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The Camaro smelled like cigarettes and hot vinyl and something underneath that Billy was trying very hard not to think about.
He drove with one hand loose on the wheel, the other braced against the window frame, fingers tapping out a rhythm that didn't match anything on the radio. Static bled through the speakers every few miles — Hawkins was apparently the kind of place where radio signals went to die. Fitting. The whole town looked like something that had been left out in the rain and forgotten.
Flat. That was the first thing. California had mountains, had coastline, had shape. Indiana in October was just gray sky pressing down on gray earth, broken up by dead cornfields and trees that had given up early. The light was thin, watery, like the sun couldn't be bothered to try. Billy's skin crawled with it. Wrong light. Wrong sky. Wrong everything.
Max wasn't speaking. She'd stopped speaking somewhere around the Illinois border, which was fine. Better than fine. Billy didn't need her running commentary on every shitty little town they passed through, didn't need her side-eye every time he adjusted the rearview to check Neil's station wagon in the lane behind them. She had her headphones on, Walkman balanced on her thigh, and whatever she was listening to was loud enough that Billy could hear the tinny ghost of it bleeding out around the foam pads. Something angry. Good for her.
The Camaro's heater was blowing too hot. Billy reached down, cranked it off, and in the sudden quiet of the air cutting out he caught it.
Ocean salt. Gardenia. His scent, bleeding through the chemical wall of the suppressants.
His hand moved before his brain caught up — window cranked down, cold October air slamming into the cabin like a slap. Max's hair whipped across her face. She yanked her headphones down, glare already loaded.
"What the hell, Billy—"
"Smelled like ass in here."
"It smells like cigarettes. Which is your fault." She wrestled her hair back, shoved it behind her ears. The red of it was too bright for Indiana too. They were going to stick out here. Badly. "Roll it back up. I'm freezing."
"Put on a jacket."
"I don't have a jacket. It's in the back."
Billy didn't roll the window up. He breathed in, out, let the cold scrub his lungs clean. The scent faded — or maybe he just couldn't smell it anymore over the wind and the road. That was the thing about your own scent. You went nose-blind to it fast unless it was bad, unless something was wrong, and Billy had spent three years training himself not to notice unless he absolutely had to.
Three days. He had three days left on the California batch.
The glove compartment was locked. Billy kept the key on a separate ring in his pocket, not on the ignition set, because Neil went through the Camaro sometimes and Billy wasn't stupid. The suppressants were in there — orange prescription bottle with a label that had Marcus's cousin's name on it, because Marcus's cousin worked at a pharmacy in San Diego and Marcus had loved Billy enough to risk his whole family's livelihood for a steady supply of pills that kept Billy's father from killing him.
Marcus.
Billy's jaw tightened. He adjusted the rearview again. Neil's station wagon was three car lengths back, Susan in the passenger seat, Neil's hands at ten and two like he was teaching a driving class instead of tailing his son across six states. Neil's face was unreadable behind the windshield glare, but Billy didn't need to read it. He knew what was waiting for him in Hawkins. The same thing that had been waiting in California. The same thing that waited everywhere.
New town. New rules. New performance.
Same old hands.
Billy cranked the window up halfway. A peace offering. Max pulled her knees up to her chest and turned her face toward the passenger window, and the silence settled back in like it had never left.
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Hawkins High sat in the middle of flat nothing like a brick monument to giving up.
Billy pulled into the parking lot at 7:48 AM, early enough that the buses were still unloading, late enough that he didn't have to stand around looking lost. Neil's station wagon had peeled off toward the middle school — Max's destination, not his — and Billy had watched it go in the rearview with something that wasn't relief because relief wasn't safe.
The Camaro drew eyes. That was intentional. The car was loud and blue and California-clean, waxed to a shine that looked obscene against the rusted-out pickups and sensible sedans filling the Hawkins High lot. Billy cut the engine and sat for a moment, letting the silence rush back in. Through the windshield he watched the student body of Hawkins High School move in slow, cold drifts toward the main building.
Flannel. So much flannel. Denim jackets with sherpa lining. Puffy vests. Hair that hadn't seen product since 1979. A few girls in bright sweaters, mall bangs teased high, but mostly it was just — brown. Gray. Beige. The whole school looked like it had been washed too many times.
Billy Hargrove got out of the Camaro in a leather jacket, jeans tight enough to make a statement, and a white t-shirt that was one size too big to hide what was underneath. His boots hit the asphalt and the cold bit through his jacket immediately. He didn't shiver. Shivering was for people who had the luxury of looking weak.
He locked the car, pocketed his keys, and started walking.
The stares started almost immediately. Billy was used to that. He was too much for a place like this — too blonde, too bright, too loud just by existing. In California it had worked for him. He'd leaned into it, made himself untouchable through sheer force of personality and the kind of smile that made people forget to look closer. Here, the staring felt different. Hungrier. Like they could already smell something wrong.
Three days, he reminded himself. He'd find the local pharmacy, get the weak Hawkins-grade shit Neil had arranged, and figure out how to stretch what he had left until something stronger could be sourced. It wasn't ideal. It was never ideal. But he'd survived worse.
He was halfway across the lot when he clocked him.
Steve Harrington was leaning against a burgundy BMW near the front entrance, talking to a girl with big hair and a pink sweater. He was tall, broad in the shoulders without looking like he was trying, and the way he stood — weight shifted, arms loose, head tilted to listen — said Alpha in a language older than words. Not posturing. Not performing. Just existing in his body like he'd never had to fight for the right to occupy space.
Billy's stride didn't break. His face didn't change. But something in his chest pulled tight, a wire drawing taut, and he catalogued everything in the space between one breath and the next.
Alpha. Confident. Popular. Dominant without trying. Probably been King of this shithole since puberty hit. Doesn't know what it's like to be afraid of his own body.
The girl laughed at something Steve said. Steve grinned, easy, warm, and Billy caught the scent on the wind — cedar and something sweet underneath, caramel maybe, and it was so Alpha it made Billy's teeth ache. Not threatening. That was the worst part. Steve Harrington smelled safe, and Billy's hindbrain was already leaning toward him like a plant toward light, and Billy wanted to punch something.
Steve glanced up.
Not at Billy. Just — scanning the lot, the way Alphas did. Checking territory. And for a fraction of a second his gaze passed over Billy, the new kid in the loud car, and something flickered. A pause. A blink. Then he looked back at the girl and said something else and the moment was gone.
Billy kept walking. Shoulders back. Chin up. The wire in his chest pulled tighter.
There's always one, he thought. Every town has one.
The front doors of Hawkins High loomed. Billy pushed through them into the smell of floor wax and old lockers and too many bodies in too small a space, and he didn't look back.
Behind him, across the parking lot, Steve Harrington stopped mid-sentence and turned his head.
"What?" The girl — Tina, maybe, or maybe not, Steve was bad with names — frowned up at him.
Steve opened his mouth. Closed it. Shook his head.
"Nothing. Thought I smelled something."
The wind shifted. The scent was gone.
Steve didn't think about it again for the rest of the morning. Not consciously. But something in his chest had already started paying attention, and it wouldn't stop until he figured out why.
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END CHAPTER 1