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    David Hollander keeps calling Ilya to ask how he's going, and it makes Ilya very nervous. He never asks for anything, never yells, never casually calls him a lazy failure. He just wants to check in.

    How is Ilya supposed to react when all he's ever known from his 'family' is expectation and insults? What does family mean, if not a constant shove into perfectionism?

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    A one-shot about David just wanting to get to know Ilya, and Ilya not knowing how to handle people caring about him.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    “Say something.” Ilya asks “in Russian. For me.”

    Then softly, carefully, he does. “Я всё ещё скучный.“ I’m still boring. He tried to add humour to it. But he doesn’t know if it reached.

    Still, Ilya's breath catches.“Oh.” He says like he’s just been handed something precious. “You’re perfect.”

    Or, Shane had been learning Russian the whole time.

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    10 Oct 2026

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    “Uh what the fuck Hollander?” Andropov said, punching Shane in the arm.

    “What?”

    “You, speaking fucking Russian.”

    Shane paused. “Uh, what? I was just…muttering.”

    Andropov scoffed, shaking his head in disbelief. “Just cause I’m missing teeth does not mean I’m stupid. Who are you texting in Russian?”

    “No one, I’m just…” Shane trailed off, unable to think of an excuse.

    Andropov smirked, leaning back with a cocky nod. “Captain has secret Russian girlfriend.”

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    5 times Shane spoke Russian and no one could understand why - and 1 time they did.

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    10 Oct 2026

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    It’s perhaps the sweetest Svetlana has ever known Ilyusha to be. She has always been granted access to the more affectionate side of Ilyusha, the one that he rarely shows to anyone else, but it was never anything compared to this. This tenderness, this adoration, that he gives so freely to Shane. It’s like her best friend is a completely different person right now, and she starts to wonder if maybe she was wrong earlier.

    Maybe, instead of being too boring for Ilyusha, perhaps Shane Hollander is giving him the space to become something soft. Something without walls, or masks, or armour.

    (Or, 5 times people doubt their love for each other, and 1 time they are certain of it.)

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    10 Oct 2026

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    It takes Ilya a second to realize what is wrong.
    That for once, he didn’t have to translate the words in his mind.
    The question was asked in Russian, probably intended for Anton Volkov, Montreal’s new defenseman but Shane is the one who answered it seemingly automatically.
    In hesitant but correct Russian!
    What the fuck?

    Ilya realizes that Shane speaks Russian and he might have understood some things he shouldn't have...

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    08 Oct 2026