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“I get like this, sometimes,” Benson admitted. “Really, um – up.”
Silence stretched. The set of Randy’s jaw told Benson he had no intention of filling it.
Benson sighed, rubbing his eyes. “And, uh, one of the ways I come back down is,” he gestured at nothing, “y’know, uh –”
“Sleeping with strangers?” Randy asked, and the anger was different now, heavy in the air between them. It tasted like salt, like sticking his tongue in a socket.
Benson shrugged. “Pain.”
“Pain?”
“It –” Benson sighed. “It needs to hurt. Otherwise it won’t work.”
___Benson has an itch that needs scratching. Randy offers a safer alternative.
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R wlm'g pmld dszg blf hzrw (I don't know what you said) by Milk_and_Egg
Fandoms: No I'm not a Human (Video Game)
27 Oct 2025
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You don't like talking to people. You don't like how they look at you like you did something wrong by just existing. The man in your closet is different. He doesn't think what you say is odd, because he doesn't know what you say. You don't know what he says either. It's perfect. especially when you can't handle the pressures of the end of the world.
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25 Jun 2026
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After two months of hiding it seems the sun is finally returning to normal and the visitors, unable to handle the temperature change, are rapidly dying off. With it being safe to return outside the homeowner’s guests set out to return to their lives. For the first time since the “apocalypse” he finds himself alone and oddly enough the man finds that he no longer enjoys the solitude that he once craved. Eager for something familiar, he decides to open his home to guests again. The homeowner quickly learns to be careful what you wish for when a familiar pale visitor returns, this time as his new roommate.
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A Palegun fic where they end up as roommates. Intruder regresses to a more human-like state as it gets colder, and becomes more monstrous as it warms up (Infection goes dormant and flares up based on temperature).
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21 Jun 2026
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During one of many lonely nights, at a particularly low point, a shadow outside the window shows up with an offer. One that should be easy to refuse… Right?
(A palegun comic! A NSFW, sketchy, and self-indulgent one at that!)
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19 Jun 2026
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obsession by PaintedVanilla for load_star
Fandoms: Fight Club (1999), Fight Club - All Media Types, Fight Club - Chuck Palahniuk
07 May 2023
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Tyler, I say, breaking the lazy silence. Can I ask you a question?
Tyler scoffs. He doesn’t open his eyes, but the tiniest hint of a smile has manifested on his lips. “Sure, Ikea boy.”
I reach down, running my fingers through his hair. He still doesn’t look at me, so I ask, If we met on the plane the night my condo blew up, how did you know to blow it up?
Tyler finally opens his eyes. He looks directly at me, eyes shining the way they do when I’ve said something that excites him.
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05 Jun 2026