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a hungry dog in the street on a very short leash by hotdrinkfan
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
05 Jan 2026
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Simon was a mutt. A feral little bastard who didn’t- who couldn’t do what he was told, who refused to lie down and take it like a good boy. He was a guard dog, an attack dog, a stray. Something to use and throw away, to kick when it's down.
For better or worse, people have always treated Ghost as less than human. Always, until Captain MacTavish.
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They’re both older men now and can’t prolong the follies of youth, Lawrence reminds himself.
Or, he tries to. It’s hard to do as he kneels below Aldo, gazing up at him like a sacrificial lamb to a priest, or a prophet to an angel. It’s all the same with them.Bellini stumbles upon Lawrence having broken into His Holiness’ chambers.
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We won’t go down easy sunshine, eh? That’s what Price had told Soap before everything went to shit. What a fucking joke. He should’ve taken him aside, said to him Makarov will kill you and we won’t even find his body. I should have let you kill him when you had the chance. You won’t die in the country you were from, but you’ll be close. You will never know that Ghost would crawl out of his grave again to be with you. I let you die, and I will never forgive myself.
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A recounting of events from immediately after Soap's death up to to the 141's revenge on Makarov. How Ghost, Price and Gaz cope with Soap’s loss. -
black out days (i don’t recognise you anymore) by hotdrinkfan
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
27 Aug 2023
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Price glanced at Riley and couldn’t believe it was the same person. Sure, the mask made it harder to tell, but those eyes weren’t the same. They were flat, dead eyes.
20 years of Ghost, through Price’s eyes. Mostly through cups of tea and smoke breaks at 0200 hours.
(Uses Ghost comic, MW and MW2 reboot dates as a timeline)
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a little bit of knowledge will destroy you by hotdrinkfan
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
18 Aug 2023
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ghost has trauma > ghost can’t talk about his trauma openly very well > ghost’s way of coping is telling soap what to do to survive what he went through
four chapters of nightmares.
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The next fifteen hours
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10 Mar 2026
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Some beginnings are easier than others and sometimes the road ahead is rockier than expected. Jack and Robby have a complicated history, spanning over two decades of loss and heartache, yet the one thing constant is their shared orbit.
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08 Mar 2026
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Jack Abbot was very clearly not the kind of guy that Samira Mohan was into.
Which was fine. There was a whole laundry list of reasons that women didn’t flock to Jack Abbot. He was too short: women expected alphas to be taller. He was approaching fifty. He had a job he was completely dedicated to that did not lend itself to a normal sleeping cycle— or a normal life, for that matter. He had one factory-model leg and one titanium and carbon fiber aftermarket fix for a right-side BKA he’d undergone in Germany. He was chock-full of C-PTSD and anxiety and depression and maladaptive coping mechanisms that ten years of therapy had finally put a slight dent in. He had a wife named Maggie who’d been dead for almost seven years. And he hadn’t had sex in those seven years, apart from the handful of emergency DRIs he’d been able to help with here at the Pitt.
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Abbot is the Pitt's emergency contact for designation-related incidents.
Mohan doesn't quite know how she feels about that.
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14 Jan 2026
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Dennis Whitaker tried to find answers in God. When that didn't work, he turned to medicine.
And when that didn't work, he turned to the two married attendings.
Or I heard we were making Dennis Whitaker have religious trauma and I decided to help out.
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12 Jan 2026
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In the tender gastric pink of pre-dawn, Abbot wants.
Want. That was the name for it, wasn't it? For the thing, the natural thing, that takes him to the roof? Yet another tour of duty for Jack Abbot? He's deployed to the apex of everything. His monolith.
Naming the feeling is the beginning of healing.
Dr. Jack Abbot rubs one out on top of the Pittsburgh Trauma Medical Center's roof.
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11 Jan 2026