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    In the aftermath of their Vegas meet up, Shane has a panic attack about their hook-ups and resolves that he is just confused about being “casual”.

    Being the problem solver that he is, he reckons this can be fixed by gaining more experience - to the utmost displeasure of one Ilya Rozanov.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    wip

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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

    Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    yes. together at 33. beautiful.

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    A fight before the announcement of the Irina Foundation breaks up Shane and Ilya for good, but when Shane retires sixteen years later, they must decide what they mean to each other all over again.

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    “Ilya Rozanov, your old rival, has been making a huge impact in his retirement with his charity the Irina Foundation. When asked about whether he would be willing to bury the hatchet with you when you retired and invite you to teach at his hockey camps, he said ‘That’s up to him.’ What do you say to that?”

    Shane flinches at the name despite how used to it he should be. Although Ilya had retired six years ago, he was rarely interviewed without being asked about him. He supposed it was poetic that the man who had beaten him in the draft and who he had replaced as captain of the Centaurs after his retirement was the subject of the last question he would ever answer as a professional hockey player.

    PSA: This is canon compliant with S1 of the show, but it diverges from what will happen in S2, (hence the tags), so this is safe to read if you don't want spoilers.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    wip read 1/2. so dramatic

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    Holy shit.

    That was Shane Hollander. His heart plummeted straight to his feet.

    Troy had never been thrilled to see Shane on the ice against him, but this was decidedly worse as the man threw a towel over his shoulder, dark eyes studying him intently.

    “Fuck me,” Troy whispered as he looked at Ilya, who gave a not-so-apologetic shrug. Asshole.

    Hollander clicked his tongue. “Seems like the world thinks my fiancé is doing that,” he said flatly.

    “They are calling us Rozarrett,” Ilya said unhelpfully. “Or Baranov. I’m not sure which.”

    Troy wanted to scream at him, but he had other problems at the moment. “Did you say fiancé?”

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    In which Troy doesn’t immediately post Harris on his socials after coming out, and Ilya is inspired to come out shortly after. The result? An unfortunate misunderstanding, which leaves everyone thinking Baranov is the cutest couple in hockey.

    Everyone other than Shane and Harris that is.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    read5/?

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    Rozy can sing on stage adored by thousands, but off stage Ilya is lonely and in need of a vacation. Who should he meet on this vacation but a certain hockey player with adorable freckles.

    Early chapters edited by Sekai94z. All chapters edited anonymously.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    read 18/21.ilya singer, shane hockey. tofino