waited while the computer thought about it. The loading icon spun. Once. Twice.
Her jaw clenched. If it froze now, she might actually scream. Finally, the numbers populated, snapping into place like teeth in a trap. Her breath left her in a shaky exhale she hadn’t realized she was holding.
There it was.
Not proof, not confession, but leverage. Enough of it. Enough money moved, enough shell companies tied together, enough dates and signatures and transfers that even someone like Mistress Pombo would have to stop and think. Enough to make killing her inconvenient.
Ines slumped back in the chair, the motion pulling a sharp hiss from between her teeth. She didn’t give herself time to rest. Rest meant thinking. Thinking meant fear.
She printed everything in one brutal batch, the printer whining and clacking as page after page slid out, warm and smelling faintly of toner. She stacked them carefully, tapping the edges straight with hands that wouldn’t quite stop trembling.
Rosaria appeared in the doorway sometime during the printing, silent as always. She took one look at Ines’s face and didn’t comment on the dark circles, the cracked lips, the way her shoulders sagged like a cut marionette.
“It’s done,” Ines said hoarsely. “Or close enough that it won’t matter.”
Rosaria stepped closer, eyes dropping to the stack of papers. “What do you want me to do with it?”
Ines gathered the documents into two piles, separating originals from copies with practiced ease. “Put these in the suitcase. The hard shell. Bottom layer. Wrap them in plastic.” She paused, swallowing. “If I die today, this can’t die with me.”
Rosaria’s jaw tightened. She didn’t argue. She never did when Ines used that tone. “And if you don’t?”
Ines huffed out something that might’ve been a laugh if she had more energy. “Then I get to throw them in Isabel’s mother’s face personally.”
Rosaria took the papers, careful, reverent almost, like she was handling something fragile despite the fact that it was just ink and paper. “I’ll make sure it leaves the property if things go bad.”
“Good,”
The printer finished with a final mechanical sigh. Ines reached over and shut it off, then leaned back again, eyes closing for just a second longer than intended. Her head tipped back against the chair, neck exposed, skin damp with sweat.
She felt old. Not chronologically, but in her bones, like she’d aged a decade in the last week.
A sound cut through the stillness. Distant, but unmistakable. Gravel crunching. An engine idling.
Ines’s eyes snapped open.
Another sound followed, louder now. Voices. Boots hitting the ground.
She pushed herself up, swaying slightly, and moved to the window overlooking the front gate. The trench yawned dark and ugly in front of it, a raw scar carved into the earth, too wide and too deep for a vehicle to cross without serious effort. A black SUV sat just short of it, engine still running. The doors opened almost in unison.
Six men climbed out.
They moved like professionals. Not guards, not locals. Their clothes were civilian but wrong in the way only experience made obvious: shirts too loose to hide body armor, boots too sturdy for comfort, eyes constantly scanning. Rifles slung low, muzzles down, but hands never far. Mercenaries.
Ines exhaled slowly, tension easing just a fraction.
“At least she didn’t lie,” she muttered.
Emiliano was already moving, barking orders, sending two guards to meet them at the edge of the trench. There was a brief exchange, gestures sharp but controlled, then the men nodded and followed him along the long way around to the side entrance. No posturing. No drama. Just business.
Ines stepped back from the window as Rosaria reappeared, suitcase in hand. “They’re here,” Rosaria said unnecessarily.
“I see them,” Ines replied. “Let Emiliano handle it.”
Rosaria hesitated. “You’re really letting him run everything?”
Ines nodded, dragging a hand down her face. “I’m not a general. I’m not even pretending to be one. I’m an accountant, and my ego isn’t big enough to pretend.” She glanced toward the courtyard, where the mercenaries were disappearing inside. “That’s his battlefield. I’ll stay out of it.”
Rosaria studied her for a moment, then inclined her head. “He’ll do a good job.”
“I know,” Ines said quietly. “That’s why Isabel hired him.”
By late morning, the manor had shifted into a strange, tense rhythm. Everyone moved with purpose but spoke little. Weapons were checked and rechecked. Positions adjusted. Emiliano gathered the mercenaries and the remaining guards near the gate, laying out the plan with clipped efficiency. Fields of fire.
Fallback points. What to do if the wall was breached, what to do if it wasn’t. Ines didn’t attend. She stayed in the office, sipping water under Rosaria’s watchful eye, forcing down a few bites of food she couldn’t taste, hands still hovering protectively over the suitcase now tucked against the wall.
She trusted Emiliano. That was not the same thing as being calm.
Every sound made her tense. Every raised voice sent a spike of adrenaline through her already frayed nerves.
Her body felt like it was being held together by sheer will, threads pulled too tight, ready to snap. Still, when Emiliano checked in, she kept her voice steady, asked the right questions, and gave him space to do his job.
“Whatever happens,” she told him at one point, “don’t try to be a hero.”
He snorted. “That’s your job, boss.”
She smiled thinly. “Not today.”
As the sun climbed higher, baking the courtyard and making the air shimmer, Ines sat back in her chair, eyes on the closed door, fingers interlaced to keep them from shaking. She had done what she could.
The numbers were ready. The leverage was real. Isabel was gone, safe or as close to it as possible.
Now all that was left was to see whether Hector would come.
And whether Mistress Pombo’s warning had been a threat or a promise.
Ines found Alya and Rosaria in the kitchen, of course, Rosaria methodically checking her ammo, while Alya leaned against the counter, arms crossed, watching the doorway like she’d been expecting her.
The room smelled of citrus and steel. Ines didn’t bother with a preamble. “If you want to go,” she said, voice rougher than she intended, “now’s the time.”
Rosaria didn’t look up from the blade she was honing, the scrape of metal rhythmic. Alya’s frown deepened. “You’re joking.”
“I’m not.” Ines leaned against the doorframe, her body a collection of aches held together by caffeine and spite. “We could all die today. I'm not going to force you to stay here and die.”
Rosaria paused mid-stroke, cleaning her gun. The silence stretched like a bowstring pulled too tight. Then she resumed sharpening, the sound precise, controlled.
“You think I’d leave?” she asked, voice softer than the blade she was honing. “After everything?”
Alya pushed off the counter, towering over Ines, her shadow swallowing the patch of sunlight on the floor. “Listen well,” she growled, jabbing a finger toward the courtyard where Emiliano’s voice barked orders. "We aren't going anywhere."
Rosaria set the gun down with deliberate care. The metal gleamed, sharper than teeth. She crossed the kitchen in three strides, grabbed Ines by the shoulders, too tight, too sudden, then yanked her forward into the crushing warmth of her arms.
Alya huffed, rolling her eyes before wrapping her massive arms around both of them, squeezing until Ines wheezed against Rosaria’s collarbone.
For a heartbeat, Ines went rigid. The embrace was too hot, too close; she could feel Rosaria’s pulse against her cheek, Alya’s breath stirring her tangled hair.
Then something cracked in her chest, jagged and raw, and she buried her face deeper, fingers twisting into Rosaria’s apron like a drowning woman clutching driftwood.
Alya’s grip tightened. “Idiot,” she muttered into Ines’s scalp, the word gruff but the kiss she pressed there unmistakably tender.
The moment shattered with the crack of gunfire beyond the walls.
Ines jerked back from the embrace, pulse hammering against her ribs, not fear, not yet, but the electric prickle of inevitability.
Rosaria's hands were already moving, hiking up the hem of her skirt with practiced efficiency to reveal the sleek polymer grip of a Glock strapped to her thigh.
The maid's apron fluttered back into place like nothing had happened. "Panic room," Rosaria said, the words clipped. "Now."
Ines didn't move. She watched through the kitchen window as Emiliano's men scrambled into position along the wall, rifles snapping up toward the treeline where muzzle flashes bloomed between the palms.
"No," she said, fingers curling into her palms until her bitten-down nails left crescent moons in her skin. "I'm staying. I can help."
Rosaria's hand clamped around her wrist, dragging her toward the pantry door, the hidden panel that led to the reinforced basement. "You can barely hold a pen without shaking," Rosaria hissed.
The second gunshot echoed, closer this time, but Ines dug her heels into the tile, her pulse loud in her ears. "I don't need steady hands to help someone else to safety."
Rosaria's grip tightened, her fingers pressing into the bruise-darkened veins beneath Ines' skin. "You're not thinking clearly—"
The third shot shattered the kitchen window. Glass rained onto the tiles like jagged ice. Alya moved before the shards hit the ground, slamming both women down behind the island counter as splinters embedded themselves in the cabinets behind them. Ines' ribs screamed as she hit the floor, her vision swimming with pain and adrenaline.
"No," she repeated through gritted teeth, already pushing up onto her elbows. The taste of copper flooded her mouth; she'd bitten her tongue. "I'm not hiding while they die for me."
The gunfire outside had settled into a staccato rhythm, controlled bursts, not panic. Emiliano's doing. Ines imagined him behind the sandbagged emplacement near the gate, his voice steady as he directed fire toward the tree line. She knew that voice. Knew how it sounded when he lied.
Rosaria's grip on her wrist didn't loosen as she dragged them both low behind the kitchen island, pressing Ines against the cabinets. The maid's breath was hot against her ear. "Fine," Rosaria said.
"But stay down, and stay next to me." Her other hand already had the Glock free, resting cold against Ines' thigh as she peeked around the edge of the counter.
The air smelled of gunpowder and lemons from the shattered preserves jar. Alya cursed in Russian, crawling toward the broken window with a Glock of her own.
Outside, Emiliano's voice cut through the gunfire, not shouting, but precise, directing fire toward the eastern tree line where shadows moved between the palms.
Rosaria's fingers dug into Ines' wrist. "You run away from me, I'll tie you to a chair in the panic room," she muttered, pressing the Glock into Ines' palm. The metal was warm from Rosaria's skin.
Ines curled her fingers around it, too loose, her grip unsteady, just as another volley of gunfire erupted outside. The kitchen lights flickered. Alya swore again, louder this time, as the refrigerator door beside her exploded inward, punctured by three neat holes that let golden afternoon light spill through.
Rosaria didn't flinch. She was already moving, dragging Ines by the wrist toward the pantry, her other hand pressing the Glock back into Ines' palm with fingers that didn't shake.
"You don't need to shoot," she said, voice low and urgent. "Just hold it. Just in case."
The world narrowed to the weight of the gun, the sting of glass in her knees, the iron grip on her wrist. Ines let herself be pulled, pulse wild in her throat, tasting blood and gunpowder on her tongue.
Alya covered their retreat with measured shots through the shattered window, her massive frame blocking the worst of the spray as bullets punched into the cabinets behind them.
The radio on Rosaria’s shoulder crackled sharply, cutting through the chaos like a blade. Static first, then a breathless voice layered under gunfire. “Rosaria...back perimeter...four, maybe five, moving fast. They’re flanking. We can’t peel off without opening the gate.”
Rosaria swore under her breath, sharp and vicious, and tightened her grip on Ines’s wrist hard enough to hurt. Her eyes flicked once toward Alya, a single look that carried years of shared instinct.
“Basement,” she said, already moving. “Now.”
They bolted from the kitchen in a crouch, the house shuddering around them as bullets chewed into plaster and wood. The hallway felt impossibly long, every step echoing, the air thick with dust and heat and the acrid tang of gunpowder.
Ines stumbled once, her ribs flaring white-hot, and Rosaria half-dragged, half-carried her forward, boots skidding on broken tile.
They didn’t make it ten meters.
Gunfire erupted ahead of them, the sharp bark of automatic weapons ripping through the corridor. The far end of the hall exploded inward as rounds tore into the wall, chunks of concrete and wood spraying outward.
Alya slammed into Ines from behind, knocking her flat as bullets screamed overhead. Rosaria twisted, firing blind down the corridor in controlled bursts, muzzle flash lighting her face in harsh, stuttering white.
“Back!” Alya roared, hauling Ines upright by the back of her shirt. “Other way!”
They ran, the world narrowing to noise and motion, boots pounding up the side staircase as rounds chased them, punching holes into the banister, shredding framed portraits that exploded into glass and canvas. The house felt suddenly enormous, a labyrinth of wealth turned into a killing ground.
At the top of the stairs, Alya skidded to a halt, one massive hand clamping down on Ines’s shoulder. Her face was grim, jaw set hard enough to crack teeth. “Upstairs. Now. Bedroom. Lock it.”
“I can help—” Ines started, breathless, vision tunneling.
“No,” Rosaria snapped, spinning her toward the upper hallway. Her voice didn’t waver, but her eyes were bright, fierce, terrified. “You help by not dying.”
A burst of gunfire chewed through the stairwell below them, splinters raining down. Alya shoved Ines hard, nearly sending her sprawling. “Run.”
Ines ran.
She tore down the hallway, the polished wood slick beneath her shoes, her pulse a roar in her ears. Behind her, Alya and Rosaria split off, gunfire immediately following them like a shadow. The house groaned around her, bullets slamming into walls, doors, anything that moved or didn’t.
She reached the bedroom, slammed the door shut, and threw the deadbolt with shaking hands. For half a second, she leaned against it, gasping, forehead pressed to the cool wood, trying not to think about how thin it suddenly felt.
Then a crash sounded from somewhere else upstairs, heavy boots, shouted orders in a language she didn’t recognize.
They were up here too.
Ines pushed off the door and moved.
The first shot punched through the bedroom door at shoulder height, wood exploding inward. She screamed and ran as the second shot followed, lower, tearing through the mattress where she’d been seconds before.
She dove through the adjoining office, skidded on hardwood, and burst out into the hallway on the other side, lungs burning.
Think Ines. Think.
She forced herself to slow just enough to orient, panic clawing at her throat. She knew this house. Every room, every shortcut, every useless extravagance she’d once mocked and now silently thanked.
She veered left, sprinting past the piano room, the grand instrument’s glossy black surface already spiderwebbed with cracks from stray rounds.
A bullet shattered one of the high windows, hot air and glass flooding in as she ducked through the next door and slammed it behind her.
The home theater. Darkness swallowed her, heavy curtains muffling sound. She tripped over a recliner, barely catching herself, heart hammering so hard she thought it might tear free.
Footsteps thundered past outside the door, voices barking, confused, angry. They didn’t know which way she’d gone.
Good.
She slipped through the side exit, emerging into the library, walls lined with books she’d never read. A round punched through the far window, shredding leather bindings and paper, pages fluttering like wounded birds.
Ines ducked, rolled, and bolted again, adrenaline carrying her through pain she’d have collapsed from an hour ago.
She cut through a guest bedroom, then another, doubling back through a connecting bathroom, locking one door, then another, buying herself seconds.
Shots rang out, closer now, bullets chewing through doors she’d just passed through. She could hear them breathing hard, swearing, losing patience.
The sunroom was a mistake. Too much glass. She skidded to a stop as rounds stitched across the far wall, exploding planters and sending shards flying.
She threw herself behind a stone bench, curling tight as glass rained down around her, cutting into her arms and back. Her ribs screamed as she forced herself upright again.
Think, Ines. You don’t win this by shooting. You win it by being smarter.
She crawled backward, slipped through the narrow service door into the third kitchen, smaller, tucked away for staff.
The space was tight, cluttered, smells of spices and old oil hanging heavy in the air. She knocked over a cart on purpose, metal clanging loudly, then ducked out through the opposite door and sprinted down the hall back toward the office.
Shouts followed, boots pounding after the noise.
She slammed into the office and dove behind the desk, the same one she’d been hunched over for days, ink-stained, exhausted. Bullets ripped through the doorway seconds later, chewing into the desk’s edge, spraying wood chips across her face.
She curled tight, clutching the Glock Rosaria had shoved into her hand, useless weight or lifeline, she didn’t know which.
Footsteps now, methodical, unhurried. Professionals clearing rooms. A man murmured something low in Spanish, another answered with a grunt. Ines pressed her palm to her mouth to stifle the sound of her breathing. The desk wouldn’t hold.
The doorknob turned slowly, too slowly, testing for resistance. Finding none. The door creaked inward, hinges groaning like a wounded animal.
Dust motes swirled in the slice of light widening across the carpet. Ines didn’t move. Didn’t blink.
The boot landed heavy just beyond the threshold, toe-first, deliberate. A mercenary’s gait, trained to minimize noise while clearing corners. Leather soles, not rubber. Custom. Expensive. The kind of man who got paid extra for discretion.
Ines held her breath as the second footstep followed, closer now, the floorboard beneath the Persian rug creaking faintly. The air smelled of gunpowder and her own sweat, sour with fear.
Her fingers ached around the Glock’s grip. Useless. She’d never fired one outside a range, years ago, when her dad insisted, she know how to protect herself.
A shadow stretched long across the carpet, tall, broad-shouldered, rifle barrel first. The mercenary paused just inside the threshold, scanning left to right. Ines watched his shadow’s head tilt slightly downward.
Toward the desk. Toward her.
She knew the exact moment he spotted the scuffed toe of her boot peeking out from behind the mahogany leg, the way his shoulders tensed, the rifle’s muzzle drifting an inch lower.
The radio on his belt crackled, a burst of Spanish, too rapid to parse. He didn’t respond. Didn’t turn. Just took another slow step forward, boots sinking into the plush rug. Close enough now that Ines could hear the soft creak of his tac vest straps adjusting with each breath. Close enough to smell gun oil and stale coffee on him.
Her hands shook so badly the Glock’s sight wobbled like a drunkard’s compass needle. She’d never shot at a person before. Never pointed a gun at anything living except paper targets, even then. That time, she’d missed.
She didn’t miss now.
The Glock bucked in her hands, recoil slamming her wrist back hard enough to send a jolt of pain up her arm. The shot was deafening in the enclosed space, the muzzle flash blinding.
She didn’t see where the bullet hit, only the mercenary’s sudden jerk backward, his rifle clattering to the floor as he clutched his thigh. Blood bloomed dark between his fingers, his face twisted in shock more than pain.
He snarled, staggering against the doorframe, but Ines was already scrambling backward on her elbows, the gun trembling wildly in her grip. Her pulse roared in her ears, drowning out his curses.
She hadn’t aimed. Hadn’t thought. Just pulled the trigger the moment his shadow loomed too close, the instinct to survive overriding everything else.
The mercenary lunged for his rifle with a grunt, blood smearing the polished hardwood. Ines fired again, wild, panicked, the bullet splintering the wall beside his head. He froze, eyes locking onto hers for the first time.
Dark brown. Human. Terrifyingly calm despite the wound.
She saw the calculation in his gaze, weighing pain against paycheck, before his hand twitched toward the combat knife strapped to his thigh.
"Don't!" Her voice cracked like glass underfoot. She didn't recognize the sound of it, raw, animal, nothing like the crisp accountant who balanced ledgers with surgical precision. The gun shook violently. She didn't want to kill anyone. "You don't have to die."
The mercenary froze, fingers brushing the knife's hilt. Blood seeped between his fingers, staining his cargo pants black.
His breathing was steady, too steady, controlled even through pain. Professional. She could smell the iron tang mixing with gunpowder and sweat.
"You shoot like a nun," he said in accented Spanish, voice low. Calm. Like they were discussing the weather and not the bullet lodged in his thigh.
His eyes flicked to her trembling hands. "Drop it. You won't hit me again."
Ines tightened her grip, her bitten nails digging into her palms. The gun felt slick with sweat. "I don't want to," she whispered. The truth of it curdled in her stomach.
She'd spent years balancing numbers where every decimal had its place. Killing people...that wasn't her.
The mercenary's fingers hovered over the knife. He exhaled through his nose, slow, measured. "Then put it down." A droplet of his blood hit the Persian rug, blooming like ink on parchment.
Ines didn't lower the gun. The barrel wavered between his chest and the ceiling as her arms shook. She'd seen the knife's serrated edge when he moved, meant for cutting rope. Or throats. "You first," she breathed. The air between them smelled of copper and cordite.
The mercenary's fingers twitched away from the knife hilt, palm turning upward in slow surrender. His other hand remained clamped over the wound, dark blood seeping through his fingers.
"Smart girl," he murmured in Spanish, eyes flicking to the ruined ledger pages scattered across the floor.
The gunshots came from the hallway, three rapid, professional bursts. Ines barely registered the mercenary's shout of warning before she was diving sideways, knees scraping hardwood as bullets punched through the office door.
Splinters exploded from the desk inches from her face, one jagged piece slicing her cheek as she rolled beneath it.
The mercenary lunged left, his wounded leg buckling, just as his partner kicked the door fully open.
The second shooter moved like liquid, no hesitation, no wasted motion. Black tactical gear, mirrored sunglasses indoors, the muzzle of his rifle already tracking toward the desk where Ines cowered.
She saw his finger tighten on the trigger through the bullet holes in the wood. Then the first mercenary was shouting, throwing out an arm, pointing to where she was hiding.
Bullets ripped through the desk like it was cardboard. Ines flattened herself against the floor, splinters raining down onto her back as rounds punched through ledger books inches above her head.
Paper confetti filled the air, drifting like snow onto her shaking hands still clutching the Glock. She smelled burning wood, cordite, the iron tang of the first mercenary's blood pooling on the rug beside her.
The second shooter advanced in perfect synchronization with his weapon's staccato rhythm, three steps, pause, three-round burst. Methodical. Unhurried. Like he was watering plants, not hunting a woman under a desk.
His boots crunched over shattered picture glass as he adjusted his angle, seeking a clean shot through the splintered wood.
Then silence.
The abrupt cessation of gunfire was louder than the shots themselves. Ines heard the telltale click, empty magazine. She was already moving before the second mercenary cursed, scrambling backward on hands and knees toward the shattered window.
She made it two feet before his boot hooked her ankle, yanking her sideways with brutal efficiency. The Glock skittered across the floor as she crashed onto her side, ribs screaming.
He was on her before she could inhale to scream, two hundred pounds of armored muscle slamming her flat, his knee driving into her sternum hard enough to crack wood. Air fled her lungs in a wordless wheeze.
Her vision tunneled, dark at the edges, as his gloved hand fumbled for the combat knife strapped to his thigh. The serrated edge winked in the sunlight filtering through bullet holes.
Ines thrashed like a hooked fish, nails raking his forearms, finding only slick Kevlar. She grasped for the gun where her fingers brushed cold metal just as the knife came free with a leathery rasp.
She twisted, rolling onto the splintered ledger pages, ink smearing like blood beneath her cheek.
"I'm pregnant!" The lie tore from her throat raw as gunpowder, too loud, too high. The knife froze mid-air, the mercenary's mirrored lenses reflecting her own wild-eyed panic back at her. Just enough hesitation. Just enough doubt.
Her fingers found the Glock's grip slick with sweat and blood. The barrel jerked upward as she pulled the trigger, once, twice, the recoil slamming her wrist into the floorboards. The first shot grazed his temple, sending his sunglasses spinning away.
The second hit lower, tearing through his cheekbone in a spray of red mist. His head snapped back like a broken doll's, the knife clattering harmlessly onto the ledger pages beside her face.
The silence that followed was worse than the gunfire. Blood dripped from the ceiling, his blood, she realized, landing in warm splashes on her trembling hands.
The mercenary's body slumped sideways, one dead hand still tangled in her hair. His remaining eye stared at nothing, pupil wide and black as a bullet hole.
Ines retched violently, stomach convulsing as copper and bile flooded her mouth. She crawled away on elbows and knees, fingernails digging into ledger pages that stuck to her skin like wet leaves.
The Glock lay abandoned near his outstretched fingers, smoke curling from the barrel in lazy spirals.
She didn’t remember pulling the trigger. Only the knife hanging suspended above her, sunlight glinting off serrated steel like a guillotine.
Only the lie that bought her half a second, just enough to twist the gun upward and—
Her ears rang as if church bells had been struck inside her skull.
The remaining mercenary in the doorway leaned against the frame, his thigh wound painting the hardwood floor beneath him in dark, arterial strokes.
His rifle lay abandoned near the dead man's boots, but his fingers twitched toward the knife still strapped to his thigh.
"Congrats, killer," he said, voice rough with pain but laced with something almost like amusement. His breath hitched as he shifted his weight, blood seeping between his fingers where they clutched the bullet wound. "You just earned your first notch. You always remember your first."
Ines stared at the dead man's face, what was left of it. The cheekbone was gone, replaced by a ragged crater where her second shot had torn through flesh and bone.
His remaining eye stared at nothing, pupil blown wide. The smell of copper and gunpowder clung to the back of her throat like tar. She didn't feel like a killer. She felt like a cornered animal that had chewed off its own leg to escape a trap.
She grabbed the gun and ran.
Not toward safety, not toward escape, toward the gunfire coming from downstairs. Toward Rosaria.
Because Rosaria would take one look at her shaking hands and blood-splattered blouse and say the words Ines couldn't yet form: It wasn't your fault. Rosaria would absolve her, Alya would hold her.
If she ran from here, it was as if she hadn't done it.
If she ran from here, she hadn't killed a man.
The thought propelled Ines forward, past the corpse still leaking onto ledger pages, past the wounded mercenary's mocking laughter, her boots slipping in his blood as she lunged for the hallway.
She needed Rosaria's voice like she needed oxygen, needed to hear her say the words that would cauterize this wound before it rotted her from the inside: You had no choice.
She was halfway down the back staircase when the world outside detonated. The concussion hit first, a thunderclap that shook the house like a terrier with a rat, then the screaming whine of tortured metal.
Through the shattered landing window, she saw the truck plow through the wrought-iron gates at forty miles an hour, the impact sending decorative spikes shearing through its hood like butter.
The driver hadn't braked. Hadn't swerved. Just aimed the reinforced grille at the center and floored it.
Men poured from the truck's bed before it even stopped moving, black-clad figures rolling off the sides in practiced unison. Emiliano's voice crackled over the radio clipped to her waistband, "Fall back! Fall..." ...before static swallowed the rest.
Through the dust, she saw his men retreating toward the house in staggered formation, covering each other with disciplined bursts of gunfire.
One went down hard, clutching his knee. Another dragged him backward by his vest straps as concrete exploded around them.
Ines didn't stop. She took the last six stairs in a leap, landing hard enough to send a shock up her shins, and sprinted toward the gunfire's epicenter.
The kitchen windows shattered inward as she passed, spraying glass like diamonds across the tile. She barely registered the sting of cuts on her arms,
Ines tore through the ground floor with her head down and her shoulders hunched, moving on instinct more than thought. The house had become a maze of noise and debris, the clean geometry of hallways fractured by blown-out windows and splintered doors.
Bullets chewed into plaster around her, punching fist-sized holes that sprayed chalky dust into the air. Somewhere glass was still falling, a tinkling rain that never seemed to stop.
She cut through the dining room, vaulted a toppled chair, and skidded across the tile as another burst ripped through the far wall, sunlight and palm fronds visible through the fresh wounds.
She shouted Rosaria’s name once, raw and useless, the sound swallowed by gunfire. Alya’s too. No answer, just the steady, punishing rhythm of rifles outside and the deeper crack of heavier weapons closer to the gate.
The house groaned with each impact like an old animal taking blows it could no longer shrug off.
She cut left toward the main corridor and almost ran straight into a body slumped against the wall. Not Rosaria. A guard she didn’t recognize, eyes open, chest dark and still. Ines didn’t slow.
She vaulted him and kept moving, heart hammering so hard she thought it might break her ribs from the inside.
The smell hit her next, cordite and blood and something acrid she couldn’t place, maybe insulation burning somewhere out of sight.
The sound of a struggle dragged her attention down the west hall. Not gunfire. Grunts. The scrape of boots on hardwood.
Ines rounded the corner and saw Rosaria on the floor, one knee trapped beneath her, her back pressed to the wall. A man straddled her hips, his weight pinning her down, his forearm across her throat as he drove a knife downward with brutal focus.
Rosaria twisted, got an arm up, but the blade punched through anyway, burying itself deep into her shoulder with a wet, final sound that cut through everything else.
Ines didn’t think. She screamed Rosaria’s name and launched herself forward, slamming into the man’s side with everything she had. The impact knocked him off balance, sent them both rolling.
He came up faster than she expected, hands slick with blood, eyes already finding her. Ines swung wildly, her fist connecting with his jaw hard enough to rattle her teeth.
Pain flared up her arm, but she didn’t stop, scrambling backward, fumbling for the gun tucked in her waistband with fingers that refused to work.
The man surged toward her, boot skidding on blood, and she finally got the Glock free, brought it up with both hands just as he lunged. She squeezed the trigger too late, as he slapped the gun out of her hands, it clattering to the floor as the man came forward again.
She stared at it in disbelief for a fraction of a second that could have killed her.
The shot that was fired came from beside her. Rosaria, somehow upright, one hand braced against the wall, the other holding the gun Ines had dropped.
She fired once, twice, the recoil jerking her wounded shoulder with each shot, and the man went down in a heap at her feet. Two more figures appeared at the far end of the hall, drawn by the noise, rifles coming up.
Rosaria didn’t hesitate. She fired again, controlled and vicious, blood already soaking through her sleeve, and one of them stumbled back with a curse. The other ducked away as bullets chipped the corner beside him.
“Ines,” Rosaria snapped, voice tight with pain, “move.”
Ines snapped back to herself, grabbing Rosaria around the waist and hauling her backward as another burst tore into the wall where they’d been standing. Rosaria kept shooting over Ines’s shoulder, the reports sharp and close to her ear, until they reached the junction where the corridor narrowed toward the pantry.
Ines half-dragged, half-carried her, boots slipping on blood and debris, her arms burning with the effort.
The door to the basement stood open. Ines shoved Rosaria through and slammed her shoulder into the frame as another round punched through the wall, showering them both with splinters.
The stairwell yawned below, dark and steep, and the smell hit her immediately, heavy and rotten, crawling up from the basement like a physical thing. Julio’s body had been left down there too long. The air was thick with decay and damp concrete.
“I can’t,” Rosaria said through clenched teeth as Ines tried to guide her down. Blood dripped steadily from the knife still buried in her shoulder, splattering the steps. Her face had gone gray beneath the dirt and sweat.
“Yes, you can,” Ines said, already turning her back. “Get on.”
Rosaria hesitated for half a second, then wrapped her good arm around Ines’s neck and climbed onto her back with a hiss of pain.
Ines gripped her thighs and started down, each step a jolt that sent fresh agony through Rosaria’s body and a fresh wave of nausea through her own. The gunfire above sounded muffled now, distant but relentless, the house taking hit after hit.
At the bottom, Ines staggered into the panic room and lowered Rosaria onto the narrow bed with shaking care. The reinforced door stood open, the interior lit by a single bare bulb that cast harsh shadows on the concrete walls.
The smell was worse in here, trapped and stale, and Ines gagged as she stepped back.
Rosaria slumped against the pillows, breath coming fast and shallow. She pressed a hand over the wound, blood already slicking her fingers. “Alya?” She asked, voice rough.
Ines shook her head, suddenly unable to speak. The question hung between them, unanswered and terrible.
Rosaria’s eyes flicked down to Ines’s shirt, then, taking in the blood smeared across it, the splatter pattern that didn’t match her own wound. Her gaze sharpened despite the pain. “What happened?”
Ines’s knees gave out. She dropped onto the edge of the bed, hands curling into the fabric of her pants, her whole body starting to tremble now that there was nowhere left to run.
The noise of the fight above seemed to fade, replaced by a rushing in her ears that sounded like the ocean.
“I killed someone,” she said, the words tearing out of her chest. “Upstairs. He was going to...he had a knife and I—” Her voice broke completely.
She shook her head, tears blurring her vision until Rosaria’s face swam. “I shot him. I didn’t even think. I just… pulled the trigger. He’s dead.”
Rosaria reached out with her good hand, fingers slick with her own blood, and caught Ines by the wrist. Her grip was firm despite everything, grounding. “Hey,” she said, low and insistent. “Look at me.”
Ines forced herself to meet her eyes.
“You didn’t murder someone,” Rosaria said, each word deliberate. “You survived. There’s a difference. He came into your home to kill you. You don’t owe him your life because you’re kinder than he was.”
Ines shook her head, tears spilling over now, hot and humiliating. “I don’t feel like that. I feel like something broke. Like I can still see his face when I close my eyes.”
“That’s shock,” Rosaria said, softer now. She tugged Ines closer until her forehead rested against Ines’s shoulder, careful of the blood. “That’s your brain trying to catch up to what your body had to do. It doesn’t make you a monster.”
Ines let out a sob she’d been holding back since upstairs, her shoulders caving inward. She pressed her face into Rosaria’s hair, breathing her in, grounding herself in the familiar scent beneath the blood and smoke. Her hands shook as they came up to cradle Rosaria’s head, careful not to jostle her.
“I was so scared,” she whispered. “I thought if I didn’t get to you… I don’t know what I would’ve done.”
Rosaria huffed a weak, humorless breath. “You did get to me. That’s what matters.” She pulled back just enough to look at Ines again, her expression fierce even now. “And you’re not alone in this. You don’t carry it by yourself.”
A distant explosion rattled the ceiling, dust sifting down around them. Ines wiped her face with the back of her hand and forced herself to straighten. There would be time later, if there was a later, to fall apart completely.
Ines pressed her forehead briefly to the cold steel of the panic room door, forcing air into her lungs until the shaking steadied enough to think. The muffled sounds above weren’t fading.
They were getting closer. Boots on stairs. Furniture splintering. Short, controlled bursts of gunfire that said the attackers weren’t panicking anymore. They were winning.
She turned back to Rosaria, already tearing strips from a clean shirt with her teeth and packing them against the knife wound with shaking but practiced hands. Blood soaked through anyway, dark and relentless.
“I can’t stay,” Ines said, the words coming out flat. Saying them felt like betrayal, but staying would be worse. “They’re pushing inside. If they reach the stairs, this room becomes our grave.”
Rosaria’s jaw tightened. “Then you need a plan.”
“I know.” Ines scrubbed a hand over her face, smearing sweat and blood together. “I need… I need options.”
Rosaria hesitated only a second before reaching for her phone. Her fingers were clumsy from blood loss, but the screen lit, and she pulled up a set of files with a few sharp taps. “Blueprints,” she said, holding it out. “Full grounds. Updated after the last expansion.”
Ines took the phone and crouched, bracing her elbows on her knees as she studied the screen. Her mind snapped into the familiar, ruthless clarity she only ever found in disasters. Walls. Gates. Distances. Sightlines.
She traced possible retreat paths with her thumb, looking for anything she’d missed before. A tunnel. A drainage culvert. A back road wide enough for vehicles. There was nothing.
The property was built to keep people in, not let them escape.
Then her eyes caught on a long, low rectangle near the perimeter fence.
The kennel.
Her stomach dropped.
She zoomed in, heart pounding, already knowing what the answer was before she fully admitted it to herself.
The structure sat far enough from the main house that the attackers wouldn’t have secured it yet, close enough to the tree line to cause chaos. And inside it—
People.
Her grip tightened on the phone until her knuckles went white. She swallowed hard, bile rising in her throat.
Rosaria watched her face change and knew immediately. “What did you see?”
Ines looked up, eyes glassy but focused. “The kennel,” she said quietly. “They’re still there.”
Rosaria went very still. “Ines—”
“I know,” she cut in, too fast. “I know what it means.” Her voice dropped, rough with something close to shame.
“But if I open it… If I let them out… they’ll scatter. They’ll draw fire. Some of them might fight back. It’ll buy time. It could break their formation.”
“And it could get them killed,” Rosaria said.
“Yes.” Ines didn’t deny it. Her chest felt tight, like something was crushing it from the inside. “But leaving them locked in guarantees it. At least this way… at least the ones who live will be free.”
Silence pressed down between them, thick and heavy.
Rosaria closed her eyes briefly, then opened them again. “Stay alive,” she said. “If I survive but you die, Isabel will probably tie me to some train tracks.”
Ines nodded once. She set the phone back into Rosaria’s hand. “Patch yourself up. Don’t open this door unless Alya gives the signal.”
She hesitated, then leaned down and pressed her forehead gently to Rosaria’s. “I’m sorry.”
Rosaria caught her sleeve with blood-slick fingers. “Be careful,” she said fiercely. “Don’t you dare die out there.”
Ines didn’t trust herself to answer. She turned and slipped back up the stairs, gun tight in her hand, moving fast and low. The house above was chaos now. Smoke hung in the air, alarms screaming somewhere distant.
She slipped out through a side door blown half off its hinges and sprinted across the open ground, bullets cracking through the dirt behind her as someone spotted movement.
Her lungs burned by the time she reached the kennel. The building loomed squat and ugly against the fence, its doors chained and barred.
The smell hit her as soon as she forced her way inside, sweat, waste, old blood, and rot, a stench that made her gag. Shapes shifted in the dim light. Eyes tracked her. Some of them flinched back. Others leaned forward, wary, feral.
“I’m opening the cages,” she shouted, voice echoing off concrete. “If you want out, move back. If you don’t, stay where you are.”
They didn’t understand the words, not all of them, but they understood the gun. When she raised it, they recoiled, snarling and shouting, chains rattling as they scrambled away from the bars.
Ines moved fast, shooting the locks one by one, the recoil jarring her already abused ribs. Metal clanged and fell. Doors swung open.
A few rushed her immediately, desperate, half-mad with fear. She raised the gun and screamed, “Back!” with everything she had left.
Something in her face or her voice must have reached them, because they stopped, frozen, breathing hard.
She didn’t wait. She turned and ran.
The grounds were erupting now. Shouts rose from the perimeter as figures poured out of the kennel in all directions, some screaming, some charging, some vanishing through the holes blown in the walls. Gunfire spiked, scattered, lost its rhythm. Orders overlapped. Someone yelled in panic.
Ines sprinted for the house, chest heaving, vision narrowing to a tunnel. She vaulted a low wall, cut toward a shattered window, and tried to throw herself through it.
Her ribs gave out.
She hit the floor hard, all the air driven from her lungs in a wet, painful gasp. White-hot agony lanced through her side, and she curled instinctively, a broken sound tearing from her throat.
The room spun. Dust and glass pressed into her palms. Her body refused to respond when she told it to move.
Get up.
Get up.
Get up.
Her mind screamed the command, over and over, but her limbs stayed heavy and useless, her lungs only managing shallow, panicked breaths that burned more with every attempt. The sounds of the fight blurred together, distant and unreal.
Ines lay there, shaking, cheek against the floor, knowing with a terrible clarity that if she didn’t move soon, this was where it would end.
Then...
Alya nearly tripped over her.
One second, she was sprinting through smoke and broken glass, barking orders into a radio that had long since dissolved into static; the next, she caught movement on the floor near the shattered window.
A body. Small. Curled wrong. For half a heartbeat, her brain refused to recognize it.
“Ines—”
She dropped to a knee, hands already under Ines’s arms, hauling her upright with a grunt. Ines made a thin, broken sound, her head lolling forward as Alya pulled her against her chest.
The smell of blood was everywhere, sharp and metallic, but this was different. This was familiar. This was hers.
“Hey,” Alya said, loud, rough, trying to force her eyes open. “Stay with me. Don’t you dare check out now.”
Ines didn’t answer. Her breathing was shallow and fast, like she’d run herself hollow and then kept going. Alya didn’t waste another second.
She hooked an arm under Ines’s knees and lifted her fully, ignoring the way her own muscles screamed in protest, then turned and ran for the stairs.
Gunfire cracked somewhere behind them. Something hit the wall close enough to spray plaster across Alya’s shoulder. She didn’t slow down.
The panic room door was already open when she hit the bottom of the stairs. Rosaria was there, pale and blood-soaked, one hand braced against the wall, the other waving her in hard.
“Move,” Rosaria snapped.
Alya shoved through, nearly stumbling as she crossed the threshold. She laid Ines down on the narrow bed with more care than she’d thought she had left in her, then stepped back as Rosaria slammed the heavy door shut and entered the code to seal the door with shaking hands.
The steel seal slid into place with a deep, final clunk that cut the sounds of the battle out completely.
For a moment, none of them spoke.
Ines lay still, chest rising and falling too fast, sweat plastering her hair to her forehead. Her skin looked gray under the harsh lights, like she’d burned through everything keeping her upright and finally hit the wall.
“How long do we wait?” Alya asked finally, voice low, strained. “Tell me what the plan is.”
Ines opened her eyes halfway, unfocused. She stared at the ceiling like it was someone else’s problem. Her lips parted, but when she spoke, it was barely a sound.
“I don’t know.”
The honesty of it hit harder than any answer. Alya’s jaw clenched. Rosaria sat heavily on the edge of the bed, one hand hovering uselessly near Ines’s shoulder, unsure where it was safe to touch.
The adrenaline drained out of Ines all at once. There was no graceful slide, no easing down. One second, she was blinking slowly, trying to track Alya’s face, the next her eyes rolled back, and her body went slack, consciousness cutting out like a switch had been flipped.
“Ines?” Alya said sharply.
“She’s out,” Rosaria said, already checking her pulse. “Alive. Exhausted. Don’t shake her. Help me bandage this.”
They waited.
Time passed in strange, thick chunks, impossible to measure without windows or clocks. The sounds outside dulled, then flared again, then dulled for good.
At some point, Dr. McKay came and went, swearing softly as she worked the knife free from Rosaria’s shoulder, stitching and bandaging with brisk efficiency. Rosaria didn’t make a sound. She just stared at the wall and breathed through it.
When Ines woke, it was to silence.
Not the tense quiet of hiding, not the muffled thunder of gunfire through concrete, but something heavier. Final. The air felt stale and hot, like it had been sealed up with the worst of the day and left to rot.
Her throat was raw. Her head pounded. Every muscle screamed when she shifted, but she managed to push herself upright on one elbow, blinking against the light.
Rosaria was sitting nearby, her shoulder wrapped tight in clean bandages, her shirt gone, revealing her sports bra and the bruises she’d taken in the battle.
Alya stood near the door, arms crossed, posture rigid, eyes fixed on the locking wheel like she expected it to start spinning on its own.
“You’re awake,” Alya said. Relief cracked through her voice before she could stop it.
Ines nodded weakly. “How long?”
“Hours,” Rosaria said. “Long enough.”
Ines swung her legs over the side of the bed. The room tilted, but she forced herself to stand anyway. No one stopped her this time. Rosaria unlocked the door, and together they pushed it open.
The smell hit them first.
It rolled in thick and choking, copper and smoke and something sweet and wrong underneath. Death, in numbers large enough to change the air itself.
Ines took one step into the courtyard and gagged, bending forward as her body retched up bile and nothing else.
Alya caught her before she fell.
When she straightened again, tears streaked her face, but her eyes were clear.
The courtyard was a slaughterhouse.
Bodies lay everywhere, sprawled and twisted in unnatural positions. Guards she recognized by name. Mercenaries, she didn’t. Slaves...
Blood soaked the dirt and stone, pooling in low places, smeared into footprints and drag marks. Flies were already gathering.
Ines stared. Counted without meaning to. Too many. Far too many.
“This ends now,” she said hoarsely.
Neither Rosaria nor Alya argued.
“I’m done,” Ines continued, voice steadier with every word. “No more hiding. No more trading lives for time. This stops today.”
She turned to Alya. “Get the briefcase. Everything we prepared.”
Alya nodded once and moved immediately.
Ines looked at Rosaria. “I need a suit.”
Rosaria studied her for a long second, taking in the blood on her clothes, the bruises, the exhaustion etched into her face. Then she nodded too. “I’ll have it ready.”
Ines looked back out over the courtyard, over the cost paid in bodies, over the mess she had helped create and now meant to finish. Her stomach twisted, but her resolve didn’t falter.
It was time to go see her mother-in-law.
Notes:
What do we think about getting another chapter this weekend?
Chapter 41: Mutually Assured Destruction
Notes:
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Chapter Text
The bathroom was still half wrecked from the fighting, one mirror cracked like a spiderweb, a bullet scar puckering the tile near the sink, but the shower worked.
Hot water thundered down from the old fixture, steam already fogging the room before Ines stepped fully inside. She paused first, though, standing barefoot on the cold tile and looking at herself.
She barely recognized the woman in the mirror.
Dark circles bruised the skin beneath her eyes so deeply they looked carved in, her lips split and dry despite the humidity, her collarbones too sharp beneath skin that had forgotten what rest felt like.
Purple and yellow bruises tracked down her ribcage, fingerprints and impacts layered over each other like a history written in pain. The jagged scar where Lindsay’s trowel had gone in cut across her side, still angry, still tender, a reminder that her body had been opened and closed and opened again more times than it should have survived.
She turned slightly, watching the light catch it, then looked away before she could catalog every flaw like an accountant auditing damage.
She stepped into the shower and let the heat take her.
The water stung at first, then sank in, loosening muscles that had been clenched for days, maybe longer. She braced her hands against the tile and bowed her head, breathing through the burn in her ribs as the spray hit her chest and shoulders.
This was it, she realized, the thought arriving without drama or panic. Whatever came next, it ended today. Either Isabel’s mother would listen, truly listen, or Ines would die having finally stopped running numbers and started drawing lines.
There would be no more postponing, no more clever delays. The ledger closed here.
The bathroom filled with steam, memories bleeding in with it. She could see it too clearly, the way Isabel had laughed the first time they’d ended up half-dressed in this very tub, water sloshing over the sides as they knocked into the wall, all heat and clumsy urgency.
The mark on the tile where Isabel’s shoulder had pressed when they’d done it standing, slick and breathless, hands everywhere, laughing when they nearly slipped. It should have embarrassed her.
Instead, it hollowed her out. Isabel had been unconscious for over a week now, lying still while the world burned itself down around her, and Ines had never felt the absence of a person so physically.
She missed her voice, the weight of her arm thrown over Ines’s waist in sleep, the way she’d steal clothes and never give them back.
She loved her. The word didn’t scare her anymore.
This was all for her, every risk, every body on the ground outside, every sleepless night spent chasing figures across spreadsheets until her vision blurred.
She washed slowly, deliberately, like she was trying to memorize the sensation of clean skin. When she finally turned the water off, the silence rang in her ears.
She dried herself, careful around her ribs, and wrapped a towel around her waist before stepping back into the bedroom.
The suit waited on the bed.
Rosaria had laid it out with the same meticulous care she brought to everything else: dark dress shirt pressed smooth, dark trousers folded just so, the jacket draped neatly at the end.
Even the boots were lined up, polished to a muted shine. It was all black and charcoal, severe and elegant, the kind of thing that didn’t ask permission.
Isabel’s taste, unmistakably. Isabel had always known her sizes better than Ines did herself.
She dressed slowly, methodically. Shirt first, the fabric cool against her skin, then the trousers, the weight of them grounding.
The jacket settled over her shoulders like armor. She slicked her hair back with gel, taming the chaos into something sharp and intentional, then stood before the mirror again.
This time, the woman staring back didn’t look fragile.
She adjusted her cuffs, straightened the line of the jacket, and watched how the suit changed her posture, pulled her upright whether she wanted it to or not. Suited and booted, Rosaria would say.
She looked older somehow, harder, like someone who walked into rooms expecting resistance and prepared to overcome it.
The accountant was still there, buried beneath the fabric and fatigue, but so was something else now, something forged under pressure.
She turned as Rosaria and Alya came into view behind her. For once, neither of them spoke immediately.
Rosaria’s expression flickered through surprise into something like quiet pride, her lips parting slightly before she caught herself.
Alya just stared, arms crossed, eyes raking over Ines like she was reassessing the battlefield entirely.
“Well?” Ines asked, voice steadier than she felt.
For a moment, the only sound was the distant hum of generators and the echo of the day’s violence settling into the walls. Then Alya huffed a short, incredulous laugh.
“If her mother doesn’t listen to you dressed like that,” she said, “she never was going to.”
Rosaria nodded once, sharp and decisive. “You look like someone who finishes things.”
Ines turned back to the mirror one last time, committing the image to memory. She didn’t know if she’d ever see herself like this again.
She squared her shoulders, set her jaw, and reached for the door.
Ines slid into the back seat with the briefcase resting across her knees, its weight solid and reassuring in a way nothing else had been for days.
Rosaria took the passenger seat without comment, already adjusting the strap of her new uniform like she hadn’t been stabbed earlier that afternoon.
Alya pulled the car into motion, one hand on the wheel, eyes forward, posture locked in like this was just another drive and not the last quiet stretch before whatever waited for them at the end of it.
The manor receded behind them as they rolled through the now broken again gate. Ines turned in her seat, watching it disappear through the rear window.
When she’d first arrived, the place had shimmered with manicured excess, white stone and green lawns and water that caught the sun just right. Now the walls were pocked and chewed up, windows shattered or boarded, the garden trampled into mud.
The fountain at the center of the drive still ran, but the water was dark, tinged red, the basin clogged with debris and blood. Emiliano and the survivors would deal with it, would bury the dead, burn what needed burning, and rebuild what could be salvaged.
That wasn’t her role anymore. If she stayed, everything she’d done would mean nothing.
“Clinic first,” Ines said quietly.
Alya nodded and turned the wheel without asking why.
McKay’s clinic was lit up against the dusk, too clean and calm for what Ines felt inside. Inside, the air smelled like antiseptic and coffee gone stale.
Ines handed over Isabel’s laptop without ceremony, explaining the email in drafts, the attachments, the instructions. If she didn’t hear from her in eight hours, McKay was to hit send. No edits. No second-guessing.
McKay stared at the computer for a long moment, then back at Ines. “You sure?”
Ines didn’t hesitate. “Yeah.”
They shook hands, McKay’s grip firm, grounding. “Thanks for everything, doc,” Ines said, and meant more than the words could carry.
McKay snorted, adjusting her glasses with her free hand. “Don’t die. If you do, it’ll be hell trying to get my money from Isabel.”
Ines managed a cracked laugh despite the tension coiled in her ribs. The clinic’s fluorescents buzzed overhead, casting sharp shadows under McKay’s tired eyes. Blood still streaked the doctor’s scrubs from earlier triage, long dried to rust-brown.
"Wouldn’t dream of stiffing you," Ines said, thumb brushing the briefcase latch... "Goodbye, Doc."
The engine roared back to life as she slid into the car. McKay's voice followed her out into the parking lot, barely audible over the idling engine:
"When we first met, I said I hope we never meet again." A pause, then softer, "I hope we meet one more time, Ines. So I can see you aren’t dead."
The words settled between Ines' ribs like shrapnel. She exhaled slowly. The clinic's neon sign reflected crimson in the rearview mirror until the turn swallowed it whole.
The drive to Isabel’s mother’s estate felt longer than it was. Rosaria made the call ahead, voice professional, clipped, informing the staff they were on their way. No emotion, no cracks.
When the gates finally came into view, tall and ornate, opening onto a long cobblestone drive that curved through immaculate gardens, Ines felt something cold settle in her stomach.
The house beyond was beautiful in a way that felt deliberate, power carved into stone and glass. The fountain out front ran clear, water catching the light, every detail untouched by war.
Alya slowed the car to a stop.
Ines exhaled and leaned forward slightly, hands braced on the seat in front of her. “Neither of you need to come in,” she said, voice steady even as her pulse climbed. “I can’t guarantee your safety if you do. Most likely it’s just me who dies, but I can’t—”
“No,” Alya cut in immediately, turning in her seat to look at her. “Absolutely not.”
Rosaria nodded once, sharp and final. “We’re staying.”
Ines blinked, the words landing heavier than she expected. “You don’t have to.”
“We do,” Rosaria said simply. “We’re not abandoning you at the last step.”
Something warm spread through Ines’s chest, cutting through the fear just enough to let her breathe. She was terrified, deeply, bone-deep terrified.
She knew the odds.
She knew walking into that house might very well be the last decision she ever made. But knowing they were here, that they weren’t turning away, mattered more than she could articulate.
So she didn’t try. Instead, she reached forward before she could second-guess herself, pressing a quick, fierce kiss to Alya’s cheek, just above the fading bruise from a rifle butt, and then Rosaria’s, right over the bandage covering her knife wound.
It wasn’t graceful or poetic. Their skin tasted like sweat and gunpowder and exhaustion. But it was real.
Alya froze, then snorted, rubbing her cheek with exaggerated disgust. “Fucking sentimental.” But her fingers lingered where Ines’ lips had been, pressing there like she could imprint the moment into her skin.
Rosaria didn’t react at all, except for the way her throat worked when she swallowed, the pulse jumping visibly beneath her jawline. Her fingers tightened on the door handle, knuckles bleaching white, before she forcibly relaxed them.
The car door clicked open, and Ines stepped out onto the cobblestone drive, her polished boots crunching faintly on the gravel. The estate loomed ahead, pristine and untouched, its windows gleaming like eyes.
She adjusted her cuffs out of habit, then straightened her shoulders, grabbing the briefcase. She could feel Alya and Rosaria flanking her, close enough to touch if she reached out, silent, unwavering.
The front doors swung open before they reached them. Two guards stood at attention, their faces carefully blank, but Ines saw the way their eyes flicked to Rosaria’s bloodstained bandage peeking through her collar, to the way Alya’s fingers twitched near her holster.
Inside, the air was cool and smelled of lavender and polished wood. The silence was worse than gunfire.
They were led through cavernous halls, past oil portraits of dead ancestors and vases that probably cost more than Ines' childhood home.
The dining hall stretched before them, impossibly long, its table gleaming under the chandelier like a frozen river. The head chair sat empty, throne-like, its carved back looming over the rest.
Ines pulled the chair opposite with deliberate scrape against marble, the sound loud in the stifling silence. She sat without hesitation, briefcase resting across her knees like a shield.
Alya took position behind her left shoulder, fingers flexing near her sidearm. Rosaria mirrored her on the right, blood still seeping through the fresh bandage beneath her sleeve.
The air smelled of beeswax and something faintly metallic, maybe the silverware, maybe the tension.
"Plan?" Alya muttered under her breath, barely moving her lips. Her eyes tracked the servants disappearing through the side door. The guards surrounding them in the room.
Ines adjusted her grip on the briefcase. "Oh, I'm completely winging this."
Alya choked back a sound halfway between a laugh and a sob. Rosaria's fingers twitched against her leg, not from nerves, but from the sudden urge to strangle someone. Preferably Ines.
Ines didn't look at either of them. She kept her gaze fixed on the empty chair at the head of the table, her fingers tapping a slow, deliberate rhythm against the briefcase.
"I need neither of you to speak," she murmured, barely moving her lips. "I've got this. Even when it looks like I don't."
Rosaria exhaled sharply through her nose but didn’t argue. Alya’s knuckles whitened where they gripped the back of Ines’ chair, but she stayed silent.
The dining hall doors swung open with a whisper of polished oak. Isabel's mother entered like a stormfront, black silk dress, silver hair coiled tight, every step measured to echo.
The guards flanking her wore expressions carved from stone, but their eyes flicked to the briefcase in Ines' lap like it might detonate.
Ines stood. Slowly. Deliberately. The chair legs scraped marble loudly enough to make Alya twitch. She kept her spine straight, chin level, until the older woman finally lowered herself into the throne-like seat opposite.
Only then did Ines sit again, folding her hands atop the briefcase with the precision of someone assembling a bomb.
The silence stretched. Isabel’s mother studied her like a ledger with irregular entries. Her perfume smelled of frost and jasmine, expensive and cold.
"You look tired," she said at last, voice smooth as the chandelier crystal above them.
Ines smiled, just a twitch at the corners of her mouth, and let her fingers drift toward the briefcase latches. "Funny. I was about to say the same." The older woman’s manicure tapped once against the table, lacquered nails clicking like a metronome marking time.
Rosaria shifted minutely behind her. Ines could feel the tension radiating off her in waves, but she didn’t turn.
Instead, she popped the briefcase open with a decisive snap, the sound sharp enough to make one of the guards flinch. Inside lay two file folders, their edges crisp; their contents meticulously ordered. "We both know why I’m here."
Isabel’s mother didn’t glance at the documents. Her fingers curled around the stem of her untouched wineglass, the red liquid catching the chandelier light like old blood. "Do we?"
"I want peace," Ines said, voice low but carrying. "More so, I want you to leave me and Isabel alone. You’re retiring. Give Isabel the business, and walk away."
The silence that followed was thick enough to choke on. Isabel’s mother’s fingers tightened imperceptibly around her wineglass, the crystal protesting faintly.
Behind Ines, Alya’s breath hitched; Rosaria’s stance shifted minutely, weight settling onto the balls of her feet.
“Peace,” the older woman repeated, rolling the word like a sour grape on her tongue. Her gaze flicked to the briefcase, then back to Ines’s face. "There's only one thing that offers you peace."
Ines didn’t blink. "What would that be?"
Isabel’s mother leaned forward, her silk dress hissing against the table’s edge.
"Having an heir. If you carry a true Pombo heir," she said, the words slow and deliberate, "then perhaps we could discuss peace."
Ines felt the blood drain from her face. The room tilted slightly, just enough that she had to press her palms flat against the briefcase to steady herself. The implication hung between them like a blade.
Her throat tightened. Isabel had been unconscious for over a week. She hadn’t even kissed Ines in longer than that. The absurdity of it almost made her laugh. Almost.
Rosaria made a noise behind her, something raw and animal, but Ines raised a hand before she could lunge forward. The guards at the door shifted, hands twitching toward their holsters.
Isabel’s mother didn’t blink. She sipped her wine, watching Ines over the rim of the glass like she was waiting for the pieces to click.
Ines exhaled slowly through her nose. The smell of beeswax and metal filled her lungs. Her fingers flexed against the briefcase. Of all the threats, all the bargaining chips, this? The cruelty of it was almost elegant.
"Who's baby," she said, each word deliberate as a chess move, "would I be carrying?"
She let the silence stretch, watching the older woman's pupils dilate just slightly at the edges. The guards' hands hovered near their weapons. Rosaria's breath hitched behind her.
Isabel's mother set her wineglass down with a soft click. "Don't play coy. There's only one man with Pombo genes around here."
Hector. Isabel's brother. Murderer. Rapist.
The man who'd sent 100 men to kill her not even twelve hours ago. Ines's fingers twitched in disgust. Carrying any baby hadn't been in her life's plan, let alone carrying a rapist and murderer's child who'd tried to kill her and her wife.
The silence in the dining hall stretched taut enough to snap. Ines could feel Rosaria trembling behind her, a coiled spring of barely-contained violence.
"Even if I wanted to," Ines said slowly, carefully enunciating every syllable like she was speaking to a particularly slow child, "which I absolutely do not," her knuckles whitened around the briefcase handle.
"Due to all your...meddling, I am in poor health." She gestured to her bandaged ribs with her free hand. "I couldn't carry a sack of rice right now, let alone a baby."
The silence that followed was thick enough to suffocate in. Isabel's mother's manicured fingers froze around her wineglass.
Ines pressed on, voice steady despite the acid churning in her stomach. "And let's say, hypothetically, that I did agree." She leaned forward slightly, letting her jacket gap just enough to reveal the bandages peeking above her collar. "You would have me murdered in my hospital bed after giving birth. Correct?"
The older woman didn't blink. Her wineglass clicked against the table. "Your assumptions are crude."
"Are they incorrect?"
Isabel's mother leaned back in her throne-like chair, the movement deliberate, her silk dress whispering against the upholstery. A slow, calculated smile curled her lips, "Not in the slightest."
"You're smarter than you look," she conceded, swirling her wine. "But not smart enough."
Isabel's mother clapped twice, sharp, dismissive sounds like gunshots, and the dining hall doors swung open immediately. Servants filed in with platters balanced on white-gloved hands, steaming dishes arranged with geometric precision.
The scent of saffron and roasted meat flooded the room, incongruously rich against the tension. "Seeing as you interrupted dinner," she said, gesturing to the spread as if hosting a socialite luncheon, not a hostage negotiation.
Ines didn't touch the silverware. The roast pheasant glistened under the chandelier, its skin crackling, but all she could smell was the iron tang of Rosaria's fresh blood seeping through her bandages.
Alya's fingers twitched near her holster as a servant leaned between them to pour wine, Isabel's favorite vintage, the same one served at their wedding. The cruelty was so precise it felt surgical.
"I didn't come here to eat," Ines said, nudging the plate aside with her briefcase. The china screeched against marble. One of the guards flinched.
Isabel's mother smiled, knife hovering over the pheasant's breast. "I suppose you didn't, but here you are." The blade sank in with a wet crunch. "Alive. Mostly intact. Sitting at my table."
She speared a slice of meat, holding it up to catch the light. Blood dripped onto the gold-rimmed plate. "Tell me, Ines, what exactly did you imagine would happen when you walked through those doors?"
Ines exhaled through her nose, the scent of saffron suddenly cloying. The briefcase felt like a live thing against her thighs.
"I imagined you'd listen." Her thumb brushed the latch. "Before I make the contents of this case public."
Isabel's mother lowered her fork with deliberate care. The pheasant bled pink juice onto the porcelain. Around them, servants froze mid-motion, a tableau of suspended violence. Even the chandelier's crystals seemed to hold their breath.
"So that's why you came here?" The older woman's voice dripped frost. "To blackmail me?" Her manicured fingers twitched toward her wineglass, not in nerves, Ines noted, but in the controlled motion of a spider adjusting its web.
Ines flipped the briefcase open with a practiced flick of her wrist. The sound echoed like a gunshot in the silent hall. She withdrew a single manila folder, its edges worn from handling, and slid it across the polished mahogany with deliberate slowness.
"No. Not blackmail." Her knuckles whitened against the case. "Mutually assured destruction."
The older woman didn't touch the folder. Her manicured nail tapped once, twice, against the stem of her wineglass, the crystalline ping reverberating through the tension-thick air. A servant shifted behind her, the rustle of fabric loud in the stillness.
"If you open this folder," Ines said, voice low enough that the guards by the door leaned forward unconsciously, "you'll see you owe the United States government 619 million dollars in back taxes."
She watched the older woman's pupils constrict, just a fraction, before continuing. "Cleverly hidden if you don't know what you're looking at..." Her thumb brushed the edge of the file. "Unfortunately for you. I do."
The silence was absolute. Even the servants had stopped breathing. Isabel's mother didn't move, but Ines saw the way her fingers tightened around the wineglass stem, the tendons in her wrist standing out like piano wires. The folder lay between them like a live grenade with the pin pulled.
"619 million," Ines repeated, softer now, almost conversational. She tilted her head slightly, watching the older woman's pulse flutter at her throat.
"Hidden across seventeen shell companies, four offshore accounts, and," she tapped the folder, "a very interesting little church in the Caymans that's apparently been laundering your money since 2003." She smiled, just a twitch of her lips.
"I have every transaction. Every doctored receipt. Every falsified customs form. Enough to put you away for three lifetimes...Of course, we both know the IRS doesn't arrest rich folks such as yourself, but Uncle Sam always comes to collect."
The wineglass shattered in Isabel's mother's grip. Crystal shards skittered across the table like spilled teeth.
Blood welled from a shallow cut on her palm, dripping onto the untouched pheasant. The scent of iron mixed with saffron, nauseatingly rich.
Ines bit the inside of her cheek hard enough to taste copper. The dumb, frozen look on the old viper's face, mouth slightly open, eyebrows lifting in slow-motion horror, was better than any victory she'd ever imagined.
She wanted to slam her boots onto the table, pop open a beer, maybe wink at Rosaria like some shitty ninety’s action hero. The long nights working on fumes had all been worth it. Just for the seething anger on her face.
But the moment stretched too long. The guards at the doors were shifting, hands twitching toward hidden weapons. Isabel's mother blinked, and suddenly her face wasn't blank anymore; it was a mask of pure, distilled hatred.
It was time to put a bow on this that hopefully didn't get her killed.
"You will give Isabel the businesses," Ines said, keeping her voice just loud enough to carry. "You will leave us alone. Or this file goes live. If I die, this file goes live."
She leaned forward slightly, tapping the folder. "You were worried about your family's reputation when Isabel married me. Imagine your reputation if everyone knows you owe the IRS over half a billion and you don't have the money to pay."
Isabel’s mother exhaled sharply through her nose, her fingers flexing around the napkin she’d pressed to her bleeding palm. The silence stretched like a wire about to snap. Behind Ines, Rosaria’s breath hitched, not in fear, but in anticipation, her weight shifting forward onto the balls of her feet.
“I’m worth 1.4 billion, girl,” the older woman said at last, voice dripping with condescension. She flicked the ruined napkin onto the table, revealing the shallow cut still oozing crimson. “I can more than afford that sum.”
Ines didn’t blink. “Of course you can,” she agreed pleasantly, and slid the second folder from the briefcase.
"But not without selling a major part of your operation. You don't have 600 million dollars liquid, and we both know it." She tapped the folder. "Most of the Pombo family fortune is tied up in assets. Plantations, mills, factories, drug operations in Cambodia, American casinos, condos in Los Angeles, and various other ventures that won’t liquidate overnight."
She tilted her head, watching the older woman’s knuckles whiten around the edge of the table. "And do you think you're getting a fair deal when everyone knows you need money? No, you're a businesswoman...you know how this works, the sharks will smell blood in the water. You'd be lucky to get ten cents on the dollar."
Isabel’s mother inhaled sharply through her nose, her lips pressed into a bloodless line. Ines could see the calculations flickering behind her eyes, assets, debts, the delicate balance of power that kept her empire intact.
