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    “Baby,” And oh, Nicky was all sad eyes on the sun-kissed skin and dark, wild hair. Gaze full of solicitude and heartbreak, “Life can be hard, I know how hard life can be.”
    And then he said “Déjate querer.”
    Let yourself be loved.

    And Aaron said, “I don’t know how to, Nicky.” And it hurt so bad that both cousins' eyes welled up with tears.

    Or: Aaron Minyard’s daily struggles and pretending feelings are optional.

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    19 Jul 2025

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  2. Public Bookmark 83

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    “Do you want to tell everyone?” comes Jeremy’s voice all of a sudden.

    Jean turns to face him. “What?”

    “I just mean—” Jeremy shakes his head. “We don’t have to, like, make it a big deal. I mean, obviously Cat and Laila are going to find out pretty quickly either way, and they should be the first ones to know from our mutual friends regardless. But for the rest of them…” Jeremy trails off, his smile easy as it stretches east to west across the bottom half of his face. He is so beautiful, Jean thinks hopelessly, endlessly.

    Jean and Jeremy attempt to keep their new relationship private.

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    16 May 2026

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    “Then why does it smell like you?” Iwaizumi asks and Oikawa flinches because he knows the answer to that all too well. It smells like him because Oikawa got himself off on multiple occasions with his nose buried in the sweaty fabric and with Iwaizumi’s name on his lips.

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    A recollection of how a single mistake from when they were younger would come to shape the rest of Oikawa’s life.

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    06 May 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 83

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    “You’re so mean to me,” Tooru says, flopping over to drape himself across Iwaizumi’s lap, making him jerk his plate of pizza out of the way so that Tooru doesn’t crush it. “You never support my dreams.”

    Iwaizumi moves their pizza out of the potential splash zone for any fights and then flicks Tooru’s ear in retaliation. “Oh yeah, that’s my problem. I don’t support your dreams.” It comes out very sarcastic, which Tooru supposes is fair, even if he doesn’t like it.

    The perpetual state of extreme limbo that has been their Not-A-Relationship since highschool is, at least, in part, because of Tooru’s dreams and Iwaizumi’s tacit, unwavering support for them, after all.

     

    Or, Oikawa and Iwaizumi have been dancing around a relationship since they were kids. Eventually something has to give.

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    Alastair Carstairs has a broken heart and a beaten-down spirit, and he is losing himself slowly.
    Thomas Lightwood almost lost himself once, and he's scared that it could still one day happen.
    Luckily, both Alastair and Thomas are about to meet the only other person that can help them find their own souls again: each other.

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    07 Apr 2026

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