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What kind of secrets do you keep underneath that smiling mask?

Summary:

Everyone has looked at least once at that blank mask and wondered “What kind of face is Dream actually making?”. They had come up with a variety of answers across the years: joy, pride, anger, disgust, mockery... Little did they know, they were rarely ever right.
These misunderstandings may be part of the reasons that landed him in Pandora's vault.
But afterwards, rescued from arguably worse than hell, effectively shut away from the world with his last allies, maybe it is time for some masks to be put down, for some secrets to show. Maybe it is time for Dream to allow himself to heal.
And to finally stretch these wings again. Out in the open this time.

 

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AdvoCat has kindly started a translation of this story into Russian on ficbook! Here's the link:
https://ficbook.net/readfic/019a00df-3ca2-76f1-9f42-c1667c73cd9a
A huge thank you to them!

Chapter 1: Blood. Blood everywhere.

Summary:

Blood on walls. On Dream's face. On Quackity's hands.

Notes:

Edit: This work is not abandoned! Updates are just slow currently; I'm taking my time to write one of the best part of the fic!

Hi!
This fanfiction is based on the characters created as part of the DSMP, not the people behind them.

This is the first fanfiction I've ever posted. Also, English is not my first language; I'm mostly putting this here to see if people would be interested in reading it.
I'll talk more about the fic and schedule in the end notes.

For now, enjoy!

Notice 29/04/2025:
To those of you still checking out this fic if you exist, the whole fic has been reviewed as of April 29. All chapters have been more or less modified (in total, more than 2745 words have been added). The most notable changes are for the five first chapters, as well as chapter eleven’s last two days, and chapter 12-13 in a lesser measure. These modifications don't change the story, but they might lessen some mysteries as while re-reading it, I found that some clues weren't as evident as I wrote them to be. It might be interesting for you to re-read these chapters (especially chapter 2 and its end notes)!
I hope you'll enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Dream left the rare sleep he got at the grating sound of pistons. Another day, another visit.

He debated not sitting up; his bones were already protesting at the simple prospect of moving. But he wasn’t in the mood to die right now. Sitting up it was. He took care to get away from the pointy stones of the wall to move up, putting his weight on his elbows. He had had enough of those piercing his skin, he didn’t need any more scratches, not now. No thank you.

The wall held on without Dream, but, sadly, the contrary wasn't so true.

Glass shattered on the floor, accompanied by the familiar sound of particles dissolving into the air under the effect of gunpowder. Only one potion? No poison today – at least not yet – only a healthy dose of slowness. No weakness?

The previously raised netherite blocks lowered back down into the floor. Footsteps seemingly echoed in the small room that is Pandora’s vault to its main prisoner. Dream lifted his weary eyes to be met with the sight of Quackity’s manic grin.

Hmm. Weird. Usually, it didn’t appear until blood was pouring; did he sleep through the first part of the session? That didn’t happen often. Thankfully. He sneakily checked his arm; no blood. Well, none fresh enough. Wait, there was some? Did Quackity come back early, before he turned clean?

He lost his thought track as sudden movement in his periphery alerted him of the incoming kick. Left side. He let his body fall with it, relishing the glimpse of Quackity’s grin turning into a frown he caught from his place on the floor.

Always a delight. After all, smiling was Dream’s privilege here, and he would make sure it remained so. Blessed be his mask; he was sure he would not get away with that so easily without it. Nevertheless, Dream braced himself for the next hit as he got back up. His slowed down body failed to evade the hard surface knocking his head down into his knees, effectively reopening every wound on his back. Yowch.

In spite of that previous little bout of rebellion, Dream opposed no resistance to his wrists being bound together by black chains, of which he knew the tint better than his own signature green clothing's by now. He liked how Quackity kept an eye on him while doing so. Especially his legs. Seems he hadn’t liked that kick from a while back. Only now he looks at them. Ha.

“Never too much, never too little. Rebel just enough for them to know to stay careful with you, and more importantly, for you to know to fight, to stay who you are”, the Others had said.

With the bindings in place, Quackity rose back to his full height. He was quite tall from this point of view. “Tsk", he clucked. Dream flinched the smallest bit. "You always distract me.” Quackity picked up the… - book? Yes, it was a book - he had hit Dream with. A book? Had he run out of creative ideas? Or maybe… paper cuts… Oh, please, not again. Not like that.

“Not again? Not again what?” Had he said that out loud? That’s bad. “What are you on about, D- prisoner?” The avian's confused tone turned dangerous towards the end.