The silence stretched. A drop of wine from the shattered glass rolled across the table, tracing a slow, meandering path toward the edge.
Then, abruptly, the older woman threw her head back and laughed, a sound like ice cracking underfoot. "So my daughter's wife does have fangs."
Her laughter cut off as suddenly as it had begun, replaced by a razor-edged smile. "Only if you were a man...you would have made a great addition to the family."
Ines didn't flinch. She let the silence linger, watching the older woman's throat work as she swallowed whatever else she'd been about to say.
The chandelier above them swayed slightly, casting shifting shadows across the ruined dinner. Somewhere, a clock ticked. Loud. Deliberate. Counting down the seconds.
She nudged the second folder forward with two fingers. It slid to a stop just inches from the older woman's bloodstained napkin. "Sign the transfer documents. All of them. Tonight."
The servant materialized at Isabel's mother's shoulder so silently that Ines didn't notice him until his lips were moving, dry, papery whispers against the shell of the older woman's ear.
Ines watched the tendons in the woman's neck tighten, the way her manicured fingers spasmed once against the tablecloth before stilling.
"Bring her in," Isabel's mother said, her voice stripped of all inflection. The servant vanished like smoke.
Ines kept her expression blank even as her pulse hammered against her ribs; she hadn’t accounted for this variable. The dining hall doors groaned open again, hinges protesting like a wounded animal.
The woman who stepped through moved with the predatory grace of someone accustomed to expensive boardrooms and bloodied backrooms. Towering even in flats, her flame-red hair was pulled into a severe knot that accentuated the sharp angles of her face.
The tailored suit, charcoal with that incongruously vivid tie tucked into the waistcoat, probably cost more than Ines’s entire wardrobe.
But it was the suitcase in her left hand that caught Ines’s attention: vintage leather, scarred from use, the kind lawyers carried when they wanted to remind you how much they billed per hour.
Ines frowned, thumb tapping absently against her briefcase latch. "I assure you my work is correct," she said, confusion threading through her voice as she scanned the woman nervously. Sitting here for hours while another accountant checked her work sounded less than fun.
"She isn't here to check your math, girl. This is Miranda. Ex-CIA." Isabel's mother supplied drily, dabbing at her bleeding palm with fresh linen.
CIA.
The word struck Ines like a bullet between the ribs. Miranda's gaze, cool, assessing, utterly devoid of human warmth, locked onto her. No insignia, no badge, just the telltale stillness of someone who'd spent years learning how to disappear in plain sight.
Her fingers flexed around the suitcase handle, tendons standing stark against the leather.
"Is that her?" Miranda asked, removing her glasses with deliberate slowness. The lenses caught the chandelier light as she folded them into her breast pocket, never breaking eye contact. Her voice carried the clipped precision of a field report.
Ines felt the weight of that gaze like a sniper's crosshair settling between her brows. Miranda’s eyes were an unnerving shade of gray, not stormcloud, not steel, but the flat, lifeless hue of spent gunpowder.
She didn’t blink. Didn’t fidget. Just stood there, suit impeccably pressed.
"Yes," Isabel’s mother said, dabbing her bleeding palm with fresh linen. Miranda turned on her heel without another word, the sharp click of her oxfords echoing through the dining hall as she strode toward the double doors.
"She’ll be setting up," the older woman added, as if that explained anything.
Ines watched Miranda’s retreating back, the rigid line of her shoulders beneath that expensive suit. Something cold slithered down her spine.
"Setting up what?" She demanded, fingers twitching toward Rosaria’s arm behind her. "What's going on?"
Isabel's mother stood abruptly, the chair legs shrieking against marble. She snapped her fingers twice, sharp, staccato cracks, and every guard in the room raised their weapon in unison.
The metallic chorus of safeties clicking off filled the air. Rosaria swore violently; Alya’s fingers dug into Ines’s shoulder like talons.
The cane tapped closer, steady as a metronome. "Isabel can have the businesses," the older woman mused, her voice almost conversational. "Frankly, I was going to give them to her anyway..."
Her free hand hovered over the untouched silverware of Ines’s plate, selecting the steak knife with the deliberation of a surgeon.
The blade glinted once before she drove it downward, not at Ines’s throat, not at her heart, but straight through her palm, pinning it to the mahogany with a wet crunch.
Ines's scream tore through the dining hall. The pain was white-hot, immediate, radiating up her arm like liquid fire. Her fingers spasmed around the knife handle, blood welling thick and fast around the wound.
Rosaria lunged forward, only to freeze as a dozen safeties clicked off in unison.
Isabel's mother leaned down, her breath warm against Ines's ear. "I've chosen mutually assured destruction," she murmured, twisting the blade just slightly. Ines bit down on another scream.
"Isabel is clever enough to rebuild the empire." The older woman straightened, surveying her handiwork with detached interest. "And you..." she flicked a glance at the spreading pool of blood, "I told you I'd make it slow."
Alya moved, or tried to, before a rifle butt slammed into her ribs hard enough to audibly crack bone. She crumpled against the table with a choked gasp, fingers scrabbling uselessly for purchase.
Rosaria snarled, hands halfway to her own weapon before freezing at the click of a hammer cocking against her temple. The guards didn't speak. Didn't smirk. Just stood there, barrels steady, fingers resting lightly on triggers.
Ines's vision whited out as Isabel's mother twisted the blade another quarter turn. Blood pattered onto the pheasant carcass below, mingling with the saffron sauce. She could feel the steel scraping against bone, the wet resistance of severed tendons.
The pain was so vast it circled back to something almost abstract, a detached fascination with how much agony a human hand could contain before consciousness shattered.
"Take her downstairs," Isabel's mother ordered the guards, flicking her fingers dismissively as she withdrew the knife with a slick, sucking sound. Ines's palm gaped open, the wound grotesquely neat, like a butcher's cut.
Two guards hauled her upright before she could collapse, her boots skidding through pooling blood. Rosaria shouted something wordless, raw, cut off abruptly by the sharp crack of a rifle stock against her temple.
Ines clutched her ruined hand to her chest with her good one, fingers slick with her own blood. The pain was a living thing now, pulsing in time with her rabbit-fast heartbeat. "Let me go!" She snarled, twisting uselessly in their grip.
The guards didn't react, their faces blank as they dragged her toward the service door, her heels leaving twin streaks of red on the polished marble. "Fuck off! You can't do this."
She threw her weight backward, making one stumble, but the other just tightened his grip on her bicep. "Isabel won't forgive you for this," she spat, voice breaking on the last word.
"You overestimate your wife's sentiment," Isabel's mother said, inspecting her bloodied knife under the chandelier light before wiping it clean on a servant's offered cloth. "She's a Pombo first. Always will be."
The dungeon stairs smelled of mildew and old iron, each step jolting Ines's impaled hand into fresh agony. Her boots skidded against moss-slick stone as the guards hauled her deeper into the earth, past rusted manacles bolted to weeping walls.
The IV stand waited beside a repurposed electric chair, its cracked leather straps already peeled open in anticipation.
Miranda stood motionless beside a heart monitor, looking over the wall of whips and other torture devices mounted to the back wall.
Ines threw her weight sideways, managing to sink teeth into a guard's wrist before a fist connected with her temple. Stars exploded behind her eyes as they slammed her into the chair, straps cinching tight across her wrists and ankles.
Miranda turned the IV bag slowly, watching saline swirl like liquid glass. The heart monitor beeped once, a flat, mocking tone, as she pressed two fingers to Ines's carotid.
Her eyes flicked downward, not to the restraints, not to the bloodstain on Ines's shirt, but to the ruined hand. She sighed, nostrils flaring slightly at the metallic tang of fresh blood.
"I hate working on damaged canvas," she muttered, almost to herself, and reached for the roll of bandages.
Miranda's fingers were cool and dry against Ines's skin as she wound the gauze tight, methodical as a field medic.
The pressure made the wound throb, but it was the clinical detachment that made Ines's stomach lurch, like she was an object being prepped for auction, not a person bleeding in a basement.
"Let me go!" Ines snarled again, twisting against the straps until the leather bit into her wrists. The guard holding her shoulders snorted, his breath hot and sour against her neck.
Miranda didn't even glance up, just adjusted the IV needle with a practiced flick of her wrist.
The heart monitor stuttered as the cold metal touched Ines's arm. Miranda's fingers were steady, her touch impersonal, but Ines could feel the pulse jumping under her skin like a trapped bird.
The IV bag swayed slightly, casting distorted shadows across Miranda's face, the sharp planes of her cheekbones, the pale scar bisecting one eyebrow.
"I've got her, you can go," Miranda said to the guards without looking up, her voice flat, uninterested. The guards hesitated, exchanging glances. This wasn't procedure, but Miranda's next words cut through the tension like a scalpel. "Unless you'd like to explain why you're still standing here when I've got work to do."
The weight on Ines's shoulders disappeared as the guards backed away, boots scuffing against the damp stone.
Miranda waited until the echo of their footsteps faded before she moved, her hands swift and sure as she unbuttoned Ines's shirt with the efficiency of someone who'd done this a thousand times before. "Stop! What the fuck!?"
The fabric parted easily as Miranda ignored her, revealing the jagged scar from Lindsay's trowel still pink and raised across Ines’s ribs.
Miranda’s fingers grazed it as she positioned the electrodes, cold circles of adhesive pressing against sweat-slick skin, but her expression never changed.
Ines flinched at the first contact, not from pain, but from the violation. The electrodes sucked at her flesh like leeches, each one clicking softly as Miranda connected them to the monitor’s wires.
Beeps filled the dank air, steady at first, then spiking when Miranda leaned down to murmur, "Let's start. Shall we?"
Miranda stepped back, shrugging out of her jacket with the ease of a woman who’d done this in basements and backrooms across three continents. The fabric whispered against her shoulders as it slid off, revealing a holster strapped to her ribcage, compact, matte black, well-oiled.
She draped the jacket over the IV stand like it was a coat rack at some upscale D.C. steakhouse, then rolled up her sleeves with precise, practiced folds. The cuffs stopped just below her elbows, exposing forearms corded with lean muscle and a thin, faded scar that circled her wrist like a bracelet.
Her tie came next, loosened with a single tug, the silk slithering through her fingers before she tucked it into her waistband.
The briefcase clicked open with a sound like a pistol cocking. Inside, nestled between syringes and vials of clear liquid, lay a pair of leather gloves, black, supple, the kind surgeons wore when they didn’t want to leave fingerprints.
Miranda smoothed them over her hands, flexing her fingers once, twice, the material creaking softly.
Ines’s breath hitched, part terror, part something shamefully like fascination. If this were another life, another basement, she might’ve let herself stare. Miranda’s collarbones gleamed under the flickering bulb, sharp enough to cut glass, her throat pale and unmarked save for a single mole just above the pulse point.
The way her waistcoat clung to her waist when she inhaled, Christ, in any other context, Miranda would be devastatingly hot.
How many contexts were there to being tied up in someone's torture basement? God, whatever Isabel did to her brain was irreversible, wasn't it?
Miranda laid out her tools with the unhurried precision of a chef preparing mise en place. Three syringes, one amber, two clear, clicked against the steel tray. The scalpel came next, its edge catching the overhead bulb in a wicked gleam before she set it down beside pliers with rubber-coated grips.
A wrench, oddly industrial among the medical implements, joined the arrangement with a dull thud. Lastly, several leather and metal restraints, their buckles already loosened for easy application, coiled like sleeping snakes at the tray’s edge.
Each item was placed exactly two inches apart, equidistant, methodical. Miranda stepped back to examine the symmetry, adjusted the angle of the pliers by a fraction, then nodded, satisfied.
Ines’s pulse spiked on the monitor, the beeps accelerating into a staccato rhythm. Her mouth had gone bone-dry.
The scalpel looked surgical, sterile, but the wrench, that was personal. Wrenches didn’t cut clean. They crushed. Twisted.
She jerked violently against the straps, her wrists scraping raw against the leather. "LET ME GO!" The scream tore from her throat, ragged at the edges, bouncing off the damp stone walls.
Miranda didn’t react, just uncapped the first syringe with her teeth and flicked the plunger to clear the air bubble. A drop of amber liquid quivered at the needle’s tip.
Ines’s thrashing intensified, useless, desperate, as Miranda stepped closer. The scent of antiseptic and gun oil clung to her, incongruously clean amid the dungeon’s rot.
The needle glinted. Ines’s pulse spiked higher on the monitor, the beeps merging into one continuous shriek.
Beepbeepbeepbeeepbeepbeepbeep
"Get that away from me!" Ines recoiled so violently her skull cracked against the chair's headrest. The needle hovered inches from her jugular, Miranda's gloved fingers poised like a violinist about to draw the first note.
The amber liquid glowed almost golden under the flickering bulb, truth serum, probably, or something worse. "Fuck your drugs and fuck you!"
Miranda exhaled through her nose, slow and controlled. The syringe didn't waver. "It's nice that you're showing some bravado," she murmured, her voice low enough that the heart monitor nearly drowned it out.
"It makes it more enjoyable to see you break later." Her thumb pressed gently against the plunger, not enough to inject, just enough to make the droplet tremble.
Ines's breath hitched, then Miranda drove the needle in with surgical precision. The sting was sharp, immediate, the liquid fire spreading through her veins before she could scream.
Her vision swam, the dungeon tilting violently sideways. The amber serum burned like molten gold, searing pathways through her nervous system.
Her fingers spasmed against the restraints, tendons standing out like wires beneath her skin.
Miranda stepped back, observing clinically as Ines's pupils dilated into black pools. The heart monitor's frenetic beeping slowed, each tone dragging like a record player losing power.
Ines's lips parted, whether to curse or beg, she'd never know, but her tongue was suddenly leaden, her thoughts syrupy and slow.
"What was that?" Her own voice sounded underwater, thick and slurred.
The dungeon blurred at the edges, Miranda's face doubling, then tripling before resolving into something inhumanly composed.
Miranda removed the needle with surgical precision, the syringe's barrel still half-full. "A cocktail," she said, watching Ines's fingers twitch against the straps. "Aphrodisiac and neural sensitizer."
Her thumb brushed the inside of Ines's elbow, clinically assessing vein dilation. "To make you..." She paused, lips parting slightly as she chose the word with terrifying deliberation, "receptive."
The first wave hit like a live wire to the spine. Ines arched off the chair, every nerve ending singing with brutal clarity. The dungeon's mildew reek sharpened to ammonia; the flickering bulb pulsed like a strobe.
Miranda's breath against her collarbone wasn't just warm, it seared. The leather straps weren't restraining her; they were branding her, every micron of pressure amplified tenfold.
Miranda observed clinically as Ines's throat worked soundlessly. The serum had a delicious duality, pain receptors flaring white-hot while endorphins flooded her system, twisting agony into something shamefully close to pleasure.
A bead of sweat trickled down Ines's temple, and Miranda caught it with her thumb, the touch feather-light yet sending shockwaves through Ines's hypersensitive skin.
"Breathe," Miranda instructed, cool fingers tracing the flutter of Ines's pulse. The command was unnecessary. Ines was gasping like a landed fish, but watching her struggle to obey was half the point.
The heart monitor's erratic beeps filled the damp air as Miranda's hand drifted lower, pausing just above the jagged scar.
She pressed down, not hard, but enough to make the freshly healed tissue sing. Ines's back arched off the chair with a choked gasp, pain and pleasure indistinguishable now, her fingers clawing at the restraints.
Miranda studied the reaction with detached interest. "Fascinating," she murmured, tilting her head as Ines writhed. "You're already so responsive."
Without warning, Miranda stepped back, pivoting toward the back wall where the implements hung. Her gloved fingers trailed along the rows of whips, canes, and floggers, testing the weight of each before settling on a slender black bullwhip.
The braided leather slithered through her hands like a living thing as she uncoiled it with a practiced flick of her wrist.
The first crack split the air like a gunshot, the sound ricocheting off the damp stone. Ines flinched so violently her teeth clacked together. Miranda didn’t even glance her way, just adjusted her grip, rolling her shoulders with the ease of someone who’d done this in black sites and safehouses across the world.
The second crack came slower, deliberate, the tip snapping inches from Ines’s bare thigh. A phantom sting bloomed across her skin even without contact.
Then Miranda turned.
The whip sang through the air, not a warning crack this time, but a vicious downward arc that split skin like wet paper. Ines's scream tore from her throat before she could bite it back, the pain so vast and immediate it felt less like a lash and more like a white-hot brand pressed directly to her sternum.
The serum amplified everything: the whistle of leather cutting air, the metallic tang of blood hitting her tongue as she bit through her lip, even the way Miranda's shadow stretched across the wall like some grotesque puppeteer.
A second lash followed before the first welt had finished weeping, this one diagonal, crossing the initial stripe in a perfect X. Ines's vision whited out, her body arcing against the restraints with such violence that the chair legs screeched against stone.
Every nerve ending was a live wire, pain and pleasure indistinguishable now, the sting of sweat in fresh wounds, the brutal ache of muscles locked in spasm, the terrifying warmth pooling low in her belly despite it all.
Miranda exhaled sharply through her nose, not exertion, but something closer to clinical fascination, as she studied the crisscrossed welts rising across Ines's sternum. The third lash landed lower, just above the swell of her breast, the tip curling cruelly around the curve to bite into tender flesh.
Ines's scream shattered into a sob, her back bowing so sharply the leather straps creaked in protest.
Blood welled in a thin, perfect line, droplets pearling along the raised welt before trickling down her ribs.
The drugs turned every sensation into a revelation, the way sweat stung the fresh wounds like acid, the vibration of the whip's handle traveling through Miranda's forearm muscles when she flicked her wrist, even the crisp scent of gun oil clinging to Miranda's gloves as she adjusted her stance.
Pain should have been simple, but the neural sensitizer blurred the lines until each lash sent electric jolts straight to her core, her body betraying her with traitorous heat between her thighs despite the agony she was in.
Miranda's fourth stroke came sideways, wrapping around Ines's ribs with cruel precision, the tip snapping against the underside of her breast where the skin was thinnest.
Ines's scream dissolved into a wet gasp, her toes curling against the footrest involuntarily. Blood dripped down her side in erratic rivulets, mixing with sweat and the cold condensation from the dungeon walls.
The serum ensured she felt every droplet's path, the way they tickled before drying tacky against hypersensitive skin.
"Stop it! Stop please! God, please stop!" Ines sobbed, the words slurred and broken between ragged breaths.
Tears streamed unchecked down her face, hot and shameful, dripping off her chin onto the restraints. Her chest heaved, the fresh welts burning with each shuddering inhale.
Miranda paused mid-swing, the whip coiled loosely in her grip like a sleeping serpent. She tilted her head, studying Ines's ruined torso with an expression closer to scientific curiosity than pity.
"Interesting," she murmured, stepping closer to trace a gloved fingertip along the edge of a weeping welt. Ines flinched violently, her breath hitching as the touch sent fresh agony radiating through hypersensitive nerves. "Most subjects beg sooner."
The last lash landed across Ines's face before she could retort, the braided leather splitting skin with a wet crack that echoed off the dungeon walls.
Blood poured down her cheek in a hot, diagonal sheet, flooding her mouth with copper and dripping onto the restraints in fat, crimson droplets.
The serum amplified the sting to unbearable levels; she could feel each individual fiber of the whip embedded in torn flesh, the way her cheek muscle twitched involuntarily beneath the wound.
Miranda exhaled sharply, nostrils flaring as she surveyed her handiwork, the ruined canvas of Ines's body, the welts intersecting in grotesque latticework, the fresh stripe marring her face.
She coiled the whip slowly, deliberately, the leather whispering against itself like a satisfied predator.
Ines's breaths came in wet, ragged hitches, her vision swimming between clarity and blackout. The tacky pull of drying blood on her ribs, the way her split cheek burned with each exhale, even the cold draft from the dungeon's far corner brushing over her wounds like a thousand needles.
But none of it compared to the heart monitor.
It wasn't just beeping anymore; it was screaming.
Beepbeepbeepbeeepbeepbeepbeep
Beepbeepbeepbeeepbeepbeepbeep
Beepbeepbeepbeeepbeepbeepbeep
A relentless, electronic shriek that mirrored the white-hot agony searing through Ines's nervous system. The jagged line on the screen no longer resembled a heartbeat; it looked like a seismograph during an earthquake, spikes so violent they threatened to tear through the monitor's plastic casing.
Each lash had sent the numbers skyrocketing 180, 190, 210 until the display just flashed >220 in angry red pulses, the machine's way of saying this shouldn't be happening.
Miranda glanced at it, unimpressed. She tapped the screen with her middle finger like a bored tech support worker troubleshooting a glitchy printer.
The whip's handle clicked against the monitor's edge when she leaned in, her reflection warped in the glass. "Hm." A single syllable, flat as a coroner's report.
Her gloved thumb smeared a droplet of Ines's blood across the readout, whether to clean it or mark it, unclear.
"You should be able to take a little more before your second syringe." She dropped the whip, it hit the concrete with a wet slap, and picked up the scalpel.
The blade flashed under the bulb, turning Ines's blood into liquid garnet along its edge. Miranda rotated it once, testing the weight.
"I have a list of what Mistress Pombo would like done." The way she said 'list' made it sound like a grocery run. Milk, eggs, sever Ines's left pinky tendon.
Ines's pulse stuttered on the monitor. The scalpel wasn't just sharp; it was meticulous. Surgical. Designed for precision work in tight spaces. The kind of tool that could peel a fingerprint off intact.
Miranda traced the flat of the blade along the inside of Ines's wrist, following the blue tributaries of her veins.
"We'll do your face last," she murmured, almost apologetic. The steel kissed the hinge of Ines's jaw. "I hate when they get all ugly at the end."
The IV bag swayed like a pendulum, casting liquid shadows across Miranda's collarbones. She adjusted the scalpel's angle with a minute twist of her fingers, the same motion a violinist might use to tune a string, and the edge caught the light in a way that made Ines's breath hitch.
Not fear. Calculation. The serum had turned her nervous system into a live wire, but her thoughts were clearing now, sharpening with each erratic heartbeat.
Miranda's blade drifted lower, skating over Ines's knuckles with the delicacy of a lover's touch. It paused at the base of her ring finger, where the wedding band caught the flickering bulb's glow.
The metal was warm from Ines's skin, but the scalpel's edge was colder than winter when Miranda slid it beneath the band with a surgeon's precision.
"Wait!" Ines's plea died as the blade bit deep, severing skin, tendon, and bone with the same unhurried precision Miranda applied to everything.
The scalpel didn't saw; it descended, millimeter by excruciating millimeter, the steel so sharp the pain took seconds to register.
A breathless, suspended moment where Ines could only watch her own blood well up in a perfect crimson line before it overflowed, cascading down her hand in a hot rush, as her ring finger was severed from her hand.
Then the agony hit.
Ines's scream wasn't human; it was the sound of nerves firing all at once, synapses detonating under the serum's cruel amplification. Her back arched so violently the leather straps groaned, her head whipping side to side as spittle flecked her chin.
The heart monitor went berserk, alarms shrieking as her pulse spiked past 240, the line on the screen jagged as a lightning strike. Blood from her severed finger sprayed in erratic arcs, painting the restraints, the chair, Miranda's immaculate gloves in crimson Rorschach patterns.
Miranda watched clinically as Ines's pupils dilated to black pools, her breath coming in wet, shuddering gasps that fogged the dungeon's cold air.
The detached finger twitched on the tray beside the scalpel, the wedding band still gleaming dully around its base.
"Breathe," Miranda instructed, as if Ines wasn't already hyperventilating into oblivion. The serum ensured she felt every microsecond of neural feedback from the severed nerve endings, the phantom pulses of a digit that no longer existed.
With the same unhurried precision, Miranda palmed the second syringe, clear this time, its contents viscous as glycerin, and plunged it straight into Ines's sternum between two crisscrossing whip marks.
The needle sank to the hilt with a wet pop of parting flesh. "Oh no," Miranda murmured, thumb depressing the plunger slowly, "don't you pass out on me."
The fluid burned colder than the first serum, spreading through Ines's ribs like liquid nitrogen.
Her scream came out silent, her vocal cords frozen mid-spasm as the new cocktail hit her system.
The dungeon tilted, then inverted, ceiling becoming floor, blood droplets hanging suspended in the air like rubies strung on invisible wire.
Miranda's face fractured into a Cubist nightmare, her lips moving but the sound arriving seconds late, warped and syrupy.
"Adrenaline compound," she was saying, tapping the now-empty syringe against Ines's clavicle. "Keeps you conscious." The words slithered into Ines's ears like oil, coating her thoughts in a greasy sheen of dread.
Her severed finger pulsed nonexistent pain signals, a ghost limb screaming into the void.
Miranda reached for the pliers. They gleamed under the flickering bulb, jaws opening like a mechanical bird of prey. Something inside Ines's chest locked tight, not fear, not even despair, but raw, animal calculation.
The serum had rewired her nervous system into a live circuit, every sensation dialed to eleven, but her thoughts crystallized with terrifying clarity. She registered the exact moment Miranda shifted her weight, the infinitesimal relaxation of her trapezius muscle as she leaned forward.
Now.
Ines's teeth sank into Miranda's wrist with the force of a sprung trap. The glove tore, then skin, then tendon, her incisors meeting bone with a wet crunch.
Miranda's gasp was almost polite, more surprise than pain, but the pliers clattered to the floor.
Blood welled in the puncture wounds, hot and metallic against Ines's tongue, the serum turning each droplet into a burst of copper fire.
Miranda's free hand seized Ines's hair, not pulling, just holding her in place as if studying a rabid animal. "That," she said mildly, "was predictable." Her thumb brushed the hinge of Ines's jaw, pressing until cartilage creaked.
The forced release came with a wet pop as Ines's mouth opened involuntarily, strings of saliva and blood connecting her teeth to Miranda's ravaged wrist. "You'll regret that."
The pliers were abandoned. Miranda reached instead for the wrench, not the pristine surgical tools, but the heavy, grease-stained one.
Its weight settled into her palm with grim finality. Ines's pulse hammered against the restraints, her breath fogging the cold metal as Miranda pressed the wrench's jaw to her front teeth.
"Open," Miranda commanded, tapping once, a dentist's polite request. When Ines clenched her jaw tighter, Miranda sighed and wedged the tool between her molars forcefully. The wrench's teeth ground against enamel with a sound that vibrated through Ines's skull.
One twist, and the back tooth shattered at the root. Ines's scream was muffled by steel and blood, her body convulsing against the chair as Miranda worked the wrench deeper, prying the fractured remains loose with a wet crack.
The second tooth went faster. Miranda adjusted her grip, the wrench's handle slick with saliva and gore, and leveraged sideways. A canine snapped at the gumline, sending a fine spray of arterial blood across Miranda's cheek.
She didn't blink. The serum turned each nerve's death scream into a symphony, the pop of periodontal ligaments giving way, the scrape of bone fragments against raw socket, the way her tongue instinctively probed the ruin and recoiled from the jagged edges.
Then Miranda withdrew the wrench, slow, deliberate, letting Ines feel every millimeter of steel dragging across torn flesh. The pause lasted exactly three heartbeats (the monitor counted them in jagged spikes) before she slammed the tool into Ines's left kneecap with the clinical precision of a geologist splitting rock.
The patella shattered on impact, fragments ricocheting through synovial fluid like shrapnel.
Ines's scream hit a frequency the monitor couldn't register, her spine bowing so violently the chair legs lifted off the ground.
"You want to fucking bite me?" Miranda's voice was a razor wrapped in silk, her gloved thumb pressing into the pulverized kneecap with methodical pressure. Blood welled around the wrench's teeth where they'd bitten into flesh.
"Apologize." Not a shout. Not even raised. Just a conversational tone you'd use to request salt at dinner.
Ines's scream dissolved into wet, hiccupping sobs, her body jerking against the restraints like a marionette with severed strings. The monitor flatlined for three terrifying seconds before spiking back to life.
"Apologize," Miranda repeated, slamming the wrench down again with the same unhurried precision, this time fracturing the tibia just below the already-ruined joint. The crack reverberated through the dungeon like a gunshot, sending fresh tremors up Ines's spine.
Her vision whited out, the pain so vast it ceased to be pain at all, just a white void where her leg used to be.
When her eyes refocused, Miranda was wiping blood from the wrench's teeth with a sterile gauze pad, her expression serene as a nurse taking vitals.
"I'm sorry!" The words tore from Ines's throat raw and guttural, half-scream, half-sob, drenched in copper and desperation. Not repentance, survival.
The serum turned the plea into something obscene, her vocal cords vibrating with the aftershocks of agony, the syllables slurred by missing teeth and swelling tissue.
Blood bubbled at the corner of her mouth as she gasped, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm—" Another wet cough.
Miranda paused mid-motion, the wrench hovering above Ines's right kneecap, her wrist cocked at the exact angle of a tennis player about to serve. Blood dripped off the steel teeth in fat, irregular droplets, each one hitting the concrete with a sound like a ticking clock.
"Good girl," she said, and set the wrench down with the care of someone placing fine china. Ines became hyper-aware of the exact moment Miranda's fingers left the tool, the slight resistance of dried blood making her glove stick to the handle before releasing with an almost imperceptible tack.
Miranda turned to the tray, selecting a roll of gauze with the same detached precision she'd used for everything else. The fabric unspooled with a whisper as she wound it around the stump of Ines's severed finger, her movements efficient but not hurried.
There was no unnecessary pressure, no sadistic tightening, just methodical, clinical care. The gauze soaked through crimson almost immediately, the stain spreading in a ragged circle like ink on blotting paper.
Miranda secured it with a single strip of medical tape, pressing the edges down with her thumbnail.
"Wouldn't want you to bleed out, would we?" She remarked, as though discussing weather patterns. Her gloves were ruined now, the right one shredded from Ines's teeth, the left smeared with fluids in shades of red and clear.
She peeled them off with a snap of leather, dropping them onto the tray beside the discarded scalpel and the wedding band, still encircling the severed finger.
The door groaned open on rusted hinges, revealing a sliver of torch-lit hallway where shadows danced like specters. Miranda stepped over the threshold without hesitation, her polished boots clicking against the uneven stone.
"Don't go anywhere," she snickered over her shoulder, the words floating back like an afterthought. The heavy door slammed shut with finality, leaving Ines alone with the staccato beeping of the heart monitor and the slow drip of her own blood hitting the concrete beneath.
Ines's fingers twitched against the restraints, her breath coming in shallow, shuddering gasps that fogged the frigid air.
Her shattered kneecap sent white-hot lances of pain up her thigh with every involuntary spasm, the serum amplifying each nerve's death throes into a symphony of torment.
Blood loss made the room tilt drunkenly, shadows pooling at the edges of her vision like ink spreading through water. The monitor's erratic beeps sounded distant now, muffled as though heard through layers of wool.
She jerked her wrists against the leather straps with a sudden, animal desperation, the movement tearing open half-closed wounds. Fresh blood welled up, slick and hot against her skin, making the restraints slip fractionally.
The serum turned the friction into a brand against her raw flesh, every millimeter of movement sending electric jolts up her arms. Her chest heaved, the whip marks pulling taut with each ragged inhale, the pain so vast it threatened to swallow her whole.
But the chair didn't budge.
Ines's thrashing only made the bolts screech against stone where they'd been set decades ago, their rusted threads fused to the foundation by time and countless prisoners' desperation.
The leather straps held fast, soaked now with enough blood to make them glisten under the flickering bulb, but still unyielding as iron shackles.
Her ruined knee screamed with every aborted twist, bone fragments grinding like broken glass in the joint.
Something dripped onto her forehead, not blood, not sweat, but condensation from the dungeon's weeping stones. The cold droplet traced a path down her temple, its progress agonizingly slow against her hypersensitive skin.
It pooled in the hollow of her ear before spilling over, the sensation so acute she could almost hear the plink as it hit the chair's metal arm.
The serum turned each microsecond into an eternity, stretching the moment until she wanted to peel her own skin off just to escape it.
Her breath hitched, catching on a sob she couldn't afford, not with ribs already fractured from earlier. The air smelled of copper and ammonia, of terror-soaked stone and the ghost of Miranda's perfume.
Every inhalation burned. Her vision tunneled, the edges blackening like singed paper curling in flame. The pain wasn't layers anymore; it was a single, all-consuming entity pressing down on her chest with the weight of collapsed buildings.
Her tongue probed the ruins of her teeth, split enamel, exposed nerves singing, before recoiling. Blood pooled under her tongue, thick and metallic, and she didn't know if it was from her mouth or her severed finger or the whip marks weeping down her face and chest.
Her pulse hammered in her ruined kneecap, in her broken leg further down, each beat sending shattered bone fragments grinding deeper into muscle.
The dungeon's rusted door groaned open again, revealing Miranda's silhouette backlit by flickering torchlight.
She'd changed gloves, black nitrile this time, snug against her fingers as she flexed them methodically.
The material made no sound, but Ines's serum-heightened hearing caught the faint creak of tendons shifting beneath.
"Please," Ines slurred through shattered teeth, the word bubbling in the blood pooling under her tongue. The serum turned her plea into something viscous, syllables bleeding together like wax melting. "No more—"
Her swollen tongue caught on canine roots, sending fresh agony spiderwebbing through her jaw. The monitor spiked.
Miranda snapped the second glove into place with a sound like a pistol cocking. The black nitrile gleamed under dungeon lights as she rolled her wrists, testing the fit. "
You're not in a position to negotiate," she observed mildly, plucking a fresh scalpel from the tray.
This one had a serrated edge, the teeth microscopic but unmistakable under the flickering bulb. "We aren't even halfway done."
The blade's tip hovered millimeters from Ines's left eyeball, catching the light in a silver crescent. Miranda's breathing didn't change, steady as a surgeon's, while Ines's came in wet, ragged hitches that fogged the steel.
"Now you'll want to be very still..." As the scalpel's edge kissed the lower eyelid... "If you want this to end earlier, there are a few things I want you to say for me."
It was dark. Not the gentle dark of closed eyes at night, not the kind softened by dreams, but a thick, depthless black that pressed in on her from every direction.
Isabel had no sense of where her body ended or whether she had one at all. Time didn’t exist there. Thought came slow, syrupy, drifting without shape.
And then there was a voice.
Ines.
It wasn’t loud. It wasn’t even clear at first, just a familiar cadence cutting through the dark like a crack in stone.
Isabel clung to it instinctively, the way a drowning person clutches at anything solid. The sound wrapped around her, warm and aching, threaded with something that made her chest tighten even though she wasn’t sure she had a chest.
“Goodbye, my love.”
The words echoed. Not once, but again and again, folding over themselves, reverberating through her mind until they lost meaning and became pure panic. Goodbye. Goodbye. Goodbye.
No.
Isabel tried to move, to speak, to scream, but there was nothing to push against. Her thoughts scrambled, suddenly sharp, suddenly terrified.
The darkness seemed to pull tighter, as if reacting to her fear, and Ines’s voice, her Ines, breathy and soft and wrong, kept repeating in her head, like a sentence being carved into bone.
Goodbye meant leaving. Goodbye meant death. Goodbye meant she was too late.
Isabel tore herself upward with a gasp, lungs burning as air slammed back into them like she’d been held underwater too long. Ines’s whispered words replaying in her mind again.
Goodbye, my love.
Notes:
Content warning for violent torture.
Chapter 42: Goodbye Ines: Part one
Notes:
I saw that Ao3 is going to be down most of the day on my usual upload day, so here it is a day early.
Chapter Text
Goodbye, my love.
The words echoed in Isabel’s skull like a gunshot in an empty cathedral. Her hands, her real, solid hands, clawed at the silk sheets beneath her, grounding herself against the phantom pain still radiating through her limbs. The room smelled of antiseptic and lavender, clinical and suffocating.
She wasn’t dead. She wasn’t dreaming. She was here, in her mother’s estate, in the same damn bedroom she’d spent her childhood in.
The curtains were drawn, but she knew the view: manicured gardens, armed guards patrolling the perimeter like clockwork.
Pain flared through her ribs as she sat up, sharp and insistent. Her fingers skimmed the bandages beneath her nightgown, not the slapdash battlefield dressings she was used to, but precise, clinical work. Whoever had stitched her up had taken their time.
The bedside table held a glass of water, untouched, beads of condensation rolling down the sides. Next to it, a silver bell, her mother’s idea of summoning help.
The sight of it made Isabel’s stomach clench. The last thing she remembered was Julio’s gun, the impact knocking her backwards into Ines's arms.
Ines.
The name tore from Isabel's throat raw and desperate, but no sound came out, just the rasp of dry tissue scraping together. She swallowed against the burn, tasting blood and something chemical at the back of her tongue.
The sheets clung to her legs, too crisp, too clean, the starch in them smelling faintly of her mother's preferred lavender detergent. It was the scent of childhood punishments, of being tucked into this same four-poster bed after particularly brutal "lessons."
Isabel's fingers twitched toward her thigh, drawn by an unfamiliar weight in the pocket of her nightgown. Her fingers closed around cold metal. Not her phone. The cracked screen lit up beneath her thumbprint.
Since when did Lena's device recognize her? Revealing a note app already open, the cursor blinking mockingly at the end of Lena's unfinished message:
Mistress, Ines sent me with you to watch over you, and everything's been fine so far, but Rosaria sent me a text a few moments ago that they had arrived at the estate to negotiate with your mother. In truth, we’ve been getting attacked night after night by your brother, and Mistress Ines was trying to put an end to it. To all of this.
Isabel's fingers trembled against the cracked screen, the words blurring as her pulse hammered in her throat. The timestamp showed the message had been sent less than six hours ago; Lena was still alive when she wrote this. The next lines made her blood freeze:
They have Ines. I heard screaming. I hear someone coming down the hall. I've locked the door, but it will take them moments to grab the key. They will take me. Please wake up. Please, help us. Please, help her.
Isabel's fingers convulsed around the phone, the edges of the cracked screen biting into her palm. The words blurred as her pulse pounded in her temples, each heartbeat sending fresh waves of pain radiating from her bandaged ribs.
She flung the covers back with a violence that sent the silver bell clattering to the floor. The cold hardwood sent shocks up her bare feet as she staggered to the closet, her knees threatening to buckle.
The closet smelled of cedar and lavender, mothballs tucked between folded sweaters. Isabel's fingers closed around the first shirt her hands found, a silk blouse she'd worn once to her mother's birthday gala, the fabric whispering accusations as she dragged it off the hanger.
The sleeves slithered like live things as she shoved her arms through, buttoning it crooked in her haste. The silk clung to her bandages, sticking to half-healed wounds with every ragged breath.
Jeans came next, stiff with disuse. She had to brace one hand against the closet door to step into them, her ribs screaming as she yanked the denim over her thighs.
The pressure turning each movement into a calculated gamble between speed and pain. Her fingers fumbled with the button twice, three times, before it slid home with a click that sounded obscenely loud in the silent room.
Her revolver...where was it?
Isabel spun, fingers scraping beneath pillows, flipping the mattress with a grunt of pain. Nothing. The nightstand drawer yielded only spare buttons and a dried-up fountain pen.
Her breath came faster now, sharp little puffs that tasted like panic. Had they taken it? Or had she lost it in the fight?
She couldn't remember, couldn't think past the drumbeat of Ines's imagined screams still echoing in her skull.
She ripped open the wardrobe doors next, shoving aside cashmere sweaters with frantic hands. A glint of metal, no, just a belt buckle. The back of her throat burned with bile and frustration.
A sound. Not her own ragged breathing, but the faintest creak of floorboards outside her door.
Isabel froze mid-search, her fingers curled around the hilt of a letter opener she'd grabbed blindly from the nightstand. The weapon was pitiful, more suited to opening envelopes than throats, but the weight of it in her palm was something.
The footsteps paused just outside her door, close enough that she could hear the whisper of starched fabric shifting. A maid's uniform. Too light for guards.
She flung the door open before the intruder could react, slamming the maid against the opposite wall with her forearm pressed to the woman's throat. The letter opener's tip dented the wallpaper beside her ear, close enough to graze a curl. The maid's eyes widened, dark brown and familiar, one of her mother's favorites.
"Where is my wife?" Isabel hissed, the venom in her voice making the maid flinch. The scent of lavender soap and starch filled the space between them, thick enough to choke on.
The maid's throat bobbed against Isabel's forearm, but her voice remained polished. "You are awake," she said with practiced calm.
"Your mother will be pleased to see that." Her fingers twitched at her sides, careful not to make sudden movements. "I will take you to her."
Isabel pressed the letter opener deeper into the wallpaper, the tip scraping plaster. The silk of her borrowed blouse whispered against the maid's starched collar as she leaned closer.
"Ines. Where is my wife?" The name cracked like a whip in the hallway's silence.
The maid's pulse fluttered against Isabel's forearm, but her expression remained serene. "Your mother will explain such things." The words came out precise, rehearsed, each syllable clipped to perfection like hedges in the estate gardens. "It's not my place—"
Isabel tossed her aside with a snarl, sending the woman stumbling into an antique side table. Porcelain figurines, her mother's collection of Limoges shepherdesses, crashed to the floor in a symphony of shattered china.
The maid gasped, hands fluttering over the wreckage, but Isabel was already striding down the corridor, her bare feet slapping against polished marble.
Dawn light bled through the east-facing windows, painting the villa's halls in shades of bruised violet and gold. Isabel's pulse roared in her ears, drowning out the distant clatter of silverware from the kitchens.
Her ribs screamed with every step, but the pain was nothing compared to the acid churning in her gut. The scent of freshly brewed coffee hit her halfway down the grand staircase, her mother's preferred Colombian roast.
She kicked the double doors open with her bare foot, the impact shuddering up her shin. The hinges groaned like a dying animal.
Inside, her mother sat framed by the bay window's cold light, teacup poised mid-sip. The steam curled around her face like a veil. Hector lounged in the adjacent armchair, his boots propped on an Ottoman worth more than most men's lives.
Their heads turned in unison, their matching bone structure catching the dawn light at identical angles. Two predators assessing wounded prey.
Isabel's breath sawed through her ribs as she planted herself in the doorway, the letter opener tucked firmly in her back pocket.
"WHERE IS SHE?!" The words tore from Isabel's throat like shrapnel, bouncing off the vaulted ceilings.
A teacup rattled in its saucer, her mother's hands remained steady, but the tremor traveled up the fine china like a seismic warning.
Hector's grin widened, slow, syrupy, the way a wound splits open when pressed. He lowered his boots from the Ottoman one deliberate inch at a time.
"Now, now, little sister," he drawled, rolling the 'r' like a blade between his fingers, "is that any way to greet—"
Isabel's mother raised her hand without glancing away from her daughter. The gesture was surgical in its precision, a guillotine's descent. Hector's mouth clicked shut mid-word, his jaw working around the sudden silence.
Steam curled from the untouched tea between them, tendrils of green tea twisting in the charged air.
"Where is who?" Her mother's voice was polished obsidian, smooth enough to draw blood. She set her cup down with deliberate care, the porcelain kissing the saucer without a sound.
Dawn light caught the emerald at her throat, turning it into a malevolent eye. "Surely not that... what was it you called her?"
Her manicured fingers fluttered, dismissing Ines's name before it could stain the air. "Ah, yes. Your wife."
Isabel's fingers curled into her palms, her blunt nails biting crescents into flesh. The taste of her own blood flooded her tongue; she must have bitten through her lip.
The letter opener's weight burned against her spine through the silk blouse, but her mother's gaze had already dismissed it as insignificant.
"Where is she?" Isabel repeated, each syllable carved from her throat with broken glass. The dawn light shifted, catching the fine tremor in her arms, the way her breath hitched just before speaking, tiny fractures in her control.
Her mother sighed, a practiced, weary sound Isabel had heard a thousand times before recitals, before exams, before executions.
"Hector," she said without taking her eyes off Isabel, "give me a moment with your sister."
Hector's boots hit the floor with deliberate force, cracking the silence like a bullwhip. He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, his smile a blade pressed to Isabel's throat. "But Mother—"
"Out." The word didn't rise in volume, but it dropped in temperature, freezing the steam curling from the teapot mid-air. Isabel watched her brother's fingers twitch toward his hip holster, empty, she noted with vicious satisfaction, before he unfolded himself from the chair with pantherish grace.
He paused at the doorway, close enough that his breath stirred the hair at Isabel's temple, rancid with cigar smoke and last night's whiskey.
"Welcome home, little sister," he murmured, the words syrup-thick with insincerity. His knuckle brushed the bandages beneath her blouse, pressing just enough to make the stitches pull.
"Don't bleed on Mother's good rug." The door clicked shut behind him with the finality of a coffin lid.
Her mother's teacup chimed against the saucer as she set it down. "It's nice to see you awake," she said, stirring a lump of sugar that had already dissolved. Her voice was warm as a freshly dug grave. "How are you feeling?"
Isabel's pulse hammered against her bandages, the linen sticking to half-healed wounds with every rapid breath. The question was a scalpel wrapped in silk, a mockery of maternal concern while Ines's severed finger probably cooled in some dungeon drain.
She forced her voice steady through clenched teeth. "Cut the shit."
Her mother's smile didn't waver, but her manicure tapped an arrhythmic staccato against the teacup's gilt edge, the only tell. "Language, darling."
The morning light caught the diamond pins in her chignon, scattering needlepoints of light across the parquet like scattered knives.
Isabel's ribs throbbed in time with her pulse. The blouse clung to her back with sweat-cooled silk, suddenly suffocating. She knew this game; the slower her mother spoke, the deadlier the intent.
The sugar spoon clinked twice more before being laid across the saucer with surgical precision. A pause. A breath.
Her mother's gaze flicked to the shattered Limoges visible through the open door. "You've always been..." she selected the word like a bullet from a tray, "...impetuous."
The emerald at her throat swallowed the light as she leaned forward. "Tell me, did you enjoy playing rebel? The dirt, the blood, that peasant's hands on you..."
Isabel's fist connected with the teapot before she realized she'd moved. Porcelain exploded against the wall in a scalding arc, jasmine-scented steam rising like a specter between them.
Her mother didn't flinch. A single amber droplet clung to her cheekbone, trembling like a tear before sliding down her carved-marble face.
"I've decided to name you the family head," her mother repeated, plucking a napkin from the silver tray to dab her cheek with ceremonial slowness. The linen came away stained the color of old blood.
"And give you the businesses." She enunciated each word like a surgeon separating conjoined twins, watching Isabel's face for the precise moment comprehension turned to confusion.
Isabel's breath stalled between her ribs. The words made no sense, less than no sense, a mathematical impossibility like dividing by zero or her mother showing mercy.
Her fingers twitched toward the letter opener's cool weight in her pocket, half-expecting this to be some elaborate joke before Hector burst in with armed guards.
"What?"
Her mother's manicured fingers straightened a non-existent wrinkle in her skirt, the gesture calculated to draw attention to the emerald ring that had crushed dissent for generations.
"You heard me." Dawn light carved shadows beneath her cheekbones, transforming her face into a death mask. "Assuming, of course, you comply with one... let's call it a condition."
She clapped her hands twice, the sound like gunshots in the still air, and a maid materialized from the shadowed corner, her starched apron whispering against her thighs.
The woman placed a slim laptop on the tea-stained table with funereal care, opening it to face Isabel with gloved hands.
The screen flared to life, illuminating columns of women's faces, each tagged with net worth figures and gynecological histories scrolling like stock tickers.
"What is this?" Isabel's voice cracked on the last word. The closest profile showed a blonde with a seven-figure trust fund and "optimal uterine capacity" highlighted in clinical blue.
Her mother's hand tightened over hers, manicured nails pressing crescents into Isabel's knuckles. "I made a mistake," she said, the words slow and deliberate as if dragged through broken glass. "You know how hard that is for me to admit."
The emerald ring dug into Isabel's wrist bone like a brand. "Years I spent trying to convince you to marry a man and have children, despite your... homosexuality." The last word emerged strangled, her upper lip curling slightly as though tasting something spoiled.
Isabel's stomach twisted as her mother tapped the laptop's arrow key, cycling through glossy headshots of women whose smiles didn't reach their eyes.
A Bolivian lithium heiress with a 98% fertility rating. A Spanish pop star whose prenuptial agreement included clauses for egg extraction. Each profile listed net worth figures beside gynecological histories in cold Helvetica font.
"That was a Mistake." Isabel's mother exhaled the word like a surgeon removing a bullet, clinical, precise, with the faintest tremor of something that might have been regret in another woman.
Her manicured fingers tapped the laptop's trackpad, cycling through profiles with detached efficiency. "One I'm correcting."
The emerald at her throat swallowed the morning light as she leaned forward, her perfume, jasmine, and something darker, like turned earth, clinging to the space between them.
"Every woman on that list is willing to marry you, carry heirs for you, and has a sizable fortune that makes them..." Her lips twitched, "...a more welcome addition to the Pombo fold."
Isabel couldn't believe it. The words echoed in her skull like a gunshot ricochet, acceptance, not tolerance, not reluctant allowance, but actual approval wrapped in the gilded cage of a business transaction.
Her mother's manicured fingers lingered on the laptop's edge, the emerald ring catching the light like a serpent's eye.
Eighteen years old, coming home from being outted, her own mother calling her a disgusting degenerate. Twenty-three, disinherited for a weekend when her mother found the love letters from that violinist in Brussels. Thirty, watching Hector smirk as their mother toasted his third child's baptism while Isabel's partner wasn't even invited to the estate.
This was the closest her mother would ever come to truly accepting her.
Isabel's fingers twitched toward the laptop screen, brushing the edge of it before recoiling, her breath hitching in her ribs. And yet...
This wasn't acceptance, it was a ledger. A transaction. Another way to erase Ines, to bury her under a mountain of wealth and heirs and her mother's approval, brittle and conditional as a spider's web.
She could see it now, her mother's plan unfurling like poison. Give her this mockery of acceptance, this hollow victory, and in return, Ines would disappear down some well or into an unmarked grave.
Because her mother would never let Ines live. Not after everything.
Isabel slammed the laptop shut with such force that the hinges groaned. The sound startled even herself, sharp, final, like the cocking of a gun.
"I already have a wife." The words scraped raw from her throat. "One I love dearly." The truth of it burned brighter than any wound. "One, you'll return to me right fucking now."
Her mother didn't blink. Only the slow tightening of her fingers around the teacup betrayed anything, knuckles paling to bone-white beneath lacquered polish. The air between them thickened with jasmine and something metallic, like blood drying on silk.
"Oh, Isabel," she sighed, as if addressing a child who'd misunderstood a riddle. "Must we repeat this tiresome dance?" Her gaze flicked to the closed laptop, then back. "You always did confuse infatuation with permanence."
The teacup chimed as she set it down, one precise millimeter to the left.
"Let's speak plainly," her mother continued, fingers steepling beneath her chin. The emerald caught the light just so; Isabel recognized the tactic, a distraction from the scalpel-sharp words about to follow.
"That peasant intrigues you because she bears an uncanny resemblance to Ines Zapata-Cordona, doesn't she? You think I took her from you, so you love her to spite me. Is that it?"
Isabel's breath hitched, not at the accusation, but at hearing that name aloud after twenty years. The estate gardens, sticky with summer heat, Ines's fingers threading jasmine through her braid, memories she'd buried deeper than Hector's victims.
"I don't think," Isabel hissed, her ribs protesting as she leaned across the ruined tea service. "I know you took her from me!"
The admission tore loose like shrapnel, jagged edges catching on twenty years of scar tissue. Her mother's teacup froze mid-sip, the only tell in her marble composure.
"You never considered any other possibility?" Her mother's laughter was the sound of ice cracking underfoot, beautiful, lethal.
Isabel blinked, her pulse stuttering mid-beat. The scent of jasmine tea curled between them like a noose. The words didn't make sense; of course, she'd considered nothing else.
She'd spent twenty years dissecting that morning in the suburbs of Bogota. The rope Ines hung from, the way the police knew who she was and let her through their checkpoint.
"What are you saying?" Isabel snapped, her fingers digging into the mahogany table hard enough to splinter the polish.
The laptop screen reflected her own wild eyes back at her, distorted by the cracked glass.
Her mother's sigh carried the weight of centuries. "I'm saying you've spent 23 years blaming me for something I didn't do."
"LIAR!" Isabel's fist came down on the laptop, cracking the screen like a frozen pond. "Then who did?" The words tore through her like shrapnel, sending porcelain shards skittering across the parquet.
Her mother simply looked at her. Letting the realization come to her.
Isabel's breath came in ragged bursts, her fingers clawing at the table's edge as realization dawned with glacial cruelty. The missing pieces clicked together, the phone call her mother had made in the hospital...telling her father to deal with it.
'Deal with this, Victor, or I will.'
No. He wouldn't...Her father never would've...
"No way." Isabel's voice cracked like the laptop screen.
Her palms hit the table, sending sugar cubes skittering. "No fucking way!" The parquet floor seemed to tilt beneath her bare feet. "HOW DARE YOU ACCUSE HIM—"
The teacup shattered against the wall before Isabel realized her mother had thrown it. Shards rained down onto the Persian rug like jagged hail. Her mother's hand remained frozen mid-air, fingers trembling in a way Isabel had never seen before. Not from fear. From fury.
"You already hated me," her mother said, each word scalpel-precise. The emerald at her throat pulsed with her rapid pulse. "And you were his little girl...you were glued to him as much as he was to you. Do you think he was happy seeing his little girl come home with a broken nose from being exposed by a girl who had sat at our very table with us?"
A muscle twitched beneath her powdered cheekbone. "When he died, I promised never to tell you."
She leaned forward, her breath smelling of green tea. "But this has gone too far. The person you're trying to spite by marrying her is long dead, my dear girl."
Isabel's knees buckled. She caught herself on the table's edge, fingertips digging into shattered porcelain. The pain grounded her, needed it, because otherwise she might scream until her lungs collapsed. That last phrase coiled in her gut like barbed wire. Long dead.
Isabel was already moving. With a feral cry, she swept her arm across the desk in one violent arc. The laptop crashed to the floor, its cracked screen flickering grotesque fertility charts across the parquet. Teacups followed, shattering against the wainscoting in a hail of gilded shards.
"STOP LYING!" Her voice tore through the morning light, raw as an open wound. The porcelain fragments underfoot bit into her bare soles as she advanced, each step pressing deeper until the pain blossomed hot and bright, a counterpoint to the cold horror pooling in her gut. "IT WAS YOU. YOU...YOU SNAKE!"
Her mother remained seated, impossibly composed even as Isabel's palm connected with the silver tea tray, sending it clattering against the wall with a discordant clang.
The noise startled a flock of sparrows outside, their panicked wingbeats pattered against the windows like distant gunfire.
"Look at you," her mother murmured, tilting her head as Isabel panted above her, bleeding onto the priceless Aubusson rug. "Twenty-three years later and you're still that same hysterical child."
Isabel's vision tunneled. The letter opener was in her hand before she'd decided to draw it, the honed edge glinting inches from her mother's carotid. "WHERE IS MY WIFE? TAKE ME TO HER! NOW!" The words weren't shouted; they were gouged out of her, each consonant dripping with the promise of arterial spray if denied.
Her mother sighed, actually sighed, as if Isabel were throwing a tantrum over dessert choices rather than holding a blade to her throat. With deliberate slowness, she reached for the ebony cane leaning against her chair.
The emerald-eyed serpent carved into its handle seemed to wink at Isabel as her mother rose, her grip white-knuckled but her voice glacial. "Fine. But do not complain if you don't like what you see."
The cane's tip clicked against marble as she led Isabel through room after room. The air turned damp, smelling of moss and iron. Isabel's bare feet slipped on uneven steps worn smooth by generations of prisoners.
At the bottom, a row of iron doors stretched into darkness. The first stood slightly ajar, a sliver of amber light bleeding onto the wet stone.
She opened the door and saw her...
Isabel's breath stopped mid-inhale. The sight of Ines strapped to that chair, her beautiful, defiant Ines, hit her like a gut punch.
Blood dripped from her chin in steady plinks onto the concrete, each droplet louder than a gunshot in the sudden silence. The metallic scent filled the damp air, mixing with the acrid tang of burned flesh and antiseptic.
Ines's torso was a canvas of cruelty, jagged lashes crisscrossed her chest in bleeding patterns, some shallow, others deep enough to glisten with subcutaneous fat.
Her ring fingers were gone, the raw stumps wrapped in a bloody bandage. Beside her, on a surgical tray, two pale fingers lay discarded like cigar stubs, the wedding band still glinting mockingly on one.
The restraints creaked as Ines strained forward, her breathing shallow and ragged. Droplets of blood gathered at her chin before falling with soft, rhythmic plinks into the growing puddle beneath her.
Each drop echoed in the damp silence, a metronome marking time in this chamber of horrors. Her pants leg was soaked through at the knee, the fabric stiff with dried blood where bone had met blunt force.
Isabel fell to her knees so hard the impact reverberated up her spine. The pain barely registered; her entire nervous system had short-circuited, synapses firing uselessly as her brain struggled to reconcile the woman before her with the vibrant, sharp-tongued wife she'd kissed goodbye days ago.
She told her she'd protect her. That her mother wouldn't get her hands on another Ines.
She failed.
Isabel scrambles forward on her knees, her hands slipping in the puddle of blood and piss beneath the chair. That's when she sees the worst of it.
Bandages covered Ines's left eye, the gauze bloodied by fresh seepage. A choked sob escapes Isabel's mouth before she can stop it, her fingers trembling as they peel the dressing aside.
Her left eye was gone. Just a black, bleeding hole staring back at her, the edges clean like it had been removed by a surgeon, they had torn through tendon and optic nerve.
The socket wept slow crimson tears down Ines's cheekbone, dripping into the hollow of her collarbone. "No. No. No. NO. NO!" Isabel's voice fractures with each denial, her hands fluttering over the ruin of Ines's face like panicked birds.
The scent of copper and antiseptic burns her nostrils, the taste of bile rising sharp at the back of her throat.
"Dove?" Isabel says shakily, her fingers trembling against Ines's jaw. The nickname, their private joke from early mornings tangled in sheets.
Ines's remaining eye rolled wildly beneath bruised lids, unfocused. Her pupils blown wide with chemical terror, swallowing the green whole.
A thin line of drool streaks her chin, mingling with the blood. Isabel presses her forehead to Ines's, feeling the feverish heat radiating off her skin, the erratic flutter of her pulse beneath clammy skin.
"Baby please," Isabel whispers the words into the space between their lips, tasting copper and antiseptic. Ines's breath hitches, a wet, rattling sound, but her eyelid keeps twitching, her head lolling against the restraints.
Isabel grips her jaw, her thumb brushing the ruined socket where tears still leak. "Look at me. Just look at me. Please, Dove, look. It's me."
Ines's eyelid flutters, her pupil contracting slightly, recognition, or just reflex? Isabel doesn't know, but she leans in until their noses touch, whispering against her cracked lips. "I'm here. I'm here." Her voice splinters on the last word.
She pressed her forehead to Ines's sternum, sobbing openly now, her tears mingling with the blood seeping from the whip marks.
Each ragged inhale fills her nose with the stench of rotted flesh. The sound that tears from her throat isn't human, a guttural, keening wail that echoes off the damp stone walls.
"Ines, it's me..." Isabel repeats, her voice breaking as she claws at the restraints. The leather straps don't budge, soaked stiff with sweat and blood. She grips Ines's face, thumbs tracing the hollows of her cheeks, desperate for any flicker of recognition.
She crushes her face against Ines's thigh, the fabric stiff with dried fluids, and screams into the muscle there until her throat is raw.
"Please, please, please, look." The words smear against the ruined fabric of Ines's pants, muffled by the tremors wracking her body. Isabel's fingers dig into her waist, nails catching on the edges of half-scabbed wounds, reopening them in her desperation to hold, to anchor, to claw them both back from this nightmare.
Blood wells hot beneath her fingertips, seeping into her cuticles, but she doesn't loosen her grip, can't, even as Ines jerks weakly against the restraints, her breath coming in shallow, panicked bursts.
The chair creaks ominously as Isabel presses her forehead harder against Ines's thigh, the bone beneath bruised and possibly fractured. She inhales sharply, the scent of flesh, of sweat and terror, and something sickly-sweet beneath it all, and her stomach heaves.
She swallows back bile, pressing her lips to the clammy skin beneath torn fabric, whispering pleas and half-formed apologies between kisses that taste of salt and rust.
"She deserved it," her mother says from the doorway, voice crisp as a ledger line. Isabel doesn't turn, can't, but she hears the tap of the serpent-headed cane against stone, the rustle of silk as her mother steps closer.
"She released a file informing the IRS we owe them 620 million dollars." A pause. The cane clicks once, twice against the floor. "Among other...indiscretions."
Isabel's fingers stilled against Ines's wrist, feeling the thready pulse beneath the skin. The scent of jasmine perfume cuts through the bloodstink, cloying, wrong. Her mother's shadow falls across them both, elongated and grotesque in the flickering light.
"Six hundred twenty million?" Isabel's voice sounds alien to her own ears, flat, detached. The number hangs between them like a guillotine blade. It wasn't just tax evasion; that sum implied entire shell companies collapsing. Offshore accounts dismantled. Generations of carefully laundered inheritance dissolving into audit trails.
"Your little revolutionary," her mother continues, stepping into the flickering light, "was preparing to burn down three centuries of Pombo legacy."
Isabel feels the serpent-headed cane tap against the floor behind her, once, twice, each tap punctuating the words like a judge's gavel. The scent of her mother's perfume wraps around her, jasmine and something darker, the way a silk shroud might smell after wrapping a corpse.
A hand settles on her shoulder, the fingers cool despite the cellar's damp heat. The emerald ring presses into her collarbone like a brand.
"Come with me," her mother murmurs, the words velvet-wrapped poison. Her thumb strokes Isabel's pulse point, where it flutters like a dying bird.
"We no longer need to look at the sight of this broken woman." The tenderness in her voice is the cruelest thing yet, the way she says it like she's coaxing a child from a nightmare, not the architect of one.
Isabel stands. Arms dangling. Head down. Blood drips from her fingertips onto the damp stone, Ines's.
"Mom."
The word scraped from Isabel's throat like broken glass. Her arms hung limp at her sides, fingers still dripping Ines's blood onto the polished marble floor. The scent of jasmine enveloped her as her mother's arms closed around her, silk sleeves pressing against her ruined blouse.
The serpent-headed cane clattered to the floor as her mother's hands came up to cradle her head, fingers threading through her tangled hair with terrifying gentleness.
"You will always be a Pombo first," her mother murmured into the shell of her ear, the words warm as blood. The emerald ring pressed cold against Isabel's nape.
She felt the exact moment her mother smiled against her temple, the slight tightening of arms that weren't embracing her, but claiming her. “You’re just like me. My precious girl.”
Isabel shuddered. Not from grief. From the visceral understanding of the trap snapping shut. She smelled it now, the almond oil on her mother's hands, the same scent that used to linger on her childhood bedsheets after nightmares.
The familiarity made her stomach heave. "I'm sorry," she whispered.
Her mother exhaled, mistaking the apology for surrender. "There now, let's go back upstairs and pick another wife—"
The letter opener slid from Isabel's back pocket, slick with sweat. A silver blur in the flickering light. It entered her mother's throat sideways, punching through the delicate skin beneath her jaw with a wet crunch.
No scream. Just a startled choke as blood welled around the steel like wine around a corkscrew.
Isabel twisted the blade free with a jerk that sprayed arterial crimson across the ceiling. The second stab went lower, punching through silk and soft midriff with the same brutal efficiency. Again. Again.
Each thrust drove the blade deeper until her fist bumped against abdominal muscle. Hot blood gushed over her fingers, pooling between their pressed bodies like a grotesque embrace.
Her mother staggered back, hands fluttering to her throat in a parody of shock. The emerald ring flashed as she clawed at the spurting wound, mouth working soundlessly.
Isabel followed, stepping over the fallen cane, her bare feet leaving smeared red footprints. The letter opener rose and fell in a relentless rhythm, stomach, diaphragm, lungs, each strike punctuated by wet meaty sounds that drowned out the choking gasps.
Blood sprayed in arcs across the cellar walls, the droplets hitting the stones with soft pattering sounds like summer rain. Her mother's knees buckled, but Isabel grabbed a fistful of silver-streaked hair, yanking her upright for another thrust.
The blade scraped against ribs this time, vibrating up Isabel's arm with a bone-deep judder that should have hurt but registered only as satisfaction.
Her mother's mouth opened in a silent scream, ruby bubbles frothing at the corners. The emerald at her throat swung wildly, catching flecks of gore as Isabel stabbed lower still, the opener grating against pelvic bone before twisting free with a wet schlick.
Blood sheeted down the matriarch's thighs as she crumpled, silk pajamas now a sodden mess clinging to her legs. Isabel followed her down, knees cracking against stone, blade rising and falling with piston precision.
Each thrust speared deeper than the last, through abdominal fat, intestinal coils, the spongy resistance of liver tissue parting like overripe fruit.
She was dead before the eighth strike hit kidney. Dead when Isabel grabbed her jaw and wrenched her head sideways to expose the carotid. Dead when the letter opener sawed through tracheal cartilage with a sound like wet leather tearing.
