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in our history, across the great divide by definitelynotsapphic
Fandoms: The Morning Show (TV 2019)
13 Aug 2022
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Something changed when we did TMS together. You walked up to me and for the first time in a while, I saw how bright your eyes have always been, noticed how warm it feels when you look at me.
After two weeks of quarantine, Alex tries to be honest and writes a letter to Laura. Loosely inspired by “happiness” by Taylor Swift.
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It's Days Like This by definitelynotsapphic
Fandoms: Falsettos - Lapine/Finn, Falsettos - Lapine/Finn (Broadway Cast) RPF
22 Aug 2021
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Cordelia won't let Charlotte get out of bed without a few extra cuddles.
Good 'ol fluff with the lesbians from next door.
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Carol finds it in the third week of living alone with an unhived Zosia: a New York Times article, “To Fall In Love With Anyone, Do This.” An intimacy experiment involving thirty-six increasingly personal questions and, at the end of it, four uninterrupted minutes of eye contact, which sounds fake and humiliating and somehow still not bad enough to stop her.
Carol, obviously, prints it out.
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29 Apr 2026
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heal the scars from off my back (i don't need them anymore) by justalover
Fandoms: Pluribus (TV 2025)
07 Mar 2026
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"Carol knows in her heart that she shouldn’t pour herself another drink. The glass is sticky enough to remind her that she’s spilled the amber liquid over her own hands at least three times, and she’s licked them clean as if wasting a single drop of her favourite poison were a crime. If anyone could see her now, they would deem her pathetic, disgusting, hopeless. The fact that she can still feel the stinging shame of knowing that she’s exactly all those things makes her realize that she’s not drunk enough."
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“You’re Carol, right? I’m Zosia. I hear you’ve had quite a day.”
Carol scoffs, trying to conceal the cracks in her voice.
“And it’s not even noon yet.”or
the one where Carol struggles through loss, grief, addiction and trauma, doesn't ask for help, but gets it anyways.
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04 Apr 2026
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Carol and Helen take a walk at sunset on the most flawless beach in Croatia.
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01 Mar 2026
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“We love you, Carol.”
She is sixteen and can’t meet her parents’ eyes as they try to say goodbye, her duffle bag at her feet and Camp Freedom Falls in front of her. She doesn’t want to be here. She doesn’t need to be here.
Fuck this, and fuck them.
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or: Carol Sturka and her complicated relationship with loving and being loved
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01 Mar 2026
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Carol is beginning to suspect that if a beautiful woman asked her to put her head in a bear trap, she’d only pause to ask whether she should take her clothes off first.
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01 Mar 2026