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    He feels the absence of Rosanov as a phantom pain of the limb he never actually had. And he tries not to dwell on it because doing so would lead to the thoughts of Rosanov. And not of the pleasant kind that just ends up with furious jerking off, but the other kind. The kind where Shane sees Rosanov laughing or talking, or listening attentively to someone. That someone never being Shane, because Shane is thousands of miles away, at the opposite end of the world, sitting in his cramped apartment and dreaming about things he could never have

    Or: Shane and Ilya work for the same company, but miles apart. Rare personal meetings are full of scary feelings and mind-blowing sex.

    Their long-distance situationship evolves through years and turns into something that is impossible to ignore. They hurt each other along the way, maturing and healing together

    And at some point they have to face the music and answer the question, where one's home is. Is it your motherland or a person you belong to? And what or who would you choose when there's no actual choice.

    Includes: dubious moral choices, lots of suffering, cause Russians know nothing but pain, and Ilya in his natural habitat - in Russia

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