But Isabel kept cutting. Kept stabbing. Long after the light left those cold gray eyes. Until her mother's throat was a gaping ruin, until her abdomen resembled butchered meat, until Isabel's arms burned with exhaustion and her knees swam in a warm slick of mingled blood.
"Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you! Fuck you! FUCK YOU!"
The words tumbled from Isabel's lips in a frenzied litany, each curse punctuated by another stab, another slash, another twist of the blade. The letter opener snapped in half with a dull ping, its jagged edge lodged somewhere between her mother's ribs.
Finally, Isabel leaned back against the damp stone wall, her breath coming in ragged, shuddering gasps. A sound clawed its way out of her throat, not a scream, not a sob, but something raw and primal, a wail that echoed through the cellar like a wounded animal caught in a trap.
Her fingers trembled, slick with gore, as she clutched at her own chest, nails digging into her skin as if she could rip out the horror lodged inside her.
The scent hit her first, iron and bile and something sweetly rotten beneath it all. She gagged, doubling over as her stomach convulsed. Vomit splattered onto the floor, mingling with the blood pooling around her mother's ruined corpse.
The sight of it, the torn flesh, the gaping wounds, sent another wave of nausea crashing through her.
Isabel pressed her forehead to the cold stone, her body shaking uncontrollably, every nerve alight with adrenaline and something darker, something desperate.
A draft ruffled the drying blood on Isabel's neck as the cellar door groaned open slightly. Light spilled in, a thin wedge of gold cutting through the gloom.
A shadow stretched long across the floor, stopping just short of Isabel's splayed fingers.
"Guess I'm not getting paid," said a low, amused voice.
The door creaked wider, revealing a woman silhouetted against the corridor’s harsh light. Tall, whip-lean, with a mane of red hair escaping from a messy braid. She wore a suit, the sleeves rolled to the elbows, revealing forearms mapped with thin white scars.
One hand rested casually on a holstered pistol, the other held an apple, bitten, glistening.
"You take a break, and someone murders your employer." The apple crunched as she chewed, gaze flicking from the eviscerated corpse to Isabel’s blood-crusted hands.
"I’m guessing she’s yours?" A tilt of the head toward Ines, still strapped and trembling in the chair.
Isabel's fingers twitched toward the broken blade half-buried in her mother's ribs. The redhead followed the motion and laughed, a sound like whiskey poured over gravel. She tossed the apple core into the pooling blood where it bobbed like a grotesque buoy.
"You did this to my wife?" Isabel said, standing. Blood dripped from her elbows in steady pulses, marking time between them.
The cellar's damp air clung to her skin, crystallizing the coppery stench into something almost tangible.
"For money," she said finally, swallowing the remaining bits of apple in her mouth. "It's nothing personal. Of course."
The words settled like a guillotine between them. Isabel blinked, slow, deliberate, her fingers curling into fists at her sides. Blood dripped from her knuckles onto the damp stone floor, each droplet echoing louder than the last in the sudden silence.
"Nothing personal? NOTHING PERSONAL!? THAT'S MY FUCKING WIFE!"
Isabel lunged at her, but the woman pulled her pistol with the casual grace of someone who'd done this a thousand times. The barrel settled between Isabel's eyes with a soft metallic click.
"Nuh uh. None of that, princess. I'm simply a contractor." She swallowed, tilting her head toward Ines's twitching form.
"If you're so worried about her, you should be carrying her to a hospital instead of trying to stab me with..." She squinted at the broken letter opener still clutched in Isabel's fist. "Whatever the fuck that is."
Isabel's breath hitched, half sob, half growl, as her gaze darted to Ines's twitching fingers, the exposed tendons in her wrist straining against leather restraints. The contractor's pistol didn't waver.
Then Isabel moved. Her left hand slapped upward in a desperate arc, knuckles cracking against the woman's wrist with enough force to send a jolt up her own arm.
The pistol spun away, skittering across bloody stone like a living thing, the slide catching flecks of gore as it slid toward the electric chair's pooling shadow.
They lunged simultaneously, Isabel diving with outstretched fingers, the contractor twisting mid-air to hook a boot around her ankle. Isabel hit the floor chin-first, teeth snapping together with a sound that reverberated through her skull.
The pistol spun just out of reach, coming to rest against Ines's dangling foot, where blood dripped steadily onto the barrel.
The contractor rolled into a crouch, faster, but Isabel was closer; she scrambled forward on elbows and knees, fingernails scraping stone. Her left hand closed around the grip just as a knee drove into her ribs.
Air exploded from her lungs in a wet gasp, but she held on, twisting onto her back to bring the weapon up. The contractor's hand clamped over hers, forcing the barrel sideways as Isabel's finger found the trigger.
The shot cracked the cellar air, ricocheting off iron pipes in a scream of sparks. The contractor's teeth flashed in the muzzle flare, not a smile, but the bared grin of a predator who'd finally met resistance worth savoring.
Isabel bucked beneath her, knee jerking upward to connect with soft tissue. The woman grunted but didn't loosen her grip, instead slamming Isabel's wrist against stone until the gun skittered away.
They rolled in tandem, elbows and kneecaps cracking against the damp floor. Isabel's nails found purchase in the contractor's braid, yanking her head back to expose her throat.
The woman hissed but retaliated by driving a thumb into Isabel's windpipe, not enough to crush, just enough to make her vision pulse black at the edges.
Isabel bucked violently, hips twisting to dislodge the weight pinning her down. For one glorious second, she broke free, just long enough to rear back and slam the heel of her foot into the woman's nose. Cartilage crunched wetly. The contractor reeled backward, blood sheeting down her chin as Isabel scrambled sideways.
There, coiled near her mother's outstretched hand like a waiting serpent, lay the black bullwhip. The leather gleamed slick with old blood, its braided length curled in lazy loops.
Isabel lunged, fingers closing around the handle with visceral recognition; this had touched Ines, torn her skin open, made her scream. Now it would be the contractor's noose.
The whip snapped taut as Isabel whipped it around the woman's throat mid-rise, jerking the braid so hard her own shoulders screamed. The contractor gagged, fingers flying to the leather, digging into her windpipe, her boots scraping against bloody stone as she arched backward.
Isabel twisted tighter, using the whip like a garrote, feeling the woman's trachea flex beneath the strain.
"Die! Just fucking die!" Isabel spat through clenched teeth, her voice raw as she put all her weight into the choke. The contractor's face darkened to a mottled purple, her thrashing growing more desperate, elbows jabbing blindly behind her, fingernails raking Isabel's forearms bloody.
But Isabel held fast, her biceps trembling with the effort, her vision tunneling to the single point where leather met flesh.
The woman's struggles weakened, her kicks growing sluggish. A wet, gurgling sound escaped her lips as her tongue protruded slightly, her pupils dilating. Isabel pressed her knee harder into the woman's spine, feeling vertebrae creak under the pressure.
"This is for every fucking scream you pulled from her," Isabel hissed, tightening the whip another fraction. The contractor's eyelids fluttered, consciousness fading, when suddenly her heel snapped upward in a vicious arc, catching Isabel square in the temple.
Isabel reeled backward, the whip slipping from her grasp as white-hot pain exploded through her skull. The contractor rolled onto her hands and knees, coughing violently, ropes of saliva dripping from her mouth.
She spat out a tooth, grinning bloody and wild. "Almost," she rasped. lunging forward with surprising speed despite her oxygen-starved muscles.
Isabel barely dodged the knife that materialized in the woman's hand, a slender stiletto flashing upward in a deadly arc. The blade grazed her collarbone, parting fabric and skin with surgical precision.
Warmth bloomed down her chest as she stumbled back, crashing into the electric chair. Ines's limp body jostled against the restraints, a weak groan escaping her cracked lips.
Isabel's fingers scrabbled blindly behind her, finding purchase on something cold and metallic, a wrench left carelessly.
She swung it in a wild backhand, catching the contractor across the jaw with a satisfying crunch. The woman staggered, spitting blood, dazed.
She hit her again. Harder. The wrench connected with a dull, wet thud this time, sending the woman crumpling forward onto her hands.
Isabel didn't hesitate, didn't let her breathe; she brought the wrench down again on the back of her skull with both hands, a savage overhead arc that made the woman collapse face-first into the pooling blood.
The contractor's body twitched once, just once, but Isabel was already swinging again. The wrench cracked against the base of her neck with enough force to send a spasm through the woman's limbs, her fingers curling into claws against the stone.
Again. The wrench came down like a guillotine. Blood sprayed in a fine mist across Isabel's chin, warm and metallic on her tongue. The contractor's skull made a sound like a melon dropped from a great height, that wet, hollow pop of something irrevocably broken.
Isabel didn't stop. Couldn't. Each impact reverberated up her arms, the wrench handle growing slick with gore.
The woman's body jerked under the blows like a marionette with its strings cut, limbs flopping bonelessly against the stone. Still, Isabel swung, her breath coming in ragged, animalistic pants.
"Fuck you! Fuck you! FUCK YOU!" The words tore from her throat raw and broken, each curse punctuated by another wet crunch of metal meeting flesh. The contractor's skull caved inward like rotten fruit, brain matter oozing from the fractures.
Still, Isabel pounded, her muscles burning, her vision tunneling until all she saw was red, the red of Ines's wounds, the red dripping from her fingers, the red pooling beneath this monster who'd touched her.
Finally, gasping, Isabel reared back and spat onto the contractor's ruined face, saliva mixing with blood and cerebrospinal fluid. The body didn't twitch. Good.
She let the wrench slip from her trembling fingers with a clatter and staggered to her feet, swaying like a drunk.
Behind the electric chair, half-hidden in shadow, the pistol gleamed. Isabel lunged for it, her knees cracking against stone as she skidded the last few inches, fingers closing around the grip with desperate certainty.
She turned back to Ines, still strapped to the chair, her breath shallow but there. Isabel pressed her lips to Ines's forehead, dry, too warm, and murmured, "I'll be right back," against her skin.
The words tasted like blood and promise. She straightened, wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, and strode toward the door, pistol hanging loose at her side.
This had to end.
Isabel stepped over her mother’s cooling body, the pistol’s weight foreign yet familiar in her grip. The cellar corridor stretched ahead, lined with rusted iron doors, some ajar, most shut tight.
A draft carried the scent of mildew and something fouler beneath. Then, faint but unmistakable, a muffled scream, choked off mid-cry.
She followed the sound, bare feet squelching in the damp stone grooves. The screaming came again, not pain, but fury, guttural and familiar. Isabel broke into a run, skidding to a stop before a reinforced door where the screams reverberated loudest.
Through the grime-smeared viewing slot, she saw them: Alya bound to a chair, her hair matted with blood, Rosaria slumped against the wall with one eye swollen shut, Lena thrashing against her gag like a wild thing.
Isabel raised the pistol and fired once. The lock exploded inward in a shower of sparks and twisted metal.
The door swung open to reveal three faces frozen in shock, Rosaria's single functional eye widening, Alya's split lip parting around a gasp, Lena's muffled scream cutting off mid-breath as they took in the blood-soaked apparition before them.
Rosaria recovered first, thrashing against her restraints. "They took Ines!" The words tore from her raw throat as Isabel moved like lightning, slicing through their bonds with the broken letter opener still clutched in her off-hand. The second Lena's gag fell away, she spat out a mouthful of blood and fabric.
"Where is she?" Alya demanded, rubbing circulation back into her wrists. Her knuckles were split to the bone; she'd clearly fought hard before capture.
Isabel didn't answer, just grabbed Alya's forearm with fingers still tacky from her mother's blood and hauled her upright. "I found her," she rasped, voice wrecked from screaming.
The cellar air curdled as they crossed the threshold, blood, bile, and something sweetly corrupt beneath. Rosaria swore in Catalan when she saw the electric chair, the restraints slick with fluids that weren't just sweat.
Then Lena retched violently, doubling over as her breakfast splattered against the stones. Alya froze mid-step, her breath hitching audibly at the sight of Ines's missing eye, the cauterized socket weeping pinkish fluid.
Isabel watched detachedly as Alya and Rosaria descended on Ines like battlefield medics, their hands fluttering over the worst wounds before settling on her cheeks.
"Say something," Rosaria whispered, thumbs brushing the hollows under Ines's eyes, but Ines just trembled, her remaining pupil blown wide with unrecognizing terror.
The contractor's corpse twitched underfoot as Isabel stepped closer, making Rosaria recoil at the mush of brain matter leaking onto her boot.
Alya pried open Ines's mouth with two fingers, revealing the ruin Miranda had made of her teeth, shattered molars, incisors reduced to jagged stumps.
Blood welled fresh where Isabel had bitten through her own lip. Lena heaved again in the corner, the acidic stench of bile cutting through the cellar's metallic reek.
Rosaria knelt beside Mistress Pombo's corpse, fingers brushing the matriarch's ruined throat where the letter opener had torn ragged furrows through carotid and trachea.
The wound gaped like a second mouth, silently screaming. Rosaria's hand recoiled as if burned, her knuckles bumping against something cold and hard, the serpent-headed cane, its emerald eyes winking mockingly in the flickering torchlight.
"What have you done?" Rosaria whispered, but the words weren't an accusation. They carried the weight of a dam breaking, of generations of suppressed fury finally unleashed.
Alya’s hands shook as she fumbled with the restraints, fingers slick with blood, sweat, and something close to panic. She kept talking, low and urgent, calling Ines’s name over and over like repetition alone might stitch her back together.
Rosaria hovered on the other side of the chair, jaw clenched so tight it trembled, her thumbs brushing Ines’s cheeks, her throat working as if she were swallowing glass.
“Ines. Hey. It’s us,” she said, voice cracking despite herself. “You’re safe. You hear me? You’re safe now.” There was no response beyond a weak shudder that ran through Ines’s frame, a reflex more than recognition.
Her remaining eye stared past them, unfocused, her breath thin and uneven, each inhale catching like it might be the last.
Lena stayed in the corner, folded over herself, retching until there was nothing left but dry, choking heaves, one hand braced against the wall to keep from collapsing.
Isabel didn’t speak. She reached up, unhooked the suit jacket draped over the IV pole, and laid it carefully across Ines’s chest, covering the worst of the wounds, as if modesty still mattered, as if dignity was something she could give back with fabric.
Her hands lingered for half a second, pressing lightly, a grounding touch she didn’t trust herself to make for longer.
“Get her to a hospital,” she said, flat and absolute, the words cutting clean through the chaos. “Now. Don’t stop. Don’t let her sleep.” She stepped back, already turning away, blood drying stiff on her sleeves.
“Isabel,” Rosaria called after her, sharp with fear now. “Where are you going?”
Isabel didn’t slow. She didn’t look back. “To finish this,” she said, and then she was gone, her bare feet leaving dark, smeared prints as she took the cellar steps two at a time.
Upstairs, the house felt wrong in a different way, too quiet, too clean, the violence below muffled by marble and silk. She emerged into a hallway where a maid stood frozen, tray clutched to her chest, eyes locked on the blood soaking Isabel’s clothes.
Isabel grabbed her by the wrist, fingers iron-hard. “Where is my brother?” She demanded.
The maid’s lips parted, no sound coming out at first. Her gaze flicked to Isabel’s hands, to the blood crusted under her nails, to her face, and whatever calculation she made ended there.
“H-his room,” she whispered. Isabel released her without another word, and the maid staggered back like she’d been shoved. Her wrist imprinted with a bloodstained handprint.
The walk down the corridor felt endless, every step heavy with a clarity that bordered on calm. She stopped in front of the door, the one she’d kicked open a hundred times as a child, the one that had always belonged to him.
Isabel raised her hand, fingers curling, and hesitated, just for a breath, before pressing her palm flat against the polished wood. The movement was almost tender, an old childhood instinct surfacing despite everything.
She smoothed her hair back with the same hand, fingers catching in the tangles matted with blood and sweat, then exhaled sharply and knocked. Three sharp raps, firm but measured, the way she always had when she needed him.
The silence stretched. Then, faintly, the creak of floorboards. The door opened just enough to reveal Victor’s face, pale and sleep-rumpled, his shirt half-buttoned as if he’d dressed in a hurry.
His gaze flicked over her, the blood, the gun still hanging loose at her side, and his throat worked.
"Izzy," he said, soft, almost gentle. The childhood nickname, the one he had only ever used. His fingers tightened on the doorframe. "What did you do?"
Isabel raised the gun without a word and shot through the door. The bullet tore through the wood just inches from Hector’s head, splintering the frame. He recoiled, stumbling back into the room, his hands raised instinctively.
Isabel followed the shot, stepping over the threshold, the gun steady now, aimed at his chest.
Hector’s mouth opened, whether to plead, to curse, to ask why, but she didn’t let him speak. The second bullet hit him in the shoulder, spinning him halfway around. The third struck his thigh before he hit the ground, his breath coming in sharp, wet gasps.
Isabel didn’t stop. She fired again, and again, the recoil jolting up her arm, the muzzle flashes illuminating Hector’s face in flickers, shock, pain, betrayal.
His body jerked with each impact, hands scrabbling uselessly against the rug, fingers clawing into the fabric as if he could drag himself away.
Blood spread beneath him in dark, blooming petals. The gun clicked empty, but she still pulled the trigger, her finger spasming compulsively, the dry metallic snap echoing louder than the shots had.
Hector coughed, a wet, red sound. His lips moved around words that never came, his eyes wide with something that wasn't quite fear, more like disbelief, like he still couldn't fathom that she would do this.
That she could.
Isabel threw the empty pistol at him. It struck his collarbone with a dull thud before clattering to the floor beside his twitching hand.
Blood pooled beneath him, soaking into the antique Persian rug their great-grandmother had brought back from Tehran. The intricate floral patterns darkened, petals drowning in crimson.
Hector died with a gasp. His fingers spasmed once, reaching for her, or maybe just reaching, before his arm dropped limp against the rug. His breath left him in a single, shuddering exhale, chest collapsing like a deflated balloon.
His eyes stayed open, fixed on the ceiling’s fresco of angels he’d once told her were boring.
Isabel watched the light leave them, the exact moment his pupils dilated into vacant black holes.
Then silence, thick and suffocating. She stood over his body, her breath ragged, sweat dripping down her temples. The gunpowder stung her nose, mixing with the coppery scent of blood.
She nudged his ribs with her toe, just to be sure, and when he didn’t flinch, something inside her cracked open, not grief, not relief, but something raw and nameless.
She killed her family.
The thought landed like a stone in her gut. Not metaphorical. Not hyperbolic. Her mother's throat torn open. Her brother bleeding out on his bedroom rug. The weight of it pressed down on her shoulders, heavier than a boulder in the ocean.
Isabel turned her hands over, palms up, fingers trembling. Blood soaked her hands, her mother's, her brother's. She couldn't be forgiven. She wouldn't be forgiven, not by God, not by anyone.
Hector's study loomed ahead, the door ajar. She staggered in, knocking over a crystal decanter with her elbow. It shattered against the floor, whisky pooling with the blood dripping from her sleeves.
She didn't care. The mahogany desk was pristine, untouched by the carnage downstairs.
She yanked open the top drawer with a violence that nearly tore it off its tracks. Papers, seals, a silver letter opener, no, not again, then her fingers brushed cold steel.
The revolver lay nestled beneath a stack of ledgers, the grip worn smooth from decades of use. She clutched it like a lifeline, the weight familiar yet foreign. Without a thought, she pressed it to the side of her head.
The barrel trembled against her temple, the metal already warming to her skin. Her breath hitched. One twitch. One fraction of pressure. That's all it would take.
But the gun never fired. Alya's hand cracked across Isabel's wrist like a whip, sending the revolver spinning across the hardwood. It skidded beneath Hector's desk, coming to rest against the far wall with a hollow thud.
"What the fuck are you doing!" Alya roared, her voice raw from screaming, her split lip reopening as the words tore free.
She didn't wait for an answer; her fingers dug into Isabel's shoulders, shaking her hard enough to rattle teeth. "Look at me! Look at me, you selfish fucking coward!"
Isabel's head snapped back with the force of it, her vision swimming. Alya's face swam into focus, her blue eyes wild, her ash-blonde hair matted with blood, some hers, most not.
The scent of gunpowder and sweat clung to her, sharp and acrid. "They're dead," Isabel whispered, the words tasting like ash. "All of them. My family is dead."
Alya shook her again, harder this time, her fingers digging bruises into Isabel's shoulders. "No. Ines is alive! She's your family." Alya said, her voice cracking.
"She's on her way to the hospital, and she needs you." She punctuated each word with another shake, as if trying to rattle the truth into Isabel's bones. "She's breathing. She's fighting. And you, you don't get to leave her like this."
Isabel laughed, a hollow, broken sound, and wrenched herself free. "Why do you care?" She spat, wiping her bloody palms against her ruined shirt.
"You want her, don't you? Why did you stop me? You could've been with her if I died." The words tasted like bile, bitter and corrosive.
She stumbled back, her heel catching on the edge of Hector's desk. "Go ahead, Alya. Take her. You've earned it."
Alya moved faster than Isabel could react. The slap cracked across her cheekbone hard enough to send her reeling sideways into the bookshelf, leather-bound volumes toppling around her.
"Because she doesn't want me, you fool!" Alya roared, her voice raw with fury, her fingers twisting in Isabel's collar, hauling her upright.
"She wants you! She chose you that night in the courtyard. She got poisoned and chose you subconsciously. She looks for you!" Alya's grip tightened, her knuckles white, her breath ragged. "How on earth did I lose to such a quitter?"
"She got poisoned?"
Alya didn't answer. She just hauled Isabel to her feet with a grip that left bruises, fingers digging into the soft flesh under Isabel's elbow.
The Russian woman smelled like blood and the sharp tang of sweat, her breath uneven but steady.
"Long story," Alya said finally, voice rough as gravel, and spat a glob of blood onto Hector's Persian rug. The dark liquid landed inches from Hector's cooling corpse, mixing with the expanding pool beneath him.
She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, smearing crimson across her cheek. "You don't get to die until Ines tells you the story herself. Now let's get to the hospital, okay?"
Isabel didn't move. She stared at Hector's slack face, the way his lips had parted slightly, as if he'd been interrupted mid-sentence. His favorite cufflinks, silver wolves, glinted mockingly from his ruined shirt cuffs.
She remembered at seven years old, him teaching her to skip stones by the pond, his hands guiding hers.
Alya swore violently in Russian and yanked Isabel toward the door. "Move your ass before I drag you."
The hallway blurred past. Alya's grip was iron, her strides purposeful. The front doors loomed ahead, sunlight bleeding through stained glass onto the blood-smeared marble.
"Wait," Isabel said, not a plea, not a whisper, but something guttural, primal. Her bare feet skidded against the polished floor, leaving smeared crimson trails.
Alya whirled, eyebrows knitted. "What now?"
Isabel turned toward the staff clustered near the grand staircase, maids, footmen, and the head butler clutching a silver tea tray like a shield.
Their faces were masks of horror, mouths hanging open, eyes flickering between Isabel's bloodied hands and the hallway that led to the cellar.
She inhaled sharply, tasting copper and gunpowder.
"You're all fired," she said, voice flat, almost bored. The head butler dropped the tray. It hit the marble with a clang loud enough to wake the dead, but nothing could wake her mother now.
Alya dragged her through the front doors into the sunlight. The glare was blinding after hours underground. Isabel blinked, her pupils contracting painfully.
The gravel driveway bit into her bare feet as they stumbled toward a waiting car, the engine idling like a growling beast.
Alya shoved her into the backseat with surprising gentleness. The leather upholstery was cool against Isabel’s skin, sticky with drying blood. The scent of gunpowder clung to her clothes, mingling with the car’s faint lemon air freshener.
Alya slammed the door shut and vaulted into the driver’s seat, her ash-blonde hair whipping wildly in the wind as she turned the key with a sharp twist.
The engine roared to life, tires kicking up gravel in their wake as Alya floored it, accelerating down the driveway like a bat out of hell. Isabel gripped the seatbelt, her fingers trembling against the fabric.
The world blurred past in streaks of green and gold, the countryside bleeding into town streets as Alya wove through traffic with reckless precision. Horns blared. Someone screamed. Alya didn’t slow.
In the backseat, Isabel’s reflection flickered in the rearview mirror, pale, hollow-eyed, blood streaking her face like war paint.
The car swerved around a slow-moving truck, throwing her sideways. Her elbow hit the door handle, pain lancing up her arm, sharp and clarifying.
Alya drove like death chased them, knuckles white on the wheel, the speedometer needle trembling at the edge of red. She cut through intersections without braking, her gaze flicking between mirrors and road, jaw clenched so tight Isabel could hear her teeth grind.
The car lurched violently as Alya swerved into the hospital’s ambulance bay, ignoring the yellow-striped zone and the startled shouts of orderlies.
She killed the engine with a sharp twist of the key and was out of the door before the vehicle fully settled, her boots crunching on broken glass from a shattered IV bag left near the curb.
Isabel fumbled with the door handle, her fingers slick with blood, the metal slipping against her grasp. Alya reached back, wrenched it open, and hauled her out with a grip that left bruises.
The sliding doors hissed open to reveal a waiting room frozen, a child clutching a teddy bear mid-scream, an elderly man’s newspaper fluttering to the floor, the receptionist’s manicured fingers hovering over the panic button.
The scent of antiseptic and stale coffee hit Isabel like a wall, clashing violently with the copper stench clinging to her skin.
A nurse stepped forward, mouth opening to protest, but Alya shouldered past her without breaking stride, dragging Isabel by the elbow like a disobedient dog.
Footsteps echoed too loudly on linoleum as they cut through clusters of gawking patients, their whispers blooming like bloodstains. "Is that..." "...covered in..." "...call security..." Isabel focused on the rhythmic squeak of Alya’s boots, the way her own bare feet left faint pink smears that a janitor would later scrub away before lunch.
A double door marked AUTHORIZED PERSONNEL ONLY swung open under Alya’s palm, revealing a corridor where Lena paced like a caged animal, her ballet flats scuffing nervous arcs across the sterile white tiles.
“They took her in,” Rosaria said immediately, voice hoarse. No preamble. No softening it. “Trauma surgery. They won’t tell us anything.”
“How long?” Alya asked.
Rosaria shook her head. “An hour. Maybe more. They keep saying ‘we’ll update you.’” Her jaw tightened. “Security’s asking questions.”
As if summoned, two guards appeared at the end of the hall, eyes already narrowing. Alya stepped forward before they could speak, posture squaring, voice dropping into something cold and official.
The exchange was low and tense, words like incident, patient confidentiality, accident, floating down the corridor. Isabel didn’t listen.
She sank into the nearest chair, elbows on her thighs, hands dangling uselessly between her knees. Blood flaked from her skin in dark crumbs onto the tile.
Time stretched. Then stretched more. The kind of waiting that hollowed you out, minute by minute, until there was nothing left but bone and fear. Lena paced. Rosaria stood, then sat, then stood again.
Alya leaned against the wall, arms crossed, eyes fixed on the red SURGERY light like she could intimidate it into changing.
Eventually, exhaustion won. It hit Isabel without warning, a brutal drop-off, her body finally cashing the checks her mind had been writing all day.
Her head tipped back against the wall, eyes closing despite herself. For a moment, she fought it, panic flaring.
What if they come out and I miss it? But the dark took her anyway.
She woke to footsteps.
Not rushing. Measured. Heavy.
Her eyes snapped open just as a man in scrubs pushed through the doors. He looked wrecked. Older than she’d thought before, lines carved deep around his mouth, surgical cap shoved back to reveal damp gray hair.
He scanned the small group, gaze snagging on Isabel almost immediately, on the blood, the bare feet, the way she’d surged to her feet too fast.
“Are you family?” He asked, voice tired but direct.
“Yes,” Isabel said. The word came out rough, scraped from somewhere low in her chest.
He nodded once, as if that answered several unspoken questions. “Okay. I’m going to be honest with you.”
He rubbed at his face, dragged a hand down over his mouth. “She came in in very bad shape.”
Rosaria’s hand found the back of Lena’s chair. Alya went still.
“She has a broken tibia and a shattered patella,” he continued. “We stabilized the leg and placed a metal plate. There’s extensive soft tissue damage.” He paused, eyes flicking briefly to Isabel’s face.
“It’s too early to say what her long-term mobility will look like. But there’s a real chance she may never walk unassisted again.”
Isabel nodded. She didn’t trust her voice.
“She had multiple lacerations,” he went on, clinical now, like distance was the only way to survive this job. “Four broken teeth. Two fingers were severed completely.”
Another pause. “Her left eye was removed prior to arrival. She lost a significant amount of blood. Frankly… she was a mess.”
Lena made a small, broken sound and pressed her fist to her mouth.
“We did everything we could,” the doctor said. “She’s unstable. Sedated. Resting. In the ICU.” He looked at Isabel again. “You can see her. Don’t try to wake her. Don’t disturb her.”
The room seemed to exhale all at once.
They followed him down another corridor, quieter, dimmer. The lights were softer here, the beeping more subdued. He stopped outside a room and gestured them in.
Ines lay motionless on the bed, dwarfed by white sheets and machinery beeping. Bandages wrapped her head, thick and careful, covering half her face. Her left eye socket was hidden beneath gauze, the other closed, lashes dark against bruised skin.
Her leg was elevated, encased in a heavy cast, the stitching along her shin angry and violent, a brutal zipper of black thread against swollen flesh. Tubes ran from her arms, a monitor ticking steadily beside her, each beep a small, stubborn insistence on life.
Isabel stopped just inside the doorway.
She didn’t touch her. Not yet. She just stood there, breathing, counting the rise and fall of Ines’s chest, memorizing it. Proof. Real, undeniable proof.
Isabel reaches out with a hand that finally, finally stops shaking. She sweeps Ines’s hair back from her face, gentle as if the wrong pressure might break her, and the injury reveals itself in full: the gash starting at her right eyebrow, angry and sutured, disappearing beneath the layers of bandage wrapped around her left cheek and eye.
Isabel’s breath catches. She leans down and presses a careful kiss to Ines’s forehead, lingering there a second longer than necessary, breathing her in, antiseptic, faint sweat, something unmistakably her. Alive.
They sit. All of them. No one speaks.
No one moves more than they have to.
Time becomes nothing but the soft, relentless rhythm of machines and the rise and fall of Ines’s chest.
Isabel stares at it until her eyes burn, counting each breath like it’s a contract she has to enforce through sheer willpower. If she looks away, even for a second, something terrible might slip through the cracks.
And then it hits her.
Not like grief. Not like shock. Like a ledger slamming shut.
Her mother is dead. Her brother is dead. There is no one above her now. No buffer. No shadow to hide behind. The Pombo empire, what’s left of it, is hers, whether she wants it or not.
Family head. Final authority. The thought settles heavy in her chest, not a crown, but a yoke.
Her phone vibrates.
Once. Twice. Then it doesn’t stop.
Isabel lowers her gaze and opens her email. Subject lines stack on top of each other like bodies. URGENT. Immediate Action Required. IRS Notice of Intent.
Messages from American firms, accountants, and legal counsel scrambling to get ahead of a fire already licking at their heels. The number, $620 million, stares back at her in black and white, no longer abstract, no longer theoretical. It’s real. And it’s coming.
She stands abruptly, chair scraping softly against the floor.
“Alya,” she says, low. “Come with me.”
Alya looks up at once, reads Isabel’s face, and pushes herself to her feet without a word. They’re halfway to the door when Rosaria straightens sharply.
“Where are you going?” Rosaria asks, stepping into their path.
Isabel doesn’t look at her at first. Her jaw is clenched so tight it aches. “I have to take care of everything,” she says. “Now. Before it collapses. Before she wakes up to nothing.”
Rosaria moves closer, blocking her fully now. Her voice drops, urgent, raw. “You can’t leave her. Isabel, listen to me. She needs you. Not me. Not Lena. You.”
Isabel stops.
For a second, she looks like she might shatter right there, standing between a hospital room and a hallway that smells like disinfectant and fear.
Tears flood her eyes, fast and humiliating, blurring the world. Her shoulders hitch once, betraying everything she’s holding back.
“I know,” she whispers.
She swipes at her face angrily, drags in a breath she doesn’t want. “I know. But I have to take care of it now, so we can live peacefully.”
Then she steps around Rosaria before she can say anything else, and keeps walking. Alya follows without hesitation.
They’re back in the car minutes later, the doors closing with heavy finality. Alya grips the wheel, glances at Isabel once, carefully. “Where to?”
Isabel stares straight ahead, jaw set, eyes hollow but burning with purpose.
“Back to the Pombo estate,” she says.
They arrive just before dusk, the manor crouched behind its gates like a wounded animal pretending it isn’t dying.
Isabel doesn’t hesitate. She steps out of the car, the gravel crunching under her shoes, and turns to Alya with a voice so steady it barely sounds like her own.
She tells her to gather the bodies, every one of them, and move them into the office. All of them. Then to find a gas can in the shed and soak the house, every room, every hallway, every inch of legacy that still smells like jasmine and blood.
But not to light it yet.
Alya studies her for half a second, searching for cracks that aren’t there, then nods and goes, efficient as ever, because this is what soldiers do when the war ends and no one tells them how to stop.
Isabel walks instead toward the grove behind the house, the path worn smooth by centuries of shoes that belonged to people who believed the name Pombo meant permanence.
The trees rise around her in quiet ranks, orderly and patient, each one planted the day a Pombo was born.
Two hundred years of roots and branches of children named after ghosts, of power that believed it could outlive consequence.
The air smells of damp earth and old leaves, untouched by the chaos inside the house, and for a moment, it feels obscene that something here can still be peaceful.
She moves slowly, reading plaques as she passes them, bronze and stone marking births that had been celebrated with champagne and blood money. Great-grandparents. Grandparents. Uncles whose faces she barely remembers, whose influence lingered long after their bodies were buried.
The rule was simple: the tree stayed even after death, because a Pombo’s influence never died. It just changed shape.
She stops in front of two trees, their plaques still clean. Her mother’s. Her brother’s. The dates glare up at her, neat and official, as if what they’d done could ever be reduced to numbers.
She doesn’t touch them. She doesn’t spit. She just looks and keeps walking.
Her own tree stands a little farther in, taller than most, its branches stretching wide, confident. Forty-one years old. The exact same age as her.
She circles it slowly, fingertips brushing the bark, until she reaches the back. And there it is. Still there.
The carving, softened by time but unmistakable: ‘I & I BFFs forever’, clumsy letters trapped inside a heart that had taken them both nearly an hour to finish. Twenty-six years ago...
She remembers the way Ines had laughed, how she’d scolded Isabel for making the heart lopsided, how their hands had been sticky with sap and dirt and stolen peaches.
She remembered the day Ines learned the truth, her Ines, tied to the bed, how she’d screamed that Isabel needed to move on, that this love was something every lesbian went through.
'You fell in love with a straight woman. It happens, it’s lesbian 101, get over it!’
Standing there now, she realizes Ines hadn’t been wrong. She was clinging to the past. She was stuck trying to live a revenge story from when she was eighteen years old, for a woman who didn't want her.
Move on.
The thought settled quietly, devastating and clear. This ends with her. The tree. The house. The name as it exists now. A realization dawned over her; one she’d share with her wife once she saw her again.
Two gardeners were working nearby, murmuring to each other, clippers snipping at hedges that will never matter again. They look up when Isabel approaches, confusion flickering across their faces.
They haven’t heard yet. Apparently, no one's informed them that they were fired. Isabel doesn’t soften her voice. She points to the tree.
“Cut down this tree,” she says. Her tree. Then she turns away before they can ask questions, before doubt can creep in, before she can change her mind.
By the time she reenters the house, the smell of gasoline is everywhere, heavy and suffocating, clinging to the walls and furniture like a promise. Alya has been thorough. Isabel doesn’t comment.
She moves through the rooms once, not looking at the stains, not looking at the places where her childhood still echoes.
She showers quickly, scrubbing blood and sweat from her skin until the water runs clear, then dresses in a dark suit, crisp and immaculate, the uniform of someone who has decided to live.
When she steps outside again, Alya is waiting.
She hands Isabel a matchbook. Their fingers brush. Neither of them speaks.
Isabel strikes the match against the wall. The flame flared bright and hungry. She tossed it into the open doorway without ceremony.
The fire catches immediately, racing along invisible trails, blooming into heat and light. They stand there together for a minute, watching as windows burst and smoke coils into the evening sky, as two centuries of Pombo history collapse inward on itself.
Isabel doesn’t flinch. She doesn’t cry. When she turns away, it’s final.
They get back into the car. Alya starts the engine, glances at her once more. “Where to?”
Isabel keeps her eyes on the flames reflected in the side mirror as the house burns behind them.
“The airport.”
Chapter 43: Goodbye Ines: Part Two
Notes:
Sorry, the chapter's semi late. A cold is kicking my butt.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
On the plane, somewhere between turbulence and the thin metallic taste of bad coffee, Alya finally fills in the gaps.
She does it clinically at first, facts, timelines, cause and effect, Ines being poisoned, how close she came to not making it, the being dead for over forty seconds, the chaos that followed.
The shootout at the manor turns into a war in Alya’s telling, hallways turned into kill zones, walls chewed apart by gunfire, loyalties snapping under pressure. Isabel listens without interrupting, hands folded tight in her lap, jaw set so hard it aches.
Every detail lands like a delayed impact, the kind you only feel once the adrenaline is gone. Ines had died, and then nearly died again. She’d said she would protect her, and Ines had spent the last two weeks fighting for her life.
Her wife.
Her baby.
Then Alya hesitates, just a fraction, before adding the rest, the strange, surreal bits that always creep in when things get too dark.
Apparently, at some point between alcohol and stubborn defiance, Ines had given Lena what Rosaria later described, second-hand and with visible irritation, as a semi lap dance.
Alya shrugs when she says it, like it’s an anecdote rather than a provocation. Isabel exhales slowly through her nose, a sharp, humorless huff.
When she sees her wife again, she’s going to have a word with her about the fact that there is exactly one woman on this planet who is allowed anywhere near her lap, drunk or not.
The plane touches down in Bogotá with a jolt that rattles teeth and nerves alike. The air feels different the second they step outside, thinner, warmer, heavy with exhaust and rain and memory.
They get into a waiting car, Alya already in driver mode, eyes flicking to Isabel in the rearview mirror. “Where to?” She asks.
“The Department of Agriculture,” Isabel replies without hesitation. She already has the meeting. The wheels are already in motion. The paperwork printed.
They drive through the capital, past streets that feel frozen in time. Vendors on corners, buses belching smoke, the same layered noise of horns and voices and music bleeding from open windows.
Isabel hasn’t been back since her father’s funeral, since black cars and dark suits and the weight of expectation pressed down on her chest. Bogotá looks exactly the same. It’s never truly felt like home, the weight of too many bad memories pressing down on her.
The building rises ahead of them, solid, institutional, unmistakably governmental. A broad concrete structure with clean, severe lines, softened only slightly by long bands of glass that reflect the city back at itself.
The Colombian flag hangs prominently out front, its yellow, blue, and red stark against the gray façade, alongside the national coat of arms mounted near the entrance. Security is visible but unobtrusive: uniformed guards, metal detectors just inside the doors, low concrete barriers guiding vehicles where they’re allowed to go.
It isn’t beautiful, but it’s authoritative, the kind of place where decisions are made quietly and then felt everywhere else.
She checks her phone one last time, refreshing the business news, yes, there is mention of the fire at the Pombo estate, news of her mother and brother’s confirmed deaths...no news of taxes owed yet.
Good, if she can get in front of this...
Isabel steps out of the car and retrieves the briefcase from the trunk, its weight familiar and grounding in her hand. She smooths her jacket, squares her shoulders, and walks toward the entrance without looking back.
Alya watches her go, engine idling, as Isabel disappears into the building, already shifting from concerned wife to ruthless businesswoman.
Inside, Isabel moves through security with practiced ease, her heels clicking against polished tile. The air smells faintly of disinfectant and bureaucracy. A bored clerk directs her to the third floor, where a man in a cheap suit waits outside an unmarked door.
"Señora Pombo," he says, not quite meeting her eyes. "They're ready for you."
Isabel steps past him into a room smelling of stale coffee and ink.
One man is waiting for her, one of the head of agriculture's deputies, a stooge basically, a fall guy, for if this goes tits up or leaks to the press, they can easily fire him and say he acted on his own, even though everyone in the building knows he doesn't do a thing without the approval of his boss.
The deputy, Rodrigo, according to his badge, stood too quickly when Isabel entered, knocking a stack of files to the floor. His suit was government-issue polyester, the kind that clung awkwardly at the shoulders, and his collar had a faint ring of sweat despite the room's aggressive air conditioning.
He gestured to a chair with hands that had never seen manual labor, soft palms, manicured nails, the Rolex too expensive for his pay grade, glinting under fluorescent lights.
Corrupt as the day is long. That was fine, good even. For the purposes of this conversation.
The deputy's fingers drummed against the stack of files in front of him, each tap a nervous staccato. His nameplate, Rodrigo Escobar, was polished to a shine, but the desk beneath it bore the scars of a thousand hurriedly stubbed-out cigarettes.
The air smelled of burnt coffee and the sharp tang of industrial cleaner, the kind that didn’t quite mask the scent of sweat and desperation.
Isabel set the briefcase on the table with deliberate slowness, watching his eyes dart to it, then away. She could practically see the calculations running behind his gaze, how much of this meeting would make it into his official report, how much would disappear into the labyrinth of government bureaucracy.
A fall guy, yes, but one who knew exactly how far the ladder went above him.
"It's quite interesting to have a dead woman in my office," he said, fingers still tapping. His voice held an artificial lightness, the kind men used when they wanted to sound dangerous without committing to the threat. "My condolences for your brother and mother. The news of the Pombo estate burning down has shocked us all."
Isabel didn't sit. She flicked the briefcase latches open with practiced thumbs, the sound louder than gunfire in the cramped room.
"The police are waiting for a very well-timed call from me to allow them to identify the third body as myself," she said, watching his Adam's apple bob.
Rodrigo's fingers stilled mid-tap. A bead of sweat slid down his temple, catching in the harsh fluorescent light. The implication hung between them, freshly buried paperwork, altered dental records, an entire identity vanishing into bureaucratic ether. He cleared his throat. "That would require... cooperation."
Isabel smiled without warmth. "Not your cooperation." She tapped the briefcase lid twice with her index finger. "I already have the necessary parties handling that."
Rodrigo's gaze flickered between her face and the briefcase as she withdrew a thick sheaf of documents bound in crimson legal tape.
The contracts landed on his desk with a dull thud, stirring a thin layer of accumulated dust. "I'm looking to get out of the plantation business."
His manicured nails scrabbled at the first page before she'd finished speaking. The words "Land Transfer Agreement" stood out in bold, followed by columns of coordinates and hectare counts that made his breath hitch.
"Let's cut to the chase," Isabel said, her fingers splaying across the topographic maps spread between them, thousands of hectares inked in precise bureaucratic green. "I'm willing to sell the Colombian government all 43 plantations, the land they sit on, the attached manors, and all facilities that accompany them."
This felt disgusting, selling her family's oldest enterprise, the Pombo's have been plantation owners for over 200 years, but due to her wife's 'genius', she now owed the IRS 620 million dollars, and paying them quickly became the priority. Before they seized all of their American assets.
"How much?" The man asks, fingers twitching toward the calculator on his desk.
"800 million." Isabel's voice doesn't waver. Not when she sees his pupils dilate. Not when he chokes on his own spit.
The calculator clatters from Rodrigo's fingers. His lips move silently as he counts zeroes, as the enormity of the number rewrites his understanding of her desperation. The sum would cover her tax debt with enough left to vanish forever, precisely the point.
"You understand," Rodrigo says at last, his voice slick with sudden authority, "the Colombian government cannot be seen to be owning and operating slave plantations."
His thumb strokes the edge of the contract where the word "workers" appears seventeen times without ever defining their status. The lie settles between them like a contract of its own.
Isabel leans forward, her shadow swallowing the desk. "I said nothing about the slaves, because I'm not selling them to you." She taps a manicured nail against the clause listing livestock and equipment separately: 2,500 slaves. "Every human being currently on those plantations walks. I'm getting out of the slave business."
Rodrigo's eyebrows climb. His pen hovers above the line. "That's... unprecedented."
He means impossible.
The plantations run on forced labor; the math doesn't work without bodies. "The logistics in sending 2,500 people home...The PR nightmare for the administration! Additionally, the labor cost of paying actual workers..."
"PR nightmare?" Isabel scoffs, fingers tightening around her pen. "You get to bust down the doors of every plantation and pose as the savior to 2,500 enslaved people. You'll look like heroes. You get the plantations and the PR. The best of both worlds."
She leans closer, watching his pupils dilate. "And if anyone asks inconvenient questions later? Blame the dead woman. Blame me. Blame the burnt corpse pretending to be me, blame the Pombo's."
"As for labor costs, don't play stupid with me. We both know you'll be utilizing prison labor to work the land."
Rodrigo's pen hovers above the dotted line, its nib trembling. The overhead light catches the sweat beading at his hairline. Isabel can practically hear the gears turning, his career prospects versus the logistical nightmare of suddenly emancipating thousands.
"What's to stop us," he says slowly, "from arresting you now and seizing the plantations by force?"
His fingers drum the contract. The Rolex glints. "You're technically a fugitive. You're faking your death."
Isabel holds her wrists out in front of her mockingly. "Go for it," she says, voice dripping with venom. "At my trial, I'll be sure to testify that the Colombian government knew about the slave operation and was taking a cut."
Her lips curl into something too sharp to be a smile. "I wonder which scandal will tank the administration faster..."
Rodrigo's pen clatters onto the contract. His fingers twitch toward the intercom button, some reflexive instinct to call security, but freeze midway. Isabel watches the realization dawn in his beady eyes: she's not bluffing.
The Pombo estate's financial records are legendary for their meticulous detail, and she'd made damn sure every bribe, every kickback, every greased palm was documented in triplicate.
"You're blackmailing us?" His voice cracks on the last syllable.
Isabel leans back in her chair, the leather creaking like old bones. "This isn't blackmail." She taps the contract with one fingernail. "This is mutually assured destruction. Arrest me. Go for it, but if I go down it won't be alone."
Rodrigo's jaw works silently. A vein pulses beneath his thinning hairline. He reaches for a glass of water, the ice long melted, and takes a shaky sip. When he sets it down, the glass leaves a wet ring on the contract's first page.
"You understand," he says carefully, "this requires...discretion." His fingers trace the edge of the briefcase.
Isabel exhales through her nose. "Of course. As long as the transfer goes through by the end of the week. The police cannot wait forever to identify 'my body.'" She lets the words hang, watching him swallow.
Rodrigo's fingers twitch toward his tie, adjusting it unnecessarily. The air conditioner hums too loudly, the vents stirring the faint scent of his cologne, something cloying and citrusy, trying too hard. "The paperwork—"
"Will take exactly as long as you want it to," Isabel interrupts. She slid a second folder across the desk; its contents concealed but unmistakably thick. "Consider this a... processing fee. Expedited service."
Rodrigo's fingers twitch toward the folder like a moth to flame. The moment he pries it open, Isabel watches his pupils dilate at the sight of Swiss bank statements, offshore account numbers inked in precise bureaucratic black. Enough to retire on. Enough to disappear.
"Do we have a deal?" Isabel says, softer now, like a Boa constrictor around its victim, she has him exactly where she wants...
Rodrigo's pen hovers over the dotted line, its nib trembling like a leaf in a storm. The air between them thickens with the scent of sweat and greed, the weight of centuries of exploitation pressing down on a single signature.
His fingers twitch, once, twice, before the pen finally meets paper in a jerky scrawl that seals his complicity. The ink bleeds slightly, as if even the page itself recoils from what's being committed to record.
800 million dollars, and what she hadn't said was in the contract...Several NDA's, promises of immunity for her and her wife as well, no chance of a double cross once the ink dries.
Rodrigo exhaled sharply through his nose as he signed, his signature bleeding at the edges where his grip had faltered. The pen left a smudge on his cuff when he set it down.
Isabel watched the tremor in his fingers, not guilt, not fear, but the giddy rush of a man who'd just been handed the keys to his own personal fortune.
She stood smoothly, extending her hand across the desk. "Pleasure doing business with you."
Rodrigo clasped it weakly, his palm clammy against hers. "I've never done business with a dead woman before." He attempted a chuckle that died halfway up his throat.
She released him and turned toward the door, the contract secured in her briefcase, her freedom secured by signatures still wet with sweat.
The next few days dissolve into a blur of marble hallways, numbered windows, and stamped paper.
Endless bureaucracy, compressed violently into something almost efficient through sheer force of money. Meetings that should have taken months are reduced to minutes.
Files that should have gathered dust for a year are pulled, signed, sealed, and slid across desks in a single afternoon.
Isabel moves through government buildings, courthouses, immigration offices, and registries like a ghost with an expense account, her heels echoing on stone floors worn smooth by decades of delay and corruption.
Names change. Birth records are amended. Death certificates quietly corrected. Dental records swapped. A new passport appears in her hands less than forty-eight hours after she requests it, the ink barely dry, the photo unfamiliar but convincing.
A dead woman is very easy to replace if you have the money to do so.
Bank accounts open and close in rapid succession, funds flowing through offshore channels like blood through arteries.
Four million dollars disappears in bribes alone.
Processing fees, expedited approvals, ‘administrative accommodations.’ Isabel doesn’t flinch when she authorizes any of it. This is the cost of speed.
This is what it takes to compress a process designed to take years into a single brutal week. Every official she deals with understands the unspoken rule: take the money, ask no questions, and make sure the paper trail looks immaculate when someone else audits it later.
She sleeps little. When she does, it’s shallow, her mind still cataloguing tasks, still calculating risks. Ines drifts through her thoughts constantly, unbidden, flashes of her smile, the sound of her voice, the weight of her body against hers.
Isabel checks her phone obsessively for updates from Rosaria, from the doctors, from anyone who might tell her that Ines is awake, or worse, that she isn’t.
Rosaria assures her everything is fine.
Three days after the meeting, Alya knocks once before stepping into the hotel room, phone already in hand, expression tight with focus. “The money cleared.”
For a moment, Isabel says nothing. She sits on the edge of the bed, elbows on her knees, hands clasped together, and stares at the carpet.
Eight hundred million dollars. The number feels abstract, unreal, like a concept rather than a fact. Then she exhales slowly, deeply, as if she’s been holding her breath since the moment she walked into that office.
“Wire the IRS,” she says finally. Her voice is steady. “Six hundred twenty million. Today.”
Alya nods without comment and turns away, already typing. There is no drama to it. No hesitation. The transaction confirmation arrives less than an hour later, a neat digital receipt confirming that one of the most dangerous debts in the world has been paid in full. Isabel studies it briefly, then closes the file.
Even El Chapo knew better than to fuck with the IRS.
With that done, the remaining days become about disentanglement. Control of what remains of the Pombo enterprises is transferred, assets sold or folded into holding companies that will survive the coming scrutiny.
Plantation raids are already being planned. Not announced yet, but planned. Press releases drafted in advance, speeches rehearsed about justice and reform, and national responsibility.
Isabel signs the final authorizations with a pen that feels heavier than it should, her jaw tightening as she imagines the cameras, the applause, the way her family name will be dragged through the dirt.
Let it burn, she thinks. Let all of it burn.
On the fourth night, she stands at the hotel window and watches Bogotá spread out below her, lights flickering in uneven clusters, the city breathing the way it always has.
She hasn’t been back since her father’s funeral, since black suits and murmured condolences and the unbearable weight of inheritance settled onto her shoulders. Nothing has changed. Everything has.
These are her last days as Isabel Rodriguez-Pombo.
The police are waiting. Not yet, but soon. Once the final paperwork clears, once the new identities are fully embedded, she’ll make the call. They’ll identify the burned body as hers, close the case, and move on. The world will accept it. The world always does.
First, though, there is one more stop.
The penthouse downtown. Just glass, height, and anonymity. The building rises above the surrounding skyline, all sharp angles and reflective surfaces, its upper floors disappearing into low clouds. It looks expensive in the way only things designed to be untouchable ever do.
The car pulls up just after dusk. The doorman barely glances at her before stepping aside, recognition flickering across his face, not of her name, but of her money.
Inside, the lobby is cavernous and quiet, marble floors polished to a mirror sheen, the air scented faintly with citrus and something floral meant to suggest cleanliness rather than comfort.
Isabel crosses the space without slowing, heels clicking softly, her briefcase heavy in her hand. She feels strangely calm, as if the worst of it is already behind her. Or maybe she’s simply numb.
The elevator waits at the far end of the lobby, doors gleaming. She steps inside alone and presses the button for the top floor. The doors slide shut with a soft chime, sealing her into the mirrored box.
As the elevator begins its ascent, Isabel catches her reflection in the polished walls. She looks different. Sharper. Leaner.
The softness that once came with every day with Ines has been burned away, replaced by something harder, more deliberate. She barely recognizes herself, and maybe that’s the point. Or maybe this is who she was before, and then she got a soft wife who made her a better woman.
The elevator climbs smoothly, silently, floor numbers ticking upward. Each passing second carries her farther away from the woman she was born as and closer to the one she’s chosen to become.
Somewhere below, the city continues without her, unaware that Isabel Pombo is already, in every way that matters, dead.
The elevator keeps rising.
Then it stops, too soon, with a soft chime that feels obscenely polite. The doors slide open. Isabel steps into silence.
"Claire?" Her voice cuts through the penthouse's cold expanse, bouncing off marble floors and floor-to-ceiling glass. The air smells of lemongrass and neglect.
Silence answers. Isabel's fingers twitch toward her waistband, old instincts flaring, but there's no gun there now. Just the weight of the briefcase, heavier with every step.
She toes a discarded toy car aside, its wheels squeaking mockingly against the polished stone.
"Claire??"
Her sister-in-law emerges from the kitchen in a cloud of Chanel No. 5 and vodka fumes, her oversized silicone breasts straining against a silk robe that gapes open to reveal a lacy bra Isabel knows costs more than most people's rent.
Claire's mascara streaks down her cheeks in black rivers, her lipstick smeared like a crime scene. She staggers forward on Louboutins with broken heels and collapses into Isabel's arms with a theatrical sob.
"Sister-in-law?" Claire hiccups into her shoulder. "Oh, this is horrible! Hector's dead!"
Isabel stiffens as Claire's acrylic nails dig into her back through the fabric of her blazer. The scent of last night's cocaine lingers in Claire's platinum hair extensions.
"You can drop the act." Isabel peels herself away and sits on the couch, her movements precise. The leather creaks under her weight.
Claire does, wiping the fake tears from her eyes with the back of her wrist. She doesn’t bother to fix her smeared lipstick. "It was worth a shot," she says, tossing her hair, a practiced gesture, like flipping a coin.
The diamonds in her ears catch the penthouse light, casting fractured reflections on the walls. "I was at your wedding. Not that you said hi. I thought seeing you marry a chick would've softened you up to something like that."
Isabel’s fingers tighten around the briefcase handle. "You weren’t invited."
Claire snorts, kicking aside a half-empty champagne flute. The crystal shatters against the baseboard. "Hector insisted. Said it was ‘good optics’, whatever the fuck that means." She pads to the wet bar, pouring vodka straight into her mouth with the precision of someone who’d practiced in front of mirrors.
"So?" She wipes her lips with the back of her hand. "You here to kill me too?"
"Where are the kids?" Isabel asks, noticing the unnatural silence pressing against the penthouse walls. No squeals from the playroom, no cartoons blaring from the media suite.
Just the hum of the subzero fridge and Claire’s Louboutins clicking against marble like a metronome counting down to something terrible.
Claire swirls her vodka, the ice long melted. "Sent them off to my parents’ house in Boston," she says with a brittle laugh. "Just in case someone came here to kill me."
Her nail polish is chipped. Isabel notices this detail with clinical detachment, like a pathologist noting liver spots on a corpse. Claire never used to let her manicures go.
Isabel sets the briefcase on the marble coffee table with a dull thud. The latches click open with satisfying precision. "I'm not here to kill you," she says, watching Claire's reflection warp in the polished surface of her Cartier watch.
Claire lifts an eyebrow. "Then why are you here?" Her voice is sharp, but her fingers tremble around the vodka glass. The ice cubes rattle like loose teeth.
Isabel slides a thick envelope across the marble, cream-colored paper, embossed with the insignia of a Swiss private bank. "To make sure you stay out of the way," she says, "and that my nieces and nephews are cared for."
Claire picks at the envelope’s seal with a chipped nail, her lips curling into something sharp. "A generous payoff," she murmurs, counting the zeros silently, her eyes narrowing as they flick back up to Isabel’s face. "For someone who just murdered my husband."
Isabel exhales through her nose, the scent of vodka and Claire’s perfume clinging to the back of her throat. "50 million dollars is a generous amount," she says slowly, "considering you didn’t love him."
Claire’s laughter is brittle, cracking like ice underfoot. "Would you love him if he cheated on you several times a week? If he had more bastards than a medieval king?" She swirled the vodka, watching the liquid cling to the glass.
"I always knew he would die. I just thought it’d be from some woman he was raping, slitting his throat. Not his sister."
Isabel slides the papers across the marble, their edges crisp against the polished surface. The ink is still wet on the property transfer forms, the NDA clauses thick with legal jargon designed to strangle any attempt at betrayal.
"Sign them," she says simply. "And the money is yours."
Claire's fingers twitch toward the pen, her French manicure chipped at the edges, Isabel counts three nails. A detail Hector would have berated her for. The vodka glass trembles in her other hand, leaving a wet ring on the NDA's first page.
"You think this is enough?" Claire's laugh is razor-edged. She gestures vaguely toward the penthouse's floor-to-ceiling windows, Bogotá glittering below like scattered diamonds. "To make me forget that my children's father is dead?"
Isabel doesn't flinch. She peels back the NDA's cover page with deliberate slowness, revealing the wire transfer confirmation beneath, the kind of document Claire recognizes instantly from Hector's shady deals.
The kind that makes even platinum-haired trophy wives pause mid-tantrum. "Fifty million isn't forgetting," Isabel says evenly. "Sign the papers, Claire."
Claire's fingers twitch, not toward the pen, but toward her vodka glass again. The ice clinks. A drop of condensation rolls down the side and splashes onto the signature line, smearing the ink before it dries.
Isabel watches Claire's pupils dilate as she scans the bank codes, the routing numbers, the impossible string of zeros.
The pen hovers. Claire exhales sharply through her nose, vodka fumes and nicotine, then signs with a jagged flourish, the letters looping wildly like barbed wire.
Her signature bleeds at the edges where her grip faltered. The pen leaves a smudge on her pinky nail when she sets it down.
Isabel watches silently as Claire flips through the remaining pages, signing where the yellow tabs indicate, her movements jerky but decisive. The air between them thickens with the scent of greed and Chanel, the weight of a dead man’s legacy pressing down on every stroke of ink.
Claire’s breath hitches once, just once, when she reaches the last page, her fingers trembling visibly now.
"Done," Claire announces, tossing the pen aside. It clatters against marble, rolling to a stop near the shattered champagne flute. She lifts her chin, defiant, though her lower lip quivers. "Happy now?"
Isabel exhales slowly, gathering the signed papers with methodical precision. The ink glistens under the penthouse lights, Claire’s signature still bleeding slightly at the edges.
"Ecstatic," she murmurs, her voice devoid of inflection. The word hangs between them, heavy with irony.
Claire drains her vodka in one swift motion, the ice cubes clattering against her teeth. She wipes her mouth with the back of her hand, smearing lipstick like war paint.
"You always were a cold bitch," she slurs, but there’s no heat behind it, just exhaustion, the kind that comes from years of pretending.
Isabel snaps the briefcase shut. The sound echoes like a gunshot in the cavernous penthouse. Outside, Bogotá pulses with indifferent life, its lights flickering through the floor-to-ceiling windows.
She walks toward the elevator with the measured stride of someone who's already left. Claire's vodka glass smashes against the wall behind her, shattering near the Klimt reproduction.
The penthouse exhales as the elevator doors part. Inside, the mirrored walls throw back a dozen versions of her: shoulders rigid, briefcase dangling like a hanged man from her left hand.
The scent of Claire's desperation lingers, cheap perfume over expensive liquor, as the doors slide shut. No parting words, no grand goodbye. Just a transaction.
Alya waits in the idling Mercedes, fingers drumming the wheel to some internal rhythm. She doesn't ask about what happened up there. She just arches an eyebrow when the briefcase lands heavily in the footwell.
"Find a church," Isabel says, slamming the door. The words taste strange, like swallowing broken glass from a cathedral window.
Alya finds the church ten minutes later, tucked between a closed bakery and a storefront with its metal shutters pulled down tight.
It isn’t grand from the outside, just old stone darkened by decades of exhaust and rain, a modest bell tower rising above the street like a quiet promise. Warm light spills through narrow stained-glass windows, soft amber and blue bleeding onto the sidewalk.
She steps out of the car, and the city noise dulls the moment her shoes touch the worn stone steps, as if the air itself thickens in respect of the place. Alya stays behind, engine idling, eyes forward, giving her the courtesy of privacy without being asked.
Inside, the church smells like wax and incense and something indefinably human, old wood, old prayers, old grief soaked into the walls. There are only a handful of people scattered through the pews, silhouettes bowed in quiet reverence.
A minimal nighttime service murmurs near the altar, the priest’s voice low and steady, Latin threading through the air like a chant learned by heart centuries ago and never forgotten.
Isabel slips into a pew halfway down the nave and sits. She doesn’t cross herself. She doesn’t kneel. She just sits there, hands folded loosely in her lap, shoulders finally slumping a fraction now that no one is watching.
The stained glass above her throws fractured color across her hands, reds and blues breaking her skin into something almost holy.
For a long moment, she does nothing but breathe.
Her mother’s face comes unbidden, sharp and commanding even in memory, a woman who believed power was something you took and held with both hands until it bled into your bones.
Her brother follows, reckless, always trying to live up to a name that had crushed him before he understood it.
Isabel swallows hard, her throat tightening, and bows her head.
She prays for them first.
Not forgiveness. Not mercy. Just peace, wherever souls like theirs are meant to land. She asks that whatever rage and ambition and cruelty clung to them in life be stripped away now, that they be allowed rest.
It’s a simple prayer, stripped bare of theology, spoken quietly enough that it barely stirs the air.
Then Ines fills her mind, as she always does. Ines laughing in their bed. Ines furious, brilliant, impossible. Ines pale and broken in a hospital bed, breathing because machines and stubborn will refuse to let her go. Isabel’s hands tighten together until her knuckles ache.
She prays for her wife’s health to improve, for her strength to return, for her eyes to open. She prays selfishly, desperately, without shame, asking for time she hasn’t earned. She promises nothing in return. Bargains feel obscene here.
Last, quietly, almost as an afterthought, she prays for herself.
Not redemption. Not absolution. Just endurance.
The ability to live with what she’s done and what she’s about to do. The strength to keep moving forward without turning to stone entirely. The prayer feels small and fragile, like glass held up to the light.
When she lifts her head, the service is ending. People stand. Murmured responses ripple through the nave.
Isabel remains seated until the final amen fades into silence, then rises smoothly and turns toward the aisle.
She’s halfway to the door when the priest steps out from the shadows near the confessional, an older man with tired eyes and a kind face worn soft at the edges.
“Señora,” he says gently. “Would you like to confess?”
Isabel stops.
For a heartbeat, she considers it.
The dark wooden booth, the screen, the anonymity. The idea of pouring everything out into that narrow space, letting the words spill and rot there instead of inside her. She almost laughs.
She turns her head just enough to meet his gaze. “No,” she says quietly. “There isn’t enough absolution in the world for what I’ve done, Father.”
The priest studies her for a long moment, his duty to say there’s nothing God cannot absolve warring with the look on her face. Eventually, he nods solemnly and moves aside.
Outside, the city crashes back in all at once. Alya opens the car door before Isabel reaches it. They drive back to the hotel in silence, streetlights streaking across the windshield like falling stars. Isabel sleeps without dreaming, a deep, heavy sleep that feels more like unconsciousness than rest.
Morning comes gray and humid.
Isabel wakes before her alarm and lies still for a moment, staring at the ceiling, orienting herself to the room. The weight in her chest is still there, but it’s quieter, settled into something she can carry.
After a shower and a change of clothes, simple, black, unadorned, she has Alya drive her to a florist a few blocks from the hotel. The shop is already open, bell chiming softly as they step inside.
Buckets of flowers line the walls, riotous color and life pressed into tight rows. The scent is overwhelming in the best way, green and sweet and alive.
Isabel speaks softly with the florist, a woman with careful hands and tired eyes who doesn’t ask unnecessary questions. Three bouquets.
The first is formal and restrained: white lilies, dark greenery, nothing extraneous.
It will go to her mother and brother’s funeral, placed at the family’s private crypt, a gesture of respect expected of her even in death. It feels distant, ceremonial, appropriate.
The crypt comes first.
The Pombo family’s resting place sits on a hill outside the city, stone weathered but immaculate, guarded by iron gates that have kept secrets for generations. Isabel stands before it alone, the lilies heavy in her hands.
