R4Z0R_0227
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Drunk Cataclysm nearly fucks up
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Only remedy for temptation is to yield by Noa_1707
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
18 May 2024
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Not even in his wildest dreams Nikolai expected day when he catches Fyodor off guard would arrive. He’d rather drop dead than show ounce of vulnerability – let alone in front of him. But eyes do not deceive, touch even less; pity he could rely only on former at the moment, withal Nikolai was keen on crossing the distance and taking in the mind-boggling scene under own fingertips; only that way he’s know for certain.
Either way there was no negating bump in quilt resembled human shape, mop of dark hair solidified the only reasonable hypothesis – that sleeping form had to be Fyodor.
In which Nikolai visits Fyodor’s lair, catches him asleep and finds himself at conundrum what to do (behave or scoop a kiss or two, or three and maybe even four).
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26 May 2026
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The first and the greatest punishment for a sinner is a conscience of own sin by Noa_1707 for Liebestraume
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
01 Oct 2024
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“Are you implying I’m susceptible to malady”, Fyodor managed to draw out hazily; tangled fingers through Nikolai’s coat for balance, pierced on spot with knowing eyes and went on just as throatily – “Or capable of making mistakes?”
Both, to be frank. Nikolai wished to wise off but tongue tied up. Hard to tell if it’s Fyodor’s daze, intoxicating vulnerability, close proximity or gravity of this all but under gaze that simultaneously saw nothing and right into his core he was left paralyzed; as if the one drugged. Just when Nikolai began hoping even grounding is a miracle actually realizable for sinfully mortal souls Fyodor had to seize a chance to remind him how much of a fool he is.
“Because you’d be right only about one”
In which Nikolai poisons Fyodor and once symptoms start showing realizes it’s absolutely not what he had wanted.
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22 Feb 2025
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I love Nikolai and his struggle of not knowing if he wants to kill Fyodor or not🙏
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Nest is bird’s safe haven but that’s not what wings are made for by Noa_1707
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
18 Jun 2025
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Eye-patch came off. Scarcely ever did, and each time Fyodor was oddly charmed by Nikolai’s mismatched eyes. Whether one, or perhaps both, were contact lenses or heterochromia was natural, that he couldn't know – seldom is the line dividing truth from lies set in stone, very much like the one separating sanity from utter madness – living and breathing example of the fallacy was right in front of his eyes.
Nikolai rested chin on a palm and leaned forwards. “Tell me Dos-kun, what do you think is the worse”, he murmured in equally sentimental and derisive tone, as if vacillating between scorn and affections. Despite the sorrowful smile there was something in Nikolai’s expression that alarmed.
“To clip bird’s wings or to take its voice away?”
In which Nikolai, driven to brink of madness by love, saves Fyodor from death and helps him recover. Except now that he finally has Fyodor within arm’s reach he won’t be so willing to let go.
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14 Jan 2025
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I love this fic so much i swear
The way you can slowly see Fyodor fall for Nikolai without realizing it and the way Fyodor's manipulation is written??
PEAK🙏🙏And Nikolai changing too??
Like comparing the later versions of them to the earlier ones? The changes were crazy😭😭
Nikolai's obsession was written so well i fear💔I remember when chapter 18 dropped and i was so scared waiting for 19 because of the way it ended😭
Also Fyodor I love you but can you be somewhat normal atleast once
Fyolai vs not being toxic (and doomed) whos winning