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  1. Public Bookmark 80

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    A look at how the world reacts to the death of Shane Hollander, told through the phone of Ilya Rozanov; a collection of voicemails, texts, 911 transcripts, and social media posts.

    From 4:15am-11:01pm

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    24 Apr 2026

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    4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.

    OR: inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!

    Translation in Russian and Mandarin!

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    16 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    Shane has been the favorite son for twenty-nine years. Ilya, he’s sure, has never been the favorite son. Maybe when Irina was alive, maybe when he had his mother to adore him, to support him and encourage him, to cheer him on. But he’s never basked in the glow of people who love him, not like Shane has. When Ilya disappointed his parents (his real parents, not Shane’s), he had something to be afraid of, something real, real danger, real fear of losing, of not being good enough. Ilya was raised starving.

    Shane should be willing to share. He should want to.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Shane is silent for so long that Rozanov leans, slouching against the doorframe, and raises his eyebrows at him expectantly. “Yes? You are selling bibles?”
    “You fucked my girlfriend.” It tears out of him.
    “Ah,” Rozanov drawls, as if the thought is just now occurring to him, “yes. I did.”

     

    based on a tweet

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    28 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    An idea lodges in Shane's head, metastasizing quickly as his mind flies over dates and names and account numbers. An idea that would solve all of his worries, his fears, that was the best thing for everyone, in the end.

    Everyone, except Ilya. But Ilya wasn’t here, was he? Shane had given him up for the sake of his legacy.

    If he could sacrifice his heart and soul for his legacy, it was the easiest decision in the world to decide to end his life as well. 

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    26 Jan 2026