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    Olruggio will do anything Qifrey tells him to. Qifrey knows.

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    “I don’t care what it is,” Olruggio says, and is certain of the truth of this, just as he is certain: “I can help. Let me help. Whatever you’ve done, whatever you’re doing, I forgi-“

    Qifrey’s hand pushes over his mouth.

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    Qifrey gives Olruggio a lot of mixed signals in very short succession.

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    “Qifrey.” Olruggio’s voice floats in the air.

    Qifrey turns to look at him, and feels his breath catch in his throat. Olruggio is stunning in the dim light, his skin glowing with embers, his eyes gleaming with strands of heat, with the years shared between them.

    “Qifrey,” he says again, his voice as warm as the fire between them, as familiar as the stars. “I love you.”

    Qifrey’s heart bursts.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    It’s good, the discomfort he feels. The guilt. The exhaustion of living like this. This is a gift, Olly’s gift to him—the ability to lie right beside him, the kindest man that might exist in the whole world, and feel just a bit rotten. More than a bit.

    He gets to have Olly and keep him in his memories, which is more than Olruggio gets. He gets to know exactly how he feels and why and not have it stripped from him. He gets to love him and live. It should be enough. For Olruggio, who made it happen, it has to be enough.

    So why come here to torture himself with what he can’t have?

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    "No need to worry about me," he says, hoping his voice sounds casual. "I'm, like, totally into girls, you know? This would just be... bros helping bros. A solidarity handjob."

    It's not a lie. Since moving into this room, Yuuji's sexuality has been on a steady, confusing diet of "what is happening," but he is pretty sure he still likes girls. A lot.

    "A solidarity handjob," Megumi repeats, and he sounds like he's trying not to laugh.

    "Exactly. A SHJ. For the people."

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    Exchanging handjobs with your college roommate in the name of research does not mean you're in love. No, this is purely academic. Until the experiment becomes more than either of them bargained for.

    Or, five times Megumi and Yuuji fool around with science, and one time they do it for real.

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