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  1. Public Bookmark 21

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    Learning German was supposed to be a simple chore by NERV, just another test to study for. But for Shinji Ikari, it becomes something else entirely.

    After a humiliating exchange with Asuka, he begins to wish that he could be braver, louder, more like her. Shinji falls into frustration, daydreaming about the things he could have said, but didn't. With Asuka out and Misato busy though, Shinji finds himself alone. After a stray impulse to clean Asuka's room, Shinji finds a pair of bright red interface clips, and a sudden, breathless urge to see himself differently.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    PEAK

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    Ralsei is in love with Kris.

    He is. He's their boyfriend. They're dating, and in love, and if he keeps thinking there's something—

    Well. There's nothing wrong. But if there was, it would be with him. Not Kris.

    Never Kris.

    (or: why does the word boyfriend hurt so much?)

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    27 Jun 2025

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    Truly amazing writing wish there was more to this specifically

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    The comatose pilot of Evangelion Unit-01 comes to a (fairly) sudden realisation about themselves. Begins around the time of episode 20.

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    23 Mar 2025

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    Made me cry read it

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Shinji Ikari is a girl.

    Although she's known this for a while, it comes as quite a surprise to everybody else.

    Her decision to take charge of her destiny will bring change beyond her wildest imagination—for her, for her friends, and for the labyrinthine conspiracies hanging invisibly above her head.

    Join Shinji on her journey to become herself as she deals with bullies at school, supportive friends who kinda don’t get it but are trying their best, thrift store clothes shopping, a father who’s hoping to avoid the whole “gender” thing until it all blows over, the giant cyborg she has to pilot, the giant monsters that want to destroy humankind, the cabal of creepy old men that want to destroy humankind, and a strange, fey boy who probably wants to destroy humankind.

    Also, she might be turning into a conduit between the mortal and divine. Whatever that means.

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    10 Feb 2025

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    One of my favorite transfem shinji fics

     

    Dream surfing :3

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    Shinji comes to terms with being a trans girl and confronts the social and systemic forces that stand in her way. Her exploration of queerness influences the other kids to analyze their own identities, and in the process, Shinji, Rei, and Kaworu develop feelings for each other.

    This fic draws themes from the essay collection "Neoreaction: a Basilisk," which digs deep into the philosophical underpinnings of the modern radical right and proposes some values that can help a person inoculate themselves and their communities from their influence

    This one's gonna go to some weird places. Bioterrorist, infect thyself.

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    10 Feb 2025

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    One of my favorite transfem shinji fics