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Ashes & Wildflowers

Summary:

Hazel Lovell is a sharp-tongued, whiskey-soaked hunter with a habit of chasing things she should’ve left buried.

She’s been hunting the same demon for years—the one that took everything from her, and she’s getting close. Close enough that the trail stops being hers alone.

When a reluctant partnership quickly turns volatile, Hazel keeps moving—deflecting, dodging, keeping just enough distance to stay in control.

But it doesn’t last.

Because somewhere between the fights, the long drives, and the hunts that never go clean, the lines start to blur. What should’ve been temporary starts to settle into something else—something dangerous. Something that looks a little too much like trust. Like belonging.

The problem?

Hazel’s keeping secrets. Big ones.

The kind that don’t just change the hunt—they change everything.

As bodies pile up and the line between hunter and hunted begins to blur, Hazel is forced to confront the truth she’s spent years outrunning:

Some monsters aren’t just out there.
Some are in you.

And when that truth finally comes to light… there may not be anything left to save.

Notes:

HELLO!
If youre an animator or comic artist, please reach out to me! I would love to have some scenes animated or turned into a comic!! I could choose, or you could just do your favorite scene or one that stuck out to you. Animation Trends with Hazel would be cool, too! I don't expect it to be free ofcource, but with that said fanart is always welcome and will be showcased here in the story :>

Disclaimer:
Ashes & Wildflowers is a transformative, non-commercial work of fanfiction inspired by the television series Supernatural, created by Eric Kripke and owned by Warner Bros. and The CW. All recognizable characters, settings, and canon elements from the Supernatural franchise—including but not limited to Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Castiel, Bobby Singer, and associated mythologies—remain the exclusive property of their respective copyright holders.
This book is an unofficial creative project, produced independently and without affiliation, authorization, sponsorship, or endorsement from the rights holders.
All original characters, plotlines, symbolism, and expanded lore—including Hazel Lovell, altered Lamia lore, Alexis Rivers, the wildflower mythology, the altered Cambion framework, demon classifications, and all associated worldbuilding—are the sole creation of the author.
These elements are informed by legitimate real-world research, drawing from:
historic demonology texts and folklore traditions
ancient mythology (Greek, Hebrew, Mesopotamian, European, etc.)
occult writings, spiritual symbolism, and cultural storytelling
No copyright infringement is intended.

Chapter 1: Somebody's Watching Me

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Something in the diner didn’t want to be watched.

Most people wouldn’t have noticed it—the flicker in the chrome, the way the door’s reflection lagged half a second behind the real thing. It wasn’t something you could point to. It lived in the edges, in the places your eyes didn’t quite settle, in the space between one blink and the next.

Hazel Lovell didn’t go looking for it.

She just noticed.

She sat too straight for a place like this, perched on a spinning stool as if it were something steadier than it had any right to be. Ankles crossed neatly. Hands folded once, then unfolded, then rested again like she hadn’t quite decided where they belonged. Everything about her was deliberate—spotless white blouse, fitted jeans without a single fray, loafers still polished despite the long school day. Even the freckles across her nose looked intentional.

When the fry oil snapped, she flinched—quick, small, gone just as fast.

Her eyes moved constantly—doors, windows, reflections, the glass behind the counter. She was always a little too aware.

Beside her, the world refused to sit still.

Alexis Rivers moved like she had too much life in her body and nowhere to put it.

Denim shorts, sunflower-yellow tank top, legs swinging in a rhythm that never quite matched anything else in the room. Sneakers tapped softly against the metal stool. Bracelets chimed with every movement, bright and careless. Her curly hair, tied into pigtails, had long since escaped whatever had tried to hold it together. Strands caught the light, caught the air, caught everything.

Where Hazel held herself in, Alexis spilled outward.

Hazel folded thoughts into quiet corners until she knew what they meant.

Alexis didn’t wait for their meaning.

She laughed when something was funny, spoke when something crossed her mind, moved like stillness was something to outrun.

Together, they worked.

Not balanced. Not equal. Just right in the way mismatched things sometimes are—like they had been placed side by side long enough that the world had adjusted around them. Afternoons at the counter. Half-finished conversations. Jokes that didn’t need endings. The quiet certainty that neither of them would drift too far without the other noticing.

The bell above the door chimed thin and uneven, lingering just a second too long before settling.

