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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    “No, no, no, you don’t get off that easy.” Matt trapped him up against the wall. He looked down between them and snorted. “Or, well, clearly you do, faggot.”

    “I’m not– You’re the faggot.”

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    11 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    “I’m not letting him fuck me,” Jay says, arms crossed, swallowed up entirely by the massive hoodie he’s wearing. Matt could break him like a twig. His Jay could break him like a moderately sized stick, given some effort.

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    08 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Unsatisfied with the porn he finds online, Matt makes his own porn video, where Jay is the star.

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    08 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    Jay’s hand touches the side of Matt’s face. He closes the distance left between them and presses their mouths together. A loud moan spikes the audio.

    Matt smacks the space bar. The Matt and Jay on-screen are frozen with their heads bent towards each other. There’s no sound except his heartbeat ricocheting in his ears. “Where did you find this?”

    —

    It’s about old friends and memories.

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    07 Oct 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Regardless of why, he's on his knees now, staring up at Matt, and this he does understand: Matt's got a finger beneath his chin, tipping his head up so he has no other choice but to meet his eyes. It's like looking at the sun: painful, but addictive. Jay is hit all at once with the understanding of why Matt blinded himself. Of course; it all makes sense now.
    “Open up, Birdie,” he says, placing the rim of the bottle to his bottom lip, and Jay does, like he always does, inevitably bending to Matt’s will no matter how big a fuss he puts up. The wine is sweeter when it's Matt who pours it, he thinks, though that may be just an illusion from the swirling fog of his inebriation.

    (To his chagrin, Matt makes Jay wear a shitty dog costume for Halloween. Some wine might take the edge off.)

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    07 Oct 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 8

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    Jay McCarrol’s iCloud password is 402QueenW!!! (That's three exclamation marks for anyone counting.)

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    07 Oct 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 11

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    Jay turns around, starts playing with the piano keys. "I guess what I'm trying to say is… it might be nice if you. You know." He plays some chord. "Fuck me."

    "You mean—" Matt starts.

    "Don't say up the butt," Jay says, which is, in fact, exactly what Matt was going to say. "But, yeah. That."

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    03 Oct 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 11

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    Sometimes you just get itchy. It’s human nature: dust particles, or dry skin, or your clothes rubbing against you the wrong way. Jay has a patch of eczema under his left arm that bothers him from time to time. The point is, you can’t really control when it hits you. Sometimes you have to scratch your balls in public, etc.

    Right now, there’s an itch tucked up inside of Jay.

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    01 Oct 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 2

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    After Jay comes home drunk, Matt pitches a plan where they pretend Jay is missing in order to get the Rivoli's attention.

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    26 Sep 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 31

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    There's this thing Jay’s heard of. Schroeder's Cat.

    From what he remembers, it's that the kid from Peanuts, the piano player, for some reason he has a cat in the body of his piano. Why he has a cat in the piano no one can say. It's one of life’s great mysteries. But it may or may not be dead, is the point. As long as Schroeder plays, and never opens the piano, the cat stays alive. But it also stays dead. It's two things at once.

    This is Matt. In the metaphor, if you haven’t caught on already. Or simile, he’s not sure. Always mixes the two up. But the cat is Matt. Just so you know. The cat in Jay’s piano.

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    24 Sep 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 5

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    (Post-movie Jay gets triggered by the Pokémon movie and cries about it. Matt gets a boner and gets real weird with it.)

    Something slices through Jay.
    Something about death and thundershocks.
    Something about lightning strikes and losing life partners.

    Time seems to stop and Matt is slamming the PRTSCN button on his mental keyboard forty times in rapid succession. Jay’s side profile here has to be preserved for future historians. Ornithologists. Whatever.

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    22 Sep 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 4

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    a fill for the prompt "Matt/Jay, piss kink, viceland era"

    Matt’s voice deepens when he growls “you got all wet just for me, didn’t you?” and it’s at that point Jay’s stomach feels like it’s going to plummet entirely out of his body.

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    22 Sep 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 2

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    Jay gets terribly sick one night after another failed plan, and is all up to Matt to take care of him

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    22 Sep 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 34

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    In a recurring dream, Matt is Jay’s piano.

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    16 Sep 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 19

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    Matt clapped his hands and rubbed them together, thrumming with excitement. “This is perfect. We go for a few days, rehearse like crazy, maybe even come up with a whole new act! Then we can show Marty and he’ll be like ‘oh my god you guys are just fantastic I’m going to call the Rivoli right now and DEMAND that they let you play!’ and we’ll book a show, and everything will be great!”

    It was hard not to believe him, not to fall for his convictions and blinding optimism. Matt’s eyes were shining and bright and he was looking at Jay like he could offer him the whole world. And maybe he could.
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    Jay has a problem, Matt has a solution. Shame about the ulterior motives!

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    14 Sep 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 2

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    Can I be your pain now?

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    13 Sep 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 5

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    The person he either is or is portraying so convincingly does things this venomously devotional so routinely that you could almost be tricked into thinking they’re entirely normal things to do.

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    13 Sep 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 14

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    “I'm glad you're gonna be there this year,” Jay says offhandedly, floating on his back, “gonna be way more fun,” he turns to face Matt, one eye under the water, one eye above, and he can't read Matt's expression at all.
    “Yeah,” Matt says, before smiling. “Yeah,” he says again, with more fervor, smile getting bigger. “Last time they ever get to break us up.”
    Jay smiles as Matt comes closer, giggling a little as he does, instinctively raising his hands in defense for whatever it is Matt's going to do.

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    13 Sep 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 19

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    And then Jay gingerly placed a single hand over where Jared was touching his shoulder. Those long, elegant pianist’s fingers that were supposed to be Matt’s and Matt’s alone. And Jay squeezed. Gently.

    A chill ran through Matt, from his toes up to his trilby.

    He was only vaguely cognizant of Luca, with the other camera, zooming in on what was no doubt his shocked expression, mouth gaping open and closed like an asphyxiating fish.

    What. The. Actual. Fuck.

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    After witnessing his best friend's death, Jay finds surprising solace in the one person who can understand what he's going through, a certain omnipresent documentarian.

    Meanwhile, Matt notices and jumps to all the wrong conclusions...

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    07 Sep 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 6

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    Matt snorts. “Oh please, Bird, you know I’m right.”

    Jay goes quiet. He recognizes this tone from Matt. It’s his stubborn tone, the tone he gets when he’s convinced his way is the right way and nothing Jay says will move him.

    —

    Jay has a fantasy.

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    1,151

    06 Sep 2026

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