She steps into the crypt, the scent of marble and damp pressing against her skin.
Ahead, her mother and brother’s coffins gleam beneath the vaulted ceiling. Freshly sealed. No mourners linger.
She places the bouquet between them, fingers lingering on her mother’s nameplate, carved, polished, final.
She turns. There it is, her own tomb, beside Hector’s, the plot marker already inscribed with her name and dates. A contingency. The earth beneath it is disturbed, fresh-turned, as if someone planned to fill it soon.
She'd have to remind herself later to have that bitch's body removed after the heat died down. The idea of burying her wife's torturer with her family was sickening, but she needed the body.
She knelt briefly, not out of respect, but habit, and murmured the same prayer she'd offered in the church. Words without meaning, but they filled the silence like mortar between bricks.
Outside, wind tugged at her coat as she slid into the backseat of Alya’s car, tossing the florist’s receipt onto the grave dirt staining the floor mats.
The second bouquet was already wilting in her lap, yellow roses with stems wrapped in newspaper. Cheap. Anonymous. Perfect.
The public cemetery sprawled across the city’s eastern edge, a patchwork of crumbling mausoleums and plastic flowers bleached by decades of sun.
Isabel stepped over a broken bottle, the glass crunching underfoot as she wound through unmarked graves.
Here, no one maintained the dead. A child’s deflated balloon tangled in the chain-link fence, its ribbon fluttering like a distress signal.
Her father’s plot sat beneath a diseased jacaranda tree, its gnarled roots cracking the headstone in two.
She knelt, brushing away dead leaves to reveal the inscription: Aquí yace un hombre que eligió ser nadie. "Here lies a man who chose to be nobody." Typical of him, a romantic even in death.
Isabel placed the yellow roses at the base of the split stone, watching petals scatter in the hot wind. Public graves meant public mourners; strangers left cigarette butts and soda cans on the slab.
She picked up a half-empty bottle of aguardiente, still sticky, and poured it over the roots. "To your taste, Papá," she muttered. The liquor seeped into the dirt like blood.
Her fingers traced the jagged crack in the headstone. Years ago, when she was small enough to hide behind potted ferns, she'd overheard him arguing with Mamá about this very plot.
"Marble crypts are for men who fear being forgotten," he'd said, voice raw with an anger she didn't understand yet. "Bury me among my people."
She pressed her palm flat against the sun-warmed stone. He was the son of pig farmers and rose to prominence in politics because people wanted to follow him, and no matter how much money he made or how high he climbed, he was still the pig farmers' son.
He never forgot it.
The cemetery smelled of diesel and rotting lilies, exactly how he'd wanted it. No perfumed candles or polished marble here.
Just cracked pavement, stray dogs nosing through plastic-wrapped offerings, and the distant wail of a bus horn. Perfect.
She should hate him.
The revelation that he'd ordered Ines's death, not out of some twisted familial duty like Mamá, but because Ines had dared to out her. To hurt her.
He didn't do it out of hate or disgust but because he'd failed to protect her from the world. The logic was so twisted it made her teeth ache.
Isabel pressed her forehead against the sun-warmed headstone, the cheap roses wilting in her grip.
"Goodbye, Papá," she whispered, her breath stirring the dust on his grave. The petals fell like broken promises as she released them.
A gust of wind caught the roses mid-descent, scattering yellow petals across neighboring graves, some landing on fresh dirt, others clinging to plastic-wrapped memorials left by grieving families who couldn't afford marble.
The third bouquet was smaller than the others, just three white gardenias wrapped in brown paper, their stems bound with twine.
Isabel pressed them to her chest as she walked toward the cemetery's western edge, where the plots grew smaller and closer together, the headstones worn smooth by decades of rain.
One grave left to visit.
She climbed the grassy hill slowly, her heels sinking into damp earth, each step heavier than the last.
Then she saw it, a modest slab of granite, half-hidden beneath wild ivy.
The inscription had faded slightly, but the name burned clear: Ines Zapata-Cardona. Not the Ines she'd married, not the woman who still breathed in a hospital bed. The first love she'd ever buried.
Her best friend.
Isabel's breath catches, not from the climb, but from the way the name carves into her ribs even now, decades later.
The ivy has swallowed half the headstone, tendrils creeping over the dates like nature itself is trying to erase the math, like nature herself is telling Isabel to move on: seventeen years old when she died. Seventeen, and the grave still receives fresh flowers.
She kneels, her knees pressing into the damp earth, fingers brushing aside the ivy with a gentleness she reserves for no one living.
Beneath the green, the stone is cool, the engraved letters sharp under her fingertips. Someone, likely Ines's parents, still comes here.
The dirt has been turned recently, and the weeds plucked. A single fresh daisy wilts in a rusted tin by the base.
Ines played her guitar for her the first time on a hill just like this.
Isabel remembers the exact slant of afternoon light through the eucalyptus trees, the way the breeze carried the scent of ripe mangoes from the orchard below. Ines had stolen the guitar from her brother’s room, a battered classical with a cracked tuning peg, and played something raw and unpracticed, her fingers stumbling over the strings.
The notes were wrong, the rhythm uneven, but Isabel had laughed until her ribs ached, with delirious joy of being sixteen, alive, and in love.
Now, Isabel presses her forehead against the cold granite and inhales the damp earth beneath her knees.
The gardenias tremble in her grip, petals brushing the ivy. She remembers the last time she saw Ines alive; Ines had turned her back on her after a group of students had bloodied her nose for being gay.
They had been best friends for over a decade, and Isabel's confession, Isabel's love, made Ines look at her like she was no longer worth knowing.
She treated her like a sick person. Like a leper. Insinuated that she needed help.
Isabel exhaled through her nose, pressing the gardenias into the ivy with fingers that won't stop shaking.
Twenty-three years dead, and the betrayal still tastes like copper and salt. The Ines in the hospital bed, her wife, her life, wouldn't recognize this grief.
Wouldn't understand why she still comes here, why she kneels in the dirt for a girl who called her unnatural.
The first sob tears out of her without permission. "I love you," she says to the headstone, voice cracking like the guitar string Ines snapped that afternoon. "You know that."
A petal drifts onto the dates, the numbers blurring through tears. "But I have to move on with my life."
Her thumb rubs at the granite, smearing rainwater and pollen. "I found someone who loves me even though I'm no good. I’m the luckiest woman alive in that sense."
The ivy trembles as she leans forward, pressing her lips to cold stone. She tastes dirt and memories. "I've been trying to make her fill your shoes." The gardenia stems snap in her grip, sap sticking to her palms like old blood.
"But she's just... better than you."
Wind gusts through the cemetery, tearing petals from the bouquet. White fragments spiral like snow across the grave.
Isabel watches them settle on the ivy, on the dates, on the rusted tin holding that single, stubborn daisy. Proof that someone else still comes. That someone else still cares.
"I love her, and she loves me back. And that's more important than any memory we ever made together. I won't ever forget you, but you don't deserve me to forgive you. Goodbye, Ines."
The words hang in the damp air, heavier than the gardenias wilting in her lap. Isabel doesn't wipe her tears; she lets them fall onto the granite, watching the droplets trace the grooves of the carved letters.
She drops the flowers onto the grave and stands, brushing dirt from her knees with hands that still smell of broken stems and old grief. The wind tugs at her coat as she turns away, the ivy already reclaiming the scattered petals.
By the time she reaches the car, her face is dry again, wiped clean with the back of her hand, a gesture so practiced it’s almost automatic. The salt lingers on her lips anyway.
Alya doesn’t comment on the dirt staining Isabel’s trousers or the way her knuckles whiten around the door handle. She just turns the key in the ignition and waits, the engine’s hum a neutral counterpoint to the silence between them.
The rearview mirror catches the cemetery’s iron gates shrinking behind them, then vanishing altogether as they merge into midday traffic. Isabel watches the city blur past her window, her reflection fractured by sunlight and grime-streaked glass.
"Where to?" Alya asks finally, voice low, deferential.
Isabel swallows, the weight of everything she's done in the Colombian capital weighing on her. Changing her name, burying her family, saying goodbye to her hero and her first love. She wants to go home. To feel her embrace.
"My wife. Take me to see my wife."
The beeping is the first thing Ines becomes aware of. Not light. Not her body. Just sound. A steady, hollow beep… beep… beep, too slow at first, too deliberate, like someone counting down.
It echoes in the dark, bouncing around inside her skull until it feels like it’s coming from inside her chest.
She tries to swallow and can’t.
Tries to open her eyes, and nothing happens.
There is no ceiling, no walls, no sense of space at all.
Just blackness pressing in from every direction.
She knows this place.
The realization lands with cold certainty, not confusion. She isn’t waking up. She hasn’t escaped. She’s still here. Still in Miranda’s clutches.
The chair.
Her body screams before her mind fully catches up. Pain detonates everywhere at once, deep and structural, like it’s threaded through her bones rather than sitting on the surface.
Her chest burns. Her neck feels wrong. Her arms feel heavy and wrong and pinned. She can feel pain where her fingers should be.
She tries to move, and something pulls, sharp and unforgiving, and she sobs without sound.
The beeping speeds up, matching the frantic gallop of her heart, and the faster it goes, the worse it gets, the panic feeding the pain, the pain feeding the panic until she can’t tell which came first.
She can’t see. They always do that. Darkness so complete it feels intentional, like another tool.
She can’t see.
Miranda took her other eye.
She can’t see.
Her breath comes in shallow, broken gasps, lungs stuttering, and the beeping accelerates again, shrill now, accusatory.
She knows what that means, too.
They’re watching.
They can hear her.
They like this part.
No.
No.
No.
She tries to say, but it comes out cracked and thin, barely more than air forced through a ruined throat. Her pulse hammers in her ears. She tastes metal. Her jaw trembles so hard her teeth chatter.
Then, hands touch her.
That’s when she breaks.
She screams, the sound tearing out of her chest raw and animal, every muscle seizing at once. “PLEASE, NO MORE! NO MORE, NO MORE, NO MORE!” The words pile over each other, frantic, desperate, as if saying them fast enough might build a wall.
The hands don’t stop. They’re everywhere, gripping her arms, her shoulders, too firm, too controlled, and her mind fills in the rest with brutal efficiency.
“I’M SORRY,” she sobs, voice climbing into a wail. “I’M SORRY I’M SORRY I’M SORRY I’M SORRY I’M SORRY—” The apology spills out of her on instinct, reflex drilled deep enough that it doesn’t need thought anymore.
She doesn’t even know what she’s apologizing for.
That doesn’t matter.
It never mattered.
If she apologizes, it will stop. She will be merciful.
Miranda’s voice slides into her ear, silk-smooth and awful, so clear she could drink it. If you want me to stop hurting you, repeat after me.
Ines chokes on a sob. Her throat feels torn open. Her vision, what little there is, swims with white static.
She knows this part.
She hates that she knows this part.
Terror coils tight in her gut, but obedience rises faster, overriding everything else.
Obedience.
Obedience.
Obedience.
“I’M A WORM,” she screams, the words ripping her apart as they leave her mouth. “AND I AM DISGUSTING! I AM A WORM, AND I AM DISGUSTING!”
Her voice breaks halfway through, but she forces it out again, louder, more frantic, because last time it hadn’t been loud enough. “I AM A WORM, AND I AM DISGUSTING!”
Her heart is racing so fast it feels like it’s trying to claw its way out of her ribcage. The beeping is frantic now, almost a scream of its own, and the pressure on her body increases, hands pinning, restraining, the memory of straps biting into her skin flashing so vividly she can almost feel the leather again.
Something sharp presses against the side of her neck.
She knows what comes next.
“NO MORE DRUGS! PLEASE NO MORE DRUGS! I’LL BE GOOD!”
“No! NO! NO!” She sobs, thrashing weakly.
“PLEASE! I DID IT! I DID WHAT YOU SAID! PLEASE!” Her voice collapses into hysterical pleading. “I’M SORRY! I’M SORRY! PLEASE DON’T! PLEASE—”
The sting hits.
It’s fast and precise, and her body reacts before her mind does, arching, choking on another scream that never fully forms.
She feels cold spreading under her skin, a creeping numbness that terrifies her almost as much as the pain did. She fights it, panics harder, words tumbling out in a broken loop.
“ISABEL, PLEASE SAVE ME! BABY PLEASE! ISABEL, PLEASE HELP ME!”
The darkness deepens.
Her thoughts smear, edges blurring, the beeping stretching and warping until it sounds far away, like it’s happening to someone else.
The hands fade.
Miranda’s voice dissolves into static.
The last thing Ines feels is shame. hot and suffocating, heavier than the pain, followed by the terrible relief of slipping under.
She goes still again.
And the monitor, finally, begins to slow.
“Everything is fine, Ines is doing well.”
Rosaria ends the call standing half-turned away from the hospital bed, phone still pressed to her ear long after the line goes dead.
For a moment, she just stares at the blank wall, jaw tight, shoulders squared the way they get when she’s holding something together by force alone. Then she lowers the phone and slips it back into her pocket like it weighs nothing.
Lena doesn’t say anything right away. She’s sitting in the chair near the foot of the bed, elbows on her knees, watching the slow rise and fall of Ines’s chest like she’s afraid it might stop if she looks away.
The room smells like disinfectant and stale coffee; the lights dimmed but never went out. Machines hum softly, steady and clinical.
After a beat, Lena says quietly, “Why are you lying to her?”
Rosaria exhales through her nose and finally turns around. Her expression doesn’t change. “Because the truth wouldn’t help.”
“The truth is that every time she wakes up,” Lena says, voice flat but tight underneath, “she has a panic attack or a PTSD episode so bad they have to sedate her. That she’s terrified. That she thinks she’s being tortured again. It’s like she’s trapped there...”
Rosaria crosses the room and stops near the bed, resting one hand on the rail without looking down at Ines. “Do you want to tell Isabel that?” She asks calmly. “Do you want to tell her that her wife is just as wrecked mentally as she is physically?”
Lena’s mouth opens, then closes. She swallows.
“That’s what I thought,” Rosaria continues. “Isabel is holding it together. Barely. She needs to believe that Ines is stable. That she’s healing. That she’s waiting for her.”
“She deserves the truth,” Lena mutters, but there’s no real fight in it.
“She’ll see the truth with her own eyes when she’s in the room to hold her tight.”
Silence settles again, thick and heavy.
The first night had been deceptively calm. Ines had slept through it without stirring, her body finally collapsing after days, weeks...of trauma, stress, blood loss, poisoning.
Rosaria had barely dared to breathe, afraid any sound might pull her back out of it. The monitors had been steady. The nurses whispered. For one night, it had felt like maybe they were past the worst of it.
The second day shattered that illusion.
Ines woke up screaming.
Not confused, not groggy. Just pure terror, tearing out of her like a reflex. She’d clawed at her chest, at her arms, nails digging hard enough to leave red marks.
Her breathing had gone erratic instantly, shallow gasps that set the heart monitor shrieking.
It had taken four people to restrain her safely, voices layered over each other, urgent and firm, until the sedative finally dragged her back under.
They’d added restraints after that.
Not straps, nothing that looked like what had been used on her before, but the inflated mitts, soft and bulbous, swallowing her hands so she couldn’t hurt herself. Even then, she’d fought them.
The third day was worse, because they’d hoped it wouldn’t happen again.
It did.
And now it’s day four.
Lena is the one who sees it starting this time.
“Ines,” she murmurs automatically, leaning forward as she notices the faint movement at the end of the bed. “Rosaria.”
Rosaria’s head snaps up instantly.
Ines’s toes twitch beneath the sheet, just once, then again. Small, almost imperceptible movements, but Rosaria knows better now.
She watches the monitor as the heart rate begins to climb, the steady rhythm ticking faster, sharper.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
Too fast.
“No,” Rosaria mutters under her breath, already moving. She steps closer to the bed, eyes on Ines’s face.
Ines’s eye flutters open.
Just one.
The pupil is blown so wide it nearly swallows the iris, glossy and unfocused, staring straight through the ceiling like it isn’t there. Her breathing stutters, chest hitching sharply as if she’s just been plunged underwater.
The monitor speeds up again.
“Ines,” Rosaria says firmly, placing a hand on her shoulder. “You’re safe. You’re in the hospital.”
It’s like the words don’t reach her at all.
Ines’s body jerks, a sharp intake of breath tearing out of her throat. Her head turns slightly on the pillow, mouth opening.
“No, no, no—”
Her voice is hoarse, cracked, panic already spiraling. The mitts knock weakly against the bed rails as she tries to pull her arms up.
“PLEASE! NO MORE! NO MORE, NO MORE, NO MORE!”
Lena is already on her feet. “I’m getting a doctor,” she says, and then she’s gone, shoes squeaking faintly against the linoleum as she runs.
Rosaria plants herself beside the bed, one hand firm on Ines’s shoulder, the other hovering near her chest, careful not to pin her down unless she has to.
“Ines, look at me,” she says, voice steady, controlled. “You’re not there. You’re not with her. You’re here with us.”
Ines’s head thrashes weakly from side to side, eyes glassy and unfocused. “I’M SORRY! I’M SORRY! I’M SORRY!” The words pour out of her in a frantic rush, tears spilling down the sides of her face. “I’M SORRY I’M SORRY I’M SORRY—”
Rosaria’s throat tightens painfully. She leans closer, lowering her voice, trying to anchor her. “You don’t need to be sorry. No one’s hurting you.”
Ines doesn’t hear it.
Her voice shifts, changes, becomes something smaller and more broken, and Rosaria feels the moment it clicks over in her head, the moment she’s gone.
“If you want me to stop hurting you, repeat after me,” Ines says, mimicking the cadence perfectly, Miranda’s words coming out of her own mouth like poison.
Rosaria’s stomach drops.
Then Ines screams, sound ripping raw and loud through the room.
“I’M A WORM, AND I AM DISGUSTING!” She bellows, straining against the bed. “I AM A WORM, AND I AM DISGUSTING! I AM A WORM, AND I AM DISGUSTING!”
The heart monitor is shrieking now, a high-pitched alarm cutting through everything. Rosaria doesn’t hesitate anymore. She presses down gently but firmly, keeping Ines from trying to sit up, from hurting herself.
“Ines, stop,” she says, louder now. “Ines, listen to me.”
Hands appear at her side, nurses, then Lena again, breathless, eyes wide. A doctor follows close behind, already pulling gloves on.
Ines feels the pressure and panics harder.
“NO! NO! NO!” She sobs, body shaking violently. “PLEASE! I DID AS YOU SAID! I DID! PLEASE! I’M SORRY! I’M SORRY—”
“She’s reliving it,” Lena says tightly, grabbing Ines’s other shoulder to help hold her still. Her face has gone pale. “She thinks—”
“I know,” Rosaria snaps, not unkindly. “I know.”
The doctor nods once. “We need to sedate her.”
Ines feels the syringe before it can plunge into her neck fully.
Her scream is immediate, piercing, pure terror.
“NO MORE DRUGS! PLEASE NO MORE DRUGS! I’LL BE GOOD!”
“NO NO NO NO!” She shrieks, trying desperately to twist away despite the restraints and hands holding her down. “PLEASE! PLEASE! I DID WHAT YOU SAID! I DID IT! PLEASE! I’M SORRY! I’M SORRY—”
Rosaria hates this part. Hates that they have to do this to help her. Hates that it looks too much like the thing they’re trying to pull her out of.
She leans down close to Ines’s ear, voice low and fierce. “I’m here,” she says. “You’re not alone. I’ve got you.”
The needle slides into Ines’s neck.
“ISABEL, PLEASE SAVE ME! BABY PLEASE! ISABEL, PLEASE HELP ME!”
She screams once more, a broken, animal sound, and then her body starts to slacken, the fight draining out of her like someone pulled a plug.
Her breathing slows. The words trail off into incoherent murmurs, then nothing at all.
The heart monitor gradually settles back into a steady rhythm.
Silence returns to the room, thick and suffocating.
Rosaria doesn’t move right away. Her hands stay on Ines until she’s fully still, until the doctor nods and steps back, until the nurses quietly leave. Nobody deserves this, to have so much physically taken from you, and for the mental toll to still be so much more.
Lena sinks back into the chair, rubbing her face hard with both hands. “Jesus,” she whispers. “Jesus fucking Christ.”
Rosaria finally straightens, every muscle in her body aching. She looks down at Ines, peaceful now, sedated, lashes dark against her cheeks. She looks younger like this. Smaller.
“This is the fourth day,” Lena says hoarsely. “How long can this keep happening?”
“As long as it takes,” Rosaria replies. But there’s doubt under it now, creeping in around the edges. She can’t keep going like this; something will give out.
It takes them two more days to figure it out.
Two more sedations. Two more episodes. Two more times watching Ines wake into hell.
A nurse mentions it offhandedly, almost apologetically, during a shift change. “Her vitals spike before she even opens her eye,” she says. “It might be the monitor. The sound.”
The beeping.
They turn it off experimentally the next time she stirs, switching to a silent display.
Ines still wakes shaking.
But she doesn’t scream.
The nurses put up signs on the door. Put things on the whiteboard in the room.
Rosaria reads the sign on the door three times before she lets herself touch the handle.
SEVERE PTSD / STARTLE RESPONSE
APPROACH SLOWLY
ANNOUNCE PRESENCE
NO OVERLAPPING VOICES
It’s printed in block letters, laminated, taped at eye level like a biohazard warning. Not a suggestion. A directive.
She exhales through her nose and knocks once, softly, even though she knows no one inside is conscious enough to answer. Habit. Courtesy. Respect. Things that matter when control has been taken away from someone else.
“I’m coming in,” she says anyway, her voice calm, low, deliberate. One voice. Always one voice.
The room is dimmer than it was yesterday. Not dark, never dark, but muted, like the world has been turned down a notch. The overhead lights are fixed at a steady level now, no automatic adjustments, no sudden brightening when clouds pass outside. Someone has thought about this.
The heart monitor is still there, but it’s silent. Rosaria clocks that immediately. The absence of sound hits harder than the presence ever did. No beeping. No chirping. Just the thin green line crawling steadily across the screen like it’s afraid to draw attention to itself.
Good, Rosaria thinks. It’s too late, but it’s good.
Ines lies exactly where she left her, head turned slightly to the side, dark hair fanned messily against the pillow. Her eye is half-open, unfocused, staring at nothing. She looks awake, but Rosaria knows better now. Awake doesn’t mean present.
The restraints are gone. That had been Rosaria’s line in the sand. Ines would bite at it, the inflated oven mitt trying to get it off. Screaming for it to come off.
Now Ines’s hands rest limp on the blanket; four-fingered hands slightly curled like she’s holding onto something only she can feel.
Rosaria moves closer, slowly. Every step is measured. No sudden shifts. No scraping chairs. She pulls the chair in inch by inch so it doesn’t screech against the floor.
“It’s Rosaria,” she says, before she sits. “I’m here.”
Ines doesn’t react. No flinch. No tightening. That’s good. Also bad. Rosaria has learned the difference.
A nurse appears quietly at the doorway and pauses, reading the sign, recalibrating herself before stepping in. Rosaria watches her with the same scrutiny she’d use on a guard holding a weapon.
The nurse nods once, acknowledging Rosaria as if she’s part of the chain of command now. In a way, she is.
“I’m going to check her IV,” the nurse says, speaking toward Rosaria, not Ines. “I won’t touch her yet.”
Rosaria nods.
The nurse shifts, then addresses the bed. “Ines,” she says gently. “I’m going to touch your arm now to check the IV line.”
A pause. Five full seconds. Rosaria counts them automatically.
Then the nurse reaches out, slow enough that Rosaria can see every movement. Ines’s fingers twitch once, barely perceptible, but she doesn’t pull away. Her heart rate line wobbles, then steadies.
Rosaria feels something unclench in her chest that she hadn’t realized was locked down.
This is what survival looks like now. Not healing. Not recovery. Management.
When the nurse leaves, Rosaria stays where she is, hands folded loosely in her lap. She watches Ines breathe. Watches the rise and fall of her chest, the slight hitch at the top of each inhale like she’s bracing for something that never quite comes.
The rules replay in Rosaria’s mind like a checklist she’s memorized by force.
No alarms.
No sudden light.
No unexpected touch.
One voice at a time.
Narrate everything.
Ines drifts under again, eyelid fluttering shut. When she wakes this time, it’s slow. Confused. Her gaze slides around the room, landing on the wall, the curtain, the ceiling, like she’s trying to piece together where she is from fragments.
“Where am I?” Ines asks; she asks every few hours of lucidity.
Rosaria leans forward slightly, careful not to loom.
“You’re in a hospital,” she says calmly. “You were hurt. You’re safe.”
Ines blinks. Her brow furrows faintly, like the words are arriving underwater.
“No,” Ines murmurs. Her voice is hoarse, barely there. “I… I didn’t—”
“That’s okay,” Rosaria says immediately. “You don’t have to understand right now.”
Ines swallows. Her gaze drifts to the monitor, the silent line moving across the screen. For a second, just one, panic flickers. Rosaria sees it bloom behind her eye like a struck match.
She speaks before it can catch.
“It won’t make noise,” Rosaria says. “Nothing in here will surprise you.”
Ines’s breathing stutters, then evens out again. She stares at Rosaria, unfocused but searching, like she’s trying to anchor herself to the sound of her voice.
“You’re not… mad?” Ines asks quietly.
The question lands harder than any scream ever did.
Rosaria shakes her head once. “No.”
A pause.
“I’m not going anywhere,” she adds.
Ines exhales, long and shaky. Her eye slip shut again, exhaustion pulling her under like gravity. She’s still in a lot of pain. She’s still heavily medicated. She hasn’t acknowledged any of her injuries.
Not her missing eye, fingers, nor the fact that her leg is suspended above her, keeping it still.
Rosaria sits back, staring at the sign on the door through the open gap.
Severe PTSD.
Startle response.
Clinical words. Clean words. Words that don’t begin to cover what it looks like to watch someone you love flinch at existence.
These rules aren’t precautions. They’re proof. Proof that Ines doesn’t feel rescued. Proof that her body is still somewhere else, still braced, still waiting for pain to resume.
Rosaria stays anyway. Quiet. Still. Present.
Even with the alarms silenced and the lights kept low and steady, even with the room marked and the staff moving slowly like they’re approaching a wounded animal, Ines does not feel rescued.
She floats in and out of awareness like she’s half-drowned, like her body keeps surfacing just long enough to gulp air before sinking again. Consciousness comes in fragments.
A ceiling she doesn’t recognize.
The faint hiss of oxygen.
The weight of blankets that feel too heavy, too similar to restraint.
When she opens her eye, it’s never for long.
The world feels unreal, flattened, like she’s looking at it through dirty glass. She doesn’t know how much time has passed.
Minutes.
Hours.
Days.
It all bleeds together into something shapeless and wrong. Like a blob of time.
When she’s awake, she’s disoriented in a way that goes deeper than confusion. She doesn’t know where she is, but more than that, she doesn’t know when she is.
Her body insists she’s still there.
Still in the chair.
Still waiting for the next thing to happen.
Her muscles stay tense even when she’s lying flat, jaw clenched, shoulders tight, breath shallow. She never fully relaxes. Not even when she sleeps.
Hands approach her sometimes. They always warn her now. A voice says her name first, slow and careful, like it’s afraid of breaking her.
“Ines. I’m going to touch your arm now.” The words reach her before the sensation does, but it doesn’t matter.
Her body reacts anyway.
Her heart jumps.
Her breath stutters.
Her fingers twitch inside the padded restraints they haven’t removed yet, or maybe they did remove it.
She can’t tell.
She doesn’t scream anymore. That stopped once the beeping stopped.
Instead, she freezes.
Her eye goes wide.
Her breathing speeds up, shallow and fast, like she’s trying to disappear by breathing less air. Sometimes her lips move soundlessly, repeating words she doesn’t realize she’s saying until her throat burns.
Apologies.
Promises.
Pleas.
She doesn’t remember learning them.
Her body remembers for her.
Rosaria sits nearby most of the time.
Always in view.
Always still.
She doesn’t crowd her.
She doesn’t hover.
She talks softly when she talks at all, narrating things that feel stupid and grounding and necessary.
“It’s morning.”
“You’re in a hospital.”
“You’re safe.”
“You’re okay.”
“You are loved.”
The words land somewhere distant, like they’re being said to someone else in the room. Ines hears them, but they don’t attach to anything.
Safety is an idea. Not a feeling. Not a reality her body accepts.
She doesn’t feel like she’s been rescued. Rescue implies an end. A before and after. A clear line where the pain stops.
For Ines, nothing has ended. The pain just changed shape. Her body is still in danger as far as it knows.
Every sensation is suspect.
Every moment of calm feels like a setup. She waits constantly for the other shoe to drop, for the correction, for the punishment she’s sure must be coming because she’s breathing too freely or not following rules she can’t remember anymore.
Sometimes she wakes up convinced she’s failed.
Failed to comply.
Failed to endure quietly enough.
Failed to be what was required of her.
Her chest tightens with a panic that has nowhere to go. She stares at the ceiling, heart racing, convinced that the only reason nothing is happening is that she hasn’t been noticed yet.
If she draws attention to herself, it’ll start again. She’ll be hurt.
So, she goes still. So still it scares the nurses when they check on her.
They keep asking her questions, gently, spaced out, always with warning. Her name. The date. Where she is. Sometimes she answers. Sometimes she can’t make her mouth work.
Sometimes the answers feel dangerous, like saying the wrong thing will trigger a beating. When she does speak, her voice is hoarse and small, like it doesn’t belong to her anymore.
“I don’t think I’m out,” she says once, barely louder than a whisper.
Rosaria leans forward slightly, careful not to cross whatever invisible boundary Ines’s body has drawn. “Out of what?” She asks, softly, one voice, no pressure.
Ines swallows. Her throat hurts. Everything hurts, but this feels different, deeper. “Where am I?”
The words hang in the air, heavy and wrong. “I’m still in the chair...aren’t I?”
Rosaria doesn’t correct her immediately. She doesn’t rush in with reassurances. She lets the sentence exist because arguing with it won’t make it go away.
When she does speak, her voice is steady. “No one is coming to hurt you. Not today. Not later.”
Ines closes her eye again, exhausted by the effort of speaking.
She wants to believe that.
God, she wants to. But belief feels like a luxury for people whose bodies haven’t been trained otherwise.
Her nervous system doesn’t understand “later.” It understands patterns. And the pattern says pain always comes back.
Sleep takes her again, shallow and broken. She dreams without images, just sensations. Pressure. Heat. The feeling of being watched.
She wakes up gasping, heart pounding, but this time she doesn’t scream. She clamps down on it, the way she was taught. Silent terror feels safer than noise.
By the end of the day, the doctors say she’s more stable. Fewer spikes. Less need for sedation. On paper, she’s improving.
In reality, she’s just learned that stillness hurts less than resistance. Her body has switched strategies, not healed.
She does not ask where Isabel is. Not because she doesn’t want her, but because wanting feels dangerous. Wanting implies hope. Hope implies something to lose.
Somewhere deep inside, she’s afraid that if she reaches for Isabel and finds nothing, it will break whatever fragile structure is keeping her alive right now.
So she doesn’t ask. She keeps that need folded tight inside her chest, untouched.
When she’s awake, she stares at the wall or the ceiling, eyes unfocused, pupils still too large. She listens to the room breathe.
The soft movements.
The quiet voices.
The absence of alarms.
It’s almost peaceful, if she doesn’t think too hard about it. Almost convincing.
But deep down, beneath the medication and the quiet and the careful handling, Ines is still braced. Still waiting. Still convinced this is temporary.
That rescue is a story other people get to tell. For her, survival has always meant enduring what comes next.
And whatever comes next hasn’t come yet.
There’s always an overwhelming sensation that the next person in the room will be Miranda.
In the back of her skull.
In the pit of her stomach.
Every knock.
Every passing hour.
Every opening door.
It feels more and more likely.
To be Miranda.
Isabel almost misses the room the first time she walks past it.
It isn’t the number that stops her. It’s the door.
White paper taped too carefully to the wood, laminated like a warning label.
Severe PTSD / Startle Response.
Approach Slowly.
Announce Presence.
Her brain catches on the words the way a tongue catches on a split tooth. She reads them twice, then a third time, because none of them feel real enough to belong to her wife.
The letters are printed, impersonal, but they land in her chest with the weight of a verdict. She stands there longer than she should, one hand hovering uselessly near the handle, as if the door might shock her if she touches it wrong.
When she finally pushes it open, she does it slowly, the way the sign tells her to. Like obedience might soften what’s waiting on the other side.
The room is dim, deliberately so. The lights are low and steady, no flicker, no sharp edges. The first thing she notices is the quiet, no beeping, no alarms, no mechanical reminders that a body is being kept alive by force and vigilance.
It should be a relief.
Instead, it feels like the kind of silence that follows something catastrophic, the hush after an explosion when your ears are still ringing.
Ines is in the bed.
Isabel’s breath leaves her in a way that feels almost embarrassing, a soft, broken sound she can’t stop. She has prepared herself for injuries. She has prepared herself for bandages, for casts, for the visible wreckage of survival.
She has not prepared herself for how small Ines looks, sunk into the mattress, restrained by necessity and architecture alike.
The broken leg is suspended in a rigid metal frame, elevated and immobilized, a machine built to keep bone aligned while the rest of her heals around it. Her left side is a study in absence: the empty place where her eye should be, carefully covered, clean white gauze stark against her skin; the missing fingers, the hand wrapped and padded like it’s been made fragile on purpose.
Her bandages are new. Fresh. Someone has taken care.
Rosaria sits at the bedside, shoulders squared, posture rigid in the way of someone who has been holding herself together by force of will alone.
Lena is at the foot of the bed, arms crossed, jaw tight, red rimmed eyes never leaving Ines for more than a second at a time. They both look up when Isabel steps inside.
“Out,” Isabel says.
Her voice surprises even her. It’s quiet, but there’s no room in it for discussion.
They hesitate. She can see it, Rosaria’s instinct to protect. Lena’s reluctance to leave, but neither of them argues.
Rosaria stands first, carefully, like any sudden movement might echo. Lena follows. Neither of them speaks. The door closes behind them with a soft, controlled click.
Isabel moves to the chair by the bed and drags it closer until her knees touch the frame. Up close, Ines smells like antiseptic and something faintly medicinal, undercut by the familiar warmth of her skin.
Her eye is open, unfocused at first, drifting somewhere Isabel can’t follow. That beautiful green dulled by medication and trauma.
Then it lands on her.
Ines’s pupil blows wide.
There is a moment, sharp, terrifying, where Isabel thinks she’s triggered something, that this was a mistake, that her presence is just another intrusion into a body that no longer understands safety.
But then Ines makes a small sound, almost a sob, and her gaze locks in like a lifeline.
“Hi,” Isabel says.
The word feels absurdly small for the space between them, but it’s all she has. She reaches out slowly, narrating the movement the way the signs demanded, the way the nurses had instructed her.
Her fingers close gently around Ines’s hand, careful of the bandages, of the places that no longer exist. She kisses the back of her hand, then the inside of her wrist, the way she has a hundred times before in hallways and quiet mornings that now feel like artifacts from another life.
Ines is crying.
The tears slide out silently at first, tracking down into her hairline, soaking into the pillow. Isabel wipes them away with her thumb, again and again, because stopping feels like surrender.
She wants to speak, wants to apologize, to explain, to confess every way she failed to protect her, but the words crowd her mouth uselessly. None of them belong in this moment. None of them are gentle enough.
Everything else can wait.
“It’s okay to cry,” she murmurs instead, and presses a kiss to Ines’s forehead. “I’ve got you. I’m here.”
Whether Ines understands the words or just the tone, Isabel can’t tell. It doesn’t matter. She stays.
The days blur after that.
Two weeks pass in fragments: in half-woken moments, in shallow breaths counted by someone else, in the steady pressure of Isabel’s hand wrapped around Ines’s whenever consciousness allows it.
Most of the time, Ines is somewhere far away, drifting under layers of medication and exhaustion so deep it feels geological. She wakes for minutes at a time, sometimes less, just long enough for her fingers to twitch or tighten, just long enough for Isabel to lean in and whisper that she’s safe, that she’s not alone, that nothing is going to hurt her now.
Some days, it isn’t enough.
There are mornings when Ines wakes screaming, the sound tearing out of her like it’s been stored there, waiting. Her body thrashes against the bed, against restraints meant to protect her, eyes wild and unseeing.
Isabel learns quickly when to speak and when to step back, when to let the nurses do their work, and when her voice is the only thing that can cut through the terror, even a little.
She watches sedatives take effect, watches her wife sink back into stillness, and feels the helpless fury of knowing that sleep is sometimes the only mercy available.
She does not leave.
By the end of the second week, a psychiatrist appears, not with a notebook full of questions or a therapy plan. She’s still far from anything, but with a calm voice and simple instructions.
Grounding, they call it. Orientation. Teaching Ines how to find her way back into her body, into the room, into time itself.
“What’s your name?” They ask gently.
Sometimes Ines answers. Sometimes she doesn’t.
They have her name five things she can see when her eye will focus enough to cooperate. The light. The chair. Isabel’s face. The ceiling. Her own hand.
They point to the date written clearly on the whiteboard and ask her to read it aloud, to anchor herself to a day that exists outside her memories.
The exercises help in small ways. Isabel can see it, the way Ines’s breathing slows, the way her gaze steadies, the way the room seems to come into focus just a little more each time.
But nothing erases what was done.
Isabel knows that now, with a certainty that sits heavy and permanent in her chest. Recovery isn’t a line. It isn’t even a circle.
It’s a series of returns and losses, of moments stolen back from the dark and moments swallowed by it again.
She sits at Ines’s bedside and learns the shape of this new reality, learns how to love someone who has survived something that will never fully release her.
And she stays anyway.
Because if there is one thing Isabel is certain of, one thing she will not allow herself to fail at again, it is this: Ines will not wake up alone.
Not today. Not ever. Not while Isabel still has breath in her body and hands to hold her with.
The third morning, Ines's fingers twitch against Isabel's palm, deliberately, unmistakably. Her cracked lips part around a sound too dry to be words. Isabel lifts the straw to her mouth, watching the water disappear sip by painful sip.
"Say it again," Ines rasps. Her first complete sentence in weeks.
Isabel leans closer. The IV line trembles as Ines lifts her hand, slow, deliberate, until her fingertips brush Isabel's jaw.
"Say...what?" Isabel whispers.
Ines's throat clicks as she swallows, her fingers tracing the curve of Isabel's cheekbone with surgical precision.
"That you love me." The words scrape out raw, as if dredged from someplace ruined. "Out loud."
Isabel exhales through her nose, pressing her lips to the pulse point beneath Ines's fingertips. The heartbeat there is erratic, thready.
"I love you." She shapes each word against Ines's skin, giving them weight. "I love you. I adore you. I need you like I need air."
Ines's fingers spasm, nails digging crescents into Isabel's wrist. The heart monitor stutters silently before settling again.
"They told me," Ines whispers, voice fractured by screaming, "your family..." Her remaining eye tracks the morphine drip's slow descent. "Even the tree."
Isabel stiffens, remembering the decades-old oak's splintered collapse, roots tearing free like arteries. She presses their foreheads together. "They won't bother us anymore."
Ines exhales, half laugh, half sob, and Isabel tastes salt where their skin meets. The heart monitor spikes when Ines's fingers curl into her shirt. "Is she dead?" The question's a razor wrapped in gauze.
She doesn't say the name, but they both know who she means.
"Yes," Isabel exhales, pressing their clasped hands against her sternum so Ines can feel the truth hammering beneath her ribs.
The word hangs between them, simple and irrevocable. Not a confession. A fact written in blood and fire. "She won't hurt you ever again."
Ines's breath hitches, a wet, broken sound, as her fingers flex against Isabel's palm. The monitor ticks faster, erratic. "Did you—"
Isabel presses their foreheads together harder, exhaling hot against Ines's lips. "I did what I had to, for us. For our future." The words taste like gunpowder and gasoline, like the ashes of her childhood home still clinging to her clothes.
Ines pulls back just enough to show her face, the missing eye, the scars still healing along her jawline, the tremor in her hands that won't stop, the gash along her cheek. "Our future?" Her laugh is a shattered thing. "Isabel, look at me."
She guides Isabel's hand to the ruined socket where her eye used to be, to the stumps of her missing ring fingers. "I'm broken."
Isabel's grip tightens, pressing their joined hands against her own chest where her heartbeat hammers against her ribs. "Do you remember," she whispers against Ines's forehead, "when you found out about the first Ines? How you wept because I told you that you were just some replacement?"
Her lips brush the ridge of scar tissue above Ines's brow. "I was wrong."
"God didn't send you as a replacement. He sent you to break the curse. To break the hold a dead woman had over me for two decades. I clung to the past; I tried to make you fit her mold. When the truth was far simpler. You're better than her. You aren’t broken."
Ines's hand moves before her mind catches up, a reflexive violence born from months of suffering under Isabel's family, under the weight of her love's impossible expectations.
The slap cracks across Isabel's cheek with surgical precision, the sound ricocheting off hospital walls.
It isn't the force that stuns them both; it's the intent behind it. For the first time since her rescue, Ines's eye focuses with razor clarity.
"How dare you?!" She rasps, voice a serrated blade twisting between Isabel's ribs. "I killed someone for you." Her fingers twitch against the bedrail, phantom blood still crusted beneath her nails. "I got tortured for you."
The IV line trembles as she jerks her wrist, rattling the IV pole. "I sacrificed EVERYTHING. And it's taken you until now..." she gasps around a sob that sounds like a gunshot, "...to realize I'm better than some bitch who outed you the moment she knew you were gay?"
Isabel catches her flailing hand mid-air, pressing their palms together until the morphine drip stops shaking. The heart monitor's silent screen flashes warnings neither of them acknowledges.
"I know," Isabel says, voice raw as exposed nerves. She brings Ines's hand to her own throat, forcing her to feel the pulse hammering beneath skin. "I'm late."
Her thumb traces the jagged scar circling Ines's wrist, the one Miranda's restraints left. "You were always better. I was just too fucking blind to see it. I'm a fool, please forgive me."
Ines's fingers twitch against Isabel's jugular, pressing just enough to make her swallow hard. The air between them thickens with unshed tears and morphine sweat. When Ines exhales, it rattles like wind through broken glass.
"Say it again." Her remaining eye gleams wet in the dim light, pupils blown wide from trauma and drugs. "Properly."
Isabel exhales through her nose, pressing their foreheads together so hard the bedframe creaks. She speaks directly into Ines's mouth, each syllable a vow: "You're better than her. Better than me. Better than any goddamn Pombo who ever lived."
Her teeth scrape Ines's lower lip. "And I'll spend every second I have left proving it. I've moved on from her, dove. Our life, the rest of it...will be about us. Just us. I've buried her. I'm ready to move on from Ines."
Her fingers dip into her back pocket, retrieving a folded sheet of paper warm from body heat. The creases are soft from handling. "I was going to save this until you got better." She unfolds it with deliberate slowness, revealing a Marriage certificate.
She hands it to her wife. Her breath catches.
"Marriage partner 1: Daniella Cortez."
Her eyes slide to the right side of the paper where the other name lies.
"Marriage partner 2: Isabel Cortez."
The ink is fresh, the signatures still smelling faintly of the Bogotá courthouse's cheap ballpoint pens.
Isabel watches Daniella's fingers tremble against the paper, the way her remaining eye dilates as she tracks the familiar name.
"What is this?" She whispers, the words cracking like dry earth underfoot.
"Our future," Isabel murmurs, pressing their clasped hands against the certificate. The ink smudges where their sweat mingles. "If you'll have me."
Daniella's breath comes in shallow bursts, her fingers tracing the loops of Isabel's new surname, her surname. Their surname.
Her old name returned like a lost dog. No longer would she share an identity with a long-dead, homophobic woman.
No longer was she the replacement. "Daniella." She says her own name like it's a foreign language.
"I always said it was a pretty name."
Daniella stared at the certificate, her thumb tracing the ink where Isabel had signed her new name with deliberate flourish. "Are you asking me to marry you again?"
The question came out hoarse, half-laugh, half-disbelief. Her fingers tightened, wrinkling the edge. "After everything?"
Isabel caught her wrist before she could crumple it further, pressing their joined hands flat against the paper. "I'm asking you to marry me as yourself this time," she murmured against Daniella's temple, lips brushing scar tissue.
"Not as my captive or my slave, or a stand-in." Her breath hitched when Daniella flinched. "But as my equal. With the right to say no."
Daniella's fingers flexed beneath Isabel's palm, tendons standing rigid like bridge cables. "Equal," she repeated, tasting the word like foreign fruit.
Daniella's fingers twitched against the marriage certificate, her cracked nails catching on the paper's edge. "What do you say?" Isabel whispered again, her voice fraying like rope under tension.
She watched Daniella's throat work, the swallow, the hesitation, the way her remaining eye flickered from the document to Isabel's face and back again.
Then Dani kissed her.
It wasn't soft or hesitant; it was bruising, desperate, the kind of kiss that felt like drowning and coming up for air all at once. Her fingers tangled in Isabel's hair, pulling hard enough to hurt, her teeth catching Isabel's lower lip like she needed the pain to prove this was real.
The IV line jerked taut between them, the metal stand clattering against the bedside table as Daniella dragged Isabel closer, their foreheads knocking together with enough force to leave marks.
Isabel tasted blood, hers or Daniella's; it didn't matter, and the salt of tears neither of them had acknowledged. The heart monitor flatlined its alarm, but neither of them moved to stop it.
The kiss was answer enough, better than words could ever be. When Daniella finally pulled back, gasping, her eye gleamed wet and wild, pupils blown wide with something beyond morphine or trauma.
"Yes," she rasped, the word scraping raw from her throat. "I'll marry you again. But there's one problem."
Isabel froze mid-breath, fingers tightening around Daniella's wrist. "What?"
Daniella lifted her ruined hands between them, the stumps of her missing ring fingers catching the sterile light. A hoarse chuckle escaped her, half joke, half sob, as she flexed her remaining digits.
"Bit of an oversight, baby. You can't put a ring on what isn't there."
Isabel's breath hitched, not at the sight of the scars, but at the dark humor threading through Daniella's voice for the first time in months. She caught her wife's wrist and pressed a kiss to each knuckle, then to the pulse point beneath.
"Who says it has to go on a finger?" Her free hand slid down to Daniella's neckline. "We'll put it on a necklace, dove."
Isabel’s thumb brushed the hollow at Daniella’s throat, feeling the frantic flutter there, the way her pulse leapt as if it were trying to escape her skin. Daniella stiffened at first, every new touch still something to be wary of, but she didn’t pull away.
“A necklace,” Daniella repeated, quieter now. She closed her eye for a moment, as if picturing it, as if letting the idea settle somewhere deeper than thought.
When she opened it again, there was something fragile and almost shy there, threaded through the exhaustion. “So I don’t lose it.”
“So it stays close to your heart,” Isabel said, because that was the truth of it, because she needed Daniella to hear truths spoken plainly now.
"Isabel, are you sure about this? I hear the nurses whisper. I may never walk properly again. I may never fully recover. It's not going to be easy."
"When have we ever done easy?"
Notes:
You all thought the chapter name being 'Goodbye Ines' meant she was dying, and I had to try so hard not to spoil that it was Isabel saying goodbye to Ines, moving on from her, and allowing Dani her own identity back.
So many fun moments in this chapter for me with call-backs or showing that Isabel and Dani are actually really similar. I.E Isabel in her own negotiation saying, 'mutually assured destruction.' Or saying she always thought Daniella was a pretty name, which is something she said all the way back in like chapter 6.
Also, it's probably 43 chapters too late to say this, but this work is not at all representative of the Colombian government and not meant to paint them or the Colombian people in a negative light.
Chapter 44: Ms. & Ms. Cortez (End)
Notes:
Firstly, I'd like to start with an apology. This chapter is 3 days late. And yes, it's almost 40k words, but I like to pride myself on the fact that I get my work out on schedule for all my waiting readers. So I'd like to apologize.
Also, editing this gave me hell, so apologies for any errors.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
2 Years Later
Two years is a strange amount of time to spend in a single room.
Long enough that the walls stop feeling like walls and start feeling like witnesses to her recovery. Long enough that Daniella can tell time by the way the light moves across the far corner of the ceiling, by the change in the hum of the building when night shift hands off to day shift.
Long enough that the room has moods. Mornings sharp and antiseptic, afternoons heavy with fatigue, nights stretched thin with memories that refuse to sleep.
This morning feels different.
Not brighter. Not calmer. Just… final.
Daniella wakes slowly, not startled, not screaming, not clawing for air. That alone still feels like a small miracle.
Her body drifts up from sleep instead of being dragged from it, consciousness arriving in layers instead of all at once.
First, the awareness of weight, her back against the mattress, the familiar dip where her knee is elevated just enough. Then sound. The low murmur of the hospital waking up around her. A cart rolling somewhere down the hall. A muffled laugh. Footsteps.
Then pain.
Dull, deep, present. Her knee aches like it always does in the mornings, the kind of ache that feels old even though it isn’t. How could it be? She’s had over six clean-up surgeries after they reconstructed her knee.
As if the injury itself has learned how to persist, how to remind her gently but relentlessly that this body has been broken and reassembled and will never again be whole.
She exhales slowly through her nose, grounding herself the way she’s been taught.
Hospital room. Morning. Discharge day.
Her eye opens.
For a split second, always, still, there’s disorientation. The ceiling doesn’t look like the one in her nightmares. There are no straps biting into her wrists, no blinding lights, no voice telling her what she is. Her chest tightens anyway, muscle memory reacting before logic can intervene.
She waits it out.
She has learned how.
Her gaze shifts, careful, compensating automatically for what her body no longer has. The left side of the world is gone, replaced by absence.
She turns her head slightly farther than she used to. The movement is instinctive now, practiced, no longer conscious.
Isabel is there.
She always is.
Curled beside her on the narrow hospital bed, hair fanned across the pillow in a way that would have driven Daniella insane once upon a time. Her arm is slung across Daniella’s waist, possessive but gentle, palm warm against the small of her back.
Isabel’s breathing is slow, deep, unguarded. The kind of sleep Daniella remembers from before everything. From when safety was assumed, not negotiated minute by minute.
For a moment, Daniella just watches her.
Isabel looks older than she did two years ago. Not in a way that frightens Daniella, just… marked. Lines etched deeper at the corners of her eyes, a heaviness to her even in sleep that wasn’t there before.
Responsibility has weight. Guilt has gravity. Love, she’s learned, can carve a person open just as surely as pain can.
Daniella lifts her hand slowly, fingers stiff in the mornings, joints protesting until they warm. Four fingers on each hand now. She remembers when she couldn’t look at them without nausea, when phantom pain screamed louder than reality.
Therapy taught her how to move them again, how to accept their shape without flinching. Physical therapy, occupational therapy, hell even recreational therapy.
Her fingertips brush Isabel’s cheek.
Isabel stirs immediately, as if wired to Daniella’s nervous system. Her eyes blink open, dark and sharp even half-asleep, focus locking on Daniella without hesitation.
“Hey,” Isabel murmurs, voice rough, low. “You okay?”
Daniella nods once. Then, after a beat, adds, “I think so.”
Isabel smiles faintly and presses her forehead to Daniella’s temple, careful of scars. “Big day.”
The words land heavier than Daniella expects.
Big day.
Discharge day.
She’s repeated it to herself for weeks, like a spell, like something that might become real if she said it often enough. Still, it feels unreal sitting in her chest. Like standing at the edge of something vast and dark and knowing there’s no railing.
“I didn’t sleep much,” Daniella admits.
Isabel hums, brushing a thumb over Daniella’s ribs through the thin hospital gown. “You never do before big things. You were up all night before your last clean-up surgery.”
Daniella huffs softly. “You noticed?”
“I live here,” Isabel says dryly, glancing around the room.
It’s true. For two years, this has been Isabel’s address as much as Daniella’s. At first, she slept in the chair, stiff and miserable, refusing to leave even when nurses insisted.
Then the second bed she had brought in. Then, eventually, back together once Daniella stopped panicking at shared warmth, once her body stopped bracing for pain every time someone touched her. Once she stopped being in agony, if anyone even so much as bumped her leg.
They learned each other again in this room. Finally, discussing the boring things people talk about on their first date. Favorite colors, favorite artist or band, favorite pizza topping.
Slowly. Carefully. With consent renegotiated daily.
Daniella shifts, wincing as her knee complains. Isabel’s hand stills instantly. “Pain?”
“Just… morning,” Daniella says. “It’ll pass.”
Isabel doesn’t argue. She never does anymore. She trusts Dani to know her body, a hard-earned respect that came after months of unlearning old patterns.
They move through the morning routine together. It’s a choreography they’ve perfected: Isabel swings her legs off the bed first, stands, stretches.
Daniella braces herself, hands gripping the mattress as she pivots carefully. The cane waits where it always does, positioned just so within reach. But not anywhere where it could fall in the night...she learned that the hard way.
Waking up to a loud crashing noise with PTSD? Not a fun time.
Her eyepatch rests on the bedside table. She reaches for it and secures it in place with practiced ease.
Two years of learning how to turn her head just a little more, so she doesn’t have massive blind spots. How to compensate. How to trust her balance again.
Orientation therapy. Physical therapy. Occupational therapy. Words that once sounded abstract now live in her muscles and bones.
Always more therapy.
Her fingers drop to the necklace at her throat.
The rings clink softly as she curls her hand around them.
One ring is worn thin from years of use, pulled from her severed finger. The other still carries the faint etching from the Bogotá courthouse, the inked promise of a name reclaimed. Ines. Daniella. She wasn’t going to pretend that year didn’t exist. She told herself she’d bury it, cut it out, excise the woman she had been to survive.
Instead, she wears the ring.
Not because she forgives what was done to her. Not because she’s made peace with the pain. But because she refuses to hide anymore. Not her history. Not her resilience. Not the name that was forced upon her.
She closes her eye and breathes.
Therapy took months before they even touched the torture. Weeks of grounding. Orientation. Naming colors. Textures. Sounds. Teaching her nervous system that the present was not the past. Even then, it was slow. Agonizingly slow.
Some days, she still wakes up convinced Miranda is standing at the foot of the bed. That she can hear her breathing. That the pain is about to start again.
Logic tells her Miranda is dead. Isabel tells her that Miranda is dead.
Her body hasn’t caught up.
“Hey,” Isabel murmurs, voice still rough with sleep. “You okay?”
Daniella nods. Then hesitates. “I think so.”
She remembers the day they finally told her she was cleared to start physical therapy on her knee and leg. Ten months in. The number still feels surreal when she thinks about it, a stretch of time so long it stopped feeling temporary somewhere in the middle.
She had nodded when they said it, face composed, mouth set in something that could pass for calm.
She’d nodded like she understood what it meant, like it wasn’t the most terrifying thing she’d heard since waking up in this room and realizing she couldn’t control her body the way she used to.
She remembers Isabel’s hand tightening around hers, the pressure steady and unmistakably real, anchoring her in the moment when her thoughts started to scatter. Isabel hadn’t said anything at first.
She never rushed to fill the silence anymore. She just stayed, fingers warm, presence solid, reminding Dani without words that she wasn’t being sent into this alone.
“You don’t have to do it all at once,” the physical therapist had said. Calm. Professional. Gentle in the way people get when they are very aware that they are standing on the edge of someone else’s fear. The words were reasonable, measured, designed not to overwhelm.
Daniella had smiled and said she knew.
She hadn’t known. Not really.
The first sessions weren’t walking. They weren’t even close. They were humiliation dressed up as progress, tiny movements broken down into tasks so small they felt absurd until her body failed to complete them.
Lifting her leg an inch off the bed took everything she had. Holding it there for five seconds felt like a victory and a defeat at the same time. Ten seconds left her shaking. Fifteen was a gamble that sometimes ended with her leg dropping back onto the mattress as sweat soaked through the sheets beneath her.
Her teeth clenched so hard her jaw ached for hours afterward, pain radiating long after the session ended.
Her muscles screamed like they’d been betrayed. Like they had been abandoned and were furious about being asked to work again.
She cried more than once. Quietly at first, tears leaking out despite her best efforts to keep them contained, her face turned away in embarrassment.
Then openly, when the pain overwhelmed her ability to hold it back, when frustration and grief piled on top of physical agony until her body simply gave up trying to stay composed.
It was the kind of crying that left her shaking, breath hitching, apologizing over and over for something that wasn’t her fault, as if pain were a personal failure rather than a consequence.
“I used to walk everywhere,” she remembers saying once, voice breaking before she could stop it. “I didn’t even think about it.”
Isabel had been right there, crouched in front of her, hands warm and steady on her calves, grounding her in the present when her thoughts spiraled backward. “You will again,” she said.
Not insisting. Not promising. Just certain in a way that didn’t demand belief, only patience.
Before the physical therapy officially started, before anyone even talked about standing, Isabel had made sure Daniella’s muscles didn’t die on her.
At first, she hired professionals. Massage therapists came in with neutral expressions and clinical hands, working methodically through knots and stiffness, coaxing blood flow back into muscles that had been idle for too long.
Isabel watched from the corner every time, arms crossed, eyes sharp, tracking every movement like she was memorizing it. It helped. A little. It kept the muscles awake, reminded Dani’s body that her legs still existed.
Then one day, without meaning to, Daniella made a sound.
Soft. Involuntary. Gone the second she realized she’d done it, embarrassment flooding her so fast it made her dizzy.
The therapist froze. Isabel looked up.
There was a long, very quiet moment, heavy with realization.
After that, Isabel didn’t hire anyone else.
She learned how to do it herself. Watched videos late at night. Asked questions during appointments. Took notes like it was something she needed to master.
Her hands became careful and deliberate, confident without being forceful. She talked Daniella through it every time, narrated what she was doing, asked before touching, checked in constantly. Pressure adjusted immediately at the slightest flinch. Consent wasn’t a formality; it was woven into every movement. It was so different from the woman she first met.
It wasn’t sexual. Not really. Not at first. Sex was hard to come by their first 16 months there.
But it was intimate in a way that scared Daniella more than desire ever could have. Someone choosing to care for her body like it still mattered.
Like it was worth time, attention, patience. Like it wasn’t something broken to be endured but something deserving of gentleness.
Somewhere in the middle of those months, physical therapy acquired an unexpected undercurrent that Daniella had not been warned about.
Her primary physical therapist was a woman named Camila Reyes, mid-thirties, compact and strong in the way of someone who actually used her body rather than sculpted it for display.
Her build spoke of long-distance running and weight training done for function, not aesthetics. She wore her dark hair pulled back tight during sessions, curls escaping no matter how often she re-secured it, and there was a calm competence to the way she moved that immediately inspired trust.
Camila didn’t waste words, didn’t sugarcoat progress, and never pushed Daniella past what she could survive.
She watched closely, hands hovering before contact, eyes sharp enough to catch a tremor before Daniella even noticed it herself.
Daniella respected her deeply.
Alya noticed her immediately.
At first, Alya kept herself in check. She sat off to the side during sessions, stretching absently, doing ankle mobility drills on the floor out of habit, clearly uncomfortable with being idle.
Camila clocked that within the first week. She noticed how Alya corrected her own posture unconsciously when standing, how she mirrored warm-ups under her breath, how her attention sharpened when Camila explained muscle engagement rather than drifting.
One afternoon, as Daniella rested between attempts, Camila glanced over and said casually, “You lift.”
It wasn’t a question.
Alya blinked, then grinned. “Yeah. Power. Depends on the cycle.”
Camila’s eyebrows lifted, impressed despite herself. “Thought so. You look like someone who knows what they’re doing.”
Isabel looked up sharply. Daniella stared at the ceiling, already tired.
From there, it escalated quickly.
Camila started initiating conversations whenever Daniella needed breaks, asking Alya about programming, injury prevention, and deload weeks. Alya lit up instantly, finally permitted to speak her native language.
They compared training philosophies, argued lightly over cardio myths, bonded over mutual disdain for machines that promised results without effort.
“You deadlift?” Camila asked once while adjusting Daniella’s harness.
“Four days a week when I’m not babysitting,” Alya replied.
Camila snorted. “Respect. Conventional or sumo?”
Alya’s smile sharpened. “Conventional. Don’t start.”
Camila laughed, a low, genuine sound. “Good answer.”
The flirting came wrapped in competence, in mutual recognition rather than performance. Camila initiated it subtly, a lingering smile when Alya mentioned a PR, a deliberate stretch of her own calves while explaining Daniella’s exercises, the occasional, “If your form’s good, I’d spot you,” said lightly but with intent.
Alya, to her credit, didn’t pounce. She matched the energy, surprised and pleased in equal measure, returning it with quiet confidence rather than bravado.
Daniella noticed everything.
She noticed the way Camila’s tone softened when Alya spoke about training through injury, how Alya straightened unconsciously when Camila praised proper recovery over ego lifting.
She noticed Isabel’s expression shift from wary to resigned acceptance, like this was just another strange constant orbiting Daniella’s recovery.
She was happy for her. To find someone who speaks her own fitness language, because Dani never had any fucking clue what they were talking about.
During one particularly brutal session, when Daniella was shaking through assisted steps, Camila guided her calmly, voice steady, hands firm. “Good. Breathe. You’re doing exactly what you need to do.”
From the corner, Alya added, “She says that because she respects effort. She’s like that.”
Camila glanced over her shoulder. “I am.”
Their eyes held for a second longer than necessary.
Dani groaned. “I’m begging you both to remember I’m actively suffering.”
Camila smiled unapologetically. “Distraction helps pain processing.”
Alya nodded solemnly. “Doctor-adjacent science.”
Despite herself, Daniella laughed, breath hitching painfully but real. The moment broke something open in her chest that wasn’t fear.
The sessions felt less clinical when they were like this, less like punishment and more like work done among people who understood bodies, limits, and the discipline it took to rebuild both.
Learning to walk again was worse than learning to stand.
The first step took days. Literal days of preparation, of coaxing her body to believe what her mind already knew. They set her up between parallel bars, harness secured around her torso, physical therapist on one side, Isabel on the other.
Everyone told her she was safe. Everyone told her she was supported, that the equipment would catch her, that she wouldn’t fall.
Her body didn’t believe them.
She lifted her foot and immediately burst into tears, pain flaring through her knee sharp and electric, like her nerves were screaming at her for trying.
Her brain short-circuited, every alarm firing at once, memories colliding with sensation until it was impossible to tell which part was worse. She had to sit down almost immediately, breath ragged, vision blurring.
That counted as progress.
The next session, she moved her foot forward an inch.
The one after that, she put weight on it for half a second before collapsing back into the harness, sobbing, humiliated, exhausted beyond anything she’d known before.
She hated how weak she felt. Hated needing help. Hated that something so basic, something she had never questioned, had become a monumental task that demanded every scrap of focus she had.
But no one ever told her to stop.
Lena brought jokes and terrible playlists and sat on the floor during sessions, clapping like Daniella had just won an Olympic medal every time she took a step, no matter how small.
Rosaria was quieter, standing with her arms crossed, expression serious, eyes sharp, like she was guarding something sacred. Worry flickering every time she stumbled or had to fall back into the harness.
Alya talked her through biomechanics like it was a puzzle they were solving together, not a failure Dani had to overcome, explaining how muscles re-learned patterns, how nerves adapted, how setbacks didn’t mean defeat.
And Isabel, Isabel never left her side. Not on the days Dani screamed in pain, not on the days she refused to try again, not when she collapsed against Isabel’s chest afterward, shaking, ashamed, convinced she was broken beyond repair.
Isabel absorbed it all without flinching, hands steady, voice low, presence unwavering.
“Five steps,” the therapist said one day, months in.
Daniella managed them. Barely.
Then ten.
Then twenty-five.
Some weeks she regressed. Pain flared without warning. Fear spiked. Her body rebelled, reminding her that healing was not linear and never fair.
But month to month, she could go farther, stand longer, trust herself a little more. She spent well over a year relearning how to walk, slowly and painfully, with help she no longer saw as weakness.
Even with the cane her leg tried to give out every fifty steps. So they added the leg brace, bulky hospital issued at first, until Isabel got her one that was sleeker and more comfortable.
Now, sitting on the edge of the bed on discharge day, she lets those memories pass through her without spiraling.
They hurt, but they don’t consume her anymore. Her cane waits by her knee, positioned just so. Isabel stands in front of her, already watching, already ready.
Daniella grips the mattress and pushes herself up. The movement is controlled, deliberate, practiced.
She stands. Her knee protests, but it holds.
She reaches for the cane, grounding herself, breath steady, and takes one step forward, then another. She isn’t fast. She isn’t graceful. But she’s upright.
When the nurse wheels the chair into the room, professional smile carefully neutral, Daniella walks to it herself, cane tapping softly against the floor. Every step feels earned.
She turns and lowers herself into the chair with practiced care, muscles remembering what they’ve learned. Isabel’s hand squeezes her shoulder, warm and proud.
