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After meeting at the bar and a whole weekend together both Kate and Lucy decide that whatever transpired between them during those two nights, three days is worth further exploration. Despite the distance, against better judgement they promise to stay in touch.
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“They must be good” Kai spoke suddenly.
“Oh, they must be more than good, considering Tennant took the first flight to mainland as soon as she found out that this mysterious agent was looking for a transfer” countered Jesse.Or
Kate Whistler is a new member of NCIS team in Hawai'i and one Junior Special Agent is determined to uncover all her secrets.
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A Borrowed Light Against My Skin by SunshineLemon
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Black Widow (Movie 2021)
01 Nov 2025
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"How long?"
“How long what?”
“Have you been in love with her.”
Had it been said in any other way, by anyone else, at any other time, Yelena would have broken their neck.
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Yelena doesn't do feelings.
She certainly doesn't have feelings about Kate getting engaged to Eli, she simply thinks her best friend can do better. But if Kate won't listen to her superb advice, what can she do? She doesn't have any horse in this game, or whichever of those ridiculous American sayings Kate is always using. She doesn’t care that her best friend, the most compassionate person she knows, is promising her future to someone who peaked in high school and now coasts on his grandparents' legacy.
Kate can do whatever she wants, Yelena doesn’t care.
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27 Jul 2026
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En Garde /ɑ̃ ɡard/ interj. (French)
On guard; a call to a fencer to adopt a defensive stance in readiness for an attack.
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Maya Bishop, a freshman at Princeton with a spot on one of the country’s top fencing programs, has wanted one thing her whole life: to win. To be the best. To get an Olympic gold. To reach the top of her sport.
Carina DeLuca is already there. A Princeton senior and the fencing world’s it girl, she’s ready to head to the Olympics with a practically guaranteed spot at the podium.
Will Carina find what she hoped for at the top?
Will Maya get that gold medal she's always wanted?
Or will an impromptu fencing match on a hot summer night, mark the beginning of something neither of them trained or planned for: each other.- Language:
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23 Mar 2026
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frontline rendezvous (and other tragedies) by Promsie
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
07 Sep 2025
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Yelena can do this. She knows she can because she knows how this film ends. She’s seen it all before. The airplane field. The grim faces and loaded speeches. Sam Wilson in the role of Captain America. Bucky in the role of Iron Man. Herself in the role of—oh, fuck this. How can she give a shit about any of this if Kate Bishop is standing across from her, a look in her burning blue eyes like she’s out for blood. Most likely Yelena’s.
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After a tumultuous one-night stand, Yelena and Kate reunite in the midst of a second Civil War between the New Avengers and Sam Wilson's Avengers. Sparks fly. Fists fly. Yelena is forced to reevaluate some choices and come to terms with the fact that she might have lost Kate for good.
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28 Jun 2025
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this is the life i always longed for (and i'm gonna make it mine) by Promsie
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Thunderbolts (Marvel Comics), Marvel Cinematic Universe
18 May 2025
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Kate was 22 when she met Yelena.
At the time, she was the epitome of a hot mess and her life was what others might call an absolute disaster. Maybe, if she had still been the person she had been before all that — someone with too much confidence who had always known who she was — things would have been different. Maybe then Kate could have made her peace with Yelena's disappearance. Instead, she would spend the next ten years falling in love.
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Across ten years, Kate and Yelena are meeting like passing ships in the night and grow closer. But abductions, trauma and betrayal always pull them apart. All this time, Kate keeps longing for the kind of life she can share with Yelena but what about Yelena?
Read and find out - new chapter every Sunday.
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08 May 2025
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The first time it happened they were young. Young enough to write it off as something imagined, or a dream. But then it kept happening. And maybe they like it that way.
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Soulmates who appear at each other’s side without warning.
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13 Mar 2025