jujin_girlintheback



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    “I took you backstage, to a quiet room, so we’re alone. I threw myself at you, you’re holding my waist. So, what do you want to do with me now, alpha?” The omega pulled away just enough so that they were face to face, and Hanbin’s heart was threatening to jump out of his chest.

    “I want…I want to kiss you,” he said, flushed and breathless. Hao raised an eyebrow.

    “That’s all?”

    Or, Hanbin is a tender-hearted alpha that owns a record store, fighting his fears. Zhang Hao is a rockstar anchored down by his past, hiding behind a carefully polished mask.

    Toghether, they heal.

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    “What are you doing here?”

    How is he supposed to explain this?  That he's following a breadcrumb trail left behind by versions of Hanbin who haven’t met him yet. He thinks of the Hanbin who cried in his backyard, who didn’t speak Mandarin, who didn’t even recognize him until the last second. Who looked at him like he was a lifeline just before he vanished.

    He thinks about all the things Hanbin won’t say, and all the things Zhang Hao has figured out anyway, by paying attention, by collecting every fleeting moment and trying to stitch them into something whole.

    He doesn’t know what happens next. But he knows that he wants to find out, and that he’s tired of waiting.

    “I’m coming to find you.”

    Zhang Hao is just trying to survive college when Hanbin appears in his dorm room, and then vanishes before he can ask who he is. Over and over, Hanbin returns, sometimes older or younger, and always out of order. Zhang Hao may not know what the future holds, but he knows he's slowly starting to fall for the time traveler that keeps coming back to him.

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    03 Sep 2025

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    Hanbin pushes off where their chests meet, his hand falling to Zhang Hao’s waist. He’s close, their faces mere inches apart, and he looks at him with stars in his eyes, like Hao hung them in the sky. Zhang Hao hadn’t noticed he was crying, not until he sees the shining trail of tears in his high cheekbones. He thumbs at the wet line, and Hanbin nuzzles his face in his hand, content, relaxing with a sigh. He hugs Zhang Hao again.

    "Don't ever leave," and there's a please there, although it's silent.

    Zhang Hao can hear it anyway.

    Or the moments Zhang Hao thinks Hanbin might also be in love with him.

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    Zhang Hao wakes up in a room. A room in a palace. In a dress.

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    12 May 2024

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    glimpses into hanbin's discovery that change is not always scary, people who shine from within are real, and happiness is not so far away.

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