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to catch the most wanted man in west tennessee by aletterinthenameofsanity for ChaoticBookLesbian
Fandoms: Pacific Rim (Movies)
13 Mar 2026
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Hermann accepted, a long time ago, that he was asexual, so there is no chance of becoming one of Newt's one-night-stands even if Newt was attracted to him, which Hermann can tell is very much not a possibility.
But maybe this is a good thing. He doesn’t have the chance to become a one-night over-and-done-with. He doesn’t have the chance to become Newt’s once-was rather than a what-if.
Sure, Hermann knows that the answer to "what if" is a "definitely not," but it can’t hurt a man to dream, right? To fantasize about what it would be like for Newt’s hand to cup his cheek, to cradle him close, to kiss him sweet. What it would be like to cuddle close with Newt, to be held at night, to know that he is loved-
But Hermann has to reassure himself, that greedy, aching organ in his chest, that it doesn’t matter who fills Newt’s bed for a night at a time, because none of those people ever last.
(In which Hermann has had a crush on Newt for ages, but he's convinced that Newt wouldn't want him back. Meanwhile, Newt's "anyone who will take me" mentality might be hiding a crush or two of his own.)
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