Hazel knew that sound.

She knew all of them.

The grease snapping on the griddle. Silverware ticking against ceramic. The chair in the corner that dragged no matter how many times someone fixed it. Her mother’s footsteps—and beneath it all, the smell of coffee left sitting just a little too long.

Other kids learned playgrounds.

Hazel learned this.

She leaned over the counter on her tiptoes, elbows pressed into the laminate, chin resting in her hands as she watched the street through the front window.

The storefront across the way. The slow crawl of cars along Main. Dust hanging in the air like it had somewhere important to be.

It felt slower out there.

Like the world wasn’t pressing quite so close.

Beside her, Alexis leaned sideways, trying to catch a glimpse of Hazel’s pocket.

The notebook was there. It was always there. Light blue cover, worn soft at the corners. A peeling cat sticker clinging stubbornly to the front like it refused to be replaced. The edges of the pages fanned slightly from being flipped too often.

Alexis had only seen inside a handful of times. Sketches of customers—quick, sharp lines that somehow looked more real than the people themselves. Crooked flowers filling the margins. Lists of things that didn’t make sense until Hazel decided they did.

“You think your mom’ll let us get pie today?” Alexis whispered. She always whispered in the diner. Even when there was no reason to.

Hazel shrugged. “Maybe. If she’s in a good mood.”

“So… no.”

Hazel didn’t answer. She didn’t like talking about her mom when she was ten feet away in the kitchen.

Especially because she was ten feet away.

“Hey.” Alexis nudged her. “We’ve got money. We can just buy our own.”

Hazel sighed, picking at a scratch in the counter. “I’m savin’ mine.”

“For what?”

Hazel hesitated. It wasn’t something she could explain.

Just a feeling. Like she was holding onto something for a reason she hadn’t reached yet.

“Just… for later,” she said.

Alexis rolled her eyes, but let it go.

She always did.

The diner settled into that in-between quiet.

The kitchen door swung open just then, and June Lovell stepped through like a change in pressure.

The door flapped once behind her, sharp and irritated, before settling. Her heels clicked against the floor—one, precise note—and then stopped. She stood perfectly still, posture straight, hands folding neatly in front of her like they’d been arranged that way. Everything about her was exact. Dark hair pinned back without a single strand out of place. Blouse pressed crisp enough to crease the air. A faint floral perfume that should have been soft, but wasn’t. Nothing about June was soft.

Her gaze moved across the room, slow and distant, taking everything in without seeming to land on anything at all.

June didn’t need to speak right away. She never did.

The room adjusted to her instead.

Hazel felt it immediately—the small tightening in her chest, the instinctive straightening of her spine, like a string had been pulled taut somewhere inside her.

Then—

“Hazel.”

It wasn't loud.

Wasn't even sharp.

Just... worse, for how controlled it was.

“Two coffees. Table three.”

Hazel was already moving.

“Yes, ma’am.”

She didn’t need to look. She knew the table—the same couple, same order, same untouched bread pudding.

She poured carefully.

Steady hands.

No noise.

No mistakes.

Behind her, Alexis grinned. “Employee of the month.”

“Shut up,” Hazel muttered, but a smile slipped through anyway. She carried the cups out, set them down just right, and returned quickly—before she could be given something else to do.

That’s when she saw it.

Alexis...

Alexis had her notebook.

“Hey—!” Hazel snatched it back, holding it tight against her chest. “How did you—.”

“You're always so distracted. It was too easy!” Alexis laughed. “Relax, you know I just wanna see the drawings.”

Hazel didn’t relax, but Alexis continued anyway.

“You gonna be a writer or somethin'? Maybe some kinda fancy artist?”

Hazel shrugged, notebook clutched tight in her hands. “I dunno. Maybe.”

“You should. Then I can say I knew you before you was famous.”

“You’d be famous too.”

“For what?” Alexis threw her arms wide. “Excessive awesomeness?”

That did it.

Hazel laughed—quick, real, like it had slipped out without asking.

She didn’t laugh much here, but Alexis made it easy.

When the bell over the door chimed, Hazel didn’t look up right away.

She was still tucking her notebook safely away when it hit—

That feeling. Sharp this time. Cold. Wrong.

Her head snapped up, and there—in the doorway—stood a man.

