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The train ride to Hogwarts felt wrong.
Harry sat by the window of a half-empty compartment, watching the countryside blur past in streaks of green and gold, and tried to remember when it had last felt like coming home. The war had rearranged things in ways that refused to settle neatly back into place. Even now, months later, there were moments when everything seemed to tilt slightly, as though the world itself hadn’t quite decided to stay upright.
Across from him, his trunk lay shoved under the seat, Hedwig’s old cage strapped empty to the top. He still hadn’t found it in himself to replace her. The silence of it—no rustle of feathers, no soft, indignant hoot—felt more honest than pretending otherwise.
Voices drifted in from the corridor. Laughter, loud and a little forced. Someone mentioned his name—of course they did—and Harry turned his gaze more firmly toward the window. The Boy Who Lived, the Chosen One, the one who had actually done it.
He wondered how long it would take before people stopped saying it like that.
The compartment door slid open without warning.
“Thought I’d find you hiding.”
Harry glanced up, a faint smile tugging at his mouth despite himself. “I’m not hiding.”
Ron leaned against the doorway, arms folded, eyebrows raised. “You’re sitting alone on the Hogwarts Express, staring tragically out the window. If that’s not hiding, I don’t know what is.”
“Maybe I just like the view.”
“Right,” Ron said, unconvinced. He stepped inside anyway, dropping into the seat across from Harry and nudging the trunk with his foot. “Mind if I join you?”
Harry snorted. “Since when have you ever asked?”
Ron grinned, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. There was a thinness there now, something sharpened by the past year. They all had it.
For a moment, neither of them spoke.
“Seen Hermione?” Harry asked eventually.
“She’s in the prefects’ compartment,” Ron said. “Already arguing with someone about N.E.W.T. requirements for eighth-years. You’d think we’d had enough of school.”
Harry huffed a quiet laugh. “She’s been looking forward to this.”
“Yeah. Of course she has.” Ron hesitated, then added, “It’s… good, though. Being back. Normal, I mean.”
Harry didn’t answer right away.
Normal. The word felt foreign, like something from someone else’s life.
“I don’t know if it’ll ever be normal,” he said finally.
Ron scratched the back of his neck. “Maybe not. But it’s better than the alternative, yeah?”
That, at least, was true.
The train jolted slightly as it rounded a bend. Harry watched a line of trees flick past, their leaves shimmering in the late afternoon light. For a fleeting second, it almost looked like any other year.
Almost.
Ron shifted in his seat, glancing at Harry with an expression that was trying very hard to be casual. “So… Ginny.”
Harry closed his eyes briefly. “What about her?”
Ron winced. “Blimey, don’t sound so thrilled. I just meant—she’s in another compartment. With Dean and Seamus, I think. And—well. You know.”
Harry did know.
They’d ended things a few weeks after the final battle, in the quiet, sunlit corner of the Burrow’s garden. It had been Ginny who said it first, though he’d been thinking it for longer.
“We’re not the same people,” she’d said, not unkindly. “Not after all of that.”
Harry had nodded, because she was right.
There hadn’t been shouting, or tears, or anything dramatic. Just a strange, aching sort of understanding. They’d sat there for a long time afterward, talking about small things—Quidditch, George’s shop, whether Hogwarts would even reopen—and when they finally stood, it felt less like a break and more like… a shifting.
They were still themselves. Just no longer that version of them.
“She’s okay,” Harry said now. “We’re both okay.”
Ron studied him, as if trying to decide whether to push further, then seemed to think better of it. “Right. Good. That’s—good.”
There was a pause.
“You could go say hello,” Ron added.
“I will,” Harry said. “Later.”
He didn’t trust himself to explain why not now.
The truth was, he didn’t know how to be around her yet—not as something other than what they had been. Not when everything still felt so close to the surface.
Ron nodded, accepting that, and leaned back in his seat. “Fair enough.”
The conversation drifted after that, settling into safer territory—Quidditch prospects for the year (uncertain), rumors about new professors (plentiful and contradictory), and what exactly an “eighth year” was supposed to look like (no one seemed entirely sure). It was easier, talking about those things. Familiar.
But even then, there was an undercurrent Harry couldn’t ignore.
A sense that they were all circling something unspoken.
The war wasn’t over in the way stories liked to pretend. Not really. It lingered—in empty chairs at dinner tables, in the way voices dropped at certain names, in the sharp, sudden quiet that sometimes fell over a room for no apparent reason.
In the way Harry still woke up some nights with his heart racing, convinced for half a second that he was back there, in the forest, walking to meet his death.
He didn’t mention that part.
The train began to slow as evening crept in, the sky outside deepening to a dusky blue. Lights flickered on in the corridor, casting long reflections across the glass.
“Hogsmeade soon,” Ron said, peering out.
Harry nodded, his stomach tightening in a way that had nothing to do with nerves about schoolwork.
Hogwarts.
He hadn’t seen it since the battle. Since the broken walls, the smoke, the bodies—
He swallowed hard and forced the thought away.
“It’ll be different,” Ron said quietly, as if reading his mind.
“Yeah,” Harry agreed.
Neither of them said whether that was a good thing.
As the train pulled into the station, the familiar call of “First years, this way!” echoed faintly over the platform, and for a moment, something almost like warmth flickered in Harry’s chest.
Some things, at least, hadn’t changed.
They stepped off the train into the cool evening air. Students milled around, hauling trunks, calling out to friends, the hum of conversation rising into a steady, living noise. Lantern light bobbed along the path toward the carriages.
Harry took a breath.
This was it.
“Ready?” Ron asked.
Harry looked up the path, toward where the castle would soon come into view, its towers silhouetted against the darkening sky.
He wasn’t sure if “ready” was the right word.
But he was here.
“Yeah,” he said. “Let’s go.”
And together, they joined the flow of students heading back to Hogwarts.