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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Mary Hatford only made it about 3 years with her son, Nathaniel, before they were caught.
    Nathaniel Wesninski was only 11 when he was promised to both branches of the Moriyama family.
    Nathaniel was only 14 when he was officially engaged to Ichirou Moriyama
    Nathaniel is only 17 when he rushes to save his brother and his partner.
    Neil is 18 when he joins the foxes

     

    Hi! This is my first ever fanfic so please dont be too disappointed 🙏
    I will add more tags as the story goes on!

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    06 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 74

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    Neil josten sat on the bleachers watching the sky above him with little care, in his left hand he held a lit u untouched cigarette, the smell helped calm the tense of his shoulders.

    His duffel bag sat under his seat, it held all his closr belongings in including his medication that had a real prescription under ɴᴇɪʟ ᴊᴏꜱᴛᴇɴ.

    Or Neil at age 16 was diagnosed with BPD, the diagnosis not being on any papers of course, Mary had drawn the line at anything being on paper but managed to get Neil on lamotrigine.
    Neil's a bit of cunt from the beginning and he has a therapist who's like his mother.

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    18 Sep 2026

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    Neil’s grin is audible as he replies. "Riko’s antics getting outed to the public would make him a liability. And I do remember telling you that threats need to be dealt with accordingly."

    Kevin's stomach lurches into his throat with the conclusions he jumps to. "So, you’re gonna go back to the Nest?" He asks quietly. Slowly. Unsure how to feel about Neil putting himself in that situation again. He can't do that, right? He has other things to worry about now.

    Neil hums disapprovingly. "Try again," He offers.

    Kevin does. "You're... coming to Palmetto?"

     

    The au where Kevin doesn't have full confidence in Andrew's ability to stand between him and his lurking demons after only spending a few months at Palmetto. But with the dangerous card itching to emerge from under his sleeve, does he really need to?

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    17 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    When The Palmetto State Foxes are brutally attacked by fans of none other than The Edgar Allen's Ravens, and with Seth landing in the hospital with the help of Riko, the Foxes have no other choice but to take action.

    Luckily Kevin knows a certain Imp, who just might help protect them.

    A Helluva Boss au

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    07 Sep 2026

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    “Andrew...”

    “I need you to listen carefully,” Andrew began, waiting until Neil nodded before continuing. “I’m going back to Palmetto with Coach and Kevin, but I’ll come find you as soon as I can. I need to get these drugs out of my system first. I can’t think straight with this shit in me. In the meantime, you’re going to get your damn bag and rent a decent hotel room where you can rest until your classes are over. You are not going to run, and you’re going to buy a fucking cell phone. Am I clear, rabbit?”

    “I understand,” Neil whispered, trying to absorb Andrew’s steadiness, trying to believe in that absurd and ridiculous possibility. He closed his eyes for a moment and took a deep breath, allowing the feeling of Andrew’s touch to anchor him in reality. “I trust you. I’ll do what you said.”

    Andrew loosened his grip slightly but remained close.

    “Good,” he murmured, much more softly this time. “If you disappear, I’ll kill you.”

     

    -- AU --

    After almost a decade together, Neil and Andrew travel back in time to Neil's first year at Palmetto. Now, they must relive demons from the past. But at least they still have each other.

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    02 Sep 2026