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    Shane knows about the sensitive spot behind Ilya’s ear. He knows how long it will take to walk from Montreal to Boston, until his feet are bloody. He knows what Ilya tastes like after he’s had a cup of coffee. He knows about all the women Ilya takes home. But Shane also knows Ilya talks in his sleep. These small intricacies of their love is what keeps Shane’s head above water. There’s only a hint of an ache when he hears Ilya’s name. Ilya kisses him and that ache is now more apparent. Ilya kisses him and he unravels. No one is to blame. It’s just the way these things go. But it wasn’t until that day in the locker room, when he heard the news, that he realized just how much he had to lose.

    or, Ilya is lured away by his own sadness. Shane goes after him.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Shane sees an Instagram Reel on JJ's phone of Ilya and his women in every city. It sends him into a spiral that only Ilya can get him out of.

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    A tiny bit AU where Tuna Melt Day doesn't end in a disaster and things go a little differently from there.

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    “I want. I fucking want. Please don’t stop.” Shane begged, brushing a hand up the back of Ilya’s head. He caught hold of Ilya’s curls and tugged softly. Ilya moaned. “I just need…”

    “Tell me, baby. Let me give you what you need.” The words were laced with Ilya’s plea. “Let me take care of my baby. Tell me.”

    “Can I have the control now? Let me own you tonight the way you own me.”

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane gets his period…on valentines day
    Ilya is deeply curious about it and Shane gives in to being cared for

    "I do not judge you for this, you know this right?"

    Shane nods half-heartedly.

    "Shane."

    He turns to look at Ilya again, "Yes, I know. You'd be the first of men I think."

    "Ah, yes, well they are stupid. I am not stupid." Ilya's hands rub up and down the top of Shane's thighs, kissing his knees again.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya haven’t spoken to each other since they broke up over a misunderstanding at the 2017 All-Stars game. Ilya was traded from Boston to LA and they both tried to move on. But, in December of 2019, when Ilya ends up on injury reserve, he decides to make an unannounced trip to Montreal. He could have never foreseen the global pandemic just around the corner of that decision, and as the world crumbles around them, they find themselves isolated at the cottage for the longest offseason of their lives.

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    What happens when the systems you have carefully built to keep yourself hidden and emotionally regulated are no longer available to you? What happens when the identity you built your life around becomes the thing you must let go of? What happens when isolation exposes the truth about yourself and everyone around you and there’s nowhere else to hide? What does Shane do then? What does Ilya do then? What ripples does that create beyond their relationship? What shape does their life become when honesty is no longer optional?

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    01 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 56

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    Ilya Rozanov hates his boyfriend. No, hate is a strong word. He loves Dimitri. Just one detail sucks about him.... the sex is bad. Not objectively bad, but it's too soft, too gentle, too vanilla for him. Two years into the relationship and Ilya is pent up as ever. It only fits that his best friend Shane comes knocking on his door at two in the morning.

    What follows is three days of pure filth, but at the end of those three blissful days, Ilya's boyfriend is coming home again, and they both have to face the consequences of their actions.

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    29 May 2026