As the nurse turns the chair toward the door and they roll into the hallway, Daniella looks back once at the room that has held her for two years. Witness to pain. To fear. To survival.
She would’ve loved to walk out of here on her own two feet, as a huge fuck you to Miranda, as something to symbolize that she could do this, that she wasn’t broken. But policy was policy, and the nurses were very kind to her and the pack of people they had taking up space in the hospital.
The elevator ride down is quiet in the way hospitals only ever are when something important is happening. Not the awkward silence of strangers, but a contained, reverent stillness, like the building itself understands this is a threshold moment and doesn’t want to intrude.
The nurse stands behind the chair, hands light on the grips, posture easy but attentive. Isabel stands alongside Daniella, close enough that their arms brush every time the elevator sways, close enough that Daniella can feel her without looking.
The doors open onto the lobby, and the noise hits her all at once. Voices layered over each other, the low echo of footsteps on polished floors, the smell of coffee from somewhere off to the right mixing with disinfectant and something faintly floral.
Dani’s body tenses instinctively, senses flaring as her brain tries to map too much space too quickly. She grounds herself the way she’s been taught, fingers tightening briefly around the cane resting across her lap, breath slow and measured, reminding herself that she is not trapped, that there are exits everywhere.
She spots them almost immediately.
She sees them waiting near the entrance.
Alya stands slightly apart from the foot traffic, arms folded loosely across her chest, posture still and solid.
She isn’t pacing, isn’t fidgeting, isn’t checking her phone. She’s watching the elevator with the focused patience of someone prepared to intervene if needed.
When her eyes land on Dani, there’s no grin, no outburst, just a subtle shift in her stance, weight redistributing like she’s relieved to finally see what she’s been guarding against.
Lena is the opposite.
She lights up the second Daniella comes into view, hands clasping together, eyes shining with something dangerously close to reverence.
She steps forward immediately, stopping only because Alya lifts a hand, not blocking her, just a quiet reminder to give Daniella space.
“Mistress,” Lena breathes, like she’s afraid saying it louder might break something. “You’re really… you’re actually leaving.”
Daniella huffs softly despite herself. “That’s the plan. Also, I told you, you don’t have to call me that anymore. Dani is fine.”
Lena nods rapidly, smile wobbling. “You look amazing. I mean, good. You look good. Steady. Strong. I knew you would, I told everyone you would, didn’t I?” She glances at Alya like she expects confirmation.
Alya inclines her head once. “You’re upright,” she says to Dani. Not a compliment. An observation. Approval lives in the understatement.
The nurse guides the chair toward the doors, and sunlight spills across the lobby floor. Daniella squints, head tilting slightly as her body recalibrates to the brightness.
The air changes the moment they pass through the automatic doors, warmer, heavier, alive in a way the hospital never was.
The wheelchair jerked slightly as it hit a seam in the lobby tile. Daniella's fingers tightened reflexively around the cane's handle, her knuckles whitening, not from pain, but from the sudden flood of awareness that this was real. This was happening.
She was leaving.
The Colombian sun hit Dani like a physical weight as the automatic doors slid open, thick and honeyed, pressing against her skin with an almost oppressive warmth after years of hospital air conditioning.
She blinked against the sudden brightness, her free hand rising instinctively to shield her eye, then froze mid-motion.
The Colombian heat wrapped around her bare arms like a living thing, thick and golden, so different from the antiseptic chill of the hospital.
She inhaled deeply, real air, unfiltered, carrying the distant scent of diesel and ripe mangoes from a vendor down the street.
At the curb, Rosaria is finishing up with the luggage. She lowers the trunk lid with a solid, definitive thump and turns as they approach. Her expression softens when she sees Daniella, the sharpness she carries so often easing into something openly protective.
“You ready?” Rosaria asks, already stepping closer, one hand briefly resting at Dani’s shoulder. The contact is steady, grounding, asking without demanding.
Dani nods. “Yeah.”
The nurse runs through final instructions, voice calm and practiced. Dani listens, answers when prompted, signs where needed.
Her attention drifts now and then, pulled between the weight of the moment and the presence of the people surrounding her like a loose perimeter.
When the nurse finally steps away, Alya moves immediately, not rushing, not hesitating. She opens the back door of the car and checks the seat angle without being asked, then steps back, hands at her sides, eyes on Daniella.
Lena hovers near the wheelchair, hands fluttering uselessly before she catches herself. “Do you need anything?” She asks. “A pillow? Water? I can grab—”
“I’m good,” Dani says gently.
Lena nods, visibly swallowing down the urge to do more, to fix something that doesn’t need fixing anymore.
Dani stands from her chair, the cane pressing into her palm like an old pair of gloves. The movement isn’t smooth; her knee locks halfway up, sending a familiar bolt of pain shooting through the joint, but she doesn’t pause.
The hospital curb tilts underfoot, uneven concrete disguised by years of polish, and she catches herself instinctively, weight shifting to her good leg. The cane taps twice, recalibrating her balance.
The car door shuts with a muffled thump, sealing them in with the scent of warm leather and someone’s nervous sweat.
Alya cranks the AC up to arctic levels within seconds, her fingers drumming an uneven rhythm against the wheel as Rosaria rattles off directions from the passenger seat.
Isabel folds herself into the space beside Dani, their thighs pressing together through layers of fabric, denim against linen, heat radiating between them.
The car smelled like sunscreen and nervous energy as they merged into midday traffic. Dani watched the hospital shrink in the rearview mirror through half-lowered lashes, her fingers tracing the ridge of scar tissue beneath her eyepatch, a new habit she couldn't seem to break.
The cane lay diagonally across her lap like a boundary marker between her body and Isabel's, its polished wood warm where their thighs pressed together.
The building looms behind them, glass reflecting sky, impersonal and immense. Two years contained within its walls. Pain. Fear. Work. Survival.
A version of herself stripped down and rebuilt piece by piece.
As the car pulls away from the curb, Dani leans back, fingers threading through Isabel’s. The hospital shrinks in the window until it’s just another building among many.
This time, she doesn’t look back.
She’s done surviving.
Now she gets to live.
The drive to the airport is quiet, but not tense. The city thins gradually, buildings giving way to long stretches of road and open sky, the kind of space that makes it easier to breathe without realizing you were holding it in.
Dani watches it all pass through the window, her reflection faint in the glass, superimposed over a future that still feels unreal but no longer unreachable.
When they turn off the main road and pass through the gate, the world changes again. The airport is loud and crowded. Terminals. Lines. Announcements echoing overhead. But they turn away from the chaos and into a more private lot littered with hangers.
Just clean pavement, wide open tarmac, and a hangar set apart from everything else like it was designed for privacy rather than spectacle.
The plane is already waiting.
It’s large. Unmistakably so. Sleek and polished, stairs lowered, windows darkened. The kind of aircraft built for long distances and comfort, for people who don’t intend to be rushed or noticed. It could easily take all of them. Twice over.
That isn’t why it won’t.
Dani feels the truth of that settle quietly in her chest, firm and resolved. This was never about space. It was about what she could carry with her and what she needed to leave behind, at least for now.
She and Isabel starting their new life together needed as few distraction or complications as possible. As few reminders of who they used to be.
And if they were only taking one person, everyone knew who it was going to be.
They’d known her discharge date for two weeks.
Two weeks of conversations that didn’t feel like negotiations, even when they were difficult. Long nights where Dani and Isabel talked honestly about what healing meant outside hospital walls, about how much noise Daniella could tolerate, how many people she could emotionally hold close without feeling crowded inside her own body.
They talked about where they wanted to live, not permanently, not as a final decision, but as a place to land. Somewhere quiet. Somewhere controlled. Somewhere Daniella could relearn herself without being watched.
And they talked about who was coming.
Not in secret. Not delicately. Everyone knew. Everyone was told.
There were no surprises waiting here, no sudden exclusions delivered at the edge of the runway. Alya had accepted it with a nod and a simple, “That makes sense.”
Lena had cried, then wiped her face, then cried again while insisting she understood. Rosaria had asked for details, timelines, contingencies, then made it happen.
The car came to a stop beside the hangar.
The engine cuts.
For a moment, the only sound is the soft ticking of cooling metal.
Rosaria is the first to move, already opening the trunk, already coordinating with the plane staff as if this were any other operation.
Suitcases are lifted out efficiently, passed hand to hand, loaded with practiced ease. Rosaria supervises it all, sharp-eyed, composed, making sure nothing is missed.
Isabel steps out next and comes around to Daniella’s door. She opens it but doesn’t rush her, offering her hand without pressure.
Dani takes it, easing herself out carefully, cane tapping against the concrete as she finds her balance. The air smells faintly of fuel and open space, cleaner somehow than the city.
Alya and Lena wait a few steps away, near the front of the car.
Alya stands with her hands in her jacket pockets, posture relaxed but alert, eyes tracking the environment automatically. When Dani straightens fully and starts toward them, Alya’s attention narrows, focus settling on Dani alone. There’s no visible emotion on her face, but there’s something solid there, something unwavering.
Lena is already crying.
She’s trying not to, blinking rapidly, pressing her lips together, but the tears spill anyway. Her hands twist together once before she catches herself, shoulders lifting with a shaky breath.
When Dani approaches, Lena lets out a small, broken laugh, half-sob, half-relief.
Daniella releases Isabel’s hand and walks the rest of the way on her own. Each step is deliberate, practiced. Cane first. Then weight. Then leg. The distance isn’t far, but it feels ceremonial, like crossing a line she won’t be able to step back over.
She stops in front of Alya.
Daniella wrapped her arms around Alya's shoulders, pressing her forehead briefly against the taller woman's collarbone. Alya smelled like the faint citrus of her shampoo.
The embrace lasted a while, Alya counting silently, before Daniella pulled back, her fingers lingering on Alya's jacket sleeves.
When she pulled back, her fingers lingered on Alya's jacket sleeves, tracing the stitching. "Thank you for everything," Dani said, her voice rougher than she intended. "Truly. I'd be dead so many times over without you."
Alya's jaw worked silently before she nodded once, sharp and final. "Don't thank me," she said, voice thick. "Just live." Her fingers brushed Dani's wrist. "Be happy. If anyone deserves it, it's you."
"I'd give you a kiss, but Camila would get mad." Dani says.
Alya snorted, her usual stoic facade cracking for just a second. "Camila wouldn't get mad," she said, flexing her knuckles absently. "She'd make you do triple of your physical therapy reps though."
Dani laughs. "Walking those stairs fifteen times would blow out my leg." The joke tastes bittersweet on her tongue, half deflection, half truth.
She flexes her knee experimentally, feeling the familiar twinge of scar tissue protesting even the thought of unnecessary strain. The plane's staircase looms ahead, sleek and steep, each step a reminder of what her body can barely do.
"You're staying in Colombia?" Dani asked, fingers tightening around the cane's handle as Alya shifted her weight. The midday sun caught the silver streaks in Alya's hair.
"Yeah..." Alya says, scuffing her boot against the tarmac. A loose piece of gravel skitters away, the sound sharp in the quiet. "Camila wants to break from the hospital and open her own rehab center. I was thinking of helping her with that."
Daniella exhaled through her nose, the tension in her shoulders easing slightly. "That's good," she murmured. "She's...good for you." The admission came easier than she expected. "Less...violent."
Alya smirked, the corner of her mouth twitching like she wanted to argue but knew better. "Yeah, well." She shrugged one shoulder, glancing toward the plane where a flight attendant was already boarding, her silhouette sharp against the cabin light. "She makes me want to be better. Like you did."
Dani gave Alya one last hug, tighter than before, her fingers digging into the fabric of Alya's jacket. "You'll do great," Dani murmured into her shoulder, the words muffled but firm.
She pulled back just enough to meet Alya's eyes, her own glistening but dry. "I expect a Christmas card from you two." The corner of her mouth twitched upward, half-smile, half-challenge.
"Goodbye little rabbit," Alya said, her voice softer than Daniella had ever heard it.
The nickname landed between them, half-tease, half-endearment, something from those first brutal months when Daniella had flinched at every unexpected sound, when her reflexes were all flight and no fight.
Alya's thumb brushed the inside of Dani's wrist once, fleeting but deliberate, before she stepped back, her boots scraping against the tarmac.
The sound of jet engines idling filled the space between them, a low hum that vibrated through Daniella's bones. She turned to Lena next, whose tears had streaked black mascara down her cheeks.
Without hesitation, Daniella pulled her into a crushing embrace, feeling Lena's shoulders shake against her.
Lena hugged her back tightly, fingers digging into Daniella's shoulder blades like she could imprint herself there permanently. The scent of Lena's shampoo, something floral and expensive, mixed with the salt of her tears where her face pressed against Daniella's neck.
Lena's breath hitched twice, a wet, ragged sound, before she whispered, "You better fucking text me every day." The words vibrated against Daniella's skin, half threat, half plea.
"I'll see what I can do," Daniella murmured into Lena's hair, the words tasting like a promise she wasn't sure she could keep.
Her fingers tightened briefly against Lena's back, memorizing the sharp press of shoulder blades beneath silk. When she pulled away, Lena's mascara had smudged onto Daniella's collar like a war wound, something to carry with her.
Rosaria approached with her usual measured stride, the heels of her boots scuffing against the tarmac as she came to stand beside Lena. Daniella reached out, brushing her thumb under Lena's smudged mascara before pressing a kiss to her damp cheek.
"I left a gift for you in your luggage," Dani murmured against her ear, lips barely moving. "Open it when you get back to Florida."
"We should get going," Rosaria says, her voice low and final, like she's already calculating runway clearances and fuel consumption. The wind tugs at her sleeves as she steps back, her boots scuffing against the tarmac.
Her eyes flick to the plane's stairs, too steep, Dani's leg won't like that, then to the attendant hovering near the cabin door. A silent exchange passes between them; the attendant nods and disappears inside.
"Ahh, wait before I forget." Dani fishes in her shorts pocket, the fabric pulling taut against her thigh as she digs past loose coins and pocket lint.
Her fingers close around the folded checks, the paper crisp against her fingertips. The wind catches the edges as she pulls them out, making the slips flutter like wounded birds before she presses them flat against her thigh.
Dani presses the checks into their palms with fingers that don't shake, a small miracle given how her hands trembled through most of her recovery. The numbers stare up at them in crisp black ink: 500,000 dollars.
Lena makes a wet, hiccupping sound halfway between a laugh and a sob, her manicured thumb already smudging the signature where Dani's pen had dug too deep.
Crisp rectangles of paper that represented more than money, they were apologies, thank-yous, and goodbyes all folded into one.
"I feel better if I know my friends are financially stable," she said, pressing the checks into Alya and Lena’s hands with deliberate firmness. The wind tried to snatch them away, but their fingers closed reflexively, the paper crinkling under their grip.
Five hundred thousand dollars each. Enough to disappear. Enough to start over. Enough to never owe anyone anything again.
"This is too much, we can’t take this," Lena blurts, fingers crumpling the check’s edge as if it might dissolve.
Alya doesn’t say anything, but her jaw flexes, the tendons standing stark beneath her skin as she stares at the number like it’s a grenade with the pin already pulled.
"Please," Dani says, shifting her weight onto the cane as the wind tugs at her loose t-shirt. "It'll make me feel better."
The check flutters in Lena's trembling fingers, its crisp edges already wilting from her grip. Dani reaches out, pressing Lena's fingers closed around the paper with her own scarred hand.
"I didn't have friends in my old life." The admission scrapes out raw, tasting like loneliness. "It would mean a lot to me to know my friends are going to live comfortably."
Lena clutched the check to her chest like a precious jewel, her knuckles whitening around the paper while Alya folded hers neatly into her jacket pocket, both silent surrenders to Daniella's stubborn generosity.
Dani nodded, exhaling through her nose as if settling a debt older than the scars on her body.
She handed her cane to Rosaria for a moment, just a moment, so she could use both of her hands to hug Alya and Lena. Pulling them into a tight embrace one last time. “Goodbye. Stay safe.”
The wind carried the scent of jet fuel as she turned away, grabbing her cane from Rosaria, her cane tapping against the tarmac in rhythm with her uneven steps toward Isabel and Rosaria.
Rosaria's brow furrowed as she watched Lena clutch the check to her chest. She stepped closer to Daniella, her voice dropping to a murmur only they could hear. "What did you put in Lena's luggage?"
Dani leans back into Rosaria and whispers, "A pair of my underwear." The words curl against Rosaria's ear, warm and conspiratorial.
Rosaria stiffens for half a second, just long enough for Dani to feel the muscles in her shoulders lock, before she exhales sharply through her nose. Her grip tightens around Dani's elbow, fingers pressing just shy of painful.
Rosaria's grip on Dani's elbow tightened further, her knuckles blanching against Dani's skin. "You're terrible," she muttered, voice thick with exasperation and something dangerously close to affection. Dani grinned, unrepentant, leaning her weight into Rosaria's side.
Rosaria steered her the last few steps toward the plane, her hand firm at Dani’s elbow, guiding without rushing. Isabel was already there at the base of the stairs, one hand on the rail, the other lifted in quiet invitation.
The staircase looked steeper up close, glossy metal catching the light, each step narrow and unapologetic. Daniella paused, more reflex than fear, cane tip resting against the first riser as she measured the distance.
“I’ve got you,” Isabel said softly.
Daniella nodded and let Isabel take the lead. They went slowly. One step at a time. Cane up first, then foot, then weight, Isabel’s hand a constant anchor at her back.
Dani could feel the plane under her now, solid and unmoving, not the fragile thing her imagination had built. Halfway up, her knee complained sharply, scar tissue pulling tight, and she hissed a breath through her teeth.
“Take a break,” Isabel murmured immediately, stopping with her. No pressure. No audience. Just space.
Dani steadied herself, counted her breaths the way she’d been taught, and then nodded again. They finished the climb together, and when Daniella crossed the threshold into the cabin, something in her chest loosened, surprised by how gentle the interior felt.
The plane was… beautiful. Warm lighting instead of harsh fluorescents. Wide leather seats arranged in pairs, polished wood accents, soft carpeting that muted every step. It smelled faintly of clean linen and citrus, nothing sharp or sterile. This wasn’t a machine meant to endure people. It was built to hold them.
Isabel guided Dani to their seats, helping her turn and lower herself carefully. Rosaria took the seat across the aisle, already buckling in, posture composed but eyes flicking up every few seconds to check on Dani.
Isabel settled beside her, reaching over to help with the seatbelt, making sure it sat comfortably across Dani’s hips rather than pressing anywhere tender.
Daniella’s hands shook just a little as she rested them in her lap.
“It’s okay,” Isabel said quietly, lacing their fingers together without hesitation. “First flights are weird.”
“This is my first… everything,” Daniella admitted, voice low. She leaned back cautiously, testing the seat, then glanced toward the window. The glass was cool when she touched it, the world outside bright and expansive. She could see Alya and Lena still standing near the car.
They were watching her.
Dani lifted her hand and waved, slow and deliberate so neither of them would miss it. Lena waved back with both arms, exaggerated and unashamed, even from this distance. Alya raised one hand in a crisp, restrained salute, the corner of her mouth lifting just enough to be visible.
Dani held their figures in her gaze as long as she could. She watched Alya open the driver’s door, watched Lena hesitate one last time before getting in, watched the car pull away across the tarmac toward the terminal.
Toward Lena’s flight back to Florida. To Miami. It made so much sense when Lena had told her she was from Florida; it’d filled so many gaps.
When they disappeared from view, Dani turned back to the cabin, throat tight but steady.
A flight attendant approached then, movements smooth and practiced, voice warm but professional as she explained the basics. Seatbelts. Takeoff. Turbulence.
Dani listened intently, nodding, absorbing every word like it might be on an exam later. She felt the attendant’s eyes flick briefly to her eyepatch, to the faint line of scars tracing her cheek, but there was no judgment there. Just awareness.
As the attendant moved on, the engines hummed louder beneath them, a deep vibration that traveled up through the seat and into Dani’s bones. Her pulse spiked immediately, breath catching before she could stop it.
Isabel’s hand tightened around hers.
“Hey,” Isabel murmured, leaning in until their foreheads nearly touched. “You’re here. You’re safe.”
Daniella swallowed. “It all feels so surreal,” she said. “I never thought I’d get out of the hospital. And now… we’re on our way to start our new life together.”
Isabel smiled and pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead, right above the scars. “Believe it, dove.”
The plane began to move, slow at first, then faster. Dani’s stomach flipped, nerves lighting up in strange, unfamiliar ways. The vibration deepened, the sound growing louder until it filled everything. Her grip on Isabel’s hand tightened reflexively.
Isabel didn’t let go. She talked to her quietly, grounding her through the acceleration, through the moment the wheels left the ground and the world dropped away beneath them.
Dani felt the weight shift, the strange floating sensation in her chest, fear and awe tangling together until she didn’t know which one she was feeling more.
She closed her eye for a moment, breathing through it.
When she opened it again, the ground was already far below them, clouds stretching out like something unreal and soft and forgiving.
Dani leaned her head against Isabel’s shoulder, still holding her hand, still trembling just a little.
But she was smiling.
She was leaving.
About halfway through the flight, the cabin lights dimmed to a softer glow, the kind meant to encourage rest rather than sleep. The hum of the engines had settled into something almost soothing, a steady presence beneath everything else.
Dani had dozed lightly, head tipped against Isabel’s shoulder, breath slow and even.
Isabel hadn’t moved.
She watched the rise and fall of Dani’s chest, the faint crease between her brows that never quite disappeared even in rest. Carefully, so carefully, she leaned in and pressed a kiss just below Dani’s ear. Then another. Soft. Unhurried. More affectionate than teasing.
Dani stirred immediately, a quiet sound leaving her throat as she shifted, eye opening halfway. “Mm… Is everything okay?” She murmured, voice still rough with sleep.
Isabel smiled against her skin. “Everything’s perfect,” she said, low and warm. She kissed the side of Dani’s neck again, lingering just a fraction longer this time. “I was just wondering something.”
Dani’s fingers curled lightly into the fabric of Isabel’s sleeve, not pulling away. “That tone usually means trouble.”
“Only the good kind.” Isabel tilted her head, lips brushing Dani’s pulse once more before she pulled back just enough to look at her. Her expression was playful, but gentle, checking in even as she flirted. “How would you feel about… joining the mile-high club?”
Dani blinked. Once. Twice.
Then she let out a soft, incredulous laugh, cheeks warming instantly. “You’re serious?”
“Completely,” Isabel said, eyebrows lifting. “Well. Mostly. I figured I’d ask before I embarrassed myself.”
Dani glanced around the cabin reflexively, Rosaria was a few rows ahead, headphones on, eyes closed, very deliberately elsewhere.
The flight attendants were nowhere nearby. The plane felt suddenly… private in a way she hadn’t fully registered before.
She looked back at Isabel, heart thudding faster for reasons that had nothing to do with fear. “I,” She hesitated, smiling despite herself. “I didn’t think my first flight would come with… perks.”
Isabel laughed quietly and kissed her jaw. “No pressure,” she said immediately, voice softening. “We can just… flirt about it and behave like civilized adults.”
Dani considered that for exactly half a second.
Dani’s fingers tightened around Isabel’s wrist, her pulse hammering beneath the thin skin there. "Civilized adults," she echoed, her voice dropping low enough that the words barely left her mouth.
The corner of her lips twitched, not quite a smirk, but something warmer, more private. "When have we ever been that?"
The aisle stretched empty between them, a narrow passage of carpeted silence. Dani exhaled slowly, fingers still curled around Isabel’s wrist, her grip loose enough to break, tight enough to feel the quickened pulse beneath her thumb.
The plane tilted slightly, adjusting altitude, and the overhead light flickered just once, throwing shadows across Isabel’s face like a veil being lifted.
Isabel's lips brushed the hollow beneath Dani's jaw, slow, deliberate, testing the waters. The kiss lingered just long enough for Dani's breath to catch before Isabel pulled back slightly, her exhale warm against the dampened skin.
Then she did it again, lower this time, teeth grazing the tendon just enough to make Dani's fingers spasm against her sleeve. The third kiss found Dani's pulse point, open-mouthed and hot, Isabel's tongue tracing the frantic beat there as if memorizing its rhythm.
Isabel's lips traced the same path again, first the hollow beneath Dani's jaw, then lower, teeth scraping lightly over tendon, but this time, she didn't pull away.
Dani's breath hitched audibly as Isabel's hand slid from her wrist to her thigh, fingers pressing just above the knee, careful of the scars but insistent.
The sensation rippled through Dani like a current, her fingers curling into the armrest as Isabel nipped gently at her pulse point, coaxing another ragged exhale from her lungs.
Her hands go for Dani's drawstring on her silk shorts, not hurried, not desperate, but deliberate. The pads of her fingers graze the knot at Dani's hipbone, slow enough that Dani could stop her with a twitch, a breath, a hesitation.
But Dani doesn't move. The silk whispers against itself as Isabel pulls the loose ends, unraveling the knot.
The silk shorts slide down Dani's hips with barely a whisper, pooling around her thighs like liquid. Isabel's fingers follow, tracing the dip of her hipbones, the delicate ridge of her pelvic crest, each touch featherlight, mapping the landscape of her body as if for the first time.
Dani shivers, her breath coming faster now, fingers twisting into the armrests. The plane tilts slightly in midair, a gentle reminder of where they are, what they're doing, how exposed they might be if anyone glanced back.
"Be very quiet," Isabel whispers, her lips brushing the shell of Dani's ear as her fingers glide beneath the loosened silk.
The plane hums around them, a steady vibration that muffles the hitch in Dani's breath when Isabel's thumb finds the delicate skin of her inner thigh.
The silk whispered against Dani’s thighs as Isabel’s fingers traced higher, slow, maddening circles that skirted every place Dani wanted her most. The plane’s vibration thrummed through the seats, syncing with the frantic tempo under Isabel’s fingertips when she finally, finally brushed against damp fabric.
Dani bit her lip hard enough to leave a mark, her hips jerking involuntarily. Isabel’s laugh ghosted across her collarbone as she withdrew her hand entirely.
Dani's breath caught as Isabel withdrew, not in relief, but in betrayal. Her body arched forward unconsciously, chasing the lost contact, before she caught herself with a bitten-off noise.
Isabel watched the flush creep down Dani’s throat, the way her fingers dug into the armrests, knuckles whitening around the leather.
Dani’s exhale was sharp, uneven, half frustration, half anticipation, as Isabel leaned in again, her lips skimming Dani’s earlobe.
"Tell me," Isabel murmured, her voice barely audible over the engine’s hum. "Tell me what you want."
Dani’s eyelash fluttered, her lips parting around a soundless plea before she swallowed hard. "You," she breathed, the word barely audible, cracked at the edges.
She turned her head just enough to catch Isabel’s gaze, dark, hungry, stripped bare, and repeated it firmer this time. "You."
Isabel’s fingers tightened on Dani’s hipbone, the pressure just shy of pain, grounding her as she leaned in to kiss her, slow, deep, savoring the way Dani’s breath shuddered against her lips.
When she pulled back, Dani chased her instinctively, a whimper trapped in her throat. Isabel smirked and pressed a single finger to her lips. "Shh," she murmured, dragging her hand down Dani’s stomach.
Dani's breath stuttered as Isabel's fingers slipped beneath the damp fabric, the touch so light it bordered on cruel. Every muscle in her body tensed, thighs pressing together instinctively, not to block, but to heighten the friction.
The plane dipped slightly in turbulence, the sensation making her stomach swoop in a way that had nothing to do with altitude.
Isabel reached across the aisle, her fingers curling around the strap of the duffel bag tucked beneath the opposite seat. The fabric was smooth under her touch, the weight reassuring as she dragged it into their space.
Dani watched, her breath still uneven, as Isabel unzipped the bag with a slow, deliberate pull, the sound loud in the hushed cabin.
Inside, nestled between folded sweaters and travel documents, was a slim black case, the kind meant for expensive pens or delicate tools. But when Isabel flicked the latch open, the contents were neither.
The wand lay nestled in the case like a promise, sleek and dark as polished obsidian. Its curved handle fit perfectly against Isabel’s palm when she lifted it, the weight familiar, the silicone head still holding the faintest memory of warmth from the last time.
She flicked her thumb over the dial at the base, testing the lowest setting, a whisper of vibration that hummed through her fingertips like a living thing.
The wand buzzed to life with a nearly inaudible hum, its sleek surface catching the dim cabin light as Isabel adjusted the dial. Dani's gaze flickered between the toy and Isabel's face, her lips parting around a silent exhale, half anticipation, half disbelief.
When the hell did she get that?
The wand thrummed between them, its pulse so subtle it barely registered as sound, just a faint, electric promise humming against Isabel’s palm. Dani stared at it, her lips parted slightly, the flush on her cheeks deepening as comprehension dawned.
"You," she breathed, voice roughened by sleep and something darker, "planned this."
"Of course." Isabel smiles, slow and satisfied, thumb tracing idle circles on the wand's dial, not increasing pressure yet, just teasing the possibility. The vibration thrums against her skin like a second heartbeat. "You didn’t think I’d let our first flight together go to waste, did you?"
Dani's throat worked as Isabel drew the wand lower, its hum barely audible beneath the engine's steady drone. The first press of silicone against her inner thigh made her jolt, not from pain, but from the sheer unexpected warmth of it.
Isabel smiled against her neck, adjusting the dial incrementally higher, the vibration deepening into something more insistent against Dani's skin.
The wand's vibrations deepened to a steady purr as Isabel dragged it higher, the silicone head catching slightly on the damp fabric between Dani's thighs. Dani's breath hitched, her fingers tightening convulsively on Isabel's wrist, not to stop her, just to feel her there, solid and real amidst the dizzying sensation.
The plane hit a pocket of turbulence, jostling them slightly, and Isabel seized the opportunity to press closer, her lips finding the shell of Dani's ear.
"Ah, fuck, baby.~"
The wand's vibration skipped a notch higher, Isabel's thumb brushing the dial with practiced precision, and Dani's back arched off the seat, her bitten-off gasp lost in the cabin's ambient hum.
The silicone circled, deliberate, avoiding direct contact just long enough to make Dani's thighs tremble. Isabel watched the tension coil in her jaw, the way her free hand clawed at the armrest before forcing itself to relax.
The silk slid aside with a whisper, Isabel's fingers hooking into the damp fabric and dragging it just far enough to expose Dani completely. The wand's vibrations pulsed against Isabel's palm like a living thing, warm now from proximity, from anticipation.
She watched Dani's chest rise and fall rapidly, watched the way her lips parted around silent, stuttered breaths as the silicone grazed her inner thigh one last time, teasing, taunting, before Isabel finally, finally pressed it directly to her clit.
The first touch was electric, not the sharp jolt Dani expected, but a deep, rolling current that radiated outward from her clit in slow, relentless waves. Her thighs jerked together instinctively, trapping the wand between them, but Isabel didn't pull away.
She adjusted the angle slightly, letting the silicone press harder, and Dani's breath fractured into shallow gasps.
Dani's head tipped back against the seat, her eye fluttering shut as the vibrations coursed through her, relentless and perfect. Every muscle in her body tensed, not in fear, but in delicious, unbearable anticipation.
Isabel's free hand settled on her stomach, fingers splayed possessively, anchoring her as the wand's rhythm intensified.
The dial clicked softly under Isabel's thumb, each incremental increase sending fresh tremors through Dani's thighs.
Isabel's finger slid in without warning, slick and warm from where Dani had been dripping onto the seat. The sudden fullness made Dani jerk, her hips lifting off the leather as the wand's vibrations pulsed against her clit and Isabel's finger curled inside her.
"So tight," Isabel murmured against Dani’s neck, her voice rough with something between awe and hunger.
Her finger curled deeper, pressing upward in a slow, deliberate arc that made Dani’s hips jerk involuntarily against the seatbelt still loosely draped across her lap. The wand hummed steadily between them, its vibrations syncing with the frantic pulse beneath Isabel’s fingertips.
Dani’s thighs trembled, her body caught between the instinct to clamp down and the desperate need to arch into the touch.
The wand's vibrations intensified with another quiet click of the dial, sending shocks through Dani's body that made her toes curl against the floor. Isabel's finger crooked inside her, pressing against that spot that unraveled her every time, and Dani's mouth fell open in a silent cry.
Her nails dug into Isabel's forearm, anchoring herself against the relentless pleasure threatening to sweep her under.
"I'm gonna—" Dani's voice cracked mid-syllable, her back arching off the seat as the wand's vibrations intensified.
Her fingers scrabbled against Isabel's wrist, not to pull her away, but to fuse them together, as if the contact alone could anchor her against the tidal wave of sensation. The plane hit another pocket of turbulence, jostling them sharply, and the sudden movement sent the wand sliding higher, the silicone catching her clit at just the right angle.
Dani's whole body locked, her thighs trembling violently around Isabel's hand, her remaining eye squeezing shut as pleasure crested like a storm surge.
The orgasm hits Dani like a delayed detonation. First, the pressure, unbearable, coiled tight in her abdomen, then the shuddering release that rips through her in slow, devastating waves.
Her thighs clamp around Isabel’s wrist, trapping the wand against her as her back arches off the seat, every muscle rigid with the force of it.
The scream lodges in her throat, strangled into a choked gasp that Isabel swallows with a kiss, her free hand cradling Dani’s jaw to keep the sound between them.
The aftershocks took longer to subside than Dani expected. Her thighs trembled against Isabel’s wrist, still clutching the wand like a lifeline even as the vibrations tapered off. Every breath felt jagged, her ribs expanding against the seatbelt’s slack restraint.
Isabel’s finger withdrew slowly, the loss of fullness making Dani whimper, not from oversensitivity, but from the absence.
"Can I help yo—" The flight attendant froze mid-sentence, her polished smile faltering as she took in the scene: Dani's flushed face half-buried against Isabel's shoulder, the duffel bag hastily shoved aside but not quite concealing the unmistakable shape of the wand still clutched in Isabel's hand.
The woman's professionalism lasted exactly three seconds before her cheeks burned scarlet. She pivoted on her heels with military precision, muttering something about drink refills as she disappeared behind the curtain.
The flight attendant's retreating footsteps echoed down the aisle as Dani lifted her head from Isabel's shoulder, her single eye blinking in drowsy confusion.
The overhead light caught the dampness at her temple where strands of hair clung, the flush still creeping down her throat beneath the loose collar of her shirt.
The flight attendant's polished pumps clicked against the aisle carpet as she retreated, her spine rigid with forced ignorance. Dani watched her go through half-lidded eye, the aftermath of pleasure still humming through her veins like a second pulse.
Then she noticed Isabel's knee pressed against the call button, its blue light glowing like a tiny, mischievous beacon.
"Ah."
The best thing about having a cane handy is that you can bonk people with it.
People like your wife, who accidentally hit the call button.
Dani had barely registered the soft ding before the curtain slid back and the flight attendant froze, eyes flicking immediately, too immediately, to Dani. Half naked. Hair mussed. Still flushed, still hazy in that post-orgasm fog she hadn’t fully shaken yet.
The embarrassment hit like a delayed explosion.
The attendant recovered quickly, professionalism snapping back into place. “Honey,” she said gently, pointedly not looking, “I’ve seen ten times worse.”
That somehow made it worse.
Dani spent the rest of the flight wrapped tightly in a blanket and her own humiliation, pouting in silence, refusing to make eye contact with anyone, including Isabel. Especially Isabel.
Now, in the car, the memory still burned. Dani stared out the window, jaw set, irritation simmering low and sharp. Isabel drove quietly, giving her space, the hum of the engine filling what neither of them said.
The desert stretched out around them, sun low, gold and dusty and painfully familiar.
Then Isabel reached over, took Dani’s hand, and kissed the back of it, without taking her eyes off the road.
Just like that, the tension drained out of her.
Dani exhaled, her shoulders sagging, irritation melting into something softer, more fragile. She watched Isabel drive, the calm focus, the way she looked impossibly beautiful without trying, and felt herself steady.
They slowed. Turned. Pulled up somewhere quiet.
Residential. Ordinary. Too ordinary for how loud Dani’s heart suddenly was.
“Will Rosaria be okay on her own?” Dani asked, voice barely above a whisper.
Isabel glanced at her, immediately serious. “She’s a big girl. She just went ahead to set up the house. She’ll be okay.” Then, softer, “I should be asking if you’re sure you’re okay to do this? We don’t have to go in.”
Dani shook her head. “I want to.”
They got out of the car.
The sound of Dani’s cane striking the ground echoed louder than it should have. Each step toward the door felt heavier, like the air itself thickened with memory. She stopped at the porch, chest tight, breath trembling.
Three years.
Three years since she’d heard their voices. Three years since she’d walked through this door without fear.
She rang the doorbell.
Footsteps inside. Slow. Uneven.
The door opened.
Her father stood there.
For a moment, he just stared, like his mind refused to accept what his eyes were telling him. His gaze swept over her face, her hair, the cane, the scars she didn’t bother hiding.
“Daniella…?” He breathed, voice cracking on her name.
She nodded, lips trembling.
He made a sound somewhere between a sob and a gasp, and then his knees hit the floor. He pulled her into him so tightly it knocked the breath from her lungs, arms shaking as he held her like he was afraid she’d vanish if he let go.
“Oh my God! Oh my God—” he kept repeating, face buried in her shoulder. “You’re here. You’re here. I’ve got you. My little girl.”
Dani broke.
She clung to him, crying openly now, tears soaking into his shirt, fingers digging in like she needed the pain to prove it was real. She could feel his heart pounding, feel him shaking just as hard as she was.
“I’m home,” she whispered. “I’m really home.”
Her mother appeared in the hallway. “Who is—”
She froze.
Her hand flew to her mouth, a sound tearing out of her chest as she rushed forward, dropping down beside them, touching Dani’s face like she didn’t trust her eyes.
“My baby,” she sobbed. “My baby—”
She wrapped her arms around Dani too, holding her with desperate tenderness, kissing her hair, her cheeks, her forehead over and over like she was making up for every lost day.
Dani felt crushed between them, overwhelmed, safe in a way she hadn’t felt since before everything went wrong.
They stayed like that for a long time.
Crying. Rocking. Whispering apologies and reassurances and prayers all tangled together. Dani felt years of fear finally crack and spill out, leaving her shaking and hollow and strangely light.
Eventually, they pulled back just enough for Dani to breathe.
That’s when she noticed Isabel.
Still just outside the doorway.
Waiting. Like a vampire who needed to be invited in.
Her father followed Dani’s gaze, blinking through tears. “Who is this?” He asked softly.
Dani's fingers tightened around Isabel's wrist, not pulling, just anchoring, as she dragged her forward across the threshold. The motion made her cane clatter against the doorframe, the sound startlingly loud in the charged silence.
"Mom, Dad," she said, her voice raw from crying but steadier than she felt. "This is my wife, Isabel."
Her father's grip tightened around Daniella's shoulder, protective, instinctive, but it was her mother who reacted first.
"Wife???" Her mother gasped, one hand fluttering to her chest like she'd been shot.
Then her knees buckled in slow motion, first the left, then the right, before she collapsed backward into the hallway in a dead faint, her floral dress fanning out around her like a fallen parachute.
Her mother didn’t so much fall as fold.
Her father caught her just in time, arms wrapping around her instinctively, years of muscle memory taking over even as his face stayed stricken. “Okay, okay, sweetheart, I’ve got you,” he murmured, voice steady despite the tremor in his hands.
He lifted her with a grunt and carried her to the couch, laying her down carefully, easing her head onto a cushion. He knelt beside her and tapped her cheek lightly. Once. Twice.
“Hey. C’mon. Don’t do this now.”
Nothing.
He sighed, long and heavy, dragging a hand down his face before running his fingers back through his hair, leaving it mussed and uneven. For a moment, he just sat there, staring at her like he was bracing himself for another loss he couldn’t survive.
“Is she okay?” Isabel asked quietly from behind him.
He looked up at her, eyes red but clear. “She’s fine,” he said with certainty. “Just shocked. Happens when she gets overwhelmed.” A weak huff of a laugh escaped him. “Guess ‘my daughter I thought was gone shows up gay married’ qualifies.”
Dani hovered nearby, heart still pounding, guilt tugging at her ribs even though she knew, knew, this wasn’t her fault.
Her father stood slowly and turned toward her.
And really looked.
His gaze dropped to the cane first. Then lingered there.
Then higher, her posture, the way she favored one side, the stiffness she couldn’t quite hide. His eyes traced the scars she hadn’t covered, the faint discoloration at her wrist, the scars at her collarbone from the whip. Her eyepatch.
His jaw tightened with every detail, every quiet confirmation that something terrible had happened while she was gone.
“…Dani,” he said softly.
She braced herself.
“What happened to you?”
The room felt suddenly too small.
Dani swallowed. “We should wait,” she said gently. “For Mom. I don’t want to tell it twice.”
He studied her for a long moment, then nodded once. “Okay.” A pause. “Okay.”
His eyes softened, pride flickering through the pain. “You always were stubborn.”
She gave a faint smile.
“Is Juan home?” she asked.
Her father blinked, momentarily thrown by the change in topic. “Yeah. He’s… probably in his room. Where else would he be?”
A spark of something lighter flared in her chest.
“I’m gonna go surprise him,” she said, already turning down the hall.
“Hey...” her father started, then stopped himself. “Okay. Go.”
The hallway felt narrower than she remembered. The carpet softer. Her cane tapped lightly against the floor as she walked, the rhythm familiar now in a way it had never been before.
She stopped outside Juan’s door.
And laughed quietly to herself.
It smelled exactly the same.
Stale sweat. Corn chips. Something vaguely electronic and overheated. Three years hadn’t changed a damn thing.
She raised her hand and knocked.
“Yeah?” Came a distracted voice from inside. “One sec.”
The door swung open, slowly at first, then all at once, and there he stood, taller than she remembered, broader in the shoulders, his stubble thicker than the patchy mess he'd tried to grow when she was moving out.
His glasses were new, rectangular frames that made him look older, studious. But his hands froze mid-air, PlayStation controller dangling forgotten from one fist.
Juan's PlayStation controller hit the carpet with a dull thud. His mouth opened, then closed again. "Dan?" The nickname slipped out like a reflex, cracked and disbelieving.
Juan's arms locked around her ribs with a force that knocked her cane sideways. She heard it clatter against the doorframe but couldn't care less, lifting her clean off the ground in a hug that compressed her lungs into flat, useless things.
"You're crushing me," Dani wheezed into his shoulder, her toes dangling, her eyepatch askew from the collision of his chin against her temple.
He smelled like cheap body spray and the same coconut shampoo he'd used since high school, the familiarity punching through her harder than the lack of oxygen.
Juan set her down too fast, hands gripping her shoulders as his eyes raked over her, the eyepatch, the cane now leaning against the doorframe, the way she subtly shifted her weight off her weaker leg.
His breath hitched. "Jesus Christ, what—"
Dani caught Juan's wrist before he could touch her eyepatch; his fingers had been drifting toward it unconsciously, hovering like he needed to confirm the injury was real.
"Later," she murmured, squeezing his hand until his grip loosened. "Later, okay?"
Juan exhaled sharply through his nose, hands flexing at his sides like he wanted to grab her again but feared hurting her.
His gaze darted past Dani’s shoulder, landing on Isabel lingering in the hallway, and his expression hardened into something protective and wary.
“Who’s that?”
Dani felt Juan's body tense against hers, the shift from joy to defensiveness instantaneous. She squeezed his wrist again, gentler this time.
"That's Isabel," she said, voice steadier than she felt. "My wife."
Juan blinked, once, twice, before his gaze dropped to Dani's left hand. The absence of fingers. The faint nub where rings should've been. Then back up to her face, searching for something Dani wasn't sure how to name.
"You told them?" Juan asked, voice dropping low as he leaned in. His breath smelled faintly of the sour gummy worms he'd been eating.
Dani could see the half-empty bag spilled across his bed. "Jesus, Dan. How'd mom take it?"
"She fainted," Dani says, leaning against Juan's doorframe with a tired smile. "You didn't tell them while I was gone?"
Juan's fingers tightened on the doorframe, knuckles whitening. "We thought you were dead," he said, voice cracking on the last word. "Outing you was the last thing on my mind."
His throat worked as he swallowed hard, eyes flicking to the faint scar peeking beneath Dani's collar. "The cops showed up, saying you hadn't shown up to work in a week. That they checked your apartment and you were just...gone."
Juan's fingers trembled against the doorframe. The scent of stale pizza and overheated electronics clung to the air between them, thick with memory.
"A lot happened. And I'll explain it all, but when mom wakes up. For right now..." Dani exhaled, fingers tapping against the cane handle before glancing toward Isabel's silent silhouette in the hallway. "Do you want to meet my wife?"
Juan exhaled sharply through his nose, fingers flexing before he stepped back into the doorway. "Yeah," he muttered, scrubbing a hand over his stubble. "Yeah, alright."
Juan stepped forward, shoulders squared, chin lifted, the posture of a man trying to look taller than he was. Isabel met him halfway, her hand extended, her expression carefully neutral.
Dani watched the silent negotiation, the way Juan's fingers tightened around Isabel's, testing, assessing, before he exhaled through his nose and nodded once.
Juan's grip lingered a second too long, his knuckles whitening around Isabel's fingers in a silent challenge.
Isabel didn't flinch, just arched one eyebrow while her thumb pressed deliberately against his pulse point, not hard enough to hurt, just enough to remind him she knew exactly what he was doing.
Juan's grip on Isabel's hand faltered, his smirk freezing mid-expression. Dani leaned against the doorframe, cane tapping impatiently against the wood.
"I’m not dating a guy," she repeated, slower this time. "So you can skip the whole macho posturing routine. No dick measuring contest required."
Juan blinked, then snorted, half amusement, half disbelief, before releasing Isabel’s hand with a shrug. "Fine. But if she hurts you, I’m measuring something." He mimed swinging a bat.
He was about three years too late on that one.
Dani's laughter echoed through the hallway, bright and startled, the kind of sound she hadn't made in years. Isabel's mouth twitched, something warm flickering behind her eyes as she watched Juan's exaggerated bat swing dissolve into a grin.
Dani took two steps back toward Isabel, the cane thumping softly against the hardwood floor, each tap measured and deliberate.
She stopped just close enough for their shoulders to brush, not quite leaning, but not pulling away either. Isabel didn't move, didn't reach for her, just let the contact linger.
Her dad looked at her, hands fidgeting with the hem of his shirt like he was trying to physically wrangle the right words.
"So you're uh ga—" The syllable cracked halfway through, his throat working around vowels that wouldn't form.
"Yep."
Her dad blinked rapidly, his fingers twitching toward his chest pocket where he kept his reading glasses, a nervous tic Dani remembered from childhood.
The silence stretched just long enough to be painful before he cleared his throat and nodded once, sharply.
"Okay," he said, voice rough. "Okay. I'm just happy to have my daughter back."
Dani watched her father's hands tremble before he shoved them into his pockets, the motion too abrupt to be casual. The silence stretched thin between them, taut with everything left unsaid.
The scars, the cane, the years lost. Isabel shifted beside her, a subtle press of warmth against her shoulder, grounding her before she could spiral.
The couch creaked as Dani's mother stirred, her fingers twitching against the floral upholstery before her eyes fluttered open.
She blinked up at the ceiling, confusion tightening her features, before memory crashed back in with a sharp inhale. "Daniella?"
Dani's mother sat up too fast, her hand flying to her temple as the blood rushed from her head. "Daniella?" Her voice wavered, eyes darting wildly until they landed on Dani standing beside Isabel.
The color drained from her face again. "Oh God, I didn't dream it."
Dani's mother clutched the armrest, knuckles blanching white as she struggled upright. Her gaze flickered between Dani's eyepatch and the faint tremor in her left hand, details that hadn't existed when she'd last seen her daughter.
"You're..." Her breath hitched. "You're really here."
Dani's mother swayed on her feet, fingertips pressed to her lips like she was holding back a sob. The sunlight through the curtains caught the silver in her hair, more than Dani remembered, and the hollows beneath her eyes that hadn't been there before.
The cane clattered to the floor as Dani's mother surged forward, hands grasping Dani's face, not gentle, not careful, just desperate.
Her thumbs traced the eyepatch's edge, the scarred hollow beneath, before dragging down to cup Dani's jaw like she needed the solidity of bone to believe this was real.
The cane hit the hardwood with a sharp clatter as Dani’s mother pulled her into a crushing embrace, fingers digging into the fabric of her shirt like she was afraid Dani would dissolve into smoke.
Dani let herself be held, her own arms wrapping tight around her mother’s waist, the familiar scent of laundry detergent flooding her senses.
"Hi, mom," Dani murmured into her mother's shoulder, the words muffled by fabric and the tightness of her own throat.
She felt her mother's grip tighten impossibly further, fingers twisting into the back of her shirt like she could stitch them together through sheer force.
The familiar scent of lavender detergent and chamomile lotion wrapped around her, unchanged after all these years, and for a dizzying moment, Dani was sixteen again, coming home from tennis practice to her mother's embrace after a bad game.
Dani’s mother pulled back just enough to cradle her face, thumbs tracing the edges of her eyepatch with trembling precision. "Let me see," she whispered, not a demand, but a plea.
Dani hesitated, then nodded. The patch lifted away with a soft tug, revealing the cavernous black hole. Her mother’s breath hitched, but her fingers didn’t flinch. "Beautiful," she lied, pressing a kiss to the empty socket. "Still my girl."
Juan's fingers twitched toward Dani's eyepatch again, aborted halfway, before he snatched his hand back like he'd been burned.
His throat worked around words that wouldn't come, gaze darting between the empty socket and the cane still lying abandoned on the floor.
"Yikes," he breathed, the syllable cracking like dry wood.
Dani's father cleared his throat, the sound rough and deliberate. His hands were stuffed deep in his pockets, shoulders hunched against the weight of questions he wasn't ready to ask.
"So," he said, gaze darting between Dani and Isabel, lingering on the wedding rings hanging from Dani’s neck. "You two... how long?"
"Three years ago, we started dating," Dani lied, sort of. They had an agreed-upon cover story because the truth would send Isabel to a federal prison and Dani to a mental institution.
Her fingers brushed the rings dangling from her throat.
The motion sent them swaying, one gold, one silver, both catching the afternoon light filtering through the curtains. "Married for one."
Her mother's fingers stilled against Dani's cheek, the warmth draining from her touch as her gaze slid past Dani's shoulder to where Isabel stood. The rings around Dani's neck glinted in the sunlight, gold and silver spinning lazily with each shallow breath.
Her mother's lips parted, then pressed into a thin, trembling line. "But Daniella...?" The words were brittle, cracking under the weight of something deeper than confusion.
"She's a woman..." Her hand dropped from Dani's face like a stone. "How could you?
"How could I?" Dani said, her fingers curling around the rings at her throat. The metal was warm from her skin, smooth where she'd rubbed it raw over the years. "Mom, this is who I've always been."
The words came out quieter than she'd intended, half-swallowed by the thick silence of the living room. Her mother's face crumpled, lips trembling around an unspoken protest, and Dani saw it then, the exact moment her mother remembered.
The way she'd scoff at boys in movies. And had no interest in the neighbor's boy at her quinceañera.
Dani watched her mother's fingers clutch at the couch cushions, the fabric wrinkling under her grip.
The silence stretched, heavy with the weight of every unspoken argument Dani had avoided before she disappeared, every sidelong glance, every deflected question about boyfriends.
"Mom, I'm gay."
The words hung between them, simple and irrevocable. Dani watched her mother's hands freeze mid-air, fingers curled like she'd been reaching for something just out of grasp.
The afternoon light caught the dust motes swirling between them, suspended in the silence.
Her mother’s breath stuttered, fingers twisting the fabric of her skirt into knots. "But—" She stopped, swallowed hard, eyes darting to Dani’s father, who stood stiffly by the TV, jaw working silently.
"You never said," she finally whispered, voice fraying at the edges. "All those years—"
The rings clicked together softly against Dani's sternum as she exhaled. "Would you have listened?" The question landed like a stone in still water. "You said so many times that homosexuals were mentally ill, or sick. I didn't feel safe saying anything."
Dani's mother flinched as if struck, her hands retreating to clutch at her own elbows. The rings around Dani's neck glinted accusingly between them.
Across the room, Juan shifted his weight, not toward Dani, not toward their mother, but slightly sideways, as if physically inserting himself between the tension.
Dani's mother turned toward Isabel with a slow, deliberate pivot, her slippered feet scuffing against the hardwood. The air in the room thickened, charged with something brittle and dangerous.
"You," she said, the word sharp as a knife point. Her hands trembled at her sides, not with fear, but with the kind of white-knuckled restraint that precedes an explosion. "You did this to her."
Isabel didn’t move. Not when Dani’s mother stepped into her space, close enough that Isabel could count the flecks of gold in her furious brown eyes. Not when the woman’s fingers curled into fists, knuckles pressing white against the fabric of her skirt.
Isabel just tilted her chin up, gaze steady, the way she might face down a cornered animal, calm, unthreatening, but ready to react if it lunged.
The air in the room went still. Dani’s mother stood inches from Isabel, her breath coming in short, sharp bursts, her fingers twitching at her sides like she wanted to grab something, Isabel’s throat, maybe, or Dani’s wrist to drag her away.
Isabel didn’t flinch. Just held her gaze, silent, letting the moment stretch until it snapped.
"No!" Dani snapped, the rings around her neck clinking sharply as she stepped forward. "I've always been—"
Her mother's hand snaps up, fingers trembling inches from Dani's lips. "Quiet, Daniella." The command cracks through the room like a whip. "She's trying to corrupt you!"
Her mother's voice drops to a venomous whisper, eyes darting between Dani and Isabel like she's watching some unholy transaction take place. "You were never like this before—"
Dani felt the words hit her like a slap, not because they were loud, but because they were so quiet. So certain. Her mother denying her identity. Who she’s always been.
Her mother's fingers hovered between them, trembling with conviction. The room smelled like coffee and old carpet, the same as always, but suddenly Dani couldn't breathe.
The rings around Dani's neck felt suddenly heavy, pressing against her sternum like a brand. She watched her mother's fingers twitch, the same fingers that had braided her hair before school, tucked her in with whispered prayers. Now they hovered between them like a wall.
Dani’s mother recoiled as if the rings burned her gaze. "You think this is love?" She hissed, gesturing wildly at Isabel.
"She's turned you against your own family, against God!" Spittle clung to the corner of her mouth, her chest heaving like she'd been running.
"The only angry person here is you!" Dani said, and watched the words land like a grenade in her mother's chest. Her mother's mouth snapped shut, lips pressed into a bloodless line.
The silence stretched thin between them, taut with the weight of every unspoken prayer, every confession Dani had swallowed down since puberty.
Juan's voice sliced through the tension like a dull knife through wet bread. "She's always been like this, mom." He leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, still smelling faintly of cheap body spray.
"She came back for college break once, left her phone on the counter unlocked..." He mimed tapping a screen with exaggerated motions. "...whole ass sext thread with someone named Susan. Capital S. And that was what? Eight years ago? She's gay."
Dani wasn’t sure he needed to say he caught her sexting to convey that message, but Juan had always been a little...blunt.
Dani’s mother whirled on Juan, her slippered foot catching the edge of the rug as she turned. "You knew?" The words came out strangled, more accusation than question.
Her hands fluttered to her throat like she was physically choking on the revelation. "All these years..."
"Honey, calm down." Her father's voice cut through the room like a blade through smoke, steady, quiet. He stepped forward, his socked feet silent on the hardwood, and laid a work-roughened hand on his wife's shoulder.
She flinched like she'd been burned. "This isn't the time," he murmured, fingers tightening just enough to ground her. "Our little girl is alive. That's all that matters today."
Dani’s mother wrenched away from her husband’s grip, her breath coming in short, ragged bursts. The curtains billowed slightly from the AC, casting shifting shadows across her face as she glared at Isabel.
"You took my daughter," she whispered. "You made her into this...this stranger! THIS ISN’T MY DAUGHTER!"
The words hung in the air like a guillotine blade. Dani felt the weight of them press against her ribs, sharp and final.
Isabel's fingers brushed the small of her back, just enough contact to remind her she wasn't alone, but it was Juan who moved first, stepping between them with his hands raised like a referee.
Dani’s mother staggered back as if the words had recoiled from her own mouth, her hands flying to cover her lips like she could shove them back inside.
The silence that followed was thick enough to choke on. Isabel’s fingers at Dani’s back didn’t move, didn’t tighten, just stayed, an anchor in the storm.
The tears came slowly at first, welling up in Dani's remaining eye until they spilled over, tracing a hot, jagged path down her cheek. She didn't wipe them away. The rings around her neck felt like a noose suddenly, the metal biting into her skin as her breath hitched.
"I'm still me," she whispered, but the words dissolved into a wet, broken sound halfway through. "This was a mistake. Coming here, I thought you'd just be happy to see me."
The cane struck against the hardwood as Dani turned toward the door, her steps unsteady but determined.
Her father lunged forward, catching her elbow with a grip that was half-plea, half-restraint. "Wait," he rasped, his fingers trembling against her sleeve. "Please."
Dani pulled free from her father's grasp, the motion sending her wedding rings swinging wildly against her chest.
The metal flashed gold and silver in the afternoon light, each arc a silent accusation. Behind her, her mother made a wet, wounded noise, but Dani didn't turn around. Couldn't.
Juan's fingers brushed Dani's elbow, not grabbing, just a featherlight tap, as he sidled up beside her. "Let's get some air," he murmured, steering her toward the front door with the practiced ease of someone who'd been diffusing their mother's meltdowns for decades.
The screen door groaned on its hinges as they stepped outside, leaving Isabel standing in the living room with Dani's parents, the air thick enough to carve.
Isabel waited until the screen door clicked shut behind Dani and Juan before she spoke, her voice low and measured, each word deliberate as a knife blade pressed to skin.
"I've been quiet because I was trying to be respectful," she said, turning slowly toward Dani's parents. The afternoon sunlight caught the edge of her jaw, casting sharp shadows that made her look carved from stone.
"And I'll tolerate any insults you have for me." Her fingers flexed once at her sides. "But what I won't tolerate is making her cry."
Isabel's voice didn't rise, that was the worst part. It stayed level, almost conversational, while her fingers twitched once toward the front door where Dani had vanished. The threat coiled beneath each syllable like a live wire.
"She's been through hell," she said softly, gaze flicking to the crying woman sitting on a deck chair outside. "If you're going to cause her extra stress, I'll take her away with me."
A pause. The refrigerator hummed in the sudden silence. "And you won't ever see her again."
"You can't." The words came from Dani's father, quiet but iron-clad, his hands clenched at his sides. He stepped forward, blocking Isabel's path to the door, his posture rigid with the kind of stubbornness that came from decades of being the family's unshakable foundation.
The scent of his aftershave, something woodsy and faintly medicinal, hung in the air between them. "She's our daughter. You don't get to decide that."
Isabel didn't blink. "She's my wife," she said, the words quiet but razor-sharp.
"I won't allow her to be abused in my presence." She took a single step forward, not threatening, just closing the distance enough to make her point undeniable. "If you want your daughter in your life, act like it."
Dani's father flinched, not from fear, but from the sheer weight of the truth in those three words: She's my wife. The silence stretched like a noose between them, the refrigerator's hum the only sound in the suffocating stillness.
Isabel felt the weight of Dani's absence like a physical ache between her ribs. The screen door's echo still trembled in the air, mingling with the scent of spilled coffee and old resentment.
She kept her hands loose at her sides, easy to read, nonthreatening, but every nerve hummed with the need to follow Dani outside. To intervene. To fix. To comfort. To sooth.
Instead, she locked her knees and met Dani's father's gaze head-on, watching the man's throat work as he processed her ultimatum.
Dani's father turned to his wife with the slow, deliberate motion of a man dismantling a bomb. His hands hovered between them, not touching, just present, like he was afraid any contact might detonate her further.
"Maria," he murmured, his voice fraying at the edges. The name hung between them, weighted with thirty years of marriage and all the unspoken compromises it contained.
"Trust our little girl to pick her own partner." Dani's father exhaled the words like they were something heavy he'd been carrying for years, his calloused fingers rubbing at his temple.
The sunlight through the kitchen window caught the streaks of gray at his temples, aging him beyond his years in that moment.
He didn't look at his wife as he said it, just stared at the faded linoleum where Dani had spilled orange juice at fourteen and never quite cleaned it properly. "She always knew her own mind, even when it scared us."
"You know how I feel about those people," Dani's mother whispered, her fingers twisting the rosary beads looped around her wrist.
The plastic clicked softly with each agitated turn, the sound like teeth grinding.
Dani's father exhaled sharply through his nose, the sound more tired than angry. He reached for his wife's wrist, not grabbing, just covering her frantic fingers where they worried the rosary beads.
"Well this isn't 'those people'," he said, thumb brushing the plastic crucifix dangling from her bracelet. "This is our daughter. And she's finally back with us, María. You saw her." His grip tightened imperceptibly.
"Saw what she's been through. The last thing she needs is her mom bible-thumping at her like she's some... some sinner dragged in from the streets."
The rosary beads slipped from María's fingers, clattering onto the linoleum like scattered teeth. Her husband's grip remained firm, his thumb pressing into the soft skin of her wrist, not to restrain, but to anchor.
Isabel watched the woman's face crumple in slow motion, the angry flush draining away to leave something raw and wounded beneath.
Dani's father exhaled sharply through his nose, his thumb still pressed against María's pulse point, too fast, too frantic. He turned his head just enough to catch Isabel's eyes over his wife's shoulder.
"Bring her back in," he murmured. Not an order. A plea. "We'll have dinner. She can tell us..." His voice cracked. "What happened. At her own pace. Tell her I’ll order the pepperoni stuffed crust, her favorite.”
Isabel nods, turns toward the screen door.
Isabel finds Dani sitting on the front steps, hunched forward, elbows braced on her knees, her cane resting against the railing like it’s been discarded in quiet disgust.
The porch light casts a dull yellow halo over her, catching the wet shine on her cheek she hasn’t bothered to wipe away.
She doesn’t look up when Isabel opens the screen door.
The hinges creak, the same familiar sound Dani’s heard since childhood, and Isabel pauses, letting it announce her without intrusion. She steps onto the porch slowly, like approaching a skittish animal, then stops a few feet away.
“Hey,” Isabel says softly.
Dani exhales a laugh that has no humor in it. “You shouldn’t be out here.”
Isabel sits beside her, not touching yet, just close enough that their knees almost brush. The night air smells like cut grass and car exhaust and the faint sweetness of the neighbor’s jasmine bush, painfully normal.
“Your dad asked me to come get you,” Isabel says. “Not to drag you back. Just… to ask.”
Dani snorts, shoulders curling in tighter. “Let me guess. So we can all pray over me and pretend the gay away?”
“No,” Isabel replies immediately. Too fast to be rehearsed. “So you can eat pizza and tell them what happened to you. If you want to.”
That earns her a glance. Dani’s remaining eye flicks toward her, red-rimmed, suspicious.
“Pizza?” She repeats.
“Pepperoni,” Isabel adds. “Stuffed crust. Your dad remembered.”
Something in Dani’s face fractures at that. Not breaks, fractures. A hairline crack through armor that’s already been shattered tonight.
“He always remembers,” Dani mutters. “It’s mom who...”
Isabel doesn’t contradict her. She doesn’t defend Maria. She just turns her body slightly toward Dani, signaling attention, not pressure.
“Your mom is… not okay right now,” Isabel says carefully. “But your dad put his foot down. Hard.”
Dani’s jaw tightens. “That won’t last.”
“Maybe not,” Isabel agrees. “But right now, he’s choosing you. And he asked me to bring you back in because he doesn’t want to push you away.”
Dani looks down at her hands. At the faint tremor she hates. The way her fingers curl, reflexively protective.
“We shouldn’t have come,” she says hoarsely.
Isabel’s chest tightens. She reaches out then, slow, deliberate, her hand hovering until Dani doesn’t pull away, until she leans into it.
Isabel’s fingers curl around Dani’s wrist, warm and grounding.
“She’s just losing the argument with the version of you she invented in her head.”
Dani’s lips press together. A tear slips free anyway.
“I don’t want to sit at that table,” she whispers. “I don’t want her looking at me like I’m something diseased.”
Isabel shifts closer, her knee touching Dani’s now, solid and unmistakable. “Then we don’t,” she says simply. “We can eat in your room. Or not eat at all. We can leave after dinner shows up. We can leave right now.”
Dani turns to her fully, searching her face like she’s checking for fine print. “You’d really just… go?”
“Yes,” Isabel says. No hesitation. “But I think part of you wants to stay. At least a little.”
Dani laughs weakly. “I hate that you’re right.”
“I know.”
Silence stretches between them, broken only by the distant sound of a lawn sprinkler clicking on.
Finally, Dani sighs, long and tired. “Okay,” she says. “But I’m not sitting in the living room.”
“Deal.”
“And if she starts again—”
“We leave,” Isabel finishes.
Dani nods once, then pushes herself up with a wince, reaching for her cane. Isabel stands with her, close enough to steady her without hovering.
They pause at the door.
