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    “If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, the future or anything else, what would you want to know?” Quickly, Ilya adds, “Don’t say that you want to know if you win the Cup.”

    “Why not? What if that’s my answer?”

    “Is so boring, Hollander. Of course you want to know this. But Ilya Rozanov and Boston Raiders exist in this world, so crystal ball says, so sad, but no.”

    “Fuck off. What are these questions even for, anyway? Are you interviewing me for something? Wouldn’t you have to, like, tell me if you were?”

    Ilya is quick to assure Hollander before his paranoia takes him right out of this phone call. “It is not for interview, Hollander. I am just wondering. Answer the question.”

    “And I can’t say that I would want to know whether I win the Cup.”

    “Yes, other than that.”

    “I guess… I guess I would want to know, like, am I happy?”

     


     
    Ilya reads an article about 36 questions that are supposed to make people fall in love. He decides to ask Shane.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    love Ilya and the vulnerability he doesn't quite know what to do with

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    Shane calls a phone sex hotline and gets Ilya crooning unspeakable filth in his ear. It kind of devolves from there.

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    Ilya is a college student in Boston working on the side as a phone sex operator, Shane is still a hockey player. They have toe-curling, dirty phone sex and end up falling in love along the way.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    ahhhh this is such an incredible AU and I love them so much!! Ilya here is an MIT physics researcher and part-time sex line operator, and somehow it all works so well

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    Ilya has been dead for five years when Shane sees a man who looks exactly like him standing on a crowded Toronto sidewalk. So, at first, Shane thinks he’s seeing a ghost.

    Only, Shane doesn’t believe in ghosts.

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    17 Aug 2026

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    A beautiful exploration of grief, and that first tentative step toward moving forward. Ilya is so very present throughout. Gentle and real

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    In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.

    But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.

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    Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    Ahh such an amazing AU! After their first encounter, Shane lies to keep Ilya around longer and it changes everything. Gorgeous, long, and these two are sooo very in love

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    Shane’s ex-girlfriends keep coming out as queer. He’s trying to be supportive, he really is, okay? Listen, he’s an ally! But it’s sort of becoming a problem. For pretty obvious reasons, because people are definitely starting to notice—Ilya most of all.

    (AKA, I give Shane the most absurd queer community and convoluted coming-of-age journey of all time and it still somehow gradually makes things better in the long run.)

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Shane dates various women through the years and inadvertently builds queer community instead. Good exploration of Shane’s internalized homophobia about himself, even as he supports the queer women in his life