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  1. Public Bookmark 49

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    It was a beautiful wedding. That's what people say, isn't it? Ilya had joked that their invitations should have read: We’re getting married at this time and this place whether you like it or not, so be here at this time looking decent or else you’ll miss it. People probably wouldn’t call theirs a beautiful wedding, but fuck it if Shane wasn’t the most in-love man on the planet. That should be enough to make a beautiful wedding. And now he could call Ilya his, for real.

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    A snapshot look into Shane and Ilya's wedding night.

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    28 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    “What do you mean it’s the first day?” Shane asks. “Did you hit your head or something?”

    Ilya rolls his eyes. “One concussion and you’re Dr. Concussion, now.”

    The smile comes home. Ilya’s whole heart. “I don’t get the joke.”

    “Because you got a concussion,” Ilya reminds him. “Oh. No, the other part was not a joke. It is the first day, again.”

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    or: Is it hell if it’s heaven forever?

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    26 Aug 2026

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    Ilya wishes he knew what he's doing wrong, for everyone in his life to decide Shane is someone to be worried for just because he is dating Ilya. It's even worse that the decision never seems to take more than ten minutes of knowing him.

    Is it just written on his forehead? Careful, this man ruins everything he touches, keep away from precious people.

    Or; Ilya heavily misunderstands who Shane's loved ones are worried for in their relationship.

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    25 Aug 2026

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    Shane: Why do I have three missed calls from you. It's past 1 AM

    Ilya: hmm?

    Ilya: oh i see

    Ilya: it was, uh, what is word

    Ilya: ass call

    Shane: Oh. Wow.

    or, butt dial and booty call are waaaay too similar for two terms with such wildly different meanings. when ilya accidentally butt dials his biochem tutor in the middle of the night, a miscommunication leads to some unexpected sexting.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    Shane is in love with Matt. They're in love and it's fine. It's better than fine really, Shane loves just about everything about Matt and he loves all of Matt's friends. Except for the big tall Russian one that wont stop staring at him like he knows something Shane doesn't. Like he's waiting for Shane to snap. Like he's begging Shane to do something.

    And Shane won’t, obviously. Because Ilya is the type of man to reel you in and the leave you high and dry. Leave you looking for pieces of him in every new person that you meet, leave you looking for signs you didn't just make the whole thing up, like some wild fantasy that was born of monotony.

    Oh, and he fact he has a boyfriend who he loves. A lot. It isn't monotonous. Its love.

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    24 Aug 2026