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    ESPN: Shane Hollander To the Ottawa Centaurs after Tumultuous End to Montreal Metros Career

    @CentaursGirlie1995: obviously i feel very badly for shane but my beautiful failson of a team getting the two best players because of homophobia is perhaps the only good thing homophobia has ever done

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told by everyone else in the world.

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    24 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The one with an original character named Zack Bennett, who has a whole arc in the background where he says some homophobic stuff, then apologizes and donates a lot of money to the Irina Foundation, and eventually does a lot of learning and becomes a huge ally to the LGBT community. Also has a moment where he gets confused for Eric Bennett.

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    Woken from sleep during the dead dawn hours after his father’s funeral to texts and breaking news of explicit photos posted of him and a former male lover, Ilya has to flee Russia.

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    31 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Boston AU

    Also the one where Shane tells Yuna about the Montreal team+management being homophobic assholes to him when he came out and not visiting him in the hospital, and she instantly says, "Fuck them."

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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane as he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Boston AU

  4. Rec 14

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    Natasha promises an orgasm to her sub Steve if he can be a good boy, but first she denies him as many times as possible, in all the fun ways. Then when she gives him the orgasm she makes sure to overstimulate him afterwards.

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    12 Jun 2026

  5. Rec 80

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    Warm hands suddenly encased his, pulling them away from his shirt collar and back down onto the table. Shane risked a glance at Ilya and saw only concern and confusion on his face, but he couldn’t keep looking at him directly, couldn’t look him in the eye.

    Couldn’t let Ilya see him lose it like this, in public, all because the shirt felt wrong. Because it felt too much like being five and ripping hand-knitted jumpers from his body because they hurt. Like needing seams in his socks to sit a certain way. Like a childhood spent tearfully pulling clothes off his body until his parents figured out what fabrics he could tolerate. It felt like being seven and unable to explain to teachers why the other children didn’t like him, why he hid under the tables when the classroom was too noisy.

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    27 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The one where Ilya switches shirts with Shane when Shane's shirt causes sensory issues