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    I have a lot of MH headcanons and Im putting all of it into a series :3c
    most of these have to do with Alex, hence the name

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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    “So you’re trying to say he did this from the kindness of his heart? That he saved you?” Bucky spat out the words like it was venom.

    “Whether he was kind or not, that’s subjective, but every time I regained consciousness I was asked if I wanted to die. Every time I said no. So he kept trying to save my body, or what was left of it, until he wasn’t able anymore.”

    “That doesn’t make it right,” he said. “What he did to you wasn’t right.”

    John tilted his head at that, as his brain processed his wording. The LED on his temple turned from blue to yellow.

     

    It wasn’t… right?
     

    Or: John gets turned into an Android, losing his ability to experience emotions, or so he thinks. He, now, has to navigate his life and a complicated relationship full of unfinished business with Bucky Barnes.

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    11 Sep 2025

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    WOO DBH AND THUNDERBOLTS

  2. Public Bookmark 92

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    To most people, John probably looks the perfect little soldier, despite some previous, minor hiccups. In reality, he's teetering on the edge of suicide. Not that he'd call it that. He just wants his death to mean something, okay?

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    10 Sep 2025

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    I need two movies and a TV series with eighteen seasons and two specials per season

  3. Public Bookmark 66

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    After the Thunderbolts, John Walker is trying—therapy, fatherhood, co-parenting, and holding together the life he almost lost. He’s oblivious to the fact that half his new team has adopted him as family… and that Bucky Barnes is very much in love with him.

    Between Alexei sneaking casseroles, Yelena heckling like a little sister, Ava’s rare but pointed check-ins, Bob drifting in like a storm front and quieting the room just to stand in John’s orbit (because John’s steady hands and warm hugs anchor the Void better than any drug), and Sam trying to play wingman, John slowly learns he’s allowed to want things for himself.

    Bucky just hopes he notices before the whole world figures it out first.

    It turns out love isn’t a mission, and family isn’t a unit—it’s a branch that grows, if you let it.

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    08 Sep 2025

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    yaoitastic, need more of it, please oh please

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    (A series of canon-compliant (through Endgame) interconnected one-shots and short arcs filling in the gaps between Homecoming and Infinity War.)

    Since the bite, since Ben, things had been harder for Peter than those in his orbit always recognized. He knew May was steady and solid and that she wanted him to lean on her, but he worried she might topple under the extra weight. So he tried his best to shoulder his grief and responsibilities and sense of duty alone. He was strong, he was capable, and he was Spider-Man. He could step up. He could push through.

    "You know it won't hurt my feelings if you want to spend time with Tony and Pepper, right?" May tried to tread lightly, knowing if she pushed too hard that he would push back, not against her but FOR her. "If you need my permission to let them care about you, or to care about them, you have it."

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    13 Jan 2025

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    Sigh

  5. Public Bookmark 70

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    /"Son, you gotta tell me why you're black and blue"
    I said I didn't want trouble, I'm the boy in the bubble
    But then came trouble/

     

    Tony Stark was not unfamiliar with late-night interruptions. They usually involved Peter Parker limping into his lab at ungodly hours, muttering apologies while sporting bruises, cuts, or some other kind of injury that made Tony’s stomach churn. It had become a routine—patch the kid up, give him a quick lecture about not getting himself killed, and shove a plate of leftover shawarma his way before sending him off to bed and calling his aunt.

    But this? This was new.

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    13 Jan 2025

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    Im probably gonna read this again when I'm sad