A_grief_observed



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  1. Rec 4

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    “I don’t know how to ignore it. Your head is full of him.”

    “No, it’s not.” A pointless protest when an angel is reading your mind, and you both know it’s a lie. But denial is second nature to Dean.

    “It is. It always is. An endless string of memories, all of them Sam. Even when they’re not moments he was present for, they revolve around him. That woman at the bar in Atlanta, a few weeks after Sam left for Stanford. She called you—”

    “Get the fuck out of my head!” Dean punches the roof of the car, but he doesn’t leave. Where would he go?

    After they get kicked out of the brothel, Dean makes good on his promise not to let Cas die a virgin, but he gets more than he bargained for when Cas sees every unseemly thing lurking inside his head.

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    15 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 1

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    “You know what I was doing when I was your age?”

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    15 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 5

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    Sometimes it was once a month, sometimes it was every day. The inconsistency was the worst part; he’d lie awake all night with his stomach tying itself in knots, just waiting, clenching his legs together tight like that would help. It didn’t matter if John fell asleep before him. He’d woken up wanting it before.

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    15 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 12

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    In the last days before Dean’s one year is up, Sam figures out a way to keep Dean from going to Hell: a dark ritual that will change their lives and relationship forever. Sam will do whatever it takes to keep Dean alive, but Dean doesn’t believe the price is worth paying; unfortunately for him, Sam isn’t taking no for an answer.

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  5. Rec 7

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    Sam wants you to know he was NOT kidnapped by his cursed brother, it was his choice to get into the car, he just didn't realize where they were going or what Dean had planned. But it was okay because Dean would never hurt Sam, even if he was cursed... Right?

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    “Sammy!” Dean called out as Sam entered the room, closing the door behind him.

    “Dean, what are you doing here?” Sam asked a little unsteadily as he noted that his brother had pasted a huge grin on his face and was bouncing on the balls of his feet, looking a little manic and definitely not like Sam had ever seen him before.

    “Came to see you, dummy.” Dean laughed but it wasn’t his usual laugh, this one sent shivers down Sam’s spine, and not the good kind.

    “That’s ah, that’s awesome.” Sam said nervously since this whole thing felt so off, not to mention John’s voice was ringing in his ears saying not to approach Dean, and that was exactly what he’d done.

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    05 Jul 2026