Dani’s hand hesitates on the handle. Her shoulders rise and fall with one shaky breath.
Isabel leans in, her mouth brushing Dani’s temple. “You don’t owe anyone anything tonight,” she murmurs. “I’ve got you.”
Dani closes her eye for just a second, grounding herself in the warmth of Isabel’s voice. Then she nods and opens the door.
They step back inside together.
The living room quiets immediately. Dani’s father looks up from his phone, relief flickering across his face. Maria stiffens on the couch, lips pressed tight, saying nothing.
Dani doesn’t look at her.
She keeps her hand firmly entwined with Isabel’s and says quietly, “I’m going to my room.”
Her father nods. “Okay. Pizza’ll be here soon enough.”
No argument. No protest.
“Thank you,” he says quietly. Not just for going to get Dani. For staying. For not escalating. For being here.
Isabel inclines her head once. Then she turns toward the hallway, following Dani to her old bedroom.
Dani’s old bedroom smells like dust and fabric softener, the faint ghost of lavender sachets tucked into drawers years ago and never replaced.
The door closes behind them with a soft click that sounds louder than it should, sealing off the rest of the house, the tension in the living room, the brittle silence of her mother, the way her father’s voice had carried both steel and exhaustion when he’d drawn that line in the sand.
The room is small in a way that feels almost aggressive now, the walls closer than she remembers, the ceiling lower, the air heavier. Her posters are still there, curling slightly at the corners where tape has lost its grip over time.
A crooked bookshelf holds the same paperbacks she read in high school, spines creased, margins scribbled in with the confident certainty of a girl who had not yet learned how much the world could take from her.
Dani takes three steps inside and then the strength drains out of her all at once. She doesn’t sit so much as fold, collapsing onto the bed like her bones have collectively decided they’re done pretending.
The mattress dips beneath her weight with a familiar squeak, the sound yanking a half dozen memories to the surface at once: late nights texting under the covers, homework she’d sworn she’d finish in the morning, the hollow ache of wanting more than this room could ever give her.
She stares at the ceiling, blinking hard, the cane clattering to the floor beside the bed when her grip loosens.
Isabel stays standing for a second, just inside the doorway, taking it all in. The room is modest to the point of austerity by her standards, the furniture mismatched, the bed too narrow, the window too small.
But what catches her attention isn’t the size or the simplicity. It’s the preservation. Nothing has been erased. Nothing replaced. Dani’s life here has been frozen in amber, waiting.
The realization tightens something in Isabel’s chest, sharp and unexpected. This room wasn’t maintained out of hope, exactly. It was maintained out of refusal. Refusal to accept that their daughter might never come home.
She closes the door the rest of the way and crosses the room, careful of the cane, careful of the way Dani’s breathing has gone shallow and uneven. Isabel sits on the edge of the bed and then shifts closer, close enough that their thighs touch.
She doesn’t reach for Dani immediately. She’s learned better than that. Instead, she lets her presence settle, lets the quiet do some of the work.
“Are you okay?” She asks softly, even though they both know the answer.
Dani lets out a sound that’s halfway between a laugh and a sob, bitter and broken. “No,” she says, the word cracking as soon as it leaves her mouth.
Her hand comes up to her face, dragging over her eyes, her cheek, the scar that still feels foreign under her fingers, no matter how many times she touches it.
“No, I’m not. It was a mistake to come here.” Her voice pitches, rises, trembles. “I really thought...” She swallows, throat working hard. “I thought she’d just be happy I’m alive.”
The tears come then, hot and relentless, sliding down the curve of her face and soaking into the pillow when she turns her head. Her shoulders shake, small at first, then harder, the way they do when the grief has been dammed up for too long and finally breaks through.
“I thought… I thought that would be enough,” she chokes. “That after everything, after three years of not knowing if I was dead or alive, she’d just, she’d look at me and be my mom.”
Isabel moves then, decisively. She slides an arm behind Dani’s shoulders, careful of old injuries, of new sensitivities, and draws her in until Dani’s forehead presses into the space just below Isabel’s collarbone.
Dani clutches at her shirt like a lifeline, fingers twisting into the fabric, nails biting into her own palm as if to anchor herself in the present.
Isabel’s other hand comes up to cradle the back of Dani’s head, fingers threading gently through her hair, holding without constraining.
“She doesn’t want me if I’m gay,” Dani sobs, the words tumbling out in a rush, ugly and unfiltered. “Because I’m disgusting. Because I married a woman. Because I didn’t come back the way she wanted.” Her breath stutters. “I survived all of that, Isabel. All of it. And somehow this hurts worse.”
Isabel’s jaw tightens, a flash of anger cutting through the tenderness like a blade. She feels it rise instinctively, the urge to go back out there, to put herself between Dani and anyone who would dare look at her with anything but awe.
She swallows it down, keeps her voice steady, low, warm. “Stop it,” she says firmly, not unkindly. “Baby, stop.”
She pulls back just enough to look at Dani’s face, to catch her chin gently between her fingers and guide her gaze upward. “You are beautiful. You are extraordinary. There is nothing wrong with you. Not a single damn thing.”
Dani tries to look away, shame flickering across her features, but Isabel doesn’t let her. Her thumb brushes beneath Dani’s eye, wiping away tears with reverent care.
“You didn’t do anything to deserve what happened to you,” Isabel continues, her voice gaining strength, certainty. “You didn’t deserve to be taken. You didn’t deserve to be hurt. And you sure as hell don’t deserve to be rejected for loving me.”
Isabel presses her forehead to Dani’s, their noses almost touching. “Listen to me,” she says quietly. “Your mother’s fear and her prejudice do not get to define you. They don’t get to rewrite who you are or what you’re worth. If she can’t see her daughter standing in front of her, scarred and breathing and alive, that is her failure. Not yours.”
Dani’s fingers curl tighter in Isabel’s shirt. “I wanted her to look at you and see what I see,” she admits, voice small. “I wanted her to see how you took care of me. How you stayed. How you loved me when I was at my worst.”
Isabel exhales slowly, pressing a kiss to Dani’s hair. “She might,” she says. “Not today. Maybe not tomorrow. But she might. And if she doesn’t…”
She pulls back slightly, just enough to meet Dani’s eyes again, her expression unflinching. “Then she doesn’t get to take you away from me. Or from yourself. Or from the life we’re building.”
There’s a knock at the door then, tentative, respectful. Dani stiffens instinctively, her grip tightening again. Isabel turns her head. “Come in,” she calls.
The door opens a crack, her father’s face appearing in the gap, lined with concern and something like relief when he sees Dani curled against Isabel.
“Hey,” he says gently. “The pizza’ll be here in about five minutes.” His eyes flick to Isabel, grateful. “Thank you for bringing her back.”
Dani doesn’t look up, but she hears him. She hears the care in his voice, the restraint, the effort it must be taking not to push, not to demand. “Dad,” she says quietly.
He steps fully into the room then, stopping a few feet away like he’s afraid of spooking her. “I know this is hard,” he says. “You don’t have to explain everything tonight. But… I want to hear it. We both do.”
His jaw tightens. “Your mom needs to hear it. From you.”
Dani nods, once. “Okay,” she says. It’s not confidence. It’s not readiness. It’s consent.
After he leaves, Isabel shifts back onto the bed, keeping Dani close. She runs her fingers through Dani’s hair, slow and soothing, feeling the tension gradually bleed out of her body.
“We don’t have to stay long,” she murmurs. “We can eat, say what you want to say, and leave if it gets too much.”
Dani takes a deep breath, inhaling the scent of Isabel, the steadiness of her presence. “No,” she says after a moment. “I want to stay. I want to tell them.” Her voice firms, just a little. “I survived. I came back. And I didn’t do it alone.”
Isabel smiles, pride shining through the worry. “That’s my girl,” she says softly.
When the doorbell rings down the hall, sharp and bright, Dani flinches and then steadies herself. She reaches for her cane, fingers wrapping around the familiar handle, and lets Isabel help her stand.
The pizza boxes arrive stacked and steaming, the smell of grease and oregano filling the house in a way that feels almost surreal after everything else. Dani’s father takes them from the delivery driver like it’s an anchor, something solid and ordinary he can hold onto.
They sit at the table like they used to, only not quite. Dani takes the chair closest to the doorway, cane propped within reach, Isabel beside her instead of across.
Juan claims his old spot automatically, knees bouncing under the table, eyes darting between Dani and their mother like he’s waiting for a fire alarm to go off.
Maria sits stiffly, hands folded tight in her lap. She doesn’t reach for a slice at first.
The pizza goes untouched for a long moment until Dani speaks. The boxes sit open on the table, steam curling lazily into the air, the smell of pepperoni and grease incongruously warm against the cold that has settled into the room.
Dani can hear the hum of the refrigerator from the kitchen, the ticking of the wall clock that her father never bothered to replace, every second stretching longer than the last. She keeps her hands folded in her lap, fingers interlaced, nails pressed lightly into her own skin the way she learned to do when she needed to stay present.
Isabel’s hand rests against her knee beneath the table, steady and quiet, not trying to anchor her, just reminding her she isn’t alone in this.
“I’m going to explain now,” Dani says again, because no one moves, because the silence has turned expectant and heavy, like the room itself is holding its breath.
Her father nods once, slow and deliberate, as if bracing himself for impact. Juan’s leg bounces under the table, a nervous habit from childhood resurfacing without permission.
Maria sits rigidly upright, hands folded too neatly in her lap, eyes fixed on a point just above Dani’s shoulder like she’s afraid that if she looks directly at her daughter, she might miss something important, or see too much.
“I was dating someone,” Dani begins, her voice quiet but firm, the way it gets when she’s already decided to go through with something difficult. “A woman. Before I disappeared.”
The reaction is immediate but restrained. Maria flinches, her mouth tightening, but she doesn’t interrupt. Dani notices. She files it away without comment and keeps going.
“I thought things were good,” Dani says, staring at the wood grain of the table because it’s easier than meeting anyone’s eyes right now. “She was charming. Attentive. She made me feel wanted. And I was lonely. I didn’t think someone who said they loved me would hurt me.”
Her throat tightens, and she swallows before continuing. “I didn’t see it coming.”
The words feel flat and insufficient for what actually happened, but she forces them out anyway.
“She set me up,” Dani says. “One night. After a date. Then I woke up somewhere else.”
Juan sucks in a sharp breath, the sound cutting through the room like a blade. Dani doesn’t look at him. She’s afraid if she does, she’ll break.
“She sold me,” Dani continues, voice steady only because she’s gripping it with sheer will. “To a trafficking ring.”
The word trafficking lands hard. Her father’s hand curls slowly into a fist on the table, knuckles whitening as something dark and furious crosses his face.
Maria’s lips part soundlessly, her breath hitching as if her body hasn’t caught up with her mind yet.
“I don’t remember all of it. I remember hands. Voices. Being afraid to fall asleep because I didn’t know where I’d wake up.” She pauses, then adds quietly, “Eventually, I woke up in a shipping container headed for Colombia.”
Her parents freeze.
“There were other women with me,” Dani continues, her voice dropping slightly. “A dozen, maybe more. Some of them had been there longer than I had. Some of them didn’t speak at all.”
Her father shifts in his chair, the wood creaking beneath him, but he stays silent.
“They took us to a plantation,” Dani says. “It wasn’t… what people think of when they hear that word. It was fenced. Guarded. Men with guns. Dogs. People were locked up when they didn’t work fast enough. When they got sick. When they tried to run.”
Maria presses a hand to her mouth now, eyes glassy, her breathing shallow and uneven.
And that’s where the truth ends. Mostly, she and Isabel have an agreed-upon backstory. The one they told the cops; the one they told the American embassy to get Dani her travel documents.
She didn’t like lying about whether she was a slave or not. But there wasn’t much choice.
“They starved us,” Dani says, the words coming slower now, heavier. “They beat us. They made examples out of people so the rest of us would learn not to fight back. You learned very quickly not to look for help. You learned how to disappear inside yourself.”
Her fingers curl tighter together in her lap. Isabel’s thumb brushes her knee once, a grounding touch.
“That’s where I met Isabel,” Dani says, lifting her gaze at last. Her eyes flick briefly to her wife, then to her parents. “She was there too. Kidnapped. Like me. Working the same place.” God, that lie never got easier to tell.
Maria’s eyes flick to Isabel despite herself, searching her face for something, anything, that might make sense of this.
“We looked out for each other,” Dani says. “Shared food when we could. Took turns keeping watch at night. When everything else was taken from us, we had each other.”
She draws in a slow breath, chest tight.
“They thought I was planning an escape,” Dani continues. “I wasn’t. But it didn’t matter. Someone accused me, and that was enough.”
The room seems to tilt.
“They dragged me out in front of everyone,” Dani says quietly. “They wanted to make sure no one forgot what happened when you caused trouble.”
Juan turns his face away, one hand pressed hard against his mouth.
“They tortured me,” Dani says. Her voice wavers for the first time, but she doesn’t stop. “They took my eye. They took my fingers. They broke my leg. My knee… shattered. I remember pain. And screaming. And thinking that maybe this was how it ended.”
Her father stands abruptly, chair scraping against the floor, pacing a few steps like he’s about to come apart at the seams. His hands shake as he drags them through his hair, jaw clenched so tightly it looks like it might crack.
She exhales slowly.
“Two weeks later, the Colombian government raided the place,” she says. “They freed everyone who was left alive. But I was too injured to come home. I spent almost two years in hospitals and rehab. Learning how to walk again. Learning how to live in a body that didn’t work the way it used to.”
She gestures vaguely at herself, the cane, the eyepatch, the stiffness she can never quite hide.
“That’s where we got married,” Dani adds softly. “While I was recovering.”
The silence that follows is crushing.
“They hurt my baby,” her father says hoarsely, the words breaking something open in his chest.
Dani nods once. “Yes.”
He sinks down in front of her, knees hitting the floor, his hands hovering like he doesn’t know where it’s safe to touch her anymore. “I should have protected you,” he whispers. “I should have—”
“You couldn’t have,” Dani says gently, reaching out to grip his sleeve. “None of this was your fault.”
He bows his head, forehead briefly pressing against her knee as his shoulders shake.
Across the table, Maria breaks completely. A raw sob tears out of her as she covers her face, her body folding inward under the weight of it all.
“They took you,” she cries. “They took my daughter.”
Dani watches her, heart aching, guarded all at once.
Her mother looks up then, eyes red and wild, and for the first time truly looks at Isabel.
“You stayed with her?” Maria asks, voice trembling. “You didn’t leave her there?”
“No,” Isabel says simply.
Maria’s breath shudders. She presses her hand to her chest. “I don’t understand everything,” she whispers. “But… thank you. For bringing her back.”
It isn’t acceptance. But it isn’t rejection either.
Dani exhales, exhausted to her core, but lighter than she’s been in years.
The pizza crusts congealed into cold lumps on the plates, forgotten. Maria's fingers traced the rim of her glass without lifting it, the condensation dripping onto the tablecloth like slow, silent tears.
Dani watched the water droplets spread into the fabric, darkening the fibers in uneven circles.
The sound of the clock ticking in the hallway stretched between them, louder than the occasional sniffle or clink of silverware. Dani pushed her plate away, the half-eaten slice curling at the edges.
Her mother’s hand hovered over the table, trembling, before it landed, awkward, unpracticed, on Dani’s wrist. The touch was too light, as if she feared Dani might dissolve under the weight of contact.
"I didn’t know," she whispered. The words were rough, scraped raw from her throat. "All those years, you were afraid to tell me. And then," her fingers tightened briefly, nails leaving crescent moons on Dani’s skin. "...you were gone."
Dani's breath caught when her mother's fingers curled around her wrist, not gripping, just anchoring, like she was afraid Dani might slip away again. The rosary beads pressed cold against Dani's skin where their wrists touched.
Dani's fingers hesitated midair, hovering just above her mother's temple where a strand of gray-streaked hair had slipped loose from its clip. The gesture felt foreign, too intimate for the chasm between them, but something in the way her mother’s shoulders trembled made her reach out anyway.
Her fingertips brushed the soft skin behind her mother's ear, tracing the familiar curve of it before threading gently through her hair. The scent of lavender shampoo, unchanged for decades, rose between them like a ghost of bedtime stories and morning braids.
Maria exhaled sharply when Dani's fingers touched her hair, like the contact startled her awake. She turned her face into Dani’s palm instinctively, pressing her cheek there for a fleeting second before stiffening, as if remembering herself.
The clock ticked louder in the silence, each second stretching like taffy. Maria's fingers twitched around Dani’s wrist, not pulling away, not holding tighter, just existing there, a frail bridge between them.
"Your hair's gotten so long," her mother murmured, her fingers hesitating near the loose strands framing Dani’s face. "It hasn’t been that long since you were just a girl." The observation landed softly, an unexpected lifeline thrown across the wreckage between them.
Dani’s breath hitched as her mother’s fingers brushed her hair, not recoiling, not tugging, just touching, as if relearning the texture.
The familiarity of it stung more than any rejection could have. "Yeah," she said quietly, her voice uneven. "We never cut it in the hospital," She didn’t finish. She didn’t need to.
"So where are you planning to live?" Her dad says abruptly, voice too loud in the fragile quiet. His fingers tap the tablecloth, leaving damp prints where condensation sticks to his skin.
The question hangs in the air like a trapdoor. Dani feels Isabel shift beside her, thigh pressing harder against hers, silent solidarity.
"California. L.A. Broad Beach." Isabel says, her fingers tapping twice against Dani's thigh beneath the table, their private signal for I've got this. The words land deliberately light, almost casual, but Dani feels the tension radiating through Isabel's body where they're pressed together.
Dani’s father blinked, his knuckles whitening around his napkin. "That far?" The words came out strangled, like he'd already pictured them settling down the street, like proximity could undo the years of absence.
"Yes, we agreed the beach would be good for Dani's recovery, private beachfront property," Isabel said, her thumb tracing slow circles on Dani's knee under the table, steady pressure against the tremors creeping back in. "And we can be closer to my businesses."
"Private beachfront property in LA?" Juan hissed, his fork clattering against his plate. His eyes darted between them like a startled animal. "That must be millions of dollars!" The words came out half-strangled, as if he couldn’t decide whether to be impressed or suspicious.
Dani’s fingers tightened reflexively around her cane as Juan’s outburst lingered in the air. She watched his expression flicker between awe and disbelief, the same look he’d worn when they were kids and she’d beaten him at poker with a pair of twos.
The pizza grease had solidified into waxy pools by the time Juan's outburst faded. Dani's mother stared at Isabel with something unreadable tightening the corners of her mouth, not disapproval this time, but the dawning realization that this sharp-eyed woman had provided what she couldn't: safety.
"It's true, it was millions. 18 million to be exact." The number dropped like a stone into the silence, rippling outward.
Dani watched her mother's lips part slightly, not in shock at the sum, but at the casualness with which Isabel said it, as if discussing grocery bills.
Juan's fork slipped from his fingers, clattering against his plate with a sharp metallic ring. "Eighteen—" His voice cracked.
He looked at Dani as if seeing her for the first time, the eyepatch, the missing fingers, the way she held herself like something fragile had been reforged into steel. "Holy fuck! Dani married rich!"
"Language!" Dani's father barked, the reflexive parental scold cracking through the tension like a gunshot. The word hung in the air, absurd and achingly familiar, the same sharp tone he'd used when they were kids sneaking curses behind the garage.
Juan froze mid-gesture, his glass suspended halfway to his lips, looking so much like a teenager caught with a stolen cigarette that Dani felt laughter bubble up violently in her chest.
Isabel's voice cut through the lingering shock with the precision of a scalpel. "Your daughter will be taken care of. You have my word." She didn't raise her voice, didn't need to.
The weight of those words settled over the table like a physical thing, heavier than the uneaten pizza, thicker than the cloying scent of oregano and grief.
The clock ticked again, one, two, three, before Dani's father exhaled sharply through his nose, shoulders slumping. His hands, still clenched, rested on the table like he didn’t know what else to do with them. "Eighteen million," he repeated, not as a question, just tasting the impossibility of it. His gaze flicked to Isabel, then back to Dani, lingering on the gold chain around her neck where her wedding ring glinted. "You’re really... married?"
Dani's fingers instinctively touched the necklace, the rings cool against her collarbone. "Yes," she said, softer than she meant to. "Legally, spiritually, whatever way you want to measure it."
The words carried the weight of hospital vows whispered over bandages, of Isabel's hands steadying hers when she couldn't hold the pen to sign the papers. Again. "I'd follow her to the ends of the earth."
The refrigerator hummed back to life, the sudden mechanical growl making everyone jump except Isabel, who merely tilted her head toward the sound as if cataloging another mundane detail of Dani's childhood home.
Isabel's lips pressed against the back of Dani’s hand, not the smooth, unmarked skin, but the jagged ridge where her ring finger should have been. The kiss lingered there, warm and deliberate, where surgeons had done their hasty work years ago.
Dani’s father pushed back from the table, the chair legs scraping against the linoleum with a sound like teeth grinding. He walked toward Isabel with the deliberate, measured gait of a man who’d spent years sizing up threats in bar fights.
Isabel rose smoothly, her posture relaxed but ready, her hands loose at her sides, not a challenge, but not deference either.
Dani’s father hesitated for a breath, just long enough for Isabel’s muscles to coil subtly, before wrapping his arms around her in a grip that would’ve crushed ribs if she weren’t braced.
His calloused hands pressed against the scars hidden beneath her shirt, his chin hooking over her shoulder like he was anchoring himself. Isabel stood stiff for half a second before her arms came up, one palm flat between his shoulder blades.
Dani's father hugged Isabel tighter, his rough hands pressing into the scars hidden beneath her shirt. His breath shuddered against her shoulder, part sob, part laugh, before he whispered, "I never thought Dani would give me a daughter-in-law. But I can see you two care a lot for one another... and that's all that matters. Welcome to the family."
He stepped back, his hands lingering on Isabel’s shoulders for a moment before dropping away. His eyes flicked to Dani, then to the untouched pizza, then to the clock as if suddenly aware of time passing.
"How long were you planning to stay?" The question landed like a grenade with the pin half-pulled, casual on the surface, but loaded with decades of unspoken longing beneath.
"A few days," she said, her voice smooth as poured steel. "Maybe a week at most." Her gaze flickered to Dani, just for a second, checking, before adding, "I'm not trying to keep her from you."
Isabel's fingers tightened around Dani's wrist under the table, not restraining, just grounding, as she spoke. "I know you missed her," she said, her voice softening in a way Dani had only ever heard directed at her, "but I won't keep her in an uncomfortable situation."
The unspoken anymore hung between them, sharp as the scars beneath their clothes. Dani's mother flinched, her fingers tightening around her untouched glass. "And after we are settled, you are more than free to visit us in our home."
The refrigerator cycled off again, plunging the kitchen into a silence so complete that Dani could hear the faint rasp of her mother’s rosary beads shifting in her lap.
Her mother’s fingers still hovered near Dani’s hair, caught in the act of reaching but not committing, like a diver hesitating at the edge of a cliff.
Maria's fingers finally settled on Dani's shoulder, the pressure uneven, too hesitant to be an embrace, too deliberate to be accidental. "You'll..." Her throat worked around the words. "You'll send pictures? When you're settled?" The question was fragile, as if already bracing for rejection.
Dani's fingers twitched toward her mother’s wrist, stopping just shy of contact. "Yeah," she murmured. "Pictures. Videos. Whatever you want." The promise tasted bittersweet, too little too late, but better than nothing.
The overhead light buzzed faintly, casting long shadows across the kitchen table. Dani's mother hesitated, then reached for the pizza box with trembling hands, not to eat, but to clear the untouched slices, as if tidying could somehow order the chaos inside her. The cardboard scraped against the tablecloth, the sound grating in the quiet.
Her dad leaves the kitchen and comes back with a photo album, the faux-leather cover cracked with age, the spine straining where too many Polaroids had been shoved between its pages over the years.
He sets it down carefully in front of Isabel, the thud of it hitting the table louder than it should be. His thumb leaves a smudge on the cover where he'd gripped it too tightly.
"Oh no, don't you dare!" Dani lunged across the table, fingers grasping at air as her father effortlessly pivoted the album out of reach. The movement sent her cane clattering to the floor. Isabel's hand shot out to steady her by the waistband of her shorts, grip firm enough to keep her upright but loose enough to let her squirm. "Dad, I swear to god—"
Isabel caught the album one-handed, flipping it open before Dani could protest further. The first page revealed a toddler Dani, gap-toothed and grinning, clutching a fistful of balloons with both hands, ten fingers intact, two eyes crinkled with laughter.
Isabel traced the edge of the photo lightly, her thumb lingering where Dani's childhood self beamed up at the camera, blissfully unaware of the future's teeth.
The album page crinkled softly as Isabel turned it, revealing a school photo where Dani’s hair had been aggressively combed into pigtails, her grin lopsided from a missing front tooth.
Isabel’s exhale was almost a laugh, but Dani caught the way her fingertips trembled against the plastic sleeve, just for a second, before stilling.
"Oh, and here she is at 11..." Her dad flips the page with exaggerated care, revealing a snapshot of Dani mid-sprint, her gangly limbs caught in motion, knees skinned from a recent fall.
The grass stains on her shorts were immortalized in faded Kodak colors, her grin wild and unselfconscious, before the world taught her to fold inward. Isabel's breath hitched at the sight of Dani's bare arms, unscarred, the sunlight catching the fine hairs along her forearms like gold filament.
"This is so embarrassing..." Dani groaned, burying her face in her hands, the heat creeping up her neck as Isabel lingered on a particularly mortifying bathtub photo from when she was three, complete with sudsy hair shaped into ridiculous horns. Her mother had always had a knack for capturing the most undignified moments.
The clink of dishes pulled Dani from the album's gravitational pull. Her mother stood at the sink, shoulders hunched under the fluorescent light, scrubbing the same plate for the third time.
Water dripped from her wrists like silent tears. Dani pushed back from the table, her cane tapping against linoleum as she crossed the kitchen.
Dani’s cane clicked against the linoleum as she approached the sink, the rhythm uneven, tap, drag, tap, like a heartbeat struggling to find its pace.
Her mother didn’t turn, shoulders rigid beneath the thin fabric of her blouse, scrubbing at a plate that hadn’t been dirty ten minutes ago. The soap bubbles clung to Maria’s wrists like foam on a drowning woman’s skin.
"Do you need help?" Dani's voice was softer than she intended, barely audible over the rush of water. Her mother flinched, the plate slipping from her fingers and clattering into the sink.
The sound was too loud in the quiet kitchen, drowning out the hum of the refrigerator, the muffled voices from the dining room. Maria's hands trembled under the stream of water, her knuckles whitening as she gripped the edge of the sink.
Her mother nods without looking at her, a small, almost imperceptible dip of her chin, and shifts a half-step to the side to make room at the sink.
Dani moves in carefully, cane resting against the cabinet, her body slotting into a place it remembers even if it hasn’t occupied it in years.
The water runs warm over her hands as she takes a plate from the soapy basin, the ceramic slick beneath her fingers. For a while, there are no words at all, just the quiet domestic choreography of washing and drying, the soft scrape of sponge against porcelain, the clink of dishes being set into the rack.
It’s mundane in a way that feels almost surreal, like stepping into a memory that never got the memo about everything that came after.
Dani focuses on the rhythm of it, the way her mother rinses and hands her a plate, the way Dani dries and stacks. Her knee aches dully from standing too long, but she doesn’t mention it.
She can feel her mother’s presence beside her like a held breath, aware of every movement, every shift of weight, as if afraid that one wrong word might shatter what little peace they’ve managed to build in this narrow strip of shared space.
The smell of dish soap, cheap, lemony mixes with the lingering scent of pizza grease and lavender shampoo. A combination so familiar it makes Dani’s chest tighten.
After a few minutes, Maria lets out a soft, startled laugh, the sound surprising both of them. It’s not loud or joyful, more like something that escaped before she could stop it.
“We used to do this a lot,” she says, almost to herself. “When you were a girl. You always insisted on drying, even when you were too small to reach the counter properly.” Her lips curve faintly at the memory, eyes fixed on the plate in her hands. “You’d drag a chair over and stand on it, like you were doing something very important.”
Dani’s mouth twitches despite herself. “I remember,” she says quietly. She does, balancing on that chair, water splashing her socks, her mother fussing at her to be careful while secretly enjoying the company.
For a moment, the memory sits between them, warm and fragile, a relic from a time before secrets and silences calcified into something harder.
Maria’s hands slow. She dries one plate more carefully than necessary, as if buying herself time, then sets it down with deliberate precision. Dani can see the calculation happening in the tight line of her shoulders, the way she inhales and holds it.
When she finally speaks again, her voice is measured, cautious. “You’ve changed,” she says. Not accusing. Not gentle either. Just an observation weighted with implication. “From back then.”
Dani stills, a plate halfway through drying, the towel bunched in her fingers. She doesn’t look at her mother right away. She finishes the plate, sets it into the rack, and then turns slightly, enough to meet her mom’s profile without fully facing her.
There’s no anger in her voice when she answers, just a tired, hard-earned patience. “No,” she says. “I haven’t changed at all.”
Maria’s brows knit, confusion flickering across her face.
“The little girl who used to wash dishes with you,” Dani continues, each word steady, deliberate, “was just as gay as the one who showed up married to a woman.” She doesn’t raise her voice. She doesn’t soften it either.
The words land and sit there, heavy and unavoidable. Maria’s mouth opens, then closes again. She grips the edge of the sink, knuckles paling, as if the counter is the only thing keeping her upright.
Dani watches the reaction with a strange mix of sadness and relief. She isn’t trying to win. She isn’t trying to convince. She’s just… done lying.
Done hiding.
She finishes the last plate in silence, sets it carefully in the rack, and hangs the towel over the sink divider. The room feels different now, tense, yes, but honest in a way it hasn’t been before. Dani steps back, reaching for her cane, the familiar weight grounding her as she straightens.
From the living room, Juan’s voice carries down the hall, loud and irreverent, cutting cleanly through the heaviness. “Dan! Come on, we’re gonna play Jenga!”
There’s a clatter of wood blocks and a laugh, Isabel’s, low and unmistakable, followed by Juan’s dramatic groan as something collapses.
Dani smiles faintly. She takes a step away from the counter, then pauses, turning back. Her mother is still at the sink, hands braced, eyes unfocused, as if she’s standing at the edge of something she doesn’t yet know how to cross.
“Mamá,” Dani says softly.
Maria looks up.
“I love you,” Dani says. The words come easily, without bitterness or qualification.
“And I want you in my life.” She takes a breath, steadying herself. “But I’ve been through too much to hide anymore. I won’t be a prisoner to your approval.”
It isn’t a threat. It isn’t an ultimatum. It’s simply a boundary, drawn with care and clarity.
Maria swallows, her throat bobbing, but she doesn’t argue. She doesn’t agree either. She just nods once, small and shaky, as if acknowledging something she can’t yet accept but can no longer deny.
Dani turns away before either of them can say something they’re not ready for. Her cane taps against the linoleum as she walks down the hall toward the sound of laughter and tumbling wooden blocks, toward Isabel’s steady presence and Juan’s chaotic enthusiasm.
Behind her, the kitchen remains quiet, her mother standing alone at the sink, surrounded by clean dishes and unanswered questions.
The space between them isn’t healed.
Not even close.
But all she can do is extend the olive branch.
Jenga turns into cards, which turns into some half-forgotten board game with missing pieces and rules no one quite remembers. Time loosens its grip the way it does when laughter starts filling in the gaps.
Juan is loud and dramatic, collapsing towers on purpose and blaming gravity. Dani’s father pretends to be stern about it, then laughs too hard at his own terrible jokes.
Isabel sits close to Dani, one knee pressed against hers, her hand steady at the small of Dani’s back whenever she shifts or leans too far, a silent check-in that never draws attention to itself.
Dani notices, somewhere in the middle of it all, that her mother never comes back into the room.
At first she assumes her mom is just giving them space, busying herself with something in the kitchen, or retreating to her bedroom the way she always did when her emotions got too sharp.
But as the hours stretch on and the clock creeps past ten, the absence becomes louder. Dani catches herself glancing toward the hallway more than once, half-expecting to see her mother hovering at the edge of the room, rosary beads in hand, watching without quite knowing how to step back in.
She doesn’t.
And that hurts in a quiet, manageable way. Not enough to ruin the night. Just enough to sit heavy in Dani’s chest, a familiar ache she’s learned how to carry.
By the time Juan starts a rambling story that goes nowhere and ends in laughter anyway, Dani feels it creeping up on her, the bone-deep exhaustion that comes from doing too much after doing too little for too long.
Her leg throbs dully, her shoulders ache, and her eyelids feel weighted. She stifles a yawn once, then again, and Isabel notices immediately.
“Hey,” Isabel murmurs, thumb brushing over Dani’s knuckles. “You’re done.”
Dani doesn’t argue. She squeezes Isabel’s hand once, grateful. “Yeah,” she admits. “I’m done.”
Goodbyes are softer this time. Dani hugs her father, lingering in it, breathing him in like she needs to memorize the moment.
Juan ruffles her hair and tells her she’s not getting out of Jenga duty next time, no excuses. Dani smiles, promises nothing. Her mother still doesn’t appear.
She doesn’t look back down the hall when she leaves.
The bedroom door clicks shut behind them, sealing off the noise of the house, the hum of voices, and the television murmuring somewhere in the distance.
The room feels smaller at night, more intimate, the glow from the bedside lamp casting warm shadows across old posters and shelves lined with relics of a girlhood that feels both distant and startlingly close.
Isabel stretches her arms over her head and exhales. “Okay,” she says, brisk and gentle at the same time. “Let’s take a shower.”
She crosses the room with purpose and opens what she clearly assumes is the ensuite bathroom.
Instead, she’s met with a narrow closet crammed with old coats, a vacuum cleaner, and boxes marked From Dani’s apartment, in her mother’s handwriting.
Nice to see that they kept her stuff.
There’s a beat of silence.
Then Dani laughs, really laughs. It bursts out of her, loud and unrestrained, the sound bouncing off the walls as she leans back against the bed for support. “Oh my god,” she wheezes. “Your face.”
Isabel turns slowly, staring at the closet like it’s personally offended her. “This,” she says flatly, “is not a bathroom.”
“Nope,” Dani manages, wiping at her eyes. “Bathroom’s down the hall.”
Isabel blinks. “Down the hall?”
“Welcome to middle-class living, baby,” Dani says, still grinning. “There aren’t fifteen bedrooms, all with their own private spa bathroom experience.”
Isabel looks around the room again, taking in the modest size, the single bed, the lack of luxury she’s so clearly unaccustomed to.
She closes the closet door with exaggerated care and turns back to Dani, utterly deadpan. “This is barbaric.”
Dani laughs again, softer this time, the sound easing into something warm and fond. “You’ll survive,” she teases. “I believe in you.”
Isabel sits down on the edge of the bed beside her, the mattress dipping under her weight. She reaches out, brushing her thumb along Dani’s jaw, her expression softening as the joking fades.
“I don’t care where the bathroom is,” she says quietly. “I just care that you’re okay.”
Dani’s smile lingers, gentler now. She leans in, resting her forehead against Isabel’s shoulder, letting the day finally settle. “I am,” she says after a moment. “I’m tired. But I’m okay.”
Isabel presses a kiss into Dani’s hair, slow and sure. “Good,” she murmurs. “Because tomorrow, we face the barbarism again.”
“You haven’t even heard the worst part.” Dani says, smile growing ever wider.
Isabel raises a single eyebrow. “It can’t get worse.”
“Oh, it can. Because baby, the showers only big enough for one.”
They stay.
Not just overnight, not just through the awkwardness of the first dinner, but through breakfasts with burnt toast and too strong coffee, through afternoons of card games and evenings half watching whatever reruns Juan insists are classics.
The house does not feel so tight after the third day. The air shifts. The tension that once hummed like a live wire dulls into something quieter, something almost manageable.
Dani spends most of her time in the living room or at the kitchen table, her cane leaned within reach, her leg propped on a pillow, her dad insists on adjusting every fifteen minutes.
Juan drags her into everything. Board games. Old photo albums. Arguments about which childhood memory actually happened the way she claims it did.
Isabel sits at Dani’s side through all of it, sometimes participating, sometimes simply watching with that sharp, observant gaze of hers, cataloging the way Dani laughs differently here.
Mom lingers at the edges.
She hovers in doorways. She folds laundry that no one asked her to fold. She cooks too much food and insists she made it just in case.
She does not always sit down with them, but she listens. Dani can feel it. The weight of her mother’s presence just beyond the frame of whatever moment they are in.
It changes on the fourth day.
They are gathered around the dining table again, this time over dominoes, when Dani’s father glances at Isabel over his reading glasses.
“So,” he says casually, “where are you from originally?”
“Bogotá,” Isabel answers without hesitation.
Mom’s head lifts immediately.
“Bogotá?” She repeats.
Isabel meets her gaze evenly. “Yes. Born and raised.”
There is a pause, then Mom sets down the dish towel in her hands. “What part?”
“La Candelaria. Near the old colonial streets. My grandmother lived two blocks from Plaza Bolívar.”
Something flickers across Mom’s face. Surprise. Then recognition. Then something almost like reluctant intrigue.
“I grew up near Chapinero,” she says slowly. “Before we moved.”
Isabel nods once. “My father had an office there. I remember the bakeries.”
Mom huffs softly, almost a laugh despite herself. “The pan de yuca on the corner?”
“The best in the city,” Isabel replies.
And just like that, a thread catches.
It is not warmth, not yet. But it is shared ground. They are both Bogotá girls. Both raised in the same capital city with the mountains looming and the traffic choking the streets.
They talk about the rain that comes out of nowhere, about street vendors, about how different it feels compared to anywhere else.
Dani watches it happen like a slow sunrise. Her mother’s posture eases by degrees. The skepticism softens into cautious engagement.
Mom started sitting with them more after that. She corrects Isabel’s Spanish once, then looks faintly startled when Isabel corrects her back, gently, amused.
Dani catches them in the kitchen one afternoon, debating arepas as if it were a moral issue. It is not friendship. But it is no longer hostility.
There are hard days too.
One morning, Dani’s leg refuses to cooperate. The nerve pain burns hot and mercilessly, and she cannot get out of bed.
Isabel sits with her, rubbing slow circles into her thigh while Dani grits her teeth and swallows down frustration with her morning pills. Her dad hovers outside the door, not intruding but not leaving either.
Another night, she wakes up screaming.
It tears through the house, raw and guttural. Isabel is already sitting upright before Dani fully surfaces, pulling her into a tight hold, murmuring in Spanish and English until the tremors ease.
Dani’s father appears in the doorway in pajama pants and bare feet, panic etched across his face. Mom stands behind him.
“It’s okay,” Isabel says firmly, steady as stone. “She’s okay.”
Dani hates that they saw that. Hates that they heard it. But the next morning, Mom places a cup of tea in front of her without comment. Chamomile. The way she used to make it when Dani had nightmares as a child.
Overall, though, it is good.
Messy. Imperfect. But good.
By the seventh morning, the house feels lived in with them there. Less like a battlefield. More like something cautiously mending.
Dani wakes before her alarm.
The room is still dim, early light creeping through the curtains. Her leg aches in that dull, familiar way that tells her the week caught up with her.
She sits up slowly, reaching for her daily pill organizer on the nightstand. The compartments click open one by one.
Morning dose. Pain management. Anti-anxiety. She swallows them with a careful sip of water, a routine that steadies her. They told her leaving the hospital, she might have more PTSD episodes the more she changes her routine, so she tries to stick to it.
The mattress shifts behind her.
Isabel wakes quietly, rolling onto her side, watching Dani with soft eyes. “You beat me up,” she murmurs.
Dani glances back, smiling faintly. “Jet lag.”
Isabel leans forward, brushing a kiss against Dani’s shoulder, then her cheek. “Give me a few minutes,” she says, voice low and warm. “I’ll pack the rest of the stuff.”
She moves to stand, but Dani catches her wrist gently.
“Wait.”
Isabel looks down at her, curious.
Dani pulls her back in and kisses her again, slower this time. Intentional. Grateful. When she pulls away, her thumb traces the edge of Isabel’s jaw.
“Thank you,” Dani says.
“For what?” Isabel asks softly.
Dani exhales. “I know it’s probably not easy being here. Around my family. Without thinking about your own.” Her voice dips, careful. “And this entire week you haven’t complained. Not once. Even when you had more than enough right to.”
Her throat tightens slightly. “So thanks. For this week.”
Isabel’s expression shifts. Something tender and restrained. She nods once, leaning in to press their foreheads together.
“You’re worth a thousand difficult weeks,” she says simply.
Then she stands, practical again, and begins packing with efficient movements.
Down the hall, the house is already awake.
By the time Dani and Isabel step into the living room with their bags, Dani’s family is waiting. Her dad stands near the couch, hands tucked into his pockets like he is bracing himself.
Juan leans against the wall, trying and failing to look casual. Mom sits upright in her usual chair, rosary looped around her fingers, though she is not moving the beads.
The early flight hangs in the air between them.
Dani adjusts her grip on her cane and steps fully into the living room.
No one speaks at first.
Her dad looks like he’s trying to memorize her. Every scar. Every line that wasn’t there three years ago. Juan shifts his weight, jaw tight, hands shoved into his hoodie pocket like he doesn’t trust them not to shake.
Mom stands slowly.
The silence breaks all at once.
Dani crosses the space as fast as her leg allows, and her dad meets her halfway. His arms wrap around her carefully at first, mindful of injuries, then tighter when she doesn’t flinch.
She buries her face in his shoulder, breathing in the familiar scent of aftershave and coffee and something that just smells like home.
“I can’t lose you again,” he says against her hair, voice cracking in a way she has never heard before.
“God, Dad,” Dani whispers. “It’s like when I moved out.”
“I cried then too.” He said.
Juan joins the hug without asking, his arms coming around both of them, nearly knocking Dani off balance if Isabel hadn’t stepped in close behind her as silent reinforcement. Juan’s chin hooks over the top of her head.
“You better FaceTime me,” he mutters roughly. “Like… daily.”
Dani lets out a wet laugh. “You hate FaceTime.”
“Yeah, well. I’ll tolerate it.”
Mom hesitates only a second before stepping into the tangle of limbs. The group hug becomes messy and tight and imperfect, arms overlapping, someone’s elbow digging into someone else’s ribs, Dani’s cane nearly toppling over until Isabel quietly nudges it upright with her foot.
Mom’s hands cradle the back of Dani’s head like she used to when she was little, fingers threading into her hair. “Mija…” Her voice dissolves. She presses her cheek against Dani’s temple and just holds her.
Dani cries. Not the sharp, wounded kind from earlier in the week. This is different. This is grief and relief tangled together.
When they finally untangle, Dani’s dad wipes his eyes roughly with the back of his hand like he’ll deny it later.
Then he turns to Isabel.
There is no hostility in his face. Just weight.
He steps forward and extends his hand. “Please,” he says, steady but thick with emotion. “Take good care of her.”
Isabel does not hesitate. She takes his hand firmly. “With my life,” she answers.
Juan steps in next, gripping Isabel’s hand with exaggerated seriousness. “If she cries, I’m blaming you.”
Isabel arches a brow. “She cries at dog commercials and kids' movies.”
“That’s different.”
He pauses, then squints at her. “Last chance. You sure you don’t want to buy me a Lambo?”
Isabel stares at him flatly. “No.”
“Just a used one?”
“No.”
“A lease?”
“Juan.”
He grins despite himself. “Had to try.”
Even Dani laughs through her tears.
Then there is Mom.
The air shifts again, softer but fragile.
Mom steps toward Isabel slowly. For a moment, it looks like she might offer a handshake. Instead, she surprises both of them by reaching forward and pulling Isabel into a brief, somewhat stiff hug.
It is not natural yet. Not fluid. But it is real.
“Thank you,” Mom says quietly. “For bringing her home.”
Isabel’s arms come around her carefully. “Thank you for letting us stay.”
They separate, and then Mom turns fully to Dani.
This time, there is no hesitation.
She pulls Dani into a tight embrace, one hand cradling the back of her head, the other gripping her shoulder like she is imprinting the feel of her into memory.
“Send pictures,” Mom says fiercely into her hair. “Every room of the house. The beach. What you eat. Everything.”
Dani nods against her. “You’ll get tired of me.”
“That’s impossible.”
Mom pulls back just enough to cup Dani’s face. “I love you,” she says plainly.
Dani swallows hard. “I love you too.”
There is one more group hug. One more messy collision of limbs and sniffles, and Juan complaining that he cannot breathe.
Then the moment tips forward into inevitability.
Bags are picked up. The front door opens. The morning air is cool and thin.
Dani pauses at the edge of the porch and turns back.
Her family stands clustered in the doorway. Her dad’s arm around Mom’s shoulders. Juan, behind them, lifting his hand in a half wave, he will pretend was casual.
Dani takes one last mental snapshot.
Then she gets into the rental car.
The drive to the private hangar is quiet at first. Dani stares out the window at the familiar streets sliding past.
The strip mall where she used to hang out after school. The cracked sidewalk near the park. Everything smaller than she remembered.
Isabel reaches over and takes her hand, lacing their fingers together carefully around scar tissue and missing digits.
“You okay?” She asks.
Dani exhales slowly. “Yeah.” A beat. “I think so.”
At the hangar, the luxury jet waits sleek and silent, sunlight glinting off polished metal. Staff move efficiently around them, loading luggage, preparing for departure.
It feels surreal. From middle-class hallway bathrooms to private beachfront property in Los Angeles. From captivity to this.
From sex slave.
To forced wife.
To family.
Isabel helps Dani up the steps into the plane, one hand steady at her waist.
Inside, the leather seats are wide and soft. The cabin smells faintly of clean linen and expensive upholstery.
As the engines hum to life and the plane begins to taxi, Dani looks out the small oval window at El Paso shrinking beneath them.
Her family is down there. Imperfect. Complicated. Still learning.
But still hers.
Isabel brushes a kiss against Dani’s temple. “Ready?” She murmurs.
Dani leans into her, letting her head rest on Isabel’s shoulder as the plane lifts into the sky.
“Yeah,” she says softly.
Ahead of them is Los Angeles. The beach. Their house. Recovery. Marriage. A life they are choosing on equal footing.
The ground falls away.
And they’re hand in hand, flying towards new beginnings together.
The flight to Los Angeles is barely ninety minutes, so short it feels almost disrespectful after the emotional weight of the week they just lived through. Dani swears they spend longer taxiing down the runway than they do actually cruising in the air.
By the time she has adjusted her brace, tucked her cane beside the seat, and accepted the small glass of sparkling water from the attendant, the jet is already climbing and leveling out over the desert.
The cabin hum is low and steady, private and insulated, the kind of quiet that makes it far too easy for Isabel to get ideas.
Dani feels it before she sees it, that familiar warmth of Isabel’s hand sliding over her knee with slow, deliberate intent. At first, she pretends not to notice, watching the clouds drift past the oval window as if she is deeply invested in atmospheric formations.
Isabel’s fingers trace idle circles over her thigh, casual enough to pass for innocent affection. Then they inch higher.
Dani lowers her water bottle and turns her head just enough to fix Isabel with a look that should, in theory, discourage further escalation.
It does not.
Isabel’s mouth curves slightly, eyes dark with mischief, as her fingers hook lightly into the hem of Dani’s shorts. The audacity of it makes Dani’s breath hitch, half scandalized and half amused.
They are thirty thousand feet in the air, in a private jet yes, but still in the air, still in transit, still technically supervised by flight staff who absolutely do not need a repeat of recent embarrassments.
Dani lowers her water bottle slowly. “Don’t.”
“Don’t what?” Isabel asks, voice mild, fingers hooking lightly into the hem of Dani’s shorts.
“We are in a plane.”
“Our plane.”
“That does not make it appropriate. Remember what happened last time?”
Isabel leans closer, her breath warm against Dani’s ear. “Ninety minutes is plenty of time.”
Dani’s face burns. “You are unbelievable.”
Isabel’s hand slides another inch.
Dani lifts her cane without even looking at her and bonks Isabel squarely on the shoulder.
The sound is solid. Satisfying.
Isabel gasps in mock outrage. “Did you just assault me?”
“Yes.”
“In the sky?”
“Yes.”
Isabel narrows her eyes. “You are abusing your mobility aid.”
Dani gives her another light tap for emphasis. “Keep your hands to yourself.”
Isabel leans back with theatrical resignation, though her hand remains loosely around Dani’s waist. “Oppression,” she mutters.
Dani turns toward the window again, trying to look dignified, though the corners of her mouth betray her.
The rest of the flight passes with minimal incident, though Isabel’s fingers never quite behave.
By the time the wheels touched down again, Dani felt like she had blinked and missed the entire journey. The plane rolled to a smooth stop near the private hangar, sunlight glaring off the metal siding in sheets of white.
When they stepped down onto the tarmac, the coastal air hit Dani immediately, warmer than she expected but threaded with that faint, unmistakable scent of salt.
Rosaria was already waiting beside a sleek black car parked just beyond the hangar doors, posture straight, hands clasped neatly in front of her. She inclined her head as they approached, expression softening just slightly when her gaze landed on Dani.
“Welcome home,” Rosaria said.
Dani smiled despite herself. “Thank you for coming to get us.”
“Of course,” Rosaria replied, as if the idea of not being here had never crossed her mind. She moved to take their bags before Isabel could protest, loading them into the trunk with efficient precision.
Once they were settled in the back seat, Rosaria pulled smoothly onto the coastal road, the ocean flashing intermittently through breaks in the buildings. Dani tried to contain herself. She really did. But it lasted all of thirty seconds.
“How’s the sunset been lately?” She asked, leaning forward between the seats. “Has it been too hot? Or too cold? Are the tides calm? Can you hear the ocean from the house? And how close are the neighbors, exactly? Like, wave-from-the-balcony close or need-binoculars close?”
Rosaria opened her mouth, clearly prepared to answer in order, but Isabel reached over and gently tugged Dani back against the seat.
“Don’t spoil the surprise,” Isabel said, her voice low but amused.
Rosaria’s lips twitched faintly as she kept her eyes on the road. “It has been… pleasant,” she offered carefully, which only made Dani squint suspiciously.
They continued along the coastline, the late afternoon light stretching gold across the water. At some point, Isabel’s hand found Dani’s hair, fingers slipping into the long curls that now brushed against her shoulder blades.
She toyed with them idly, lifting a section and letting it fall through her fingers.
“Your mom was right,” Isabel murmured. “It’s gotten very long.”
Dani turns her head slightly. “Do you want me to cut it?” The question slips out too quickly. Too eager.
Isabel stills, then leans forward and presses a soft kiss into Dani’s curls. “No.”
“No?”
“I want you to do whatever you want with it,” Isabel says, her voice steady and certain. “Long. Short. Shave it. Dye it neon green. I think it’s beautiful either way.”
Dani feels heat crawl up her neck. “Neon green is not happening.”
“I would support you.”
“You would not.”
“I absolutely would.”
Dani laughs softly, cheeks pink, and looks down at her hands. “I think I’ll keep it long.”
“Good,” Isabel murmurs. “I like running my hands through it.”
Dani swats at her lightly. “Behave.”
“Never.”
Rosaria’s eyes flicked to the rearview mirror and then away again, tactfully neutral.
The road narrowed, curving away from the public beachfront and into a quieter stretch lined with tall palms and discreet gates. Dani felt her pulse quicken as Rosaria turned onto a private drive, gravel crunching softly beneath the tires.
She reached instinctively for Isabel’s hand, squeezing once, excitement building in her chest like something too big to contain.
The car slowed.
Through the windshield, Dani could see only the edge of a high wall and the suggestion of something sprawling beyond it, the roofline just barely visible above the barrier. The gates ahead began to open automatically, silent and smooth.
Dani’s breath caught.
The gates finished their silent sweep inward, and the car eased forward along a private drive that curved like it had been carved specifically to build anticipation. The wall separating the property from the street rose high and seamless, smooth concrete softened by creeping greenery that spilled down in deliberate cascades.
It was not just a wall. It was a statement.
Privacy was not optional here. It was engineered.
As the driveway opened up, the house revealed itself in layers.
The mansion did not sprawl. It commanded. Clean horizontal lines stretched wide across the bluff, all glass and pale stone and steel, the kind of modern architecture that looked effortless but had clearly required obsessive precision.
Floor-to-ceiling windows dominated the façade, panes so tall they reflected the entire sky like mirrors. The morning sun shattered across them, throwing shards of gold light over the polished stone courtyard.
The driveway split into two gentle arcs, forming a wide circular motor court in front of the main entrance. In the center sat a shallow reflecting pool, water so still it mirrored the house perfectly, broken only by a single sculptural palm rising from the middle like something curated from a design magazine.
Discreet security cameras were tucked into the angles of the roofline, nearly invisible unless you were looking for them. Dani noticed them anyway.
Beyond the glass, she could already see blue. Not paint. Not décor. The ocean.
Rosaria parked near the entrance beneath an overhang that seemed to float without visible support. When Dani stepped out of the car, the air hit her fully this time, salt and warmth and something impossibly clean.
From this elevation, the beach stretched out below like a private kingdom, the waves rolling in slow, rhythmic lines.
Isabel came around the car to Dani’s side automatically, one hand hovering at her waist in case she needed support. Dani barely noticed. Her gaze was locked on the house.
“This is…” she started, and then stopped, because there weren’t enough words in any language she knew.
The front door was a massive slab of frosted glass framed in brushed steel. It pivoted open smoothly when Rosaria approached, revealing an interior that somehow made the exterior feel restrained.
The first thing Dani saw when she stepped inside was the ocean.
The entire back wall of the house was glass. Not windows. A wall. Floor to ceiling panes that erased the boundary between inside and outside.
The house sat elevated over the beach, so the view was unobstructed, nothing but endless blue meeting sky at the horizon. From this vantage point, the water looked close enough to touch, waves curling in silver lines far below.
The interior was sleek and modern, but not cold. Pale stone floors stretched wide and uninterrupted, sunlight pooling across them in warm rectangles. The ceilings were impossibly high, with recessed lighting tucked into clean architectural grooves.
A floating staircase of wood and glass rose along one wall to the upper level, its railing transparent, almost invisible. Another set of stairs descended discreetly toward a lower level, partially hidden behind a sculptural divider wall.
Outside the glass wall, a massive deck extended outward, wrapping along the back of the house. Lounge seating in soft neutrals faced the water. An infinity pool mirrored the horizon so perfectly that it seemed to spill directly into the ocean beyond.
And at the far edge of the deck, Dani spotted them. Exterior stairs, wide and steady, leading down the bluff toward the sand below.
“You can walk straight to the beach,” Dani whispered, almost to herself.
Isabel’s hand slid into hers. “Yes.”
The kitchen flowed seamlessly from the main living area, all matte cabinetry and stone countertops that looked carved from a single slab. Appliances were hidden behind paneling, sleek and minimal. Everything felt intentional. Everything felt expansive.
Dani turned slowly in place, trying to take in the scale of it. The way every room seemed to frame the ocean. The way light moved through the house as if it had been invited.
Rosaria cleared her throat gently, grounding her. “I have prepared a bedroom for you on this level,” she said. “So you won’t need to use the stairs multiple times a day.”
Dani blinked, pulling her gaze away from the horizon. “You did?”
“It seemed practical,” Rosaria replied, as if she had not just anticipated a need Dani hadn’t even voiced yet.
The bedroom door was set off the main hallway. When Rosaria opened it, the space inside was calm and expansive, the same floor-to-ceiling glass facing the ocean, but angled for privacy.
Soft linen bedding in warm ivory tones covered a low platform bed. A seating area near the windows held two chairs and a small table positioned perfectly for morning coffee overlooking the water.
The bathroom beyond was open and modern, with a wide walk-in shower framed in glass and a soaking tub positioned deliberately beneath another window facing the sea.
Dani stepped inside slowly.
Her throat tightened before she even understood why.
This wasn’t just luxury. It wasn’t just money. It was safety. It was permanence. It was a life built intentionally around her needs, around her comfort.
She turned back toward Rosaria, toward Isabel, and suddenly the weight of the past week, the years before it, the hospital rooms and fear and loss and distance, all of it pressed upward at once.
Her vision blurred.
She didn’t try to stop it.
The tears came heavy and unrestrained, sliding down her cheek in silent streaks. Her shoulders shook before she could steady them. Isabel was in front of her immediately, hands cupping her face, thumbs brushing away tears that kept coming anyway.
“Hey,” Isabel murmured, softer than Dani had ever heard her. “Hey. It’s okay.”
Dani laughed through the tears, breath hitching. “I know. That’s the problem.”
Rosaria stood just inside the doorway, posture still composed but eyes gentler than usual.
“Thank you,” Dani managed finally, looking at her through wet lashes. “For thinking about the stairs. For all of it.”
Rosaria inclined her head slightly. “You deserve this,” she said simply.
The words undid her again.
Dani turned toward the glass wall, toward the ocean spread endlessly before them, the light beginning to soften into evening gold.
This was real. The beach. The house. The woman beside her whose hand was steady against her cheek. Rosaria’s quiet presence anchoring the edges of it all.
This was her life now.
A beautiful life above the ocean, with a wife she loved fiercely and a best friend who thought about her needs without anything needing to be said, a home that felt like sanctuary.
Dani traced the edge of the windowsill where it met the glass, her fingertips registering the seamless transition from cool metal to immaculate pane.
The engineering of it, no draft, no visible sealant, felt like witchcraft.
Behind her, Isabel murmured something to Rosaria about lunch arrangements, their voices fading as they moved toward the kitchen.
Dani’s fingers hesitated over the sleek panel by the window before tapping it experimentally. The glass darkened instantly, shifting from crystal clarity to a smoky gradient that blurred the outside world into muted shapes.
She pressed her palm against the cooled surface, still perfectly transparent from their side, and exhaled sharply. "How much did this cost?"
Dani's voice cracked on the question, still wet from tears. Behind her, Isabel didn’t answer immediately, just crossed the room with that predatory grace of hers, pausing to drag a thumb along the window’s edge where Dani’s fingers had been.
Probably tens of thousands of dollars to achieve something that curtains could do for fifty bucks. The house is elevated off the sand anyway... You couldn't see in the windows from the beach, unless you were like 15 feet tall.
The vibration against her thigh startles Dani more than it should, three quick pulses in rapid succession, muffled by fabric but unmistakable.
She digs her phone out one-handed, the other still pressed to the glass, and taps the screen awake to reveal the notification banner: Familia ❤️ (3).
The group chat explodes in real time:
The message previews load out of order, Juan’s all-caps DID YOU DIE MID-AIR??? sandwiched between her dad’s Call when you land and her mother’s single, stubborn ???. Dani exhales through her nose, thumb hovering over the keyboard.
The phone buzzes again, Juan spamming the chat with progressively absurd airplane crash memes, just as Isabel’s arms slide around her waist from behind, chin hooking over her shoulder to squint at the screen.
Dani’s thumb hovers over the screen, caught between laughter and exasperation, as Isabel’s breath ghosts warm against her neck.
“Tell Juan if he doesn’t stop, I’m revoking his future guest room privileges,” Isabel murmurs, her lips brushing Dani’s ear just enough to make her shiver.
Dani types out a quick Landed safely, stop being dramatic before Isabel’s teeth graze the sensitive spot below her ear, making her fingers fumble against the screen.
The phone slips from her grip, landing softly on the plush area rug as Isabel’s hands slide up her ribcage, thumbs brushing the underside of her breasts through her thin cotton shirt.
Dani’s breath hitches, half laughter, half something sharper, as Isabel’s palms flatten against her stomach, pressing her back into the solid warmth of Isabel’s body. “Rosaria’s still in the house,” she murmurs, but her hips tilt backward anyway, betraying her.
Isabel’s laughter vibrates against Dani’s spine. “Rosaria knows how to knock.” Her fingers curl into the hem of Dani’s shirt, dragging it upward just enough for her nails to scrape lightly over bare skin. “Besides, this is our bedroom. She won’t—”
A sharp rap at the door fractures the moment. Dani jerks forward, twisting out of Isabel’s grip with flushed cheeks as Rosaria’s voice cuts through the wood, measured, professional, and deliberately louder than necessary. "Lunch is ready when you are."
Dani exhales sharply through her nose, half amusement, half frustration, as Isabel’s hands drop from her waist with theatrical reluctance.
"I'm being oppressed," Isabel mutters under her breath, pressing one last kiss to the nape of Dani’s neck before stepping back.
The scent of grilled fish and citrus hits Dani before they even reach the kitchen. Rosaria had clearly anticipated hunger after the flight. The dining table near the glass wall was set simply, plates arranged with precision, a chilled pitcher of tea sweating gently in the California light.
Dani paused at the threshold, watching Rosaria adjust a napkin by half an inch, her movements economical, exact.
The dishes weren't even dirty yet; that was the absurdity of it. Rosaria moved toward the sink with that lethal efficiency of hers, already reaching for nonexistent plates to wash before they'd taken their first bite.
Dani watched her over the rim of her water glass, the condensation cooling against her palm. "Rosaria," she said, too loud in the cavernous kitchen. "Sit down with us."
Rosaria froze mid-reach toward an already spotless countertop, her fingers hovering. The request was so unexpected that her usual composure cracked, just for a second, before she smoothed it away.
"That's not necessary," she said, but Dani was already pulling out the third chair with her foot, the scrape of wood against stone unnecessarily dramatic.
Rosaria’s fingers twitched against the countertop, her knuckles whitening for half a second before she exhaled through her nose. "Protocol—" she began, automatic, but Dani cut her off with a sharp tap of her cane against the chair leg.
Rosaria's posture didn't change, but something flickered behind her eyes, caught between discipline and something warmer, rawer. Her gaze darted to Isabel, who merely raised an eyebrow and nudged the third plate forward with two fingers.
The silence stretched taut until Rosaria's shoulders dropped a fraction. "I—" Her voice cracked, unused to being the one off-balance. She cleared her throat. "Protocol exists for a reason."
"Rosaria, you're family. You don't need to pretend to be busy. You can join us at meals if you'd like." Dani's voice carried an unfamiliar note of command, roughened by emotion.
The cane tapped again against the chair leg, not a threat, but punctuation. Rosaria's fingers tightened around the dish towel she wasn't using, her knuckles paling against the dark fabric.
The silence stretched three heartbeats too long before Isabel exhaled sharply through her nose and yanked the third chair out with a screech of wood on stone.
Rosaria stared at the chair like it might bite her. For a woman who could survive shootouts, the simple act of sitting seemed suddenly impossible.
Dani watched the exact moment her throat moved, a swallow she didn’t need, before Rosaria stepped forward with the careful precision of someone defusing a bomb.
The chair creaked under Rosaria’s weight, a sound so ordinary it felt revolutionary. She sat stiffly, spine barely touching the backrest, hands folded too neatly on the tablecloth.
Dani watched her fingers twitch once, as if reaching for an invisible weapon, before stilling again.
The first forkful of fish hesitated halfway to Rosaria’s mouth, her fingers adjusting their grip twice like the silverware was an unfamiliar weapon.
The fork hovered mid-air, Rosaria’s hesitation so uncharacteristic Dani almost laughed, until she noticed the tremor in her wrist, the way her knuckles whitened around the handle like it might dissolve if she gripped it any harder.
"It's okay," Dani says, watching Rosaria’s fork tremble midair like a divining rod searching for stability.
She reached across the table, slow, telegraphing every movement, and presses her palm over Rosaria’s whitened knuckles. The contact is light, but Rosaria inhales sharply, her shoulders locking.
"You don’t have to perform here," Dani murmurs, her thumb brushing the ridge of Rosaria’s index finger. "We’re not your employers. We’re your friends."
Rosaria's fork clattered against her plate, an uncharacteristic lapse, as she withdrew her hand from Dani's touch. "I'm sorry," she said, voice tighter than usual.
"This must look silly. But I was raised to never sit at the table with my betters from the time that I was 5 years old. My skin is crawling right now, everything screaming that this is wrong." Her gaze fixed on the untouched fish, the citrus glaze congealing at the edges.
"We'll work on it," Dani says, her bare foot connecting sharply with Isabel's shin under the table.
The kick wasn't subtle; Isabel's wine sloshed against the crystal rim of her glass, staining the linen napkin beneath burgundy. "Right, baby?"
Isabel’s wineglass hit the table with a clatter, her free hand darting under the linen to rub at her shin. "Christ, Daniella," she muttered, but there was no real anger in it, just that rough-edged amusement Dani loved.
She wiped her fingers on the stained napkin before reaching across the table, her palm landing heavy on Rosaria’s wrist. "She’s right. You’re not staff here."
"I've been staff my entire life..." Rosaria's voice cracked on the last word, her fingers tightening around the fork before deliberately setting it down. The admission hung between them like a struck bell, vibrating in the salt-heavy air.
She stared at her reflection in the polished silverware, her own face warped and unfamiliar. "Since I was a small girl, following my mother around with a feather duster."
The silence pooled thick between them, broken only by the distant crash of waves against the bluff below. Rosaria's fingers flexed against the tablecloth, her nails catching briefly on the linen weave.
