ItS_very_ComPLicateD



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    Chuuya scowled. “I mean, it’s not—what, did you think I’d just—show up with a teddy bear? We’re in the goddamn Mafia. We’ve got blood on our hands. We’ve got—”

    “Right,” Dazai said, nodding too fast. “No, Chuuya is right. It was silly of me.”

    Chuuya’s mouth opened. Closed. He looked furious at the universe.

    Dazai, very carefully, did not let his voice shake. “I’ll go.”

    “Dazai—”

    Dazai stepped back. His body felt far away. Like he was watching himself from the ceiling. Like he was moving through water.

    He had, somewhere in his coat pocket, a folded piece of paper—a card he’d made because the etiquette guide said cards were traditional and because the idea of giving Chuuya something felt like leaving a small, secret piece of himself somewhere safer than his own skin.

    He did not take it out.

    or: dazai reads the rules for valentine’s day and waits for chuuya to follow them. chuuya never knew that there were rules.
    time to fix the heart he accidentally broke.

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    25 May 2026

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    Chuuya has been seeing Dazai since the defeat of Fyodor, and Dazai has gone along with it. But tonight, the way he talks to Dazai is different. It's different. Dazai tries to figure out why - and why it makes him so afraid.

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    24 May 2026

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    Since their reconnection, Dazai had been slowly showing bits of himself to Chuuya, and letting him fill in the blanks. It was.... progress from what they had before, in the mafia. It was at least something more than leaving everything unspoken. He didn’t want it to stop.

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    Dazai drops by Chuuya's apartment on his day off, looking for comfort. Chuuya provides and then some.

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    23 May 2026

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    Ranpo is the one who tells Dazai about the deal Fukuzawa made—the promise that one of the detectives would join the Mafia if they support them in the fight. Dazai doesn’t react. They both know what that means.

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    22 May 2026

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    “You okay, kid?”

    It’s nearly impossible to suppress an eye roll. A self-appointed savior is the last thing Dazai needs.

    “I was,” he whines, “before someone had to kill my target and ruin my mission.”

    “Mission? What the fuck are you talking about?” his savior demands, stepping into the glow of a streetlamp.

    He’s really short.

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    Dazai is the youngest executive in Mafia history - only sixteen. Chuuya is the King of the Sheep. Both of them are in desperate need of saving.

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