DeadoftheNight



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  1. Public Bookmark 99

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    "Something happened while he was out, exiled. While he watched from the sidelines as everybody kept improving and playing and giving interviews. While journalists and men of culture speculated about drugs he never used. Something in him stopped, in those interminable weeks, something in him broke and he can’t put it back together, regardless of how much he tries, how much he has tried for the last few months."

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    Things get worse, and then they slowly get better.

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    12 May 2026

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    The room was dim, the overhead lights off, only a small lamp glowing softly near the bed. Max stopped just inside the doorway.

     

    The room smelt of bitter citrus peels, and the tang of salt. Max's nose crinkles at the scent of distress wafting off of the small figure on the bed.

    Charles lay curled slightly on his side, knees drawn in, one arm tucked close to his chest. Too thin. Too still. There was a faint crease between his brows even in sleep, like his body didn’t know how to fully let go anymore. His hair looked limp, his eyes sunken. There were bruises visible on his skin, purple and yellow and green. 

    His other arm is curled protectively around his abdomen. 

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    04 May 2026

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    The summer before his second season with the Centaurs, Shane Hollander is supposed to have his body and his life under control. He’s married, training hard, doing everything right.

    So the nausea, the bone-deep exhaustion, the aching chest and low back, the way his body feels wrong in all the old ways he thought he’d outrun?

    He blames stress. He blames the season. He blames anything but himself.

    Shane knows his body. He has spent years fighting for it.

    But one rushed doctor’s visit turns into an ultrasound, and suddenly he’s thirty-plus weeks pregnant with a baby he didn’t plan, didn’t want, and doesn’t know how to make peace with.

    Now he can’t outrun anything anymore.
    Not the dysphoria. Not the fear of the league finding out.
    Not the family he’s already carrying.

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    hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb

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    17 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    The CAS bans Jannik Sinner for two years. He does not come back.

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    17 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 92

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    “Charles-”

    Max, why was I harder to fight than Lewis-”

    “Because I’m thinner than Lewis!” Max cries.

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    Charles finds out that his issues weren't the only ones to resurface.

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    16 Sep 2025