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    Chuuya smiles at the memory, reliving the night in his head. “He’s a second year university student. He’s only two years older than us and in his second year. He told me it's because he skipped a year in high school. Now that I think about it he must be very smart.”

    “Big deal, I could have graduated university by the time I was fifteen.”

    The five times Chuuya was courted by people and the one time it was Dazai’s turn.

     

    Or: Throughout the years Chuuya is approached by different people interested in him, Dazai loses his mind while being completely oblivious as to why it bothers him so much.

    Or-Or: Chuuya’s long journey of finding his Type™.

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    30 Jul 2026

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    After getting hit by lightning and his heart stopping for three minutes and seventeen seconds, Buck realized he had several regrets, especially regarding Eddie... so he decides to talk to Eddie about them. Eddie returns the favor, and this leads to them going back and forth with regrets both serious and lighthearted. Featuring COMMUNICATION.

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    26 May 2026

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    “Why are you the way you are?” he asks and Buck freezes in his movements. Eddie sounds serious — like he’s genuinely upset. With Buck?

    “What, um,” Buck tries, clearing his throat awkwardly, a sinking feeling growing in his gut. “What do you mean?”

    “‘s fucking annoying,” Eddie slurs, rolling his eyes again and leaning back to look at the ceiling as if it’s something interesting. “”’nd exhausting.”

    Buck’s heart drops, remembering Eddie’s words in the grocery store all those years ago. Eddie just yawns and closes his eyes with a sigh.

    “D’you know how exhausting it is to be around you?”

    Or: Eddie is annoyed with Buck for being so very kissable but his drunk self isn't the best at phrasing things.

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    26 May 2026

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    for the absolutely infallible @eddiesdiaz who asked me on Tumblr:
    High school au where Buck’s the sad lonely kid with the shit family and Eddie’s the popular captain of the wrestling team who makes it his personal mission to make Buck an honorary Diaz and convince him that he deserves nice things I am just saying
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    Buck was good at going unseen.

    It was a defense mechanism—his parent’s couldn’t get upset with what they didn’t realize was there—and it had only amped up once Maddie graduated. Once she went off to college, Buck had no reason to be a distraction anymore, to try and pull attention off of anyone; so he just got better at it. He could pick things up and set them down without a sound. He constantly walked on the balls of his feet. He even kept his breathing even, slow and low, whenever he wasn’t alone.

    Buck was invisible to absolutely everyone.

    Well… everyone except Eddie Diaz.

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    21 May 2026

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    “Come on, Eddie,” Buck groans, “You may hide it well, but I know you don’t like Tommy.”

    Eddie wants to open his mouth and start telling Buck he is wrong. Wants to explain that Buck has it all twisted. But, Buck doesn’t have it wrong. He has it exactly spot on.

    Eddie envies Tommy. He has Buck. He has him and keeps letting him down.

    All Eddie can think about in these moments is how much better Eddie could treat Buck. How Eddie could protect him better, love him better, appreciate him better. And in the dark of his room, blanketed in the cover of night: how much better he could pleasure Buck.

    That last one was a recent addition to the list of things Eddie was sure he could do better than Tommy. It was one of the handful of things he kept locked in the deepest, darkest parts of his soul, only to emerge in the heat of the moment before being shoved back down in shame.

    At Eddie’s silence, Buck lets out a frustrated sigh that snaps Eddie back into focus and the present situation.

    5 times Tommy doesn’t show up for Buck so Eddie does instead, +1 time that Eddie made it clear to Buck that he wanted to be by his side for the rest of their lives.

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    18 May 2026