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The man never drew his gaze away from his own blue eyes. “This one,” he said, his voice coarse. He sounded almost breathless. “He is coming with me."
Executive Dazai gets a dog
Or, a story about recovery and trust in a harsh and unforgiving world
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31 Aug 2026
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With You (I’m Good For Something) by Hum My Name (My_Kind_of_Crazy) for baspingo
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
18 Jul 2026
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“You fucking horrified me, and I didn’t know what to do with that. Picking fights and lashing out was easier than dealing with how scared I was all the time.” And Chuuya knows he played his part, knows he enabled Dazai’s self-destruction by brushing it off or looking the other way when it felt convenient. He’d answer with aggression against Dazai’s cries for help because swearing and screaming meant he wasn’t completely powerless—until Dazai would respond later that night with another attempt, another nightmare, another whisper that he can’t do this without you, Chuuya, can’t go through this alone. Even now, Chuuya shudders at the whispers in his mind. “I couldn’t be your reason to live, Dazai. That sort of pressure? It was always going to just crush us both.”
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Chuuya broke up with Dazai a year ago. He didn't think he'd ever have to deal with him again--until he stumbles into a club bathroom and finds the exact person he's been trying to forget.
Chuuya takes it as a sign the universe hates him; Dazai thinks it means they're supposed to get back together.
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30 Aug 2026
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His heart clenches, squirming restlessly in his chest. There's no saving boat, he thinks. No lifeguard or kickboard he could hold onto. Fyodor is sinking, he's drowning, dragged to the bottom of the ocean where Nikolai awaits. An endless melody playing in his gaze and a razor-sharp grin cutting across his lips.
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23 Aug 2026
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(Heavily inspired by that bloody bath official art)
Nikolai is realizing he's in love with Fyodor. That only resolves into rage, and his intrusive thoughts demand a bloody bath.
Fyodor is there to help him navigate through it ofc, but he's being a little shit over it
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23 Aug 2026
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Months after what happened in Meursault, and after saving the damn world, Chuuya gets a call in the middle of the night to go pick up Dazai’s drunk ass.
“Do you hate me?”
“Of course.”
“I’m serious.”
“And so am I, idiot.”
Dazai didn’t respond.
“I miss you.”
It was worse than a stab. Chuuya stopped.
And Dazai twisted the knife.
Or - Dazai lays himself bare and hands Chuuya his bruised, corrupted heart to do whatever he wants with it—and yeah, he needs some liquid courage to do it.
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- Part 4 of things you said, or I said...
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09 Aug 2026