Dani watched the tension ladder up her spine, every vertebra visible through her blouse, before Rosaria exhaled sharply through her nose and reached for her water glass with deliberate precision. The ice cubes clinked as she drank, her throat working in slow, measured swallows.
"Well, what do you want to do with your life now?"
Rosaria’s fingers tightened around the glass, condensation dripping onto the tablecloth in uneven circles. She stared at the spreading moisture like it held an answer. "I don’t know," she admitted finally, the words raw.
Dani pushed back from the table with deliberate slowness, her cane tapping against the stone floor as she rounded the edge toward Rosaria. The air between them thickened, not with tension, but with something softer, heavier, as Dani hesitated for a breath before wrapping her arms around Rosaria's rigid shoulders.
"We have all the time in the world to figure that out," she murmured into the space between Rosaria's ear and the tight knot of her bun. Beneath her palms, Rosaria's muscles locked tighter, her breath stuttering against Dani's collarbone like a trapped bird.
Rosaria's shoulders stiffened beneath Dani's arms, her breath hitching like she'd forgotten how to exhale. Dani could feel the rapid flutter of her pulse where her cheek pressed against Rosaria's temple, the scent of lemon clinging to her skin.
The embrace lasted three seconds too long to be polite, five seconds too short to be comfortable, caught between professional decorum and something dangerously close to surrender.
When Rosaria finally moved, it wasn't to pull away but to press her forehead briefly against Dani's shoulder, her bun coming loose against Dani's collarbone in a dark spill of hair.
Dani leaned in, her lips brushing the shell of Rosaria’s ear, close enough that Isabel caught the faintest tremor in Rosaria’s lashes before Dani whispered something too low for even her sharp hearing to catch.
Rosaria stiffened, then exhaled sharply through her nose. "Really?" The word cracked mid-syllable, half disbelief, half something raw and hopeful.
Dani nodded, her fingers tightening briefly around Rosaria’s wrist where her pulse hammered visibly. "Yeah. Really." She glanced at Isabel, who was watching them over the rim of her wineglass, her expression unreadable.
Rosaria bolted upright so fast the chair nearly toppled backward, her napkin fluttering to the floor as she strode from the kitchen with military precision, except for the slight hitch in her step when Dani's fingers brushed her wrist.
By the time Rosaria's bedroom door clicked shut down the hall, Isabel was already swirling her wineglass with exaggerated nonchalance.
"What did you say to her?" The question landed like a thrown knife, balanced between amusement and genuine curiosity.
Dani grinned at Isabel, her fingers still tingling from where they'd brushed Rosaria's wrist. "You're going to need some allergy medicine."
Isabel’s wineglass paused halfway to her lips. "Allergy medicine?"
The wineglass hit the table with a clink as Isabel's eyebrows climbed. "Allergy medicine," she repeated, voice dry as desert wind. "No way. We aren't getting a cat!"
"Too late! I already told her we’re going tomorrow." Dani grinned, triumphant, as she closed the distance between them in three uneven steps. Isabel barely had time to set her wineglass down before Dani's knees bracketed her thighs, her weight settling warm and familiar against Isabel's lap.
The chair creaked under the sudden shift, but held, just like Isabel did, her hands rising automatically to cradle Dani's hips as if they'd done this a thousand times before. Because they had.
Dani's fingers curled into the fabric of Isabel's shirt as she settled fully into her lap, her knees pressing into the cushions on either side of Isabel's thighs.
The position left her slightly taller, letting her look down at Isabel's exasperated expression, the way her wife's dark eyes flickered between annoyance and reluctant amusement.
Dani traced the shell of Isabel's ear with her thumb, her other hand splayed against Isabel's sternum where she could feel the steady thrum of her heartbeat.
"You already have a lovely creature who sits in your lap," Dani murmured, leaning in until her lips brushed the corner of Isabel's mouth. "Why can't Rosaria have one?"
Isabel's fingers tightened reflexively on Dani's hips, her nails digging in just enough to make Dani gasp against her lips.
"You," she growled, "are an absolute menace." But the laughter underneath the words betrayed her, rough and warm against Dani's throat when she tipped her head back to expose the delicate skin there. "You don't play fair, do you?"
Isabel's hand slid down Dani's spine with deliberate leisure, fingers tracing the dip of her waist before landing a firm pat on her backside. The smack echoed louder than intended in the high-ceilinged kitchen, making Dani yelp, half surprise, half laughter, as she squirmed in Isabel's lap.
"I'll start playing fair when you stop being a pervert," Dani muttered, but the effect was ruined by her breathless grin, the way her thighs tightened instinctively around Isabel's hips.
Isabel's fingers lingered on the curve of Dani's ass, her palm imprinting warmth through Dani's silk shorts.
"I don't think you want me to stop being a pervert," Isabel murmurs against the damp skin of Dani's neck, her teeth scraping lightly over the pulse point there.
Dani's breath hitches, her fingers tightening in Isabel's hair as she arches into the touch, her body betraying her before her words can form a rebuttal.
Isabel's chuckle vibrates against her throat, warm and knowing, as her hands slide up Dani's thighs beneath her shorts, fingertips pressing crescent moons into soft skin.
Isabel's hands tightened under Dani's thighs, lifting her effortlessly despite her squawk of protest. The wineglass tipped, forgotten, as Dani's cane clattered to the floor, Isabel never broke stride, carrying her down the hallway with predatory focus.
"You're insufferable," Dani gasped between laughter, her fingers tangled in Isabel's collar as her back hit the mattress with a soft bounce.
Isabel's knee pressed between her thighs before she could catch her breath, the weight familiar and anchoring as her wife's teeth grazed her bottom lip.
The kiss tasted like wine and tea, Dani's lips still chilled from condensation-slick glasses. Isabel's thumb pressed against the hinge of Dani's jaw, tilting her head back just enough to deepen the angle, her teeth catching Dani's lower lip in a way that made her gasp.
The mattress dipped under their combined weight, sheets whispering against bare skin as Dani's fingers found purchase in Isabel's hair, pulling loose the careful ponytail she'd maintained all day.
Dani's fingers tightened in Isabel's hair as the kiss deepened, her body arching instinctively into the familiar heat of Isabel's weight above her.
The sheets tangled around her thighs as Isabel's teeth grazed her lower lip, the sharp sting making Dani gasp, just enough for Isabel to slip her tongue past the seam of her lips.
Dani's fingers tangled tighter in Isabel's hair as their mouths moved together, tongues sliding in languid exploration. Isabel's tongue traced the ridge of Dani's upper lip before dipping deeper, coaxing a soft moan from Dani's throat that vibrated between them.
The rhythm was unhurried, savoring, each retreat and advance a deliberate tease, each press of lips speaking volumes without words.
Isabel’s lips traced the raised ridges along Dani’s sternum with the precision of someone reading Braille, each scar a sentence from a story too brutal to voice aloud. The first kiss landed where Miranda’s whip had split skin years ago, the tissue paler than the surrounding bronze, a fault line across Dani’s body.
Dani’s breath hitched, not from pain but from the unbearable gentleness of Isabel’s mouth moving over damage that had once been treated with clinical indifference.
Isabel’s lips traced the oldest scar first, the one that bisected Dani’s sternum like a fault line. The skin there was paler, slightly raised beneath her tongue, and Dani’s breath stuttered when Isabel lingered too long, her exhale warm against the old wound.
"Still sensitive?" Isabel murmured, her teeth grazing the edge of the scar just to feel Dani’s hips jerk beneath her.
Isabel's tongue traced the hollow beneath Dani's jaw, the damp heat of it making Dani arch against her before fingers slid beneath the waistband of her shorts. The touch was deliberate, unhurried, Isabel's fingertips skating over the dip of Dani's hipbones with the precision of someone mapping familiar territory.
Dani gasped when those fingers dipped lower, teasing at the edge of coarse curls, her thighs tightening instinctively around Isabel's wrist.
Isabel's fingers traced lazy circles over the damp fabric of Dani's underwear, the friction just enough to make Dani squirm without granting real relief. She could feel the heat of her through the silk, the way Dani's hips lifted instinctively toward her touch only to be denied, Isabel's palm pressing down with just enough pressure to keep her pinned.
"Patience," Isabel murmured against the scarred hollow of Dani's throat, her teeth grazing the tendon there when Dani whined in protest.
Isabel's fingers traced the damp seam of Dani's underwear slowly, methodically, every shift in pressure calculated to elicit maximum reaction.
The silk clung stubbornly to Dani's heat, fabric sticking and pulling with each pass of Isabel's fingertips in a way that made Dani's thighs tremble against the mattress.
She didn't push beneath the waistband yet, just dragged her middle finger along the soaked outline of Dani's lips in maddening half-circles, pausing whenever Dani's hips lifted in silent demand.
Isabel pulled away abruptly, leaving Dani’s skin cold where her weight had pressed down. The bed creaked as she swung her legs over the edge, already halfway to the door before Dani could even process the sudden absence.
"I'm going to go grab something," Isabel announced, tossing the words over her shoulder like an afterthought, her bare feet padding soundlessly across the stone.
Dani blinked at the ceiling, her body still humming with unmet tension, her fingers clutching at the sheets where Isabel’s hips had just been.
The door clicked shut behind Isabel with deliberate softness, leaving Dani sprawled across rumpled sheets, her thighs still damp and trembling from interrupted touch. She stared at the ceiling, desperate for friction.
"You absolute sadist," Dani called after her, voice cracking midway. The house answered with silence, just the distant hum of the refrigerator and the Pacific’s muffled roar beyond the glass walls.
Dani rolled onto her stomach with a frustrated groan, pressing her forehead against the cool linen sheets. Her skin still tingled where Isabel’s fingers had trailed, every nerve alight with anticipation.
The bedroom door swung open with a soft click, Isabel's silhouette framed against the hallway light before she stepped inside, a duffel bag slung over one shoulder.
Dani lifted her head from the sheets just enough to track her movement, the bag's weight making Isabel's shoulder dip slightly as she crossed the room. The zipper sounded obscenely loud in the quiet, metal teeth parting fabric, as Isabel dumped the contents onto the foot of the bed.
Three black boxes tumbled out, two landing with muffled thuds against the duvet while the third skidded toward Dani's knee.
She reached for it instinctively, but Isabel's hand intercepted hers, fingers intertwining briefly before guiding Dani's palm flat against the mattress. "Not yet," Isabel murmured, her thumb brushing the missing ring finger on Dani's left hand in that habitual way she had, an acknowledgment of absence that never felt like pity.
The third box remained unopened, Isabel's fingers hovering over the matte black lid with deliberate hesitation. Dani sat perfectly still on the edge of the bed, her bare toes curling into the rug beneath her, the scent of salt and Isabel's jasmine shampoo thick in the air.
She watched the way Isabel's throat worked as she swallowed, the subtle tension in her jaw, not the usual predatory confidence, but something quieter, almost vulnerable.
"Close your eye," Isabel ordered, her voice rougher than usual. "No peeking."
Dani exhaled through her nose but obeyed, her right eyelid fluttering shut; her left socket remained still beneath its patch.
The mattress dipped as Isabel shifted closer, her breath warm against Dani’s collarbone. Something clicked, a latch closing, followed by the whisper of something parting.
"Alright, open your eye." Isabel's voice was uncharacteristically soft, almost tentative, a rarity for someone who usually commanded rooms.
Dani's eyelid fluttered open, her vision adjusting to the bedroom light in increments. The first thing she registered was Isabel's face hovering inches from hers, her wife's dark eyes wide with something dangerously close to nervous anticipation.
Then her gaze dropped to the object cradled in Isabel's palms.
The collar lay across Isabel's palms like a relic from a tomb, soft red velvet worn thin in places, the brass buckle dulled by years of neglect.
Dani's breath caught in her throat at the sight of it, her fingers twitching against the sheets where they'd been pressed flat moments before. The leash coiled beside it, In Isabel's hands was the collar Dani was made to wear when she first arrived at the plantation...
Dani's fingers froze mid-air, hovering above the collar like it might burn her. "What is that doing here?"
The words came out sharp, too loud in the quiet bedroom. Her eye flicked from the collar to Isabel's face, searching for cruelty and finding only hesitation instead.
The brass buckle caught the light, throwing distorted reflections across the ceiling like ghosts dancing. "Do you think I'm gonna put that back on?"
"No." Isabel shakes her head. "It's for me."
The brass buckle clicked shut around her own throat before Dani could protest, the sound final as a lock turning. The collar sat strangely against Isabel's sharp collarbones, the leather worn soft from years of disuse but still bearing the faintest imprint of marks along the edge.
Dani's breath caught when Isabel lifted her chin, exposing the vulnerable line of her neck where the strap pressed into tan skin, a mirror image of how Dani had once worn it, except now the power dynamic had inverted entirely.
Dani's single eye tracked the brass buckle's slow descent down Isabel's throat, her breath shallow as the leather settled into the hollow where pulse met collarbone.
The sight sent an unexpected tremor through her, not fear, but something deeper, like watching a sword being sheathed after years drawn. Isabel's fingers trembled slightly as she fastened the clasp, the only betrayal of her usual control.
"When I first saw you," Isabel murmured, her voice roughened by the pressure of the collar, "I thought I could tame you. Make you into the perfect version of a woman who never loved me back."
Her chuckle was self-deprecating, fingers brushing the strap like she was testing its reality. "I thought I was a wolf... and you were a bunny. Who would've guessed almost three years later it's actually you who's tamed me."
Isabel placed the leash in Dani's palm with deliberate slowness, the worn velvet curling like a sleeping serpent against her scars. Dani's fingers twitched, half recoil, half reflex, as the weight settled against her missing ring fingers, the sensation foreign yet familiar in a way that made her throat tighten.
Isabel exhaled sharply through her nose, her collarbones rising beneath the strap as she murmured, "You did it, Dove. You made all of this possible. You turned the big bad wolf into a decent woman." The words hung between them, suspended like dust motes in the afternoon light.
Dani's fingers closed around the leash instinctively, her knuckles whitening against the velvet as Isabel’s breath hitched. The leather groaned softly when Dani tugged, not hard, just enough to feel the resistance of Isabel’s throat against the pull.
A shudder ran through Isabel’s body, her lips parting on a silent exhale, her dark eyes fixed on Dani’s face with unnerving intensity.
Isabel’s lips brushed Dani’s left knee first, feather-light, the kind of kiss meant for altars or fragile things. Then the right, slower, lingering over the scar tissue. Dani’s breath stuttered when Isabel’s teeth found the soft flesh of her uninjured thigh, not biting hard, just enough to make her hips jerk against the mattress.
The collar’s buckle dug into Isabel’s throat as she leaned forward, the leash still taut in Dani’s grip, pulling just enough to make Isabel’s next exhale ragged.
"I'm not sure the pet is supposed to be biting the master," Dani murmured, her voice unsteady as Isabel's teeth grazed higher, leaving a trail of reddening skin along her inner thigh.
The leash trembled in her grip when Isabel chuckled against her flesh, the vibration sending a jolt through Dani's nerves.
Dani's fingers tightened around the leash as Isabel's teeth pressed deeper into the tender skin of her inner thigh, not enough to break the surface, but enough to make her gasp and arch against the sheets.
The collar shifted against Isabel's throat with the movement, the brass buckle catching the late afternoon light filtering through the blinds. "That depends," Isabel murmured against Dani's skin, her breath hot and uneven, "I never said I was a good pet."
"I'll always bite the hand that feeds me," Isabel murmured, her teeth catching the waistband of Dani's shorts in a sharp tug that sent fabric sliding down Dani's thighs.
The elastic snapped against Dani's knees, trapping her legs momentarily as Isabel's fingers hooked into her underwear next, peeling the damp silk down with agonizing slowness.
Dani's gasp echoed off the glass walls when Isabel's nails scraped her inner thighs, the leash still coiled tight in Dani's fist, its velvet ridges imprinting crescents into her palm.
Dani's grip on the leash tightened involuntarily as Isabel's lips brushed the crease where thigh met hip, the pressure just shy of leaving marks. The sight of her wife, kneeling between Dani's spread legs with that damned collar buckled around her throat, sent heat pooling low in Dani's stomach, her breath coming shallow and uneven.
Isabel's dark eyes flicked up, watching Dani's reaction through her lashes as she dragged her teeth over the same spot, the leash pulling taut between them like a live wire.
Dani's throat went dry as Isabel's tongue traced a slow, wet path along her inner thigh, the leash trembling in her grasp.
Dani could feel the shudder that ran through Isabel's shoulders when she gave an experimental tug, just enough to make the strap dig deeper, and the answering groan vibrated against her flesh.
Isabel's tongue dragged upward in one slow, deliberate stroke, the flat of it pressing against Dani's heat with enough pressure to make her hips jerk off the mattress. The leash pulled taut between them, Isabel's collar digging into her throat as Dani instinctively arched into the contact, a ragged gasp escaping her lips.
Isabel paused just beneath her clit, exhaling warm breath against slick skin before pressing an open-mouthed kiss there, chaste compared to what preceded it, her lips lingering just long enough to feel Dani tremble.
The leash strained between them, velvet biting into Dani’s palm as Isabel’s tongue circled her clit with torturous precision, each slow rotation punctuated by the faintest scrape of teeth.
Dani’s thighs trembled, her hips lifting instinctively, only for Isabel to press her down with a firm hand splayed across her abdomen.
The collar’s buckle left an imprint on Isabel’s throat, her pulse visible beneath the leather strap as she hummed against Dani’s skin, the vibration ricocheting through Dani’s nerves like live current.
Dani’s fingers curled into the sheets as Isabel’s mouth closed around her clit, the suction deliberate and slow. The leash jerked taut between them, the velvet biting into Dani’s palm when Isabel swallowed around her, the vibration humming through every nerve.
Dani’s back arched, her thighs trembling with the effort to stay still, to not grind into Isabel’s face like some desperate thing, but the collar was a vise around Isabel’s throat, and Dani could feel the way her wife’s breath stuttered each time she pulled the leash just a fraction tighter.
Isabel's palms clamped down on Dani's thighs with sudden force, fingers digging into the flesh with enough pressure to still the tremors wracking Dani's body. The leash jerked taut between them as Isabel pressed closer, her mouth sealing over Dani with a hunger that bordered on desperation, her tongue working in slow, deliberate strokes that left Dani gasping against the headboard.
The collar shifted against Isabel's throat with each movement, the strap biting deeper into her skin whenever Dani tugged the leash, a silent plea for more, harder, now.
Dani's fingers convulsed around the leash, knuckles pressing white against the velvet as Isabel's tongue flicked upward in one devastating stroke. The sensation sent sparks arcing up Dani's spine, her breath escaping in a fractured moan that sounded alien to her own ears.
Isabel responded by pressing deeper, her nose brushing Dani's pubic bone as she swallowed around her, the vibration making Dani's thighs twitch violently against Isabel's shoulders.
Isabel’s finger slid into her without warning, the sudden stretch drawing a punched-out gasp from Dani’s throat. The angle was deliberate, palm up, crooked just so, brushing that spot inside her with infuriating precision as Isabel’s mouth never relented, her tongue still circling Dani’s clit in slow, wet sweeps.
The leash jerked in Dani’s grip when Isabel added a second finger, the stretch bordering on uncomfortable before settling into a deep, throbbing ache.
Dani’s hips rolled instinctively, chasing the rhythm Isabel set, but Isabel’s free hand clamped down on her thigh, holding her in place as if to say take what I give you.
Dani's back arched off the mattress, her entire body taut as a bowstring, the leash vibrating between them like a plucked guitar string. Isabel's fingers curled inside her relentlessly while her tongue flicked against Dani's clit in quick, fluttering strokes that threatened to unravel her completely.
The collar pressed into Isabel's throat with each movement, leaving angry red lines. Dani could feel the exact moment Isabel swallowed around her again, the suction pulling a broken sound from her chest as her thighs trembled violently.
Dani's orgasm tore through her with the force of a collapsing star, a silent, breathless implosion before the shockwave hit. Her back arched violently off the mattress, the leash snapping taut as her fist clenched involuntarily, yanking Isabel's collar hard enough to bruise.
Isabel didn't pull away, just pressed deeper, her fingers still working inside Dani with ruthless precision even as Dani's thighs trembled around her ears, the aftershocks making her hips jerk erratically against Isabel's mouth.
Dani's vision whited out, not in the way it used to when they'd yanked her eye socket empty, but in a way that flooded her remaining senses until even the Pacific's roar beyond the glass walls muted into silence.
Her body locked around Isabel's fingers, her throat producing a sound she'd never heard from herself before, something between a sob and a laugh and the creak of a ship's mast in a storm. The leash slipped from her spasming fingers, velvet pooling against the sheets like spilled ink.
Dani turned on her side, panting, the sheets sticking to her damp skin as fabric rustled nearby. The sound of cardboard scraping against cardboard made her eyelid flutter open, Isabel kneeling by the foot of the bed, her fingers working open the second black box with deliberate slowness.
The collar still hugged her throat, its brass buckle catching the fading light like an accusation.
The second box yielded its contents with a soft click, Isabel’s fingers emerging with twin silver clamps linked by a delicate chain, the metal catching the light like spider silk. Dani’s breath hitched as Isabel ran a thumb over the padded insides, testing the tension with a practiced flick that made the chain shiver.
"These," Isabel murmured, her voice roughened by the collar still hugging her throat, "are for you." The chain slithered across the sheets toward Dani’s hip, cold links brushing overheated skin as Isabel leaned in, her breath warm against Dani’s sternum.
Dani's fingers twitched toward the clamps instinctively, then hesitated mid-air, hovering like a bird reconsidering its perch. The metal gleamed dully against the rumpled sheets, its chain pooling in a loose spiral near her hip.
Isabel's thumb brushed the inside of one clamp, soft silicone padding contrasting with the unforgiving silver, before she guided it toward Dani's chest.
The first touch of cold metal against her nipple made Dani jerk, her breath catching in a way that had nothing to do with pain.
Dani's gasp fractured the air as the clamp clicked shut, the pressure just shy of pain, a sharp contrast to the heat still pulsing through her veins. The chain between the clamps trembled with each ragged breath she took, the silver links catching the dimming light like liquid mercury.
Isabel's fingers traced the chain's path upward, her nail scraping lightly over Dani's sternum before pausing at the second clamp.
"Still with me?" She murmured, her voice low and roughened by the collar's grip.
Dani nodded, her throat too tight to speak as Isabel's fingers circled her untouched nipple, the contrast between warm skin and cold metal making her shiver.
The second clamp clicked into place with surgical precision, the sudden pressure drawing a ragged gasp from Dani’s lips.
The chain between them pulled taut with her next inhale, a delicate tension that thrummed through her chest like a plucked string.
The chain swayed with Dani’s uneven breaths, each tremor sending silver ripples between her clavicles. Isabel watched the motion like a physicist observing a pendulum, her thumb tracing the reddening skin beneath one clamp.
Dani hissed when Isabel flicked the chain, once, sharply, the vibration arcing straight to her oversensitive core.
The chain went taut as Dani arched into the sensation, the clamps pulling just enough to make her gasp. Isabel’s fingers trailed down the silver links with deliberate slowness, her touch feather-light yet searing against Dani’s oversensitive skin.
When she reached the midpoint, she hooked a finger beneath the chain and tugged, not hard, but enough to send a jolt through Dani’s nerves, her hips lifting off the mattress in a silent plea.
Isabel’s dark eyes flicked up, studying the flush creeping across Dani’s chest before she leaned in, her breath warm against the chain as she murmured, "You’re so pretty like this."
Dani’s fingers scrambled against the sheets when Isabel’s teeth closed around the chain, tugging just enough to make the clamps bite deeper. The sensation blurred the line between pleasure and pain, her body arching like a drawn bowstring, until Isabel released it with a soft clink, letting the metal fall against Dani’s sternum with deliberate cruelty.
"Look at you," Isabel murmured, her thumb smearing the wetness left by her mouth across Dani’s collarbone. "All this silver, and you’re still the brightest thing in the room."
Isabel’s smile was slow, dangerous, her fingers skating up the chain to where it connected to the first clamp.
With a twist of her wrist, she pinched the tiny screw mechanism, adjusting the tension until Dani’s back arched off the mattress with a bitten-off curse.
"If I'm the master today, why am I the one being dominated?" Dani's voice came out hoarse, her fingers still twitching from the aftershocks as she stared at the chain swaying between her breasts.
Isabel's lips curved against the inside of her thigh, not a smile, but the baring of teeth before a bite.
"Because," she murmured, the word vibrating against damp skin, "you've always been terrible at following instructions." The leash lay abandoned beside them, its velvet loops slack like a surrendered noose.
Isabel rose from the bed with deliberate slowness, the collar's edge catching golden light as she moved. The third black box sat waiting on the floor, unassuming, square, its matte surface swallowing reflections.
Dani watched her wife's fingers hover over the latch, the briefest hesitation betraying nerves before the click echoed through the room.
Inside lay folded black leather, straps coiled like resting serpents around a silicone vibrator nestled in custom-cut foam.
The harness unfolded in Isabel's hands like something alive, the black leather straps whispering against themselves as she shook it out. Dani watched the way her wife's fingers moved, practiced, efficient, threading buckles.
The contrast between the leather's severity and the softness of Isabel's bare thighs as she stepped into the harness made Dani's breath catch.
The harness settled against Isabel's hips with a soft creak of leather, the straps crossing her bare thighs like restraints waiting to be tightened.
Dani watched, transfixed, as Isabel's fingers traced the contours of the silicone before attaching it with a quiet click, the sound precise, deliberate, like a bullet sliding into a chamber.
There was something obscene in the way she adjusted the angle, tilting it upward just slightly, the motion practiced enough to make Dani's throat go dry. Isabel caught her staring and smirked, running a fingertip along the length in a slow, taunting stroke that left a faint sheen behind.
Isabel’s fingers curled around the bottle of lube with deliberate precision, the cap clicking open with a sound that made Dani’s thighs tense reflexively. She watched, transfixed, as Isabel poured a generous amount into her palm, the slick liquid catching the fading light like liquid glass.
The scent of cherries, Dani’s favorite, a detail Isabel remembered from some offhand comment months ago, drifted between them as she smoothed the lube over the silicone with slow, methodical strokes.
Dani’s tongue darted over her lower lip unconsciously, the ghost of a thought flickering: I could’ve done that for you. But the weight of her dental implants, those hard, unyielding anchors where her canines used to be, pressed against the inside of her cheek like a silent reminder.
Maybe Isabel was just being considerate.
Dani's fingers twitched against the sheets when Isabel stepped forward, the harness straps cutting into bare skin with each movement, the silicone glistening under the bedroom's muted lighting.
The scent of cherries lingered between them, cloying and sweet, as Isabel's shadow fell across Dani's body, half-draped in tangled sheets, the silver chain still swaying between her breasts with each shallow breath.
The mattress dipped under Isabel’s weight as she straddled Dani’s thighs, her knees pressing into the sheets on either side of Dani’s hips. The harness straps dug into the soft flesh of her inner thighs, leaving faint red lines that mirrored the collar’s marks still darkening her throat.
Dani reached up instinctively, her fingers brushing the chain between the clamps, only for Isabel to catch her wrist midair, pinning it to the mattress with a quiet, decisive pressure.
"Tell me if I'm hurting you, okay?" Isabel's voice was barely above a whisper, her breath warm against Dani's jaw as she pinned her wrist to the mattress.
The words weren't a question; they were a command, the kind that made Dani's remaining eye dilate despite the light streaming through the windows. The chain between her breasts trembled with each rapid breath, the clamps pulling just enough to remind her of their presence without tipping into pain.
Isabel's thumb traced the jagged scar along Dani's inner wrist.
Isabel eased inside gently, the slow press stretching Dani so much that it made her gasp. Every inch was deliberate, Isabel's hips rolling forward in increments so slight Dani could feel each individual ridge of the silicone against her oversensitive walls.
The harness straps creaked faintly with the movement, the sound incongruously domestic against the sharp scent of cherries and the metallic glint of the chain swaying between Dani's breasts.
It hurt just a little, not from anything that was Isabel's fault, just the unfamiliar stretch after so long, the way muscle memory had faded like ink left in the sun. Two years since they'd tried this, since Dani's body had been whole enough to take Isabel like this.
The lube helped, synthetic cherries slick between them, making the slide bearable even as Dani's breath caught at the fullness, at how her body had to relearn the shape of Isabel inside her.
Dani's fingers clawed at the sheets as Isabel bottomed out, her hips flush against Dani's thighs with a quiet finality. The stretch burned, not the sharp, splitting pain of the plantation days, but something deeper, a slow ache that radiated up her spine and pooled behind her clenched teeth.
She could feel the exact moment Isabel stilled, her breath hitching as she watched Dani's face, the harness straps digging into her own thighs like self-imposed restraints.
The silence between them thickened, punctuated only by Dani’s ragged breaths and the distant crash of waves against the sand below.
Isabel remained perfectly still, her weight balanced on trembling thighs, the harness straps biting into her skin with every shallow exhale. Dani’s fingers unclenched from the sheets slowly, her palm flattening against Isabel’s hipbone, where a thin scar gleamed pearly in the fading light.
Isabel’s fingers slid between Dani’s, pressing their palms together until the ridges of Dani’s missing ring fingers pressed against Isabel’s intact ones, a mismatched puzzle that somehow fit.
Their joined hands pinned to the mattress above Dani’s head, Isabel began moving with slow, deliberate rolls of her hips, the harness straps creaking like ship rigging in a gentle swell.
The chain between Dani’s clamps swayed with each thrust, the silver links flashing against her flushed skin, each glide inward pulling a bitten-off sound from her throat.
Dani's breath hitched as Isabel shifted, the harness straps groaning softly with each measured thrust. The chain swayed between her breasts. She could feel the exact moment Isabel adjusted her angle, the silicone brushing against that spot inside her with merciless precision.
Dani's hips jerked reflexively, but Isabel's weight pinned her down, her grip tightening around Dani's wrist in silent admonishment.
Dani’s breath escaped in fractured bursts, each exhale timed with the relentless drag of silicone inside her. The chain between the clamps pulled taut with every thrust, the sensation walking the knife’s edge between pleasure and pain so precisely that she couldn’t tell where one ended and the other began.
Isabel’s free hand traced the scarred hollow of Dani’s throat, gentle, reverent, even as her hips moved with calculated roughness.
Dani's vision narrowed to the pulse fluttering in Isabel's throat, the collar's imprint now a darkening watermark against her skin. The rhythm of Isabel's hips became a metronome, each thrust measured, never rushed, never sloppy, as if she were counting the seconds between Dani's gasps.
The chain between the clamps swayed like a pendulum, its motion syncing with the slow drag of silicone inside her until Dani couldn't tell which sensation belonged to which.
"Does it hurt?" Isabel's voice was frayed at the edges, her thumb brushing the damp skin beneath Dani's clavicle where the chain trembled with each shallow breath. Dani shook her head, the motion sending silver light scattering across the sheets.
"No. It's perfect. You're perfect." The words came out hoarse, stripped raw, and Isabel's lips crashed into hers before the last syllable faded, swallowing Dani's gasp as her hips rolled forward with renewed insistence.
Dani’s fingers dug into the curve of Isabel’s ass, urging her deeper with each thrust, the harness straps biting into her palms as she pulled her wife closer.
The kiss broke only when Dani gasped into Isabel’s mouth, the chain between her clamps tugging sharply with the movement, sending a jolt of sensation straight to her core. Isabel’s rhythm stuttered for half a breath before she caught it again, her hips rolling with deliberate precision, the angle just shy of punishing.
Dani’s nails left crescent moons in the soft flesh beneath the leather straps, her grip desperate, anchoring herself against the relentless tide of pleasure building inside her.
Dani's palm slid down the sweat-slick leather of Isabel's harness, fingers curling around the straps at her hips to pull her deeper with each thrust.
The chain between her breasts swayed wildly now, silver flashing like Morse code against her flushed skin, each cold link brushing her sternum in time with Isabel's accelerating rhythm.
Their kiss broke when Dani gasped into Isabel's mouth, her teeth catching Isabel's lower lip, not hard enough to draw blood, but enough to make Isabel's hips jerk forward in response.
Isabel's hands slid beneath Dani's shoulders and hips with sudden intent, rolling her onto her side in one fluid motion that left Dani gasping into the pillow.
The harness straps dug into Isabel's thighs as she straddled Dani's leg now, the angle shifting so the silicone pressed deeper, differently, a relentless pressure against that spot inside her that made Dani's toes curl.
The chain between the clamps swung forward with the movement, its weight pulling taut against Dani's nipples until she whimpered, the sound muffled by crumpled linen.
Isabel's fingers tangled in Dani's hair without warning, gripping tight enough to make her scalp prickle as she yanked her head back sharply. The sudden sting bloomed across Dani's ass a second later, a sharp, open-handed smack that echoed through the room, and Isabel didn't wait for the gasp to fully leave Dani's lips before driving into her harder, the harness straps creaking with the force of her thrusts.
The chain between Dani's clamps jerked wildly, each silver link flashing like a warning light as her body bowed under the onslaught.
Dani’s fingers clawed at the sheets as Isabel’s thrusts grew erratic, the harness straps groaning under the strain. The chain between her clamps pulled tight with each movement, the sensation threading pleasure and pain into a single, inescapable current.
Isabel’s breath hitched against Dani’s shoulder, her lips brushing the scarred hollow where the collar used to sit, now marked only by the ghost of its weight.
Dani's gasp fractured into a shuddering moan as Isabel's thrusts deepened, the harness straps creaking with each relentless movement.
The pressure bordered on unbearable, not from pain, but from the sheer intensity of being taken apart so completely. She'd forgotten this feeling, the way Isabel's body moved against hers like a force of nature, reshaping Dani's world with every roll of her hips.
The chain between her breasts swung wildly now, each silver link brushing her skin like a fleeting whisper of pleasure mixed with the barest edge of discomfort, the perfect counterpoint to the fullness inside her.
Dani's body arched off the mattress as Isabel's thrusts hit a merciless rhythm, the harness straps digging grooves into her hips where Dani's fingers clung. Every nerve ending screamed, not in protest, but in recognition, as if her flesh had been waiting two years to remember this exact pressure, this perfect fullness.
The chain swayed wildly between her breasts, its silver links gone slick with sweat, each brush against her skin sending electric jolts straight to her core.
She'd forgotten how Isabel could make her feel both shattered and whole at once, how even the air between them seemed charged with the kind of heat that left Dani's vision blurring at the edges.
The next slap landed with precision, Isabel's palm connecting just below the curve of Dani's ass in a stinging arc that sent the silver chain swinging violently between her breasts.
Dani's gasp dissolved into a choked moan as Isabel's thrusts continued uninterrupted, the rhythm of impact and penetration syncing until Dani couldn't tell whether the heat blooming across her skin came from the spanking or the relentless friction inside her.
Isabel's fingers tightened in her hair, angling Dani's face toward the mirror across the room, forcing her to watch the reddening handprint take shape, the contrast of discipline and devotion playing out in real time.
The third slap landed just as Dani’s hips bucked upward, Isabel’s palm connecting with a sharp crack that reverberated through the room, not brutal, but precise, the kind of calculated sting that made Dani’s thighs twitch involuntarily.
Isabel’s fingers flexed against the back of Dani’s neck, her grip firm but not crushing, a silent command to stay still even as Dani’s muscles tensed under the dual assault of pleasure and pain.
"Do you want another?" Isabel asked, her voice low, frayed at the edges, the words less a question and more a dare, a challenge wrapped in the guise of concern.
Dani’s answer caught in her throat, half-formed and breathless, as Isabel’s hips rolled forward again, the harness straps digging into her thighs with a creak of leather that sounded obscenely loud in the charged silence.
The chain between her clamps swung wildly, the silver links pressing cold against her overheated skin before Isabel’s palm landed again, this time higher, just where the curve of her ass met her lower back.
The impact sent a jolt through Dani’s body, sharp enough to make her toes curl against the sheets, but Isabel didn’t pause, didn’t relent, her thrusts deepening in time with each stinging slap until Dani’s vision blurred at the edges.
Dani's breath hitched, her fingers curling into the sheets as Isabel's thrusts slowed to a maddening tease. The leather straps of the harness groaned softly, the sound almost mocking against Dani's desperate whimper.
Isabel's palm rested lightly on the curve of Dani's ass, fingers spread in warning, the ghost of the last sting still humming under her skin.
"I can't hear you, dove," Isabel murmured, her voice honey-thick with amusement. "I'm gonna stop if you don't say you want more."
Dani’s lips parted, but no sound came out, just a ragged exhale that trembled against Isabel’s collarbone. The threat of stopping coiled low in her gut, sharper than the clamps or the leash or the way the harness straps bit into her thighs with every shallow thrust Isabel still allowed her.
Say it, she willed herself, but her throat had sealed shut around the words, her remaining eye burning with frustrated tears.
The sound tore from Dani's throat before she could stop it, a low, keening whine that scraped raw against her vocal cords. It wasn't surrender; it was something more desperate, the kind of noise her body made when words failed and pride dissolved.
Isabel's fingers tightened in her hair in response, not pulling, just holding, the pressure grounding even as Dani's hips twitched upward instinctively, seeking friction that Isabel deliberately withheld.
"Please..." Dani whined, the word cracking like dry timber as she wiggled her hips in a shameless, silent plea.
Her thighs trembled where they pressed against Isabel's, the leather harness straps leaving angry red lines across her skin with every aborted movement. She didn't care about the ache blooming along her ribs from the awkward angle, or how the silver chain between her clamps had gone taut enough to make her gasp, only that Isabel's hand stayed suspended mid-air, taunting her with its absence.
"More," she demanded, her voice raw, her body arching until the dental implants in her jaw creaked from the strain.
Dani's plea hung between them, her voice stripped of anything but need, and Isabel's palm landed with deliberate force, not where Dani expected, but higher, right across the crest of her ass, the impact sharp enough to make her legs jerk.
The chain between her clamps swayed violently, the metal links clicking like a metronome gone haywire as Isabel's thrusts resumed, harder now, each one driving the air from Dani's lungs in fractured gasps.
Isabel’s fingers slid from Dani’s hair to her jaw, tilting her face upward until their foreheads touched. "Count for me," she murmured, her breath hot against Dani’s parted lips. The next slap landed just as Dani gasped out "One," the sound fracturing into a moan as Isabel’s hips rolled forward, the harness straps biting into her skin with each movement.
The chain between Dani’s clamps trembled violently, the silver links catching the fading light like shattered glass as Isabel’s palm connected again. "Two," Dani choked out, her voice breaking as pleasure and pain twisted together, inseparable.
Dani's "Three" dissolved into a strangled cry as Isabel's thrusts turned punishing, the harness straps groaning under the force. The silver chain between her clamps swung wildly with each impact, its cold links branding her skin with every brush against her overheated flesh.
Isabel's palm landed again, four, higher this time, right where the curve of her ass met her lower back, the sting radiating down her thighs in electric waves.
Dani's fingers scrabbled against the sheets, her hips jerking upward instinctively, only for Isabel to pin her down with a forearm across her waist, the leather strap digging into her ribs as she maintained control.
Dani's "Five" fractured into a sob as Isabel's fingers tightened against her jaw, her thumb pressing into the scarred hollow of Dani's throat, not hard enough to restrict breathing, just enough to remind her who was the bottom drooling into the sheets.
The chain between her clamps swayed violently with each thrust, the silver links glinting like shattered promises in the dimming light. Isabel's palm landed again, six, this time lower, the slap echoing through the room as Dani's hips jerked upward, her body betraying her with its desperate, involuntary movements.
Dani’s “Seven” came out as a shattered whisper, her throat raw from gasps and pleas, the syllables dissolving against Isabel’s collarbone. The slap that followed was slower, deliberate, Isabel’s palm lingering against heated skin, fingers splayed possessively over the reddening imprint left behind.
The harness straps creaked as Isabel shifted her weight, her thrusts losing their brutal rhythm, slowing to a deep, grinding roll that made Dani’s thighs twitch uncontrollably.
The chain between her clamps went slack for a breathless moment before Isabel tugged it sharply, the sudden pull wrenching a broken noise from Dani’s chest.
Dani's "Eight" was barely audible, her voice reduced to a ragged exhale as Isabel's thrusts stuttered into shallow, uneven rolls.
The chain between her clamps swayed limply now, its silver links dulled with sweat, the rhythm broken. Isabel's palm smoothed over the heated skin of Dani's ass, no strike, just pressure, her fingers pressing into the flushed marks left behind.
Dani whimpered at the contact, her hips shifting restlessly, but Isabel held her still with a forearm across her lower back, leather straps digging into Dani's spine.
"You're shaking," Isabel murmured, her own breath unsteady, the words warm against Dani's shoulder blade where she'd buried her face.
Dani felt Isabel’s fingers trace the ridges of her spine through the damp leather straps, the touch feather-light compared to the lingering sting across her ass. "Nine," she managed, though it was less a word than a vibration in her throat.
The harness creaked as Isabel leaned over her, breath hot against the nape of Dani’s neck, the chain between her clamps swinging forward to brush her chin.
Dani could see it trembling in her peripheral vision, her one-eyed depth perception turning the silver links into a shimmering blur.
Dani’s “Ten” dissolved into a wordless gasp as Isabel’s hand slid between her legs, fingers slick with sweat and lube, circling her clit with deliberate precision. The chain between her clamps swayed wildly, its silver links catching the dim light as Isabel’s hips pressed flush against her ass, the harness straps digging into Dani’s lower back.
The sensation was overwhelming, Isabel’s fingers relentless, the clamps tugging with each shallow thrust, the heat between her thighs building to a fever pitch. Dani’s fingers twisted in the sheets, her knuckles white, her hips jerking forward instinctively, only to be pinned down by Isabel’s forearm.
The orgasm hit Dani like a delayed detonation, a seismic ripple that started in her hips and radiated outward until her entire body convulsed against the sheets.
She didn't recognize the sound that tore from her throat, half scream, half sob, as Isabel's fingers twisted inside her just right, the harness straps biting into her thighs with the force of her bucking hips.
The first spasm sent a hot gush of liquid across Isabel's wrist, the sensation so unexpected that Dani's remaining eye flew wide open, her breath hitching mid-moan.
An uncontrollable flood that spilled across the bed in hot, shuddering pulses. Isabel's wrist glistened, her fingers still working Dani through it, the harness straps trembling with the force of Dani's convulsions.
The chain between her clamps swung wildly, silver links catching the light as Dani gasped, her thighs twitching against Isabel's hips, the sensation too much and not enough all at once.
The aftershocks left Dani trembling, her fingers still twisted in the sheets, knuckles white against the rumpled fabric. Isabel’s forearm pressed firmly against the small of her back, grounding her as her hips jerked through the last involuntary spasms.
The chain between her clamps had gone slack, swaying gently with each ragged breath, the silver links cooled against her flushed skin. Isabel’s fingers, still slick and warm, traced idle patterns along Dani’s thigh, the touch feather-light compared to the lingering sting of her palm prints.
The silver clamps came off with practiced ease, Isabel's thumbs pressing the release mechanisms simultaneously to spare Dani the drawn-out sting of removal.
Cold air rushed against Dani's nipples as the chain slithered away, leaving behind a throbbing heat that pulsed in time with her heartbeat.
Isabel discarded the clamps on the nightstand without looking, her focus already on unbuckling the harness straps, leather sliding free from damp skin with a whisper that sounded obscenely loud in the quiet room.
Isabel slid into bed behind Dani with the precision of someone who'd done this a thousand times, knowing exactly how to fold herself around Dani's smaller frame without jostling her, one arm slipping beneath Dani's neck while the other wrapped possessively around her waist. Dani exhaled, her body going limp against Isabel's chest, her breathing already deepening into the ragged, uneven rhythm that meant sleep was seconds away.
Isabel pressed her lips to the nape of Dani's neck, tasting salt and the faint metallic tang of sweat-dried chain links, and felt the exact moment Dani's muscles unlocked, her weight sinking fully into the mattress.
Isabel’s arm tightened around Dani’s waist, her palm splayed possessively over the damp curve of her hip. Dani’s breaths were already slowing, her body slack against Isabel’s chest, the rise and fall of her ribs uneven but deepening.
The sheets were cool where they touched Dani’s overheated skin, a sharp contrast to the warmth radiating from Isabel’s body pressed flush against her back. Dani’s fingers twitched once, twice, then stilled, her remaining eye fluttering shut as exhaustion pulled her under.
Dani woke to sunset pressing against her eyelid, the world washed in molten gold and bruised rose before she even opened her eye.
The light slid across the sheets like spilled wine, painting the empty space where Isabel should’ve been in gradients of absence. Her cane leaned against the nightstand within easy reach, its polished wood catching the dying light, Isabel’s silent consideration as tangible as the cooling ointment on her butt.
Dani flexed her thighs experimentally and winced at the pleasant sting, the kind of hurt that lingered like a secret between lovers.
Dani blinked against the sunset's glare, her eye adjusting to the molten spill of light across the ceiling. The sheets smelled like sex and Isabel's shampoo, the indentation of her body still warm where she'd lain.
Dani rolled onto her side with a hiss, the movement tugging at tender skin, the ointment's cool tingle blooming into a full-body awareness of where Isabel's hands had been last.
The shirt lay crumpled near the foot of the bed, the sleeves still turned inside out from how Isabel had shrugged it off hours ago.
Dani hooked it with her cane, dragging it closer before struggling into a sitting position that made her thighs protest. The fabric smelled like Isabel, like jasmine and sweat.
Dani buried her face in the collar for a breath before pulling it over her head. The hem hit mid-thigh, the cuffs swallowing her hands past the missing ring fingers.
She flexed her hands experimentally, the fabric catching on the ridges of scar tissue around her knuckles.
Dani's cane clicked softly against the stone as she shuffled toward the bedroom door, Isabel’s oversized shirt swaying around her thighs with each step.
The house smelled of coffee, Isabel’s brewing habits as precise as her lovemaking, but the kitchen stood empty, the carafe still half-full and steaming.
Dani's cane tapped across the kitchen tiles, once, twice, before the scent of jasmine cut through the coffee's bitterness. She turned toward the open sliding doors, where Isabel stood framed against the dying light, her silhouette sharp against the ocean's expanse. The breeze caught her hair, lifting dark strands like ink spilled in reverse.
Dani misjudged the distance to the sliding door by a half-step, her depth perception still unreliable despite two years of adjustment, and bumped her shoulder against the frame with a dull thud.
The impact wasn't hard enough to hurt, just enough to startle a quiet "fuck" from her lips as she staggered slightly. Her cane remained firm in her grip, its rubber tip squeaking against the tile as she caught her balance.
Dani approached Isabel with silent steps, her bare feet barely whispering against the cool tiles. The ocean breeze tangled in Isabel's hair, carrying the scent of salt and the distant promise of rain.
Dani paused just behind her, close enough to feel the warmth radiating from Isabel's skin, close enough to count the vertebrae visible through her thin tank top.
Then, with deliberate slowness, Dani pressed her forehead between Isabel's shoulder blades and wrapped her arms around her waist.
Dani's arms tightened around Isabel's waist, her fingers curling into the soft fabric of her tank top where it had ridden up slightly. She pressed her forehead harder between Isabel's shoulder blades, breathing in the scent of salt and sunscreen clinging to her skin.
The steady rhythm of Isabel's heartbeat pulsed against her cheek, solid, reliable, a metronome keeping time against the ocean's erratic waves.
Isabel didn't turn, didn't speak, just leaned back slightly into the embrace, her hands coming to rest over Dani's, where they locked around her stomach.
The high tide seemed to swallow the beach whole, waves gnawing at the cliffs with relentless hunger, erasing the boundary between land and sea.
Dani watched from the deck, her fingers tightening around Isabel’s wrist as a swell surged higher than the rest, white foam licking at the base of their property’s retaining wall. Salt spray hung in the air like unfinished sentences, dampening Dani’s cheek when the wind shifted.
"Isabel?" Dani's voice was rough from disuse, her lips brushing the sweat-damp fabric of Isabel's tank top where her forehead rested against her spine.
"Hm?" Isabel's response vibrated through Dani's forehead where it pressed against her spine, lazy and warm like afternoon sunlight on stretched-out cats.
The sound traveled up through muscle and bone, carrying the ghost of their earlier intensity beneath its casual surface.
"Is this real?" Dani murmured against Isabel's spine, her lips brushing the damp fabric of the tank top. The words tasted like uncertainty, like the salt spray still clinging to the back of her throat.
Isabel turned slowly, the ocean wind catching her hair like dark silk unraveling as she took Dani’s hands in hers. Her thumbs traced the missing ring fingers with deliberate gentleness, mapping the scars as if memorizing them anew. Dani’s single eye, green flecked with gold in the dying light, flickered with something fragile, and Isabel leaned in until their foreheads touched.
"Of course it is, Dove," she murmured, her breath warm against Dani’s lips. "Every day can be just like this."
The collar remained. Dani noticed it first in the fractured reflection of the sliding glass door, the worn velvet hugging Isabel’s throat like a second shadow, its brass buckle dull against her pulse point.
"Does it not feel real?" Isabel asks, her thumb tracing the indentation around her own throat where the collar had pressed too tightly hours before.
Dani sank into the deck chair with deliberate slowness, her fingers gripping the armrests as she lowered herself onto the sun-warmed fabric. The ocean roared beyond the cliffs, waves smashing against stone with the same relentless rhythm as her pulse hammering behind her missing eye.
She exhaled sharply through her nose, focusing on the tang of salt in the air, the way Isabel’s shirt stuck to her thighs with leftover sweat.
"No. It feels real," she murmured, her voice barely audible over the surf. "There’s just this little voice in the back of my head...telling me I’m still in the chair. Telling me I’m still in the hospital."
Isabel’s fingers slid into Dani’s hair, blunt nails scraping gently against her scalp, not pulling, just anchoring. The ocean roared beneath them, wind whipping Dani’s stolen shirt against her thighs.
“You’re here,” Isabel said, voice low, pressing Dani’s palm flat against her own sternum. The heartbeat beneath was steady, insistent. “Count it.”
Dani pressed her palm harder against Isabel’s chest, counting each heartbeat like a metronome keeping time one, two, three until her own pulse slowed to match the rhythm. "You're here. With me."
Dani's fingers twitched against Isabel's sternum, the words slipping out like a confession whispered against sweat-slick skin.
"It just doesn't feel like an ending I deserve." The admission hung between them, fragile as the salt-crusted spiderweb trembling in the deck's corner. "I killed someone, I sent dozens of people to their death. All to save myself... And now I get to live in a beach mansion, having kinky sex."
Isabel’s fingers stilled in Dani’s hair, her exhale slow and deliberate like a sniper’s pause between shots.
The collar’s imprint around her throat darkened as she swallowed, the motion stark against the fading light. "Is that why you won't get the eye surgery? You think it's some kind of penance for the things you did to survive?"
Dani’s fingers curled instinctively over the hollow of her eye socket, the eyepatch beneath her palm cool and unyielding. The ocean wind whipped strands of hair across her face as she turned toward the horizon, where the sun bled into the water.
"Maybe," she admitted, the word fraying at the edges. "I'm also really tired of having surgery."
"Dove, if you hadn't survived what you did and exposed my mom to the IRS, all the plantations would still be open." Isabel's fingers tightened around Dani's wrist, where it rested against her collarbone, pressing Dani's palm harder against her own pulse point.
"You're the reason 2,500 people are free. 2,500 families reunited, all because you survived. You're the reason one of the biggest slaving operations in South America fell apart. If anyone deserves this ending...it's you, Dani."
"You just called me Dani." The words slipped out before Dani could stop them, her fingers tightening reflexively around Isabel’s wrist where it rested against her collarbone. The nickname had always been something Isabel refused to say.
"No, I didn't."
"Yes, you did." Dani laughed, the sound catching in her throat like a hiccup. She tapped her temple with her remaining fingers. "One eye, not deaf. You definitely said 'Dani.'"
"I have no clue what you are talking about," Isabel said, feigning ignorance with such practiced ease that Dani could almost believe her, if not for the way her thumb twitched against Dani's wrist, betraying her.
The collar around Isabel’s throat shifted as she swallowed her laugh, the leather creaking softly. Dani’s fingers twitched upward, tracing the reddened skin beneath it. "You kept it on," she murmured.
Isabel stretched her legs out alongside Dani’s in the deck chair, their bare feet brushing against each other as the wind carried the scent of salt and jasmine between them. The collar was warm under Dani’s fingertips, softened from years of use, its edges worn smooth where it had once bitten into flesh.
Isabel tilted her head slightly, letting the fading light catch the brass buckle, her expression unreadable as she watched the waves below.
"Yeah, it felt right," she said finally, her voice low, almost lost beneath the crash of the surf. "I admitted that you tamed me, so what’s the shame in wearing it?"
Dani’s fingers trembled slightly as they brushed the velvet collar, its nap soft as rabbit fur beneath her touch. The brass buckle clicked open with surprising ease, the sound barely audible over the ocean’s roar, and she slid it free from Isabel’s throat with the care of someone handling a relic.
The skin beneath was pale where sunlight hadn’t reached, the imprint of the collar’s pressure a faint pink band that made Dani’s breath hitch.
She traced it with the pad of her thumb, feeling the pulse jump beneath Isabel’s skin, the heat of her body radiating against Dani’s missing fingers.
Dani let the velvet leash pool in her palm like liquid shadow, its nap catching the sunset in subtle ripples of burnt orange. The fabric was softer than she remembered, and when she ran her thumb along its length.
She could feel the faint ridges where the fibers had compressed under pressure. The leash coiled around her wrist of its own accord, looping once, twice, the weight of it familiar as a heartbeat.
The velvet leash rested in Dani’s palm like something alive, dark against her scarred skin, its weight both negligible and enormous. The fibers caught the dying light, the deep burgundy flashing almost black as the sun dipped lower toward the horizon.
For a moment, she simply held it there, thumb tracing the worn path where her grip had tightened countless times before. The ocean wind tugged at it gently, as if even the tide had an opinion.
She rose from the deck chair carefully, muscles protesting the shift in balance, her cane abandoned beside the chair. The leash trailed from her hand like a shadow as she stepped closer to the edge of the deck.
Below, the waves rolled in restless patterns, white foam clawing at the base of the bluff before receding again, relentless and patient.
“What are you doing?” Isabel asked, pushing herself upright, the question not sharp, just curious, tinged with something cautious beneath it.
Dani did not answer immediately. She looked down at the velvet one last time, at the brass clasp that had clicked shut so many times against her throat, at the faint crease where it had bent around her pulse.
Then, with a single smooth motion, she swung her arm forward and threw it.
The collar and leash arced briefly through the air, catching a shard of orange light before gravity claimed them. They fell cleanly, disappearing into the churning water below.
For a heartbeat, they floated, dark against the foam, then the tide dragged them outward, the velvet darkening as it soaked, the brass flashing once before sinking from sight.
Isabel inhaled sharply, stepping toward the railing. “Dani.”
Dani turned to her fully now, wind whipping her long curls across her cheek, the eyepatch stark against the fading sky. There was no hesitation in her voice when she spoke.
“Our relationship doesn’t need a master anymore.” The words were steady, grounded, not defensive. “No more taming. No more pets.”
She stepped closer, closing the distance between them until the ocean felt like background noise. “We made each other better. We fell in love. And we have the rest of our lives to live in that love.”
Her throat tightened just slightly, but her gaze did not waver. “As equals.”
The surf crashed hard against the rocks below, spraying mist into the air like punctuation.
“I love you, Isabel Cortez.”
The full name landed with weight, with reverence.
Isabel stared at her for a long second, the wind flattening her tank top against her frame, the faint red imprint around her throat already fading where the collar had been. Something shifted in her expression, not loss, not anger, but recognition. Acceptance.
She stepped into Dani’s space and cupped her jaw, thumb brushing lightly beneath the strap of her eyepatch. Her voice was softer than the tide.
“And I love you, Daniella Cortez.”
She pressed a kiss to the side of Dani’s head, just above her temple, lingering there with a tenderness that had nothing to do with control and everything to do with choice.
Dani exhaled and leaned into her, resting her head against Isabel’s shoulder. Isabel’s arms slid around her waist, secure but not possessive, her chin settling gently against Dani’s back.
They stood that way as the last visible flicker of the leash vanished beneath the surface, claimed by the ocean without ceremony.
The sky bled orange and pink, the sunset staining the ocean’s surface like dye spreading in water, uneven, unpredictable, beautiful in its imperfection.
Dani watched the colors ripple across the waves, her eye tracking the way the light fractured where the tide pulled the leash deeper, dissolving velvet into nothingness.
Isabel’s fingers twitched against Dani’s hip where they’d settled, her breath warm against the shell of Dani’s ear.
“Just to be clear,” she murmured, the corner of her mouth tilting up in that way that always made Dani’s stomach flip, “we can still have a collar for kinky sex stuff, right?”
The emphasis curled around the word like smoke, deliberate and teasing. Her teeth grazed Dani’s earlobe. “Not for ownership. Just for fun.”
"Yeah," Dani breathed, laughter threading through the word like gold through marble.
"I wouldn’t have it any other way.”
Notes:
The End. (But not really?)
There's been enough interest in a few slice-of-life follow-up chapters that I will be writing 2-3 chapters about their life together after this. But if you consider this a good stopping point or a perfect ending, I completely understand.
I want to thank everyone. Everyone who read, left a kudos, a comment, bookmarked, and subscribed. The support of this series has been amazing. I remember when I first posted this (Almost an entire year ago.) I was so nervous no one would like it. I almost deleted it when it had 500 hits and like 2 kudos, but I stuck with it, and I'm so happy I did. I hold my head a little higher in the mirror in the morning, thanks to a lot of your compliments.
Also, a question.
Vampires or a Medieval fantasy? It's two fics I have in the pipe. What would you rather see first?
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Chapter 45: Velvet Leash Side Stories: Part 1
Chapter Text
The nightmare began with restraints.
Not the soft give of linen sheets or the quiet hush of ocean air, but the metallic bite of cuffs digging into bone. Dani was back in the concrete room that smelled of bleach and rust, the overhead light flickering with a faint electrical hum that never quite stopped. Her wrists were pinned to the armrests. Her leg was already broken. She knew it before she felt it.
Miranda stood in front of her, sleeves rolled neatly to the elbow, expression clinical. Former CIA. Efficient. Detached. There had never been rage in her face, never frenzy. Just focus.
“You’re very resilient,” Miranda had said once, almost conversationally, before bringing the metal wrench down against Dani’s knee.
In the dream, Dani heard the crack again.
Felt it.
The sickening splinter of bone collapsing inward. The white-hot detonation that swallowed sound and replaced it with ringing silence. Her scream was raw and animal, tearing out of her throat as Miranda crouched to inspect the damage like an engineer examining a faulty hinge.
“Let’s see how you handle pain today.”
Teeth. Pliers. The copper taste of blood filled her mouth as one of her molars shattered instead of coming clean. Miranda sighed at the inconvenience. Adjusting her grip. Pulling again.
The room shrank. The light buzzed louder. Her leg twisted at an impossible angle. Hands forced her head back. Water flooded her lungs. Not enough to drown. Just enough to remind her how close she was to it.
“Say it.”
Another crack.
“Daniella,” that voice purred from somewhere unseen, silk dragged over broken glass. “You won’t ever get away from me.”
Dani tried to move, but her leg would not respond. When she looked down, there was no brace, no scar, just blood soaking through linen. The floor tilted. A hand closed around her throat from behind and—
Dani woke screaming.
The sound tore itself out of her chest raw and animal, echoing against the high ceilings of the bedroom. She bolted upright in bed, breath coming in violent, uneven gasps, fingers clawing at sheets that were far too soft, far too clean.
For a split second, she did not recognize the room. The glass wall, the ocean beyond it, the faint silver wash of moonlight across the floor. Her heart slammed against her ribs like it was trying to escape.
“She’s here!” Dani choked, tears already spilling over. “She’s—”
Isabel was awake instantly. No confusion. No irritation. She moved with practiced speed, pulling Dani into her arms before she could spiral further, one hand cupping the back of her head, the other firm against her spine.
“Dove. Dove.” Isabel’s voice was low but steady, cutting through the panic. “You’re here. You’re safe.”
Dani shook her head violently, breath hitching. “She was behind me, she—”
“She’s dead, baby.” Isabel pressed her forehead to Dani’s, forcing eye contact, forcing presence. “She’s dead. She can’t hurt you anymore.”
The words did not fix it. They never did. But they anchored her. Isabel kept talking, kept grounding her. Naming things in the room.
The ocean. The glass. The bed beneath them. The weight of her own body wrapped around Dani’s. Slowly, agonizingly, Dani’s breathing began to slow. The scream dissolved into quiet sobs. Her fingers loosened where they had twisted into Isabel’s shirt.
Ten minutes later, just as the tremors in Dani’s hands were beginning to subside, there was a soft knock at the bedroom door.
Three gentle taps. Unhurried.
Isabel glanced toward it but did not let go.
“Yes?” She called quietly.
The door opened just enough for Rosaria to step inside, movements calm and unobtrusive. She carried a ceramic mug on a small tray, steam curling upward in delicate spirals. The scent reached Dani before the sight did. Chamomile. Lavender. Something earthy and grounding beneath it.
“I thought this might help,” Rosaria said softly, setting the tray on the bedside table.
Dani wiped at her face with the heel of her palm, embarrassed but too drained to protest. “Thank you,” she managed hoarsely.
Rosaria gave a small nod, her gaze lingering only briefly, assessing but not prying. “It is quiet tonight. Just the tide.” Then she slipped back out, closing the door with a muted click.
Isabel helped Dani sit back against the headboard and pressed the mug into her hands. The ceramic was warm, solid. Real. Dani focused on that. On the heat seeping into her palms. On the faint clink of porcelain when it met her teeth. She sipped slowly, the herbal bitterness softened by honey.
By the time the mug was empty, her limbs felt heavy in a different way. Not panicked. Just exhausted.
Isabel eased her back down into the pillows, brushing damp curls from her forehead. “I’ve got you,” she murmured.
Dani did not remember falling asleep again.
She woke to sunlight.
Soft gold spilled across the bedroom floor, glinting off the ocean beyond the glass. The sound of waves reached her in gentle, rhythmic hushes, nothing like the roar in her dream. For a moment, she lay still, orienting herself. The air smelled faintly of salt and clean linen.
Isabel was still asleep beside her, one arm thrown lazily across the mattress, face relaxed in a way that always made Dani’s chest ache.
Carefully, deliberately, Dani slid out from under the sheets. Her knee protested immediately, a dull ache blooming beneath the scar tissue. Too much walking yesterday. Too many stairs. Too much sex.
She exhaled through her nose. It didn’t matter.
Routine mattered.
She reached for her pill planner on the nightstand, flipping it open and tapping a compartment into her palm with practiced precision. Swallow. Water. Done.
The eyepatch came next, fingers moving automatically to secure the strap. Then the leg brace. She adjusted the straps quietly, tightening them just enough for support without waking Isabel.
Her knee throbbed as she stood, but standing felt as if she was giving Miranda the finger.
She grabbed her cane and slipped out of the bedroom as silently as possible.
The house was quieter in the morning, sunlight filtering through the endless glass, casting long geometric shadows across the floor. Dani moved toward the floating staircase, gripping the railing as she began her careful descent.
Each step required focus. Balance. Patience. By the time she reached the lower level, her breathing had already shifted.
A hallway stretched out before her, branching into more rooms than she could immediately process. She passed a guest bedroom with crisp, untouched sheets. A home theater with tiered seating and a screen that took up an entire wall. An indoor pool housed beneath skylights, the water perfectly still.
“God,” she muttered to herself, shaking her head faintly. “How many pools do we need?”
Finally, she found it. The gym.
The room was spacious but uncluttered. Floor-to-ceiling mirrors along one wall. A line of treadmills. Stair climbers. Racks of neatly organized weights. Resistance bands coiled neatly.
And in the corner, the exercise bikes.
Her chest tightened slightly at the sight. Rehab. The sterile smell of disinfectant. The slow humiliation of relearning motion.
She set her cane aside and began with light stretching, careful not to push too far too fast. Hamstrings. Calves. Gentle rotations of her knee. The joint felt stiff, resistant.
Then she walked over and lowered herself onto one of the bikes.
For a moment, she just sat there, hands resting lightly on the handlebars, staring at her reflection in the mirror. The eyepatch. The brace. The faint shadows beneath her eyes.
Then she began to pedal.
Slowly.
The first rotations were awkward, uneven. Her injured leg lagged slightly behind, muscles protesting the motion. She adjusted her posture, tightened her grip, and kept going.
One minute.
Two.
By five, her breathing had deepened noticeably. Sweat gathered at the base of her spine.
By ten, her thighs were burning. Her lungs felt too small. A thin sheen of sweat coated her skin, droplets slipping down her temple beneath the edge of her eyepatch. Each rotation required conscious effort. Push. Pull. Push.
It was exhausting.