“Nothing.” Dream whispered; his mouth was too dry to talk normally these days.

“Really?” Oh crap, now he was interested, Dream thought, as he was painfully lifted by his hair. Or knots, rather. Nope, not the time for such musings. Dream tugged his wings closer ; not even he could see nor touch them, but it brought him comfort. “Are you sure?” Quackity said slowly, his expression turning dark.

“I’m sure.” He answered, more confidently than he felt.

“Oh really? ” They- Quackity. Quackity repeated, widening his eyes in feigned surprise.

Really.” A distraction, Dream needed a distraction. “Now why don’t you tell me what you have prepared this time?” ‘This time’. Dream was playing it safe. Showing he knew how much time had passed only worked if he was right.

“Haaa. You won’t say anything, will you?” Dream’s hair was released, and he brutally fell back down onto the floor, his legs burning. When had he gotten so high up?

“And it would have been so fun to play with something that makes you plead at the mere thought of it, too.” A kick to the side. His silence must have been answer enough. “But as much as I hate to admit it, that’s not what I’m here for.” He’s not here for his pleads? They’re rare, Dream makes sure of that, but it’s what seems to bring him pleasure; the only thing he seeks besides the revival book. Won’t give it.

Instead, Quackity holds out the book he brought. It’s a book and quill, Dream notes. The same kind as the ones he writes in quite regularly. Maybe thinner. Quackity shaked it in front of his eyes. Dream simply looked up, his face a blank mask (ha!).

“Take it!” Ah, so it was what he wanted from him. You have to say it, Quackity. One never knew, and doing nothing is always the best option. On top of that, it counts as a rebellion, of an uncommon kind that doesn’t warrant systematic punishment, too.

Dream extended his ruined hand (yep, he sure hadn’t died yet), trying to be quick despite the slowness II, but the book was taken out of his reach. Did he have to chase it-

“Hmm, no. You’ll put blood everywhere. Here.” A splash potion hit his hand. Dream suppressed a hiss at the unexpected feeling of glass exploding into glitter on his wound and retracted his hand to examine it.

The skin tingled and grew back over the flesh. Blood vessels sealed, and near invisible scars became visible again over the intact flesh. A healing potion. His left hand - and his back, and his knees (or lack thereof) - were now the ‘only’ traces remaining of the last session. He probably forgot some parts.

Everything just hurts so much.

“Better. Now you take it.” The book was shoved into his now stiff but intact (what a weird feeling) appendage. “Write. ‘Hi’”

Dream had just received healing. From Quackity. Some would have been thankful, and therefore, obedient.

Dream took his bloodied left index finger to the cover and mimicked writing.

Quackity grabbed it lightning quick. Ow.“No, with the feather! On a page!” Quackity sighed, exasperated, all the while releasing the finger under Dream's watchful gaze. “You’re turning me crazy.”

Dream’s grin grew behind his mask. Nevertheless, he calmly opened the book and took up the quill, not without disturbingly looking into Quackity’s eyes the whole time, of course. He had mastered the art of writing without looking; one occupied themselves however they could in this hellhole.

“‘Hi Technoblade’” Oh, he started dictating right away. Dream was surprised, had Quackity learned something? Not the fact that Dream shouldn’t be messed with, obviously, but still. Satisfied, he started writing.

 

 Wait.

 

“Technoblade?” Dream's voice was rough from the turmoil in his mind more than the thirst. He lifted his feather from the paper.

Quackity started smiling his face-splitting grimace again. It annoyed Dream. “Did you finally realize? Yes, you’re writing a message to that pig. You’re gonna call in that favor he owes you and ask for a visit in the prison.” 

“What? No!" This was the worst possible scenario. "You’ll trap him in!” 

Quackity caressed his scar across the face. The one Techno had given him. “Shrewd, aren’t you? But it doesn’t matter. You’ll write that message anyway.”

“No, I refuse!” Dream yelled at the top of his lungs. A sound barely louder than his whispers escaped his lips.

“You refuse?” Dream shivered. “You refuse?” Quackity repeated, stepping closer. Dream defiantly looked straight at him, ignoring the trembling of his hands.

“Did I hear that right?” Quackity rumbled, spreading his white wings in the cell to look threatening.

“You did.” The slowness lost its effect. And so on these words, Dream threw the book and quill towards Quackity’s face. It slid down his nose and thumped on the obsidian of the floor in the loud silence resonating in the cell.

 

Shiiiing.

 

Quackity drew his netherite sword from where he stood.

