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A sharpened blade hit the middle of a neck. Such blade sliced through the tendons, organs, veins and other flesh with no effort used. A dangerously attractive scarlet spurts out immediately and rapidly. Painting the dull and gloomy surroundings a tainted red. Sorrow fills through the denizens of the cruel kingdom's blackened hearts. They silently yet somehow openly wept with tears and their faces twisted to match that gross salty tears.
"Everybody wept for the man." A beastman said. His mutt ears twitching as the fluid of corrupted blood dripped down his maw. He seems to be quite used to this.
A white tiger hybrid stares at the criminal's carcass with an unreadable yet somehow dreary expression. His tail held low to the ground, basically grazing the cold cobble. Atsushi somehow still felt a strange empathy for the man who just died. How could he? This man is a traitor to the kingdom and one of the figures in a revolution group. Trying to throw the heir off his temporary throne, Ryuunosuke, the man Atsushi is supposed to service.
"Do you think he's one of them damned Abnormalities?" Another knight asks.
"No, i don't think so. They're extinct."
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Just 1k unfinished discontinued words of akutagawa angst. I'm not finishing this because it has no actual plot to be a multi-chapter fic, and i lost all motivation to continue it. I just needed to get it out of my drafts, it's quite annoying. But i do like the title.. I might steal it for better plots.
Akutagawa is tired, absolutely exhausted. Of what? Of himself, this world, the weretiger, of Dazai. But the hellhound's loathing isn't that strong, even the atmosphere still swallows it up.
So what does he do? of course, nothing.
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When Atsushi becomes incredibly and utterly bored, He decides to do something that isn't very Atsushi of him. Instead of being the one roped in the chaos and calamity made by his god awful friends and classmates-- He'll be the one to create the chaos.
By a groupchat.
And just as he desires, complete utter chaos happens.
Chuuya: ???????? I DO NOT AND BESIDES MLP IS PEAK
Dazai: YEAH AT THE PEAK OF BRONY 4CHANSHIITSLOP AND PAW PATROL BETTER YOU GNOME
Kunikida: what the fuck.
Chuuya: MACKEREL YOURE A 4CHAN LARPER
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Gin: Can we like STOP the deviantart fetish talk
Yosano: petiton to bsn daazai forevr say i
Chuuya: i,
Kunikida: i,
Gin: i,
Ranpo: nah
Yosano: i
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I'll Break and Break Down, Like a Stupid Man. by suiciderevenant
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
23 Nov 2025
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Tears are staining his pale bony cheeks. Eyes puffy and red, water flooding them. His nose is snotty and he can't stop that ugly feeling inside his chest and he can't breathe.
Akutagawa tries, he oh so desperately tries. With practice things will always go right. But never for Akutagawa. Never for him.
The tears start to soak a lot more into the dirty, disgusting bed, making a puddle of wet and absorbed tears. It feels weird and uncomfortable to be lying face on soggy things, especially if it's ridden with your bitter salty tears.
Akutagawa ignores the bitter thoughts clouding up in his head, they're suffocating and drowning him and he doesn't need any more negativity than he already has. It's depressing. To be so acquainted with sorrow itself. He tries to steady his vision, but nonetheless his vision swims and it feels as if his eyesight got sick of him too.
Or,
Akutagawa really just being a depressed mentally ill and unstable highschooler whom should not be left alone by himself.
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To Love is to Hurt; Or Worse, to Change by suiciderevenant
Fandoms: SolarBalls (Web Series)
03 Mar 2025
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Neptune awoke, only to be greeted by the endless void of pure empty and murky black. His memories slowly dancing back on stage and greeting him once more as they used to.
Lost in this empty region, he hears an unfamiliar yet familiar voice.
Who is this being?
AKA
Neptune boom where me who dis what happen oh I will do that thx oh wait toxic yaoi damn okay WAIT MY HUSBAND/SPOUSE/IDK.
Discontinued, okay..?
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Dazai is suspicious when Atsushi asks for a day off to see a friend, knowing Atsushi usually lacks friendships outside their agency. Observing Atsushi's anxious behavior reveals his dishonesty. Determined to uncover the truth, Dazai follows Atsushi through undercover actions and even involves Kunikida and Chuuya. They arrange a covert investigation that leads them to unexpectedly catch a private moment between Atsushi and Ryuunosuke Akutagawa, revealing a tense mix of drama, desire, and panic amidst teamwork and enemies. After a confrontation, Romantic tensions linger, highlighting the complexities of their relationships within the agency they belong to.
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Atsushi takes a day off to visit a “friend,” which might have worked if he were better at lying, but unfortunately for him, Dazai notices everything and decides that this is now his problem to solve.
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10 Jul 2026
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Akutagawa spends his last month alive living his best life, he shows his true self, one without hostility, one without anger, a soft voice and a quiet laugh is all that is left. What if he dies in the arms of one of the friends he made when he gave up hostility and wanting approval.
Very soft Akutagawa btw.
I made it for a person that said they loved Akutagawa centered angst, there username was suicidereverent so I hope they like it if they see it!!!!
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Akutagawa: On the Arcane by mimi_tunes
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 May 2026
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“You think you have me all figured out, don’t you?” Akutagawa hissed.
Yet the words fell over Harry not like rain pellets of a furious thunderstorm-- rather, a gentle breeze, which merely washed over him, cold to the touch, yet noticeably subdued. It was as if Akutagawa had stopped trying.
“No…” Harry sent him a gentle smile. “But I hope to.”
There's something about the foreign student, Akutagawa, that gives Harry Potter a bad feeling. Be it his bizarre sorting or his perpetual glower, he was certainly a mysterious character.
The rest of Hogwarts felt no different. Every day Harry heard a new rumor about the boy. Was he a Death Eater? A vampire? Possessed by ghosts?
… Or perhaps a lonely boy having trouble making friends?
(The truth is that Akutagawa was an ability user from the Port Mafia on a mission to assimilate into the Wizarding World. But that’s only for him to know.)
Bookmarked by suiciderevenant
28 May 2026
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Amazing. Love the characterization and also Because i love Akutagawa. Can't wait. Im. Im a. Wow. Speechles.
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approve, applaud, agree (don't ever question) by abandoncrow
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
17 Feb 2026
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‘Taxidermy stoat,’ Atsushi’s brain provides unhelpfully at the very much alive creature with a small paw outstretched toward Atsushi. Atsushi blinks, rubbing his eyes to clear what must be some kind of hallucination.
“Hello!” The creature greets cheerfully, speaking in perfect Japanese. “Might I ask your name?”
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The sight that greets Ryuunosuke as his eyes snap open is unfamiliar - he can barely make out the towering shadows of medical equipment he’s never seen before and the flickering of computer screens blocked by the hulking figure reaching out toward him.
The man has no face, Ryuunosuke realizes, his eyes tracing over a grisly mess of fleshy scars.
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OR yet another fic about sskk in the bnha world to add to the pile.
Bookmarked by suiciderevenant
02 Feb 2026
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HELLYEAH . ok. peak. i like reading it at 3 AM.