S0ulEaterQueen
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Several years after Camlann magic has returned to Camelot, but Merlin and Arthur are perhaps unhappier than ever before. Merlin has been sick, really sick, and Arthur doesn't know how to help him. Merlin on the other hand tries to push everyone away. Eaten up by guilt because Arthur still does not know about his magic. His illness is a welcome excuse to keep his distance.
They're having a miserable time of it until Arthur and Gwen decide that they cannot go on as they are and that Merlin and Lancelot deserve the truth.
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14 Sep 2026
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Merlin's kingdom is falling, after her father's death her kingdom needs a king and King Uther makes her an offer she must accept. Fem!Merlin/Arthur, Royal!Merlin. Originally posted on FF.net in 2012/2013.
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13 Sep 2026
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The Tiny Glow of Your Eyes by Itscanonifwewishenough
Fandoms: Merlin (TV), Merthur - Fandom
11 Sep 2026
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He shouldn’t have done it.
Sleeping with his king — in the state Arthur was in that night.
The worst part is, he doesn’t even remember all of it.— Just enough.The kiss. Arthur’s mouth, warm against his own. The breathless moans pulled from his throat. The way it felt like he was drunk — but even without the potion that caused all of this, Merlin knew one touch from Arthur would make him feel like he'd spent two whole weeks drinking in the tavern.
And flashes of what came next.
Enough to know that this time, he truly fucked up.
So when he wakes, naked in his king’s bed, Merlin does the only thing he can — he grabs his clothes and runs.
He barely makes it to Gaius’s chambers, disheveled and panicked, only to find the old man already holding the book Merlin now realizes — far too late — he mistranslated.
And in that moment, it hits him. There is no undoing this.“Merlin,” Gaius says, voice low “pack your things. Go as far away as you can."
“You’re carrying His Majesty’s child.”Or
Arthur was being too much, and Merlin—a clumsy fool—mistranslated an ancient text and brewed a potion meant to calm His Majesty, only to end up pregnant with the king’s child instead.
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13 Sep 2026
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“No, you’re right.” Arthur ran a hand down his face, taking a deep breath. “You can go, Gaius.”
The physician left. Arthur turned back to his wife as she stood by the fire.
“Do you regret marrying me now?” She asked, voice soft.
Arrhur’s heart squeezed in his chest. He moved across the room, taking her in his arms when he got to her and putting his chin on top of her head.
“I could never regret you,” he said, running his hand through her hair. “I made the right choice. I knew that I could not rule without you and Merlin by my sides, you are the perfect queen, and Merlin has been my most trusted advisor since he became court sorcerer.”
“But you could have him instead of me, and your marriage bed would bear the same amount of fruit.”
He pulled away from her, tilting her chin up so that she could look him in the eyes. He ran his thumb across her cheek to soothe her.
“I never married you because you could have children, Gwen. I married you because I love you, and because we share the same feelings.”
He didn’t need to finish the sentence. Arthur and Gwen both loved Merlin, but they knew it would be selfish to try to have him. He would have to be a dirty little secret.
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- Part 8 of Merlin Fanfic
- Part 2 of Transgenders in Camelot (BBC Merlin Trans AUS)
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10 Sep 2026
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If only Merlin could get out of the castle.
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- Part 1 of Sidetracked
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08 Sep 2026