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  1. Public Bookmark 15

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    Live changes all the time, the earth moves around you with no hesitance. And it did even when Stray Kids disbanded, even though he had wished for the world to burn down that night.

    When Hyunjin get's a message from someone he thought he would never hear from again, the fragile walls around his life start to crumble. Too easy to be torn down.

    And then he sees Chan again, after four years of silence and sadness. Hyunjin can't stop his world from unfolding.

    Not that he actually wants it to.

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    23 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

    Mystery Work

    Part of Geheimnis
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    13 Nov 2025

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    “This doesn’t change anything,” Minho finally speaks up, forcing his voice to stay even. “Just because he’s back doesn’t mean we have to acknowledge him. He’s the one who cut us off and left.”

    Seungmin lets out a short laugh, drawing Minho’s attention to him. He’s looking a little too calculatingly at Jisung for his comfort. “Ignoring and Hyunjin are two words that have never been used together. Good luck with that.”

    “Watch me,” Minho retorts with a dangerous glint in his eyes. “Once I’m done with him, Hwang Hyunjin will be more canceled than an idol after a dating scandal.”

    The only response Minho gets is the sound of Jisung’s phone clattering to the ground.
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    OR: The Gossip Girl AU no one asked for, in which Minho is Blair Waldorf and Hyunjin is Serena van der Woodsen.

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    06 Jun 2025

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    It's 1986 and for Xie Lian, a deaf college student, the world keeps getting bigger. For the first time in his life, he’s putting himself out there and experiencing things his overprotective parents would never imagine, including four consecutive dates with Hua Cheng, a 21 year old Harley enthusiast whose laid back personality and fluent sign language make him irresistible.

    As overwhelming as his newfound independence is, Xie Lian is happier than he's ever been.

    All of this changed on November 12th, 1986 — the day he disappears without a trace.

    Xie Lian is kept bound in his captor’s basement — a man he cannot identify due to the mask he wears. When he manages to escape, he discovers he has been missing for nearly four years, and nothing in his life is the same. Worst of all, his captor remains a free man unless Xie Lian can find a way to identify him.

    Though his entire world has turned upside down, one thing remains the same: Hua Cheng’s affection for him. Together, they work through the events of the past four years to help Xie Lian come to terms with his trauma and find a way to catch his captor. It becomes clear before long that until the man is caught, Xie Lian is far from safe…

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    27 Mar 2024

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    In the waning days of the Heian era, the Inumaki clan stands as an indomitable military power. The heir, just months away from claiming his birth right, is burdened with the dreaded gift of Cursed Speech. Haunted by tragedy and shunned by kin, Toge's fate alters with the arrival of his new personal guard, Yuta Okkotsu, a skilled warrior seeking redemption for his own past transgressions. Despite Toge’s self-loathing and Yuta's struggle with connection, their paths converge when a perilous conspiracy threatens Toge's life.

    Yuta, who is slowly falling for the silent boy with violet eyes, finds himself caught in a torment of emotions - his duty as Toge’s protector, his own quest for absolution and the lingering ache of Rika’s tragic death.

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    20 Mar 2024