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    Shane Hollander is looking forward another off season with his secret boyfriend but it is harshly interrupted by a call from the NHL to comply with a rare doping investigation. Things seem to be straightforward enough, but tensions rise as Yuna insists on helping manage the situation and everything else. And when an unexpected suspension hits both Shane and Ilya, they’re forced to face their worst fears.

    Technically starting before the events of The Long Game, this fic starts at the beginning of the 2020 off season. Major minor canon divergence: no one from Shane’s team knows about his relationship with Ilya. Using show canon Yuna, but otherwise building off of the Game Changers book canon.

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    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

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    When Ilya develops a close bond with his new teammate Troy, Shane has to watch someone be openly friendly with his boyfriend in ways he can’t.

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    ‘Come.’

    ‘What?’ He can see the cogs turning behind his eyes. Connor walks and sits on the edge of the mattress, sinking down.

    ‘Come. Knees.’ His legs open as he speaks, his eyebrow cocking up as if to say are you going to make me repeat myself?

    Hudson falls over his feet trying to get there quick enough, desperate to feel his touch again. Connor smiles, soft, deceiving, as Hudson looks up at him through his eyelashes.

    ‘There you go, puppy. Right where you should be, huh? Feeling good?’ His voice is soft, so, so soft. He can see Hudson start drifting a little further as he strokes a hand through his hair. He grabs by the roots and twists, smiling wider when he cries out.

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