puppy ilya
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Asking for it is what feels impossible. He’s spent more than half of his life loving Shane Hollander, and he knows that there’s nothing he could do that would make Shane judge him. They’ve blurred the lines between who controls who, but giving up power to this level is new to both of them. He’s Ilya Rozanov, one of the most fearsome players in the league. He’s not supposed to want to crawl and kneel for his husband.
After Vegas, Ilya wonders what it might feel like to be in Shane's place.
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- Part 1 of puppy ilya
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Ilya’s entire body weight is leaning into Shane as they walk up the drive. They’re barely over the threshold before Ilya is ducking his head down into the crook of Shane’s shoulder and neck, not kissing nipping at the skin or even kissing, just inhaling Shane and pressing close to him. “I’ve got you,” Shane murmurs. “I’m here.”
Shane takes Ilya out of his head after a bad week.
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- Part 2 of puppy ilya
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He loves this. It’s so fucking nice to just shrug everything off and put himself in Shane’s hands. The collar is a comfortable, familiar weight around his throat. He doesn’t even realize he’s got one wrist clamped in his hand behind his back until he feels nails digging in. Everything about him rests squarely with Shane Hollander.
Shane and Ilya indulge at the cottage.
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- Part 3 of puppy ilya
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“Fuck, Hollander,” Ilya says, echoing his dream self. “You want it in all your slutty little holes? Want me and Pike to take you to Paris?”
Shane laughs despite himself, even with his cock achingly hard and pressing against Ilya’s stomach. “Who taught you that?” he asks.
“Asking wrong questions,” Ilya says. “Is this something you want, lyubov?”
Shane had not thought about that. He didn’t think it was even a remote possibility, but with the way Ilya is looking at him and the stirring low in his stomach, he’s thinking he was wrong.
“Maybe,” he whispers.
Ilya bites at his lower lip and lazily rolls his hips against Shane’s. “Do you think Pike would?”
Shane has a sex dream. Hayden has some realizations. Ilya reaps the benefits of both.
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- Part 4 of puppy ilya
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Ever since the first time Ilya gave Shane the reins, it’s only gotten easier to slip into that more submissive space. He likes giving up control, loves wearing the collar, and always feels lighter after he comes apart under Shane’s expert touch. There’s never been a time where he didn’t feel safe with Shane, and all that trust probably explains how he was able to be fucking clicker trained.
Shane experiments. Ilya is more than happy to let him.
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- Part 5 of puppy ilya
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Ilya tugs Shane in for a soft kiss. “I trust you, too,” he says, then, “And you, Pike? You are okay with this?”
Hayden has calmed from full irritation to reluctant acceptance. “Yeah, I am,” he says. “It’s only fair, after…” Like Shane, he gets that pink in his cheeks and trails off.
“What, after you sucked-?” Ilya starts.
“Okay,” Hayden says loudly.
Jackie Pike's hall pass.
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- Part 6 of puppy ilya
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He glances over his shoulder at Ilya, preparing to tease him for getting hard in this situation, only to find that his eyes have gone somewhat glossy, and he looks like he’s concentrating very hard on breathing steadily.
“Ilya?” Shane says. Ilya looks at him, but it’s more like an instinct, like how Anya will immediately respond to her name, and-
Oh, fuck.
Three times Ilya needed to be patient, and one time he didn't.
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- Part 7 of puppy ilya
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He doesn’t notice Shane’s hand on his throat until he squeezes. He sucks in a short breath on instinct, reaching up to grab at Shane’s hair for purchase, like he’ll fall off the earth without it. “You stayed there the whole time,” Shane murmurs into the place where Ilya’s neck meets shoulder. “Stayed and watched. My sweet guard dog.” Ilya whines.
Shane's favorite form of self care is Ilya.
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- Part 8 of puppy ilya