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  1. Public Bookmark 89

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    Long before Neil Josten arrived in the nowhere town of Millport, Arizona he was an exy prodigy with great potential and a girl. Now, he’s neither.
    Neil Josten knows how to survive. What tree years on the road didn’t teach him, his mother showed him. After leaving her dead body on a beach on the West Coast, Neil has been on his own, protecting his three-year-old sister and himself from those that hunt them and struggling to make ends meet as a homeless teen.
    When Coach Wymack shows up looking for a second striker sub for his exy team, the Palmetto Foxes, Neil is faced with a choice: keep on the path his mother trained him for or trust that exy can save him.
    But signing for the Foxes proves messier than promised.

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    A story where Neil is trans masc and a teen parent (not that he'll be very forthcoming about either of these things, this is Neil). Spoilers in the Tags!! If you want to experience this through Neil's usual shady POV skip the tags. Content warnings the same as the books.

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    25 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Waiting for chapter 19!

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    When Andrew accompanies Coach and Kevin to a town in the middle of nowhere to recruit a striker, he didn't expect to run into his old friend and the first person I ever loved, Alex.

    Nor did he expect Alex (now Neil Josten) to have a son bearing his own name, Joseph Josten.

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    25 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Waiting for chapter 13!

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    "I told you I don't belong to anyone."
    "And I told you to quit lying to me, or did you come here to explain why you're pretending to be a beta?"

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    Neil just wants to play Exy before he dies but the world has other ideas.

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    24 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch 8

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    Neil Josten isn't anything. Not a real person, and not an alpha, beta, or omega, either.

    He's mostly just trying to stay alive.

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    24 May 2026

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    Ch 14

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    Neil Josten is a chaos. Secrets swirl around him like a second skin, each one more dangerous than the last. For someone on the run, those secrets are more than baggage—they’re a death sentence.

    Hiding from his father. Running from his past. Escaping the truth of who he is. It’s the life his mother taught him, and the only one Neil has ever known.

    But then everything changed. His mother is gone, and Neil isn’t just running for himself anymore—he’s running for his son.

    Which secret will destroy him first?

    That he’s the Butcher’s son?
    That he’s an Omega in hiding?
    Or that Neil Josten, the boy who was never meant to exist, is now a father?

    The Foxes think they’re recruiting a talented striker with a bad attitude. What they’re really getting is a storm in human form—one that will either shatter their fragile team or force them to face the wreckage Neil’s been running from his entire life.

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    24 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch 18