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  1. Public Bookmark 75

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    “go to hell,” ghost spits, hard and final. soap’s barely ever seen price like this— for a man who’s spent his entire career controlling his temper, honing it into single, murderous moments, he’s baring over riley in the helicopter like he’s about to throw him out.

    soap finds a man he doesn’t recognise running from price’s office, covered in bruises and stains that say exactly what happened to him all by themselves. its just a matter, then, of finding out his name, finding out what happened to him, no matter how little he wants to tell it himself.

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    12 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    difficult read but sweet

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    He couldn't remember the last time touch meant love to him. It must've been some time when he was little, when his mother's hands were still tender and he looked less like his father. As he grew taller and bulkier, and his words grew defensive and harsh, she began to stare straight through him. The last gentle touch he'd ever taken without shivering beneath it was her thin fingers dragging over the bruises mottling his arms, never apologizing but always looking sorry.

    His body waited for Soap to grab, to pull, to dig his nails in just because he could — but he didn't. He roamed over Ghost's skin like it was fragile, never lingering on the remnants of a past he'd never spoken of. It was too much. Too Johnny. He wished his shoulders would stop trembling just for a moment so he could feel that sweetness without a lingering sense of dread in his bones.

    or: A new recruit triggers a flashback by pinning Ghost down during a sparring match and ignoring his tap out. Panicked, Ghost dislocates his own shoulder to free himself, and Soap has to pick up the pieces while Ghost confronts feelings from his past he thought he'd buried.

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    10 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    really, very good

  3. Rec *

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    A beat. The line goes completely quiet for a moment. “Repeat that, Serg?”

    Soap groans lowly, pained. “Ne’ver got out from.. under ta buildin’. I don't know which side ‘am on.”

    Dead silence. He can't even hear them breathing. Soap panics, managing a small, embarrassingly, childishly afraid sounding, “Cap’n? Lt? Gaz—can ye ‘ear me—”

    “You’re still in the building that collapsed?”

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    22 Apr 2025

  4. Rec *

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    “Name’s Johnny. Do I get the pleasure of learning yours, handsome?”

    Slowly, the man reaches out and grips Johnny’s hand for a shake, “Call me Riley.”

    Johnny smiles and tries to hide how his body jumps at the firm grip, “Pretty name for a pretty man.”

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    Wound up and lovesick, Johnny MacTavish decides to pick up a one night stand at a club, only to go home with Riley- a near clone of the lieutenant that he's desperately trying not to think about. Riley looks just enough like Simon that Johnny's sure it'll help run these feelings he has for the man out of his heart.

    Of course, nothing ever goes to plan when love is involved.

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    01 May 2025

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    “Listen,” Price starts after a long beat of tense quiet, “take a look at the numbers, Ghost. Watch some of his videos. They're good, and you guys would work well together.” Ghost goes to protest, but Price raises a hand to stop him, “Seriously. Call it a gut feeling, manager intuition– whatever you want. But I've been in this industry for too long not to recognize potential when I see it.”

    “It's gonna be a no. I'm not fuckin’ working with him.”

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    Simon Riley, aka Ghost online, has been in the adult video industry for a long, long time. It pays his bills and keeps a roof over his head, and even though the job doesn't excite him, he's content with that. There's no need to change what's not broken.

    Enter: John MacTavish, an up-and-coming solo pornstar known as Soap.

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    09 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yes again