He... seemed normal. But her eyes lingered anyway.

For a second—just a second—the world slipped.

Not visibly.

Not completely.

But underneath it—If you had known how to look—really look—you might have seen it, too.

The shape beneath the shape. Something stretched too tight in the wrong places. Shadows gathering where they shouldn’t. Eyes that didn’t reflect light so much as swallow it.

Hazel froze.

She didn’t know what she was looking at.

But when she blinked—

it was gone just as fast.

You’re imagining things.

She frowned.

Because that’s what June would say.

“Haze?” Alexis nudged her. “You okay?”

Hazel blinked hard.

“Yeah—yeah, I’m fine.”

Too fast.

“Just… felt weird for a second.”

Alexis squinted. “You’re always weird when you’re hungry.”

“Yeah,” Hazel muttered. “Probably that.”

But something in her didn’t agree. Something in her was already holding onto it—cataloging the feeling, the shift, the wrongness. Writing it down somewhere she couldn’t reach.

The afternoon thinned into evening without asking permission.

The light shifted—growing everything in a gorgeous shade of gold.

Hazel handed off a cup of coffee and wiped her hands on her jeans.

“You know,” Alexis said, leaning so far over the counter it looked like gravity had nearly given up on her, “we should ditch.”

Hazel blinked. “What? Now?”

Alexis grinned, all sharp edges and bright intent. “Yes, now.”

“We can’t ditch. My mom needs me. And—” Hazel lowered her voice, instinctively glancing toward the kitchen. “She’ll get mad.”

“She always gets mad,” Alexis said, like it didn’t count.

Hazel didn’t argue. She just straightened a stack of menus that were already perfectly aligned.

“That ain't a reason not to have fun,” Alexis pressed, leaning closer. “Hazel Lovell—world’s most serious eleven-year-old.”

Hazel rolled her eyes, but it didn’t stick. “We have school tomorrow.”

“Exactly,” Alexis said, hopping down from the stool in one smooth motion. “Which is why we need one last adventure before we’re trapped learning fractions and grammar and why Mississippi looks like Abraham Lincoln if ya squint hard enough.”

A laugh slipped out of Hazel before she could stop it. “I can’t ditch,” she said again.

Alexis folded her arms. “So that’s not a no.”

“It is a no.”

“Great,” Alexis said, already turning. “Let’s go.”

“Alexis—”

The door was already open before she could protest. The bell above it didn’t just chime this time—it rattled, sharp and frantic, like it had been struck too hard.

Hazel turned toward the kitchen.

Then back to the door.

Then back again.

Her mother wasn’t looking.

For a second, everything held.

The hum of the refrigerators. The low murmur of voices. The steady, familiar weight of the diner pressing in around her.

Predictable.

Small.

Hazel swallowed hard.

She grabbed the edge of the counter, fingers tightening for half a second—then let go.

Hazel slowed just past the door, her steps faltering for a fraction of a second as that same feeling brushed the back of her neck again.

There.

No—

Gone.

Like something stepping just out of sight the moment she turned.

“See?” Alexis said, smug, standing beneath the flickering streetlight. “You can ditch.”

Hazel opened her mouth, offense ready.

“I didn’t ditch,” she snapped. “I—” She hesitated.

“I… tactfully slipped away,” she finished, weaker than she meant it to sound.

“Oh yeah,” Alexis grinned, grabbing her wrist. “Way better.”

Her hand was warm. Solid. Real.

Hazel let herself be pulled forward—but she glanced back.

The diner windows reflected the street in dull gold and shadow.

For a second, all she saw was herself—small, half-lit, standing where she shouldn’t be.

And then— Something shifted behind the glass.

Not movement.

Not exactly.

More like the reflection didn’t line up right. Like something inside had taken a step when nothing should have.

Hazel blinked... and it was gone.

“Hazel!” Alexis tugged harder. “Come on!”

Hazel turned away.

It was just glass.

Just the reflection of the light plating tricks on her eyes.

That’s what Mom would say. And Mom was always right.

“Yeah,” she said, forcing something light into her voice. “I’m comin’.” 

The elementary school playground sat empty at this hour—too late for little kids, too early for teenagers looking for somewhere to be.

Everything held that tired, golden glow of late evening. The metal bars still warm from the sun. The wood chips dull and soft underfoot. 