Her breath came in heavy pulls, chest rising and falling rapidly as she forced herself not to stop. Not yet.
Routine.
She could not control the dreams. She could not erase the past.
But she could pedal.
And for now, that was enough.
The shower downstairs was hot enough to loosen the ache in Dani’s knee.
Steam filled the guest bathroom, curling against the high ceiling and fogging the mirror until her reflection blurred into something softer, less clinical.
She stood under the spray longer than necessary, letting the heat soak into scar tissue, into muscle that had worked harder than it had in months. The steady drum of water against tile grounded her in a way sleep never quite managed.
When she finally stepped out, she moved carefully, bracing one hand against the counter as she dried off. Towel wrapped securely around her torso, cane in hand, she made the slow climb back upstairs. Each step tugged at her knee, but the warmth from the shower kept it manageable.
The bedroom was quiet when she entered. Morning light spilled across the sheets, catching in Isabel’s dark hair where it fanned across the pillow. She was still asleep, one arm draped over the empty side of the bed.
Dani let the towel fall.
She moved methodically, reaching for underwear, then her brace straps, adjusting them with precision before stepping into a pair of soft shorts. She was halfway through pulling a shirt over her head when she felt it, that subtle shift in the room when someone is watching.
“What a lovely sight.”
Isabel’s voice was thick with sleep and entirely unapologetic.
Dani snorted softly, not turning around as she finished dragging the shirt into place. “Don’t make me bonk you,” she replied dryly. “I think you got more than enough yesterday.”
Isabel laughed under her breath and pushed herself upright, the sheets falling away as she stood. She crossed the room without hesitation, pressing a slow kiss to the center of Dani’s back. Then another to her shoulder. Then one to the side of her head, just above the strap of her eyepatch.
“I’ll never have enough of you,” she murmured, wrapping her arms around Dani’s waist from behind.
Dani leaned back into her automatically, allowing herself the brief comfort of it. She turned slightly, catching Isabel’s mouth in a soft, unhurried kiss. It wasn’t heated. Just familiar. Grounding. Safe. She was safe.
A knock sounded at the door.
Both of them paused.
“Breakfast is ready,” Rosaria called gently from the other side.
Isabel huffed a quiet laugh against Dani’s ear. “Saved by the bell,” she whispered, giving Dani a light pat on the backside before stepping away. “Go eat. I’ll join you in a moment.”
Dani shook her head but smiled faintly as she finished dressing properly, socks, slippers, cane. She made her way to the dining area, sunlight already flooding the space.
Rosaria stood at the kitchen island, finishing up rinsing a dish. The table had been set, three plates, not two.
Good.
Dani lowered herself carefully into a chair, setting her cane within reach. She didn’t touch the food. Instead, she folded her hands loosely in her lap and waited.
A few minutes later, Isabel entered, hair still slightly tousled, freshly dressed. She glanced at Dani’s untouched plate.
“You didn’t have to wait,” she said, taking her seat beside her.
“I wanted to,” Dani replied simply.
Isabel smiled and lifted Dani’s hand, pressing a soft kiss to the back of it before reaching for her own fork.
Rosaria joined them a moment later, sitting across the table. She looked more at ease than the day before, shoulders less rigid, but there was still a faint tension in the way she folded her napkin precisely before placing it on her lap.
Dani noticed.
So she shifted the energy deliberately.
“Did you do the research on the cat shelters around here?” She asked, casual but pointed.
The change in Rosaria was immediate.
Her face lit up.
“Yes,” she said, almost eagerly. “There are three shelters within a ten-mile radius that currently have Norwegian Forest cats available. And two others that specialize in Maine Coons. I verified their health records, adoption policies, and reputations.”
Dani blinked. “You verified their reputations?”
Rosaria gave a small, satisfied nod. “Of course.”
Isabel chuckled softly beside her.
“Great,” Dani said, nodding once. “Let’s leave after we eat.”
Rosaria’s smile widened just slightly, pleased at the decisiveness.
Sunlight streamed through the glass behind them, the ocean a steady blue presence beyond the windows. The house felt warmer now. Lived in.
They began to eat.
And the day stretched ahead of them, into something that felt almost ordinary.
After breakfast, the rhythm of the house shifted into motion.
Rosaria rose first, collecting plates with efficient hands. “I’ll bring the car around,” she said, already moving toward the garage entrance.
Dani nodded and stood carefully from her chair, her knee stiff but manageable. She turned toward Isabel. “You coming?”
Isabel shook her head, brushing a stray crumb from the table before stepping closer. “I’m going to set up my office,” she said. “And then go grab a few things from the store. Take your time.”
“Okay.”
Isabel leaned in and kissed her, slow and deliberate, palm cupping Dani’s jaw. It lingered just long enough to make Dani forget about the ache in her knee.
When they broke apart, Dani turned toward the door.
A sharp smack landed on her backside.
She glanced over her shoulder, smiling. “I’m gonna get you when I get back.”
Isabel’s grin was lazy and entirely unrepentant. “I’m looking forward to it.”
Outside, the air was warm but not oppressive. Rosaria had already pulled the car around. Dani climbed carefully into the passenger seat, adjusting her brace before closing the door.
The GPS screen glowed with their destination already programmed: a local cat shelter.
Dani frowned slightly.
“Shouldn’t we buy the cat stuff first?” she asked. “Like litter, food, toys, furniture… before we adopt the cat?”
Rosaria blinked, then gave a small, almost sheepish nod. “You are correct. I may have allowed enthusiasm to override logistics.”
Dani huffed a faint laugh. “It happens.”
They redirected to a pet supply store in a nearby strip mall. The parking lot was half full, sun reflecting harshly off windshields.
As Rosaria parked, Dani noticed two bald men pull their car into a space a few parking spots away. They weren’t doing anything particularly suspicious. Just sitting. Talking maybe. She dismissed it immediately.
Inside, the smell of kibble and cedar shavings hit her first.
The employee behind the counter looked up as the door chimed open.
His eyes landed on Dani’s face.
Not on her cane. Not on Rosaria. On her face.
Specifically, the scar that cut across her cheek and disappeared beneath the strap of her eyepatch.
He stared.
Long enough that it stopped being accidental.
Dani felt the familiar tightening in her chest but kept moving. Rosaria grabbed a cart and began filling it with startling efficiency. Cat towers. Scratching posts. Modular cat walks that could be mounted along walls.
Plush beds. Stainless steel bowls. Premium food. Toys in every texture imaginable. Two litter boxes. Three bags of litter.
The cart grew heavy fast.
Dani tried to focus on the items, on imagining a cat exploring them, climbing, batting at dangling feathers.
But as they moved through the aisles, she felt it.
The looks.
Not subtle. Not fleeting.
Eyes tracing the scar that distorted her cheek. Dropping to her hand when she reached for something, and revealing the absence of her ring fingers. Flicking to her eyepatch and lingering there.
Curiosity.
Discomfort.
Morbid fascination.
She kept her spine straight.
By the time they reached the register, the two bald men from the parking lot had entered the store. Dani noticed them peripherally and assumed they owned a pet.
Rosaria began unloading the cart onto the counter.
The employee’s gaze kept drifting back to Dani.
Then he grinned.
“YAAARGH, MATEY,” he barked in an exaggerated pirate accent.
For a split second, Dani didn’t understand.
The words floated, disconnected.
Then it clicked.
Her eyepatch.
Oh.
A small, tight smile formed on her lips. Not amused. Not angry. Just tired.
Rosaria stiffened instantly. “That is wildly inappropriate,” she began, her voice cool and sharp.
“It’s okay,” Dani said quickly, before the situation escalated. Her tone was gentle but hollow. “It’s fine.”
It wasn’t fine.
But she didn’t want a scene. Didn’t want to be the center of more attention.
“I’ll go wait in the car,” she added.
“Dani—” Rosaria started.
But Dani had already turned, cane tapping softly against the tile as she made her way toward the exit. She felt the stares follow her all the way out.
The sunlight outside felt harsher now.
She opened the passenger door and slid inside, shutting it firmly. For a moment, she just sat there, breathing.
Then she looked at herself in the mirror.
The scar was stark in the daylight. The eyepatch dark against her skin.
Her gaze dropped to her hands resting in her lap.
The gaps where her ring fingers had once been looked more pronounced in her mind than in reality.
“I’m a freak,” she whispered to her reflection.
The words felt ugly but familiar.
She stared at the empty space between knuckles.
What had she been thinking? Going out in public like this. Assuming she could just exist without commentary. Without spectacle.
She buried her face in her hands.
Why did she think she belonged in public places?
She didn’t even hear the trunk opening. Or the rustle of bags being loaded into the back seat.
When the driver’s door opened, she startled slightly.
Rosaria slid into the seat and, without hesitation, pulled Dani into a firm hug.
Dani resisted for only half a second before collapsing into it.
“Do not pay those people any attention,” Rosaria said, voice steady but edged with restrained anger. “You are beautiful. Your disabilities do not define you. If that man endured even one percent of what you survived, he would spend the remainder of his life institutionalized.”
Dani’s throat tightened.
She hugged back.
The words didn’t erase the sting. Didn’t undo the humiliation. But they dulled it slightly. Like a blanket thrown over something sharp.
Rosaria leaned back just enough to look at her. “You belong anywhere you choose to be.”
Dani swallowed hard.
It helped.
A little.
Rosaria didn’t start the engine right away.
“We can go home,” she said gently, studying Dani’s face. “We do not have to continue.”
Dani wiped at her eyes with the heel of her palm and shook her head. The sting from the store was still there, sitting just under her skin, but something stubborn rose up with it.
“No,” she said, managing a small smile. “Cats would make me feel better right now too.”
Rosaria searched her expression for a moment longer, then nodded once and tapped the screen. The GPS rerouted to the nearest shelter that had Norwegian Forest cats available.
The drive was quiet but not heavy. Dani focused on the rhythm of the road beneath the tires, on the steady hum of the engine instead of the echo of a pirate accent in her head.
They pulled into the shelter’s parking lot twenty minutes later.
The building was modest but clean, with murals of cartoon animals painted along the side. Inside, the air smelled faintly of disinfectant and kibble, but there was also something warm about it. A low chorus of meows and the occasional bark drifted from the back rooms.
A woman behind the counter looked up with a welcoming smile. “Hi there. What are you looking for today?”
“Norwegian Forest cats,” Rosaria replied immediately, tone professional but tinged with unmistakable excitement.
The woman’s smile widened. “You’re in luck. Follow me.”
They were led through a hallway lined with enclosures filled with cats of every size and color. Some lounged lazily. Others pressed curious paws against the glass.
“All of our cats are fully vaccinated,” the woman explained as they walked. “And we provide paperwork for everything.”
She stopped in front of a spacious pen toward the back.
Inside were two large, fluffy cats with thick coats and alert, intelligent eyes. One was slightly darker, the other lighter, with a softer expression. They were lounging side by side, tails flicking lazily in unison.
“These two are from the same litter,” the woman said. “Brother and sister.”
The darker one stood first, padding forward with a confident stretch. The lighter followed close behind, brushing against him.
Dani crouched slowly, knee protesting but manageable, and extended her hand toward the glass. The darker cat sniffed her fingers, then butted his head gently against them.
Her chest softened instantly.
Rosaria made a small, strangled sound beside her.
“We only came for one,” Dani murmured, half to herself.
Rosaria turned to her with the most exaggerated pleading expression Dani had ever seen on a grown woman. “We cannot split up a family,” she said, voice hushed but dramatic. “Can we?”
Dani closed her eye briefly and offered a silent prayer for Isabel’s sinuses.
Then she nodded. “We can get them both.”
Rosaria’s composure evaporated.
She beamed.
The paperwork was handled quickly. Rosaria signed everything with meticulous attention, asking a few precise questions about diet and veterinary history. The employee provided a folder with vaccination records and care instructions.
“They actually like water,” the woman added cheerfully. “Some Norwegian Forest cats will even swim. Just be careful if you take them to the beach. Sand can burn their paws.”
Dani glanced at Rosaria. “Pool cats,” she muttered faintly.
Payment was processed. Carriers were brought out.
The two cats were gently herded inside, mild protests turning into curious chirps once the doors were secured. Rosaria lifted one carrier in each hand with surprising ease.
Dani hurried ahead, opening doors for her. First, the shelter door. Then the car door. She steadied the carriers as Rosaria secured them on the floor of the backseat.
As Dani straightened, her gaze drifted across the parking lot.
The same car.
The same two bald men inside.
They weren’t looking directly at her. Not obviously. But they were there.
Again.
A flicker of unease passed through her.
Maybe she was being paranoid. It was a free country. Maybe they had come to adopt something too. Maybe their errands just happened to align.
She forced herself to shrug it off.
She climbed into the passenger seat, closing the door firmly behind her. Rosaria started the engine, casting one quick glance in the rearview mirror before pulling out of the lot.
The carriers shifted slightly as the car moved, soft questioning meows rising from the backseat.
Dani turned around to look at them.
Two fluffy faces blinked back at her.
Despite everything, she smiled.
They headed toward home, sunlight stretching long across the road ahead.
Halfway home, Rosaria slowed unexpectedly.
Dani glanced up from where she had been turned slightly in her seat, murmuring softly to the carriers in the back. “Why are we—”
Rosaria flicked on the turn signal and pulled neatly into the parking lot of an upscale lingerie boutique.
Dani blinked. “What are we doing here?”
Rosaria reached into her pocket, withdrew the credit card, and pressed it into Dani’s palm. “Buy something,” she said simply. “It will cheer you up. When was the last time you wore something outrageously skimpy?”
Dani stared at the storefront. Soft pink lettering. Mannequins in delicate lace posed confidently in the window.
Her stomach fluttered with nerves.
“I don’t know,” she admitted.
Rosaria’s expression softened. “You deserve to feel sexy,” she said. “Go. I will stay with the cats.”
Dani hesitated only a second longer before nodding. “Okay.”
She stepped out of the car and made her way inside.
The bell above the door chimed gently. The interior smelled faintly of vanilla and new fabric. Everything was arranged in curated displays, silk and lace draped elegantly over mannequins and hangers.
The woman behind the counter looked up immediately and smiled brightly. “Hi there! Let me know if you need any help.”
She was looking directly at Dani’s face.
Not at her scars. Not at her missing fingers. At her eye.
For a moment, Dani didn’t know what to do with that.
“I’m okay for now,” she said, offering a small nod.
She moved slowly through the racks, fingertips brushing over satin and mesh. Black lace sets. Emerald green teddies. Pale blush bralettes with intricate embroidery.
Then she saw it.
A red one-piece G-string with an attached micro bikini front, delicate bows placed strategically at the hips. It was unapologetically minimal.
She picked it up, holding it against herself uncertainly.
It would cover almost nothing.
Would Isabel like her in this?
Her mind flickered briefly to yesterday. To the way Isabel’s hands had moved over her like she was the most beautiful woman alive.
Heat rose faintly to her cheeks.
She wished, briefly, that Rosaria were inside to give an opinion. But it made sense that she stayed in the car with the cats, probably introducing herself in a quiet voice as their new mother.
“I think that color would be beautiful on you.”
Dani turned slightly. The saleswoman had approached, expression warm and conspiratorial.
“Your husband will love it,” she added, glancing briefly at the rings around Dani’s neck.
For half a second, Dani felt like a version of herself from years ago. The one who would have smiled politely and let the assumption slide. The one who wouldn’t correct anyone. Who would swallow herself down to make things easier.
But that wasn’t her anymore.
“Wife,” Dani said calmly. “I’m gay.”
The woman blinked once, then broke into a wider grin. “Oh! Well, honey, then I don’t know why you’re agonizing. That will absolutely make your wife’s mouth water.”
Dani let out a startled laugh before she could stop herself.
“Get one in black too,” the woman added, lowering her voice playfully. “It’ll match your badass eyepatch.”
The word badass landed somewhere warm in Dani’s chest.
The employee guided her through more racks. Lace sets in crimson and midnight. Silk robes that skimmed the body. She paused briefly at a section of roleplay uniforms and shook her head with a faint smile. Not yet.
But she did choose several sets. The red and black G string one pieces. A sheer lace teddy. A structured black harness style set that made her feel sharp instead of fragile.
By the time she reached the counter, the total climbed into the hundreds.
For once, she didn’t flinch at it.
As the cashier rang everything up, the bell above the door chimed again.
Dani glanced toward the entrance.
Her stomach dropped.
The same two bald men from the pet store stepped inside.
Her fingers tightened slightly around the edge of the counter.
Dani’s vision tunneled.
Three places.
The pet store parking lot.
The shelter.
Now here.
The same car. The same two bald men.
This can’t be a coincidence.
Her pulse began to pound in her ears, drowning out the soft music playing over the boutique speakers. Her chest tightened so fast it felt like a vise clamping down around her ribs.
They’re following me.
They have to be.
Her mind did not drift to reasonable explanations. It detonated straight into worst-case scenarios.
Who do they work for?
The remnants of the Pombo family?
Are they here to finish what Miranda started?
Her leg screamed in protest as she moved, but adrenaline overrode the pain. She abandoned the counter mid transaction, ignoring the confused “Ma’am?” From the cashier.
She pushed toward the back of the store as quickly as her brace would allow, cane striking sharply against the tile.
Her breathing turned shallow. Rapid.
She reached the restroom, shoved the door open, and locked it behind her with trembling fingers.
The fluorescent light buzzed overhead.
Her reflection in the mirror looked wild. Pale. Eyepatch stark against skin flushed with panic.
Do they work for Miranda’s old contacts?
No. Miranda is dead. But people like her always know people.
God please.
She and Isabel just arrived here. Just started building something stable. She had survived torture. Survived rehab. Survived learning how to walk again.
She did not survive all of that just to be assassinated in a lingerie store.
A broken sob tore out of her chest.
Her lungs felt like they were collapsing inward. She slid down the wall until she was sitting on the cold tile floor, cane clattering beside her. Tears blurred her vision as her hands shook violently.
Her chest hurt.
She fumbled for her phone and hit Isabel’s contact.
It rang once.
Twice.
“Hey, dove?”
Dani could barely get the words out. “Please help me!” She choked. “Someone’s here to kill me. It’s two bald guys. I...I don’t know if they work for your family or Miranda. Please help me, Isabel.”
On the other end, Isabel’s voice sharpened instantly, but not in anger.
“Dove.”
Dani kept talking over her, spiraling. “They’ve been at three places. Three! They followed me from the pet store to the shelter to here. They’re going to—”
“Dove.”
“I don’t want to die like this, I don’t—”
“Dove.”
Her breathing was erratic, words tumbling over one another, panic clawing up her throat.
Then Isabel’s voice cut through everything.
“DANIELLA.”
It wasn’t angry.
It was commanding.
Grounded.
Dani froze.
Just for a second.
Silence filled the bathroom except for her ragged breathing.
“Baby,” Isabel said, voice lower now but firm. “That’s your private security detail.”
Dani blinked.
“What?”
“I hired them,” Isabel continued. “To make sure you’re safe when you leave the house. I should have told you. That’s on me. I thought they would be stealthier and not just follow you around like two dumb jocks.”
Dani stared at the tiled wall in front of her.
“Private security detail?” She repeated faintly, wiping tears from her cheeks with the heel of her palm. “Why wouldn’t you tell me?”
On the other end, Isabel exhaled slowly. “Because I needed to know you were safe. And you probably would have objected to two men following you around all day.”
Dani let out a hollow, disbelieving laugh that cracked midway through.
“So you don’t tell me there’s two guys following me,” she said, voice shaking again but now with anger layered beneath the fear, “and I think there’s two guys here to fucking murder me.”
“I’m sorry, Dove,” Isabel said immediately. No defensiveness. Just regret. “I misjudged it. I thought it would make you feel protected, not hunted.”
Dani pressed her palm to her chest, trying to steady her breathing.
“I was in the bathroom thinking the Pombo family sent assassins,” she whispered. “I thought Miranda’s friends were here.”
“I know,” Isabel said softly. “And that’s on me.”
Silence stretched between them for a few seconds.
“Please come home,” Isabel added gently. “We’ll talk it over. Face to face.”
Dani closed her eye and leaned her head back against the cool tile.
Her heart was still racing.
But the immediate terror had drained, leaving behind something shakier. Something complicated.
“Okay,” she whispered.
She ended the call and sat there for another minute, breathing slowly, letting reality reassemble itself piece by piece.
Not assassins.
Security.
Dani stayed on the bathroom floor for another thirty seconds after the call ended, breathing slowly through her nose the way her therapist had taught her. In for four. Hold. Out for six.
Not assassins.
Security.
Still furious. Still shaken. But not about to die in a lace boutique.
She pushed herself up carefully, retrieved her cane, smoothed her shirt, and wiped the worst of the tear tracks from her cheeks. Her reflection still looked wrecked, but functional.
She unlocked the door and walked back toward the register.
The cashier blinked when she returned. “Everything okay? That must’ve been some bathroom trip.”
Dani gave a thin, tired smile. “Something like that.”
The transaction resumed. Bags were folded neatly. The total processed. The bell chimed again as she exited.
Outside, the sunlight felt less threatening now. Just bright.
She slid into the passenger seat.
Rosaria immediately noticed the redness around her eye. “Are you alright?”
“Yes,” Dani said quickly, maybe too quickly.
Rosaria’s brows knit slightly.
Dani hesitated, then asked, “Did you know those two bald men were following us?”
Rosaria went still. “What?”
Her hand moved with alarming speed to the glove compartment. She popped it open and pulled out a handgun, checking the chamber.
Dani nearly yelped. “Jesus! Put that away!”
Rosaria’s eyes were sharp, scanning the lot.
“Apparently,” Dani continued, still breathless from the residual adrenaline, “Isabel didn’t tell you she hired me security either.”
Rosaria froze.
“Security?”
“Yes. Private security detail.” Dani gestured vaguely toward the storefront. “Those two men. They’re ours.”
Rosaria stared at her for a long moment before slowly lowering the gun. She slid it back into the glove compartment and shut it firmly.
“No,” she said. “I was not told.”
They sat in silence for a beat.
The drive home was quiet. Not tense exactly, but thoughtful. The cats meowed occasionally from the backseat, unaware of the emotional rollercoaster their adoption day had become.
When they pulled into the driveway, Dani unbuckled first.
“I’ll help bring everything in in a minute,” she said. “I just... I need to talk to her.”
Rosaria nodded. “Of course.”
Dani grabbed her lingerie bag and headed inside.
Isabel was already waiting.
She was sitting on the edge of the couch like someone who hadn’t moved in a while. The second the door opened, and Dani stepped in, Isabel stood.
“What the hell were you thinking?” Dani demanded before Isabel could speak.
Isabel crossed the space between them immediately and cupped Dani’s face in both hands, thumbs brushing gently over her cheeks.
“I had to know you were safe,” she said. Her voice wasn’t defensive. It was earnest. “I love you. I wouldn’t be able to bear it if something happened to you, dove.”
Dani’s jaw tightened. “But why didn’t you tell me? I thought they were going to kill me.”
Isabel’s hands slid down to Dani’s shoulders. “If you knew you had security, would you have questioned how safe you were? Would you have been looking over your shoulder the entire time? I wanted you to enjoy yourself. I want you to live a normal life.”
The logic was there.
Twisted.
Protective.
Overbearing.
But rooted in love.
Dani exhaled slowly and leaned forward, resting her forehead briefly against Isabel’s shoulder. Isabel wrapped her arms around her and kissed the top of her head.
“I get it,” Dani murmured. “I just don’t agree with it.”
“That’s fair,” Isabel replied softly.
Dani pulled back and placed the boutique bag on the couch beside them.
Isabel’s eyes immediately flicked to it.
“Oh?” She said, a spark of mischief returning. “What’s this?”
Dani narrowed her eye at her.
Isabel reached for the bag.
Dani slapped her hand away.
“Oh no,” Dani said firmly. “You are not seeing any of that for at least a week. As punishment for not telling me.”
“What? No way,” Isabel protested.
“Yes way.”
“Not even a peek?”
“Not a glimpse.”
Isabel tried to look wounded. “Not even if I show you what I have?”
Dani crossed her arms. “What do you have?”
Isabel smirked and reached into her pocket, pulling out two glossy tickets.
“I got us two tickets for a Hollywood bus tour tomorrow,” she said. “Open-air. Celebrity homes. Movie studios. The whole thing. Let’s go do some tourist shit.”
Chapter 46: Velvet Leash Side Stories Part 2
Notes:
Canine_Kyramman's 'Aster in Vancouver', (Check it and its prequel out), along with a comment I got from a reader, diatomaceousdealer, inspired some of the content of this chapter.
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Dani set the lingerie bag carefully on the arm of the couch before heading back outside to help Rosaria. The late afternoon air was warm, tinged with salt from the ocean, and for a moment she just stood there and let herself breathe.
The day had been a lot.
Rosaria was already at the trunk, lifting out one of the cat towers with surprising ease. Dani grabbed one of the lighter boxes filled with toys and a folded cat bed, balancing it against her hip as they walked inside together.
The carriers came next.
Rosaria insisted on carrying both, one in each hand, while Dani walked slightly ahead to open doors. The cats meowed in protest at the movement, confused by yet another transition in a day full of them.
Inside, Rosaria headed down the hallway toward her room.
“I will keep them with me for now,” she said. “It is better not to overwhelm them with too much space immediately.”
“That makes sense,” Dani replied.
She lingered in the hallway as Rosaria disappeared into her room, the door closing gently behind her. A moment later, Dani heard the soft click of carrier latches opening, followed by cautious little thumps as paws hit the floor.
Then silence.
Then a curious chirp.
Dani smiled to herself.
Soon, the quiet was replaced with the distinct sounds of assembly. Wood pieces shifting. The soft whir of a drill. The scrape of brackets being aligned along studs in the wall. Rosaria moved with efficient precision, building cat towers, installing wall-mounted walkways, and creating vertical kingdoms for their new furry residents.
The thought warmed Dani’s chest.
Rosaria was happy.
It had been a long time since Dani had seen uncomplicated joy on her face. The kind that was not tangled in loyalty or obligation or fear. Just simple delight.
A violent sneeze erupted from the living room.
Dani blinked and turned. Isabel was standing near the staircase, hand covering her nose, eyes already watering.
“Bless you,” Dani said dryly.
Isabel sniffed. “They are fluffy assassins.”
“Did you take your allergy medicine?” Dani asked, stepping closer.
“Yes,” Isabel replied, rubbing beneath her nose. “It takes a bit to kick in.”
“You’re sure?”
“Yes, doctor,” Isabel teased faintly, though another sneeze interrupted her attempt at nonchalance.
Dani studied her for a moment, then decided to change the subject before she started hovering.
“Can I see your office?” She asked.
Isabel brightened slightly. “Of course. It’s upstairs.”
Dani glanced toward the staircase.
The day’s adrenaline crash had settled into her leg, turning it heavy and sore. The thought of another climb made her hesitate.
“Oh,” she said softly. “It’s okay. I don’t need to see it today.”
Isabel’s expression shifted immediately.
Without a word, she stepped closer, then lowered herself gracefully to one knee in front of Dani. “Get on,” she said.
Dani blinked. “What?”
Isabel turned slightly, gesturing to her back. “Get on.”
“Are you sure?”
Isabel looked over her shoulder with mock offense. “I am not that old yet that I cannot carry my wife.”
Despite herself, Dani laughed quietly. “Okay,” she said.
Carefully, she slipped her arms around Isabel’s shoulders and allowed herself to be lifted. Isabel rose smoothly, adjusting her grip under Dani’s thighs with steady confidence.
Dani felt strangely light.
The climb upstairs was slow but deliberate. Dani could feel the strength in Isabel’s legs with every step, the steady rhythm of her breathing. There was something grounding about being carried like this, about trusting someone else to bear the weight for a moment.
At the top of the stairs, Isabel walked down the hall and nudged open a door with her foot.
She set Dani down gently inside.
The office was positioned at the front of the house, and the view stole Dani’s breath instantly.
The ocean stretched endlessly beyond the windows, sunlight catching on the water in fractured lines of gold. From higher up, it felt even more expansive, more infinite.
“Oh,” Dani murmured.
“So far, it is minimal,” Isabel said, watching her reaction.
A sleek desk sat near the window, facing outward toward the view. On it rested Isabel’s laptop, perfectly centered. A simple leather desk chair. A tall filing cabinet tucked neatly against the wall.
No clutter. No excessive decoration.
Dani smiled faintly. “Very you.”
Isabel shrugged lightly. “I prefer clear space. I think better that way.”
Dani could see that. Isabel had always gravitated toward control, toward environments she could curate and command.
Isabel stepped forward and pulled the chair out, sitting down before patting her lap.
“Come here baby.”
Dani hesitated only a second before stepping between Isabel’s knees and lowering herself onto her lap. Even if she was still a little upset. Even if part of her was still raw from the earlier panic.
Isabel’s arms wrapped around her waist, hands resting comfortably against her stomach.
“Are you hungry?” Isabel asked quietly.
Dani realized she was.
She nodded.
Isabel reached for her phone and typed a quick message.
They sat there in comfortable silence for a few minutes. Dani leaned back slightly into Isabel’s chest, feeling the steady rise and fall of her breathing.
Another faint sneeze.
“Fluffy assassins,” Dani muttered again.
Isabel huffed softly in amusement.
About ten minutes later, there was a gentle knock at the door before Rosaria entered, carrying a tray.
On it was a bowl of sliced fruit. Strawberries. Mango. Pineapple. Kiwi. Everything bright and fresh.
“How are the cats?” Dani asked immediately.
Rosaria’s face softened. “They are settling. I am keeping them in my room for now. Too much exploring too soon can overwhelm them.”
“That’s smart,” Dani said.
Rosaria nodded once, setting the tray on the desk. “I installed the first cat wall. They seem… curious.”
“I’m glad,” Dani replied.
Rosaria gave her a small smile before quietly excusing herself, returning downstairs to her new companions.
The door clicked shut.
Isabel reached for the bowl.
She picked up a slice of mango between her fingers and brought it toward Dani’s mouth.
Dani raised an eyebrow.
“Open,” Isabel said softly.
Dani rolled her eye but complied, lips parting slightly as Isabel placed the fruit against them. Instead of letting go immediately, Isabel’s fingers lingered just long enough to brush against her lower lip before withdrawing.
Dani chewed slowly, the sweetness bright on her tongue.
Another piece. A strawberry this time.
Again, Isabel fed her, thumb grazing faintly against the corner of her mouth as she did.
“You’re being very dramatic about this,” Dani murmured.
“Am I? You know I love doing this.” Isabel replied, picking up a slice of pineapple.
She traced the edge of it lightly along Dani’s jaw before offering it properly.
Dani felt warmth creep up her neck.
“I’m still mad at you,” she said quietly.
“I know,” Isabel answered.
She slid her free hand slightly higher along Dani’s waist, not possessive, just present.
“But you are here,” Isabel continued softly. “Safe. With me.”
Dani swallowed.
“Yes.”
Isabel fed her another piece of fruit, slower this time. Dani’s fingers curled lightly into the fabric of Isabel’s shirt.
The ocean glinted beyond the window, endless and calm.
Downstairs, faintly, Dani could hear Rosaria moving. A soft laugh. The thud of something being mounted securely into drywall.
Life continuing.
“You scared me,” Dani admitted finally.
Isabel rested her forehead briefly against the back of Dani’s shoulder. “I know.”
“You can’t make decisions like that without telling me.”
“You’re right.”
Dani turned her head slightly to look at her. “You really thought I wouldn’t notice?”
“I thought they would be subtler,” Isabel admitted.
Dani huffed a small laugh.
Isabel lifted a piece of kiwi, holding it between her fingers. “Forgive me?”
Dani leaned back just enough that their eyes met.
“Eventually,” she said.
Isabel smiled faintly and fed her the fruit.
The sweetness lingered.
The tension between them was not gone, but it was softer now. Tempered by touch. By proximity. By the quiet certainty that even when they misstepped, they came back to each other.
Isabel’s arms tightened slightly around her waist.
Outside, the ocean shimmered.
Inside, Dani let herself relax.
The next morning felt lighter.
Dani woke early out of habit. She took her pills with a glass of water in the kitchen while the house was still quiet, the faint sound of the ocean filtering in through cracked windows. Afterward, she made her way to the exercise bike downstairs.
Ten minutes.
That was the agreement she had made with herself. Ten consistent minutes every morning, no excuses.
Her leg protested for the first three, stiff and resentful. By minute five, it warmed. By minute ten, she was breathing steadily, a thin sheen of sweat forming along her collarbone.
Progress was slow. But it was real.
When she finished, she stretched carefully, then took a shower in the downstairs bathroom. The warm water loosened the remaining tension in her muscles. She leaned her forehead briefly against the tile and let the steam settle her nerves.
Today was supposed to be fun.
When she came back upstairs, Isabel was standing in front of the mirror fastening her watch.
Dani paused in the doorway.
It was strange seeing her like this. Not in one of her sharply tailored suits. Not in silk blouses and structured blazers. She was wearing a simple fitted T-shirt and jeans.
Casual.
Human.
Dani smiled faintly and moved to her side of the closet. She pulled on a comfortable pair of shorts and a soft sweater that would not be too warm once the sun climbed higher. She tied her hair back loosely.
She caught Isabel watching her in the mirror.
“This might be one of the few times I’ve seen you dressed like a normal person,” Dani remarked.
Isabel laughed quietly. “There is not much point in dressing to the nines for a bus full of tourists.”
“We are also tourists,” Dani pointed out.
Isabel tilted her head slightly. “I have been here before. Remember? I went to college here. I have seen many of these sights already.”
“Oh,” Dani said.
She had forgotten sometimes that Isabel had a life before everything tangled together. Before Dani. Before the chaos.
They went downstairs for breakfast. Something simple. Toast, fruit, coffee. Isabel sneezed once but seemed otherwise stable, her allergy medication finally doing its job.
Rosaria drove them to the meeting point for the tour bus.
The area was busy. Other tourists clustered near the curb, some wearing baseball caps and sunglasses, cameras already slung around their necks.
Dani squeezed Isabel’s hand.
They boarded and climbed up to the second level of the open-top bus. The morning sun was bright but not punishing, a breeze moving easily through the seats.
After about five minutes, a guide with a headset microphone hopped aboard and introduced himself with theatrical enthusiasm.
“Welcome to Hollywood, ladies and gentlemen.”
The bus pulled away from the curb.
They rolled past the Hollywood Walk of Fame, the guide pointing out the embedded pink stars lining the sidewalk. Dani leaned over the railing slightly to see better.
“There’s Marilyn Monroe,” the guide called out, gesturing toward the star for Marilyn Monroe. “And just a little further down, Michael Jackson.”
Dani pulled out her phone and snapped photos, angling the camera carefully. She sent one to her family group chat. Another to Lena with a simple caption that read Look at us being tourists.
The bus continued down toward the hills, weaving through streets lined with palm trees. Eventually, the iconic white letters of the Hollywood Sign came into view.
Dani’s breath caught.
Even though she had seen it in pictures her entire life, seeing it in person felt different. Bigger. Unreal.
She took another photo.
They passed by the TCL Chinese Theatre, the guide recounting stories of premieres and red carpets. Then along Sunset Boulevard, with its layered history of film, music, and scandal.
They stopped several times, allowed to hop off and wander small designated areas before regrouping.
At one scenic overlook, Dani stood near the railing, looking out over the sprawl of Los Angeles. Isabel stood beside her, their fingers laced together loosely.
“Excuse me?”
They both turned.
An older woman with a wide-brimmed hat and oversized sunglasses was smiling at them. “Are you two a couple?” She asked politely.
Dani squeezed Isabel’s hand once. “Yes,” she said. “We’re married.”
“Oh, how wonderful,” the woman beamed. “How did you two meet?”
Dani did not hesitate.
“She kidnapped me,” she said brightly. “She was going to make me her slave wife, on a plantation thousands of miles from here.”
Isabel turned slowly toward her. “I did not kidnap you.”
Dani raised an eyebrow.
“You were already kidnapped,” Isabel clarified calmly. “I simply bought you from the kidnappers. It is like going to a fast-food restaurant and buying a hamburger. I did not make the hamburger, but I purchased one.”
Dani stared at her.
“I am not a hamburger,” she said flatly. “People are not hamburgers.”
“It is an analogy, dove. I’m just saying that I brought a product. I didn’t make the product.”
“It doesn’t work as an analogy because people have human rights, unlike hamburgers. Ex-CIA agents do not torture hamburgers.”
“I didn’t say they did.”
“It was implied.”
“No, it was not.”
“Yes, it was.”
They continued like that for a full five minutes, dissecting semantics in increasingly ridiculous detail. Dani gesturing animatedly. Isabel responding with cool, lawyerly logic.
Behind them, the older woman gasped softly. Both of them froze. They had completely forgotten she was still standing there. The woman’s wide-eyed expression slowly shifted.
Then she broke into a delighted smile.
“You two,” she said, laughing. “Are you two method actors? Gosh, you can meet actors anywhere in Hollywood.”
Dani froze. Method actors?
Isabel did not miss a beat. “Ah. You caught us. We are method actors.”
Dani pressed her lips together to keep from laughing.
The woman nodded enthusiastically. “Well, you’re both very convincing.”
“Thank you,” Dani replied solemnly.
The bus horn sounded, signaling it was time to reboard. As they climbed back up to the second level, Dani finally let herself laugh openly. Isabel shook her head slightly, though she was smiling too.
“You are impossible,” Isabel murmured.
“And you compared me to a hamburger,” Dani shot back.
“It was structurally sound as an analogy.”
“It was not.”
They settled back into their seats as the bus pulled away, the city stretching out beneath them once more.
Dani leaned her head lightly against Isabel’s shoulder.
For the first time in a long time, she felt almost ordinary.
Just two women on a bus in Hollywood.
Laughing.
The bus tour rolled on through the wide boulevards and narrower studio-lined streets of Los Angeles, the guide’s voice rising and falling with practiced enthusiasm as he pointed out landmarks that had shaped decades of film and television.
Dani found herself leaning forward more than she expected, her elbow resting along the railing of the open top deck, warm sunlight sliding over her bare legs.
They passed the gates of Paramount Pictures, the archway gleaming in the morning light, and the guide launched into a rapid-fire list of classics filmed there. A few minutes later, they cruised alongside the sprawling lots of Warner Bros.
Where tall soundstage buildings stood like enormous, windowless giants. Crew members could be seen wheeling carts between trailers, and Dani spotted someone in full costume stepping carefully across the pavement, lifting a long skirt to avoid tripping.
It was strange and intimate, like glimpsing behind a carefully guarded illusion. Isabel, seated beside her in jeans and a simple T-shirt, watched with mild interest but without the wide-eyed awe Dani felt. She had been here before. She had lived here once. That knowledge lingered between them in subtle ways, not heavy, just present.
When the bus slowed again near Universal Studios Hollywood, the guide’s tone shifted into something conspiratorial. He listed upcoming films in production, hinted at celebrity sightings earlier in the week, and pointed toward a distant building where a well-known television drama was allegedly shooting its finale.
Dani lifted her phone more than once, snapping pictures she knew would never quite capture the feeling of being there but wanting proof all the same.
She sent a few to her family, another to Lena, with a quick caption about pretending to be important industry insiders. Then the bus turned down a more industrial stretch of road, and the guide’s voice grew louder with excitement.
“And this,” he declared, sweeping his arm toward a large warehouse-style building, “is the studio where they shoot The Flame. Shooting for season twelve has already started, folks. Twelve seasons of culinary brilliance and complete meltdowns.”
Dani’s posture changed instantly. Through the open side of the bus, she could see the logo painted boldly on the side of the building, flames curling around the lettering.
Her pulse kicked up in a way she did not entirely expect. On the inside wall visible through a glass corridor were mounted plaques, one for each season’s winner.
Even from a distance, she could make out the metallic sheen of engraved names catching the light. She squinted, trying to read them as the bus idled at the curb. Season one. Season two. Season three.
The numbers marched forward in neat chronological order, a history of ambition and competition etched permanently into brass.
Season eight sat somewhere in the middle of the display, partially obscured by glare and reflection. Dani leaned farther, but the bus began to move again before she could focus enough to read the name.
Season eight.
That was around the time she had vanished from her own life. When she had been dragged into something dark and violent, while the rest of the world kept filming shows, crowning winners, and airing finales.
The idea that an entire season of something as normal as a cooking competition had aired and concluded while she had been somewhere else entirely made her chest tighten faintly. She let out a quiet breath and settled back into her seat.
“I’ll have to binge-watch,” she said lightly, though there was more under it than she let on.
Isabel glanced at her. “Catch up on what you missed?”
“Yeah,” Dani replied, offering a small smile. “I’m behind.”
The tour continued into the hills, past carefully manicured hedges and iron gates that concealed sprawling estates. The guide pointed out celebrity homes with exaggerated whispers, sharing bits of gossip that may or may not have been entirely factual.
Dani rested her head briefly against Isabel’s shoulder, feeling the steady warmth of her through the thin cotton of her shirt. The earlier argument about security details felt distant now, not erased but softened by sunlight and laughter and the simple ordinariness of being tourists on a bus.
Eventually, they were delivered back to the bustling curb where the tour had begun. People disembarked in clusters, comparing photos and recounting their favorite stops.
Dani reached automatically for her phone to text Rosaria for pickup, but Isabel’s hand closed gently around her wrist.
“What if we grab some lunch first?” Isabel suggested, her tone casual but hopeful. “Just us.”
Dani hesitated only a second before nodding. “Okay.”
They walked hand in hand down the sidewalk, blending easily into the afternoon crowd. Dani’s leg was sore in a familiar, manageable way, and she adjusted her pace without comment.
The city felt alive around them, street musicians playing near storefronts, tourists pausing to take pictures of murals, the smell of grilled food drifting from nearby patios.
They eventually chose a restaurant with shaded outdoor seating and a menu displayed neatly by the entrance, reviews posted in the window promising generous portions and quick service.
Inside, they were seated at a small table near a window that let in warm light without direct glare. The waitress arrived with menus and an easy smile, asking about drinks before leaving them to decide. Dani skimmed the options quickly, appetite sharpened by the long morning.
“Do you know what you want?” Isabel asked, folding her menu slightly.
“The grilled salmon,” Dani answered. “With whatever vegetables it comes with.”
When the waitress returned, Isabel ordered for both of them without hesitation. Her voice was calm, steady, and firm in a way that commanded attention without being rude. She specified Dani’s salmon, how it should be prepared, asked for lemon on the side, and then gave her own order with similar clarity.
She did not raise her voice or snap her fingers or do anything overtly dramatic, yet there was an unmistakable authority in the way she spoke.
Dani felt heat bloom low in her stomach.
When the waitress left, Isabel looked at her curiously. “What?”
“Nothing,” Dani replied too quickly.
Isabel’s eyes narrowed slightly with amusement. “You are smiling.”
Dani let out a soft laugh, shaking her head as she leaned back in her chair. The realization had crept up on her quietly, settling into place before she fully registered it.
“It’s just,” she began, then paused, pressing her lips together as if deciding whether to say it out loud.
Isabel waited.
“We’re married,” Dani said finally, a grin spreading across her face. “And this is our first date.”
Isabel blinked once, then huffed a quiet laugh.
“We did everything so out of order,” Dani continued, her tone warm and incredulous all at once. “We got married before we went out to dinner. Before we did the normal couple stuff. Sure, we took that walk in the garden once, but I was your slave then. Whether I agreed to it or not, it wasn’t exactly a date.”
She glanced down at their hands resting near each other on the tabletop, sunlight catching on Isabel’s ring.
“Now I’m here because I want to be,” she added more softly. “I chose this.”
Now she was sitting here because she wanted to be.
Because she chose to be.
Because she loved her.
Isabel’s expression changed subtly, something tender slipping through the composure she wore so naturally. She reached across the table and placed her hand over Dani’s, thumb brushing slowly over her knuckles.
“Then we will correct the order,” Isabel said. “We will go on many more.”
Dani laughed quietly. “Yeah?”
“Yes,” Isabel replied, a small smile lifting the corner of her mouth. “Proper ones.”
Their food arrived soon after, and they ate slowly, unhurried. They talked about the bus tour, about the plaques at The Flame studio, about whether Isabel’s allergies would survive two long-haired cats permanently occupying the house. Dani found herself laughing easily, the kind of laughter that felt loose and unforced.
Married.
On their first date.
Completely backwards.
Completely theirs.
When they finished eating, they lingered at the table a little longer than necessary, neither rushing to end the afternoon. Isabel’s hand remained over Dani’s, warm and steady.
“More dates,” Dani said softly, meeting her eyes.
“Many more,” Isabel answered.
Chapter 47: Velvet Leash Side Stories: Part 3
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Two months later, the house felt lived in.
Not just occupied, not just maintained, but lived in. The kind of subtle transformation that came from routine settling into place. There were cat toys scattered in corners that never quite made it back to their basket, faint scratch marks on the lower portions of a few doorframes where the cats had tested boundaries, and the soft, constant presence of fur on furniture, no matter how often it was brushed away. The air carried a mixture of ocean salt and something warmer now, something domestic.
Rosaria stood at the front door with a duffel bag slung over her shoulder, dressed more casually than usual, though still neat in a way that was unmistakably her. Dani and Isabel stood just inside the entryway, watching her with a quiet attentiveness that carried more weight than the moment itself suggested.
“My Uber is here,” Rosaria said, glancing briefly over her shoulder as if she could already hear the car pulling up beyond the gate. Then her focus snapped back to them, and her composure shifted into something more meticulous, more precise.
“Remember to give the cats fresh water twice a day, and change their litter every evening. I already refilled the automatic feeder, but you should still check it in the mornings. And close the door to the pool at night so they cannot get in and attempt to swim unsupervised. And make sure the windows in my room remain—”
“Rosaria,” Dani cut in gently, unable to keep the small laugh out of her voice. “We get it.”
Rosaria paused mid-sentence.
“When you get back,” Dani continued, stepping a little closer, “they’re going to be just as happy and healthy as when you left. I promise.”
For a moment, Rosaria simply looked at her.
Then she smiled.
It was small, but real.
“Thank you,” she said quietly.
She stepped forward and pulled Dani into a brief but firm hug. Dani returned it easily, one arm looping around her back, the other careful of her own balance. There was something grounding in the gesture, something steady and familiar.
When they separated, Rosaria turned her attention toward the living room, where the two cats were sprawled across the couch like they owned it entirely. One lifted its head lazily at the sound of her voice.
“I will be back soon,” Rosaria said to them, her tone softening in a way she rarely allowed.
The darker one blinked slowly.
The lighter one flicked its tail.
Satisfied, Rosaria adjusted the strap of her bag and moved toward the door.
“Okay,” she said, more to herself than to them. “I am off. Bye. I will see you next week.”
She opened the door, stepped through, and then she was gone.
The door closed with a soft click behind her.
For a moment, the house felt quieter.
Dani stood there, looking at the door a second longer than necessary before exhaling softly.
“I wish I could’ve gone with her,” she said.
Isabel, who had been standing just behind her, shifted slightly. “You do not need any more new environments right now,” she replied, her tone calm but firm. “We still have not found you a therapist.”
“Still,” Dani said, glancing down briefly. “It just feels bad, you know? Seeing her go alone.”
Isabel stepped closer, her presence immediately filling the space Rosaria had left behind. “Rosaria always visits her mother’s grave on her mother’s birthday,” she said. “She usually goes alone.”
Dani listened quietly.
“And she mentioned she is meeting Alya and Camilla after she arrives,” Isabel added. “She will not be alone for long.”
Dani nodded slowly.
“That’s good,” she murmured.
The silence that followed was softer than before, less empty.
Isabel closed the remaining distance between them, her hands settling at Dani’s waist, drawing her gently back against her. The movement was familiar now, instinctive. Grounding.
“You should be more concerned,” Isabel said quietly, her voice lowering just enough to shift the mood, “about all the things we can do now that we have the house to ourselves.”
There was a hint of a smile in her tone.
Dani huffed a quiet laugh, though she didn’t pull away.
Isabel leaned in, pressing a slow kiss to the side of Dani’s neck, just below her ear. Not rushed, not overwhelming. Just enough to send a warm shiver down her spine.
The house had settled into a quiet, heavy calm by the time Dani came back into the living room, her hair still slightly damp from the shower, the ends brushing against the straps of her tank top. She moved carefully but more confidently than she had weeks ago, her cane tapping softly against the floor before she lowered herself onto the couch.
She was dressed down in nothing more than underwear and a loose tank, comfortable in a way that felt careless. The kind of comfort that came from finally feeling safe in her own space, in her own body, even if that feeling still came and went in fragile waves.
She reached for the remote, scrolling for a moment before settling on something that looked passable, something with ghosts and dim lighting and a cover image that promised just enough tension to keep her attention without overwhelming her. She was just about to press play when she heard Isabel’s footsteps approaching from behind.
The couch dipped slightly as Isabel sat down beside her, close enough that their legs brushed.
“What are we watching?” Isabel asked, her voice casual, warm, like nothing in the world had ever gone wrong.
Dani didn’t even look at her at first. “Oh, no,” she said flatly, already shaking her head. “No, no, no. The last time we tried to watch a movie together, you talked through the entire thing.”
“I did not,” Isabel said immediately, though there was a hint of a smile creeping into her voice.
“You absolutely did,” Dani shot back, finally glancing at her. “You asked questions, made predictions, argued with the characters. At one point, you paused it to explain why someone’s decision was stupid.”
“It was stupid,” Isabel replied, completely unbothered.
Dani gave her a look.
Isabel held up a hand. “I promise,” she said, more sincerely now. “I will not talk this time.”
Dani studied her for a second, clearly weighing the odds. “You’re sure?” She asked.
“I am sure.”
Dani narrowed her eyes just a little, then finally relented with a quiet sigh, turning back to the TV. “Fine. But if you start, I’m turning it off.”
“I will not start,” Isabel said.
Dani pressed play.
The movie opened with the usual slow build. A family moving into a new house. Long shots of empty hallways, soft creaking sounds that may or may not have been real. The title flashed briefly across the screen. “The Hollow Between Walls.” The kind of name that took itself just seriously enough to be intriguing.
For the first ten minutes, Isabel was completely silent.
Dani noticed.
She noticed the stillness beside her, the way Isabel’s attention stayed fixed on the screen, the absence of commentary that she had fully expected to start within the first five minutes. It was almost impressive.
Maybe she really meant it.
On screen, one of the characters, a teenage boy, started walking down a dark hallway, the camera lingering just behind him as the lights flickered faintly overhead.
Dani felt Isabel shift beside her.
She said nothing.
The boy kept walking.
The hallway stretched longer than it should have.
And then, very quietly at first, Isabel leaned forward just a fraction and said, “No. Do not go in there.”
Dani didn’t react.
She kept her eyes on the screen, pretending she hadn’t heard it.
The boy reached the end of the hallway.
Opened the door.
Stepped inside.
The music cut out completely for a split second before the ghost lunged from the darkness, slamming into him, the screen distorting as his body jerked violently.
“I told you!” Isabel burst out, sitting up straighter. “What did I say? I told him not to go in there!”
Dani closed her eyes.
Just for a second.
She inhaled slowly through her nose, exhaled, then turned her head to look at Isabel with a completely flat expression.
“Shh.”
“I am just saying,” Isabel continued, gesturing toward the screen, “that was entirely avoidable.”
“Shh,” Dani repeated, more firmly this time.
Isabel pressed her lips together.
For about thirty seconds.
The movie continued. The possessed boy now moving unnaturally, his posture wrong, his voice slightly distorted as he tried to convince another character to follow him somewhere darker, somewhere worse.
Isabel shifted again.
“Do not listen to him,” she muttered under her breath. “He is clearly compromised.”
Dani dragged a hand down her face.
Now she understood.
Now she understood why there hadn’t been any televisions in the villa back in Colombia.
It was not a design choice.
“Isabel,” Dani said quietly, not even looking at her this time. “Please. Just watch.”
“I am watching.”
“Silently.”
“I am being mostly silent.”
Dani turned her head slowly.
Isabel sighed, leaning back against the couch again. “Fine.”
For a little while, it worked again.
The movie built tension, slow and steady, until another sudden moment snapped the silence. A sharp, loud jumpscare as something slammed against a mirror.
Isabel flinched hard beside her.
“Jesus,” she said under her breath, her hand instinctively grabbing onto Dani’s arm for a second before she relaxed again.
Dani huffed a small laugh despite herself.
“Still not talking?” She asked.
“That doesn’t count,” Isabel replied.
“Mm.”
The movie carried on, uneven but engaging enough, and despite the interruptions, Dani found herself relaxing into it. Into the couch, into the warmth beside her, into the strange normalcy of sitting here watching something stupid and predictable and somehow still entertaining.
By the time the credits finally started to roll, the tension had bled out of the room, replaced by something softer.
And then, in the quiet that followed, Dani heard it.
A low, unmistakable growl.
She turned her head.
Isabel stared straight ahead, as if nothing had happened.
Dani raised an eyebrow.
“That your stomach?” She asked.
“No,” Isabel said immediately.
It growled again.
Dani snorted, pushing herself forward slightly as she reached for her cane. “Okay. I’ll start on dinner.”
She began to stand, shifting her weight carefully, but before she could fully get up, Isabel’s hand caught her wrist.
“I can do it,” Isabel said.
Dani froze. Then she looked at her.
And then she laughed.
Not just a small laugh, but a full, genuine, can’t quite stop kind of laugh that bent her forward slightly, her grip tightening on the cane just to steady herself.
“You?” Dani said between breaths. “Cook something?”
Isabel frowned slightly, already standing. “Yes.”
“When I met you,” Dani continued, still laughing, “you literally bragged about not having cooked in over twenty years.”
“That does not mean I cannot,” Isabel shot back, her tone sharpening with determination. “It simply means I have not needed to.”
Dani wiped at the corner of her eye. “Oh, this I have to see.”
“I will make something good,” Isabel insisted, already turning toward the kitchen like she had something to prove.
“Do you want help?” Dani called after her.
“No,” Isabel replied firmly. “I can make a meal all by myself.”
Dani leaned back against the couch, still smiling, listening as Isabel moved into the kitchen with the confidence of someone who had absolutely no idea what they were doing.
There was a pause.
A longer pause.
Then, the faint sound of something being opened. Closed. Opened again.
Silence.
And in the kitchen, Isabel stood in front of the stove, staring at it.
Trying to figure out how to turn it on.
Isabel lingered in the kitchen for a moment after declaring her independence, the confidence she’d walked in with already starting to thin at the edges. She stood there, hands on her hips, slowly turning her head as she took in the space like it was unfamiliar territory.
Which, in all fairness, it was.
She stepped toward the fridge first, opening it and staring inside.
There was… a lot.
Containers, vegetables, and sauces, neatly stacked items that all looked intentional, all placed there by someone who actually knew what they were doing. Rosaria’s system, no doubt. Everything had a place, everything made sense, just not to her.
Isabel leaned in slightly, squinting.
“How many times have I even been in here?” She muttered to herself.
Two, maybe three. And those times had not exactly been for cooking. Mostly just grabbing Dani a bottle of water after she’d completely worn her out, the memory was enough to make her smirk faintly before she refocused.
She straightened and opened the freezer next.
More things she didn’t recognize.
It was a strange feeling, opening your own freezer and realizing you had absolutely no idea what any of it was or how it got there. Packages, frozen bags, labels, she didn’t bother reading because they wouldn’t mean anything anyway.
Rosaria did all of the grocery shopping.
Isabel closed the freezer with a soft thud and turned back to the counter, determination settling back in. She wasn’t going to be defeated by a kitchen.
She looked back at Dani, who was using the laser pointer to play with the cats. Benny and Grace rapidly following the small ball of light everywhere it went.
Her eyes landed on a package of chicken.
That seemed… straightforward.
She picked it up, turning it over in her hands like that might tell her something useful. It looked fresh. Probably. She wasn’t entirely sure what fresh chicken was supposed to look like, but this seemed close enough.
“Good enough,” she decided.
She set it down, opened the packaging with mild difficulty, and placed a piece into a pan. No seasoning, no prep, just straight into the pan like that was how it worked.
Then came the real challenge.
The stove.
Isabel stared at it.
It stared back.
She reached out, hesitated, then turned one of the knobs.
Nothing.
She frowned, turning it the other way.
A faint clicking sound.
Then a sudden whoosh of flame that made her jerk her hand back slightly.
“Okay,” she muttered. “There we go.”
She adjusted it again, watching the flame rise and fall, trying to decide what looked correct. Eventually, she settled on something that seemed reasonable and left it there, folding her arms as she watched the chicken sit in the pan.
It didn’t sizzle immediately.
That felt… wrong.
She waited.
A few seconds later, a faint sizzle started.
“That’s probably fine,” she said, nodding once.
--
One hour later.
Dani sat at the table beside her, their chairs close enough that their knees brushed lightly under the surface. In front of each of them sat a plate.
On each plate, a single piece of chicken.
Burnt on the outside.
No sides.
No sauce.
Just… chicken.
Dani stared at hers for a moment before picking up her knife and cutting into it. The blade slid through the charred exterior with a slight crunch before meeting far less resistance inside.
She paused.
Dani blinked once.
“Baby,” she said slowly, her voice carefully neutral, “this is quite impressive.”
Isabel immediately straightened, a flicker of pride lighting up her expression. “Really?”
Dani turned the piece slightly so Isabel could see.
Raw.
Very raw.
“Yeah,” she said. “I’ve never been served chicken that’s both burnt and raw before.”
She held it there for emphasis. “That’s impressive.”
Isabel frowned, leaning in slightly before sitting back with a small huff. “That is not my fault,” she said. “The stove is not exactly my domain.”
Dani snorted, setting the fork down. “I’m not criticizing you,” she said, still smiling as she reached for her phone. “I’m just… observing.”
She tapped a few times, already pulling up a delivery app. “Half pepperoni, half chicken,” she murmured as she selected the options, glancing at Isabel. “Your favorite.”
Isabel didn’t argue.
“And cheesy breadsticks,” Dani added, finishing the order before setting her phone down.
She looked back at Isabel, her expression softening. “There’s no shame in asking for help, baby.”
Isabel leaned back slightly in her chair, her earlier confidence fully dissolved now into something quieter. “I suppose I am just used to having servants do everything,” she admitted. “It is… different.”
Dani reached over, nudging her knee lightly. “You don’t have to be good at everything,” she said. “I could’ve cooked.”
Isabel glanced at her.
“But,” Dani continued, her tone shifting just a little, “you are going to help me do the dishes. And clean the kitchen.”
Isabel blinked. “The kitchen?”
“Yes,” Dani said, already starting to push her chair back. “Because you left it a mess.”
Isabel hesitated for exactly one second before tilting her head slightly, a familiar look creeping back into her expression. “Or,” she offered, “we could just have sex until the pizza arrives.”
Dani froze mid-movement.
Then she looked at her. “If the kitchen isn’t clean by the time we go to bed tonight,” Dani said evenly, “there will be no sex for anyone.”
There was a beat of silence.
Isabel was already standing. “Where do we start?” She asked quickly.
Dani burst out laughing, grabbing her cane as she pushed herself up, shaking her head as she moved toward the kitchen.
“Unbelievable,” she muttered, still smiling.
And Isabel followed her without hesitation, ready, very suddenly, to help with the dishes.
By the end of the week, the house had taken on a strange, lived-in chaos that hadn’t existed before. It wasn’t the quiet, perfectly maintained space Rosaria usually kept, where everything had a place and everything stayed in it.
Now there were small signs of Isabel’s attempts scattered everywhere, little disruptions that told the story of someone trying, and failing, and trying again anyway.
The plants near the windows were the first casualties. Dani noticed it one afternoon when she passed by with her cane, the rubber tip tapping softly against the hardwood as she made her way toward the kitchen. The leaves, once glossy and upright, had begun to droop, the soil dark and heavy with too much water.
She crouched carefully, steadying herself on the arm of the couch as she pressed her fingers lightly into the dirt, feeling the dampness cling to her skin.
“Isabel,” she called, not loudly, but with enough weight that it carried through the open space.
A moment later, Isabel appeared from upstairs, sleeves rolled to her elbows, a faint smear of something that might have been cleaning solution or just water streaking her forearm. “Yes?”
Dani gestured toward the plant. “How often have you been watering these?”
Isabel paused, her gaze flicking from Dani to the plant and back again, her expression shifting almost imperceptibly. “Every day,” she said, like she was answering a question on a test she hadn’t studied for.
Dani stared at her for a beat, then another, before a laugh slipped out, soft and helpless. “Baby, they’re drowning.”
Isabel exhaled through her nose, stepping closer and crouching beside her, inspecting the leaves like they might confess their suffering under pressure. “They looked thirsty,” she muttered.
“They’re not people,” Dani said, still smiling, reaching out to gently lift one of the limp leaves between her fingers. “They don’t need constant attention. Just… occasional care.”
Isabel nodded slowly, like she was committing that to memory, her shoulder brushing Dani’s as she leaned in. “I see.”
The laundry had been worse.
Dani hadn’t even realized it at first. She’d pulled a pair of underwear from the drawer that morning, something soft and comfortable she’d worn a dozen times before, only to pause as the fabric resisted her in a way it never had. Smaller. Tighter. Wrong.
She held them up between her fingers, turning them slightly, then called out, “Isabel?”
There was a brief silence, then, “Yes?”
“Did you do laundry yesterday?”
A pause. Longer this time. “...Yes.”
Dani pressed her lips together, already knowing. “Did you use hot water?”
“I thought hot water cleaned things better.”
Dani closed her eyes for a second, then opened them again, holding up the now noticeably shrunken fabric. “You shrunk my underwear.”
Isabel appeared in the doorway a moment later, took one look at the evidence, and winced like she’d been physically struck. “I can replace them.”
“That’s not the point,” Dani said, though there was no real heat in it. Just amusement, and something softer underneath. “You can’t just throw everything in and hope for the best.”
Isabel stepped closer, reaching out to take the ruined pair from Dani’s hand, her fingers brushing Dani’s knuckles briefly. “Then you’ll have to teach me.”
Dani huffed out a small laugh. “I will. Before you destroy the rest of my wardrobe.”
Even the bathroom hadn’t survived unscathed. Isabel had attempted to clean it one afternoon while Dani was downstairs doing her exercises, determined to prove she could manage something as simple as wiping down surfaces. When Dani came back up, slightly out of breath and leaning heavier on her cane than she liked to admit, she’d stopped short in the doorway.
The smell hit her first. Sharp. Overwhelming. Like every cleaning product in the house had been used at once.
“Jesus,” she muttered, waving a hand in front of her face as she stepped inside. The counters were spotless, technically, but everything was… wet. Mirrors streaked, the floor damp, towels tossed haphazardly over the sink.
Isabel stood in the middle of it, holding a spray bottle, looking both proud and uncertain. “It’s clean.”
“It’s… something,” Dani said carefully, stepping around a puddle near the sink. She reached out, running a finger along the counter, then held it up. “You used too much.”
Isabel glanced at the bottle, then back at Dani. “There was no measurement.”
Dani laughed again, softer this time, shaking her head. “There never is with you, is there?”
Despite all of it, despite the small disasters and the constant need to fix or redo or guide, Dani found herself lighter in a way she hadn’t expected. There was something almost grounding about it, watching Isabel struggle with things so ordinary, so far removed from the life they’d come from. It made everything feel… real. Human.
That night, they ended up back on the couch, the ocean a dark, shifting presence beyond the glass, the sound of waves steady and constant. Dani sat curled slightly into the cushions, one leg tucked beneath her, her cane resting within reach. Isabel sat close beside her, their thighs touching, her arm draped lazily along the back of the couch.
Dani turned her head, studying her for a moment. “You know,” she said, her voice thoughtful, “for someone who’s spent her whole life having people do things for her… you’re trying really hard.”
Isabel’s lips curved faintly, her gaze flicking toward Dani. “I like taking care of you.”
Dani’s expression softened at that, something warm settling in her chest. She reached out, her fingers brushing lightly along Isabel’s wrist before settling there. “You don’t have to be good at everything to do that.”
“I know,” Isabel said quietly. “But I want to be.”
Dani leaned her head against Isabel’s shoulder, exhaling slowly as she let herself relax into the contact. The tension that had followed her for so long, that constant undercurrent of unease, felt quieter here. Not gone, but quieter.
They sat like that for a while, the room dim, the only light coming from a lamp in the corner and the faint glow of the moon reflecting off the water. Dani’s fingers traced absent patterns against Isabel’s skin, slow and absentminded, while Isabel’s hand drifted to Dani’s thigh, resting there, warm and steady.
After a while, Isabel shifted slightly, her hand tightening just a fraction where it rested against Dani’s leg. There was a pause, subtle but noticeable, like she was weighing something.
“I have something to ask you…” Isabel said finally, her voice quieter than before, but edged with something more serious.
Dani tilted her head, lifting it from Isabel’s shoulder just enough to look at her, one eyebrow raising slightly. “Shoot.”
Isabel held her gaze for a moment, her expression unreadable, then asked, “What do you think about kids?”

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