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“Hey, what was that for?”
“To wake you up,” he scoffed softly, “aren't we supposed to be doing cathartic gardening, or whatever?”
She tucked her laugh behind a gloved hand. “Cathartic gardening?”
“Well what would you call it?” He tossed another berry at her.
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The Wanderer, Lumine, and what it takes to mend.
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27 Feb 2026
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that which blooms beyond the spyglass by tinylethologica
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
02 Jun 2023
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“What if I didn’t want to drink it with sugar?” Lumine says that, and yet still takes a sip from her cup.
Wanderer’s gaze remains on Lumine, and his face distorts as though he’d seen another bug—it reminds Paimon of his more insane days, and that’s why she keeps her mouth shut, despite how eerie he’s being. “But you like sugar,” Wanderer says, mouth twisted, a petulant edge to his voice. “You like sweet. Food, places, people—isn’t it better if they’re sweet?”
Paimon’s jaw drops open. Hot chocolate dribbles out from the corner of her mouth, sliding down her chin. The question feels like a trap. Is most definitely one, in fact, and even Paimon realizes that.
But Lumine, she doesn’t even blink. Instead, she puts down the coffee, smiling. Lumine is always so nonchalant in the face of Wanderer’s volatility. Paimon doesn’t know how she keeps herself so calm. “Sometimes,” Lumine says lightly, “I prefer bitter.”
or: how to tell when your traveller and wanderer are in love.
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25 Feb 2026
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“Just… Don’t go abandoning them when you’re bored of playing.”
These two new artificial beings at Lumine's side. He warned her. And now that they've been left behind, Wanderer is furious.
But when no one can seem to find Lumine in all of Teyvat, the love, the anger, the dread muddle together inside his head like a dark lightning cloud.
He will return her home—at the cost of himself. He never imagined his past would resurface so much in doing so as well.In the end, they're all just trying to be human.
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13 Feb 2026
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"Why make both of us suffer," Lumine says, tempering her voice to be sweet and coaxing as she tries to keep up with his rapid strides. "I’m sure you can have a more comfortable dinner without me around to make things miserable."
He stops in his track and looks back at her, and his eyes are burning with an insistence she doesn’t understand. An ire that could only be cultivated through years and years of hatred, sharpened and whetted over and over again. When he speaks, his scorn is palpable despite the chill of the night, words pointed like a knife. "I’ll suffer the misery gladly," he says, "if I can see you suffer that same misery alongside me."
or: when the job offer is too good to be true, think twice before accepting—then accept it anyways.
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And he wonders, if he were to go to her now, wake her up from her slumber, and demand that she help him, would she refuse him?
Lumine doesn’t ever refuse.
No, he decides. She wouldn’t. If he asked, she’d perhaps be amused. And then she would smile and nod—as she always does.
But the thought only serves to make him more miserable; lumped together with all the other pathetic people trying to cling onto her, only for her to gently shake them off like flakes of dust that’s been collecting for too long on her skin.
or: how to keep love casual.
(spoiler: you can't.)
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