Alexis ran full speed toward the jungle gym, laughter already breaking loose before she reached it.

Hazel followed slower. Her eyes moved without thinking—doors, windows, the empty lot beyond the fence, the long stretch of field where shadows dragged themselves thin across the grass.

Just habit.

Alexis was already climbing up the ladder, quick and careless before she flipped herself upside down, hooking her knees over the bar like gravity hadn't applied to her the same way.

Her hair brushed the wood chips, and Hazel’s stomach dropped. “Alexis!” she yelped. “Get down! You’ll split your head wide open!”

Alexis cackled. “And you’ll write about it. Cool.”

Hazel flinched. “I do not write about everything.”

“You write about literally everything,” Alexis said, letting go with one hand so she swung slightly. “Like when Mrs. Peters wore socks with sandals and you wrote ‘an unforgivable crime.’ ”

“Because it was.”

“And the guy who bought twenty scratch-offs—you wrote down his license plate.”

“I was being cautious! Besides, who buys that many scratch offs? That guy was really fishy.”

“You’re eleven!” Alexis shot back, exasperated.

Hazel was already climbing, panic tightening in her chest. She reached Alexis and grabbed the front of her shirt, steadying her before she could slip.

“You’re gonna get hurt,” Hazel said, quieter now.

Alexis looked at her, her grin soft and harmless. “Then catch me.”

Hazel’s eyes widened. “Don’t you da—”

But Alexis dropped anyway.

Hazel caught her—barely—stumbling backward into the wood chips with a heavy thud, landing with Alexis sprawled across her like she planned it that way. Hazel wheezed, stunned, while Alexis just simply laughed.

“You’re insane,” Hazel muttered, pushing her off and brushing wood chips from her hair.

“You love me,” Alexis chirped.

Hazel tried to look annoyed... and failed. Miserably.

“Unfortunately.”

By the time they wandered behind the school, the sun's light had thinned, painting the sky in gorgeous hues or orange and pink.

The portable classrooms sat in a quiet row, half-forgotten, the grass around them dry and flattened in some patches.

“Alexis,” Hazel whispered, slowing, “we should not be back here.”

“That’s what makes it fun.”

“That’s what makes it illegal.”

“It ain't illegal to sit behind a portable, Haze.”

“We’re trespassin'.”

“At our own school?”

Hazel stopped, staring at her. “Still trespassin'.”

Alexis just grinned and dropped into the grass like it was the most obvious thing in the world. Hazel hesitated, then, reluctantly, sat beside her. For a while, neither of them spoke.

Alexis pointed lazily at the sky. “That one looks like a dragon.”

Hazel squinted. “That’s just a blob of water vapor.”

“You have no imagination.”

“I do too.”

Sure.”

Hazel didn’t argue. She pulled out her notebook instead, flipping to a blank page.

Alexis immediately leaned over. “What’re you drawin' now?”

“You.”

“Make me taller.”

“You’re the same height as me.”

“Spiritually taller.”

Hazel huffed a quiet laugh and started sketching anyway.

The moment softened, Alexis humming off-key beside her. The scratch of pencil on paper. The last stretch of sunlight slipping between the portables and catching in Alexis’s hair.

Hey, Hazel?”

“Mm?”

“You think we’ll be best friends forever?”

Hazel didn’t look up. “Obviously.”

Alexis gasped, offended. “You hesitated!”

“I did not.”

“You did.”

Hazel finally glanced at her. “Alexis, we’re in the same class, in the same town, and you’re obsessed with me.”

“I am,” Alexis said proudly.

That pulled a real smile out of Hazel. “Yeah,” she said. “We will.”

They headed back as the sun slipped fully away. Streetlights flicked on one by one, each with that same brief hesitation before settling into a steady glow.

Alexis walked ahead, balancing along the curb like it was a tightrope, arms out, fearless as usual.

Hazel followed a step behind, her notebook held close, thumb brushing over the cover.

“Hazey!” Alexis called, glancing back. “better up the pace before I leave ya behind!”

Hazel picked up the pace, a grin spreading across her lips. “Yeah yeah,” she called back. “I’m comin'.”

Notes:

Thank you so much for reading!

Comments, kudos, and quiet lurking are all appreciated.

This Chapter title is inspired by Rockwell's "Somebody's Watching Me."