Dream carefully reached with his lips for the small metal plate in his mask. It was there so he could bite onto it to squash grunts of pain before they came out.

The session was on.

 

Quackity stalked forward, expression somber. And Dream already knew. He knew he would cede. But there were ways to shoot down Quackity’s plan, and for that, he first had to lower the guard he so liked to rise. To do so, he needed to cede in the right manner. And so, when the first slash – across the abdomen, taking care to avoid his mask – came, he took it without a flinch, 'like a champion'. Like Dream does.

Quackity’s characteristic crazed grin came back. “Oh, don’t worry. I made sure I have plenty of time to spare you today.” Ha, ‘spare’. This was a grim affirmation, but Dream could appreciate the irony.

It meant this wouldn’t end quickly.

*****

...And he was right about that. The session was interminably long; he was submitted by the sword, the shears, the pickaxe, the hoe… There was no set pain that would break him. Quackity knew that.

Death was a relief, a rare one to have during a session; the fact that he had died three – three? – times showed how long this one had lasted.

But he had yielded in the end. Such a luxury that was; such a swift – swift? – end would never have happened had it been the revival book he was asked for. He just couldn’t give it. Never. And certainly not to him. Not to them.

“Write.” He had said. And Dream had written, slowly. “Now, sign. With your name. Like you would have done.” As if he didn't do it anymore. And Dream did; he took up the feather and started signing. Slowly. Very slowly. “Oh, come on! Do you want more of the whip?! You can do it faster!” Dream could.

He had written to Techno Quackity’s words, in Quackity’s book, with Quackity’s feather, on Quackity’s terms. And it would be delivered by Quackity.

Quackity turned around, annoyed. He couldn’t do anything to speed Dream up; it had taken all his time to make him agree in the first place. And while he didn’t look, while he was losing focus, certain of Dream’s ‘goodwill’ he had acquired and then enforced for a few hours longer, Dream wrote.

What Quackity didn’t know however, was that Techno would know something was wrong with it. Dream smiled to the floor at that thought.

Because those words weren’t written in ink; they were written in ink and what Quackity had spilled the most of: Dream’s blood.

And Technoblade was the blood god. A piglin hybrid.

Notes:

It's me again.

So, about the fic.
This is the shortest chapter I have planned for, the teaser if you will, other chapters should be around 3000 words.

If some people are lost, the text in italics and bold are Dream's thoughts he didn't necessarily formulate in his head.

And that's it for the explanations. The mysteries I have hinted at will be addressed later. Yes, all of them (;
I dislike incoherent story lines, so rest assured! Though I would absolutely love reading your theories! (Honestly, that's the main reason I'm putting this on the Internet) I might give you some additional clues in my answers...

 

Now, about the rest.

I do plan on finishing this fic whatever happens. I hope to have it completed before next summer (I hope!). But honestly, I have no idea how long this is going to take. I know what I want to write, I know how I want to write it - yes, in detail, though I would love to read your ideas! I might use them and credit you in the author's note, if you're okay with that after I asked you in the commentaries. I just don't know how much time I'll need, especially with school coming back up.
Because of that, if no one is interested in this fic, I don't think I will make an effort to upload on a regular schedule, and might just post it all only when finished. If I see people are interested, I will try and post once every two weeks, I think? I'll keep you updated. Please make yourself known if you'd like to read the rest soon! I'll post chapter two in a few days.

As I said in the beginning, English is not my first language, so if you see any mistakes, feel free to correct them! I'll correct it as soon as I can. Same for writing tips! In fact, any constructive criticism is welcome!
Also, if anyone would be willing to beta this story, I am not opposed to it, I just haven't ever done that online... But I sincerely doubt anyone would want to beta such an insignificant story :').

I tend to leave a lot of clues for a lot of different things, and it all gets explained little by little, but I feel like for someone who doesn't know what I have on my mind, it might be confusing. So ask your questions! It'll help me gauge what to put and how for it to be an engaging story.

Now, about tags. I've put what I've found appropriate (and had encountered on other stories I read). I'll update them as I go if (when) needed. Feel free to suggest the ones you find lacking, it'll be of great help. This is rated explicit because there will be quite a bit of torture and some quite gruesome living conditions and flashbacks (what else do you expect from Pandora's vault? It's its own tag!), but I assure you, there is comfort. A lot of comfort.
I love hurt/comfort. Do you love hurt/comfort? I love it.

Also, 25 is an arbitrary number. I think I won't go over that, but my stories tend to get away from me, so it will probably change.

Anyway, I've rambled long enough. See you soon for chapter 2!