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    When allegations against a youth coach begin circulating online, most of the league treats it like a joke.

    Ilya Rozanov laughs along with everyone else. Nothing bad happened to him, at least that’s what he's always believed.

     
    Or, a look into Ilya Rozanov’s childhood and how it shaped him.

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    12 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    Five times they faced homophobia. Five times people were there for them.

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    25 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 95

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    "Everything alright?"

    Shane takes Ilya's hands, still framing his face, and takes them in his. Shit, they're cold. And slightly trembling.

    "How long have you been out here?"

    "I- don't know," Ilya replies, his gaze unfocused. Shane panics, an Ilya who admits he doesn't know something is a new and shocking Ilya.

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    This is set right after HR. No spoilers, but heavily inspired by a specific chapter of The Long Game.

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    25 May 2026

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    Eight years and six months ago, Ilya filed for divorce. Weeks later, his love story with Shane came to an end.

    Eight years ago, Shane vanished without a trace, without telling anyone.

    Six years ago, Ilya said goodbye to the ice and retired after a career worthy of a superstar.

    Four years ago, Shane sent a letter that would never be read.

    A year and six months ago, Ilya became the coach of the Ottawa Centaurs, marking a new chapter in his life.

    Eight months ago, Shane was photographed for the first time in years.

    Three weeks ago, S. Hollander officially appeared in an MHL document that no one reads.

    And two hours ago, Ilya’s world was turned upside down. Two hours ago, the Montreal Voyageurs posted a photo welcoming Shane as their new coach.

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    25 May 2026

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    Shane was tired.

    It had only been two months since he joined the Centaurs, he shows up to practice and it's like a switch turns on where he just pretends. 

    Pretends he likes Boodram's ideas for Shane-inclusive barbecue food, which just makes him feel different and needy because he's the only one in their team who's this rigid. Pretends that he likes Hayes’ teasing about his awkward habits in front of everyone else, which pisses him off, coming from the guy who brings up Green Lantern comics every other practice. Pretends he likes Harris asking him excited questions about his relationship with Ilya, if the topic doesn't still make him want to rip off his skin. Pretends his life and career weren't uprooted exactly how he feared— leaving him in a shitty team. 

    Or: Shane wasn't prepared for every aspect of his life to be uprooted the moment his relationship with Ilya went public. He is happy, he thinks, but adjusting to team dynamics, moving away from Montreal, living with Ilya and Anya is prove to be perfect storm for burnout.

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    17 May 2026