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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    “Rumi, you were...you were going to...” Zoey starts, her voice dying off halfway through her sentence. Rumi watches her throat bob before she chokes out, “You were going to kill yourself. I-I just, we—we’re just, um, we just...we’re...”

    “It’s...it has to be harder for you,” Mira whispers. “So, um. We figured you didn’t want to...talk about it.”

    Zoey nods. “W-which is fine! You, you don’t have to.”

    Mira breathes out, “We didn’t want to make you feel like you, I don’t know, had to. Or whatever.”

    “Exactly,” Zoey softly agrees. “I-I’m sorry, I wasn’t trying to make you feel weird about it, I just, um, I just...we’ve, um, you know. It’s...”

    Neither of them speak once Zoey trails off and doesn’t pick back up on her train of thought.

    Rumi stands there in stunned silence for a few seconds.

    “What?” she asks, screwing up her face. “I didn’t—what are you talking about? I didn’t try to—what?” Rumi tries again, trying and failing to get out the words. “I didn’t try to kill myself.”

    (or, a look into what comes next after attempting to take your own life even if you fundamentally disagree that that's what you tried to do)

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    11 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    “Morning.”

    “Afternoon, actually,” Beatrice says just because she knows it’ll make Ava smile. She gets her wish.

    “C’mon,” Ava says, smoothly sliding from the bed to her feet, using their still joined hands to pull Beatrice with her. “You can tell me about traveling Europe while we eat”—she pauses dramatically; Beatrice braces herself for it—“I’m Hungary for some Turkey.”

    Out of all things she could’ve said, this is what springs Beatrice into action, using her free hand to pull Ava by her waist until they’re chest to chest. She kisses the cheeky grin on Ava’s face; every time they do this, she thinks it’s better than the last.

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    Beatrice eventually goes back to the Alps to find herself; she finds her faith in Ava has never been misplaced.

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    09 Oct 2026

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    So, Kate Bishop. Yes, Yelena tries not to think about her. The missions usually help. The alcohol definitely helps. But there’s no vodka here, no extraction team coming, no last-minute reprieve. Just the steady beep-beep-beep of the timer and the temperature that rises along with the cold acceptance that there’s no getting out of this one.

    Or, Yelena hasn't seen Kate in more than a year and it takes almost dying a few too many times for her to finally do something about it.

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    09 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    She was the one who brought Rumi to the club in the first place, Rumi’s her own person, and it shouldn’t bother her at all.

    And the guy couldn’t even fucking dance. If Rumi wanted to dance with someone, why not Mira?

    That’s the thought that leaves her winded and angrier than she had been. It’s like all the air is punched out of her lungs as soon as the words appear in her brain and echo throughout her skull. It’s the worst insult to injury she’s ever experienced in her life, and it only encourages her mind to run rampant with all the reasons as to why. 

    Why not her? Why wouldn’t Rumi go to her? Why would Rumi pick him and not her?

    Mira knows how to dance. Mira swears to god she’s taught Rumi most of what she knows, and Rumi doesn’t...Rumi doesn’t even like dancing. She does it because she has to, not because it’s something she genuinely enjoys. So if Rumi suddenly decided she wanted to dance so bad, why wouldn’t she dance with Mira? Why would she pick some random guy in a crowd full of people she doesn’t know?

    (or, mira takes rumi to a club and maybe is a little jealous over it)

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    04 Oct 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    Rumi nearly dies in the summer; it’s her fault and she knows it.

    (or, a near death experience, a newfound realisation, and what it means to be loved)

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    01 Oct 2026